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(Molly) *The singing has started in the tavern, and Molly is joining in as are the mercenaries. But the lyrics are forgotten as she spots Morgan and gets up from the table to come to him*
(Molly) Is he injured?
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(Molly) [21:27] (Molly) *The singing has started in the tavern, and Molly is joining in as are the mercenaries. But the lyrics are forgotten as she spots Morgan and gets up from the table to come to him*
(Molly) [21:27] (Molly) Is he injured?
* @Morgan frowns
(@Morgan) why would he be?
(Molly) Because you've come to find me, and you said he might be cross
(@Morgan) He's very angry, yes... however, things are... progressing. In a short while, would you take him and Karlsruhe back to Jarvies? I'm going to bring Hannalore
(Molly) Where is he now?
(@Morgan) Out back, but Karlsruhe is going to get him cleaned up first
* Molly nods
(Molly) I'll get him the clothes, and I think we need two more  horses
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) perhaps Kurt can assist with that?
(Molly) I shouldn't imagine you're too keen on me riding for forty five minutes with either of them?
(@Morgan) Forty five minutes?
(Molly) It's best not to push a horse too hard with two people's weight
(@Morgan) Indeed. As I said, perhaps Kurt can help with getting the horses
(Molly) ((That's how long it would take to Jarvie's at a steady walk/some canter))
(Molly) I'll ask him. *she speaks quieter* what will you do with Karlsruhe once Hannalore and Federest are in the same room?
(@Morgan) I'm not sure yet... make sure she doesn't kill him, perhaps
(Molly) I'm... concerned, for Karlsruhe... This could be very hard on him  I think? *she watches him solemnly*
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) his view was what convinced Federest to take his head out of his behind though
(Molly) Oh?
(@Morgan) he called him an idiot
* Molly smiles
(Molly) That's fair
* Molly looks unsure
(Molly) Maybe we can find him something to do. I would not wish him pained
* @Morgan tilts his head
(@Morgan) No, me either
(Molly) I could keep a watch over them...
* @Morgan frowns
* Molly glances around the busy tavern, not seeing him expression
(@Morgan) I can't say that idea impresses me
(Molly) I am able to put a stop to her outbursts if needed
* @Morgan sighs
(@Morgan) you're probably right
* Molly nods
(Molly) It's getting late and I need to get the horses sorted. I'll meet you at Jarvie's in an hour?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) sounds good
* Molly gives him a brief smile
(Molly) I'll see you shortly
(@Morgan) be careful blossom
(Molly) I'm probably the most dangerous person out in the dark Freiburg night. I'm not worried.
(@Morgan) I'm not sure thats quite true
* Molly shrugs
(Molly) Maybe. Be careful too.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I'm possibly the most dangerous person out in the dark Freiburg night...
(Molly) Maybe. Excuse me.
* Molly goes over to Kurt, downing her drink before obviously passing on instructions
(@Morgan) of course my love
* Molly next picks up her bag,  heading to the bar with Kurt. She moves around here like she's very familiar with the place. She's clearly focused on her task
* @Morgan sighs before heading out to make the journey to Potts'
(Molly) **he gets almost a mile out of the docks when he gets a feeling of her being very embarrased*
(@Morgan) [blossom?]
(Molly) [Hmm?]
(@Morgan) [Whats happened?]
(Molly) [Uhh... yes... that was a bit more of a mercenary than I expected to see] She sounds embarrassed rather than playful
(@Morgan) [should I return?]
(Molly) [No, I'm a big girl, I can handle this]
(@Morgan) [Should I be jealous?]
(Molly) [Why would you be?]
(@Morgan) [because you've clearly seen some nakedness]
(Molly) [Yes, but it doesn't matter. There's too much else going on to worry about this]
(@Morgan) [very well]
* Molly doesn't say anything
* @Morgan sighs, continuing
(Molly) *He travels alone through the city, having twenty five minutes to think and plan. Almost immediately, when he hits the one mile distance, he can't even sense if he could read her thoughts.
* @Morgan mutters to himself
(Molly) **he can still try to read her emotions  and direction as usual at this distance
* @Morgan tries to get a feel for her state of mind
* Molly us tense, determined, and still mildly embarassed
(Molly) ((Pressing on?))
(@Morgan) ((yes))
(Molly) **By the time he arrives at Breisgau Strasse he is only able to sense her direction. **The house is set back from the road, and Claudia is leaving when he gets there. She looks serious and vaguely pissed off* I was just coming to bring the license to you.
** You're now known as Claudia
(@Morgan) Whats going on?
(Claudia) She wanted to talk about what happened three years ago.  I wish I'd refused to hear her out.
(@Morgan) why?
(Claudia) It's irrelevant now, anyway. But she's angry and I'm not ending up in bed with her just to help her forget for a few hours.
* @Morgan nods slowly
(@Morgan) she is still here?
(Claudia) Staying the night, apparently
(@Morgan) I think I'm going to interrupt that. Edward here?
(Claudia) Yes. They're currently strategizing on what weapons Pottersdam should pick for the duel, and I don't care.
(@Morgan) What sort of duel?
* Claudia shrugs
(Claudia) Don't know. Don't care.
(@Morgan) Where are you headed now?
(Claudia) I _was_ headed to find you.
(@Morgan) And then?
(Claudia) Undecided
* Claudia hands him over a document
* @Morgan looks it over briefly
(Claudia) **It's almost identical to the special license Edward brought in his dream, except the names and locations are different*
* @Morgan nods, tucking it into his coat
(@Morgan) You will be alright?
(Claudia) My patience is paper thin, and someone is going to catch it. I don't want that to be you, or her.
(@Morgan) What do you need of me?
(Claudia) To leave me alone right now
* @Morgan nods shortly
(@Morgan) Go find somewhere peaceful to be
(Claudia) Peaceful is the very last thing I am looking for right now. I'll come back to Jarvie's by dawn. Don't wait up.
(@Morgan) Stay safe please
* Claudia nods
(Claudia) She's planning to leave Eisen, by the way.  Apparently "if he wants me, he can fucking well come and find me"
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) I'll give her an option, its her choice to take it, then its nothing more to do with us
(@Morgan) I won't put you through it
* Claudia shrugs
(Claudia) Let her do what she wants. Same as always. *she heads off down to the street, and he's seen that same set of her head and shoulders before battle. Before the end of the night, someone is going to be on the receiving end of the hurricane that is Claudia at full tilt
* @Morgan rolls his shoulders, making his presence at the door known
(Claudia) **A butler shows him in to a very fancy hallway. Certainly more opulent than a self-described third-in-line Scapegrace should own
** You're now known as Butler
(Butler) Is his lordship expecting you?
(@Morgan) No, but its not him I've come to see
(Butler) Your name, sir?
(@Morgan) Koertig
* Butler leads him in to the warm drawing room. Its very cosy, and the three of them are making good progress on bottles of red wine. Both Edward and Potts are in shirtsleeves, and Hannalore is reclined in a chaise without shoes on. ((Attention?))
(@Morgan) ((Edward primarily))
* Butler steps out at Potts dismissal
** You're now known as Edward
* Edward looks protective. He raises a glass to Morgan
(Edward) Good evening, do you want a drink?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I do rather
* Edward pours him a glass, topping up everyone's glasses. Hannalore runs her finger around the rim  making the glass sing
(Edward) **Potts watches her with a subtle admiration. She seems very at ease taking up space in his house, as if she's been here a lot*
(Edward) Did you come for the license?
(@Morgan) No, though I do have that... I came to speak to the Freiarrin
(Edward) **There's plenty of chairs*
(Edward) H: *she smiles though it doesn't meet her eyes. That simmering anger in her is better covered than he's just seen in Claudia, but he can see it* Here she is.
(@Morgan) Privately, ideally
* Edward stands, stretching. He looks at Potts
(Edward) Let's go and have a game of billiards, shall we? Assuming you haven't ripped the fabric again since. **Potts glances at Hannalore a moment, who looks away. He goes with Edward*
** You're now known as Hannalore
* Hannalore drinks deeply from her glass before refilling it
(Hannalore) So?
(@Morgan) I'm told you're leaving Eisen
(Hannalore) I am
(@Morgan) You think he's going to come looking for you when he thinks you're better off thinking he's dead?
(Hannalore) You're going to tell him I know.  If he's got a shred of honour, he'll come and find me.
(@Morgan) Ah, honour... yes we've discussed that
(Hannalore) You've spoken to him?
(@Morgan) In a short while I can take you to him, if thats what you wish
* Hannalore looks deeply tired, not so much physically but emotionally exhausted
(Hannalore) Tonight?
* @Morgan nods
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) Yes
(@Morgan) There are certain conditions...
(Hannalore) I don't stab him. I don't shoot him. I don't throttle him all the way to death
* Hannalore looks like she's given consideration to all three
(@Morgan) Actually, you try not to throw anything at him... its my cousins house and I'd rather not have to reimburse her for things broken in a fight neither of us are in... and you try to not wake my son
(Hannalore) I can't promise I won't, but I'll bear it in mind, as much as I can
(@Morgan) as I said... try. Also, yes, no stabbing, shooting, murder in general... 
(Hannalore) I hate him. *she drinks some wine*
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I don't blame you
(Hannalore) Right now I hate him more than I have ever hated anyone.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I think that is understandable 
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) How the fuck am I supposed to forgive this?! I just want him to suffer, and suffer. And then, when he feels like he's so dead inside he can't ever feel anything again, I want him to suffer some more
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) if I had an answer, I'd give it to you. He has suffered too, though not nearly so much
(Hannalore) Yes, that's the luxury of choosing.
(@Morgan) I would appreciate it if you didn't mention that I told you yesterday
(Hannalore) So I can act happily surprised? *she laughs bitterly*
(@Morgan) Absolutely not. I'm not asking that of you at all. I'm not even asking you to say it wasn't yesterday... I'd rather he concentrate on you than the fact I broke a confidence to tell you
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) I won't mention it
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I'm not asking you to lie if he asks either
* Hannalore nods, sipping her wine
(Hannalore) Good to know
(@Morgan) As I said, I'd rather he concentrate on your situation than how much he hates me, which is already a fair bit
(Hannalore) Why does he hate you?
(@Morgan) My... encouragement to see you, tell you the truth was less than gentle
(Hannalore) He doesnt deserve gentle
(@Morgan) Thats as maybe, he resents me for it nonetheless
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) You aren't going to ask why I'm here in my former lover's house?
(@Morgan) I heard you had a fight with the Freiarr
(Hannalore) I told him I wished I'd never been forced to marry him, and that if I have to I will divorce him on the grounds of impotence
(@Morgan) And you expect me to do what with that information? Be shocked? Pleased?
(Hannalore) You struck me as the compassionate type, and the Gods know I need some now
(@Morgan) I'm sorry I've brought such disruption to you
(Hannalore) No, it's better than I know the truth. No matter what happens now, I can move on. I won't be stuck beneath the surface only taking gasping breaths. I'll either drown or float. Do you understand?
* @Morgan smiles slightly
(@Morgan) I do
(Hannalore) Strangely, I feel like I'd welcome either.
(@Morgan) Yes, I recall that feeling, though mostly wishing to drown
(Hannalore) But there's a relief in knowing I could drown. I'm not stuck in limbo now. Things will get better, or they will get worse. But it won't be the living hell of them staying the same
* @Morgan nods
(Hannalore) So really, you've rescued me.
(@Morgan) I wouldn't say so
(Hannalore) That's not up to you to decide
(@Morgan) I just... did what I thought was right
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) It is right. It has to end, one way or another
* Hannalore finishes her wine
(Hannalore) I'm getting on a ship in the morning. No matter what, I am done here in Eisen.
(@Morgan) A shame. Your drive and passion could've been put to good use.
(Hannalore) I'm tired. I am just so fucking tired. *she sighs heavily*
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I understand
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) When do we need to go?
(@Morgan) I'm mostly stalling for time at the moment, its only a few minutes away. His commander wanted a head start so he could get him looking presentable
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) I hope it's nothing that servants can't get blood out of
(@Morgan) Try not to get blood on the carpets
(Hannalore) I'll try. *she stands up* I supposed I should at least try to look presentable too
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) if you wish
* Hannalore picks up her shoes but just carries them, walking barefoot on the floorboards heedless of splinters out of the room
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* Edward comes in tossing a ball from hand to hand
(Edward) What's going on, Morgan?
(@Morgan) She hasn't told you?
(Edward) I meant you, being here.
* @Morgan frowns
(@Morgan) that is a problem?
(Edward) No, just unexpected
(@Morgan) I'm an unexpected sort
* Edward levels a look at him
(Edward) You're an avoidant sort
* @Morgan smiles
(@Morgan) You're quicker than most
(Edward) Morgan...
(@Morgan) Why must you always think the worst of me?
(Edward) I don't. I just want to know what's going on
(@Morgan) Thats not how it seems... you always seem suspicious of my actions and motives
(Edward) Just as you are now doing with mine
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) thats fair
(Edward) If you're taking Hannalore home, they don't need a chaperone, I can go back to Jarvie's and spend some time with Molly before you head off tomorrow
(@Morgan) No, I'm taking her to Jarvies... to see Federest
* Edward nods
(Edward) Alright, I'll get my coat. Walking or riding?
(@Morgan) May as well walk, being so close
(Edward) I'll let Potts know. Are you bringing her back here afterwards, or taking her home?
(@Morgan) That rather depends on her
* Edward nods
(Edward) I'll also tell Potts not to summon his mistress until I send word that we won't be back then
(@Morgan) Probably wise
* Edward nods
(Edward) Hannalore and I are cramping his style tonight
(@Morgan) He wont be getting inebriated so you have to take his place tomorrow, will he
(Edward) No. But he'd ideally be swiving her incase he loses the requisite parts tomorrow, or worse
* @Morgan nods
(Edward) Are you supervising them incase of violence?
(@Morgan) Someone will be
(Edward) Who?
(@Morgan) Molly wishes to... I'm yet to be convinced
* Edward frowns
(Edward) By herself?
(@Morgan) You'd be surprised at how capable she is of handling things like this
* Edward looks vaguely unimpressed
(Edward) I'll help her then, give her company
(@Morgan) You wish to spend time with her anyway... I don't think my being there will help
* Edward shrugs
(Edward) Your ship, sail it as you will
* @Morgan scratches his nose briefly
(@Morgan) I'll be frank... She's being given the chance to have what Karlsruhe and I never could. As happy as I am, I don't know how I would handle it, and I'd like to spare Karlsruhe the same
* Edward nods briefly
(Edward) I can take Hannalore to Jarvie's without you, and send Karlsruhe here too. Molly and I will deal with it
(@Morgan) I said I'd bring her. Keeping my word is important, and Karlsruhe will be there anyway, so it'd be easier to just collect him from there
* Edward nods
(Edward) When are we leaving?
(@Morgan) Soon. I needed to give them time to get Federest cleaned up before they made the journey to Jarvies
* Edward excuses himself to speak to Potts and get ready, leaving Morgan alone in the drawing room that the fire is keeping a little too warm
* @Morgan mutters to himself, wandering round the room
(Edward) **About fifteen minutes pass. Molly gets to a mile away, because suddenly hears her thoughts slip through, Karlsruhe: "The most fruitful breaks are often those we are or were forced to take by life." Molly, to herself: Or he's going to have broken her with this absence that she can't ever go back to how she was...
(@Morgan) [She's thinking the same thing]
(Edward) [Oh, we're that close already?]
(@Morgan) [so it seems]
(Edward) [I will get everything ready at Jarvie's and then let you know when to come?]
(@Morgan) [if its alright with you, Edward will stay with you to watch them, I'll take Karlsruhe somewhere]
(Edward) [If that is what you would prefer, of course]
(@Morgan) [Edward insists on you not being alone]
(Edward) [I do not mind him being there]
(@Morgan) [He wanted to spend time with you anyway]
(Edward) [Alright, liebling. I'll ask Karlsruhe to wait outside for you once we get there shall I?]
(@Morgan) [alright blossom]
* Edward is ready before Hannalore, coming back to fill up two flasks from Potts decanters
(@Morgan) You carrying more of those than before?
(Edward) Yes
(@Morgan) because you keep needing to give one to me?
(Edward) No. I couldn't decide whether to take brandy or Drambuie,  and Potts is generous with his liquor. I can walk into his homes and help myself to his booze anytime **this is similar to in the dream where Edward turned up with the license and started rooting in the pantry,  where Morgan asked him if he thought he could just walk in yo Morgan's home and drink his booze*
(@Morgan) I see
(Edward) Don't you carry your own?
* @Morgan shakes his head
(Edward) Which do you want?
(@Morgan) No no, they're yours
* Edward wanders out of the room, returning five minutes later with another flask, a bit dented but still usable
(Edward) Which do you want?
(@Morgan) Drambuie
* Edward fills it up, screws it shut, then tosses it to Morgan
* @Morgan catches it, tucking it away
(Edward) **Hannalore comes in. She's wearing an icy blue dress embroidered with vivid Vesten patterns. She puts on a crested cloak.
* Edward looks her over a moment, nodding "You look beautiful, my Lady". She fumbles over the cloak's fastening. She doesn't look flattered, she looks sad and maybe a little bitter.
(Edward) H: Not beautiful enough, apparently. Can we go now? *she looks at Morgan*
(@Morgan) If we walk slowly
* Edward leads the way, grabbing his frock coat on the way out
(Edward) Where's Claudia?
(@Morgan) busy
(Edward) **Hannalore looks around the hall as if she might see her* I thought she was dropping something off and coming back?
(@Morgan) Plans changed
* Edward looks at Morgan questioningly but doesn't vocalise his curiosity
* @Morgan shakes his head slightly
(Edward) [Okay, we're ready. Do you need me to come to see you off?]
(@Morgan) [Maybe. We'll see]
(@Morgan) Alright, lets get moving
* Edward glances at his pocket watch before opening the door for Hannalore and Morgan. She walks along with her head bowed. Edward doesn't bother trying to start a conversation. He's obviously familiar with the route to Jarvie's from Potts' house. These good parts of the city are quiet at this time of night. It's cool but not cold, and the moon does an adequate job of making the shadows scurry to the edges of the streets against the buildings
(Edward) **When they get there, Karlsruhe is sat on the steps up to the door just as Molly was sat with Morgan earlier facing his disapproval for going off to Holzheim's ship alone. There's no sign of her
* @Morgan nods to the man
* Edward bows to Karlsruhe when he stands to bow to them all. Karlsruhe looks at Hannalore a moment before looking to Morgan
(Edward) K: There's a tavern nearby, if you're inclined?
(@Morgan) I am. Would you give me a moment to speak to my wife?
(Edward) *Karlsruhe goes down onto the street. Edward looks at Morgan* shall I fetch her?
(@Morgan) please
* Edward goes in
* @Morgan looks at Hannalore
** You're now known as Hannalore
(@Morgan) Be kind to my wife. She is trying to help
* Hannalore looks up at the house
(Hannalore) Why wouldn't I be?
(@Morgan) When you're angry, which you will be, you are not as discriminating about who gets hurt. We both know this.
* Hannalore nods
(Hannalore) I'll try
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I hope it goes well, but if not, I hope it gives you a new place to start
(Hannalore) Thank you
(@Morgan) I suspect, though, that you could have him follow you all over Theah trying to make up for what he's done
(Hannalore) Once I'd have said he'd follow me all over Theah anyway.
(@Morgan) Try to remember he thought he was doing what was right for you, for your future. He's an idiot, and he's wrong, but I don't think it was ever out of malice
* Hannalore just nods.  A moment later she's gone into the hall to wait with Edward, and Molly shuts the door gently behind her
** You're now known as Molly
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-NickServ- You are now identified for Molly.
* Molly smiles gently
(Molly) Are you alright?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) aye blossom, are you?
(Molly) I have everything under control. Where are you going?
(@Morgan) I never doubted it. I'm going to the tavern with Karlsruhe
* Molly nods
(Molly) I'll let you know when it is over
(@Morgan) Are you sure you'll be alright?
(Molly) Yes. But you'll stay out of my mind please.  *she looks serious. It's not a request, more an instruction*
* @Morgan frowns
(@Morgan) why?
(Molly) Because I am asking you to
(@Morgan) You're being evasive
(Molly) Just please. Concentrate on keeping him steady, and let me deal with this situation
* @Morgan sighs
(@Morgan) very well
(Molly) I'll see you soon. I love you.
(@Morgan) And I you
* @Morgan kisses her cheek before moving into the street to Karlsruhe
* Molly watches him go a moment then takes a deep breath and goes back into the house
** You're now known as Karlsruhe
(Karlsruhe) It's not far. Sometimes I bring the men to this one for the boxing.
(@Morgan) lead the way
(Karlsruhe) You don't have to join me if you would feel safer keeping a watch over them yourself.
(@Morgan) My brothers in there for that
* Karlsruhe does indeed lead the way. They head slightly north and mostly west, passing out of the residential area and into the canal warehousing before arriving at a tavern on the canal docks. The sound of cheering and stamping can already be heard. Karlsruhe shoves the door open. The bar room is very quiet, the noise coming from out the back
(Karlsruhe) Do you want to watch it, or sit in the quiet?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) your choice
* Karlsruhe suggests sitting, and they get some drinks before finding a quiet spot. Once they're settled, he speaks
(Karlsruhe) I've realised something tonight, thanks to Lady Koertig...
(@Morgan) oh?
(Karlsruhe) I have spent too long in the company of men. I didn't realise I missed the company of women.
* @Morgan nods
* Karlsruhe takes a mouthful of his ale
(Karlsruhe) For years, I haven't felt the urge to protect anyone, but I felt it tonight as we were riding over.
(@Morgan) Why's that?
(Karlsruhe) The way they can speak from a place of vulnerability without shame
* @Morgan smiles slightly
(@Morgan) most of them, aye
(Karlsruhe) I'd forgotten the easy way they talk about feelings, and make you do likewise. I'd forgotten how they have their odd little quirks. I'd forgotten how much brighter they make the world.
* @Morgan nods
* Karlsruhe drinks the ale again
(Karlsruhe) That was her... *he takes a slightly deeper breath* _Sarah's_ Rule 3 of marital harmony: Men communicate in thoughts, women communicate in feelings.  To be properly understood, speak their language.
* @Morgan nods, sipping his ale
(Karlsruhe) Do you think I'm going to lose one of my best men then?
(@Morgan) I really don't know what'll happen. She's utterly furious with him
(Karlsruhe) Aren't we all?
(@Morgan) I'm trying not to think about it, more concentrating on fixing their problem one way or another, since it _can_ be fixed
(Karlsruhe) I think your wife is a good choice to oversee them. She already gave him a subtle lecture on the way over
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) She's very capable of dealing with them
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) If he follows her advice, he may survive her anger
(@Morgan) I've already gotten a promise she won't kill him
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) I think she has plenty of weapons at her disposal that won't result  in him dying
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I suspect you are correct
* Karlsruhe goes quiet, drinking his drinking, eyes unfocused and watching seemingly nothing at all. Still the yelling and stomping next door continues
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(Karlsruhe) I had a letter from Aachen to say he's arrived safely at home and he's had his brother write to you
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) aye, I got the letter
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) I don't expect he'll come back. It's hard work for older men.
(@Morgan) I'm sorry about that
(Karlsruhe) I'm not. He's better off with his family
* @Morgan nods
(Karlsruhe) I thought Federest might take over from me. He's got the ability to make it a success.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I suppose thats out of our hands right now
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) It's in the hands of Theus and Hannalore, and I expect one of them is more merciful than the other *he drinks some ale*
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I rather suspect you are correct
(Karlsruhe) Lady Koertig challenged him on why a man who is obviously strong, young, and smart couldn't work his way up to making a gentleman of himself through hard work and making good connections, thus providing adequately for a household.
(@Morgan) I don't suppose he had much of an answer to that
* Karlsruhe smiles slightly
(Karlsruhe) I don't think any answer would have sufficed. She started telling him about a man she knew in Avalon who worked his way up from being a son on a failing rented family farm to owning it outright and becoming a gentleman, and she thinks that in the future he'll become a baronet.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I know him
(Karlsruhe) He has the skills. He's just scared he'll fail her, so it's easier for him not to try
(@Morgan) After he gave his word, thats rather despicable
* @Morgan sighs
(@Morgan) though I thought different until I saw her pain
(Karlsruhe) Why did you think different?
(@Morgan) I could see the sense in it... sparing her from a life she isn't used to... 
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) He got a subtle lecture about that too
(Karlsruhe) It was quite devious *he sips his ale* it's not overt. She was telling him all the things she would gladly give up and endure for you, and how that is what women who love very deeply do.
(@Morgan) She can be a force to be reckoned with
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) Important quality in a Duchess
* @Morgan nods
(Karlsruhe) She told him he should use his connections to get a job as a Master-at-arms or similar, get him and Hannalore settled in a little house, encourage her to make friends, and they'd soon be fine
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) she's not wrong
* Karlsruhe nods, going quiet again
(Karlsruhe) **this gives Morgan a chance to raise the position in Gottkirchen again*
* @Morgan takes a mouthful of ale before speaking
(@Morgan) So, about the position of Sheriff...
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) Three years until you take over?
(@Morgan) at the outside, yes
(Karlsruhe) I'd recommend having the new sheriff trained by an existing one. What's your sheriff in Sudlachenburg like?
(@Morgan) Formidable... though I'm not sure you'd need much training at all
(Karlsruhe) What makes you think I'm a good prospect?
(@Morgan) Your skill, your experience... but particularly your honour
(Karlsruhe) Thank you. I'm sure you can understand that it's a big decision. I've soldiered around for the six years as if I was still at war. I don't know how to live a normal life again.
(@Morgan) Nor do I. But just because we're not at war doesn't mean we're staying still. We have much to achieve
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) When do you need my decision?
(@Morgan) Sooner rather than later
* Karlsruhe nods again
(Karlsruhe) I'll aim to have a decision for you  in the morning. But I would need some time to hand over the company. I also would need to go to Karlsruhe regularly
(@Morgan) Of course. I wouldn't dream of stopping you going home
* Karlsruhe nods, drinking his ale.
(Karlsruhe) How long do you think we need to give them?
(Karlsruhe) **His innate sense of time keeping says they've been gone about twenty minutes so far
(@Morgan) realistically, probably a hour
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) **Another forty minutes passes of them just sitting in the tavern. Karlsruhe doesn't seem to want to talk much more. Even the jeering from the boxing doesn't pull him out of it. They get through another  two pints each in that time.
(Karlsruhe) Then, finally, when it feels like this silence is more of a hell than being at the house, he hears Molly.
(Karlsruhe) [It's done. She has gone back to her house, he is waiting for Karlsruhe to ride back to the ship]
* @Morgan finishes his drink
(@Morgan) come on, time to go
* Karlsruhe does likewise. The alcohol hits most when they get into the now-cold air. At a guess, it's around eleven o'clock now.
* Karlsruhe walks along, perhaps slightly slower than makes sense
* @Morgan looks at him
(@Morgan) you're dawdling...
(Karlsruhe) I'm dreading this.
(@Morgan) Why? Do you want me to escort him back?
(Karlsruhe) No. "Everything that happens is either endurable or not. If it's endurable, then endure it. Stop complaining. If it's unendurable… then stop complaining."
(@Morgan) Fortitude my friend
* Karlsruhe nods
(Karlsruhe) They've been lucky
(@Morgan) realistically, yes
(Karlsruhe) Even if it doesn't work out well, they've had tonight,  you know?
* @Morgan nods
(Karlsruhe) **the journey back is short, but Karlsruhe seems to be brooding less by the time they get there
(Karlsruhe) **When they get in the door Heinzharold is in the hall waiting.
(@Morgan) :all ok?:
(Karlsruhe) ;;Yes, you?;;
(@Morgan) :so far:
(Karlsruhe) **HH comes over and enfolds Morgan in a very tight bear hug
* @Morgan returns the hug
* Karlsruhe watches the other men briefly with a smile
(Karlsruhe) HH: Your Excellency's guest is in the front parlour
* @Morgan nods
* Karlsruhe waits for him to lead the way
* @Morgan does so
(Karlsruhe) **Federest is alone, stood near the mantlepiece. He bows briefly to them when they enter. He looks quite calm but serious.
* @Morgan watches him for a moment
(@Morgan) You are alright?
** You're now known as Federest
(Federest) Nothing that some ice won't fix,  my lord
(@Morgan) How did it go?
(Federest) Well enough. *he looks to Karlsruhe* I need to end my employment. Thank you for everything you've done for me for all these years.
(Federest) K: *he nods slowly* Good. You have to do what you have to do. You will be missed.
* Federest looks to Morgan next
(Federest) We will be sailing to Vesten on the morning tide **This is just like in the dreams of the crossroads tavern*
(@Morgan) _we_...
* Federest nods. He looks calm rather than joyful.
(Federest) Hanna and I
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) is there anything you need?
(Federest) I need to thank you for your assistance
* @Morgan shakes his head
(@Morgan) No... no you don't
(Federest) I do.
(@Morgan) No, I just did what I believed to be right. I'm sorry it came with such pain
(Federest) That was my fault, not yours
* Federest looks a bit embarassed
(Federest) We don't actually need anything else
(@Morgan) oh?
(Federest) I am ashamed to say that in my absence Hanna lost her grandparents. They left her the house and a small amount of land in Vesten.
(@Morgan) That happens
(Federest) It's not much, we won't ever be wealthy again, but she won't be destitute either.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) Its a good place to start
* Federest nods
(Federest) There's a lot of rebuilding to do
* @Morgan smiles slightly 
(@Morgan) I've been thinking the same of here
(Federest) I meant between she and I
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) you've taken the first few steps
* Federest nods
(Federest) Hanna plans to drop in on you on the morning, unless she sees you at the duel?
(@Morgan) I've not decided yet... but I look forward to it
* Federest nods, smiling slightly
(Federest) Do you need these clothes back? I can take them to your ship
(@Morgan) I can make do without them
(Federest) K: We need to go. I am sure the men will want to give you a farewell drink when we get back to the Crossroads.
* Federest bows to Morgan "Thank you again, to you, your wife and brother, and also your cousin for her hospitality"
* @Morgan inclines his head
(@Morgan) Take care... I hope the future comes right for you
(Federest) And you, my lord
(Federest) K: *he looks at Morgan* I will see you before you sail?
(@Morgan) If needs be, I'll come find you
* Federest and Karlsruhe leave Jarvie's with farewells. Once the front door is shut, HH sticks his head around the door, obviously checking on Morgan
** You're now known as HH
(HH) Alright?
(@Morgan) Aye, I think so
* HH watches the man he has known since childhood for signs of this not being the full story
(HH) But you're not sure?
(@Morgan) Tough situation, thats all
* HH nods
(HH) Claudia not with you?
(@Morgan) No, she's out picking a fight
* HH sighs
(HH) Theus help the person on the other end then
(HH) Anything I can get for you before I go to bed?
(@Morgan) No, I'm going to see Molly
(HH) She's in my room
* @Morgan frowns
(@Morgan) why?
(HH) **There's the sound of the the front door opening and then closing*
(HH) She wanted to see Inga
(@Morgan) naturally... 
* HH now frowns
(HH) That a problem?
(@Morgan) of course not
(@Morgan) it just didn't occur to me
(HH) Women, eh?
(HH) **Edward looks in on them* Oh good, you're back.
* @Morgan nods
(HH) Hannalore is safely home, Potts has the house to himself and has been told not to get completely raddled.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) thank you
(HH) E: I'm going to bed. Any chance Molly would come to medic and the duel?
(HH) At*
(@Morgan) Possibly... I'll ask her
(HH) E: thank you.  Goodnight
* @Morgan inclines his head
* HH watches Edward go
(HH) Staff are in bed. I'll deal with the fire and candles. Tell my wife I'll be in soon
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) alright
(HH) Night, Morgan
(@Morgan) Goodnight my friend
* @Morgan leaves, heading up to HeinzHarold's bedroom
(HH) **he can hear the soft chatter before he gets there,  but can't make out the word
* @Morgan knocks gently
(HH) I: Come in
* @Morgan pushes the door open
(@Morgan) ladies
(HH) **Molly is sat at the dresser, and Inga is brushing out her hair for her. Both women are barefoot, Inga is in a dressing gown though Molly is still in her shirt and modified trousers, but her corset has been discarded. His wife watches him in the reflection,  trying to read his tension and expression*
(HH) I: Good evening, my Lord
* @Morgan waves that aside
(@Morgan) I think we're close enough to dispense with that
(HH) **Inga nods. She sets down the brush, and hands Molly something from the bed *
** You're now known as Molly
-NickServ- This nickname is registered. Please choose a different nickname, or identify via /msg NickServ identify <password>.
-NickServ- You are now identified for Molly.
(Molly) Are you ready to retire, liebes herz?
(@Morgan) If you wish blossom
* Molly stands, collecting her corset and boots, then says goodnight to Inga
* @Morgan inclines his head to Inga
(@Morgan) your husband says he'll be up soon
(Molly) **Inga smiles happily** that's good. Thank you. Sleep well.
(@Morgan) and you
* Molly drops the boots on the floor in their room when they get there, and the corset plus a familiar flask on the bed. She looks at him a long moment
(Molly) I'm sorry, I didn't bring up any tea
(@Morgan) Doesn't matter blossom
* Molly nods, sitting on the edge of the bed
(Molly) How is Karlsruhe?
(@Morgan) Tough to say... he's got a lot on his mind
* Molly sighs, then nods
(Molly) Do you wish to go straight to sleep, or do you want to talk? It's been a busy day
(@Morgan) I'd like to know what happened
* Molly nods
(Molly) Alright, but I'm going to get ready for bed first, if that is alright?
(@Morgan) of course
* Molly glances at Edwards flask on the bed
(Molly) Sorry, it's only brandy
(@Morgan) Why do you have it?
* @Morgan digs out his flask, sipping the drambuie before examining the flask itself
* Molly stands, pulling off her shirt. When she shakes it out something falls out unnoticed by her
(Molly) He gave it to me
* @Morgan picks the something up
(@Morgan) whyso?
(Molly) **It's a handkerchief,  embroidered with EJK in the corner
(@Morgan) and... this...
* Molly wrings out a cloth in the wash bowl, tending to cleaning her face and top half
(Molly) Brandy to drink... what's "this?"
(@Morgan) the handkerchief
* Molly shrugs whilst undoing her trousers
(Molly) It was quite emotional
(@Morgan) I see
* Molly finishes her prep quietly, then wraps a green silk dressing gown around herself and tying the knot. She sits back on the bed, and drinks from the flask before squaring her shoulders slightly. She gives him her full attention, expression slightly solemn
(Molly) What do you want to know
* @Morgan gets himself undressed
(@Morgan) all of it
* Molly brings her knees up, resting her folded arms on them, then her cheek on top of that
(Molly) Well, I didn't see the first blow coming.
(@Morgan) he said he'd need some ice
* Molly smiles faintly
(Molly) I've seen both my brothers felled by such a blow
* @Morgan nods
* Molly looks to him "It was savage enough that Edward winced!"
(@Morgan) He probably deserved it
* Molly nods
(Molly) Then she struck his chest whilst calling him a bastard, and an asshole,  and asking how he could do that to her...
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) Then she slapped him hard across the face. Edward asked me if we should intervene
* Molly watches what he's doing
* @Morgan nods, fiddling with the handkerchief
* Molly picks the flask back up
(Molly) I told him no, not until something was getting broken, he was bleeding heavily, or he was about to die
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) Federest swiftly moved behind her and picked her up, holding her with one arm around her waist, the other pinning her arms to her chest. Because she's so tiny, and he's so tall,  she was far off the floor and she was unable to headbutt him in the face, only slamming her head back on his chest.
* Molly opens the screw top
(@Morgan) useful
(Molly) She tried to scratch and bite and kick him. He stood there holding her tight whilst she writhed and screamed and hurled a multitude of obscenities, questioning his parenthood, honour, virility, decency, intelligence… *She sips the brandy, watching what he's doing with Edward's hanky*
* @Morgan nods, folding it back up
(Molly) This went on for well over two minutes whilst he stood very still, not even looking troubled, until he said to her quietly and seriously "Hanna. Are you done?"
* Molly sips more brandy
* @Morgan chuckles
(@Morgan) brave
* Molly doesn't laugh, unusually
(Molly) She nodded, the fight going out of her and being replaced by heart-breaking sobbing. *She sighs, drinking more*
(@Morgan) I thought she might
* Molly nods, screwing and increasing the lid
