(Molly) (Molly) That's because he loves her, Mauschen. Maybe one day, when you are a man, you will want to do lots of drawings of the woman you want to marry
(Molly) (Molly) V: *he shakes his head, looking at Morgan * I am _never_ getting married.
(Molly) (@Morgan) no?
(Molly) (Molly) **There is a sudden peal of bells, followed by another from almost the same place. They are cheerful, celebratory sounds, and not dissimilar to wedding bells*
(Molly) V: *he looks in the direction of the bells* Weddings are for girls.
(@Morgan) I see...
* Molly looks confused
(@Morgan) I'm not entirely sure I agree with you there...
(Molly) Is something happening in town?
* @Morgan smiles suddenly
(@Morgan) that... is a celebration that you are still with us
* Molly rapidly goes through looking surprised,  then humbled and speechless
(Molly) V: *he looks at them both, smiling* That's good
* Molly watches Morgan, looking very puzzled and out of her depth
* @Morgan takes her hand
(@Morgan) what puzzles you blossom?
* Molly blinks
(Molly) The whole city, the capital of a Konigsreich of Eisen,  filled with beautiful sounds of church bells...
* @Morgan nods
* Molly frowns with an intense confusion
(Molly) ... just because _I_ still exist. It's...
(Molly) **The bells continue to ring joyfully*
(@Morgan) An expression of how much you mean to us
* Molly blushes hard, bowing her head, clearly touched by this
(Molly) It's very surprising
(@Morgan) I rather like it
* Molly squeezes his hand, but her free hand automatically  comes to her lower lip with the habit he had made the same comment about when he first uncovered its meaning
(Molly) I do also, it's just... unexpected, given my...
* @Morgan looks at her
(@Morgan) what?
(Molly) **her eyes dart to Varick, and she switches to Avalonian* ... background
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) {a} Does he know about it? I'm not sure{/a}
(Molly) V: *he has become distracted by a pair of Red Admirals near the bushes*
(Molly) ¥That I was born on a farm, and my father was a farmer, yes. The lack of status, no
(@Morgan) You have enough to satisfy protocol even without Sigfrieds actions.
(@Morgan) Besides, you clearly mean much to him
* Molly nods
(Molly) ¥And by the blessing of Theus and the body of a Veisgraf I have plenty of status now *she smiles with mock innocence, watching him*
* @Morgan blushes
(@Morgan) quite
* Molly nods thoughtfully to herself, the bells coming to an end
(Molly) It was His Grace's idea?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) Realistically, its not my style
* Molly looks intrigued
(Molly) No?
(@Morgan) churches... Not somewhere you'll generally find me
* Molly smiles gently
(Molly) No, but that is not an essential
(Molly) V: *he looks at Morgan* Can I go and see the butterflies again?
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) V: *he runs over to the bushes*
* Molly smiles to herself, flushing a little
(Molly) It must be about ten past five now?
(@Morgan) something like, aye
* Molly runs her thumb up his palm gently
(Molly) Strange to think this time yesterday we were only just getting the all clear
* @Morgan nods
* Molly smiles a little
(Molly) That was by far the longest hour of my life!
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) It was a very strange mix of wanting it to hurry up and wanting it to take longer
* Molly nods
(Molly) The waiting afterwards, not the pain!
* @Morgan nods
* Molly breathes out slowly
(Molly) That was... indescribably painful
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I've no doubt blossom
* Molly looks to him
(Molly) I'd have kept you from having to witness it if I could have
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) We needed to work together
* Molly nods
(Molly) Yes, but I know I would have found it distressing for you to be undergoing such pain
(@Morgan) I'd rather have been distressed and reach this outcome than the other way around
* Molly nods
(Molly) I would not be here today if it weren't for you, liebling
(@Morgan) It could be argued you'd not have been at such risk if it weren't for me
* Molly frowns, looking at his expression, trying to establish whether this is a genuine concern for him
* @Morgan looks serious
* Molly squeezes his hand
(Molly) If it weren't for you, I would have drowned in Lady Torringtons pool that day last August.
(@Morgan) true
* Molly smiles
(Molly) I think we will probably just spend many decades of saving each other's lives in turns
(@Morgan) It would appear that way
* Molly moves a little, resting her cheek on his arm
(Molly) As I said yesterday, you must always remember that I regret nothing that has led me to be here at your side.
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) Being with you is plenty enough compensation for the dangers and hardships I have had
(@Morgan) I'm glad to hear that, though I think you overvalue my company
* Molly speaks softly
(Molly) How can I, when it is I that values it...?
* @Morgan nods slightly
* Molly doesn't reply
(@Morgan) I cannot argue with that logic
* Molly still doesn't reply
* @Morgan looks at her
* Molly has fallen asleep with her head on his arm
* @Morgan moves slightly, before picking her up
* Molly doesn't wake, but is clearly asleep rather than in any danger
* @Morgan carries her to where Varick is, telling him they need to return Molly to their rooms
(Molly) V: *he does what he is told, being helpful at opening the doors, and giving safety instructions
** You're now known as Marta
* Marta watches them when they arrive, looking amused rather than formidable
(Marta) V: *he opens the bedroom door, waiting*
(Marta) Tired herself out then, my Lord?
* @Morgan nods, carrying her through
(Marta) V: *he starts showing Marta all his sketches in the parlour*
* @Morgan lays Molly on the bed before taking off her shoes
(Marta) **She murmurs softly in Avalonian* 'S ok, sleep on grass
* @Morgan makes sure she's comfortable before heading out of the bedroom, closing the door behind him
* Marta smiles at him, flicking through the sketches
(Marta) I would let her sleep til she needs to dress for dinner, my Lord
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) We'll see if she's up to it
(Marta) I can feed, bathe and put Varick to bed if you have anything you need to do?
(@Morgan) I might go and get some fresh air
* Marta nods
(Marta) Yes my Lord
* @Morgan looks at Varick
(@Morgan) be good young captain
(Marta) V: *he comes and gives him a hug* You can go and play with my spider if you want
* @Morgan smiles
(@Morgan) I might do that
(Marta) *He goes back to what he was doing, and starts telling Marta all about Uncle Edwards book of drawings of Mina, and how he is never getting married*
* @Morgan heads out of the room
(Marta) ((Anywhere he specifically goes))
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(Marta) **In what is a very rare hour, he is able to wander around outdoors without anyone interrupting him, giving him time and space to just think and be. Before long, he is cleaned up and dressed for dinner, and with assurances that she feels well enough, looking cheerful and confident in her Eisen dress, he escorts her on his arm through the house, passing the window overlooking the stable and driveway when Mina and Edward almost got caught kissing the night before
* Marta checks his body language and expression
** You're now known as Molly
(Molly) How are you, liebes herz?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I'm fine blossom
* Molly nods
(Molly) I hope carrying me did not hurt you
(@Morgan) Not at all blossom
(@Morgan) Varick did a wonderful job of opening doors and the likes
(Molly) He is very sweet. It was a little puzzling to wake indoors though *she smiles at him*
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) you mumbled something about sleeping in the grass
* Molly bites her lip
(Molly) That does not entirely surprise me
(@Morgan) no?
* Molly gives him a mischievous sidelong glance
(Molly) I had been dreaming,  and we were _very_ tired
(@Morgan) oh? Ah... I see
* Molly looks at his expression
* @Morgan is blushing
* Molly giggles, squeezing his arm gently
(Molly) *quietly* If you're going to slip into my dreams, I would recommend those ones
* @Morgan smiles slightly
(@Morgan) a pity I don't have control over that
(Molly) ** they progress towards the dining room whilst talking
(@Morgan) speaking of dreams...
(Molly) Yes?
(@Morgan) You remember that house on the cover of that book, it had appeared in one of your dreams...
(Molly) I do not recall the dream, but I recall you saying you had been there
(Molly) In the dream
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) father recognised the house
* Molly frowns
(Molly) It exists?
* @Morgan nods
* Molly watches him
(Molly) Are you worried, or just curious?
(@Morgan) Mostly the latter, but since in your dream the schattenmann appears there...
* Molly looks thoughtful
(Molly) That is how I know the one in Varick a new soldiers us incorrect?
(Molly) Having seen it in a dream is why I thought the one Varick has in his new set of soldiers isn't spindly enough?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I assume so
(Molly) Have you seen it in other dreams of mine (he saw it in the one set in the future where she'd become a cynical pirate,  it was concealed as busty blonde Eisen sirens)
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) though that was rather peculiar
(Molly) Was it? (He hasn't told her about it, even though she was aeare of him in the dream)
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) You had become a pirate, and were as cynical as I am... and the schattenmann started out as sirens
* Molly pauses
(Molly) *whispers* Around the time of... helping Sorgi,  and the after-effect that made people drawn to me
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) about then
(Molly) Explains the sirens... is it accurate in my dream?
(@Morgan) more or less
* Molly nods
(Molly) Very strange. But if we start digging into this mystery, are you going to feel the need to go there?
(@Morgan) I do hate to leave a mystery unsolved...
(Molly) From the front of the book, it seems the house is in the schwarzenwald
* Molly watches his face
* @Morgan nods slowly
* Molly squeezes his arm
(Molly) Something to consider
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) ** they get very near the antechamber of the dinning room
(Molly) If that is your will, we can, but we will need to think about our other commitments as it will add several extra days
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) we have other things to do first
* Molly smiles
(Molly) We often do
(@Morgan) that is very true
(Molly) **They head inside, joining Faulk, Isiah, Sabine, Fuchs, Stef, Adalbrecht and Edward. In the ante-room of the dining hall, she is made a fuss over. Molly keeps an eye on her husband as first Colonel Fuchs bows over her hand, and then His Grace kisses it with glowing praise and obvious happiness at her recovery.
* @Morgan watches them, making sure she does not seem uncomfortable
(Molly) **she seems fine, friendly, relaxed
* Molly is next approached by her brother in law who inclines his head to Morgan first. Like His Grace, he takes her hand and kisses it, smiling warmly. "You look absolutely enchanting this evening, Eisen fashion suits you beautifully".
* @Morgan watches her reaction
* Molly blushes, looking down before then glancing at Morgan's reaction briefly  "I-... it was a gift from your brother, bought in Freiburg".
(Molly) *He smiles at her* He has good taste then
(Molly) ((What is his expression?))
(@Morgan) ((indulgent))
(Molly) *she nods briefly, smiling* The red dress with with sparkles that I was wearing the evening you arrived in Sudlachenburg was from him also. He has always known what I look best in *she smiles at Morgan, a little playfulness in it*
* @Morgan nods
(Molly) **Edward glances at Morgan with amusement* Deep forest green, royal blue, cool pinks? Satins, crisp cottons?
* @Morgan looks at his brother, staying quiet
* Molly looks a little surprised
(Molly) I like all of those! How did you know?
(Molly) **He smiles* I enjoy women's company, it is refreshing. Women like to talk about clothing at length
* Molly nods, and Morgan can see it's taking effort for her not to smirk
(Molly) I am sure your future wife will benefit from your keen powers of discernment
(Molly) *Edward laughs, and they all get called in to take their seats. Molly goes slowly enough to stay at Morgan's side
(Molly) Alright, liebling?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) fine
* Molly whispers
(Molly) And white, like my wedding dress
* @Morgan nods
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(@Morgan) <Molly> *Edward laughs, and they all get called in to take their seats. Molly goes slowly enough to stay at Morgan's side
(@Morgan)  <Molly> Alright, liebling?
(@Morgan)  * Morgan nods
(@Morgan)  <Morgan> fine
(@Morgan)  * Molly whispers
(@Morgan)  <Molly> And white, like my wedding dress
(@Morgan)  * Morgan nods
(Molly) **She takes her seat between Faulk and Morgan. Dinner is a fairly subdued,  no-one mentions the woman who will die tomorrow. Faulk expresses a little dismay when Molly mentions that they will need to leave early the  next week
(Molly) ((Anything he would specifically raise with anyone at the table?))
(@Morgan) ((Not really))
(Molly) **Once they are eating Schwarzenwald gateau, Molly starts asking Faulk about whether he has spent much time in Atemlos. The city becomes a topic of conversation, with  Sabine mentioning a gallery her father's art is in, Adalbrecht talking about having taken Verity there on honeymoon, and Edward having been to court there a few times
(Molly) Faulk: *he smiles at Molly after she casually mentions the possibility of staying there a few days to see the museum's and shops before they have to leave Eisen* I have a townhouse I keep there, if you wish to go for a few days, you are welcome to stay there, and my servants will ensure you are well cared for
* Molly looks surprised "Your Grace is too kind, we would not wish to impose". He takes her hand "My dear Veisgrafin, it is no imposition at all. I would be glad to know you were safely lodged there"
* Molly glances at Morgan for his expression
* @Morgan nods ever so slightly
(Molly) **Faulk lets go of her hand, returning to the desert. She thanks him, laying out a rough plan of staying towards the end of the week until Saturday, and plans are made that he will send word to let his staff know. For the remainder of the time, everyone aside from Adlabrecht makes suggestions. Morgan's sire quietly watches between Molly's excited planning and Morgan's response to it
* @Morgan watches his father impassively
(Molly) *Adalbrecht is still quiet once the ladies retire to the drawing room. Port and cigars are started. Once again, Edward smokes along with the others, though it seems to be something he only does at this time of day
(Molly) **The chatting about Atemlos and the konigsreich of Hainzl continues, but nothing catches his attention. Adalbrecht motions Morgan to one side
** You're now known as Adalbrecht
* @Morgan moves to his father
(Adalbrecht) You are having a good evening?
(@Morgan) Well enough, aye
* Adalbrecht nods
(@Morgan) you?
(Adalbrecht) I am... alright. I saw Dreschler, he did not have as much information as I hoped, but he had some
* Adalbrecht sips his port
(@Morgan) oh?
(Adalbrecht) The house was built in 1605 ((60 years ago)). The tithes have always been paid via an account in Freiburg inn The name of a Mr Darius Eckname ((Deckname means Alias in Eisen)(
* @Morgan looks both amused and suspicious
(@Morgan) Eckname...
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) Dreschler pointed that out.
(Adalbrecht) The tithe has never been late. My Father's signature is on the paperwork to approve the sale of the land
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) Thank you
(Adalbrecht) There has been no correspondence for the last twenty years, so I would imagine it is very run down now
(@Morgan) I may have a look at it
(Adalbrecht) Depending on your plans for my visiting the ship, I could go and look for you on the way home *he looks serious*
(@Morgan) No... I appreciate the offer, especially in light of where it is, but I'll look when I get chance. 
* Adalbrecht nods. He looks tense
(Adalbrecht) I should have put two and two together about next Friday. I can see the Rose another time you are back in Eisen with it
(@Morgan) Yes, you should have... I'm still considering it.
(Adalbrecht) I will leave it in your hands. It sounds like Molly is now excited to be going to Atemlos
(@Morgan) Shops and museums... I can see why she'd be excited
* Adalbrecht smiles
(Adalbrecht) I will give her some money so she can have a wonderful time
(@Morgan) Very generous of you
(Adalbrecht) Well, I did not get to have a daughter to spoil, so this is a good solution
* Adalbrecht draws on the cigar, and glances at where Edward is sat talking with the others
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) And soon there will be two to spoil
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) Was there anything else?
(@Morgan) I hear you apologised
* Adalbrecht nods {pained, guilty}
(Adalbrecht) I did
* @Morgan nods, sipping his coffee
(Adalbrecht) I had not realised quite how many times I must have inadvertently hurt her this summer {distress}
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) We cannot change the past, we can only change the future
* Adalbrecht nods slowly
(Adalbrecht) I think it is more complicated than that, but yes. And I will ensure she never hears anything from me again that hurts her that badly {pain, solemnity}
(@Morgan) Of course its more complicated than that... but I'm glad you've taken her words to heart
(Adalbrecht) Very much so. I did not really understand it until she was able to explain it so well earlier. I only wish I had understood her sooner.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) Its quite upsetting to have no realised, isn't it
(Adalbrecht) Very. She has a more sensitive nature than I realised,  and I have never been careful enough of that
* @Morgan nods
* Adalbrecht exhales slowly, the smoke twisting as it rises
(Adalbrecht) However,  I will do better than I have.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) good... I should hate to brain you
* Adalbrecht glances at him
(Adalbrecht) I suspect if I make her cry again, you wouldn't feel bad about it at all
(@Morgan) I didn't say I'd feel bad about it, but I wouldn't really like having to
* Adalbrecht smiles a little
(Adalbrecht) After what happened earlier, if I do it again I would deserve it, so feel free
* @Morgan sniffs
(@Morgan) I do...
* Adalbrecht smiles
(Adalbrecht) How is she this evening?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) she is doing well
* Adalbrecht smiles
(Adalbrecht) I am glad. The thought of how it could have been is distressing
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) your telling her how I was during the day helped her understand how I've been so calm since
* Adalbrecht looks puzzled
(Adalbrecht) It has been a concern?
(@Morgan) I think she worried that I held her in less regard since, lets be honest, I'm not known for my calm demeanour anymore
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) That makes perfect sense
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) Also, she has not grown up with War.  She has not had that exposure that we have had to danger and it's aftermath
(@Morgan) I'd disagree with that final part
(Adalbrecht) Oh?
(@Morgan) The things we've seen together, she knows danger all too well
(Adalbrecht) Then she has seen your calm afterwards before. It is likely that she is just emotional from her ordeal
* Adalbrecht looks to remember something
(@Morgan) No... I had no calm before her... 
* Adalbrecht looks confused
(Adalbrecht) I don't understand what you mean
(@Morgan) Until recently, I was nothing but angry. The only calmness I showed was just before something would try to end me, and even then it was not true calm. And given my reaction when Dietlinde and Jana... I can see why my calm now worried her so
* Adalbrecht nods slowly
(Adalbrecht) I see
(Adalbrecht) It is a complex situation. What do you think about the Sudlache ring?
(@Morgan) what about it?
(Adalbrecht) The change
(@Morgan) You noticed that... 
(Adalbrecht) It is rather obvious
(@Morgan) Only to someone who is more than passingly familiar with it
* Adalbrecht looks confused
(Adalbrecht) What is your issue with that?
(@Morgan) I didn't say I had one
* @Morgan sips his coffee
(Adalbrecht) I have never head of it changing
* Adalbrecht mostly looks thoughtful, confused, rather than angry or worried
(@Morgan) Given the superstitious nature of Eisen in general and specifically home... if it had changed, would they have kept quiet about it?
(@Morgan) Or... perhaps it hadn't been such a close call before... 
(Adalbrecht) I think we would have heard about it. But perhaps this was the closest call it has had...
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) perhaps it is temporary
* Adalbrecht glances at him
(Adalbrecht) Do you think so?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) who knows
* Adalbrecht smiles a little
(Adalbrecht) I almost hope it isn't
(@Morgan) oh?
(Adalbrecht) Can you imagine the superstitious legend that will pass on through your children and grandchildren of how the Sudlache ring got it's bloodmark by saving a Veisgrafin?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) especially given that she's... fates blindness I think
* Adalbrecht frowns
(Adalbrecht) She's what?
(@Morgan) According to Mina, thirteenth child of thirteen, they are invisible to fate
* Adalbrecht looks very wary
(Adalbrecht) That is a superstition in Graben?
* @Morgan nods
* Adalbrecht is clearly brooding on this
(Adalbrecht) How could we know a bridal plate is correct if even the fates cannot see her path?
(@Morgan) I had a different view of it... perhaps the fates give us places to be but cant see a way to get us there... until she gets involved.
* Adalbrecht looks at him frankly
(Adalbrecht) That surprises me
(@Morgan) why?
(Adalbrecht) Given the discussions we had before the wedding about the nature of Theus plan and fate, I would have thought that was a very uncomfortable view point for you
* @Morgan looks at his father
(@Morgan) I didn't say it sits well with me
* Adalbrecht takes a large mouthful of blokners, looking ill at ease
(@Morgan) and I've been spending more time speaking to Him lately
* Adalbrecht smiles at thar
(Adalbrecht) I am glad to hear it
(Adalbrecht) Did that help you through yesterday?
(@Morgan) A little I suppose
* Adalbrecht broods further
(Adalbrecht) Perhaps that is simply one superstition that has no basis.
* @Morgan laughs quietly
* Adalbrecht raises an eyebrow
(Adalbrecht) That is funny?
(@Morgan) _their_ superstitions are silly, but _ours_ are perfectly sound
(Adalbrecht) I did not say that. Just perhaps _that_ one.
(@Morgan) Realistically... that one does seem very hard to base in fact
* Adalbrecht looks serious
(Adalbrecht) Did Mina tell that one to Molly?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) she found it quite upsetting
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) That does not surprise me at all
* Adalbrecht sighs, brooding again
(@Morgan) whats on your mind old man?
(Adalbrecht) I am wondering how to convince her it is just nonsense. I have never had to convince someone of that before!
