**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Dec 21 14:36:32 2025 Dec 21 14:36:32 * Morgan (~madisonst@192.168.1.129) has joined Dec 21 14:37:19 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Dec 21 14:37:51 * Morgan (~madisonst@192.168.1.129) has joined Dec 21 14:43:42 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Dec 21 14:43:55 Your expression says otherwise... Dec 21 14:43:55 Does it Dec 21 14:43:55 * Molly nods Dec 21 14:43:55 One would imagine something other than a frown at it Dec 21 14:43:55 You were dragging it out, and being evasive, what expression did you expect? Dec 21 14:43:57 * Molly thinks “Curiosity? Though I suppose that’s naive of me” Dec 21 14:43:59 Perhaps if you hadn't made me drag it out of you when I was worried about you... Dec 21 14:44:01 * Molly blinks “You were worried?” Dec 21 14:44:03 You were retching and coughing, of course I was bloody worried Dec 21 14:44:05 * Molly looks embarrassed “I’m sorry. I was just practising” Dec 21 14:44:07 Practicing? Dec 21 14:44:11 * Molly nods “with my fingers” Dec 21 14:44:13 * Morgan looks confused for a moment Dec 21 14:44:15 * Molly smiles shyly “So that when I do it I won’t retch” Dec 21 14:44:17 Oh... oh I see... Dec 21 14:44:19 * Molly nods “I’ve been practising so hard, and I’m getting much better” Dec 21 14:44:21 Right... Dec 21 14:44:48 * Molly watches him a moment, then blushes as she looks away “I’m fine” Dec 21 14:45:47 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 21 14:45:48 Alright Dec 21 14:46:19 * Molly stands up, picking up a robe “I will start some breakfast.” Dec 21 14:47:01 * Morgan nods Dec 21 14:47:04 Yes, good idea Dec 21 14:48:09 * Molly nods, turning her back. For a moment he can see again this shift, except wet and stuck to her as it had been that day she nearly drowned Dec 21 14:48:17 what would you like to eat? Dec 21 14:50:37 Uhhh... just some toast please Dec 21 14:52:42 * Molly nods, pulling the robe on and tying it very firmly Dec 21 14:53:48 I’ll do that before seeing to the floors, they are in need of scrubbing Dec 21 14:54:01 Right, okay Dec 21 14:54:37 * Molly turns, slipping on soft shoes, looking ready to leave the room Dec 21 14:56:05 * Morgan moves out of her way Dec 21 14:57:58 * Molly goes out. Her room smells nice, warm and rosey. How many mornings since she went on the Coral more than a month ago has she sat in here with her fingers in her mouth trying to best prepare herself for his pleasure? Dec 21 14:58:21 * Morgan frowns, blushing Dec 21 14:59:32 *He hears the stairs as she goes down them. What else might she have heard on a trip with such experienced women, and how could that have shaped her expectations, her wants?* Dec 21 15:00:08 * Morgan scowls moving out of the room Dec 21 15:01:55 * Molly is busying around in the kitchen, finding everything she’ll need for their breakfast, making some strong coffee as she goes Dec 21 15:04:34 * Morgan watsches her quietly Dec 21 15:04:38 Let’s just pretend it didn’t happen. Dec 21 15:06:18 If you like Dec 21 15:06:28 That is for the best, I think Dec 21 15:06:45 If you say so Dec 21 15:07:29 * Molly nods. She serves the coffee quietly, and then takes her seat at the table once she’s given him some toast Dec 21 15:07:59 * Morgan eats quietly Dec 21 15:09:45 * Molly just drinks the coffee, saying nothing Dec 21 15:12:13 * Morgan finishes his toast Dec 21 15:12:21 Right then, I'll see you later Dec 21 15:12:28 I will be here Dec 21 15:13:30 * Morgan nods, getting up and going to the door Dec 21 15:14:54 * Molly doesn’t interrupt him, just getting up to wash his plate Dec 21 15:15:46 * Morgan heads out to do his patrol Dec 21 15:17:58 *it gives him a lot of time to brood. Why was she being standoffish with him now? Dietlinde was never like that, it was never this difficult with them. But nor can he imagine her having asked a group of working girls how best to delight a man carnally. Why had she done that? Why put herself through frequent retching like this? Dec 21 15:18:31 * Morgan grumbles, throwing some rocks Dec 21 15:21:37 *What is