Mar 11 00:56:23 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Mar 11 09:49:20 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 11 09:50:36 * MollyK stays on his arm as the walk away from the complex. The wind has picked up, the bare trees waving their branches Mar 11 09:52:36 Let's go home Mar 11 09:53:00 if you wish Mar 11 09:55:28 What do _you_ wish? We could find somewhere for coffee and lunch Mar 11 09:56:12 If you need to go back to where you feel safe, we will do that... Mar 11 09:57:03 Thank you, but _here_ *she squeezes his arm* is where I feel safe Mar 11 09:58:05 * Morgan nods Mar 11 09:58:58 Then coffee and some shops Mar 11 10:02:20 * MollyK smiles but looks puzzled Mar 11 10:02:28 There are things you need? Mar 11 10:05:25 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:08:49 * MollyK nods, taking a deep breath Mar 11 10:12:49 Alright liebling, let's go towards the city Mar 11 10:12:58 Only if you are up to it Mar 11 10:13:30 I am. I have much on my mind, but I am well enough Mar 11 10:15:06 I think... first steps have been made... Mar 11 10:15:39 In what way, my love? *she retraces their route* Mar 11 10:16:28 They seem to understand we don't respond well to manipulation... Mar 11 10:17:18 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:17:27 I am sorry. I was rude. Mar 11 10:17:52 No... it was deserved Mar 11 10:19:24 I dislike feeling trapped Mar 11 10:19:59 I know my love Mar 11 10:21:44 That was a lot to take in, wasn't it? Mar 11 10:22:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:22:06 was rather Mar 11 10:25:13 Do you trust them? Mar 11 10:26:23 I think what they told us was true... Mar 11 10:26:39 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:27:18 I trust them in as far as they will do whatever it takes to achieve the convergence... even if that means lying or concealing the truth from us Mar 11 10:28:01 I think I made it obvious that lying is not going to gain them any help Mar 11 10:29:53 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:30:31 I do not like the idea of having to permanently work against them, but if that needs to happen, that is what will have to be done Mar 11 10:32:10 The stupid thing is, we want the same things overall Mar 11 10:32:36 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:33:09 I want children with you, one day, but because we wish to have that experience together, not because the nieblungen want it Mar 11 10:33:26 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:35:36 And simply that they are pushing so hard, the threats they make about forcing the situation, it makes me feel cross and resistant Mar 11 10:35:59 I know it does Mar 11 10:37:56 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 10:38:06 It makes me obstinate, like my father? Mar 11 10:38:16 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:38:18 yes it does Mar 11 10:38:56 It does sound like it could be important... like our children will be important Mar 11 10:39:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:40:12 Given that the talents do seem blood related, I would say it is quite probable our children will have some Mar 11 10:40:49 more than likely, I would say Mar 11 10:41:02 Does that trouble you? Mar 11 10:41:20 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 10:41:28 It shouldn't Mar 11 10:41:36 But it does Mar 11 10:42:17 Only because of how others will react to it. Mar 11 10:43:22 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:43:41 Because it complicates their lives and puts them at risk? Mar 11 10:45:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:46:57 Maybe things will be better by then *she sounds distracted* Mar 11 10:47:55 * Morgan looks at her Mar 11 10:48:13 * MollyK is watching where they are going Mar 11 10:49:46 You are distracted... Mar 11 10:52:14 I was thinking Mar 11 10:53:27 about? Mar 11 10:53:50 Jana, the balls of magic, where is was between my grandfather popping it in sixteen nineteen and you all forgetting about the summerhouse sometime in your adolescence. Mar 11 10:54:44 You wish to go back and ask? Mar 11 10:55:20 No, I have had enough for now Mar 11 10:57:45 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:58:03 * MollyK nods too Mar 11 10:58:24 I was wondering whether the susceptibility would have been in her too Mar 11 10:58:49 Jana? Mar 11 11:00:51 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:01:12 If it could be there in Edward's daughter, which not yours. Mar 11 11:01:21 Why* Mar 11 11:02:47 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:02:50 that makes sense Mar 11 11:03:44 What were you going to say when they said about other bloodlines joining ours? Mar 11 11:07:11 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 11:10:46 doesn't matter blossom Mar 11 11:12:25 * MollyK frowns a little Mar 11 11:14:00 I wondered if it was a suggestion that our children might wed the children of those whose bloodlines might have met ours... a child of Seb's with one of ours, perhaps Rickon to a daughter of ours... Mar 11 11:14:51 Seems a bit long winded given how keen they are for us to have children Mar 11 11:15:03 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:15:22 I am not sure they have things as under control as they think Mar 11 11:16:28 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 11 11:16:39 particularly if they are having trouble seeing the paths now Mar 11 11:19:39 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:19:47 That is somewhat concerning Mar 11 11:19:58 but if that is because we trust them less... Mar 11 11:20:04 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:20:32 And they cannot see the dreams now, let alone not being able to do something about them Mar 11 11:21:15 I wonder if I should return, give them an ultimatum about not lying to us Mar 11 11:22:42 If you wish to, my love. But I do not know whether it would stop them. Whatever it is that the convergence is so vital to, it sounds like something they will not give up working towards at any cost Mar 11 11:23:58 You will be alright until I return? Mar 11 11:25:24 * MollyK nods, sitting on a wall in a very casual manner not befitting a duchess Mar 11 11:25:26 I will Mar 11 11:25:51 /me tilts her head Mar 11 11:25:59 Leave me the shard? Mar 11 11:26:11 You wish to have it, or wish me to surprise them? Mar 11 11:26:22 To test their truthfulness Mar 11 11:26:51 * Morgan nods, handing her the box Mar 11 11:29:26 * MollyK puts it under her cloak Mar 11 11:29:44 Don't go forgetting me, hmm? *she smiles playfully * Mar 11 11:29:55 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 11:30:01 never going to happen. I won't be long Mar 11 11:30:06 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:30:14 I'll be right here Mar 11 11:30:28 * Morgan nods, looking around before heading off towards the compound Mar 11 11:32:25 * MollyK is now known as nieblungen Mar 11 11:32:55 *no nieblungen are waiting for him* Mar 11 11:33:40 * Morgan whistles loudly Mar 11 11:35:37 * nieblungen appears from nowhere Mar 11 11:36:33 * Morgan looks him over Mar 11 11:36:45 You can just appear, can't you? Mar 11 11:38:25 Only in Eisen. Mar 11 11:39:11 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:39:13 impressive Mar 11 11:39:21 Your ancestor, Konrad Koertig, the first Graf of Sudlachenburg, was very surprised. Mar 11 11:40:19 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:40:33 I would imagine so... now, to the purpose of my visit... Mar 11 11:41:18 Yes? Mar 11 11:41:53 I want your word that you won't lie to or manipulate us any more Mar 11 11:43:32 To achieve what is needed in the future, you must make discoveries yourself. We cannot tell you everything you wish to know. Mar 11 11:43:46 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:44:00 but you don't need to lie about that... Mar 11 11:45:43 Then you must accept when we cannot say Mar 11 11:46:24 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:47:19 It is a matter of mutual trust... we want the same things, but feeling trapped, forced into it makes us want to refuse to cooperate... Mar 11 11:48:05 Yes. Mar 11 11:48:32 So, you give me your word you won't lie to us or manipulate us any longer? Mar 11 11:48:45 Yes. Mar 11 11:49:33 We appreciate that Mar 11 11:50:17 Do you have more questions? Mar 11 11:51:06 Two... a cortiez is time affecting magic user... what am I? What is Molly? Mar 11 11:58:13 You are a thermomancer. There is no specific term for Molly's abilities. You are also telepathic with each other, and David has mild telepathy with his most loved ones. Mar 11 11:58:59 interesting... alright. Mar 11 12:00:15 Those were two questions. Mar 11 12:00:58 Indeed they were Mar 11 12:02:18 Florrie is a Chloromancer Mar 11 12:02:54 * Morgan frowns Mar 11 12:03:06 what does that mean? Mar 11 12:04:15 She controls plant life Mar 11 12:04:43 but its called Chloromancy... I don't see the connection Mar 11 12:06:21 Part of the tiny building blocks that make plants are called chloroplasts and chlorophyll. That is the origin of the name Mar 11 12:07:09 Alright... I appreciate the effort, incidentally... Mar 11 12:07:17 Yes. Mar 11 12:08:01 One more, actually... is it only you who can tell where we are through the shard? Mar 11 12:08:34 Yes. No other creatures on Theah can use dracheneisen Mar 11 12:09:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:09:33 good... had the sudden thought that maybe those working against us could tell... Mar 11 12:09:39 No. Mar 11 12:09:54 * Morgan nods before inclining his head Mar 11 12:09:56 thank you Mar 11 12:09:58 As you are alone, do you have more questions about Sebastian? Mar 11 12:10:45 No... he would've been with her if I were not... I've no intention to die and she won't develop feelings for him so... aside from wanting him to be happy, there is nothing more I need to know Mar 11 12:11:11 * nieblungen nods Mar 11 12:12:01 You would have been good friends with him on other paths Mar 11 12:12:11 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:12:21 now my worry has passed, that could happen on this one Mar 11 12:13:07 He would have been kind to her. Should something happen to you, he will treat her well. Mar 11 12:13:23 Lets try to avoid that, shall we Mar 11 12:13:28 Yes Mar 11 12:13:42 he is a good man... Mar 11 12:14:26 Yes he is. He is like your ancestor Vaugn, as are you. Mar 11 12:14:44 I noticed certain similarities, yes... Mar 11 12:15:00 That is practical Mar 11 12:15:16 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:16:13 Is that all? Mar 11 12:16:26 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:16:38 Good day then Mar 11 12:17:07 * Morgan nods, inclining his head once more before heading back to find Molly Mar 11 12:17:18 * nieblungen is now known as Molly Mar 11 12:17:33 * Molly is exactly where he left her Mar 11 12:19:01 * Morgan is quietly humming to himself as he approaches Mar 11 12:19:27 * Molly smiles when she sees him Mar 11 12:19:35 Are you well? Mar 11 12:19:56 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:20:01 I am Mar 11 12:20:46 * Molly hops down Mar 11 12:20:52 Shall we go on? Mar 11 12:20:59 aye, lets Mar 11 12:21:54 * Molly walks beside him Mar 11 12:22:07 Did they know you were coming? Mar 11 12:22:22 No... and they confirmed something I suspected Mar 11 12:23:57 Oh? Mar 11 12:24:23 They can just appear Mar 11 12:25:43 Yet we have to come to find them? Mar 11 12:26:05 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 12:26:29 I wonder if they are at risk outside their compound... one visited me a while back but couldn't stay long Mar 11 12:26:59 How strange Mar 11 12:27:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:27:09 only in Eisen, incidentally Mar 11 12:28:49 * Molly nods Mar 11 12:28:56 That could be useful Mar 11 12:29:15 lets not be planning against them... Mar 11 12:30:30 * Molly smiles Mar 11 12:31:15 I was not, but it is always important to have a known safe haven, is it not? Mar 11 12:31:33 They have given me their word they will not lie to or manipulate us any longer Mar 11 12:31:55 though they were adamant some things we must learn for ourselves so will need to accept when they tell us they can't say Mar 11 12:32:02 * Molly nods Mar 11 12:32:13 Are you happy with that? Mar 11 12:32:17 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:32:31 I am.... we are working towards a common goal, not being forced to do their bidding... Mar 11 12:34:19 * Molly nods, wandering towards the town Mar 11 12:34:29 are _you_ happy with that? Mar 11 12:34:47 Yes. Whatever is coming, it sounds important Mar 11 12:34:57 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:36:30 For now, I think we must go on with our lives. Mar 11 12:37:04 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:37:21 shouting at people, being nice to children, that sort of stuff Mar 11 12:38:01 * Molly nods, smiling Mar 11 12:38:21 Retrieving a lost queen Mar 11 12:47:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:47:29 Messes up our plans just a bit Mar 11 12:48:19 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 11 13:03:26 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 11 13:03:34 [12:30:28] Molly: Retrieving a lost queen Mar 11 13:04:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:04:16 Messes up our plans just a bit Mar 11 13:04:25 Does it? Mar 11 13:04:38 extra stops, extra time Mar 11 13:05:59 We will need a map, I think. I only hope I can fix the amnesia Mar 11 13:06:13 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:06:14 as do I Mar 11 13:06:43 Should we find her before alerting Siegfried? Mar 11 13:07:16 I think so... don't want him traipsing across the globe if she's not there when we arrive Mar 11 13:09:22 * MollyK nods Mar 11 13:09:46 I am hopeful though Mar 11 13:10:31 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:10:33 me too Mar 11 13:11:03 We will do as we did with Hannalore when they are reunited Mar 11 13:11:31 become jealous? Mar 11 13:11:40 * MollyK frowns Mar 11 13:11:48 You were? Mar 11 13:11:53 you were... Mar 11 13:12:29 * MollyK shrugs a little Mar 11 13:12:39 I did not mean that Mar 11 13:12:53 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:14:40 We should find out where he is though Mar 11 13:14:54 aye, we should Mar 11 13:14:58 * Morgan mutters Mar 11 13:15:02 should have just asked Mar 11 13:15:14 The nieblungen? Mar 11 13:15:49 us... should've asked them where he is Mar 11 13:16:09 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 13:16:23 Do you want to go back? Mar 11 13:16:40 No... Mar 11 13:16:58 * MollyK nods Mar 11 13:17:22 We will run out of time for your shopping Mar 11 13:18:02 indeed, and that takes precedence Mar 11 13:18:27 * MollyK looks bemused Mar 11 13:18:35 Alright, my love Mar 11 13:21:40 *they find a coffee house and have a quick lunch. It is nice, and they put aside the heavy topics a while. As they are leaving, they bump into Zench and his mistress, a tall, sturdy girl who is prettish, in a rural, southern Eisen sort of way. She is only a few inches shorter than Morgan and Zench, and a lot taller than Molly* Mar 11 13:25:37 *Zench bows to them, smiling broadly* Your Excellenices, Good afternoon Mar 11 13:26:04 Lord Zench... Mar 11 13:26:39 * MollyK smiles at him Mar 11 13:27:23 Z: May I introduce Heidi, my dearest friend, to you? Mar 11 13:28:53 H: *she curtsies politely, but it doesn't really fit well with her frame. She smiles though. There's something wonky about it, but in an endearing way* Mar 11 13:29:09 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 11 13:30:24 * MollyK smiles at her "I am pleased to meet you" Mar 11 13:31:20 H:Me too, your Excellency. Zench told me about you and how little you are! Mar 11 13:32:00 * Morgan smirks Mar 11 13:32:12 * MollyK looks a bit surprised by this, but smiles. Zench looks amused but much less surprised Mar 11 13:32:56 Z: How did you like the book of poetry I gave you, your Excellency? Mar 11 13:33:58 * MollyK smiles "Very much, thank you. Will you be at Court?" Mar 11 13:34:31 Z: *he nods* I will be. Heidi isn't allowed at Court Mar 11 13:35:11 * Morgan tilts his head Mar 11 13:35:13 * MollyK blushes, looking embarrassed, assuming she has overstepped Mar 11 13:36:00 My apologies... Mar 11 13:37:07 Z: *he smiles* Oh no, she has been to Court with me before, but we decided that temporarily she will stay at Pott's house whilst I go Mar 11 13:37:56 [is he saying she is with child?!] Mar 11 13:39:21 Why would that be, Zench? Mar 11 13:40:05 Z: *he smiles indulgently* Misbehaviour Mar 11 13:40:15 *Heidi grins* I went to his gentleman's club disguised as him, ran up his tab, and got caught. Mar 11 13:41:23 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 11 13:41:28 that would certainly do it Mar 11 13:41:41 *this rings a bell. When they were in Fischler, Zench had left Pott's townhouse to sort it* Mar 11 13:42:09 Z: She is a fiend. Will you both be at Court? Mar 11 13:42:47 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 13:43:02 then I suspect we will get along famously... yes, we will... Mar 11 13:44:04 Z: We might see you on the ferry then. Are you familiar with Niesfeld? Mar 11 13:44:14 Not terribly, no Mar 11 13:45:26 H: The Cathedral is pretty. If it's quiet, you can get in the Priests side of the confessional too Mar 11 13:46:08 generally speaking, I go where I want... Mar 11 13:46:22 Z: *he laughs* So does she Mar 11 13:48:19 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:48:26 H: it'll be an hour before the ferry, do you need directions? Mar 11 13:48:53 I could do with some directions, yes, but not there... Mar 11 13:49:26 Z: I know the city well, wheat do you need? Mar 11 13:49:45 * Morgan motions with his head before moving away from Molly Mar 11 13:50:32 *Zench goes with him. The women talk together* Mar 11 13:51:43 I'm looking for a jeweller Mar 11 13:52:09 For fixing, or buying? Mar 11 13:54:07 buying Mar 11 13:55:35 You will want Mahler's then. *he gives directions, and hands him his own calling card* I am a frequent customer, he will give you a discount Mar 11 13:55:51 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:55:53 much appreciated Mar 11 13:56:40 Z: *he inclines his head, watching the tall blonde and short redhead* Mar 11 14:01:07 Was there anything else, your Excellency? Mar 11 14:01:49 No, that was it... she's nice... Mar 11 14:02:21 Z: Yes she is. She keeps me on my toes Mar 11 14:02:53 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:07:23 *a serving girl comes to Zench, giving them a good time to leave. Goodbyes are said and then Molly steps out into the cold again, pulling her shawl back over her hair* Mar 11 14:07:45 Are we to see the Cathedral? Mar 11 14:07:57 Not yet Mar 11 14:08:07 * MollyK nods Mar 11 14:08:17 Where are we going? Mar 11 14:08:30 to a shop Mar 11 14:08:48 * MollyK nods, following his lead Mar 11 14:09:34 She seems like an unusual woman Mar 11 14:10:56 Doesn't she Mar 11 14:11:37 He seems to love her Mar 11 14:11:45 I'm inclined to agree Mar 11 14:12:03 I thought I had made an awful blunder Mar 11 14:13:00 I noticed... I wasn't sure, to be honest Mar 11 14:13:43 * MollyK nods Mar 11 14:14:18 But it seems it is just "misbehaviour"! Mar 11 14:14:48 quite the misbehaviour... he was going to fix that very issue when I first met him Mar 11 14:15:09 That is rather shocking, isn't it? Mar 11 14:15:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:16:12 * MollyK nods. A few minutes later she says "Do _you_ think of me as little?" Mar 11 14:16:24 Is that important? Mar 11 14:16:36 Maybe Mar 11 14:16:55 No... I don't think I do Mar 11 14:17:07 * MollyK nods Mar 11 14:17:24 I am not tall, but I do not think myself so very small Mar 11 