**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Nov 22 10:15:31 2025 Nov 22 10:15:31 * Morgan (~madisonst@192.168.1.129) has joined Nov 22 12:49:28 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Nov 22 12:59:43 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 22 13:00:45 * Morgan (~madisonst@192.168.1.129) has joined Nov 22 13:01:15 M: Are you looking forward to the wedding, Morgan? Nov 22 13:01:15 It'll be nice to see them finally have what they wanted for so long Nov 22 13:01:15 *Mina smiles* Marriage is a state I’d recommend for all Nov 22 13:01:15 * Morgan nods a little Nov 22 13:01:15 Aye Nov 22 13:01:17 * Edward smiles “I am a fan of it myself” Nov 22 13:01:19 M: which is why marriage is good... *she gives Morgan the slightest look of mischief* Nov 22 13:01:21 * Morgan smiles a little Nov 22 13:01:23 * Edward doesn’t seem to get it, just nodding Nov 22 13:01:25 *Molly comes back in. It looks like she’s been pitching in in the kitchen as there’s a damp mark on the stomach of her dress. To the non-innocent-minded, it looks quite rude, which must be why Mina is watching Morgan sidelong Nov 22 13:01:28 * Morgan smirks, blushing a little Nov 22 13:01:30 *Mina giggles very quietly, but it’s far from courtly* Nov 22 13:01:32 Shush Nov 22 13:01:34 *Molly smiles at him, looking at the lack of space on the couch. The only place for her to sit without moving around chairs would be on his lap Nov 22 13:01:37 Mina: Are we keeping you up, Morgan? Nov 22 13:01:41 I am loathe to leave you all yet Nov 22 13:02:21 *Molly smiles* Spaking of which, I think Heinzharold and Inga are going... Nov 22 13:02:35 * Morgan nods Nov 22 13:03:58 *There is a little time then whilst the goodbyes are said to HH and Inga, and goodnights to Alice, Christopher, Uinise, and Claudia, until it’s just Molly, Morgan, Mina, and Edward remaining* Nov 22 13:05:57 * Molly smiles “shall we play cards?” Nov 22 13:06:16 * Morgan nods a little Nov 22 13:09:09 *they get set up, boys against girls, and poker begins. Edward doesn’t seem to have his mind on the game, but Mina’s poker face gives Morgan a run for his money, and he’s hindered by Molly’s frequent subtle bump touching Nov 22 13:09:40 Ed: What will you do at Hafenlohr the next few weeks then, brother? Nov 22 13:10:26 I've got some furniture to make for HeinzHarold and Inga... and I need to speak to someone about setting up a secular support fund... Nov 22 13:12:20 Ed: I hope you’ll keep me updated with that, as I will you with the secular wedding... Nov 22 13:13:14 Mina: The two of you will be keeping quite busy, though one hopes not too busy for the religious duties of your own weddings... Nov 22 13:13:38 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Nov 22 13:14:51 *Edward smiles at her* Nothing could ever make me too busy for you, Mimi. Nov 22 13:15:10 * Molly smiles, rearranging her cards Nov 22 13:18:34 *Mina nods, swapping a few cards. She easily wins the hand. The chat is relaxed, easy, apart from that quiet knowledge that the time they will part draws near* Nov 22 13:20:21 * Morgan sighs deeply Nov 22 13:22:54 *Edward tears his gaze from Mina to look to Morgan* Bad cards again? Nov 22 13:27:25 Not the greatest Nov 22 13:28:32 *Molly smiles* At least it’s not quinze, my love Nov 22 13:29:12 I don't understand the popularity of that game. There's no skill involved at all Nov 22 13:30:21 Ed: It’s all in the counting of probabilities Nov 22 13:33:28 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 13:35:08 * Molly smiles “I think I only enjoyed it so much because he had to take his clothes off...” Nov 22 13:35:16 *Mina and Edward laugh* Nov 22 13:35:44 No accounting for taste Nov 22 13:37:24 Ed: Very true, brother Nov 22 13:41:08 Mina: I think we should make this the last hand, it’s almost eleven Nov 22 13:42:42 * Morgan nods sadly Nov 22 13:43:05 *he gets chance to win* Nov 22 13:44:39 * Morgan takes it Nov 22 13:46:48 *Mina says, in her posh voice* Fuck! *then she blushes hard when Molly and Edward laugh* Nov 22 13:47:00 * Morgan laughs hard Nov 22 13:48:35 M: Excuse my language. I really thought I had that hand Nov 22 13:53:06 * Morgan smiles a little Nov 22 13:56:04 * Molly smiles too Nov 22 13:56:38 Ed: *he watches Mina* I for one am ready for bed Nov 22 13:56:52 *Mina nods, smiling before standing* Nov 22 13:56:59 * Morgan watches them a little sadly Nov 22 13:58:19 * Molly stands too, as does Edward. Hugs are exchanged* Nov 22 13:58:53 * Morgan gets up, hugging them Nov 22 14:01:41 *Edward in particular holds him tightly* Nov 22 14:02:25 * Morgan hugs him firmly Nov 22 14:03:26 Ed: Goodnight, brother. I hope you dreams are bearable Nov 22 14:04:04 * Morgan smiles sadly Nov 22 14:04:06 I shall endure Nov 22 14:04:56 *He nods, offering Mina his arm, and the two go upstairs. Molly