it she’s trying to prove with it? Wasn’t what they did last night enough for now? They’re not going to be married for many weeks, and even then it wasn’t guaranteed they’d do -that- immediately. It had been a few weeks before Dietlinde had done that for him, and even then it hadn’t required practise... And how would it even be possible to get it in her throat?! Dec 21 15:22:08 * Morgan finds somewhere to sit Dec 21 15:23:08 *he finds a fallen tree in the woods, unlikely to be interrupted* Dec 21 15:23:56 * Morgan sits on it, brooding Dec 21 15:26:10 *He wonders how he could have handled it differently, what would have left them in the happy good charity with each other that they’d had last night when they’d parted from kissing and caressing with her half bare in his lap. This morning he’d expected to possibly have to reassure her, or even discover that she regretted it and wanted to slow things down. Not this. Dec 21 15:26:48 * Morgan sighs, getting up and kicking the tree before moving on Dec 21 15:29:31 *Worse than the frustration that the situation is causing, the lingering frustration of last night has not left him either. She’d been happy in his embrace, curious and passionate, not shy or scared. It had been nice to be together, to have her more open and at ease, to see who she was when she wasn’t trying so hard to be what others wanted of her Dec 21 15:30:44 * Morgan grumbles as he walks Dec 21 15:32:28 *He starts to wonder what would have happened if he’d asked her to show him, with her fingers. Would she have done it? Or even if he’d offered to let her practice on his fingers instead Dec 21 15:33:17 What the fuck is wrong with you... Dec 21 15:34:17 *He can almost imagine Heinzharold telling him that he’s a normal red-blooded man who has been desperate to be close with the woman he loves for months now* Dec 21 15:35:57 * Morgan stops, staring at the ground Dec 21 15:36:57 *It’s all quiet, except for a re squirrel that darts up a tree Dec 21 15:38:08 * Morgan sighs, carrying on Dec 21 15:39:48 *Other memories of HH come back, of him kissing camp girls and the giggles he’d heard them make behind the tents with his best friend. He hadn’t seen HH in December, he’d been away, as had Claudia. It had been a shame* Dec 21 15:41:26 * Morgan grumbles Dec 21 15:43:25 *Would HH laugh at him for this, getting up in his head that the woman he was going to marry was so eager to make their intimate life as good for him as possible? Would he tell him not to be such a prude? Or would he agreed that it was very intimidating to think that she wanted to pleasure him so much that she’d practised it so she’d get it right? Dec 21 15:44:48 * Morgan looks around, slowly heading around the building Dec 21 15:46:49 *What was she trying to prove? Was it that she was actually worthy of him? Is she worried she won’t live up to Dietlinde and the marital pleasure they shared, or does she think he’s very experienced, like HH, like other navy men? They’d never ever discussed what experiences he’d had, aside from kissing Evie* Dec 21 15:48:14 * Morgan kicks at the grass Dec 21 15:50:55 *If he is feeling this bad, what is she feeling? She has no experience, and last night she’d gained some, followed by a hasty bedtime before things got further out of control than it already had for him. And she hadn’t meant him to catch her practising this, and she’d definitely seemed embarrassed Dec 21 15:52:20 * Morgan sighs, changing course to head for the cottage Dec 21 15:53:01 *he finds it quiet downstairs, the coffee cups cleaned away Dec 21 15:53:55 * Morgan listens Dec 21 15:54:16 *he hears footsteps, then her door closing Dec 21 15:54:52 Molly? Dec 21 15:55:22 *She heads down the stairs. She’s dressed for going out, missing only shoes and a coat Dec 21 15:55:28 yes? Dec 21 15:55:33 Where are you going? Dec 21 15:55:45 I thought I’d go to see my mother Dec 21 15:55:57 I see... I'll... I'll walk you? Dec 21 15:56:05 If you wish Dec 21 15:56:45 If you'd rather I don't... Dec 21 15:57:20 If you have work to do, that is surely more important? You’re back