**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Oct 7 17:39:20 2024 Oct 07 17:39:20 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Oct 07 19:33:25 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Oct 07 19:34:41 what is wrong? Oct 07 19:34:41 Lets just say Im very disappointed in my father Oct 07 19:34:41 why, my love? Oct 07 19:34:41 Because he's an asshole more concerned with reputation than whats right Oct 07 19:34:41 * Molly looks surprised by the language Oct 07 19:34:44 Oh? Oct 07 19:34:46 Doesn't matter, I'll take care of it Oct 07 19:34:50 It’s about your brother then Oct 07 19:34:52 * Morgan nods Oct 07 19:34:54 Why is he here? Is he back for good? Oct 07 19:34:56 No. He's getting married. He'll be leaving tomorrow. Be a terrible shame if something happened to him on the way... Oct 07 19:34:58 * Molly nods a little Oct 07 19:35:00 If that is what you feel you must do Oct 07 19:35:02 It'd destroy mother... Oct 07 19:35:04 Yes, and I imagine it would hurt his fiancee too? Oct 07 19:35:06 I don't care Oct 07 19:35:08 * Molly nods Oct 07 19:35:10 You would afterwards, I think Oct 07 19:35:12 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 19:35:14 I doubt it Oct 07 19:35:16 What would Dietlinde have advised? Oct 07 19:35:20 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 19:35:22 This sort of thing wouldn't have ever been a part of who I was back then Oct 07 19:35:35 * Molly nods Oct 07 19:35:42 we will stay here? Oct 07 19:35:49 I haven't decided yet Oct 07 19:35:57 * Molly nods Oct 07 19:36:09 I will follow you... Oct 07 19:37:27 * Morgan nods Oct 07 19:37:49 but we will be somewhere safe, when the baby comes? Oct 07 19:38:09 * Morgan nods Oct 07 19:38:13 I won't let you be in danger Oct 07 19:38:31 * Molly nods, smiling Oct 07 19:38:54 I wonder if they’ll have my hair... Oct 07 19:39:06 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 19:39:09 Perhaps Oct 07 19:39:26 I hope not Oct 07 19:41:11 Why? Oct 07 19:41:49 it’s too much, too distinctive Oct 07 19:42:03 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 19:42:05 I like it Oct 07 19:42:24 * Molly blushes, smiling Oct 07 19:42:28 you do? Oct 07 19:43:32 I've always said so Oct 07 19:43:56 * Molly smiles “it’s nice to be complimented” Oct 07 19:44:31 * Morgan nods Oct 07 19:44:34 I dont' do that enough Oct 07 19:45:54 You’re not that sort of man, that’s all. You’re quiet Oct 07 19:46:49 * Morgan nods Oct 07 19:46:51 Most of the time, yes Oct 07 19:48:20 * Molly glances at him, blushes, then looks away Oct 07 19:48:57 * Morgan blushes Oct 07 19:49:51 Would you like to sit with me? Oct 07 19:50:28 * Morgan nods a little, moving to sit by her Oct 07 19:50:52 * Molly gently puts her hand on his arm Oct 07 19:51:02 We will be alright, liebes herz Oct 07 19:51:13 * Morgan nods a little Oct 07 19:51:15 I imagine so Oct 07 19:52:18 * Molly smiles Oct 07 19:52:33 He’s not coming in a box from Fyodor, so... Oct 07 19:52:54 * Morgan nods Oct 07 19:53:01 Maybe I could send one to Edward Oct 07 19:53:26 * Molly nods Oct 07 19:53:40 Maybe it’ll eat him whole, boots and all. Oct 07 19:53:57 No, he's quite poisonous Oct 07 19:55:13 * Molly nods Oct 07 19:55:26 I do have some herbs that I could use... Oct 07 19:55:40 Don't tempt me... really... don't. Oct 07 19:57:41 * Molly smiles Oct 07 19:58:00 Nothing fatal... just something embarrassing and humiliating Oct 07 19:58:15 * Morgan nods a little Oct 07 19:59:12 * Molly rests her head against his shoulder. She’s warm, and smells good. He suddenly feels both exhausted and aroused Oct 07 19:59:33 * Morgan frowns, slumping Oct 07 20:00:58 * Molly glances up at him Oct 07 20:01:07 