starts to tidy up* Nov 22 14:09:35 * Morgan sighs, collecting up the glasses Nov 22 14:10:57 * Molly waits until everything is done before she says “Do you need to walk around, my love?” Nov 22 14:11:12 * Morgan nods Nov 22 14:11:14 I think so Nov 22 14:11:46 * Molly nods, gently kissing his cheek “I’ll be in bed” Nov 22 14:12:20 Alright love Nov 22 14:13:27 * Molly goes. The room seems empty now Nov 22 14:14:32 * Morgan sighs heavily, putting out the fire before going outside to walk around Nov 22 14:15:18 *The night is mild, the stars out. Ballard appears at his side to walk* Nov 22 14:15:58 * Morgan leans down to stroke him as he walks Nov 22 14:16:49 *Ballard woofs quietly * Nov 22 14:17:39 * Morgan nods Nov 22 14:17:42 Yeah I know Nov 22 14:18:29 *There’s nothing going on, it’s all peaceful * Nov 22 14:18:50 * Morgan sighs, completing a circuit before walking back into the house Nov 22 14:19:44 *he sees the light still under Edward’s door, but it’s quiet* Nov 22 14:20:15 * Morgan walks quietly to his room Nov 22 14:21:20 * Molly is already asleep. The white shift with all the bows up the front is laid over her dress on the back of the chair Nov 22 14:22:06 * Morgan smiles, quietly getting undressed and carefully getting into bed Nov 22 14:22:22 * Molly doesn’t wake Nov 22 14:23:27 * Morgan tries to settle to sleep Nov 22 14:24:49 *He starts to dream, very close to reality. It's a few days after he'd saved Molly from the pool and seen her in the wet shift, then her bare bottom and back. It had started to harden him, quite the surprise when nothing really had done so since the fire, aside from first thing when he awoke* MTF Nov 22 14:25:10 *The memory of her had been a torment since, so he'd tried to put it to paper in his sketchbook, but it had helped neither his mind nor his groin. Strong of will as he is, he hadn't -done- anything about it, but there'd been a little bit of temptation* MTF Nov 22 14:25:32 *This rainy afternoon he knows she has time off, so is likely going to be in her room. If he's honest with himself, the cup of tea he'd made her was more a chance to see her than just a kind gesture. Unlike reality, he'd forgotten the sugar and gone back, arriving to her door five minutes later*MTF Nov 22 14:26:07 *He can overhear a conversation when he gets there, feeling a little surprised, maybe even dismayed, that she's not alone* MTF Nov 22 14:26:29 Evie: what do -you- think? Molly: If Morgan had met me rather than her? *she laughs a little, nervously* Evie: yeah, do you think there could have been a potential there? *he'll have to decide whether to keep listening, or move away* Nov 22 14:26:46 * Morgan frowns, listening Nov 22 14:27:14 Molly pauses before saying: I don't want to hurt you Evie, but… *she can just be heard to blow out a loud long breath* On my part, absolutely. In truth I… I think Morgan is gorgeous. ((Continues to listen?)) Nov 22 14:27:26 ((Yeah)) Nov 22 14:27:48 *Evie giggles at this* Go on love, I'm not hurt. Molly: I just… the first moment I saw him, I thought “wow!”. His height, his eyes… Oh and he's so strong! ((Continues to listen?)) Nov 22 14:28:09 ((Yes)) Nov 22 14:28:21 Evie: yeah, he really is. Molly sounds happy, excited: Yes! And when he rescued me from the pool the other day and his clothes were soaked and clinging, and he dried his hair with a towel *she sighs wistfully* I wanted to take it down and see it loose, touch it… ((continues?)) Nov 22 14:29:05 * Morgan frowns, listening Nov 22 14:29:17 Molly: Anyway. Yes, it'd be easy for me to be absolutely crazy about him Evie laughs: but what if he had never found a love, do you think you would of fell in love with each other? Nov 22 14:30:10 * Morgan scowls, moving away from the door Nov 22 14:30:46 *the floorboard he moves to creaks* Nov 22 14:31:56 *he hears the silence from the room just as loud as he’d hear words, then the sound of the door knob being turned* Nov 22 14:32:09 * Morgan moves and raises his hand as he's about to knock Nov 22 14:32:54 * Molly opens it. Her eyes go wide, and she blushes hard “Oh! I was... I didn’t expect you to be here!” Nov 22 14:33:40 I thought you might like some tea... Nov 22 14:34:26 * Molly watches him closely, clearly trying to read his expression “uhh thank you, yes...” Nov 22 14:35:09 * Morgan nods, carefully handing her the cup, glancing through the door Nov 22 14:36:08 *Evie comes to the door, looking a bit awkward* I’m just goin to go see to something Molly. I’ll see you later lovey... Nov 22 14:37:04 Oh, if I'd realised you'd be here I'd have brought another cup... Nov 22 14:37:42 *Evie shakes her head* Nevermind, I’ll get one myself on my way to patrol Nov 22 14:38:36 * Molly holds the cup close, watching Evie slip out and make a fast pace down the hall. She makes a long slow sigh Nov 22 14:39:02 * Morgan looks mildly confused but shrugs Nov 22 14:39:33 * Molly watches him “I... how long have you been here?” Nov 22 14:40:33 I hadn't even had opportunity to knock Nov 22 14:41:14 * Molly nods, smiling a little “Alright, good... that’s good.... thank you for the tea, sir.” Nov 22 14:43:00 Its good? Nov 22 14:43:26 * Molly nods, despite the fact she hasn’t even tried it Nov 22 14:43:33 It’s very kind of you. Nov 22 14:43:49 Not really congruent with me I suppose Nov 22 14:44:33 it will surprise all of them for you to take those of us not working drinks *she smiles* Nov 22 14:46:21 They'll be surprised not to get shouted at Nov 22 14:47:51 * Molly nods “Thank you again. I hope saving me from the pool hasn’t left you with a chill these last few days?” She watches his eyes Nov 22 14:48:48 I'm alright... are you feeling any after effects? Nov 22 14:49:33 * Molly blushes slightly “No, I think I’m quite healthy and well, thanks to you” Nov 22 14:50:00 * Morgan nods Nov 22 14:50:02 good Nov 22 14:50:54 And you? No after effects? Nov 22 14:51:15 I've the constitution of an ox Nov 22 14:52:26 * Molly smiles, nodding “Good, I am pleased that you’ve not suffered for me...” Nov 22 14:53:25 * Morgan nods a little Nov 22 14:53:29 I'll leave you to it Nov 22 14:54:44 * Molly nods, her smile a little sad “Enjoy your afternoon, sir. I’ll speak to Curtis about arranging my examination here.” Nov 22 14:55:47 Here? Nov 22 14:56:53 In the village, or in Tawstock. Instead of Carleon. Nov 22 14:57:58 Why? Nov 22 14:58:18 There’s no need for me to go so far Nov 22 14:58:30 I see Nov 22 14:59:03 I appreciate your kind offer for me to travel with you though Nov 22 15:01:02 Right... well... if thats your decision... Nov 22 15:01:30 * Molly frowns “You are annoyed that I have changed your plans...?” Nov 22 15:03:10 Its fine, forget it Nov 22 15:03:18 * Morgan turns away from the door to move away Nov 22 15:03:45 * Molly frowns deeper, catching his arm “Please... talk to me.” Nov 22 15:04:22 It doesn't matter, forget it Nov 22 15:05:17 * Molly doesn’t let go, looking at her hand on his arm. She speaks quietly “It matters. To me, it matters.” Nov 22 15:05:53 You've made your decision, thats an end of it Nov 22 15:06:48 * Molly looks up at him, taking a deep breath “that’s the end of it... Very well then” Nov 22 15:08:17 Why are you getting uppity? You made your decision, I am abiding by it Nov 22 15:08:57 * Molly takes her hand away “I am not getting uppity!” Nov 22 15:09:09 Then whats your issue? Nov 22 15:10:04 * Molly wraps that arm around her waist “I cannot be that close to you.” Nov 22 15:11:08 What? Nov 22 15:11:22 travelling with you, being alone with you. Nov 22 15:13:12 Why? Nov 22 15:13:59 * Molly shakes her head “I can’t... I shouldn’t say...” Nov 22 15:15:25 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 15:15:25 Fine Nov 22 15:16:47 * Molly nods “Thank you again for the tea” Nov 22 15:18:37 * Morgan nods a little, walking away Nov 22 15:18:51 * Molly doesn’t stop him this time Nov 22 15:19:02 * Morgan heads back down to the dining room Nov 22 15:19:52 *Jaeger is down here, carrying a vase out of the kitchen. It’s full of lily of the valley* Nov 22 15:19:58 * Molly is now known as Jaeger Nov 22 15:20:15 * Morgan scowls briefly, moving out of the way Nov 22 15:20:44 *the smell is strong, but Jaeger looks pleased with himself* Good afternoon, Morgan Nov 22 15:21:17 My lord... Nov 22 15:21:39 Have you seen my betrothed? I am told she’s not working this afternoon Nov 22 15:22:11 I believe she's in her room Nov 22 15:22:50 * Jaeger nods “I think I’ll take these to her” Nov 22 15:23:54 As you wish Nov 22 15:24:23 * Jaeger goes cheerfully, but the scent lingers Nov 22 15:24:44 * Morgan frowns, going to make strong coffee Nov 22 15:25:48 *He manages this, staff going about their business, all keeping a fairly low profile. He’s made it, drunk it, and then started making the next when Jaeger comes back into the kitchen Nov 22 15:27:39 * Jaeger coughs to get his attention Nov 22 15:28:08 Yes? Nov 22 15:28:27 I would like a word with you in private, please Nov 22 15:29:19 * Morgan sighs, putting the coffee down and moving into the servants dining room Nov 22 15:29:43 * Jaeger goes in and closes the door Nov 22 15:30:03 I am sorry to say this is going to be an awkward conversation. Nov 22 15:30:30 * Morgan just watches him Nov 22 15:31:02 * Jaeger takes a moment to get some tobacco in his pipe Nov 22 15:31:16 My fiancée was crying when I got there. Nov 22 15:31:27 Right... Nov 22 15:31:52 she tells me that you and she fell out Nov 22 15:33:32 Did she Nov 22 15:33:56 * Jaeger nods, packing the tobacco down Nov 22 15:34:50 I have had suspicions that she is more attached to you than a man wants his bride-to-be to be to another man. Nov 22 