------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 24 February 2022 11:46:53 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * Molly stirs a little, before she says "Oh" (Morgan) mmm? * Molly shrugs, snuggling back to him "busy day. Should get up" (Morgan) aye (Molly) Sleep well? (Morgan) Not especially * Molly rolls over sleepily, wrapping her arm around him "nightmares?" (Morgan) not exactly (Molly) Not Seb again? (Morgan) No... * Molly nods "That is good at least?" * Morgan nods (Molly) Would it help to tell me? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I'd be more interested in exploring some details from your dream (Molly) Which dream? (Morgan) Freiarrin swimming in a lake... (Molly) Oh that my father was looking for a new wife? I think we have uncovered the mystery behind these dreams, the noble man's daughter is me, had the Rosenkrantzs stayed Vaticine and Leopold had brought Sophie to Insel and married her. (Morgan) and the birthmark? (Molly) I didn't see it (Morgan) sort of... heart shaped * Molly shrugs (Molly) What are you thinking? (Morgan) Don't know yet (Molly) It could just be a birth mark (Morgan) Could be (Molly) It was enjoyable though * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (Molly) Was that what you wanted to ask about? * Morgan nods * Molly nods slowly "alright. We should get up" * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (Molly) Unless you wish to see if I can start the sparkliness? (Morgan) Might be worth doing before we get underway * Molly nods (Molly) But I may not use it on myself... (Morgan) no (Molly) Should we warn Heinzharold? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) probably * Molly smiles (Molly) You'd best get dressed then, my love * Morgan nods, climbing out of bed * Molly watches him go. The ship is busier than usual with the planned start at first light, and he passes two crewmen before he gets to HH's room. * Morgan knocks ** You're now known as HH * HH grumbles, coming to the door in just breeches. He yawns before saying "What's up, man?" (Morgan) We're going to take opportunity to see if she can start the sparkly thing * HH nods (HH) Alright. Good luck * Morgan nods, heading back to his room ** You're now known as Molly * Molly is sat up in, sheets pulled up to her bust * Morgan watches her (Morgan) you alright? * Molly nods, smiling (Molly) I am. Are you? * Morgan nods (Molly) Are you ready? * Morgan nods (Molly) You are sure you will not permit me to do it on myself? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I am (Molly) Where would you have me do it, and do you wish to be numbed? * Morgan shrugs * Molly nods, getting out of the bed. She dampens a flannel before bringing it to him (Molly) I will numb you then * Morgan nods (Morgan) alright * Molly pulls up his shirt to his neck before putting her hand on his skin. She closes her eyes and concentrates. His neck prickles and the skin on his chest goes numb (Morgan) thats done it * Molly nods (Molly) Are you sure about this? * Morgan nods * Molly takes a deep breath, concentrating again. He can't see the impact of her fingers over his chest without looking * Morgan doesn't look * Molly runs her fingers the other way, then does it a second time. He feels nothing. * Molly uses the flannel on him before putting his shirt down (Molly) All done * Morgan nods (Morgan) alright * Molly washes her hands (Molly) It usually happens after I faint * Morgan nods, watching her * Molly seems fine. Five minutes pass. She sighs (Molly) You do not feel it? * Molly is naked but not sparkly (Morgan) No... (Molly) ...but...? (Morgan) well, no more than normal anyway * Molly smiles (Molly) I'm normally a little sparkly to you? (Morgan) More that I am always drawn to you * Molly blushes, smiling (Molly) That's touching, my love * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I try * Molly smiles, coming to kiss his cheek (Molly) I don't think it's going to work this morning (Morgan) No, I would say not (Molly) Perhaps I can't start it on purpose, perhaps our theory is wrong, or perhaps it's too soon (Morgan) There's a lot of unknowns * Molly nods (Molly) Will you wish me to stay with you, just in case (Morgan) Probably wise * Molly nods, glancing at the window (Molly) It's starting to get light... * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'd best get on deck * Molly nods "Almost a pity really" * Morgan nods * Molly smiles "We can try again at bedtime, hmm?" * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye * Molly goes to get her hairbrush (Molly) I'll let you get on then, my love (Morgan) Alright blossom. I'll be back soon * Morgan heads out, heading to the deck ** You're now known as Claudia * Claudia is giving commands. It is just light enough, and this stretch of river is very safe sailing, so the sails are opened (Claudia) Two hours to Freiburg. * Morgan nods (Morgan) good * Claudia is busy the next twenty minutes, throwing small jobs Morgan's way * Morgan does them without complaint (Claudia) **They're well underway when she comes to stand near the prow with him, watching east for the imminent dawn** How was your night? (Morgan) Dreams but nothing terrible (Claudia) Anything useful? (Morgan) No * Claudia shrugs "Alright." (Morgan) Sort of continued on from telling my family I'd married Dietlinde... You had a weird look on your face (Claudia) How come? (Morgan) dunno... looked almost like jealousy. HeinzHarold had said about Dietlinde being beautiful... * Claudia shakes her head (Claudia) Probably that I was uncomfortable talking about women being beautiful * Morgan shrugs, looking at the water below him (Claudia) You didn't think I was jealous about you getting married? (Morgan) No, not at all. * Claudia nods (Claudia) You didn't think I had some crush on her? (Morgan) Not on her, no * Claudia laughs (Claudia) You thought I might like _Heinzharold_?! * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) he talks about someone being beautiful, you looked... odd... you've got to admit it would make sense (Claudia) Yeah, knowing what you knew then, I suppose * Morgan nods (Claudia) You have a lot of dreams that follow on? * Morgan nods (Claudia) Bit odd * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I suppose (Claudia) We were shocked that day, Heinzharold and I * Morgan nods (Claudia) I was pretty shocked second time too * Morgan nods (Morgan) I remember * Claudia gives a crewman another instruction briefly (Claudia) Any idea how long we're staying in Freiburg? (Morgan) Not long. Things to do, places to be... * Claudia nods (Claudia) Have you decided if I'm going with you over land, or staying on the ship? (Morgan) I keep changing my mind... but I think coming with us will win out * Claudia nods (Claudia) Alright (Claudia) **the sun is up now** (Morgan) At least nowhere we stay will smell of cabbages (Claudia) We hope! * Morgan nods (Claudia) Hoping to be in Sudlachenburg for Memorial Day? * Morgan nods (Morgan) it'd be nice * Claudia nods "As nice as that day can be." * Morgan nods (Claudia) Good for Varick to learn about it (Morgan) aye, I think so (Claudia) What did Eldreich even do in the War? (Claudia) **It seems that what Karsten had done was avoid service, and cheat on his wife before murdering his lover** (Morgan) I want to say plot and scheme, avoid actually serving, sleep with his wife and his lover before murdering one of them (Claudia) Not a great legacy to leave (Morgan) No, I agree (Claudia) Lucky he's got a better example in you (Morgan) I certainly hope so * Claudia nods (Claudia) How's Molly doing with the Rosenkrantz stuff? (Morgan) Getting there slowly I think * Claudia nods (Claudia) Big change (Morgan) absolutely (Claudia) She'll manage (Morgan) aye, I think so (Claudia) You heading straight out once we dock? (Morgan) Church, then to find Edward (Claudia) Best get breakfast then * Morgan nods (Morgan) I suppose * Claudia goes to get on with the tasks. HH and Inga are in the dining room when he gets there ** You're now known as HH (HH) $Were you a bit quick at resolving it? Didn't feel a thing$ (Morgan) $it didn't work$ (HH) $Damn. Thought we'd cracked the case$ (Morgan) $so did I$ (HH) $We waited for it a while, but then figured it wasn't happening$ (Morgan) $so did we$ (HH) $Just gotta be careful for accidents and stuff now?$ (Morgan) $aye$ (HH) What are we doin' today? (Morgan) Church, see Edward... thats about all I've planned so far (HH) Know where he's gonna be? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I'm betting on a church * HH nods "what y' want me and Inga doing?" (Morgan) Would you take Varick? * HH nods "Yeah, no problem. Anywhere in particular?" (Morgan) Nowhere specific in mind.. (Morgan) $if the draw happens, I'm sending him with Edward to see Jarvie$ (HH) $gonna need a lot of privacy?$ (Morgan) $Really don't work Edward feeling it, or have to explain it to him$ (HH) $Bad enough Claudia and I do$ (Morgan) $Indeed$ (HH) $wouldn't if I had the choice$ (Morgan) $I'm sorry man$ (HH) $not your fault, or Molly's. If I wasn't married and she wasn't your wife I wouldn't mind so much$ * Morgan nods slightly (HH) **Once breakfast is done, he spends a little time helping Molly and Varick getting ready for church, so that when they are docked not long after nine they're ready to go. Sorgi and Claudia deal with getting everything sorted, and a harbour assistant brings a letter over just as he, Molly, HH, Inga, and Varick are disembarking** * Morgan takes it, thanking him (HH) **it says "Dear Morgan, I am staying with Potts, I hope you are all well. Edward." (Morgan) Edward is with Pottsdamm (HH) **Molly nods** That's not very far from Jarvie's, that should work out well. We can get a coach after church" * Morgan nods (Morgan) alright (HH) **They find the nearest Objectionist church, already busy with dock workers and their families. The only empty seats are at the back. Though the people are in their sunday bests, they still look shabby and tired, even compared to the villagers in the church in Sudlachenburg. (HH) V: **he looks around, then at Morgan, his voice thankfully quiet for now* But Papa, we always sit at the front! ** You're now known as Varick (Morgan) it doesn't matter (Varick) But that's how things are done, Papa. Nobles sit at the front (Varick) **HH and Inga slide into the last pew. Molly watches Morgan a moment** (Varick) **So far, noone is looking, people talking amongst themselves. Poverty in this parish within the docks is clearly high, the men lean and sinewy like long-serving soldiers, the women slight and pale. The children seem short for their age, especially the girls** * Morgan kneels down (Morgan) Why do you think that is? (Varick) Because... *he whispers* Does Theus like us more? * Morgan shakes his head (Varick) Is it so we get a better view? (Varick) **Molly sits in beside Inga (Morgan) We should always show the proper way to behave, so maybe its that... (Varick) If we sit at the back we don't have to sit nicely or be quiet? (Morgan) yes we do * Varick sits in, still whispering (Varick) Why is noone dressed up? * Morgan puts him on the bench beside Molly, sitting next to him (Morgan) they are. They are the best clothes they have (Varick) Why don't they have better? (Morgan) because its a very poor area (Varick) Is their Freiarr a bad man? (Morgan) ((help me out with that)) (Varick) ((Not a clue. He would have no idea who the Freiarr here is, or if there even is one, it could be directly under the control of Eisenfurst Freiburg)) (Morgan) I've no idea if there even is one... (Varick) **,The priest comes out to start, but Varick is still talking** But you know everything (Morgan) Not by a long way (Varick) Why does everyone look tired? **the congregation is quieter, so he will get overheard soon* (Morgan) sshh little man, time to pay attention * Varick sighs, but settles into his seat. The service today is about the importance of truth, and how Theus sees into the hearts and minds of people, knowing whether they are being truthful * Morgan listens quietly * Varick recites the common prayers perfectly in Eisen, correct to Objectionist teachings, not in Thean as he has always done under his breath before ((eyes open or closed?)) (Morgan) ((open)) * Varick has his eyes closed, concentrating. Molly has hers likewise, but she's smiling to herself with a little look of satisfaction * Morgan smiles briefly, glancing around (Varick) **People are all praying, even the children. Soon it is time for private prayers, and everywhere falls quiet** * Morgan spends the time quietly thinking (Varick) **Molly briefly glances at him a moment** (Varick) **When it is time for communion, they take it in turns to sit with Varick ((participates? He has done before, though not since they were in Starke at the end of Aug)) (Morgan) ((yeah)) (Varick) **After the service they get a carriage, and the direction makes sense for the five of them to go together, leaving Molly and Morgan at Potts house. HH, Inga and Varick head on to Jarvies. The only time Molly has been to this house was the morning the duel went wrong and the shot grazed her cheek bone** * Morgan scowls at the building ** You're now known as Molly * Molly takes his hand (Molly) Are you ready? (Morgan) I'd be happier doing this on the Rose (Molly) Because there will be an audience here? (Morgan) this isn't my territory... (Molly) Should we just leave a note, and walk to Jarvie's instead? Edward could come for dinner to the Rose? (Morgan) No... he'll need as long as possible to get his head round it * Molly nods (Molly) Here then? * Morgan nods (Morgan) have to * Molly nods. The house hasn't really changed, but the smell of cigar smoke, liquor and perfume hasn't dissipated from the previous evening yet. The butler recognises them "Your Excellencies" * Morgan inclines his head (Morgan) I understand my brother is here (Molly) B: He and my Lord Matthias are in the garden * Molly glances at Morgan (Molly) Shall we? * Morgan nods, rolling his shoulders (Molly) **They are shown outside where Edward and Potts are swinging swords around * Morgan sighs (Molly) **Potts spots them first, sheathing his sword which makes Edward look around. He looks pleased to see them, and puts his own sword away. He has gained weight in the three months since they have seen him, he no longer looks on the thin side. ** You're now known as Edward (Edward) Brother *he opens his arms to Morgan* * Morgan embraces his brother tightly (Morgan) You are looking well * Edward nods. "As are you". He moves on to Molly, looking at her fondly "And Schwesterlein... You're even more beautiful than I remember!" (Edward) **Molly blushes, smiling "Edward, it is good to see you" * Edward hugs her very slowly and gently, as if she is fragile (Edward) **Potts comes over** Your Excellencies, good day. I hope you will excuse me but I have something to see to in town. * Morgan nods (Morgan) Is there somewhere we can talk privately with my brother? * Edward lets Molly go (Edward) P: Anywhere you like, noone is here except the staff * Morgan nods, thanking him (Edward) **Potts bows before he goes. Edward suggests a drawing room, and Molly is wandering around it looking at the paintings whilst refreshments are brought in and the staff retreat. Then she sits on the couch with her coffee. Edward sits on a chair at a diagonal to her, and he watches her closely with a smile* (Edward) You have something important and urgent to tell me *he smiles* important enough to come here. I am touched you are telling me first, and I am very happy for you both * Morgan watches him a moment (Morgan) Oh. No, brother. (Edward) *Molly watches Morgan watch Edward * (Edward) You are not in anticipation of a happy event? * Edward sips his coffee (Morgan) No... (Edward) My apologises then * Morgan shakes his head (Morgan) By any chance does Potts have anything stronger than coffee we can have? (Edward) On a _sunday?_ * Morgan nods * Edward frowns "Is Varick well?" * Morgan nods (Morgan) There is something we need to discuss, and I think you and I will both need a drink by the end of it * Edward gets up, preparing them all alcohol and handing it out before sitting down (Edward) Has Uncle Christopher passed away? (Morgan) No, he is well... sends his best. I saw him when I was in Durham * Edward smiles (Edward) Good, I am hoping he will be at the wedding (Edward) **Molly adds half the glass of whiskey to her coffee** * Morgan frowns briefly * Edward watches Morgan "I am out of ideas. What is the problem, Morgan?" (Morgan) While I was in Durham I met a woman called Alice.... you met her a few years ago... * Edward thinks (Edward) I do not think I know any woman of that name * Morgan describes her (Morgan) You spent some time with her in Numa... * Edward nods (Edward) I know who she is, I did not know her name * Morgan nods, taking a mouthful of his whiskey (Morgan) Edward, you have a child * Edward shakes his head (Edward) I do not * Morgan sighs (Morgan) Yes, you do. I am sorry to be so blunt about it (Edward) If there is a child, it cannot be mine. * Edward looks certain (Morgan) She is. I know, you took steps but... the fact remains (Edward) It is impossible for a woman to become with child if you do not... **he briefly glances at Molly before looking back to Morgan** ... if you use the Vaticine method. (Morgan) Its unlikely, but not impossible. (Edward) **Molly sips her coffee, staying quiet* * Edward is clearly in denial (Edward) Father said it is impossible (Morgan) Father is wrong * Edward shakes his head again "It was just one night. I was very careful. I know what I am doing, I have excellent control" (Morgan) We will go around and around, won't we? Until at some point you realise I'm not wrong. * Edward picks up the whiskey and downs it before refilling it with shaking hands * Morgan watches him * Edward is very quiet (Edward) **Molly glances at Morgan* (Morgan) What do you need from me? * Edward runs his hand through his hair (Edward) How do you know she is being honest? (Morgan) Information is what I do... did... she is not being dishonest. * Edward blows out a long breath "Fuck." (Edward) **Molly sips the coffee, just keeping an eye on both brothers** * Morgan nods (Morgan) thats not far off what my reaction was * Edward nods, sipping the whiskey (Edward) I really thought it was fool-proof. If I had known this could happen... * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know (Edward) How often does it happen? I have used it many times. *he glances at Molly, then Morgan* Would you prefer to discuss it man-to-man? (Morgan) I have no secrets from Molly... I thought perhaps you might appreciate her presence, I know you have grown close * Edward nods "I would not be indelicate with her present if you wished" (Morgan) Do _you_ wish to speak just the two of us? (Edward) **Molly looks to Edward** I will give the two of you some time, but I will be outside in the hall when I am needed. * Edward nods, looking a little relieved to have it out of his hands, and she retreats after briefly squeezing Morgan's shoulder as she passes by * Edward rubs his forehead wearily "Fucking hell." * Morgan nods, watching him (Edward) I didn't know. The only time I've not withdrawn was that time Alarice prevented me from it. Every other time... I always give myself plenty of time, so I'm not taken by surprise * Edward sips the whiskey * Morgan nods (Edward) I perfected it because the thought of telling Father I'd gotten a child on a woman I wasn't married too was too awful... and I have done it anyway. (Morgan) It is less than ideal * Edward nods (Edward) Where are Alice and the child? (Morgan) Avalon * Edward nods, rubbing the back of his neck (Edward) She can even remember me? (Morgan) Alice? Very well. *he taps his nose* * Edward nods slowly "It was after I had had it fixed here. I went to Numa to be away" * Morgan nods * Edward scowls, downing the remainder of the glass (Edward) What is the child? Male or female (Morgan) a girl... Florence... prefers Florrie (Edward) And she is two years old? * Morgan nods * Edward nods, quiet and frowning (Morgan) I have a letter for you from Alice * Edward nods, but doesn't ask for it * Morgan sips his whiskey, watching his brother (Edward) Is Alice married? (Morgan) No, she never wished to be (Edward) How is she providing for the child? (Morgan) She has a ship (Edward) She is still doing that? (Morgan) She was when I met her (Edward) That is not a suitable situation for a nobleman's child. * Morgan sighs (Morgan) we're going to fight about this aren't we? (Edward) I do not know (Morgan) I don't want to. * Edward just nods. He looks pretty unhappy right now (Morgan) She is well cared for... you could tell times were lean but... (Edward) She should be properly raised. (Morgan) meaning? (Edward) I will take the consequences of my mistake this time. (Morgan) You need to do what is best for Florrie... (Edward) Just leave it, Morgan. Let me think about what I need to do. * Morgan frowns (Morgan) Edward, please, don't push me away. We've worked too hard for that (Edward) I've fucked up and I don't want you telling me it's not as bad as I think, or it isnt my fault, because it is. (Morgan) I wasn't going to. * Edward leans back in the chair looking at the ceiling "Father is going to go off the deep end" (Morgan) I've no doubt. (Edward) Every time things seem to be going well, it goes wrong. (Morgan) We will adapt, Edward. I'm more concerned that father will get some high noble idea in his head (Edward) He is going to want me to do the right thing. (Morgan) That is not what anyone wants (Edward) A man of honour marries a woman if his actions have an unintended consequence. (Morgan) Alice does not want that... you don't want that. (Edward) It does not matter. (Morgan) Of course it does (Edward) There is a child, and she should be raised here in Eisen with both parents. (Morgan) She will not marry you, Edward, and she will not give up her child (Edward) She is _my_ child also. (Morgan) I know. Alice wants you to have a relationship with your daughter, very much. (Edward) I have created a child, and I will provide a life for her. (Morgan) That doesn't include taking her from her mother (Edward) Alice will live here also. (Morgan) She has a home (Edward) I will do what must be done. (Morgan) They are safe and happy, Edward... you would not be so cruel as to ruin that * Edward looks at Morgan (Edward) She. Is. My. Daughter. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I am well fucking aware of that. You can have a relationship, know her, care for her, love her, watch her grow up _providing_ you don't do anything stupid to mess it up... * Edward looks to bristle at this (Edward) Because we know that I'm likely to do something stupid. * Morgan looks at the table (Morgan) thats not what I meant. I meant that you are your fathers son (Edward) I have to do the right thing, Morgan. I thought after the baby I had Alarice kill, and after... the fire, I thought Theus would see I wasn't fit to have a child. * Morgan looks at him solemnly (Morgan) The right thing isn't to try to force a marriage. Alice doesn't want that, and she doesn't want to come between you and Mina. (Edward) The right thing is for a man and a woman who have lain together and made a child to be wed, by the laws of Theus. * Morgan sighs heavily * Edward looks at him (Edward) You know that is correct. It is the honourable path to protect them, provide for them, and give them my name. (Morgan) and to hell with their wishes (Edward) For whatever reason, Theus has given Alice and I a child. Neither of us wished for that, but it is what we are to deal with. * Morgan swears savagely * Edward watches him, a little surprised by it (Edward) Are you telling me you would not do the same? Suppose you had given Molly a child unintentionally, you would not have done the honourable thing? (Morgan) I would have offered... but I would not have forced her (Edward) You would have let your child be out in the world, not in your home, out of your protection? * Morgan looks deeply hurt, looking away * Edward looks at the floor (Edward) Sorry. I didn't think. * Morgan wipes at his eyes briefly * Edward pours more whiskey (Edward) Do you want me to get Molly? (Morgan) I think maybe you speaking to her might help... she's had something of a paradigm shift herself (Edward) I did not mean for me (Morgan) I know. * Edward gets up, going to the door and stepping out into the hall * Morgan downs his whiskey (Edward) **The door opens again, then closes softly. Molly comes around to crouch in front of his chair. Her voice and eyes are soft "Liebes herz..." ** You're now known as Molly (Morgan) 'm alright * Molly watches him closely to see how alright he actually seems (Morgan) I can't get through to him (Molly) Give him some breathing space, my love. He says he upset you... (Morgan) He's upset, made a poor choice of words (Molly) What did he say? (Morgan) It doesn't matter * Molly frowns slightly before nodding "alright, my love. What would you have me do?" (Morgan) Would you take Alice's letter to him? He needs to read it before he gets too set in any ideas * Molly nods, holding out her hand * Morgan takes it out, handing it to her * Molly takes it (Molly) That is all you need? (Morgan) For now * Molly nods, standing up and leaving the room quietly. * Morgan refills his glass, taking large gulps from it (Molly) **Neither his brother nor his wife is back five minutes later, nor ten** (Morgan) [Are you alright?] (Molly) [Yes] (Morgan) [Do you need me, or stay away?] (Molly) [Come if you wish, but I have things under control] (Morgan) [Would my presence make things worse?] (Molly) [No, liebling] * Morgan gets up, heading out into the hall to find them * Molly and Edward are sat on the stairs together, arms touching. She has her coffee cup, he has his whiskey * Morgan sits on the floor at the bottom of the stairs (Molly) E: I owe you an apology (Morgan) No, you don't (Molly) E: I was untactful (Morgan) Its understandable (Molly) E: I have read the letter * Morgan nods (Morgan) I don't know whats in it. (Molly) E: Providing certain details that confirm her identity, stating that she is not asking for anything from me, and that she wishes me well. Telling me about my daughter and her life so far. * Molly watches Morgan as she sips the coffee * Morgan nods (Molly) She was born in July, like Molly and I (Molly) E:* * Morgan nods (Molly) E: This is not what I was expecting * Morgan nods (Morgan) what were you expecting? (Molly) That you were going to tell me Molly was pregnant ** You're now known as Edwards ** You're now known as Edward * Morgan nods (Morgan) not for a while * Edward swirls the coffee in the cup (Edward) M** * Edward nods (Edward) How long are you going to be in Freiburg? (Morgan) Couple of days I think * Edward nods "It is Court tomorrow evening, don't forget" (Edward) M: *she sips the coffee* * Morgan makes a face of distaste (Morgan) [Did you tell him about the Rosenkrantz connection?] (Edward) [No] (Morgan) [Would you mind if I do?] (Edward) [No, that's fine] (Morgan) Breeches again? (Edward) Of course. * Morgan sighs (Edward) [I cannot go if I have not been sparkly] (Morgan) [I know] (Morgan) I need your help with something court related * Edward tucks the letter in his pocket "what is that?" (Morgan) It is... sensitive, so I want your word nothing I tell you will go any further * Edward frowns "That goes without saying." (Morgan) Not even to father * Edward frowns "As you wish" * Morgan smiles slightly (Morgan) I promise you it is not a danger to Sudlachenburg * Edward nods (Edward) Alright (Morgan) You are familiar with the Rosenkrantz family of Insel? * Edward nods "I am aware of it, vaguely" (Morgan) The old Freiarr, the brother of the current one had a child out of wedlock... They've been looking for this child for years. * Edward nods "And you want my help?" (Morgan) Not with that... I've already figured all of that out... of course if the child takes the Freiarrdom, Doctor Rosenkrantz daughter will be at a disadvantage for matches... I was wondering if you might be able to advise them, guide her about court * Edward nods slowly (Edward) I should be able to do that (Morgan) I would appreciate it. She's a very sweet girl (Edward) How old is she? (Morgan) Just eighteen (Edward) She hasn't been at Court yet? (Morgan) No (Edward) What sort of match are they hoping for? A Freiarr? Younger sons of a Freiarr? (Morgan) Something that will give her a decent life. Daughter of a Freiarr gave her better prospects (Edward) Yes it did. The title will move completely out of her reach? (Morgan) _if_ the old Freiarrs son takes the Freiarrdom, yes (Edward) Is she the current Freiarr's only child? (Morgan) No, there is an older brother who, aside from wanting the best for the people of Insel, would much rather be off sailing (Edward) Sounds like you! (Edward) **Molly rolls her eyes towards the ceiling* (Morgan) There are similarities I may have noticed (Edward) Is he married? (Morgan) no (Edward) A pity. Her brother marrying well would help * Morgan nods (Morgan) Obviously she is still related to the Freiarr by birth... just... a cousin of * Edward nods (Edward) Are they wanting someone from the north? (Morgan) That'd be the ideal, so that she wouldn't be too far from her family... they're very close (Edward) I will help. I'll see what I can discover at Court tomorrow about which men are looking at present * Morgan nods (Morgan) thank you * Edward nods "It is a shame that Zench's lands are in Heilgrund, and not Posen. He is being put under pressure to find a wife" * Morgan nods (Morgan) There's a possibility it will not come to pass, but I think she could do with having the help of someone like you who knows the ins and outs of court life (Edward) **Molly shrugs: Your help would be very good, Edward. I do not think Lord Zenchlerin the right match anyway. I rather think someone who does not have a long term Cherie Amor would be better suited for a young lady from a close-knit, protective family (Edward) **he looks to Morgan with a shrug** It is a common part of being a noble wife (Morgan) Not to me, nor you, nor the Rosenkrantz family * Edward nods a little "Even choosing her spouse with that in mind, there could be no guarantees" (Morgan) We can only try * Edward nods (Edward) Will any of the family be at Court tomorrow? (Morgan) No (Edward) Very well * Edward sips the whiskey (Edward) Are you staying with Jarvie? (Morgan) Not tonight... * Edward nods (Edward) She's gotten big (Morgan) thats more or less how it works * Edward nods (Edward) She will be pleased to see you (Morgan) I've missed her.... I understand father was livid about it all (Edward) Yes, we've all had one turn now, haven't we? Looks like it is my turn again * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) Maybe we'll remind him he has another grandchild now * Edward looks at the step two down from him, staying quiet (Edward) **Molly glances at Edward, then Morgan (Morgan) Aside from Varick, I mean * Edward nods (Edward) He says we shouldn't have let Jarvie move to the dower house when Hans died and should have made her move to Die Dauerhaftigkeit instead (Morgan) So simple, why didn't we ever think of telling her what to do... * Edward nods (Edward) She seems happy with Grendlik (Morgan) He's a good man (Edward) Odd though, that she is accidentally with child with a ship's captain, and I accidentally made a ship's captain with child (Edward) [No, sounds like exactly the sort of repetition in meddling Leopold warned of] * Morgan nods slowly (Edward) What else do you have on your itinerary in Freiburg? (Morgan) Not a great deal really (Edward) M: I was thinking of making a little romantic day trip to Niesfeld. There's also a bank draft we must take to the bank. I'd like to see Jarvie? *she looks questioningly at Morgan* * Morgan nods (Edward) If you are going to Niesfeld, you might see Zench on the return trip, he will be over for Coutt (Morgan) oh? (Edward) It enlivens Court having friends there (Morgan) I wouldn't know (Edward) You are welcome to keep us company. Anhalt might be there (Morgan) Now thats someone I would like to speak to * Edward nods (Edward) There's unlikely to be much dancing, so we do not need to worry about keeping Molly's card filled * Morgan smiles slightly (Morgan) the duchess is quite capable of holding her own (Edward) **Molly bites her lip before sipping her coffee** (Edward) I am sure. But I would still limit her contact with His Grace * Morgan nods (Edward) M: It would be easier in this instance if men were more like women, and we did not have to consider the unwanted attentions of men! * Edward laughs "If men were more like women, no attentions would be given by anyone at all. It would be all coy flirtation and no action" (Edward) **Molly smiles at Edward** I disagree. A lack of ability in men to read the subtleties of a woman's invitation or rejection is hardly the responsibility of the female sex (Morgan) and there'd be a lot of gossiping * Edward laughs (Edward) M: **she gives Morgan a sly glance** I think men enjoy gossiping just as much as women (Morgan) When we do it, its intelligence gathering (Edward) **They both laugh. Their conversation is interrupted by the Butler coming into the hall.** ** You are now disconnected (Connection timed out) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Saturday, 26 February 2022 14:06:44 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Morgan) M: It would be easier in this instance if men were more like women, and we did not have to consider the unwanted attentions of men! (Morgan) * Edward laughs "If men were more like women, no attentions would be given by anyone at all. It would be all coy flirtation and no action" (Morgan) **Molly smiles at Edward** I disagree. A lack of ability in men to read the subtleties of a woman's invitation or rejection is hardly the responsibility of the female sex (Morgan) and there'd be a lot of gossiping (Morgan) * Edward laughs (Morgan) M: **she gives Morgan a sly glance** I think men enjoy gossiping just as much as women (Morgan) When we do it, its intelligence gathering (Morgan) **They both laugh. Their conversation is interrupted by the Butler coming into the hall.** (Molly) **The butler asks if they will want lunch. Edward looks to Morgan "Do you want to take Molly to Jarvies and I will join you there later?" * Morgan nods (Morgan) Aye, I think so (Molly) **Edward thanks the butler. Soon he's assuring them he'll be over in a few hours and escorting them to the door. Molly spontaneously hugs Edward, holding him firmly. Edward embraces her back** * Morgan watches them quietly * Molly waits til Edward lets go before moving aside * Morgan pulls him into a tight hug (Molly) **Edward hugs him back** (Molly) **Edward lets go first** Potts won't mind if you take his horses * Molly looks to Morgan questioningly (Morgan) Its not far, we'll walk (Molly) **Edward nods, letting them out and shutting the door. Molly watches Morgan when the door is shut, looking serious** (Molly) Do you know any quiet, scenic routes? (Morgan) I'm sure we can find one, why? (Molly) I thought it might be nicer * Morgan nods (Morgan) alright * Molly starts walking away from the door "I wasn't planning anything..." * Morgan nods, walking beside her (Molly) **the route they find is twice as long but takes them through a nice park** (Molly) How are you, my love? (Morgan) I'm not sure. I'm worried about him (Molly) Me too. I knew it would be a big shock... * Morgan nods (Molly) He feels awful that he hurt you * Morgan nods * Molly frowns a little, stopping to pick up a particularly bright red leaf from beneath a tree (Molly) You do not wish to talk to me about it? (Morgan) He didn't mean to hurt me (Molly) No, he didn't. I don't think he is thinking clearly right now (Morgan) I know (Molly) Perhaps once he has had more time to think he will be more reasonable (Morgan) I hope so (Molly) Me too, liebling. He should be with Mina, shouldn't he? * Morgan nods (Morgan) yes * Molly offers her hand * Morgan takes it (Molly) It is hard to hear his dismay at Florrie's existence? * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (Molly) I think you are right, introducing it all gradually * Morgan nods (Morgan) I don't think he would have handled knowing what she looks like well at all (Molly) No, not at all. One day, he will have to know but not today * Morgan nods (Morgan) quite (Molly) Does that make all this harder for you? (Morgan) having to keep it from him? (Molly) That his reaction to Florrie's appearance would be negative (Morgan) I suppose so (Molly) And keeping it from him? (Morgan) I don't like hiding things from him * Molly nods (Molly) This is for his own good though (Morgan) yes it is * Molly squeezes his hand gently (Molly) Though I am concerned for Edward, you are my priority. Is there anything I can do that you would appreciate? (Morgan) You already are blossom (Molly) Am I? * Morgan nods, lifting their hands up for a moment * Molly smiles, nodding (Molly) Good * Molly walks quietly, just thinking a while, before she says (Molly) Is this how you expected him to react? (Morgan) More or less (Molly) I am hopeful that he will think better to going with the immediate reaction that he must wed Alice * Morgan nods (Morgan) He is rather set on it. She won't have it. * Molly nods (Molly) It's the principle, I suppose * Morgan nods (Molly) Goodness knows we all grew up knowing what would be expected if we made such an error... * Morgan nods * Molly shrugs (Molly) Unless they assume it has happened and they choose to make you leave home instead. (Morgan) That has caused some consternation amongst the Rosenkrantz's (Molly) Has it? (Morgan) well... Seb particularly... he worries about the sort of man your father is * Molly sighs (Molly) My father is a complicated man. * Morgan nods (Molly) It's hardly behaviour that would recommend him to anyone though (Morgan) No, it isn't (Molly) I hope they do not think less of me because he is my father (Morgan) I think its fairly obvious they accepted you into their family immediately * Molly shrugs "I suppose so. It is nice they have remembered me" (Morgan) Trust me, I saw their reaction to finding out you were family... (Molly) What was it? (Morgan) the doctor was thrilled... Seb was anxious about your father... and Adara and Ilena... well, I think the squealing gave it away * Molly smiles (Molly) I wish it were less complicated * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know (Molly) If there was nothing with Seb and I, it would be so much easier * Morgan stops (Morgan) I'm sorry? * Molly looks at him (Molly) All of the potential path nonsense. If it was just simple to have this new part of my family * Morgan nods slowly (Molly) What did you think I meant? (Morgan) Well... the way it sounded... * Molly squeezes his hand "There is nothing like that for me, liebling." * Morgan nods * Molly smiles sadly "I'm sorry I worried you" * Morgan nods (Morgan) its alright * Molly nods "It's not easy, now I am related to him" (Morgan) Why? (Molly) Because when he was just Heinzharold's friend, we could never see him again (Morgan) Its a big world, we still could (Molly) But far less than being entangled with him as we now are * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) Are you concerned you will develop feelings for him? (Molly) No, I am not (Morgan) Then it doesn't really matter does it? (Molly) To me it does. I worry how you feel when I am around him (Morgan) Better than I did, that much is certain * Molly nods (Molly) But I do not know you will ever feel comfortable with him in my life (Morgan) I don't know (Morgan) but... he is in your life, and mine and that is just something I will have to deal with * Molly nods (Molly) I would not have chosen this for you. (Morgan) I know.... but we are where we are * Molly nods (Molly) I know, but I still feel guilty (Morgan) you've no need * Molly nods a little (Molly) I know, but it doesn't feel good. It feels as if he is a wedge that could come between us (Morgan) As long as you feel nothing for him, I don't think that'll be an issue (Molly) And if I eventually feel close to him as a cousin? (Morgan) I will tell you, openly, if I start having trouble with it. * Molly nods (Molly) I appreciate that. I would hate to discover afterwards that I had made you wish to leave me * Morgan nods (Molly) That is what scares me. Not whether I might one day feel something for him, but that the way it makes you feel may make you wish to give me up rather than endure those feelings (Morgan) But you are not concerned that you will develop feelings for him, so that doesn't make much sense * Molly smiles (Molly) It does to me. The threat of something can be a torment enough even if you are assured it won't come to pass (Morgan) I see * Molly shrugs (Molly) There is nothing I can do to stop you feeling threatened by him (Morgan) Providing you are honest with me, I think we can deal with it * Molly nods (Molly) I hope so. It would be very hard for you to deal with my having any feelings for him, even if I was still choosing to be with you * Morgan nods (Morgan) You keep talking as if that is likely (Molly) I do not think it is, but I do not feel as secure as I did before knowing he was a real person who was going to be part of our lives * Morgan frowns (Molly) Not inasmuch as I might feel something, but less secure that you will stay, that you will still want to be with me. * Morgan shakes his head (Molly) I preferred it when my devotion was not something anyone would have thought to question (Morgan) It just worries me that you may feel things for him that may pull you toward him nd away from me * Molly shakes her head "I want to be with you, liebes herz. Forever." * Morgan nods (Molly) Maybe the Nieblungen can assure us that it is now an impossibility (Morgan) If they choose to * Molly nods (Molly) Do you think Edward will be alright alone? (Morgan) If I'm honest, I'm not sure (Molly) Should we have stayed? * Morgan frowns (Morgan) Maybe (Molly) Perhaps we should give him an hour or so and then make an excuse to go back? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know he needs some space but... (Molly) We could tell him I was worrying for him, and my being worried is intolerable for you? (Morgan) well... that is true * Molly smiles (Molly) I am getting better at this * Morgan nods (Molly) I generally would not worry about tailoring the truth, and just rely on my face * Morgan nods (Morgan) the perks of being a woman (Molly) Because we are better at manipulating? *she tries to contain a smile* (Morgan) quite (Molly) Espionage would be far simpler as a woman, due to that? * Morgan nods * Molly smiles (Molly) I believe you once said you do not envy any man that comes against me because of my wiles * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed I did * Molly looks thoughtful (Molly) I am not sure when or where it was though (Molly) It might have been in the kitchen on the Rose, before I offered you the position of Quartermaster * Morgan nods (Morgan) sounds about right ** You are now disconnected (Connection timed out) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Saturday, 26 February 2022 19:56:02 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **They arrive at Jarvie's little house in Dresden Strasse to the sound of Varick running around and HH pretending to be a bear chasing him. The butler shows them into the hall. * Morgan thanks him * Molly reluctantly loosens his hand (Molly) Are you planning on telling her? (Morgan) about your father? (Molly) About Florrie * Morgan shakes his head (Morgan) No. (Molly) **Jarvie comes into the hall. She looks relaxed and happy, and pregnant. She is around six months now, similar to where Dietlinde was at the same time of year in 65. (Molly) J: Come in, make yourselves at home! **The house has changed since they were last there two months ago, becoming more homely, less formal** * Morgan looks her up and down (Morgan) You look happy * Molly hugs her, and the back of Morgan's neck prickles (Molly) **Jarvie nods** I am. Grendlik isn't here, if you wanted to see him ** You're now known as Jarvie (Morgan) Rather tough luck if I did isn't it * Jarvie hugs Morgan next, her bump pressed against him (Jarvie) He's gone to Einsbaden again, they're building a new wing on the orphanage (Morgan) oh? * Jarvie smiles "It came into a sizable amount of cash and can help more children" * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (Jarvie) You both look well. No Edward? (Morgan) He said he'll be along later * Jarvie leads them in to the parlour and gets them coffee. They can hear Inga is with HH and Varick, playing around in the library (Jarvie) **Molly sips her coffee, settling on the couch. Jarvie watches Morgan** (Jarvie) You going to dish the dirt, Cuz, or do I need to ask Varick? (Morgan) What dirt would that be? * Jarvie sips her coffee (Jarvie) That Edward has a daughter (Morgan) Where the hell have you come up with that? (Jarvie) Varick told me he has a cousin and she will be related to my baby, but his other cousins aren't (Morgan) I see (Jarvie) So? * Morgan nods slightly (Morgan) It goes no further... (Jarvie) Obviously (Morgan) He can't know you know... not yet * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) I won't tell * Morgan nods (Jarvie) Go on then (Morgan) He has a daughter * Jarvie rolls her eyes (Jarvie) With who? When? (Morgan) A woman called Alice, not long after he had his nose fixed (Jarvie) Why? (Morgan) why what? (Jarvie) Why was Edward taking such a big risk? Brothels we all know about... unless she's...? (Morgan) They met in a tavern and spent the evening together. * Jarvie nods "I suppose I can't really be throwing stones when it comes to that sort of thing" (Morgan) Not really, no. As with you, efforts were made to avoid it, but... * Jarvie smiles "If efforts were made, it isn't like me. But we thought it was impossible, so..." * Morgan nods (Jarvie) Definitely his daughter? * Morgan nods (Jarvie) She's two? Or three? (Morgan) Coming on for two and a half (Jarvie) How long has he known? (Morgan) About twenty minutes * Jarvie raises her eyebrows (Jarvie) Shocked? * Morgan nods (Morgan) very (Jarvie) Grendlik and I were going to head to Innesbruck when he gets back then go to Graben for the wedding. Is that off now? * Morgan frowns (Morgan) I don't know yet. I'm not finished working on it * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) It's Edward. He's got ideas that he won't deviate from (Morgan) He's got it into his skull he should do the 'honourable' thing... which no-one wants (Jarvie) What's the woman like? (Morgan) Hard working, absolutely adores her daughter. You'd like her I think (Jarvie) If I'd like her she's not going to be delicate enough for Edward (Jarvie) **Molly coughs a little, smiling** * Morgan nods (Morgan) she captains her own ship (Jarvie) That won't work then. (Morgan) No... quite (Jarvie) Grendlik and I are doing alright, but that's because we knew and liked each other. We have things in common. * Morgan nods (Jarvie) What does the mother want? (Morgan) For Florence to know her father, have a relationship with her family... but thats it, she doesn't want money, she doesn't want to marry... * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) Good for her * Morgan nods (Jarvie) But Edward is going to play the martyr here, and try to force her into marriage? (Morgan) He's set on it at the moment. (Jarvie) Uncle Addie is going to side with him too * Morgan nods (Morgan) I've no doubt (Morgan) Which is why I need to persuade Edward before my father finds out (Jarvie) M: Liebes herz, is he arguing on the grounds of his honour, or his faith? (Morgan) Bit of both (Jarvie) M: I can probably think of some religious arguments against it * Morgan nods (Morgan) that'd be useful (Jarvie) I guess that leaves us with arguments against the noble honour stuff, Cuz * Morgan nods (Jarvie) **Molly stands up, excusing herself to go to the library. Jarvie looks at Morgan** (Jarvie) How you dealing with suddenly being an uncle? (Morgan) Thats the easy part (Jarvie) Why? * Morgan sighs (Morgan) because she looks like Jana (Jarvie) She's blonde? * Morgan nods (Jarvie) I thought she looked more like Dietlinde than you * Morgan nods (Morgan) apparently I had more to do with her appearance than we thought (Jarvie) How similar are they? (Morgan) In their looks? (Jarvie) Or personalities (Morgan) She's a little skinnier, and has Edwards eyes but apart from that... as for her personality... she's quiet, doesn't seem to find it easy connecting with people (Jarvie) Like twins then? * Morgan nods * Jarvie sighs, shaking her head (Jarvie) You've had a bad time of it then? (Morgan) its been rough. SHe's a wonderful little girl though * Jarvie nods (Morgan) I haven't told Edward that yet... (Jarvie) Why not? Maybe it would make him more able to bond with her * Morgan shakes his head (Morgan) I don't think so... he's still really cut up about Jana, to know his daughter looks the same... no, I don't think that'd help * Jarvie watches him (Jarvie) Interesting. Alright. (Jarvie) How are they for money? (Morgan) He spent so long thinking I should put them aside, then I lose them like that... Understandable why he hurts over it, really. * Jarvie nods, accepting this "Almost like guilt, like he jinxed you" * Morgan nods (Morgan) As for money... she doesn't have anything much to do with her family, so she's been running her ship, at a loss I think... we're working together, so I think they'll be alright now. I've secured them a home, so they'll have that no matter what (Jarvie) I want to send a banker's draft. You have an address? (Morgan) Why? You've got your own bundle of sleepless nights to deal with (Jarvie) Because I admire any woman who can face bringing up a child alone when money is tight, finding out the father is noble and _still_ telling him she'd rather do it without marrying him (Morgan) Depends. If he isn't going to back down, I'm flat out not telling him where can find them, and I don't want to put you in the position of having the information he wants (Jarvie) Then I make it out to you, you send the money on * Morgan nods * Jarvie nods as if it is settled (Jarvie) As for this one, and the sleepless nights, Grendlik wants to do all that * Morgan nods (Morgan) Tough as it is, he will love it * Jarvie nods "I've never known a man who is so eager to have a child. He's had his house put in order, has a nursery, wet nurse planned... the man is like a mother hen." (Morgan) He wanted children... to think he couldn't and then *he gestures at her belly* * Jarvie nods "then fate intervened and a miracle happened, I guess" (Jarvie) I told him, about not keeping the first one (Morgan) What did he say to that? (Jarvie) He apologised for putting me in the position to have to go through it. He was sad, of course, but not angry * Morgan nods (Morgan) he's a good man * Jarvie nods "he is" (Jarvie) Thanks, by the way * Morgan looks confused (Jarvie) Talking me round to keeping the baby and marrying him * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) it was the right thing to do (Jarvie) I know that now. At the time, I was sure I wanted to go back to normal * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know (Jarvie) Are you staying for dinner? (Morgan) I don't know... I'd have to ask the duchess (Jarvie) I'll go and ask. I get a funny pain in one hip if I sit too long (Morgan) mention that to her... * Jarvie nods "It's good to see you" (Morgan) and you * Jarvie goes, hand on her lower back ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 27 February 2022 18:46:44 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * Jarvie comes back about fifteen minutes later, sitting back down (Jarvie) How have you all been? It's been almost three months since I saw you (Morgan) Had some ups and downs... had to go chasing someone across Avalon (Jarvie) How come? (Morgan) He brutalised a woman in the place I'd been living before I came back to Eisen... specifically because she looked like Molly. (Jarvie) What the hell?! (Morgan) He wanted her... he couldn't have her * Jarvie looks at him, remembering the creepy letter that he had written to Verity about Molly right before the wedding "Not Dau?" * Morgan nods (Jarvie) Auntie Verity said then about some men getting obsessed with certain women... what happened to that woman? (Morgan) How much detail are you wanting? (Jarvie) All of it * Jarvie puts her feet up on the coffee table * Morgan sighs (Morgan) He hurt her so badly she couldn't even hold her bladder, and she was always bleeding. The birth was going to kill her * Jarvie shakes her head "That's awful. What happened then?" (Morgan) Not much until we arrived back there. I heard about her and went to see her... a bit of nagging convinced her grace to prosecute him, if he could be caught... so I went and caught him * Jarvie smiles "Dead?" (Morgan) he is now... I took him back to face justice * Jarvie looks surprised "You didn't do it yourself?" * Morgan shakes his head (Jarvie) What happened to the woman? (Morgan) Molly and Dr Rosenkrantz managed to save her (Jarvie) And the baby? (Morgan) little boy, Thomas * Jarvie nods "Worked out alright in the end then" * Morgan nods (Morgan) led us down an interesting path, too (Jarvie) What's that? (Morgan) Again, not to be shared with anyone else... * Jarvie looks at him "You don't need to keep telling me" (Morgan) Force of habit... very long story short... Mollys father isn't what we thought. He's actually a Freiarr * Jarvie looks disbelieving as well as intrigued "How the hell has that come about?" (Morgan) As I said, very long story (Jarvie) So Molly is like, what, a quarter Eisen? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I suppose so (Morgan) Though... she's given up her Avalonian citizenship, so she's all Eisen now * Jarvie nods "Could be worse" (Jarvie) When is he leaving Sudlachenburg? (Morgan) He doesn't know yet... and if he does go to take the Freiarrdom, I want to be sure it'll be a good fit for him and the people (Jarvie) Where is it? (Morgan) Insell (Jarvie) Somewhere in Posen, isn't it? * Morgan nosd (Morgan) Right on the coast * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) Sounds like it's going to be a lot of politics * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm not looking forward to telling him everything he thought he knew is wrong * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) He seems like the sort that won't take it well * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (Jarvie) Is that where you're heading next? * Morgan nods (Morgan) more or less (Jarvie) Grendlik and I will be going to my house in Innesbruck once he is back, we will probably still go even if the wedding is off (Morgan) Going to stay in my town, huh? * Jarvie nods "I'll even keep paying my tithe" (Morgan) Well that'd be nice... means I can keep the rents low * Jarvie nods "We were going to stay through Prophet's Mass in Graben, but if that doesn't work out we could all go to Sudlachenburg. It's been a very long time" * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm hoping the wedding will go ahead (Jarvie) How do you think Mina will take it? (Morgan) I don't know. I'm hoping she'll accept that it was while they were not together and move on (Jarvie) It is possible she will * Morgan nods (Jarvie) It's also possible she won't want a man with lots of baggage from the past (Morgan) I hope that isn't the case * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) They've had a rough road * Morgan nods (Morgan) they have (Jarvie) How are you and Molly? (Morgan) We're alright (Jarvie) It's been five months, hasn't it? * Morgan nods (Jarvie) She's doing well to have put up with you this long * Morgan nods (Morgan) I think so (Jarvie) Longer than I could stand you anyway * Morgan nods (Morgan) Most people struggle to tolerate me at all * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) How is Varick doing? Does he miss Alarice? (Morgan) Not so far as I can tell... He's starting to lose the memories of his father, which upsets him a great deal ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 27 February 2022 21:45:11 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * Jarvie nods "Bad enough being orphaned by fifteen, it's not surprising he's losing memories" * Morgan nods (Jarvie) I probably have some old letters from Alarice in Innesbruck, maybe there will be some stories in them (Morgan) I'm not sure anything she had to say would be kind to anyone * Jarvie laughs (Jarvie) You forget how obsessed she was with looking good to everyone back then (Morgan) I suppose so (Jarvie) I'll look when I am there * Morgan nods (Jarvie) Are you still off adventuring once you've dealt with the family drama? * Morgan nods (Morgan) Places to be (Jarvie) I'd come with you, but... *she gestures to her stomach* (Morgan) and you couldn't stand to be near me that long (Jarvie) Chance to poke around an undiscovered land... I could probably endure you for that * Morgan laughs quietly (Morgan) Did you tell Molly about that pain? * Jarvie nods "She thinks it's just part of my body adapting, but she'll see if she can do a little massage before you go, and take the edge off it" * Morgan nods (Jarvie) *The butler comes to tell them lunch is ready, and Jarvie gets up** (Jarvie) You've managed half an hour without any nosey questions about Grendlik and I, I'm impressed * Morgan stands up (Morgan) I'm only interested in two of them anyway] (Jarvie) Go on? (Morgan) Is he treating you well and are you both happy... (Jarvie) Yes he is, and yes, I suppose we are (Morgan) Then what else is there for me to know? (Jarvie) I thought you'd ask about our future plans, whether we were in love (Morgan) I assume you will resume your work... * Jarvie nods "I haven't stopped yet, I still have another few days. Then I am going to take a few months off from the intense work. I think I will get right back on it once the baby is born, but I'm not sure" * Morgan nods (Morgan) as for the other question... I imagine you would say there is a growing affection, but you wouldn't call it being in love... (Jarvie) Actually, I just don't know. It could be. How would I know what is love and what is just caring about someone and being attracted to them? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I think part of it comes down to how upset you would be if they left... (Jarvie) Not just away for work, or helping at the orphanage? (Morgan) No... though how strongly you miss him might be an indicator * Jarvie thinks about it (Jarvie) I miss his company, but I like that we can both do things separately and then come back together again afterwards * Morgan nods (Morgan) but if he was to leave? (Jarvie) I would miss him. I don't like the idea of that * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) I see (Jarvie) I hadn't thought about that really. He actually could leave, once the baby comes... (Morgan) I really don't see it. (Jarvie) No... (Morgan) Perhaps make him aware of how you feel... and that that thought upsets you (Jarvie) I'll talk to him. I didn't think I would bond with the baby, but as time goes on I think I've started to * Morgan nods (Morgan) as difficult as that may be, its worth it * Jarvie nods (Jarvie) I thought the movement would be horrible, but it's not really * Morgan nods (Morgan) At some point, Holzheim will be able to put his ear to your belly and hear the baerns heartbeat (Jarvie) He will like that. I'll suggest it when he is back. Unless you wanted to try? (Morgan) That'd be nice (Jarvie) After lunch, I'm famished * Morgan nods, smiling (Morgan) alright * Jarvie leads the way. The others are at the table, but Molly looks thoughtful and distracted in her place beside him. ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Monday, 28 February 2022 20:18:32 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Varick) **Lunch is quite lively, and Jarvie suggests Morgan puts Varick in the guest room for his nap. Varick is slow up the stairs** Auntie Jarvie has a baby in her tummy (Morgan) Yes, I know (Varick) Everyone is having babies! (Morgan) I'm not (Varick) Don't be silly, Papa, only girls have babies (Morgan) that might be why then * Varick nods, going into the guest room (Varick) When is Mama going to have a baby? (Morgan) Not for a while... we have a lot to do first (Varick) When is Inga going to have a baby? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I don't know * Varick takes off his boots, lying down (Varick) When is Uncle Edward coming? (Morgan) Soon... When I said you shouldn't talk about Florrie, I meant to anyone... (Varick) Why not? (Morgan) Because its a big thing for him to get used to. He won't be ready for people to know (Varick) It is a secret? (Morgan) for now, yes (Varick) I don't like secrets (Morgan) I know... (Varick) I told auntie Jarvie, but that's okay because I trust her (Morgan) I know... she was asking me about it... thing is, if someone else knows, they could tell others and it would upset Edward... and I think it would be best if my father found out from me or Edward, not hearing it by accident, don't you? (Varick) Okay, Papa. I'm sorry **he looks worried** (Morgan) Its alright, we just need to make sure Edward has enough time to get used to it first * Varick hugs him "You aren't angry with me?" (Morgan) No, not at all * Varick lies back down "Okay. I won't talk about Florrie again. But I wish we could see her again" * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know... we will at some point ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Tuesday, 1 March 2022 19:22:00 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **Varick falls asleep as easily as in his own bed** * Morgan heads back to find the others (Molly) **Jarvie, Inga and HH are sat chatting. There's no sign of Molly** (Morgan) [Where are you blossom?] (Molly) [At the pond with Edward] (Morgan) [Is everything alright?] (Molly) [Yes] (Morgan) [Should I come out?] (Molly) [If you wish, my love] * Morgan quietly excuses himself, heading to the pond * Molly and Edward have their back to the house. He's in his frock coat, his overcoat draped around her. He's smoking a cigar * Morgan makes his way over to them (Molly) **they aren't talking, just watching the fish in the pond * Morgan stands next to Edward, glancing at him before looking at the water ** You're now known as Edward * Edward looks grim * Morgan watches one of the fish (Morgan) How're you doing? (Edward) I've been better. * Morgan nods (Edward) I am supposed to get married in twenty three days * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know (Edward) She deserves better (Morgan) Bullshit. She loves you. * Edward looks to Molly "Go back indoors please" (Edward) **Molly looks like she might automatically comply, then she looks to Morgan** * Morgan nods slightly (Edward) **Molly goes to give Edward his coat, but he insists she keeps it on and she does so as she goes** (Edward) Whether she loves me or not is irrelevant (Morgan) No, it isn't. (Edward) She deserves a man who will do right by her and not keep cocking things up * Morgan turns to look at Edward (Morgan) When Hapsburg sent you away... why did you comply with that? (Edward) Because it was the honourable thing to do. (Morgan) You thought you were doing right by her... * Edward nods "I would not disgrace her by pursuing it when her father refused it" * Morgan nods (Morgan) So she has a man who does right by her... (Edward) I should marry Alice. (Morgan) No... she wants her freedom, and you want Mina, and Mina wants you. You marry Alice, if you could force her, is not what anyone at all wants * Edward looks at Morgan (Edward) She is the mother of my child. (Morgan) A fact I am very aware of (Edward) Then you know what is right. (Morgan) Because thats how its always been... perhaps then we should only speak to god in church, because _thats_ how it always was... (Edward) _You_ would go ahead and marry Mina then? * Morgan watches him carefully for a full half minute (Morgan) Yes (Edward) Don't you think it is asking too much, expecting her to accept my fatherhood on top of everything else I have asked her to accept? (Morgan) There is only one person who can answer that, isn't there * Edward draws on the cigar (Edward) Maybe she and I aren't meant to be (Morgan) I don't believe that * Edward shrugs, sticking his hand in his pocket * Edward just frowns at the fish (Morgan) I don't think you should be making the decision for her (Edward) She will be led by her emotions, not be reason. This is exactly the sort of decision I should make for her. (Morgan) When its your ship to captain... but it isn't yet. And I don't think you're giving Mina enough credit (Edward) I don't think it's fair to ask so much of her. (Morgan) If it is too much, she will tell you... * Edward says nothing again, brooding on it * Morgan watches him for a moment before sighing (Edward) Where is my daughter? (Morgan) What are your intentions towards them? (Edward) I do not know yet * Morgan watches the fish (Edward) This is a disaster. (Morgan) It is a complication (Edward) I told Father I would try to get you home for Memorial Day * Morgan frowns, nodding slightly (Edward) One way or the other, I need to see Mina (Morgan) Yes. You do (Edward) Can I have her meet me at Koln? (Morgan) I don't see an issue with that * Edward nods (Edward) I appreciate that. (Edward) I saw Maubourg on the way up (Morgan) Lucky you (Edward) I stayed at Hafenlohr, rather than in Kiev, but it's only five miles. It meant my visit was brief (Morgan) How is he? (Edward) Flatulent. * Morgan nods (Morgan) At least he's not trying to wreck the place (Edward) He seems quite resigned to his retirement * Morgan nods (Edward) That house is awful though (Morgan) We won't be living there * Edward nods (Edward) On the way down, we'll stay at Hafenlohr. The owner is my former Commander (Morgan) Shouldn't be an issue * Edward nods "we will need to stay somewhere" (Morgan) As long as it doesn't smell of cabbages (Edward) Molly suggested we leave the day after tomorrow, which makes sense with Court. Cabbages because of her nickname for you? (Morgan) No... HeinzHarold, Claudia and I chased someone the length of Avalon... stayed in some god forsaken places, one of which reeked of boiled cabbage (Edward) Hafenlohr is nice. It's wasted as a second home * Morgan nods (Morgan) We'll see what can be done with it in a few years (Edward) They may want to sell one day. I would put in a good word for you * Morgan nods (Edward) Then we can go cross-country to Sudlachenburg * Morgan nods * Edward moves straight to the next cigar (Edward) How long did you spend with her? * Morgan glances at him briefly (Morgan) a while * Edward nods (Edward) Does she know about me? (Morgan) about you? * Edward nods (Morgan) She knows you exist, obviously... Alice has always been honest with her. They asked me about you (Edward) What did you say? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) told them what sort of man you are * Edward makes a derisory noise (Morgan) Proud, arrogant at times... loving, dependable, fantastic with Varick... (Edward) Maybe. (Morgan) No maybe about it (Edward) I would not say dependable. (Morgan) And yet I trust you to keep my wife safe, my son safe... * Edward looks at the pond "I appreciate that, though I wonder if maybe you're stupid" (Morgan) No... You would keep them safe. (Edward) I don't want to get into thos. Too much weighs on me right now (Morgan) You asked, I'm just answering * Edward nods (Edward) I know (Edward) What have you told them about what will happen now? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I told Alice your first reaction would be to insist on marrying her... (Edward) She dislikes that? (Morgan) She doesn't want to marry... she set to sea to avoid having to marry, before she met you. (Edward) That man was not good (Morgan) No... so I am given to understand... (Edward) I would consider giving her some freedom (Morgan) And put aside Mina... can you imagine how that will hurt her? (Edward) It will hurt her that I have a child already (Morgan) But less, I suspect... (Edward) I do not know (Morgan) I think the biggest difference... is choice... you did not choose to be away from her, you did not choose to have a child... but you would be choosing to put her aside. (Edward) I chose to be intimate with Alice (Morgan) Did you believe there was any chance of being with Mina? (Edward) No, but I was hardly a monk even before that (Morgan) But you had an agreement, as I recall... (Edward) We did. Having a child was not part of that. (Morgan) No... that happened when you were distressed, and could only see the future without her, having had her torn away from you. (Edward) If it happened with Alice, there could be many children of mine around Eisen, and Vendel, and Vodacce. (Morgan) No... no, I don't think so at all. (Edward) Why? I thought pulling out was completely safe. (Morgan) I think she is rather singular, and that anyone else would've found a way to track you down * Edward shakes his head (Edward) The sort of women, they wouldn't necessarily know it was mine and not someone else's * Morgan looks at him seriously (Morgan) will you trust me on this? I am _certain_ that isn't the case (Edward) I do not see how you could know (Morgan) And thats where the trust comes in, isn't it? * Edward nods (Edward) Fine, fine. * Morgan smiles slightly (Morgan) I know, its difficult... but you have no idea how much that means to me * Edward nods (Edward) Would you inflict this on Molly, if you'd had a child accidentally? (Morgan) If we had been through so much, as you and Mina have? Yes, because she would want the choice to be hers (Edward) I hate upsetting her again * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know (Edward) I want her to be able to respect me and trust me to lead her but how can I when I have messed up so badly so many times? (Morgan) You are not the same as you were then. (Edward) That does not matter. Whenever she doubts my judgement, that is what her mind will come back to. (Morgan) Of course it matters, and don't be thinking you know how she will think about things... * Edward shrugs (Edward) I went looking for Alice. That's why I was in Vendel when you came back last winter (Morgan) oh? (Edward) I didn't know anything about her except she was a ship's Captain, noble born, and Avalonian * Morgan nods (Edward) I didn't find her. Then I realised I needed to resolve the situation with Mina once and for all (Morgan) Just dawned on you? (Edward) No. I never forgot her. But I had given up all hope. Then I wondered whether there might be even a slight chance, and I had to be completely sure it would never be possible with her. * Morgan nods * Edward looks at Morgan "Are you going to now tell me that I should now make completely sure she wouldn't prefer to deal with my screw ups and an unexpected stepdaughter rather than me walk away?" (Morgan) I think you've rather done that already (Edward) I still don't know it's right. My daughter should be here in Eisen, given her title and my name. I should marry the woman who I have impacted so detrimentally (Morgan) Detrimentally? Oh my brother... she wouldn't have it any other way, except for higher paying cargo. Florrie is her everything. (Edward) I am glad she has a devoted mother. But neither of them should be living anything other than the life my choices have made due to them. (Morgan) Alice would be living that life anyway, and Florrie is happy. (Edward) She should have a _Father_. How is a girl to grow up without one? (Morgan) If she grows up like Alice, she'll be fine. This obsession with marrying Alice being the right thing to do isn't going to help, it'll only make things harder. * Edward runs his hand through his hair (Edward) That is the rule. If you give a noble woman a child, you should marry her. (Morgan) And nobles don't know the names of their staff, or dig foundations in the mud. (Edward) Yes. There are ways things are done, it keeps things orderly and maintains our society. * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) After everything thats happened, you _owe_ Mina the choice. (Edward) She does not deserve the weight of this decision. (Morgan) So you'll make it for her... as her father did last time... (Edward) You and I have very different opinions on how women should be treated (Morgan) with respect. (Edward) With protection (Morgan) You aren't protecting her by overriding her (Edward) I am protecting her from the burden of living with the consequences of her decision and the pressure to make me happy (Morgan) by denying her the choice of whether she wants that or not. (Edward) By making the choice so she is spared it (Morgan) Then you'll end up with nothing (Edward) We are not going to see eye to eye on this right now. * Morgan takes a deep, slow breath (Morgan) Probably not * Edward nods, going back to watching the fish and smoking "Go in, enjoy the time with Jarvie" (Morgan) You understand that I only fight so hard on this out of love, for you, for Mina for Florrie? (Edward) I understand that is your motivation, yes * Morgan nods (Morgan) I love you, Edward * Edward nods "I love you also" * Morgan nods, leaving him to it ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Saturday, 5 March 2022 19:32:13 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * Molly is sat in the library on the couch with the Holy Book and a pencil and paper * Morgan sits down quietly * Molly looks up at him the empty room quiet, and speaks quietly herself (Molly) Are you alright? (Morgan) I suppose so * Molly nods a little (Molly) Did Edward come in? (Morgan) He's still outside * Molly nods (Molly) He needs time to adjust to her existence. It cannot be easy for him (Morgan) He keeps going back to being adamant that he should marry her... He doesn't even think he should let Mina decide * Molly sighs (Molly) I do not believe Alice will marry him, not unless he threatens to take Florrie from her. Even then, I would say it's most likely she would just disappear with her daughter (Morgan) I won't allow that (Molly) Him to threaten it, or Alice to take Florrie and go? (Morgan) him to threaten it * Molly nods (Molly) Nor your Father * Morgan shakes his head (Molly) I think Edward will come around (Morgan) I hope so (Molly) Even if he and Mina do not wed, I want Alice and Florrie to have their own happiness * Morgan nods (Molly) There are many good reasons in here why he should not marry Alice, and none for why he should (Morgan) oh? (Molly) He's not going to stop loving and desiring Mina, which according to the book is as bad as adultery * Morgan nods (Molly) They won't both be freely and happily consenting to the marriage (Morgan) Definitely not (Molly) And that is a lawful impediment to marriage, as well as a religious one (Molly) Also, it is the sex outside marriage that is "immoral", not a child existing without married parents (Morgan) so the damage is done in that respect, and was long before she was born * Molly nods (Molly) He is under a religious and moral obligation to support Florrie emotionally, spiritually, and financially, though under none to wed Alice * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) that might help then * Molly nods (Molly) Of course, that is from a religious standpoint. As to the social implications, especially as a nobleman, that is more complicated * Morgan sighs, nodding (Molly) By that, he compromised a nobleman's daughter, and therefore should marry her. Though I would say there is some argument that she was already estranged from her noble family when she ran away to avoid her marriage (Morgan) Agreed * Molly taps the pencil to her nose (Molly) The simplest solution, to my mind, is for Edward to give Alice a gift of parting, and acknowledge Florrie as he and his former mistress' child. (Morgan) that would satisfy the social aspects of it? (Molly) It's tough to say, you know how gossip is. It will be difficult to explain if anyone finds out about it * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) Depends if he'll follow my example or not (Molly) In what regard? (Morgan) I'm... sparing with the details (Molly) Edward is not like you (Morgan) No... in some things I think he needs to take on some of my... traits * Molly nods (Molly) He has his own ways of functioning in noble society, and it is not much like yours * Morgan nods (Molly) You would easily manage a situation with an illegitimate child, but Edward... * Morgan sighs (Molly) He cares far more about their opinions * Morgan nods (Morgan) Aye, he does * Molly offers him her hand (Molly) You must feel very torn, my love * Morgan nods, taking it (Molly) It is not your weight to carry, my love. Edward, Alice, Mina, they are all adults. (Morgan) I know... but I promised I would not let them try to take Florrie... I fear what putting myself against my families wishes will do (Molly) What do you think might happen? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I don't know (Molly) They could not take Innesbruck from you, nor the stewardship of Koln, nor Gottkirchen (Morgan) I'm more concerned with... we've worked so hard to become closer... (Molly) You and Edward, or you and your Father? (Morgan) both * Molly nods (Molly) You have worked so hard to be in a place where you _could_ become closer * Morgan nods * Molly squeezes his hand (Molly) It matters very much to you, having them in your life and rebuilding (Morgan) yes, it does * Molly nods, kissing his knuckles (Molly) We have a few days before we get to Sudlachenburg, as long as Edward has seen sense by then I think it will be easier to bring your Father on side * Morgan nods (Morgan) I hope he does (Molly) Let's hope I do not have to have some awful brush with death to make him be reasonable like with Alarice * Morgan nods, frowning (Molly) I am somewhat expecting trouble, because I am possibly due to be sparkly * Morgan nods (Morgan) me too (Molly) It's not ideal (Morgan) No, not at all * Molly smiles slightly, then becomes more serious (Molly) Will we leave Edward with Potts, or ask him to come on the Rose? (Morgan) Thats a tough one... I'd prefer to keep him close but... * Molly glances at him (Molly) But you do not want him lusting after me? (Morgan) no... nor do I wish to have to explain it to him * Molly nods (Molly) He should remain where he was then and we must hope that tonight or tomorrow it starts * Morgan nods (Morgan) what are we doing about giving Claudia and Sorgi a night off? (Molly) Tonight, or tomorrow night if they can be back early enough for us to board the ferry * Morgan nods (Molly) Which would suit you? (Morgan) Probably tonight I think. They deserve it * Molly nods (Molly) I hope it goes well for them * Morgan nods (Morgan) me too * Molly smiles (Molly) We cannot be _too_ envious, we did manage a night just the two of us not so long ago * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye, we did... (Molly) Will you need to take a watch tonight? (Morgan) I would've thought so (Molly) Alright, my love (Molly) Should we send someone to look for Yensid? (Morgan) to what end? (Molly) We no longer need him investigating Eckname. In fact, given his skill, t'would probably be better if he delves bo more for the time being * Morgan nods (Morgan) just cut him loose for the time being? * Molly ponders on it (Molly) I cannot think of anyone we need to investigate at present * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (Molly) We are rather too busy fixing the current things to be looking for more trouble (Morgan) that comes looking for us anyway * Molly nods (Molly) You attract trouble almost as much as you attract me (Morgan) Its something of a talent * Molly smiles (Molly) Indeed it is (Molly) **The door to the library opens, interrupting** ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 6 March 2022 21:13:44 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **HH looks them over, grinning** thought I'd see whatcha doing in here. Didn't expect you to be sat with the Holy Book! * Molly blushes a little at this (Morgan) the answers to many of life's troubles can be found in the good book, if you put in the effort to find them * Morgan watches HeinzHarold (Molly) **HH watches him suspiciously* That so? (Morgan) I'd have thought a good boy like yourself would know that (Molly) HH: I dunno bout no fancy tee-hee-olo-gee, yer worship * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) it might actually have helped this time (Molly) HH: better than 'aving a War about it * Morgan nods (Molly) HH: Jarvie says yer going to listen to the babe (Morgan) gonn' try (Molly) Would it not be too soon? *she looks thoughtful* (Morgan) Maybe... not sure (Molly) Oh. Alright. * Molly stands up, putting the Holy Book away (Molly) **HH watches her** (Morgan) Whats on your mind blossom? (Molly) It doesn't-... *she frowns to herself* (Molly) HH: I'm gonna just... *he nods towards the door before heading towards it* * Morgan nods slightly (Molly) **HH goes. Molly looks to Morgan* I thought perhaps you already knew, from before. (Morgan) Its strange how I remember some things... I remember the noise but not _when_ * Molly nods a little "I should imagine that is very special indeed" * Morgan nods (Molly) We should find Jarvie before Varick wakes * Morgan nods * Molly makes her way to the door too * Morgan follows her (Molly) We will not be here to hear it nearer the end (Morgan) No... (Molly) So we will hope to hear it now? * Morgan nods * Molly nods. Once they are back in with Jarvie, a couch is put to use and his cousin gets her clothes arranged so that her stomach is bared. She seems very relaxed and amused by it * Morgan watches her (Morgan) finding this funny are you? (Molly) J, nodding: Not every day you have someone's head on your stomach in a room full of people (Morgan) If you'd rather not... (Molly) J: I'm good * Molly , HH and Inga are all stood around * Morgan nods before sitting beside her, putting his ear to her belly and closing his eyes (Molly) **He feels a slight movement, like a little tapping against his ear (Molly) J: Baby is kicking * Morgan nods (Morgan) right in my ear (Molly) **They all stay very quiet. He's having to focus very hard, but finally he can very faintly hear the fast whooshing sound that he seeks. He recalls then that first time with Dietlinde and Jana. It had been New Year's Eve, and Otto and Sascha had come to ring in the new year, sixty six. ((Mtf)) (Molly) **Though the evening had been pleasant, he'd felt the lack of invite to the party at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, where he and his pregnant wife should have been welcomed with open arms, the excitement of the fresh year bringing the new generation of Koertigs to fruition. He hadn't wanted to spoil the evening with moping, but still Dietlinde had known as she often did when the estrangement was bothering him. (Mtf) (Molly) ** Rather than talking it through, she'd encouraged him to rest his head on her belly and talk to his child. It had been almost one o'clock, and the soft ticking of the clock was much slower than the rapid heartbeat he had unexpectedly heard. For a little while, he had just listened, a closeness to his child that noone else had experienced.** * Morgan chews on the inside of his cheek a moment before placing his hand on her belly, tapping out the rhythm of the baby's heart beat with his finger (Molly) J: That's fast. * Morgan sits up, looking at her (Morgan) Sounds right to me (Molly) J: Will Grendlik be able to hear it when he gets back? He'd enjoy that (Morgan) My hearings better than most... if he can't now, it'll be soon, providing someone isn't kicking him in the ear (Molly) **HH and Inga are smiling at each other. Molly is watching the doorway** (Molly) J: *she nods, looking at HH* Do you want a try? **HH shakes his head** 'Preciate the offer, but if it's all the same, I wanna wait til it's this one *he tips his head towards Inga, who looks flushed and pleased by this** * Morgan looks at Jarvie speculatively (Molly) **She looks right back at him* what? (Morgan) Want something to do that'll give you some bonding? (Molly) J: *she nods* Go on (Morgan) Alright... Might not work now but it will before long... (Molly) **There's the sound of Molly crossing the room quietly** * Morgan taps gently on her belly in a wide circle (Molly) **It takes a little time, but soon the baby does kick where the pressure is, though it's light (Morgan) Give it a bit of time then do it again... before long the baern will be chasing your fingers (Molly) J: *she nods* Thanks. Grendlik will definitely like that * Morgan nods before standing up and looking at Molly (Morgan) I'll be back in a moment * Molly isn't there when he looks * Morgan heads out of the room to look for her * Molly is found outside in the garden with Edward * Morgan watches them from a distance * Molly and Edward look deep in conversation, both serious * Morgan frowns, leaning against the building (Molly) **Edward looks particularly grim, and Molly shrugs, responding to something he has said* * Morgan sighs, trudging towards them slowly * Molly is fiddling with the fringing on the edge of her shawl whilst Edward lights another cigar (Molly) I do not say it would not be complicated, but when you _really_ love each other, you make it work despite all of the complications (Molly) E, offering her the cigar: A child from another woman would be more than a complication * Molly shakes her head a little "Even still, I am confident we would have made it work" * Morgan frowns hard (Molly) E: I don't know Mina will be so easy with it (Molly) It will be challenging for her perhaps, but Florrie is a part of you, and surely even if she cannot bear the thought of you and Alice together, she could come to love Florrie as an extension of you? (Molly) **Edward shrugs, not replying to her, so they fall into a silence** ** You are now disconnected