Oh, my love, you look so tired... Oct 07 20:01:14 * Morgan nods Oct 07 20:01:15 I am Oct 07 20:01:29 Take off your boots and lie with me? Oct 07 20:02:49 * Morgan nods, kicking off his boots and laying back Oct 07 20:07:49 * Molly fidgets so that she’s laid on his chest. she seems to relax, though the scent of her hair has the opposite effect on a part of him Oct 07 20:09:51 * Morgan closes his eyes, trying to relax Oct 07 20:12:32 *As he relaxes, he starts to feel like maybe this is all wrong... He should be excited about the baby, he and Edward should be close, everything should be good* Oct 07 20:13:13 * Morgan frowns, confused Oct 07 20:15:04 *Maybe he’s drunk too much, maybe he’s just dreaming. She speaks quietly* umm... do you need some help to get to sleep? Oct 07 20:15:28 Hmmm? Oct 07 20:17:06 * Molly gently puts her hand on him intimately Oct 07 20:17:33 * Morgan jumps a little Oct 07 20:18:01 * Molly takes it off Oct 07 20:18:04 Sorry... Oct 07 20:18:40 Its okay... Oct 07 20:20:10 You’re not normally... like this when we sleep Oct 07 20:21:31 No... Oct 07 20:22:00 I could... help you settle? Oct 07 20:22:13 Uhhh... I suppose... Oct 07 20:25:27 * Molly puts her hand back on him. The pressure is nice, the light behind his eyelids seems bluer somehow Oct 07 20:25:58 * Morgan opens his eyes Oct 07 20:28:15 *everything looks blue, especially her eyes as she’s looking at him. She looks quite shy at this boldness* Oct 07 20:28:39 * Morgan blinks a few times, rubbing his eyes Oct 07 20:29:23 My hand, or... my mouth? *he realises that he’s dreaming* Oct 07 20:30:13 * Morgan tries to wake up Oct 07 20:30:39 * Molly is curled up to him, smelling as good Oct 07 20:30:54 * Morgan tries to get an idea for the time Oct 07 20:31:17 *it’s an hour and a half before dawn* Oct 07 20:31:53 * Morgan gently climbs out of bed, getting dressed Oct 07 20:32:18 *she doesn’t wake* Oct 07 20:33:10 * Morgan collects his things, heading down through the house to get coffee before heading out toward the lake Oct 07 20:34:05 *he’s there a little while before he hears someone approach* Oct 07 20:34:16 * Morgan glances round Oct 07 20:34:29 *it’s very dark, but it smells like Edward Oct 07 20:34:53 * Morgan looks back toward the lake Oct 07 20:35:05 good morning, Morgan Oct 07 20:36:40 Edward Oct 07 20:36:53 How are you this morning? Oct 07 20:37:30 * Morgan slumps Oct 07 20:37:35 Poor company Oct 07 20:37:54 * Molly is now known as Edward Oct 07 20:38:18 Is someth8ng wrong with Molly or the boys? *he sounds genuinely concerned* Oct 07 20:38:31 No... just the usual Oct 07 20:38:48 * Morgan tries to sense if she's awake Oct 07 20:39:36 *she does seem to be mostly awake* Oct 07 20:39:52 Is there anything I can do for you? Oct 07 20:40:40 I... I could really do with a hug Oct 07 20:42:12 * Edward hugs him without hesitation Oct 07 20:42:46 * Morgan clings to him hard Oct 07 20:44:19 * Edward holds him tightly Oct 07 20:45:00 * Morgan stays where he is for a minute before letting go Oct 07 20:45:16 [my love, I'm sorry to disturb you. Would you please do something for me?] Oct 07 20:46:16 [of course, liebling] Oct 07 20:46:46 [Would you please make sure everything is okay with you and Hirschen] Oct 07 20:46:59 [i will] Oct 07 20:47:15 * Morgan quietly thanks Edward, looking back toward the lake Oct 07 20:47:35 * Edward hands him a flask Oct 07 20:48:30 * Morgan takes it, drinking some before handing it back Oct 07 20:49:00 *its drambuie* Oct 07 20:49:21 Thanks Oct 07 20:56:55 * Edward drinks some too Oct 07 20:57:14 [we’re fine, my love. He’s now awake and moving around] Oct 07 20:57:23 [thank you] Oct 07 20:57:37 [are -you- Alright?] Oct 