**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Oct 25 20:30:04 2024 Oct 25 20:30:04 * MorganK (~MorganKoe@host81-129-176-158.range81-129.btcentralplus.com) has joined Oct 25 20:30:06 * Morgan (~MorganKoe@host81-129-176-158.range81-129.btcentralplus.com) has joined Oct 25 20:30:25 * MorganK has quit (Quit: Leaving) Oct 25 20:32:53 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Oct 25 20:33:29 Oct 19 21:42:24 Could still run its course, but the sex... *she smiles slightly again* ... never going to be quite the same Oct 25 20:33:29 Oct 19 21:42:48 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:33:29 Oct 19 21:42:51 Just have t wait and see Oct 25 20:33:29 Oct 19 21:44:47 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:33:32 Oct 19 21:45:02 Still a few months yet Oct 25 20:33:34 Oct 19 21:45:23 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:33:36 Oct 19 21:45:24 Aye Oct 25 20:33:38 Oct 19 21:47:15 you’ll keep watch over her today? Oct 25 20:33:39 Oct 19 21:47:42 I'll keep her safe Oct 25 20:33:40 Oct 19 21:49:21 Thanks. It’s not my thing Oct 25 20:33:42 Oct 19 21:50:25 No, I imagine its not Oct 25 20:33:44 Oct 19 21:52:06 I’ll be at the shack if I’m needed Oct 25 20:33:46 Oct 19 21:52:27 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:33:48 Oct 19 21:52:37 Alright. I'll keep you updated Oct 25 20:33:50 Oct 19 21:53:14 * Claudia nods, finishing her coffee Oct 25 20:33:54 Oct 19 21:53:30 thanks Oct 25 20:33:54 Oct 19 21:54:35 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:33:58 Oct 19 21:54:36 Of course Oct 25 20:33:58 Oct 19 21:55:15 * Claudia stands up Oct 25 20:34:04 Oct 19 21:55:26 I suppose I should tell her I’m going Oct 25 20:34:04 Oct 19 21:55:40 She'll be disappointed if you don't Oct 25 20:34:08 Oct 19 21:56:46 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:34:08 Oct 19 21:56:53 See you at dinner Oct 25 20:34:12 Oct 19 21:57:03 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:34:14 Oct 19 21:57:05 See you later Oct 25 20:34:16 Oct 19 21:57:16 * Claudia goes Oct 25 20:34:18 * Morgan stretches, drinking his coffee Oct 25 20:37:06 *Inga comes in to the parlour, dressed for the day. She smiles* Good morning Oct 25 20:37:16 Morning love Oct 25 20:38:31 * Molly is now known as Inga Oct 25 20:39:00 * Inga comes to sit down Oct 25 20:39:18 how are you? Oct 25 20:39:28 * Morgan shrugs Oct 25 20:39:31 Rough night. You? Oct 25 20:40:15 * Inga smiles “It was okay. Dreams again?” Oct 25 20:40:35 * Morgan nods, sighing Oct 25 20:40:37 Usually is Oct 25 20:42:22 * Inga nods Oct 25 20:42:47 You think you’d run out of them Oct 25 20:43:05 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:43:12 Apparently that's not on the cards Oct 25 20:44:08 was was it? Oct 25 20:46:21 what* Oct 25 20:47:16 * Morgan takes a mouthful of coffee, swallowing it Oct 25 20:48:33 Back when we'd gotten married, she'd not taken any herbs so, aside from our wedding night, we hadn't been intimate... I was that desperate to avoid a pregnancy. She caught pregnant anyway and I just... I couldn't cope, so got myself stupendously drunk while sitting and watching the lake and passed out... Oct 25 20:48:58 * Inga nods Oct 25 20:49:12 That would have been really bad Oct 25 20:49:32 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:50:33 I got woken in the morning by Edward... first time I'd seen him since the fire... we fought... Grunhelm stopped us at the same time that Molly came out, threatening Edward... then we notice that she's bleeding... Oct 25 20:51:58 * Inga ‘s hand subconsciously goes to her stomach Oct 25 20:52:00 oh no Oct 25 20:52:11 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:52:39 