14:18:01 No... Perhaps it takes knowing you... Mar 11 14:18:11 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 14:18:29 I grow the closer you are to me? Mar 11 14:19:21 You become rather larger than life... what makes you you is much more than the fact you can walk into a Nieblungen house without bending down... Mar 11 14:19:37 * MollyK giggles Mar 11 14:19:41 That's nice Mar 11 14:20:07 * MollyK watches where they are going, smiling sweetly Mar 11 14:20:20 You grow the closer I am to you Mar 11 14:20:28 * Morgan sniggers Mar 11 14:20:54 * MollyK giggles, taking his hand Mar 11 14:21:35 You will not tell me where you are taking me? Mar 11 14:22:21 we're nearly there I think Mar 11 14:22:52 * MollyK nods. The shop soon appears Mar 11 14:23:13 * Morgan leads her inside Mar 11 14:24:10 * MollyK looks relaxed. There is a man at the counter assessing jewels with a little glass eye thing Mar 11 14:25:08 * Morgan approaches the counter Mar 11 14:25:43 *The man looks up* Good afternoon, how may I help you today? Mar 11 14:26:29 * Morgan looks at the man slightly funny before speaking Mar 11 14:26:45 I'm looking for a necklace for my wife... Mar 11 14:28:33 * MollyK watches Morgan with a smile, blushing Mar 11 14:28:48 M: Very good. What sort? Mar 11 14:29:06 pearls Mar 11 14:30:31 Lord Zench recommended you Mar 11 14:30:50 M: An excellent choice. *he goes to find a few boxes* Mar 11 14:31:24 * MollyK smiles up at him, squeezing his hand. She doesn't seem to know what to say Mar 11 14:34:07 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 14:36:01 M: *he shows Morgan three different ones, none are labelled with a price* Mar 11 14:37:40 * Morgan looks them over closely Mar 11 14:41:05 *they are all excellent quality. The first is a single strand of small pearls, the second is bigger and chunkier, the third is three strands, small pearls, one that would sit close to the neck, one a little lower, and the final stand that would sit at the top of her cleavage, drawing attention to her breasts Mar 11 14:42:03 what do you think blossom? Mar 11 14:42:31 They are all beautiful, but I am torn between the first and third Mar 11 14:43:31 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:43:59 Which would you recommend for a duchess? *he looks up at the jeweller* Mar 11 14:44:46 M: The nobility tend to go for three strands, it looks well with ball gowns Mar 11 14:45:25 * Morgan straightens up, looking at Molly Mar 11 14:45:38 Well, it'd sit well at court this evening... Mar 11 14:45:55 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 14:46:01 Yes, it would Mar 11 14:46:20 You would not prefer the single strand? Mar 11 14:46:30 M: Oh, I didn't realise. *he bows deeply* Mar 11 14:47:17 * MollyK thinks about it "I really do not know" Mar 11 14:47:29 have a think about it blossom Mar 11 14:47:40 * Morgan looks at the jeweller Mar 11 14:49:08 How you treat people that aren't perceived to be nobility says a lot about who you are... you should be proud of yourself... Mar 11 14:49:19 M: Couples come in here often just to look and try things on. As long as they are gentle, I don't see any harm in letting them have their enjoyment. Mar 11 14:50:16 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:50:27 commendable... the world needs more people who think like that Mar 11 14:50:59 *he nods. Molly still looks torn* Mar 11 14:51:12 Would you like me to decide blossom? Mar 11 14:51:28 Yes, please! Mar 11 14:51:58 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:52:06 the three strand then... Mar 11 14:53:25 M: *he nods* an excellent choice. *he slides a little piece of card face down to Morgan so Molly doesn't see it* Mar 11 14:53:40 * Morgan checks it Mar 11 14:54:05 *It say fifty guilders. It is expensive, but not unreasonable for the item* Mar 11 14:55:05 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:55:12 I suppose I'd best visit the bank... Mar 11 14:55:32 M: I will invoice your account, if you prefer Mar 11 14:55:44 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:55:50 that'd be easier, if you are happy to Mar 11 14:56:12 M: That is what we usually do Mar 11 14:56:26 what sort of things do the young couples usually look at? Mar 11 14:56:53 M: To buy? Wedding rings Mar 11 14:58:53 No, when they come to look at things that they won't buy Mar 11 14:59:56 M: They like the jewels, diamonds and rubies. Necklaces or bracelets. Mar 11 15:00:40 without wanting to be vulgar, how much? Mar 11 15:02:03 M: starting at thirty for the simplest pendants. The most expensive pieces I have are about four hundred Mar 11 15:02:35 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:03:53 next time one of those couples comes in, if they like anything up to... *he points at the pearls* the same as these, let them have it with my compliments, and invoice me... would you be willing to do that? Mar 11 15:04:58 M: *he smiles* Absolutely, your Excellency Mar 11 15:05:13 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:05:22 good... Mar 11 15:06:03 M: *he deals with wrapping up the necklace and taking Morgan's details* Mar 11 15:07:54 M: You will have made two women very happy, your Excellency *he hands it over* Mar 11 15:08:56 as will you Mr... Mar 11 15:09:09 M: Mahler Mar 11 15:09:34 Its a pleasure to have met you Mr Mahler Mar 11 15:10:03 M:And your Excellencies. Good day to you Mar 11 15:10:41 * Morgan inclines his head before leading Molly out of the shop Mar 11 15:12:51 * MollyK smiles warmly, pulling him into the concealed alley at the side of the building and kissing him firmly Mar 11 15:13:38 * Morgan laughs Mar 11 15:15:52 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 11 15:37:16 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 11 15:38:47 *the dracheneisen shard box in her cloak presses against his upper thigh suggestively* Mar 11 15:40:25 May I assume you are pleased? Mar 11 15:41:23 I am very, very pleased, both for the beautiful gift and for the kindness you show unfailing to those less fortunate Mar 11 15:41:33 * MollyK watches him fondly Mar 11 15:42:22 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 15:42:27 it seems appropriate Mar 11 15:42:38 It does? Mar 11 15:43:05 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:43:19 *he notices the alley smells quite unpleasant, rather like the aged contents of chamberpots Mar 11 15:43:46 Making it a better place isn't just shifts in the way people are treated... its the smaller things too... lets get out of here Mar 11 15:44:11 * MollyK nods, letting him lead Mar 11 15:44:19 Thank you, liebes herz Mar 11 15:44:38 You are most welcome my love Mar 11 15:44:50 You are too generous to me Mar 11 15:45:08 Not at all Mar 11 15:47:42 * MollyK squeezes his hand Mar 11 15:48:03 I only wish I could think of gifts that would delight you in return Mar 11 15:48:14 I already have it Mar 11 15:48:31 What is it? Mar 11 15:48:34 you Mar 11 15:48:45 * MollyK smiles, blushing Mar 11 15:48:57 You think I am a gift? Mar 11 15:49:36 You are certainly a treasure, a jewel... Mar 11 15:49:59 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 15:50:05 That is very touching Mar 11 15:52:06 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 11 15:53:47 * MollyK stays close to him as they walk "I think we ought to go to the ferry" Mar 11 15:54:19 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:54:20 aye Mar 11 15:56:45 * MollyK spends the wait holding his hand and smiling. They sit on a bench, and soon Zench and Heidi sit on the one next to them. The ferry sets off Mar 11 15:57:09 Z: I hope you found what you were looking for, your Excellency Mar 11 15:57:22 we certainly did Mar 11 15:57:49 * MollyK nods, smiling Mar 11 15:58:33 Z: Do you have a coach to take you to court, or shall I send Potts' coach to you this evening? Mar 11 15:58:48 that would be appreciated Mar 11 15:59:47 Z: I will see to it. Have you see Tiggy yet? Mar 11 16:00:02 * MollyK surreptitiously watches Morgan's reaction Mar 11 16:00:58 * Morgan frowns briefly Mar 11 16:01:01 Yesterday Mar 11 16:02:49 Z: *he nods* we saw him in Niesfeld a few days ago Mar 11 16:03:32 oh? Mar 11 16:04:31 H: He stayed the night, but he had some shopping to do in Fischler. I think he was mostly waiting for a letter from his lady Mar 11 16:06:14 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:07:02 Z: We are looking forward to the wedding, much as I think he is mad getting married Mar 11 16:07:21 Its a long time coming... Mar 11 16:08:12 Z: He has been smitten with her for a long time Mar 11 16:08:54 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:09:01 that feeling is certainly mutual I think Mar 11 16:10:19 Z: They had that rough patch, but they seem to be back to how they first were Mar 11 16:10:41 H: *she smiles brightly* He bit her. Mar 11 16:11:04 he did what now? Mar 11 16:11:42 H: when they first kissed, he accidentally kissed her Mar 11 16:11:49 Bit her* Mar 11 16:12:14 * MollyK smiles. Edward has told Morgan this himself Mar 11 16:12:35 ah, yes... Mar 11 16:15:35 *Heidi looks at Zench, saying very quietly "fecit casu, dissimilis", meaning "he did it by accident, unlike you" Mar 11 16:16:44 * Morgan smirks slightly Mar 11 16:17:00 Z: *he smiles at her a moment before looking back to Morgan* He wants Potts and I sleeping in the snow Mar 11 16:17:13 me too Mar 11 16:18:12 * MollyK is now known as Zench Mar 11 16:18:43 One day a year that Lady Hapsburg can wed, and it's in December. Poor planning. Mar 11 16:19:27 I do worry that the army didn't prepare you for actual hardship... Mar 11 16:19:33 * Morgan watches Zench sidelong Mar 11 16:21:01 * Zench nods "I spent most of it drunk and writing epic poetry about the glory of brave young men" Mar 11 16:21:28 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:21:31 thats what I expected Mar 11 16:22:04 Edward was brave, and most sober Mar 11 16:22:34 [Except when he and Potts got bucked and gagged...] Mar 11 16:22:51 most of the time Mar 11 16:23:26 * Zench nods Mar 11 16:23:48 It will be good to see the old gang again, those that are left. Mar 11 16:24:10 * Morgan nods slightly, looking out at the river Mar 11 16:26:43 *Molly gently squeezes his hand supportively* Mar 11 16:27:42 *the rest of the journey is peaceful, the river calm. Close to him for warmth, he can feel Molly trying not to doze off Mar 11 16:30:10 * Morgan puts his arm around her, letting her lean into him Mar 11 16:31:14 * Zench sighs happily. Zench gives them a brief smile when he notices, whilst Heidi talks a mile a minute about some acquaintances Morgan hasn't heard of Mar 11 16:37:10 *At the Freiburg dock, Potts carriage is waiting for Zench and Heidi, so they swiftly depart, Zench promising to send it to The Rose at the right time. Goodbyes are said, and Molly smiles* Is there anything you need to do before we go back to take over with Varick? Mar 11 16:38:56 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 11 16:38:59 no blossom Mar 11 16:40:01 * Zench nods Mar 11 16:40:06 * Zench is now known as Molly Mar 11 16:40:35 Aside from the issues at the Mine, that was a wonderful trip with you Mar 11 16:41:26 I'm glad you enjoyed yourself my love Mar 11 16:42:16 I very much did. I still love spending time with you, just as I did a year ago Mar 11 16:42:51 * Morgan smiles Mar 11 16:42:55 thats just as well really isn't it Mar 11 16:43:19 Mmhmm, as I intend to do so for many decades Mar 11 16:43:30 * Molly walks towards to the ship Mar 11 16:43:43 * Morgan nods, following her Mar 11 16:43:57 Does it trouble you, what they said about Seb and I? Mar 11 16:45:16 No not really... I just have to not die Mar 11 16:45:32 * Molly smiles Mar 11 16:45:44 That was your plan anyway Mar 11 16:46:40 convenient really Mar 11 16:47:00 You have said before you would wish me to remarry if it would make me happy... do you still feel that way? Mar 11 16:47:27 if it'd make you happy... Mar 11 16:48:12 I do not think it would Mar 11 16:49:12 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:50:51 *they get back on the ship where Sorgi is on watch, no black eye* Mar 11 16:51:00 Cap'n Mar 11 16:51:14 S: All well, m' lord Mar 11 16:51:21 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:51:26 not surprised Mar 11 16:52:16 S: nice trip? Mar 11 16:52:29 for the most part, aye Mar 11 16:53:49 * Molly hands over a letter to Molly Mar 11 16:54:05 S:* Mar 11 16:55:02 * Molly looks it over, looking a little surprised "thank you, Sorgi. If you'll excuse me, liebling" Mar 11 16:55:14 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:55:17 of course blossom Mar 11 16:56:27 * Molly heads below deck Mar 11 16:56:33 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Mar 11 16:56:47 Thank you for last night, m'lord Mar 11 16:57:16 least I could do Mar 11 16:58:10 * Sorgi nods Mar 11 16:58:32 You will keep an eye on her wellbeing whilst away? Mar 11 16:58:53 If I didn't know that comes from a place of care, I'd be offended... of course I will. Mar 11 16:59:10 * Sorgi nods Mar 11 16:59:18 Thank you, m' lord Mar 11 16:59:26 of course Mar 11 17:00:05 You and her Excellency will be out this evening? Mar 11 17:00:11 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:00:17 have to show our faces at court Mar 11 17:00:30 * Sorgi nods Mar 11 17:01:10 I have arranged the tickets and rooms for the ferry to Baden for you in the morning Mar 11 17:01:25 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:01:28 thank you Sorgi Mar 11 17:03:01 * Sorgi nods, getting called away. Down in his study, Varick is playing soldiers with HH and Inga at the desk. Molly is sat on the window seat, letter in her lap Mar 11 17:03:49 * Morgan looks at the soldiers Mar 11 17:03:56 Varicks got you, I think Mar 11 17:05:03 *HH nods* 'E's good at this Mar 11 17:06:41 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:06:46 he is Mar 11 17:07:40 *Molly looks thoughtful* Mar 11 17:08:05 everything alright blossom? Mar 11 17:08:27 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Mar 11 17:08:34 It's from Evie Mar 11 17:08:51 oh? Mar 11 17:09:19 That's an odd coincidence, isn't it? Mar 11 17:09:25 probably Mar 11 17:09:44 It is early days, but... Mar 11 17:10:09 but... Mar 11 17:11:23 But she is with child Mar 11 17:11:39 not terribly surprising Mar 11 17:12:17 They have been married for two and a half months... Mar 11 17:13:58 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:14:44 * Molly smiles Mar 11 17:14:59 That is good news, isn't it? Mar 11 17:15:07 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:15:08 aye it is Mar 11 17:15:31 I will write and send our congratulations? Mar 11 17:17:28 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:18:11 * Molly smiles Mar 11 17:18:33 I will do that now then Mar 11 17:20:14 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:20:16 alright blossom Mar 11 17:23:49 ACTION takes some paper and sits to write. Varick wants Morgan to play next, and he tells Morgan in great detail about all the zoo animals they saw. He continues throughout his tea time, and once he is down for the night it is time for them to dress for Court, Molly having Inga's help, and HH lounging around just to tease Morgan about his outfit Mar 11 17:23:49 once he's in his knee breeches. HH wold whistles when he comes in Mar 11 17:24:03 Wolf * Mar 11 17:24:48 You realise I could have a knife hidden in this nonsense somewhere? Mar 11 17:25:22 * Molly is now known as HH Mar 11 17:25:33 * HH scoffs Mar 11 17:26:04 Not without gettin' dirty looks Mar 11 17:26:22 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 17:26:24 not my problem Mar 11 17:31:46 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 11 22:33:52 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 11 22:35:06 *there is squealing and giggling from the other room* Mar 11 22:35:13 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 11 22:36:02 There's them, like two little tweetin' birds, and you, like a magnificent peacock Mar 11 22:36:06 * HH grins Mar 11 22:36:39 I'm sorry? Magnificent cock? Mar 11 22:36:53 * HH laughs Mar 11 22:37:11 That's m' name, don't wear it out! Mar 11 22:37:47 Right, so I cant say cock, gotcha... Mar 11 22:38:20 Best let yer wife know Mar 11 22:39:00 whyso? Mar 11 22:41:00 Nope, don't wanna bring back St Morgan Mar 11 22:41:22 spill it Mar 11 22:42:26 Well how else y' gonna talk about... *he waves toward his groin*? Mar 11 22:43:09 All that time in the navy and you didn't learn at least ten euphemisms for it? Mar 11 22:44:30 I did. Thought you were jus' a bit too simple to know any Mar 11 22:45:43 You thought wrong Mar 11 22:46:33 'Ad a good time in Niesfeld? Mar 11 22:47:07 mostly, aye Mar 11 22:47:49 She seemed 'appy Mar 11 22:48:19 jewellery and compliments... Mar 11 22:48:58 * HH grins Mar 11 22:49:06 Good choice Mar 11 22:49:28 * Morgan nods Mar 11 22:50:27 Gonna make some trouble at Court? Mar 11 22:50:34 I'd imagine so Mar 11 22:51:34 Edward comin' back with you? Early start in th' morning Mar 11 22:52:06 * Morgan nods Mar 11 22:52:07 aye Mar 11 22:53:12 I spose I'll get his room ready Mar 11 22:54:13 very good of you Mar 11 22:54:28 * HH grins Mar 11 22:54:58 'Member that day we put the stone under 'is mattress? Mar 11 22:55:58 I remember being in a foul mood the next day Mar 11 22:56:19 *him Mar 11 22:56:40 Howdya know the difference?! Mar 11 22:58:35 he snapped at father Mar 11 22:59:50 Yeah, that'll do it. Gonna be an unholy row over Florrie existin', ain't there? Mar 11 23:00:33 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:00:44 I'm more worried about the consequences of them trying to take her Mar 11 23:01:10 Whatcha thinkin'? Mar 11 23:01:36 I promised I won't let that happen... until I'm sure that they can be reasonable, they're not going to know where she is Mar 11 23:02:57 Best be tellin' Varick to keep it quiet then Mar 11 23:03:08 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:03:15 I'll talk to him before we get there Mar 11 23:03:53 * HH nods Mar 11 23:05:54 He gonna get dragged into the study like we used to? Mar 11 23:06:13 Varick? Mar 11 23:06:23 Edward, you plank. Mar 11 23:06:49 Probably... if he's come around enough by then, though, I'll be standing with him... Mar 11 23:08:53 Rather you than me! Not been bollocked in years, still hate it there Mar 11 23:09:32 I tell you I took the door off its hinges? Mar 11 23:10:01 Don't think so Mar 11 23:11:08 He'd decided to give you your title... but then got wound up about something and was going to change his mind... he was being childish and locked himself in his study... I wouldn't go away and said he could either open the door or I would Mar 11 23:11:26 * HH laughs Mar 11 23:12:18 He regretted that pretty quick Mar 11 23:12:48 wasn't long after getting it fixed that Molly slammed the door so hard it broke part of the jamb... Mar 11 23:13:19 Summat about parenting styles I think? Mar 11 23:13:29 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:13:42 I may have suggested he look at the common factor between both incidents... Mar 11 23:14:10 * HH laughs Mar 11 23:14:46 Given what y' used to be like it musta been a shock to him when y' came back like this Mar 11 23:15:14 I'll point out I'm incredibly relaxed, compared to how I was when I first came back Mar 11 23:15:38 * HH nods Mar 11 23:15:54 Summat is making you mellow Mar 11 23:16:08 Part of it is being around you... Mar 11 23:16:23 Whysat then? Mar 11 23:16:48 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:17:04 brings me closer to who I am under all the anger I think Mar 11 23:17:35 Going way back to the old old you Mar 11 23:17:59 less naive, as Claudia says Mar 11 23:19:18 Y' were hopeful, seeing the world like everyone was as good as you Mar 11 23:20:55 You think I'm good? Mar 11 23:21:19 