(Molly) It was frankly awful.
(Molly) He just held onto her like that for a minute. I guess he didn't want her seeing that he was crying too *screws,  unscrews, rescrews, focusing on the lid*
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) He put her down. She turned to face him, having to look almost directly up. "I _hate_ you." she said, unconvincingly, sounding almost hiccoughy from the crying
(Molly) *she puts down the flask* He smiled slightly, watching her and said "Little liar."
* Molly wraps her arms around her shins this time
* @Morgan spins off the cap of his flask, sipping it
(@Morgan) I hear they sail for Vesten tomorrow
* Molly watches him, nodding
(Molly) Turns out he's wasted four years of their lives where they could have lived a quiet life somewhere together *She looks like she might say more, but instead holds out her hand for the flask. He remembers the battered one Edward filled with drambuie for him
* @Morgan hands it over
(@Morgan) go on
* Molly shrugs
(Molly) There's little else to tell. It's predictable. Anger wore off, apologies and threats and ultimatums. An accord was reached, so on and so forth
(@Morgan) You had more to say...
* Molly opens the flask again, drinking from it
(Molly) Nothing of consequence
(@Morgan) Clearly it was, or you wouldn't have thought it
* Molly smiles slightly
(Molly) If everything I thought of had consequence, the world would be a most tiresome place
(@Morgan) Something is clearly bothering you
(Molly) It's been a hard night, that's all
* @Morgan frowns
* Molly offers the brandy back
* @Morgan shakes his head, picking up the battered flask
* Molly nods, drinking from it again
(Molly) Is there anything you specifically need to know?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) as I said, something is clearly bothering you
(Molly) I meant about what was said between them
(@Morgan) I know you did... but that matters less to me
* Molly shrugs
(Molly) I understand his desire to seem perfect to her, to not be at risk of always messing up or being a disappointment. I understand how easy it is to do the wrong thing whilst trying to do the right thing for your spouse
* @Morgan nods
* Molly sips the brandy
(Molly) Was that all?
* @Morgan sighs
(@Morgan) if you're going to insist on shutting me out, I'm going to go for a walk
* Molly sighs
(Molly) I hated it. It was hard to watch.
(@Morgan) because?
* Molly frowns deeply
(Molly) Because there was so much pain and emotion there
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) I'm glad you weren't there. But I'm also glad Edward was
* @Morgan scowls
* Molly frowns
(Molly) Why do you scowl?
(@Morgan) Its an unpleasant feeling, knowing my brother was better support for you than I
(Molly) I protected you by keeping you away.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I know
* Molly continues frowning a little
(Molly) Then I hope.ypure do not begrudge me having support whilst doing that
(@Morgan) of course not... just, it should have been me giving that support
(Molly) You couldn't have
(@Morgan) but I _should_ have
* Molly drinks more
(Molly) I would have sent you away
* @Morgan nods, sighing
* Molly doesn't bother screwing the top on, just holding it open against her shin
(Molly) It's done now. They will leave and try to make something new from the wreckage. We have plenty of our own things to be concerned about in the future
(@Morgan) I'm not concerned
* Molly finishes what's left of the brandy before screwing the top on a final time and placing it on the nightstand
(Molly) I'm glad
(Molly) Are you going to take the herbs now?
(@Morgan) I suppose so
(@Morgan) Edward has asked if you'll be the medic at the duel tomorrow
(Molly) I can do that, unless you would prefer I don't, just incase I accidentally get shot
(@Morgan) I was thinking of keeping you indoors until you're needed, for just such a reason
* Molly nods
(Molly) Alright, that makes sense. If you can give me a minute, then I'll do the oil if you wish
(@Morgan) It seems you would prefer to be away from me... I'll sleep elsewhere
* Molly frowns
(Molly) I do not wish that.
(@Morgan) Thats how it seems
(Molly) Why?
(@Morgan) You are distant... cold.
(Molly) I don't know how to do this, liebling. I'm... I've had an unpleasant evening, and so have you,  and I don't know how to make that better
(@Morgan) Perhaps some openness and closeness?
(Molly) And when my openness pains you, like with being comforted by Edward?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) The fact he gave you support isn't the issue... that I did not is
(Molly) In everything else, you can and do. This was just complicated
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) indeed
(Molly) We must just accept that there are times when I rely more heavily on our family and friends where normally I would come to you
(@Morgan) Right now isn't one of those times
(Molly) As in in this moment, rather than the situation we face this evening?
(Molly) Faced*
* @Morgan nods
* Molly watches his position and body language
(Molly) ((What's he doing, how tense/open he is pls))
* @Morgan is fiddling with the cap of the battered flask, watching her
* Molly speaks softly
(Molly) Come here,  please
* @Morgan shuffles over
(Molly) ((Lol I thought he was still stood up))
(@Morgan) ((no, he sat down beside her))
* Molly twists a little so she's almost facing him. She brings her forehead to his, closing her eyes. Her voice is quiet
(Molly) I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...
(@Morgan) What ever for?
(Molly) I am making the most horrible job of being a good wife to you
(@Morgan) Thats possibly the wrongest thing you've ever said
(Molly) It isn't. I make everything that's complicated even more complicated, and despite multiple promises not to hide any more, I still struggle not to
* @Morgan breathes in slowly
(@Morgan) But you keep trying
* Molly fights the urge to retreat by pressing her forehead slightly firmer to his
(Molly) Not often enough. Not hard enough. You deserve so much more than I can give you.
(@Morgan) Utterly wrong
(Molly) No. You deserve me less emotional, more reliable.
(@Morgan) I'll take the latter, but never the former
(Molly) I fear I am becoming unsuitable for you, that I am no longer what you need
(@Morgan) Now you really are wrong
(Molly) You need someone you can turn to always for support, not someone you need to support. Tonight, I should have been with you,  for you, supporting you through this.
(@Morgan) Has it occurred to you the only reason I could get through this without needing you by my side is because of you?
(Molly) I do not see how?
(@Morgan) We dealt with the situations we had to, to come together afterwards knowing we're pushing to the same ends, that we cannot be broken apart
* Molly swallows hard, moving to sit across his lap almost like a child would
(Molly) What if you're wrong?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) Then I'm wrong about everything I believe... 
(Molly) Which is?
(@Morgan) literally everything... that we can change Eisen, that people can be, generally, trusted and deserve better, that I can trust Edward... everything
* Molly wraps her arms under his and around him
(Molly) The belief that what we have is unbreakable is that crucial a foundation?
(@Morgan) I am only here because you made me strong enough to start moving again
(Molly) I don't want to lose you
(@Morgan) You're not going to
(Molly) Could you please hold me?
* @Morgan wraps his arms around her
(@Morgan) I plan to until the end of days
* Molly nods a little, not disrupting the forehead connection. A few quiet moments later, he feels a tear hit his bare chest
(@Morgan) Oh blossom
(Molly) Just let me cry a minute, please. I'll feel better afterwards
(@Morgan) of course my love
* Molly fidgets, bringing her face to the curve of his neck. She's quiet, but the tears flow hotly on his skin.
* @Morgan holds her tightly while she cries
(Molly) **There's a tap at the door*
* Molly sighs, pulling away a little
* @Morgan pulls the sheets up to cover them
* Molly has her dressing gown on still too
(Molly) **whoever it is waits patiently
(@Morgan) Come
(Molly) **Edward opens the door. He looks surprised, then concerned
(Molly) E: It occurred to me that if Molly won't medic for the duel I'll need to sort someone else tonight...
* Molly speaks quietly from her position quite tucked up to him, but there's no disguising that she's been crying "I'll do it"
(Molly) E: *he looks at Morgan sadly* Anything I can do?
(@Morgan) You've already helped her... its just time to let it out I think
* Molly nods solemnly
(Molly) Oops
(Molly) **Edward nods solemnly
(Molly) E: Sorry I disturbed you both. Goodnight
(@Morgan) No bother Edward. Thank you
(Molly) **Edward goes out, shutting the door. She moves closer into him again, but the crying doesn't restart
(Molly) **As she relaxes, he starts to sense the massive amounts of protectiveness of him and concern for him in her feelings
(@Morgan) You don't need to worry over me blossom
(Molly) Of course I do. That is what wives do
(@Morgan) I can't really argue with that
* Molly nods
(Molly) I believe it's even in the holy book
(@Morgan) Probably
(Molly) She also must fulfil his need to be needed
* Molly shifts enough to be able to look at his expression
(@Morgan) We do like to have a purpose
* Molly nods
(Molly) And I do need you. I need you like I need air, and gravity, and my heart beating.
(@Morgan) I'm glad to hear that
* Molly watches him
(Molly) Are you ready for sleep, or can I comfort you in some way?
(@Morgan) I'm about ready to sleep
* Molly nods,
(Molly) I'll get the herbs and the balm and the oil
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) thank you
* Molly gently strokes his cheek
(Molly) Thank _you_ for your patience and compassion
(@Morgan) always blossom
* Molly gives him a quick kiss on his lips before she slips out of his lap. Rapid work is made of his nightmare preventatives, and soon she is quietly singing in Avalonian to him
(Molly) ((Anything before he tries to sleep?))
(@Morgan) ((no))
(Molly) **he falls asleep with surprising ease
** You are now disconnected

