**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Apr 27 00:00:11 2022 Apr 27 00:00:11 * MollyK nods Apr 27 00:00:50 If I had known back in August, I wouldn't have committed myself as I have Apr 27 00:01:13 _I_ didn't realise, there's no way you could have Apr 27 00:01:21 * MollyK nods Apr 27 00:02:40 My shock has made me reserved, I know. I am... playing my cards close to my chest. Apr 27 00:02:52 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:02:53 you are Apr 27 00:03:32 That is troubling you? Apr 27 00:03:54 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:04:24 What is it you fear? Apr 27 00:05:07 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 00:06:30 I am... I have so many feelings and thoughts on it, it is hard to know where to start! Apr 27 00:07:33 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:10:42 The sensible thing to do is spend three years seeing out my ambassadorship, finding our building a house and spending time in Gottkirchen making ourselves known and available, hosting events, meeting the neighbouring nobles, getting Varick settled... Apr 27 00:11:10 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:11:11 yes it is Apr 27 00:11:31 * MollyK watches his expression Apr 27 00:12:00 ... but... Apr 27 00:12:31 but... Apr 27 00:14:03 But I love you. I want you to be happy, and Varick to be happy, and our families... Apr 27 00:17:57 * MollyK continues stroking his hand gently Apr 27 00:18:21 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 27 00:20:56 And there will always be some reason the timing is not ideal... Apr 27 00:21:29 * Morgan nods, sighing Apr 27 00:23:46 * MollyK chews her lip Apr 27 00:24:52 I am honoured that you wish to make a baby with me, and so pleased you feel able to take that step towards the future Apr 27 00:25:24 then why do you look so troubled? Apr 27 00:28:17 Because my head and my heart are pulling me in different directions Apr 27 00:28:42 * Morgan just watches her Apr 27 00:31:58 * MollyK watches him back Apr 27 00:32:46 Help me understand, my love. What is it about having a baby that drives the depth of this desire for you? Apr 27 00:33:11 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 00:33:35 the smell... the feeling of cradling them... watching them grow, their personalities forming... Apr 27 00:34:59 * MollyK nods Apr 27 00:36:34 Will this not all be very difficult and painful for you? I would be upset if it set you back in your healing when you have come so far? Apr 27 00:37:32 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 00:37:34 I don't know Apr 27 00:37:55 But you are willing to take that chance? Apr 27 00:38:27 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:38:38 always had to, realistically Apr 27 00:39:04 But not necessarily for several more years... Apr 27 00:39:30 * Morgan shrugs again Apr 27 00:40:30 * MollyK nods again Apr 27 00:41:36 What if I speak to Faulk... what if I discuss the possibility of a longer break between journeys, or even appointing another ambassador sooner? Apr 27 00:41:59 I... don't know its doable... Apr 27 00:43:00 No, though the agreement did include me taking time if I was to accidentally find myself with child... Apr 27 00:44:05 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:44:12 yes I recall Apr 27 00:44:42 It is something to consider, whether to raise it with him Apr 27 00:44:49 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:44:51 aye Apr 27 00:45:05 * MollyK squeezes his hand Apr 27 00:45:16 Are you ready to retire? Apr 27 00:45:22 * Morgan nods Apr 27 00:45:24 I think so Apr 27 00:45:51 * MollyK nods, letting his hand free Apr 27 00:46:38 Though if you aren't ready to sleep yet, you can finish telling me about Heinzharold and Inga Apr 27 00:46:54 * Morgan nods, telling her as he undresses Apr 27 00:50:21 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 27 01:03:00 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 27 01:06:39 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 27 01:58:41 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 27 02:03:38 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Apr 27 03:28:24 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 27 03:33:16 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 27 05:27:50 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 27 05:32:45 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Apr 27 21:37:26 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 27 21:37:36 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Apr 27 21:37:40 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 27 21:38:41 **Molly covers her face for most of the story in sympathy for their friends. When his recounting is down, she shakes her head* Oh dear! Apr 27 21:39:04 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:39:05 indeed Apr 27 21:39:29 Inga did not mention it, but we have all been quite busy Apr 27 21:40:20 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:41:52 Strange that you dreamt last night of your parents catching us whilst you were doing such to me Apr 27 21:42:11 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:42:12 isn't it Apr 27 21:43:18 * MollyK wrinkles her nose Apr 27 21:43:35 It doesn't bear thinking about! How awful. Apr 27 21:43:49 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:45:37 * MollyK watches him Apr 27 21:45:56 Although it is a little funny what she said to him Apr 27 21:46:18 funny? Apr 27 21:48:04 About seeing those parts of him so many times before Apr 27 21:48:47 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:50:16 And about a real man doing that *she smiles* that is amusing too Apr 27 21:50:34 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:50:39 indeed Apr 27 21:51:35 Perhaps it is less awful when it is not your own parents? Apr 27 21:52:05 definitely Apr 27 21:53:31 Are you coming to bed, my love? Apr 27 21:53:56 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Apr 27 21:54:41 * MollyK watches him do that Apr 27 21:54:52 And Heinzharold is worried about Inga now? Apr 27 21:55:14 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:55:15 aye Apr 27 21:57:15 I am sure he is worrying unnecessarily. It cannot be impossible to stay silent during such Apr 27 21:58:04 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 21:59:23 * MollyK smiles a little Apr 27 21:59:34 Anyway... he should just ask her Apr 27 21:59:51 that's what I said Apr 27 22:01:10 * MollyK nods, settling in beside him Apr 27 22:01:24 I am sure they will have resolved it easily Apr 27 22:01:34 I hope so. I'll ask him tomorrow Apr 27 22:01:40 * MollyK nods Apr 27 22:02:03 Are you ready to sleep now...? Apr 27 22:02:22 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:02:24 I think so Apr 27 22:02:31 * MollyK nods Apr 27 22:02:41 Alright, liebling Apr 27 22:05:45 * MollyK gets comfortable before starting to sing him to sleep Apr 27 22:06:54 * Morgan tries to settle Apr 27 22:08:49 **He starts to dream. He had stood his ground with David over marrying the accidentally pregnant Molly, and taken the man to Reverened Paulson to give consent, but David had made it clear that he and his family would not attend. So the next day as Morgan waits at the altar, only Catherine and Cook are in the pews, serving as witnesses. Morgan has Apr 27 22:08:49 no best man, just like before. Twice now he has robbed his best friends of that. The reverend watches the rear doors. Apr 27 22:10:35 RP: I am sure she will be here in a moment Apr 27 22:10:45 * Morgan nods absently Apr 27 22:11:38 **There is noone to walk Molly down the aisle. She is wearing that ivory dress she and Evie had found in Catherine's attic, which she had been wearing when Jaeger had gotten faint and Morgan had felt a sense of discontent in his stomach at the compliments Curtis had freely given. Apr 27 22:11:38 **She carries flowers in a bouquet. There are roses and forget-me-nots, violets and honeysuckle flowers, and lily-of-the-valleys. He has never told her how the latter were Dietlinde's favourite, nor how that was the perfume he always bought her. She couldn't know that his whole happy life in their cottage had smelled like that and lavender from Apr 27 22:11:38 the small bush outside. Apr 27 22:12:34 * Morgan chews inside his cheek, waiting Apr 27 22:13:38 **Molly looks solemn, determined. Her hair and makeup have been done, likely Catherine has given her a servant to do it. She looks pretty, but there is none of the joy on her face at marrying him that Dietlinde had had. She reaches him, standing next to him before the priest. The mixed scent of the flowers surrounds him. Apr 27 22:15:01 * Morgan murmurs quietly Apr 27 22:15:08 you look very pretty... are you ok? Apr 27 22:15:47 * MollyK nods Apr 27 22:15:54 Are you? Apr 27 22:16:00 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 27 22:16:19 **Reverend Paulson looks at the faces of them both. He says to Molly "Apart from the hair, you are so much like your grandmother Sophie. Are you _sure_ you want to proceed, Molly?" Molly nods "I will proceed" Apr 27 22:16:29 RP: Morgan? Apr 27 22:17:00 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:17:54 **The service starts. Soon he asks "Does anyone know of any lawful impediment to the marriage of these two people?". Molly watches Morgan very solemnly like she is waiting for him to speak up* Apr 27 22:18:50 * Morgan waits quietly Apr 27 22:18:59 **Reverned Paulson keeps the service to the absolute minimum, so soon it is time for him to ask Molly to repeat. She doesn't stumble or smile over his middle name, even though she had been unable not to giggle about it several weeks ago, back when they were just friends. She looks pained in her micro-expression when she promises to Love, Honour, Apr 27 22:18:59 and Obey. Apr 27 22:20:56 * Morgan watches her Apr 27 22:22:02 *When it is time to say "forsaking all others" she looks down at the floor, not meeting his eyes. Apr 27 22:24:09 * Morgan sighs ever so slightly Apr 27 22:24:41 * MollyK glances up at him, looking a little sad Apr 27 22:25:08 **When her vows have been made, she tries to put one of the silver rings the priest holds onto his finger, but it won't go, because it hits the gold one he has not stopped wearing. Molly winces, looking deeply uncomfortable** Apr 27 22:25:08 Sorry, I did not think. Apr 27 22:25:42 * Morgan frowns, offering his other hand Apr 27 22:27:15 **Molly shrugs, still looking uncomfortable** It would be fine in your pocket, or just in a jewellery box. It does not matter. Apr 27 22:27:27 No... Apr 27 22:28:44 * MollyK puts it on the finger of his right hand. It fits fine Apr 27 22:29:10 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 27 22:29:50 **Then it is his turn** Apr 27 22:29:51 RP: Take her left hand in yours. Repeat after me "I, Morgan Adalbrecht Koertig, take you, Molly Isabella Forrester to be my lawfully wedded wife…" Apr 27 22:30:04 * Morgan nods, doing so Apr 27 22:31:22 RP: "... to love and to cherish…" *Molly watches a point about four inches below his chin rather than make eye contact * Apr 27 22:31:44 * Morgan repeats it Apr 27 22:33:54 RP takes him through the standard Avalonian vows, concluding with "... forsaking all others, as long as you both shall live?" *she's looking away at this too* Apr 27 22:34:56 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:34:57 I do Apr 27 22:35:40 RP: By the power of Theus, and in the presence of these witnesses, I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride. Apr 27 22:35:40 **She waits to see what he does, watching his eyes intently, he can see her pulse thudding in her throat. She isn't smiling, but her cheeks flush** Apr 27 22:36:11 * Morgan watches her closely, moving to kiss her gently Apr 27 22:37:35 * MollyK brings a hand to his cheek, very softly, and kisses him back likewise Apr 27 22:38:08 * Morgan pulls away slowly, looking to the priest Apr 27 22:39:14 *he watches them* That is it, it is all done Apr 27 22:39:36 * Morgan nods, offering his arm to Molly Apr 27 22:40:51 * MollyK takes it Apr 27 22:41:00 * Morgan slowly leads her from the church Apr 27 22:42:07 * MollyK looks around outside, the December day cold Apr 27 22:42:13 Now what? Apr 27 22:46:05 I'm not entirely sure... back to the house, have some tea? Apr 27 22:47:17 * MollyK nods. They do head back to the little cottage, and she excuses herself whilst he puts the kettle on. She is gone so long that the kettle has gone cold Apr 27 22:47:41 * Morgan goes looking for her Apr 27 22:48:05 *he can hear her crying quietly in her room* Apr 27 22:48:12 * Morgan knocks quietly Apr 27 22:48:39 *she takes a deep breath* come in Apr 27 22:48:49 * Morgan enters Apr 27 22:48:59 I heard you crying... what can I do? Apr 27 22:50:09 I don't know. I am sure it is just from being with child and such a momentous day, that is all Apr 27 22:50:58 * Morgan watches her Apr 27 22:51:00 you are sure? Apr 27 22:51:41 None of this is what I had planned. It seems as if my life has veered off course and nothing is in my control Apr 27 22:51:59 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:52:03 I know. Apr 27 22:53:07 I planned to marry and eventually fall in love and have children, not this Apr 27 22:53:19 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:53:24 I am sorry Apr 27 22:53:40 It was as much my doing as yours Apr 27 22:54:31 Even so... Apr 27 22:54:39 * MollyK nods Apr 27 22:54:43 I am sorry too Apr 27 22:54:52 * Morgan sighs Apr 27 22:55:13 I will take care of you... you know that? Apr 27 22:55:56 I know we will be friends, I will have the protection of your name, and you will treat me and the child with decency and provide Apr 27 22:56:20 * Morgan frowns slightly Apr 27 22:56:30 that doesn't sound like that is enough for you... Apr 27 22:57:25 That is what we have agreed, and it is going to be the best way for the child Apr 27 22:57:41 and that isn't answering my question Apr 27 22:58:31 I am not asking for anything more than that, and I will create happiness in the circumstances. I am just feeling emotional right now Apr 27 22:58:48 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:58:57 I'll reheat the water for some tea? Apr 27 22:59:08 * MollyK nods Apr 27 22:59:18 That would be kind, thank you Apr 27 22:59:22 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:59:26 I'll be in the kitchen Apr 27 22:59:38 * MollyK nods again Apr 27 22:59:51 * Morgan smiles sadly before heading back out to the kitchen Apr 27 23:00:56 *he wakes up as Molly gets back into bed, it must be around one* Apr 27 23:01:48 * Morgan rubs his eyes Apr 27 23:01:51 are you alright? Apr 27 23:02:31 Yes, Varick was crying, but he is alright and asleep again Apr 27 23:02:46 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:02:50 Not surprising Apr 27 23:03:15 * MollyK nods, getting settled Apr 27 23:03:21 Sorry I disturbed you Apr 27 23:03:36 No... its fine. Apr 27 23:05:30 * MollyK nods, her skin cool against him Apr 27 23:05:40 It's early, we should sleep Apr 27 23:06:04 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:06:06 aye Apr 27 23:06:43 * MollyK sings again, and she falls asleep quickly Apr 27 23:08:17 **He finds himself in Molly's dream. He is stood in the yellow-toned hallway in Innesbruck, near the kitchen, and from it he can hear Madchen shouting "Pa, chick! Pa! Chick chick!" Apr 27 23:09:34 * Morgan goes towards her voice Apr 27 23:10:22 **in the kitchen there are chickens running around the floor, and a couple in the cupboards. Madchen is sat in a high wooden chair just like he had made for Jana. Molly is trying to shoo them out of the back door with a broom, but they won't go. She has her back to him. Apr 27 23:10:45 * Morgan looks at Madchen Apr 27 23:10:47 M: Pa! Apr 27 23:10:48 chickens... Apr 27 23:10:58 M: chick! Apr 27 23:12:26 * Morgan nods, shoving a chicken with his foot Apr 27 23:14:36 **Molly turns to face them, leaning the broom to the counter. She is very heavily pregnant. She looks amused and frustrated** This is impossible! Apr 27 23:14:53 Looks that way, aye Apr 27 23:16:07 Perhaps if we work together we can corner them. Normally I would pick them up, but it's so difficult like this *she points to her stomach, smiling* Apr 27 23:17:16 * Morgan nods, lodging his foot under one and hefting it towards the door Apr 27 23:19:12 *they do manage to get rid of the birds. Molly shakes her head* I think it is time to have another talk with Ehren and Lorelai about letting the chickens into the house! Apr 27 23:19:36 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:19:38 I would think so Apr 27 23:20:08 * MollyK smiles, watching him Apr 27 23:20:13 Would you do something for me? Apr 27 23:20:19 whats that? Apr 27 23:20:38 Would you stand behind me and lift my bump like last week? Apr 27 23:20:57 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:20:59 if you wish Apr 27 23:21:15 * MollyK nods Apr 27 23:22:45 * Morgan moves behind her, putting his arms around her to lift her belly Apr 27 23:22:57 **she smells like rosewater, but something else he cannot place, something more natural and primitive. Perhaps it is from feeding Madchen, or from pregnancy like the prominent blue veins on her cleavage. She sighs with relief** Apr 27 23:23:28 Carrying one at a time is heavy enough, but two is another thing altogether! Apr 27 23:23:41 I would think so, aye Apr 27 23:24:36 * MollyK nods, relaxing back against him. He can feel kicking against both hands simultaneously Apr 27 23:25:18 * Morgan taps on her belly Apr 27 23:26:17 * MollyK giggles. The kicking becomes more focused Apr 27 23:26:29 They have all enjoyed you doing that Apr 27 23:26:42 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:26:56 certainly seems so Apr 27 23:28:28 ACTION reaches down and takes a letter from her pocket, opening it. Apr 27 23:28:28 Isaiah and his wife wondered if they can have our hospitality in Friday evening as they are headed past Innesbruck on the way to Freiburg Apr 27 23:28:28 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Apr 27 23:28:49 * Morgan sighs Apr 27 23:28:51 I suppose so Apr 27 23:29:48 I don't like him either, but we must keep the neighbours sweet, mustn't we? Apr 27 23:30:53 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:31:16 Let us hope these two stay put until after they are gone Apr 27 23:33:17 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:33:48 It was good of Heinzharold to go to Tanner to collect Varick for the holidays Apr 27 23:33:56 Tannen * Apr 27 23:34:09 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:34:12 aye Apr 27 23:34:33 I wouldn't want you away so far at present! Apr 27 23:35:08 No, I could just imagine you going into labour while I was away Apr 27 23:36:28 * MollyK giggles "I recall you were quite displeased about that with Lorelai! You still had your coat on when you got up to the bedroom. Another minute and you'd have missed it" Apr 27 23:37:05 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:37:45 * MollyK tilts her head so she can kiss his cheek. The kicking continues Apr 27 23:37:59 M: Pa up? Apr 27 23:38:25 * Morgan nods, gently letting Molly go and moving to pick Madchen up Apr 27 23:39:08 *she feels solid, arms around his neck. She looks a little older again* Hi Pa. Apr 27 23:39:17 Hello Madchen Apr 27 23:39:30 M: Love Pa. Apr 27 23:39:38 Love you too little lady Apr 27 23:40:04 *Madchen smiles at him* not find Pa Apr 27 23:40:22 not find me? Apr 27 23:40:41 Mae look. No find. Pa here. Apr 27 23:41:07 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 27 23:41:08 * MollyK watches them fondly Apr 27 23:41:45 *there is a single chime* Apr 27 23:42:03 M: *she looks sad* Go soon? Apr 27 23:42:20 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:42:29 but I'll come back as soon as I can... you know that Apr 27 23:42:42 M: Mae find Pa. Apr 27 23:43:12 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:43:39 *she rests her head on his shoulder* Apr 27 23:44:11 * MollyK smiles "You are going to need more arms for all these children!" Apr 27 23:44:38 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:44:42 very true Apr 27 23:45:09 Five already, including these. Only three more to go. Apr 27 23:45:29 * Morgan nods, rocking Madchen Apr 27 23:45:35 aye Apr 27 23:46:27 *Madchen sucks her thumb. She smells faintly like cold crisp days in the forest, like snow and fir trees* Apr 27 23:48:08 * MollyK comes to them, stroking Madchen's hair "someone looks like they need a nap..." Apr 27 23:48:49 certainly seems that way Apr 27 23:49:53 Are you coming up with us? The older ones are with Walder, and once I have nursed her to sleep I will be at your disposal *she smiles* Apr 27 23:50:04 * Morgan smiles Apr 27 23:50:08 aye, I'll come up Apr 27 23:50:20 * MollyK nods Apr 27 23:50:35 It's certainly harder to do this time around! Apr 27 23:50:45 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:50:49 aye Apr 27 23:51:50 Not that that would stop us... like in those early few months, back when all we needed was the smallest opportunity Apr 27 23:52:50 * Morgan nods, rocking Madchen Apr 27 23:54:08 * MollyK leans her cheek to his other shoulder, and again that different scent is noticeable "I miss those days sometimes, don't you? When we had much more time together" Apr 27 23:55:27 * Morgan nods, trying to place the smell Apr 27 23:55:28 aye Apr 27 23:57:46 *It is familiar because it is similar to how Dietlinde smelled when pregnant with Jana, though mixed with rose water rather than lily of the valley. It's impossible to describe, there's just something very primal and feminine about it. Apr 27 23:59:19 M: Pa go now. **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Apr 28 00:00:07 2022 Apr 28 00:00:07 * Morgan nods Apr 28 00:00:11 I'll see you soon Apr 28 00:00:43 * MollyK frowns a little "You are not wishing to join me?" Apr 28 00:01:45 Come along, lets get this little lady down to nap Apr 28 00:02:06 * MollyK nods, leading the way Apr 28 00:02:25 M: bye Pa. love Pa. Apr 28 00:03:34 Love you too Madchen Apr 28 00:03:44 * Morgan kisses her crown before trying to wake up Apr 28 00:04:35 * MollyK is tucked up to him, an arm over his stomach. It will be impossible to get up without waking her Apr 28 00:05:58 * Morgan does so gently Apr 28 00:06:59 * MollyK stirs Apr 28 00:07:44 Hmm? Apr 28 00:08:03 Time for me to get up my love Apr 28 00:09:11 * MollyK squeezes him gently Apr 28 00:09:39 A pity. *she lets go* Apr 28 00:10:10 * Morgan nods Apr 28 00:10:12 Aye Apr 28 00:10:43 * MollyK moves away Apr 28 00:11:12 I was having a lovely dream... I will tell you about it later, if you wish Apr 28 00:12:31 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 28 00:12:32 aye Apr 28 00:13:12 Would you mind lighting the fire? Apr 28 00:13:44 * Morgan concentrates on it a moment Apr 28 00:13:57 * MollyK watches him, smiling Apr 28 00:14:02 Much better Apr 28 00:14:43 * Morgan nods, climbing out of bed Apr 28 00:14:52 aye... nice light, too Apr 28 00:15:09 * MollyK watches his body Apr 28 00:15:20 That may have been the main reason for it Apr 28 00:16:23 what? Apr 28 00:16:37 The light Apr 28 00:17:23 oh, right Apr 28 00:17:34 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 00:17:47 Seeing you is a wonderful start to the day Apr 28 00:18:27 Good news then, you get to see me all day Apr 28 00:19:30 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 00:19:44 Not nude, I don't! Apr 28 00:20:10 No, thats true Apr 28 00:21:03 Sadly *she smiles* still, it will suffice, for now. Apr 28 00:22:54 * Morgan nods Apr 28 00:22:56 I'm afraid so Apr 28 00:23:23 * MollyK nods, still just happily watching him dress Apr 28 00:23:35 How did you sleep? Apr 28 00:24:52 Alright, mostly Apr 28 00:25:12 * MollyK nods Apr 28 00:25:14 On Apr 28 00:25:23 Only mostly? 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Apr 28 21:50:27 I'm alright now Apr 28 21:50:36 * MollyK nods Apr 28 21:50:43 I'm glad Apr 28 21:59:02 Do you think it might be your desire for a child that is driving these dreams? Apr 28 21:59:31 No... there's something to learn there... Apr 28 21:59:49 What makes you think so? Apr 28 22:01:39 accidentally with child, arrived, unhappy with the situation... I wonder if it relates to Edward at all... Apr 28 22:02:27 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:03:26 It could be... we have already established how unlikely it would have been for us to have been swept away with desire like that then Apr 28 22:04:04 Not entirely unlike the situation with Rosenkrantz... Apr 28 22:05:23 But I was not sparkly, we were just drunk and... desirous Apr 28 22:05:40 true, but the end result.... Apr 28 22:06:37 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:08:27 I suppose so. I wonder what will happen next? Apr 28 22:08:35 * Morgan shrugs Apr 28 22:08:38 find out eventually Apr 28 22:09:09 You do seem to be having many of these threads of dreams again Apr 28 22:09:46 I've a theory on that Apr 28 22:10:20 Oh? Apr 28 22:11:19 I noticed a blue cast to my dreams... it seems as soon as I've realised that its a dream, that thread is concluded. Apr 28 22:13:17 Intriguing. You had that with the accidental pregnancy thread last night? Apr 28 22:15:32 No... I've had it with others Apr 28 22:17:12 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:17:52 There have been a couple with Jana, I think? Apr 28 22:17:56 * Morgan nods Apr 28 22:17:57 indeed Apr 28 22:18:36 It does not feel sad that you might never have that particular thread once more, or a relief? Apr 28 22:20:35 Something of a relief. The loss in those dreams was still fresh, raw Apr 28 22:21:44 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:21:57 I would take that from you if I could Apr 28 22:22:20 I know Apr 28 22:24:07 You do not seem to dream of us happy often Apr 28 22:25:06 I rather think I am busy being shown things... just slowly Apr 28 22:25:39 Perhaps the dreams with the star girl end happily? Apr 28 22:26:06 Did I tell you your name in those ones? Apr 28 22:26:28 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:26:42 Mmhmm. My true surname Apr 28 22:27:09 * Morgan nods Apr 28 22:28:09 Though I did have a newish one recently... not long after becoming master at arms, Rosenkrantz brought you along to meet Catherine... he'd only just found your family... Apr 28 22:28:31 * MollyK tilts her head Apr 28 22:29:18 He must have pieced it together whilst taking care of me? Apr 28 22:29:32 must've done Apr 28 22:31:19 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 22:31:26 What happened? Apr 28 22:31:58 I was rude, naturally. He was trying to teach you the nobility nonsense Apr 28 22:33:08 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 22:33:12 Naturally. Apr 28 22:33:45 * Morgan nods Apr 28 22:35:33 Was I doing well? Apr 28 22:36:23 * Morgan shrugs Apr 28 22:36:26 not terribly Apr 28 22:37:12 * MollyK wrinkles her nose Apr 28 22:37:24 I made an awful first impression then? Apr 28 22:37:48 No, you were polite and nervous, but you weren't up on all the nonsense nobles go on with Apr 28 22:38:02 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:38:24 I would have been very out of my depth and, no doubt, wary of you Apr 28 22:38:39 * Morgan nods Apr 28 22:39:02 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 22:39:20 Was I attracted to you? Apr 28 22:39:47 * Morgan shrugs Apr 28 22:39:49 couldn't say Apr 28 22:41:10 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:41:50 I wonder if I thought, as I did in reality, that you were the most beautiful man I had ever seen? Apr 28 22:42:47 I doubt it Apr 28 22:44:37 * MollyK nods Apr 28 22:45:00 And you, my love, did you think I was pretty? *she sounds playful* Apr 28 22:45:35 * Morgan frowns Apr 28 22:45:59 I distinctly remember the pull of attraction. I definitely did not want to Apr 28 22:46:19 Oh yes, that would have been very bad Apr 28 22:48:51 * Morgan nods Apr 28 22:49:10 * MollyK looks thoughtful Apr 28 22:49:43 That must be one of the closest to possible ones? Apr 28 22:51:11 * Morgan nods Apr 28 22:51:13 I reckon so Apr 28 22:52:18 * MollyK nods thoughtfully "Perhaps that one will be all there is of that?" Apr 28 22:52:41 Maybe Apr 28 22:54:30 You would have gone out of your way to avoid me, no doubt! Apr 28 22:55:00 I would think so Apr 28 22:56:25 It is hard to see a possible convergence there Apr 28 22:56:36 Aye, it is Apr 28 22:58:50 Amazing really that we have ended up so close to it, when there are many ways it could have been impossible Apr 28 22:59:00 * Morgan nods Apr 28 22:59:11 I imagine we've caused our short friends quite a bit of stress Apr 28 22:59:46 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 23:00:25 I would think so, I wonder how much is from my path-wandering Apr 28 23:00:49 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:02:42 I am glad we are here, my love Apr 28 23:02:57 * MollyK watches what he is doing Apr 28 23:03:12 * Morgan nods, pulling his shirt on Apr 28 23:03:17 as am I Apr 28 23:04:59 And when we do choose to make the convergence, I will be glad then too Apr 28 23:06:32 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:07:05 * MollyK watches him with a smile Apr 28 23:07:51 And until then, we will practice a great deal, so that we are well-versed in what to do? Apr 28 23:09:32 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:09:34 good idea Apr 28 23:10:48 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 23:11:11 Whenever you wish, I will be at your leisure Apr 28 23:13:25 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:13:31 glad to hear it Apr 28 23:13:39 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 23:13:49 You doubted it? Apr 28 23:14:33 No Apr 28 23:15:23 * MollyK nods "good. You are going now?" Apr 28 23:15:33 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:15:35 aye Apr 28 23:16:50 I will doze a little, I think. I was dreaming something nice enough to want to go back to Apr 28 23:16:59 * Morgan smirks Apr 28 23:17:01 mmhmmm Apr 28 23:17:28 * MollyK tilts her head Apr 28 23:17:41 It was not something indecent Apr 28 23:18:29 No, but it was about to be Apr 28 23:19:24 Oh... I did not realise you were really there Apr 28 23:20:14 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:20:17 indeed I was Apr 28 23:21:39 * MollyK nods slowly Apr 28 23:21:50 I hope it was not too painful for you Apr 28 23:22:06 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 28 23:22:09 no, not at all Apr 28 23:22:29 * MollyK nods Apr 28 23:23:05 I wondered that perhaps, given your eagerness, it might have been unpleasant to see me like that Apr 28 23:24:10 No...no it isn't Apr 28 23:24:55 * MollyK smiles Apr 28 23:25:32 I am glad. But it makes it worse? Apr 28 23:26:06 Somewhat, aye Apr 28 23:26:40 * MollyK nods Apr 28 23:26:55 I feel similarly Apr 28 23:27:10 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:28:47 I would not have you think you are alone in this, my love Apr 28 23:28:56 * Morgan nods Apr 28 23:29:00 that is good to know Apr 28 23:29:44 I am sorry that perhaps I have made you feel so Apr 28 23:29:54 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 28 23:29:57 don't fret about it Apr 28 23:30:03 * MollyK settles back to lying down Apr 28 23:30:13 I will endeavour not to Apr 28 23:34:10 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client)