------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Thursday, 5 November 2020 16:02:20 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic * Molly doesn't notice the noise, distracted by the prospect of being chased but also her own thoughts * @Morgan slows down (@Morgan) incoming * Molly glances back to him (Molly) That's a pity. We were lucky to get as long as we did though * @Morgan nods * Molly starts to look distracted, smiling, as she picks up her boots (Molly) I have to say, that was somewhat of a surprise, my love * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) an enjoyable one? * Molly nods vigorously (@Morgan) Good (Molly) A long-imagined, blissful surprise (Molly) You had seemed very content talking with Edward and Varick, so I was no expecting your company at all *she smiles, lacing her boots* (@Morgan) You were gone a little longer than I expected, so I wanted to check on you * Molly smiles, almost a smirk (Molly) Well you certainly caught me on the way to Atemlos! * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) yes, yes I did (Molly) Lured me to reveal my secrets... I'm impressed by your cunning *she giggles* (@Morgan) One would hope so... (Molly) **The noise of the others increases gradually* (Molly) I am always impressed by the parts of you you reveal to me *she giggles, returning her attire to how it should be rather than tucked up for the stream* (@Morgan) I'm impressed by those trousers (Molly) Are you now? *she smiles, brushing off the small amounts of dirt from her knees* * @Morgan nods, picking up a couple of stones (Molly) *Molly glances at him before looking at the stream. One of the horses sounds a little faster, and Edward is the first to arrive in the little area by the stream, not close enough to hear them just yet* Do you think it is worth getting more pairs made, not just for the road? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I do * Molly goes to say something, but then realises Edward is there and quickly shuts her mouth * @Morgan starts juggling the rocks * Molly watches his hands as he's doing it, smiling. She speaks very quietly (Molly) You're so dexterous... (@Morgan) Its just practice (Molly) **Edward dismounts, tying up his horse. He watches them a moment, but it is obvious he's purposefully giving them space * @Morgan continues juggling for a moment before speaking (@Morgan) Edward... * Molly turns to smile at Edward, but she's obviously a little distracted again (Molly) E: We had a rope snap and dropped some bags, so I said it would make sense for us to wait until it was sorted and give you chance to find the best spot **he does a good job at keeping any innuendo out of his expression and tone* (@Morgan) No-one was hurt? (Molly) E: Not at all. No damage either. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I think this'll be adequate (Molly) E: *he looks around* Yes. There's trees to sit under if it rains again * Molly suddenly develops an interest in checking her hair, glancing away, trying not to giggle * @Morgan nods, throwing the rocks higher (Molly) E: *he looks impressed, and it stops him noticing Molly's expression* You're good at that (@Morgan) I know... one of the mercenaries is too (Molly) E: Maybe he'll show us. They're all more cheerful today * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm not surprised (Molly) E: They're happy to have Karlsruhe back with them * Molly looks at Morgan quizically * @Morgan doesn't see as he's paying attention to the rocks in the air (Molly) **The others slowly start to appear, and horses are brought to the stream. With less time to spare, lunch is more rushed, and much of it takes place standing. There's more integration between the groups. Edward is sat with Molly and Varick, Adalbrecht chats some of the mercenaries, Sorgi talking with James, and Claudia is talking to the Juggling mercenary. Morgan has the opportunity to speak to any of them * @Morgan makes smalltalk with various people but doesn't speak to any of them in depth (Molly) **Very soon, Karlsruhe approaches Morgan** ** You're now known as Karlsruhe (Karlsruhe) My Lord, do you want to join us? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) please * Karlsruhe gets the circle set up, just the same as the previous two days, and opens the book. "Remember: Matter. How tiny your share of it. Time. How brief and fleeting your allotment of it. Fate. How small a role you play in it." (Karlsruhe) **The others all settle into their meditation on this* * @Morgan breathes slowly, closing his eyes (Karlsruhe) **Its a bit harder to focus this time, as if his attention keeps getting pulled off centre, but he manages to find the calmness. Before long, Karlsruhe brings it to the conclusion with the now-familiar four words and thanks. (Karlsruhe) **The other mercenaries get up, starting to prepare to leave shortly. Karlsruhe watches them all a moment. * @Morgan watches Karlsruhe * Karlsruhe breathes out slowly and then looks at Morgan (Karlsruhe) We should make Atemlos by three o clock * @Morgan nods (Karlsruhe) Thank you for letting them go off last night, my Lord (@Morgan) Of course. You needed to do it. * Karlsruhe nods. He doesn't look distressed, just solemn (Karlsruhe) One day, when they don't need me any more, I'll leave them in Paan for good. But Today is not that day. (Karlsruhe) ((Attention?)) (@Morgan) ((looking around)) (@Morgan) What will you do then? (Karlsruhe) Be with her again (Karlsruhe) **Edward is sat with Varick on his lap, and asks Molly something, to which she shrugs a little, smiling, then glances around as if checking how much attention people are paying (@Morgan) That would be a sad loss (Karlsruhe) We are all here to do what we are here to do (@Morgan) I understand (Karlsruhe) **The mercenaries are laughing about something. The real Kurt appears to have been the one that said it. Karlsruhe watches him with an almost paternal affection (Karlsruhe) We should get going again, my Lord * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I've been wondering what can be done... (Karlsruhe) There's nothing to be done. There's no-one to do it for. The circumstances have been what they have been. All that matters is what I make of them (@Morgan) I'll keep thinking on it anyway * Karlsruhe shakes his head (Karlsruhe) Don't waste your energy on it my Lord * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) energy spent in a search for justice is never wasted * Karlsruhe smiles a little, stroking his moustache (Karlsruhe) I think I'm going to stick that in the book (@Morgan) If you wish * Karlsruhe inclines his head (Karlsruhe) If you'll excuse me, my Lord (@Morgan) of course (Karlsruhe) **It's only the little crowd of his wife, son and brother who aren't getting ready yet * @Morgan wanders over (Karlsruhe) **Molly is singing Kosk Yn Ta to Varick, but it's Edward who looks most sleepy. He glances at Morgan when he approaches, standing and speaking quietly, obviously winding Morgan up "I wouldn't mind borrowing your wife to sing me to sleep like that!" ** You're now known as Edward * @Morgan nods slightly (@Morgan) I know what you mean (Edward) **Varick does look ready for his nap. Molly smiles at Morgan, before looking to Varick and finishing the last chorus. Edward yawns a moment* (Edward) I will teach it to Mina I think * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) You should sing to her * Edward looks thoughtful (Edward) I hadn't thought of that. It's effective? (@Morgan) Its appreciated I think. I was singing to Varick in the coach during the storm, it seemed to capture someone elses attention * Edward smiles, speaking very quietly (Edward) Not that I intend my wife to need Lullabyes to get to sleep (@Morgan) It'll be good practice for Brumhilde... * Edward laughs, but it's a little disconcordant with the solemnity in his microexpression or increased tension in his body language (Edward) I am sure Father has some even worse names in mind for your eight children! (@Morgan) He doesn't make them, he doesn't get to name them * Edward smirks (Edward) He made us and Mother still gave us the awful names we ended up with! (@Morgan) You got off easy (Edward) **Molly watches the two of them a moment (Edward) I would have preferred something Eisen. (@Morgan) I wonder if you'd feel differently if you had one... * Edward shrugs (@Morgan) besides, you got the better middle name * Edward shakes his head (Edward) I would have been honoured to have carried his name * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) You carry a name to honour a family member in the past... I carry one to honour the one still here... (Edward) **Molly gets up, picking up a sleeping looking Varick on her hip. It occurs to him how much Varick seems to have grown this summer. She walks towards them slowly* * Edward nods (Edward) It is tradition for the firstborn son to carry his Fathers name. You will be doing likewise? (@Morgan) That's a tradition I don't mind (Edward) **Molly glances at Morgan. Her expression is politely neutral, and it's the lack of expression rather than presence of one that implies she's heard some of this* I think it's time for us to get in the coach * @Morgan nods * Edward dashes to the coach to open the door, then opens his arms to take Varick and put him in. Molly looks back at Morgan with a smile (Edward) M: I am not tired, but I will ride with him whilst he naps, if that is alright with you, liebling? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) of course blossom * Edward smiles at her, offering his hand (Edward) You even have a pillow in there! That's very practical and cosy (Edward) **She takes his hand to be helped in, blushing. She glances at Morgan's expression* (@Morgan) That is indeed the sort of thing that would appear to a girl such as yourself * Edward shuts the door once she's settled, then comes and elbow barges Morgan with a laugh (Edward) Girls do like pillows, I am reliably informed * @Morgan snorts, blushing * Edward laughs loudly (Edward) *quietly* But it'd be improper for you to confirm that? (@Morgan) quite so * Edward laughs again. The coach moves, which draws attention to Adalbrecht stood watching them, a little puzzled but also satisfied (@Morgan) Have you noticed he's doing that a lot lately? * Edward glances in the direction of their sire whilst moving towards his horse (Edward) Doing what? (@Morgan) That look * Edward looks at him again (Edward) I'll take that over disapproval * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) same * Edward nods slowly, then mounts up. He watches Adalbrecht do likewise. Soon they're all mounted and moved out, the only remaining trace of their presence Morgan's spilled essence mixed into the leaves and dirt. Their progress is quieter, between the post-meditative calm of the mercenaries, and the general post-lunch relaxation. Edward starts humming Kosk Yn Ta in the saddle beside Morgan. * @Morgan watches him out of the corner of his eye (@Morgan) You must know some Vesten songs... * Edward looks quite relaxed. The sky has started to cloud a little. (Edward) A couple. I wasn't there to learn, I was there to think. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Thats where the songs I sang Varick are from * Edward nods (Edward) There's one I like that I learned from that tribe I stayed with (@Morgan) oh? (Edward) Are you asking me to sing for you? (@Morgan) No, I'm just curious what song it is (Edward) It is called Ólafur Liljurós *this doesn't sound like the Vesten he's familiar with, unsurprisingly* * @Morgan shakes his head (@Morgan) Never heard of it (Edward) No. It's very traditional. The men there go out onto the oceans when they hit a certain number of winters. The song is about a man determined to leave his people and find a new way of life out of the Aurora-glow. But wherever he goes, he is never happy. * @Morgan nods * Edward glances over at Morgan briefly (@Morgan) cheerful crowd, aren't they (Edward) *he shrugs* In the end he realises that the reason he was unhappy everywhere was because he was the one thing he could never leave behind. He accepts his problem is himself, and returns home. (@Morgan) I see (Edward) Oh and there's one about a man who is riding along the seashore when he hears a siren out on the rocks, and is drawn to her so walks his horse out into the sea and drowns (@Morgan) I can see why you'd think the first one relates to me but... the second? * Edward frowns (Edward) I did not say either did (@Morgan) Even I can see how the first one does... (Edward) I can see that I suppose (Edward) But I wasn't thinking of you, they are just songs I liked * @Morgan nods * Edward looks amused (Edward) I like Molly's singing, I wasn't trying to imply she was a siren * @Morgan chuckles (@Morgan) I can't say I thought you did * Edward looks around them (Edward) I forgot to congratulate you earlier, and that was badly done of me. (@Morgan) For... (Edward) Your achievements with the negotiations * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) The only thing I did was tell the Eisenfurst how I planned to handle Gottkirchen (Edward) Your two new titles, land, trade... I'm impressed. (@Morgan) Molly's doing. She negotiated those things (Edward) And she is your _Wife_. Her success is your success, her failures your failures. She is a reflection of you and your leadership. (@Morgan) Thats as maybe, but she should be congratulated, not me (@Morgan) or... before me * Edward frowns a little (Edward) That's very non-traditional * @Morgan looks to the sky (@Morgan) Are you proud of her achievement? (Edward) I have not thought of her achievement not being your achievement. (@Morgan) They are hers... Yes I guided and supported parts of it, but she negotiated the Eisenfurst to those concessions... she deserves recognition for that (Edward) When a fishing vessel brings in a great haul that feeds a village, we congratulate the Captain. He may not have hauled the nets with his own hands, but he lead and trained his crew. Similarly, if the catch fails, we blame the Captain, not the crew. (@Morgan) But we are not a fishing vessel... (Edward) Marriage is like a ship. (@Morgan) In that case, you should go and congratulate father for his achievements in Molly getting it negotiated... (Edward) Why? (@Morgan) Because he would be captain of the ship, surely (Edward) No. You are the Captain of your marriage (@Morgan) But he is the captain of the family... (Edward) He is the Captain of own his marriage. I am talking about marriage, not family * Edward looks fairly relaxed (@Morgan) Alright... I think it would help her if you told _her_ you're impressed... or proud... (Edward) Why? (@Morgan) Because it shows you appreciate and respect her for her, not because she's married to me. I think it would bring you both a little closer (Edward) I will think on it. I do not know her as a woman, not a wife, yet * @Morgan nods (Edward) I will spend some time with her, and we will see. What normally would happen is that I praise you, you tell her and you voice _your_ pride and respect in her and how she has supported your mission. You are het Captain, but she is your indespensible First Officer. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I know. You know my reason for wanting you to tell her yourself * Edward smiles a little (Edward) I do. (Edward) And I hope that although you may not agree, there are reasons why taking praise directly to her goes against my usual methods (@Morgan) I understand * Edward inclines his head (Edward) Regardless, your ship has brought in a good haul that will benefit Sudlachenburg, and I hope Graben also. You should take pride in that. (@Morgan) I do. In honesty, I'm not sure I would have pulled that off. (Edward) Why not? (@Morgan) There was no threat of violence, I'm not used to that sort of negotiation * Edward nods (Edward) You appear to have picked a first officer that will be useful to your mission (@Morgan) and beautiful to boot * Edward glances at him (Edward) Are you going to get all possessive if I agree? (@Morgan) I think I'll manage to restrain myself from pushing you off your horse * Edward laughs (Edward) If you'd like, I can tell her that you did (@Morgan) I'm not sure she'd believe that (Edward) Most would (@Morgan) of me? Mild mannered, even tempered... that'd be like accepting that I threw a man out of a window for being insulting * Edward laughs (Edward) In Avalon? (@Morgan) No, on our way to see the Eisenfurst... Seefuer (Edward) How did he insult you? (@Morgan) He refused to let a room to us because we were not vaticine. After being rather rude, I assisted his leaving. * Edward snorts, laughing loudly (Edward) Seeufer is a horrid place still (@Morgan) The Eisenfurst did not take well to news of how the place is being run (Edward) Good. Too many people died, and too many men like Father lost so much of their lives to it * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) The Eisenfurst pushed me quite hard on how I intended to deal with Gottkirchen with it being a vaticine grafdom * Edward watches Adalbrechts back in the distance (Edward) What said you? * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) That I'm not going to do what others have done and rip out all the support and structure the vaticine churches have in place... Time to put that behaviour to bed. * Edward nods (Edward) I know a Graf in Heilgrund who converted from a family that was strongly Vaticine whilst he was still Veisgraf. I can put you in touch with him? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) obviously I don't intend to do that but the knowledge would be helpful * Edward nods (Edward) Write any questions you have, and I'll deal with it * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) thank you (@Morgan) I must admit there is one thing Molly didn't manage to get (Edward) What is that? (@Morgan) You know the theory of aiming higher than you'd be willing to accept? (Edward) Of course. (@Morgan) She aimed for Archduchess * Edward looks surprised (@Morgan) We were willing to give ground on a few things as well, but didn't have to (Edward) It sounds like good groundwork had been put in place with His Grace * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) I just treated him as I do everyone (Edward) You have an ambitious first officer, do you not fear mutiny? * Edward watches him a moment (@Morgan) No... we work to the same purpose (@Morgan) and we are utterly and hopelessly set on eachother * Edward makes a face of mock disgust (Edward) Sickening. (@Morgan) I know... * Edward smiles (@Morgan) wouldn't find that sort of behaviour in Montaigne, I tell you (Edward) No? (@Morgan) No, they're much more civilised there (Edward) More civilised than loving their wives? * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) You are familiar with sarcasm, yes? (Edward) Vaguely. * Edward grins (Edward) Captains like Father and I, we need obedient First Officers... (@Morgan) because you can't handle spirited ones * @Morgan raises an eyebrow (@Morgan) hang on... (@Morgan) Given what we know about who's really in charge... that'd make mother the captain * Edward frowns (Edward) No... Mother is just a very capable, ridiculously adored first officer who has a very solid influence upon her Captain * Edward smirks * @Morgan looks skeptical (Edward) Sounds a bit like your own first officer, actually! (@Morgan) But I have no issue admitting such (@Morgan) My ship isn't any worse off for my absence... * Edward looks to think about this (Edward) You will be able to see this whilst you're away * @Morgan snorts (@Morgan) it was a requirement that she went... she's the ambassador... (Edward) No, I meant how Molly will run the ship tomorrow and Friday (@Morgan) I see... You intend to let her? (Edward) I won't let her do anything I do not think you would permit, though I meant more at a personal level, her and Varick * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) She's fiercely protective of him, and loves him deeply (Edward) Of course she does, that's what mothers do * @Morgan broods for a moment before shaking it off * Edward watches him (Edward) If you decide you want to talk about it... * @Morgan shakes his head (@Morgan) I was just thinking about Alarice * Edward sighs (Edward) What most mothers do. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I was wondering how she got that so wrong when a woman who's not had children yet gets it so right * Edward shrugs (Edward) I think it comes naturally to some * @Morgan nods (Edward) Do you have any specific rules or instructions you want imposed? (@Morgan) If she decides to drink... not much. And nothing that could end up with her injured * Edward frowns (Edward) Her training is to go on hold? (@Morgan) No, but... take it steady. She cant really afford to lose any blood just yet * Edward nods, still frowning * @Morgan looks at Edward, waiting (Edward) And the situation with drinking...? (@Morgan) She's a lightweight and I'd rather her not feel ill from it (Edward) You are such a sap. * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) excuse me for caring (Edward) You will want to know of any behaviour that would need correction? * Edward looks serious rather than joking (@Morgan) Don't take this the wrong way... but you got entirely the wrong end of a conversation before... (Edward) What conversation? (@Morgan) Between her and the Eisenfurst... so your view on her behaviour might be a little... inaccurate (Edward) I will simply tell you what has occured * @Morgan nods (Edward) Only you can decide whether to take your wife in hand over it (@Morgan) Then please, any concerns... and I'll raise them if I feel its needed * Edward nods (Edward) I need to go and speak with James a minute, if you'll excuse me? (@Morgan) of course * Edward inclines his head before riding up the line, leaving Morgan alone ** Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Friday, 6 November 2020 17:33:44 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic (Molly) **The weather changes intermittently as they ride. After a little while of having Varick, Morgan has now given him over to Adalbrecht again, and is riding beside Molly towards the back of their party. She looks quite at ease, smiling at him whenever their gazes meet. (Molly) Not long now, liebling, and our little road trip will be at an end * @Morgan nods (Molly) I hear the town house is rather opulent (@Morgan) I can't say it surprises me, given who owns it (Molly) I think he left a lot if the decisions on decorating to his Mistress ((the Vodacce mother of Isiah and his younger sons)) * @Morgan nods (Molly) I must say, I am looking forward to it * Molly smiles (@Morgan) really? (Molly) The townhouse, the shopping and museums, yes. * Molly glances at his expression, trying to read him * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I imagine the museums will be interesting * Molly nods (Molly) I think that's likely. It will be good for Varick. I should imagine he and I will be exhausted by Friday evening! * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I believe Edward is looking forward to taking you shopping * Molly smiles (Molly) He certainly has an enthusiasm for women's fashion * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I think I'm a little too utilitarian for that (Molly) Clothing is irrelevant? *it's only the sparkle in her eyes that give her away* * @Morgan smirks (Molly) You were a great help when I picked my first wedding dress (@Morgan) Wedding dresses are easy, though * Molly smiles, distracted (Molly) Indeed. I would rather have you assessing the dresses upon my body though... * @Morgan nods (Molly) Perhaps next time we come this way you will accompany us to the museums and dress shops (@Morgan) Maybe, aye * Molly looks thoughtful (Molly) We might come this way for their wedding... stay at the same Inns... * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) perhaps * Molly glances at him with an innocentish smile (Molly) Visit the same taverns * @Morgan raises an eyebrow * Molly shrugs playfully (Molly) In one country or another, there will be a busy tavern where we stay for the final round of drinks. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm sure there will * Molly smiles (Molly) I am glad to hear that, Mon petit chou (Molly) However, Atemlos and Zweibrucke are not anonymous enough * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) not nearly * Molly checks that they are out of range enough from the others to gossip (Molly) So, are you going to enlighten me on the thing that got you into so much trouble? ** New query from Morgan (Available on submenu 'Windows') * @Morgan glances round (@Morgan) Sorgi and Claudia... were intimate * Molly looks a little surprised (Molly) I thought perhaps you were joking * @Morgan shakes his head (Molly) That's unexpected (@Morgan) Not really... there's clearly something going on, even if neither of them will admit it to themselves (Molly) They just appeared to be friends to me. There's a respect there and tolerance if each other's company, but men and women can work perfectly well together without harbouring clandestine affections for each oth-... *she pauses. This is similar to a concersation they had in tawstock about Charles and Siobhan, and Morgan had pointed out that she and himself worked in such close proximity. If he'd recall it, I'll send sceeenshot* (@Morgan) ((he would)) (@Morgan) That statement didn't really hold out, did it * Molly giggles (Molly) I knew I was very, very fond of you, I was terrified you were about to put two and two together and be horrified! (@Morgan) Funny how things turn out * Molly smiles (@Morgan) Karlsruhe is putting something I said in his book... (Molly) Oh! What was it? (@Morgan) We were discussing what happened to his lands and how I was trying to think of something that could be done. He told me not to waste any energy on it... I said that energy spent in the search for justice is never wasted * Molly nods, grinning (Molly) I like that, liebling (@Morgan) so did he apparently (Molly) I suppose justice being pursued is part of justice itself * @Morgan nods (Molly) How was the meditation? I was watching, it looked interesting (@Morgan) I kept getting distracted (Molly) Oh? By? (@Morgan) I dont know * Molly looks thoughtful (Molly) All the way through, or just at the beginning? (@Morgan) Mostly towards the start... * Molly smiles a little (Molly) Is that common? (@Morgan) first time its happened (Molly) Interesting... I got distracted by Edward asking me to sing about half way through, so I stopped staring at you ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Friday, 6 November 2020 20:39:38 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… -NickServ- Welcome to Blitzed IRC Network, MollyK! Here on Blitzed IRC Network, we provide services to enable the registration of nicknames and channels! For details, type /msg NickServ help and /msg ChanServ help. ** You have joined #7thseaic (MollyK) [20:37] (Molly) Interesting... I got distracted by Edward asking me to sing about half way through, so I stopped staring at you * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) It wasn't like I felt like I was being watched either (MollyK) Very odd ** Molly has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) (MollyK) What was the reading today? (@Morgan) Remember: Matter. How tiny your share of it. Time. How brief and fleeting your allotment of it. Fate. How small a role you play in it. * MollyK bites her lip, smiling (MollyK) Unless you're a sheepdog * @Morgan scowls (@Morgan) apparently so * MollyK frowns deeply (MollyK) I am sorry, I did not mean to anger you (@Morgan) You didn't blossom... sheepdog indeed... (@Morgan) I suppose I could have been called a tool * MollyK giggles {relief} (MollyK) A hammer... * MollyK fidgets, blushing * @Morgan nods slightly (MollyK) I think I'd best not elaborate... (@Morgan) I'm thinking something to do with... pounding? * MollyK giggles (MollyK) I'm thinking that often! (@Morgan) I've noticed (MollyK) I could try to stop, if you prefer? *she smirks slightly* (@Morgan) No you couldn't (MollyK) I did say _try_. Besides, you yourself labelled me incorrigible a few weeks ago, and that was before things changed! * @Morgan nods * MollyK inhales and exhales deeply (MollyK) *quietly* Best not think upon it too much. We are definitely not alone enough for me to have to resolve my frustration in the saddle! * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I quite agree * @Morgan looks around, humming quietly (MollyK) I suspect in these trousers it would actually be doable (@Morgan) I expect you're right, actually (MollyK) Perhaps we could explore that sharing a horse at some point *she laughs. She tries to work out what he was humming * * @Morgan laughs (@Morgan) Between Edwards smirking and fathers complaining about how its just not done, I'm not sure I could stand it * MollyK looks confused (MollyK) Sharing a horse? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) He was extremely sour about you not riding side saddle... and Edward has a mind that can find the innuendo in any situation * MollyK giggles (MollyK) Whereas we seem to make an innuendo into a situation! * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) quite so (MollyK) I'm not complaining *she smiles at him* * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) good (MollyK) Did he make an innuendo about you coming to find me earlier? * MollyK smirks (@Morgan) No, he was more concerned about your safety (@Morgan) I came to find you in case you were... indisposed * MollyK bites her lip (MollyK) I was mostly trying to outrun my frustration from day dreaming * @Morgan nods * MollyK glances at him (MollyK) Were you hoping to find me indisposed, my Lord? (@Morgan) Maybe a little * MollyK smiles (MollyK) That was why you said you would let me go on and did not want to distract me? (@Morgan) You clearly needed some time on your own, for whatever reason (MollyK) I had gotten myself very engaged in a day dream, Edward kept asking me about Carleon, then Claudia was asking me about training * @Morgan nods (MollyK) But your company would not have been unwelcome. You just seemed content where you were. Certainly if I had known what you were imagining I was up to I'd likely have been doing that *she giggles, blushing * * @Morgan laughs (@Morgan) I think splashing about in the stream did you good though * MollyK smiles (MollyK) I suspect I could do both at once (@Morgan) Probably, aye * MollyK bites her lip (MollyK) It had been your intent to join me? (@Morgan) No, Edwards concern was infectious * MollyK nods (MollyK) And then the rest was spontaneous? * MollyK starts to look very distracted * @Morgan nods, glancing at her * MollyK doesn't even notice him nod. She is blushing, smiling to herself * @Morgan looks up along the group, humming again * MollyK snaps out of it at his humming (MollyK) Sorry, did you say something? (MollyK) **the group seems at ease, travelling quietly * @Morgan glances at her (@Morgan) No, sorry, did I disturb your thinking? (MollyK) No no, I needed to not get too focused on that! * MollyK exhales slowly, then smiles (MollyK) What will you do about them and what they did? * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) leave them be for now. If it starts causing issues, I'll be forced to step in (MollyK) You would insist they wed? (@Morgan) No, but if I need to send one of them away to man a ship, I will do * MollyK sighs (MollyK) That would be unfortunate. But he cannot take her as a mistress, and I know you generally do not approve of clandestine liaisons * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Not when it has the potential to disrupt things or hurt my friend (MollyK) You definitely seemed against it when we did not know if Lady Catherine would agree to me being your mistress... * @Morgan nods (MollyK) You will be preventing it happening on the Rose? (@Morgan) We can do without it causing issues in a confined space * MollyK blinks a moment (MollyK) I have misunderstood you I think. What do you mean? (@Morgan) Claudia and Sorgi... (MollyK) So it would be hard to prevent them finding an occasion and location, therefore hoping to prevent it is futile? ** You are now disconnected (Ping timeout) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Friday, 6 November 2020 21:38:13 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic ** moll has joined #7thseaic ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Friday, 6 November 2020 21:38:18 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… ** New query from NickServ (Available on submenu 'Windows') (on Blitzed #2) ** You have joined #7thseaic (moll) [21:36] (MollyK) So it would be hard to prevent them finding an occasion and location, therefore hoping to prevent it is futile? (moll) [21:36] (MollyK) So it would be hard to prevent them finding an occasion and location, therefore hoping to prevent it is futile? ** Morgan has quit (Killed (NickServ (GHOST command used by mads_))) ** Morgan has quit (Killed (NickServ (GHOST command used by mads_))) ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan (moll) [21:36] (MollyK) So it would be hard to prevent them finding an occasion and location, therefore hoping to prevent it is futile? (moll) [21:36] (MollyK) So it would be hard to prevent them finding an occasion and location, therefore hoping to prevent it is futile? ** MollyK has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) ** MollyK has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) (@Morgan) No, I'm going to make it clear that it isn't to happen, there's nowhere to avoid any fallout from it if it goes sour aboardship (@Morgan) No, I'm going to make it clear that it isn't to happen, there's nowhere to avoid any fallout from it if it goes sour aboardship (moll) A suggestion, liebling? (moll) A suggestion, liebling? (@Morgan) go on (@Morgan) go on (moll) Let them know before dinner. If he is going back to the Rose with you, tonight is their last night together (moll) Let them know before dinner. If he is going back to the Rose with you, tonight is their last night together * moll looks serious * moll looks serious * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) she says there is nothing further but... I suspect otherwose (@Morgan) she says there is nothing further but... I suspect otherwose * moll nods * moll nods (moll) I thought when we got back from Carleon and I kissed you that final time just outside Tawstock that there would be nothing further too (moll) I thought when we got back from Carleon and I kissed you that final time just outside Tawstock that there would be nothing further too (@Morgan) fair point (@Morgan) fair point (moll) They may intend that to be the end of it? (moll) They may intend that to be the end of it? (@Morgan) Thats certainly how it seemed (@Morgan) Thats certainly how it seemed (moll) But then so did we! *she smiles at him* (moll) But then so did we! *she smiles at him* * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (moll) But then five hundred years of destiny had other plans *she giggles* (moll) But then five hundred years of destiny had other plans *she giggles* * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) woof (@Morgan) woof * moll laughs softly * moll laughs softly (moll) You can only tell them what you expect and leave it in their hands, I suppose (moll) You can only tell them what you expect and leave it in their hands, I suppose (moll) Do you need to chastise Sorgi for taking James to that place? (moll) Do you need to chastise Sorgi for taking James to that place? * moll frowns * moll frowns (@Morgan) I may do, but James made the choice to go (@Morgan) I may do, but James made the choice to go (moll) I suppose he is a grown man... (moll) I suppose he is a grown man... * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * moll looks concerned * moll looks concerned (moll) He seemed upset by it though (moll) He seemed upset by it though (@Morgan) Things didn't go as he had planned (@Morgan) Things didn't go as he had planned * moll looks to be puzzling over this * moll looks to be puzzling over this (moll) How so? (moll) How so? * @Morgan looks at her * @Morgan looks at her (@Morgan) He got... overexcited (@Morgan) He got... overexcited * moll looks surprised * moll looks surprised (moll) Oh! (moll) Oh! * moll looks thoughtful * moll looks thoughtful (moll) I see... I think? (moll) I see... I think? (@Morgan) Its not really the sort of thing I want to explain or have you thinking about (@Morgan) Its not really the sort of thing I want to explain or have you thinking about * moll frowns a little * moll frowns a little (moll) I am not a prude, liebling (moll) I am not a prude, liebling (@Morgan) I am well aware of that... but I would rather not have you thinking about another mans... (@Morgan) I am well aware of that... but I would rather not have you thinking about another mans... * moll 's nose wrinkles * moll 's nose wrinkles (moll) I cannot say I ever have thought of that part of any man but you... however, would you tell me if I imagine your... ? *she giggles, blushing* (moll) I cannot say I ever have thought of that part of any man but you... however, would you tell me if I imagine your... ? *she giggles, blushing* (@Morgan) Well, its never happened to me (@Morgan) Well, its never happened to me (moll) Well now I am even more fascinated! Is it something I could do to you? (moll) Well now I am even more fascinated! Is it something I could do to you? * moll looks intrigued * moll looks intrigued * @Morgan shakes his head * @Morgan shakes his head (@Morgan) He was unable to control his excitement and things ended prematurely (@Morgan) He was unable to control his excitement and things ended prematurely * moll looks thoughtful * moll looks thoughtful (moll) I see... (moll) I see... * moll starts to looks distracted again, pinching her lip * moll starts to looks distracted again, pinching her lip * moll shakes her head briefly, smiling at him * moll shakes her head briefly, smiling at him (moll) There's some minor appeal, I suppose (moll) There's some minor appeal, I suppose (@Morgan) Not for your first time... (@Morgan) Not for your first time... * moll giggles * moll giggles (moll) No, that would have been very distressing to me! (moll) No, that would have been very distressing to me! * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (moll) I had waited far too long, with almost no patience remaining... *she smirks* (moll) I had waited far too long, with almost no patience remaining... *she smirks* * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (moll) It is very lucky that I knew so little of what it would be like... (moll) It is very lucky that I knew so little of what it would be like... (@Morgan) oh? (@Morgan) oh? (moll) If I had known back in the spring what I know now, I think I would have requested you considered a de futuro betrothal! (moll) If I had known back in the spring what I know now, I think I would have requested you considered a de futuro betrothal! * moll glances at his expression * moll glances at his expression * @Morgan looks shocked * @Morgan looks shocked * moll blushes, looking embarassed rather than playful * moll blushes, looking embarassed rather than playful (moll) Sorry, I should not have said that (moll) Sorry, I should not have said that (@Morgan) I think my father would have killed me if I'd suggested that (@Morgan) I think my father would have killed me if I'd suggested that (moll) It would have already been a done deal when we arrived in Eisen, what could he have done? (moll) It would have already been a done deal when we arrived in Eisen, what could he have done? * moll frowns slightly * moll frowns slightly (moll) Or maybe it wouldn't have been. (moll) Or maybe it wouldn't have been. (@Morgan) No? (@Morgan) No? * moll shrugs a little * moll shrugs a little (moll) I don't know you were ready until closer to the wedding, I suppose (moll) I don't know you were ready until closer to the wedding, I suppose * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I think you're right (@Morgan) I think you're right (moll) I think it would not have made much odds then. I was not willing to do anything you weren't ready for (moll) I think it would not have made much odds then. I was not willing to do anything you weren't ready for * @Morgan nids * @Morgan nids (@Morgan) I was and am grateful for that (@Morgan) I was and am grateful for that (moll) You are still grateful, why? (moll) You are still grateful, why? * moll frowns slightly * moll frowns slightly (@Morgan) That you do not push me for things I'm not ready for (@Morgan) That you do not push me for things I'm not ready for * moll 's expression becomes neutral * moll 's expression becomes neutral (moll) You need only to make it clear when there is something of that nature that comes up (moll) You need only to make it clear when there is something of that nature that comes up (@Morgan) I know (@Morgan) I know * @Morgan smiles * @Morgan smiles * moll nods slightly, but her body language looks tense * moll nods slightly, but her body language looks tense (@Morgan) Dont do that (@Morgan) Dont do that (moll) I am... ill at ease (moll) I am... ill at ease (@Morgan) because? (@Morgan) because? (moll) Because I do not know what you aren't ready for, why you aren't ready, what I have perhaps troubled you with... (moll) Because I do not know what you aren't ready for, why you aren't ready, what I have perhaps troubled you with... (@Morgan) You haven't troubled me... and I don't know what I'm not ready for, which is a nice change to not being ready for anything (@Morgan) You haven't troubled me... and I don't know what I'm not ready for, which is a nice change to not being ready for anything (moll) *she exhales slowly, trying to drop the neutrality* I am feeling on edge and wary, and that makes me want to protect myself (moll) *she exhales slowly, trying to drop the neutrality* I am feeling on edge and wary, and that makes me want to protect myself * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I understand (@Morgan) I understand * moll nods * moll nods (moll) Perhaps we should talk of something else? (moll) Perhaps we should talk of something else? (moll) *he notices that Edward is riding back towards them* (moll) *he notices that Edward is riding back towards them* (@Morgan) I rather fancy your wish is about to be granted (@Morgan) I rather fancy your wish is about to be granted * moll sighs. Her expression returns to neutral, but he can still see that tension in her body language * moll sighs. Her expression returns to neutral, but he can still see that tension in her body language (moll) Looks like you're correct, liebes herz (moll) Looks like you're correct, liebes herz (@Morgan) think of nice things like streams and sitting against a tree (@Morgan) think of nice things like streams and sitting against a tree * moll suddenly blushes hard, ruining the neutrality, though it doesn't entirely remove the tension * moll suddenly blushes hard, ruining the neutrality, though it doesn't entirely remove the tension ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 12:32:22 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan (Molly) **Edward looks quite relaxed, but a glance at Molly draws a microexpression of worry. He addresses Morgan* I wanted a word, but if it's a bad time I can wait until we get to Atemlos? (@Morgan) Blossom, would you excuse us? (Molly) **Molly's thoughts slip through "Shake it off, Moll, you're being an ass." (Molly) Of course, if you will excuse me I am going to go on ahead and give my horse a little run before we reach the city. * @Morgan nods (Molly) **Edwards expression flashes with disapproval, but he doesn't voice it* ** You're now known as Edward (@Morgan) Whats on your mind Edward (Edward) **Molly glances between them, then looks to Morgan, waiting to be dismissed* (@Morgan) Actually... no, I think its time you told us both... * Edward frowns (Edward) I rather think not. Perhaps riding back along the way we came is safer, as we have already seen there is no danger there. * @Morgan sighs (@Morgan) very well... blossom, give us a minute please, take Claudia if you wish to run (Edward) *Molly nods briefly, moving up towards Claudia* * Edward starts to frown more (@Morgan) Spit it out, Edward (Edward) I am sorry, but I did not think you would want her hearing the plans for me taking James to Petra. * @Morgan sighs (@Morgan) I'm sorry. I have a feeling she feels you do not trust her, and wanted to overcome it. Whats your issue with her riding ahead? (Edward) **Up ahead, both women set off fast, though it's clear that the Palomino is faster. Edward watches them* We haven't scouted the road, you have no idea whether there's bandits or worse. But it's your ship, sail it as you will * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Tell me about James... (Edward) We will be leaving before dinner, and I wouldn't expect to be back until very late tonight. I have told Father I have some friends in Atemlos I want to share the news of my betrothal with. (@Morgan) and you're taking James to share that news because.... (Edward) Because one of them has shipping trade and James is your man of business. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) that should satisfy his curiosity (Edward) Indeed. But you need to know in case he has questions * @Morgan nods * Edward again glances in the direction of the women, but they're out of sight (Edward) If I can find some equipment, I will give Molly some training before we go out * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) She'll appreciate that (Edward) And Claudia wants to them give her some sword training afterwards, if you do not think she will be too tired from travelling... **He's starting to frown again* (Edward) Then* (@Morgan) Is that a general disapproval of her learning sword skills or something else? (Edward) Something else... But now also that *he smiles slightly* (@Morgan) What is the something else? (Edward) She looked very tense when I rode up. Is everything well? (@Morgan) I think so, but I noticed that also, hence why I tried to keep her here. I will find out. (Edward) You said she disappears off when there's something in her mind. Do you usually let that run its course? (@Morgan) Usually, aye. Until she's ready to have my input on things * Edward nods (Edward) Alright. I will not permit her going off like this in Atemlos though. * @Morgan chuckles (@Morgan) I'll speak with her about it (Edward) If it is needed, I will find her somewhere quiet, but she will be in my sight or Fathers if we are out in the city. *he looks serious* * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I appreciate your taking her safety seriously * Edward nods (Edward) Very seriously. Hers and Varick's. * @Morgan nods (Edward) Are you taking Claudia with you? (@Morgan) I was going to take Sorgi * Edward nods (Edward) He seems a likeable sort of man. Very solid, even with being Vaticine * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) He saved her life * Edward looks intrigued (Edward) When she nearly drowned? (@Morgan) When she was attacked (Edward) The debt collectors? * @Morgan nods (Edward) How did that happen? (@Morgan) He smashed a big vase over one of the attackers heads * Edward smiles slightly (Edward) That would do it. That is why he ended up captaining your ship? (@Morgan) No, that was on the cards anyway... * Edward nods (Edward) It's an unusual choice, a Vaticine captain on an objectionist ship (@Morgan) I value the man, not his faith * Edward nods (Edward) Will your crew feel the same? (@Morgan) They can deal with it or not be on my ship (Edward) Sorgi is that valuable to you? (@Morgan) Partly. Partly we need to move past that to move forward * Edward nods (Edward) Not always so easy to let go of though * @Morgan smiles (@Morgan) No (Edward) I still don't like hearing prayers in Thean (@Morgan) Why? (Edward) Reminds me of battlefields * @Morgan nods (Edward) I remember when Alarice converted, thinking what a waste it was after Father and uncle Hans had fought for reform that they handed her over to a man who insisted on her conversion (@Morgan) You realise of course that it was expected of Molly to convert... * Edward looks a little awkward (Edward) My apologies, I meant no offence (@Morgan) We don't mind when it means they convert to how we believe * Edward nods slowly (Edward) I suppose not. I would have expected Mina to convert, had I had the misfortune of her being Vaticine * @Morgan nods (Edward) Was it a struggle to get Molly to agree? * @Morgan shakes his head (@Morgan) Avalonian faith is... unforgiving. (Edward) For all their national practicality, they've been utterly impractical about their religion (@Morgan) Thats part of how the monarchy keeps them in line * Edward nods (Edward) The constant threat grates after a while, especially when you can do nothing about it * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) indeed * Edward starts frowning a little (Edward) Are you going to be present for the swimming tomorrow * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) depends how late it takes place * Edward nods (Edward) I will suggest the morning to Father if you wish * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'd like to see how he reacts to the wet clothing * Edward frowns deeply (Edward) Why? (@Morgan) Because its going to be hilarious, thats why. As you said, how will he handle that when trousers flustered him so * Edward shrugs, the frown disappearing (Edward) Yes, you are right. I was distracted by the thought of anyone seeing _my_ wife in wet clothing. (@Morgan) I'm trying to keep _that_ at bay... it'd be unseemly to belt my own father * Edward nods (Edward) I would never let the situation occur, because I wouldn't want to hear the dishonour of having hit him (Edward) Bear* (@Morgan) You feel I should not allow him to teach her? (Edward) I feel it is not my business. I can understand the importance of her being safe * Edward shrugs * @Morgan stretches (@Morgan) perhaps I should stop being preoccupied and teach her myself (Edward) You could take her to the lake this evening instead of me teaching her archery? (@Morgan) and you teach her tomorrow? (Edward) If you like. I do not think there will be time on Friday (@Morgan) No, I rather think she's planning to pull you to every clothes shop in Atemlos * Edward smiles (Edward) No, there's only a few that have even half a chance of doing her radiance justice *he glances at Morgan's reaction* * @Morgan nods slowly * Edward laughs (Edward) It isn't a worthwhile shopping trip if they do not feel beautiful at the end of it, and I will suffice for you. * @Morgan chuckles (Edward) Perhaps Father will be as much a gentleman about her wet clothing as she told me in the tavern last night that you were * Edward smirks * @Morgan raises an eyebrow (Edward) She told me you were very gentlemanly about her see through swimwear, and it was a little disappointing, given her own struggles to keep her eyes off you *he laughs* * @Morgan laughs (@Morgan) I certainly hope he isn't as gentlemanly as I was then... I failed, even momentarily, to keep my eyes to myself * Edward laughs (Edward) I cannot say I would do any better with Mina * @Morgan nods * Edward smiles a little (Edward) It is good to know that there is not another man who will get to take my place at her side now * @Morgan nods (Edward) I always wondered when I received any missive from Potts if that would be the one that brought me the news she was betrothed. I felt sick as soon as I saw his crest (@Morgan) I rather think father feels the same about seeing his crest... * Edward frowns a little (Edward) Not to that degree. I've drunken myself to unconsciousness over it a time of two * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm glad you no longer have to bear that * Edward nods, smiling (Edward) As am I. The thought of her betrothed to another man {jealousy, anger}, _wanting to be_ betrothed to him... * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Stop thinking on it * Edward laughs (Edward) I'll think on teaching her to swim in the cold lakes in the mountains instead then. * @Morgan smirks (@Morgan) I'll bet you will * Edward laughs again (Edward) You can guarantee that if the swimming lesson is not until you have left, you will not need to worry about me looking at your wife in wet clothing (@Morgan) no? (Edward) I have seen more than my fair share of undressed and barely dressed women, I have no interest in adding to that number. Plus, I would not break our trust like that. * @Morgan nods (Edward) Just as I know you would do the same if it were the other way round. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) indeed * Edward smiles (Edward) I can only conclude your wife was so busy looking at you in wet clothing that she did not notice you looking at her * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) There were reflections (Edward) **the city of Atemlos appears in the distance. There's no sign of Claudia or Molly (Edward) In the lake you taught her to swim at? (@Morgan) [are you alright blossom] (@Morgan) No... nevermind * Edward looks confused, watching him (Edward) **He gets no reply** (@Morgan) I'm going to ride on ahead, see if I can find them * Edward frowns (Edward) I hope I have not said something I shouldn't? * Edward looks unnerved (@Morgan) No, just... it was when she nearly drowned (@Morgan) I stole a glance * Edward nods slowly (Edward) You have not told me about how she nearly drowned yet (@Morgan) slipped into a pool (Edward) We can discuss it another time if you are keen to find her * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) You will join me?> (Edward) If you wish **he looks nonchalant, but his microexpression shows that he is glad** (@Morgan) best tell father we are going, otherwise he'll panic and follow us (Edward) As if he could keep up! * Edward smiles (@Morgan) well, true (Edward) **They get a moment to tell Adalbrecht, who has Varick on his lap. The city of Atemlos is only a couple of miles away, pretty, sat beside the wide river that runs from the Sudlache through Zweibrucke and out to the Great River. * Edward waits til they're out of earshot before asking (Edward) This was where you were working? * @Morgan nods (Edward) When she was going to be your mistress? * @Morgan frowns slightly (@Morgan) a little before * Edward increases to a canter, enough to talk but not too slow (Edward) It was a close run thing, like last week? (@Morgan) Not so close, no, but a little longer and it would have been (Edward) How did she manage to survive it? (@Morgan) She managed to scream and I heard * Edward smiles (Edward) You saved her? * @Morgan nods (Edward) That's a pretty romantic start to a relationship * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) I suppose so (Edward) Better than biting her lip and making her bleed, as I did to Mina! *he laughs* * @Morgan nods, smiling slightly (@Morgan) [blossom, where are you] (Edward) [At the City marker, I am talking with Claudia] (@Morgan) [is all well?] (Edward) You were friends before you planned to take her as a mistress? * @Morgan nods (Edward) [Apart from feeling ashamed of myself for being unpleasant with you, yes] (@Morgan) eventually... I was not a pleasant person to work with (@Morgan) [I am relieved. I was worried something had happened. Why were you unpleasant?] (Edward) Would Father approve of you having looked at a woman who wasn't your wife's reflection in wet clothing? *he laughs* (@Morgan) Absolutely not (Edward) [It's a long story. It does not matter. What matters is that I love you] (@Morgan) [it matters to me blossom] (Edward) He would not have tolerated you having a mistress in Die Dauerhaftigkeit! (@Morgan) No, he would not. I would have respected that (Edward) [Later the- *she gets distracted by Claudia* really, as distressed as that?!] (Edward) What would you have done? (@Morgan) [we're on our way. When I got no response I got concerned and to stop now would raise suspicions] (Edward) [Perhaps you were too far away? Has that happened before?] (@Morgan) I suppose I'd have stayed away if thats what he wished * Edward nods a little (Edward) His attitude about mistresses is very old fashioned. (@Morgan) Thats because he's very old (@Morgan) [Yes, but only when you were at the mine] * Edward nods, looking a little sad (Edward) He is, unfortunately (Edward) [Intriguing] * Edward looks over the city (Edward) I'd have take Mina as a mistress if I had had to * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm not surprised * Edward obviously starts brooding about something ** You are now disconnected (Ping timeout) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 15:16:12 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic (Molly) [15:13] * Edward obviously starts brooding about something ** Edward has quit (Ping timeout: 250 seconds) (@Morgan) Something on your mind? (Molly) I think we should leave that alone ** You're now known as Edward * Edward looks around (@Morgan) I must admit that bothers me (Edward) You won't like it and I don't want to drag up the past. (@Morgan) I am aware that things would be different. That is already my burden to bear (Edward) **the road is surprisingly quiet, and in the far distance he can see Molly and Claudia off their horses and sat on the marker * Edward shakes his head (Edward) Mina and I are happy now. The time we have spent apart is because I sailed the ship directly at the rocks, not because of you. * @Morgan slows his horse * Edward sighs, doing likewise (@Morgan) The past is what we cannot change now * @Morgan glances at his brother (@Morgan) unless you've got some hidden ability you've not told me about... * Edward frowns deeply, almost scowling (Edward) No, and if I had we would not be here. * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) then we must continue on this path of getting to know each other better * Edward nods slowly (Edward) I suppose so. I want to move forward (@Morgan) I think we've been doing that (Edward) Yes, I think so to. I wouldn't want to set that back (Edward) ((Level of tension visible from a distance?)) (@Morgan) ((not masses)) * @Morgan nods * Edward appears to be waiting on whether Morgan has dropped it (@Morgan) There they are * Edward nods (Edward) They look fine * @Morgan nods (Edward) What do you intend to do about the swimming this evening, I need to know whether to ask the staff about a bow and some arrows? (Edward) **Molly and Claudia mount back up** (@Morgan) Its a good idea, I'll arrange it with Molly to do it tonight * Edward inclines his head, smiling a little (Edward) Are you taking Father? (@Morgan) Best not really (Edward) Not if you're going to be as gentlemanly as in the past! *he smirks* (@Morgan) Well... it'd be remiss of me to miss an opportunity, really * Edward nods (Edward) Best not miss two in a day! * @Morgan looks confused (Edward) Earlier when you let her go off alone, and you said you knew what I was thinking about missed opportunities (@Morgan) Whats it like to be wrong? * Edward looks confused (Edward) I don't know what you mean (@Morgan) I didn't miss an opportunity after all * Edward laughs loudly (Edward) I am impressed. I am beginning to think you're even less like Father than I am! * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) Perhaps (Edward) If he catches you, he is going to be livid! * @Morgan nods (Edward) ((Attention?)) (@Morgan) I'll distract him by telling him your nickname (@Morgan) ((Edward mostly)) * Edward laughs (Edward) I am not sure even letting my friends bastardise our name will get me that thrashing instead of you! The only one who will escape it is Molly, as she seems to be his favourite * @Morgan frowns briefly, nodding (@Morgan) I'm inclined to agree (Edward) You're frowning at Father preferring your wife to us? (@Morgan) No... I always felt he preferred you (Edward) **Molly and Claudia have started to canter onwards (Edward) I thought that about you. *He sighs* I thought I would not have been given the leniency I felt he gave you. (@Morgan) I asked him about it, you know (Edward) What said he? (@Morgan) That he understood you better than me * @Morgan tilts his head (@Morgan) nice way to say I'm strange... (Edward) You weren't as Eisen back then, that's all (@Morgan) Even before that (Edward) When we were children. You were too even-tempered, too easy going. Father has always been more prone to going off half-cocked * Edward snorts (Edward) I didn't mean that as an innuendo. * @Morgan laughs (Edward) You were too rational and sensible for Father to really understand. And then suddenly, you weren't * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) it seems my being... unusual was also disliked at the academy * Edward nods (Edward) Definitely (Edward) But they grudgingly had to admit you were good. That wasn't easy (@Morgan) They didn't like losing * Edward nods (Edward) It was hard, having big footprints to follow in. I never quite felt I lived up to it. * @Morgan looks surprised * Edward shrugs (Edward) You want honesty (@Morgan) I always felt that... I'm good at what I do because I do it differently, and its unexpected. You're more like our countrymen and are still besting them... thats because you're better, not unexpected (Edward) I tried hard. I practised relentlessly, just so I wasn't letting the name down. (@Morgan) You'd have done that regardless (Edward) Let the name down? *he smirks* (@Morgan) You know thats not what I meant, stop being purposefully Eisen * Edward smiles faintly (Edward) I can't help it. (Edward) It's why I am so good at archery though. I wanted to excel at that one thing you couldn't. (@Morgan) Its not that I _cant_ do it. (Edward) Something you couldn't do well then. (@Morgan) I do it fantastically, if I intend to impale myself * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) though if that were my intent, I'm sure I'd hit something else * Edward smiles (Edward) Might be worth a try (Edward) [Would you like Claudia and I to ride on ahead to the townhouse?] (@Morgan) Oh come on, that'd be the one time I'd be bang on target * Edward laughs (@Morgan) [No, lets ride in together] (Edward) It would be amusing but not practical (Edward) [All of us, or the four of us, or you and I?] (@Morgan) [you and I] * @Morgan nods (Edward) [Claudia and I know where we're going, but we could go on ahead or trail she and Edward, whichever you wish?] (@Morgan) [aye, you and I could trail them] (Edward) **Ahead, Molly says something to Claudia, and they stop to be caught up** (Edward) If I were you, I'd pack food, wine, warm blankets and watch the stars a while after swimming, make an evening of it * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I was thinking something along those lines actually (Edward) You want to leave her some fond memories whilst you're away *Edward smiles to himself a moment* * @Morgan nods (Edward) **They catch up with Claudia and Molly. They both look relaxed (Edward) M: *she looks at Edward* Would you mind riding on with Claudia so that the staff know our party is quite imminent and they can prepare? * Edward nods, glancing at Morgan (Edward) If that suits you? * @Morgan nods * Edward nods, increasing his horse to a gallop beside Claudia, and they're soon down the road a good way ** You're now known as Molly * Molly smiles softly (Molly) I am sorry we went on so far ahead and worried you (@Morgan) Thats alright blossom (Molly) It seems I can only hear you for a mile or so * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Not exactly idea (@Morgan) ideal (Molly) No... Zweibrucke is 10 miles away * @Morgan nods (Molly) But even being able to do it for one mile is far more useful than not at all * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) indeed (Molly) You will just have to not need to speak to me whilst you're away *she smiles gently* (@Morgan) I don't see thats ever going to be the case * Molly bows her head a little (Molly) I... I do not know what to say (@Morgan) How about you tell me what earlier was about * Molly sighs (Molly) I need to apologise for that. It was entirely my fault * Molly looks over at him (Molly) I apologise whole heartedly, liebling. I am sorry if I hurt or distressed you (@Morgan) I'm just confused as to what was going on * Molly looks briefly unsure of herself (Molly) That there could be things you are still not ready for... I do not want to trigger memories or feelings for you that may be hard for you to deal with (@Morgan) And thats why you were... unpleasant... * Molly looks deeply unhappy at this (Molly) I was both surprised and saddened. I thought that we had progressed to a point where there was no longer things I needed to be so cautious about... (@Morgan) I do not wish you to be cautious about such. If something bothers me, I will tell you * Molly nods slowly (Molly) I do not distrust that you would tell me, liebes herz. I was just... I don't know. It was unexpected and I have been trying to be less cautious, and then I feel that to protect myself from getting hurt maybe I should be more cautious again * @Morgan shakes his head (@Morgan) I don't see how that would hurt you (Molly) That I had hurt you, that you would need to tell me I had done something wrong, that my affections would have to be rejected (@Morgan) Not rejected... just... delayed. (Molly) But I should have been more calm about it, and I am sorry I was not. (@Morgan) Don't worry about it blossom (Molly) I will try, liebes herz. I do understand that there may still be things you need to still deal with and resolve. ** You are now disconnected (Ping timeout) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 17:07:07 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic ** Molly has quit (Ping timeout: 250 seconds) (MollyK) [17:04] (Molly) I will try, liebes herz. I do understand that there may still be things you need to still deal with and resolve. * @Morgan nods * MollyK nods, smiling gently (MollyK) I am here for you, and anything I can give you I will, as always * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm thinking instead of father teaching you tomorrow, I will teach you this afternoon (MollyK) If you wish to liebling * MollyK frowns a little (MollyK) Will I have time to get a darker shift to swim in though? (@Morgan) with me? * MollyK looks thoughtful (MollyK) Supposing the lake is empty, I guess not (@Morgan) I'm sure I can get one found for you though (MollyK) Would you prefer that? *she looks serious rather than playful* (@Morgan) I just wish you to be comfortable * MollyK shrugs (MollyK) I do not mind you seeing me almost naked, liebling (@Morgan) I know... Perhaps afterwards we could stare at the stars * MollyK smiles (MollyK) That would be nice. We haven't done that since we were at the Golden Lantern * @Morgan nods (MollyK) Will it be cold? (@Morgan) The lake? (MollyK) Afterwards... lying beneath the stars (@Morgan) We'll take blankets (MollyK) I wonder... could you heat them? * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) I don't know actually (MollyK) If not, you'll just have to hold me tight * @Morgan nods (MollyK) If you are then not needing to supervise the swimming, you will be leaving tomorrow morning instead? (@Morgan) No, it'll just save my father seeing you in wet clothing * MollyK nods (MollyK) That's kind of you * MollyK smiles at him * @Morgan shrugs (MollyK) You're sparing his discomfort (@Morgan) I'm more sparing him from a beating for looking at my wife (MollyK) You would not beat your Father, surely? * MollyK smiles (@Morgan) If I had to (MollyK) For looking at certain parts of me? * @Morgan nods * MollyK glances around, biting her lip (MollyK) Would that be this part? *she runs a hand over her left breast, watching him with mischief in her eyes* (@Morgan) behave yourself * MollyK tries to decipher his tone and expression * @Morgan smirks slightly (MollyK) Did you not gather enough evidence in the tavern that I am really not good at that? * MollyK giggles (@Morgan) The chances of getting caught here are much much higher (MollyK) That is true. But we had good use of the more secluded parts of the journey I feel (MollyK) **they start to see buildings on the road ahead (MollyK) Claudia was telling me about last Thursday. I had not realised she was with you when I rang the bell * @Morgan nods (MollyK) I hope you won't be mad with her for telling me (@Morgan) It wouldn't do any good if I was * MollyK smiles (MollyK) She would not tell me which bad words you said though... (@Morgan) Did she tell you she'd never heard me swear like that? (MollyK) She told me she'd heard very few people swear as viciously as that before * @Morgan nods (MollyK) She was very, very worried about you (@Morgan) I didn't think she worried about anything (MollyK) She might not show it, but you and Heinzharold she cares about greatly. She would have done anything to have saved you that pain again * @Morgan bows his head (@Morgan) She's a complicated person * MollyK nods (MollyK) She is. And she was worried about Heinzharold too, if you had left * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) she said * MollyK sigh softly (MollyK) Thankfully, it was not what happened * @Morgan nods (MollyK) You and Edward seemed to be having fun * MollyK seems to be navigating * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) I suppose so (MollyK) He was certainly laughing like you were having fun * MollyK leans her horse down a street (@Morgan) I think we were making fun of father * MollyK smiles (MollyK) Do you talk about your childhoods a lot? (@Morgan) No, actually... there's still a lot of getting to know each other now to do * MollyK looks thoughtful (MollyK) You have said before that you are a very different man than before... is he different too? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I think so (MollyK) I couldn't have foreseen this really (@Morgan) no? (MollyK) You and Edward even in the same country, let alone talking... * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) it was unlikely * MollyK is clearly torn between finding their destination and him (MollyK) Things are changing so much right now... (@Morgan) Some things, aye (MollyK) Some things aren't? * MollyK turns off this street into another (@Morgan) and never will * MollyK frowns slightly (MollyK) Such as? (@Morgan) My love for you * MollyK smiles (MollyK) No, but our realisation of how the other felt... That has changed things * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) aye (MollyK) I still feel some guilt about that * MollyK spots a house, looking relieved (@Morgan) You've no need (MollyK) No, I shouldn't have kept quiet so long. I should have been brave enough * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) its fixed now * MollyK nods a little. She rides towards the stable yard (MollyK) I would think so, yes (MollyK) **The staff seem to be frantically preparing the stable itself, and don't notice their quiet approach * @Morgan speaks quietly (@Morgan) Xantha would have been prancing and making all sorts of noise * MollyK pats the neck of her horse (MollyK) This pair aren't Eisen, so are much better behaved! *she smirks* * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) perhaps (MollyK) *quietly* That doesn't explain me though, does it? * @Morgan shrugs * MollyK frowns slightly (MollyK) Is something the matter ** mads_ has joined #7thseaic * MollyK urges her horse to one side, away from the staff and stable but still in the coachyard, waiting for him to follow (MollyK) [18:56] (MollyK) Is something the matter (mads_) I'm trying to find a way to explain you that doesn't involve the words sheepdog or fate... ** Morgan has quit (Killed (NickServ (GHOST command used by mads_))) ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan * MollyK frowns (MollyK) Why would you need to avoid them? (@Morgan) I know you're not comfortable with fate, and referring to you as a sheepdogs wife is... well, it doesn't sound very nice (MollyK) I _wasnt_ comfortable with fate, for one particular reason. Now I am fine. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) very well (MollyK) As for Sheepdogs wife... That sounds like something my brothers would say to avoid my mother putting him across her knee with a wooden spoon. * MollyK smiles * @Morgan laughs (MollyK) I never got that, I was too good (@Morgan) I'm sure you were * @Morgan watches the staff as he quietly climbs down (MollyK) I was good, til you... *she giggles* (MollyK) **The staff are still busy * MollyK glances around then watches him from the saddle a moment (MollyK) You were going to say something? (@Morgan) No blossom... * MollyK dismounts, wincing sharply once she's on the ground (MollyK) Ouch! * @Morgan comes to her, pulling his horse behind him (@Morgan) are you alright? * MollyK nods, distracted (MollyK) Uh huh (@Morgan) Sure? * MollyK checks they are fully shielded by the horses, then takes his free hand just as she had in the dream in Tawstock where she was describing the Picante harbour master's groping. She runs his palm to the curve at the bottom of her cheek, speaking playfully "My Lord, I am rather sore, just here…" * @Morgan rubs her behind for a moment (@Morgan) as long as it is nothing worse * MollyK looks up at him, pupils dilating (MollyK) I am absolutely fine, aside from that * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) good (MollyK) It's just from so much riding * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm not surprised really (MollyK) No. I will put a little arnica on it, that will help * @Morgan nods * MollyK watches him for a long moment (MollyK) We'd best get the horses in the stable, everyone else will arrive before long * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) aye * MollyK takes a deep breath, then leads her expensive black horse towards the stable (MollyK) **They haven't long gotten their own horses settled away when Edward and Claudia arrive and get their own sorted. Edward manages to catch Morgan to one side ** You're now known as Edward (Edward) Is she alright? (@Morgan) Fine, Edward (Edward) Good. * Edward stretches, shoulder crunching loudly * @Morgan looks at him (@Morgan) Have you thought on what I said? (Edward) Not really, no. I've had other things on my mind * @Morgan nods (Edward) I'll have some time this evening at Petra's, I will consider it * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) good (Edward) You are sure me taking him is not going to be an issue for you? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Hopefully it'll ease his feelings over last night * Edward nods (Edward) The last thing he needs on top of missing an arm is a hang up like that to stop his confidence with women * @Morgan looks somewhat guilty * Edward watches him (Edward) Why do you look like that? (@Morgan) Because I took his arm * Edward looks confused (Edward) How did that happen? (@Morgan) during the war (@Morgan) I didn't just wake up with a hankering to steal someones limb * Edward laughs (Edward) The cannibal Veisgraf of Sudlachenburg... * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) its not that big a stretch from what most think already (@Morgan) and, despite keeping some odd things in my coat, his arm is definitely not in there (Edward) What _is_ in the coat that's odd? (Edward) **Molly and Claudia have disappeared * @Morgan smiles slightly, pulling out an apple and a teacup * Edward laughs (Edward) Why do you carry a cup? * @Morgan puts them away (@Morgan) Because I'm not a savage, and they're very useful * Edward frowns (Edward) Did you steal that from His Grace's house? (@Morgan) No... that ones from home (Edward) You carry a cup from Die Dauerhaftigkeit on your travels? (@Morgan) Between you and I, I have three. One from home and two that are not and will be no great loss if I use it to brain somebody (Edward) You carry _three_cups? That is odd * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I told you... odd and unexpected... can you imagine how hard it is to keep the respect of a raging mob as their leader if you've just been taken down with a teacup? (Edward) *he snorts* Most people carry practical things Like coins and a handkerchief (@Morgan) I've got some of that too.... and a few knives (@Morgan) an apple... bag of dirt... (Edward) Are they tied together for circus tricks? * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) I do not play the part of a jester (@Morgan) except with children, perhaps (Edward) You juggle like a je-... bag of dirt? (@Morgan) just a small one (Edward) What for? (@Morgan) counterweight, or, I could use it to bury a small bird... or throw it in someones face * Edward looks puzzled (Edward) Why would you need to bury a bird? (@Morgan) a small bird... I've never had reason to, but the options there, but the third option is the most likely (@Morgan) and for the record, I do not juggle like a jester (Edward) Jesters juggle. You juggle. Therefore... * Edward smirks (@Morgan) Lets go inside before I turn that analogy against you and embarrass you... (Edward) I don't think you would manage that * @Morgan raises an eyebrow (@Morgan) But are you _sure_? * Edward heads towards the house slowly, watching Morgan (Edward) Try me (@Morgan) Women like fashion... you like fashion... women like being taken by their men, therefore... * Edward laughs (Edward) I don't, but nice try (@Morgan) Jesters do that falling about nonsense too... (Edward) They do (@Morgan) I cant be doing with that * Edward rolls his right shoulder a little (Edward) Me either (Edward) **A butler opens the door on to a very lavish hallway. Inside, Molly is already giving instructions to the staff as if she belongs there * Edward looks around the hall, impressed (Edward) You can see the Vodacce influence (@Morgan) You think? I was going to say its rather understated * Edward starts watching Molly (Edward) The place you worked on Avalon was fancier? (@Morgan) No, I was being sarcastic * Edward nods. Molly seems to be setting everyone tasks to do in a manner not dissimilar to when she was Housekeeper of said house in Avalon (Edward) Are you leaving Father in charge of Varick, or one of the staff? (@Morgan) I'd prefer father * Edward nods (Edward) I would offer to stay, but I think James is intending to go with you to Zweibrucke tomorrow * @Morgan raises an eyebrow (@Morgan) is he now... (Edward) He is going to see Witts man of business for you? * Edward shrugs (Edward) He's your employee * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) very well (Edward) You don't want him and Sorgi riding down with you? (@Morgan) It makes sense, he just hadn't told me that was his plan (Edward) I think they're concerned about you * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) because they want to come with me? (Edward) Because they want you to be supported. * Edward sighs (Edward) Because _we_ want you to be supported * @Morgan nods slowly (Edward) **Molly stands beside the housekeeper , watching her husband a moment ((expression and body language?))* (@Morgan) ((obviously thinking about something)) (Edward) [You okay? Do you need intervention?] (@Morgan) [a distraction, perhaps] (Edward) **Molly bounces over to them* Liebes herz, isn't this house beautiful?! (@Morgan) Its certainly not bad (Edward) **Edward watches her with a smile* Even more beautiful with you in it, Veisgrafin Koertig (Edward) **Molly blinks rapidly, flushing, before looking at Morgan* I...uhhh... (@Morgan) one day Edward, we'll find you a nice husband * Edward laughs (Edward) I am not biddable enough to be a wife (@Morgan) Too spirited, perhaps... (Edward) **Molly smiles neutrally* Would you like to have a a look around with me? * Edward looks to see what Morgan is going to do * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) aye * Edward excuses himself, asking for directions to his room. With the house keeper in tow they don't get a moment to talk until they have seen the house and their own room ** You're now known as Molly -NickServ- This nickname is registered. Please choose a different nickname, or identify via /msg NickServ identify . ** New query from NickServ (Available on submenu 'Windows') -NickServ- You are now identified for Molly. * Molly looks around the opulent bedroom before glancing at him (Molly) This is really beyond fancy! It's like a fairy tale *she grins* (@Morgan) This is what happens when you let a Vodacce have free reign (Molly) You do not like it? ** You are now disconnected (Ping timeout) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 20:55:46 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic (MollyK) [20:54] (Molly) You do not like it? * MollyK sits at the end of the bed, looking at the chair in front of it. Slowly she starts to look distracted and thoughtful ** Molly has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) ** Morgan has quit (Ping timeout: 250 seconds) ** mads_ is now known as Morgan (MollyK) [20:56] (MollyK) [20:54] (Molly) You do not like it? ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan (MollyK) [20:56] * MollyK sits at the end of the bed, looking at the chair in front of it. Slowly she starts to look distracted and thoughtful (@Morgan) Its a little grand for my tastes * @Morgan watches her (@Morgan) problem? * MollyK shuts her eyes a moment, blushing (MollyK) No, daydreaming * @Morgan nods * MollyK inhales deeply (MollyK) What was the matter downstairs? (@Morgan) He was being sincere and it was making me uncomfortable * MollyK watches him (MollyK) Why was his sincerity a problem? (@Morgan) He was telling me how he wanted to make sure I was supported on friday * MollyK nods slowly (MollyK) I can see how that could be complicated for you, liebling * @Morgan nods (MollyK) Do you... would it be better for you to just travel on tonight? * MollyK frowns slightly, obviously concerned (@Morgan) I doubt it (@Morgan) besides, there are stars to be stared at tonight * MollyK shrugs a little (MollyK) There will be other nights, liebling. I would give it up if you were going to be happier away from here already (@Morgan) No, I wish to be here with you * MollyK bites her lip, speaking without thinking (MollyK) I'm going to miss you * MollyK winces (@Morgan) and I you, blossom (MollyK) I am sorry, that isn't helpful. I will be fine here until you are ready to have me back at your side once more ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 21:10:33 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… ** You have joined #7thseaic ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 21:10:33 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… ** You have joined #7thseaic ** Edward has joined #7thseaic ** moll has joined #7thseaic ** moll has joined #7thseaic ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 21:10:38 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… ** You have joined #7thseaic (moll) [21:09] (MollyK) I am sorry, that isn't helpful. I will be fine here until you are ready to have me back at your side once more (moll) [21:09] (MollyK) I am sorry, that isn't helpful. I will be fine here until you are ready to have me back at your side once more (moll) [21:09] (MollyK) I am sorry, that isn't helpful. I will be fine here until you are ready to have me back at your side once more (@Morgan) I have no doubt you will... though I should warn you Edward does not intend to let you go on alone here (@Morgan) I have no doubt you will... though I should warn you Edward does not intend to let you go on alone here ** Morgan has said your nick on #7thseaic (on Blitzed #1) (@Morgan) I have no doubt you will... though I should warn you Edward does not intend to let you go on alone here * moll frowns * moll frowns * moll frowns (moll) I will do what I please. (moll) I will do what I please. (moll) I will do what I please. (@Morgan) please blossom. He'll give you space but he wants you safe at all times (@Morgan) please blossom. He'll give you space but he wants you safe at all times (@Morgan) please blossom. He'll give you space but he wants you safe at all times (moll) I will do what you command, liebes herz, but I do not want to be bossed around, especially by Edward. ** moll has said your nick on #7thseaic (on Blitzed #1) (moll) I will do what you command, liebes herz, but I do not want to be bossed around, especially by Edward. (moll) I will do what you command, liebes herz, but I do not want to be bossed around, especially by Edward. (@Morgan) I'm hopeful it won't come to that... he's said if you need a space alone, he will find some for you (@Morgan) I'm hopeful it won't come to that... he's said if you need a space alone, he will find some for you (@Morgan) I'm hopeful it won't come to that... he's said if you need a space alone, he will find some for you ** MollyK has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) ** MollyK has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) ** MollyK has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) * moll nods * moll nods * moll nods (moll) I am planning to stay incredibly busy (moll) I am planning to stay incredibly busy (moll) I am planning to stay incredibly busy * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'll be leaving Claudia here as well (@Morgan) I'll be leaving Claudia here as well (@Morgan) I'll be leaving Claudia here as well * moll nods * moll nods * moll nods (moll) That will be helpful for keeping us safe at least (moll) That will be helpful for keeping us safe at least (moll) That will be helpful for keeping us safe at least * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) between her and Edward, I dont foresee you needing to take up arms (@Morgan) between her and Edward, I dont foresee you needing to take up arms ** Morgan has said your nick on #7thseaic (on Blitzed #1) (@Morgan) between her and Edward, I dont foresee you needing to take up arms * moll stands up, moving to the dresser and pouring water into the bowl * moll stands up, moving to the dresser and pouring water into the bowl * moll stands up, moving to the dresser and pouring water into the bowl (moll) I doubt it. Besides, given that I made Stef faint, I suspect I'm useful enough without a weapon (moll) I doubt it. Besides, given that I made Stef faint, I suspect I'm useful enough without a weapon (moll) I doubt it. Besides, given that I made Stef faint, I suspect I'm useful enough without a weapon * moll uses her cupped hands to wash her face * moll uses her cupped hands to wash her face * moll uses her cupped hands to wash her face (moll) Liebes herz? (moll) Liebes herz? (moll) Liebes herz? (@Morgan) I've no doubt in that at all (@Morgan) I've no doubt in that at all (@Morgan) I've no doubt in that at all (moll) _you_ will be careful, won't you? (moll) _you_ will be careful, won't you? (moll) _you_ will be careful, won't you? * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I will (@Morgan) I will (@Morgan) I will (moll) No risking your life. No unnecessary fights. (moll) No risking your life. No unnecessary fights. (moll) No risking your life. No unnecessary fights. * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm even going to avoid the necessary ones if at all possible (@Morgan) I'm even going to avoid the necessary ones if at all possible (@Morgan) I'm even going to avoid the necessary ones if at all possible (moll) I am glad to hear that, but why? (moll) I am glad to hear that, but why? (moll) I am glad to hear that, but why? (@Morgan) I'm trying to assure you I've no intention of putting myself in harms way (@Morgan) I'm trying to assure you I've no intention of putting myself in harms way (@Morgan) I'm trying to assure you I've no intention of putting myself in harms way * moll nods. Its only because of the angle of the dresser mirror that he watches the deep worry in her microexpressions * moll nods. Its only because of the angle of the dresser mirror that he watches the deep worry in her microexpressions * moll nods. Its only because of the angle of the dresser mirror that he watches the deep worry in her microexpressions (moll) I am grateful of that (moll) I am grateful of that (moll) I am grateful of that (moll) I wish- *she gets interrupted by a servant knocking and leaving their trunk with word that the others have arrived* (moll) I wish- *she gets interrupted by a servant knocking and leaving their trunk with word that the others have arrived* (moll) I wish- *she gets interrupted by a servant knocking and leaving their trunk with word that the others have arrived* * moll shuts the door, dragging the trunk and unlocking it * moll shuts the door, dragging the trunk and unlocking it * moll shuts the door, dragging the trunk and unlocking it (@Morgan) you wish... (@Morgan) you wish... (@Morgan) you wish... (moll) Are you going to ask Edward to watch Varick tonight? (moll) Are you going to ask Edward to watch Varick tonight? ** moll has said your nick on #7thseaic (on Blitzed #1) (moll) Are you going to ask Edward to watch Varick tonight? * moll shrugs, making several piles of clothes on the floor "doesn't matter" * moll shrugs, making several piles of clothes on the floor "doesn't matter" * moll shrugs, making several piles of clothes on the floor "doesn't matter" (@Morgan) Yes it does (@Morgan) Yes it does (@Morgan) Yes it does (moll) It does not. It's an irrelevant sentiment. Is Edward going to be having Varick? ** moll has said your nick on #7thseaic (on Blitzed #1) (moll) It does not. It's an irrelevant sentiment. Is Edward going to be having Varick? (moll) It does not. It's an irrelevant sentiment. Is Edward going to be having Varick? * moll picks out a shift, holding it to the light * moll picks out a shift, holding it to the light * moll picks out a shift, holding it to the light (@Morgan) no (@Morgan) no (@Morgan) no (moll) He ended up leaving your Father with Varick last night as he was already asleep when Edward got there ** moll has said your nick on #7thseaic (on Blitzed #1) (moll) He ended up leaving your Father with Varick last night as he was already asleep when Edward got there (moll) He ended up leaving your Father with Varick last night as he was already asleep when Edward got there * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * moll takes out the green and white Eisen dress * moll takes out the green and white Eisen dress * moll takes out the green and white Eisen dress (moll) I thought he might do it himself tonight (moll) I thought he might do it himself tonight (moll) I thought he might do it himself tonight (@Morgan) No, he's going to take James to see a friend (@Morgan) No, he's going to take James to see a friend (@Morgan) No, he's going to take James to see a friend (moll) A doctor? (moll) A doctor? (moll) A doctor? * @Morgan looks confused * @Morgan looks confused * @Morgan looks confused (@Morgan) why a doctor? (@Morgan) why a doctor? (@Morgan) why a doctor? (moll) To get checked? You said that has never happened to you (moll) To get checked? You said that has never happened to you (moll) To get checked? You said that has never happened to you (@Morgan) No, apparently it is quite common for young men to get overexcited and not make the end of the race... (@Morgan) No, apparently it is quite common for young men to get overexcited and not make the end of the race... (@Morgan) No, apparently it is quite common for young men to get overexcited and not make the end of the race... (moll) Oh! I did not know that (moll) Oh! I did not know that (moll) Oh! I did not know that * moll shrugs * moll shrugs * moll shrugs (moll) I suppose it's not something most women would know about (moll) I suppose it's not something most women would know about (moll) I suppose it's not something most women would know about * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) indeed (@Morgan) indeed (@Morgan) indeed * moll looks thoughtful * moll looks thoughtful * moll looks thoughtful (moll) There's actually quite a lot of things like that I do not know (moll) There's actually quite a lot of things like that I do not know (moll) There's actually quite a lot of things like that I do not know * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * moll closes the trunk, and goes to the wash bowl * moll closes the trunk, and goes to the wash bowl * moll closes the trunk, and goes to the wash bowl (moll) You would answer what you could? (moll) You would answer what you could? (moll) You would answer what you could? (@Morgan) I suppose so (@Morgan) I suppose so (@Morgan) I suppose so * moll breathes in a moment * moll breathes in a moment * moll breathes in a moment (moll) Maybe one day I will be bold enough to ask (moll) Maybe one day I will be bold enough to ask (moll) Maybe one day I will be bold enough to ask * moll starts to unlace her corset * moll starts to unlace her corset * moll starts to unlace her corset (@Morgan) Thats your choice blossom (@Morgan) Thats your choice blossom (@Morgan) Thats your choice blossom (moll) I would not want to be too nosey or displease you? (moll) I would not want to be too nosey or displease you? (moll) I would not want to be too nosey or displease you? * @Morgan shrugs * @Morgan shrugs * @Morgan shrugs * moll sighs * moll sighs * moll sighs (moll) Another time. Do you need to speak to your Father about Varick? (moll) Another time. Do you need to speak to your Father about Varick? (moll) Another time. Do you need to speak to your Father about Varick? (@Morgan) I best had (@Morgan) I best had (@Morgan) I best had * moll nods * moll nods * moll nods (moll) I have asked the staff to write directions and pack what we need. Are you sure you wish to? (moll) I have asked the staff to write directions and pack what we need. Are you sure you wish to? (moll) I have asked the staff to write directions and pack what we need. Are you sure you wish to? * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * moll gets the corset off * moll gets the corset off * moll gets the corset off (moll) I will get cleaned up and redressed then (moll) I will get cleaned up and redressed then (moll) I will get cleaned up and redressed then * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * moll pulls off her shirt, glancing in the mirror at him * moll pulls off her shirt, glancing in the mirror at him * moll pulls off her shirt, glancing in the mirror at him (moll) You're going now? (moll) You're going now? (moll) You're going now? * @Morgan looks her up and down * @Morgan looks her up and down * @Morgan looks her up and down (@Morgan) I suppose I'd best get it sorted (@Morgan) I suppose I'd best get it sorted (@Morgan) I suppose I'd best get it sorted * moll smirks a little, very slowly lowering her modified skirt-trousers, fingers easing the waistband over her hips, her bottom * moll smirks a little, very slowly lowering her modified skirt-trousers, fingers easing the waistband over her hips, her bottom * moll smirks a little, very slowly lowering her modified skirt-trousers, fingers easing the waistband over her hips, her bottom (moll) I'll see you later then (moll) I'll see you later then (moll) I'll see you later then * @Morgan nods, sighing slightly * @Morgan nods, sighing slightly * @Morgan nods, sighing slightly (@Morgan) aye (@Morgan) aye (@Morgan) aye * moll watches him over her shoulder as she lets them drop to the floor, bare from neck to heel * moll watches him over her shoulder as she lets them drop to the floor, bare from neck to heel * moll watches him over her shoulder as she lets them drop to the floor, bare from neck to heel (moll) Well, good bye then, my love (moll) Well, good bye then, my love (moll) Well, good bye then, my love * @Morgan nods slightly, looking at her as he backs away before going to the door * @Morgan nods slightly, looking at her as he backs away before going to the door * @Morgan nods slightly, looking at her as he backs away before going to the door * moll unpins her hair, tossing it side to side on the way he's previously declared as hypnotic * moll unpins her hair, tossing it side to side on the way he's previously declared as hypnotic * moll unpins her hair, tossing it side to side on the way he's previously declared as hypnotic * moll giggles quietly "au revoir, Mon petit chou!" * moll giggles quietly "au revoir, Mon petit chou!" * moll giggles quietly "au revoir, Mon petit chou!" * @Morgan smiles, backing through the doorway to watch her until the door is closed * @Morgan smiles, backing through the doorway to watch her until the door is closed * @Morgan smiles, backing through the doorway to watch her until the door is closed * moll runs her hands over her bottom right up until she hears the door shut * moll runs her hands over her bottom right up until she hears the door shut * moll runs her hands over her bottom right up until she hears the door shut (moll) **A servant is heading through the hall carrying a bag when he stops to bow to Morgan (moll) **A servant is heading through the hall carrying a bag when he stops to bow to Morgan (moll) **A servant is heading through the hall carrying a bag when he stops to bow to Morgan * @Morgan nods to him * @Morgan nods to him * @Morgan nods to him (@Morgan) I dont suppose you know where my father is? (@Morgan) I dont suppose you know where my father is? (@Morgan) I dont suppose you know where my father is? (moll) **The servant gives directions (moll) **The servant gives directions (moll) **The servant gives directions * @Morgan nods, thanking him * @Morgan nods, thanking him * @Morgan nods, thanking him ** You're now known as Adalbrecht ** moll is now known as Adalbrecht ** moll is now known as Adalbrecht * Adalbrecht has a similarly fancy room, and Varick is lying spread out on the bed whilst Adalbrecht hangs his clothes * Adalbrecht has a similarly fancy room, and Varick is lying spread out on the bed whilst Adalbrecht hangs his clothes * Adalbrecht has a similarly fancy room, and Varick is lying spread out on the bed whilst Adalbrecht hangs his clothes * @Morgan knocks on the doorframe * @Morgan knocks on the doorframe * @Morgan knocks on the doorframe (Adalbrecht) V: *He runs and wraps his arms around Morgan's legs * (Adalbrecht) V: *He runs and wraps his arms around Morgan's legs * (Adalbrecht) V: *He runs and wraps his arms around Morgan's legs * (Adalbrecht) Yes, Morgan? (Adalbrecht) Yes, Morgan? (Adalbrecht) Yes, Morgan? * @Morgan rubs the boys head * @Morgan rubs the boys head * @Morgan rubs the boys head (@Morgan) I need a favour (@Morgan) I need a favour (@Morgan) I need a favour (Adalbrecht) What Do you need? (Adalbrecht) What Do you need? (Adalbrecht) What Do you need? (@Morgan) I need you to have Varick this afternoon and evening (@Morgan) I need you to have Varick this afternoon and evening (@Morgan) I need you to have Varick this afternoon and evening (Adalbrecht) V: *He watches Morgan sadly* You're leaving already?! (Adalbrecht) V: *He watches Morgan sadly* You're leaving already?! (Adalbrecht) V: *He watches Morgan sadly* You're leaving already?! (@Morgan) No young man, I'm not (@Morgan) No young man, I'm not (@Morgan) No young man, I'm not (Adalbrecht) Of course I will. Is something wrong? (Adalbrecht) Of course I will. Is something wrong? (Adalbrecht) Of course I will. Is something wrong? (@Morgan) No... it occurred to me you may be uncomfortable seeing your student in wet clothing... I was thinking I would teach her this afternoon and sit under the stars for a time afterwards (@Morgan) No... it occurred to me you may be uncomfortable seeing your student in wet clothing... I was thinking I would teach her this afternoon and sit under the stars for a time afterwards (@Morgan) No... it occurred to me you may be uncomfortable seeing your student in wet clothing... I was thinking I would teach her this afternoon and sit under the stars for a time afterwards * Adalbrecht gradually turns red * Adalbrecht gradually turns red * Adalbrecht gradually turns red (Adalbrecht) Ummm yes, that will be nice for you both (Adalbrecht) Ummm yes, that will be nice for you both (Adalbrecht) Ummm yes, that will be nice for you both * @Morgan nods slowly * @Morgan nods slowly * @Morgan nods slowly (Adalbrecht) V: *He looks to have questions* why does wet clothing matter? (Adalbrecht) V: *He looks to have questions* why does wet clothing matter? (Adalbrecht) V: *He looks to have questions* why does wet clothing matter? (@Morgan) It makes you cold, and I'm sure my father would not wish to see someone cold and uncomfortable (@Morgan) It makes you cold, and I'm sure my father would not wish to see someone cold and uncomfortable (@Morgan) It makes you cold, and I'm sure my father would not wish to see someone cold and uncomfortable (Adalbrecht) V: *He nods* That would not be nice. Won't she be cold with you? (Adalbrecht) V: *He nods* That would not be nice. Won't she be cold with you? (Adalbrecht) V: *He nods* That would not be nice. Won't she be cold with you? (@Morgan) I'll be taking blankets and don't mind getting damp to warm her up (@Morgan) I'll be taking blankets and don't mind getting damp to warm her up (@Morgan) I'll be taking blankets and don't mind getting damp to warm her up * Adalbrecht blushes further * Adalbrecht blushes further * Adalbrecht blushes further (Adalbrecht) Yes, I will have Varick. When _are_ you leaving for the ship? (Adalbrecht) Yes, I will have Varick. When _are_ you leaving for the ship? (Adalbrecht) Yes, I will have Varick. When _are_ you leaving for the ship? (@Morgan) Tomorrow, probably fairly late (@Morgan) Tomorrow, probably fairly late (@Morgan) Tomorrow, probably fairly late (Adalbrecht) Be careful not to leave it so late that you are travelling the roads in the dark please (Adalbrecht) Be careful not to leave it so late that you are travelling the roads in the dark please (Adalbrecht) Be careful not to leave it so late that you are travelling the roads in the dark please * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'll be fine (@Morgan) I'll be fine (@Morgan) I'll be fine (Adalbrecht) You are my son. Fathers worry about their sons, no matter how old or dangerous they are. *he smiles* (Adalbrecht) You are my son. Fathers worry about their sons, no matter how old or dangerous they are. *he smiles* (Adalbrecht) You are my son. Fathers worry about their sons, no matter how old or dangerous they are. *he smiles* (Adalbrecht) ((Attention?)) (Adalbrecht) ((Attention?)) (Adalbrecht) ((Attention?)) (@Morgan) ((Adalbrecht)) (@Morgan) ((Adalbrecht)) (@Morgan) ((Adalbrecht)) * Adalbrecht looks relaxed, but his microexpression show genuine concern * Adalbrecht looks relaxed, but his microexpression show genuine concern * Adalbrecht looks relaxed, but his microexpression show genuine concern * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (Adalbrecht) V: *He hugs Morgan* be careful (Adalbrecht) V: *He hugs Morgan* be careful (Adalbrecht) V: *He hugs Morgan* be careful (@Morgan) Of course. (@Morgan) Of course. (@Morgan) Of course. (Adalbrecht) Was there anything else? (Adalbrecht) Was there anything else? (Adalbrecht) Was there anything else? * @Morgan smiles slightly * @Morgan smiles slightly * @Morgan smiles slightly (@Morgan) No, not really (@Morgan) No, not really (@Morgan) No, not really * Adalbrecht nods * Adalbrecht nods * Adalbrecht nods (Adalbrecht) Do you need some suggestions for teaching her? (Adalbrecht) Do you need some suggestions for teaching her? (Adalbrecht) Do you need some suggestions for teaching her? (@Morgan) I'm willing to listen (@Morgan) I'm willing to listen (@Morgan) I'm willing to listen * Adalbrecht spends five minutes telling him various suggestions that seem helpful * Adalbrecht spends five minutes telling him various suggestions that seem helpful * Adalbrecht spends five minutes telling him various suggestions that seem helpful (Adalbrecht) ((Does he seem calm or eager to go?)) (Adalbrecht) ((Does he seem calm or eager to go?)) (Adalbrecht) ((Does he seem calm or eager to go?)) (@Morgan) ((calm)) (@Morgan) ((calm)) (@Morgan) ((calm)) (Adalbrecht) Do not expect too much progress in one go (Adalbrecht) Do not expect too much progress in one go (Adalbrecht) Do not expect too much progress in one go * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) it takes time and practice (@Morgan) it takes time and practice (@Morgan) it takes time and practice (Adalbrecht) *he nods* I will see you in the morning then (Adalbrecht) *he nods* I will see you in the morning then (Adalbrecht) *he nods* I will see you in the morning then (Adalbrecht) *Varick hugs Morgan tightly* (Adalbrecht) *Varick hugs Morgan tightly* (Adalbrecht) *Varick hugs Morgan tightly* * @Morgan kneels down to hug him * @Morgan kneels down to hug him * @Morgan kneels down to hug him ** You are now disconnected (Ping timeout) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Saturday, 7 November 2020 22:49:18 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… -NickServ- Welcome to Blitzed IRC Network, MollyK! 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For details, type /msg NickServ help and /msg ChanServ help. ** You have joined #7thseaic ** You are now disconnected ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Sunday, 8 November 2020 12:31:18 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** You have joined #7thseaic (Molly) **Having said good night to Varick, he returns to a note saying she had packed him some clothes and would meet him downstairs. The staff had packed a small wheeled cart for him to drag along the five minute walk to the lake. On the way shw gathers sticks. It does not take them long to find a secluded spot away from the view of the few people on boats on the lake. ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan * Molly looks around the lake (Molly) Oh good, I was worried it would be more like a pond! (@Morgan) oh? * Molly unpacks the cart. She's obviously given lots of instructions. There's sparkling wine, what looks like hot chocolate, food, towels, woolen blankets, a couple of large fur throws. (@Morgan) Been busy have we? * Molly smiles (Molly) I'm Avalonian, this is what we do. * @Morgan nods (Molly) I think we have everything we might need (@Morgan) it certainly looks like it * Molly looks quite satisfied when she has finished organising, and looks upwards . The sky is clear (Molly) We should have a wonderful view of the stars if we lie back on the blanket * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) We'd best get started really * Molly nods. She takes off her cloak (Molly) Your Father was happy to have Varick? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) aye (Molly) And Varick was alright? (@Morgan) He was worried I was leaving tonight (@Morgan) aside from that, fine * Molly starts removing her boots and stockings (Molly) I hope that is not distressing you (@Morgan) A little. I dislike being the cause of his worry (Molly) He will be fine once it happens, it's just the anticipation I think. He loves you immensely * @Morgan nods * Molly starts to undo the top layer of her dress (Molly) He has me, and your Father, and Edward. We will shower him with love and fun. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I've no doubt blossom (Molly) Edward seems to be a very devoted "uncle" * Molly watches him rather than what she's doing * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) He is very good with Varick * Molly nods (Molly) I did not expect him to be good with children (@Morgan) Your expectations of him were no doubt coloured by my animosity towards him * Molly nods (Molly) I suspect you are correct * Molly takes off the underdress, leaving just her shift * @Morgan strips off before wandering into the shallows * Molly stands at the edge a moment. She's watching the lake rather than him, but is distracted (@Morgan) whats wrong? (Molly) Hmm? Oh, I was just thinking about you, and Edward, and my own animosity that I must set aside * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) its time to try.... but you've not had the benefit of the time with him that I have (@Morgan) He's very proud of you * Molly frowns (Molly) Whatever for? (@Morgan) Oh lets see, titles, land, trade agreements, ambassadorial role... (@Morgan) he may not tell you directly, but thats down to his traditional view of marriage * Molly smiles (Molly) None of those things are my greatest achievement though (@Morgan) He is also very grateful for your bringing me back to being able to come home * Molly nods slowly (Molly) That's... complicated. * @Morgan nods (Molly) I... I don't want his gratitude for that. * @Morgan shrugs * Molly frowns, stepping in to the water (@Morgan) Not much I can do about that I'm afraid (Molly) I gave you all the care and support simply for you. I did not think at all of improving anyone else's life but yours (@Morgan) I know... It has improved my life immensely, and others too * Molly smiles at him (Molly) And I am glad of that. But with Edward, that is for he and I to resolve now I think * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'd say so * Molly wades in to hip height. She doesn't look scared like last time (Molly) I need to do something. Don't panic, okay? * @Morgan frowns * Molly sinks herself down beneath the water. She moves around until she's well beneath the surface. Thirty seconds passes * @Morgan watches her, counting (Molly) **forty seconds, forty five... * @Morgan moves closer, slowly (Molly) **fifty, fifty five... * @Morgan mutters to himself (Molly) **even at one minute, she doesn't re-emerge (@Morgan) [check in please] (Molly) [Fine] * Molly pops back up at one minute nine seconds with a rapid inhale * @Morgan watches (@Morgan) Some advance warning, perhaps? * Molly grins (Molly) I did, I told you not to panic! * @Morgan frowns * Molly looks very cheerful, breathing deeply (Molly) That was my best time so far * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) its impressive * Molly smiles (Molly) Thank you, I have been practicing it since I fell in the pool. Every time I bathe, I do that * @Morgan frowns again * Molly looks confused (Molly) That troubles you? (@Morgan) A little. As good as it is to be able to hold your breath that long, it won't be as much help as you think if you fall in.... you get no time to prepare * Molly looks at him a moment (Molly) I know that, liebes herz. (Molly) I also know that if you break the surface and can take a deep breath with the ability to hold it longer, you have a better chance of being rescued or taking off a heavy dress. I know too well the shock and fear. * Molly looks serious * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) very well (Molly) Besides, it's useful for clearing my mind. As I said when I was distressed about the negotiation, if I cannot ride, I need a bath or a sage stream. (Molly) Safe* * @Morgan nods (Molly) Have you ever tried it? * @Morgan shakes his head (Molly) I should imagine you can manage far longer * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) Its been a while since I had to... checking the fixed beam of the Rose, I suppose * Molly nods (Molly) You were down there a while if I remember rightly. * @Morgan nods * Molly smirks (Molly) Though my memory may be flawed, I was incredibly distracted once you were back on dry land (@Morgan) oh really * Molly smiles (Molly) I have always been very distracted by you in wet clothing * @Morgan smiles, sinking himself down to his shoulders * Molly watches him, smiling (Molly) It's because every time I have seen you in wet clothing I have imagined what it would feel like to have my hands running over you body (Molly) Your* (@Morgan) So it is less distracting now? Since you know what its like (Molly) Not even slightly. (@Morgan) Come on, we need to get started * Molly bites her lip, smiling (Molly) Yes, my Lord * Molly spends the next two hours following his instruction and building her skill. Adalbrecht's instruction is very helpful. She does manage to focus surprisingly well, and by the time they have finished he's happy that she will be alright in case of going overboard. She walks out of the lake, shift plastered to her back, waist, hips, bottom, thighs, just like on the day she nearly drowned. The hem drips on the grass of the bank. * @Morgan spends a few minutes swimming * Molly turns and watches him, unwinding her hair * @Morgan comes out of the lake * Molly watches him, smiling, not even looking ashamed of the way her eyes are all over him * @Morgan twists his hair, squeezing water from it * Molly watches his hands, and now she blushes (Molly) Would... would you like me to get you a towel? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) please * Molly looks very distracted, walking over to the pile of things, and brings him a towel * @Morgan takes it, thanking her before starting to towel himself dry * Molly takes a deep breath, then walks over to the cart, finding a big towel and putting it aside. She glances at their surroundings before slowly removing her shift, back to him. It's the glance over her shoulder that shows that this is purposefully done as she did the day she nearly drowned (@Morgan) You'll catch cold standing there like that blossom... or be seen... * Molly giggles, dropping the shift and wrapping the towel around her (Molly) The latter was somewhat my intention, liebes herz (@Morgan) I meant be someone other than me (Molly) That would not be as enjoyable... * @Morgan nods (Molly) Besides, I shouldn't like to be responsible for the demise of some unsuspecting man who couldn't keep his eyes to himself * Molly pulls on a dry shift (@Morgan) That would be unfortunate (Molly) It would. *she sets to putting on the rest of her clothing* (Molly) Your Father would have coped with it, surely? (@Morgan) Given the intensity of his blushing when I told him I would be teaching you instead, no, I dont think so (Molly) He had not realised I would be almost naked? (@Morgan) I don't think he'd realised that wet clothes cling * Molly watches him with a smile (Molly) They certainly do (Molly) Would you like some dry ones now? (@Morgan) please * Molly brings him a shirt and trousers. She continues watching him, smiling a little * @Morgan finishes drying off before dressing again * Molly goes to sit on the blanket, watching the lake (Molly) Liebes herz? (@Morgan) yes? (Molly) Now that you know what it is like, do you find me in wet clothing less compelling? (@Morgan) No blossom... but I find you catching a cold more compelling to get you wrapped up * Molly smiles (Molly) I am not fragile, liebling (@Morgan) I know, but you are more prone to illnesses because of your previous illness * Molly looks thoughtful (Molly) I don't know if I even am anymore * @Morgan shrugs * Molly lies back on the blanket, closing her eyes * @Morgan settles beside her (Molly) I don't think there is any lingering damage to my lungs, after healing them in Koln * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I suppose holding your breath for a full minute is evidence of that * Molly still doesn't open her eyes, but she frowns a little (Molly) What do you think about what the Nieblungen said about me having this talent from birth? (@Morgan) Its a little confusing why you never knew, never used it * Molly nods (Molly) I have used my skills as a medic, surely the magic should have just happened? * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) Certainly I'd have thought when you were in a stressful situation, I'd imagine it'd just sort of... start * Molly nods (Molly) I had been scared for you before the first time it happened * @Morgan nods (Molly) And surely I should have healed the consumption, rather than endure the pain? * Molly frowns deeper * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I would have thought so... (Molly) If I had, I would not have been disowned or called a whore * @Morgan nods * Molly watches him (Molly) I can only come to one conclusion (@Morgan) That is? (Molly) I couldn't use the magic because if I had, I would never have gone to Lady Catherine's (@Morgan) But you are drawn to the sea regardless (Molly) I am... but you must have already been in Tawstock by then I think? (@Morgan) Must have been * Molly nods (Molly) So maybe that is why. It went that way so that this could happen (@Morgan) I suppose thats possible (Molly) You disagree? Or you dislike it? (@Morgan) Neither, blossom, but I'm reluctant to try to second guess the plans of people who have tinkered for five hundred years to get me here but won't tell me whats to happen next * Molly nods a little (Molly) Do you worry about what is to happen next? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) but I will do what I will do * Molly exhales slowly (Molly) That is true. But knowing you, I should imagine that is of little comfort * @Morgan nods slowly (Molly) It is odd though (@Morgan) what? (Molly) They steered your line to ensure you existed, but it was always known that the Sudlache stone could be needed to do what it did last week (@Morgan) They deal in a lot of maybes, it seems * Molly looks thoughtful (Molly) Maybe that's why they have the Mind Of The Mines * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) could well be (Molly) I had assumed our dracheisen wedding rings were just a fancy gift from an Eisenfurst, the only pair to exist... * @Morgan opens his mouth before closing it * MollyK looks at him (@Morgan) That had not occurred to me (MollyK) It only just occurred to me (MollyK) And that bothers me, because it's a puzzle that I haven't solved in good time (@Morgan) You were busy watching me get dry * MollyK closes her eyes again, breathing slowly, smiling (MollyK) That is very true. I cannot be held responsible for not completing a puzzle when there is such an extreme temptation distracting me * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) indeed (MollyK) By Saturday, I wouldbhave solved all manner of the world's mysteries * MollyK smiles a little, eyes still closed (@Morgan) Aye, if you weren't being distracted by shopping (MollyK) Are you glad you won't have to endure dress shopping with me? (@Morgan) Dress shopping isn't my forte really (MollyK) Nor most men's. In fact I only know of with two with any liking for it (MollyK) Maybe I will use my evenings for puzzle solving * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Thats a good idea... hone the sharp edge of your mind * MollyK smiles (MollyK) I need to dedicate an evening to sitting down with Edward really (@Morgan) If you wish to... he is willing to talk about what happened if you wish to (MollyK) What do you feel about that? (@Morgan) It was my idea... I think it'd help if you realise how he feels about it now (MollyK) It does not trouble you that we will be discussing something that is so private? (@Morgan) It does, but realising how he views it has helped he and I move forward * MollyK nods (MollyK) I would not wish to do or say anything that you would not approve of (@Morgan) I know... it concerns me, I will admit. I want the two of you to get along (MollyK) You worry I will let you down? (@Morgan) Dont be absurd. I worry forcing the two of you together will increase your animosity towards him (MollyK) My animosity is something I simply must overcome. It is inappropriate for me to retain that when his injury was never to me (@Morgan) It is understandable, but you have not had the opportunity to see him how I have (MollyK) I am very, very protective of you... it makes me irrational. * MollyK smiles a little (MollyK) Actually, I think I am irrational about you in all ways, really. * @Morgan laughs (@Morgan) possibly (MollyK) I will do my best to restrain my less pleasant reactions. I do not want to damage the progress you have made * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I would appreciate that (MollyK) It is important to me. I am proud you have made the progress you have * @Morgan nods (MollyK) In many ways, Alarice did us a favour in that * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Pity it took so much... though it also means I have a trust in him that he has no idea about (MollyK) It's a distinct advantage, isn't it? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I feel little bad about it... I suspect he doesn't realise he would react like that (MollyK) I do not think it would help him to realise that had manifested in his cousin though * @Morgan shakes his head (@Morgan) absolutely not (MollyK) It was a very strong talent, from the state of the wreckage (@Morgan) I've never seen anything like it, until I blew it all to hell * MollyK nods (MollyK) Your talent has grown * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) I'm not sure... I wouldn't be surprised if that was them intervening also (MollyK) Tough to say, I suppose. But then I feel mine has grown * @Morgan nods (MollyK) It's still worrying to think what harm I could do * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Think of it in the same way as a sword or arrow... * MollyK tries not to giggle (MollyK) Both are dangerous in the wrong hands * @Morgan nods (MollyK) Fortunately I intend to use my hands in the right way * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) good (MollyK) Was her talent what you expected? You had mentioned Eisen magic before (@Morgan) I had no inkling she would have any at all, but her having something so destructive seems... apt * MollyK nods (MollyK) It seems to have been quite violent (@Morgan) It was (MollyK) It was very lucky it was there and not in the town * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) She'd have killed everyone * MollyK nods (MollyK) And I would have been far too far away to have come to your aid, not without putting myself at risk on horseback * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Though that was more a risk I think. Her overriding wish was to hurt me (MollyK) I cannot imagine it would have gone well had I defied you and ridden to your rescue! (@Morgan) No... its why I had you stay in our rooms... Having you there, she'd have concentrated her attack entirely on you (MollyK) I would likely have been able to heal almost anything... (@Morgan) almost * MollyK nods thoughtfully (MollyK) You would have been incredibly intemperate had I survived the awfulness of Thursday only to be killed by Alarice two days later * @Morgan nods * MollyK frowns slightly (MollyK) I am sorry I worried about how calm you seemed... (@Morgan) Its alright blossom (MollyK) I know, liebling. But Claudia really opened my eyes about it. * @Morgan nods * MollyK takes his hand (MollyK) We are very blessed. It is most lucky that you are a sheepdog (@Morgan) Woof ** mads_ has joined #7thseaic ** Morgan has quit (Ping timeout: 245 seconds) ** mads_ has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) ** mads_ has joined #7thseaic * MollyK smirks "Would you like me to pat your head and call you a Good Boy, Mon petit chou?" ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan * @Morgan sticks his tongue out at her (@Morgan) Did I see hot chocolate? * MollyK just blinks a moment (MollyK) Uhhh... what? (@Morgan) I have confused you? * MollyK nods, smiling (MollyK) It was most unexpected (@Morgan) Whyso? (MollyK) You have never done that before. It was very... relaxed (@Morgan) Asked for hot chocolate? No, I suppose not, but I don't recall seeing coffee (MollyK) No, doing that with your tongue * MollyK then bites her lip, blushing (@Morgan) Oh... that * MollyK looks at him, trying to establish whether he is embarassed (@Morgan) It bothers you? (MollyK) Not even slightly. It was rather adorable, and also very irrestible * MollyK smiles warmly ** mads_ has joined #7thseaic ** Morgan has quit (Killed (NickServ (GHOST command used by mads_))) ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan (MollyK) [19:08] (MollyK) Not even slightly. It was rather adorable, and also very irrestible (MollyK) [19:08] * MollyK smiles warmly * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) good (MollyK) Besides, I have been known to do that to you in the past, like that day in the barn! (@Morgan) that was some time ago (MollyK) I have a fairly good memory when it comes to you * @Morgan nods * MollyK starts to look a little distracted before suddenly regaining reality (MollyK) Sorry, hot chocolate. Yes there is. * MollyK gets up, bringing that and food (MollyK) It's not really hot now, but I shouldn't imagine that is an issue * @Morgan looks confused (@Morgan) well, its not an issue if you like cold chocolate, no * MollyK pours two cups (MollyK) I do not mind either way * @Morgan sneers (@Morgan) I do * @Morgan looks at the cups to warm them (MollyK) **it takes no real effort before they're steaming. She giggles (MollyK) You spoil me, liebes herz (@Morgan) That is, I believe, the plan (MollyK) I only need you. Everything else is a beautiful perk, but it is you that is the essential * MollyK watches him * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) You'll not mind if I carry on spoiling you anyway? (MollyK) Oh I think I could endure it if it pleases you... (@Morgan) If you'd rather I not... (MollyK) I am teasing you, my love. I do enjoy all the beautiful things you give me, and how you have brought me from my humble beginnings to this * MollyK watches his expression closely (@Morgan) I havent brough you anywhere... we've journeyed here together (MollyK) We see that differently, I think *she smiles* * @Morgan shrugs (MollyK) It is not a bad thing. But this is your world, titles, friends in high places. That you wanted me to come with you to your homeland has always meant a great deal to me (@Morgan) I had no friends in high places... my best friend is a blacksmiths son * MollyK looks thoughtful (MollyK) Did you used to envy him that? * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) it never mattered * MollyK blows on the surface of the liquid (MollyK) I used to envy the other young girl in Tawstock, the one who would one day be the Lady of the land, with her fine house and stables * @Morgan nods (MollyK) And I used to envy children with siblings close in age (@Morgan) Thats understandable (MollyK) It certainly wasn't for lack of effort on my parents part! * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) How do you think they are going to take your decision? (MollyK) I may not even tell them (@Morgan) You may wish to mention that to my father then (MollyK) He knows? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) He and Edward both know how much what we are getting has cost you * MollyK bows her head, looking at her cup (MollyK) It was necessary * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) thats as maybe (MollyK) Do you wish I had not? (@Morgan) That is not my choice blossom (MollyK) That was not what I asked (@Morgan) as I said, I object to it on principle, but given the queens view on people avoiding worship, its not that great a loss... the change of identity concerns me more (MollyK) In what respect? (@Morgan) I'm not sure what I would be if I were not Eisen... * MollyK shrugs (MollyK) I suppose so * MollyK sighs (MollyK) I haven't really come to terms with it yet * @Morgan nods (MollyK) But I have my identity as your wife, and that is the favourite identity I have, for now * @Morgan frowns (MollyK) Why do you frown so, liebling? (@Morgan) for now... * MollyK watches him (MollyK) Well one day I am going to be the _mother_ of _your_ children... that's going to be very special to me * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) yes... * MollyK closes her eyes a moment, smiling to herself * MollyK sighs wistfully before looking back at his expression (MollyK) Sorry, I got distracted * @Morgan nods (MollyK) You are still troubled by "for now"? * @Morgan shakes his head (MollyK) I have no intention of leaving you, I hope you know that? * @Morgan nods * MollyK nods {uneasiness} (MollyK) Do you think I should write to my father? (@Morgan) No... I'll speak to Edward and father, there's no point you trying to explain it to your father until you have come to terms with it yourself (MollyK) That's kind of you, thank you * @Morgan looks confused (MollyK) Taking my troubles from me and dealing with things that need to be done * MollyK sips the hot chocolate, starting to frown (@Morgan) sorry? (MollyK) You speaking with them so they don't tell my father yet (@Morgan) that troubles you? (MollyK) The situation troubles me. I suspect my father will be difficult about it * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm inclined to agree. we shall face that together * MollyK smiles a little (MollyK) Liebes herz? (@Morgan) yes? (MollyK) Is it troubling you that I am not behaving like Varick about you leaving? (@Morgan) No... you have better understanding of why I need the time alone * MollyK nods, though her expression is slipping towards neutral (MollyK) I do not wish you to think that I do not care (@Morgan) blossom... (MollyK) Yes? (@Morgan) stop that * MollyK doesn't look so neutral, but looks a bit uncomfortable (@Morgan) I know you're letting me go because you care (MollyK) I understand you need to not have me with you. I am letting you go because I am not willing to make it any worse for you * @Morgan nods (MollyK) It is not easy, but I will always do my best by you, even when it's so difficult * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) and I appreciate that more than I can say * MollyK sips her drink (MollyK) I try to ask myself what you would do if it were the other way around, and I think you would prefer to not add to my feelings of guilt by just not being present at all * @Morgan frowns * MollyK doesn't see it, still looking at her cup (@Morgan) You being present would not add to me feelings of guilt... * MollyK frowns (MollyK) Is that not why you are going away? * MollyK glances at him (@Morgan) my feelings of guilt remain regardless... but I would not have you endure my mood... and the truth is I don't know how my mood will be, given everything that has changed * MollyK nods sadly * MollyK looks to change her mind, sipping her drink rather than speaking (@Morgan) Don't hide please * MollyK pauses a moment, then seems to engage her brain again (MollyK) It's so hard not to, liebling (@Morgan) I know (MollyK) I am sorry that those feelings of guilt have remained. I hoped that this would no longer feel like a betrayal. *she looks pained* (@Morgan) It doesn't... but I still miss her (MollyK) I know you do, liebling. You always will * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I don't feel like I've betrayed them... I still feel I failed them * MollyK shakes her head (MollyK) You didn't. You could not have foreseen it. * @Morgan shrugs * MollyK takes a deep breath, squaring her shoulders (MollyK) She wouldn't want you to torment yourself like this, and I think you know that. (@Morgan) I know (MollyK) And I know it because in those last few hours when my death looked so likely, I wept repeatedly thinking of the way you would hate and berate yourself for having put me in Alarice's path and not for seeing the danger * MollyK looks extremely serious * @Morgan nods * MollyK watches him, obviously trying to decide something (MollyK) ((She's watching for how much he is withdrawing or building barriers)) (@Morgan) ((neither)) (MollyK) I hated the thought that all our happy memories would come to you through a window of anger and guilt, not joy. I hated that I would become a source of pain for your mind, not a source of happiness and fond remembrance. I think she would feel similar. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I suspect you're right (MollyK) If you ever lose me, I would rather you forgot my birthday entirely than spend even a single moment of it hating yourself. * @Morgan nods * MollyK breathes slowly, then sips her drink. She takes a moment to watch the sky as it pushes towards sunset, quietly thinking * MollyK suddenly puts down her cup and stands * @Morgan watches her, sipping his drink (MollyK) I'm going to go and skim some stones whilst there's still light ti (MollyK) To* * @Morgan smiles slightly (@Morgan) If you wish * MollyK nods, walking back to the edge and collecting up some stones. It's almost ten minutes later when she stops throwing and just stands there watching the lake (@Morgan) Its unlikely that it will disappear * MollyK coughs briefly (MollyK) The lake? * @Morgan nods * MollyK brushes her hands on her skirt before turning back and walking towards him. The sun is nearly set (MollyK) Do you still wish to stay for the stars (@Morgan) You do not wish to? * MollyK checks his body language and expression before responding * @Morgan looks relatively relaxed (MollyK) I do, I just thought you might no longer wish to * @Morgan shakes his head (@Morgan) I'm quite happy here * MollyK sits back down (MollyK) Alright * MollyK sighs, breathing out slowly, then sips her drink (MollyK) It will be sunset soon (@Morgan) I... I could stay (MollyK) No (MollyK) I will not have it. * @Morgan raises an eyebrow * MollyK 's brows raise as she surprises herself (MollyK) Umm.. (@Morgan) I've been questioning it... * MollyK shakes her head (MollyK) Go, liebes herz. Find somewhere quiet to be, and remember all the happy moments you had with her, and appreciate them for the breathtaking beauty there is in moments of happiness. Give her the gift of your gratitude for the wonderfulness of what you had together, without taking away from that with your anger or self-hatred. * @Morgan nods (MollyK) I know Varick's distress is making it hard to go, but he will be fine * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) it is (MollyK) I can understand that. But you need time, especially with the situation with Edward. * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) you are right, of course * MollyK shrugs a little (MollyK) Not always. But in terms of you still going, yes. * @Morgan nods * MollyK wraps her arms around her drawn up knees, cradling the cup against her shin as she watches off to the west * @Morgan shuffles over beside her, placing an arm around her (MollyK) If you invest in your healing now, you have a better chance of coping in the future * MollyK leans against him a little, not changing position but making it obvious it's welcomed * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) would you like a blanket? (MollyK) Yes please * @Morgan nods, leaning over to get one before draping it over her (MollyK) Thank you * @Morgan nods, looking out over the lake (MollyK) You should know, your anger or sour mood would not have kept me away. Only feeling that I would have been deeply unwelcome. (@Morgan) You do know that is not the case, dont you? (MollyK) As of about fifteen minutes ago, yes (@Morgan) oh blossom * MollyK inhales deeply, holding her breath, body turning a little tense (MollyK) Do not worry, it's fine, I'm fine * MollyK exhales suddenly * @Morgan frowns (@Morgan) your tone and actions tell me otherwise my love (MollyK) No, that's hiding, and I must learn to stop it. I am not fine. I need you to hold me * @Morgan pulls her closer * MollyK tucks herself into him (MollyK) I am sorry (@Morgan) what for? (MollyK) I should not have lied just then, that was very bad of me * @Morgan nods (MollyK) I don't like to lie, but I also do not like to fall to pieces when it is my job to support _you_. (@Morgan) As I understood it, we were meant to support eachother (MollyK) But this is different * MollyK swallows hard, bringing the blanket around him too (@Morgan) Perhaps (MollyK) In this, my job is always to support you (@Morgan) I'm disappointed that I had not made it clear that it is not that you are not welcome (MollyK) You were not to know what I was thinking. I keep certain things close, I do not expect you to be a mind reader * @Morgan shrugs (MollyK) It is not your fault, it is mine (@Morgan) I disagree (MollyK) I had assumed it was that it would bring all those feelings back to the surface if I was there. And I did not wish to say anything and make it worse. I have always tried to be careful and cautious of those feelings. (@Morgan) I know... but that is not the case, I trust you see that now? * MollyK nods a little against his shoulder (MollyK) I do. I see that you were seeking to protect me, not escape me * @Morgan nods (MollyK) It's been difficult, having your Father frequently press his concern for me... * @Morgan nods * MollyK exhales slowly (MollyK) I am sorry. I have let you down again (@Morgan) Not at all blossom (MollyK) I have. You asked for my openness, and still I have reverted to all my old methods of obfuscating (@Morgan) Its a hard habit to break when you feel you need to protect yourself * MollyK nods (MollyK) I suppose it started because of my father disowning me, probably * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) that would make sense (MollyK) The more you care, the more you can get hurt * @Morgan nods (MollyK) That scares me with you, I think. I love you so deeply, so fundamentally, that you could destroy me with a single word, a single look. ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Sunday, 8 November 2020 21:40:21 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… ** You have joined #7thseaic ** MK has joined #7thseaic ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Sunday, 8 November 2020 21:40:27 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… ** You have joined #7thseaic (MK) [21:39] (MollyK) That scares me with you, I think. I love you so deeply, so fundamentally, that you could destroy me with a single word, a single look. (MK) [21:39] (MollyK) That scares me with you, I think. I love you so deeply, so fundamentally, that you could destroy me with a single word, a single look. * MK glances west, checking on the suns descent * MK glances west, checking on the suns descent (@Morgan) That is not something you ever need concern yourself about (@Morgan) That is not something you ever need concern yourself about ** MollyK has quit (Ping timeout: 250 seconds) ** MollyK has quit (Ping timeout: 250 seconds) (MK) But terrifying nonetheless. I had made myself less vulnerable when I came to Lady Catherine's, because I just could not trust again only to have broken by being careful not to reveal too much of myself (MK) But terrifying nonetheless. I had made myself less vulnerable when I came to Lady Catherine's, because I just could not trust again only to have broken by being careful not to reveal too much of myself (MK) Only to have that broken, by being careful* (MK) Only to have that broken, by being careful* * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) I think perhaps that is why you did not know I loved you this deeply, because I was inadvertently protecting myself? (MK) I think perhaps that is why you did not know I loved you this deeply, because I was inadvertently protecting myself? (@Morgan) That would make sense (@Morgan) That would make sense (MK) I need to stop that with you. I absolutely must stop the myriad of times I stay at a physical distance because I am afraid it is unwanted (MK) I need to stop that with you. I absolutely must stop the myriad of times I stay at a physical distance because I am afraid it is unwanted * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) yes, you must (@Morgan) yes, you must (MK) I've always been extremely cautious about even taking your hand or touching your arm for fear of that (MK) I've always been extremely cautious about even taking your hand or touching your arm for fear of that * MK sighs * MK sighs (MK) That might have felt like a lack of affection to you? (MK) That might have felt like a lack of affection to you? (@Morgan) A little, aye (@Morgan) A little, aye (MK) You had noticed it? Or you just assumed I was naturally reserved and inhibited? (MK) You had noticed it? Or you just assumed I was naturally reserved and inhibited? (@Morgan) A little of the latter (@Morgan) A little of the latter * MK nods * MK nods (MK) You deserve better (MK) You deserve better (@Morgan) Dont be ridiculous. You are exactly what I need (@Morgan) Dont be ridiculous. You are exactly what I need (MK) I wish I shared your confidence in that, liebling (MK) I wish I shared your confidence in that, liebling (@Morgan) Its fine, I'll share some of mine (@Morgan) Its fine, I'll share some of mine * MK laughs softly * MK laughs softly (MK) As an Eisen man, you should have enough confidence to share some around (MK) As an Eisen man, you should have enough confidence to share some around * MK inhales deeply * MK inhales deeply * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) I am going to fix this, liebes herz. Whilst you're away, I am going to work about fixing the broken parts of me for you. (MK) I am going to fix this, liebes herz. Whilst you're away, I am going to work about fixing the broken parts of me for you. (@Morgan) Just keep yourself safe, thats all I need (@Morgan) Just keep yourself safe, thats all I need (MK) I don't intend to do anything dangerous (MK) I don't intend to do anything dangerous * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Good (@Morgan) Good (MK) I love you. I will miss you. I will be thinking of you and praying for you. You will have whatever I can give you that makes things even slightly better (MK) I love you. I will miss you. I will be thinking of you and praying for you. You will have whatever I can give you that makes things even slightly better * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) then please, try to enjoy your time here (@Morgan) then please, try to enjoy your time here (MK) That will help? (MK) That will help? * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) Then I promise I will try. But I want a promise in return... (MK) Then I promise I will try. But I want a promise in return... (@Morgan) oh? (@Morgan) oh? (MK) That you will try to treat yourself with the same love and compassion you would give to me if I were in your shoes (MK) That you will try to treat yourself with the same love and compassion you would give to me if I were in your shoes * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) very well, I will try (@Morgan) very well, I will try * MK nods * MK nods (MK) Thank you. I will rest easier at night knowing that (MK) Thank you. I will rest easier at night knowing that * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) good (@Morgan) good (MK) Or as well as I can, anyway. I suspect I will miss you waking up before dawn (MK) Or as well as I can, anyway. I suspect I will miss you waking up before dawn (@Morgan) oh I don't know... I daresay it'll make a nice change not being disturbed (@Morgan) oh I don't know... I daresay it'll make a nice change not being disturbed (MK) I think you are wrong. I wondered how I would cope with the broken sleep you had warned me of before we shared a bed, but I found I did not mind at all (MK) I think you are wrong. I wondered how I would cope with the broken sleep you had warned me of before we shared a bed, but I found I did not mind at all * @Morgan shrugs * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) you may change your mind once you've had a couple of undisturbed nights (@Morgan) you may change your mind once you've had a couple of undisturbed nights (MK) No, I am very sure I will be most eager to return to your bed when I get back on Saturday... to sleep, of course. (MK) No, I am very sure I will be most eager to return to your bed when I get back on Saturday... to sleep, of course. (@Morgan) of course (@Morgan) of course (MK) Perhaps you will miss not having to creep around quietly when you get up so early (MK) Perhaps you will miss not having to creep around quietly when you get up so early (@Morgan) I don't creep around, to be honest. I'm not nearly so noisy as I let people think (@Morgan) I don't creep around, to be honest. I'm not nearly so noisy as I let people think (MK) But you could be even louder if you did not have the burden of sharing a bed with me *she giggles* (MK) But you could be even louder if you did not have the burden of sharing a bed with me *she giggles* * MK watches the last bit of the sun disappear * MK watches the last bit of the sun disappear (@Morgan) Its unusual watching the sun set (@Morgan) Its unusual watching the sun set * MK smiles * MK smiles (MK) I suppose it must be for you. I did it every day except one for three months (MK) I suppose it must be for you. I did it every day except one for three months * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) The only one I missed was the Friday night before you appeared on the Saturday morning. Every sunset aside from that I watched, no matter what country or city, land or sea. (MK) The only one I missed was the Friday night before you appeared on the Saturday morning. Every sunset aside from that I watched, no matter what country or city, land or sea. * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) I had told you I would, so it is no surprise to you that I did? (MK) I had told you I would, so it is no surprise to you that I did? (@Morgan) I suppose not, no (@Morgan) I suppose not, no (MK) It wasn't the only time in each of those days I thought of you though (MK) It wasn't the only time in each of those days I thought of you though (@Morgan) no? (@Morgan) no? (MK) No. I thought of you almost solidly for the whole three months I think! (MK) No. I thought of you almost solidly for the whole three months I think! * @Morgan smiles * @Morgan smiles * MK tilts her head thoughtfully against his shoulder * MK tilts her head thoughtfully against his shoulder (MK) I did not intend that to sound rude (MK) I did not intend that to sound rude * @Morgan chuckles * @Morgan chuckles (@Morgan) that makes something of a change blossom (@Morgan) that makes something of a change blossom (MK) Perhaps I am trying to balance out the things on the bad girl list (MK) Perhaps I am trying to balance out the things on the bad girl list * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) I suspect I would have to never even think about love making again to balance the last few days! (MK) I suspect I would have to never even think about love making again to balance the last few days! * @Morgan laughs * @Morgan laughs (@Morgan) possibly, aye (@Morgan) possibly, aye (MK) Though it's more that I was not thinking anything about your solidness whilst you were away then (MK) Though it's more that I was not thinking anything about your solidness whilst you were away then ** mads_ has joined #7thseaic (mads_) I suppose you weren't aware of it then, though ** Morgan has quit (Killed (NickServ (GHOST command used by mads_))) ** mads_ is now known as Morgan ** ChanServ sets mode(s) +o Morgan (MK) No, that was when all I knew was kissing, what happened when the horses and cows mated, and how I would just need to lie back and think of pretty dresses... (@Morgan) I trust You no longer think you need to lie back and think of pretty dresses to endure it (MK) I have never thought of pretty dresses, nor "endured" what you do to me, liebes herz * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) good ** Molly has quit (Ping timeout: 250 seconds) (MK) But if you need a time where you can just lie back and think of... fancy axes and things to endure what I would be doing to you, you just need to say * MK giggles (@Morgan) fancy axes? (MK) Like the one you got from the brothel * @Morgan npds (@Morgan) it is a little fancy (MK) Its beautiful. I don't think Edward was all that impressed that I knew about those places at all! (@Morgan) No, he wasn't (MK) Yet he had an agreement with his future wife that he could make love to the women there... (MK) **several stars have appeared overhead (@Morgan) I think make love is the wrong term... * MK giggles (MK) No, but as I am such a good, naive young bride, I only know Make Love, and not the rude term you used in the tavern last night... (@Morgan) What rude term? (MK) You said "have sex". My mother would not approve *she laughs* * @Morgan snorts (@Morgan) Thats nothing compared to what I was thinking to describe what I wanted to do to you * MK bites her lip (MK) Well, my mother isn't even in the same Konigsreich, and despite what Varick believes, does not have ears everywhere... * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) it is rather scandalous (@Morgan) it is rather scandalous (MK) Given that I had such a strong desire to continue stroking you beneath the table until the inevitable happened, I am not too concerned about scandalous, Mon petit chou (MK) Given that I had such a strong desire to continue stroking you beneath the table until the inevitable happened, I am not too concerned about scandalous, Mon petit chou * @Morgan takes a breath * @Morgan takes a breath * MK waits eagerly (@Morgan) I was thinking that the second we were out of sight last night, I was going to fuck you mercilessly * MK makes a sharp inhalation followed by a whimper, and fidgets a little beside him * MK makes a sharp inhalation followed by a whimper, and fidgets a little beside him (MK) Oh really... that's what you were thinking? *she sounds surprised and breathless* (MK) Oh really... that's what you were thinking? *she sounds surprised and breathless* * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) that crossed with not wanting you to stop what you were doing (@Morgan) that crossed with not wanting you to stop what you were doing * MK nods * MK nods (MK) I was not thinking that particular word, but I was certainly thinking of something along those lines of actions... (MK) I was not thinking that particular word, but I was certainly thinking of something along those lines of actions... * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) Would you like to know? (MK) Would you like to know? * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) aye (@Morgan) aye (MK) I was thinking I would have liked to have teased you and pushed you relentlessly until you could bear no more, and then you growled in my ear "Outside. Now.", followed by you shoving me against the wall of the tavern fairly heedlessly of the risks, yanking up my skirts and... *she pauses briefly, saying the word quietly* fucking me violently... (MK) I was thinking I would have liked to have teased you and pushed you relentlessly until you could bear no more, and then you growled in my ear "Outside. Now.", followed by you shoving me against the wall of the tavern fairly heedlessly of the risks, yanking up my skirts and... *she pauses briefly, saying the word quietly* fucking me violently... * @Morgan blushes * @Morgan blushes * MK tucks herself further against his shoulder, also embarassed * MK tucks herself further against his shoulder, also embarassed (@Morgan) so we weren't too far off (@Morgan) so we weren't too far off (MK) Not at all. Interesting that the bedroom was so optional... (MK) Not at all. Interesting that the bedroom was so optional... * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods * MK giggles * MK giggles (MK) I said that word when you were first able to send your thoughts to me and it was so loud (MK) I said that word when you were first able to send your thoughts to me and it was so loud * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (MK) I don't use it in my head often... Though given how often I am going to recall what you just said, I suspect my mind is going to hear it a lot (MK) I don't use it in my head often... Though given how often I am going to recall what you just said, I suspect my mind is going to hear it a lot * @Morgan laughs * @Morgan laughs (MK) It's not a word I have ever heard you say before (MK) It's not a word I have ever heard you say before * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I dont swear often (@Morgan) I dont swear often (MK) I am not sure it counts as swearing if you are saying it to arouse your wife extremely though (MK) I am not sure it counts as swearing if you are saying it to arouse your wife extremely though (@Morgan) no, probably not (@Morgan) no, probably not (MK) It would be most unladylike for me to say it again though... (MK) It would be most unladylike for me to say it again though... * @Morgan nods * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) yes it would (@Morgan) yes it would * MK giggles * MK giggles (MK) I will make sure you never hear it from my lips again then, if you wish... (MK) I will make sure you never hear it from my lips again then, if you wish... (@Morgan) not bloody likely (@Morgan) not bloody likely * MK laughs. She's about to say something when the first shooting star passes her vision and she gets distracted (Molly) You do not find it displeasing to hear me say that word? (@Morgan) No, I do not * Molly is watching the sky from her position tucked into his side. The night has rapidly cooled now the sun has set and the sky is turning from indigo to navy (Molly) You continue to surprise me, liebes herz... (@Morgan) oh? (Molly) **Another star streaks across the sky. Having navigated in the navy, he recognises that the trajectory and time of year means it is the perseid meteor shower (Molly) You are far more open-minded and... *she searches for a word* enthused than I anticipated * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I am relaxed with you * Molly sighs happily (Molly) Ah liebes herz that really delights me more than you can imagine (@Morgan) I am glad of that (Molly) That you feel relaxed is deeply satisfying to me * Molly moves away a little (Molly) I think we should get all the blankets on, and maybe have some more hot chocolate * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I agree (Molly) Should I like up the sticks incase you wish to make a fire? (Molly) Pile* (@Morgan) That may be an idea, aye * Molly gets up, setting to do all these tjings (Molly) **very soon they are blanketed and furred, steaming cups. The night sky continues to impress as they sit close with their drinks beneath it (Molly) This was a wonderful idea, liebling * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'm rather enjoying it * Molly smiles (Molly) I am glad to hear it. Is Edward likely to smirk about it? (@Morgan) Not at all (Molly) Good. I suspect, from how he was when they reunited, that he has a romantic streak? (@Morgan) Very much so (Molly) Do you think they will be happy? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I suspect so (Molly) Do you think it is the Avalon blood that makes you and he romantic? (@Morgan) I suspect he'd argue otherwise (Molly) Why? * Molly sips the hot chocolate, enjoying the heat (@Morgan) Because, despite being half Avalonian, he is Eisen through and through (Molly) Do you like that about him? * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) Its just part of who he is (Molly) What do you like about him? (@Morgan) He's caring, protective... and really rather funny * Molly wraps a blanket tighter around her (Molly) Do those things surprise you? * @Morgan nods, sipping his chocolate (@Morgan) it does * Molly smiles (Molly) I would not have imagined thaf (@Morgan) Me either (Molly) Did you find out what the Something More was about lying to your Father? (@Morgan) Aside from wanting to protect me? (Molly) You said he had said there was possibly more to it than just that * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Its the sort of thing brothers do, keep each others secrets, and he wants that * Molly nods slowly (Molly) Do you want that? (@Morgan) I rather think I do * Molly nods even slower (Molly) That is surprising (@Morgan) Less so if you'd spent time with him as I have. (Molly) I meant you wanting that. I already know how appealing having secrets with you is! (@Morgan) I am frequently surprised how much I desire to build upon what we've started * Molly nods (Molly) I must say, watching this grow is both surprising and satisfying (@Morgan) oh? (Molly) I am trying to do as you wished, and see my part in your healing as an essential. It's satisfying to watch you continue to crack open that armour you had built that I made the first openings in * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) It feels like very slow progress, and massive leaps at the same time * Molly shakes her head (Molly) It is huge leaps. Please give yourself the credit you deserve. I am awed by you in this. * Molly runs her hand down his bicep comfortingly * @Morgan takes a deep breath (Molly) Are you alright? (@Morgan) Aye... just when I think about the progress we've made, he and I, and how much I _wanted_ to make it... it seems somewhat overwhelming (Molly) Would you prefer me to leave it for now, or would you prefer to discuss why that might be? (@Morgan) I don't know, really (Molly) Well whenever you know, I will aid you however you wish * @Morgan nods * Molly strokes his arm (Molly) Though it has been good for you to have had this time to get to know each other, I think it's going to be time soon for you to have a break and really process it * @Morgan nods (Molly) It will only be a few days until we leave them in Starke (@Morgan) aye * Molly sips the hot chocolate (Molly) Will you miss your Father? * @Morgan nods (Molly) You seem more relaxed with him than before * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) I think we've all learned about eachother (Molly) Your Father is certainly working through some things himself too. You're all growing (@Morgan) oh? (Molly) We've touched on this before, and you asked me to leave it (@Morgan) And now I'm asking you to not * Molly sighs (Molly) Alright (Molly) He feels bad about how he treated you over it, and how he should have treated them better too * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) he's said similar (Molly) I suspect that is partly why he lavishes Varick and I with attention and his plans of spoiling us (@Morgan) a small part I expect (Molly) Probably. His nightmare feeds into that, I think. Has he told you about it? * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) the day after you recovered (Molly) Apparently the shoes stick in his mind greatly, and I suspect that's tied to his desire to buy Varick and I things (@Morgan) The shoes... * Molly frowns (Molly) How much detail did he tell you in? (@Morgan) Not a great deal (Molly) Okay, maybe we can put a pin in that for now. I know he is glad to have the chance to build a stronger future with you * Molly sips her drink * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) very well (Molly) It seems like Sudlachenburg is strengthening through your progress which is pleasing * @Morgan nods * Molly finishes her drink, setting the cup aside, and lies down to look up at the beautiful sky (Molly) I wanted to help rebuild Eisen, I just had no clue that I was going to start that with helping you * @Morgan chuckles (@Morgan) woof * Molly moves her attention from the stars above to her husband (Molly) I certainly intend to rebuild Eisen in a physical sense with you... * @Morgan nods * Molly looks up again (Molly) My life, weaved through with Eisen people.. (@Morgan) Its rather humbling isn't it * Molly glances back to him, pulling the thick fur up to her shoulders. She smiles fondly in the moonlight (Molly) What do you mean? (@Morgan) They've been meddling for five hundred years to bring us both close enough together to affect things * Molly nods (Molly) Amazing, isn't it? Your Father falling in love with an Avalonian... My mother leaving her family in Durham to go to Tawstock... their parents, and their parents, and so on. Cultivated like roses, so that you and I blossomed * @Morgan nods * Molly takes a slightly deeper breath, then takes his free hand. She brings it to her lower belly, gazing up at him softly (Molly) And then one day... (@Morgan) And another day... and another... and another... and another... * @Morgan counts (@Morgan) and another... and another... and then another * Molly winces, giggling (Molly) Yes, I recall! * Molly watches his expression, trying to establish whether he was being humorous or romantic * @Morgan smiles * Molly nods slowly watching him but also distracted * Molly snaps back, then interlinks her fingers with his (Molly) It certainly sounds like the way I sail near the shallow waters of destiny has been a challenge for them * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) indeed it does * Molly smiles (Molly) I will try to stop doing that! (@Morgan) I'm sure they would be grateful... if they know what that is (Molly) They do not know what gratitude is? (@Morgan) I'm sure they're aware of it... as a concept (Molly) An intriguing thought. Is gratitude simply a human emotion? * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) Possibly (Molly) And love also, perhaps * @Morgan shrugs (@Morgan) I've more or less given up trying to understand them * Molly nods (Molly) I haven't even started working out how the Nieblungen and Theus are connected * Molly watches the long bright arch of a meteor (@Morgan) I'm not entirely sure I want to think about that (Molly) Let's think of something nicer then * Molly looks thoughtful * @Morgan hums quietly * Molly listens, watching him (Molly) You found something nicer? (@Morgan) hmm? (Molly) To think of? (@Morgan) Just a tune thats been going round my head (Molly) Is it something you know, or something you might write? (@Morgan) I might give it a go... (@Morgan) just have a few notes floating round my head * Molly nods (Molly) That is how that song Inga and I wrote that we sang for you at her wedding party started * @Morgan nods (Molly) I'd love to hear it if you ever do it * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) given how often this bit runs through my mind, so would I (Molly) It's been there a while? * Molly smiles (@Morgan) A few days at this point (@Morgan) but it comes to mind quite often (Molly) Intriguing... Do you know when it started? * @Morgan shakes his head * Molly nods (Molly) Perhaps once we are at sea you will have more time for it to develop? (@Morgan) Perhaps... (@Morgan) have you had my father or Edward speak to you in Avalonian yet? (Molly) No, I do not generally need to speak Avalon, aside from the odd word or two... like ¥Bilingual¥, I can never recall the Eisen for it ((This is exactly the issue she had in the schattenmann dream where she had to say it in Avalonian instead)) (@Morgan) Zweisprachig... but I recommend doing so... Its both amusing and endearing, watching them try * Molly nods (Molly) That's actually a very good idea... we need to think about teaching Varick Avalonian * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) I'd like him to be able to speak it as I can... without accent if he needs to * Molly smiles (Molly) I will make a start on it then. Why is their speech amusing? (@Morgan) Think of an Eisen accent when you're in Avalon... thats what they have... * Molly giggles (Molly) Oh dear. Not everyone takes to languages well... (@Morgan) I know... Its still entertaining though * Molly nods (Molly) I have always found learning languages each... *her tone slips to mischevious* I've always enjoyed the feel of Eisen on my tongue *she giggles* (Molly) Easy* * @Morgan chuckles (Molly) Something to think about though... * @Morgan nods * Molly sounds distracted (Molly) Liebling? (@Morgan) yes blossom? (Molly) Will you come and lie down with me now? * @Morgan nods, finishing his drink and laying beside her * Molly moves against him so they're in contact but she can still see the sky (Molly) That's better. It's always better when you're this close to me * @Morgan nods * Molly giggles (Molly) I think we will probably need to go back soon, we wouldn't want to fall asleep out here... * @Morgan nods (@Morgan) Probably best aye (Molly) Unless you can think of a pressing reason to stay...? (@Morgan) I was thinking you might like to hear about the constellations, but if you'd rather get back... (Molly) I would rather listen to your voice, always ** Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) ** You are now disconnected (Software caused connection abort) ------------------------------ Logging started for Blitzed:#7thseaic on Tuesday, 10 November 2020 09:01:59 Greenwich Mean Time ------------------------------ ** Reconnecting to irc.blitzed.org:6667… -NickServ- This nickname is registered. 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The meteors continue unabated, the sky mostly black above now, and the quarter moon shedding just enough silver for their dark-adjusted eyes to make out each other's expressions still (Molly) What would you like to share with me, my love? ** mads__ is now known as Morgan * Morgan spends twenty minutes pointing out the different constellations and the stories behind them, explaining how they're used to navigate at sea * Molly asks technical questions here and there, obviously keen to expand her skills. It's once he's finished that she asks "do you have any favourites?" * Morgan shakes his head slightly (Morgan) Sailing at night is dangerous, and they've always seen me safe, so I'm grateful to them all * Molly smiles (Molly) Then so am I (Molly) You cannot see Et Amantes from here? ((constellation only seen from Avalon and Vesten due to being further north, two people kissing, literally The Lovers)) (Morgan) No, you can only see that from Avalon and Vesten (Molly) That is the only one I knew *she smiles* Are there some of these we would not see were we doing this in Avalon? (Morgan) a couple... * Morgan points to a couple of them * Molly nods (Molly) Did you miss them when you were in Avalon? * Morgan smiles slightly (Morgan) aye (Molly) And then you miss Et Amantes whilst you're here? * Molly watches him (Morgan) Not so much (Molly) Because you saw it less in the War, or because Eisen is your home? (Morgan) Mostly the latter I think * Molly nods, quietly thinking (Molly) I'm not even sure where home is now * Morgan taps his chest * Molly moves quickly, turning to her side and leaning up. She presses her lips to his softly, slowly, her left hand running up his arm and then over his shoulder, traversing his chest to rest over his hand * Morgan makes a sound of surprise before returning her kiss (Molly) *she kisses him a few moments longer before gently drawing away* You are right. You are my home, liebes herz. No matter where we go or how far apart, you will always be my home. * Morgan nods * Molly moves his hand with hers, pressing it to her chest between her breasts (Molly) Just as there is always a home for you here, no matter what * Morgan nods * Molly watches him a moment, then lies back down beside him, keeping her hand around his (Molly) I wonder how far it will be that you can no longer hear my thoughts or sense my feelings * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I don't know (Molly) Will that be odd for you? * Molly idly runs her fingers over his hand * Morgan nods (Morgan) very (Molly) Do you read my mind often? (Morgan) Not at all... generally its only if something is wrong (Molly) It is useful for you to know I am safe though? (Morgan) extremely (Molly) You will just have to trust that I am keeping myself safe, if you can't sense me that far? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I'll have to, aye (Molly) Is that going to be hard? * Morgan nods * Molly brings his hand to her mouth, placing a kiss into his palm (Molly) I am going to be careful, liebling. And I will heal myself if I need to. (Morgan) I rather hope you won't need to (Molly) As do I. But I like to know that I can if I must. Besides, I will have Claudia, which will be almost as safe as having you * Morgan nods (Morgan) Father and Edward will protect you as well (Molly) I likely can protect myself quite well too * Morgan nods (Morgan) I don't doubt it (Molly) Are you looking forward to me learning Claudias new method? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I think it'll be worth knowing... If it says much, I can keep up with it, but I wouldn't like to take on two of her using it * Molly smiles (Molly) It sounds very interesting. I want to get better at it. I want to give you the security of knowing I can handle myself * Morgan nods * Molly goes quiet a minute, obviously distracted. A particularly bright meteor sweeps across the sky (Morgan) They're fairly spectacular tonight * Molly blinks a moment (Molly) Oh! Yes, they're beautiful! We are very lucky I think * Morgan nods (Molly) *she watches him a moment, voice quiet* When we were talking about what you had wanted to do last night, were you concerned I would be offended that you said that word to me? * Morgan nods (Molly) Why did you think I might be? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) its... exceptionally coarse * Molly nods slowly (Molly) I suppose it is... *she sounds thoughtful * * Morgan nods (Molly) My quietness is not that I am troubled, I am trying to think how to express a question... * Morgan nods (Morgan) then I shall wait without worrying (Molly) I would not want you worrying (Molly) Were you concerned not just about saying it, but that I would be offended that you had thought of what you do to me in such terms? * Morgan nods * Molly nods slowly again (Molly) Other women might be upset by that, but not me (Morgan) You are sure of that? * Molly turns to her side so she can watch him, and to see whether he looks troubled (Molly) ((Expression pls)) * Morgan looks concerned (Molly) I am utterly sure, liebes herz. As I have said before, your desire does not scare me * Morgan nods (Molly) If anything, I like that your desire is so strong that a word as intense as that is needed to describe what you want * Molly interlaces her fingers with his, squeezing gently * Morgan nods (Molly) Have I discomfitted you? (Morgan) No blossom * Molly exhales with relief (Molly) Good. I was concerned by your quietness (Morgan) Sorry blossom, I was just thinking about tomorrow (Molly) About leaving? * Morgan nods (Morgan) particularly its effect on Varick (Molly) Talk to me, what is your fear? (Morgan) He seems very scared I will not return (Molly) Do you think that is because he lost Karsten? * Morgan nods (Morgan) I sus[ect so (Molly) Perhaps this will help him learn that people do come back (Morgan) Perhaps... I hope so * Molly nods slowly (Molly) We have to show him that what he has been through is not how things will always be * Morgan nods (Morgan) absolutely * Molly is quiet a minute again (Molly) I can see that this will be quite hard for you, liebling... * Morgan nods * Molly squeezes his hand (Molly) I wish to help you, but I am torn between what I think would be best for you both in the longer term, and what would be gentlest in the short term (Morgan) Tell me (Molly) In the long term, he needs to trust that you love him enough and are safe enough that you will always come back for him... * Morgan nods (Molly) And I think you need to be able to trust that you can make a decision without it causing any harm. * Molly watches him closely * Morgan nods slowly (Molly) In the long term, you going and then reuniting on Saturday with everyone safe and well would, I think, help you both * Morgan nods (Molly) But in the short term, it would likely feel easier for you both to stay (Morgan) My leaving will only harm him if I did not return. * Molly nods (Molly) He may be a little unsettled, but the rest of us will do everything we can to make that easier. Then on saturday you will see that he is not hurt at all * Morgan nods * Molly inhales deeply, thoughtful (Molly) I would not be saying you should go if I thought it would harm him or put him at risk (Morgan) I know (Morgan) I would not go if I thought it would have that effect either (Molly) No. So you must try to trust your instincts... *she seems to have been about to say more* (Morgan) go on... (Molly) *quietly* I have a feeling that you do not find that easy * Morgan nods (Molly) If it makes any difference, I have faith in your judgments and instincts liebling (Morgan) it does (Molly) Good, I am glad (Molly) Are you staying tomorrow until after he is asleep? (Morgan) Father wants me gone early enough to arrive before it gets dark * Molly nods, thinking (Molly) You might need to be leaving by half after five then... that's fine, we will work around you * Morgan nods * Molly strokes her thumb across his palm (Morgan) A father will always worry for his sons safety, no matter how dangerous his son may be... * Molly giggles (Molly) Did your Father say that? * Morgan nods (Molly) That's very sweet. He loves you very much * Morgan nods (Morgan) I think so (Molly) He does. * Molly smiles (Molly) You are very loved, liebling (Morgan) I rather feel it * Molly smiles, surprised (Molly) You do? * Morgan nods (Morgan) Its something of a revelation to me lately, also * Molly nods (Molly) I cannot even tell you how deeply satisfying this is to me * Morgan smiles * Molly sighs happily (Molly) I am glad you feel it * Molly brings his hand to her mouth, pressing her warm lips to the back of it. The tip of her nose is cold (Morgan) I think we should get you indoors blossom, your nose is cold * Molly sighs quietly (Molly) Alright, that's probably very wise * Morgan nods * Molly squeezes his hand before letting go and sitting up (Molly) I've enjoyed this * Morgan nods, sitting up (Morgan) as have I * Molly stands, and starts loading things back into the cart quietly (Molly) **Once it's done, she stands for a moment, watching the meteors, pulling her cloak around her (Molly) There will be other nights, other meteor showers... * Morgan nods (Morgan) without doubt * Molly nods (Molly) Alright, let's go * Morgan nods, getting up and stretching (Molly) Thank you for teaching me today, it was easier than last time (Morgan) You're doing very well (Molly) Thank you. I will keep trying when I can, though the issue of my wet clothing is likely to continue to make that difficult! (Morgan) Ms * Morgan nods (Morgan) maybe ask Claudia * Molly checks to make sure they haven't forgotten anything (Molly) That is a good idea. Did you speak to her about Sorgi yet? (Morgan) No, I haven't * Molly waits for him to pull the cart, certain he will insist if she even tries (Molly) Will you do it tonight? (Morgan) Which part? That she's got tonight to deal with him, or that I won't be having it onboard * Molly smiles (Molly) Either... both? (Morgan) I suppose I best had * Molly leads the way towards the house * Morgan drags the card along (Molly) Will there be trouble? (Morgan) Its possible I suppose. I hope not. (Molly) Me too. Will you speak to Sorgi too? (Morgan) I suppose I should (Molly) It's an added complication... * Molly watches him as she wanders along * Morgan nods (Molly) It seems very sudden (Morgan) No, not really (Molly) You had seen a spark between them? (Morgan) Its complicated... but yes * Molly frowns a little (Molly) Can I ask why it is complicated? (Morgan) There is a shared history, to do with her father (Molly) Oh! I don't recall that (Molly) I suppose I am just not used to the idea that people would go from meeting to making love so quickly * Morgan nods (Morgan) Best not mention that to Jarvie * Molly smiles (Molly) I couldn't possibly say * Molly looks thoughtful (Molly) I suppose that goes back to my upbringing too. A woman should only go to a man's bed as his Wife, unless he can take a mistress and she has been wise enough to secure her future * Morgan nods (Morgan) I can't say it sits as terribly normal (Molly) But perhaps that is very provincial thinking. Perhaps more is happening like that than we know about. * Molly shakes it off, focusing on leading the way back to the house (Molly) Will you be long, do you think? * Morgan follows her, humming * Molly listens to see if it's the same as before (Morgan) ((it is)) * Molly smiles to herself, not interrupting him any further. The house is very quiet when they get there, but a butler remains ready to open the door and take the cart. Molly looks around the beautiful candlelit hall, then seems to disappear off into a day dream, smiling to herself * Morgan looks at the Butler (Morgan) Would you be so good as to find Claudia for me? I need to speak with her (Molly) **He bows, going upstairs. This movement hasn't alerted Molly at all (Morgan) Come on blossom, get yourself settled, I'm going to speak to Claudia * Molly bites her lip, glancing at him (Molly) Alright liebling. I'll get ready for bed * Morgan nods (Morgan) Good. I'll see you shortly * Molly glances at the white and black tiled floor a moment, then goes upstairs. She's been gone about a minute when Claudia comes down, polishing her falchion as she walks ** You're now known as Claudia (Claudia) Good evening, good swim? * Morgan nods (Morgan) Aye, it was... meteor shower, too, so it was very nice * Claudia nods (Claudia) You wanted me? * Morgan nods (Morgan) we need to talk (Claudia) Here? (Morgan) No, somewhere private * Claudia has obviously patrolled because she leads them to a little parlour, sitting on a chair to continue polishing (Claudia) What's the problem? (Morgan) Not necessarily a problem... You and Sorgi... You realise tomorrow he is coming with me? * Claudia stops polishing, watching him (Claudia) Yes I do (Morgan) If you wish to spend time with him, tonight is your only chance. I won't be allowing it once we get onboard the Rose * Claudia watches him appraisingly (Claudia) I told you it was not going to happen again. (Morgan) and I told Theus I would never speak to him again... * Claudia continues to watch him (Claudia) Neither Sorgi nor I have any intention of it happening again * Morgan stares at her intently for a moment before shrugging (Morgan) As you wish. * Claudia doesn't shy away from the eye contact (Claudia) Sorgi and I have both become protective of Molly since... *she touches her arm* It was last Thursday after you had told me she was safe. Feelings were running high, one thing led to another. (Morgan) You two have been getting closer for a while now (Claudia) We get on well. But it's just platonic. (Morgan) Very well. I want you to be happy, thats all * Claudia inclines her head (Claudia) I am happy as things are, and so is he. * Morgan nods (Morgan) I assume I don't need to have this conversation with him as well? (Claudia) No, I'll tell him (Morgan) I hear you and Molly spoke about the day we nearly lost her * Claudia nods (Claudia) She was in a bit of a state about something on the road earlier * Claudia shrugs (Claudia) You know what women are like. (Morgan) Why do you keep going to brothels? * Claudia is clearly caught off guard (Claudia) Why? *she frowns* * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I'm curious. I thought I knew you better, and it bothers me that I don't (Claudia) Knew me better than what? (Morgan) Than I do * Claudia watches him a moment (Claudia) Why do people normally go to brothels, Morgan? (Morgan) I see... * Claudia nods, watching him (Claudia) Is that a problem for you? * Morgan shrugs (Morgan) I don't see why it should be... I was counting on you to have been in less brothels than me, but I suppose I'll have to rely on Varick for that * Claudia laughs (Claudia) Or Molly * Morgan nods * Claudia continues to watch him (Claudia) It won't be something that causes disruption on the ship. (Morgan) Good... I'd hate to have the entire crew try to contain you long enough for me to look disappointed in having trouble... * Claudia nods (Claudia) Too much blood to mop up (Morgan) You'll note I did say _try_ * Claudia nods (Claudia) And we won't need to discuss it further? (Morgan) Not unless you ever wish to. (Claudia) I have no need to. It is not something I act on often, and I have no plan to change that. (Morgan) As with anything, though, the offer is there. * Claudia inclines her head (Claudia) Was that all? (Morgan) Molly was wondering if you'd swim with her, save my father or Edward getting flustered * Claudia nods (Claudia) Alright. (Morgan) Thank you. She's doing quite well... and she's looking forward to you teaching her * Claudia nods (Claudia) We will start with the swords tomorrow, it's time she was practising properly. (Morgan) Training swords, perhaps... she still needs to avoid blood loss * Claudia nods (Claudia) That's fine * Claudia yawns (Claudia) If there's nothing more? I didn't sleep much last night * Morgan nods (Morgan) Sleep well my friend * Claudia inclines her head, leaving him alone in the parlour * Morgan stretches before leaving the parlour to head to his bedroom (Claudia) **He bumps into Edward not far from his and Molly's room, who has his coat slung over his arm, and smells of cigar smoke and exotic perfume. He bows to Morgan, smiling ** You're now known as Edward (Edward) Back already, brother? It's not even midnight yet! (Morgan) It was getting cold and I don't want Molly catching a cold * Edward shakes his head, grinning (Edward) Disgusting and sappy. (Morgan) \Completely unacceptable from a son of Eisen... the introduction went well? * Edward smiles (Edward) Indeed it did. It went to plan, and everyone was appropriately pleased. * Morgan nods (Morgan) good (Edward) I had quite a while to think about my shoulder *he smirks* * Morgan laughs quietly (Edward) I haven't decided yet though. I will keep thinking. * Morgan nods (Morgan) So you consider all consequences... it might make carrying a certain person easier... (Edward) Over the threshold? (Morgan) I meant Varick, but aye, her too * Edward looks to consider this a moment (Edward) Worth thinking on * Morgan nods (Morgan) and then for future children... and Brumhilde of course * Edward nods {discomfort} (Edward) It would be beneficial in the future * Morgan nods, stretching so his back pops (Morgan) but I understand the desire to keep it * Edward nods (Edward) I will think on it. Did you see meteors? (Morgan) Many * Edward smiles (Edward) I think I'll do that with Mina next year for it (Morgan) It was really rather lovely * Edward smiles (Edward) I'm glad you had a good evening * Morgan inclines his head (Morgan) I've arranged with Claudia to swim with her if she wishes to (Edward) To save Father being as ungentlemanly about it? *he laughs* (Morgan) When I explained that to father, it was absolutely clear it had no occurred to him * Edward laughs (Edward) Best that he doesn't learn with his own eyes then * Morgan nods (Morgan) indeed (Edward) I'll leave you to your bed then (Morgan) Goodnight Edward * Edward inclines his head (Edward) I'll see you in the morning Morgan *he smirks* * Morgan rolls his eyes before shoving past his brother to his room (Edward) **he can hear Edward chuckling quietly behind him*