07 20:57:45 [Bad night, thats all] Oct 07 20:58:00 [something happened to him?!] Oct 07 20:58:24 [Not... no... a lot was different, almost nothing like it is, and much earlier] Oct 07 20:58:34 * Morgan blows out a breath Oct 07 20:58:39 I hate nights like that Oct 07 20:58:50 [alright, good... do you need me?] Oct 07 20:58:55 what happened? Oct 07 20:59:19 [I'm okay... sort of. Rest love] Oct 07 20:59:33 Just an awful night... I've said before the feelings linger, and its... brutal Oct 07 20:59:59 [I was dreaming something very pleasant. I may sleep in a little while...] Oct 07 21:00:07 * Edward nods Oct 07 21:00:16 I am here for you, Brother Oct 07 21:00:32 * Morgan nods, swallowing hard Oct 07 21:00:35 I know Oct 07 21:01:52 Shall I get Molly for you? Oct 07 21:02:17 No... she needs all the rest she can get at the moment Oct 07 21:03:19 * Edward nods Oct 07 21:03:32 perhaps you should be resting with her Oct 07 21:04:02 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 07 21:04:13 Moving helps clear my mind Oct 07 21:04:34 Is there anything we should be warned of? Oct 07 21:05:02 I don't think so. I've already had Molly check for the worst bit of it Oct 07 21:05:37 * Edward nods Oct 07 21:05:51 There was a problem with your son? Oct 07 21:06:27 Not exactly... there was a pregnancy, not long after we married despite my best efforts to avoid it... she'd started to bleed... Oct 07 21:07:16 * Edward nods seriously Oct 07 21:07:19 I see Oct 07 21:07:58 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:08:11 Everything was different... You turned up, we fought... Oct 07 21:08:43 * Edward nods Oct 07 21:08:50 That was a possibility Oct 07 21:09:12 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:12:35 I am glad every day that it did not come to that Oct 07 21:13:42 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:13:54 I struggle, feeling how I did again Oct 07 21:16:20 * Edward nods Oct 07 21:16:47 I am sorry you’re feeling it. I will make myself scarce today if you need Oct 07 21:18:41 No... I cant hide from it, from you... though the feelings are fresh, the -guilt- at it is worse Oct 07 21:19:43 why guilt? Oct 07 21:20:12 At the pain I caused... that I hated you that much... that you were put in that position Oct 07 21:21:26 we are alright, Morgan. I understand. Oct 07 21:22:17 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:23:09 I know Oct 07 21:24:46 I do not want you feeling guilty Oct 07 21:26:05 Cant say I really want to but thats just how it is Oct 07 21:26:44 * Edward nods Oct 07 21:27:33 I hope you will still attend the festivities for Mimi’s birthday today Oct 07 21:28:54 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:29:01 It is important Oct 07 21:30:25 it means a lot to me Oct 07 21:30:44 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:33:55 We could still depart tomorrow Oct 07 21:34:16 If that is what you wish... I would rather you did not Oct 07 21:34:54 I would prefer to stay, but I do not want you to suffer Oct 07 21:35:09 I'm likely to tether you are here or not Oct 07 21:35:42 * Edward nods, sighing Oct 07 21:36:43 it seems so Oct 07 21:40:23 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:40:25 It is what it is Oct 07 21:42:22 * Edward nods, putting a hand on Morgan’s shoulder Oct 07 21:42:30 I love you, brother. Oct 07 21:42:42 * Morgan bows his head briefly Oct 07 21:42:44 And I you Oct 07 21:44:01 * Edward nods, standing beside him whilst the lake still faintly glows Oct 07 21:46:16 God I could do with a swim Oct 07 21:49:33 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 07 22:50:49 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep)