------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Wednesday, 15 September 2021 22:12:01 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **He struggles to sleep, so lights a single candle to write down both this dream from the monastery and the one from the previous night where he was going to confront Molly about her abandonment and give her an ultimatum. With that done he is able to sleep, and slips into the yellow tones of her dream immediately. (Molly) **They are stood on the deck of the Rose looking at a small coastal dock they're moored at. He doesnt recognise the place, but he recognises Molly's outfit, hair, and primarily the tiredness in her expression. That is all exactly like the morning he left her in Freiburg for his trip to Eisen. She sighs slightly. (Molly) You will be leaving now, liebes herz? (Morgan) I guess so * Molly nods, giving him a little smile (Molly) Then I will say Auf Wiederschaun. I hope your trip is productive and safe. * Morgan nods (Morgan) thank you * Molly nods again (Molly) Goodbye, Morgan (Morgan) Goodbye Molly, be safe (Molly) **The dock is quite quiet, seagulls flying and screeching at each other as the little fishing boats are unloaded a little further along (Molly) I will. And you. * Morgan nods, looking to the ship for a moment * Molly looks out towards the dock and the approach of another ship * Morgan sighs before heading off to find his ship * Molly stands on the deck of her ship, watching him as he goes. Once on the dock he notices a nice ship pulling in, with an angel figurehead, but his attention is drawn from the vessel as Molly shouts "Morgan, wait!" * Morgan stops, looking towards her * Molly comes bounding down the gang plank and strides up to him before stretching up to kiss him full on the mouth * Molly pulls away quickly, looking concerned and impassioned "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you said not to but it's been killing me not to and I just cannot let you go without kissing you goodbye, I couldn't bear it if something happened whilst you were gone and I had missed my last chance! * Morgan nods (Morgan) I understand * Molly nods, exhaling with relief (Molly) Alright... okay... good. * Morgan nods (Morgan) You can do it again if you'd like * Molly licks her lower lip, blushing (Molly) You are sure? * Morgan nods (Molly) Do you wish me to? (Morgan) I rather think so * Molly nods, then kisses him again, slower this time, gentle * Morgan returns it (Molly) **The ship with the angel figurehead is being brought into mooring with commands given in Avalonian by a woman. (Molly) **her tongue darts over his lower lip as he has done to her in the past * Morgan pulls away slightly (Morgan) I'm going to miss you * Molly looks up at him with a sad smile (Molly) And I, you, more deeply than you can possibly understand * Morgan nods, looking to the ship * Molly sighs (Molly) I suppose the figurehead implies this could be your ship for going to Catterick. The Blessing Of Angels, was it not? * Morgan nods (Molly) It's a sensible idea, to visit there before Eisen. A gentle reintroduction to family * Morgan nods (Morgan) I suppose so * Molly looks up at him seriously (Molly) Morgan, I l-... *she sighs softly* I look forward to seeing you upon your return * Morgan nods (Morgan) I love you too * Molly looks confused (Molly) What?! (Morgan) fairly sure I said it out loud.... (Molly) **There's the unpleasant scraping sound of hull scrubbing rock as the crew of The Blessing Of Angels misjudge the angle. Meanwhile Molly still looks perplexed* you did... but I do not understand how that is possible * Morgan winces, looking at the ship (Molly) **there's a bit of a scramble of men looking over the side** 'S a'right, Cap'n, 's jus' a scrape (Morgan) I'm not entirely keen on going on that one any longer (Molly) **The female captain who he cannot see gives orders that will see her gently berthed** * Molly smiles (Molly) Sadly I have places to be and people to see, so I cannot take you there myself * Morgan nods * Molly frowns, tilting her head (Molly) I should go (Morgan) You need to get your ship ready for the things you've got ahead of you (Molly) I do. Kurt will be unhappy if we are late to meet his alternate crew * Morgan nods * Molly nods slowly (Molly) Goodbye, Morgan. I do love you, but I think we should take some time to work out what that means, if it means anything at all (Morgan) as you wish blossom * Molly nods, inclining her head before she goes towards the gang plank. Meanwhile there's some shouts of relief from the crew of the Blessing * Molly gets back on deck, watching him forlornly, elbow on the guard rail and cheek resting on her palm * Morgan heads for the blessing (Molly) **the loud bang of the gang plank being put down is what wakes him ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 16 September 2021 10:58:23 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **he can tell it's about an hour before dawn. Molly is asleep with one leg draped over his shin * Morgan leans over to kiss her forehead a moment before extricating himself from the bed to get dressed * Molly murmurs "Don't go" (Molly) **in Avalonian (Morgan) I'll just be downstairs blossom, dont worry * Molly stirs "hmm?" (Morgan) Go back to sleep my love (Molly) Mmmhmm * Molly spreads out onto his side of the bed soon, rapidly back to sleep * Morgan gets the rest of his clothes on before going downstairs to make coffee (Molly) **it's quiet no sign of HH or Claudia here. Outside it's dry for a change, and when it gets closer to dawn Claudia is on the wall of the Rose Garden when he gets there** ** You're now known as Claudia (Morgan) mornin' * Claudia nods (Claudia) Again. You alright? (Morgan) Aye. You? (Claudia) Bit restless (Morgan) whats up? (Claudia) Keen to be back on the move * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know... I think I know where we need to start * Claudia nods (Claudia) That's something at least * Morgan nods (Claudia) Finally getting some intel from Kurt, or playing your own contacts? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) no (Claudia) Gut feeling? (Morgan) Something like that (Claudia) How did the citizenship thing go? (Morgan) Hard... she felt like she's lost a part of who she is, part of what brought me to her * Claudia nods (Claudia) It'll take time to adjust * Morgan nods (Morgan) I think I managed to assuage some of her worry about it (Claudia) What did you do? (Morgan) told her her place of birth has nothing to do with my love for her (Claudia) Not sure why it would have done (Morgan) national identity... Avalonians are practical, methodical... Eiseners are stalwart and warlike... * Claudia smiles slightly (Claudia) Avalonians are a bit dull, Eisens are a bit argumentative (Morgan) requirements of our upbringings * Claudia shrugs (Claudia) History too. Eisen barbarians beating back the civilised Vodacce knowledge-bringers (Morgan) We're smart enough without their flappy nonsense * Claudia nods (Claudia) Rather be life smart than book smart * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) you can be both (Claudia) You can be like Heinzharold and neither! *she grins* * Morgan chuckles (Claudia) Doubt we'll see much of him the next two days (Morgan) No, I shouldn't imagine so (Claudia) Be joined at the hip with his wife no doubt. *she rolls her eyes* ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 16 September 2021 12:50:34 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You are now disconnected ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You are now disconnected ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 16 September 2021 22:51:01 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **Shes right, Heinzharold turns down the offer to join them on a trip to Tawstock and Sunnymeade. They leave Heinzharold and Inga behind with Elsie, and Claudia rides with him, Molly and Varick, the day passably dry. Varick spends the time playing games like I-spy. It's a market day so the dock is busy. The Rose itself seems quiet and Molly goes off to Inga and Heinzharold's room with a list. Varick asks Morgan to look for the cat, and they find him sprawled on the window-facing couch. ** You're now known as Varick (Varick) On the window-facing couch asleep * Morgan nudges the cat gently * Varick crouches down, looking at the cat. One green eye opens, and the purring starts (Varick) He's happy to see us * Morgan nods (Morgan) thought so * Varick strokes the cat. His face changes expression ever so slightly as if in conversation, though no words can be heard * Morgan watches them quietly * Varick and the cat both look at Morgan at the same moment before looking at each other again (Varick) He says he will look after you and cuddle you if you get scared or lonely * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm glad about that (Varick) Should I tell him he can sleep in bed with you? * Morgan nods (Morgan) he can do * Varick concentrates on the cat, who gets up and climbs on Morgan's shoulder. Varick sits in the vacated space, short legs sticking out (Varick) _will_ you be scared? (Morgan) If I have nightmares maybe (Varick) Will you have lots of nightmares? (Morgan) I don't know... its impossible to tell (Varick) What do grown ups have nightmares about? (Varick) **the cat purrs in his ear** (Morgan) That depends on the person really (Varick) What do you have nightmares about? * Varick watches him curiously (Morgan) All sorts of things. Usually about losing you and Molly (Varick) That's sad * Morgan nods (Morgan) last time I had it was horrible (Varick) What did you do? (Morgan) do? (Varick) When you were scared (Morgan) I nearly lost control of my magic... had to throw myself in the dock * Varick starts laughing (Varick) In your clothes?! * Morgan nods (Varick) When I had nightmares about my Daddy Molly would sing to me * Morgan nods (Morgan) she sings to me each night (Varick) But you're a man * Morgan nods (Morgan) I noticed (Varick) Mamas only sing children to sleep, not men (Morgan) thats obviously not the case (Varick) Why does she sing to you? (Morgan) to help me get to sleep (Varick) But grown ups dont need help to go to sleep (Morgan) some of us do (Varick) Why? (Morgan) I find it hard to settle enough to get to sleep (Varick) Oh. Why? (Morgan) partly because I get so many nightmares... makes it difficult to go to sleep (Varick) Why do you have so many nightmares? Are you scared of the dark? (Morgan) No, I'm not... its mostly a result of what happened, losing Dietlinde and Jana * Varick hugs him (Varick) I am here now. I will help you feel better (Morgan) You already do (Varick) I hope you dont have nightmares when you are gone (Morgan) me too * Varick looks at the cat (Varick) Captain Ulysses says you can hug him if you have nightmares * Morgan nods, stroking the cat (Varick) Cats have nightmares too (Morgan) oh? (Varick) Being chased by dogs or mean people or falling off things that are not high enough * Morgan nods (Varick) **Sorgi calls for Morgan, interrupting them ** You are now disconnected (Ping timeout) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 19 September 2021 19:14:24 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) Morgan spends a couple of hours with Claudia Sorgi and Koen checking the ship over before lunch whilst Molly keeps Varick entertained below deck. Neither of them have appeared as Morgan finds himself sat by James Schulz for lunch ** You're now known as James (James) I'm told you want me to stay behind, my lord * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (James) Anything in particular you want me to do or keep an eye out for? (Morgan) Hopefully there may be some opportunity for trade... Blokners for taverns perhaps... and anything Molly needs * James nods (James) I am needed for dancing tomorrow evening, I am told * Morgan nods (Morgan) If you'd be so good * James nods (James) I look forward to it. Makes it a bit challenging, only having one hand, but I'm used to it * Morgan nods (Morgan) I would imagine so (James) How long will you be travelling? (Morgan) looking like three weeks, there or thereabouts (James) Long time (Morgan) necessary unfortuantely (James) Don't worry about her ladyship and the young lord, they'll be in safe hands with me... well, safe _hand_ at least (Morgan) I don't doubt it... Molly is going to be assisting Lady Torrington... I'd like you to have some involvement there, get an idea for how things go here * James inclines his head (James) Very well, my lord (James) Do you have any requests for what I should do if you dont return? (Morgan) I'll write you a letter but it'll take an act of god to stop us from coming back * James nods (James) Will we hear word if you will be delayed past those three weeks? (Morgan) I'll send a messenger (James) Very well (James) A shame Lord Koertig could not be here to keep watch over the women (Morgan) I suspect he'd be wanting to come with me to track down colonel Dau (James) Maybe, my lord, but he is very protective of her ladyship * Morgan nods (Morgan) Given the... extent of Dau's brutality, I think he'd want to help ensure he is caught * James nods (James) He's an excellent man (Morgan) He has his moments (James) He was very kind to me in Paan and Atemlos, I'll always be grateful for it ((can refresh if you cant recall)) (Morgan) ((go on then)) (James) ((In Paan James went to the brothel only to cum before even managing to lose his virginity, Edward took pity on him because he'd had the same issue when Karsten took him at 15, so took him to see Petra in Atemlos, to help him get over it, and she'd been Edward's frequent friend whilst he was at the academy)) * Morgan nods (James) He really knows how to flirt with women and make them laugh * Morgan nods (Morgan) he's very charming (James) I wouldn't mind being charming like him, but its difficult when you grow up just with nuns (Morgan) I would imagine so... I'd like to be as relaxed as he is with other people * James nods (James) He's very confident * Morgan nods * James speaks quietly (James) He invited Petra to his wedding (Morgan) that... no, it doesn't surprise me actually (James) She said she would think about it, but I dont think she will (Morgan) bit awkward for her I suppose (James) I think she still has some feelings for Lord Koertig (Morgan) Really? * James nods (James) She has a soft spot for him * Morgan nods (James) Shes a very pretty lady (Morgan) I wouldn't know * James nods (James) She's got reddish brown hair and green eyes and just... she's very kind too * Morgan nods (Morgan) I see (James) Lady Hapsburg is beautiful too, just in a different way (Morgan) trying to dig yourself out of a hole there? (James) I didn't want you to think I was saying Petra is prettier. She's just more down to earth. Lady Hapsburg is that sort of beauty like when you walk into a cathedral with all the stained glass windows. It's angelic * Morgan watches him for a moment (Morgan) why the need to reassure me of that? * James starts to look out of his depth (James) I wasnt, my Lord. (Morgan) Its all subjective my friend... HeinzHarold no doubt feels Inga is the prettiest woman in the world, and nothing anyone says or thinks would change that, least of all who I might think is prettier... * James nods (James) I've never really been able to talk about women being pretty. We always had to pretend all the nuns weren't pretty, because they were all married to the son of Our Lord. * Morgan smiles slightly (Morgan) a little pointer then... don't tell Edward you think Petra is prettier than Mina... or me that anyone is prettier than Molly... You don't need or want to be quantifying it in any way that could lead to comparison (Morgan) though, you may wish to ask my brother about that (James) Why, my lord? (Morgan) A few reasons... for some it can start a bit of an argument about why eachother is wrong... and no-one wants the women in our lives feeling they are being compared to others, that they need to justify their place in our hearts (James) It's all a bit complicated, my lord! (Morgan) very. Do you like chocolate cake? (James) Yes my lord * Morgan nods (Morgan) as sweet as it can be? * James shrugs (James) Anything from sweet to bitter is fine (Morgan) I can't stand sweet cake... * James just nods (Morgan) and I'm never going to convince Varick that the obscenely sweet cake he likes so much is anything less than the best thing ever... and to try would probably only lead to some level of conflict. So its easiest to accept he likes that type of cake, and won't ever think my preferred cake is nicer... and thats fine. (James) It doesn't really matter how pretty amu woman is if a man has decided on her? * Morgan nods (Morgan) And never, _ever_ follow a compliment with a criticism... you look beautiful tonight, but have you seen her over there, her dress is amazing... thats a path down which pain definitely lies (James) Have you done that?! *he looks shocked* (Morgan) No, but I've seen it done, usually by someone too deep in their cups * James nods, obviously storing this away (James) What else should I not do (Morgan) You'd be better asking Edward... or HeinzHarold, they're both very charming (James) You must be fairly charming too, my lord, to have been married (Morgan) but they're _at ease_ with people, women in particular (James) Why arent you, my lord. You're clever you have status * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I used to be friendly... I tend towards being quiet and watchful now (James) Doesn't matter so much once you're married (Morgan) You'd be surprised * James frowns slightly (James) Unless you're looking for a mistress (James) [Liebes herz, Varick is having a nap, in case you were thinking of leaving now] (Morgan) I think too many people become complacent once they're married, no longer putting in the effort to keep their wife happy (Morgan) [You wish to?] (James) That's important? (James) [I wished you to know where I was if you wanted or needed me] (Morgan) Absolutely it is (James) Oh. I want to get married eventually once I've established myself and can support a household in a good fashion * Morgan nods (Morgan) good. You like receiving praise? * James nods (James) Yes (Morgan) why would a wife be any different in that regard? (James) I would need to keep praising her? (Morgan) reassuring her of your feelings would be a better way of putting it (James) Every day? (Morgan) why not? (James) Wont she just know? (Morgan) You're planning to marry a Vodacce fate witch? As far as I'm aware they're the only psychic women * James nods (James) I have a lot to learn. Without having a proper family to grow up in, I dont know much about what married life is like (Morgan) Its a partnership between you and your wife... a lot of people would frown upon how Molly and I work together, thinking women have no place in decision making, but working together makes you stronger, closer. * James nods (James) Maybe I can learn from watching the two of you? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) and HeinzHarold and Inga... they're less reserved, its easy to see how much he adores her (James) Is it better to be like that? (Morgan) that depends on you and your wife... * James nods (James) I would like a wife that marries me because she loves me, but it doesnt happen often, so I will probably try to learn everything I can. At the least, I'd like her to be happy * Morgan nods (Morgan) happiness is a good target * James nods (James) I was thinking another five years would be about right * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) you may be surprised... I've found both times I've fallen in love without expecting or even looking for it (James) It would be better to wait until I can provide (Morgan) yes, it would... but sometimes thats simply not possible. * James nods (James) I'll do my best not to until the time is right * Morgan nods, smiling slightly (Morgan) do what you feel is right... thats all * James nods (James) Thank you for the advice, my lors (James) Lord* * Morgan nods (Morgan) you are most welcome. I just hope its useful to you * James nods (James) And I should ask Heinzharold for some tips about talking to women? (Morgan) He may well make fun of you, but it'll be good natured. He'll help you * James smiles (James) I'll do that tomorrow then * Morgan nods (Morgan) good man * James nods (James) I'm surprised he didn't come with you (Morgan) HeinzHarold? (James) Yes (Morgan) He's spending as much time as he can with Inga * James smiles (James) That makes sense * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (James) Are you going to do the same? (Morgan) more than likely (James) I'll let you get on then my lord * Morgan inclines his head, going to find Molly ** You are now disconnected (Connection timed out) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Monday, 20 September 2021 00:22:09 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Tuesday, 21 September 2021 21:59:56 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * Molly is laid on the couch by the window when he gets there, humming to herself * Morgan watches her for a moment * Molly has her eyes closed, smiling to herself (Morgan) something on your mind blossom? * Molly smiles, glancing at him (Molly) Yes, liebes herz. How many inches something ought to be... (Morgan) neglige? (Molly) A window seat (Morgan) I see... I think * Molly smiles (Molly) It would need to be not too high, nor too low ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Tuesday, 21 September 2021 22:15:28 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) [22:10] (Molly) It would need to be not too high, nor too low (Morgan) well, yes, because then it becomes a padded step or a shelf (Molly) That's not what I meant, my love. But that is by the by. Are you well? * Morgan nods (Morgan) well enough aye * Molly sits up to give him space (Molly) I have done the things I needed to, and we will be ready once Varick is awake ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Tuesday, 21 September 2021 22:26:37 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) [22:25] (Molly) I have done the things I needed to, and we will be ready once Varick is awake * Morgan nods (Morgan) alright (Molly) Do you have things to do or do you wish to sit with me? (Morgan) I think I'll sit with you * Molly sits up so he can * Morgan sits beside her * Molly lies on her back with her head on his thigh, looking up to him (Molly) Will it be strange for you being on the Rose without me? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm not particularly looking forward to it (Molly) It will be strange for the Rose to be off without me, I think * Morgan nods (Molly) I suppose it is the point in which she seems undeniably no longer mine * Morgan frowns (Morgan) that is a problem? (Molly) No... It isn't a problem (Morgan) it appears to be * Molly shakes her head (Molly) No liebling (Morgan) You wish to have her once again? (Molly) No, I think she is better off as yours ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Tuesday, 21 September 2021 22:51:12 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Morgan) You wish to have her once again? (Molly) [22:47] (Molly) No, I think she is better off as yours * Morgan nods slightly * Molly smiles (Molly) I had an odd dream (Morgan) oh? (Molly) It was last winter and I was dropping you off in a little dock on the east coast of Avalon because you were going to Catterick before Sudlachenburg * Morgan nods slowly (Molly) There was another ship, and she scrubbed the wall * Morgan nods (Morgan) female captain... (Molly) Yes... oh! * Molly smiles (Molly) You were there. That makes sense (Morgan) what happened? I woke up when the plank came down (Molly) Nothing of consequence. You decided to wait for a different ship the following day, and brought me back below deck to kiss me senseless * Morgan nods (Morgan) sounds reasonable * Molly smiles (Molly) Oh it was far from reasonable... * Morgan chuckles (Molly) What thinks you, could it have been an alternate path? (Morgan) I doubt it * Molly nods slowly (Molly) The location, at least. My calling you back to kiss you a final time was entirely possible, and even quite likely * Morgan nods (Molly) But it would make no sense for me to drop you to a dock there so I could go to Eisen with Kurt for a crew... it would make sense for me to drop you either to Durham myself or leave you in Londinium * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (Molly) Perhaps there is something more to it (Morgan) you think so? (Molly) It is possible. Maybe the dock or the ship are significant? (Morgan) I don't know blossom (Molly) It doesnt seem like a warning (Morgan) no, it doesn't (Molly) We can only wait and see * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed * Molly nods (Molly) How did you sleep? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) alright (Molly) You were going to write your dream from the beginning of the night for me? The monestary, Rebecca and Lenton, Greenwich... * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed I did (Molly) Do you have it? * Morgan nods, taking it from a pocket * Molly gets comfortable, reading it through slowly. She shakes her head "Silly Molly. You should have gone to confession instead of blurting it out" * Molly nods as she goes along * Morgan hums quietly to himself * Molly tuts, shaking her head, but presses on * Molly then grimaces before she smiles, finishing it. She hands it back (Molly) Well, that is a plausible alternate path... if I was intensely stupid ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Tuesday, 21 September 2021 23:35:44 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) [23:34] * Molly then grimaces before she smiles, finishing it. She hands it back (Molly) [23:34] (Molly) Well, that is a plausible alternate path... if I was intensely stupid * Morgan tucks it away (Morgan) Could've gone rather badly (Molly) Absolutely. I'm surprised it didn't * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (Molly) The depths of my dismay are rather accurate though * Morgan nods * Molly looks thoughtful (Molly) You sounded dismayed also * Morgan nods (Morgan) I thought so (Molly) You thought you sounded dismayed? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I remember feeling very... angry when it happened, seeing you holding Dau's hand, but in the dream... it was so much worse (Molly) I wonder whether that is partly due to your real-life hate for him? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) maybe (Molly) You think something else? (Morgan) No, you're probably right (Molly) It sounds like in this dream there would have ended up being some violence * Morgan nods (Morgan) it does (Molly) How are you feeling about that today? (Morgan) about what exactly? (Molly) The hand holding, having seen it again. But also in general, I suppose (Morgan) I try not to think about it (Molly) If I had realised I was something serious for you, I likely would have been far more cautious * Morgan nods slightly * Molly shrugs slightly (Molly) Perhaps the dream was just leading you to the information about Rebecca (Morgan) Aye, could be (Molly) I do not think there is anything to be concerned about from it (Morgan) Nor I * Molly smiles (Molly) Everything turned out well the way it went between us (Morgan) Yes, it did * Molly smiles, closing her eyes. She says quietly (Molly) About twenty to twenty four inches from the floor, I think * Morgan glances at her (Morgan) why? * Molly doesn't open her eyes but still the rest of her expression implies feigned innocence (Molly) About the height of the couch in His Grace's nursery... (Morgan) right... (Molly) ...which was a very good height, that day when I was healed enough from the cast * Morgan nods (Morgan) yes, it was (Molly) Which is a sensible height then for our window seat * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed * Molly yawns a little (Molly) And you have precisely the right tools for working out the height (Morgan) do I? (Molly) Mmhmm *she stretches one arm back, touching his knee* from here... *she runs her hand up his inner thigh until she's cupping his groin* to here, whilst knelt on the floor (Morgan) I see * Molly nods, gently removing her hand and resting it on her stomach. Still she keeps her eyes closed (Molly) I am glad you do * Morgan leans his head back, relaxing * Molly is quiet a little while, and then she drifts off to sleep on his lap ** You are now disconnected (Connection timed out) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Wednesday, 22 September 2021 03:40:54 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea ** You are now disconnected (Connection timed out) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Thursday, 23 September 2021 17:32:38 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **With more clothing and personal effects being sent up by coach, Morgan carries them up on deck whilst Molly follows with Varick. Varick carries the cat under his arm, which the black and white cat tolerates. Up on deck, Sorgi is waiting for them ** You're now known as Sorgi (Sorgi) Setting off early on Saturday, m'lord? (Morgan) fairly, aye (Sorgi) **The cat walks along the guard rail. Varick comes to stand by Morgan** (Sorgi) V: Captain Sorgi, you have to bring my papa home safe, we need him. * Morgan musses the boys hair * Sorgi nods "I will, I swear it" (Sorgi) V: *he leans against Morgan* * Sorgi glances at Molly. She's crouched down, a palm flat on the deck, speaking too quietly to be heard. Then he looks enquiringly at Morgan * Morgan shrugs slightly (Sorgi) I'll have her ready to go at first light Saturday * Morgan nods (Morgan) excellent. I want to get ahead of him, so we'll need to be getting a move on * Sorgi nods (Sorgi) Very good, m'lord (Sorgi) **Molly comes over to them, looking to Sorgi** Might I have a moment, Captain? * Sorgi excuses himself, taking her away from Morgan and Varick ** You're now known as Varick * Varick looks up at Morgan (Varick) What are they talking about? (Morgan) I don't know (Varick) Oh. We're going to see the children next * Morgan nods (Morgan) that'll be fun wont it (Varick) I want to see them a lot when you're gone * Morgan nods (Morgan) You'll have to ask your mama * Varick nods (Varick) She will say yes, she wants me to spend time with children as I dont get to have my sisters. (Morgan) Who do you mean? (Varick) My half sister Mae and Jana. * Morgan tilts his head (Morgan) aye... I suppose I hadn't thought of that * Varick nods (Varick) I like Sunnymeade. Auntie Beth will have her baby soon, and then Elsie will have a baby. * Morgan nods frowning slightly (Varick) I will see the babies. Will the babies come before you come home? (Morgan) I don't know... its possible (Varick) Will you be sad? (Morgan) if they come before I get back? * Varick nods (Varick) If you were here maybe you could see the babies get born (Morgan) Midwives don't generally like menfolk being there for the birth (Varick) What about children? (Morgan) I didn't ask (Varick) Should I ask? I would like to see a baby be born (Morgan) You can ask but I imagine they'll say no * Varick sighs (Varick) But I will get to see the babies when they are just born and really small (Morgan) possibly aye (Varick) **Molly and Sorgi come back over. Molly puts a hand on Morgan's lower back* M: I'm ready now * Morgan nods (Morgan) come on then (Varick) **They say goodbye to Sorgi, and get mounted up. The drizzle returns, and the autumn chill is easily felt. Varick is wrapped up inside Molly's cloak too as they start their ride. Molly glances at Morgan ** You're now known as Molly (Molly) Are you well, my love? * Morgan nods (Morgan) are you? * Molly nods (Molly) Well enough (Morgan) Are you going to tell me what you told Sorgi... or the rose? * Molly switches to her slightly accented Avalonian (Molly) I asked the Rose to keep you safe andt bring you home quickly. I asked Sorgi the same (Morgan) So did our young man * Molly nods (Molly) He will miss you (Morgan) I'm going to miss him too * Molly nods (Molly) Do you know what you will say to my family about Elsie's baby? (Morgan) _I'm_ going to be doing it? * Molly shrugs a little (Molly) I rather thought you might prefer to (Morgan) alright (Molly) Thank you liebling (Molly) **Their next stop is Sunnymeade, where Varick is immediately off playing dominoes by the fire with the children. Its quieter and calmer here now with James, Caro the twins and the baby having gone home again. There's no sign of Peter, and Molly takes charge of making the tea so Beth can put her feet up. ** You're now known as Beth * Beth looks to Morgan (Beth) What brings you here? Did you have business in town? **the farmhouse is beginning to show signs of personal touches being added, and some of those of her parents-in-law being removed* * Morgan looks around the room slowly before looking back to Beth (Morgan) I want to talk to you and your husband * Beth rubs her belly (Beth) He's out feeding the cows if you wanted to see him? (Morgan) needs to be the both of you... I'll go fetch him * Beth nods, taking tea from Molly. Mary gets up from where she's been quietly playing with a toy bunny, heading for Morgan * Morgan watches her approach (Beth) **Molly comes to intercept her, asking her about the toy. Mary seems happy enough with this * Morgan heads out to find Peter ** You're now known as Peter * Peter is in the cow shed as predicted * Morgan makes his presence known * Peter looks over, wiping his hands on a rag (Peter) Good afternoon, Morgan. (Morgan) Peter... you are well? * Peter nods (Peter) I am, and you? Moll with you? * Morgan nods (Morgan) back at the house... I need to talk to you and Beth * Peter looks concerned (Peter) Together? * Morgan nods * Peter follows him back to the house immediately sitting down and waiting for Molly, who has Mary on her hip, to give him a cup of tea (Peter) B: Do I need to send the children upstairs? (Morgan) it'd be wise (Peter) **she instructs William to take Petey, Lila and Varick upstairs to play, eighteen month old Mary cries to get down and follows when the children go** (Peter) **Molly gives tea to the men before making herself a cup and finding a seat (Peter) Has something happened to my parents? (Morgan) No, no, nothing like that... I want to ask you to do something, but it is a big thing to ask (Peter) **they both look at him curiously* what is itm (Peter) It? (Morgan) You know of the girl in town who was hurt by the Eisen colonel? * Peter nods (Peter) It's almost all anyone is talking about in the markets and taverns (Morgan) She is due to give birth in the not distant future... * Peter nods (Peter) Beth already said she'd wet nurse if you need it (Morgan) I want you to adopt the child * Peter and Beth look at each other, surprised (Peter) Why? (Morgan) You know the consequences of the childs birth? (Peter) That the mother will probably die (Morgan) probably doesn't really cover it. Its much more than likely... the baby is going to need a home and a family (Peter) You want that to be ours? * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) I promised Elsie I would find the child a loving home that would keep it safe (Peter) We're going to need some time to discuss it * Morgan nods (Morgan) of course (Morgan) don't take too long, just in case (Peter) What happens if we say no? (Morgan) happens? (Peter) To the child (Morgan) \me shrugs * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I made a promise... I will keep it, somehow. (Peter) B: **she rubs her belly again** it would be a bit like having twins * Morgan nods * Peter looks at her (Peter) It'd be someone else's blood though. It wouldn't be having an extra one of your own. (Peter) **Molly sips her tea slowly, watching Morgan** (Morgan) horseshit (Peter) **Molly bites her lip, trying not to smile. Peter looks mildly offended** (Morgan) You are telling me that Varick is not every bit my son? (Peter) I'm only saying that I have raised William as my own since he was a baby, and it's something Beth has to bear in mind (Morgan) Do you love him any less? (Peter) No... (Morgan) you love her any less? (Peter) My wife? * Morgan nods (Peter) No (Morgan) Its not really an issue then... is it? (Peter) B: I do understand, but I don't think it would matter, not once I fed and looked after the baby (Peter) The baby is half Eisen, isnt it? (Peter) **Molly rolls her eyes, not even bothering to hide the disdain she feels, but manages to stay quiet** * Morgan nods (Morgan) just like me (Peter) Father won't approve (Morgan) He wouldn't approve of you taking in a defenceless child and raising it with love and protection? * Peter shrugs (Peter) Until lately he would have gone mad at the idea of taking in a half-Eisen child. Especially one whose mother was a fallen woman * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) until he met me he hated Eisen men in general... things change. * Peter nods (Peter) B: Doesnt she have any family who want the child? (Morgan) No... they abandoned her... she and her young love made promises, she fell pregnant, he ran away... her family cast her out * Morgan tilts his head (Peter) **Molly watches Morgan sidelong rather than make eye contact with her brother and sister-in-law** (Peter) And the father's family? (Morgan) the father is being brought to justice... he has a sister who will take up his land... I'd like to give the child a quieter life (Peter) Even though it will be noble blooded? (Morgan) I'd rather the child be happy than noble (Peter) B: You think it would be happy here at Sunnymeade? (Morgan) Children to play with, parents to love it... a purpose when it grows older... why wouldn't it be? (Morgan) And I wouldn't be asking if I didn't think you'd make the child happy (Peter) B: You wouldn't want to adopt it yourself? * Peter watches Morgan again, trying to get an idea of his reaction from his expression (Peter) Molly** (Morgan) No... we discussed it but it isn't an option (Peter) M: We have far too much to do in the next six months at least (Peter) When do you need an answer? * Morgan looks at Molly (Morgan) When do you think? (Peter) M: Tomorrow before lunchtime. If an alternate home needs to be found, that must be gotten underway immediately. Though we are six weeks from her expected confinement, given her injuries the baby could come early. I need to know who I am handing the baby too, and Elsie _deserves_ the reassurance of knowing her child will be safe before she dies. * Peter looks at his sister "What would _you_ do?" (Peter) **Molly sips her tea** If I were you? I would take in the child and love it, and understand the significance of taking the child of a girl unfairly abandoned by her family. I would see it as a way to make amends, as restitution. * Peter looks at Beth. Both of them look a little guilty. (Peter) M: If I didn't have so many places to be and so many things to do, I'd certainly have considered adopting the child myself. *she glances at Morgan* * Morgan watches her * Peter is the one who breaks the silence whilst the newly weds watch each other (Peter) We'll have an answer for you by lunchtime tomorrow * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (Peter) **Molly nods, finishing her tea** I'm going to go for a walk. I'll be back soon (Peter) **she pulls her cloak on before going out of the back door** * Morgan sighs slightly (Peter) Problem? (Morgan) I don't like to see her upset (Peter) B: Varick is alright here if you need to go after her * Morgan nods, heading for the door, stopping just short of the entrance (Morgan) its worth considering that despite everything your family put her through, which you can take steps to make up for... she still _gave_ you your home... perhaps its time to start making up for that... * Morgan heads out of the door ** You're now known as Molly * Molly has barely gotten anywhere, but is headed towards the stables * Morgan moves to catch her * Molly looks up at him (Molly) I did not realise you were coming with me (Morgan) I didn't wish you to be alone * Molly nods (Molly) I am alright, my love * Molly slips her hand into his (Morgan) You are sure? * Molly nods a little (Molly) Surprised by my own feelings, perhaps (Morgan) oh? (Molly) I am more protective of the child than I realised until faced with my brother's hesitation * Morgan nods (Molly) I do not think it is just guilt that she would not have been in that position if it weren't for me. It's more complicated than that * Morgan nods * Molly heads up to the hidey hole out of the drizzle * Morgan follows her (Molly) I suppose I feel that I am connected to the child... If it had not been for Kit, that child might be half mine... * Morgan nods * Molly sits down (Molly) I do not like the idea that the child may be looked down upon, or not loved as much as the others * Morgan nods (Morgan) nor do I (Molly) But that is always possible, with Pete and Beth, or Edward and Mina, or anyone else * Morgan nods (Morgan) unfortunately (Molly) There is only one way around that (Morgan) which is? (Molly) I have to keep Elsie alive * Morgan nods slowly (Morgan) you're going to put yourself at risk, aren't you * Molly nods (Molly) If there is a need for it, yes * Molly watches him (Molly) Something positive has to come from all this, liebes herz, it simply _has to_. (Morgan) one way or another, the child will be well cared for (Molly) We cannot guarantee it though, can we? (Morgan) we can't guarantee anything, we just have to trust the people we put in charge of the childs care * Molly sighs, nodding (Molly) Perhaps, once my ambassadorship is done, we could reassess the situation... (Morgan) maybe (Molly) If the child was unhappy or not well-loved, perhaps we could find them somewhere else (Morgan) I don't see that being the case * Molly nods (Molly) Peter and Beth are a good choice. She will be able to feed the baby right away. If Elsie does not survive, I can bring her baby here to feed immediately * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (Molly) And she knows what to do with babies. It will be fine. If they will not adopt, I will hire a wet nurse who can travel with us (Morgan) I'll be very disappointed if they refuse * Molly shrugs (Molly) My brother seems concerned about taking on another man's child again (Morgan) while protesting its made no difference to his love for the child or his wife * Molly nods (Molly) I wonder whether part of that is because her first marriage was a love match and very happy, but the second with my brother was far more for practical reasons (Morgan) could be * Molly starts plaiting some pieces of hay (Molly) I am sure he loves them * Morgan nods * Molly sighs (Molly) We will just have to see * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed we will (Molly) I cannot imagine going away whilst so much may happen here is easy? (Morgan) No, it isn't. If something happens and you need to heal someone, you will lock yourself away... * Molly nods (Molly) If I can, yes * Morgan fixes her with a stare (Morgan) You will do what is necessary to keep yourself safe (Molly) And if that costs Elsie's life, or the baby's life? * Molly watches him solemnly (Morgan) I mean afterwards... (Molly) And if they need healing afterwards? Stay locked away even then? (Morgan) Why would they? You'd have done it before the draw takes effect (Molly) All manner of things can go wrong in those early hours. I will do what I can, but I have to keep them alive. (Morgan) You're no good to them if you're being attacked by amorous men (Molly) Then men will faint or be injured. But I intend to have us quite secluded and safe in the cottage. * Morgan nods (Morgan) please be safe * Molly watches him (Molly) You are worrying? * Morgan nods (Molly) I am yours, my love. That would not change no matter what happened (Morgan) I can't do this without you * Molly takes his hand (Molly) You could. You would have Inga and Heinzharold to help you with Varick and the ambassadorship, as well as with ruling the lands (Morgan) No, I need you with me * Molly turns over his hand, kissing his palm (Molly) You are stronger than you realise. You have more support than ever before (Morgan) thats beside the point (Molly) I don't intend to leave you * Morgan watches her (Morgan) You'd best not * Molly smiles (Molly) Or you'll come and find me hmm? * Morgan nods * Molly kisses his palm again (Molly) And bring me back where I belong? * Morgan nods (Morgan) quite * Molly giggles (Molly) I find that idea very tolerable indeed * Molly watches him (Molly) I think we ought to go back to the others... * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (Molly) It would be very frowned upon to take advantage of the solitude of my hiding place, wouldn't it? **she gives him a teasing smile* * Morgan nods (Molly) Perhaps you will have to be contented with me just writing about that in one of the evening letters... *she stands up* * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye * Molly climbs down, waiting for him at the bottom before heading towards the house ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Friday, 24 September 2021 13:47:42 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea ** You're now known as HH (HH) **Little is said when they go into the kitchen at Sunnymeade, just chit chat whilst the children play. They get back to the cottages not long before Varick's tea time. Inga gets to work on that, leaving Molly some time to write and HH at a loose end. He suggests walking a patrol before the light goes. They've been out five minutes when Morgan notices HH is a little slow. (Morgan) what's on your mind? * HH wanders along (HH) Nothing, I'm good (Morgan) then why are you dawdling like Varick towards a bath? * HH laughs (HH) I think m'wife is tryin' to break me (Morgan) I see (HH) Stop walkin' so fast, will ya? * Morgan nods, slowing down (HH) Think she's worryin' about me being away from her so long * Morgan nods (Morgan) I don't doubt it (HH) Havin' the same issues? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) we've got a lot to get sorted before we go * HH picks his way through the woods, finding another conker (HH) Got any words of advice, glorious leader? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) talk to her (HH) Tried tha' (Morgan) Then do it again * HH sighs (HH) Don' like seeing her troubled (Morgan) No... (HH) She'll be alright, won't she? Once I'm gone she'll be better than jus' anticipating it (Morgan) I expect so... the first time being away is the hardest I think * HH nods (HH) Not spent a day without 'er since your weddin' * Morgan nods (Morgan) going to be tough for you * HH nods (HH) Weird, I spent so many years avoidin' marriage, didn't see the need to settle down, now I can't be doing without her * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (HH) Think she's worried I'll get my 'ead turned by another woman (Morgan) Which is preposterous * HH nods (HH) O'course, but let's be honest, before her I woulda had lassies all o'er me when I was off trav'lin (Morgan) Then you need to make sure she knows thats not who you are anymore * HH nods (HH) I'm thinking she's hoping if I can barely sit down I can't think of doin' anything else (Morgan) You need to get her to reign it in... you'll be no good to us if you cant' walk ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Friday, 24 September 2021 15:26:57 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You are now disconnected (Network connection lost) ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea (Morgan) You need to get her to reign it in... you'll be no good to us if you cant' walk * HH looks at him (HH) Deny m'wife her marital dues? (Morgan) How will she feel if you get hurt because you couldn't move fast enough? * HH nods (HH) Good point. Maybe Molly can **he waves his fingers in a way to imply magic**? (Morgan) Probably, you want to ask her? * HH smirks (HH) Not sure if that's worse than tellin' my wife she needs to give me a break! (Morgan) well, she'll definitely want to know why... * HH nods (HH) No doubt Inga has been givin' her all the gory details anyway (Morgan) possibly (HH) How you feelin' about leaving? (Morgan) anxious to get under way... not happy about leaving... * HH nods (HH) Claudia seems 'appy about it (Morgan) SHe's not used to staying in one place ** You are now disconnected (Connection reset) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Friday, 24 September 2021 16:08:52 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea (HH) And Cap'n Sorgi. * Morgan nods (HH) Reckon she's in denial how deep in the hole she is? (Morgan) what hole would that be? (HH) Being attached to 'im * Morgan looks at him * HH watches him right back (Morgan) Don't put it that way to her (HH) Not gonna, she'd do me worse damage than Inga * Morgan nods slightly (Morgan) I think he makes her feel... safe * HH nods (HH) Good (HH) Reckon she's gonna realise and go AWOL? (Morgan) She already knows... its difficult for her (HH) Doesn't like to rely on anyone (Morgan) Its more than that (HH) What then? * Morgan stops walking suddenly, turning to face HeinzHarold (Morgan) This isn't like her liking women... this is important, and I promised not to tell anyone. She'll tell you when she's ready * HH watches him appraisingly (HH) Alright. (Morgan) and please, don't try to glean information from me (HH) Not happy that she's told you an' not me, but I'll leave it. (Morgan) Your opinion of her matters more to her than mine * HH shrugs (HH) Known each other a bit longer. Also, once you had Dietlinde we saw less of ya, then afterwards we had each other * Morgan nods ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Friday, 24 September 2021 16:46:09 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (HH) Just gotta wait then * Morgan nods (HH) Ship all ready t' go? (Morgan) She will be at first light * HH nods (HH) Got the ball tomorrow. Inga's looking forward to it (Morgan) Good * HH walks beside him (HH) What's next, after the Dau stuff is done? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) bit of an adventure (HH) Still headed for Catterick, or not got time b'fore Edward gets hitched? ((They should be able to do Catterick still, then Graben for Edward's wedding at end of December, then Capperlucia after that)) (Morgan) Should be able to * HH nods (HH) Varick will love yer uncle * Morgan nods (Morgan) I suspect so, aye (HH) Gonna have a lot o' questions about why he doesnt have a wife or kids no doubt * Morgan nods (Morgan) probably have to have a talk with him in the meantime * HH laughs (HH) Given how well that went when y' tried to tell Molly, that should be entertaining ** You are now disconnected (Connection reset) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Friday, 24 September 2021 17:25:05 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea (HH) [17:15] (HH) Given how well that went when y' tried to tell Molly, that should be entertaining (Morgan) I am somewhat concerned about that... (HH) Why? (Morgan) It was difficult enough explaining it to Molly... * HH nods (HH) Good luck ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Friday, 24 September 2021 17:43:54 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea ** You're now known as HH (HH) [17:37] (HH) Good luck * Morgan nods (Morgan) gon' need it * HH isn't quite as slow when they get back, the light waning. Varick is already asleep, and the wives and Elsie are cooking in the kitchen. HH makes a nuisance of himself, teasing them all and making them laugh. The evening is peaceful, and Molly writes at the kitchen table for a little while during the card game that's being played on the parlour floor. Molly joins them after half an hour, settling close to Morgan. She speaks quietly** ** You're now known as Molly (Molly) Are you well, my love? * Morgan nods (Morgan) you? * Molly nods (Molly) I am. I don't have much more to do of the letters now (Molly) **the others continue playing and chatting amongst themselves * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (Molly) I wont do more tonight, the time is limited now, and I would rather be with you whilst I can * Morgan nods (Morgan) good * Molly glances at his cards, smiling. Across from them HH is making faces at Inga who is laughing. Molly watches them (Molly) [They will miss each other terribly] * Morgan nods slightly (Morgan) [as I will you] * Molly blushes, glancing at him (Molly) [And I, you. The bed will be so cold] * Morgan nods * Molly rests her cheek to his arm, just quietly watching. The other couple are happily being silly together, Claudia looks quite relaxed. Elsie is also watching the others, and she smiles seeing the little subtly intimacy between the duchess and her duke (Morgan) HeinzHarold mentioned having to explain my uncle to Varick... * Molly nods a little (Molly) Perhaps we can just tell him that some people do not want a wife or children? (Morgan) we can try * Molly nods (Molly) He is too young I think * Morgan nods * Molly nods (Molly) It's complicated, isn't it? Parenting, never knowing whether you are doing what is right * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed * Molly watches Elsie, one hand patting her stomach as she plays her cards with a smile (Molly) [Will you pray for us all, whilst you're gone?] (Morgan) [of course] (Molly) [Thank you. I will, as always, pray for you] (Morgan) [thank you blossom] (Molly) **HH looks at Inga a moment before putting down his cards** Full house. And we're retirin' now (Molly) **Everyone bids them goodnight, though there's a little smirking. HH gestures to Morgan $tough life, eh?$ * Morgan shrugs slightly * Molly watches them go with a smile (Molly) [Making the best of the time they have together, I think] (Morgan) [SHe's wearing him out... he's slower on his feet] * Molly tries not to laugh (Molly) [He can handle it, I am sure] (Morgan) [he was asking if you could heal his aches earlier] * Molly smiles slightly (Molly) [Probably, though I think that depends where they are!] (Morgan) [I did say he'd need to explain it to you. He seemed to chicken out at that point] (Molly) [Oh dear! Should I advise her to reduce her demands?] (Morgan) [bit late now] (Molly) [There's still many more hours before they go. He's young and healthy, it won't do him any real harm] (Morgan) [as long as he's properly mobile once we make land] (Molly) [You'll have several days of sailing where he can rest in that way] * Morgan nods (Molly) C: I'm going to walk about. Coming, Morgan? * Morgan nods before looking at Molly (Morgan) I won't be long * Molly nods, starting to clear up ** You're now known as Claudia * Claudia is more quiet than HH but she seems at ease outside on the drizzly dark (Claudia) You good? * Morgan nods slow (Morgan) you? * Claudia nods (Claudia) Guards did alright, for a bunch of Avalonian farmers * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (Claudia) That Lieutenant will do alright with them * Morgan nods (Morgan) they're getting a decent grounding * Claudia nods (Claudia) At least they're Eisen trained * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (Claudia) One more day to go, then we can be on our way * Morgan nods (Claudia) Sorgi is looking forward to having us back * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (Claudia) **the rain suddenly increases (Claudia) Ugh, why would anyone choose to live in this bloody country?! (Morgan) it has its charms (Claudia) Not that I've seen (Morgan) I like it * Claudia shrugs (Claudia) **The rain turns even heavier, and they're soaked by the time they get back. HH and Inga's window looks dark (Claudia) Looks like it's safe to turn in * Morgan nods (Claudia) Night then (Morgan) sleep well * Claudia goes in to the small cottage that was once Morgan's. ** You're now known as Molly * Morgan heads into the cottage * Molly is reading when he gets there, putting her book aside with a smile (Molly) Oh liebling, you're drenched! * Morgan shrugs, getting undressed (Morgan) I've had worse (Molly) Do you need me to dry your hair? * Molly watches him (Morgan) that'd be nice * Molly gets out of bed, wearing the long black negligee Edward bought her in Atemlos and gets a towel (Molly) Sit, my love * Morgan nods, sitting down * Molly kneels on the bed and starts drying his hair, it doesnt take her long. Then she wraps her arms around his shoulders, her cheek on his crown (Molly) All done, my love (Morgan) thank you blossom * Molly kisses his crown (Molly) You're welcome. Let's get you to bed before you freeze! * Morgan nods * Molly gets in, waiting for him * Morgan does the same (Molly) Are you cold? (Morgan) Not particularly no... * Molly nods slowly (Molly) Alright, my love... (Morgan) safe to say I'm used to being stood out in the rain * Molly nods (Molly) Indeed you are... I was simply wondering if you were in need of being warmed up (Morgan) No, but I would not complain at being close (Molly) You do not need to wait for me to invite you to be, you can just be close * Morgan nods * Molly moves up against him, the satin smooth and warm on his skin (Molly) Better, my love? (Morgan) much * Molly nods, wrapping her arm around his waist (Molly) I am going to miss the feel of you * Morgan nods (Morgan) its going to be difficult (Molly) You managed without me when you went to Eisen, but we had not been in a bed together by then... (Morgan) Its different now * Molly nods (Molly) You are different now (Morgan) I suppose so * Molly runs her hand down his flank slowly (Molly) Part of you that you had disconnected from is not lost to you anymore? * Morgan frowns (Morgan) how do you mean? (Molly) Your desire, your... *she tries to think of the word, having to revert to Avalonian* sexuality (Morgan) oh, I see... no, it is not * Molly tilts her head (Molly) What did you think I meant? (Morgan) I don't know (Molly) I did not mean a certain part of your body *she giggles* (Morgan) I wasn't sure what you meant * Molly nods, her hand running onto his hip (Molly) Mmhmm (Molly) It will be harder for you now than before, being without me? (Morgan) as long as I don't suffer the terrors like when I went ahead to the Rose.... * Molly nods, sighing (Molly) I hope not. But you will listen to Sorgi, Heinzharold and Claudia, wont you? (Morgan) I'll certainly try (Molly) You must not go seeking death again, my love, even if you do believe something has happened to us. * Morgan nods * Molly speaks quietly (Molly) You will give me your word? (Morgan) if you require it (Molly) I do (Morgan) Then you have it (Molly) Thank you * Molly sighs (Molly) I suppose we ought to sleep * Morgan nods (Morgan) I suppose so * Molly moves, kissing him softly, lingering there a little (Molly) **he deepens it, and he can feel relief in her emotions. Despite their conversation, their lovemaking is not hurried towards going to sleep, and instead is tender, loving and drawn out. Eventually they're both naked and utterly spent, the negligee he stripped from her at some point tossed on the floor. She sings to him in Avalonian tonight, and they are quickly asleep (Molly) **He dreams. Its early autumn of this year, after he returned and found Kai raping Molly. He had carried her so gently and tenderly out of her blood-stained room and into his own. She hadn't responded at all as Mary got her out of her ruined clothes and sponged off the worst of the blood. Molly hadn't even whimpered at the pain. (Molly) **Doctor Price came to tend to Molly within the hour, but patching her up had taken much longer than that, it was dawn when the doctor came to report to a sleepless Morgan and Catherine that he had done what he could but it was hard to know, given the things Kai had done to her, how or when she would be fully healed, and that she would need a nurse. (Molly) **Kai and his associates were banished on pain of death, and Catherine was quick to agree to Morgan having Molly in the cottage with Mary nursing her. That was months ago. (Molly) **She's still not right physically, but there are more and more days when she is lucid for an hour here and there, times where she responds to his talking and when he says "Blossom". She smiles, holds his hand, strokes his face, before she retreats into her mind again. She either can't or won't speak. But he has hope in that when she is lucid she is still smart and herself, and has her memories of them in Carleon. The one thing she never, ever does is cry. (Molly) **He's started to teach her some gestures he used to use with his old friends Heinzharold and Claudia, who he is missing more and more. But not as much as he misses Molly in the unresponsive hours. It's hard to work now, each minute wondering if he's missing her lucidity. He's been thinking increasingly about taking her away to Sudlachenburg where he can devote himself to helping her get better, and where he knows his Mother would help. (Molly) **A letter comes from a coachman as he's walking towards their cottage, and a quick coin sends him on his way. It is addressed Morgan Hockridge, The House Of Lady Torrington, Tawstock, Balig, and sealed with an orange wax circle imprinted with a Phoenix from the flames. (Molly) ((Done)) * Morgan opens it (Molly) **It is in Eisen** Dear Morgan, the time has come for Kai to be dealt with. He was last seen in Greenwich, at the house of Lady DeBurgh. If you wish to deal with him yourself, you should find him. Kurt. * Morgan goes to sit with Molly * Molly is in her room. It has a window seat that it doesnt have in reality. Mary has obviously helped her dress today and done her hair. Aside from the vacant look in her eyes, for a moment it is as if she is just as she was before he left her to go to Eisen; dressed fashionably and looking like a lady * Morgan sits opposite her (Morgan) well now blossom.... I need to go away for a few days * Molly doesnt respond at first (Morgan) I don't want to be away from you, but I need to make things right * Molly suddenly seems to focus, then looks at him. She smiles a little (Molly) &hello& (Morgan) Hello blossom * Molly reaches up to touch his cheek. There's pleasure in her eyes, but she says nothing. * Morgan turns and kisses her knuckles gently (Morgan) I need to go away for a little while * Molly continues touching his face, but frowns. With the other hand she gestures $stay$ (Morgan) I'll only be gone a little while, I'll come back to you (Molly) $please$ (Morgan) I need to make this right blossom * Molly concentrates, removing her hand from his face $come back. Please$ (Morgan) Absolutely I will. I will come back to you * Molly nods (Molly) $thank you$ * Molly puts both hands to his face now, her touch gentle * Morgan puts one of his hands to hers * Molly smiles at this, watching their hands together (Morgan) How are you feeling today? * Molly moves the other hand $sore$ * Morgan nods (Morgan) any better? * Molly nods slightly * Molly reaches for his other hand, and brings it to her mouth, kissing his palm, something she has not done before * Morgan watches her solemnly * Molly looks apologetic but still says nothing * Morgan smiles slightly, mimicking her gesture * Molly blushes, watching him intently * Molly brings her fingers to pinch her lower lip. It's not a subconscious habit, it seems more purposeful than that, like she is trying to communicate with it where her words are so impossible * Morgan watches her a moment before kissing his finger and pressing it to her lips * Molly runs the tip of her tongue over the spot he touched before sucking her lower lip a moment (Molly) $again. Please.$ * Morgan does it again * Molly isnt surprised by it this time. She kisses his finger when it meets her lips, watching him closely as she does so * Morgan smiles slightly (Molly) $paper$ (Morgan) You want some paper? * Molly nods (Morgan) alright, hold on * Morgan moves, getting some paper and placing it in front of her * Molly writes neatly "Sometimes when I am gone, I am in Carleon, and we kiss over and over again" * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm glad its nice * Molly writes "only sometimes" * Morgan nods (Molly) "I care about you" (Morgan) and I about you, more strongly than you know (Molly) "You are kind. I am grateful. I find you when I am gone when I can" (Morgan) You can find me here... I'll always come back to you (Molly) "Always?" * Morgan nods * Molly kisses her index and ring fingers, pressing them very gently to his lips * Morgan kisses them * Molly writes something else. The pencil strokes move in a way that has him expecting it will say I love you, though he cant quite see the angled paper enough * Morgan tries to look * Molly drops the pencil and it hits the floor * Morgan reaches down to pick it up * Molly looks vacant when he straightens up * Morgan sighs, putting the pencil down * Molly doesnt even notice * Morgan looks at the paper (Molly) **it says "Iselilija" and he jolts awake * Morgan draws a deep breath (Molly) **it feels not too far from dawn, just over an hour perhaps** * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting dressed (Molly) **he doesnt disturb Molly because she isnt there** * Morgan frowns, getting the last of his clothes on before going looking for her * Molly isnt to be found anywhere in their cottage, and even a glance to the dimly lit garden doesnt find her (Morgan) [blossom, where are you?] (Molly) [Rose Garden] (Morgan) [are you alright?] (Molly) [Yes, I think so] (Morgan) [whats wrong?] (Molly) [Bad dream and I was... displeased with you, as well as being distraught] (Morgan) [I see. I'll make some coffee, come inside] * Molly arrives last as he is pouring and takes a seat (Molly) Just* * Morgan puts a cup in front of her (Molly) Thank you (Morgan) so what did I do? * Molly sighs (Molly) Got killed. (Morgan) inconsiderate of me * Molly keeps her eyes on the table "I dreamt I was at the winter ball in Freiburg with Edward. You had died at Potts duel, a stray ball, and the medic Edward had chosen couldn't heal you. Your last instruction was that I should find and marry Sebastian so that I would be taken care of and have children, and that I would love him enough, in time." (Morgan) I see (Molly) **she looks up at him** I didn't want that, and I thought it was cruel to ask it of me, and cruel to him to be expected to just marry me regardless of the fact I wouldn't really love him. * Morgan nods (Molly) Edward told me that you would have been thinking of my best interests, because a woman with my level of desires should not be left unmarried to dally with anyone who crossed my path, and that you would have wanted to ensure I was adequately satisfied and safe in that regard. * Morgan frowns (Morgan) he's probably right, but thats not the sort of information he would have * Molly shrugs (Molly) Perhaps you told him before you died * Morgan shrugs (Molly) He said you thought given the dreams with him in them that he would be a good choice for making me happy. But I was hurt and angry, because it seemed like a cruel thing to do to Seb when he could have a woman who loved him if he was with someone else. (Morgan) You seem to care about him being hurt again... (Molly) It would be very heartless to not feel something like that, dont you think? * Morgan nods slightly (Morgan) I suppose so (Molly) We saw him across the room, but I woke before we spoke to him. * Morgan nods * Molly sips her coffee (Molly) It was very unpleasant (Morgan) I should imagine so (Molly) I am glad at least that it is a situation that cannot occur, but what if it had been an alternate path? (Morgan) possibly I suppose (Molly) If Edward had not been consoling my during the meeting between Hannalore and Federest, he would have found a medic and I wouldn't have been there. (Molly) Me* * Morgan nods * Molly looks at him solemnly (Molly) Please, don't give anyone that instruction if something were to happen * Morgan nods (Molly) I would not want to be forced to marry (Morgan) I understand * Molly nods (Molly) I would not want to marry again, I would never be a good wife to another (Morgan) I said the same... not about being a wife, mind * Molly nods (Molly) I know. (Molly) **Claudia opens the backdoor, interrupting them** ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 26 September 2021 14:01:38 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (Molly) **Claudia looks at them, then Morgan* Meet you at the Rose Garden for dawn? * Molly sips the coffee, watching her husband quietly * Morgan nods (Molly) **Claudia goes** (Molly) How did _you_ sleep? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) not nightmares but the dreams were not nice (Molly) Why, my love? (Morgan) it was a following on from a previous one, where you were attacked by Dau * Molly nods (Molly) Do you wish to sit with me and tell me? * Morgan shakes his head (Morgan) I'll write it later * Molly nods (Molly) As you wish. I will start breakfast then (Morgan) alright blossom. I'm going to watch the sun rise * Molly nods, taking her cup with her as she gets to work * Morgan takes his cup and heads outside ** You're now known as Claudia * Claudia is out on the wall * Morgan goes and sits beside her (Claudia) Morning * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee (Morgan) looks like it (Claudia) How are you? (Morgan) alright. You? (Claudia) Good. Not long to go * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'm looking forward to dragging him back here * Claudia nods (Claudia) Get him dealt with and get back on the move (Morgan) restless, aren't you (Claudia) Very. I'm not used to not working (Morgan) You are working, just slowly (Claudia) Too slowly. I'm used to either working the ship or training dawn til dusk * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know (Claudia) No offense, but the domesticity you and Heinzharold have, it's not what I'm used to * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) just what we're used to... we're also used to having to wait for things * Claudia nods (Claudia) You both gonna need dragging by your hair to the ship tomorrow? (Morgan) he might (Claudia) Much as I hate to admit it, we can't just leave him behind, he's too useful (Morgan) You'd miss him * Claudia shrugs (Claudia) Maybe (Claudia) Is he going to mope and pine the whole time? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) who knows (Morgan) its an opportunity to speak to him... * Claudia nods (Claudia) Maybe (Morgan) I've had to ask him not to be fishing for information... (Claudia) Why is he fishing? (Morgan) Something about you being attached to Sorgi... I said I think he just lets you feel safe, and he asked if you were going to go AWOL when you realised... I told him its more complicated than that and important and not for me to say (Claudia) You pair are as gossipy as your wives. (Morgan) No... we just care about you, and I didn't want him trying to fish for information and me having to hit him... (Claudia) I dont like being talked about (Morgan) unfortunately thats one of the things about having people who love you * Claudia huffs (Claudia) I'm not attached and I'm not going AWOL. (Morgan) _I_ know that... (Claudia) Well you can tell him that too * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) maybe (Claudia) **the sun comes up. Molly has breakfast ready when they get back, all the others eating. Varick manages to persuade Morgan and HH to take him to play in the woods, so that is what they do, leaving Molly and Inga to clear up. They climb some trees, find some conkers, Varick jumps in the fallen leaves** ** You're now known as HH * HH watches the boy (HH) 'E's changed a lot since Alarice first turned up in Sudlachenburg with him back in January (Morgan) definitely (HH) 'S good to see. He's like a normal kid now, not constantly terrified an' watchin' himself * Morgan nods (Morgan) He still has moments where he asks if he does something wrong if he'll be locked in a cupboard * HH nods (HH) He's gotta learn to trust again * Morgan nods (HH) **Varick is building a big pile of leaves* (HH) Been good f' you, I reck'n (Morgan) I think you're right (HH) Suits you, havin' him around (Morgan) just as well really * HH nods (HH) Gotta do it eight more times yet * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know * HH looks around (HH) Reckon our girls are safe from the monsters y' said used to come here? (Morgan) More'n likely. specially if they stay out of the main house (HH) Good. Gonna be tough, sayin' goodbye * Morgan nods (Morgan) extremely... its only for a while (HH) Can get drunk wi'out getting told off though *he grins* (Morgan) if you want to, aye (HH) Get Claudia drunk too, we'll 'ave a good time * Morgan nods (HH) Gonna join us, or y' gonna be like the night we found out th' War was over and wanting t' stay sober to keep on travellin' through the night? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) have to see how I feel * HH smiles (HH) I 'member Claudia askin' me if you were gonna stay being a stick in the mud eager t' get home the whole time (Morgan) and you said 'yes of course he is' * HH laughs (HH) Think I said "Aye, he's missin' his Mam" ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 26 September 2021 16:46:42 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea * HH laughs (HH) [16:38] (HH) Think I said "Aye, he's missin' his Mam" (Morgan) charming * HH nods, watching Varick (HH) Neither o' us knew you were also rushing back b'cause of Dietlinde (Morgan) That'd be more acceptable... (HH) Woulda meant you 'aving told us about her b'fore suddenly turning up t' say you were married * Morgan says nothing for a moment, watching Varick (HH) **Varick is looking away from them, nodding his head slightly as if talking to someone (Morgan) You seem to have a list in ways I've let you down (HH) Nope, tha' saved my ass. I didn't have to warn y' how yer Father would flip 'is lid, an' didn't have to tell him I knew but didn't stop ya * Morgan nods (HH) I don't 'ave a list. Sounds like you 'ave a list of stuff y' feel guilty about that y' can't let go, so y' think the rest o' us are remembrin' all yer transgressions too (Morgan) No... it sounded like you were sore about it, and it seems to be that I let you down a lot (HH) I'm not sore. Bit disappointed tha' I didn' realise, but I know y' would have been mindful how tough a position it'da put me in with yer Da * Morgan nods (HH) Claudia woulda told y' not to * Morgan nods (Morgan) undoubtedly (HH) Surprised she didn' this time (Morgan) I think she did (Morgan) oh, she said to say she's not attached and isn't going AWOL... (HH) Horseshit! (HH) **Varick's ears must catch this, because he swiftly turns to look at them** Papa, Heinzharold said Horseshit! (Morgan) yes... he did... * HH grimaces (HH) Sorry (HH) V: Not allowed to say Horseshit * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (HH) V: *he nods, going back to kicking the leaves* * HH looks at Morgan (HH) Sorry (Morgan) I think perhaps what she hears when I say attached is in love... and that isn't the case at all (HH) Isnt it though? (Morgan) No... like I said, he makes her feel safe, able to be herself (HH) How is tha' much difference? (Morgan) There's no expectation (HH) Expectation o' what? (Morgan) its expected that you and I will be with our wives til death... that we will do what they ask of us.... she doesn't have that (HH) That's being committed, tha's not being in love. (Morgan) not how she sees it I think * HH shrugs (HH) I think y' can be in love wi' someone and never be committed to them (Morgan) I agree... but I don't think she does (HH) She's no' as smart as us. Well, as me at any rate. (Morgan) speaking of which... I need you to have another look at the route. I want to hit Greenwich first * HH nods (HH) Easy. Why? (Morgan) I've a hunch thats where they'll be * HH nods (HH) It's as good a reason as any * Morgan frowns slightly (HH) What? (Morgan) its not just a hunch, but I worry about telling you... (HH) Why? (Morgan) Because it sounds insane * HH drops his volume (HH) We hacked up monsters tha' wanted human blood on an island where they 'ad done human sacrifice to some other monsters... (Morgan) but you saw them... this is just... a couple of dreams (HH) Like wi' the trap ship (Morgan) Sort of... (HH) I've jus' sorta accepted that life wi' you is just pretty weird nowadays * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (HH) Yer son 'as a guardian ghost that tells 'im I have a nice ass, so... * Morgan nods (Morgan) true (HH) So what, y' dreamt of finding him there? (Morgan) No, more an overheard conversation in one dream and a letter in another saying thats where they'd be at this time of year * HH nods (HH) Dock in Londinium, ride to Greenwich first instead o' Farnham. No problem * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (HH) Trusted yer instincts many times, happy t'do it again. Yer not often wrong * Morgan nods (HH) Pretty sure y' knew within moments that Inga an' I were gonna end up together (Morgan) It was fairly obvious (HH) I knew by the time I'd spent an hour wi' her (Morgan) scare you? (HH) It shoulda. It didn't. Felt like coming home. * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (HH) What about you? (Morgan) still scares me (HH) Knowin' she's special to ya? (Morgan) being that vulnerable again (HH) Gotta just trust 'er (Morgan) its not that... I worry I'm putting her in danger (HH) From who? (Morgan) pretty much everyone... she nearly got shot for god sake ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 26 September 2021 19:49:09 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to 192.168.1.82:6667… ** You have joined #7thsea ** HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for 192.168.1.82:#7thsea on Sunday, 26 September 2021 19:55:39 British Summer Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thsea (HH) That's your fault, is it? (Morgan) circuitously (HH) Y' think maybe yer overthinkin' it, on account of the past? (Morgan) yes and no * HH nods (HH) Always gonna be some risk * Morgan nods (Morgan) I suppose so * HH nods, watching Varick (HH) Less scared first time round? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I know what its like to lose it all this time * HH nods grimly (HH) Maybe you'll get lucky an' die first * Morgan shrugs (HH) Not too soon though (Morgan) certainly not trying to * HH nods (HH) Good. I need my sidekick. (Morgan) and when she's not here, I'll suffice? * HH grins (HH) As if I'd dare to call _her_ that (Morgan) I'll tell her you said so * HH chucks a pine cone at his head * Morgan rocks backwards, allowing it to sail past * HH throws another, laughing * Morgan does it again (HH) **Varick crouches down, throwing as many as he can find at both men * HH looks at Morgan, grinning (HH) Enemy spotted, yer majesty! * Morgan nods, pulling HeinzHarold in front of him * HH drops to the floor like a sack of potatoes. Varick starts laughing * Morgan rolls his eyes before moving behind a tree * HH jogs over to join Varick's side. They're still playing like this when it gets to lunchtime (HH) [Lunch is ready, my love] * Morgan whistles (Morgan) lunchtime (HH) V: *he puts his hands on his hips* Not going. * Morgan goes to him, crouching down (Morgan) why? (HH) V: If we go in, it's closer to you leaving (Morgan) whether we go in or not, its closer to that. We may as well enjoy the day we have left (HH) V: I enjoy playing outside. (Morgan) I know, but you've got to eat (HH) V: *he folds his arms* dont want to (Morgan) well, I'm going to eat so I can spend time with my family... I'd like it if you'd come with me * HH looks at Morgan, trying not to smile (HH) V: *he stamps his foot* I will do it but I dont want to * Morgan nods, opening his arms (Morgan) Come on then, lets see what there is to eat (HH) V: *he hugs him tight* I wish you didn't have to go * HH gives Morgan a sad compassionate expression * Morgan picks him up, holding him tightly (Morgan) so do I, but I've got to go find the man who hurt Elsie (HH) **Varick sighs** I know (HH) **Varick lets go, walking towards the cottages. HH looks at Morgan** (HH) Gives y' a new perspective, doesn' it? * Morgan nods (Morgan) absolutely (HH) It was always hard whenever the orders came for us to say g'bye to our Pas when they had to be back to fight, but I ne'er really thought how hard it was for them to leave us, y' know? (Morgan) aye, it never crosses your mind (HH) Y' only see how it hurts you, not how it hurt them, or how it hurts your Ma * Morgan nods (Morgan) aye (HH) 'E's lucky, we're not going to battle, and we won't be comin' home in a box. *he keeps his eyes focused on Varick's back* (Morgan) I wont be surprised if he puts up a fight... he's a devious man, but we are all coming back * HH nods (HH) Heard 'im once y'know? * Morgan frowns (Morgan) who? (HH) My Da (Morgan) oh? (HH) Middle o' the night, face down in wet sand, waves doin' their best t' pull me trousers off... * Morgan waits (HH) It was the night the Nauti got blown t' bits. Half of us washed up on the beach, some of us in halves or smaller * Morgan nods (HH) I heard 'im say "Stop dickin' around, Heinzharold, yer not dead yet" * Morgan stifles a laugh (Morgan) sounds like him * HH laughs (HH) Yep. Made me laugh. Then the next thing I 'eard was one of my crew mates saying "Hey, Heinzharold, have you ever had a jellyfish in your arse crack?" (Morgan) I suspect shortly afterwards your answer could be yes... (HH) No, had t' help him get his trousers off! * Morgan laughs (HH) 'Is name was Tommem Lehrerin ((means female school teacher)). Used t' call him Mistress Tomi, or just Miss. * Morgan nods (HH) Survived the sinking o' the Neptune b'fore that. Didn't survive his next wreck on the Arcturus three months later (Morgan) we lost a lot of men * HH nods (HH) Too many. Far too many. The others... well, y' lose contact, don't ya? * Morgan nods (HH) Close as y' are, when th' time comes to all go home, y' dont always want the reminders. (Morgan) No... There's still a great many men who look haunted whenever you see them (HH) **He nods** Men who celebrated in th' moment, then reality hit 'em. Was warm that day, December 9th, when we found out it was all over, y' remember? * Morgan nods (Morgan) waiting around, sitting on the ground... * HH nods (HH) Jus' another day of playin' cards and talkin' crap, as usual. Never havin' the slightest clue War had been done for days * Morgan nods (HH) Water was pretty warm, considerin' * HH glances at him * Morgan nods (Morgan) funny what you remember (HH) I was supposed t' be on the Arcturus, I ever tell y' that? * Morgan nods (Morgan) but you weren't (HH) Nope. Some bright spark somewhere wi' Higher Command has the notion I should be wi' you, so that's where I ended up (HH) **Varick is already at the cottages as they get nearer* (Morgan) We worked well together (Morgan) cant blame them for wanting to keep that going (HH) 'Cos I was th' only one that could stand yer face an' still be cheerful (Morgan) if that makes you feel better, sure (HH) Yer wife seems t' bear it too * Morgan nods * HH shrugs (HH) Mine has better taste (Morgan) if you say so * HH nods, opening the cottage door ** You are now disconnected