------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Wednesday, 12 January 2022 12:43:59 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * Molly is sat at the dresser writing when he gets there. She's dressed but her hair is completely loose down her back (Morgan) Hadn't really planned on that, huh * Molly turns to look at him (Molly) Hmm? (Morgan) falling asleep * Molly shakes her head (Molly) I just sat down for a moment * Morgan nods * Molly watches his expression, pulling her hair into one long twist ((what is it?)) (Morgan) Beths with them now, I assume teaching her the basics (Morgan) {{tiredness}} * Molly nods "I'm glad she is here. I am not sparkly?" (Morgan) no more than normal to me * Molly smiles, blushing (Molly) That is practical, when Elsie cannot leave her bed yet and when Varick is in the other cottage * Morgan nods (Morgan) quite (Molly) You look tired, my love. Can I help you with herbs? (Morgan) I'm alright... the weight of the worry being lifted has left me somewhat tired, that's all * Molly nods (Molly) Why not lay down a little? I am just listing the matters I need to attend to (Morgan) No, I'll be fine * Molly twists the hair over her shoulder, leaving the back of her neck exposed as she starts writing again (Molly) Is everyone well? (Morgan) James is finally starting to unwind... he looks a bit stunned to say the least (Molly) I think we all are. I do not think I could have done it alone (Morgan) I think it would've been too much for you (Molly) I would have tried to heal her womb rather than remove it, and I would have poured too much energy in. * Morgan nods (Molly) Perhaps your nightmare was right * Morgan nods (Morgan) I would imagine so (Molly) Does that trouble you? (Morgan) we avoided it... (Molly) But would we have if you had not been so adamant with me? (Morgan) possibly not * Molly nods (Molly) And we needed Doctor Rosenkrantz also * Morgan nods (Molly) Would we have trusted him if it weren't for Heinzharold knowing Seb? (Morgan) I wonder if I trust him less because of that * Molly glances over her shoulder (Molly) You do? (Morgan) I'm not particularly proud of that fact * Molly sets down the quill turning on the stool to hold out her hands to him * Morgan moves closer, taking her hands (Molly) Seb and I... it's complicated for you. I understand. * Morgan frowns briefly * Molly frowns too (Molly) What is it, my love? (Morgan) Just your phrasing bothered me (Molly) Why? (Morgan) Seb and I... (Molly) The possibility of Seb and I, and how we are connected through his family * Morgan nods (Molly) You have nothing to fear. My heart is entirely yours. * Morgan nods * Molly pulls him closer, resting her cheek to his stomach "This is what I wish for. I do not yearn for the life I might have had with him" * Morgan nods (Molly) Is that what you are afraid of? (Morgan) I think so * Molly wraps her arms around his hips (Molly) You are safe, my love. I want only you. * Morgan nods * Molly inhales deeply (Molly) You are uncomfortable... (Morgan) Somewhat * Molly lets go (Molly) I only seek to help (Morgan) I know blossom * Molly nods (Molly) Is there anything I can say or do for you? (Morgan) I don't think so * Molly nods (Molly) I think we can trust Doctor Rosenkrantz. After all, he saved my life. * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye * Molly watches him a moment before nodding slightly (Molly) I will need to speak to my father tonight. * Morgan nods * Molly turns back to the writing (Molly) We should decide when to leave. Also, we should let Sorgi know. * Morgan nods (Morgan) James is going to want a few weeks leave * Molly nods (Molly) We do not have the time for that ourselves (Morgan) No... He wants to marry her * Molly nods (Molly) I am glad (Morgan) Not sure what'll happen long term, mind... (Molly) Whyever not? They will live happily ever after (Morgan) _where_? * Molly shrugs "wherever they please" (Morgan) I've suggested it might be wise to give her time to adjust to her new situation first * Molly nods, getting up from the dresser with her hairbrush (Molly) That is a good idea * Morgan nods * Molly starts brushing her hair (Molly) Shall I send someone to Sorgi and Claudia? * Morgan nods (Morgan) probably a good idea * Molly nods, just brushing quietly. HH calls up to Morgan. Molly sighs. (Morgan) I suppose I'd best see what he wants * Molly nods * Morgan kisses her crown before going downstairs (Molly) **HH is laying as many settings as there are chairs, lots of food on trays in the middle** ** You're now known as HH (HH) They sent us over some lunch (Morgan) [There's some lunch down here blossom] (Morgan) kind of them (HH) Been workin' hard * Morgan nods (HH) How you doin', man? (Morgan) I'm alright * HH nods (HH) Wanna go and get Inga and Varick for lunch? * Morgan nods (Morgan) alright (HH) James went out for a walk, said he needed to clear 'is head. * Morgan nods slightly (Morgan) I'll go get 'em * Morgan heads out to the cottage next door (HH) **Inga and Varick come with him when he comes back. Molly and Beth are already at the table with Heinzharold. James is back before they've finished eating, and whilst he eats Molly goes off to the main house to send a messenger to let Pete know Beth will be staying and what has happened, as well as to take a message to Sorgi. Varick comes to sit on Morgan's lap (HH) V: Will you take me for my nap? (Morgan) aye, of course (HH) **Varick creeps upstairs, whispering* I dont want to wake Elsie or the baby (Morgan) thats very considerate of you (HH) **Varick gets into his room taking off his boots** Can I see the baby later? (Morgan) I expect so... but it looks like a baby (HH) **he settles down** I like babies. My Daddy liked babies. * Morgan nods ** You're now known as Varick (Varick) I miss him. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm sure you do * Varick falls asleep * Morgan quietly goes back downstairs (Varick) **Molly and Beth are quietly talking in the parlour. There's no sign of HH and Inga. Things are fairly tidy (Varick) ((Anything he'd do?)) (Morgan) ((nope)) (Varick) **After finishing up the kitchen to let the women talk, he gets a note from Catherine asking him to join her in the library** ** You're now known as Catherine * Morgan knocks on the door as he arrives * Catherine is sat by the window. In the middle of the room is a dark wood crib (Catherine) Come in * Morgan walks into the room (Morgan) you wanted to see me? (Catherine) I have something for Elsie, and I wanted to hear how it went (Morgan) It went surprisingly well... the baby was fine and it seems Elsie will be, infection not withstanding (Catherine) That's good. Are you relieved? * Morgan nods (Morgan) exceptionally * Catherine nods (Catherine) What needs to be done for Elsie now? * Morgan nods to an empty chair (Morgan) may I? * Catherine nods (Catherine) Of course * Morgan sits down (Morgan) They're going to need somewhere to stay while she recuperates... after that I believe James is planning to ask for her hand * Catherine smiles (Catherine) Lovely. They can stay in the cottage as long as they need, of course (Morgan) thank you. As to where they'll end up long term, I have no idea (Catherine) I thought I would be sending for the priest this afternoon, not a crib * Morgan nods (Morgan) It was extremely fortuitous that the doctor happened to be here * Catherine nods (Catherine) He is very talented * Morgan nods (Catherine) Are you hoping they will go to Eisen? (Morgan) since he works for me and is Eisen, somewhat... * Catherine nods (Catherine) They will always be welcome here on Tawstock (Morgan) any excuse to see the baby? (Catherine) I wouldn't even know what to do with it (Morgan) Don't put it on a stove, for starters... * Catherine frowns (Catherine) I wouldn't do that * Morgan starts to smirk (Morgan) I forget you've never seen a side of me that wasn't all anger and business (Catherine) You have a sense of humour? * Morgan nods (Morgan) apparently so (Catherine) You don't seem as angry anymore (Morgan) No, most of the time I'm not... I'm somewhat closer to how I used to be (Catherine) It's nice that you've moved on * Morgan nods (Catherine) I'm glad you've found happiness. It's just a shame you can't stay (Morgan) You will do fine, I'm sure... especially with the working relationship you're fostering with Mr Roberts * Catherine nods (Catherine) Now that the baby has arrived I am going to plan the party for my cousin. I know Varick has a painting for the competition * Morgan nods (Catherine) Would you like a servant to bring the crib over? (Morgan) No, I'll take it with me... * Catherine nods "The staff will bring you all dinner, and just tell them if anything else is needed" * Morgan nods, standing to pick up the crib (Morgan) thank you Catherine (Catherine) You're welcome. Please send my best wishes to Elsie (Catherine) **its solid and likely quite expensive** (Morgan) of course. No doubt she'll wish to see you when she's able * Catherine nods (Catherine) I'd like that * Morgan inclines his head to her before picking up the crib and taking it back towards the cottage ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Wednesday, 12 January 2022 15:57:59 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea (Catherine) **There's no sign of anyone when he gets there** ** You are now disconnected (Connection timed out) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Wednesday, 12 January 2022 17:09:25 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Wednesday, 12 January 2022 19:11:37 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * Molly and the other women can be heard chatting when he gets to Elsie's door * Morgan knocks quietly (Molly) **Elsie calls for him to come in * Morgan goes in, placing the crib down (Molly) **They're all sat on the bed, and make a sound of "Awwww!" at the crib** (Morgan) Courtesy of her grace (Molly) **Inga has baby Thomas, Molly has baby Cecily. Their mothers look to be enjoying cups of tea** (Molly) E: That is so kind of her! * Morgan nods (Morgan) she sends her best, obviously (Molly) E: I'm doing quite well (Morgan) oh? (Molly) E: My stomach is a little sore, but that's all * Morgan nods (Morgan) thats good (Molly) [Did you need me?] (Morgan) [No my love, I was just bringing this over] (Molly) **Both babies are presently sleeping** (Molly) Heinzharold and James have gone out to swing some swords around * Morgan nods (Morgan) I might go and join them (Molly) I: He said he didn't want to spend the afternoon with broody women and dirty nappies * Morgan nods (Morgan) Then I'll leave you to it * Molly smiles at Morgan [I think Heinzharold is the one who looks most broody!] (Morgan) [sounds about right] (Molly) **Everyone bids him farewell. He finds the men on the courtyard, clanging and laughing. They welcome him, and the next few hours are spent sparring, showing each other techniques. It's very helpful in burning off the last of the nervous energy, and by the time they're done it's starting to get dark** ** You're now known as HH (HH) What a day! (Morgan) Bit eventful (HH) **James nods. HH hands him the flask first, and James drinks. HH offers it go Morgan* * Morgan takes it, drinking before handing it back * HH drinks some "Gonna be a noisy night with two babes!" * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye * Morgan looks at James (Morgan) you'd best get used to getting no sleep (HH) J: It can't be that bad? (Morgan) It can be... worth it though (HH) J: He's a handsome young man. He looks a lot like Elsie * Morgan nods (HH) Women alright when you came out? * Morgan nods (Morgan) doing all the usual women things when there are two baerns around (HH) All th' wistful sighing and wantin' to lure their husbands to bed? (HH) **James frowns, looking at Morgan** why would it make them want that? (Morgan) thats generally where babies are made (HH) **James nods** so it makes them want to have babies themselves? * Morgan nods (Morgan) broodiness.... (HH) J: Do men get it too? (Morgan) he does * HH grins "Not gonna be having any yet" (HH) J: Don't you, my Lord? (Morgan) A little maybe (HH) No 'arm in making the best of the wives being broody though (HH) J: *he nods a little** How do you consummate a marriage when it's not physically possible? (Morgan) Thats a difficult question to answer * HH looks thoughtful "Guess y'd need to ask a priest..." (HH) **James nods** It doesn't really matter for everything else, just the wedding (HH) $Complicated situation$ (Morgan) $very$ (Morgan) I'm not sure that Theus will care... he's concerned with whats in your hearts (HH) J: *he nods** probably (HH) $Think you need to have a chat with him another day about all the other things the birds and the bees can do$ (Morgan) $What other things?