**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Nov 21 18:04:11 2024 Nov 21 18:04:11 * MorganK (~MorganKoe@host81-129-176-108.range81-129.btcentralplus.com) has joined Nov 21 18:13:21 * MorganK has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 21 20:15:28 * MorganK (~MorganKoe@81.129.176.108) has joined Nov 21 20:24:08 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Nov 21 20:25:42 * Molly lets go of his hand gently “I should go, Colonel Dau invited me to be his partner for whist, and Lieutenant Kristoban had a map book to show me. I am suddenly popular!” Nov 21 20:25:42 * MorganK frowns Nov 21 20:25:42 I don't like him... Nov 21 20:25:42 why not? Nov 21 20:25:45 Haven't put my finger on it yet Nov 21 20:25:47 * Molly nods “I find them both quite charming, and it’s nice to be wanted” Nov 21 20:25:49 You already were Nov 21 20:25:51 * Molly watches him “For cards and company...”” Nov 21 20:25:53 * MorganK frowns Nov 21 20:25:55 Be careful. I don't trust them Nov 21 20:25:57 why not? what is it you think will happen? Nov 21 20:25:59 I'm not sure Nov 21 20:26:01 * Molly nods Nov 21 20:26:03 I shouldn’t really dally out here when I’m expected... Nov 21 20:26:05 If that is your wish Nov 21 20:26:07 You can think of a reason to stay out here longer? Nov 21 20:26:09 * MorganK shrugs Nov 21 20:26:11 * Molly nods, and gently kisses his cheek before stepping back “Will I see you before you go?” Nov 21 20:26:13 * MorganK nods Nov 21 20:26:15 Yes, you will Nov 21 20:26:17 * Molly moves back towards the monestary Nov 21 20:26:19 *he gets the chance to stop her, to take a moment in the empty gardens, or will have to let her go to her evening no doubt being flirted with by other men* Nov 21 20:26:23 what... what about a little walk? Nov 21 20:27:22 * Molly looks towards the monastery a moment, then nods as she comes back to him “Alright” Nov 21 20:27:33 * MorganK watches her Nov 21 20:27:36 You do not wish to... Nov 21 20:28:49 I just wondered if they would miss -me-, or their opportunity to curry my favour with my ship Nov 21 20:29:08 Likely the latter Nov 21 20:30:22 But you do not care for influence over my ship Nov 21 20:30:54 I have... opinions on how it should be run, and I wish to sail on her but... no. Nov 21 20:31:09 * Molly nods, standing beside him Nov 21 20:31:19 how far do you wish to go? Nov 21 20:32:05 * MorganK shrugs Nov 21 20:34:38 Tough to say without knowing where you're going Nov 21 20:34:50 oh, I meant now Nov 21 20:36:15 Oh... I don't know really, just a little ways Nov 21 20:37:11 * Molly nods “Lead the way, dear heart, I will come with you” Nov 21 20:38:23 * MorganK nods, looking around before setting off in a direction Nov 21 20:40:34 * Molly walks closely beside him. Occasionally the back of her hand brushes the back of his, her skin cold Nov 21 20:42:45 You need gloves Nov 21 20:43:58 I ummm... I’ve been meaning to ask Curtis if he might buy me some Nov 21 20:44:38 * MorganK nods, digging in a pouch before holding out a pair of leather gloves Nov 21 20:44:45 They'll be too big but at least your hands will be warm Nov 21 20:45:32 * Molly blushes, holding out her hands Nov 21 20:45:59 * MorganK gently puts them on her hands Nov 21 20:47:19 * Molly watches his eyes, chewing her bottom lip on the left Nov 21 20:49:13 * MorganK nods slightly before moving off again Nov 21 20:50:12 * Molly walks beside him Nov 21 20:50:20 You wished to continue talking? Nov 21 20:50:33 If you wih Nov 21 20:50:36 wish* Nov 21 20:51:57 What do -you- wish for? If there was a star to wish on, what would you wish for? Nov 21 20:52:28 * MorganK shrugs Nov 21 20:52:32 I don't know really... Nov 21 20:52:41 * Molly nods Nov 21 20:52:49 When are you to leave? Nov 21 20:54:04 Soon. There's little sense in putting it off, and delaying will only make me more... reluctant Nov 21 20:54:44 what do you hope to do there? Nov 21 20:55:19 I don't know... at least let my parents know I'm not dead Nov 21 20:55:57 You said you write to your in-laws, will you see them? Nov 21 20:57:52 I don't know Nov 21 20:58:35 * Molly nods, walking with him Nov 21 20:58:51 Will you stay at your parents house? Is it nice? Nov 21 20:59:27 If they'll let me... its... impressive I suppose Nov 21 20:59:45 * Molly smiles Nov 21 21:00:00 Maybe you would bring me a drawing or painting of it? Nov 21 21:00:53 * MorganK looks confused Nov 21 21:00:54 Why? Nov 21 21:01:41 Oh, I just... I’d just like to see it Nov 21 21:01:59 Can do that from quite a distance Nov 21 21:02:07 it is big? Nov 21 21:02:23 * MorganK nods a little Nov 21 21:02:24 I think so Nov 21 21:02:46 but you’re growing more reluctant to return? Nov 21 21:03:10 * MorganK nods Nov 21 21:03:18 It'll mean facing a lot of pain Nov 21 21:03:51 * Molly looks pained by this “I wish I could save you from that” Nov 21 21:05:35 * MorganK nods a little Nov 21 21:05:38 It cannot be helped Nov 21 21:06:24 what do you hope to gain from it? Nov 21 21:06:56 * MorganK sighs Nov 21 21:07:08 I don't even know really... I just feel...its what I must do Nov 21 21:07:58 * Molly nods Nov 21 21:09:30 And once that is done, you’d like to come with me? Nov 21 21:09:46 * MorganK nods Nov 21 21:09:49 I think so Nov 21 21:10:07 * Molly smiles Nov 21 21:10:12 I”d like that Nov 21 21:14:23 * MorganK nods Nov 21 21:14:38 It'd be useful to have someone with your interests in mind who knows what he's doing Nov 21 21:15:07 * Molly nods, then blushes Nov 21 21:15:14 Oh! For the ship. Nov 21 21:15:32 * MorganK nods Nov 21 21:15:37 I did Nov 21 21:17:16 * Molly nods, glancing up at him. Her eyes look very blue, even in this light, the cloud settling in and away from the building Nov 21 21:18:00 * MorganK nods a little Nov 21 21:18:58 *It very slowly starts to dawn on him that this isn’t how things went, it isn’t real, and that the woman before him is now his wife, with two sons and one on the way* Nov 21 21:19:29 I would come with you, if it would help... Nov 21 21:20:53 Would you? Nov 21 21:21:05 * Molly nods Nov 21 21:21:34 I’d follow you, if that was your wish. I’d give you any comfort or aid... Nov 21 21:22:56 * MorganK looks around slowly Nov 21 21:23:28 *He can feel now that although this is just a dream, he has control of it* Nov 21 21:24:49 * MorganK flexes his neck, looking to Molly Nov 21 21:25:12 * Molly watches him earnestly “Is that what you want?” Nov 21 21:30:36 Maybe I'll show you around Eisen... Nov 21 21:31:07 * Molly smiles, nodding Nov 21 21:31:37 Yes, you could show me anything, and I’d enjoy, because I would be spending time with you Nov 21 21:32:01 * MorganK sighs Nov 21 21:32:05 I wish you were here... Nov 21 21:33:08 * Molly looks confused, smiling Nov 21 21:33:15 I am here Nov 21 21:33:56 I'll get back as soon as I can Nov 21 21:35:06 I don’t understand, dear heart. Get back to Lady Catherine’s? I will miss you greatly Nov 21 21:35:28 And I you Nov 21 21:35:55 * Molly watches him a long moment, looking a little nervous and undecided Nov 21 21:36:18 * MorganK watches her Nov 21 21:37:09 * Molly sucks her lower lip a moment “I know we’re at a monastery, but... I would really like to kiss you” Nov 21 21:39:31 * MorganK nods Nov 21 21:40:20 * Molly moves closer, and gently kisses him Nov 21 21:42:06 * MorganK gently returns her kiss Nov 21 21:45:47 *though her lips feel the same, and her rosewater perfume is the same, that nursing and pregnancy smell isn’t there, and the kiss is so much more tentative and inexperienced compared to how he is used to* Nov 21 21:46:18 * MorganK tries to wake up Nov 21 21:47:31 *he manages it, alone in the little dark room. Now he doesn’t even have her rosewater scent for company* Nov 21 21:48:16 * MorganK sighs, trying to gauge the time Nov 21 21:49:04 *it’s only half after one, he’s been asleep little more than an hour Nov 21 21:49:26 * MorganK rolls over, aiming to go back to sleep a little while Nov 21 21:52:05 *he dreams again where things are not much different, but this time in Die Dauerhaftigkeit before the wedding, in his office among a floor picnic. It’s quite hazy. She was making suggestive comments about measuring him for his trousers, and is presently running her hand up his thigh, watching his reaction* Nov 21 21:53:37 * MorganK lets her Nov 21 21:55:58 *It’s far more stimulating than it really ought to be, but it has been so many years, and he has wanted her so relentlessly. She puts her hand directly over his erection, and begins to gently and rhythmically squeeze* Nov 21 21:56:57 * MorganK moans quietly Nov 21 22:00:00 *She looks aroused and so delighted by this that her brows come down and she makes a similar noise in sympathy. Within seconds, he’s right at the point of no return. If she inadvertently stops, he’ll get ruined. He’ll either need to ensure she continues, apply the stimulation himself, or let the ruining happen* Nov 21 22:00:41 * MorganK mutters "Don't stop please" Nov 21 22:01:23 * Molly watches him with curiosity, continuing just as she was Nov 21 22:01:40 yes, liebling Nov 21 22:02:24 * MorganK rolls back his head Nov 21 22:03:56 * Molly squeezes more, and smiles happily, still watching with interest to see what happens next Nov 21 22:06:37 * MorganK reaches his peak, moaning Nov 21 22:07:23 * Molly looks very surprised, but doesn’t stop Nov 21 22:09:59 * MorganK breathes heavily as he starts to settle Nov 21 22:13:28 * Molly keeps going, no idea that she should be stopping Nov 21 22:13:48 Alright... that's enough love Nov 21 22:14:18 * Molly stops Nov 21 22:14:33 I didn’t make a mess of it all? Nov 21 22:15:19 No... it... occurred inside my trousers Nov 21 22:15:27 Quicker than anticipated, I might add Nov 21 22:16:52 I’m sorry, I did it wrong? Nov 21 22:17:33 No, I think its just... its been a long time and I was a bit more sensitive because of it Nov 21 22:19:31 oh... I had no idea! Nov 21 22:19:52 I have o say it isn't -normally- like that Nov 21 22:25:34 * Molly sits back on her heels, blushing a little “why not?” Nov 21 22:26:22 It normally takes longer... Nov 21 22:27:00 * Molly nods “I’m sorry if you weren’t wanting this so soon” Nov 21 22:28:09 * MorganK shrugs Nov 21 22:28:21 It is still a great relief Nov 21 22:28:38 * Molly nods, blushing and smiling Nov 21 22:29:08 I imagine so, it often feels like I will die of all this frustration! Nov 21 22:30:24 Oh? Nov 21 22:32:07 * Molly looks a little embarrassed “I am just so... aware of you, all the time, and it makes me yearn for... well, I’m not really sure! Parts of me ache and feel so warm, all the damned time!” Nov 21 22:33:26 * MorganK nods Nov 21 22:33:29 That is normal love Nov 21 22:33:37 * MorganK has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 21 22:51:20 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)