**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Jul 15 19:59:00 2024 Jul 15 19:59:00 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 15 20:00:50 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 15 20:01:53 what would please you to do for the afternoon? Jul 15 20:01:54 * MorganK shrugs Jul 15 20:01:54 I don't know really... Jul 15 20:01:54 * Molly kisses his temple Jul 15 20:01:54 I suppose if you are hungry we could have lunch... Jul 15 20:01:56 we could do, I suppose. Jul 15 20:01:58 I... I am in no rush for my own sake Jul 15 20:02:00 we needn't yet then Jul 15 20:02:02 * Molly nods, relaxing a little, still stroking his back Jul 15 20:02:04 I am sorry I was so emotional last night Jul 15 20:02:06 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:02:08 its alright. It was a lot for you to deal with Jul 15 20:02:10 I should have asked you to stay and hold me. Jul 15 20:02:14 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:02:16 it might have avoided all that Jul 15 20:02:18 I am not used to getting my needs met Jul 15 20:02:20 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:02:22 I can understand why it would be difficult to say what it is you need Jul 15 20:03:03 what would please you to do for the afternoon? Jul 15 20:03:03 * MorganK shrugs Jul 15 20:03:03 I don't know really... Jul 15 20:03:03 * Molly kisses his temple Jul 15 20:03:03 I suppose if you are hungry we could have lunch... Jul 15 20:03:06 we could do, I suppose. Jul 15 20:03:08 I... I am in no rush for my own sake Jul 15 20:03:10 we needn't yet then Jul 15 20:03:14 * Molly nods, relaxing a little, still stroking his back Jul 15 20:03:16 I am sorry I was so emotional last night Jul 15 20:03:18 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:03:20 its alright. It was a lot for you to deal with Jul 15 20:03:22 I should have asked you to stay and hold me. Jul 15 20:03:24 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:03:26 it might have avoided all that Jul 15 20:03:28 I am not used to getting my needs met Jul 15 20:03:30 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:03:32 I can understand why it would be difficult to say what it is you need Jul 15 20:03:34 4 22:53:09 She told me you’d kissed... Jul 15 20:03:36 Jul 14 22:53:19 did she? Jul 15 20:03:38 Jul 14 22:53:25 * Molly nods Jul 15 20:03:40 Jul 14 22:53:43 She told me you were amazing at it Jul 15 20:03:42 Jul 14 22:54:47 * MorganK shrugs Jul 15 20:03:46 Jul 14 22:55:13 I will confess to being incredibly envious Jul 15 20:03:48 Jul 14 22:55:55 Yes... you said... Jul 15 20:03:50 Jul 14 22:56:06 Oh... sorry Jul 15 20:03:52 Jul 14 22:57:28 * MorganK smiles a little Jul 15 20:03:54 Jul 14 22:57:30 its alright Jul 15 20:03:56 Jul 14 22:58:03 Have you ever envied Curtis? Jul 15 20:03:58 Jul 14 22:59:44 * MorganK stays quiet a moment Jul 15 20:04:00 Jul 14 23:00:01 when he made his desire to ask you to marry him known, it felt like I was kicked in the chest by a horse Jul 15 20:04:02 Jul 14 23:00:44 really?! oh... because I’d be leaving? Jul 15 20:04:04 Jul 14 23:01:37 because... I think... you were lost to me Jul 15 20:04:06 Jul 14 23:02:08 * Molly nods slowly Jul 15 20:04:08 Jul 14 23:02:18 That is... it’s surprising Jul 15 20:04:10 Jul 14 23:02:49 why? Jul 15 20:04:12 Jul 14 23:04:18 I had no idea you were anything other than just wary it would be trouble. You were so keen to get out of the room, and you snapped at me when I mentioned that we’d only just returned from town. Jul 15 20:04:16 Jul 14 23:04:55 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:04:18 Jul 14 23:05:07 I recall Jul 15 20:04:20 Jul 14 23:05:45 I could not understand-why- you were suddenly so angry with me Jul 15 20:04:22 Jul 14 23:06:19 but now you do? Jul 15 20:04:24 Jul 14 23:06:34 No... yes... sort of? Jul 15 20:04:26 Jul 14 23:06:55 * MorganK nods Jul 15 20:04:28 Jul 14 23:06:59 that sounds about right Jul 15 20:04:30 Jul 14 23:08:37 I had no idea. I... you were already fond of me? Jul 15 20:04:32 * Morgan nods Jul 15 20:04:34 I was, yes Jul 15 20:05:31 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jul 15 20:06:39 Were you angry with me because you felt I was choosing him instead of you? Jul 15 20:07:18 I was trying to distance myself... Jul 15 20:08:30 * Molly smiles Jul 15 20:08:36 How is that going? Jul 15 20:08:46 Clearly not well Jul 15 20:09:17 How did you feel when you discovered I couldn’t marry him? Jul 15 20:09:28 Conflicted Jul 15 20:10:30 could I persuade you to tell me about that? Jul 15 20:11:29 Just because I thought marrying him was best for you... it doesn't mean I -liked- it Jul 15 20:11:57 It had been troubling you? Jul 15 20:13:29 * Morgan nods Jul 15 20:14:15 Because you worry I will not be happy? Jul 15 20:14:53 Some. Jul 15 20:15:58 That was not all though? Jul 15 20:16:18 Its difficult... wanting you beside me but feeling guilty for it... Jul 15 20:17:42 * Molly strokes his hair again Jul 15 20:17:51 what would you have wanted for her? Jul 15 20:18:11 For who? Jul 15 20:18:36 Your wife, had you died in the fire instead Jul 15 20:19:20 I'd want her to be happy Jul 15 20:19:37 * Molly nods Jul 15 20:19:51 would she not have wanted you to be. happy too? Jul 15 20:20:30 * Morgan shrugs Jul 15 20:22:53 He’s going to be very angry... Jul 15 20:23:32 Probably, yes Jul 15 20:24:32 It worries me Jul 15 20:24:43 I will protect you Jul 15 20:26:17 * Molly shivers a little Jul 15 20:26:33 I know you will, and I am grateful Jul 15 20:28:01 * Morgan nods Jul 15 20:28:27 I think... if I cannot buy -that- ship... I might try to buy another. I think I can afford it. Jul 15 20:29:07 You will want to leave Tawstock now, and perhaps you ought to be somewhere you’ll enjoy? Jul 15 20:29:48 I don't know... we'll see what the owner of that ridiculous ship says Jul 15 20:31:25 it will be hard to wait so long to find out if she can be yours...? Jul 15 20:32:45 * Morgan nods Jul 15 20:32:47 aye Jul 15 20:33:34 what would you do with her? Jul 15 20:33:55 Sail her... probably. Jul 15 20:35:26 what else could you do? Jul 15 20:35:50 * Morgan sighs Jul 15 20:35:57 I should probably make contact with those at home Jul 15 20:36:45 I think so. Your friends sound like they love you Jul 15 20:37:06 * Morgan nods Jul 15 20:37:08 They used to Jul 15 20:38:26 would they sail with you? Jul 15 20:38:34 * Morgan shrugs Jul 15 20:38:36 I don't know Jul 15 20:39:49 * Molly nods Jul 15 20:39:59 maybe one day I could meet them... Jul 15 20:40:44 You'd want to? Jul 15 20:41:44 * Molly nods Jul 15 20:42:22 I would like to. I would like to know so much more about you, your childhood, your home, your friends... Jul 15 20:42:48 * Morgan looks surprised Jul 15 20:44:27 * Molly smiles shyly Jul 15 20:44:37 Sorry, have I overstepped? Jul 15 20:44:49 No..I just didn't think you'd want to... Jul 15 20:45:26 why not? Jul 15 20:45:55 * Morgan shrugs Jul 15 20:46:11 Just... didn't. Jul 15 20:47:22 Perhaps you thought I might be jealous that you have other friends? *she sounds playful* Jul 15 20:47:38 * Morgan shrugs Jul 15 20:47:52 I think you'd like HeinzHarold Jul 15 20:49:02 why? Jul 15 20:49:32 He's handsome, funny, kind... Jul 15 20:51:39 * Molly smiles Jul 15 20:51:55 You will not be concerned that I might fall madly in love with him? Jul 15 20:52:05 Cant say I'd blame you Jul 15 20:55:52 * Molly laughs softly Jul 15 20:56:08 And your friend Claudia? Jul 15 20:56:23 Tough to say... she's... unusual Jul 15 20:58:09 * Molly nods slowly, resting her cheek to his shoulder Jul 15 20:58:12 why? Jul 15 20:59:04 She's... formidable Jul 15 20:59:24 are you scared of her...?! Jul 15 21:00:12 No... but she's the only person I'm not confident I could beat in a fight Jul 15 21:02:11 Oh! I cannot imagine fighting a man! Aside from a little gentle wrestling and tickle-fighting Jul 15 21:02:36 * Morgan blushes, nodding Jul 15 21:02:55 She's a sailor... and exceptionally dangerous Jul 15 21:04:00 That is intriguing. Eisen handles women differently, I think... Jul 15 21:04:21 Not generally Jul 15 21:06:02 Bt she’s something special? Jul 15 21:06:11 she's.... unique Jul 15 21:07:47 * Molly nods. Her body starts to feel very relaxed in the embrace Jul 15 21:08:08 You should write... You clearly miss them greatly... Jul 15 21:11:14 * Morgan nods, sighing Jul 15 21:11:28 Aye, I should Jul 15 21:11:37 mmhmm... Jul 15 21:11:49 Why don't you have a nap blossom Jul 15 21:13:00 * Molly nods slightly “Alright...” She snuggles a little into his shoulder Jul 15 21:13:20 * Morgan moves to wrap his arm around her Jul 15 21:14:29 * Molly settles. She sighs happily after a few seconds, and then she relaxes further. The wind and rain have picked up outside, but the room is warm each Jul 15 21:14:33 enough* Jul 15 21:17:23 * Morgan sits still, holding her Jul 15 21:19:35 * Molly is very soon asleep. She feels warm, and he can just about see her face. She looks too young to have been through all of the trouble with her family, sleeping in barns, and to be so afraid of destitution that she’d marry a man who could never own her heart Jul 15 21:20:37 * Morgan gently kisses her crown, rocking her slightly Jul 15 21:21:09 * Molly smiles a little in her sleep Jul 15 21:22:02 * Molly starts to rouse a little about half an hour later when she murmurs “God you smell so good...” Jul 15 21:23:00 Do I? Jul 15 21:23:39 Mmmm... like.... cedar..... lemongrass... Jul 15 21:26:11 * Morgan shrugs Jul 15 21:26:15 Cant' say I'd noticed Jul 15 21:27:09 * Molly nods, the tip of her nose touching the spot what his neck meets his shoulder Jul 15 21:27:15 Shaving soap... Jul 15 21:27:28 * Morgan nods Jul 15 21:28:36 * Molly ventures a tiny kiss just here Jul 15 21:32:58 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 15 21:33:15 is that too much? Jul 15 21:33:24 No... its fine Jul 15 21:33:50 But you’d prefer I desist? Jul 15 21:34:11 I am not opposed Jul 15 21:36:01 * Molly shakes her head “it is not enough. I would not have you -tolerate- it as I have had to with Curtis” Jul 15 21:36:18 * Morgan sighs Jul 15 21:36:37 Its not that I would tolerate it... I am... reserved... and this is... new Jul 15 21:36:52 Being kissed on the neck? Jul 15 21:37:00 No... this... us... Jul 15 21:37:16 * Molly nods Jul 15 21:38:07 Alright... I just... I cannot bear to make you feel with me what I feel with him Jul 15 21:38:39 * Morgan nods Jul 15 21:38:41 I do not Jul 15 21:39:36 * Molly nods, kissing his neck again, so lightly Jul 15 21:41:24 Thank you for holding me as I slept... *she kisses once again* Jul 15 21:41:31 * Morgan nods Jul 15 21:41:33 You are welcome Jul 15 21:42:49 I haven’t felt so safe in as long as I can recall *she inhales deeply, which draws cool air across skin* Jul 15 21:43:09 You don't have to worry about that anymore... Jul 15 21:44:55 No? *she brushes her soft lips over that sensitive spot* Jul 15 21:46:08 no Jul 15 21:47:22 why? *she presses her lips firmer, holding there* Jul 15 21:48:09 Because, as I said... I will protect you Jul 15 21:48:55 I am not sure there are any words you could say that would move or please me more... Jul 15 21:49:10 No? Jul 15 21:50:09 It is powerful upon me Jul 15 21:51:42 * Morgan nods Jul 15 21:52:51 * Molly kisses gently again Jul 15 21:53:21 I only wish I knew what words I could say to you that would have so great an effect Jul 15 21:53:50 * Morgan shrugs Jul 15 21:53:53 I don't know Jul 15 21:54:27 * Molly nods, pulling away gently Jul 15 21:54:44 would you wish to eat now? Jul 15 21:54:53 Best had I suppose Jul 15 21:55:17 * Molly stands up, brushing off her dress Jul 15 21:56:11 I will ring for it then Jul 15 21:56:32 * Morgan nods, getting up and stretching, his back making several loud pops Jul 15 21:56:36 Alright blossom Jul 15 21:58:49 * Molly does this, and then goes about the place straightening up, making things neat, being busy. Even when lunch is served to them she is careful of the crumbs Jul 15 21:58:57 What do you do to relax? Jul 15 21:59:35 * Morgan looks at her like he doesn't understand the question Jul 15 22:00:08 What -did- you do t9 relax? Jul 15 22:03:22 * Morgan shrugs Jul 15 22:03:25 I used to sketch Jul 15 22:03:36 You no longer do? Jul 15 22:03:59 Not properly... sometimes I sketch my nightmares Jul 15 22:04:42 Oh, that is a pity. I would love to see something of your work? There is nothing less personal? Jul 15 22:08:13 What I draw now is... unpleasant. Jul 15 22:09:22 When did you last draw anything pleasant? *the only thing in two years was her in the wet shift* Jul 15 22:10:02 Uhh... I'm not sure I should answer that Jul 15 22:10:42 why? Jul 15 22:12:12 Because... I couldn't get the image of you out of my head, so I had to draw it... thats the only nice thing I've drawn since I left Eisen Jul 15 22:13:07 what image of me? *she looks puzzled and intrigued* Jul 15 22:13:22 * Morgan sighs Jul 15 22:13:32 Of you... in your shift after you fell in the pool Jul 15 22:13:46 * Molly ‘s brows raise Jul 15 22:13:49 Really?! Jul 15 22:14:45 * Morgan nods, sighing Jul 15 22:15:10 No one has ever drawn me before Jul 15 22:16:51 That you know of Jul 15 22:17:11 * Molly looks thoughtful, drinking her tea Jul 15 22:17:41 * Morgan watches her Jul 15 22:18:28 I wish to see it Jul 15 22:18:59 uhhh... I don't think thats... Jul 15 22:19:06 why? Jul 15 22:19:18 * Molly watches him over the rim of her teacup Jul 15 22:20:13 Its... not very good Jul 15 22:20:34 Oh, I don’t mind that! Jul 15 22:22:31 I don't wish you to be upset... or angry... Jul 15 22:23:26 Why would I be? *she smiles slightly* is it dreadfully unflattering? Jul 15 22:24:18 * Morgan sighs, getting up and going into his room Jul 15 22:25:18 * Molly makes herself stay out Jul 15 22:25:20 put* Jul 15 22:25:37 * Morgan comes back out with a small sketchbook Jul 15 22:26:07 * Molly watches him Jul 15 22:26:52 * Morgan sits down, flicking through the book to reach the right page Jul 15 22:26:58 You are -sure- you want to see it? Jul 15 22:27:03 * Molly nods Jul 15 22:27:07 yes, I do Jul 15 22:27:39 * Morgan nods, turning the book around and handing it to her Jul 15 22:28:09 * Molly watches his face rather than looking at the page, trying to decipher his expression Jul 15 22:28:38 * Morgan looks uneasy and apprehensive Jul 15 22:29:38 * Molly looks at the book, a slow blush sweeping across her cheek bones Jul 15 22:31:13 ohhhh... Jul 15 22:31:36 * Morgan watches her Jul 15 22:32:25 * Molly bites her lip, nodding, still looking at the charcoal rendition of her barely dressed Jul 15 22:33:45 it’s so... Jul 15 22:34:14 Badly drawn... inappropriate? Jul 15 22:34:29 ... beautiful. Jul 15 22:34:58 * Molly glances up at him, her pupils wide Jul 15 22:35:07 * Morgan looks surprised Jul 15 22:35:47 You draw well, you should not be ashamed of it Jul 15 22:36:18 * Morgan watches her Jul 15 22:36:29 Its alright... but... it is not a violation? Jul 15 22:36:54 * Molly shakes her head, looking at it. She shivers Jul 15 22:37:08 No... I... Jul 15 22:38:01 What? Jul 15 22:38:14 * Molly blushes harder Jul 15 22:38:34 I... I wanted you to see me, to think me beautiful... Jul 15 22:38:42 You did? Jul 15 22:38:52 * Molly nods Jul 15 22:39:15 It was scandalous, but... exciting... Jul 15 22:39:57 * Morgan nods Jul 15 22:40:04 I did wonder if perhaps you were dragging your feet Jul 15 22:40:54 Did you? Jul 15 22:41:18 * Morgan nods Jul 15 22:41:26 Surely no-one takes -that- long to get dressed Jul 15 22:41:42 * Molly alternates between watching him and looking at the sketch,her fingers tracing just the edge of the book Jul 15 22:42:03 You were not hurrying me along overmuch... Jul 15 22:42:16 no...I wanted to make sure you were okay Jul 15 22:42:27 * Molly looks at him Jul 15 22:42:35 That was all it was for you? Jul 15 22:43:07 * Morgan blushes, looking away Jul 15 22:44:03 * Molly speaks softly Jul 15 22:44:12 tell me, please... Jul 15 22:44:49 It wasn't just that... Jul 15 22:45:12 what was it? Jul 15 22:45:45 I...liked what I saw... Jul 15 22:46:37 * Molly smiles, blushing Jul 15 22:47:05 I am flattered Jul 15 22:48:29 * Morgan looks surprised Jul 15 22:48:33 You are? Jul 15 22:48:43 * Molly nods Jul 15 22:48:57 The way you draw my body... Jul 15 22:49:34 Yes? Jul 15 22:50:28 it is incredible... the charcoal is so smooth and detailed, like a caress... Jul 15 22:51:07 * Morgan blushes Jul 15 22:51:10 I'm glad you like it Jul 15 22:51:43 I adore it... I have never thought myself beautiful, but... Jul 15 22:52:03 You can see how I see you? Jul 15 22:52:10 * Morgan realises what he's said, blushing hard Jul 15 22:52:15 * Molly nods Jul 15 22:52:24 Beautiful... Jul 15 22:53:02 * Morgan nods, avoiding looking at her Jul 15 22:54:23 * Molly sets the book down, and comes to stand before him Jul 15 22:54:43 You see me as more beautiful than I ever could... Jul 15 22:55:05 * Morgan shrugs a little Jul 15 22:55:07 That is a shame Jul 15 22:55:26 * Molly watches him Jul 15 22:55:38 ... and more sensual... more erotic. Jul 15 22:55:46 * Morgan nods Jul 15 22:56:45 I feel that when I look at it Jul 15 22:57:34 * Morgan nods, looking pleased Jul 15 22:58:48 * Molly very tentatively touches his knees with her legs Jul 15 22:59:11 * Morgan glances at them before watching her Jul 15 22:59:16 tell me... what was going through your mind as you drew it? Jul 15 22:59:25 * Morgan blushes Jul 15 22:59:33 What we did last night... something along those lines... Jul 15 23:00:19 * Molly nods Jul 15 23:00:37 that was... arousing to you? Jul 15 23:00:45 * Morgan nods, blushing Jul 15 23:01:27 * Molly gently takes his hands Jul 15 23:01:36 How long did it take? Jul 15 23:02:49 A few hours... I couldn't sleep until it was done Jul 15 23:04:10 * Molly puts his hands on her waist, looking down at him, those big pupils focus on his “Hours. Hours thinking of me, remembering me.... -picturing- me...” Jul 15 23:05:06 Not including the hours I spent -trying- to sleep where I couldn't get you out of my head Jul 15 23:05:45 * Molly ‘s stomach tenses a moment, so close to his hands Jul 15 23:05:55 Those were long, hard hours? Jul 15 23:06:10 Is that a euphemism? Jul 15 23:06:21 * Molly blushes slightly Jul 15 23:06:30 you can take it as you please... Jul 15 23:06:54 * Morgan blushes before nodding a little Jul 15 23:08:04 * Molly bites her lip, her gaze sliding down his body towards the hinted-at part of his body in question Jul 15 23:10:09 * Morgan fidgets a little Jul 15 23:10:26 * Molly exhales slowly Jul 15 23:10:53 Was it easy to sleep once it was done? Jul 15 23:11:06 A bit easier... Jul 15 23:11:16 * Molly nods Jul 15 23:11:51 And since then, the memory and the drawing have plagued you far less? Jul 15 23:15:17 Uhhh... not.. really... Jul 15 23:16:42 * Molly moves a little so that her legs are one on either side of his knees Jul 15 23:17:13 And now that you have seen beneath the shift...? Jul 15 23:17:35 My sketch does not do you justice... Jul 15 23:18:25 * Molly squeezes his legs gently with hers Jul 15 23:18:38 Then I think you should try again... Jul 15 23:19:17 * Morgan watches her Jul 15 23:19:20 You would like that? Jul 15 23:19:26 * Molly nods Jul 15 23:19:35 Yes Jul 15 23:21:24 * Morgan nods a little Jul 15 23:21:25 alright Jul 15 23:21:45 * Molly watches his expression “You would like that too?” Jul 15 23:22:04 * Morgan nods a little Jul 15 23:22:06 Aye Jul 15 23:24:29 * Molly watches him a long moment before she subtly moves her skirts so she can move closer, where he starts to be able to feel her inner thighs on the outside of his. She quietly says “when?” Jul 15 23:25:12 Oh... ummm... when we aren't busy? Jul 15 23:25:36 * Molly watches him, looking unsure of herself Jul 15 23:25:47 uhh yes... whatever you wish Jul 15 23:26:32 I... it would take quite a while... I thought you'd chafe at that time doing nothing... Jul 15 23:27:12 It is raining... my chest is not so good as it was Jul 15 23:27:31 You wish me to do it now? Jul 15 23:28:11 I... I just wish to please you Jul 15 23:28:28 You... would pose for me? Jul 15 23:29:10 * Molly nods Jul 15 23:29:29 However you wish... in whatever you wish... Jul 15 23:30:28 Noth... nothing? Jul 15 23:30:35 * Molly nods Jul 15 23:30:45 yes, if that would please you Jul 15 23:31:12 * Morgan nods Jul 15 23:31:14 It would