15:35:17 Thats something you need to discuss with your betrothed Nov 22 15:35:35 I have. My suspicions were not wrong. Nov 22 15:36:14 And? Nov 22 15:36:40 * Jaeger conjures a ball of flame, using it to light the pipe Nov 22 15:37:04 I think myself a good man, most of the time, and fair... Nov 22 15:38:17 * Morgan just watches him Nov 22 15:39:03 if her crush on you is in any way reciprocated, I would ask that you state that now. Nov 22 15:39:24 Why? -If- that were the case, it'd have no bearing on anything Nov 22 15:40:07 It would for me Nov 22 15:40:22 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 15:40:27 That would appear to be your problem Nov 22 15:40:55 * Jaeger extinguishes the flame before drawing on the pipe Nov 22 15:41:20 -If- That were the case, I would be willing to stand aside. Nov 22 15:41:54 * Morgan frowns Nov 22 15:41:56 Why? Nov 22 15:56:46 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 22 15:58:59 * Jaeger has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 22 17:24:52 * Morgan (~madisonst@192.168.1.129) has joined Nov 22 18:02:37 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Nov 22 18:03:35 * Jaeger nods, packing the tobacco down Nov 22 18:03:35 I have had suspicions that she is more attached to you than a man wants his bride-to-be to be to another man. Nov 22 18:03:35 Thats something you need to discuss with your betrothed Nov 22 18:03:35 I have. My suspicions were not wrong. Nov 22 18:03:35 And? Nov 22 18:03:39 * Jaeger conjures a ball of flame, using it to light the pipe Nov 22 18:03:41 I think myself a good man, most of the time, and fair... Nov 22 18:03:41 * Morgan just watches him Nov 22 18:03:45 if her crush on you is in any way reciprocated, I would ask that you state that now. Nov 22 18:03:47 Why? -If- that were the case, it'd have no bearing on anything Nov 22 18:03:49 It would for me Nov 22 18:03:50 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 18:03:55 That would appear to be your problem Nov 22 18:03:57 * Jaeger extinguishes the flame before drawing on the pipe Nov 22 18:03:59 -If- That were the case, I would be willing to stand aside. Nov 22 18:04:01 * Morgan frowns Nov 22 18:04:03 Why? Nov 22 18:04:32 * Molly is now known as Jaeger Nov 22 18:05:22 If there could be a greater love there, then I wouldn’t want to stand in the way of it Nov 22 18:06:33 * Morgan frowns Nov 22 18:07:08 Her crush, as you put it, on me will surely pass Nov 22 18:07:36 * Jaeger shrugs “I couldn’t say” Nov 22 18:08:03 Then it seems a moot point Nov 22 18:08:51 And yours for her? Nov 22 18:09:05 * Morgan looks troubled Nov 22 18:10:49 maybe Nov 22 18:11:10 * Jaeger nods slowly, drawing from the pipe Nov 22 18:20:59 * Morgan watches him Nov 22 18:21:37 I half expected you to say there wasn’t one Nov 22 18:23:16 That would be a lie Nov 22 18:23:37 * Jaeger nods Nov 22 18:23:51 a complicated situation, to be sure. Nov 22 18:23:58 * Morgan nods Nov 22 18:24:00 yes Nov 22 18:24:37 * Jaeger nods, once more drawing smoke and holding it before exhaling Nov 22 18:27:02 what do you intend to do about it? Nov 22 18:27:54 What is there to do? I am to put myself in harms way to keep Lady Torrington safe until such time I am bested Nov 22 18:29:10 * Jaeger nods “very well, I will make the preparations for us to leave next week” Nov 22 18:29:27 You still intend to marry Nov 22 18:30:29 I do not see why not. Your feelings for her are mild, and hers may well just be a crush Nov 22 18:30:51 Then why all this? Nov 22 18:32:05 Because if you’d said you loved her and would marry her if I was not in the way, I would have done the honourable thing Nov 22 18:32:47 On what just might be a crush for her... Nov 22 18:33:49 * Jaeger smiles “I am not insensible to the fact that she looks at you in ways she does not look at me” Nov 22 18:34:27 You either think it just a crush or not... you cannot have it both ways Nov 22 18:35:25 I think it is a crush -now-, but that it could become more. I also know even that is more than she feels for me Nov 22 18:37:05 But you would marry her anyway Nov 22 18:37:51 * Jaeger nods “I would, yes. My feelings for her are still strong” Nov 22 18:40:08 * Morgan sighs, looking troubled Nov 22 18:40:55 do not worry, she will never hear of this conversation from me Nov 22 18:42:12 I... I daresay my feelings for her are stronger than I am prepared to admit Nov 22 18:43:29 * Jaeger nods slowly “She deserves to be a wife, and a mother” Nov 22 18:52:34 * Morgan sighs, nodding Nov 22 18:52:35 She does Nov 22 18:54:26 * Jaeger has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 22 18:54:59 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Nov 22 18:55:05 She does Nov 22 18:56:11 * Molly is now known as Jaeger Nov 22 18:56:55 I can give her that. Financial comfort too, especially at my Family Home in Sussex Nov 22 18:57:15 * Morgan nods Nov 22 18:58:57 * Jaeger fiddles with his pipe “Can you?” Nov 22 18:59:09 I don't know Nov 22 19:00:20 * Jaeger nods “I would suggest you think about that, and quickly” Nov 22 19:01:11 * Morgan nods, frowning Nov 22 19:02:21 * Jaeger inclines his head “I thank you for your frankness” Nov 22 19:03:15 * Morgan nods a little Nov 22 19:05:06 * Jaeger lets himself out Nov 22 19:06:20 * Morgan stands, scowling at the door Nov 22 19:07:30 *no one interrupts him, though it sounds like the staff are preparing for dinner Nov 22 19:11:32 * Morgan heads outside by the archway Nov 22 19:13:01 *It’s fittingly rainy, the wind mild. It’s not dark, but the heavily overcast weather makes the sunlight weak* Nov 22 19:13:46 * Morgan stands in the rain, eyes closed Nov 22 19:14:57 *he’s there quite some time, it’s hard to tell how long, until someone calls him in to dinner. He’s quite wet by then* Nov 22 19:15:33 * Morgan shakes himself in the doorway before going inside Nov 22 19:16:47 *Catherine is there, as well as Molly, Jaeger, and Evie. His place will put him catty corner to Catherine, next to Evie, and directly across from Molly Nov 22 19:17:04 C: I thought you might have gone out to patrol Nov 22 19:17:28 I was outside Nov 22 19:17:46 E: *she looks at him* You look it Nov 22 19:18:02 * Morgan nods Nov 22 19:18:06 quite Nov 22 19:18:29 *Molly frowns slightly, but says nothing. Jaeger looks quite relaxed. The servants bring the food* Nov 22 19:19:16 Cath, to Morgan: I’ve been invited to stay with the Westbrooks in Carleon for a few weeks Nov 22 19:19:28 * Morgan nods Nov 22 19:19:31 Very well my lady Nov 22 19:21:14 Cath: I think I will go by ship Nov 22 19:21:51 As you wish Nov 22 19:22:00 I detest ship travel Nov 22 19:22:22 *Molly glances at Jaeger a moment before drinking some wine* Nov 22 19:23:49 Catherine smiles: I don’t. I would like you to come with me, Morgan Nov 22 19:24:42 Might I ask why? Nov 22 19:25:54 Cath: I would prefer to have your protection on the voyage Nov 22 19:26:45 If the crew is properly vetted there would be no danger that I could do anything about Nov 22 19:28:13 Catherine looks put out: Is it not enough that I want -you- there? Nov 22 19:29:04 When is it to be? Things will need to be planned here Nov 22 19:29:42 Cath: Two or three days Nov 22 19:30:08 * Morgan nods Nov 22 19:31:18 * Jaeger looks at Morgan “I think that would be a good time for Molly and I to depart too” Nov 22 19:31:29 I see Nov 22 19:31:46 *Molly looks surprised by this, but she manages to stay quiet* Nov 22 19:32:12 Cath: Why don’t you both join me on the ship? Morgan could stay here then Nov 22 19:32:39 *He sees the little look of excitement in Molly’s eyes at this prospect* Nov 22 19:33:33 * Jaeger nods slightly “If that is your wish, my Lady” Nov 22 19:34:07 C: *she smiles at Morgan* There we are, now you can remain Nov 22 19:34:54 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 19:34:55 As you wish Nov 22 19:35:47 Molly, to Jaeger: Where are we to go? Nov 22 19:37:19 We will go on to Cottlesfield from Carleon, overland. It will only take a few days, my dear, and then we will be with my family Nov 22 19:38:20 *Molly nods a little, sipping her wine. She doesn’t make eye contact with Morgan, if anything she seems to avoid it* Nov 22 19:39:36 *Catherine and Jaeger start chatting about Sussex and the nobles of the region. Evie asks occasionally about the land and nature, but Molly says barely a word through the meal* Nov 22 19:40:46 * Morgan eats quietly Nov 22 19:41:47 *the meal passes, and as soon as it’s acceptable to, Molly excuses herself. The others are still talking* Nov 22 19:42:35 * Morgan excuses himeslf Nov 22 19:43:01 *Catherine just nods* Nov 22 19:43:52 * Morgan gets up, going to get himself a drink Nov 22 19:44:40 *He finds plenty to choose from, and still has a little of the one he imported left* Nov 22 19:45:46 * Morgan pours some blokners Nov 22 19:47:13 *He’s not interrupted again until it’s late and a footman is going around to lock up the house* Nov 22 19:47:32 F: Oh, sorry Master Hockridge, thought everyone was abed Nov 22 19:47:57 Its fine. I'm heading that way Nov 22 19:48:49 *the footman nods. He has to take his own candle up. It’s all quiet, nearing midnight* Nov 22 19:50:25 * Morgan heads for his room Nov 22 19:53:24 *It’s basic, and contains very few possessions. Sleep is elusive, then fitful as usual, and so he’s up with the dawn only to find there’s been trespassers. He barely sees the house at all, though manages to track the culprits and have them put in the jail. Nov 22 19:54:29 *He eats in the tavern alone, as much for sustenance as to remind the locals he is watching them. It’s very dark by the time he gets back,the deadline for the depart looming Nov 22 19:58:19 * Morgan goes around checking all preparations are made Nov 22 19:59:29 *trunks are packed and waiting in the hall, a coach and horses are organised. Sam, the coachman, stands in the dining room Nov 22 19:59:32 * Jaeger is now known as Sam Nov 22 19:59:45 Aye, reckon they’re all ready for th morn Nov 22 20:00:04 * Morgan nods Nov 22 20:00:06 Looks that way Nov 22 20:00:46 I didn’t think Molly’d be leavin already, but that’s the Quality for ya Nov 22 20:01:14 How so? Nov 22 20:01:33 Bein unpredictable Nov 22 20:02:43 * Morgan nods Nov 22 20:02:47 Indeed Nov 22 20:03:12 Reckon she’ll be happy? Nov 22 20:03:27 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 20:03:29 Who knows Nov 22 20:04:22 I hope so Nov 22 20:06:46 * Morgan nods Nov 22 20:07:24 * Sam nods “Night, Master Hockridge” Nov 22 20:07:45 Night Sam Nov 22 20:08:20 * Sam goes off whistling. Another night of being alone and having nightmares awaits him Nov 22 20:09:00 * Morgan trudges unhappily toward his room Nov 22 20:09:33 *there’s a little light from under hers* Nov 22 20:09:53 * Morgan watches he door for a moment Nov 22 20:10:14 *he hears nothing* Nov 22 20:11:43 * Morgan sighs, going and knocking quietly Nov 22 20:11:55 * Sam is now known as Molly Nov 22 20:13:59 * Molly comes to answer the door. Jaeger must have bought her new things, because she’s wearing an expensive green silk dressing gown over a nice white shift with several bows at the bit of it he can see. Her long hair is down in one long braid of her shoulder. She speaks quietly Nov 22 20:14:10 Morgan... Master Hockridge, I mean. Nov 22 20:15:13 I'm sorry, I shouldn't have disturbed you Nov 22 20:15:44 * Molly shakes her head “It’s fine, truly. I was only reading” Nov 22 20:16:56 * Morgan nods a little, watching her for a moment Nov 22 20:17:42 * Molly wets her lip nervously Nov 22 20:17:55 Did you want to come in? Nov 22 20:19:20 Probably best not... don't want anyone getting the wrong idea Nov 22 20:19:51 * Molly nods, but her eyes are sad “Yes... of course” Nov 22 20:21:41 How are you feeling about leaving? Nov 22 20:22:30 * Molly shrugs slightly “I wasn’t expecting it, but I do look forward to going aboard a ship” Nov 22 20:24:20 Thats not really what I meant Nov 22 20:24:38 what did you mean? *she watches him* Nov 22 20:25:46 Come on, you know what I mean Nov 22 20:26:52 But I -don’t-! How do I feel about leaving the place I was born? How do I feel about leaving this house? Nov 22 20:27:13 Both... about your future... Nov 22 20:27:50 * Molly chews the outer corner of her lower lip Nov 22 20:27:57 Sad, nervous... Nov 22 20:29:10 * Morgan nods a little Nov 22 20:29:11 Why? Nov 22 20:30:11 * Molly looks pained “It’s all I’ve ever known, and suffer though I have, how do I know that what awaits me might not be worse?” Nov 22 20:30:33 You don't trust him to keep you from harm? Nov 22 20:30:49 Yes... I do... Nov 22 20:32:46 It doesn't much sound like it Nov 22 20:33:44 * Molly smiles faintly “I am sure it is just pre-travel nerves. Excuse me, I am being a silly goose” Nov 22 20:34:39 * Morgan watches her Nov 22 20:35:59 * Molly watches him back, eyes soft and like she’s committing his features to memory “I’ll write to Lady Torrington, and ask her to rely how I am getting along to you” Nov 22 20:36:13 relay* Nov 22 20:36:19 If that is what you wish Nov 22 20:37:04 * Molly looks a little wounded, but glances away “If you would prefer not to hear of me...” Nov 22 20:37:27 I... would prefer you stay. Nov 22 20:38:40 * Molly smiles a little “I cannot. I will be wed before Prophet’s Mass” Nov 22 20:40:00 You don't have to Nov 22 20:40:21 I do not see another option Nov 22 20:40:40 stay Nov 22 20:41:19 * Molly looks a little pained “Why? Tell me why I should?” Nov 22 20:42:28 Because you don't want to be with him Nov 22 20:43:16 * Molly looks a little uneasy “He is kind to me, and he loves me” Nov 22 20:43:42 That isn't what I said Nov 22 20:44:32 * Molly fiddles with the curls at the ends of her hair “I want to be secure, and loved” Nov 22 20:45:03 Tell me I'm wrong and I'll leave you be and not mention it again Nov 22 20:46:05 * Molly looks like she’ll speak, but then just sucks the middle of her lower lip Nov 22 20:46:32 * Morgan watches her Nov 22 20:47:27 I won’t lie to you... Nov 22 20:48:30 Good... Nov 22 20:49:16 I do not want to be a maid forever, and I want the protection of a husband’s good name to save me from the harms I had before Nov 22 20:49:56 That does not answer my question Nov 22 20:50:12 which question? Nov 22 20:50:42 You don't want to be with him Nov 22 20:51:18 No... but I will be Nov 22 20:52:27 I see... very well Nov 22 20:53:06 * Molly watches him intently Nov 22 20:53:11 Why do you ask? Nov 22 20:53:28 It doesn't matter.. your mind is made up Nov 22 20:53:51 * Molly looks hurt “I do not understand you, at all!” Nov 22 20:54:59 Few do Nov 22 20:56:52 * Molly lets go of her curls, fists clenching at her sides “You knock on my door, you make me admit the things that torment me, then you dismiss all -my- questions with a haughty detachment! It is cruel of you.” Nov 22 20:57:25 * Morgan looks angry Nov 22 20:57:58 Imagine you ask if I like apples... I say no, but I'm going to eat them anyway... what point would there be in any other offer when I've made it clear what my actions will be Nov 22 21:01:07 If apples is all you have, Why does it matter whether you like them or not?! You eat apples, or you starve! There are not always choices! Not when you’re poor, not when you’re common, and not when you’re a woman! *she grips the green fabric between her fingers, looking full of anger but also distress, awash with a jittery sort of energy* Nov 22 21:02:00 Fine Nov 22 21:03:06 * Molly watches him “I think I should say goodnight now, before I say something I will regret.” Nov 22 21:04:52 As you wish. Nov 22 21:04:59 * Morgan turns, moving toward his door Nov 22 21:06:37 Oh for the love of all the saints and little fishes! I wish I could wrap my hands around your throat and... and... *she stops talking* Nov 22 21:07:17 * Morgan shoves his door opened Nov 22 21:07:30 If you think you can succeed where so many have failed, feel free to try Nov 22 21:08:21 * Molly says no more, going into her room and shutting the door Nov 22 21:09:39 * Morgan sets about finding a bag and shoving some clothes into it Nov 22 21:10:19 *he can hear the muffled sound of her screaming into the pillow with frustration Nov 22 21:11:47 * Morgan ignores it, filling the bag Nov 22 21:13:20 *it doesn’t take long. All that’s left to put in is his sketchbook that he drew her in just a few days ago, where she was wet through and she’d joked that people would assume she was his mistress if they’d seen them Nov 22 21:13:40 * Morgan wraps it, putting it in the middle of the bag Nov 22 21:14:22 *He now has all of his things together* Nov 22 21:16:09 *the screaming seems to have turned to wracking sobs now* Nov 22 21:16:33 * Morgan stops still, looking around the room Nov 22 21:17:32 *it’s as if he’d never even been here. What lasting impact has he even made upon the place?* Nov 22 21:18:11 Useless as always Nov 22 21:18:32 *Nothing changes* Nov 22 21:19:25 * Morgan sighs heavily as he pulls on his coat and shoulders his bag Nov 22 21:19:55 *it doesn’t sound li’e she’ll stop crying to say goodbye* Nov 22 21:22:58 * Morgan grumbles to himself, moving into his doorway and pulling the door closed Nov 22 21:23:47 *her door opens just a few moments later* Nov 22 21:26:11 * Morgan is fiddling with his cuffs Nov 22 21:26:57 * Molly watches him “I love you. I am very angry with you right now, but because I love you, and I hate myself for it.” Nov 22 21:27:17 Your betrothed thinks it a crush Nov 22 21:27:33 It is for the best that he thinks that Nov 22 21:28:35 He offered to stand aside Nov 22 21:28:44 * Molly frowns Nov 22 21:28:49 Stand aside for what? Nov 22 21:29:31 Come on, you're not so dense as you make out Nov 22 21:29:55 I really am not making out. Nov 22 21:31:12 He said if I had feeling for you he'd stand aside and let you go... but every time I worked at broaching it, you told me you were set on your course... you called me -cruel- Nov 22 21:32:35 You were hurting my feelings, so I... *she frowns* Broaching...? Nov 22 21:33:24 * Morgan watches her, impassive Nov 22 21:33:52 * Molly tries even harder to discern his expression Nov 22 21:35:19 I was set on my course, because a stone must roll down a hill. There is no other course available to it, is there? Nov 22 21:35:47 You're not a bloody stone, and if you listened for half a bloody second, you'd have seen apples weren't your only option Nov 22 21:37:41 And if you would just be honest and open, I wouldn’t have had to feel you were just probing at me without any restraint! Nov 22 21:40:29 Perhaps Nov 22 21:40:48 *me watches him Nov 22 21:41:20 what is it you want of me, Morgan, because I am damned if I know?! Nov 22 21:42:09 I told you. I don't want you to go. You said you were going to anyway Nov 22 21:43:00 And you said I have more options than just apples... Nov 22 21:43:34 * Morgan nods Nov 22 21:44:31 You wish me to stay here. Nov 22 21:44:54 I wish you to stay with -me- Nov 22 21:45:30 * Molly looks thoughtful Nov 22 21:46:08 As your friend... You will help me not be destitute again? Nov 22 21:46:57 No, not as my friend... I care for you Nov 22 21:47:40 Oh... Nov 22 21:48:42 * Morgan watches her Nov 22 21:49:55 * Molly blushes “Ahh... this is really quite awkward, isn’t it...” Nov 22 21:50:26 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 21:51:37 * Molly takes a deep breath “I ummm...” she swallows hard “What now?” Nov 22 21:52:51 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 21:52:57 I've no idea Nov 22 21:53:26 * Molly looks him over, and seems to register the coat and the bag “You’re leaving?” Nov 22 21:53:49 I'm not needed here... I've made no difference here Nov 22 21:54:09 * Molly looks at him “I need you.” Nov 22 21:55:35 You won't be here Nov 22 21:56:02 You no longer want me? *she watches him* Nov 22 21:56:48 I didn't say that. Nov 22 21:57:13 Then say it, if it’s true. Say it. Nov 22 21:57:38 I want you. Nov 22 21:58:35 * Molly nods, biting her lip “I want you too.” Nov 22 22:02:41 * Morgan sighs Nov 22 22:04:28 * Molly puts her hand gently on his arm, watching his reaction Nov 22 22:04:59 Its difficult... feeling -anything- after so long... Nov 22 22:05:29 * Molly nods sadly “Of course” Nov 22 22:09:05 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 22 22:09:11 You really think me cruel? Nov 22 22:10:01 * Molly shakes her head “No... I was hurting, and I didn’t understand that you were asking so that you could see if I wanted to be with you” Nov 22 22:11:52 * Morgan shrugs a little Nov 22 22:12:15 It matter so much? Nov 22 22:13:17 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:14:08 You are not cruel. *She smiles a little* Bossy, strict, occasionally very loud... Nov 22 22:14:27 Bad tempered and mean... Nov 22 22:14:58 Sometimes, and no Nov 22 22:16:52 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:16:56 Mean and cruel are not the same Nov 22 22:17:34 I do not think you are either Nov 22 22:18:00 * Morgan shrugs Nov 22 22:18:01 I am Nov 22 22:18:30 Are you? To whom? Nov 22 22:18:43 Oh all kinds of people... I'm frequently mean Nov 22 22:18:56 If you wish Nov 22 22:21:48 I would say you are -firm- Nov 22 22:22:16 Perhaps Nov 22 22:22:57 I am sorry for what I said Nov 22 22:23:12 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:24:09 * Molly watches him “Do I have your forgiveness?” Nov 22 22:24:34 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:24:35 You do Nov 22 22:24:53 * Molly nods, gently squeezing his arm Nov 22 22:25:02 Will you stay, with me? Nov 22 22:25:28 If thats what you want Nov 22 22:26:25 I don’t want apples... I want peaches... *she watches his eyes* Nov 22 22:26:56 Then he should be told Nov 22 22:27:09 * Molly nods Nov 22 22:27:15 It’s rather late... Nov 22 22:28:05 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:28:06 It is Nov 22 22:28:36 I shouldn’t think he’d like to be woken... Nov 22 22:28:50 No, I very much doubt it Nov 22 22:29:12 So we’ll both stay? Nov 22 22:29:46 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:29:48 Aye Nov 22 22:30:17 * Molly nods, watching her hand on his coat sleeve Nov 22 22:30:24 And then what? Nov 22 22:31:49 I don't know Nov 22 22:31:58 * Molly nods Nov 22 22:32:06 But you will take care of me? Nov 22 22:34:11 As best I can Nov 22 22:34:41 * Molly nods thoughtfully “You said you could do much worse than have me as a mistress...” Nov 22 22:35:29 I recall Nov 22 22:36:02 Is that... do you feel that way still? Nov 22 22:36:08 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:36:10 I do Nov 22 22:36:31 * Molly nods slowly Nov 22 22:36:37 alright... Nov 22 22:37:38 * Morgan watches her Nov 22 22:38:31 * Molly watches up at him, speaking softly “What are you thinking, right now?” Nov 22 22:39:11 Just... thinking... Nov 22 22:39:19 yes... about? Nov 22 22:39:29 A few things Nov 22 22:39:38 * Molly smiles a little Nov 22 22:39:41 such as? Nov 22 22:42:56 How Jaeger will react... how lady Torrington will... Nov 22 22:43:11 * Molly nods “I see.” Nov 22 22:45:00 I don't want to put you at any risk... Nov 22 22:45:25 * Molly nods “You need to protect me.” Nov 22 22:45:32 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:45:35 Exactly Nov 22 22:46:16 * Molly nods “First thing in the morning then, before breakfast?” Nov 22 22:47:31 * Morgan nods Nov 22 22:47:34 Best had Nov 22 22:48:05 * Molly nods “There is something that I need to know tonight, before that...” Nov 22 22:48:57 That being? Nov 22 22:49:36 * Molly moves both of her hands up to his shoulders, watching his expression Nov 22 22:51:46 * Morgan watches her Nov 22 22:52:01 * Molly moves closer, on her tiptoes Nov 22 22:53:13 * Morgan doesn't move Nov 22 22:53:43 * Molly closes her eyes. It’s very trusting Nov 22 22:54:11 * Morgan looks a little confused Nov 22 22:54:56 * Molly moves closer still, softly bringing her lips to his Nov 22 22:55:03 * Morgan gently kisses her Nov 22 22:56:47 * Molly ‘s fingers tighten on his shoulders, gently pulling closer. Her mouth gently slants against his, improving the angle Nov 22 23:02:53 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 22 23:18:02 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)