Yeah, course I do Mar 11 23:22:05 That means a lot to me Mar 11 23:22:37 Figured y' known that for years Mar 11 23:22:54 I've doubted myself a lot over the last few years Mar 11 23:23:14 * HH shrugs Mar 11 23:24:33 Never thought y' weren't a good man, 'cept for when y' stole my apples Mar 11 23:25:26 * Morgan mutters Mar 11 23:25:30 weren't your apples Mar 11 23:26:02 Were too Mar 11 23:28:53 * Morgan sighs Mar 11 23:29:07 What? Mar 11 23:29:23 never been able to make you see sense, but I suppose you can't argue with stupid Mar 11 23:30:04 Nope, I've been trying to for se'enteen years, you're stick dumb as a post Mar 11 23:30:14 Still* Mar 11 23:32:16 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:32:20 just emulating you Mar 11 23:35:17 ACTION nods. The door opens as HH is about to reply, but he says nothing. Molly is fully made up, in the pink dress Edward bought her. As he anticipated, the lowest string of pearls does rest on the top of her breasts. With her chin tilted up a little, she looks much more confident than in September when they were going to the Winter Ball. She Mar 11 23:35:17 watches Morgan with a soft smile Mar 11 23:35:59 well now, don't you look wonderful Mar 11 23:36:24 *she blushes, smiling* Will I do? Mar 11 23:36:34 more than that my love Mar 11 23:37:13 *She nods* shall we go? Mar 11 23:37:24 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:38:59 *she says goodbye to HH and Inga, wrapping her cloak around her. Once they are in the quiet hall, she shuts the door behind them Mar 11 23:39:03 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 11 23:40:15 You look wonderful too, my love, though if I say that with Heinzharold around I am sure he will only tease you Mar 11 23:41:06 he's already done that Mar 11 23:41:29 He is wrong. I like you in breeches Mar 11 23:41:50 I should probably just accept I'll be wearing them more often Mar 11 23:42:00 * Molly nods Mar 11 23:42:21 You have some trust to build and then some herding to do... Mar 11 23:42:46 trust to build... Mar 11 23:43:04 That is what they said Mar 11 23:44:00 I was just wondering with who Mar 11 23:44:26 I do not know Mar 11 23:47:45 *Potts' fancy coach is waiting on the dock. Last time they shared it with Potts, Zench and Edward on the way there, and though alone on the way back she had fallen asleep. This time she marvels this at the expensiveness of the leather seats and fixtures. Mar 11 23:48:03 It is nice, isn't it? Mar 11 23:48:38 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:49:12 * Molly opens her cloak to show him his recent purchase, smiling Mar 11 23:49:38 I hope you like the necklace on me, my love? Mar 11 23:49:46 it suits you very much Mar 11 23:49:55 * Molly smiles Mar 11 23:50:19 The pearls represent purity and wisdom Mar 11 23:50:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:50:42 I thought it was apt my star of the sea has a jewel of the sea Mar 11 23:51:03 * Molly looks delighted by this Mar 11 23:51:10 Oh, my love... Mar 11 23:52:07 * Morgan smiles Mar 11 23:53:26 * Molly sighs happily, resting herself against his side Mar 11 23:54:02 I love you, so very much. Mar 11 23:54:08 and I you blossom Mar 11 23:54:30 * Molly nods Mar 11 23:54:57 It is good the sparkliness was this morning Mar 11 23:55:06 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:55:09 aye Mar 11 23:55:58 I could not promise to behave myself in Potts' carriage right now otherwise Mar 11 23:56:10 * Morgan laughs Mar 11 23:57:18 oh the scandal that would cause Mar 11 23:57:41 Only if we were caught Mar 11 23:57:48 well, yes Mar 11 23:59:32 * Molly nods, just sitting calmly at his side, so very different to the nervous way she held his hand tightly in here before the winter ball Mar 12 00:01:17 you are much more confident than last time we went Mar 12 00:01:31 * Molly nods Mar 12 00:01:40 Some things are different Mar 12 00:01:57 like? Mar 12 00:02:09 Us... me... Mar 12 00:02:32 * Morgan nods Mar 12 00:03:28 Besides, what makes us so nervous the first time we do it is oft approached with far less apprehensive the second and subsequent times Mar 12 00:03:40 * Morgan nods Mar 12 00:05:04 * Molly nods "Are you less apprehensive too?" Mar 12 00:08:18 I've got enough to worry about Mar 12 00:09:34 Might I help you with any of it? Mar 12 00:10:39 We can do nothing but wait and see where Edward lands Mar 12 00:11:18 * Molly nods "and we will do that together" Mar 12 00:11:23 * Morgan nods Mar 12 00:11:44 * Molly stays quiet until the coach comes to a stop Mar 12 00:13:14 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Mar 12 18:52:03 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 12 18:53:40 * MollyK steps out when the coachman opens the door. She lifts her chin a little and squares her shoulders slightly Mar 12 18:54:01 * Morgan climbs out beside her Mar 12 18:54:49 * MollyK takes a deep breath, watching the steam of nobles entertaining the building Mar 12 18:55:02 Alright, I am ready Mar 12 18:55:04 alright? Mar 12 18:57:58 * MollyK nods, giving him a smile Mar 12 18:58:06 I am. Are you? Mar 12 18:58:13 I suppose so Mar 12 18:58:50 It still fills you with trepidation? Mar 12 18:59:09 distaste mostly. I don't like these things Mar 12 18:59:40 The events, or the people? Mar 12 18:59:58 * Morgan shrugs Mar 12 19:00:02 both, oftentimes Mar 12 19:00:23 * MollyK nods Mar 12 19:01:00 We need not stay too long Mar 12 19:01:28 * Morgan nods Mar 12 19:02:12 * MollyK smiles "shall we, your Excellency?" Mar 12 19:02:22 * Morgan nods, offering his arm Mar 12 19:03:02 * MollyK takes it Mar 12 19:04:27 * Morgan leads her towards the entrance Mar 12 19:07:52 *The building is in the same part of town where the opera house, gentleman's clubs, and very fancy brothels are, close to where he was last night. It is less personalised than the Eisenfurst's palace was when they went to the ball. After the usual check of credentials, they are let loose amongst the highest of society in a huge oak-panneled room. Mar 12 19:07:52 There are tables and chairs, the room warmly lit, and refreshments are being taken around. There's also a buffet Mar 12 19:12:39 ACTION accepts champagne the first time it is offered by a servant. There is no formal announcements here. The room is quite busy already, many sat down but also lots of conversations taking place standing. At the very far end of the room, Morgan can make out Eisenfurst Nikolaus Trague, and with him Eisenfurstin Posen. Near a pair of open Mar 12 19:12:39 Montaigne-style doors, Edward, Zench and Potts and laughing together. The former looks like he hasn't slept well, though is impeccably dressed Mar 12 19:13:11 I wish HeinzHarold were here Mar 12 19:13:58 Oh? Why, my love? Mar 12 19:14:24 He'd take me up on a bet I could get a cocktail sausage in the Eisenfursts pocket... lets keep you away from him shall we Mar 12 19:15:31 You worry overmuch about that, my love Mar 12 19:16:25 No, I don't think I do... neither does Edward Mar 12 19:16:50 * MollyK sips the champagne, looking around. They seem to be the topic of gossip in a few poorly concealed conversations already, women in particular watching them Mar 12 19:17:01 Shall we go to Edward? He looks tired Mar 12 19:17:46 * Morgan nods Mar 12 19:21:16 ACTION waits for him to lead her to them. The gossip continues, but it never seems to last long before they move on to discusssing someone else. Breeches are the order of the day, and more than half of the men are wearing pompous white wigs. The ladies dresses make the room look like a deconstructed rainbow. Edward turns to look at Morgan, also Mar 12 19:21:16 with champagne in his hand "Good evening, Your Excellencies" Mar 12 19:22:19 *Potts and Zench also turn their gaze to the couple, particularly* Mar 12 19:22:52 Edward... Mar 12 19:23:41 E: *he looks Molly's outfit over* I knew that dress would be perfect for you, Molly. There isn't a finer looking woman here. Mar 12 19:25:00 * MollyK smiles, thanking him. Potts chooses to compliment her new necklace, and Zench her hair. Though she smiles warmly, he can see she isn't particularly moved by their praise Mar 12 19:27:52 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 12 19:28:06 What did you think of Niesfeld, Morgan? Mar 12 19:36:26 Not a bad place, though we bumped into a reprobate there... Mar 12 19:37:24 *zench smiles* she can't help herself Mar 12 19:37:52 * Morgan smirks Mar 12 19:37:55 wasn't referring to her Mar 12 19:40:31 *The other laugh at this. Potts mother Angelique, who was asking Molly at the ball whose mistress she was, looks to be making a beeline for them all. Edward, Zench and Potts all groan quietly* Mar 12 19:43:16 *Molly looks at them all a moment, before looking at Morgan* Mar 12 19:44:34 * Morgan watches her approach Mar 12 19:45:42 *Angelique is overly dressed and overly dressed up. She curtsies deeply to Morgan* Your Excellency Mar 12 19:46:10 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 12 19:47:41 *She given Molly a much less cordial smile* Your Excellency Mar 12 19:48:51 M: *She smiles very warmly at her* Good evening, Lady Pottersdam, you are looking very eye-catching this evening. Mar 12 19:50:48 * Edward snorts, then tries to conceal it with a cough. Zench develops a particular interest in looking at the curtains, and Potts smiles a little. His mother doesn't seem to catch it, and starts chatting with Molly as if Molly is her friend. Mar 12 19:51:58 *Morgan spots Duke Anhalt down in a little group near the Eisenfurst and Eisenfurstin* Mar 12 19:53:48 Would you excuse me, I've seen someone I need to talk to Mar 12 19:54:34 *They all do* Mar 12 19:55:06 * Morgan nods slightly before heading for Anhalt Mar 12 19:55:23 * Edward is now known as Anhalt Mar 12 19:58:01 ACTION seems to be very friendly with both Eisenfursts, and their little group is laughing. The Duchess Anhalt is on his arm, a woman almost sixty but who still has the full round cheeks and sparkling eyes of a much younger woman. She has a refinement to her that is not gaudy or trying too hard. It's similar to as he imagines Verity will age, Mar 12 19:58:01 despite this woman being blonde Mar 12 19:59:05 * Morgan stands nearby, not interrupting Mar 12 20:00:01 *she spots him first, giving her husband a quick glance and very slight head tilt. He looks to Morgan* Duke Koertig, Good evening. Mar 12 20:01:02 Duchess Anhalt, a pleasure to see you Mar 12 20:01:54 *Posen and Trague both look at him. He has vaguely seen both before, but hasn't been introduced to the latter since he first went to Court here with Adalbrecht just after he turned sixteen and before he set off on his first posting* Mar 12 20:02:19 * Morgan bows his head to them Mar 12 20:04:10 *he looks to the Eisenfursts* Your Graces, Duke Koertig, Von Sudlachenburg. Your Excellency, Eisenfurst Trague Von Freiburg, And Eisenfurstin Posen. Mar 12 20:04:29 Your graces... Mar 12 20:05:06 *heads are inclined. Both seem curious and scrutinising for a few moments* Mar 12 20:05:34 * Anhalt looks to Morgan "Did you need to speak with me?" Mar 12 20:06:03 If I might spirit you away for a moment Mar 12 20:06:48 * Anhalt excuses himself from them, moving away with Morgan to a quiet area "How can I help you?" Mar 12 20:07:16 I want to check a few things with you, make sure things are setup as I had agreed with Kitt... Mar 12 20:07:38 * Anhalt nods "what things would they be?" Mar 12 20:08:34 The payments to Elsie, that the boy will not be bothered or dragged into any of Eisens dealings, that Dau's sister is in charge of Prachtig Mar 12 20:09:32 Those things are all in hand Mar 12 20:11:36 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:11:48 Good Mar 12 20:13:06 The survival of the mother was very unexpected Mar 12 20:13:20 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:13:38 We got lucky with Freiarr Rosenkrantz being there Mar 12 20:13:59 He is a talented doctor and an excellent Freiarr Mar 12 20:14:05 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:14:16 Seems to be a very kind person, too Mar 12 20:14:36 * Anhalt nods Mar 12 20:15:04 Kit had become attached to the girl, I am pleased it was resolved well Mar 12 20:15:16 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:15:18 how is he? Mar 12 20:15:48 He is visiting Anhalt at present, to see his parents Mar 12 20:15:59 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:16:06 I'm glad. They miss him. Mar 12 20:16:25 * Anhalt nods Mar 12 20:16:45 Your family is well too, I hope? Mar 12 20:17:08 We are, and now we're getting back on track with our plans Mar 12 20:17:16 * Morgan looks at him speculatively Mar 12 20:17:26 You have a good relationship with the Eisenfursten? Mar 12 20:18:02 Indeed. We have been allies since the early years of the War Mar 12 20:18:26 * Morgan nods thoughtfully Mar 12 20:19:46 Are you seeking aid in an endeavour? Mar 12 20:20:52 No... we encountered some time ago a ship flying flags of distress that, when we got close, attacked... I've no doubt we'd have ended up dead were we on a different ship... but she was flying a Posen flag... Mar 12 20:22:04 That is interesting. Where and when was this? Mar 12 20:22:46 * Morgan gives him details Mar 12 20:22:54 * Anhalt listens carefully Mar 12 20:23:03 Thank you, I will look into this Mar 12 20:23:19 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:23:31 I wouldn't be surprised if it was also an effort to discredit her... Mar 12 20:23:45 * Anhalt nods Mar 12 20:24:19 It is possible Mar 12 20:25:02 * Anhalt glances over Morgan's shoulder, smiling at someone Mar 12 20:25:19 There is someone I would like to introduce you to Mar 12 20:25:58 * Morgan nods slightly, glancing round Mar 12 20:27:47 * Anhalt beckons the person over. Morgan already knows the real Kurt Cristoban, last seen in September in the Crossroads tavern when Morgan was getting Federest to take him back to Hannalore. Now this former mercenary is dressed very finely, all cleaned up and looking happy to see Morgan. Mar 12 20:28:26 Graf Unserestadt, Duke Koertig. I believe you gentleman are known to each other already Mar 12 20:28:42 * Morgan nods, offering his hand Mar 12 20:29:25 U: *he shakes it* I thought you might be here, I saw Molly from across the room Mar 12 20:29:53 I'm surprised you're here... Mar 12 20:33:02 U: Eisenfurstin Posen and Duke Anhalt are helping me rebuild Unserestadt Mar 12 20:33:49 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:33:55 that is good Mar 12 20:34:51 * Anhalt looks to Morgan "I will leave the two of you to catch up" Mar 12 20:35:09 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:35:59 * Anhalt inclines his head before leaving Mar 12 20:36:07 * Anhalt is now known as Kurt Mar 12 20:37:20 I hope you are all well, my Lord Mar 12 20:37:30 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:37:37 as well as you can be in breeches... and you? Mar 12 20:37:51 * Kurt smiles Mar 12 20:38:20 The same. I don't ever feel entirely dressed anymore without the weapons Mar 12 20:38:50 We're probably more dangerous without them than most people here would be with one Mar 12 20:39:05 * Kurt nods Mar 12 20:39:20 The Company is winding down Mar 12 20:40:28 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:40:32 I suspected it might Mar 12 20:41:54 With Federest and Aachen and me gone, and Karlsruhe with one foot out of the door, it's time now Mar 12 20:42:34 You hear what Karlsruhe will be doing? Mar 12 20:43:16 I have. He has been like a father to me these last six years, we write. Mar 12 20:43:44 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:43:46 he's a good man Mar 12 20:44:07 The best, my lord Mar 12 20:45:46 Aachen hasn't been back since you sent him home with the letter for his brother. He was going to, but when he saw how happy his Lizzie was to see him again, he couldn't do it Mar 12 20:46:37 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:47:21 for the best I hope Mar 12 20:48:43 They will have to live more frugally without his wages, but he tried to persuade her that she should have a better standard of living and him work away. She told him she would rather have him than money. So he stayed there. They are happy, last I heard Mar 12 20:49:37 long may it continue... hopefully there will be some prosperity Mar 12 20:49:48 * Kurt nods Mar 12 20:50:13 Federest is still in Vesten, but things aren't going as well as he hoped Mar 12 20:50:47 no? Whyso? Mar 12 20:51:54 They have both changed a lot in the last six years. It's like the book says, "No man can walk in the same river twice" Mar 12 20:53:40 A shame, I had hoped they could overcome their issues Mar 12 20:53:47 * Kurt nods Mar 12 20:54:31 Maybe they still will, but I think they still love who the other was from before, and people are different after time, aren't they? Mar 12 20:54:50 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:54:52 that is very true Mar 12 20:55:52 I hope it works out for them, but if it doesn't I hope they can be happy with other people Mar 12 20:56:20 Thats all we can do really, hope for the best Mar 12 20:56:41 *he smells Molly's perfume before he feels her at his side. This is a bit closer to the Eisenfurst than he would like* Mar 12 20:56:57 The others are joining another company Mar 12 20:57:21 * Morgan nods, glancing round Mar 12 20:57:49 *she smiles up at him* Mar 12 20:58:31 Any idea which one? Mar 12 20:59:05 * Kurt bows deeply "Your Excellency, you look absolutely stunning tonight" *She thanks him, letting them resume their discussion" Mar 12 20:59:35 The Swordsmen Of Valour, based in Starke Mar 12 20:59:52 * Morgan nods Mar 12 21:02:20 M: You look very well, Kurt, I almost did not recognise you here! Mar 12 21:03:31 I am getting some help to fix Unserestadt, and as the only one left, that makes me the Graf. It will take a couple of years to put it to rights, but I'm lucky to be getting so much help Mar 12 21:05:13 * Morgan slowly manoeuvres them away from Trague Mar 12 21:06:58 M: *she looks thoughtful* how wonderful! Congratulations Mar 12 21:08:09 *he catches a snippet of whispered gossip "... first one was just a common girl!" Mar 12 21:08:36 * Morgan looks round slowly to find the source Mar 12 21:09:14 * Kurt and Kurt are talking about his plans for Unserestadt. he can't tell who it came from, it's too busy Mar 12 21:09:23 And Molly* Mar 12 21:13:46 * Morgan scowls before looking back to Kurt Mar 12 21:15:58 * Kurt looks very happy chatting with Molly, who takes him over to Edward who he knows from the ride from Fischler to Zweibrucke, and to introduce to Potts and Zench. Angelique is hanging off the arm over an old, quite tipsy lord. Mar 12 21:16:50 * Morgan looks slowly around the room again Mar 12 21:17:42 *Another hour passes, and Molly gets through three more glasses of champagne. Various people come to speak to them, and Molly works on charming them all. Nothing untoward happens, everyone seems happy, and then Morgan spots Trague heading their direction Mar 12 21:18:20 * Morgan mutters Mar 12 21:18:22 shit Mar 12 21:19:58 *Kurt has moved on by now, as have Potts and Zench, leaving Edward with him and Molly Mar 12 21:20:09 * Kurt is now known as Molly Mar 12 21:20:18 What's wrong my love? Mar 12 21:22:02 Trague Mar 12 21:22:30 * Molly glances that way, as does Edward Mar 12 21:22:53 E: damn. Mar 12 21:26:35 [I could pretend to faint, but there will be gossip] Mar 12 21:28:54 [maybe make him faint] Mar 12 21:29:04 Edward, whats the protocol for thumping an Eisenfurst? Mar 12 21:29:55 [touching him would be even more gossip] Mar 12 21:30:07 E: Do it and die? Mar 12 21:32:26 * Morgan glances at Edward Mar 12 21:32:33 thats supposed to put me off... it doesn't work Mar 12 21:34:16 * Molly hands Morgan her champagne glass, excuses herself, heading towards the ladies retiring room Mar 12 21:35:24 E: *he watches her, then looks to Morgan* She's just left us to tell an Eisenfurst she's gone _there_?! Mar 12 21:36:56 * Morgan shrugs Mar 12 21:37:18 * Molly is now known as Trague Mar 12 21:37:40 * Trague 's attention is on Edward Mar 12 21:37:59 One hears congratulations are in order, Lord Koertig. Mar 12 21:38:34 *Edward looks, to Morgan at least, like he wishes he had gone with Molly instead Mar 12 21:38:46 Looks* Mar 12 21:40:48 *Edward just thanks him* Mar 12 21:41:05 * Trague looks to Morgan Mar 12 21:41:25 Is this the fourth wedding for your family this year? Mar 12 21:42:06 * Morgan looks to think Mar 12 21:42:17 * Morgan nods Mar 12 21:42:20 It is Mar 12 21:42:50 Let us hope this marriage is less dramatic than the others Mar 12 21:43:54 None of the marriages have been Mar 12 21:44:22 * Trague considers Morgan a moment Mar 12 21:45:31 The events in Fischler would imply otherwise. Mar 12 21:46:15 That had nothing to do with any of the marriages and everything to do with untempered ambition Mar 12 21:48:30 An ambition we shall hope we do not see any more of. Mar 12 21:49:48 One hopes Mar 12 21:50:31 * Trague gets called away Mar 12 21:50:54 I will hope to meet Duchess Koertig next time. Mar 12 21:51:20 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 12 21:51:38 * Trague bids them Good evening Mar 12 21:52:25 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 12 21:53:21 * Trague is now known as Edward Mar 12 21:53:40 * Edward watches him go to another group Mar 12 21:53:52 Did you have to do that?! Mar 12 21:54:01 do what? Mar 12 21:55:28 Disagree with him Mar 12 21:55:49 Yes. Because he was wrong. Mar 12 21:56:06 He is an _Eisenfurst_. Mar 12 21:56:35 That doesn't make him infallible Mar 12 21:56:51 It just means that we show deference. Mar 12 21:57:52 * Morgan looks at him seriously Mar 12 21:58:06 * Edward looks just as serious Mar 12 21:58:34 If we don't stand by our convictions, we have compromised our integrity and given up what we claim to be. Mar 12 22:00:08 Use some sense. This is not the hill to die on. Having an Eisenfurst who is favourable to you is very valuable to you, and to your lands. Mar 12 22:00:45 * Morgan tilts his head Mar 12 22:01:29 Alright... I'll go and kowtow to him and beg his forgiveness if it would please you. Mar 12 22:02:38 No. Let it go. Mar 12 22:02:57 I did... I'm offering to do what you wanted me to do Mar 12 22:04:24 What I wanted was you to not say it. It is done now. He did not snub us, it will probably be well. Mar 12 22:04:52 [Is he gone, should I come back now?] Mar 12 22:05:06 [Come back before I hit my brother] Mar 12 22:06:31 [How long have I been gone?!] Mar 12 22:06:39 [long enough] Mar 12 22:06:50 * Edward takes out his pocket watch Mar 12 22:07:20 I am going to say goodbye to Zench and Potts Mar 12 22:07:29 Take Molly with you Mar 12 22:09:16 * Edward nods, waiting for her. She arrives a minute later, looking around Mar 12 22:09:49 M: *she holds out her hand for her glass* thank you for holding it Mar 12 22:10:40 * Morgan hands it to her Mar 12 22:12:02 * Edward offers Molly his arm "We are leaving soon, we should say goodbye to Potts and Zench" Mar 12 22:12:22 M: *she glances at Morgan a moment questioningly* Mar 12 22:12:29 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 12 22:15:12 *She takes his arm, going with him. They look very smart together, which reminds him of a dream months ago where she was married to Edward and also Trague's mistress" Mar 12 22:15:43 * Morgan looks round the room for Anhalt and Posen Mar 12 22:16:47 *They are separate but near where they were before* Mar 12 22:17:29 * Morgan wanders over towards Anhalt Mar 12 22:18:08 * Edward is now known as Anhalt Mar 12 22:18:20 * Anhalt has his wife on his arm Mar 12 22:18:34 Your Excellency? Mar 12 22:20:08 I was thinking it was time I expanded my circle and was wondering if I could impose on you for an introduction with the Eisenfursten. A quick bow of the head doesn't really qualify, I think Mar 12 22:21:48 * Anhalt nods, inclining his head to his wife "excuse us, Schatzen" *this nickname, common in Eisen and meaning little treasure, is what he used to call Dietlinde* Mar 12 22:27:57 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 12 22:28:08 * Anhalt leads him over to her. She is older, her dark hair mostly grey. She looks shrewd, intelligent Mar 12 22:30:30 Your Grace, may I properly introduce to you Duke Morgan Koertig, Veisgraf Sudlachenburg Mar 12 22:31:01 P: *She nods* My Lord, your reputation precedes you. Mar 12 22:31:07 * Morgan bows his head Mar 12 22:31:15 Your Grace... is that a good or bad thing? Mar 12 22:31:28 It is certainly an interesting thing. Mar 12 22:31:33 * Anhalt is now known as Posen Mar 12 22:31:40 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 12 22:32:22 My reputation seems to proceed me no matter where I go Mar 12 22:32:44 Some men are famous, others are infamous Mar 12 22:33:14 I'm definitely the latter, I think Mar 12 22:33:28 For now Mar 12 22:33:39 * Morgan sighs Mar 12 22:34:02 if I must bear infamy for doing what I believe to be right, that is what I will do Mar 12 22:34:15 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:34:39 Walking a path not walked by others is a hard route Mar 12 22:35:22 Something of a lonely one, being vilified by so many for it Mar 12 22:35:40 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:35:58 I have long wondered of your situation, was it worth it? Mar 12 22:37:13 Given that the test of a decision is whether or not you'd do it again, knowing the consequences... aside from the suffering of my first wife and child, yes, I would. Mar 12 22:37:28 Unless you speak of my habit of bucking other social norms... Mar 12 22:37:44 Despite the harm to your reputation and how people still talk about it? Mar 12 22:39:52 And yet, here I stand, a duke, Veisgraf, Freiarr, Graf in waiting... much as I dislike the whispering, I'd rather be known for doing the right thing than the proper thing for a quiet life. Mar 12 22:40:49 Going against the very way our society is structured to wed a particular woman is the right thing, in your eyes? Mar 12 22:42:45 was she not just as valued to Theus? I loved her deeply, not a passing thing... right down to my soul. Mar 12 22:44:05 * Posen smiles Mar 12 22:44:19 That is sweet Mar 12 22:44:53 That is not to say I don't regret the pain it caused my family... things could have been handled better, but that is not something that will ever change Mar 12 22:46:09 The past is passed, that is why we call it the past. Mar 12 22:46:58 * Morgan nods Mar 12 22:47:33 I am sure with a view to the future your family can move on a flourish Mar 12 22:47:41 And* Mar 12 22:49:20 Certainly the plan... hopefully we can make Eisen a better place for everyone on the way Mar 12 22:49:52 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:51:37 Every time a child takes water to a bed bound neighbour, a traveler passes a coin to a beggar, a Freiarr forgoes a new carriage to make improvements to his tenants cottages, every Eisen mother that brings forth life in her pain, we are making Eisen better. Mar 12 22:52:11 * Morgan nods Mar 12 22:52:22 perhaps in time more will see that is a good way to be Mar 12 22:52:50 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:52:58 They will be led to it. Mar 12 22:54:40 * Morgan nods Mar 12 22:55:46 * Posen inclines her head to him "Good evening, Lord Koertig" Mar 12 22:56:09 Its been an honour, your grace Mar 12 22:56:21 * Morgan bows his head before turning and heading back to Molly Mar 12 22:57:45 * Posen is now known as Molly Mar 12 22:58:03 * Molly and Edward, Zench and Potts are all gone Mar 12 22:58:23 [Are you outside blossom?] Mar 12 22:58:38 [yes] Mar 12 22:59:39 * Morgan heads outside Mar 12 23:00:58 *he spots Potts' carriage. It is rocking a little* Mar 12 23:01:36 * Morgan heads over to it, raising an eyebrow Mar 12 23:02:54 *aside from the movement, he hears Molly sigh frustratedly from within* Mar 12 23:03:28 * Morgan pulls open the door Mar 12 23:05:09 * Molly is alone, but most of her bodice is undone, revealing far more skin than is decent Mar 12 23:06:33 * Morgan climbs in, closing the door quickly Mar 12 23:06:44 you're going to start a rumour, rocking this thing like that Mar 12 23:07:12 Ouch! Sorry! Mar 12 23:07:27 * Molly is removing even more Mar 12 23:07:30 Whats the problem blossom? Mar 12 23:08:00 One of the bones of my corset has snapped and it is sticking in me! Mar 12 23:08:12 * Morgan nods, shedding his coat Mar 12 23:08:16 alright, let me help you Mar 12 23:08:24 * Molly 's movements are still making the carriage rock slightly Mar 12 23:09:11 * Molly turns away from him, gesturing to one of the back channels. Mar 12 23:09:34 Stop fidgetting Mar 12 23:09:46 I cannot, it hurts! Mar 12 23:09:51 * Morgan undoes the lacing enough to get to the bone Mar 12 23:11:17 *As it loosens and comes away from her skin, he can see how it has broken through the fabric and bitten deep into her back at her lower ribs, sharp as a blade* Mar 12 23:11:56 * Molly winces loudly "oh god, that hurts!" Mar 12 23:11:58 * Morgan hands his coat to her Mar 12 23:12:08 cover yourself in case Edward comes back while I fish this out Mar 12 23:13:50 * Molly does so. It is good timing because Edward opens the door, Potts and Zench right behind him. The three of them just stand there, mouths open. Molly cannot see them due to her position, but he can see how she tenses a little at the noise Mar 12 23:15:07 Don't take this the wrong way gentlemen but... fuck off, Molly's hurt. Mar 12 23:16:17 *Edward shuts the door before saying from outside * do you need anything, bandages, or water? Mar 12 23:16:54 Yes, both Mar 12 23:17:06 And someone to make sure an errant Eisenfurst doesn't turn up Mar 12 23:17:41 E: We'll see to it Mar 12 23:17:53 * Morgan speaks quietly Mar 12 23:18:00 this has gone quite deep blossom Mar 12 23:18:23 It will be alright, I'll just fix it. The perils of women's undergarments, I am afraid Mar 12 23:18:38 Its going to hurt removing this Mar 12 23:19:30 I suppose I should use as little of my talent here as I must Mar 12 23:20:29 * Morgan nods Mar 12 23:20:30 aye Mar 12 23:21:00 I could probably make enough of a mess that no-one would notice, though Mar 12 23:21:17 A mess? Mar 12 23:21:35 * Molly breathes slowly Mar 12 23:21:53 You're bleeding my love... Mar 12 23:22:16 Pull it out, liebling, I'll fix the worst of it here, and the rest at home Mar 12 23:22:50 * Morgan nods, pulling at it Mar 12 23:23:51 * Molly makes a little mmm sound as she tries not to cry out at it. The bone is out, and more blood comes with it Mar 12 23:24:46 alright, its out Mar 12 23:25:44 *his neck prickles. He can see in detail how the flesh pulls itself back together, leaving only a shallow cut Mar 12 23:28:02 Is that alright? Mar 12 23:28:31 aye, that'll do Mar 12 23:28:39 * Morgan works at getting the bone out of the way Mar 12 23:28:50 how did it happen? Mar 12 23:29:56 I slipped as I was getting in and landed heavily. I dare say I will have a bruise on my bottom tomorrow also Mar 12 23:30:19 Edward was not here to help you in? Mar 12 23:32:02 He was having a talk with his friends Mar 12 23:32:30 I'm going to kill him Mar 12 23:34:37 * Molly removes the rest of the corset before pulling her shift over the wound and putting his frockcoat on properly Mar 12 23:34:49 What has happened between the two of you? Mar 12 23:35:14 He got moody because I disagreed with Trague Mar 12 23:35:41 And then you wished to hit him. Mar 12 23:35:52 * Molly does up the buttons Mar 12 23:36:41 He was babbling on about showing deference, not contradicting him... and it occurred to me that he doesn't do that with me, so clearly his opinion of me is much lower... I said I'd go and grovel... Mar 12 23:37:15 * Molly glances at him Mar 12 23:37:26 You never grovel. Mar 12 23:38:03 he doesn't know that Mar 12 23:38:26 point is, I said I'd do what he was saying I should, but then he didn't want that either... it seems he has no respect for me Mar 12 23:38:54 * Molly frowns Mar 12 23:39:21 I will talk to him, if you wish. Mar 12 23:40:22 I don't see there's any point... Mar 12 23:41:07 Perhaps he is just very sensitive at present? Mar 12 23:42:13 * Morgan shrugs Mar 12 23:43:14 * Molly holds out her hand to him Mar 12 23:43:33 * Morgan takes it with his spare hand Mar 12 23:45:14 * Molly holds it the whole time it takes for Edward to return and tap on the door Mar 12 23:45:22 Come Mar 12 23:46:18 E: *he opens the door a little, opening it only just enough to pass in a towel, a small jug of water, and two bandages Mar 12 23:48:08 * Morgan takes them Mar 12 23:48:16 can't say I've ever been in charge of this bit Mar 12 23:48:39 E: Do you need me? Mar 12 23:49:14 I'll manage Mar 12 23:50:29 *Edward shuts the door* Mar 12 23:52:17 Use the water to wash off the wound,fold one bandage to pad the wound, and then wrap the bandage around me. *she lifts his coat and lowers the shift so he can get to it* Mar 12 23:52:41 * Morgan nods, following her instructions Mar 12 23:53:12 * Molly is soon sorted, sitting back against the seat Mar 12 23:53:19 Well done, liebling Mar 12 23:53:32 * Morgan nods, pushing the door open Mar 12 23:54:48 *Edward is stood outside, smoking a cigar* Is she alright? Mar 12 23:55:50 She will be Mar 12 23:56:14 E: Good. Are we ready? Mar 12 23:56:33 * Morgan nods, sitting back beside Molly Mar 12 23:58:35 *he extinguishes the cigar, getting in and sitting opposite. A rap on the coach roof has them moving off. Neither Molly nor Edward make conversation, but she sits close to Morgan as they travel through the dark streets towards the dock Mar 13 00:03:32 *Koen is on watch when they get there. Edward takes a small trunk from the coach, carrying it up the gangplank. Molly reminds him about the horse shoe before the two of them go below deck. Mar 13 00:03:56 * Morgan nods to Koen Mar 13 00:03:59 any issues? Mar 13 00:04:56 K: All quiet Mar 13 00:05:07 * Morgan nods before heading down below Mar 13 00:06:20 *The room Edward had before still has a little light around the door, and down the end of the hall so does his study Mar 13 00:08:21 * Morgan heads for his study Mar 13 00:09:56 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Mar 13 14:16:00 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 14:16:07 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 13 14:16:11 [14:06:39] Molly: *there is a lantern there, and HH reading, but no Molly* Mar 13 14:16:19 Good night? Mar 13 14:17:07 Not especially Mar 13 14:17:44 * HH gets up, pouring some Scotch Mar 13 14:17:52 Borin' old nobles? Mar 13 14:18:23 I dared to disagree with an Eisenfurst and Edward went spare Mar 13 14:18:35 * HH hands him a glass Mar 13 14:18:48 Still got tha' stick up his arse then? Mar 13 14:18:53 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:19:12 Apparently we have to be deferential, but I suppose that only applies to people he has any respect for Mar 13 14:19:50 * HH sips the scotch Mar 13 14:19:58 He still comin' with us? Mar 13 14:20:05 Don't really have any choice Mar 13 14:20:25 * HH nods Mar 13 14:20:34 Keep you apart for a day or two? Mar 13 14:20:53 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 14:21:52 Could just smack im Mar 13 14:22:13 It was a very close run thing. Where's Molly? Mar 13 14:22:33 Getting warmed up in yer room, I guess? Mar 13 14:23:20 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 13 14:23:29 thats another thing I want to hit him for Mar 13 14:24:44 'Less he got some mag'cal weirdness, he can't stop it being cold Mar 13 14:25:01 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 14:25:49 I was talking to Eisenfurst Posen... he took Molly outside to get ready to go... instead of helping her into the carriage, he went off to speak to his friends, she slipped and got stabbed by a broken bone in her corset Mar 13 14:26:17 *HH winces* She gonna be okay? Mar 13 14:26:41 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:26:49 He, on the other hand, might not... Mar 13 14:27:04 * HH nods Mar 13 14:27:14 Want me to clear off? Mar 13 14:27:33 I just need to check on her Mar 13 14:28:05 * HH nods, sitting back down with his drink Mar 13 14:28:52 [Are you alright blossom?] Mar 13 14:29:09 * Morgan empties his glass, motioning for a top up Mar 13 14:29:32 [yes... though I can't see if all the blood is gone] Mar 13 14:30:18 [Do you want my help?] Mar 13 14:30:48 [if you are not busy] Mar 13 14:31:05 * HH puts a large measure in Mar 13 14:31:33 I'm going to go help her, make sure she's gotten all the blood off Mar 13 14:31:43 That bad? Mar 13 14:32:27 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:32:49 G'night then, man Mar 13 14:32:53 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:32:54 night Mar 13 14:32:58 * Morgan heads off towards the bedroom Mar 13 14:33:05 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 13 14:33:51 * Molly is completely naked aside from the new pearls, her hair and makeup still done Mar 13 14:34:09 I think I haven managed, but I am not sure Mar 13 14:35:41 * Morgan gets closer to look Mar 13 14:36:06 * Molly turns. The skin is all clean and healed Mar 13 14:36:18 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:36:20 aye, you got it Mar 13 14:36:39 * Molly nods Mar 13 14:36:42 Good Mar 13 14:37:39 Are you ready to retire? Mar 13 14:41:17 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:41:18 I think so Mar 13 14:42:14 It will take me a little time to prepare, in case you needed some time to walk around Mar 13 14:43:13 * Morgan sighs Mar 13 14:43:15 might be an idea Mar 13 14:43:42 * Molly nods Mar 13 14:43:55 Alright, my love. I will be here Mar 13 14:44:39 * Morgan nods, heading back out Mar 13 14:47:18 ACTION is indeed still there after he has walked the ship top to bottom. Nothing seems out of place, and Sorgi seems to keep the ship with pride and fastidiousness as much as if she were his own. He knows tonight is his last on the ship for many weeks, just as it was exactly a year ago. That night, neither he nor Molly had slept. She'd given him a Mar 13 14:47:19 lock of her hair, a piece of cloth that smelled of her, a letter, her portrait. All the senses but taste, she had said Mar 13 14:48:24 * Morgan finishes his drink Mar 13 14:49:49 * Molly is already in bed, all the makeup and pins gone, not a duchess on display but a wife in wait. She smiles gently Mar 13 14:50:03 We have an early start in the morning Mar 13 14:50:23 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Mar 13 14:50:25 aye, we do Mar 13 14:50:59 I hope I was not a disappointment to you tonight Mar 13 14:51:45 Not at all blossom... you handled Angelique very well Mar 13 14:52:03 What she wants is attention Mar 13 14:52:27 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:52:41 * Molly smiles slightly "and what she is in want of is good manners" Mar 13 14:53:03 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:53:09 I was not impressed with how she spoke to you Mar 13 14:53:24 * Molly shrugs Mar 13 14:54:04 She will soon learn that I will not give her a loss of my composure Mar 13 14:55:09 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:55:41 If I can ride out all my feelings over my heritage, I can certainly handle the silliness of a woman beyond her prime Mar 13 14:57:03 a commendable way to look at it Mar 13 14:57:39 * Molly smiles Mar 13 14:58:35 Were I to lose my temper, or become tearful, all I do is announce to the world that I have lost control of myself. I would not have those at Court see me so vulnerable Mar 13 14:59:57 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:59:58 wise Mar 13 15:00:40 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:01:06 I will not bring gossip upon you, nor damage your reputation, if I can help it Mar 13 15:01:24 I do that well enough on my own Mar 13 15:02:30 * Molly frowns Mar 13 15:02:44 Edward has hurt you as well as annoyed you? Mar 13 15:03:56 I am hurt by the realisation he holds so little regard for me... as for what I said, its something I was discussing with the Eisenfursten Mar 13 15:05:44 * Molly turns on her side so she can watch him Mar 13 15:05:55 You were? Mar 13 15:06:24 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:07:21 What is she like? Mar 13 15:11:01 Tough to say... I couldn't even tell you if she likes or approves of me... Mar 13 15:12:11 A wise woman, perhaps, not giving much away? Mar 13 15:12:35 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:12:50 We're of a similar aim, though, that much I do know Mar 13 15:13:42 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:13:48 I am glad of that Mar 13 15:13:56 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:17:39 Did she say you were harming your reputation with me? Mar 13 15:19:21 No, no.... we were talking about me doing what I feel is right, and she asked if marrying Dietlinde was right, with the harm it did my reputation and standing Mar 13 15:19:50 That is rather personal! Mar 13 15:20:09 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 15:21:10 What did you say? Mar 13 15:21:43 That I did Mar 13 15:22:02 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:22:53 There does not seem to be much gossip now Mar 13 15:23:35 I don't know about that... I heard a few of them talking about us... or me, specifically Mar 13 15:24:17 In time, it will settle. It is unusual for a sudden jump in status as we have had... and I hardly blend in! Mar 13 15:26:09 Like a rose in a field of corn Mar 13 15:26:36 * Molly blushes Mar 13 15:26:43 You think so? Mar 13 15:28:21 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:29:49 * Molly smiles "thank you, my love. I do do feel perhaps it would be easier had I had the golden Rosenkrantz hair" Mar 13 15:30:04 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:30:05 maybe Mar 13 15:30:41 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:30:54 I would not stand out so much Mar 13 15:32:58 No, I suppose not Mar 13 15:33:26 * Molly nods, kissing his cheek Mar 13 15:34:13 I am sorry I disappeared from you and Edward, I could not think of another way to avoid His Grace Mar 13 15:36:57 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:37:14 It was the best thing you could do in the situation Mar 13 15:37:42 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:37:53 I am commanded to avoid him? Mar 13 15:38:39 I didn't say that, did I? Mar 13 15:39:08 No, but I wondered Mar 13 15:42:11 the trouble caused by my refusing to allow him to take you as his mistress would be great, according to Edward Mar 13 15:43:46 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:44:14 We will not agree on whether he would even be interested in a girl like me anyway, I think Mar 13 15:47:41 Edward and I do, however Mar 13 15:47:48 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:48:01 On that, at least, there is unity between you Mar 13 15:48:10 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:49:42 * Molly strokes his arm "there will be unity again, I am sure" Mar 13 15:51:54 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 15:52:30 * Molly squeezes gently Mar 13 15:52:43 How can I help you tonight, my love? Mar 13 15:56:58 I don't know love Mar 13 15:57:13 Are you ready to sleep? Mar 13 15:57:55 No, but I think I should try Mar 13 15:58:40 * Molly nods slowly Mar 13 15:58:55 I could perhaps help you? Mar 13 15:59:07 how do you mean? Mar 13 15:59:49 I... uhhh... could do a certain thing with my mouth that oft relaxes you? Mar 13 15:59:59 * Morgan looks confused Mar 13 16:01:02 * Molly looks mildly frustrated and helpless at this "beneath the sheets..." Mar 13 16:01:47 oh... I thought you were talking about using your magic, hence the confusion Mar 13 16:02:53 No, my love Mar 13 16:03:31 If you are sure? Mar 13 16:03:44 Absolutely Mar 13 16:04:01 * Morgan nods Mar 13 16:07:43 ACTION wriggles down the bed under the sheets, and spends time slowly building the intensity, making him be in the moment and less in his own head. She ensures he is very deep in her throat when he reaches orgasm, clenching and her throat muscles for his pleasure. Once he is fully spent, she comes back up to lie in his arms, her head on his chest Mar 13 16:07:43 and listening to his heartbeat slow Mar 13 16:10:29 * Morgan sighs deeply, satisfied Mar 13 16:10:50 Would you like me to sing? Mar 13 16:12:44 please Mar 13 16:12:53 * Molly does so, and he feels himself drift off for quicker than he anticipated Mar 13 16:14:45 **He starts to dream. It is early February. He had sent on a letter and dress to Tawstock for Molly last month, but he is already getting close to the point where he will be late. However, having had to force himself to make an appearance at court so he could discover whether he could has delayed him. Mar 13 16:14:46 **Being in the Eisen capital has given him time to hear his first language, interact with the people. It is reconnection with homeland, with Sudlachenburg . He is strolling the dock the day before he is due to sail with Holzheim when he sees in the distance the one man in the world he would prefer to avoid. Edward. Mar 13 16:15:51 * Morgan mutters, moving into a doorway to keep an eye on him Mar 13 16:16:31 **Edward is descending a gangplank from a merchant ship. It has an angel as the figurehead. He is neat, well dressed, and looks, damn him to hell, happy. Mar 13 16:17:51 * Morgan stares at him, watching him move Mar 13 16:18:16 **Edward stops at the bottom, crouching down and holding out his arms as if encouraging a child to him, but as yet Morgan cannot see because the gangplank is boarded at the sides for safety. Mar 13 16:19:09 * Morgan frowns, moving storefronts to another for a better view Mar 13 16:19:14 **The little girl who toddles down is Jana, right into Edward's waiting arms Mar 13 16:19:30 what the hell?! Mar 13 16:20:02 *the man at the store says "help you?" Mar 13 16:21:26 No Mar 13 16:22:16 **Dietlinde follows them, though her unbound straight blonde hair obscures her face. It shines with multiple shades in the sun. Her day dress is a lilac colour, like she wore on Jana's christening day. Mar 13 16:22:53 * Morgan slowly moves again for a better look Mar 13 16:24:02 **Edward kisses her on the lips, then picks Jana up. She looks like she hasn't changed at all in the two and a half years since he saw her, still a toddler* Mar 13 16:26:21 * Morgan scowls, confused Mar 13 16:26:28 **Edward points out something, and the woman turns. It isn't Dietlinde. Of course it isn't. She smiles at Edward though, and he offers her his arm, leading her away from the ship and away from Morgan** Mar 13 16:27:01 * Morgan flexes his fingers before balling them into fists a few times Mar 13 16:28:46 *The object of his dislike takes the woman and child to a carriage, though gets distracted by talking to the driver, leaving them to climb in. The woman slips on the step, dropping Jana. Mar 13 16:29:23 * Morgan makes his way slowly towards them Mar 13 16:30:37 *The girl's crying, caused by pain, is so familiar, hard to hear Mar 13 16:31:59 * Morgan grinds his teeth, still moving Mar 13 16:32:52 *Edward picks up the child, tenderly holding her and trying to settle her. He looks at the woman with concern, talking Mar 13 16:34:41 * Morgan moves quicker Mar 13 16:35:44 *he gets in speaking distance. The girl is still crying, Edward has his back to Morgan, and the woman is safely in the carriage Mar 13 16:38:52 * Morgan speaks quietly, hoarsly Mar 13 16:39:10 You think you deserve happiness? Especially with people that look like those you took from me... Mar 13 16:40:37 * Molly turns around, looking over Morgan a moment before he hands the child into the carriage and shutting the door. He stands in front of it protectively, glaring at Morgan Mar 13 16:40:51 Leave them alone, or you die. Mar 13 16:40:58 * Molly is now known as Edward Mar 13 16:45:21 No, Edward, you're the woman and child murderer, not me... Mar 13 16:45:38 I touched no one. Mar 13 16:46:53 Symantics. Though, since _you_ didn't kill my wife and daughter, your threat would hold no water as long as I don't do anything _myself_... Mar 13 16:47:30 Go away, Morgan. No one needs you here in Eisen anymore. Mar 13 16:49:22 Funny, that, my father thinks otherwise... I wonder what that'll be like for you, knowing I am always near enough to do harm, to bring you to your knees, wondering the whole time if I'm capable of the sort of evil that resides in your heart Mar 13 16:52:10 When I get to Sudlachenburg with my wife and child, Father will welcome me and you will be forgotten. I am giving them what they wanted, marriage to a _noble_ woman, with a noble child. Father will protect us from you. Mar 13 16:52:31 * Morgan grabs him suddenly before throwing him on the ground Mar 13 16:52:58 You will never be safe from me, Edward. And I'm _very_ good at going where I please, unnoticed. Mar 13 16:53:07 *People around are now paying interest* Mar 13 16:53:42 You would not hurt your niece. _I_ have done the right thing, you did not. Mar 13 16:54:00 * Morgan smiles Mar 13 16:54:18 what do they know Edward? What you did? Or are you playing the honourable man? Mar 13 16:55:08 My wife knows what I did to save Sudlachenburg after your error. *He stands up, brushing off dirt from his coat* Mar 13 16:55:31 Lets see, shall we? Mar 13 16:56:53 Why do you care? You've been gone years, you even abandoned your best friends. Mar 13 16:57:08 * Morgan grabs him again, pulling him close Mar 13 16:58:43 Perhaps I'll explain in great detail the screams of the woman who looks remarkably like your wife, and the child that looks _just_ like yours, describe the smell of their flesh... the smug look on your face when I challenged you. Mar 13 16:58:54 * Edward kneels him in the groin, far from playing fair. Mar 13 16:59:33 Leave. My family. Alone. Mar 13 16:59:45 * Morgan laughs harshly Mar 13 17:00:21 Every day, Edward... Every day, you'll be looking over your shoulder, wondering what the man who replaced the loving brother you had is willing to do, _when_ he will do it Mar 13 17:01:38 I am going to tell Father what you've threatened. You will be banished, the guards will watch for you. Heinzharold and Claudia will believe when I say I saw you and you have lost your mind. Mar 13 17:01:58 * Morgan smiles Mar 13 17:03:16 **The carriage door flings open, knocking Edward away. The little girl stood there looks right at Morgan Mar 13 17:03:50 No... because when they learn what _you_ did, they'll kill you. Leaving no-one left to protect _anyone_ important to you... Mar 13 17:04:16 [16:55:26] Edward: **The carriage door flings open, knocking Edward away. The little girl stood there looks right at @Morgan Mar 13 17:05:04 * Morgan looks at her Mar 13 17:05:48 Hello. I Florrie. *she looks so very much like Jana, except this close he can see her eyes are grey, not blue* Mar 13 17:06:26 Florrie... I'm Morgan Mar 13 17:06:49 F: Morning? Mar 13 17:07:03 * Morgan says it slower Mar 13 17:07:11 Its an Avalonian name Mar 13 17:07:38 * Edward watches Morgan like someone would watch a snake, warily, waiting to snatch his child away Mar 13 17:08:10 F: Vati friend? Mar 13 17:08:55 No, definitely not... he was my brother Mar 13 17:09:36 F: *she just looks confused, and holds her arms out to him* Mar 13 17:10:19 * Morgan picks her up gently Mar 13 17:10:29 Aren't you a little treasure Mar 13 17:11:48 * Edward grits his teeth, positively vibrating with tension. Florrie looks completely sweet and trusting Mar 13 17:12:49 *Alice climbs down. Though she shares some traits with Dietlinde, up close they aren't very alike. She watches Morgan warily too* Mar 13 17:13:51 A: Please, don't. Mar 13 17:16:52 * Morgan looks at Florrie Mar 13 17:17:04 you look very much like my little girl Mar 13 17:17:15 F: *she feels exactly like Jana that last morning. She even smells similar, faintly of lily of the valley as their clothes always used to* Mar 13 17:17:22 F: where girl? Mar 13 17:17:54 She died, taken away from me Mar 13 17:19:29 F: *she doesn't seem to know what it means. When she says Vati, she obviously means Edward, but coming from that face, it's so similar* Mar 13 17:19:54 * Edward and Alice look at each other, both looking anxious Mar 13 17:19:55 * Morgan frowns briefly before holding her out to Edward Mar 13 17:20:27 * Edward tries to take her, but she looks at Morgan "sad?" Mar 13 17:20:34 * Morgan nods Mar 13 17:20:35 always Mar 13 17:21:19 *Florrie hugs him around the neck, her face against his skin* Mar 13 17:21:59 * Morgan frowns harder before rubbing her back Mar 13 17:22:05 Come on, go to your mother Mar 13 17:23:04 *Alice comes to take her, looking pleadingly at Morgan, as if she would beg for her daughters life if it wouldn't alarm the girl* Mar 13 17:23:19 * Morgan hands her over gently Mar 13 17:24:14 *Alice hugs the girl close, taking her into the Carriage. Edward watches Morgan Mar 13 17:24:29 * Morgan looks at his brother for a moment before looking away Mar 13 17:25:00 Forgive me... I was overcome. It still hurts. I would never harm them, I swear Mar 13 17:25:29 * Edward nods, looking distressed Mar 13 17:26:42 I know. You would never live with how it feels to wake up each day afterwards. Mar 13 17:27:32 I've wished every day that I wake up that I didn't. Please, don't have them banish me, I could not bear to never see mother again Mar 13 17:29:59 I used to pray, every single day morning and night, that someone would find a flaw in your plan, annul your marriage. Set us back to how it once was, where all the faith I had in you was restored. Where how I looked up to you was deserved. I prayed for that for _years_. Then I knew no help was coming, not from God, not from Father, and not from Mar 13 17:30:00 You. Mar 13 17:31:46 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 17:31:52 Don't. Mar 13 17:32:19 * Edward shrugs Mar 13 17:33:58 Go home, Morgan. Go to Mother. I will meet you, and you can take my life if that is what will bring you peace. But you will allow me to settle my wife and child there safely under Father's protection first. Mar 13 17:35:02 Thats why I left... because I couldn't do that to mother... and I won't do that to Florrie or... your wife. I will not harm any of you. Mar 13 17:35:38 Alice. My wife is called Alice. Mar 13 17:36:50 * Morgan nods Mar 13 17:37:23 please assure her they are entirely safe... I would not see her looking over her shoulder the rest of her life Mar 13 17:37:31 * Edward nods Mar 13 17:38:01 You are going back to the place with the standing stones in Avalon? Mar 13 17:38:29 That is not where I was any more, but Avalon, yes Mar 13 17:39:02 Uncle Christopher writes and asks of you. You will be welcomed and safe there. Mar 13 17:39:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 17:39:37 I am keeping someone safe where I am Mar 13 17:40:42 Father knows where we are to find you if something happens to him or Mother? Mar 13 17:41:39 * Morgan nods Mar 13 17:42:39 * Edward puts his hands in his pockets Mar 13 17:42:48 We will see each other again. Mar 13 17:43:11 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 17:43:23 Maybe. When I can trust myself Mar 13 17:43:56 * Edward nods Mar 13 17:44:03 Goodbye, Morgan. Mar 13 17:44:10 * Morgan nods, walking away Mar 13 17:45:54 *he hears the carriage pull away behind him. Holzheim's ship is further down the dock, waiting to take him in a little simple cabin back to Tawstock Mar 13 17:46:48 * Morgan heads for the ship Mar 13 17:48:15 *he gets down to his own room, where his possessions are just one simple back, contained in which is a wooden box that holds the little tokens of affection Molly gave him* Mar 13 17:48:34 Bag* Mar 13 17:49:12 * Morgan looks through them slowly Mar 13 17:50:31 *the lock of hair with it's curl wraps around his finger. The fabric smells still, two months after leaving her, of rose water and when he has held her* Mar 13 17:52:14 * Morgan curls up into a corner of the ned Mar 13 17:52:18 bed* Mar 13 17:53:06 *everything is so silent, and he is so very alone* Mar 13 17:54:23 * Morgan quietly sobs to himself Mar 13 17:54:48 *what wakes him is Molly saying "hmm?" Mar 13 17:55:18 * Morgan sits up suddenly Mar 13 17:57:10 * Edward does likewise "liebling, what's wrong? You said my name?" Mar 13 17:57:17 * Edward is now known as Molly Mar 13 17:57:36 * Morgan wipes his face Mar 13 17:57:39 nightmare Mar 13 17:57:56 * Molly strokes his arm Mar 13 17:58:08 Do you need me to calm you with magic? Mar 13 17:58:56 * Morgan nods sadly Mar 13 18:00:17 * Molly does so, laying a hand on his chest. Though his emotions are unchanged, he physiologically is calmed. She then opens her arms to him Mar 13 18:01:07 * Morgan curls up against her Mar 13 18:02:07 * Molly holds him firmly Mar 13 18:02:28 It's alright... I am here, my love... it's okay Mar 13 18:04:43 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 13 18:05:50 * Molly strokes his hair, staying quiet, but he can feel from her emotions that she wants to nurture, protect and love him Mar 13 18:07:18 * Morgan draws a deep, ragged breath Mar 13 18:08:43 If you wish to talk, I am here for you, always. Mar 13 18:08:56 I'm not ready to Mar 13 18:09:18 Alright, liebling Mar 13 18:09:49 * Molly continues to just hold him Mar 13 18:10:41 * Morgan tells her about the dream Mar 13 18:10:59 * Molly nods Mar 13 18:11:21 That is understandably painful Mar 13 18:11:52 I was... _awful_ Mar 13 18:12:15 You were hurting... Mar 13 18:12:28 still Mar 13 18:13:00 No. Not still. Your reaction is no different than most people's would be. Mar 13 18:13:24 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 18:17:33 I am not most people Mar 13 18:17:42 and most people would not threaten a woman and child Mar 13 18:18:10 Confronted with him like that, after what he did, his happiness... and _Florrie_. It is perfectly understandable to respond as you did. Mar 13 18:19:02 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 18:19:03 no Mar 13 18:20:25 You set a standard so high for yourself that you would never set for someone else... if it were Heinzharold, for example. Mar 13 18:21:15 * Morgan shrugs disconsolately Mar 13 18:21:53 * Molly kisses his forehead Mar 13 18:22:02 Do you wish to go? Mar 13 18:22:14 go where? Mar 13 18:22:53 To get coffee, or on deck? Sometimes like this, I cannot reach you nor reason with you, and you go Mar 13 18:23:18 I think it best, no point us both being awake Mar 13 18:23:52 I will be awake regardless, until you are settled once more. Mar 13 18:24:11 You should sleep... I don't know I will be able to settle back down after this Mar 13 18:24:44 * Molly gently lets go of him Mar 13 18:24:50 I make no promises Mar 13 18:25:20 * Morgan nods, getting up and pulling his clothes on Mar 13 18:26:03 What time is it? *at a guess, it is quarter after two* Mar 13 18:26:26 after two, but not by much Mar 13 18:26:37 That is early... Mar 13 18:26:44 * Morgan nods Mar 13 18:27:20 * Molly lets him go Mar 13 18:29:45 * Morgan heads to the galley to make coffee Mar 13 18:31:03 *he sees no one whilst doing this* Mar 13 18:33:12 * Morgan takes a strong coffee up on deck, heading to the prow Mar 13 18:33:55 *Sorgi is on deck, giving Morgan a brief nod but letting him be* Mar 13 18:34:59 * Morgan has drunk about half his coffee before wandering back over to Sorgi Mar 13 18:35:06 I'll take over if you want to get some sleep Mar 13 18:38:39 S: Only on til four, m'lord