JARVIES: Hannalore looks as if she might cry, mouth opening as her breath catches. The raw intensity of her chaotic emotion is hard to witness, there is no hiding the agony and grief she has endured because of him.
*She scrutinises his face as if she can't believe it is really him. The love is written plain as day on her face too, until her hazel eyes narrow and her jaw becomes tight. She moves in an instant, punching him hard enough in the groin that even Edward winces. 
H: YOU BASTARD! YOU SWORE YOU WOULD ALWAYS PROTECT ME! WHERE WERE YOU? I HATE YOU! 
Federest exhales slowly but stays remarkably upright for a man landed such a blow. She continues screaming, thumping her little fists on his chest.
H: SIX FUCKING YEARS! I WANTED TO DIE EVERY DAY. YOU ABSOLUTE BASTARD! HOW COULD YOU?!
F:I was trying to protect you from living in poverty. I couldn't face you coming to hate me because of it. It was easier to know you still thought well of me.
H: YOU'RE THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE IN THE WORLD! THAT WAS _MY_ CHOICE, NOT YOURS! I COULD KILL YOU RIGHT NOW! *she looks like she might, slapping his face very hard*
Edward looks at Molly: Should we intervene? *Molly shakes her head* No, not until something is getting broken, he's bleeding heavily, or he's about to die*
Federest swiftly moves behind her and picks her up, holding her with one arm around her waist, the other pinning her arms to her chest. She's so tiny, and he's so tall that she's far off the floor and she is unable to headbutt him in the face, only slamming her head back on his chest. 
She tries to scratch and bite and kick him. He stands there holding her tight whilst she writhes and screams and hurls a multitude of obscenities, questioning his parenthood, honour, virility, decency, intelligence… 
*This goes on for well over a minute whilst he stands very still, not even looking troubled, until he says to her quietly and seriously "Hanna. Are you done?". She nods, the fight going out of her and being replaced by heart-breaking sobbing. "Good girl" he says. She cries with what sounds like hurt and frustration, but also deep relief that this man she loves so intensely is actually alive and well despite her having grieved his loss so long. Federest too is crying,  but silently.

