**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Dec 9 16:14:14 2024 Dec 09 16:14:14 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Dec 09 16:15:16 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Dec 09 16:35:10 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Dec 09 18:11:24 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Dec 09 18:13:13 Could be right Dec 09 18:13:13 * Evie nods, looking excited “Okay... I just have to do it before she leaves, right? Can I borrow some money to send a letter?” Dec 09 18:13:13 * Morgan nods Dec 09 18:13:13 aye Dec 09 18:13:13 * Evie downs her tea Dec 09 18:13:17 I’m going to go and ask Molly right now! Dec 09 18:13:19 At this hour? Dec 09 18:13:21 * Evie looks deflated Dec 09 18:13:23 yeah, I guess it’s pretty late Dec 09 18:13:25 She might still be up... Dec 09 18:13:27 Do you think I should? Dec 09 18:13:29 * Morgan shrugs Dec 09 18:13:31 I could hear her move about before I came down Dec 09 18:13:33 * Evie nods “Thanks love. Night” Dec 09 18:13:37 Goodnight Eiblinn Dec 09 18:13:39 * Evie goes off, leaving him alone Dec 09 18:13:41 * Morgan stays where he is, drinking his coffee slowly Dec 09 18:13:43 *It’s definitely given him something to consider. Could he leave again, set up somewhere new, if it meant having Molly at his side?* Dec 09 18:16:07 * Morgan swirls the last of the coffee in his cup, thinking Dec 09 18:16:50 *The night maid comes to keep a watch in the kitchen incase anyone rings for anything in the night Dec 09 18:17:28 * Morgan refills his cup, making his way up to the roof Dec 09 18:18:37 *its peaceful up here. there’s a faint light from further down, coming from Molly’s window Dec 09 18:18:59 * Morgan watches in that direction Dec 09 18:20:02 *there’s change in the light, as if she passes in front of the candle Dec 09 18:20:43 * Morgan sighs, heading down toward his room Dec 09 18:21:08 *By the time he gets there, the light from under her door is gone* Dec 09 18:21:23 * Morgan sighs, going into his room Dec 09 18:21:57 *it’s dark and quiet as he gets ready, the pillow still on the floor where he threw it Dec 09 18:24:05 * Morgan picks it up, throwing it on the bed before going to sit down on it Dec 09 18:25:35 *it doesn’t seem to smell of her now, which -should- feel like a good thing...* Dec 09 18:25:56 * Morgan sighs, trying to relax Dec 09 18:26:08 *he starts to feel sleepy* Dec 09 18:26:36 * Morgan doesn't fight it Dec 09 18:30:48 *In his dream, he starts to dream. It’s neither the schattenmann nor the fire, the two things he exclusively dreams of. Instead he dreams of a sunlit bedroom, naked with her straddling him. He’s not within her, but he can feel the most intimate parts of her against his own. Dec 09 18:30:51 The sunlight from behind illuminates the red curls, and the short sheer white negligee reveals the details of her body. His hand are on the warm silky skin at her hips. She looks at ease, smiling, without the tension she so often seems to have. He realises he’s dreaming this Dec 09 18:31:52 * Morgan tries to wakeup Dec 09 18:33:13 *he manages to do this, his pillow soft and smelling a little like her. One part of him is absolutely not soft, utterly rigid and aching Dec 09 18:33:30 * Morgan mutters, sitting back up straight Dec 09 18:34:24 *This only succeeds in causing friction from the fabric right down his swollen member Dec 09 18:34:57 * Morgan scowls ,trying to calm down Dec 09 18:38:07 *This isn’t working. Given the view of her in the wet shift and out of it, having heard her like that, and the passionate way she’d kissed him, it’s not surprising that he’d dreamt of her like that, or that his body that hasn’t experienced release in almost two years is now catching up Dec 09 18:38:53 * Morgan shakes his head slightly, just sitting Dec 09 18:40:06 *He isn’t making any progress. Perhaps if he sketched her, he could get that sight from his repeated thoughts and on to paper so it can no longer torment him* Dec 09 18:41:07 * Morgan sighs, getting some paper and a pencil Dec 09 18:42:11 *he finds it easily. It makes a change to be drawing something other than spiders* Dec 09 18:42:28 * Morgan settles down to concentrate Dec 09 18:44:15 *this doesn’t help at all. instead that heavy focus on the soft curves of her only leads to wondering how they’d feel under his hands, and under his lips. Dec 09 18:44:31 * Morgan mutters, putting it away Dec 09 18:46:03 *This leaves him with very idle hands, and a continuining problem* Dec 09 18:46:33 * Morgan moves to his drawers, taking out a bottle of cheap whiskey Dec 09 18:46:59 *there’s quite a lot left in there Dec 09 18:47:34 * Morgan drinks some, moving to look out of the window Dec 09 18:48:56 *The moon is full, and light once more spills from Molly’s window. It’s only about two o’clock Dec 09 18:49:44 * Morgan drinks some more, listening to. The. Sounds of the night Dec 09 18:50:21 *he’s gotten through quite a bit when he hears very quiet footsteps in the hall* Dec 09 18:50:39 * Morgan listens Dec 09 18:51:56 *There’s a pause, then a little tap at his door* Dec 09 18:52:45 * Morgan moves to sit down Dec 09 18:52:47 Yes? Dec 09 18:54:12 * Molly doesn’t open the door “I saw you had a candle lit” Dec 09 18:54:23 Come in if you wish Dec 09 18:55:29 * Molly opens the door very slowly Dec 09 18:59:20 * Molly has a small tray with two cups and two small tea pots “I thought you might like some tea” She’s still in her dressing gown and slippers, hair still down. His body responds accordingly to her state of dress. Sitting down was a sensible idea Dec 09 18:59:38 What are you still doing up? Dec 09 19:00:01 * Molly sets down the tea on his table Dec 09 19:00:11 I haven’t been able to sleep Dec 09 19:00:24 no... Dec 09 19:02:14 * Molly looks around for somewhere to sit Dec 09 19:02:24 It’s the same for you? Dec 09 19:02:45 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:02:47 I napped Dec 09 19:04:15 * Molly nods Dec 09 19:04:17 Tea? Dec 09 19:04:23 pleaes Dec 09 19:04:35 * Molly spots the whiskey Dec 09 19:04:53 Oh... do you want that in your tea? Dec 09 19:05:38 No, its fine Dec 09 19:06:12 * Molly pours him some Dec 09 19:06:23 I can go, if you wish for solitude Dec 09 19:06:34 * Morgan shrugs Dec 09 19:06:36 Its up to you Dec 09 19:07:55 * Molly pours a second cup, then perches on the edge of his bed with it. It doesn’t help with the memory of his dream, the feel of the sheets at his back and his hands at her hips Dec 09 19:08:06 Evie came to see me Dec 09 19:09:01 Did she? Dec 09 19:10:31 * Molly nods, blowing on the tea Dec 09 19:10:46 She thinks it is all so simple Dec 09 19:11:49 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:11:51 She does Dec 09 19:12:16 * Molly nods sadly Dec 09 19:12:51 I cannot live with such insecurity. What I went through after I was disowned, I cannot survive that again Dec 09 19:14:46 You don't think Captain Tsaylur would support you Dec 09 19:15:39 No, and I don’t think working life on a ship would be very easy Dec 09 19:16:27 * Morgan smiles a little Dec 09 19:16:38 Not in my experience, no Dec 09 19:17:10 * Molly nods Dec 09 19:18:50 I need to know I would be protected and stable. I can work, but that doesn’t guarantee I won’t end up sleeping in barns again on moldy straw whilst the rats scurrying around are less dangerous than being found by men who would take advantage of me Dec 09 19:19:23 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:19:25 I understand Dec 09 19:20:19 * Molly nods Dec 09 19:20:45 I... I wish I’d never accepted his proposal Dec 09 19:23:47 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:24:10 * Molly looks to him so sadly Dec 09 19:24:17 What do I do, Morgan? Dec 09 19:24:32 I don't know Dec 09 19:26:50 * Molly nods, wrapping an arm around her waist Dec 09 19:27:07 It’s all gone so wrong Dec 09 19:27:39 Has a bit, hasn't it Dec 09 19:29:09 I didn’t wish to feel this much Dec 09 19:32:39 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:32:40 I know Dec 09 19:35:21 * Molly nods “Are you angry about what happened in the milk she’d?” Dec 09 19:36:03 Its complicated Dec 09 19:36:45 would you tell me why? Dec 09 19:37:48 because... you showed me what you want... what I want... then essentially told me I cannot have it Dec 09 19:39:35 * Molly nods Dec 09 19:39:48 And if I’d said you could? Dec 09 19:40:11 Doesn't matter, does it, because you didn't... because you can't. Dec 09 19:41:04 It matters. Dec 09 19:43:02 What if.. What if we could go away... Dec 09 19:43:44 * Molly looks surprised Dec 09 19:43:48 You and I? Dec 09 19:43:56 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:45:28 * Molly blushes “Is that even possible?” Dec 09 19:47:13 I have... an uncle... Dec 09 19:47:51 Is he Eisen? Dec 09 19:48:04 No, Avalonian Dec 09 19:50:06 * Molly nods, her tea cup held in her lap Dec 09 19:50:12 Go on, please Dec 09 19:51:02 I'm sure it'd be safe... and I'm sure he would welcome the company and, in time, I imagine I could secure a house of your own Dec 09 19:51:33 I would be able to find work there? Dec 09 19:52:29 I would have thought so Dec 09 19:53:07 I wouldn’t have to worry anymore? Dec 09 19:53:54 no Dec 09 19:54:23 * Molly nods, biting her lip Dec 09 19:54:29 And you and I...? Dec 09 19:55:06 well... Dec 09 19:55:25 * Molly watches him Dec 09 19:55:26 well? Dec 09 19:56:22 It'd be... an option... Dec 09 19:56:32 * Molly frowns a little Dec 09 19:57:28 Oh... you do not feel that way... Did I kiss you badly? I’ve only done it with one friend of my brother’s at a barn-building party before Dec 09 19:58:16 You're worrying over nothing... but I've spent the last few hours thinking that not only were you moving away from me, you were -choosing- to Dec 09 20:00:02 * Molly shakes her head “I don’t want to leave you, Morgan...” Dec 09 20:00:47 But you were going to... you chose to Dec 09 20:01:11 * Molly looks sad “I didn’t know I had any choice” Dec 09 20:02:44 * Morgan nods Dec 09 20:05:25 * Molly watches him “I want to be with you.” Dec 09 20:06:55 * Morgan nods Dec 09 20:07:12 Then I suppose... I'd best let Lady Torrington know in the morning Dec 09 20:09:02 * Molly nods slowly “That -is- what you want? You do not have to, I will bear it if you are happier here” Dec 09 20:09:24 Its... difficult... Dec 09 20:11:38 Could you take me into that confidence too? Dec 09 20:12:29 How do you mean? Dec 09 20:13:49 why is it difficult? Dec 09 20:14:10 Because its a -massive- change Dec 09 20:15:47 * Molly nods Dec 09 20:15:59 Your Uncle would welcome you though? Dec 09 20:16:24 I think so... Dec 09 20:19:28 * Molly nods, then frowns Dec 09 20:19:31 Wait... Dec 09 20:19:49 * Morgan watches her Dec 09 20:20:18 You would upend your whole life here, be known to your family again, for -me-?! Dec 09 20:20:27 * Morgan nods a little Dec 09 20:22:21 * Molly blushes, smiling shyly “Really?!” Dec 09 20:22:59 * Morgan nods Dec 09 20:23:36 * Molly smiles “wow!” Dec 09 20:24:02 * Morgan watches her Dec 09 20:26:11 * Molly gently sips her tea, her lips making contact with the cup like they’d made contact with his earlier. His own tingle in remembrance, and the memory stirs him lower too Dec 09 20:26:58 * Morgan looks away, sipping his tea Dec 09 20:27:53 Have I said something wrong? Dec 09 20:28:23 no... no you haven't Dec 09 20:29:57 Why do you look away? Dec 09 20:30:39 * Morgan frowns Dec 09 20:30:41 Its not important Dec 09 20:32:48 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 09 20:33:44 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Dec 09 20:35:20 Please... I want us to be honest with each other Dec 09 20:38:14 I was thinking about how your lips felt earlier Dec 09 20:38:51 * Molly blushes hard, brows raising. She quietly says “And how did they feel?” Dec 09 20:39:12 Like heaven Dec 09 20:39:58 * Molly murmurs “Oh god...” She fidgets a little Dec 09 20:40:31 * Morgan watches her Dec 09 20:41:10 * Molly bites her lip Dec 09 20:42:50 Yours did too... I’ve not been able to think straight since! Dec 09 20:43:52 * Morgan nods a little Dec 09 20:44:51 * Molly chews her lip “I’d love to feel that again” Dec 09 20:47:00 * Morgan nods Dec 09 20:47:01 Me too Dec 09 20:47:16 * Molly licks her lower lip Dec 09 20:47:39 If you do not tell me to not do so, I am going to lock your door... Dec 09 20:47:54 * Morgan nods Dec 09 20:47:55 Alright Dec 09 20:48:05 * Molly waits, watching him Dec 09 20:48:18 * Morgan just watches her Dec 09 20:50:08 * Molly sets her tea on the floor, then gets up, and locks his door Dec 09 20:50:46 * Morgan doesn't move Dec 09 20:52:23 * Molly comes to him, standing in front of him. He can see her tremble as she watches him Dec 09 20:52:53 * Morgan puts his tea down Dec 09 20:52:55 Sit, please Dec 09 20:53:35 * Molly nods, carefully sitting in his lap Dec 09 20:53:53 * Morgan looks a little surprised Dec 09 20:54:01 uhhh... I meant beside me... but... no matter Dec 09 20:54:18 * Molly blushes “Oh god, I’m sorry” She starts to stand up Dec 09 20:56:00 No, its fine... honestly Dec 09 20:57:28 * Molly gently sits back down. She looks flushed, pupils wide, and she smells very nice. She’s also going to imminently realise the effect she’s having upon him Dec 09 21:00:05 * Morgan fidgets a little to left one leg a little, moving her toward his knee some Dec 09 21:00:27 * Molly catches hold of his shoulders “Whoa there!” Dec 09 21:01:35 I've got you... don't worry Dec 09 21:02:34 * Molly nods, watching him closely Dec 09 21:02:38 I trust you. Dec 09 21:03:15 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:04:06 * Molly moves slowly, gently kissing him Dec 09 21:05:34 * Morgan does likewise Dec 09 21:06:37 * Molly sighs with pleasure and relief against his mouth, her lips softening and gently parting Dec 09 21:07:40 * Morgan gently runs his tongue along her lip Dec 09 21:08:17 * Molly moans softly at this, a sound that goes in his ears and right down to his groin Dec 09 21:09:54 * Morgan shivers Dec 09 21:12:58 * Molly opens her mouth a little, her tongue finding his. That gentle exploration, the soft pressure of her on his thighs, her body very close to him, is almost more than his body can manage Dec 09 21:13:29 * Morgan matches her movements Dec 09 21:15:00 * Molly gets a little faster, a little firmer, and begins to fidget in his lap Dec 09 21:15:31 * Morgan breaks away Dec 09 21:15:38 I need you to stop fidgeting Dec 09 21:16:40 Am I hurting you? Dec 09 21:17:13 No, not at all Dec 09 21:17:24 Then why? Dec 09 21:18:09 because... I am aroused, and your fidgeting is making it more noticeable Dec 09 21:18:58 * Molly nods “I really do not mind that at all” Dec 09 21:22:05 You will do when you feel it... Dec 09 21:22:33 I promise I won’t Dec 09 21:23:13 Do you understand what it means when a man is aroused? Dec 09 21:25:07 yes, I do Dec 09 21:25:24 * Morgan shrugs Dec 09 21:25:25 Alright then Dec 09 21:26:12 * Molly nods, smiling “you will allow me to feel it?” Dec 09 21:26:44 * Morgan blushes Dec 09 21:26:48 I suppose Dec 09 21:27:48 * Molly looks intrigued “are you -shy-?!” Dec 09 21:28:10 very Dec 09 21:29:00 oh! I will stop fidgeting, if you do not want me to feel your arousal Dec 09 21:29:15 Its just... a lot for me... Dec 09 21:29:36 would you like me to go? Dec 09 21:31:16 No... no I wouldn't Dec 09 21:31:39 * Molly nods Dec 09 21:32:18 if it eases you, I am also aroused, it’s just less obvious Dec 09 21:32:55 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:32:58 It does, some Dec 09 21:33:25 * Molly nods, smiling “I like it” Dec 09 21:34:26 You do? Dec 09 21:35:20 * Molly nods “definitely. I want you to feel what I feel” Dec 09 21:35:51 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:35:52 Alright Dec 09 21:37:05 * Molly kisses him again, her tongue on his lip copying what he’d done to her Dec 09 21:37:54 * Morgan follows her lead Dec 09 21:38:51 *Its not long at all before she’s kissing him deeply again, but she stays still Dec 09 21:39:25 * Morgan makes a noise of enjoyment Dec 09 21:40:40 * Molly whimpers loudly at this, her hands squeezing his shoulders. She doesn’t fidget in the same way, but he can feel her thighs press together Dec 09 21:41:24 * Morgan pulls away a little, looking at her Dec 09 21:41:47 * Molly watches him, pupils massively dilated, and breathing hard Dec 09 21:42:41 * Morgan takes a deep breath before pulling her back onto his lap Dec 09 21:43:50 * Molly fidgets a little this time, her soft cheeks pressing against his aching hardness. She blinks a moment Dec 09 21:44:04 Oh my! Does it hurt you?! Dec 09 21:44:25 * Morgan shakes his head a little Dec 09 21:44:30 A sort of... ache... Dec 09 21:44:54 But I’ll not make it worse by sitting on it? Dec 09 21:46:06 thats... tough to explain Dec 09 21:46:31 * Molly gently fidgets again “would you try?” Dec 09 21:47:25 It'll make it worse as in... more pronounced, but... not more... unpleasant Dec 09 21:47:44 More pronounced?! It already feels huge! Dec 09 21:47:50 Me blushes Dec 09 21:47:57 I meant the ache... Dec 09 21:48:14 Oh! *she blushes* But that will subside? Dec 09 21:48:39 Not really... Dec 09 21:48:48 * Molly looks concerned Dec 09 21:49:07 It’ll stay aching even once you’re spent? Dec 09 21:49:35 * Morgan blushes Dec 09 21:49:42 No... thats about the only thing that'll stop it Dec 09 21:49:57 * Molly looks relieved “Oh, that’s alright then” Dec 09 21:51:13 Why? Dec 09 21:51:32 as don’t want you staying uncomfortable forever because of me! Dec 09 21:51:34 I* Dec 09 21:52:33 * Morgan shrugs a little Dec 09 21:52:37 I'll manage a while longer Dec 09 21:54:28 * Molly nods, and kisses him again. The thigh squeezing gets more frequent as her kisses get deeper and bolder. For someone can be quite reserved, there’s clearly hidden depths of passion in her Dec 09 21:55:33 * Morgan holds onto her, kissing her hard Dec 09 21:56:52 * Molly rolls her hips slightly as her upper body presses to his, those breasts that have lingered in his memory despite his best efforts only a few layers of fabric from his chest Dec 09 21:58:59 * Morgan holds her tightly, moving his lips to her jawline, her neck Dec 09 21:59:43 * Molly moans quietly before murmuring “That is definitely heaven!” Dec 09 22:00:09 * Morgan makes a mmhmm noise, continuing Dec 09 22:01:54 * Molly gets more worked up, starting to roll her hips and grind into his lap. It’s very stimulating when he’s been so hard so long Dec 09 22:03:36 We should stop Dec 09 22:03:52 * Molly groans with disappointment Dec 09 22:03:55 must we? Dec 09 22:04:40 Things are getting a little... intense... Dec 09 22:04:51 Is that bad? Dec 09 22:05:05 It would be if we got carried away... Dec 09 22:05:35 * Molly sighs “I suppose so...” Dec 09 22:07:19 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:08:44 * Molly kisses him a little more calmly “You are sure you do not want more?” Dec 09 22:09:29 I do... but we cant Dec 09 22:10:42 * Molly kiss him again briefly “What would you -like- to be able to do...?” Dec 09 22:11:29 So much more Dec 09 22:11:55 Me too. Dec 09 22:12:21 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:12:52 But what about your aching? Dec 09 22:13:06 * Morgan smiles a little Dec 09 22:13:08 I'll manage Dec 09 22:13:41 * Molly smiles a little “I’ll manage too then...” Dec 09 22:14:33 * Morgan looks confused Dec 09 22:14:52 You know... with my hand Dec 09 22:15:09 oh... no, thats not what I meant Dec 09 22:15:33 * Molly frowns “But... your aching won’t go away” Dec 09 22:15:41 I will endure Dec 09 22:16:23 * Molly looks at him a long moment before she says “Alright then... I should say goodnight” Dec 09 22:16:35 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:16:38 aye Dec 09 22:17:17 * Molly gently kisses him once more “Goodnight then...” Dec 09 22:17:30 goodnight Dec 09 22:17:57 * Molly rolls her hips a little before standing up Dec 09 22:18:41 * Morgan moans before clamping a hand over his mouth Dec 09 22:19:20 * Molly ‘s eyes go wide, and she shivers Dec 09 22:20:12 what happened?! Dec 09 22:20:22 I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that Dec 09 22:20:55 * Molly shakes her head “Please don’t apologise,sometimes I make sounds like that too” Dec 09 22:21:29 * Morgan nods, blushing Dec 09 22:21:51 I want to do that again. Dec 09 22:23:16 What? Dec 09 22:23:32 Draw such a sound from you Dec 09 22:24:24 * Morgan blushes again Dec 09 22:25:00 But I have to leave now? Dec 09 22:25:52 Really should Dec 09 22:26:19 Should isn’t the same as yes... Dec 09 22:26:37 I know Dec 09 22:27:14 * Molly watches him, her gaze running down him Dec 09 22:28:59 Do you want me to go, or stay? Dec 09 22:29:24 I -want- you to stay... but we really cannot risk that Dec 09 22:29:34 What will happen if I do? Dec 09 22:31:21 I don't know, and thats the problem Dec 09 22:31:54 why is it a problem? Dec 09 22:33:51 Because I cannot prepare for it... I worry I won't realise its too far before it is Dec 09 22:34:08 too far for what? Dec 09 22:34:45 For me, for you... Dec 09 22:35:10 * Molly nods Dec 09 22:35:34 I wouldn’t want to hurt you Dec 09 22:36:19 Nor I you Dec 09 22:36:59 You wouldn’t hurt me, unless you stopped caring for me Dec 09 22:37:54 * Morgan nods a little Dec 09 22:38:51 * Molly stays standing, but leans down to kiss him softly Dec 09 22:39:01 * Morgan returns it Dec 09 22:39:16 Sleep well Dec 09 22:39:33 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:40:42 * Molly heads towards the door. But then with her hand in the doorknob she pauses. The look she gives him is questioning, his last chance to keep her here with him Dec 09 22:41:55 * Morgan watches her Dec 09 22:42:18 * Molly licks her lower lip, watching him Dec 09 22:42:40 You are sure? Dec 09 22:43:07 No... but its for the best Dec 09 22:43:35 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath before unlocking the door Dec 09 22:44:08 * Morgan doesn't stop her Dec 09 22:45:11 * Molly lets herself out, gently shutting the door behind her, leaving him with both an empty silence and a body very unimpressed by his decision Dec 09 22:45:33 * Morgan sits where he is, picking up his tea Dec 09 22:46:33 *From her room, he hears what seems to be a flopping on the bed and a groan of frustration* Dec 09 22:46:53 * Morgan sighs, nodding to himself Dec 09 23:05:46 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Dec 09 23:52:01 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep)