**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Jul 21 18:08:09 2025 Jul 21 18:08:09 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.101) has joined Jul 21 18:08:22 Maybe you should think about it. We all want you to be okay Jul 21 18:08:22 I know... Jul 21 18:08:22 Do you think you’ll be happier once you’re away from Sudlachenburg? Jul 21 18:08:22 Maybe... which in itself is upsetting Jul 21 18:08:22 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:08:25 I told Heinzharold he shouldn’t have let you be involved in burying the ring Jul 21 18:08:27 Like trying to keep him away, it was never going to happen Jul 21 18:08:29 * Inga sighs Jul 21 18:08:31 it’s still not easy, is it? I thought things were going to get easier for you and Molly Jul 21 18:08:33 * Morgan sighs Jul 21 18:08:35 So did I Jul 21 18:08:37 Is it like that hole in the floor is opening up again? Jul 21 18:08:39 I don't know. Maybe Jul 21 18:10:45 /nick Inga Jul 21 18:10:51 * Molly is now known as Inga Jul 21 18:11:08 * Inga looks sad “Oh no, you’ve both worked so hard...” Jul 21 18:11:21 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:12:04 Aye, we have Jul 21 18:14:38 But it’s hard to love Dietlinde restfully at the moment? *this is how he’d termed it when talking to Heinzharold after he’d made the progress towards letting her go in Graben* Jul 21 18:15:40 Its... I don't know, seeing the coffin, it made it all so much more... -visceral-, it really hammered it home... of course I knew they were gone, but seeing the coffin... Jul 21 18:15:53 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:16:15 So it’s the loss that’s plaguing you more than wishing for the past instead? Jul 21 18:16:33 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:17:08 And my nightmare... they hadn't passed over... with Varick, I was told that the way I treated myself, that I hadn't moved on had kept them here... then I had to let them go all over again Jul 21 18:18:00 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:19:04 so it’s all fresh grief again, from the feelings in the dreams and from having been confronted with the physical realities of their burial? Jul 21 18:19:54 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 21 18:19:56 I suppose so Jul 21 18:20:39 That’s understandable. Heinzharold still has bad dreams about those days Jul 21 18:21:41 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:25:11 I would help you if I could Jul 21 18:26:01 I know love Jul 21 18:27:32 I can give Molly some support, if that would make you feel better? Jul 21 18:27:49 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:27:59 Please... as long as it won't wear you down too much... Jul 21 18:28:08 * Inga smiles Jul 21 18:28:20 I’m fine, and Molly said the baby is fine Jul 21 18:28:51 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:28:52 good Jul 21 18:30:13 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:30:22 I’m starting to change shape Jul 21 18:30:30 Are you? Jul 21 18:30:37 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:31:06 I’m getting rounder in the belly, just a little so far, but my skirts are getting tighter Jul 21 18:32:00 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:32:06 Won't be long until its more obvious then Jul 21 18:33:13 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:33:30 Then I can walk around proud of it like Molly does Jul 21 18:42:00 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:42:04 That'll be good Jul 21 18:42:16 not for you! *she giggles * Jul 21 18:42:53 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 21 18:42:56 behave Jul 21 18:43:54 made you smile though Jul 21 18:44:13 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:44:17 Yes you did Jul 21 18:44:52 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:44:56 it’s good Jul 21 18:45:13 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:45:16 aye Jul 21 18:46:15 you’ll be alright, I’m sure of it. You just need a nice night again like on the ship, with the gazebo, or the strangers in the carriage Jul 21 18:46:49 Aye, maybe Jul 21 18:47:20 Molly says that always perks you right up in the morning Jul 21 18:48:05 Thats what we're calling it is it? Jul 21 18:48:35 * Inga giggles “was she making a you-know-What joke?” Jul 21 18:49:07 Think she might have been Jul 21 18:49:17 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:49:24 sounds about right Jul 21 18:49:40 * Morgan nods Jul 21 18:50:23 are you coming upstairs? Jul 21 18:51:11 I need to speak to Edward Jul 21 18:51:20 * Inga nods Jul 21 18:51:41 I think he was going up there after finding Mina Jul 21 18:52:45 Oh he found her... Jul 21 18:53:14 did he? Jul 21 18:54:31 Oh yes Jul 21 18:55:27 * Inga looks intrigued Jul 21 18:55:33 is there gossip? Jul 21 18:55:57 Not really... just a quiet interlude in a hallway Jul 21 18:56:26 * Inga says quietly Jul 21 18:56:37 were they swiving?! Jul 21 18:56:53 No... Jul 21 18:57:17 even you wouldn’t do that here! Jul 21 18:58:02 Nope, definitely not Jul 21 18:58:42 Not even in the Veisgraf Wing Jul 21 18:59:46 No, its far too risky Jul 21 19:00:04 isn’t that part of the fun? Jul 21 19:00:58 To a point... Jul 21 19:02:37 we did it outside at Ma’s, but we were careful to be quiet Jul 21 19:03:09 You'd have to be Jul 21 19:04:10 * Inga nods Jul 21 19:04:14 and quick Jul 21 19:06:19 Thats a tough one Jul 21 19:08:44 why? Jul 21 19:09:16 * Morgan blushes Jul 21 19:11:14 * Inga giggles Jul 21 19:11:22 Go on, you know you want to tell me Jul 21 19:12:06 I've said before once she starts making certain sounds... its a bit intoxicating for me Jul 21 19:12:29 * Inga smiles “You’d have to gag her” Jul 21 19:13:27 No time for that Jul 21 19:15:36 * Inga smiles “Okay, that’s hot.” Jul 21 19:15:47 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 21 19:16:48 Are we likely to walk in on you two at Hafenlohr? Jul 21 19:17:08 Its a possibility Jul 21 19:17:36 Will your garden be done now? Jul 21 19:17:59 I doubt it Jul 21 19:18:56 Are you sad about that? Jul 21 19:19:10 Aye a bit, but there's so much to get done Jul 21 19:20:41 * Inga nods Jul 21 19:20:52 Ours will be done, so we’ll be out of your hair Jul 21 19:22:06 That many rooms, you're not in our hair Jul 21 19:22:52 * Inga smiles Jul 21 19:22:59 I’m glad you think that Jul 21 19:23:11 Of course Jul 21 19:24:55 I’m excited to be there in our little house. Heinzharold says he’s going to carry me room to room Jul 21 19:25:59 * Morgan nods Jul 21 19:26:05 I am not surprised at all Jul 21 19:26:39 do you wish you and Molly were going to live somewhere simple and small? Jul 21 19:27:04 Sometimes, aye... Jul 21 19:28:37 but you’d have less help with the children that way Jul 21 19:30:08 * Morgan nods Jul 21 19:30:13 Aye I know Jul 21 19:32:59 we should go up Jul 21 19:33:28 * Morgan nods Jul 21 19:33:30 aye Jul 21 19:34:28 * Inga carries the tray as they go Jul 21 19:35:12 Let me take that? Jul 21 19:35:38 * Inga thanks him, handing it over Jul 21 19:35:58 * Morgan carries it as they walk Jul 21 19:37:02 *Edward and Mina seem to be