early... Dec 21 15:57:29 I came back to see you Dec 21 15:57:35 * Molly gets her coat from the hook Dec 21 15:57:37 Oh? Dec 21 15:58:21 * Morgan nods, watching her Dec 21 15:58:40 * Molly shakes it out, watching him Dec 21 15:58:52 what do you need? Dec 21 15:59:10 I was hoping we could talk but... its fine Dec 21 15:59:18 We can talk Dec 21 16:01:42 I'm sorry... I was taken by surprise Dec 21 16:03:34 * Molly shakes her head, sighing “It was too much. I didn’t mean for you to know.” Dec 21 16:03:58 Then... why? Dec 21 16:04:07 Why what? Dec 21 16:04:55 If you didn't mean for me to know, why do it? Dec 21 16:05:53 I thought one day, one day I might actually be at liberty to just do it. I’d never need to explain the effort it took, or how I knew of it Dec 21 16:06:29 No, I daresay my need to know how you knew would come into play Dec 21 16:06:47 * Molly shrugs “If it happened at all.” Dec 21 16:08:01 * Morgan sighs Dec 21 16:08:04 This isn't going well Dec 21 16:08:24 * Molly shakes her head Dec 21 16:08:46 No, it isn’t. Everything is always so confusing... Dec 21 16:09:50 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:09:54 Last night? Dec 21 16:10:37 * Molly sighs “Last night was...” she frowns a little “You do not see it, do you? You do not see how you blow so hot and cold with me” Dec 21 16:11:38 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 16:11:40 A little maybe Dec 21 16:17:14 Molly nods “You say you could do much worse than have me as a mistress, but then take me to Carleon to get verified for another man. You kiss me in Carleon, then rush off to bed. You tell me your feelings for me are more than you thought, but then you don’t seek me out. You get upset that I don’t say you are a friend I -desire-, yet you never say the same to me. Dec 21 16:17:19 You let me kiss you on the monastery lawn, but it takes another man holding my hand for you to grudgingly hint that you want me yourself! And that’s all before you leave me for two months after saying kissing me again would be an additional burden! Dec 21 16:19:04 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding Dec 21 16:20:09 Last night was wonderful, but I feel like I am always chasing you, hoping for you to want me too, to desire me too! Dec 21 16:20:21 I do Dec 21 16:21:28 * Molly looks frustrated “Then why do you blow so inconsistently?! Why am I always playing the games of flirtation and hinting to even get near you?!” Dec 21 16:21:46 Because I'm a mess... Dec 21 16:23:21 * Molly watches him “Are you sure? Are you sure that it’s not just that I am not good enough? That though you enjoy the idea of making a life with me, the actual attraction and desire is nothing like as strong as it should be?” Dec 21 16:24:02 * Morgan frowns Dec 21 16:24:04 Thats not the case Dec 21 16:24:21 Well that is not how it feels, and it isn’t how it looks! Dec 21 16:25:15 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:25:17 I know Dec 21 16:26:02 * Molly looks at him “I know I’m not her. I never will be. And my god, I am sorry I cannot be her for you” Dec 21 16:27:00 * Morgan looks upset Dec 21 16:27:09 I want you for you... Dec 21 16:28:17 * Molly looks sad, voice becoming quieter “Then why won’t you -show me- that? Why do you keep me at arms length when you know how madly I love you?” Dec 21 16:28:42 * Morgan reaches out to take her hand Dec 21 16:29:00 * Molly takes it without hesitation Dec 21 16:29:23 * Morgan kisses her knuckles before looking at her Dec 21 16:29:36 I worry that we will go too far... that I will scare you off... Dec 21 16:31:08 You won’t scare me off. Last night, I saw in you a warmth and passion that I didn’t know was there, but then you pull away, and I’m left wondering whether I imagined it Dec 21 16:31:30 * Morgan shakes his head a little Dec 21 16:32:30 * Molly frowns a little “I hate it, the feeling of rejection, that you pull back from me. I never know where I stand with you” Dec 21 16:32:55 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:32:58 I'm sorry Dec 21 16:34:46 * Molly looks at him “what is it you want?” Dec 21 16:35:57 You. I love you. Dec 21 16:36:28 * Molly blinks, looking surprised “You do?” Dec 21 16:37:47 yes Dec 21 16:38:06 Oh, I didn’t... I didn’t know Dec 21 16:38:15 I know... you should have Dec 21 16:38:23 Should I? Dec 21 16:38:40 Yes, I should have told you Dec 21 16:39:33 * Molly nods “Yes, but... I am glad you’ve told me now” Dec 21 16:40:03 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:42:08 I don’t want to have to chase you so much, Morgan. Please, don’t make me. Dec 21 16:44:13 I promise I'll try Dec 21 16:44:53 * Molly nods, squeezing gently Dec 21 16:44:57 Last night... Dec 21 16:45:40 Yes? Dec 21 16:47:07 What are your thoughts on it? Dec 21 16:48:13 I... enjoyed seeing you as you are, when you're not trying to be something for everyone else Dec 21 16:48:32 * Molly blushes, smiling Dec 21 16:48:55 I don’t dare to be myself often Dec 21 16:49:05 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:50:37 did you enjoy it? Dec 21 16:50:56 * Molly sets her coat on the back of a chair, keeping his hand Dec 21 16:51:26 I'd have thought that obvious.. Dec 21 16:52:55 No, it was not, not really. Besides, I would prefer to be told Dec 21 16:53:13 * Morgan frowns a little Dec 21 16:53:18 Yes, I enjoyed it Dec 21 16:53:32 * Molly nods, looking happy Dec 21 16:53:40 And you would do it again? Dec 21 16:54:17 Definitely Dec 21 16:57:19 * Molly smiles, nodding “Me too. I couldn’t think of anything else at all when I was trying to sleep!” Dec 21 16:57:38 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:57:39 Indeed Dec 21 16:57:56 You also? Dec 21 16:59:02 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:59:04 Definitely Dec 21 16:59:39 * Molly smiles thoughtfully Dec 21 16:59:43 That’s good Dec 21 17:00:14 * Morgan nods Dec 21 17:00:49 * Molly watches him “I don’t -have to- go to see my mother... Dec 21 17:01:05 I thought you wanted to... Dec 21 17:01:26 I did, but I find other things have taken my attention... Dec 21 17:02:48 Oh? Dec 21 17:05:01 * Molly smiles “We could spend a little time together...?” Dec 21 17:07:56 * Morgan nods Dec 21 17:08:37 * Molly watches him, waiting for his next action Dec 21 17:09:02 If you wish to Dec 21 17:09:51 Do -you-? Dec 21 17:11:12 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 21 17:11:24 Down here, or...? Dec 21 17:13:14 Or? Dec 21 17:14:13 * Molly says softly “Upstairs... on a bed.” Dec 21 17:14:39 * Morgan nods Dec 21 17:14:42 We can do... Dec 21 17:15:20 ... but...? Dec 21 17:16:20 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 17:16:22 No but Dec 21 17:16:39 You are not sure. Dec 21 17:17:07 I am... content with either Dec 21 17:17:32 You are afraid I will go too far if we are upstairs? Dec 21 17:18:25 Not just you... Dec 21 17:19:27 * Molly smiles gently “I don’t think you would” Dec 21 17:19:53 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 17:20:36 * Molly watches him, still smiling “What would you do now, if we were already married?” Dec 21 17:21:32 Uhhh... I'm not sure... Dec 21 17:21:50 No? Nothing springs to mind? Dec 21 17:22:11 *she gently strokes the side of his hand with her thumb* Dec 21 17:23:11 Plenty springs to mind Dec 21 17:24:32 * Molly smiles with a secret sort of mischief, an expression others don’t get to see “A guilder for them, my love” Dec 21 17:25:22 * Morgan kisses her knuckles Dec 21 17:25:33 Come, lets go get ourselves comfortable Dec 21 17:27:25 * Molly nods, leading him up the stairs. He gets a very close-up view of her bottom as she goes Dec 21 17:29:01 * Morgan follows her quietly Dec 21 17:29:16 * Molly pauses on the landing “Which room?” Dec 21 17:30:05 Your choice Dec 21 17:30:30 * Molly moves into his “This one, it smells like you” Dec 21 17:31:30 Alright... Dec 21 17:32:42 * Molly watches him, standing barefoot in his room “What are you doing on June twenty seventh?” Dec 21 17:33:54 * Morgan looks to concentrate Dec 21 17:33:56 Nothing Dec 21 17:34:08 Then that’s the day we will wed. Dec 21 17:34:31 Is it? Dec 21 17:36:13 Yes. Then we are promised to each other, and we have set a date... *this