Mar 13 18:38:58 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Mar 13 18:39:40 I know, but some is better than nothing Mar 13 18:40:49 Normally I'd say don't worry, but with you all leaving in a few hours I'll take you up on that Mar 13 18:40:55 * Morgan nods Mar 13 18:43:08 You and her Excellency haven't had a fight, have you? If so, you should resolve it rather than take on my work. Mar 13 18:43:28 No, no... just a nightmare but I'm not ready to go back to sleep Mar 13 18:43:41 * Sorgi nods Mar 13 18:43:54 She's all yours then Mar 13 18:44:28 sleep well captain Mar 13 18:49:27 * Sorgi inclines his head before going below Mar 13 18:50:36 * Morgan gets settled against the rail Mar 13 18:51:21 *it is still dark an hour and a half later when Koen comes up to take off Mar 13 18:51:45 K: Thought Cap'n had middle Mar 13 18:52:31 * Morgan nods Mar 13 18:52:39 I couldn't sleep so I sent him to get some sleep himself Mar 13 18:52:47 * Sorgi nods Mar 13 18:53:21 K: hopefully you can get a couple more hours before dawn Mar 13 18:53:58 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 18:53:59 maybe Mar 13 18:55:28 *koen starts checking things over, Morgan's cue that he is off watch now Mar 13 18:56:49 * Morgan heads back down to his room Mar 13 18:57:20 *it is all dark, but he can just make out that Molly is asleep on his side of the bed Mar 13 18:58:16 * Morgan quietly lowers himself into a chair to doze Mar 13 19:01:07 **He falls asleep, into the thread with the accidental pregnancy. He hadn't told Evie and Siobahn before they arrived at the monestary, thinking he would have chance there. However, there was trouble with the monks, and other issues he had to deal with. Unlike reality, there were no other Eisenmen there. All in all, the trip had felt pointless Mar 13 19:01:08 * Sorgi has quit (Excess Flood) Mar 13 19:01:12 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:01:19 **He falls asleep, into the thread with the accidental pregnancy. He hadn't told Evie and Siobahn before they arrived at the monestary, thinking he would have chance there. However, there was trouble with the monks, and other issues he had to deal with. Unlike reality, there were no other Eisenmen there. All in all, the trip had felt pointless Mar 13 19:01:19 * MollyK has quit (Excess Flood) Mar 13 19:01:24 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:02:35 **He falls asleep, into the thread with the accidental pregnancy. He hadn't told Evie and Siobahn before they arrived at the monestary, thinking he would have chance there. However, there was trouble with the monks, and other issues he had to deal with. Unlike reality, there were no other Eisenmen there. All in all, the trip had felt pointless Mar 13 19:02:35 especially when he had far bigger problems left behind in Tawstock. Mar 13 19:03:00 **He had dealt with Siobahn first, one evening after dinner on the Coral. She had been far more pushy than Catherine, forcing him to reveal that Molly was with child, and then giving him the silent treatment the rest of the voyage with no explanation, the friendship seemingly ruined. Mar 13 19:03:18 **Evie had been upset, hurt that he would marry Molly having rejected her own fairly recent overtures. He didn't see much point in not telling her about the child, as Siobhan would probably tell her. She was upset about this too, and by the time the Coral dropped them in Tawstock, Evie had decided she was not returning to Catherine's but staying Mar 13 19:03:18 with Siobahn instead. Neither of them would come to the estate when Catherine offered hospitality, and the latter seemed torn between them all. Mar 13 19:03:18 **Back at Catherine's house by late afternoon, she has gone off on her own, leaving Morgan to deal with everything** Mar 13 19:04:25 * Morgan catches up on his paperwork Mar 13 19:05:11 *a maid brings him coffee as he is finishing, quietly setting it down on the desk Mar 13 19:06:53 * Morgan glances up at her, thanking her Mar 13 19:08:54 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 13 19:17:20 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:17:37 [19:02:12] MollyK: *she curtsies* If you're wanting Molly, she's in the cottage by the gatehouse Mar 13 19:17:42 [19:03:52] MollyK: ((You know I meant Catherine had gone off alone, yeah?)) Mar 13 19:18:26 ((yeah)) Mar 13 19:18:43 * Morgan nods, gathering his papers and putting them away Mar 13 19:18:45 how has she been? Mar 13 19:19:11 Poorly Mar 13 19:20:51 how so? Mar 13 19:21:13 Sick, sleeping a lot Mar 13 19:22:58 alright, I'll go check on her Mar 13 19:25:31 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 13 19:45:49 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:47:08 Maid: is it true you're gonna married her, Sir? Mar 13 19:54:46 * Morgan nods Mar 13 19:54:48 aye it is Mar 13 19:55:28 M: *she nods, curtsying and going* Mar 13 19:55:42 * Morgan gathers his things and heads over to the cottage Mar 13 19:57:34 * MollyK opens the door. She looks like she has lost weight whilst he has been away, but she is tidily dressed, and the kitchen smells of fresh bread and ginger Mar 13 19:58:06 * Morgan looks her over Mar 13 20:00:32 * MollyK looks a little pale too, but she smiles Mar 13 20:00:42 Hello, Morgan Mar 13 20:01:59 Molly... how are you? Mar 13 20:02:27 * MollyK lets him in. It's not homely, but it is clean, and she takes his coat before offering him a seat at the table. Mar 13 20:02:44 I am better than last week. How are you? Mar 13 20:02:53 * Morgan shrugs briefly Mar 13 20:02:59 I'm told you've been unwell Mar 13 20:06:09 I have. I only have hot ginger and lemon, no tea or coffee, I cannot keep either of them down still Mar 13 20:06:34 Have you spoken with a doctor? Mar 13 20:09:49 I do not need to, I am told the early weeks often come with sickness and it will ease now as the third month begins Mar 13 20:09:58 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:10:03 Alright Mar 13 20:10:26 My father has objected at the reading of the banns Mar 13 20:10:41 * Morgan sighs Mar 13 20:10:44 of course he did Mar 13 20:12:22 It will delay the process whilst he is give a fortnight to discuss the objection with Reverend Paulson. The church here takes a dim view on marriage without parental approval Mar 13 20:13:48 I'll talk to him Mar 13 20:14:02 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:14:07 Thank you. Mar 13 20:14:25 * MollyK sits down herself, hands resting on the table Mar 13 20:15:08 If you wish to pull out, now would be a good moment *she grimaces a little at the term and how it relates to them being in this situation at all* Mar 13 20:17:44 No, I gave you my word Mar 13 20:18:51 And you have had more time to reflect upon it since then Mar 13 20:19:42 If I thought there was a _better_ way to move forward, I would say so, but my word is my bond. Mar 13 20:22:25 * MollyK nods "I do notto trap you in marriage when in term you might find the capacity to love again and seek to wed her" Mar 13 20:22:31 Ooops Mar 13 20:23:00 [20:14:36] • MollyK nods "I am wary of trapping you in marriage when in time you might find the capacity to love again and seek to wed her" Mar 13 20:23:46 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 20:25:04 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:25:40 You wished to discuss upon your return where you want me to live Mar 13 20:26:02 You have thoughts on that? Mar 13 20:26:26 No. I will do whatever you ask Mar 13 20:26:43 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 20:26:58 I've not decided... The trip was taxing Mar 13 20:27:15 The sea was rough? Mar 13 20:27:53 No, not particularly... speaking to Lady Torrington was... as for Captain Tsaylur and Eiblinn... it did not go well Mar 13 20:28:09 * MollyK bows her head Mar 13 20:28:21 I am sorry Mar 13 20:28:38 Don't... its not your fault. What grounds did your father object on? Mar 13 20:29:38 That he does not consent. I have not seen him, he has seen my mother in thirteen pregnancies, he would have known immediately Mar 13 20:30:17 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:30:21 Right Mar 13 20:30:43 What will you tell him. Mar 13 20:30:55 That he needs to shut up and consent Mar 13 20:31:05 * MollyK smiles slightly Mar 13 20:31:12 And if he will not? Mar 13 20:32:41 I'll tell him louder Mar 13 20:32:59 My father is very obstinate and stubborn Mar 13 20:34:47 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:35:01 Then it is time he met his match in that Mar 13 20:35:18 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:35:42 I wish he could understand that it was all just an awful mistake Mar 13 20:36:07 he doesn't strike me as the reasonable sort Mar 13 20:36:27 No, he is not. He does not take bad news with good grace Mar 13 20:37:13 oh well Mar 13 20:38:05 * MollyK gives him a half-hearted smile Mar 13 20:38:20 I've rather ruined your life, I am sorry. Mar 13 20:39:27 I don't see how Mar 13 20:39:52 Yo have to wed. You have to be a father again. You would have chosen neither. Mar 13 20:41:41 No... I would have chosen to keep on trying to get killed Mar 13 20:41:55 I hope you will stop that? Mar 13 20:42:11 I think I must Mar 13 20:42:24 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:42:40 It would be preferable for your child. Mar 13 20:43:57 and you? Mar 13 20:44:47 It has been preferable to me that you do not die for many months, but I have not thought that of much relevance to you Mar 13 20:45:35 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:46:21 I only hope that you do not become resentful of the child and I for delaying your reunion. Mar 13 20:49:45 I will do all I can not to Mar 13 20:54:17 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 13 20:59:50 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 20:59:55 * MollyK nods sadly Mar 13 21:00:23 Perhaps if needs be, I can go on with the child alone... Mar 13 21:04:26 Dietlinde would not approve of me abandoning you and my child Mar 13 21:05:24 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 13 21:11:52 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 13 21:12:17 [21:03:22] • MollyK shrugs slightly "perhaps destiny needs you for longer. Who is to say, but the Lord and Lady themselves?" Mar 13 21:12:48 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 21:14:17 They will be waiting for you, when your time is through. Mar 13 21:15:37 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:17:34 * MollyK watches him specutively "As we are to be tied together for at least twenty years, if you stay, I hope we might at least have a good, close friendship where we may confide in each other" Mar 13 21:18:38 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:18:41 I hope so Mar 13 21:19:30 I am going to be staying here in the cottage until you have decided what is to happen next Mar 13 21:20:23 I suppose... I should as well. Mar 13 21:21:02 Would you not prefer to wait until after the ceremony? Mar 13 21:21:36 And if people start noticing? Mar 13 21:21:53 That you are not here? Mar 13 21:22:01 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:23:06 I suppose so. But I am not opposed to separate households in the future if that is preferable to you Mar 13 21:23:56 Maybe... we'll see Mar 13 21:25:31 It will become obvious in time to those around us that it is not a marriage built on love, which is fine Mar 13 21:27:41 You deserve better Mar 13 21:28:34 I was not in love with John, nor in love with Curtis. A practical marriage is rather what I expected, there are just less expectations of me to perform marital duties or produce many children. In some ways, this is a much better state of affairs for me. Mar 13 21:30:21 Because you will have a child? Mar 13 21:31:26 Because I will not have to go to bed with a man at all, unless I choose to one day quietly take a lover. Mar 13 21:32:10 * Morgan nods, frowning slightly Mar 13 21:32:33 That was what we agreed...? Mar 13 21:32:40 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:32:43 I know, I know Mar 13 21:32:52 But...? Mar 13 21:33:01 But nothing, that is what was agreed Mar 13 21:33:41 You seem to have reservations now. I swear I would be discrete and no one would know of it Mar 13 21:34:08 Its fine, don't fret at it Mar 13 21:34:43 I know many men would despise that, but we will not be a normal wedded couple Mar 13 21:35:40 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 13 21:36:50 It would not be for many years, nor without my telling you in advance Mar 13 21:38:21 * Morgan nods again Mar 13 21:40:02 Thank you. Much as I am scared this is all a huge mistake, I am grateful you will stand by me Mar 13 21:41:06 I understand your concern Mar 13 21:41:32 You are scared too? Mar 13 21:41:44 Some Mar 13 21:43:24 I am sorry. It must be awful for a man to discover he has a child with a woman he doesn't want to be tied to her but is bound by his honour to do so, especially when his heart is utterly committed elsewhere Mar 13 21:46:14 And yet the idea of you taking a lover bothers me... Mar 13 21:46:17 * Morgan shrugs, sighing Mar 13 21:46:35 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 13 21:51:01 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 21:51:14 [21:35:34] MollyK: I am sorry. It must be awful for a man to discover he has a child with a woman he doesn't want to be tied to her but is bound by his honour to do so, especially when his heart is utterly committed elsewhere Mar 13 21:51:47 And yet the idea of you taking a lover bothers me... Mar 13 21:51:48 * Morgan shrugs, sighing Mar 13 21:52:33 Perhaps you worry I will have my heart broken, or be harmed, or it may impact your child's happiness Mar 13 21:53:28 Maybe Mar 13 21:54:36 We are to be close friends raising a child, as close as kin really. No doubt you would be as concerned about a sister or cousin taking a lover Mar 13 21:57:53 * Morgan frowns Mar 13 21:58:15 * MollyK frowns also Mar 13 21:58:23 I am displeasing you Mar 13 21:59:43 * Morgan sighs Mar 13 21:59:53 if it were that simple, why did I feel jealousy at the idea? Mar 13 22:02:14 I don't know... maybe that although the consequences have been way beyond what we anticipated or wanted, you can recall some of what happened without disgust, and the thought of my having something that was sweet, and honest, and tender again with someone else is unpleasant? Mar 13 22:03:19 It shouldn't have happened, but I cannot deny that the desire was real Mar 13 22:03:38 * MollyK nods Mar 13 22:05:36 And that has been a comfort these few weeks of sickness and strain. This child was conceived drunkenly and ill-advisedly, but he or she was conceived with care, trust, and enjoyment Mar 13 22:08:25 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 13 22:11:10 * MollyK watches him "I am glad of that, rather than it having been scary or awful. It will make it easier to go along now as friends that it was not" Mar 13 22:11:34 * Morgan nods slightly, looking at the window Mar 13 22:12:17 * MollyK watches his profile a few moments Mar 13 22:13:18 I will make arrangements to have another bed brought over for the front bedroom and arrange some sheets and things for you, if that is what you wish? Mar 13 22:13:53 I think that would be best Mar 13 22:14:36 I should warn you, I have not been making meals or things of late, I have been too unwell or tired, so I'm afraid things will be a little rough here to start with Mar 13 22:15:06 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 22:15:13 I'll have food brought over, or I will cook Mar 13 22:15:42 * MollyK smiles warmly, looking less tense "you ca Mar 13 22:15:59 n cook?" Mar 13 22:16:31 some Mar 13 22:16:47 I look forward to seeing that Mar 13 22:17:23 *he feels a gentle shake of his shoulder* Mar 13 22:19:19 * MollyK gently shakes his shoulder in reality, waking him. There's a single lantern lit, and she is wrapped in a sheet "Liebes herz?" Mar 13 22:19:47 * Morgan blinks a few times Mar 13 22:19:49 yes? Mar 13 22:20:15 You drifted off, my love. It is just after six, I thought you might want to get an early start as the ferry is at ten Mar 13 22:20:38 * Morgan nods, shaking himself briefly Mar 13 22:21:06 * MollyK kisses his crown Mar 13 22:21:17 I worried when you were not in bed Mar 13 22:21:31 I was hoping I could avoid dreaming by sitting up Mar 13 22:21:45 And did you? Mar 13 22:22:00 no Mar 13 22:22:24 Something nice? Mar 13 22:22:45 No, not really Mar 13 22:23:12 Do you wish to tell me? Mar 13 22:24:08 * Morgan does so Mar 13 22:25:37 I do not understand why this keeps coming up. It is too impossible to be an alternate path Mar 13 22:28:20 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 22:29:40 You seemed to have been struggling with something, certainly Mar 13 22:30:24 * Morgan nods Mar 13 22:31:22 * MollyK watches him a moment Mar 13 22:31:42 Do you need some space until the lingering feelings have settled? Mar 13 22:32:07 No, I've upset you enough Mar 13 22:32:25 * MollyK frowns Mar 13 22:32:32 How so? Mar 13 22:32:55 by needing my space last night... I know you find that hurtful Mar 13 22:34:43 It hurts me only that perhaps you do not feel you can trust me enough to be completely vulnerable with me, but I understand the need to have enough external space to deal with what is happening within your internal space Mar 13 22:36:11 It is not that I don't trust you enough... I just have to deal with it my own way Mar 13 22:36:23 * MollyK nods Mar 13 22:38:02 I understand that. I only hope that one day, when you have become more as you used to be, you are able to be as vulnerable with me as you used to be with those around you Mar 13 22:40:41 You wish me to be more as I used to be? Mar 13 22:44:23 I wish you to be whoever you are at any given time, but I do ask myself if your lack vulnerability with me is something I am somehow preventing you from expressing Mar 13 22:57:53 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 22:58:33 No, blossom Mar 13 23:02:12 * MollyK nods Mar 13 23:02:31 Go if you wish, my love Mar 13 23:03:30 You are sure? Mar 13 23:05:26 * MollyK nods Mar 13 23:05:29 I am Mar 13 23:06:56 * Morgan nods, kissing her cheek before heading up on deck Mar 13 23:09:16 *It's all quiet on the ship, but on the dock people are preparing for their business day, setting up stalls and hauling wares still in the winter darkness, a dawn not until almost eight o'clock. Mar 13 23:13:17 * Morgan rolls his neck and shoulders, watching the people Mar 13 23:16:20 *Bothe Sorgi And Claudia come up on deck at the same time, her with a well packed kit bag and several weapons. They are stood slightly out of the way, and only Morgan's very sharp hearing will allow him to listen to them, if he concentrates hard Mar 13 23:16:32 * Morgan does so Mar 13 23:17:50 S: Take care of yourself, Claude. Lean on Morgan if you need support or if you get any flashbacks Mar 13 23:20:09 C: I will, and I know he does. You take care of yourself too. I'm going to miss you, I guess. Mar 13 23:20:23 Know he cares* Mar 13 23:21:29 S: I'll see you at the end of the month. Mar 13 23:22:26 C: Unless something kicks off and we're off on a mission somewhere! Mar 13 23:23:34 S: Always possible. I will miss you too. Mar 13 23:24:09 *there's quiet then, though he hasn't heard them move* Mar 13 23:25:27 * Morgan glances over Mar 13 23:26:25 *they are pretty well concealed in the shadows, but he can just about make out them kissing Mar 13 23:27:33 * Morgan looks away again Mar 13 23:29:04 *about a minute later, Claudia comes to Morgan's side Mar 13 23:29:24 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Mar 13 23:29:38 Morning Mar 13 23:29:53 mornin' Mar 13 23:31:38 All packed? Mar 13 23:32:42 reckon so Mar 13 23:33:42 * Claudia nods Mar 13 23:33:55 Good night last night? Mar 13 23:34:56 Not especially, no Mar 13 23:35:32 Court shit or nightmares shit? Mar 13 23:35:40 Both Mar 13 23:37:02 Impressive. Mar 13 23:38:20 * Morgan nods Mar 13 23:38:23 you alright this morning? Mar 13 23:39:02 * Claudia nods Mar 13 23:39:12 Yep, I'm good Mar 13 23:40:03 * Morgan nods Mar 13 23:40:58 Everyone gonna be up and ready, or should I start knocking on doors? Mar 13 23:41:17 Should probably check on 'em Mar 13 23:42:06 * Claudia nods Mar 13 23:42:35 I'll send you up coffee Mar 13 23:42:48 * Morgan nods, thanking her Mar 13 23:46:40 *the coffee arrives quickly, and he is left alone until after dawn when the bell is rung for breakfast. His study is busy, Molly and Inga packing, Claudia and HH sat at the table eating with Varick, who has a very sad expression Mar 13 23:46:55 * Claudia is now known as Varick Mar 13 23:48:59 whats wrong little man? Mar 13 23:49:38 Don't want to go. Mar 13 23:50:48 Why? Mar 13 23:51:32 Mama says Captain Ulysses has to stay on the ship. Mar 13 23:52:37 we need him to take care of Sorgi, dont we Mar 13 23:53:29 I want him to come with me so he can meet my grandma and grandpas Mar 13 23:54:34 I see... but what if something happened along the way? I doubt most places would welcome a cat Mar 13 23:55:30 That's not fair. I love him! Mar 13 23:56:07 I know, and so does he Mar 13 23:57:09 I want to stay here with Captain Ulysses! Mar 13 23:58:44 I'm sorry, thats not an option Mar 13 23:59:08 * Varick crosses his arms frowning Mar 13 23:59:27 Well I am not going. I am staying right here. Mar 13 23:59:50 *a look passes between HH and Claudia* Mar 14 00:01:45 I see Mar 14 00:02:23 * Varick watches Morgan, breakfast abandoned Mar 14 00:04:00 * Morgan kneels down in front of him Mar 14 00:04:33 Remember you wanted me to promise not to go anywhere for a long time without you? I can't keep that promise if you won't come with me Mar 14 00:05:22 * Varick nods "But he will be sad without me" Mar 14 00:06:04 Sorgi will take care of him, as will cook Mar 14 00:06:51 * Varick frowns, as if he is weighing his options Mar 14 00:07:12 He could stay in a basket if we took him indoors Mar 14 00:09:19 I don't think he would like that at all Mar 14 00:10:38 * Varick sighs heavily Mar 14 00:10:50 Okay, Papa. Mar 14 00:11:15 Thank you... would you finish your breakfast please? Mar 14 00:11:41 * Varick starts to eat again. HH tosses Morgan an apple Mar 14 00:12:08 * Morgan catches it, standing up Mar 14 00:12:32 $he's gett8ng more defiant$ Mar 14 00:13:10 $Definitely. At least he's confident enough to now$ Mar 14 00:13:16 \nick HH Mar 14 00:13:27 * Varick is now known as HH Mar 14 00:14:24 $was gonna say that. He's starting to test your boundaries now that he feels safe enough to$ Mar 14 00:14:54 $Now its about nurturing that confidence while not letting him run away with himself$ Mar 14 00:15:24 $Yep. Don't want him ending up like us$ Mar 14 00:16:05 $Don't want him ending up like his father$ Mar 14 00:16:34 $he won't, not with you as his Da.$ Mar 14 00:16:44 $I hope not$ Mar 14 00:17:03 C: $for a change, I agree with HH$ Mar 14 00:17:16 * Morgan inclines his head slightly Mar 14 00:18:32 V: Can I tell them I have a new relation and he has a bum and he couldn't find his own bum, but then I told him where it was? Mar 14 00:18:59 Let me think about it Mar 14 00:19:01 * HH and Claudia try not to laugh Mar 14 00:19:50 [Did I hear Varick talking about Seb's bum again?] Mar 14 00:20:13 [little bit] Mar 14 00:20:54 [he talks to everyone about his bum as much as I talk to Inga about yours!] Mar 14 00:22:16 * Morgan blushes Mar 14 00:23:14 $you alright, man?$ Mar 14 00:23:29 $Fine$ Mar 14 00:25:22 *Molly brings in a small trunk from the bedroom, setting it near the door* Has anyone woken Edward? Mar 14 00:25:48 I haven't Mar 14 00:26:33 * HH and Claudia shake their heads Mar 14 00:29:46 *she looks at the three of them before singling out Heinzharold and asking him to go. She goes back to organising things. Morgan is eventually asked to take their things up on deck and Claudia helps him. He can hear Varick making a tearful goodbye to his cat whilst Molly gently encourages him to get ready to go Mar 14 00:42:56 * HH has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 14 13:23:06 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 14 13:23:19 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 14 13:23:40 * HH comes back a bit later Mar 14 13:24:10 'E's gone to church, gonna meet us at the ferry Mar 14 13:25:17 Right Mar 14 13:25:31 * HH hands him a folded note Mar 14 13:25:43 * Morgan takes it, looking confused Mar 14 13:25:46 That for y' too Mar 14 13:25:55 * Morgan opens it Mar 14 13:29:28 "Think I have tracked down Eckname, going north to the academy at Steiger in Posen. Staying at the Crossroads tavern. Yensid." Mar 14 13:30:11 * Morgan hands it to HeinzHarold Mar 14 13:30:27 For once, Yensid, I beat you to it... Mar 14 13:31:32 Whatcha want doin'? Mar 14 13:32:58 Best send a messenger, stand him down... I'm not wanting to pay for him to investigate what I already know Mar 14 13:33:12 * HH nods Mar 14 13:33:15 On it Mar 14 13:33:49 thank you man Mar 14 13:35:58 * HH goes again. By the time he is back everyone is ready to go to the ferry Mar 14 13:36:14 Gotta say, he did a pretty good job though Mar 14 13:36:27 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:36:44 I think he genuinely cares for my father Mar 14 13:37:58 Known each other a long time. Mebbie Yensid is his Heinzharold, but much less sexy. Mar 14 13:38:48 Did you know my father was bullied in the navy? Mar 14 13:39:47 No? Mar 14 13:39:57 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:40:09 Yensid felt sorry for him... I think he tried to protect him a bit Mar 14 13:41:40 Huh, wouldn' have thought it of th' weasel Mar 14 13:42:53 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:43:08 my perception of him did have to shift somewhat after learning that Mar 14 13:43:37 Saw 'im a lot in Fischler, I hear Mar 14 13:43:52 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:45:54 *Molly gives a last look around* Alright, let us get going Mar 14 13:47:12 You want to say goodbye to her? Mar 14 13:47:40 M: I will do so on deck, as usual Mar 14 13:47:54 * Morgan nods, slinging a bag over his shoulder Mar 14 13:48:44 * HH grabs more bags, encouraging Varick to come with him. On deck Varick asks Sorgi to look after Ulysses, which he says he will. Claudia and Sorgi part with absolutely no sign that they are anything more than friends and colleagues* Mar 14 13:49:05 $bit of a cold parting there$ Mar 14 13:49:41 M: *she crouches down, hand on the wood, speaking too quietly to be heard* Mar 14 13:50:36 $Maybe$ Mar 14 13:52:35 *other goodbyes are said, and Varick makes his way down onto the dock with the others, only Molly lingering on deck to talk quietly to Sorgi Mar 14 13:57:04 *She watches him over the rail a moment, looking a little serious. In her blue cloak again, the same clear but cold weather, the same city, it's identical for a moment to the same day a year ago, when she stood there saying good bye to him as he was leaving for Sudlachenburg, not knowing if he would ever return, or how he would feel for her when he Mar 14 13:57:04 did. Mar 14 13:58:02 * Morgan waits quietly Mar 14 13:59:38 *she smiles at him a moment* [memories...] Mar 14 14:01:04 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 14 14:01:13 [much as changed] Mar 14 14:02:01 *she comes down the gangplank to him, smiling up* I am glad of that Mar 14 14:02:39 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:05:58 *Molly smiles fondly at him before HH gestures to Morgan $need a minute?$ Mar 14 14:07:05 $Might be an idea$ Mar 14 14:08:19 * HH encourages the others towards the ferry Mar 14 14:08:25 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 14 14:10:16 Are you alright my love? Mar 14 14:10:36 * Molly nods, smiling Mar 14 14:10:39 Yes I am Mar 14 14:13:47 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:13:48 good Mar 14 14:13:59 Are you? Mar 14 14:15:58 Last night not withstanding, yes Mar 14 14:17:59 * Molly nods. She glances around a moment before quickly kissing his cheek and retreating Mar 14 14:19:24 * Morgan puts his arm around her Mar 14 14:19:35 I'm going to speak to Edward about last night Mar 14 14:21:05 * Molly smiles, blushing, and stays close Mar 14 14:21:16 I think that is very wise, my love Mar 14 14:21:34 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:27:59 * Molly walks toward the ferry Mar 14 14:28:08 Do you know what you might say? Mar 14 14:28:21 * Morgan shrugs Mar 14 14:28:25 I don't know yyet Mar 14 14:29:38 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:31:49 I hope we get a better room than the first time we took this ferry! *that trip, north from Baden to Freiburg, they had had to beg a room from another passenger due to double booking, and ended up in a single room with a narrow bed. Due to her course, they spent some of that day with him taking her mouth up against the door* Mar 14 14:32:40 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:33:04 Mind you, we could probably swing our titles about a bit Mar 14 14:34:23 * Molly smiles Mar 14 14:34:37 I rather thought you disapproved of such Mar 14 14:35:37 its better than throwing someone out of a window Mar 14 14:35:46 probably Mar 14 14:36:21 Unless they deserve it? Mar 14 14:37:23 Well... I will do wha tI will do... Mar 14 14:37:33 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:37:53 Does it trouble you that they can see less of our future? Mar 14 14:38:33 Somewhat Mar 14 14:39:39 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:39:52 I had hoped they could tell us more about Madchen Mar 14 14:41:43 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:42:15 given that they knew of her but not who or what she was last time, I am not surprised Mar 14 14:43:23 But I suppose that means she won't be our child Mar 14 14:43:41 * Morgan shrugs Mar 14 14:43:44 I just don't know Mar 14 14:44:20 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:44:57 What thinks you of them saying our delay alters things but does not destroy them? Mar 14 14:45:09 It is fortunate Mar 14 14:47:09 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:47:34 I was concerned they might say the opposite Mar 14 14:50:10 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:50:30 as was I... but I imagine they would have told or tried to push us if that were the case Mar 14 14:51:51 And would have seen our steadfastness to our course Mar 14 14:52:41 possibly Mar 14 14:53:50 * Molly frowns slightly, but they are very near the ferry where the others are waiting Mar 14 14:55:32 what? Mar 14 14:56:13 I do not think we would give in to their wants when we are so busy Mar 14 14:56:59 Probably not Mar 14 14:58:33 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:58:58 We have much to do that I could not do in that state Mar 14 14:59:04 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:01:01 * Molly nods too. When they reach the others they all board and are shown to their rooms, all near each other. Their room is still small, with four bunk beds, two each side. Varick is excited by this Mar 14 15:01:15 * Molly is now known as Varick Mar 14 15:01:39 Can I sleep on the top, Papa? Mar 14 15:02:04 I expect so Mar 14 15:07:13 * Varick climbs up, grinning Mar 14 15:07:36 It's like sleeping in the Crow's Nest Mar 14 15:08:24 I wouldn't know... I don't sleep in the crows nest Mar 14 15:10:24 Is Uncle Edward going to sleep with us? Mar 14 15:11:26 I wouldn't think so Mar 14 15:13:58 * Varick climbs back down Mar 14 15:14:11 Will there be children here? Mar 14 15:14:22 I have no idea Mar 14 15:14:32 There's HeinzHarold, obviously Mar 14 15:15:24 He's not a child Mar 14 15:20:07 * Morgan winks at him Mar 14 15:20:09 acts like one Mar 14 15:20:48 * Varick laughs Mar 14 15:21:44 *Molly and Inga sort their bags in the hall, and Morgan can hear Edward's voice* Mar 14 15:23:01 I'm going to grab Edward for a talk... Mar 14 15:24:46 *they all get on with sorting their possessions Mar 14 15:24:52 * Varick is now known as Edward Mar 14 15:26:36 Edward... Mar 14 15:28:01 * Edward inclines his head Mar 14 15:28:11 Morgan Mar 14 15:28:13 can I talk to you? Mar 14 15:28:26 * Edward nods Mar 14 15:28:48 In my room. I do not go on deck if I can help it. Mar 14 15:28:53 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:29:14 of course... If you need air, call on me though... I will make sure you are safe Mar 14 15:30:47 I appreciate that, thank you *he leads the way. The room is the one with the narrow bed he and Molly had last time* Mar 14 15:33:20 * Morgan nods following him to his room Mar 14 15:34:01 * Edward sits at one end of the bed, there's nowhere else to sit Mar 14 15:34:19 * Morgan moves to stand in the corner, leaning against the wall Mar 14 15:35:50 You can sit on the bed Mar 14 15:36:07 * Morgan nods slightly, sitting down Mar 14 15:37:08 * Edward looks serious Mar 14 15:37:13 How is Molly? Mar 14 15:38:44 She's alright Mar 14 15:39:40 * Edward nods Mar 14 15:40:15 What do you want to talk about? Mar 14 15:42:34 I'm angry with you... and hurt. I was hoping I could explain why Mar 14 15:43:40 * Edward nods Mar 14 15:43:49 Yes, I would welcome that Mar 14 15:44:26 I am angry because Molly was hurt getting into the carriage while you wandered off to talk to your friends. It could've been much worse than it was Mar 14 15:46:51 I understand that. I apologise for it, and will apologise to her also. I made a spur of the moment decision to confide in my friends that the path ahead for my betrothal might be rocky, and that I would keep them informed as best I could. Mar 14 15:47:25 Brave... I'm proud of you for that Mar 14 15:49:29 No, I was too cowardly to tell them what has put me in this position. Mar 14 15:50:38 Regardless, it was a big thing to do. Regardless of your thought of it being cowardly, I remain proud of you Mar 14 15:51:07 Thank you. Mar 14 15:51:54 * Morgan looks at him a moment before sighing Mar 14 15:51:57 maybe this is a mistake Mar 14 15:52:09 What is? Mar 14 15:52:21 telling you why I am hurt Mar 14 15:53:26 We have set out to become as close as brothers ought to be. I am still committed to that, but if you would prefer not to, I will respect that Mar 14 15:54:37 When you were angry with me for disagreeing with Trague, you said we give deference... you do not show me that deference, and I feel that is because you don't respect me... Mar 14 15:55:20 I do respect you. I lashed out, it was badly done, and I am sorry for it Mar 14 15:56:37 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:57:00 alright. Mar 14 15:57:10 * Edward sits forward, his fingers interlinked Mar 14 15:57:48 When he mentioned Mina, congratulated me, all I could feel was the loss of her. Mar 14 15:58:43 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:58:47 I'm sorry, I should've realised Mar 14 15:59:15 * Edward shakes his head "None of this is your fault." Mar 14 15:59:47 Perhaps, but we face it together Mar 14 16:00:48 I will remember that deference matters to you, and endeavour to display it if that is what you want Mar 14 16:01:55 It is not the deference... its the respect. It felt like what I believed was of no matter to you. Mar 14 16:02:29 You believe in doing what you think is right, I know Mar 14 16:03:36 * Morgan nods, sighing Mar 14 16:04:47 I believe in that too, we just differ on what those things are. Mar 14 16:05:12 * Morgan nods Mar 14 16:05:22 To a point, at any rate Mar 14 16:05:29 * Edward nods Mar 14 16:06:27 I know you think it is wrong to marry the mother of my child. I wish I had your support. Mar 14 16:09:34 Its... not that I think it is wrong... just wrong in this instance... when Alice does not want to be married, when you and Mina, who have come through so much, love eachother so deeply, when there are so many other ways to handle the situation that would not leave you all so miserable. Mar 14 16:11:04 It is the right thing to do. Alice will be provided for and supported, her position as a Lady and mother of a Lady respected. A man takes the consequences of his actions. Mar 14 16:11:50 I don't believe she will consent to the marriage. She can be provided for and supported without that. Mar 14 16:12:50 Then I will speak to her myself, and persuade her. I will give my daughter my protection and the life she deserves. Mar 14 16:13:50 oh my brother, she can have all that anyway. Molly has spoken with you about acknowledging Florrie officially? Mar 14 16:14:54 No, we have not spent much time together yet. But it is not about what is possible. These are my _principles_, Morgan. Mar 14 16:15:58 * Morgan nods Mar 14 16:16:01 I understand Mar 14 16:16:43 There are some things a man cannot compromise on, not if he is to be able to look at himself in the mirror each day. Mar 14 16:20:02 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 14 16:35:52 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 14 16:36:00 [16:08:54] Edward: There are some things a man cannot compromise on, not if he is to be able to look at himself in the mirror each day. Mar 14 16:42:22 * Morgan nods sadly Mar 14 16:44:27 * MollyK nods "I hate that our progress might be reversed by this." Mar 14 16:44:51 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 14 16:45:34 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 14 16:46:12 I wish to save you from the sadness it will entail Mar 14 16:47:08 My sadness at failing to uphold that which I hold true would also be great Mar 14 16:48:11 * Morgan nods Mar 14 16:49:06 * Edward looks at his hands Mar 14 16:50:49 I thought Theus would deny me a child, for the things I have done. I deserve that. But he has not. For whatever reason for his mercy, there is a child in the world who I have the utmost duty to, and I cannot fail in that, no matter the cost to myself. Mar 14 16:52:36 I agree, you do have the utmost duty... I just think your idea that there is only one way to do right by her is... clouded. What will you do if Alice refuses to marry? Mar 14 16:53:56 I do not know. I hope she will see sense. We got on well, we were very physically compatible. Mar 14 16:55:18 The reason she left her family was to avoid marriage in the first place... Mar 14 16:56:09 I know. The gentleman in question was a bad match. Mar 14 16:56:42 aside from that, she doesn't want to marry... *he smiles slightly* we spent a good deal of time talking about possible outcomes Mar 14 16:59:16 And I will work with her to create a marriage that is most palatable. I would have you try to put yourself in my shoes, brother. Mar 14 17:01:22 I can't... your views are different to mine enough that I cannot see from them, as you cannot see from mine Mar 14 17:02:05 You would not marry a woman who had borne you a child? Mar 14 17:04:22 Not if it was not best, not right for her or the child. I understand you believe that is the case. Can I be completely honest with you? Mar 14 17:04:39 Yes Mar 14 17:06:35 I'm worried that your insistence that this is the only course of action is going to leave you with no-one. I do not believe Alice will agree to marry you, and she will not allow Florrie to be taken from her without some sort of agreement... and by pursuing that course, you will undoubtedly lose the woman you have loved and will love for the rest of your life. I don't want you to be alone, without that love. Mar 14 17:10:06 * Edward nods "I appreciate your concern, however, being alone may be the consequence of my actions, and I am prepared to accept them. I do not deserve Mina, this I have been aware of for many years. Mina would be free to find a man with a simpler past, and with my absence from her explained, she can begin to resolve it and move on." Mar 14 17:11:22 You think this because of the guilt you feel... Mar 14 17:12:26 That is part of why I feel she deserves better, yes Mar 14 17:12:50 and the rest? Mar 14 17:16:26 * Edward thinks Mar 14 17:18:17 It is guilt, from what I did to your family, and now from having had a child with another woman. I have shown that I am not capable of leading the ship, and Mina deserves a captain who she can trust to make good decisions that do not bring her to harm. Mar 14 17:19:02 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 17:19:13 Would you believe I was thinking about that phrase Mar 14 17:20:00 What phrase? Mar 14 17:20:33 about being the captain of your ship... a good captain admits his wrongs, then it is the crews choice on whether to sign on to his ship or not Mar 14 17:22:03 A Captain who has steered his ship on to the rocks has no business asking a crew to follow him. It is his business to fix the ship. Mar 14 17:23:33 You need to stop punishing yourself... Have you told Mina how you felt immediately after the fire? Mar 14 17:24:25 Yes, that was discussed during the bundling Mar 14 17:25:37 She chose to marry you, knowing what had happened, and she knows the effect is has had on you... do you not think this will be another part of the past she moves past? Mar 14 17:25:58 No, I do not Mar 14 17:26:23 Because you do not feel you deserve that... Mar 14 17:28:15 No, because the situation with my daughter is not one that can be closed. I will have a relationship with her. She is my flesh and blood, and I will be in her life. Mina would have to be in her life too, if I was willing to put her in that position. Mar 14 17:30:58 You will tell her why you will no longer marry her? Mar 14 17:32:33 Yes I will. I will be honest with her about what happened with Alice, what I intend to happen with Alice and Florrie, and how I want her to move on from me and have a new chapter in her life that will be filled with love and joy. Mar 14 17:33:07 And if she tells you she still wishes to be with you? Mar 14 17:35:42 Then I will explain to her that I would not be true to myself or my principles if I do not do the honourable thing and marry the woman I have procreated with. Mar 14 17:36:02 Assume for me that Alice will not marry you Mar 14 17:36:49 I have already said that I do not know what I will do if I cannot persuade Alice to do what we must Mar 14 17:39:31 * Morgan looks Edward over Mar 14 17:39:45 what if I could get you an answer on whether she would even consider it... Mar 14 17:40:35 I will write to her, when you tell me where she and my child are Mar 14 17:41:10 If she says no... will you try to remove Florrie from her? Mar 14 17:42:10 * Edward thinks about it Mar 14 17:44:05 I do not want to force her hand at all. I want her to agree with me, because it is right. I want a relationship with my child, and I will have that even if I must beg. I would not want to take that through a court to force Florrie to see me. Mar 14 17:44:23 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 14 17:44:26 do you trust me? Mar 14 17:45:39 Yes I do, though I think you might underestimate my persuasiveness or my conviction. Mar 14 17:47:10 You will have a relationship with Florrie... your willingness to not force her hand or try to take Florrie is the last part of what will make that happen... that is regardless of anything else that happens. Do you understand? Mar 14 17:47:57 You will only aid me if you are sure there are limits to how far I will go to get what I want Mar 14 17:48:42 At the point you try to take her by force, you stop being a man of honour and don't deserve any aid, and I think you would agree with that... Mar 14 17:49:03 I do Mar 14 17:49:50 Florrie needs her mother, that is something there can be no compromise on. Mar 14 17:50:59 I agree. I could not take her mother from her, not after how Mina has suffered growing up only with her Father. Mar 14 17:52:08 So if she refuses marriage, you will accept that and work with her to make a relationship that is good for your daughter... that is neither a question nor a direction, merely a statement of fact, understanding your view Mar 14 17:54:10 I will not force Alice to marry me through any threat of violence, removal of Florrie, withholding of financial support, or threats to her reputation. Her vows on our wedding day will be given freely. Mar 14 17:54:31 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 17:55:38 but if she refuses still, you will work with her for that relationship? Mar 14 17:56:11 I will. I will work to see my child and support her through her life. Mar 14 17:56:28 even if it means she stays in Avalon... Mar 14 17:56:57 That is something I need to discuss with you Mar 14 17:57:17 * Morgan looks at him Mar 14 17:57:20 go on... Mar 14 18:01:16 I accept that there will be consequences with mother and father for what I have done to Alice, and I am aware that I may not be welcome at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, nor in Sudlachenburg. Much as I would wish my daughter raised in Eisen, I have no property or holdings here. Mar 14 18:01:54 right... Mar 14 18:03:07 I would ask for your help in persuading mother and uncle Christopher to approve my taking Alice and Florrie to live at Foxcroft Mar 14 18:04:59 I'm not sure Alice would agree to it... but I am willing to help... that being said, even if they refuse, they and you could stay where they are... Mar 14 18:06:44 As do do not know where they are, I am unable to blindly agree with you. Long term, once I have proven my capability to you, I would suggest that I run Catterick for you as Christopher has done for Mother all these years. Mar 14 18:06:52 As I* Mar 14 18:07:04 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 18:07:44 It'd need to be run in a particular way but... Alice is currently on land where she pays no tithes, and administers the land and trade... Mar 14 18:07:59 * Edward frowns Mar 14 18:08:32 I see. That is somewhat different to the circumstances she expressed to me in her letter. This is a recent change? Mar 14 18:08:50 What did she say in the letter? Mar 14 18:10:04 That she still has a ship that she captains, and where she has been trading. Surprising I did not see her, as I looked for her in Kursk where I knew she had been before, and where she had been trading. Mar 14 18:10:39 No, she has that still as well... Mar 14 18:10:49 * Edward nods Mar 14 18:11:47 I would appreciate you giving that suggestion consider. With two grafdoms to rule, it will be necessary to find a capable man to run Catterick when Mother and Uncle are gone on. Mar 14 18:11:56 Consideration Mar 14 18:12:25 I will consider it, but I am hoping to keep you closer... if the time comes, I will give it considered thought Mar 14 18:13:20 I was expecting to become Freiarr Graben, but those skills Inhave been learning from Father would serve as well as the acting lord of Catterick. Mar 14 18:13:46 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 14 18:14:32 To a point I need her where she is... but I will not use that as an argument against your moving with her to Catterick, if it goes that way Mar 14 18:15:31 That demonstrates to you, I hope, the depth of my conviction. I would give up becoming an Eisen Freiarr to follow my honour and wed the mother of my child. Mar 14 18:15:55 how _much_ do you trust me? Mar 14 18:16:19 A surprising amount. Mar 14 18:17:12 Can I tell you my ideal outcome? Mar 14 18:17:17 Yes Mar 14 18:18:05 You and Mina marry, Alice comes to Eisen or stays where she is but you have a loving relationship with your daughter... I know you don't feel that is possible, but as I said, that is my _ideal_ Mar 14 18:18:39 I am not surprised by it Mar 14 18:18:45 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 18:19:28 No, I didn't think you would be... _IF_ the latter was secured, would you still consider the first part? Making all the assumptions it requires, Mina accepting it, et cetera Mar 14 18:21:49 If it was completely impossible to marry Alice, despite all honourable efforts on my part, and if Mina was able to accept the part Florrie will play in our lives without deep distress, resentment or rejection of my child, yes, I would then consider marrying Mina. Mar 14 18:22:20 * Morgan nods Mar 14 18:22:59 Write your letter, today. Mar 14 18:24:26 Do not mistake me, my love for Mina is unchanged, and it will remain forever. And although the Almighty has chosen a path for me that necessitates I marry a woman I am not in love with at present, I do like and admire Alice, and would treat her with honour and kindness. Mar 14 18:25:48 Talking with you, that has become more than apparent. Though, perhaps Theus has given you this opportunity to marry the woman you love and treat Alice with kindness and be a father to Florrie... We are not in a position to know Mar 14 18:26:59 We are always blind to His Will, and so can only try to live in a way we hope is in accordance with his plans for us. Mar 14 18:28:19 Write your letter, Edward. Ensure you include that you will abide by her decision and are willing to work with her regardless, but make your case... then give it to me, as soon as you can Mar 14 18:29:21 I will. And again, my apologies for Molly being hurt, and for hurting you. Mar 14 18:29:42 * Morgan leans over, putting his hand on his brothers neck Mar 14 18:29:51 No long term damage has been done, in either sense Mar 14 18:30:04 * Edward nods, thanking him Mar 14 18:30:27 * Morgan stands, looking down at his brother Mar 14 18:30:35 You are not alone in this... you never will be. Mar 14 18:31:25 * Edward nods, again looking at his hands "Thank you." Mar 14 18:32:09 * Morgan nods, heading back to his own room **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Mar 14 22:51:26 2022 Mar 14 22:51:26 * Now talking on #7thsea Mar 14 22:56:35 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 14 23:08:00 * Morgan heads back to his room Mar 14 23:08:20 *the room is empty* Mar 14 23:08:49 * Morgan slowly wanders back up on deck Mar 14 23:09:36 * MollyK and the others are up there, watching the view and chatting cheerfully, a far cry from Edward and his seriousness Mar 14 23:13:08 * Morgan watches them for a moment before heading over to them Mar 14 23:14:03 * MollyK has the cream shawl wrapped around her, the thick one she often uses when sailing. She moves towards him, speaking quietly Mar 14 23:14:11 Are you alright, my love? Mar 14 23:15:12 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:17:11 How is Edward? Mar 14 23:17:26 He's... ok Mar 14 23:19:11 * MollyK watches him Mar 14 23:19:18 You are sure? Mar 14 23:19:31 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:19:36 He feels bad... Mar 14 23:21:27 About what he did at Court? Mar 14 23:22:08 and not being there when you got injured. We discussed why I was angry and why I was hurt. **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Mar 14 23:24:39 2022 Mar 14 23:24:59 * MollyK smiles Mar 14 23:25:07 It is resolved? Mar 14 23:25:57 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:26:03 He wishes to apologise to you... Mar 14 23:26:59 * MollyK waves a hand Mar 14 23:27:15 It was a silly accident, it matters not Mar 14 23:28:23 it matters to him... I would ask that you allow him to Mar 14 23:28:56 Of course I shall, if it would make you happy Mar 14 23:30:32 It is important to him, so... it is important to me Mar 14 23:30:46 * MollyK smiles Mar 14 23:31:05 How is he feeling about the situation with Florrie today? Mar 14 23:32:09 adamant... He has agreed that if Alice will not marry him, he will work with her to have a relationship... he will not try to take Florrie from her Mar 14 23:33:41 * MollyK nods Mar 14 23:33:52 And she definitely will not have him? Mar 14 23:34:24 I don't believe so, but he will not accept that until she has said so... Mar 14 23:34:37 * MollyK smiles a little Mar 14 23:35:35 Goodness knows a woman who thinks marriage is probably the wrong path can find that resolve crumbling when faced with a Koertig man asking with a gravity of feeling. Mar 14 23:36:11 but his feeling is that he should, not that he wants to. Mar 14 23:37:22 Is it? I got the feeling at Jarvies that he is not unfavourably disposed to Alice as a woman Mar 14 23:38:02 No... he liked her, they are compatible... but it is nothing compared to his love for Mina Mar 14 23:39:14 * MollyK frowns a little Mar 14 23:40:09 Perhaps they do not know each other well enough. I do not see their personalities as that compatible, do you? Mar 14 23:40:59 No, I don't Mar 14 23:42:19 She is very independent and pragmatic. He needs a woman who is soft, who inspires protection and doting Mar 14 23:42:32 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:43:04 a point you could put to him perhaps? I have instructed to write to her... I plan to expedite the process... Mar 14 23:43:31 That will be awfully hard to explain to him unless we are honest Mar 14 23:44:34 I'm going to ask him to trust me and not ask Mar 14 23:45:13 Could that work? Mar 14 23:45:29 I think so Mar 14 23:45:56 * MollyK nods, looking out at the water "how far the two of you have managed to come in a year" Mar 14 23:47:03 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:47:10 You are troubled by that? Mar 14 23:47:24 I am surprised by it Mar 14 23:47:57 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:48:18 I am not really sure how on Theah it happened Mar 14 23:48:49 You've helped me be a better person Mar 14 23:50:19 You have helped yourself to be softer and gentler again, my love Mar 14 23:51:11 * Morgan shrugs Mar 14 23:51:12 maybe Mar 14 23:51:26 You do not give yourself enough credit Mar 14 23:52:32 Perhaps Mar 14 23:53:51 I am sure I can think of more objections to take to Edward, but I do not wish to rush him. It must be a dreadful shock for a man to discover he must marry when his heart is utterly committed elsewhere *this is almost exactly what she said to him in his dream last night* Mar 14 23:54:28 * Morgan frowns deeply Mar 14 23:55:20 You disagree. You would have me speak to him rather than let him have some time to adapt? Mar 14 23:56:49 No... its just... thats exactly what you said in my dream last night Mar 14 23:57:45 * MollyK nods slowly Mar 14 23:58:18 Perhaps that is why you are dreaming of this, the similarities between your dream and Edward's reality? Mar 14 23:58:30 Could be Mar 14 23:59:07 Perhaps it is giving you insight into how Edward is feeling? Mar 14 23:59:24 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:59:31 I think so Mar 14 23:59:51 That certainly makes more sense than an alternate path **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Mar 15 00:00:10 2022 Mar 15 00:00:10 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:00:17 it does Mar 15 00:00:52 * MollyK nods thoughtfully Mar 15 00:01:48 I will certainly speak to him once his letter is done, and offer to listen to his feelings Mar 15 00:01:55 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:02:03 He will appreciate that Mar 15 00:02:37 Perhaps in that regard he will find it easier, I should imagine most men find it easier to cry to women than other men Mar 15 00:03:25 He loves you very much... Mar 15 00:03:33 * MollyK smiles Mar 15 00:03:53 That is nice. Does that please you though? Mar 15 00:04:22 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:05:17 That is also surprising, isn't it. Twas not so long ago that even the thought of him being in the same building as me would have been unbearable for you Mar 15 00:06:38 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:06:52 You trust him now Mar 15 00:07:34 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 15 00:07:35 mostly Mar 15 00:07:43 Only mostly? Mar 15 00:08:08 I trusted him not to do Alice or Florrie harm... but trying to take her... I wasn't so sure Mar 15 00:09:00 I can understand a fierce desire to have her with him, that is part of having a child, I think? Mar 15 00:09:06 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:09:50 I know he is scared of how Mina will feel about her Mar 15 00:09:57 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:09:59 understandable Mar 15 00:10:10 * MollyK nods Mar 15 00:10:57 Even if she didn't look how she does, she would still see the combination of Edward and another woman in her face Mar 15 00:11:12 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:11:13 indeed Mar 15 00:11:38 And Mina will find that challenging, I think Mar 15 00:11:44 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:12:01 Something perhaps you can assist with... Mar 15 00:12:21 It is a very different circumstance though Mar 15 00:12:59 Yes it is, but I don't think she has many female friends to talk to Mar 15 00:14:09 No, of course. You are hopeful then that Alice will refuse, and then we can look at healing any rifts between Mina and Edward? Mar 15 00:14:21 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:14:33 * MollyK nods Mar 15 00:15:22 What thinks you about what the nieblungen said about how Florrie's life might have gone otherwise? Mar 15 00:16:01 If I am honest, I don't really wish to think about it... as I said, if our pain avoids her suffering, it is a trade I make gladly Mar 15 00:16:20 * MollyK nods Mar 15 00:17:08 Alright, my love. Tomorrow we will be staying five miles from Maubourg's house. Shall we visit? Mar 15 00:17:25 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:17:39 I think so... Edward did suggest somewhere to stay, but it eludes me right now Mar 15 00:18:09 Hafenlohr, where is former commander and his wife have their second home Mar 15 00:19:01 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:19:02 thats it Mar 15 00:20:06 I am sure it will do us for one night. Then we are to head southwest on smaller routes to cut out a day, and be back in Sudlachenburg Mar 15 00:20:16 * Morgan nods, frowning Mar 15 00:20:52 I know it will be trying, with the news of Florrie and the Rosenkrantzs... Mar 15 00:21:52 It is the route I took when I left Mar 15 00:23:36 Oh. We could go the longer way, if we push on past Hafenlohr a few hours, and stay between Innesbruck and Sudlachenburg, we might arrive earlyish on Saturday Mar 15 00:24:22 No... I don't want... I _cant_ miss another memorial day Mar 15 00:24:33 * MollyK nods slowly Mar 15 00:24:40 It is important to you... Mar 15 00:25:06 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:26:13 That route will be preferable in future when we are settled in Gottkirchen and you are making trips to and from Sudlachenburg frequently Mar 15 00:29:23 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:29:25 I suppose it will Mar 15 00:31:33 * MollyK smiles, nodding to herself Mar 15 00:34:48 In three years time, I will have completed my ambassadorship. I hope we will have a house organised and set up, our overseer and sheriff in place. Varick will still be too young for an academy for a little while. I look forward to that and the freedoms it will give us Mar 15 00:35:18 * Morgan nods Mar 15 00:36:37 * MollyK smiles, taking his hand "some things will have to wait until then, but once it is done..." Mar 15 00:37:22 * Morgan nods, taking her hand and kissing her knuckles Mar 15 00:38:09 * MollyK leans against him, smiling distractedly as the ferry progresses Mar 15 00:40:48 *They travel on like this until lunch, which they eat on the deck, simple bread and cheese and apples, and Varick seems contented and interested in the scenery. His nap time comes, HH and Inga looking keen to also go for a quick rest, Claudia staying on deck. With the boy asleep above them, he and Molly have only the option of reading or taking a Mar 15 00:40:48 nap. **** ENDING LOGGING AT Tue Mar 15 00:42:46 2022