arriving just as they do* Jul 21 19:39:56 Ah... Edward... I wanted to talk to you Jul 21 19:40:24 *Edward nods* let’s settle the ladies and we can talk Jul 21 19:40:58 * Morgan nods Jul 21 19:40:59 aye Jul 21 19:42:37 *the others are in the morning room playing with the children, and Inga and Mina easily slot in Jul 21 19:45:19 * Morgan watches them all for a moment before moving back out of the room Jul 21 19:46:50 * Inga is now known as Edward Jul 21 19:46:55 * Edward goes with him Jul 21 19:47:27 * Morgan moves somewhere more private Jul 21 19:49:32 *there’s an alcove with a window that overlooks the lawn* Jul 21 19:50:20 * Morgan heads for it Jul 21 19:51:25 * Edward follows Jul 21 19:51:42 * Morgan looks out over the lawn Jul 21 19:53:10 yes, brother? Jul 21 19:54:28 * Morgan takes a deep breath Jul 21 19:54:38 There is still space in the right place for your initials... Jul 21 19:55:50 Yes, I know Jul 21 19:57:07 I think... I have an idea of the others... but its not something I'm comfortable thinking about Jul 21 19:59:04 * Edward watches him Jul 21 19:59:07 such as? Jul 21 19:59:27 Its... the right initials for the sibling of the next Veisgraf... Jul 21 20:02:17 how is that possible, Morgan? Jul 21 20:03:42 When I get my head around it I'll let you know... but given that a child I don't have yet appears in my dreams... Jul 21 20:04:33 It’s the same thing one? Jul 21 20:05:18 I couldn't say... but she is not the only child that will have those initials Jul 21 20:07:02 * Edward nods Jul 21 20:07:12 It seems impossible... Jul 21 20:08:19 * Morgan nods Jul 21 20:08:22 I know Jul 21 20:10:26 what makes you think one of my nephews or nieces is responsible? Jul 21 20:12:22 It makes the most sense, given that one of them can get into our dreams... Jul 21 20:13:05 * Edward nods Jul 21 20:13:20 Very well, it’s as rational as any other suspect Jul 21 20:13:53 If anything it makes -more- sense Jul 21 20:14:54 * Edward nods Jul 21 20:15:11 We’ll fill the gap before we leave on Monday Jul 21 20:15:28 * Morgan nods Jul 21 20:15:29 Thank you Jul 21 20:16:52 * Edward nods Jul 21 20:17:01 How are you otherwise? Jul 21 20:17:34 * Morgan shrugs Jul 21 20:17:36 I'll be alright Jul 21 20:19:10 * Edward nods Jul 21 20:19:22 I’m glad to hear it Jul 21 20:20:20 I'm sorry I'm making things difficult for you Jul 21 20:21:39 * Edward frowns Jul 21 20:21:41 are you? Jul 21 20:22:01 I know it all weighs on all of you Jul 21 20:23:32 * Edward takes a turn to watch the lake Jul 21 20:23:47 It is hard to see the pain I caused return again and again Jul 21 20:24:32 * Morgan nods Jul 21 20:25:02 That is not your fault Jul 21 20:26:32 * Edward shrugs Jul 21 20:27:54 * Morgan puts a hand on his shoulder Jul 21 20:28:11 This weight lies firmly at the feet of our maker Jul 21 20:28:34 * Edward nods Jul 21 20:28:47 His mysterious ways. Jul 21 20:28:54 * Morgan shrugs Jul 21 20:28:59 His bullshit Jul 21 20:30:47 * Edward frowns slightly Jul 21 20:30:59 We will need to agree to disagree Jul 21 20:32:32 I don't see why I should have to go through all this Jul 21 20:33:22 That I do agree with Jul 21 20:34:05 * Morgan nods Jul 21 20:34:22 Come on, I don't want to keep you from mother Jul 21 20:34:53 * Edward nods “Nor I you from your wife, she was somewhat subdued when we were out* Jul 21 20:35:51 * Morgan nods Jul 21 20:35:57 Things are difficult Jul 21 20:37:06 * Edward nods Jul 21 20:37:36 It is your ship, I don’t want to be telling you how to sail it Jul 21 20:39:23 * Morgan nods, moving back toward the morning room Jul 21 20:43:32 if you need any time with her, we will pitch in, of course Jul 21 20:44:10 * Morgan nods Jul 21 20:44:12 I know Jul 21 20:46:00 * Edward nods, opening the door. There’s plenty of laughter in here, though Molly is less involved than some of the others, sat with her tea cup and saucer resting lightly on her bump Jul 21 20:47:44 * Morgan goes to sit with her Jul 21 20:48:53 * Edward shifts a little to give him more room Jul 21 20:49:41 * Morgan gently puts a hand to her tummy Jul 21 20:51:28 * Edward is now known as Molly Jul 21 20:51:42 * Molly smiles at him. It’s both warm and grateful Jul 21 20:54:48 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 21 20:58:58 * Molly murmurs ‘thank you” Jul 21 20:59:03 Whatever for? Jul 21 21:00:48 * Molly speaks quietly “touch soothes me” Jul 21 21:01:07 * Morgan nods a little Jul 21 21:04:17 *her belly feels firm and warm* Jul 21 21:04:40 Verity: *she looks at the couple* It’s lovely to see the two of you so happy Jul 21 21:04:57 * Morgan nods a little, tapping gently with one finger Jul 21 21:05:09 We try Jul 21 21:08:18 *there’s nothing that changes beneath his hand. The others are chatting and stacking blocks. Adalbrecht watches the couple* A: I used to do that when your mother was in the family way Jul 21 21:09:09 * Morgan nods Jul 21 21:09:12 I am not surprised Jul 21 21:12:00 *Verity smiles at him* We were so very happy, weren’t we? Jul 21 21:12:19 *Adalbrecht nods, looking at her* Indeed we were Jul 21 21:12:56 * Morgan watches them, tapping again Jul 21 21:14:32 HH: $mooning over each other. gross$ Jul 21 21:14:53 $pot... kettle...$ Jul 21 21:16:39 *HH smirks* Jul 21 21:18:56 *Inga is playing on the floor with Emil* Jul 21 21:19:19 Verity: Heinzharold, I hope you and Inga will be blessed soon Jul 21 21:20:15 *Hh grins* My Lady, I was already blessed th’ day I met her. Jul 21 21:20:43 $Not planning to blurt it out again?$ Jul 21 21:20:53 *the ladies make an “awww” noise. Molly sips her tea, smiling faintly Jul 21 21:21:02 $blurt what out?$ Jul 21 21:22:14 $Like you did with Edward$ Jul 21 21:24:04 $nope, gonna keep my mouth shut$ Jul 21 21:24:18 Verity: That’s very sweet, Heinzharold Jul 21 21:25:48 [thats what she said...] Jul 21 21:26:04 [gross] Jul 21 21:27:43 [I meant... nevermind...] Jul 21 21:28:20 [what?] Jul 21 21:30:41 [it was that his dingaling was only small and cute] Jul 21 21:31:07 [thats less gross than I thought] Jul 21 21:31:59 [yes] Jul 21 21:32:44 * Molly sips her tea [I was not thinking about oral pleasuring] Jul 21 21:32:57 * Morgan nods a little Jul 21 21:34:45 * Molly glances at him, then looks away, back to the others Jul 21 21:36:46 * Morgan tapes gently Jul 21 21:37:39 * Molly smiles, glancing at him “Did you feel it?” But he didn’t Jul 21 21:37:55 * Morgan shakes his head a little Jul 21 21:40:00 * Molly sighs quietly Jul 21 21:42:11 Soon... Jul 21 21:42:29 * Morgan nods Jul 21 21:42:30 I hope so Jul 21 21:43:41 * Molly nods, speaking quietly “Me too... I think it’d be good for us” Jul 21 21:44:43 * Morgan sighs Jul 21 21:44:44 Maybe Jul 21 21:46:24 * Molly frowns slightly, but then sips her tea Jul 21 21:46:58 HH; $hate to break it to you, but people are going to notice you pair looking like that...$ Jul 21 21:47:17 $I'll just stop being messed up and struggling then$ Jul 21 21:48:00 HH: $just giving you a heads up so your Ma isn’t upset, man. trying to do you a favour here.$ Jul 21 21:48:17 $Sorry$ Jul 21 21:49:37 *Hh just nods slightly* Jul 21 22:13:28 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)