(@Morgan) Quite the opposite, yes?
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) We do everything we can to stay on the right side of everything in the schwarzenwald and the Sudlache, no matter how silly it sounds to others
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) as I say, things based in fact...
* Adalbrecht nods slowly
(Adalbrecht) If fate cannot see her path, then the Sudlache ring could not know what was coming, and not save her?
(@Morgan) I'd work on sounding more convinced before telling her that
* Adalbrecht smiles
(Adalbrecht) Unfortunately, so far I have not found a way to win an argument with her. I am not sure I would ever be convincing enough
(Adalbrecht) Perhaps her Avalonian common sense will prevail?
(@Morgan) I'd say combine the two facets and it may work
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) Lets get the situation with Alarice resolved, and then we will bend our combined rationality to convincing her that there is a superstition that we do not believe in.
* Adalbrecht stays utterly deadpan
(@Morgan) Well, I suppose that'll be a slight improvement over my rationality alone
(Adalbrecht) Not by much, I would wager.
(@Morgan) Not a statement I'd bet against
* Adalbrecht smirks
(Adalbrecht) Don't you save your wagers for whether it is easier to get a woman into a corset than out of it?
(@Morgan) shush old man
* Adalbrecht laughs
* Adalbrecht becomes serious
(Adalbrecht) Are you troubled about the execution?
(@Morgan) Saddened that it is necessary...
* Adalbrecht nods
(@Morgan) Did I tell you I received a letter from Jarvie?
(Adalbrecht) Yes you did. I am glad it won't be a shock to her
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) I am also glad Molly made me see sense on standing against it. How could I look either of you in the face and profess to love you when I stood for the woman that would have destroyed you both?
(@Morgan) I... _we_ understood why you felt you must
* Adalbrecht shrugs a little
(Adalbrecht) I let my Eisenness run away with me
(@Morgan) as I said... we understood.
(Adalbrecht) She reminded me that I had made a vow to Theus at your baptism to protect you. It was hard to argue against that logic
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) She's very good at that
(Adalbrecht) This is how she made you discover a desire to keep living?
(@Morgan) Not wanting to be without her...
* Adalbrecht smiles
(Adalbrecht) As an Eisenman, I ought to say you get your romantic nature from your Avalon side
(@Morgan) Difficult to explain where yours comes from then....
(Adalbrecht) It would be. Except I know full well it comes from my grandparents, Abelard and Lisette. I watched how they adored each other, and it seemed like how it should be. My parents were more formal and detached, with the four of us and each other
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) Much as your brother would probably deny it, he's no better
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I've noticed
(Adalbrecht) You should see his sketch book. Full of drawings and paintings of her
(@Morgan) so Varick tells me
(Adalbrecht) Fortunately, it was all appropriate!
* Adalbrecht is blushing a little
(@Morgan) I would hope so
(Adalbrecht) I should hope he was raised better than to be creating anything indecent!
* @Morgan says nothing, sipping his coffee
(Adalbrecht) You will be attending the execution?
(@Morgan) Will you?
(Adalbrecht) Yes. It is my duty. I need to see that it is finished
(@Morgan) Then I will be there
(Adalbrecht) I do not need you you hold my hand, Morgan. If you do not want to be there,  you do not need to
* Adalbrecht is frowning a little
(@Morgan) It is my duty to stand with my Graf and my father in times of grief. 
* Adalbrecht seems to weigh this up before shrugging
(Adalbrecht) Alright. I have considered forbidding your brother from attending
(@Morgan) Why?
(Adalbrecht) Because although he seems to think he will not be troubled, he was... intimate with her on multiple occassions. Some feelings must have developed from that.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) Have you considered it would be better for him to be with his family?
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) I am trying to be fair, and not hold what happened with the baby against him
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I'm rather proud of you for that
(Adalbrecht) I appreciate it. It is not easy for me. I want to understand how he says the child was conceived intentionally on Alarice's part, and against his will, but I do not
(@Morgan) What confuses you?
(Adalbrecht) *he speaks quietly* I am not very well versed in these things... surely he could have just... stopped *he blushes bright red*
(@Morgan) Have you considered that she had told him she was... preventing the pregnancy but lied? 
* Adalbrecht thinks
(Adalbrecht) I suppose she must have some knowledge about herbs and things to do what she did to Molly?
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) I suppose that would not have been his fault then...
(@Morgan) I'd imagine any midwife would know how to do that also
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) I suppose people with very large families, or close together children would want that?
* @Morgan nods
* Adalbrecht smirks a little
(Adalbrecht) There are no midwives in the town the Forresters are from, I wonder?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) maybe they were too busy thinking about it to think about it
* Adalbrecht blushes
(Adalbrecht) They have a very... close marriage
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) they do
(Adalbrecht) They are very happy in Sudlachenburg {proud}
(@Morgan) I'm glad
(Adalbrecht) He is a very competent Estates Manager. The best I can recall
(@Morgan) I'm not particularly surprised
* Adalbrecht drinks his blokners
(Adalbrecht) It works well. He was present enough during the building  to be well liked by The new settlers, down to earth enough to be relatable but respected to the others,  and close enough to Verity and Into bridge the gap
(Adalbrecht) I to*
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I thought that might well be the case
(Adalbrecht) He also knows many of the people from Innesbruck from running the harvest there. He fits in far better than I could have hoped.
* Adalbrecht smiles
(Adalbrecht) All in all, he is a man I am very happy to one day share a multitude of grandchildren with
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) good
(Adalbrecht) Oh, and he and Otto get on very well, as do Martha and Sascha!
* Adalbrecht looks perplexed
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) I cannot really fathom how that has happened, all things considered, but it is good nontheless
(@Morgan) He is a likeable man
(Adalbrecht) Did you like him back in Avalon?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) once we got to know eachother
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) You moved in very different circles then?
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) I wonder how Maubourg will take the news of Edwards betrothal...
(@Morgan) badly, if we're lucky
* Adalbrecht laughs
(Adalbrecht) It is a good match for us, uniting with Graben
(Adalbrecht) And I can only assume the betrothal meant Edward had not disgraced us
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) indeed
(Adalbrecht) What did you have to do in the role you undertook?
(@Morgan) I was master at arms, but once Lady Torringtons squire got himself... despatched, I ended up running the estate for her, keeping her safe.
(Adalbrecht) Oh! I actually meant for the bundling. That does sound like a fairly straightforward job
(@Morgan) It was, until you add in the fact she was typically high society, inviting all kinds of idiots to parties, monsters appearing all over the damn place...
(Adalbrecht) It was a thankless job?
(@Morgan) Entirely. 
(@Morgan) As for the bundling... I simply confirmed that Mina was suitably cloaked, and that the blankets kept them at a respectable distance
(Adalbrecht) *he sighs* would I have thought it a respectable distance?
(@Morgan) Considering they shared a bed, they only shared it technically... the blankets between them were significant
(Adalbrecht) And then they just talked, all night? After a six year wait?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) thats what I'm told
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) I am impressed
(@Morgan) I'm not surprised
(Adalbrecht) No?
(Adalbrecht) Given his reputation...
* Adalbrecht frowns
(@Morgan) You underestimate his love for her, and how important this was to her
* Adalbrecht nods slowly
(Adalbrecht) I suppose, if I had absolutely had to...
(@Morgan) If you had to what?
(Adalbrecht) Had to endure that to be betrothed to your Mother
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) I have to say, it's a very good way for noblemen to know their future son in laws are honourable, decent men
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) providing the women are honourable also
* Adalbrecht just looks confused at this
(@Morgan) well... if they _say_ they acted honourably, they _could_ have gotten up to anything
(Adalbrecht) I suppose it would not work with a woman with unnatural levels of desire like Alarice
* Adalbrecht blushes,  sipping his drink
(@Morgan) You think her level of desire is unnatural? Has it occurred to you that perhaps the women we know control it better? Or that she simply used it to her advantage...
* Adalbrecht frowns
(Adalbrecht) Without sharing far more with you than a father wants to with his son, yes, I do find that unnatural
* @Morgan laughs
* Adalbrecht blushes even harder at Morgan's laughter
(Adalbrecht) *he coughs* Why did you not move on from the Avalon job?
* @Morgan smiles faintly
(@Morgan) Molly
(Adalbrecht) She would not have left her home?
(@Morgan) I don't think you understand... she helped me _mend_... 
(Adalbrecht) I don't think I understand either
* Adalbrecht smiles a little, sipping his drink
(@Morgan) She helped me... I don't know, she helped me come back to the person I am now, rather than just a ball of rage and hatred. She made me want to mend the gulf I'd strung between you and I... 
* Adalbrecht nods slowly
(Adalbrecht) She would not have followed you if you had left the job, and continued that elsewhere?
(@Morgan) Perhaps. In part it was coming back here and putting down those foundations again that made me realise how much I love her... coming back is part of the healing I am doing, I think
* Adalbrecht nods slowly
(Adalbrecht) This has been a very complex process for you that I had not realised
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) moreso now
(Adalbrecht) Because Edward has reappeared?
(@Morgan) Because I'm no longer content to just ignore him... I want things between us to be... better than they were
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) It is incredibly fortunate that Molly is still at your side today to support that
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I... do not know what I would have done
* Adalbrecht nods
(Adalbrecht) I was worried we would never see you again
(@Morgan) I made Varick a promise I would not leave him
(Adalbrecht) Good. He would have been an anchor for you in that storm
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) I would love to see you and Edward have the sort of relationship your uncle and I had
(@Morgan) I cannot guarantee that
* Adalbrecht shakes his head
(Adalbrecht) That was not a request or instruction. For your sake, I would like you to have that. I do not _expect_ it from you
* @Morgan nods
(Adalbrecht) I will support you however I can. You just may need to get me to really understand your feelings like Molly did to me earlier *he smiles a little*
(@Morgan) That is... difficult
(Adalbrecht) I was joking,  Morgan.
(@Morgan) Perhaps, but the point remains.
(Adalbrecht) I am sure I would find it very unpleasant also
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I've no doubt
(Adalbrecht) But I will help you with Edward where I can, just tell me how. I won't question it.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) thank you
* Adalbrecht looks thoughtful a moment
(Adalbrecht) You should know something...
(@Morgan) what?
(Adalbrecht) Your wife really does not understand how fundamentally significant she is to you
* @Morgan nods solemnly
(@Morgan) I'm trying to address that
(Adalbrecht) She does, however, virtually worship the very ground you walk upon *he smiles*
(@Morgan) I do not deserve her
* Adalbrecht shakes his head
(Adalbrecht) You are wrong
(@Morgan) Got to be a first time for everything I suppose
* Adalbrecht laughs
(Adalbrecht) You and she deserve each other
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I hope so
(Adalbrecht) Just follow her around like a love sick puppy as Edward does Mina... *he smirks*
* @Morgan laughs
(@Morgan) Not a bad idea
* Adalbrecht puts his hand on his shoulder paternally
(Adalbrecht) I have faith in you, Morgan.
(@Morgan) Thank you father
(Adalbrecht) **The others start to stand up*
(Adalbrecht) If I can help with that matter also, by babysitting or whatever is needed to give you both some time, just say.
(@Morgan) That is very much appreciated
* Adalbrecht bows deeply with amusement
(Adalbrecht) Your humble servant, my Lord
* @Morgan smirks
(Adalbrecht) **Faulk leads the others from the room, towards the drawing room
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(Molly) *he can see Claudia in the hall. She bows as Faulk and Isiah pass, and would have bowed to Edward had he not stopped to talk to her. He seems to be explaining something, to which she is nodding a little. She spots Morgan over his shoulder, gesturing "his balls are safe, this time."
** You're now known as Claudia
* @Morgan approaches her
(Claudia) **Adalbrecht heads off with the others, leaving just Morgan and his compatriot in the hall
* Claudia inclines her head
(@Morgan) Claudia
(Claudia) Anything going on?
(@Morgan) For a change, no
* Claudia nods
(@Morgan) I take it my brother was explaining why he spoke to you as he did?
(Claudia) He was apologising for his manner, and thanking me for following his order
* @Morgan smirks
(@Morgan) that must have been satisfying
* Claudia grins
(Claudia) Very
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) good
(Claudia) Doesn't mean I'd do it at any other time though
(@Morgan) I know
(Claudia) I wouldn't have enjoyed putting you down, really. *she smirks*
(@Morgan) You just keep telling yourself that...
* Claudia laughs
(Claudia) You need me tonight?
(@Morgan) No. I don't foresee any issues tonight
* Claudia nods
(Claudia) I am going down to guard at the lakeside guardhouse then
(@Morgan) You believe there will be trouble?
(Claudia) No. But I didn't see any trouble with her, aide from maybe some screaming and name calling. That is unsettling for someone like me
(Claudia) Aside*
(@Morgan) You want to make sure...
(Claudia) I won't rest easy until I have seen her dead, I think
(@Morgan) I can understand that
* Claudia nods
(Claudia) I thought you might
* Claudia inclines her head
(@Morgan) Stef safe my friend
(Claudia) I'll leave you to your noble pursuits
* Claudia heads off
* @Morgan sighs, heading in the direction the others have gone
(Claudia) ** The ladies are playing cards when he arrives, and Colonel Fuchs is watching Molly as she is chatty and smiling whilst dealing, then becomes pristinely neutral before touching her cards. This remains during the first discard. He moves to Morgan* "She has a good poker face"
** You're now known as Fuchs
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) aye
(Fuchs) **His voice seems to catch her attention, and her neutral expression drops as she sees him, replaced with happiness. She automatically touches her lower lip, and beside him Fuchs winces*
* @Morgan smiles at her
(Fuchs) **She smiles at him, then lays down some cards to discard. She looks both puzzled and annoyed when she looks at what's in her hand*
(Fuchs) It seems you disrupt her poker face *he smiles, watching the women*
(@Morgan) Finally an advantage... 
(Fuchs) **Faulk and Isiah draw Adalbrecht into a game at a table*
* Fuchs laughs
(Fuchs) You need one?
(@Morgan) When playing against her, absolutely... 
(Fuchs) *Edward goes to sit with the women. He appears to have turned on all his courtly charm, because the three of them and up blushing and laughing, even Sabine. *
* Fuchs speaks slower
(Fuchs) She is good at cards?
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) She is good at a great many things colonel
(Fuchs) **Edward says something to Stef with his attention full on her, and she goes bright red, giggling. Fuchs is suddenly  staring into the middle distance, jaw tight**
* @Morgan nudges the colonel
* Fuchs glances at Morgan
(Fuchs) Yes?
(@Morgan) easy there my friend. He means nothing by it, and your beloved is utterly smitten with you. If his behaviour discomforts you, however, I will address it with him
(Fuchs) **Molly shuffles the cards, dealing Edward in to the game*
* Fuchs frowns
(Fuchs) It's that obvious?
(@Morgan) Not to her, apparently... and I'm... observant
(Fuchs) **Edward seems to be spreading his attention around all three of them now. They all seem to be having fun, but Molly glances at Morgan to check he is okay
* Fuchs sighs
* @Morgan winks at her
(Fuchs) I hoped I had it more under control
(@Morgan) I'd make it at a little more obvious to her if I were you
(Fuchs) *Molly blushes hard, smiling, and drops her cards on the floor through her distraction
* Fuchs frowns
(Fuchs) I'd rather not
(@Morgan) Can I be completely open with you Colonel?
* Fuchs looks intrigued
(Fuchs) I had been assuming you already were
(@Morgan) I've been honest, not necessarily open...
* Fuchs nods
(Fuchs) Then yes
(@Morgan) The sudden change in your relationship, while welcomed, means you are both acting somewhat differently... In light of that, your possessiveness, you jealous moments, aren't as obvious or as frequent. Consider that they might be an indicator she looks for to confirm your feelings towards her. 
* Fuchs is quiet a moment whilst considering this
(Fuchs) I spent many years hiding my jealousy from Stef. It was necessary. It is very difficult for me to let go of that
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I'm sure it is. Little by little, though, you can change that. You would give the world for her to know how much she truly means to you, would you not?
* Fuchs nods briefly
(Fuchs) Of course
(@Morgan) She neither needs or wants the world... so give her those extra pieces of confirmation. She knows you love her. 
(Fuchs) **He hears Edward sigh with defeat, then laughs. He says something quietly that has the women burst out in scandalized giggling
* @Morgan sniffs
* Fuchs frowns, watching them
(@Morgan) I'm fairly sure he's actually a woman masquerading as my brother
* Fuchs smiles a little
(Fuchs) Excuse me.
(@Morgan) Try not to hit him please
* Fuchs wanders over, walking round the back of the couch. He very subtly runs his fingers over the back of Stef's neck as he does so
(Fuchs) *Stef looks up at him as he sits beside her
(Fuchs) Let's see your cards, Häsechen ((little rabbit))
(Fuchs) **Molly bites her lip a moment, glancing over at Morgan
* @Morgan looks at her inquisitively
(Fuchs) Faulk: *he calls to Morgan to invite him to join with him and Adalbrecht and Isiah
(Fuchs) **Molly gets distracted by Fuchs whispering what looks like it might be more than poker help in Stef's ear*
* @Morgan heads over to Faulks table
(Fuchs) **They are also playing poker, though unlike the women's game, there are Marks on the table
** You're now known as Faulk
(Faulk) You will join us?
(@Morgan) For a time, aye
(Faulk) **The play is rapid, smooth. No-one is a sore loser, and Morgan gets multiple opportunities to beat the others or to let them win
* @Morgan lets them win, watching their expressions closely
(Faulk) **They all seem happy enough. No-one is gloating or boastful. The money changing hands is escalating
(Faulk) **The laughing and giggling from the other table is only getting worse, and with his sharp hearing he picks up a few words, the voices mixed "At a time... streaking... tavern... nuns... lieutenants "
* @Morgan sighs
* Faulk looks over his cards at Morgan
(Faulk) Bad hand?
(@Morgan) I think after this hand I should like to spend some time with my wife... as much as I enjoy your company, you aren't nearly as pretty as she is
* Faulk and the others laugh
* Faulk glances at the other table where Molly is giggling and has covered her face with her hands "I don't think there are very many that are!"
(Faulk) **At his table, he has the opportunity to win the equivalent of ten guilders, or to let Faulk do so
* @Morgan takes the opportunity
(Faulk) **They all congratulate him
* @Morgan thanks them before moving to sit next to his wife
** You're now known as Molly
* Molly looks very pleased to see him, shuffling along a little to give him space. She shows him her hand, which is dreadful
* @Morgan looks completely neutral
* Molly smiles at him softly, whispering
(Molly) I don't need to be lucky at cards, not when I am lucky in so many other ways
* @Morgan leans in, kissing her cheek
(@Morgan) Did I hear tell of a certain lieutenant by any chance?
* Molly 's eyes go wide, surprised and thrilled by his action, and she smiles
(Molly) Naked lieutenants generally...
* @Morgan nods
* Molly discards two of her cards, getting the king and queen of hearts. Her hand is still dreadful, but she smiles nonetheless
(Molly) *whisper* Do you want to join the game?
* @Morgan murmurs
(@Morgan) no, I already lost half my fortune to you, I'll keep the ten guilders I just took from the gentlemen
* Molly smiles
(Molly) You paid that back in Seeufer... a three thousand guilder kiss...
* Molly 's pupils widen at the memory of the very passionate intimacy that led to
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I suppose I did
* Molly smiles
(Molly) I believe I said I might have even owed you some back
* Molly swaps another card without even paying attention
(@Morgan) One day... I think I'll teach you all a good, honest game of chance
* Molly giggles
(Molly) Is it a good honest game of _strip_ chance?
(@Morgan) I know I'm a lieutenant, but getting naked isn't that common to the rank
* Molly feigns forlorn
(Molly) Unfortunately there is far too little nakedness from my favourite lieutenant right now...
(Molly) **Their table becomes quiet
* @Morgan chuckles
* Molly blushes as they are all waiting for her to put down her cards, which she does ((attention?))
(@Morgan) ((Edward))
(Molly) **He is smiling at them both* E: I would imagine after yesterday an early night would be just what the doctor ordered...
* Molly glances at Morgan's reaction
* @Morgan blushes slightly
* Molly smiles at Edward
(Molly) I might want to take a stroll through the corridors first, burn off some energy after napping so much
(@Morgan) Somewhere quiet, out of the way, you mean?
(Molly) *Edward now blushes, looking awkward and amused at the same time
* Molly glances at her husband
(Molly) A good idea. Do you know anywhere like that?
(@Morgan) I don't know.... Edward, any recommendations?
(Molly) *Edward visibly squirms * Uhh...
* Molly giggles, speaking very quietly so only Morgan can hear
(Molly) I could walk outdoors too...
* @Morgan nods slightly, watching Edward, smirking
(Molly) *Edward doesn't make eye contact, busying himself with a fancy shuffle of the card deck
(Molly) **Fuchs coughs to attract attention* If my Lords and Lady will excuse us, we will be retiring
* Molly looks at Stef, and they both begin to giggle
* @Morgan nods to them both
(Molly) **Edward looks glad of the distraction, and the Fuchs' leaving draws Isiah to excuse him and Sabine also
(Molly) **Faulk and Adalbrecht also come and say goodnight, and then Edward decides to make himself scarce too**
(@Morgan) lightweights the lot of them
* Molly looks amused
(Molly) Was it something we said, liebes herz?
(Molly) **The drawing room seems much bigger in its emptiness, a few candles remaining
* @Morgan shrugs
(Molly) You are right,  it is very enjoyable to make Edward squirm
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) It is rather
(Molly) I shall have to remember that
(@Morgan) How are you getting on with him now?
* Molly watches him fondly
(Molly) I cannot say I have thought about that much really
(@Morgan) no?
(Molly) My attention, as always, is very much elsewhere *she smiles*
(@Morgan) as is everyone elses it seems
(Molly) Oh? How so?
(@Morgan) Well, Isiah and sabine, Fuchs and Stef... 
* Molly nods
(Molly) That must be hard for Edward
* @Morgan snorts with laughter
* Molly looks puzzled
(@Morgan) I'm sorry I know you didn't mean it like _that_
(Molly) Oh! *She giggles* No, I most certainly was not thinking about that part of Edward!
* @Morgan laughs
* Molly gives him a sidelong glance full of mischief before blushing furiously
(@Morgan) Something on your mind blossom?
* Molly bites her lower lip
(Molly) Frequently
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I see
* Molly tries to read whether she has discomfitted him
* @Morgan smiles, looking at the table
(Molly) A guilder for them, liebes herz
(@Morgan) No, but once you are better I'll show you
* Molly sighs dramatically
(Molly) Tease.
(@Morgan) I might be, aye
(Molly) I doubt you could show me here in His Grace's best drawing room anyway... *her eyes light up with mischief*
(@Morgan) Oddly enough, I was just thinking that
(Molly) That you couldn't?
* Molly watches him with amusement
(@Morgan) That, were you well, I would
* Molly giggles
(Molly) Really?
* @Morgan nods
* Molly bites her lip, watching him intensely
(Molly) Can you imagine your Father's reaction if your desire for me got you flogged and banished from the Konigsreich? *she laughs softly*
(@Morgan) I can, actually... 
* Molly smiles
(Molly) Best that you behave yourself then...
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I'd say so aye
* Molly inhales slowly, nodding, biting the centre of her lower lip hard
(Molly) And even better that you do not... inspire my own desire, which is much less controlled than yours
(@Morgan) Probably wise blossom
* Molly smiles
(Molly) Because of the location, or because you are afraid you will hurt me?
(@Morgan) Well... primarily the latter
* Molly nods
(Molly) You worry too much, liebling. I won't put you in a position where you would end up hurting me
(@Morgan) I know, but I'm sure Marta would somehow know and then there'd be hell to pay
* Molly smiles
(Molly) Perhaps. Maybe we ought to put some blankets down the middle of the bed *she giggles*
(@Morgan) I'm sure she would approve of that
(Molly) I am absolutely sure _I_ wouldn't!
* Molly glances at him
(Molly) I do want to see where Edward's hidden corridor is though
(@Morgan) oh?
* Molly shrugs
(Molly) I have a curious disposition
* Molly giggles
(@Morgan) very well
* Molly stands up, waiting
(Molly) I won't even ask you to carry me there
(@Morgan) oh you mean now...
* @Morgan stands
(Molly) Oh, I am sorry, did you wish to stay here a while?
* Molly watches him gently
(@Morgan) No no, its fine
* @Morgan holds out his hand
* Molly takes it with an affection smile, looking  happy and proud
(Molly) Have you had a nice evening?
(@Morgan) More or less, aye
(Molly) Good
(@Morgan) you?
* Molly nods, waiting for him to lead the way
* @Morgan leads her out of the room
(@Morgan) my father says you don't realise how... fundamentally significant you are to me
* Molly almost loses her footing, surprised
(Molly) I... ummm...
* Molly looks up at him
(Molly) Am I?
(@Morgan) utterly
* Molly blushes hard, her breathing shallow, then she bows her head, nodding, clearly not knowing what to say
(Molly) **the corridor is not far from the dinning room, and they arrive quickly
(Molly) I mean... I am here, with you, and I am very pleased to be so...
* Molly glances at his expression
* @Morgan nods, watching her closely
(Molly) I am honoured that you wanted me to be part of your life
* Molly looks a little serious
(@Morgan) You, my darling, are the sole reason I am here... 
* Molly blushes, her brows coming together as if she cannot really fathom this
(Molly) You would have managed to come to this point liebes herz. All I did was be there
(@Morgan) The only reason I've been able to grow and adapt, is because of you... had you not been there, I would've continued fighting hopeless battles until I finally lost
* Molly looks deeply humbled
(Molly) I... I just do not understand that _I_ could have done that
(@Morgan) and yet you did
(@Morgan) and do
(Molly) Still? You would still fight those hopeless battles?
* Molly frowns slightly
(@Morgan) I would fight them, but for the right reasons now
(Molly) To protect Lady Torrington?
(@Morgan) If I had to... to protect you, or Varick... definitely
(Molly) That was not why you were fighting them before?
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) I've said before... I wanted to die, but was unwilling to just lay down my life. 
(Molly) And then things improved, and you did not want to quite so much any more. You wanted to live.
* Molly leans a wall with more nonchalance than she feels
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) and then my love and desire for you grew... and became undeniable
* Molly nods slowly
(Molly) But coming to that point, wanting to live slightly more than wanting to die, that came from you, not because of me.
(@Morgan) I'm not entirely sure I agree with you... you at the very least helped me to get to that point
* Molly smiles softly
(Molly) Though I cannot understand how, I am very glad you did get to that point. Losing you, even whilst we were nothing more than close friends, would have been devastating for me
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I'm glad it did not go that way
* Molly watches him a moment, then glances away
(Molly) As am I. Your presence had become what I looked forward to each day
(@Morgan) I trust its more than just my presence you look forward to now...
(Molly) As Isiah said to his former mistress,  I  couldn't breathe without you...
* Molly watches him
* @Morgan looks humbled
(Molly) Do you not understand that, liebes herz? *She starts to frown*
(@Morgan) it means a great deal to me
* Molly watches him
(Molly) You are everything to me. You are the north to my compass.
(@Morgan) as you are to mine
* Molly is quiet a moment
(Molly) I am touched by that
* Molly glances at his expression
* @Morgan looks at her solemnly
* Molly breathes slowly, tears coming to her eyes
(@Morgan) oh blossom, I'm sorry
(Molly) You do not need to apologise, liebes herz
(@Morgan) I have brought you to tears, that was not my intention
* Molly tries to blink them away
(Molly) I am fine, it is fine. I am just over-emotional
(@Morgan) You are sure?
* Molly doesn't quite make eye contact
(Molly) I am happy, I am at your side as I would wish to be. I do not understand the fundamental significance of myself to you, but I am honoured that you feel I have it
* @Morgan lifts her chin
* Molly looks solemnly into his eyes
(@Morgan) You worried you were not as important to me as you could be. I'm trying to tell you that you are.
* Molly tries to shy away from the eye contact, looking a little distressed
* @Morgan sighs, letting her go
(Molly) I see that. And I am sorry. I will do better, I promise
(@Morgan) You don't need to be sorry. I need to do a better job of showing it
* Molly looks at him. She speaks quietly
(Molly) Please, don't move away. I can bear much, but I cannot bear that
(@Morgan) my blossom, I shall never move away if it is what you wish.
* Molly nods
(Molly) I wish that. I wish that you never wish to be away from me. *the tears start to fall*
* @Morgan pulls her to him
(@Morgan) I never have and never will blossom
* Molly looks up at him, watching him closely, her mind obviously very active
* Molly bites her lower lip, not speaking
* @Morgan watches her
* Molly breathes in hard and deeply. She continues to watch him with intensity
(@Morgan) I love you blossom.
* Molly nods
(Molly) I know, liebes herz. I know you do.
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) good
* Molly continues to watch him intently
(@Morgan) What do you need blossom?
(Molly) I could not let you go, liebes herz. No matter how much anyone might wish it, I just could not.
* Molly nods a little to herself
(@Morgan) If someone wishes it, they can come to me to be told no many times
(Molly) I am sorry. I know how absolutely awful  that is. I feel guilty for it.
* Molly bows her head again
(@Morgan) Don't
(Molly) ((What's the tone? Is it instructive reassurance, is it a warning?))
(@Morgan) ((instrucive reassurance))
* Molly bites her lip, breathing slowly
(Molly) I love you, liebes herz. Too much, I fear.  *She smiles a little*
(@Morgan) It'd be too much if it weren't reciprocated entirely blossom... but it is not too much. Not at all
* Molly nods slowly
(Molly) It should not be possible to love anyone or anything the way I love you
(@Morgan) and yet it is
* Molly nods
(Molly) More than life itself
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I feel the same way blossom
* Molly looks a little surprised
(Molly) As much as that?
(@Morgan) More, if thats possible
* Molly blushes hard
(Molly) Oh wow. I did not realise.
(@Morgan) You are the centre of my world blossom
* Molly cries again,  smiling whilst doing so
(Molly) I am going to do my very best to make sure that never changes
(@Morgan) Continue being you blossom. Thats all I need
(Molly) I don't plan on being anyone else...
* Molly looks thoughtful
(Molly) I think because it took so long for you to come to the point of being able to accept me in your life,  I had assumed you were having to weigh up whether the amount of feeling you had for me was worth letting me in for
(@Morgan) No... Mostly I was berating myself for feeling anything at all in the first place. 
* Molly nods
(Molly) I feel I should apologise for that
(@Morgan) I'd rather you didn't
(Molly) No?
(@Morgan) Its a change you helped me make
(@Morgan) it leads me to where I am now
* Molly watches him
(Molly) And you are happy here? You do not just tolerate it?
* Molly looks immediately regretful
(@Morgan) I am happy, certain circumstances aside
(Molly) I should not have asked that
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) does my answer help?
(Molly) Yes. Though as always, it is complicated *She smiles*
(@Morgan) If the answer helped, the question should be asked
* Molly looks unsure, but nods
(Molly) Unfortunately with life, you cannot guarantee the first when pondering doing the second
(@Morgan) true... 
(Molly) I cannot keep letting myself feel that what we have is not as important to you
(@Morgan) No... being wrong doesn't suit you
* Molly smiles
(Molly) I am sure you can imagine how easy it is to do that to yourself, were the situation reversed
* @Morgan shrugs
(@Morgan) I don't recall ever being wrong
* Molly smiles in playful disapproval
(Molly) You know that is not what I meant
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I know
(Molly) That is what I need, I think. Like with your Father. I need you to understand
* Molly watches his reaction closely
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) if that is what you need, that is what shall happen
(Molly) I am not asking you to change anything . I just need you to be able to imagine how it might feel in the hardest of moments
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) I will do my utmost
* Molly nods, then looks unsure of herself
(Molly) Have I been too open in this?
(@Morgan) No blossom
* Molly nods, looking relieved
(Molly) I am sorry I did not understand the depths of your regard. I have done you a disservice in that
(@Morgan) No blossom, it is I that has done you a disservice by not making it obvious to you
(Molly) I thought you loved me _enough_. I did not know that you loved me _entirely_.
* Molly shakes her head
(Molly) I did not know that it was possible for you to love me more than _enough_, liebes herz.
(@Morgan) and you do now?
* Molly smiles
(Molly) I do now
* Molly watches his expression for tension/relief/distress
* @Morgan nods, smiling
(@Morgan) good
* Molly moves suddenly, kissing him firmly
* @Morgan makes a noise of surprise before returning the kiss
* Molly moves away after a moment
(Molly) I am sorry, I couldn't help myself
* @Morgan smiles slilghtly
(@Morgan) I'm not complaining
* Molly smiles
(Molly) Well in that case... *She does it again*
* @Morgan returns the kiss once more
* Moll places her hand on his neck just below his ear , coincidentally copying how Edward was kissing Mina that morning
* @Morgan draws her closer to him
* Moll moans softly against his mouth
* @Morgan matches her noise
* Moll whimpers, lust undeniable in it, and she boldly presses her lower body firmly against him
* @Morgan groans before pulling away
* Moll watches him, flushed, breathing hard, pupils very wide
(Moll) Are you alright?
(@Morgan) Fine blossom, just... wary that Marta will kill us
* Moll licks her lower lip, then bites it
(Moll) But you do want to, even if you will not?
* @Morgan nods
* Moll nods
(Moll) And I suspect you will not even risk the courtesan tricks?
* @Morgan shakes his head
(@Morgan) I don't trust I could keep my hands from you
* Moll 's brows come together with desire, breath rushing out with desire
(Moll) I am that much a temptation to you?
* @Morgan nods
* Moll watches him, breathing slowly
(Moll) Then we had best hope I fall asleep quickly, liebes herz
* @Morgan nods
(@Morgan) indeed
* Moll smiles a little
(Moll) You have no idea how difficult it is for me not to be purposefully provocative right now
(@Morgan) That, my darling, does not surprise me\
* Moll watches him, eyes lighting up with promise
(Moll) But as soon as I am not sore... then you are in a world of trouble, Mon petit chou
(@Morgan) Assuming you have the use of your hands...
* Moll looks confused
(Moll) You would not want to do more than me using my hands to please you?
(@Morgan) I was just thinking if your hands were, say, tied, it would not be me in a world of trouble
* Moll 's eyes squeeze tight shut, biting her lip hard, and he can see a tremble of arousal rush through her body. She blows out a controlled breath through parted lips. Then she looks at his expression
(Moll) *quietly* And I would gladly submit to that trouble
* @Morgan nods, watching her with wide pupils
* Moll speaks even quieter
(Moll) You like to hear  that?
* @Morgan nods slightly
* Moll nods, taking his hand and interlinking her fingers with his
(Moll) I just very much adore you