When I woke up, the doctor had been and it -looks- like she's not losing the child but... its a bit early to be sure Oct 25 20:53:32 * Inga nods Oct 25 20:53:51 And then you’d realised you did want it after all? Oct 25 20:54:26 * Morgan shrugs Oct 25 20:54:29 Not there yet Oct 25 20:56:14 will you get more of it? Oct 25 20:56:51 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:56:52 I think so Oct 25 20:57:26 I’m sorry Oct 25 21:00:03 * Morgan nods, sighing Oct 25 21:00:17 All those feelings stick around... I'm not exactly good company this morning Oct 25 21:01:00 * Inga gets up, and comes straight to hug him Oct 25 21:02:01 * Morgan gets up, hugging her quietly Oct 25 21:03:03 we all love you very much Oct 25 21:03:18 * Morgan nods a little Oct 25 21:03:22 I know love Oct 25 21:04:25 You don’t think it’s a warning, do you? Oct 25 21:05:00 I just don't know... its the second I've had where a baby of mine is at risk or dies... Oct 25 21:06:28 could it be that you’re worried you can’t keep him safe? Oct 25 21:06:42 * Morgan shrugs Oct 25 21:07:12 I doubt it... its sharp enough to be a path... normal dreams are a little... hazy... Oct 25 21:08:21 * Inga nods Oct 25 21:08:36 Have you listened to him today? Oct 25 21:08:55 No... Oct 25 21:11:18 would that relax you? Oct 25 21:11:50 *The parlour door opens. HH looks at them before gesturing $she okay?$ Oct 25 21:12:43 &soothing my messed up head& Oct 25 21:12:46 I don't know love, maybe Oct 25 21:13:45 *HH nods, but stays quiet* Oct 25 21:14:54 it could be worth a try though, before we have Mina’s birthday Oct 25 21:15:05 * Morgan nods, letting her go Oct 25 21:15:07 Maybe Oct 25 21:18:21 * Inga smiles “I can wake the boys for you” Oct 25 21:18:43 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:18:44 please Oct 25 21:20:07 * Inga turns to go. HH is watching her with a grin Oct 25 21:20:27 HH: If it isn’t the prettiest lassie in th’ whole world... Oct 25 21:20:44 * Inga blushes and smiles Oct 25 21:21:22 * Morgan watches them, picking up his coffee to finish it Oct 25 21:23:13 *He pulls Inga to him before kissing her forehead and letting her go. She looks very cheerful as she goes into the hall. He grins some more Oct 25 21:23:18 * Inga is now known as HH Oct 25 21:23:52 * Morgan rolls his shoulders, eliciting a pop Oct 25 21:24:27 what’s up? Oct 25 21:24:34 Nightmares, as usual Oct 25 21:24:41 * HH sighs Oct 25 21:24:42 shot Oct 25 21:24:45 shit Oct 25 21:24:50 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:25:29 Yeah, quite Oct 25 21:26:25 Trained any? Oct 25 21:26:44 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 25 21:26:58 No... Inga reckons I should listen to Hirschen Oct 25 21:27:45 * HH nods Oct 25 21:28:09 Yeah, ask him what he’s been up to lately Oct 25 21:28:30 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:28:44 He'd give as sensible an answer as you do Oct 25 21:29:09 * HH chuckles Oct 25 21:29:28 hey, you know how loud it is when her stomach rumbles, yeah? Oct 25 21:29:53 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:30:17 ‘Magine how loud it is when you’re inside her. Oct 25 21:30:29 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:30:31 Like thunder Oct 25 21:30:42 * HH nods Oct 25 21:30:55 be impressive, wouldn’ it? Oct 25 21:31:11 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:31:13 I suppose so Oct 25 21:32:29 * HH nods Oct 25 21:32:47 was thinking that with my head on Inga’s belly this morning Oct 25 21:34:00 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:34:08 Not much else going on in your head I suppose Oct 25 21:34:50 certainly less than goes on in hers *he smirks* Oct 