would mean that if they had sex, it would count as a de futuro betrothal, and they would have consummated the future marriage, acceptable if not optimal* Dec 21 17:43:02 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 21 17:43:03 Alright Dec 21 17:44:12 * Molly nods, moving very slowly until she can get close enough to put her hand on his chest and meet his eyes “I am not scared of your desire.” Dec 21 17:46:06 I wish I could say the same Dec 21 17:46:39 * Molly frowns a little “you’re scared of mine?” Dec 21 17:46:46 No, mine Dec 21 17:47:57 * Molly looks curious “But why?” Dec 21 17:48:07 Because it is so strong Dec 21 17:48:31 * Molly smiles warmly, blushing “What is it you’re afraid you’d do?” Dec 21 17:48:54 Go too far Dec 21 17:50:19 what is too far? If we didn’t have to go to Eisen, would we not be almost wed already? *it’s been a few weeks since he proposed, if they’d had the banns read that morning, they’d only be a week or two away from it* Dec 21 17:50:48 Yes, but we wouldn't -be- wed Dec 21 17:52:25 That is what you need? Dec 21 17:53:09 I think... it would be most... appropriate Dec 21 17:54:42 * Molly smiles “But that is what you desire, and what you fear?” Dec 21 17:58:24 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:00:33 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 21 18:02:17 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Dec 21 18:05:13 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:06:48 * Molly nods, biting her lower lip Dec 21 18:06:51 I see Dec 21 18:09:12 Do you? Dec 21 18:10:19 * Molly nods “You want to make love to me, but your sense of what is right will prevent you” Dec 21 18:10:37 * Morgan blushes Dec 21 18:10:38 Yes Dec 21 18:11:07 * Molly smiles “you truly do?!” Dec 21 18:11:37 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 18:11:51 but we cannot? Dec 21 18:11:58 No... it wouldn't be right Dec 21 18:12:53 * Molly nods “I am protected though” Dec 21 18:13:17 How do you mean? Dec 21 18:13:44 From conceiving a child Dec 21 18:14:00 I don't understand Dec 21 18:15:29 I’ve started some herbs that prevent pregnancy... *the thought of her pregnant, the swell of her belly, that scent she might have, is a pull at his attention even when the idea of having a child is terrible* Dec 21 18:16:53 Oh... right... I see... Dec 21 18:17:33 * Molly frowns “I thought that’s what you’d wish for?” Dec 21 18:17:47 Just... hadn't thought that far ahead Dec 21 18:19:08 oh *she blushes* it’s just... in February you asked me to be your mistress Dec 21 18:19:30 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:19:32 I remember Dec 21 18:20:04 I thought that meant... Dec 21 18:20:23 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 18:21:55 We don’t need to go so far Dec 21 18:22:15 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:22:17 No... Dec 21 18:24:12 * Molly smiles again “You are not afraid that I want what you want?” Dec 21 18:26:22 No... but I'm not sure you really understand what that is... Dec 21 18:27:30 Tell me then Dec 21 18:27:58 * Morgan blushes Dec 21 18:28:09 Uhhh... I... maybe not just yet... Dec 21 18:29:06 * Molly kisses him softly before whispering near his lips “Must I beg?” Dec 21 18:29:22 * Morgan shakes his head a little Dec 21 18:29:54 How long do you have? Dec 21 18:30:36 Probably not long Dec 21 18:31:31 * Molly nods, watching him a moment before kissing him again Dec 21 18:32:31 * Morgan kisses her Dec 21 18:35:00 * Molly moves closer, arms around his waist. She breaks the kiss just enough to say “I love you, more than anything.” Dec 21 18:35:37 * Morgan holds her tightly, pressing his forehead to hers Dec 21 18:37:09 And I you Dec 21 18:38:03 * Molly nods “Thank you. I didn’t know how much I needed you to say it” Dec 21 18:38:13 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 18:39:05 Could you please kiss me again? Dec 21 18:39:11 * Morgan nods, doing so Dec 21 18:41:02 *They do so for a few minutes, and then she gently pulls him towards the bed as they kiss* Let’s get more comfortable... Dec 21 18:41:34 * Morgan nods, letting her move him Dec 21 18:45:33 * Molly lays on the bed, and once he’s out of his coat and boots, she watches him lay beside her. It feels suddenly intimate, despite them being fully dressed, and she blushes Dec 21 18:45:37 Hello... Dec 21 18:46:00 Uhhh... hello Dec 21 18:46:26 * Molly smiles “You’re gorgeous” Dec 21 18:46:38 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 21 18:46:40 Far from it Dec 21 18:47:11 * Molly shakes her head “I think you are. I can’t believe I am getting to lie here with you” Dec 21 18:48:45 I know... what the hell did you do wrong to deserve that... Dec 21 18:49:47 Oh if only I knew what I’d done to deserve this, I’d trespass a thousand times over. Dec 21 18:50:47 * Morgan kisses her gently Dec 21 18:51:56 * Molly moves closer to him. The kiss is soft and sweet, but the feel of her up against him is a riot of desire in his veins Dec 21 18:54:22 * Morgan makes a noise of enjoyment Dec 21 18:55:07 * Molly gasps at this “Sorry, did I hurt you?” Dec 21 18:56:10 Not at all Dec 21 18:57:02 * Molly nods, putting her hand to his neck and kissing him again Dec 21 18:57:23 * Morgan kisses her harder Dec 21 18:58:49 * Molly moans softly against his mouth, pulling closer to him again Dec 21 18:59:09 * Morgan pulls her to him Dec 21 19:00:27 * Molly whispers “you feel so nice this close” Dec 21 19:01:08 Do I? Dec 21 19:01:59 yes, oh how I’d love to take all your clothes off... Dec 21 19:03:08 You reckon so? Dec 21 19:04:28 Mmhmm... *she sounds aroused, gently stroking his neck with her fingertips* Absolutely all of it, so there’s not a stitch left upon you. Dec 21 19:04:58 * Morgan sighs Dec 21 19:05:05 The scars would horrify you Dec 21 19:05:43 * Molly shakes her head Dec 21 19:05:54 I’m not troubled by scars Dec 21 19:06:12 You might think so now... Dec 21 19:07:11 I know it Dec 21 19:07:35 * Morgan shakes his head a little Dec 21 19:08:22 * Molly props up on an elbow, looking serious Dec 21 19:08:34 You do not ever intend for me to see you naked?: Dec 21 19:08:37 ?!* Dec 21 19:08:49 I didn't say that... just... Dec 21 19:08:56 just? Dec 21 19:10:00 Just trying to prepare you for it when the time comes... Dec 21 19:10:14 * Molly lies back down Dec 21 19:10:31 I will kiss every single one of them Dec 21 19:10:42 \that would take some time Dec 21 19:11:39 * Molly smiles, kissing him briefly “I will dedicate hours to it” Dec 21 19:12:13 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 19:13:04 I would love you no matter what Dec 21 19:14:31 I guess we'll see, hmm Dec 21 19:14:55 It scares you? Dec 21 19:15:08 * Morgan nods Dec 21 19:16:00 Oh my love. I wish I could reassure you Dec 21 19:16:27 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 19:16:30 It is what it is Dec 21 19:17:32 * Molly looks at him “Show me the worst of it, I will allay your fears” Dec 21 19:17:57 I'm not sure thats a good idea Dec 21 19:19:00 why? Dec 21 19:19:15 Because its awful Dec 21 19:19:35 Please. Dec 21 19:20:36 * Morgan frowns Dec 21 19:21:27 * Molly watches him patiently Dec 21 19:21:50 * Morgan sighs heavily, sitting up and facing away from her Dec 21 19:21:53 Fine Dec 21 19:22:48 * Molly sits up too Dec 21 19:23:18 You'll have to lift the shirt Dec 21 19:24:34 * Molly tugs it from his waistband, and slips her hands beneath it onto his warm flanks. The little sigh she makes just at that is full of yearning Dec 21 19:24:53 * Morgan frowns, closing his eyes, and is obviously very tense Dec 21 19:27:14 * Molly gently lifts his shirt up to his shoulders. She sounds sad rather than disgusted “Oh my love...” Dec 21 19:28:07 * Morgan 's shoulders sag Dec 21 19:29:10 * Molly gently rubs his shoulders “It’s alright, it’s just some scars, that’s all...” Dec 21 19:29:46 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 19:32:09 * Molly moves closer, kneeling up. The few bits that have sensation can recognise the feel of the fabric of her dress, and the rest of his body feels the pressure as she wraps herself around him from behind, arms coming over his shoulders Dec 21 19:32:27 I love you. I wish I could protect you from harm like this Dec 21 19:33:02 It was my own fault Dec 21 19:34:04 That doesn’t matter. You are still gorgeous to me Dec 21 19:35:00 We'll see if that holds once you see the rest Dec 21 19:35:28 we’ve come this far, show me the rest? Dec 21 19:35:49 * Morgan frowns Dec 21 19:35:57 I don't know... the rest are from the fire... Dec 21 19:36:10 Yes? Dec 21 19:36:28 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 19:37:17 May I remove your shirt? Dec 21 19:38:08 * Morgan takes a deep breath before nodding Dec 21 19:39:24 * Molly lifts it up and off before placing a kiss on his neck and inhaling “My god you smell good” Dec 21 19:39:48 I smell of work Dec 21 19:40:40 Yes, it’s very nice Dec 21 19:40:54 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 19:43:09 * Molly shuffles forward a little. On the top of his shoulders where the whipping scars and the fire scars aren’t, he can feel how her breasts press against him. she gently strokes the skin that took so much damage from those flames Dec 21 19:43:19 How clever your body is... Dec 21 19:43:45 Clever?! Dec 21 19:45:47 Yes... *she traces one of the reddened twists on his upper arm* Look how it healed you... look how determined it was to survive Dec 21 19:46:03 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 21 19:47:01 * Molly leans forward more, stroking down his arm “It’s amazing.” Dec 21 19:50:37 Its awful Dec 21 19:51:20 * Molly strokes him again “It’s just a part of who you are now. I am not horrified” Dec 21 19:52:13 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 19:53:40 * Molly uses one hand on each arm, caressing his skin “You are still gorgeous, and so very, very desirable to me” Dec 21 19:54:38 Think perhaps you need your eyes seeing to Dec 21 19:55:49 * Molly kisses his neck “I don’t think so. I think I love you, precisely as you are” Dec 21 19:57:35 * Morgan slumps a little Dec 21 19:57:49 Please, don’t retreat from me now Dec 21 20:00:48 Its difficult Dec 21 20:01:18 Why? Dec 21 20:02:36 Because they are a source of shame for me Dec 21 20:03:38 Oh... Dec 21 20:03:59 * Morgan stares at the floor Dec 21 20:05:29 * Molly wraps both arms around him then in a firm hug “You have no need to be ashamed with me. I accept you entirely.” Dec 21 20:06:01 * Morgan tenses, but nods a little Dec 21 20:09:01 I am going to spend the rest of our lives proving to you that you are mine and I love you entirely. I will kiss your scars, I will hold you close, I will do anything you wish, but I will never recoil from anything about you. Dec 21 20:09:28 I hope you're right Dec 21 20:10:23 * Molly rests her head against his “You’ll see it” Dec 21 20:11:09 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 20:12:45 * Molly lets go. She hitches her skirts and moves around to face him. Then she moves close, straddling his lap Dec 21 20:13:07 I love you. Dec 21 20:13:16 And I you Dec 21 20:15:51 * Molly gets properly close. He feels her dress against him much more on the front, especially the softness of her breasts. It’s close, but not much more than when she was half undressed in his lap last night Dec 21 20:16:06 The warmth of you is incredible Dec 21 20:17:06 * Morgan frowns a little Dec 21 20:17:09 I'm warm? Dec 21 20:17:34 * Molly caresses his skin again Dec 21 20:17:39 yes, you’re lovely Dec 21 20:18:38 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 20:18:41 I doubt that Dec 21 20:19:17 * Molly kisses him gently Dec 21 20:19:39 You are. I’ve dreamed of you like this. Dec 21 20:19:49 I think thats called a nightmare Dec 21 20:20:34 * Molly shakes her head Dec 21 20:21:07 An erotic dream Dec 21 20:21:16 * Morgan shakes his head a little Dec 21 20:21:40 * Molly smiles “Are you having second thoughts now?” Dec 21 20:22:59 About... Dec 21 20:23:34 Being in here with me like thi? Dec 21 20:23:37 this* Dec 21 20:24:26 Its just... difficult Dec 21 20:24:43 Do you wish to have your shirt back on? Dec 21 20:24:58 * Morgan nods Dec 21 20:25:00 Yes, please Dec 21 20:25:28 * Molly nods, reaching for it and the putting it back over his head for him Dec 21 20:25:47 * Morgan pulls it into place, thanking her Dec 21 20:26:48 * Molly nods, but she looks a little sad and a little solemn Dec 21 20:28:48 I'm sorry, its just... noones seen the burns before... and my back, even Dietlinde only saw them once Dec 21 20:29:01 Once?! how?! Dec 21 20:30:05 They upset her greatly Dec 21 20:30:27 * Molly watches him curiously Dec 21 20:30:43 what happened? was it on your wedding day? Dec 21 20:31:26 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 21 20:31:30 It was after Dec 21 20:32:33 * Molly nods Dec 21 20:32:53 It hurts to think of you hurt, of course Dec 21 20:33:37 * Morgan shrugs a little Dec 21 20:34:32 * Molly nods thoughtfully “That is not how I want our marriage to be” Dec 21 20:35:16 * Morgan frowns Dec 21 20:35:20 It wasn't her fault Dec 21 20:36:48 I did not say it was, my love. Dec 21 20:37:05 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 20:38:44 * Molly puts her hand to his cheek “I meant no insult.” Dec 21 20:39:31 * Morgan nods Dec 21 20:39:32 I know Dec 21 20:40:17 You will never need to put on clothing for me Dec 21 20:41:53 Pretty much required though Dec 21 20:42:17 Not when it is just us. And never to bed. Dec 21 20:43:16 * Morgan nods Dec 21 20:43:38 * Molly smiles “I don’t wear anything to bed” Dec 21 20:44:01 Right... Dec 21 20:45:08 * Molly smiles, kissing him briefly “It was simply something I thought you might like to know” Dec 21 20:46:14 * Morgan nods Dec 21 20:46:52 I’m honoured that you’d let me see them Dec 21 20:49:07 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 20:49:40 * Molly watches him with a frown “Do you wish to take a break?” Dec 21 20:51:50 I'm just a bit uncomfortable Dec 21 20:52:01 Am I hurting you? Dec 21 20:52:39 No, no, not at all Dec 21 20:53:09 * Molly nods “should I kiss you again?” Dec 21 20:53:32 * Morgan nods a little Dec 21 20:54:58 * Molly smiles, and concentrates on kissing him slowly, deeply, her hand on his neck. After a minute, she inadvertently tickles the back of his neck Dec 21 20:56:41 * Morgan flinches Dec 21 20:57:07 * Molly breaks away from his mouth immediately “oh, sorry!” Dec 21 20:58:03 Its alright... it just... tickled Dec 21 20:58:20 * Molly smiles “At least you did not shriek!” Dec 21 20:58:55 No, thats true Dec 21 20:59:17 * Molly nods, smiling “My brothers got banned from tickling me for that reason” Dec 21 21:00:08 Because you shriek? Dec 21 21:00:17 * Molly nods Dec 21 21:00:25 Dreadfully, and I get very giddy Dec 21 21:02:52 Oh? Dec 21 21:04:23 * Molly nods “You’ll find that I am quite badly ticklish, I’m afraid. Accidentally, but more so when I know the intent of the tickler” Dec 21 21:05:58 How do you mean? Dec 21 21:06:03 * Molly smiles Dec 21 21:06:30 There’s something about knowing that someone is trying to tickle me that makes me more ticklish Dec 21 21:07:28 peculiar Dec 21 21:07:49 * Molly nods Dec 21 21:08:07 is that the only place you’re ticklish? Dec 21 21:08:47 * Morgan nods Dec 21 21:08:49 aye Dec 21 21:09:10 Aren’t you lucky then! Dec 21 21:09:17 * Morgan nods Dec 21 21:09:20 I suppose so Dec 21 21:10:27 * Molly nods “Mine is particularly bad on my flanks, and my feet” Dec 21 21:10:42 Duly noted Dec 21 21:11:05 * Molly blushes “You’ll be careful there?” Dec 21 21:11:31 If you like Dec 21 21:11:57 * Molly shrugs “I think I could tolerate your hands upon my body...” Dec 21 21:12:49 You think? Dec 21 21:13:16 * Molly smiles lightly “Yes, I don’t see why not” Dec 21 21:13:40 I suppose we'll see Dec 21 21:14:02 * Molly nods slowly “Yes, perhaps we will” Dec 21 21:15:40 * Morgan nods, kissing her gently Dec 21 21:17:59 * Molly returns it just as gently before pulling away “I think I should get some breakfast. I suspect that the exploration of your scars has reduced your ardour” Dec 21 21:18:09 Somewhat, aye Dec 21 21:18:27 * Molly nods, moving off his lap Dec 21 21:18:34 Another time, perhaps Dec 21 21:19:08 definitely Dec 21 21:24:53 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Dec 21 21:39:24 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)