 Molly looks at the floor. Edward glances at her, watching the huge tears. He wraps his arm around her. They speak quietly
E: talk to me, Molly
M: This is what it would be like if he could get Dietlinde back. 
E: *he holds her tighter* I know, Schwesterlein, I know. It's hurting me too.

*Federest loosens his grip and puts her down. She turns to face him, having to look almost directly up. "I _hate_ you." she says, unconvincingly, sounding almost hiccoughy from the crying. Federest smiles slightly, watching her "Little liar." She puts her hands on his upper arms, squeezing hard "I won't be your fool again, Germund. Play me false and I swear, by all the Gods of my ancestors, my face will be the last thing you ever see!". He looks at her seriously, moving a little closer, his big rough hand stroking the tears from her cheek. "Hanna, your face was always going to be the last thing I saw, even if just in my mind... "
*Edward hands Molly his handkerchief, squeezing her shoulder* Federest continues "It's the first thing I see each morning, the last thing I see each night, and its there every time I pray to God to just let you be safe, comfortable and happy". 
H: Then your God isn't listening,  Germund, because I have been in agony every damned moment. I have spent years picturing you dying horribly, without me at your side. Now I know you were living, all that time, and you chose to let me suffer.

I'm sorry. I thought you would get over me once you had a family and a caring husband.
H: I didn't. I won't ever, ever get over you, Germund. We are _bound_. You are my soul mate. Much as I want to rip off your balls, I can't escape the fact that you are for me as I am for you. Whatever it takes, I am going to be with you, so that I can spend decades punishing you for this. 

**Molly flinches slightly, and Edward moves from having his arm around her to holding her hand. She looks up at him, grateful* 

It's not that simple.  You are married, and I have nothing. 

H: We made vows.  We took each other's virginity. I was already married in the eyes of my ancestors and my Vesten heritage when I gave my vow in church to Rheinpfalz that I was not currently wed. Your continued existence makes my marriage bigamy.

F: I have nothing to give you. I don't have a home or a title. I am a man with nothing.

H: I have a home. My grandparents left me their place in Skaarsgard four years ago. If you'd bothered to contact me, you'd have known that. It's not much, but we could live simply there. 

*he bows his head* I am sorry, Hanna. I was wrong. I was terrified I wasn't what you deserve, and that you would no longer love me once I'd made you give up everything.
**Molly watches the man, empathy in her eyes*

H: You were everything. I would have died for you. You don't deserve my love after what you've put me through 

F: I never deserved to have a woman as beautiful and good as you, Hanna. No man on Theah ever would. 

H: I am still very angry with you, Germund. I don't know if that will ever stop. You've betrayed me more deeply than I thought was even possible. 

F: I will spend forever making it up to you.  However you want. But I can't be without you now that I've seen you. Nothing else matters. I'll leave everything behind in a heartbeat.
*Molly looks at Edward sadly. He squeezes her hand*

H: I'm leaving in the morning, I'm going to Skarsgaard. You can come and we can try to find a way forward. Otherwise, I never want to see you again. 

F: There is no question. You are the only thing I want. I'll work my fingers to the bone for you. I'll give you as close to this life as I can.

H: The ship goes out in the first tide at ten o'clock. It's called the Twist of Fate.

F: I will be there. *he urges her to sit. With a sort of resolution, the tension drops a little. They begin to watch each other, touching each other's faces and hands. He speaks quietly* I love you with all of my heart, Hanna. Seeing you again has been like drinking water after weeks in the desert. *she suddenly kisses him. Molly takes this moment that their charges have their eyes closed to move against Edward and rest her forehead to his shoulder, trying desperately not to sob. He strokes her hair*
**The reunited pair part. They begin a slow recounting to each other of what happened, soothing each other with words and touch. Molly moves away, and Edward hands her the flask of brandy, which she gratefully gulps.

He was supposed to be in Mannheim, November '64 but horse went lame, so he stayed with it. Big battle,  family home destroyed. Gossip had spread that he was in it when it happened. Met one of his messengers on the way who told him that and that neighbouring Amstadt had also been damaged, but the family had been away visiting family friends at Rheinpfalz, and that with Mannheim ruined and him presumed dead, her Father arranged to wed her to Freiarr Rheinpfalz, his friend. Federest didn't want to disrupt that, especially as the War was ending.

She found out from her Father's messenger and was utterly distraught.  Her family told her she had a duty and it would help secure and rebuild. With Federest dead, what did any of it matter? Marriage consummated, but she cried, and Rheinpfalz could not get it up with her again. 
She doesn't tell him that then Claudia came along and there was something about her. They kissed in the carriage, then Claudia disappeared. Hannalore felt jealous that there might be someone in Sudlachenburg. Then she came back and they became lovers. It was good, and Hannalore started to have feelings for her and got freaked out, so ended it. Then at the end of last year she met Potts at court. The attention felt good, she felt less dead inside,  so they ended up lovers, but she still cried. Housekeeper bumped into him on the servants stairs and found him flippant, so told Rheinpfalz. Kept an eye on. Potts ended it in July, but Rheinpfalz has called him out, claiming he has manipulated her. Then Potts went to Sudlachenburg to wait for Edward.

This goes on for about an hour in total. Molly gradually feels the effects of the brandy, relaxing a little. 

It is decided that Hanna will go back to her house to pack her things and spend the final night there, and Edward will escort her before returning to Jarvies. Federest will wait for Karlsruhe and go back to the ship. Molly warns him about how Karlsruhe and Morgan will feel and to tread carefully.