25 21:35:17 * Morgan rolls his eyes Oct 25 21:36:46 * HH nods Oct 25 21:36:54 door right an’ she does that too Oct 25 21:37:01 do it* Oct 25 21:37:19 I'm gonna go check on Molly Oct 25 21:37:41 * HH nods Oct 25 21:39:11 we’ll be around if ya need us Oct 25 21:39:46 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:39:47 Thanks man Oct 25 21:40:51 * HH pats his shoulder as he passes Oct 25 21:41:04 * Morgan heads into his bedroom Oct 25 21:42:18 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 25 21:42:33 * Molly is in her robe and doing her hair Oct 25 21:42:38 good morning Oct 25 21:43:29 Morning love Oct 25 21:44:33 * Molly looks at him in the reflection. It’s not their special mirror, that is back at home Oct 25 21:44:37 is all well? Oct 25 21:45:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 25 21:45:02 Rough night Oct 25 21:46:10 * Molly nods Oct 25 21:46:20 would magic help? Oct 25 21:47:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 25 21:47:05 I don't know to be honest Oct 25 21:48:20 * Molly gets up and comes to him. she takes his hand Oct 25 21:48:28 If you want it, you can have it Oct 25 21:48:44 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:48:45 I think so Oct 25 21:50:24 *his hand tingles and his neck prickles, and everything in his body starts to settle* Oct 25 21:50:43 * Morgan sighs deeply Oct 25 21:52:01 * Molly watches him Oct 25 21:52:07 how is that? Oct 25 21:52:14 * Morgan nods a little Oct 25 21:52:17 A bit better, thank you Oct 25 21:53:08 * Molly nods Oct 25 21:53:22 You know I will help you any time, my love Oct 25 21:53:34 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:53:38 I know... its just difficult Oct 25 21:56:02 * Molly nods Oct 25 21:56:14 you dreamt Hirschen was in danger? Oct 25 21:57:17 No... it was soon after we married... you hadn't taken herbs, so I'd been carefully avoiding that sort of intimacy after our wedding... but you caught pregnant and I was in a -very- bad way Oct 25 21:58:00 * Molly looks very sad Oct 25 21:58:09 Oh my love... Oct 25 21:58:44 Edward turned up and we fought... you rushed to protect me but... you'd started bleeding... Oct 25 21:59:48 * Molly wraps her arms around his waist Oct 25 22:00:04 You felt it was your fault? Oct 25 22:00:58 probably... but when I woke, it all stays with me... Oct 25 22:01:22 * Molly nods Oct 25 22:01:35 Tell me what is paining you most Oct 25 22:02:02 I don't know... the fear of losing the baby... the fear of losing Hirschen... Oct 25 22:03:19 * Molly nods against his chest Oct 25 22:03:58 He has the best chance he could possibly have, my love, and we are well into my pregnancy now Oct 25 22:04:05 * Morgan nods Oct 25 22:04:21 I know... it just... its hard to shake it... why have I dreamed twice of losing pregnancies now? Oct 25 22:05:25 Because I am pregnant, Inga is pregnant, Sascha is pregnant... all of these babies are important to you Oct 25 22:05:58 You think it as simple as that? Oct 25 22:06:27 * Molly nods Oct 25 22:06:57 Ido. I think part of you is scared that you are going to experience loss again Oct 25 22:07:15 * Morgan sighs Oct 25 22:07:17 You might be right Oct 25 22:08:04 * Molly nods Oct 25 22:08:16 That is understandable, especially here in Sudlachenburg Oct 25 22:08:22 * Morgan nods Oct 25 22:08:24 I suppose so Oct 25 22:10:02 Be kind to yourself, my love. you’ve been through so much, and I will keep him safe Oct 25 22:10:38 I'll try, that's all I can promise Oct 25 22:10:52 * Molly nods Oct 25 22:10:57 I will take it Oct 25 22:11:06 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Oct 25 22:33:23 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer)