**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Mar 22 09:16:23 2026 Mar 22 09:16:23 * Morgan (~madisonst@192.168.1.129) has joined Mar 22 10:28:50 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Mar 22 10:29:44 * Molly smiles faintly “Not That I’ve ever been kissed at midnight before anyway!” Mar 22 10:29:44 I suppose the timings haven't been right Mar 22 10:29:44 No, I just... I haven’t ever kissed anyone properly, like other couples do Mar 22 10:29:44 But... you're married... Mar 22 10:29:44 * Molly nods slightly “I recall” Mar 22 10:29:47 So he did his duty but didn't kiss you?! Mar 22 10:29:49 He did, but like... *she kisses the back of her hand, her lips together, like one would a relation* Mar 22 10:29:51 Oh for crying out loud. If he returns I'll beat the daylights out of him Mar 22 10:29:53 * Molly giggles Mar 22 10:29:55 That won’t make him want it! He says he doesn’t see the appeal Mar 22 10:29:57 He's a moron Mar 22 10:29:59 * Molly smiles, looking more relaxed Mar 22 10:30:01 But that’s how you’d kiss, in the Montaigne fashion? Mar 22 10:30:03 Don't even know what the Montaigne fashion is... I've no time for their nonsense Mar 22 10:30:05 that’s the one with mouths open and tongues touching Mar 22 10:30:09 Oh. Yes. Mar 22 10:30:11 * Molly nods slowly, looking thoughtful Mar 22 10:30:13 interesting... Mar 22 10:30:15 Is it? Mar 22 10:30:17 mmhmm. Mar 22 10:30:19 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his tea Mar 22 10:31:04 * Molly fiddles with her lower lip, the tip of her index and middle finger just inside it Mar 22 10:31:28 * Morgan sips his tea Mar 22 10:33:09 * Molly blinks Mar 22 10:33:21 You won’t tell her, will you? Mar 22 10:33:58 Who? Mar 22 10:35:27 Lady Torrington Mar 22 10:36:59 About... Mar 22 10:38:24 My lying about Prophet’s Mass. I don’t want to hurt her feelings, but coming isn’t an option Mar 22 10:38:34 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 10:38:41 Thats up to you Mar 22 10:39:54 * Molly nods, wandering over to a sideboard where she picks up an apple Mar 22 10:40:00 Do you want one? Mar 22 10:40:45 No, thank you Mar 22 10:41:40 * Molly nods “I suppose you can politely leave quicker if you aren’t eating” Mar 22 10:42:54 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 10:42:57 I'm not hungry Mar 22 10:44:00 * Molly nods, taking a knife and sitting back down Mar 22 10:44:09 I admit, my appetite is not what it was Mar 22 10:44:57 * Morgan nods Mar 22 10:46:42 * Molly starts to slowly cut the apple Mar 22 10:46:54 Will you be here for Prophet’s Mass? Mar 22 10:47:46 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 10:47:57 Depends on a great many things Mar 22 10:48:42 Like what? *she eats the first slice* Mar 22 10:50:12 What Lady Torrington wants me doing, what else happens around here Mar 22 10:52:31 But you wouldn’t leave without saying goodbye, would you? Mar 22 10:53:49 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 10:53:51 I don't know Mar 22 10:54:12 * Molly frowns Mar 22 10:54:21 I see Mar 22 10:57:31 * Molly eats another slice before she says “I think that’s unkind, but you are a free man” Mar 22 10:59:38 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 10:59:39 Perhaps Mar 22 10:59:55 How can you ‘perhaps’ be a free man? Mar 22 11:00:44 I'm not free... I've responsibilities Mar 22 11:01:21 * Molly shrugs “You could change jobs. You could go back to Eisen” Mar 22 11:03:03 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 11:03:05 maybe Mar 22 11:03:12 * Molly sighs Mar 22 11:03:28 You can go if you want to. I won’t make you stay Mar 22 11:06:31 * Morgan nods, standing Mar 22 11:06:43 I'll get someone to come and talk to you about a way to relieve your issues... Mar 22 11:06:59 * Molly nods sadly “thank you” Mar 22 11:08:15 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:08:16 Of course Mar 22 11:08:28 For what it is worth, I am sorry Mar 22 11:09:58 For? Mar 22 11:10:27 Our friendship becoming like this Mar 22 11:11:19 * Morgan sighs Mar 22 11:11:21 It is what it is Mar 22 11:12:05 * Molly shrugs “doesn’t make it any less painful” Mar 22 11:13:56 No... it doesn't Mar 22 11:14:21 * Molly gets up, coming to open the door for him Mar 22 11:14:30 Take care of yourself Mar 22 11:14:55 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:14:56 And you Mar 22 11:15:25 * Molly nods. He has to go quite close past her, but she doesn’t touch him Mar 22 11:16:18 * Morgan moves through the doorway Mar 22 11:16:52 * Molly watches him go, not shutting it until he’s out of sight Mar 22 11:18:40 * Morgan heads back to the main house Mar 22 11:18:58 *He finds a few staff including Mary in the kitchen* Mar 22 11:19:19 * Morgan nods to them, going to get a drink Mar 22 11:19:51 *They all get on with their work, Mary offering to make it for him* Mar 22 11:21:23 * Morgan shakes his head, making his own drink and going out into the courtyard Mar 22 11:22:25 *it’s cold out here, it looks like it’ll snow. Maybe that’ll be enough to make her close the windows. He’d never have tolerated such a cold house if he’d been the father of her child, but then he wouldn’t have left her for months either Mar 22 11:24:00 * Morgan shakes his head a little, muttering Mar 22 11:24:11 *Mary comes out* Sir? Mar 22 11:24:42 Yes? Mar 22 11:25:11 Lady Torrington wants Molly checking on, should I go? Mar 22 11:25:23 * Molly is now known as Mary Mar 22 11:26:03 I've just been down there... she's having issues Mar 22 11:26:51 Oh Lady Torrington won’t like that. I heard her saying to one of the others that she thinks Molly should come and live back with us until her husband comes home... Mar 22 11:29:11 * Morgan sighs Mar 22 11:29:27 Her Ladyship needs to remember people aren't cattle Mar 22 11:29:45 She just cares, that’s all Mar 22 11:31:58 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 11:32:26 Does she need wood? Mar 22 11:34:05 No, she's too warm as it is Mar 22 11:34:18 But it’s freezing! Mar 22 11:35:12 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:35:13 I know Mar 22 11:35:34 How can she be too warm? Mar 22 11:36:20 * Morgan sighs Mar 22 11:36:25 Its part of her... condition. Mar 22 11:37:03 If she’s unwell we should take care of her Mar 22 11:37:41 I didn't say she was unwell Mar 22 11:38:17 She’s having a baby... Mar 22 11:40:15 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:41:18 That does make it warmer, I’ve heard Mar 22 11:41:29 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:42:40 what can we do about that though? Mar 22 11:43:15 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 11:43:33 I could do with someone teaching her about... ways to... take the edge off, so to speak... Mar 22 11:44:08 * Mary frowns Mar 22 11:44:25 I don’t rightly understand you, Master Hockridge Mar 22 11:45:39 No, I imagine you don't Mar 22 11:46:07 She can open the windows if it feels warm Mar 22 11:47:15 Already tried that Mar 22 11:47:35 Has she seen a midwife? Mar 22 11:49:12 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:49:21 They said its the sort of thing that'll ease once her husband returns home Mar 22 11:49:29 * Mary smiles, nodding Mar 22 11:49:36 Right. Now I understand you Mar 22 11:50:37 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:51:23 I’ll go now, shall I? Mar 22 11:51:50 Please Mar 22 11:51:54 * Mary nods Mar 22 11:52:04 Do you want to know what she says, or...? Mar 22 11:53:20 Best had Mar 22 11:53:56 * Mary nods, going out of the courtyard to head down the hill Mar 22 11:54:26 * Morgan sighs, drinking his drink Mar 22 11:54:52 *he doesn’t see Mary again until after dinner when she’s washing up* Mar 22 11:55:23 How did it go? Mar 22 11:55:53 * Mary shrugs “She had a couple of questions, but mostly she just looked embarrassed and fiddled with her lower lip* Mar 22 11:56:36 * Morgan nods Mar 22 11:57:11 I don’t know what’ll happen there. I don’t think she’s right though Mar 22 11:59:11 No? Mar 22 12:00:02 She’s not eating, she’s not teaching, and she’d been crying when I got there, like proper sobbing. I think she’s missing him Mar 22 12:00:25 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 12:00:29 He sounds pretty useless to me Mar 22 12:01:40 * Mary nods Mar 22 12:01:55 You think she’d -recognise- the feeling Mar 22 12:02:28 Like I said... useless Mar 22 12:03:15 I like Mr Black, he’s a kind, clever man, but it’s a long time to leave her Mar 22 12:04:10 She tell you he won't be back until January at least? Mar 22 12:04:59 Yes and that he doesn’t know she’s having a baby. If she keeps it. Mar 22 12:05:41 * Morgan sighs Mar 22 12:06:54 She doesn’t seem enthusiastic about it at all Mar 22 12:08:44 I cant say I blame her. He's hardly done a decent job of being a husband, and now she's all alone again Mar 22 12:08:57 * Mary nods Mar 22 12:09:28 I’m going to take food down each day. My sister had melancholy when she was pregnant, so I want to keep an eye on her Mar 22 12:11:53 * Morgan nods Mar 22 12:11:55 Right, okay Mar 22 12:12:21 * Mary nods, getting on with her work Mar 22 12:14:48 * Morgan moves off to walk the house Mar 22 12:16:27 *he’s not interrupted. It’s hard not to notice that no one looks to ask how he is, or stops to make small talk. In a house with more than thirty people, is he even more alone than she is in one with no others? Mar 22 12:17:46 * Morgan mutters to himself as he walks Mar 22 12:19:37 *he dreams of her rather than the fire again that night, of pulling her fingers aside and showing her precisely what kissing in the Montaigne fashion would be like, being her first in that regard. He wakes within the dream at the point of no return* Mar 22 12:28:36 * Morgan curls up on his side Mar 22 12:29:35 *The pleasure is still intense, it’s been years but his body doesn’t seem to have forgotten, no part has rusted over. Mar 22 12:31:41 * Morgan grunts before setting about cleaning himself up Mar 22 12:37:04 * Mary has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 22 12:41:19 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Mar 22 12:43:52 * Morgan grunts before setting about cleaning himself up Mar 22 12:47:16 *he finds his body much more relaxed as he goes through his usual training and patrol, but sadly (or blessedly) he doesn’t dream that again, returning to his nightmares. He doesn’t see her, though he sees Mary go each day. It’s not until the early hours of Prophet’s Mass eve that he dreams of her again, this time bathing with her in the huge bath on the fourth floor in Die Dauerhaftigkeit MTF Mar 22 12:47:37 and her bringing him off by hand. Again he wakes to the same problem Mar 22 12:48:43 Oh for fuck sake Mar 22 12:49:40 *it leaves him again more physically at ease, so he trains longer and patrols further, arriving back to the courtyard when the mail coach comes* Mar 22 12:50:29 * Morgan waits for the coachman to stop and hand over the mail Mar 22 12:50:46 Coachman: Just one for Mrs Black today Mar 22 12:51:34 * Morgan nods, thanking him Mar 22 12:51:48 * Molly hands it over before moving on Mar 22 12:52:39 * Morgan makes his way inside Mar 22 12:53:23 *there’s a lot of bustle and hurry to prepare for tonight’s meal and Catherine’s visitors Mar 22 12:54:08 * Morgan gives a few instructions before finding Mary Mar 22 12:54:42 *someone tells him she’s been given a few days to visit her family Mar 22 12:55:21 * Morgan rolls his eyes before heading out of the house toward the schoolhouse Mar 22 12:57:48 *he hears the piano as he gets to the garden, something new. It’s softer than before, more romantic, and he hears her sing “Like reflections of your mind, my love, my life, Are the words I try to find, my love, my life...” Mar 22 12:59:43 * Morgan knocks on the door Mar 22 13:00:56 *she mustn’t hear him, despite the windows being open* “But I know I don’t possess you, With all my heart, God bless you, you will be my love and my life...” Mar 22 13:01:33 * Morgan knocks harder Mar 22 13:03:21 *the music pauses. A few seconds later, she answers the door. She doesn’t look any less strained than when he saw her a few weeks ago, but she does seem to be eating again. The yellow dress she had from Catherine is a little too tight in the bust and the lower belly now. She looks surprised to see him Mar 22 13:03:26 Oh! Mar 22 13:04:15 Sorry... I'd have sent Mary but her ladyship in her infinite wisdom, has given her a few days off just as we're about to receive guests Mar 22 13:04:40 * Molly shrugs “It’s fine. What do you need?” Mar 22 13:05:34 *The breeze drops, so he can smell apple and cinnamon pie baking, but more than that he can smell the rosewater and pregnancy scent of her Mar 22 13:05:55 * Morgan holds out her mail Mar 22 13:06:56 * Molly frowns, taking it. Her fingers slightly brush his Mar 22 13:07:05 Thank you Mar 22 13:07:52 * Morgan nods Mar 22 13:07:56 I'll leave you in peace Mar 22 13:08:14 You don’t have to. That is -you- choosing it. Mar 22 13:09:16 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 13:09:17 Perhaps Mar 22 13:09:45 If you think treating me this way will push me away, you underestimate me. Mar 22 13:10:18 * Molly watches him closely Mar 22 13:10:38 * Morgan sighs Mar 22 13:10:40 We've been over this Mar 22 13:11:49 Yes yes, you don’t hate me, und so weiter... *the slip across to Eisen happens seamlessly, she doesn’t even seem to notice* ((and so on)) Mar 22 13:13:18 * Morgan watches her Mar 22 13:13:27 Since you're going to be petty, I'll leave you to it Mar 22 13:14:54 You were going to anyway, was it not? *the grammar structure also leans a little Eisen, despite the Avalonian words* Mar 22 13:15:39 So that gives you license to be unpleasant. Seem to be doing pretty well at pushing me away while bitching that I'm trying to make you, but it won't work... Mar 22 13:16:31 Then what -will- work, because I’m damned if I know! Mar 22 13:18:33 * Morgan shrugs, moving out of the doorway Mar 22 13:18:38 When did you learn Eisen? Mar 22 13:21:19 There’s a subscription thing for books, they send Horatio five books each month. If he likes the look of them, he keeps them and pays extra. If he doesn’t, they get sent back. Last month they were all about Eisen. I liked the illustrations in one, so I kept all five, and then sent for a translating book. I’ve taught myself a fair bit *she looks quite proud of herself* Mar 22 13:22:26 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 22 13:22:55 You could see them, but you’d have to spend some time with me... Mar 22 13:24:48 * Molly watches his expression appraisingly Mar 22 13:26:35 * Morgan nods a little Mar 22 13:26:38 Very well Mar 22 13:26:51 * Molly nods, opening the door for him Mar 22 13:27:15 What sort of books do you like? Mar 22 13:27:40 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 13:27:46 I don't really read for fun Mar 22 13:28:16 * Molly laughs. When did he last hear her laugh, or make anyone laugh? Mar 22 13:28:32 I used to. Now I read to learn, mostly Mar 22 13:29:13 * Morgan frowns, nodding a little Mar 22 13:29:49 * Molly leads through to the kitchen, which is pleasantly warm and smells almost as good as she does Mar 22 13:30:09 You can make some coffee or tea, if you like? Or not. Whatever you wish Mar 22 13:30:53 * Morgan nods Mar 22 13:30:56 Do you want some? Mar 22 13:31:34 * Molly nods “Coffee please, with some sugar. I’ll fetch the books” Mar 22 13:32:15 * Morgan nods, setting about making it Mar 22 13:33:14 *the kitchen is nice, homely. He’s done by the time she returns with a stack of eight books, almost too high to see over Mar 22 13:34:48 * Morgan moves a cup closer to her before picking up his own Mar 22 13:37:58 * Molly sets the books on the table, spreading them out. She has the dictionary of Avalonian to Eisen, a copy of the Holy Book from the Objectionist church, a Traveller’s Guide To Eisen, Birds and Mammals Of Wische And Fischler, the Eisen Military History, a book of Eisen romantic poetry, and a book on the Supernatural Mar 22 13:38:46 A wide range... Mar 22 13:39:19 * Molly nods, sitting down, one book left to one side Mar 22 13:39:33 They usually send a mix on a specific topic Mar 22 13:40:18 * Morgan nods Mar 22 13:42:33 * Molly waves a hand “help yourself, I’m keeping them all” Mar 22 13:43:34 * Morgan nods, picking up the travellers guide Mar 22 13:46:21 *it looks to be from before the War, and inside is full of praise of the beauty of the land and the strength of its people. It’s been more than two years since he read in Eisen, but it comes back smoothly, his tongue almost itchy to sound out those syllables that Avalonian doesn’t have Mar 22 13:46:46 * Morgan rolls his tongue around his mouth briefly Mar 22 13:46:51 This is old... Mar 22 13:49:08 * Molly nods, opening the book beside her “Yes... I think it was around fifty years ago. Before the War of the Cross, certainly” Mar 22 13:50:51 * Morgan nods Mar 22 13:50:54 Its not like this now Mar 22 13:52:11 No? How is it now? Mar 22 13:52:56 Decimated. Aside from a few lucky places, everywhere bears the marks of war Mar 22 13:53:51 * Molly nods, looking to the huge book on the military Mar 22 13:54:27 I am still working on that one, but I imagine I’ll learn more when I complete? Mar 22 13:55:26 Thats... not the sort of thing I'd expect you to be reading Mar 22 13:56:17 * Molly smiles Mar 22 13:56:58 It is difficult, to be sure. It improves as my mind is quicker to read the words now, but still must I check often Mar 22 13:57:35 * Morgan nods Mar 22 13:57:40 I'm not surprised Mar 22 13:58:34 * Molly nods, smiling like she used to sometimes, playful, unburdened “I liked it when the Eisen barbarians came out of the forest and destroyed the Vodacce soldiers” Mar 22 13:59:29 Well... Vodacce... Mar 22 13:59:47 * Molly nods Mar 22 14:00:11 That was antiquity, of course, but I have far to go yet Mar 22 14:00:35 * Morgan nods Mar 22 14:00:57 * Morgan picks it up, flicking through the pages to see whats in there about the war of the cross Mar 22 14:01:15 *it’s the whole back third of the book* Mar 22 14:01:38 * Morgan nods to himself, looking up a few of the battles he was in Mar 22 14:03:10 *They’re in there, the awful weather at Quatre Bras, the time his ship took down the Castillean-built Iron Sky, the siege of Magdeburg, the battle of Erlangen where he knows both Claudia and Heinzharold had been, not long before he met the former Mar 22 14:03:39 * Morgan sighs, putting the book down Mar 22 14:03:54 It is to you boring? Mar 22 14:04:43 No just... memories Mar 22 14:05:22 Oh! You must have studied it with a tutor, I suppose? Mar 22 14:05:35 * Morgan smiles faintly Mar 22 14:05:51 The earlier parts yes... the latter, not so much Mar 22 14:06:30 * Molly looks at her book again “You would have left the schoolroom before the War ended?” Mar 22 14:06:49 * Morgan nods toward a chair Mar 22 14:06:51 May I? Mar 22 14:07:24 * Molly blushes “Oh, sorry, I didn’t realise you were waiting for me to offer. I thought you would just do it, if you wished” Mar 22 14:07:53 * Morgan sits down, picking the book up again and flicking to the first battle he would've been a part of Mar 22 14:10:45 *The date is December Third, Sixteen Fifty Nine, on the southern coast not far out of Starke where the Basilisk was docked. He was exactly sixteen years and one month old that day, didn’t really have any friends yet, and spent three hours sobbing by himself afterwards* Mar 22 14:12:02 * Morgan holds the book out to her, open Mar 22 14:12:49 * Molly leans closer, looking at it. He can see how her mouth moves as she sounds out the unfamiliar Eisen place name in her head Mar 22 14:13:39 * Morgan watches her, waiting for her to finish Mar 22 14:16:06 Marpingen-Urexweiler? *she struggles slightly on some of the letter sounds, but it still sends a tingle across his scalp and down his spine regardless* Mar 22 14:16:14 * Morgan nods Mar 22 14:16:20 First time I ever had to kill someone Mar 22 14:16:39 * Molly looks sad, yet also curious Mar 22 14:16:53 I imagine that stays with you? Mar 22 14:17:03 * Morgan smiles a little Mar 22 14:17:04 Aye Mar 22 14:17:29 * Molly watches him a moment, then looks back to the book suddenly Mar 22 14:17:53 You were either with the Objectionist navy, or the Vaticine army... Mar 22 14:18:07 * Morgan nods Mar 22 14:18:23 * Molly smiles slightly Mar 22 14:18:27 I have to guess? Mar 22 14:18:53 You didn't ask a question Mar 22 14:19:11 Which were you with? Mar 22 14:19:20 I was in the navy Mar 22 14:19:28 * Molly nods thoughtfully Mar 22 14:19:34 You have sailed. Mar 22 14:20:03 Sailors generally do Mar 22 14:20:22 why don’t you sail now? *she watches him* Mar 22 14:20:45 Part of a life I no longer live Mar 22 14:20:52 But you could. Mar 22 14:21:27 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 14:21:30 Not on the cards Mar 22 14:22:03 But if you were abducted, and tied up, and then put on a ship, you could sail it to a safe port? Mar 22 14:23:17 Well, no, because I'd be tied up Mar 22 14:24:47 * Molly smiles “Well they wouldn’t keep you tied up forever! No one would really enjoy that...” Mar 22 14:25:09 * Molly blushes a little, looking back at the book Mar 22 14:27:21 no Mar 22 14:29:16 * Molly nods “I would like to sail one day” Mar 22 14:29:30 Lets hope you don't get seasick Mar 22 14:31:21 * Molly shrugs, smiling “I have a strong stomach” Mar 22 14:31:54 * Morgan nods Mar 22 14:32:13 Realistically, from that point on there's a chance any battle mentioned is one I took part in Mar 22 14:33:44 * Molly looks intrigued Mar 22 14:34:15 Then I shall watch for mentions of the Objectionist navy, and wonder what sort of a man you were then... Mar 22 14:34:25 Naive mostly Mar 22 14:36:12 * Molly watches him “It is hard to imagine you naive” Mar 22 14:36:21 Yet I was Mar 22 14:37:50 * Molly nods Mar 22 14:37:59 The War robbed you of that? Mar 22 14:39:20 Not really... events afterwards did Mar 22 14:39:29 * Molly nods Mar 22 14:39:34 It’s a shame Mar 22 14:41:10 It is what it is Mar 22 14:41:51 I’d like to have met you Mar 22 14:42:40 * Morgan nods Mar 22 14:42:43 I was easier then Mar 22 14:43:13 * Molly nods sadly “Would we have gotten along, so you think?” Mar 22 14:43:16 do* Mar 22 14:43:36 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 14:43:41 Probably. I was a bit more likeable Mar 22 14:44:36 I... *she sighs, and flicks the page* which was the largest battle you were in? Mar 22 14:45:18 *Quatre Bras had the most actual fighting, but the Siege of Magdeburg was the most men* Mar 22 14:47:43 In terms of... Mar 22 14:48:24 * Molly shrugs “anything. Warfare is not my speciality, I’m afraid” Mar 22 14:50:19 Quatre Bras had the most fighting, Magdeburg had more men Mar 22 14:51:33 * Molly skips to Quatre Bras first, reading slowly but silently. Again, he sees how her mouth moves as she does so. Mar 22 14:52:09 *In Eisen* It sounds very wet and muddy! Mar 22 14:53:13 * Morgan nods Mar 22 14:58:02 * Molly looks engrossed in this, and just as engrossed in the long siege, though he recalls it being very tedious, more a patrol than a proper fight. He and Claudia and HH had been on separate tasks by Magdeburg, but it had been in the rain at Quatre Bras Where he’d met the blonde warrior who had a couple of months later kicked HH in the face and him in the chest Mar 22 14:59:49 It wasn't nice Mar 22 15:00:30 * Molly nods “You may borrow this, if you wish?” Mar 22 15:02:36 No, you're not finished with it Mar 22 15:03:13 It could take me years... Mar 22 15:04:25 I doubt that Mar 22 15:04:33 * Molly smiles Mar 22 15:04:46 I’ve been working on the poems more Mar 22 15:05:13 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:05:47 I’ll read you one, if you’d like? Mar 22 15:07:51 If you'd like to Mar 22 15:08:21 * Molly gets the poetry book, opening it on a marked page Mar 22 15:08:41 My pronunciation might not be so good, but you’ll forgive it? Mar 22 15:09:18 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:09:20 Of course Mar 22 15:10:31 * Molly concentrates as she reads it to him. There are some small errors, but they don’t pull from that deep yearning in him for his homeland, as well as for her Mar 22 15:13:34 * Morgan nods, sighing Mar 22 15:13:55 * Molly watches him Mar 22 15:14:00 That was terrible? Mar 22 15:14:50 It was good... you did well Mar 22 15:15:01 * Molly blushes Mar 22 15:15:17 Thank you. It is a little like having a mouthful of marbles Mar 22 15:16:02 * Morgan smiles a little Mar 22 15:16:06 Its a little unwieldy at times Mar 22 15:16:18 * Molly nods, smiling Mar 22 15:16:31 Like you have to wrestle your tongue into submission! Mar 22 15:17:20 I suppose so Mar 22 15:17:31 I suppose you’re used to it though Mar 22 15:18:23 Sort of... its been a long time since I spoke it Mar 22 15:18:33 * Molly watches him Mar 22 15:18:42 would you do so, for me? Mar 22 15:19:50 Why? Mar 22 15:20:06 Because I’d love to hear it fluently Mar 22 15:21:53 * Morgan frowns a little Mar 22 15:21:56 What would you have me say? Mar 22 15:22:56 *she shakes her head almost imperceptibly* You could read a poem? Mar 22 15:23:38 * Morgan holds his hand out for the book Mar 22 15:23:45 * Molly hands it over Mar 22 15:23:47 I'll see if there's anything... Mar 22 15:25:37 *there’s several, many quite dour, but some lighter and playful, a couple that are suggestive, something about unrequited love. There are many sorts to choose from Mar 22 15:25:59 * Morgan shakes his head, closing the book before reciting Invictus Mar 22 15:27:19 * Molly watches him solemnly Mar 22 15:27:31 That is beautiful, Morgan... Mar 22 15:27:38 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:27:47 Its my favourite from the academy Mar 22 15:30:18 * Molly nods thoughtfully before picking up the Objectionist holy book, flicking through until she reads in Eisen “Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it” He knows the quote too, from the Prophet’s Sermon On The Mount Mar 22 15:31:31 Ah, the sermon on the mount Mar 22 15:31:46 * Molly smiles a little Mar 22 15:32:02 Indeed. We have that too, in the Church of Avalon Mar 22 15:32:39 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:33:08 Do you know your scripture well? Was it prioritised in your education? Mar 22 15:34:03 I fought in a war over religion... I know a fair bit Mar 22 15:34:40 * Molly nods “You speak it beautifully. I hear all the places where I must improve” Mar 22 15:35:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 15:35:40 I spent a lot of time practicing... Mar 22 15:36:01 To speak Eisen? Mar 22 15:36:27 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:36:37 * Molly looks confused Mar 22 15:36:44 But that is your mother tongue Mar 22 15:36:59 * Morgan smiles a little Mar 22 15:37:18 I can make it sound like I'm from anywhere in Eisen... -that- took practice Mar 22 15:37:26 * Molly smiles Mar 22 15:37:35 why would you wish to? Mar 22 15:38:28 Its useful... its why no-one here has any idea what part of Avalon I might come from, too Mar 22 15:38:40 * Molly giggles, blushing Mar 22 15:38:57 I’ve had to work hard not to speak like I did as a small child Mar 22 15:39:27 Oh? Mar 22 15:40:36 * Molly closes her eyes, reciting a nursery rhyme. It’s somewhat Balig, but also has a lot of a more northerly accent, one that is familiar to him from the docks in Durham where they would alight for Catterick Mar 22 15:41:34 * Morgan narrows his eyes a little Mar 22 15:41:37 Durham... Mar 22 15:41:50 * Molly ‘s eyes open Mar 22 15:41:59 Yes! how on Theah do you know that?! Mar 22 15:42:51 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 15:42:55 I'm good with accents Mar 22 15:43:05 My mother was born there Mar 22 15:43:47 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:43:53 Thats where we'd dock to go to Catterick Mar 22 15:44:07 I haven’t heard of it Mar 22 15:45:05 Its a few hours further north Mar 22 15:45:14 * Molly smiles Mar 22 15:45:37 Imagine if my Mama hadn’t left home, you and I could have met as children on the docks! Mar 22 15:45:59 Possibly, though... I am older than you Mar 22 15:46:09 * Molly nods Mar 22 15:46:51 You must be, to have been at Marpingen-Urexweiler Mar 22 15:47:19 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:48:06 * Molly shrugs “I was very good at getting crushes on older boys, I think it’d have been fine” Mar 22 15:48:38 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 15:49:04 * Molly gets up a minute, checking the pie before returning to sit by him Mar 22 15:50:12 Did you ever have Starry Gazey Pie in Durham? *this brings back the song that his nursemaid Nelly used to sing, though it had an odd name, something non-Avalonian* Mar 22 15:50:45 * Morgan frowns, thinking Mar 22 15:51:01 *he’s not sure he ever had it* Mar 22 15:52:04 No, I don't think so Mar 22 15:52:18 * Molly looks excited Mar 22 15:52:29 Oh! Come for dinner, let me make you one! Mar 22 15:52:36 I'm not Sur thats a good idea Mar 22 15:53:41 * Molly smiles “I promise, I will not poison you!” Mar 22 15:54:16 Its not that Mar 22 15:54:40 The Und So Weiter again? *she smiles gently* Mar 22 15:55:45 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:55:46 Indeed Mar 22 15:56:21 I think that we’ve had a nice time, and we seem to be managing very well... Mar 22 15:57:01 I think thats the problem Mar 22 15:57:07 what is? Mar 22 15:58:00 Its a bit too easy... Mar 22 15:58:08 to be friends? Mar 22 15:58:16 * Morgan nods Mar 22 15:58:22 * Molly watches him, sipping her coffee Mar 22 15:58:59 I miss having you as a friend, so much Mar 22 16:00:17 * Morgan nods, sighing Mar 22 16:00:35 Do you miss that too? Mar 22 16:01:00 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:01:01 I do Mar 22 16:01:08 * Molly nods Mar 22 16:01:23 It’s entirely in your hands... Mar 22 16:02:25 I'd be causing myself a lot of pain Mar 22 16:02:44 * Molly watches him frankly Mar 22 16:03:09 It doesn’t seem like -not- being my friend is making you very happy either! Mar 22 16:05:04 No... its really not Mar 22 16:05:15 * Molly nods Mar 22 16:05:32 Being with me is hard, being without me is hard... Mar 22 16:06:07 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:06:08 Yes Mar 22 16:06:30 * Molly smiles “It’s just deciding which hard is harder?” Mar 22 16:07:11 I suppose so... but knowing your husbanded will expect me to distance myself again... Mar 22 16:07:37 I don’t think he sees you as a threat... Mar 22 16:10:17 * Molly watches his expression Mar 22 16:11:41 I don't think that matters Mar 22 16:12:49 I don’t think he is particularly possessive... After all, it is hard to be possessive if you leave your possession lying around out of your sight for months Mar 22 16:13:27 He's an idiot Mar 22 16:14:01 You think so? Mar 22 16:15:29 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:15:30 I do Mar 22 16:15:46 what should he have done instead? Mar 22 16:16:23 Not dropped you like a hot rock, for a start Mar 22 16:18:52 * Molly nods sadly “I... I thought he loved me more than this” Mar 22 16:19:27 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:20:01 I do love him, but... Mar 22 16:20:10 But... Mar 22 16:20:58 but I thought marriage would be different than it has been. I knew that I’d always have to come second place to Jessie, and I’d accepted that... Mar 22 16:22:23 But... Mar 22 16:23:50 * Molly chews her lower lip Mar 22 16:24:15 I just didn’t realise how far down his priority list that would make me Mar 22 16:25:30 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:26:03 * Molly blinks away tears, trying to find a smile Mar 22 16:26:13 I think the apple pie is nearly done Mar 22 16:29:49 Smells like it Mar 22 16:31:12 * Molly gets up from the table, getting it out. She starts to quietly sing “When the moon is on the sea, Kosk Yn ta, kosk Yn ta...” Mar 22 16:31:38 * Morgan sits quietly, finishing his tea Mar 22 16:32:14 *she sets the pie to cool, then watches him do this before she says a simple* Ah. Mar 22 16:32:59 What? Mar 22 16:33:11 You’re leaving now Mar 22 16:34:22 Me shrugs Mar 22 16:34:24 Probably should Mar 22 16:34:44 If that is what you want. I cannot hold you here... Mar 22 16:36:04 There's a lot to be doing in the house to prepare for the pompous to descend on the place Mar 22 16:36:21 * Molly nods “yes, of course, sorry” Mar 22 16:39:07 I’d offer you some of this to take with you, but with fancy guests you’ll be having fancy food, and you wouldn’t want something as simple to eat as my apple pie! Mar 22 16:39:42 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 16:39:53 I don't know if you noticed, but I rarely eat the same food as that lot Mar 22 16:40:06 * Molly smiles Mar 22 16:40:17 At least it’s not chicken porridge... Mar 22 16:41:25 * Morgan nods, shuddering Mar 22 16:41:34 * Molly giggles Mar 22 16:42:27 I’ll save you some, if you might come tomorrow? *Given his dreams lately, there’s a good chance he will, just not in the way she means* Mar 22 16:43:40 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:43:42 I might Mar 22 16:44:09 * Molly smiles “I hope your evening is not too taxing” Mar 22 16:45:26 Who knows, knowing that lot Mar 22 16:45:41 * Molly nods, then seems to remember something Mar 22 16:46:00 Thank you for having Mary talk to me. I couldn’t do it, but I appreciate it Mar 22 16:46:15 Thats unfortunate Mar 22 16:46:42 * Molly nods “I’m coping. Some days I wake up less troubled by it than others” Mar 22 16:47:04 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:47:05 alright Mar 22 16:47:49 But I do see now why they were recommending that I had someone here for it to improve Mar 22 16:48:13 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:48:40 * Molly watches his expression a moment before saying “Well, I should show you out...” Mar 22 16:49:07 Its alright, I can see myself out Mar 22 16:49:29 * Molly nods “I’ve enjoyed having you” Mar 22 16:50:41 * Morgan nods Mar 22 16:50:45 Thank you for the tea Mar 22 16:50:59 * Molly smiles faintly “Thank you for staying” Mar 22 16:51:57 * Morgan nods, moving to the door and opening it Mar 22 16:52:27 * Molly watches him from where she is, fiddling with her lower lip again Mar 22 16:53:15 Take care Mar 22 16:53:35 Yes, take care of yourself too, please Mar 22 16:54:12 * Morgan nods, going out and closing the door Mar 22 16:54:36 *the air outside is chilly, but there’s no snow yet* Mar 22 16:55:17 * Morgan takes a deep breath before heading back to the main house Mar 22 16:58:51 *the busyness continues there, but by four in the afternoon the snow is coming down thick and fast, and messengers are sent on to tell Catherine that several of her guests are snowed in further away, and so only two local families come. It’s not too raucous, and he’s not really needed. As he patrols, he finds himself thinking of the past, former prophets mass eves in Eisen with present opening, warmth, and family Mar 22 16:59:39 * Morgan finds himself somewhere quiet to think Mar 22 17:02:19 *the Rose Garden seems fitting, and it’s very peaceful. On such a crisp night, he hears the occasional piano chord on the air in the dark. His memories of his mother and father and even Edward are strong, from the times when he was home fr9m the Academy, and one year even his Uncle, Aunt, and cousins had been there. It seems like a life time ago, but the nostalgia is strong Mar 22 17:03:17 * Morgan looks around sadly Mar 22 17:04:14 *the snow falls on. It gets quite cold, and at ten o’clock he just sees the light in the schoolhouse appear in an upstairs window* Mar 22 17:05:28 * Morgan sighs, going to keep an eye on the guests Mar 22 17:09:31 *they all seem happy and the party seems to be winding down. it’s midnight by the time he’s overseen the closing down of the house for the night, and that finds him in the lonely cold room that is his here Mar 22 17:10:29 * Morgan climbs onto the bed, settling to nap Mar 22 17:12:08 *he finds himself starting to wonder what his parents are doing, what Heinzharold and Claudia are doing, whether everyone is drinking blokners or mulled wine, whether they pour one out for him, or think of him at all Mar 22 17:13:56 * Morgan lowers his head miserably Mar 22 17:18:32 *it’s with this sad homesickness that he drifts off, and he dreams of earlier, except instead of holding his composure when she sings that old lullaby he starts to sob, and she wraps her arms around him, soothing him and holding him. Mar 22 17:18:36 Then the smell of her consumes him, and all too soon he has her in his lap, their shared sorrow and longing sweeping them along until his hand is beneath her skirts and she’s coming to pieces tucked up in his embrace. When he wakes within the dream, he’s very very close to the point of no return, but not quite at it this time Mar 22 17:19:34 * Morgan groans, rolling out of bed Mar 22 17:21:38 *It would almost be comical, if it weren’t so frustrating. He know Heinzharold would chuckle and sympathise with him, or if they were still as close as they were once were, rib him for being such a stickler Mar 22 17:23:27 * Morgan shakes his head, getting washed and changed before heading out to walk the house Mar 22 17:25:22 *He finds himself often noticing things as he looks around, but with Eisen words, not Avalonian ones. Back with the staff, it’s a struggle to not let his grammar slip. It is as if the Eisen in him is the tide, returning exorably towards the shore Mar 22 17:26:30 * Morgan frowns, scolding himself Mar 22 17:27:41 *He manages to deal with everything he needs to, and the snow has thawed. But by early afternoon he knows he’s got to make a choice; go to Molly’s for the pie, or double down on keeping his distance Mar 22 17:29:38 * Morgan heads slowly toward the schoolhouse Mar 22 17:30:27 *there’s no music today* Mar 22 17:31:53 * Morgan knocks on the door Mar 22 17:32:55 * Molly opens it. She looks warm, and is just taking her bonnet off. There’s no baking smell today to distract him from the scent of her Mar 22 17:33:08 Oh, sorry, I went for a walk! Mar 22 17:34:19 Sorry, if its inconvenient... Mar 22 17:34:40 * Molly shakes her head Mar 22 17:35:07 Not at all. I didn’t have the best of nights, so I wanted some fresh air Mar 22 17:36:34 * Morgan nods Mar 22 17:36:37 Is everything alright? Mar 22 17:36:55 * Molly shrugs Mar 22 17:37:00 Are you coming in? Mar 22 17:37:17 If thats alright Mar 22 17:38:01 * Molly nods, letting him in. She gets the bonnet off, but it’s when her cloak comes off that he really smells it Mar 22 17:38:10 I’ll heat the pie in a minute Mar 22 17:38:22 * Morgan nods Mar 22 17:38:24 That'd be nice Mar 22 17:39:26 *this is what she does. For a moment, it’s so domestic and welcoming that his heart and mind seem to rest a moment in a way they haven’t for so long Mar 22 17:41:11 * Morgan sighs quietly Mar 22 17:43:55 * Molly puts the pie in front of him, a casual hand on his shoulder very briefly as she does Mar 22 17:44:04 There we are, how was last night? Mar 22 17:44:23 Tedious. A lot of them couldn't arrive because of the snow Mar 22 17:44:29 * Molly smiles Mar 22 17:44:43 That’s good though, fewer dirty sheets to change Mar 22 17:45:14 It wasn't as chaotic as other gatherings have been Mar 22 17:45:34 * Molly nods, smiling “No thefts? No groping of the staff?” Mar 22 17:46:52 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 22 17:46:59 No Charles Warwick, so... Mar 22 17:47:38 * Molly smiles “It sounds like you had a wonderful night then!” Mar 22 17:47:53 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 17:48:21 * Molly eats some of her pie before watching him expectantly Mar 22 17:49:00 * Morgan eats a little Mar 22 17:49:45 *it is very nice, the apples tart enough to not be too sweet, the cinnamon and nutmeg making it more interesting Mar 22 17:50:18 * Morgan nods Mar 22 17:50:20 Thats very nice Mar 22 17:50:26 * Molly smiles warmly Mar 22 17:50:36 Thank you, I am delighted you like it Mar 22 17:50:49 * Molly fidgets a little before eating some more Mar 22 17:51:53 * Morgan nods Mar 22 17:51:57 Its good Mar 22 17:52:30 * Molly nods. She lets him eat in peace before she finally says Mar 22 17:52:38 The letter was from Horatio Mar 22 17:53:04 I suspected as much Mar 22 18:04:31 * Molly nods, sipping the coffee she’s made Mar 22 18:04:42 He won’t be back in January Mar 22 18:06:46 * Morgan rolls his eyes Mar 22 18:06:48 When? Mar 22 18:06:57 * Molly shrugs Mar 22 18:07:03 He doesn’t know Mar 22 18:07:31 Then I shall write to him Mar 22 18:07:48 * Molly smiles, but it’s pained Mar 22 18:08:01 I wish you all the luck in finding him Mar 22 18:08:13 He does not tell you where he is? Mar 22 18:08:33 * Molly takes the letter from her pocket, and slides it over to him Mar 22 18:08:50 * Morgan opens and reads it Mar 22 18:12:01 It says: “My dearest Molly, There are not apologies enough for the absence I have taken of you. Know that it rends at me daily and nightly to not be with you. My love for you is stronger than ever, and I remain your devoted husband. Alas, my search for her has come to a place I feared it might. *she watches his expression whilst he’s in the middle of it* Mar 22 18:12:28 * Morgan looks more and more unimpressed Mar 22 18:14:54 *it continues: I know where she is, but it will be all the more dangerous to get to her now. Her captors are stronger than I knew, and more determined. I must go farther away from you again, and I cannot say when I will be back. *this is the end of the first page* Mar 22 18:15:19 * Morgan moves on to the second Mar 22 18:17:20 If I should fall, or be captured, there is a failsafe to ensure word gets to you. In the meantime stay close to your trusted friends, especially Morgan. He’s always had your interests at heart, as we discussed. MTF Mar 22 18:17:42 Ah, an excellent example of the fact he doesn't listen... Mar 22 18:17:54 You think so? Mar 22 18:18:17 * Morgan nods, reading Mar 22 18:20:44 *I love and adore you. Your cleverness wisens me, your spirit buoys me, and your sacrifice for myself and my daughter humbles me. When this is done, I will see you have everything your heart desires. With love and longing, your Horza. Mar 22 18:21:17 * Morgan folds it up and hands it back Mar 22 18:21:27 * Molly watches his face Mar 22 18:22:02 it sounds like he does care... Mar 22 18:22:11 * Morgan looks decidedly neutral Mar 22 18:22:20 * Molly frowns Mar 22 18:22:33 don’t do that, please. Mar 22 18:23:50 You won't like what I'm thinking Mar 22 18:24:30 * Molly smiles faintly “Nor would you I. But I wish to know” Mar 22 18:24:58 I think he's despicable Mar 22 18:25:10 Why? Mar 22 18:26:10 All that going on and he decides to drop back to complicate your life then bugger off again Mar 22 18:26:35 * Molly watches him Mar 22 18:26:42 you resent him that... Mar 22 18:27:15 Why wouldn't I? What he's done is selfish in the extreme Mar 22 18:28:22 What part is it that aggrieves you so? Mar 22 18:29:47 It's just... -wrong-. Picking you and putting you down like you're some sort of toy when he's bored or its convenient Mar 22 18:30:12 I can understand his desperation to find his daughter... Mar 22 18:31:13 Then that should have come first Mar 22 18:31:26 * Molly nods Mar 22 18:31:41 I am never going to matter, am I? Mar 22 18:32:04 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 18:32:08 I don't know Mar 22 18:33:06 * Molly smiles slightly “It’s my lot in life, I think. I am dropped when I am no longer useful.” Mar 22 18:33:55 * Morgan frowns Mar 22 18:35:08 He should've stayed away Mar 22 18:35:33 * Molly shrugs “I don’t think he expected it to be so tough” Mar 22 18:36:46 Because it was so easy to begin with... Mar 22 18:36:53 * Molly sighs Mar 22 18:37:22 He said he loved me so much that it could no longer be resisted without destroying him Mar 22 18:38:11 And I'm sure he meant it... but... Mar 22 18:38:16 but? Mar 22 18:39:28 Now he's transferred his suffering to you Mar 22 18:39:30 Selfish. Mar 22 18:40:32 I’d have taken some of it, of course. That is what a marriage should be, isn’t it? Shared burdens, and that deep intimacy of being completely emotionally vulnerable Mar 22 18:40:58 * Morgan nods Mar 22 18:41:03 *this brings his dream back, sobbing against her for the lost child he once was* Mar 22 18:41:04 yes Mar 22 18:41:34 And that is what I wanted. Something in me has always desired to -nurture- Mar 22 18:41:57 Well, you're going to be regardless of his presence Mar 22 18:42:15 Nurturing? Or sharing his burden? Mar 22 18:43:20 Nurturing... once the little one is born Mar 22 18:43:37 Yes... I don’t think of it much Mar 22 18:44:30 No? Mar 22 18:45:04 With how awful my body feels, I’ve just tried to keep going and ignore it Mar 22 18:45:20 * Morgan nods Mar 22 18:45:48 * Molly starts counting on her fingers “June-ish, I suppose” Mar 22 18:46:17 * Morgan nods Mar 22 18:46:19 Sounds about right Mar 22 18:47:00 If it stays. These things do go wrong Mar 22 18:47:42 true Mar 22 18:47:52 * Molly swirls her coffee Mar 22 18:48:09 If he hadn’t come back, I’d have married Curtis instead... Mar 22 18:50:40 Not after I found those letters you wouldn't Mar 22 18:51:01 * Molly sighs “very true...” Mar 22 18:51:42 * Molly smiles faintly “Then I’d have been a maid forever!” Mar 22 18:53:39 maybe Mar 22 18:54:11 * Molly looks the letter over with a sigh “I love him, but I am feeling very conflicted right now” Mar 22 18:54:43 * Morgan nods Mar 22 18:54:54 * Molly frowns Mar 22 18:55:11 It feels... manipulative. Like I am being trapped. Mar 22 18:55:29 * Morgan nods Mar 22 18:55:32 I can see that Mar 22 18:55:36 * Molly nods Mar 22 18:58:07 I am going away, without asking your feelings, for a long time. You do all these things for me and I love them. One day, I will eventually either give up or fail, and when that time comes, though I don’t know when it will be, if I don’t die, then I’ll actually care about what -you- need or want. Oh, and I’ll be faithful all this time, and don’t you forget that. Mar 22 19:00:12 * Morgan nods Mar 22 19:00:39 * Molly watches him “ Am I being over-sensitive, reading too much into it?” Mar 22 19:01:55 No Mar 22 19:03:42 * Molly puts her elbow on the table, and rests her cheek in her palm Mar 22 19:03:53 How can those we love hurt us so much? Mar 22 19:05:16 * Morgan shrugs, looking away Mar 22 19:07:41 what? Mar 22 19:08:28 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 22 19:08:31 I'd rather not go there Mar 22 19:08:40 please... Mar 22 19:09:41 I said no. Mar 22 19:09:58 * Molly frowns, watching him Mar 22 19:10:06 I see. Mar 22 19:11:16 I doubt it, but as I said, I don't want to go there Mar 22 19:11:40 I am hurting you, so much, and therefore... Mar 22 19:12:40 * Morgan scowls Mar 22 19:12:52 Right, since you cannot respect my boundaries, I will take my leave Mar 22 19:12:56 * Morgan stands up Mar 22 19:13:11 * Molly frowns Mar 22 19:14:33 If that is what you want. Mar 22 19:14:56 I wanted you to leave it alone, but you refused, so I will leave Mar 22 19:15:28 Because I yearn to understand you, inside and out! Mar 22 19:16:19 So damn my boundaries as long as your curiosity is satisfied. I'll bid you good day Mar 22 19:16:25 * Morgan moves toward the door, pulling it open Mar 22 19:17:37 Oh fine, go! You can control all of your feelings except these for me, and it scares you, so you try to bury them! But it won’t work! I promise it won’t, because I’ve already tried that myself! Mar 22 19:18:13 * Morgan turns slightly, looking over his shoulder Mar 22 19:20:04 I will not stay here when I am respected so little. I told you to leave it alone, -three- times. You don't give a damn for what I feel or what I want providing you get what you're after, after your moaning about your husband doing the same to you, so you'll forgive me if I don't stay to endure that hypocrisy Mar 22 19:20:16 * Morgan moves out of the door, pulling it to shut after he's gone through it Mar 22 19:22:49 *he hears nothing from her. It starts with her not following him that evening, and continues day by day throughout that odd stretch between Prophets Mass and New Years Eve. He sees Mary go there and return, but he doesn’t go himself. Mary doesn’t bring him news either, and the first thing he hears is the morning of New Year’s Eve Mar 22 19:23:09 *he’s just in from his patrol when he hears maids gossiping* Mar 22 19:23:36 M: I can’t believe it either! I really thought they’d settle there for years! Mar 22 19:23:48 * Morgan slows to listen Mar 22 19:28:12 S: I don’t blame her though, with a baby on the way. She can’t run a school too Mar 22 19:28:36 Whats going on? Mar 22 19:29:03 S: Molly has given in their notice for the Schoolhouse Mar 22 19:30:03 I see Mar 22 19:30:12 Where's she going? Mar 22 19:30:21 M: No one knows Mar 22 19:31:21 S: I reckon her husband’s sent for her. It’ll be real romantic when they see each other again Mar 22 19:31:31 I doubt it, the man is a waste of air Mar 22 19:31:52 *they both make some minor noises of protest at this* Mar 22 19:32:44 He disappeared for months, turns up professing his undying love for her then promptly buggers off for months on end... Mar 22 19:33:30 S: that’s romantic though, he loved her enough to come back for her Mar 22 19:33:39 * Morgan rolls his eyes Mar 22 19:33:46 But not enough to stay for her Mar 22 19:34:17 m: maybe there’s another girl he loves too? Mar 22 19:35:26 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 19:35:32 Someone needs to find out where she's going Mar 22 19:36:39 S: I invited her tonight for the party, but she says she can’t think of anything worse than being stood here at midnight all alone when the man she loves can’t kiss her Mar 22 19:38:34 I see Mar 22 19:39:00 M: it sounds like she is going to be with him again Mar 22 19:39:38 *the other maid nods* Mar 22 19:39:49 No-one knows where he is Mar 22 19:40:06 S: maybe she does? Mar 22 19:41:08 * Morgan shrugs Mar 22 19:41:11 Maybe Mar 22 19:41:35 S: I could go and ask? Mar 22 19:42:05 * Morgan nods Mar 22 19:42:47 *what she returns with is a sealed note* Mar 22 19:43:41 S: Said she’s going on a ship, and after that she’ll see where the sea takes her Mar 22 19:44:08 * Morgan nods, taking the note and going to find somewhere quiet to read it Mar 22 19:52:00 *he finds a little spot. It’s in Eisen, and says “You were right, and I was wrong. You were right that a friendship cannot work for us. My feelings are too strong, and my faithfulness too weak. I will only ever be swimming against the tide where you are concerned. Mar 22 19:52:13 If Love is a drop of water, what I feel for you is the ocean. You are too good, too honest, and too faithful to have to stand in the face of it, and so I’ll build a whole country’s worth of rocks between us to protect you from its destruction. Take care of yourself, please. Mar 22 19:53:27 * Morgan screws it up, putting it in his pocket Mar 22 19:56:05 *no one asks him about it, and so the day passes in its usual fashion, and the servants all congregate in the great hall to celebrate. But as she said, there’s no sign of Molly at half past eleven, and the others don’t seem to be waiting for her Mar 22 19:56:49 * Morgan looks around before quietly letting himself out of the building Mar 22 19:57:16 *if anyone has noticed they don’t follow him* Mar 22 19:58:00 * Morgan heads down toward the schoolhouse Mar 22 19:58:29 *he notices a light upstairs* Mar 22 19:59:04 * Morgan knocks on the door Mar 22 20:02:00 *it takes a few minutes for Molly to answer, but she does she’s in a shift with a big shawl on top, hair completely down* Mar 22 20:02:12 Morgan, what are you...? Mar 22 20:03:43 I didn't want you being alone Mar 22 20:04:19 * Molly nods “Alright. Come in” Mar 22 20:05:15 * Morgan nods, going inside Mar 22 20:05:46 *the kitchen looks to have been packed up, things in crates stacked up* Mar 22 20:05:57 * Morgan looks sad Mar 22 20:06:00 Where will you go? Mar 22 20:06:10 I’m going to Durham Mar 22 20:07:27 * Morgan nods Mar 22 20:07:32 I don't blame you Mar 22 20:07:37 * Molly nods Mar 22 20:07:57 My aunt is a midwife. I’ll train with her, then I’ll have my baby Mar 22 20:12:44 * Morgan nods a little Mar 22 20:12:56 Have you heard anything from your husband? Mar 22 20:14:15 No, but I will leave my direction incase he comes back for me Mar 22 20:14:31 * Morgan nods, looking unhappy Mar 22 20:14:46 * Molly watches him Mar 22 20:15:29 I won’t mention you there, don’t worry. *she smiles wryly* how could I even talk about you without breaking down? Mar 22 20:18:33 * Morgan frowns Mar 22 20:19:45 * Molly watches him “why do you frown?” Mar 22 20:22:08 I didn't realise you felt that way... when Mr Black returned, it was immediate Mar 22 20:24:36 You couldn’t have been mine. You were already married and in love, and -faithful- in a way I knew left no room for another. You even told me so about Evie Mar 22 20:27:16 The way you immediately jumped into his arms, it was obvious I was not a concern for you Mar 22 20:28:47 I was not concerned on your behalf, because I had no idea you felt more for me than friendship. I knew how futile my love and desire for you was, no matter which husband I took Mar 22 20:30:54 Well... that turned out to be wrong Mar 22 20:31:10 * Molly nods Mar 22 20:31:16 If I’d known... Mar 22 20:32:14 I just... wanted you to be safe and happy and cared for... Mar 22 20:32:23 * Molly nods Mar 22 20:32:30 So did I, but... Mar 22 20:32:59 Hasn't really gone to plan has it Mar 22 20:33:11 No, it hasn’t Mar 22 20:34:41 *the clock in the valley chimes the first quarter to mark the hour, and she blushes, looking a little awkward “Ah, I didn’t realise it was so late! There might still be warm tea in the pot” Mar 22 20:35:11 I should let you go to bed Mar 22 20:35:36 * Molly watches him, then bites her lip hard, saying nothing Mar 22 20:36:04 *the next quarter chimes* Mar 22 20:36:23 * Morgan just watches her Mar 22 20:36:51 * Molly wets her lower lip a moment before she says “You should take me to bed.” Mar 22 20:37:36 Pardon? Mar 22 20:37:44 * Molly shakes her head Mar 22 20:37:50 I should not have said that Mar 22 20:38:08 Probably not, no Mar 22 20:38:30 *the third quarter chimes* Mar 22 20:38:38 Do you want to? Mar 22 20:38:54 It'd be wrong... Mar 22 20:39:21 * Molly nods “Yes... But...” Mar 22 20:39:38 But... Mar 22 20:40:19 * Molly watches him, speaking softly in Eisen “But I want you, so much that it is killing me” Mar 22 20:41:39 * Morgan moves suddenly, kissing her Mar 22 20:43:21 * Molly kisses him firmly, lips pressed together. The final quarter shifts quickly to the chimes of midnight. The smell of her is more prominent with his eyes closed Mar 22 20:43:44 * Morgan runs his tongue along her bottom lip Mar 22 20:45:09 * Molly inhales sharply with surprise, and she gently parts her lips, her arms moving up around his neck Mar 22 20:47:33 * Morgan nods a little, gently putting the tip of his tongue between her lips Mar 22 20:49:29 * Molly ‘s own meets his tentatively, and the half sigh-half moan she makes against his mouth is joined by a shiver of pleasure Mar 22 20:50:10 *the chimes continue, seven, eight Mar 22 20:50:51 * Morgan kisses her more firmly Mar 22 20:52:05 * Molly presses her body to his, radiating warmth. Her tongue becomes more exploratory against his Mar 22 20:53:17 * Morgan runs his tongue over hers Mar 22 20:55:31 * Molly makes a different noise this time, but it sounds even more pleasurable. She goes up more onto her tiptoes, and her kiss becomes more urgent Mar 22 20:56:22 * Morgan starts kissing her harder Mar 22 20:57:47 * Molly whimpers at it, one hand holding at the back of his neck, and the other grasping at his shoulder over his thick coat Mar 22 20:59:17 * Morgan pulls away slightly before moving to kissing and sucking at her neck Mar 22 21:00:58 * Molly moans louder at this. Her perfume must have been applied hours ago because all he can taste on her is her warm skin and all he can smell is that pregnant scent Mar 22 21:02:00 Oh dear Lord... *she then murmurs in Eisen* More, please. You’re perfect. Mar 22 21:03:13 * Morgan nods, carrying on Mar 22 21:04:43 *he notices her breathing changes. it’s been a while, but he’s familiar enough with this process to pick up that her arousal has moved well along the path towards orgasm* Mar 22 21:06:00 * Morgan doesn't stop Mar 22 21:07:03 * Molly fidgets, her thighs both pressing together as well as pressing against him in a rhythmic sort of squirming Mar 22 21:07:26 Oh god that feels so good... I’ve wanted this for so long Mar 22 21:07:36 * Morgan nods, biting her skin gently Mar 22 21:09:04 *this seems to send her well and truly over the edge because her stomach twitches then tenses against his, followed by her hands tightening on him Mar 22 21:09:21 * Morgan nods a little, going back to kissing and sucking at her neck Mar 22 21:09:55 *she exhales* my god, what was that?! Mar 22 21:11:21 * Morgan stops, looking at her Mar 22 21:12:34 * Molly ‘s pupils are wide, and she looks happy but flushed. For all these months of trying to skirt around their feelings, there’s nothing concealed in the way she looks at him with adoration Mar 22 21:12:39 what? Mar 22 21:14:22 You've never felt that before? Mar 22 21:14:29 * Molly shakes her head Mar 22 21:14:34 no, never Mar 22 21:14:47 Oh you're in for a shock Mar 22 21:15:16 it did feel a little like electricity! Mar 22 21:15:25 * Morgan chuckles Mar 22 21:15:35 That'll seem tame before I'm done Mar 22 21:16:33 * Molly ‘s eyes widen. She doesn’t look scared by that, but softer, yielding Mar 22 21:16:42 What will you do? Mar 22 21:17:39 Come to bed, I'll show you Mar 22 21:18:13 * Molly nods, locking the door and putting the bolt on too Mar 22 21:18:43 I don’t know what I’m supposed to do Mar 22 21:19:33 In what respect? Mar 22 21:19:41 In the bedroom Mar 22 21:20:44 * Molly leads the way up the stairs though, taking the candle. It means he gets a good view of her shift-covered bottom as she does Mar 22 21:21:04 * Morgan follows her quietly Mar 22 21:21:55 * Molly opens the door. The room is quite simple and plain, but it has a big enough bed for two Mar 22 21:22:41 I’d have put new sheets on if I’d known you’d be coming Mar 22 21:23:42 It doesn't matter Mar 22 21:24:02 * Molly nods, setting down the candle and taking off the shawl Mar 22 21:25:16 * Morgan watches her Mar 22 21:25:19 Shift too, please Mar 22 21:27:19 * Molly looks surprised, but does so, and then she’s naked in the candlelight. There’s only a tiny amount of extra fullness below her navel, but the veins on breasts and the prominence of her nipples speak of her pregnancy anyway. She watches his reaction Mar 22 21:27:51 * Morgan licks his lips Mar 22 21:27:56 Would you lie down? Mar 22 21:28:49 * Molly nods, doing so. She smiles “You’re not keeping the coat on, are you?” Mar 22 21:29:30 * Morgan shakes his head, taking off his coat Mar 22 21:30:17 * Molly looks him over all the way done. She smiles and blushes when she hits the height of his placket Mar 22 21:31:25 * Morgan smiles, moving to kneel on the bed Mar 22 21:31:46 * Molly looks up at him Mar 22 21:32:03 Morgan... Mar 22 21:32:23 Yes? Mar 22 21:32:44 It’s hard to believe you’re really here, and not just my imagination again Mar 22 21:33:27 I'm really here Mar 22 21:33:49 * Molly nods “I’m relieved to hear that” Mar 22 21:34:35 * Morgan nods Mar 22 21:34:38 Are you ready? Mar 22 21:34:46 * Molly smiles Mar 22 21:34:53 Yes... I think so Mar 22 21:36:23 * Morgan nods, kissing her collar bone before moving lower, sucking briefly on each nipple before kissing his way lower Mar 22 21:37:00 Oh! Yes... Mar 22 21:37:40 Yes? Mar 22 21:37:53 Yes, please! Mar 22 21:38:40 * Morgan nods, kissing lower still Mar 22 21:39:38 *the mixed scents of pregnancy and arousal hits his senses like a sledgehammer* Mar 22 21:40:03 * Morgan plants his mouth on her womanhood, assailing it with his tongue Mar 22 21:42:55 *She gasps before shuddering beneath it. He realises quite quickly that this specific taste of her is going to speed him swiftly along. Its been so long, but with how close he’d been first thing this morning it’s even worse. And this is not helped by how she rolls her hips and and makes the most uninhibited little sounds of pleasure as he works* Mar 22 21:43:36 * Morgan slows down Mar 22 21:44:01 * Molly sits up a little Mar 22 21:44:08 Did I do something wrong? Mar 22 21:44:49 No no... just... its been a long time and this is... ummm... exciting me more than it should... Mar 22 21:45:31 * Molly ‘s stomach twitches again, and she moans softly “That is exciting to hear!” Mar 22 21:46:39 Its a little frustrating for me... Mar 22 21:47:25 * Molly nods “Maybe it’s the pressure from your position? Or the fabric? Mar 22 21:47:49 Or just the taste of you Mar 22 21:48:27 * Molly bites her lip, partly concealing a grin “Really?!” Mar 22 21:49:04 * Morgan nods Mar 22 21:49:25 Do you wish to stop? Mar 22 21:50:19 God no Mar 22 21:50:46 * Molly nods, still watching him from her position on her elbows Mar 22 21:51:39 Continue, please. I don’t have any other plans for the night, I won’t send you away Mar 22 21:52:13 * Morgan nods, setting to it again Mar 22 21:53:34 * Molly watches, and within a minute he hears how she’s getting very close, the ways she lifts a little to him confirming it Mar 22 21:54:08 Your tongue... feels so good... on me! Mar 22 21:55:16 * Morgan nods, waiting for a moment before sucking her clit into his mouth and lashing at it with his tongue Mar 22 21:57:10 *this catches her by surprise, and she throws her head back, arching with the ecstasy that crashes through her. She strains with it, and the sound ends with his name Mar 22 21:57:31 * Morgan moans against her Mar 22 21:58:01 *this only makes her peak again, even harder* Mar 22 21:58:58 * Morgan nods a little, keeping it up until she's past the peak Mar 22 21:59:47 *he’s managing to keep himself in check, but he’s very hard and he’s definitely going to have quite the wet patch inside his placket Mar 22 22:00:06 * Molly watches him, looking extremely happy and awed Mar 22 22:00:23 My god! That was amazing! Mar 22 22:00:45 I'm glad you approve Mar 22 22:00:56 * Molly nods eagerly Mar 22 22:01:24 That is how I am supposed to manage all the tingling and pressure and what not?! Mar 22 22:01:43 * Morgan nods Mar 22 22:01:45 yes Mar 22 22:02:50 * Molly brings her hand down, and he gets a very up close view as her fingers find her clit. It’s certainly not something he’s ever seen a woman do before Mar 22 22:03:00 Here, yes? Mar 22 22:03:24 * Morgan nods Mar 22 22:03:26 aye Mar 22 22:03:50 * Molly gently strokes there, watching expression Mar 22 22:04:10 * Morgan nods Mar 22 22:04:13 Bit firmer... Mar 22 22:05:19 * Molly ‘s expression changes just a little, eyes becoming submissive and she does so with a long inhale and then a little shivery exhale, watching him rather than her own body Mar 22 22:05:52 * Morgan nods Mar 22 22:05:55 That should work Mar 22 22:06:13 You wish me to do this for you? Mar 22 22:08:07 * Morgan nods Mar 22 22:08:10 Lets see if it helps Mar 22 22:09:49 * Molly nods, looking very eager to please him. She seems to find a rhythm fairly quickly, watching for his approval. Regardless of his expressions approval, his manhood definitely approves, and the pressure of the bed against him is starting to be a problem Mar 22 22:10:31 * Morgan shifts to remove the pressure Mar 22 22:12:13 * Molly continues, starting to look close again. His body is getting quite demanding now, even including this morning he can’t recall ever needing release quite so badly Mar 22 22:13:02 It doesn’t feel... so good... as your tongue upon it... Mar 22 22:13:37 Thats to be expected Mar 22 22:13:55 *her touch seems a bit slower and gentler than before* Mar 22 22:14:20 You've slowed down... Mar 22 22:14:41 Do you want me to go faster? Mar 22 22:14:48 * Morgan nods Mar 22 22:15:23 * Molly does so, again looking for approval. She looks to be right on the edge Mar 22 22:17:58 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Mar 22 22:19:53 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)