$ * HH tries not to laugh (HH) $That thing your wife taught mine while we were away, for a start$ (Morgan) I think for the meantime we just need to be grateful that things went the way they did (HH) **James nods** I am. I am very grateful * HH hands Morgan the flask again * Morgan drinks some, passing it to James (HH) **James drinks some** (HH) [Varick wants you to see him hold the babies before he has his tea] (Morgan) I need to head back * HH stands up, stretching "come on then" (HH) **James gets up too** (Morgan) [we're on our way] * HH walks back to the cottages with the others. He and James get the kettle boiling * Morgan goes to find Molly ** You're now known as Varick (Varick) **She's in Elsie's room with the others. Varick is sat on Elsie's bed beside her. He has one baby in each arm, grinning** (Varick) Look, Papa! (Varick) **Molly smiles as she watches her husband and son** * Morgan smiles (Morgan) You look like the cat that got the cream (Varick) Two babies, Papa! I am holding two babies, and they are soooooo cute! * Morgan nods (Morgan) yes they are (Varick) **everyone is smiling. Molly comes to Morgan's side, her hand on his lower back [he really does love babies...] (Varick) It's like twins that don't look the same! * Morgan nods (Morgan) [aye] (Varick) **There is a loud noise that sounds very much like one baby is going to need to be changed** (Varick) **Molly and the others smile, and Varick laughs** (Morgan) Well, that sounds like good practice for the two of you *he looks between Elsie and Molly* (Varick) **Molly looks shocked** Me?! Neithef of them are my baby?! (Morgan) practice for the future my love * Varick starts to laugh more "It doesn't smell very nice, Mama!" (Varick) **Molly watches Morgan with amusement** Maybe you could show me how it is done! (Morgan) Best way to learn is by doing blossom (Varick) **Beth hands Thomas to Elsie and takes Cecily from Varick so he can get up. He comes to Morgan** It's a woman's job, isn't it, Papa? (Morgan) Absolutely not... (Varick) **Molly raises her eyebrows** Perhaps your Papa will show us that big strong men can do it, Mauschen? (Varick) B: Perhaps he can remind his brother in law next! * Morgan frowns (Morgan) seems I've been backed into a corner (Varick) **Inga looks at Morgan** I _could_ get Heinzharold... (Morgan) No, I'll leave him with the wonderment of the day for a while longer (Varick) **Beth makes a start on changing Cecily on the floor. The baby cries. Varick looks at Morgan** I'm ready for my tea now * Morgan nods (Morgan) come on then * Varick regales HH and James with the story as he eats, blowing on his arm in an excellent mimicry of the noise. HH finds it funny * Varick is still making this noise when he is put to bed. Dinner is a quiet affair, though Doctor Rosenkrantz briefly comes to check the patients before going back to eat with Catherine. James eats upstairs With Elsie. HH and Inga, Beth and Cecily all go to bed quite early, which suits for Molly talking to David whilst Morgan walks the dark cold route around the estate that he had done many times before, giving him time to himself. ** You're now known as Molly * Morgan makes himself a drink before going to find Molly * Molly is brushing out her hair in the bedroom just in a shift. She has a glass of Drambuie to hand (Molly) I've checked Elsie and Thomas, they're both doing well * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm glad (Molly) And you, my love? How are you tonight? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm alright... pondering something James asked * Molly sets down the brush, shaking her hair out (Molly) Oh? What was it? (Morgan) How to consummate a marriage when that physicality isn't possible... * Molly nods (Molly) I think I know how to resolve that scarring... (Morgan) oh? (Molly) I would need to do it through an incision, as we did today, to get to the right place * Molly downs the Drambuie before refilling the glass (Morgan) I see (Molly) Though I would be willing to try it, I would want her to wait a few months from the birth * Morgan nods (Morgan) she needs to heal * Molly nods (Molly) She does * Molly sits on the bed with her drink, watching him (Molly) If you wish to talk about your own feelings about today, I am here for you. * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I'm alright... relieved * Molly nods (Molly) It has worked out better than expected. She is fine, Thomas is fine, I did what I was told... (Morgan) and I am grateful * Molly nods (Molly) I want you to be pleased with me... (Morgan) I am... and very proud * Molly blushes "You are?" * Morgan nods (Molly) Thank you, though I only did what anyone with my talent would (Morgan) perhaps (Molly) I do not see I did anything special (Morgan) Everyone else does * Molly shrugs "I just did what I could" (Morgan) You may think so, but you are wrong * Molly smiles (Molly) Your pride in me feels wonderful (Morgan) I'm glad (Molly) And we did not have the... difficulties of the sparkliness, despite much magic being used. (Morgan) Peculiar, that (Molly) But you are glad...? (Morgan) Mostly, aye * Molly smiles (Molly) Only mostly? Because it not happening is so perplexing? * Morgan nods (Molly) I was anticipating it happening *she sips her drink * * Morgan nods (Morgan) I was convin fed it would (Molly) It was cutting it a little fine on the timing of my course yesterday, but everything would have been fine * Morgan nods * Molly watches him a moment of the rim of her glass (Molly) Well, my love, it has been a long day, and I shouldn't imagine the household will get much rest... (Morgan) Oh, that is absolutely true * Molly nods. She gets up, putting the glass beside the bed (Molly) My father will put the letter in Edward's hands tomorrow, with an estimate for us to arrive in Freiburg in a week or two... * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) alright... it'll give us time to see Alice before we leave (Molly) Indeed *she slowly removes the shift, her back to him* * Morgan sips his drink (Molly) I did not get a moment to tell you the silly dream I had last night, did I? * Molly turns down the sheets (Morgan) Oh I imagine it was something salacious... maybe... something aboard a ship... * Molly sits on the bed, watching him with her head tilted (Molly) Whyever would you think that, my love? * Morgan shrugs * Molly smiles (Molly) Perhaps another night a demonstration of _your_ expertise might be in order, mon petit chou? * Morgan nods (Morgan) There's a good chance of that * Molly nods (Molly) Are you coming to bed, or do you need more time to settle? * Morgan stretches before getting undressed and into bed * Molly lies close to him (Molly) This is better, no pyjamas... * Morgan nods (Molly) The sparkliness would have been a problem with everyone around, wouldn't it? Neither cottage was private enough... (Morgan) Yes, very much so (Molly) That would only have really left us outside... against the tree... in the pouring rain... **her tone is light, playful** (Morgan) I can think of worse * Molly nods "I've certainly spent some time pondering that" (Morgan) that does not surprise me * Molly laughs softly (Molly) Because you know me so well? * Morgan shrugs * Molly nods slowly (Molly) I should say goodnight... (Morgan) aye... I think we've both earned some sleep * Molly kisses his cheek before turning over "Goodnight, my love" (Morgan) g'night blossom ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 13 January 2022 12:08:28 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea ** Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) ** Morgan has joined #7thsea (HH) **He starts to dream. It is September 21st 1667, a day that was much like any other. He'd played with Jana whilst Dietlinde worked, then left them having a nap. Everything is good, and he is at a bread stall trying to decide how many loaves they need when Adalbrecht appears beside him. "Good morning, Morgan." * Morgan inclines his head (Morgan) My lord (HH) AD: I have just been speaking with Heinzharold, he is back from Freiburg and looking for you * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'll make sure I see him (HH) AD: He is in the tavern. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'll go find him, unless you have need of me (HH) **One of the villagers calls Adalbrecht, and he leaves his son with an shaking of his head** No, I do not need you * Morgan shrugs, walking towards the tavern (HH) **In the tavern, Heinzharold is eating a mountain of cooked breakfast despite it being almost lunchtime. Aside from HH and the tavern owner it's almost empty. * HH gets up, hugging Morgan before sitting back down "Stay an' eat, yer Da is paying" (Morgan) Does he know he'll be paying for mine? * HH nods, mouth full of bacon (HH) **The tavern owner shouts over** What y' want, my lord? (Morgan) same as him * HH drinks some ale as the man gets to work "How'dya fancy a trip into th' Schwarzenwald next week?" * Morgan laughs (Morgan) Are you out of your mind? (HH) Nope, but it's on 'fficial business for the grafdom. (Morgan) I wouldn't be trusted with that (HH) You come with me, it's all good, yer Da might cut you some slack. He can't stay mad about her forever. (Morgan) He's making a damn good try of it... why the hell would we want to go there? (HH) There's an 'ouse, no tithes been paid for a year. Gotta go put a new lock on it an' find anything of value, it's forfeited to the Grafdom now. * Morgan sighs (Morgan) right * HH waits til Morgan's food and ale has been set down and the owner gone. HH was obviously very hungry because Morgan's plate is easily a days worth of food (HH) I'd ask Claudia, but she's working up in Rheinpfalz, an' she's got her hands full *he winks, smirking* * Morgan nods (Morgan) so I'm second best is what you're saying (HH) She's less troubled than you, I woulda been savin' you from it (Morgan) When do we leave? (HH) **He shrugs** whenever you're allowed to, I guess (Morgan) allowed? (HH) When her not busy doing husband stuff (HH) Yer * * HH shovels in another mouthful like a man starved * Morgan nods (Morgan) Need to get a couple of things and let her know, then we'll go (HH) Need a full day, 'less you wanna sleep there * Morgan pales (Morgan) No, I think not (HH) When I'm finished I'll show y' a map * Morgan nods (HH) Some author owned it, 'pparently. Died last year, that's why the tithes ain't been paid (Morgan) as reasons go for not paying, thats not a bad one * HH nods "Niggling me a bit though." (Morgan) why? (HH) Well, this writer chap's name was Darius Eckname... (Morgan) and? * HH stabs a bit of sausage "Like Deckname, right?" (Morgan) Deckname? (HH) Like a pen name... fake identity. * Morgan nods (HH) Gets weirder. Bank account in Freiburg is closed. Had a letter from the Duke Of Anhalt notifying the bank of the death and taking the funds. (Morgan) Curious * HH nods (HH) Not as curious as what I found in Rheinpfalz though (Morgan) oh? (HH) Caught "That Claudia" in a compromisin' position (Morgan) Don't be absurd (HH) I fuckin' did! In the hay barn and everything! (Morgan) You're pulling my leg (HH) If y' don't believe this you definitely wont believe the next bit (Morgan) go on (HH) She was... entertaining with the nobility. *he watches Morgan with a grin* (Morgan) bullshit * HH shakes his head (HH) On my life (Morgan) Never would've pictured that (HH) Gets worse * HH looks properly chuffed with himself (Morgan) how the hell can it get worse?\ (HH) Wasn' his Lordship she was rolling around with! * Morgan looks confused * HH laughs (HH) You are such a hoot, Saint Morgan o' Puritytown (Morgan) shut up (HH) Claudia and _Lady_ Rheinpfalz. (Morgan) You really are full of shit * HH looks at him (HH) Look in my eyes an' tell me I'm lying. * HH looks completely genuine * Morgan opens and closes his mouth a few times (HH) Gotta say it's th' oddest thing I've seen for years * Morgan nods slightly (HH) Had t' pretend I didn't see or hear them, don' fancy getting my head cut off (Morgan) Aye, she'd slaughter you (HH) I always knew there 'ad to be a reason she didn't fancy me. (Morgan) Because you're obnoxious? (HH) Not to the laaaydies I'm not, just to you. (Morgan) unkempt? (Morgan) smelly? (Morgan) dimwitted? (HH) Yeah, y' are, but I'm pretty tolerant * Morgan thumps him (HH) Wow, you really got weak since the truce, eh? (Morgan) Just didn't want to hurt your fragile bones (HH) Only got one of them... *he grins* (Morgan) I heard that wasn't so much fragile as... limp * HH laughs then eats some more "I ever write to you about my friend Rosie from th' Nauti?" * Morgan shakes his head (HH) Bumped into 'im in Freiburg. Thought he was dead (Morgan) looked that bad? * HH looks more solemn "When she exploded..." * Morgan nods slowly (HH) He's not dead. He's gettin' married... which to be fair is about th' same for yer freedom (Morgan) No, good for him * HH nods, drinking his ale (HH) His fiancee was there... (Morgan) oh? (HH) Gotta say, if he's insistent on getting leg-shackled he could do much, much worse (Morgan) yeah? (HH) Got this long dark red curly hair, pretty blue eyes, cute Avalonian accent, big... smiles *he grins* (Morgan) heart? (HH) Eh? (Morgan) big heart... (HH) Ah yeah, I get ya. Has to have a big chest to keep it in * Morgan rolls his eyes * HH grins "He's a lucky asshole. She's really playful and a bit like a scrappy lil kitten" * Morgan nods (HH) Speaking of assholes, guess who is stayin' with the Hapsburgs in Freiburg? (Morgan) you? * HH laughs (HH) Yeah, I'm not really 'ere, it's one of them astral projection thingies (Morgan) Who? (HH) Yer brother (Morgan) oh really? * HH eats some more before answering (HH) Been there a month now, staff saying Hapsburg and his daughter are staying til beginning of November * Morgan nods (HH) Whatcha reck'ns going on there? * Morgan shrugs (HH) Dunno man, Edward marrying Mina, could be a way o' manoeuvring t' take yer place as Veisgraf (Morgan) reckon? * HH nods "wouldn' surprise me" (Morgan) Maybe he'd be a better choice... * HH shrugs "Doubt it, but mebbie you'd be happier" (Morgan) I'd be happier if I could fix things with my father * HH nods (HH) How've things been here? (HH) **He fills HH in on the things he has been doing at the cottage. Eating breakfast and drinking ale with his best friend has been enjoyable, he realises he hasn't spent anywhere near enough time with his friends lately. HH is telling an old story about their childhoods when Grunhelm the sheriff opens the door, looking formidable** * Morgan hunches over the bar a little (HH) G: Heinzharold, outside. **Heinzharold grimaces at Morgan before getting up** * HH whispers "pray for me, man" * Morgan nods slightly (HH) **With the other patrons gone and the lunch rush not yet begun, Morgan finds himself alone in the tavern* (HH) **Heinzharold comes back in about two minutes later with Grunhelm and Adalbrecht. His father looks very unkempt, almost sooty. All three men look grim. * Morgan watches them (HH) **Grunhelm walks to the door behind the bar, pulling it shut and engaging the latch, effectively locking the tavern keeper out of his own taproom. Adalbrecht does likewise to the front door. Heinzharold comes to Morgan. (HH) HH: I need to tell you something man, something bad. (HH) **Adalbrecht and Grunhelm come to stand nearby, watching Morgan** (Morgan) Whats going on? (HH) HH: There's been a fire… *he looks visibly distraught* * Morgan looks at his father then back to HeinzHarold (HH) Adalbrecht also looks a little upset, but mostly serious: Grunhelm and I got in, but it was too late. The smoke... (Morgan) Why would you... *he frowns* where was the fire? * HH puts a hand on Morgan's shoulder (HH) I'm sorry, man. * Morgan shakes his head (Morgan) no, you're not saying that * HH nods, so uncommonly solemn and serious * Morgan slumps against the bar, sliding down until he is sat curled at the bottom (HH) **There's the sound from somewhere of a crying baby. HH sits beside him* (HH) Ad: I'm sorry, Morgan. * Morgan looks at his father, searching his face * HH looks at Morgan, watching for signs of possible violence. Meanwhile his father's grey eyes are on him too (Morgan) how? (HH) AD: Tough to say. Staff from the house are trying to put the remainder of the blaze out, but it was mold when we arrived. It was only because we found this tied in the tree that we went down the path to check everything was alright **he holds up a blue ribbon* (HH) Mild * * Morgan looks at the ribbon (HH) **he feels a hint of deja vu, and then what feels like a dragging sensation in his chest. He awakens suddenly. Molly is just folding back the sheets on her side gently, the room dark** ** You're now known as Molly * Morgan draws a ragged breath, climbing out of bed (Molly) **The baby crying is louder* Sorry I disturbed you, liebling I was getting up to see if they need help. (Morgan) no, its... fine (Molly) We do not both need to go * Morgan hesitates (Molly) **The crying starts to reduce** ((distress and desperation?)) (Morgan) ((fairly high)) (Molly) **The tingling is high, the control feels poor** (Morgan) I need to go outside * Molly pulls on a shift (Molly) Shall I come with you? (Morgan) Go make sure they're alright * Molly pulls on a dressing gown " (Molly) Alright * Morgan pulls on his trousers before leaving the room and heading outside (Molly) **the night is dark and bitterly cold * Morgan hunches and heads round out of sight before trying to create a ball of flame (Molly) **it works very swiftly, the warmth from it taking the chill off his skin * Morgan stops when he feels his control is sufficient (Molly) **it takes a minute** * Morgan heads back inside * Molly is waiting in the parlour when he gets back in there, a single candle illuminating the room. The crying has stopped. She speaks quietly (Molly) He's alright... (Morgan) just hungry? * Molly nods "too hungry to concentrate on getting fed" * Morgan nods * Molly watches him "are you alright?" * Morgan nods (Morgan) nightmare is all (Molly) Are you coming back to bed? * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye * Molly takes the candle with her, removing her things to get back into bed * Morgan gets undressed, climbing into bed (Molly) What can I do to help, my love? * Morgan shrugs (Molly) Would it help to talk? (Morgan) Just another variation on the day of the fire (Molly) I had wondered if that nightmare had stopped for good (Morgan) It appears not (Molly) I shouldn't imagine it will help for this nightmare, but do you wish to listen to my heart like with others? * Morgan nods * Molly props up, tapping her chest * Morgan lays his head against her * Molly strokes his hair quietly, her heart strong and rhythmic against his ear (Molly) It's not surprising, it's been a tough day at times * Morgan nods (Molly) Shall I sing? (Morgan) if you are not too tired (Molly) I am fine * Molly sings an Avalonian lullaby, and it's so rhythmical it feels like waves. He's surprisingly asleep in moments. He dreams he is somewhere warm, floating on his back in the sea. Even the water he is in feels warm, and his body bobs up and down before the breakers. It feels peaceful and safe. The dawn watch chimes once * Morgan sighs, waking up * Molly is asleep with her forehead on his crown, a hand still on his hair. His scalp feels slightly damn (Molly) Damp* * Morgan carefully gets out of bed * Molly sighs sadly, but doesn't properly wake * Morgan gets his clothes on before heading downstairs to make coffee (Molly) **he hears the baby cry next door** * Morgan makes some tea and pours a cup before tapping quietly on the door ** You're now known as Beth * Beth opens it, she's fully dressed (Beth) Sorry, did she wake you? * Morgan shakes his head, holding out the cup (Morgan) I usually wake around now * Beth continues rocking the baby whilst sipping the tea (Beth) We're normally up for the cows by now (Morgan) How did you sleep? (Beth) Better than usual, thank you * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee (Morgan) good (Beth) I didn't have Mary stealing the covers as well * Morgan smiles slightly, nodding (Beth) How did you sleep? (Morgan) About the usual... I get nightmares * Beth nods (Beth) I did for a few years after Michael died * Morgan nods (Beth) It got better though. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I live in hope... * Beth nods (Beth) Sounds odd, but after the nightmares had gone, I felt guilty about it for a while. Though they were horrible, it was like another little piece of him had moved further away * Morgan nods (Morgan) I struggle with that * Beth nods (Beth) You eventually come to the point where you realise it's safe to let go. The memories don't need to be clung to to remain, they're still there even if I don't try to keep them firmly clasped. (Morgan) Maybe one day I'll get to that * Beth nods (Beth) Most people do. But some don't. George, Molly's grandfather, he never let Sophie go, and it ruined the lives of many around him. * Morgan nods slowly (Beth) I'm not saying you're going to do to Molly like George did to to Margaret, don't worry. (Morgan) I worry that might be the case * Beth nods (Beth) And that's why you won't, because you worry about it. George couldn't ever get to that. I always felt for Margaret, and that helped me understand how Pete felt better. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I see (Beth) It wasn't hard for him at first, because it was a practical marriage. But there were times once he fell in love with me that tested him sorely. I know he and Molly have discussed it a few times now * Morgan nods ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 13 January 2022 15:57:08 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea (Beth) It's a shame you can't stay longer, I think it's been good for them both * Morgan nods (Morgan) I think so too (Beth) She's very young for this, much as she is quite mature for her age. (Morgan) _this_? you mean what I put her through... (Beth) That makes you defensive? * Beth moves the crying baby to her shoulder * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) A little I suppose * Beth nods (Beth) It wasn't an attack. Everyone can see that you love her * Morgan nods (Beth) She has changed a great deal from the shy girl she was when Pete and I got married. She's a noble and a Duchess now. She has been through so much in seven years, and I think we're all more protective now because of how we all failed her * Morgan nods (Morgan) She's turned into a force to be reckoned with... I don't think many see the vulnerable young woman underneath (Beth) You do though * Morgan nods (Beth) Maybe that's why you worry you'll fail her too, because she's been failed so much before. (Beth) **Baby Cecily starts to quieten** (Morgan) partly (Beth) Sometimes you can get married again too soon. I did, though it wasn't a choice. (Morgan) Its turned out alright though... (Beth) With Pete and I? * Morgan nods * Beth smiles "Yes, but it wasn't always easy. My first marriage was much easier, because there's only two of you in it. The second time you run the risk of there being three, even against your best intentions" * Morgan nods (Beth) You have to keep working on it. You and Molly are so young still, you are Theus-willing, going to have many decades ahead. With each year, it gets a bit easier. * Morgan nods * Beth pats the baby who is now quiet (Beth) It's only easy if you aren't in love with both spouses. I have friends who have had two marriages for practicality and it has been very smooth. When I first heard about you and Molly, I had hoped that might be the situation. * Morgan nods (Morgan) Not really the case unfortunately * Beth nods (Beth) Pete and I are almost exactly where I think we should be now. But it has taken time. He needed time to feel secure, and I needed time to let go. Having the children helped. * Morgan nods (Beth) I would never do it again though! (Morgan) no? (Beth) Knowing the struggles Pete and I had in our second, third and fourth years, no. I wouldn't ask that of someone else again. * Morgan nods (Morgan) things to look forward to... * Beth shrugs (Beth) Maybe Molly is less typically Forrester than her brother (Morgan) Maybe (Beth) You have an advantage that we didn't though, because you chose this, and you already love each other. * Morgan nods (Morgan) true (Beth) Plus Pete is a man, and wouldn't talk to any of his friends. He tried to talk to David once, but David carries his own consequences from seeing George and Margaret. * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) I see (Beth) Has David never mentioned any of this to you or Molly? (Morgan) He refuses to talk about things like that... * Beth nods (Beth) The fact that he even tolerated the marriage goes to show he believes you have Molly's best intentions at heart. I used to wonder sometimes if he hated me (Morgan) Might have something to do with my threatening him... Eisen and second marriage.... * Beth sips her tea, still gently swaying (Beth) This was before that. If I hadn't had the farm, he'd have held out for a younger woman who had never wed, someone he felt would be a better fit for Pete. And for years, I wouldn't have blamed him for it. (Morgan) I meant his tolerating my marrying Molly... (Beth) He's always had a bee in his bonnet over Eisen men * Morgan nods (Beth) What I found saddest was that he hated Sophie so much. He'd been so young when she died, around Mary's age I think, and he loved Margaret as is she was his mother by birth. I think he transferred some of his protectiveness of Margaret into anger at Sophie, though the poor girl couldn't help it * Morgan nods (Morgan) that makes sense (Beth) I used to worry William would feel like that about Michael. When Pete and I argued, it was always in my head. * Morgan nods (Beth) He doesn't though. He loves Pete, and we still talk about how Michael was his father first. I tell him things that Michael would have found funny, or that Michael would be proud of him for. I think that's important * Morgan nods (Morgan) I find that difficult with Varick... (Beth) He was old enough to have known his father? ((He was 5 and a half, it was nearly 2 years ago)) * Morgan nods (Morgan) five... though he says he doesn't remember as much * Beth gently eases out a chair fron under the table to sit in with the baby (Beth) What troubles you most? * Morgan glances at the stairs before speaking quietly (Morgan) his father was not a good man... (Beth) Did he love Varick? (Morgan) I don't know. (Beth) It's hard to keep a bad person alive in the memory of a child when really they dont deserve to be * Morgan nods (Beth) Is it well known that he was not a good man? (Morgan) Not especially... as far as I know anyway (Beth) Then you can only find the best things to say about him, and tell Varick those. * Morgan frowns * Beth moves the baby to cradle across her body "Does it bother you that you are such a good, loving father to him but he still believes his actual father is a good man when he isnt?" (Morgan) A little perhaps (Beth) That's natural, I think. I know loving a child after losing one is very hard, even if you can't control it. Wanting Varick to appreciate you as much as he appreciates his father by birth is understandable (Morgan) That and I dislike lying... which is what it would be (Beth) There must be some good things. He was your cousin's husband, wasn't he? * Morgan nods (Beth) Can you ask family to help you think of good things to tell Varick? (Morgan) That would be tough, I think... between how he behaved and what he was planning, my family are no fans of his (Beth) That is a real conundrum then. Perhaps it is something you can allow to gently pass. When he asks, ask _him_ what he loved about his father, and then when it comes up again, tell him your father was a man who made his son happy by doing whatever Varick said. * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) thats a very good idea (Beth) Even at five, his memories will fade further. I know William at almost eight no longer recalls things that happened at that age. Varick's birth father will be leas prominent for him as the years go by, and by the time you must confront the truth he will be less present in Varicks life * Morgan nods (Beth) It is okay for Varick to go forward with you and Molly. You both love him very much, and he is so happy with you. * Beth drinks more of the tea he brought her (Morgan) He has changed a great deal since being with us * Beth nods (Beth) Being loved does that. He cannot stay being a sad, lonely little boy forever, not if he can have a happy life filled with hope for the future and love * Morgan nods (Beth) I think that goes for the rest of us too. I count my blessings to have loved and been loved by two wonderful men who have made me so happy. I miss Michael, especially to get his insight and opinions on things, but I still talk to him every day ** You are now disconnected (Connection timed out) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 13 January 2022 18:57:05 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea * Morgan nods (Beth) I was going to his grave every week after church, but moving to Sunnymeade means it's too far (Morgan) Time to let that go too? * Beth nods (Beth) He would tell me to take the time to rest and enjoy my family. I don't need to go there, he is always a part of me. I talked to him quite a bit through the birth. * Morgan nods (Beth) I would love to see him again, but I've changed a lot since then. I love with much more intention now. (Morgan) intention? (Beth) With Michael, love happened to us. It was all the things novels said it would be, and we were so naive that it would last forever. With Pete, it took two years before I was in love with him, but then I loved him intentionally. I loved him without the naivety, even though I knew what loss was like. I _chose_ to love him in ways that I never chose to love Michael. It isnt just that they are different, it's that how I love is also different now. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I can understand that (Beth) Everyone thinks the first type is the only good sort, but I don't really agree * Morgan nods (Beth) I think you and Molly are going to be alright * Morgan nods (Morgan) I think so (Beth) I'm glad. You both deserve to be happy * Morgan sips his coffee (Beth) **There's noise from HH and Inga's room above** (Beth) They're a nice couple, aren't they? * Morgan nods (Beth) Do you still feel envy when you see first time couples? * Beth drinks some tea * Morgan tilts his head (Morgan) I can't say I've thought about it * Beth nods (Beth) I started too when Pete fell in love with me. I felt like I should have been able to give him that * Morgan nods, frowninf (Morgan) I had a nightmare where Molly left for that reason... * Beth nods (Beth) I used to imagine what I would do if Pete found someone he wanted to have an affair with, whether I'd let him if it was kept quiet (Morgan) I don't think I could bear it * Beth nods (Beth) I wasn't sure I could say no if he needed that experience to be happy and settled * Morgan nods * Beth sips her tea. Heinzharold's heavier footsteps can be heard coming down the stairs and he's singing to himself (Beth) **HH stops at the bottom. He's got his boots in one hand, shirt in the other, his hair messy. Morgan has seen him bare chested before, but Beth obviously hasn't (Morgan) You've got a whole room you can be half naked in, but you choose down here to dress? * Beth looks him over, smiling slightly before looking back at her baby. HH nods "overslept a bit. 'S almost dawn" He pulls on his shirt then his boots. Beth glances at Morgan, giving him a little wink "Don't worry on my account, your wife is a lucky woman" (Beth) **HH blushes at this, not even managing to be his usual silly self** * Morgan sniggers * Beth sips her tea as HH gets his coat (Beth) HH: Y' ready, almighty overlord? * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (Beth) Thank you for the tea and the company ** You're now known as HH * Morgan inclines his head before heading outside * HH follows along. It's very nearly dawn (HH) Sorry, late night. (Morgan) Taking advantage of the broodiness I take it? * HH grins (HH) Several times. You too? * Morgan shakes his head (Morgan) Molly had to draw on me for strength a few times, I was exhausted (HH) Bad luck! * Morgan nods (HH) If y' need me to keep everyone else occupied, lemme know (Morgan) Will do * HH sits on the wall in the Rose garden (HH) No draw yes'day (Morgan) No... your theory may have been correct (HH) Told Molly about tha'? (Morgan) She may have worked it out herself * HH nods (HH) Just gotta wait for the right date and see (HH) **the sun is starting to rise* * Morgan nods, watching the horizon (HH) Lots o' crying in your house last night? (Morgan) One bout, but that's about it (HH) Same here **he glances at Morgan with a smirk** threw me right off my rhythm * Morgan chuckles (HH) Howdya sleep? (Morgan) badly (HH) Nightmares again? * Morgan nods (HH) Woulda thought you'd get a break with Elsie doing okay (Morgan) It was the fire again... bit different, but they still died * HH nods (HH) Sorry man, that's rough * Morgan nods (HH) What was different? (Morgan) You and I were at the tavern... My father and Grunhelm discovered it, got into the house but it was too late * HH nods slowly (HH) Musta been there pretty quick to be able to get inside * Morgan nods (HH) I did think about invitin' you for breakfast that day, but Ma decided we'd run out of wood and I needed to chop more, so I didn't get to yours until after you'd gone to the big house (Morgan) We met at the tavern... you'd come back from Freiburg (HH) What did I go up there for? *he looks at Morgan's ((relaxed or troubled?)) (Morgan) ((no more troubled than normal)) * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) You thought Edward was prepping to take over as Veisgraf though... and asked me to accompany you into the schwarzenwald (HH) Did I get to see some bubbies? (Morgan) No... though you'd bumped into Rosie and his fiancee... blue eyed redhead with a cute Avalonian accent, you said... (HH) That 'appens a lot in your dreams? (Morgan) what? (HH) Molly and Rosie (Morgan) A few times * HH nods (HH) Strange, b'cause she doesn't really have an Avalon accent (Morgan) Not anymore, no... even her Avalonian is accented now * HH nods (HH) Yeah, that is pretty cute * Morgan nods (HH) What was I goin' in the Schwarzenwald for? (Morgan) Going to change the lock on a house... the tenant had died so the house defaulted to the Grafdom... D. Eckname... * HH snorts (HH) Subtle. (Morgan) Hadn't really picked up on it... (HH) B'cause I got them smarts, see? Dunno what you got (Morgan) Money, I think (HH) Y' don't own that much (Morgan) On my way to owning a fleet... and an island... and Innesbruck... and the palomino's... (HH) Lucky yer so generous to us serfs, yer majesty * Morgan shrugs (HH) Pretty women fancying you, despite her face. That's what you got. (HH) Yer* * Morgan looks at him * HH grins at him (Morgan) Inga's got it in her head she's not beautiful... she is to you, but not anyone else... (HH) She's a lot more than beautiful. Alarice was beautiful on paper, but my lil darlin 'as this radiance to her. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I tried to tell her otherwise but... she's got that quiet certainty that nothing I say will change * HH nods (HH) Women, eh? They're always insecure about summat. * Morgan nods, sighing (HH) What's Molly's insecurity? (Morgan) I don't know... * HH frowns (HH) How can y' not know? (Morgan) Because things are always changing. (HH) All the shit that's always going on? * Morgan nods (Morgan) She's not insecure about my feelings for her any longer, thankfully (HH) That was a big thing, fr'm what I've heard * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (HH) Howdya fix that? (Morgan) I told her... I showed her... * HH nods (HH) Glad y' did. She's a good girl. * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye she is (Morgan) oh! I forgot to tell you... (HH) What? (Morgan) Molly things she can heal the scarring that'd stop Elsie and James... consummating the marriage... * HH smiles (HH) Sounds like a solid plan... * Morgan nods (Morgan) haven't told either of them yet, mind... she needs to recover first (HH) Yeah, norm'ly have to wait til they're churched anyhow, right? * Morgan nods (HH) That's good though. James is gonna be a 'appy man, and we don't have to tell him lots of stuff he can do in bed that isnt that * Morgan nods (HH) Good job really, b'cause it'd be mostly me, once you get past th' bit about it not having to be in a bedroom (Morgan) Stables... Tavern tap rooms.... * HH nods (HH) Still hard t' believe from you * Morgan shrugs (HH) Gonna be hard to top the Eisenfurst's Stables though * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) probably... (Morgan) tree by a stream? (HH) Golden lantern? Done that. (Morgan) No... (HH) You found another stream _not_ in a private garden? * Morgan nods (Morgan) with my father and Edward following about half an hour behind... * HH laughs (HH) You're shitting me * Morgan shakes his head slightly, sipping his coffee (HH) The look on yer Da's face if he'd caught you swiving Molly against a tree woulda been hilarious! * Morgan nods (Morgan) quite (HH) Edward woulda scolded you. He woulda told you you should be protectin' yer wife from that sorta thing * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) maybe * HH smiles (HH) I'm impressed. You two seem t' have a lot of fun (Morgan) more than you'd expect, aye (HH) A lot more. Yer not really a prude anymore * Morgan shrugs (HH) Managed t' behave in Her Grace's house? * Morgan nods (HH) Y' must know all the little books and crannies t' hide away in here (HH) Nooks* (Morgan) Of course I do (HH) Got a bit much goin' on again though * Morgan nods (Morgan) start calming down for a bit hopefully (HH) Mebbie you need a night away fr'm it all * Morgan nods (Morgan) I reckon so (HH) Wha' about your manor house on th' island? Y' had a night there before * Morgan nods (Morgan) thats not a bad idea (HH) I can handle e'erything on the ship even Claudia * HH glances at him (HH) Mostly. (Morgan) As long as she doesn't disagree with you, you're fine * HH nods (HH) I'll try not to say anything she'll chop my 'ead off for * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'll speak to Molly about it (HH) I'm sure she'll take lots of persuading(!) * Morgan nods (HH) How's she doin' this morning? (Morgan) Left her asleep when I got up (HH) Waste of the morning advantage *he grins. The sun is fully above the horizon now* (Morgan) Don't think being woken at two this morning really helped that * HH nods (HH) Reck'n she's started our breakfast yet? (Morgan) If she's awake (HH) Pretty sure Inga won't be for a fair bit yet! * HH gets off the wall * Morgan stands up (HH) There's bound t' be someone on the estate who wants to feed me (Morgan) As long as you dont offer to milk yourself again, aye (HH) I only offer that to m' wife! **He grins** * Morgan nods, heading back towards the cottages * HH follows on, singing about the fish in the sea ** You are now disconnected