ar 28 00:00:32 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:00:35 of course Mar 28 00:02:42 * Molly climbs up in front of him, and HH gives her the reins to the other horse. Soon they're back on the route, only half an hour away. He and Molly end up in the middle of the pack, far enough to be able to talk in whispers. She leans back to him, smelling as always of rose water Mar 28 00:02:49 Are you alright? Mar 28 00:03:05 Aye Mar 28 00:03:21 You do not wish to talk? Mar 28 00:04:38 It is done Mar 28 00:05:11 What is to happen? Mar 28 00:06:29 He is going to do what I've asked. He will lay the situation out to Mina and hope she will still marry him Mar 28 00:06:50 * Molly breathes a big sigh of relief Mar 28 00:06:55 Thank goodness! Mar 28 00:09:56 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:10:03 And how are things between you? Mar 28 00:11:03 Alright. It wasn't as... I don't know, he raged at me, he shoved me and I was... distinctly unpleasant Mar 28 00:11:48 * Molly takes his hand, pulling it tighter around her waist and keeping hers on top of it Mar 28 00:12:02 It worked, it was clearly needed. Mar 28 00:12:56 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:13:39 Just have to hope things go as we wish... Mar 28 00:14:35 Well done, my love. Mar 28 00:15:40 You are not still angry with me? Mar 28 00:16:16 No. I am sorry, I wanted to protect you, and I was wrong. Mar 28 00:17:03 Your motives were never in question blossom Mar 28 00:17:25 That you are still thinking of it shows I have hurt you Mar 28 00:18:51 I was more concerned you were still displeased with me Mar 28 00:19:36 No, my love. Mar 28 00:20:06 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:20:07 good Mar 28 00:20:13 * Molly squeezes his hand Mar 28 00:21:23 Maybe we should make our excuses and retire to the north wing, so that we can start tomorrow on rested heads Mar 28 00:21:48 Once we've convinced Edward to wait on telling father... Mar 28 00:22:46 Perhaps I will just knock him out Mar 28 00:23:04 He'd probably welcome the peace Mar 28 00:38:09 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 28 10:09:26 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 10:09:37 * MollyK nods Mar 28 10:09:55 I think we all would tonight Mar 28 10:13:46 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:22:05 *everyone is showing signs of flagging by the time they are almost there. The view of the house is illuminated only by a few lamps outside and the backlight of the glowing Sudlache. It had been full sunlight when he had turned to look over his shoulder at the house he had grown up in, and in turn his very homeland, the only area he had ever Mar 28 10:22:05 belonged to, and a place that held nothing for him now. They were gone from him, and he had to be gone from here or destroy his mother as he was destroyed. He hadn't had a plan then of where to go, he just knew he could never, ever, set foot in this place again. Mar 28 10:23:24 * Morgan scowls at the building Mar 28 10:28:14 *they follow the pathway out. It runs to the stables, with the graveyard on the right of them, the high stone wall separating the present riders and those Koertigs who had written these routes in the hundreds of years before* Mar 28 10:32:30 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 28 10:32:34 * Morgan speaks quietly Mar 28 10:32:54 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 10:32:58 [10:19:56] MollyK: *they follow the pathway out. It runs to the stables, with the graveyard on the right of them, the high stone wall separating the present riders and those Koertigs who had written these routes in the hundreds of years before* Mar 28 10:33:00 * Morgan speaks quietly Mar 28 10:33:26 Molly, would you speak with Varick about not mentioning Florrie this evening... I'm going to have the same conversation with Edward Mar 28 10:35:04 It is well past his bedtime, I do not think it will be needed Mar 28 10:36:39 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:36:41 alright Mar 28 10:38:03 Are you planning to see your Father tonight? Mar 28 10:38:56 Aye, but all this can wait til tomorrow Mar 28 10:43:27 * MollyK nods. At the stable there are grooms for the horses, but what causes the commotion inside is the banging repetitively on a wooden stall door Mar 28 10:45:32 I wonder what that might be Mar 28 10:46:56 * MollyK is helped down by a groom Mar 28 10:47:06 G: Thatkll Mar 28 10:47:33 G: That'll be Xantha, my Lord Mar 28 10:47:53 * Morgan nods, handing him the reins of his horse Mar 28 10:48:07 that figures *he looks at Molly* excuse me my love Mar 28 10:48:16 Of course, liebling Mar 28 10:48:51 * Morgan climbs down, going to the stall Mar 28 10:51:47 *There are several horses there, including Crusader and the Palominos. Aurora is in a stall alone at the far end, and when Molly follows Morgan in that is where she goes to Mar 28 10:53:18 * Morgan opens the stall door, looking at his horse before placing a hand on it. Xanthas reaction is to shiver a moment before soundly headbutting Morgan, making him stagger back Mar 28 10:58:05 * MollyK glances over "are you alright?" Mar 28 10:58:37 * Morgan rubs his face, nodding Mar 28 10:59:08 * MollyK nods, going back to patting the mare Mar 28 10:59:33 * Morgan moves back toward Xantha, pressing his forehead to the horses face Mar 28 10:59:42 I know. I'm sorry. Mar 28 11:01:28 Liebes herz, my horse looks like a barrel on legs. Mar 28 11:02:57 I believe that is how these things go Mar 28 11:03:15 * MollyK nods Mar 28 11:03:34 I will take the others up to the north wing Mar 28 11:05:54 Alright my love. I won't be long. Edward, with me please Mar 28 11:06:13 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 28 11:07:09 * Edward is patting Crusader, and nods whilst Molly, Inga, Claudia and HH carrying Varick go to the house Mar 28 11:08:17 * Morgan backs out of the stall, closing the door Mar 28 11:08:58 *The grooms are hard at work, and there's no privacy here Mar 28 11:09:43 * Morgan beckons him outside Mar 28 11:11:30 * Edward follows, lighting up a cigar. In front of them, the Sudlache glows the familiar blue Mar 28 11:12:47 I'm going to visit the graves, then see father... I think we should not mention Florrie this evening. We're all tired and irritable. Mar 28 11:13:22 * Edward nods Mar 28 11:14:00 If you can make space for me, I'll stay in your wing. Mar 28 11:14:42 I'm curious as to why Mar 28 11:15:49 Less chance of Father turning up and interrogating me about why you called me to Freiburg Mar 28 11:16:05 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:16:17 if he does, just send him to me... or call for me. Mar 28 11:17:15 * Edward nods Mar 28 11:17:31 Shall I tell Molly not to wait up? Mar 28 11:17:55 I don't intend to be long... *he glances at him* have you visited the graves? Mar 28 11:19:13 * Edward shakes his head Mar 28 11:19:19 No, I have not Mar 28 11:19:58 You are welcome to join me Mar 28 11:20:17 No, I will give you your privacy. Mar 28 11:21:03 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:21:30 You are welcome to visit them... I think it may help you Mar 28 11:23:08 I did not behave well about it at the time, and I would not intrude there. Mar 28 11:24:43 You would not intrude. I would like to ask something, but it may be upsetting Mar 28 11:25:12 * Edward nods, exhaling smoke into the cold night air Mar 28 11:25:33 Did you grieve for them? Mar 28 11:26:59 That is tough to say. Mar 28 11:27:50 You aren't sure? Mar 28 11:28:05 It depends what you think of as grief Mar 28 11:28:35 Can you explain for me? Mar 28 11:29:39 * Edward takes a few moments to compose his thoughts Mar 28 11:33:06 I did not want that outcome. I regretted that they were dead, but at the time it seemed the only option. It was never something I approached with any glee. I was sad at the cost of lives. But I did not know either of them, and so it was not grief in the way I am responsible for the rest of you having. Mar 28 11:34:03 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 28 11:34:34 * Morgan glances at him for a moment before looking at the stable Mar 28 11:35:01 That wasn't the answer you hoped for. Mar 28 11:36:13 Its not the answer I expected... I was going to say something but I think it would upset you and it isn't important Mar 28 11:37:45 I think we need to be passed holding back Mar 28 11:38:51 I was... thinking you would have liked her Mar 28 11:41:54 From what I had heard of her, and Jana, yes... *he taps the ash onto the ground, watching the lake* Mar 28 11:46:59 * Morgan sighs Mar 28 11:48:02 * Edward sticks his hand in his pocket Mar 28 11:48:29 I did not hate them. I hated you. Mar 28 11:48:43 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:48:44 I know Mar 28 11:49:22 Even then, it wasn't to punish you. Mar 28 11:49:48 It was to protect everyone here Mar 28 11:53:23 * Edward has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 28 11:54:44 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 11:55:36 I told myself what they would have endured, if we'd been annexed and troops had found them would have been worse. Mar 28 11:56:58 The likes of Karlsruhe... Mar 28 11:57:25 * MollyK grits his teeth Mar 28 11:57:30 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 28 11:57:32 Yes Mar 28 11:58:52 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:59:57 Are you wanting to see father before we retire? Mar 28 12:00:24 No, but if you are not sending Molly to bed I will see her Mar 28 12:02:40 whyso? Mar 28 12:03:10 I'd like some gentle, female sympathy *he smiles* Mar 28 12:04:08 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:04:30 Did you know the Montaigne have a magic where they can communicate over long distances? Mar 28 12:05:27 * Edward shakes his head Mar 28 12:05:55 Do they? I know some can travel Mar 28 12:06:21 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:06:40 I met one of those... he was very bad at it. I'm surprised it hasn't caused a shiver of revulsion Mar 28 12:08:52 I don't like it, but we had healers on the battlefield on occasion, and I can understand the practical applications of magic even if I find it unpleasant. But don't tell Father I said that. Mar 28 12:10:10 * Morgan looks at his brother Mar 28 12:10:37 and if I could arrange it so you could speak to Alice and Florrie? Mar 28 12:13:49 I would want to speak to Alice first, but I think that would be helpful if it is going to be many months before meeting them Mar 28 12:14:18 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:14:24 I'll look into it Mar 28 12:15:08 * Edward nods Mar 28 12:15:33 I'll have turned in before you get back I think. Thank you, brother. Mar 28 12:15:49 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:16:05 Would you tell Molly I don't intend to be too long Mar 28 12:16:12 * Edward nods Mar 28 12:16:21 I will let her know Mar 28 12:17:02 * Morgan nods before heading off in the direction of the grounds where the graves are Mar 28 12:17:26 *Claudia intercepts him on the way* Hey. Mar 28 12:18:16 Hey Mar 28 12:20:28 * Edward is now known as Claudia Mar 28 12:20:39 I didn't want to just leave without telling you Mar 28 12:20:57 You gonna be alright? Mar 28 12:21:35 Yeah. You? *she looks in the direction he was heading* Mar 28 12:22:23 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:22:33 Just going to talk to them for a bit before I see my father Mar 28 12:22:41 * Claudia nods Mar 28 12:23:22 You need me in the morning? *the next day is Friday, the day before Memorial Day* Mar 28 12:23:47 No more than normal... you want to take a day to yourself? Mar 28 12:25:45 Probably going to have a lot of mice and bugs to clear out of my shack. Mar 28 12:30:07 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:30:22 I don't imagine I'll get out of this place... my fathers going to go berserk Mar 28 12:31:01 Tell him you have plans with me if you need a break. Say I sent word my roof has come down, or something Mar 28 12:31:40 I appreciate the offer Mar 28 12:33:21 * Claudia nods, clasping his forearm "be safe" Mar 28 12:34:24 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:34:27 and you my friend Mar 28 12:35:38 * Claudia walks off, not bothering with a lantern to take her on the familiar but dark route from the big house to the shack Mar 28 12:35:51 * Morgan continues to the graveyard Mar 28 12:41:38 *It's dark, but he knows the layout of the plots of his ancestors like the back of his hand, passing by easily his grandparents and then Lisette, her existence linking him to Molly, Seb, and Varick by birth. At the very back wall, he finds the graves, the headstones simple. He was last here months ago, but the graves have obviously been well Mar 28 12:41:39 tended, and freshly cut Lily Of The Valleys are on both where there had never been flowers before. The scent is fitting. Beside their graves the earth is undisturbed, there are no other graves this far away from his ancestors... Mar 28 12:43:48 It is practical, after his emotionally charged discussion with Molly back the evening before HH and Inga's wedding about Morgan and Molly being eventually buried here beside them, where they should be. The air is very cold, his breath steaming, and everything is very quiet the time he stays there before eventually being ready to head indoors. Mar 28 12:47:34 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 28 12:53:30 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 12:53:38 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Mar 28 12:56:02 * Adalbrecht and Verity are sat by the fire in the drawing room. A servant lets Morgan in. His Mother is sewing, and Adalbrecht is sat beside her drinking port, and arm subtly along the back of the couch. They both look well Mar 28 12:57:19 good evening Mar 28 12:57:43 * Adalbrecht stands up, setting his port down Mar 28 12:57:52 Morgan, good evening Mar 28 12:58:00 * Morgan bows his head Mar 28 12:58:02 my lord Mar 28 12:58:37 V: *her face lights up at seeing him* oh, dear boy! I am so glad to see you Mar 28 12:59:07 * Adalbrecht pours some more port into a fresh glass Mar 28 12:59:17 * Morgan goes to kneel by his mother Mar 28 12:59:23 I've missed you so very much Mar 28 12:59:55 * Adalbrecht puts her hand on his crown and gently kisses his forehead Mar 28 13:00:03 * Adalbrecht is now known as Verity Mar 28 13:00:26 Have you all arrived safely? Mar 28 13:00:31 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:00:54 aye, though the others were tired so have retired to the north wing Mar 28 13:01:41 * Verity searches his face, smiling "Of course. Your servants have prepared food, I thought you would be hungry" Mar 28 13:02:14 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:02:44 * Verity looks very hopeful "Do you have some special news for us, dear boy?" Mar 28 13:03:43 *Adalbrecht checks his pocket watch, nodding briefly to himself* Mar 28 13:03:46 No, mother, not yet. Edward thought the same though Mar 28 13:04:19 Oh, I am sorry for you and Molly. Mar 28 13:04:28 * Verity strokes his hair Mar 28 13:05:00 We are in no hurry mother, we have a great deal to do in the next few years Mar 28 13:05:40 A few years is a long time for newlyweds. Perhaps you will be blessed sooner Mar 28 13:06:04 Maybe. We will get there eventually Mar 28 13:06:13 I do hope so Mar 28 13:06:41 *Adalbrecht holds out the glass* Mar 28 13:06:48 * Morgan takes it, thanking him Mar 28 13:07:18 A: Tomorrow we will discuss the situation with Jarvinia. Mar 28 13:07:37 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 13:08:38 I had hoped that tomorrow could be spent enjoying our time with our family after so many months Mar 28 13:09:19 A: *he nods* We will, my dear. I will keep it brief. Mar 28 13:09:57 Thats code for he's going to berate me and expect me not to argue Mar 28 13:11:00 I am sure your father only wishes to move forward with the family's best interests at heart *her tone is gentle* Mar 28 13:11:46 * Morgan looks at his father Mar 28 13:11:52 Of that I am sure Mar 28 13:12:57 David and Martha will come up in the morning, they did not wish to overwhelm Molly Mar 28 13:13:22 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:13:36 What do you know of the Rosenkrantz family? Mar 28 13:14:14 *they both think* Mar 28 13:16:09 I believe they hold the Freiarrdom of Insel, it is a little island on the north coast. I danced with one of the Rosenkrantz boys at the Winter Ball once... What was his name... it sounds almost Avalonian. Mar 28 13:16:36 A: *he nods* Batholemew. Mar 28 13:18:55 We're related to them Mar 28 13:20:04 A: Most of Eisen is distantly related thanks to the Niedersachsens Mar 28 13:20:18 not too distantly Mar 28 13:20:33 How so, dear boy? Mar 28 13:22:10 The Freiarr's grandmother... was Lisettes sister Mar 28 13:22:57 A: She never spoke of having a sister. Mar 28 13:23:39 * Verity smiles "How wonderful. I will write to the current Freiarrin and make the acquaintance " Mar 28 13:23:45 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 13:24:12 her name is Adara... Mar 28 13:24:46 A beautiful name Mar 28 13:24:55 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:25:13 You recall Molly's illness in Avalon? Mar 28 13:25:49 *they nod* Mar 28 13:26:25 The Freiarr and his wife and daughter were in Tawstock at the time, they are the ones who nursed her to health Mar 28 13:26:57 Oh that is nice, isn't it?! Mar 28 13:27:30 *Adalbrecht looks a little less enthusiastic* Mar 28 13:27:44 What is your issue father? Mar 28 13:28:11 A: That is an unlikely coincidence Mar 28 13:28:32 very Mar 28 13:29:56 How did you find this out? Mar 28 13:30:32 the family link? Mar 28 13:30:47 * Verity nods Mar 28 13:31:05 A long story but... I have seen their family tree Mar 28 13:33:05 * Verity smiles Mar 28 13:35:54 It sounds like you have had a busy few months. I cannot believe you have been gone from me for four months, and you and Molly have been married almost six! Mar 28 13:36:13 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:36:35 We have been even busier than we expected Mar 28 13:37:33 I hope you will tell us all about it. Things are going smoothly between you? Mar 28 13:38:01 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:38:06 Aye Mar 28 13:39:49 Wonderful, I am so pleased Mar 28 13:41:42 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:41:59 You should have seen how she was at court... you'd have been proud Mar 28 13:42:17 * Verity smiles Mar 28 13:43:10 She spent many hours asking questions about how to behave so that she would make _you_ proud of her, dear boy Mar 28 13:43:25 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:44:23 A: She was very good at His Graces too. My concerns about her only being a gentleman's daughter were fully assuaged Mar 28 13:45:12 The word you want there is... unjustified... Mar 28 13:47:36 A: *he nods slightly* Is she fully recovered from her illness in Fischler now? Mar 28 13:48:19 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:48:21 completely Mar 28 13:50:33 A: *he nods* Mar 28 13:50:42 Is Varick well? Mar 28 13:50:50 growing like a weed Mar 28 13:51:40 How has he enjoyed your travels? Mar 28 13:52:20 He's found it difficult to leave places that we've stopped in for any amount of time... he loves having Captain Ulysses onboard though Mar 28 13:53:31 A: I have never seen a clumsier cat Mar 28 13:53:53 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:54:07 He's got the crew wrapped around his paws Mar 28 13:56:29 Are we keeping you from his bedtime? Mar 28 13:56:54 I'd best go make sure he's settled and I am rather tired Mar 28 13:58:09 * Verity nods Mar 28 13:58:26 We will see you in the morning, my dear boy. Sleep well. Mar 28 13:58:33 and you mother Mar 28 13:58:42 * Morgan stands inclining his head to his father Mar 28 13:58:56 A: Goodnight, Morgan Mar 28 14:00:24 goodnight Mar 28 14:00:35 * Morgan heads out of the room, heaving up to his rooms Mar 28 14:02:19 *It's all quiet when he gets there Mar 28 14:02:27 * Verity is now known as Molly Mar 28 14:04:02 * Morgan drinks his port Mar 28 14:05:48 * Molly is in the fancy bedroom they usually use, watching out over the Sudlache. She's already in just a shift with her hair down. There's coffee Mar 28 14:07:10 * Morgan swaps his drink for the coffee, going to stand beside her Mar 28 14:07:24 * Molly smiles up at him Mar 28 14:07:29 I missed you Mar 28 14:07:34 and I you Mar 28 14:08:46 Are you well? Mar 28 14:09:11 Mostly, aye Mar 28 14:09:54 * Molly wraps her arm around his waist Mar 28 14:10:19 You did well on the journey, my love, and now we are home safe and sound Mar 28 14:11:04 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:11:08 It was difficult Mar 28 14:11:37 * Molly nods Mar 28 14:11:45 It will get easier Mar 28 14:12:11 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:13:17 Edward came to me before you went to bed Mar 28 14:13:26 He* Mar 28 14:13:30 he said he was going to Mar 28 14:13:52 * Molly nods Mar 28 14:14:00 how was he? Mar 28 14:14:18 Worn. It has been a hard few days for him Mar 28 14:14:24 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:14:28 aye, it has Mar 28 14:15:17 He just needed someone to hug him, I think Mar 28 14:15:52 some gentle female sympathy Mar 28 14:16:00 * Molly nods Mar 28 14:16:10 It goes a long way with Edward Mar 28 14:16:14 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:16:28 I think he's worried about you Mar 28 14:17:59 About me? Why? *she looks up at him* Mar 28 14:18:20 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:18:45 What was it he said... something about you not being so assured of your place with regards to Dietlinde I think Mar 28 14:19:57 * Molly shrugs Mar 28 14:20:16 No one needs to worry about me. I am quite fine. Mar 28 14:20:31 * Morgan sits down, watching her Mar 28 14:22:46 * Molly gets some coffee before sitting on the bed Mar 28 14:23:24 The sheet is still folded under here from our wedding day. It stays for the rest of our lives, I think Mar 28 14:23:48 whats wrong Molly? Mar 28 14:24:13 Nothing is wrong, my love Mar 28 14:24:50 * Morgan frowns Mar 28 14:27:27 * Molly blows on it Mar 28 14:28:13 I do not know why Edward is concerned about this. I have said nothing at all to him to make him worry now Mar 28 14:28:36 He think you are not so assured about yourself Mar 28 14:30:20 I do not know, my love. I have been changing these last few months, and then everything has happened with my heritage... but at present I am not thinking much about myself, my focus is on you, and everything with Florrie Mar 28 14:30:35 I'm alright Mar 28 14:33:29 With your nightmares, and the journey here, especially with Edward riding with us, I am of course concerned for you. I only wish for your happiness Mar 28 14:33:54 I know you are, but you mustn't neglect yourself... we're supposed to look after eachother Mar 28 14:34:47 I am not neglecting myself, my love. I am just not brooding upon the things I am less happy with about myself. Mar 28 14:35:02 * Morgan sighs Mar 28 14:35:15 * Molly smiles Mar 28 14:35:38 The only thing actually wrong with me is a very sore bottom from riding so long Mar 28 14:35:51 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:35:57 its awful isn't it Mar 28 14:36:10 * Molly tilts her head Mar 28 14:36:15 I could just fix it Mar 28 14:36:38 Bit obvious though? Mar 28 14:36:50 * Molly smiles Mar 28 14:37:29 Because I will no longer walk as if we have been vigorously enjoying the benefits of married life? Mar 28 14:37:37 Quite Mar 28 14:38:19 * Molly nods Mar 28 14:38:37 I will just use arnica cream then Mar 28 14:38:42 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:38:47 good idea Mar 28 14:38:59 * Molly gets it from the chest Mar 28 14:39:18 Did you see your Father. You were gone quite some time Mar 28 14:40:32 I went to visit the graves first... wanted to tell them I'm alright. Mother was expecting the same thing Edward was Mar 28 14:40:54 * Molly nods Mar 28 14:41:02 Were the flowers there? Mar 28 14:41:23 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:42:26 Good. After asking my Father to ensure there were some on the anniversary, I asked him to also have someone keep fresh ones there. I hope that is alright? Mar 28 14:42:54 of course it is... speaking of your father... they did not wish to overwhelm you so will be visiting tomorrow Mar 28 14:43:04 * Molly nods Mar 28 14:43:45 I know. I have a note from my Mother. She wanted me to tell you that Sascha and Otto would like you to visit them as soon as you are able to Mar 28 14:43:59 * Morgan frowns Mar 28 14:44:01 alright Mar 28 14:44:25 That is all she said about it, I'm sorry Mar 28 14:44:47 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:45:13 I don't suppose Alice has finally left an answer? Mar 28 14:46:01 Oh, I did not check. It is in the box in my cloak still, if you wished to look whilst I do this *she holds up the glass jar* Mar 28 14:46:26 * Morgan nods, going to look Mar 28 14:47:23 *Out in the hall, he finds the box and the mirror. There is indeed a new message* Mar 28 14:47:36 * Morgan reads it Mar 28 14:51:55 "Sorry we were delayed in Tawstock visiting Lady Torrington. All is well there. On reflection, I cannot marry him. It is not fair to Florrie to be responsible for the ending of his happy relationship to take the gamble that he and I would be able to make a marriage work. If I ever marry, it will be with someone who isn't in love with another. I am Mar 28 14:51:55 sorry for the difficulties it might bring you, but I cannot let Florrie grow up to discover that people got hurt unnecessarily. I am grateful for his offer, but no. Hope you are all well, Florrie says she would like some marigold seeds, if you have any. Alice." Mar 28 14:52:55 * Morgan nods, putting it away Mar 28 14:55:12 * Molly is using the reflection from the wavy edged mirror to rub the cream into her skin when he gets back Mar 28 14:55:23 Was there anything? Mar 28 14:55:30 Good job we haven't mixed those mirrors up... yes there was Mar 28 14:55:48 How do you mean? Mar 28 14:56:14 Well, if you were using the mirror I was just using... Alice might get something of a shock if she happened to look Mar 28 14:56:21 * Molly laughs Mar 28 14:56:51 Perhaps you should have one to match it in future, in case you ever go far from home Mar 28 14:57:09 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:57:14 that would've been useful Mar 28 14:57:20 * Molly nods Mar 28 14:57:44 I will ask Jacques to make us a few more pairs, I think. What did she say? Mar 28 14:58:52 She apologised for taking so long, they were indeed in Tawstock visiting La... Catherine. She will not marry him, she doesn't want Florrie growing up feeling responsible for the hurt caused Mar 28 14:59:02 Thank goodness for that! Mar 28 14:59:08 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:59:15 Could've done with knowing that a couple of hours ago Mar 28 14:59:21 * Molly smiles, lowering the shift Mar 28 15:00:00 I think perhaps Edward needed to make the decision, rather than having it made for him Mar 28 15:00:13 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:00:23 aye. It was horrible Mar 28 15:01:58 * Molly screws the lid on Mar 28 15:02:27 You are averse to paining others Mar 28 15:02:59 I dreaded him thinking I was being cruel. I worried he might think I was getting enjoyment from it Mar 28 15:03:31 And did he? Mar 28 15:03:46 * Molly sips her coffee Mar 28 15:04:44 No... he asked why I was helping him so much, since others would enjoy seeing him suffer Mar 28 15:05:28 * Molly nods Mar 28 15:05:45 A year ago you would have been unable to help him like this Mar 28 15:05:50 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:06:26 I invited him to join me at their graves... or to visit himself... Mar 28 15:06:39 * Molly tilts her head Mar 28 15:06:46 What did he say? Mar 28 15:07:34 He thanked me but said he would not intrude there... Mar 28 15:07:44 * Molly nods Mar 28 15:07:54 How do you feel about that? Mar 28 15:08:05 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 15:08:26 I'm not sure Mar 28 15:08:43 I wonder if perhaps visiting them would bring him some solace. Mar 28 15:09:15 But what would it bring _you_ for him to do so? Mar 28 15:09:52 I think it'd help break the last walls between us Mar 28 15:10:18 Would you like me to speak with him? Or I could offer to go with him Mar 28 15:10:32 I'll think on it Mar 28 15:10:44 * Molly nods Mar 28 15:10:54 I don't wish him to feel forced but... I think perhaps he could find some peace or forgiveness for himself there Mar 28 15:11:08 That is very important to you? Mar 28 15:11:13 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:12:39 He'll never not feel guilty about it... that is right, but he needs to get to a place where his view of himself is not permanently coloured by it. He did a terrible, awful thing but he is not that man any longer. I don't worry about Mina's safety, yours, Varicks with him, not because he knows the consequences would be dire but... because I know he would not harm you. Mar 28 15:13:17 * Molly sits back on the bed, nodding slowly. She speaks softly Mar 28 15:14:19 And when will you start getting to that place for yourself? Or does Edward forgiving himself only allow you to assume more of the guilt for yourself? Mar 28 15:14:44 * Morgan smiles slightly before sipping his coffee Mar 28 15:16:24 I could and should have acted differently. There are things I could have done that would have kept us all safe. I was naive and arrogant. There are things Edward could have done differently too... we are both to blame. Mar 28 15:18:14 So could your Father, and Otto. Decisions were made, all for reasons that felt for the best. But shuffling the burden of blame around you all will not bring true peace to anyone. It has to be let go of, liebes herz. Mar 28 15:19:15 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:19:44 * Molly sips the coffee, watching him seriously Mar 28 15:20:18 we have made progress... I have accepted I am not entirely to blame... I have also accepted that I could have acted in a way that would've prevented it, as much as anyone else could have. Mar 28 15:23:30 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 28 15:53:05 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 15:58:17 * MollyK nods Mar 28 15:59:04 You were younger then, barely much older than I am Mar 28 15:59:18 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:00:06 You should be kinder to your younger self. Mar 28 16:00:33 * Morgan sighs, nodding Mar 28 16:01:09 Goodness knows you would be kinder to Varick at that age in that situation Mar 28 16:01:44 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:01:47 Yes, I would Mar 28 16:03:11 Then why can you not try to do that for you? Be the parent to your younger self that you needed. Mar 28 16:03:21 * MollyK drinks her coffee Mar 28 16:04:26 If only it were that simple Mar 28 16:04:58 It is simple to _try_ Mar 28 16:05:46 * Morgan sighs Mar 28 16:05:47 alright Mar 28 16:06:10 Thank you Mar 28 16:07:53 And you will let me know your wishes about speaking to Edward or accompanying him to their graves? Mar 28 16:08:20 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:08:23 as soon as I have decided Mar 28 16:09:10 Do not be held back by any considerations for my wellbeing, they are not needed Mar 28 16:09:21 They are always needed Mar 28 16:09:47 In this, they are unwarranted. It will not be a problem for me Mar 28 16:10:10 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:10:11 alright Mar 28 16:10:25 * MollyK nods Mar 28 16:10:38 Are you ready to retire? Mar 28 16:10:43 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:11:40 * MollyK finishes her coffee before taking off her shift. Her derrière does indeed look reddened by the ten hours they spent in the saddle Mar 28 16:13:22 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:13:30 Definitely some redness there blossom Mar 28 16:14:17 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 16:14:31 I do not ride often enough Mar 28 16:14:38 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:14:39 indeed Mar 28 16:14:58 * MollyK gets in to bed Mar 28 16:15:17 * Morgan gets undressed and into bed Mar 28 16:15:34 Should you use the balm tonight? Mar 28 16:15:45 I expect so Mar 28 16:16:25 Being back here and the things with Edward, I half expect you to have the nightmare of the fire Mar 28 16:16:38 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:16:41 that would make sense Mar 28 16:17:05 I'd welcome not dreaming Mar 28 16:17:24 That does not seem likely Mar 28 16:17:33 No Mar 28 16:18:27 Something simple, like making love to me against the boathouse in Insewould be tolerable Mar 28 16:18:33 Insel* Mar 28 16:18:57 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:19:38 * MollyK settles down once he has done the balm Mar 28 16:19:52 Would you have me sing? Mar 28 16:20:07 In truth I'd have you knock me out cold if it meant not having a nightmare Mar 28 16:20:25 Would you like to try? Mar 28 16:20:58 * Morgan sighs, nodding Mar 28 16:21:14 I hate it, but I dread the nightmare tonight Mar 28 16:22:12 * MollyK nods, kissing him softly "goodnight then" Mar 28 16:23:02 * Morgan nods, laying back Mar 28 16:24:18 * MollyK sings Ohne Dich as his neck prickles, and then suddenly he is unconscious Mar 28 16:33:53 *Despite this, he still starts to dream. His star girl had been staying at Die Dauerhaftigkeit for more than a week before they got word from Karsten that she could move in to the manor at Innesbruck on Monday. It has been a very tense time, stolen kisses here and there in the quieter bits of the house, the occasional touch of hands around his Mar 28 16:33:53 family. His nights are tormented by dreams and memories of her, and her remove to Innesbruck where he would be able to visit with more privacy cannot come soon enough. Nor can he either, simmering in their frustrations. With her leaving the day after tomorrow, he is having an early breakfast with Adalbrecht and Verity before they go to the tenants Mar 28 16:33:53 meeting. The sky outside is clear and blue, the ground lightly covered in snow. He still hasn't ventured to the village, and HH and Claudia have left for their own homes. Mar 28 16:34:05 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Mar 28 16:34:25 Could you please pass the marmalade, Morgan? Mar 28 16:35:28 * Morgan nods, passing it to him Mar 28 16:35:59 * Adalbrecht spreads a ridiculous amount on some toast whilst Verity eats hers daintily Mar 28 16:37:07 Are you using that to build a wall? Mar 28 16:37:30 It's good. I thought I might go to Innesbruck tonight, and check everything is in good order before Lady Rosenkrantz moves in... *he watches Morgan sidelong whilst crunching it* Mar 28 16:37:58 *Verity sips her tea, watching likewise* Mar 28 16:38:07 * Morgan glances at them Mar 28 16:38:15 You have something to say? Mar 28 16:39:26 V: I think it will be a shame when she goes, I enjoy her company Mar 28 16:39:51 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:40:16 * Adalbrecht nods "I agree. I hope being near neighbours will help us keep the acquaintance" Mar 28 16:40:43 I don't see why not, you can make that journey with ease Mar 28 16:41:38 I have a great deal of work that occupies me. You younger people might be better suited to keeping the family acquaintance with visits. Mar 28 16:41:57 * Morgan raises an eyebrow, watching his father Mar 28 16:42:04 V: *she sips her tea again, glancing at her husband* Mar 28 16:42:16 * Adalbrecht adds more marmalade, looking at ease Mar 28 16:43:01 V: She seems like a nice young lady, do you not think, dear boy? Mar 28 16:43:27 I think so Mar 28 16:44:11 If I check the house tonight, perhaps you could take her there on Monday? Mar 28 16:45:48 If you wish Mar 28 16:47:27 *Edward comes in, sitting at the table. He puts a letter beside his plate* Good morning, Morgan *he smirks* Mar 28 16:48:14 I'm glad you're all having fun this morning... Mar 28 16:50:41 V: It is a nice day, dear boy, why don't you take Lady Rosenkrantz on a tour of the grounds, they're so pretty in the snow Mar 28 16:51:38 * Morgan nods Mar 28 16:51:40 Alright Mar 28 16:51:44 *Edward looks at Morgan, raising his eyebrows. It's almost comradely* I could join you both... Mar 28 16:52:05 * Adalbrecht and Verity both chorus "No!" Mar 28 16:52:42 I am sure that won't be needed. You seem to have correspondence to deal with, Edward. Mar 28 16:54:33 * Morgan watches his brother Mar 28 16:54:39 *Edward gives Morgan a brief shrug before taking the marmalade away from Adalbrecht * Mar 28 16:56:55 What is that, Edward? Mar 28 16:57:25 *he shrugs* A letter from someone I met at the Winter Ball Mar 28 16:57:55 * Adalbrecht and Verity's attention moves to their younger son Mar 28 16:58:43 *Morgan can hear HH outside talking to one of the servants* Mar 28 16:59:25 V: Someone we know? Mar 28 17:00:41 *Edward looks as uncomfortable as any seventeen year old boy put on the spot by his parents about a love interest* Mar 28 17:01:41 * Morgan tilts his head, watching him for a moment Mar 28 17:01:48 will you excuse me? HeinzHarold is here Mar 28 17:02:50 * Adalbrecht casually dismisses him, keen to pry with Edward Mar 28 17:03:29 * Morgan takes a slice of toast before heading out of the room to see his friend Mar 28 17:04:08 * Adalbrecht is now known as HH Mar 28 17:04:35 * HH looks at the toast Mar 28 17:05:02 Not feedin' us poor children today? Mar 28 17:06:00 * Morgan stuffs the entire slice in his mouth Mar 28 17:08:02 * HH laughs, heading away from the servants "Was gonna come see you, but y' know what my Ma is like. Reckon she's saved up all the crappy jobs to dump on me soon as the War was done" Mar 28 17:08:58 * Morgan nods Mar 28 17:09:01 She's missed you Mar 28 17:09:14 * HH nods Mar 28 17:09:28 'Ow's it going here? Mar 28 17:10:31 Alright... Mar 28 17:11:34 E'eryone in the village is talking bout the special guest at the big house Mar 28 17:11:51 oh? Mar 28 17:12:56 * HH nods, watching him Mar 28 17:13:56 Dietlinde's been asking me what I know. Been asking me if I think your heart has been engaged Mar 28 17:14:05 * Morgan frowns Mar 28 17:14:09 I see Mar 28 17:14:44 I wanted t' talk to you, b'fore I see her later Mar 28 17:14:55 * Morgan nods Mar 28 17:17:46 We've been back two weeks... she's startin' to get the message that things aren't the same. And... well, I don't think she's gonna be as upset now as she woulda been when we first got back Mar 28 17:19:14 I should talk to her Mar 28 17:20:18 * HH nods Mar 28 17:21:57 I'd 'ppreciate it. What y' got on yer schedule today? She's working til three, was gonna take 'er for a walk along the shore, but I can wait a bit if y' wanna pick her up instead Mar 28 17:22:13 You really like her... Mar 28 17:22:31 * HH nods Mar 28 17:23:19 Yeah. I do. But we both need t' know where she stands, y' know? Mar 28 17:23:28 * Morgan nods Mar 28 17:23:57 Take her for a walk... I'll talk to her after Mar 28 17:24:10 * HH nods Mar 28 17:24:38 Whatcha doin' this morning? Mar 28 17:25:21 my parents have me taking Molly on a tour of the grounds... Mar 28 17:26:15 Huh, what they up to? Mar 28 17:26:28 I'd say thats fairly obvious... Mar 28 17:26:52 They still got no idea about Einsbaden then? Mar 28 17:27:00 God no Mar 28 17:27:32 * HH grins Mar 28 17:28:04 'aving fun sharing an 'ouse under their watchful eyes? Mar 28 17:29:05 Not so much as you'd think Mar 28 17:29:39 * HH laughs Mar 28 17:30:03 Y' need me to come an' play chaperone on yer walk? Mar 28 17:30:42 weirdly, they haven't mentioned that Mar 28 17:32:14 That is weird. Mebbie they've been replaced by changelings Mar 28 17:32:36 maybe Mar 28 17:33:28 *there's footsteps on the stairs above them* Mar 28 17:34:32 * Morgan turns to look Mar 28 17:36:22 *Molly is coming down the stairs, wrapped up warm for the outdoors. She smiles* Oh! good morning my Lord, Heinzharold. Mar 28 17:37:15 Lady Rosenkrantz Mar 28 17:37:34 * HH looks her over Mar 28 17:37:53 Looks like someone's ready f' your walk Mar 28 17:38:23 *She looks confused* Had we made plans, my Lord? Mar 28 17:38:43 My parents suggested I take you on a tour of the grounds Mar 28 17:39:22 *Molly smiles, inclining her head* I would like that. Are you ready now? Mar 28 17:39:40 I just need to grab my coat Mar 28 17:40:06 * HH pats his arm "I'll be off. Enjoy your walk" Mar 28 17:40:26 I'll see you later man Mar 28 17:42:49 * HH goes. His coat is soon found, and they step out into the very cold air, snow crunching under their boots. Mar 28 17:42:56 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 28 17:43:08 How did you sleep, my Lord? Mar 28 17:43:15 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 17:43:19 barely Mar 28 17:43:26 * Molly nods Mar 28 17:43:55 And I. I tossed and turned most of the night, too hot despite the low temperature Mar 28 17:44:13 * Morgan nods Mar 28 17:44:14 quite Mar 28 17:44:31 Shall we go south? Mar 28 17:44:43 * Molly smiles Mar 28 17:44:49 * Morgan nods Mar 28 17:44:51 if you wish to Mar 28 17:45:38 * Molly nods, walking through the gardens towards the trees Mar 28 17:46:28 Only a few days now, and I will not be taking up a bedroom here Mar 28 17:46:47 What do you intend for us? Mar 28 17:47:07 On our walk? *she smiles* Mar 28 17:47:14 No... Mar 28 17:47:51 I do not know. What are _your_ intentions, my Lord? Mar 28 17:48:38 *It's beautiful in the trees, not yet anywhere near the Schwarzenwald. He remembers the old summerhouse near here* Mar 28 17:49:13 My parents are very keen on you Mar 28 17:50:36 * Molly nods Mar 28 17:51:06 I like them. Your Mother reminds me of my aunt Adara. Mar 28 17:51:12 * Morgan nods Mar 28 17:51:53 * Molly looks around at the snow on the ground and the icicles dripping from the tree branches Mar 28 17:52:58 And you, my Lord. Are you still as keen on me now you have spent more time dressed with me? *she smiles, brows raising * Mar 28 17:54:51 * Morgan nods Mar 28 17:54:53 Yes, I am Mar 28 17:55:14 * Molly nods Mar 28 17:55:27 And I on you, very much indeed Mar 28 17:55:57 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 28 17:58:15 * Molly nods, watching him. A drop of water lands on the tip of her nose, and she laughs Mar 28 18:01:45 I suppose the question is what can we have, in the future... Mar 28 18:02:02 * Molly nods Mar 28 18:02:32 You wonder about how my role will affect the options available to us? Mar 28 18:02:52 * Morgan nods Mar 28 18:05:06 I asked when the position here in Fischler came up. There are no limits provided I am able to travel and socialise within the Konigsreich for the next five years. Mar 28 18:05:26 * Morgan nods Mar 28 18:05:31 and what would you wish? Mar 28 18:05:43 * Molly brushes the water off with the back of her hand Mar 28 18:05:58 What would _you_ wish, my Lord? Mar 28 18:06:15 I believe I asked first Mar 28 18:06:22 * Molly smiles Mar 28 18:06:52 And I believe it is a Lady's prerogative to play coy in matters of the heart Mar 28 18:07:07 * Morgan sighs, nodding Mar 28 18:07:09 I suppose it is Mar 28 18:07:53 And so...? *she watches his eyes, his mouth, her lips slightly parted and her pupils dilated* Mar 28 18:08:26 I wish for this to be more than a clandestine fling... Mar 28 18:08:43 * Molly nods Mar 28 18:08:49 Yes Mar 28 18:09:01 yes? Yes what? Mar 28 18:09:12 Yes, I want that too Mar 28 18:10:00 * Morgan nods Mar 28 18:10:17 I suppose then I should speak with my father about making our courtship official? Mar 28 18:10:39 * Molly nods, smiling Mar 28 18:10:49 I would like that Mar 28 18:10:57 It would not interfere with your work? Mar 28 18:14:39 No. I can socialise with the rest of the nobles quite easily if we are courting. I might be away for a few days or a week at a time at first, but should our courtship bear fruit, I would foresee us travelling together Mar 28 18:18:50 * Morgan nods Mar 28 18:18:56 alright, I'll talk with my father Mar 28 18:19:45 * Molly smiles, nodding Mar 28 18:20:33 Will you still visit me in Innesbruck as we discussed Mar 28 18:26:53 * Morgan nods Mar 28 18:27:01 If you will still allow me Mar 28 18:27:06 * Molly smiles Mar 28 18:27:32 Absolutely! It is killing me to keep my hands from you! Mar 28 18:37:18 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 28 19:31:06 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 19:37:13 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 28 19:38:16 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 19:38:21 [18:19:14] Molly: Absolutely! It is killing me to keep my hands from you! Mar 28 19:38:40 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:38:48 I cant say I am any different in that regard Mar 28 19:39:26 * MollyK watches him, brows together. She sucks her lower lip Mar 28 19:39:35 I think of you incessantly Mar 28 19:40:30 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:40:40 good Mar 28 19:41:01 You like that? Mar 28 19:41:15 very much Mar 28 19:41:20 * MollyK looks around as they walk Mar 28 19:42:08 I am not sure how I even manage to read a page or write the most basic of letters. All I can think of is your skin on mine. Mar 28 19:42:20 * Morgan blushes, nodding Mar 28 19:42:24 I struggle with the same Mar 28 19:43:35 Monday seems so far from now when my desire for you is so strong Mar 28 19:44:39 *The summer house comes in to view. He'd almost forgotten it existed, and it looks like everyone else has too, so run down* Mar 28 19:45:19 My father has suggested I take you to Innesbruck monday Mar 28 19:46:29 Oh good, we will have some time to become reacquainted Mar 28 19:46:44 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:48:20 * MollyK offers her hand to him Mar 28 19:48:34 * Morgan takes it Mar 28 19:50:22 * MollyK 's hand is cold, but it is so good to touch her Mar 28 19:51:11 If we left late by accident, you would have to stay over Mar 28 19:51:16 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:51:32 I cant imagine the telling off I would receive Mar 28 19:52:43 * MollyK laughs Mar 28 19:53:04 Should you hold back on telling him we are to be courting until after that? Mar 28 19:53:36 * Morgan shrugs, looking at the summer house Mar 28 19:53:41 maybe Mar 28 19:53:57 * MollyK looks too Mar 28 19:54:11 That would be rather useful if it was mended Mar 28 19:54:23 it used to be Mar 28 19:54:42 Me looks surprised Mar 28 19:54:54 Thirty years ago, at least Mar 28 19:55:30 No... no, much more recently Mar 28 19:56:03 * MollyK nods Mar 28 19:56:17 * Morgan frowns, staring at it Mar 28 19:56:53 Shall we step inside, my Lord? *a suggestive smile accompanies the question* Mar 28 19:57:06 * Morgan nods, still frowning Mar 28 19:58:23 *it looks even worse close up, and it takes both their force to push the door open Mar 28 20:00:50 *he remembers there are two rooms. The first looks as expected, a bit old and tired with unused outdoor furniture. Mar 28 20:01:48 * MollyK steps in fearlessly, looking around "nothing of interest here" Mar 28 20:02:19 * Morgan nods, moving to the second room Mar 28 20:03:49 *it feels like he is stepping through a veil. The room is spotless aside from a bit candle stick and a strange dark grey floaty ball filled with a swirling red liquid inside* Mar 28 20:04:09 what the hell? Mar 28 20:05:00 * MollyK follows him in, freezing in her tracks. She mutters "oh fuck." Mar 28 20:05:17 * Morgan moves forward, examining the ball Mar 28 20:05:54 No, stop Mar 28 20:06:01 What? Mar 28 20:07:27 * MollyK speaks quietly Mar 28 20:07:35 It is dangerous Mar 28 20:08:05 Of course it is, a ball of floating... stuff. Mar 28 20:08:23 Blood. It is magical blood. Mar 28 20:09:06 In my summerhouse Mar 28 20:09:16 * MollyK nods Mar 28 20:09:32 Please, don't do anything threatening to it Mar 28 20:10:07 I'm just looking Mar 28 20:10:39 * MollyK looks wary of it Mar 28 20:10:49 What will it do? Mar 28 20:11:14 If you break it, you might develop magic, and it will pass through your bloodline Mar 28 20:12:05 * Morgan looks at her, an eyebrow raised Mar 28 20:12:13 what the hell are you people into? Mar 28 20:12:46 Everything that keeps Eisen safe and prospering Mar 28 20:13:19 * Morgan moves closer, looking at it again Mar 28 20:14:25 *it is beautiful, and looks organic. The fluid in it moves in waves and circles* Mar 28 20:14:38 What does it come from? Mar 28 20:15:21 I don't know that Mar 28 20:15:35 but you know what it is and what it will do... Mar 28 20:16:00 I do. Why aren't you more troubled? Mar 28 20:16:24 * Morgan laughs Mar 28 20:16:30 I haven't decided how scared to be yet Mar 28 20:16:44 * MollyK nods Mar 28 20:17:20 If we leave it alone, nothing will happen Mar 28 20:17:43 Why is it here? Mar 28 20:17:54 It is hiding Mar 28 20:18:03 * Morgan glances at her Mar 28 20:18:19 it is hiding? Its chosen to hide here? itself? Mar 28 20:18:38 * MollyK shrugs Mar 28 20:18:45 That is my guess Mar 28 20:19:10 That means... its alive... Mar 28 20:19:33 I suppose it might Mar 28 20:20:52 Fish hide... deer hide... rats hide... they're all alive, aware... rocks don't hide... nor wood... nor spoons... what do they all have in common? Mar 28 20:21:35 * MollyK nods Mar 28 20:23:18 It does not trouble you that you could get magic powers? Mar 28 20:23:33 You see me being aggressive? Mar 28 20:24:48 * MollyK nods, watching it Mar 28 20:25:12 And the thought of your children having magic is abhorrent? Mar 28 20:25:33 Why do I feel like you're testing me... Mar 28 20:26:15 * MollyK 's expression turns tense, her shoulders squaring a little Mar 28 20:26:33 My grandfather found one of these. That is how I know. Mar 28 20:28:09 * Morgan turns to look at her Mar 28 20:28:17 I see... so you were testing me Mar 28 20:29:00 I was not ready to tell you, but this has forced my hand. Mar 28 20:30:51 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 28 20:31:09 Can we move it? Mar 28 20:31:45 * MollyK watches him, frowning slightly Mar 28 20:32:07 You aren't running away? Mar 28 20:34:38 You know how Eisen is about magic on the whole... Mar 28 20:34:51 * MollyK nods solemnly Mar 28 20:35:15 Full of distrust and hatred, unless you are useful. Mar 28 20:38:24 We are incredibly superstitious... but... I live next to a lake that glows when its dark and haven't run screaming. What else can I adjust to... Mar 28 20:39:13 * MollyK looks genuinely worried Mar 28 20:39:20 I don't know Mar 28 20:39:40 nor do I, so all I can do is try and find out... Mar 28 20:40:53 * MollyK nods Mar 28 20:42:14 I do not think we can move it, but if it pops, part of it sinks into the skin. The rest of it evaporates, finds any other susceptible people, and reforms elsewhere Mar 28 20:42:58 It can't stay here Mar 28 20:43:52 * MollyK nods Mar 28 20:44:16 I suppose I could pop it, if you went far enough away from it Mar 28 20:44:32 what would happen to you? Mar 28 20:46:10 At most, I would get stronger. I would probably faint briefly. Mar 28 20:46:41 You know that for certain? Mar 28 20:48:34 No, but I am reasonably confident. And I am quite safe from any harm. Mar 28 20:49:03 But it will find susceptible people? Mar 28 20:50:11 It is tough to say. Mar 28 20:50:58 Too risky. Mar 28 20:53:07 * MollyK nods Mar 28 20:53:58 Then we will pull the door shut and then find some tools to seal it with? Mar 28 20:54:46 Until we can find some way of getting it moved. Mar 28 20:56:43 * MollyK nods, leaving the room Mar 28 20:57:08 * Morgan studies it for a moment before moving towards the door Mar 28 20:57:49 * MollyK goes right out into the daylight, looks at the summerhouse Mar 28 20:58:10 * Morgan follows her Mar 28 20:59:59 * MollyK looks at him sadly Mar 28 21:00:29 I would have told you. Mar 28 21:00:51 what can you do? Mar 28 21:01:26 Heal people Mar 28 21:02:22 Useful Mar 28 21:03:20 * MollyK nods. She offers her hand to him tentatively, searching his face Mar 28 21:03:57 * Morgan looks at it for a moment before taking it Mar 28 21:05:31 * MollyK just holds it, her hand feeling no different Mar 28 21:06:02 If you no longer want this, I will go and you will not have to see me again Mar 28 21:06:34 * Morgan turns her hand over, looking at it Mar 28 21:06:58 No... no I think I want to keep that hand where it is Mar 28 21:07:22 * MollyK nods Mar 28 21:07:28 Thank you. Mar 28 21:08:49 If the ball was captured and covered within cupped hands... it would all sink into the skin, leaving none to find others? Mar 28 21:09:07 I suppose so Mar 28 21:09:46 Perhaps if enough people who have already been affected did it, there would be none left to escape Mar 28 21:10:19 I would imagine they would not be able to absorb as much as someone who hasn't been affected already? Mar 28 21:11:12 We are purely speculating. There is only one group of people who know a great deal about it, and they are very taciturn Mar 28 21:11:59 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:12:27 what if I prod it but not aggressively? Mar 28 21:12:52 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 21:13:01 I don't know Mar 28 21:14:04 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:16:04 *there's an odd chiming noise* Mar 28 21:16:24 * Morgan looks around Mar 28 21:16:26 you hear that? Mar 28 21:16:52 No Mar 28 21:19:40 * MollyK squeezes his hand Mar 28 21:19:56 Should we go back now? Mar 28 21:20:04 * Morgan nods, frowning Mar 28 21:21:49 A little stroll alone unwatched in the woods was much more erotic before I have confessed this to you. Mar 28 21:23:04 That ball thing did rather put a dampener on things Mar 28 21:24:21 * MollyK nods, moving away from the summer house Mar 28 21:24:36 Perhaps we need a distraction from it Mar 28 21:25:54 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:27:47 * MollyK leads him to a tree stump, which she stands on, bringing her to almost his height Mar 28 21:31:42 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 28 21:31:54 this is how people of a normal height see the world Mar 28 21:31:56 * Morgan winks Mar 28 21:32:48 I see all I need to right now *she puts a hand on the collar of his coat and pulls him roughly to her* Mar 28 21:33:14 * Morgan kisses her firmly Mar 28 21:34:53 * MollyK moans into his mouth, similar to the sounds of pleasure she made that night she took his virginity Mar 28 21:38:27 * Morgan also moans, kissing her harder Mar 28 21:39:17 * MollyK runs her hands down his back, grasping firmly at his bottom and pulling him even closer Mar 28 21:40:58 * Morgan pulls away Mar 28 21:41:24 * MollyK frowns, watching him Mar 28 21:41:38 Come on, I'll show you some more of the grounds before we get caught and in a world of trouble Mar 28 21:42:29 You do not trust yourself? Mar 28 21:42:53 I don't trust my father to not be nosing... Mar 28 21:43:15 * MollyK laughs Mar 28 21:43:48 One last kiss, and maybe it will tide us over until Monday? Mar 28 21:43:56 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:45:26 * MollyK kisses him softly. He hears the chime again, three times this time, and he wakes up Mar 28 21:46:35 * Morgan rubs his eyes before reaching out to Molly Mar 28 21:47:50 * MollyK is nice and warm Mar 28 21:48:16 * Morgan nods to himself before quietly getting out of bed and getting dressed Mar 28 21:48:45 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 28 21:49:42 * Edward is also an early riser, as Morgan saw the first morning after Edward came back, so it is not much of a surprise to bump into him leaving the guest room as Morgan passes by Mar 28 21:49:47 Sorry! Mar 28 21:53:41 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 28 22:20:52 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 22:21:19 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:22:02 * MollyK has his sword belt Mar 28 22:22:08 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 28 22:22:13 Going out? Mar 28 22:22:22 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:22:42 I was toying with going via the vault to grab my zweihander Mar 28 22:23:06 * Edward nods Mar 28 22:23:12 Lets do that Mar 28 22:23:27 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:23:29 and coffee Mar 28 22:23:37 * Edward nods Mar 28 22:24:22 *there is only a smattering of servants, and they are quiet passing through Mar 28 22:24:30 Mine is under my bed Mar 28 22:25:02 not in the vault? Mar 28 22:25:14 * Edward shakes his head Mar 28 22:26:26 I had it out to polish for the wedding, I forgot to take it back Mar 28 22:26:47 You're going to wear a zweihander... Mar 28 22:27:29 If she marries me, yes, I will wear it in and out. You will still be my best man? Mar 28 22:28:02 If you still wish it Mar 28 22:28:21 I do Mar 28 22:29:23 * Edward unlocks his bedroom door when they get there, passing through the study and into his bedroom. Morgan can smell Mina's perfume from the room Mar 28 22:29:58 You have some of her perfume... Mar 28 22:30:16 * Edward nods, dragging out the huge weapon Mar 28 22:30:21 A whole bottle Mar 28 22:30:41 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:31:14 When we were traipsing across Avalon chasing someone, I had one of Molly's shifts... didn't think to bring her perfume Mar 28 22:33:19 Mina sent it to me. A particular garment she left me when riding out of Fischler would not have smelled of her for almost four months mo without it Mar 28 22:33:35 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:33:45 particular garment... uh huh Mar 28 22:34:09 * Edward nods, hefting the sword to his shoulder Mar 28 22:34:40 Are you fishing for a description? Mar 28 22:35:16 No... just ribbing you Mar 28 22:35:25 * Edward nods Mar 28 22:36:18 I am hard to embarrass like that Mar 28 22:36:32 More an effort to be brotherly Mar 28 22:36:46 * Edward nods Mar 28 22:37:10 It came from that shop in Atemlos I took Molly to when we were there Mar 28 22:37:57 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:40:40 * Edward takes a last look around before heading out Mar 28 22:41:04 How was your night? Did you ask Mother about the nightmare trap? Mar 28 22:41:21 No, I didn't. I dreamed but it wasn't a nightmare. Mar 28 22:41:45 * Edward nods Mar 28 22:42:23 I'm glad to hear it. How were they? Mar 28 22:43:00 a bit weird but tolerable Mar 28 22:43:05 and not what I expected Mar 28 22:44:09 What were you expecting? Mar 28 22:44:59 Given the journey and our conflict last night... I expected the fire Mar 28 22:45:17 * Edward snorts, laughing Mar 28 22:45:24 I meant our parents Mar 28 22:45:40 * Morgan nods, frowning Mar 28 22:46:04 mother is mother... a little disappointed we do not bring news of Molly being pregnant... my previous statement fits father rather well Mar 28 22:46:14 * Edward nods Mar 28 22:47:09 Mother is going to spend however long it takes being hopeful that Molly is with child. Maybe putting her out of her misery would be best Mar 28 22:48:33 I was thinking that but... last night was not the time to do it Mar 28 22:49:20 * Edward stops in his tracks Mar 28 22:49:44 You told me she wasn't! Mar 28 22:52:42 * Morgan looks confused Mar 28 22:53:01 No, I meant telling mother that we will avoid it until it is time Mar 28 22:53:42 You realise she is going to ask when it is going to be time, and then count down the days? Mar 28 22:54:08 Better than constantly hoping in the meantime and being disappointed, isn't it? Mar 28 22:55:23 I suppose so. If all goes ahead with Mina, I will do my best to distract her with another pregnancy in the mean time, to take the pressure from you Mar 28 22:56:22 * Morgan nods, heading for the vault Mar 28 22:57:34 * Edward looks at the family tree when they have eventually gained access Mar 28 22:57:47 I haven't looked at this in years Mar 28 22:58:43 Its bigger than we realised... Mar 28 22:59:48 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:00:10 You said. Are you thinking of adding to it Mar 28 23:00:52 Soon... once things have settled down Mar 28 23:01:16 Will it be difficult. Mar 28 23:01:29 which part? Mar 28 23:01:54 Adding to the tree Mar 28 23:03:34 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 23:03:38 probably Mar 28 23:03:47 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:04:05 It needs to expand outwards? Mar 28 23:04:50 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:07:14 * Edward nods, moving to the drawers to nosey around, coincidentally picking the one that has both Morgan and Dietlindes plain gold wedding bands safely store in Mar 28 23:08:04 * Morgan finds his sword Mar 28 23:08:50 * Edward spots them Mar 28 23:08:59 Where did these come from? Mar 28 23:09:37 Probably my house Mar 28 23:13:52 They're yours? *he had taken both with him to Avalon, hers on a thong around his neck, and his on his finger still until only a few days before he married Molly. He'd had Dietlinde's ring that day because she'd said it had been feeling a little snug again, like it had done when she was pregnant with Jana. He had intended to ask a jeweller about Mar 28 23:13:52 enlarging it slightly, but the sign in the window had said the shop was closed, so he'd gone on to the market, only finding it three days later when looking for a sugar lumps Mar 28 23:14:02 For the horse he was using. Mar 28 23:14:28 Mine and Dietlinde's Mar 28 23:15:13 Have you considered having hers added to her resting place? Mar 28 23:15:25 No, I haven't Mar 28 23:16:08 * Edward nods, gently shutting the drawer Mar 28 23:16:17 I haven't been ready to think about it Mar 28 23:16:41 Have you put in your Will that they should be buried with you? Mar 28 23:16:51 * Morgan sighs Mar 28 23:16:55 it needs updating Mar 28 23:17:19 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:17:38 As does mine now. Mar 28 23:18:15 Be worth holding off on that until things are decided... Mar 28 23:18:22 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:19:12 Does Molly know of your requirements, in lieu of having an up to date will? Mar 28 23:19:37 She did... things are constantly changing as I do Mar 28 23:19:57 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:20:35 Will she want to be buried in Avalon? Mar 28 23:20:43 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 28 23:21:11 Even before all of the changes of her heritage... she gave up her citizenship... Eisen is her home... with me, is her home Mar 28 23:21:21 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:21:34 I am glad she feels that way Mar 28 23:21:49 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:22:57 _if_ things work out with Mina, that is a discussion she and I will need to have Mar 28 23:23:32 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:25:26 * Edward leaves the vault, heading for the garden Mar 28 23:25:37 * Morgan follows him Mar 28 23:26:00 How is Molly today? Mar 28 23:26:07 asleep Mar 28 23:26:27 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:27:10 I hope I did not keep her from her bed too late last night Mar 28 23:27:45 No, you didn't. She was still up rueing her lack of time in the saddle in the last few months Mar 28 23:28:20 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:29:44 You cannot do much that night, whilst the soreness is on the skin. The next day, when it is muscular... Mar 28 23:30:08 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:32:14 How do you plan to deal with this today? Mar 28 23:33:12 First, I'm going to let him berate me about Jarvie... I'll argue a bit, let him get as much of it out of his system as possible. I assume you still want to tell him? Mar 28 23:33:41 * Edward holds the sword at arms length, using both hands Mar 28 23:34:14 That is the right thing to do. I will not dishonour myself or my father by shirking this. Mar 28 23:34:44 * Morgan nods, swinging his sword about Mar 28 23:34:58 Don't argue with anything I say today, alright? Mar 28 23:35:24 For the whole day?! Mar 28 23:35:31 * Morgan looks shocked Mar 28 23:35:46 my god, agree with me the whole day?! What a chore Mar 28 23:36:06 Inconceivable. Mar 28 23:36:58 Suppose I hear you tell Molly she is the most beautiful woman alive. I cannot agree with that. Mar 28 23:37:12 * Morgan laughs Mar 28 23:37:59 You know what I mean. I'm anticipating certain statements from father, and I have an answer for them, but I don't want you contradicting or questioning them Mar 28 23:38:07 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:38:53 Are we going to wait a while. He is _not_ a morning person. Mar 28 23:39:35 *Morgan has his request to visit Otto and Sascha to deal with, a couple who, like their daughter, are early risers* Mar 28 23:39:43 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:39:54 Soon as we're done here I'm going to see Otto Mar 28 23:40:11 You are friendly with them? Mar 28 23:40:48 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:40:51 of course Mar 28 23:41:21 I heard that there was some trouble before the wedding between Sascha and Molly Mar 28 23:41:27 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:41:40 aye... mother soothed the situation Mar 28 23:41:53 Mother is good at that Mar 28 23:42:44 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:43:09 How do they get on now? Mar 28 23:43:59 Sascha and Molly haven't really had much time for eachother... she's quite close to Otto though Mar 28 23:44:23 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:44:49 Are you both going this morning? Mar 28 23:45:20 I don't know... the message asked for me... Mar 28 23:46:23 I would leave her here. She mentioned last night that the thing she wants to do most today is have a long hot bath Mar 28 23:46:37 can't say I blame her Mar 28 23:47:17 * Edward nods, smiling. His grip on the sword starts to weaken, but he keeps holding it Mar 28 23:47:36 You can stop showing off any time now Mar 28 23:48:25 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:48:52 It was my party piece at the academy. I made quite a bit in bets Mar 28 23:50:01 I did card tricks Mar 28 23:51:11 * Edward nods Mar 28 23:51:53 I did this for seven and a half minutes once, at a very strange end of term party. Mar 28 23:52:08 strange? Mar 28 23:53:14 We were in costumes and drinking from a punch bowl that had been spiked with some plants known to give mild hallucinations Mar 28 23:54:14 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 28 23:54:18 you're mad Mar 28 23:54:43 * Edward smiles Mar 28 23:55:13 Never again! For three days after I couldn't lift anything more than a pencil Mar 28 23:55:35 * Morgan sniggers Mar 28 23:56:25 As for the hallucinations, that was surprisingly enjoyable Mar 28 23:58:00 * Edward moves the sword around Mar 28 23:59:19 It was like I could see music as well as hear it. At one point I felt like I had roots that went from my feet to the centre of the earth. Mar 28 23:59:31 sounds unpleasant