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I’m scared of what I did , and what I said, and that I may never feel again the way I feel when I am with you. Jul 14 11:01:03 It matters to me. Jul 14 11:01:04 I do not want to marry him, but nor do I want to sleep in rotten straw in barns again. Jul 14 11:01:06 I'm not about to allow that to happen Jul 14 11:01:08 Some would say that is what I deserve Jul 14 11:01:10 Not in earshot of me... not twice... Jul 14 11:01:12 * Molly sits on the couch Jul 14 11:01:14 Do you wish we had not done it? Jul 14 11:01:16 Its difficult... feeling anything but anger and despair for the first time in years... Jul 14 11:01:18 * Molly nods Jul 14 11:01:20 We are both so hurt... Jul 14 11:01:24 * Morgan nods Jul 14 11:01:26 aye Jul 14 11:01:28 * Molly sighs Jul 14 11:01:30 How can something that feels so good and right in the moment feel so unsettling in it’s aftermath? Jul 14 11:01:32 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Jul 14 11:01:34 I know Jul 14 11:01:36 * Molly sets down her glass on the table before putting her face in her hands* Jul 14 11:01:47 * Morgan watches her Jul 14 11:02:37 I am a dreadful, awful person! Jul 14 11:04:22 Why? Jul 14 11:05:56 I have taken advantage of your masculine nature, and I have been too open, and it was so disappointing for you that you left Jul 14 11:06:17 You think I needed air because I was disappointed? Jul 14 11:08:18 * Molly doesn’t take her hands from her face “Because I lead you into it, and then I don’t know how to do it well, and I’m not slim and beautiful, and I was too loud and wanton” Jul 14 11:09:45 I chose to do what we did, I wasn't lead into it... and you did well and... you are beautiful. And I very much enjoyed the noises you made Jul 14 11:10:47 Then why did you go? Why did you stay away so long? Jul 14 11:11:57 Its the first time I've been close to anyone or -allowed- anyone to be close to me since Dietlinde died... I needed some space to adjust... and I was watching some men get into a fight... well, what they consider a fight anyway... Jul 14 11:12:29 * Molly looks up at him, looking concerned Jul 14 11:12:38 Are we still to be friends? Jul 14 11:13:10 That depends on you... Jul 14 11:13:29 * Molly puts her hands in her lap Jul 14 11:14:33 I will do whatever it takes to not make you hate me or abandon me now you have seen me that way. Jul 14 11:14:58 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 14 11:15:05 That is not something I intend Jul 14 11:16:25 * Molly nods “what do you intend?” Jul 14 11:19:08 I thought tomorrow I could take you to see some of the sights... Jul 14 11:21:49 * Molly nods “Yes... I would still like to do that” Jul 14 11:23:00 * Morgan nods Jul 14 11:23:21 Very well then Jul 14 11:24:11 * Molly watches him Jul 14 11:24:24 When will we go home? Jul 14 11:25:12 Unless you wish to go earlier, when we had planned Jul 14 11:25:52 Should I... *she sighs* Do you wish me to see a different doctor to be verified? Jul 14 11:26:28 Why would I? Jul 14 11:28:16 Because I could still marry him, or someone else, and you would not be at risk of feeling you have betrayed her further Jul 14 11:28:24 * Molly looks serious Jul 14 11:28:41 * Morgan sighs Jul 14 11:28:47 Another doctor would just say the same... Jul 14 11:30:03 Not if we find one who can be encouraged to see what remains as proof that I couldn’t possibly have been... Umm... entered and it survive Jul 14 11:30:28 * Molly blushes Jul 14 11:31:03 possibly... Jul 14 11:31:38 If I do not buy a dress, I could give him extra money for his cooperation Jul 14 11:32:55 No... I don't think that'll happen Jul 14 11:33:16 why? Jul 14 11:34:45 If it needs paying for, I'll deal with it... but I'm not sure if we will yet Jul 14 11:35:19 * Molly watches him a long moment before saying “Could you please, please just sit beside me?” Jul 14 11:35:38 * Morgan nods moving to sit beside her Jul 14 11:36:10 * Molly ‘s shoulders become less set, her body language softening immediately Jul 14 11:36:33 Why might we not? Jul 14 11:38:00 Haven't decided yet Jul 14 11:39:32 * Molly frowns slightly “What other option is there?” Jul 14 11:39:59 Well, I don't know. I need to think about it Jul 14 11:42:14 * Molly nods “I am sorry we have become at odds and more distant with each other. This was not something I expected “ Jul 14 11:42:29 no... none of this was... Jul 14 11:43:24 * Molly looks at her hands Jul 14 11:44:18 I knew I liked you so much, and was so attracted to you, but I had no idea that you could possibly like me in anyway other than friendship. Jul 14 11:44:30 * Morgan nods Jul 14 11:44:36 Its been getting moreso... Jul 14 11:45:35 * Molly nods Jul 14 11:45:43 But this has spoilt it? Jul 14 11:47:08 I don't -think- so... Jul 14 11:47:54 * Molly nods Jul 14 11:48:02 It has not lessened it for me. Jul 14 11:48:40 Doesn't seem that way... you seem intent on driving me away Jul 14 11:49:42 * Molly shakes her head Jul 14 11:50:08 I am just so scared Jul 14 11:51:17 * Morgan nods Jul 14 11:51:19 I know Jul 14 11:52:27 * Molly looks at him before slowly holding out her hand Jul 14 11:53:11 * Morgan takes it, kissing her knuckles Jul 14 11:53:51 * Molly seems to relax even more, and smiles slightly Jul 14 11:54:49 I enjoyed it greatly, I was not scared in the moment Jul 14 11:56:00 I am glad Jul 14 11:56:23 * Molly squeezes gently, watching him Jul 14 11:56:41 And you, liebes herz? Were you scared in the moment? Jul 14 11:57:59 Apprehensive... I was concerned you would regret it... Jul 14 11:58:40 * Molly sighs “And now I have behaved this way” Jul 14 11:59:15 Does make it rather seem you regretted it, yes... Jul 14 12:02:08 *she speaks quietly* I don’t regret it, but I am unsettled by the ferocity of my arousal and intensity of my pleasure Jul 14 12:02:28 * Morgan nods Jul 14 12:02:33 I'm sorry you feel that way Jul 14 12:03:21 * Molly kisses his knuckles this time Jul 14 12:08:16 I think... we'll just have to see how the rest of the week goes Jul 14 12:08:31 * Molly nods Jul 14 12:08:46 It did not unsettle you, because it is not new? Jul 14 12:09:18 different. Just different. Jul 14 12:10:01 * Molly nods Jul 14 12:10:41 I would like to see the dock Jul 14 12:11:13 * Morgan nods Jul 14 12:11:14 alright Jul 14 12:12:46 Would you like that? I want to make sure the rest of the trip is enjoyable for you Jul 14 12:14:29 I suppose... Its been a while since I've seen any proper ships Jul 14 12:15:15 * Molly nods, smiling Jul 14 12:15:24 Will you tell me about that? Jul 14 12:16:14 They're big things that, generally, float Jul 14 12:17:21 * Molly giggles Jul 14 12:18:24 I know that, I used to watch them from the dock when my brothers’ took me to market and imagine I could go out on one to the sea Jul 14 12:21:28 * Morgan nods Jul 14 12:21:31 I miss sailing Jul 14 12:21:55 Did you sail often? Jul 14 12:23:47 For a while... Jul 14 12:24:13 why don’t you anymore? Jul 14 12:25:35 I've given up on all of that Jul 14 12:26:14 * Molly looks sad Jul 14 12:26:16 why? Jul 14 12:26:32 Its part of a life I no longer have Jul 14 12:27:31 * Molly watches his expression Jul 14 12:27:46 what if you could have a new life? Jul 14 12:29:20 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 12:29:22 I don't know Jul 14 12:31:34 * Molly nods, kissing his knuckles again whilst watching his reaction Jul 14 12:33:04 * Morgan watches her Jul 14 12:33:09 I was a sailor... Jul 14 12:33:31 * Molly smiles “But not a naughty one like the others” Jul 14 12:34:31 No. Jul 14 12:36:13 How could you be both a nobleman and a sailor? Oh! were you in the navy? Jul 14 12:36:22 * Morgan nods Jul 14 12:36:27 I was... in the war Jul 14 12:39:29 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jul 14 12:39:45 It explains why you’re good with a rifle and a sword Jul 14 12:40:34 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 12:40:39 I've always been good at that Jul 14 12:42:35 * Molly strokes his fingers idly Jul 14 12:42:50 You stopped sailing when the War stopped? Jul 14 12:49:36 I went home... Jul 14 12:50:11 * Molly nods “Did you miss sailing then?” Jul 14 12:50:19 * Morgan nods Jul 14 12:50:22 Very much so Jul 14 12:50:51 why didn’t you sail again? Jul 14 12:51:12 I got married... Jul 14 12:51:24 Did she not like to sail? Jul 14 12:52:47 She'd never left home... Jul 14 12:53:42 * Molly nods “You loved her so much you could give up your sailing for her... That is so romantic” Jul 14 12:53:57 * Morgan shrugs a little Jul 14 12:53:59 I suppose I did Jul 14 12:54:36 But you’ Jul 14 12:54:50 will not sail ever again? Jul 14 12:55:18 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 12:55:20 Couldn't say Jul 14 12:55:58 * Molly nods “that seems sad” Jul 14 12:56:40 * Morgan shrugs a little Jul 14 12:56:42 I suppose so Jul 14 12:57:05 What -do you- wish to do with your life? Jul 14 12:58:41 Truth be told I wasn't expecting to live this long Jul 14 13:06:31 * Molly squeezes his hand Jul 14 13:06:40 I am so glad you have Jul 14 13:06:57 * Morgan nods Jul 14 13:07:00 I'm starting to Jul 14 13:07:26 * Molly keeps her eyes on his when she softly says “why?” Jul 14 13:08:02 Because... I like being -here- Jul 14 13:08:17 * Molly looks around the room Jul 14 13:08:19 here? Jul 14 13:08:34 no... -here-... with you... Jul 14 13:09:16 * Molly smiles, blushing. She squeezes his hand “Here, like this?” Jul 14 13:10:35 * Morgan nods Jul 14 13:10:39 and... earlier... Jul 14 13:11:14 * Molly nods, shivering a little Jul 14 13:11:26 you liked that closeness? Jul 14 13:11:33 * Morgan nods Jul 14 13:11:34 I did Jul 14 13:11:49 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jul 14 13:14:47 You had not thought of me that way until we heard that couple? Jul 14 13:14:53 * Morgan blushes Jul 14 13:14:59 Not quite so... explicitly Jul 14 13:15:16 * Molly looks intrigued Jul 14 13:15:18 oh... Jul 14 13:15:44 That disappoints you... Jul 14 13:15:55 No, why would it? Jul 14 13:16:56 You didn't seem... pleased... Jul 14 13:17:06 I am just surprised Jul 14 13:17:48 I hid it well Jul 14 13:18:06 Might I ask what you thought, and when? Jul 14 13:18:31 Not... right now... Jul 14 13:19:12 * Molly nods solemnly “yes” Jul 14 13:20:03 I am still adjusting to being so... laid bare... Jul 14 13:20:38 How can I help you? Do you need to know that your secrets are always safe with me? Jul 14 13:21:24 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 13:21:27 I'll be alright in a while Jul 14 13:21:53 Does my holding your hand make it worse? Jul 14 13:22:26 uhhh... no... I don't think so Jul 14 13:26:17 * Molly nods. They are interrupted by the man bringing dinner, and Molly retreats a little to sit across the table from him. The food is excellent, and this forms an easy distraction as they eat and then settling on the couch to finish the drinks. When the clock chimes half before ten, she smiles. Jul 14 13:26:36 It looks to be half after nine, dear heart... Jul 14 13:28:10 You're nearly right Jul 14 13:29:29 Oh? *she smiles, sipping her wine* Jul 14 13:29:52 Its half before ten... Jul 14 13:30:46 * Molly giggles Jul 14 13:30:53 You prefer it before to after? Jul 14 13:32:45 Its just how its said... Jul 14 13:33:31 * Molly nods Jul 14 13:33:51 We should go to bed... Jul 14 13:34:01 Time is getting on I suppose Jul 14 13:34:13 * Molly nods, watching him Jul 14 13:34:20 It’s been a long day... Jul 14 13:34:29 * Morgan nods Jul 14 13:34:31 It has, yes Jul 14 13:36:10 * Molly drinks the last mouthful of wine Jul 14 13:36:32 I hope sleep is not too elusive for you, as last night... Jul 14 13:37:13 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 13:37:21 Even when its not, its not usually pleasant Jul 14 13:37:47 * Molly smiles Jul 14 13:38:24 Better to be awake and imagining touching me than sleeping? *her eyes go wide* I shouldn’t have said that. Jul 14 13:39:34 * Morgan blushes Jul 14 13:40:27 I’m sorry, I should retire. Jul 14 13:40:48 It might be wise Jul 14 13:41:06 * Molly nods Jul 14 13:41:26 I wouldn’t want to hurt you or make you displeased with me Jul 14 13:42:05 * Morgan nods Jul 14 13:42:05 I know Jul 14 13:42:33 * Molly stands up Jul 14 13:42:47 Goodnight then... Jul 14 13:43:23 * Morgan nods, standing Jul 14 13:43:25 goodnight Jul 14 13:44:33 * Molly watches him a moment, then nods “I’ll see you in the morning...” Jul 14 13:45:19 * Morgan nods Jul 14 13:45:21 I'll be here Jul 14 13:46:29 * Molly nods “I hope you sleep well, but if you need company...” Jul 14 13:47:55 Company? Jul 14 13:48:18 * Molly nods Jul 14 13:48:29 If you need any comfort or aid... Jul 14 13:49:23 * Morgan nods Jul 14 13:49:26 alright... Jul 14 13:51:51 * Molly ‘s gaze drops from his eyes to his lips before she turns away Jul 14 13:51:57 goodnight. Jul 14 13:52:04 * Morgan nods, watching her go Jul 14 13:53:20 * Molly hesitates just briefly when she puts her hand on her doorknob, but then she squares her shoulders before going in. Like last night, the door doesn’t lock Jul 14 13:55:44 * Morgan sighs, topping up his drink before going into his own room Jul 14 13:57:25 *With a parlour separating them, he hears no movement from her room tonight* Jul 14 13:57:42 * Morgan drinks his drink before getting into bed Jul 14 13:58:28 *As last night, sleep doesn’t come quickly Jul 14 13:58:37 * Morgan lays still, waiting Jul 14 14:01:54 *Eventually he sleeps, and dreams of being in bed with her again, how she’d sounded and felt. When he wakes within the dream it’s to the first light coming through the curtains. He’s very hard and aroused Jul 14 14:04:54 * Morgan groans, rolling out of bed and pulling on some clothes Jul 14 14:07:05 *Getting placket done up is more challenging than usual. There’s a knock at his door Jul 14 14:08:05 Hang on... Jul 14 14:08:13 * Morgan makes sure he's decent before calling for her to come in Jul 14 14:09:55 * Molly comes in. His decency or otherwise makes no difference, because she comes right to him and kisses him full on the lips Jul 14 14:10:06 * Morgan makes a noise of surprise Jul 14 14:11:24 * Molly pulls away, looking embarrassed Jul 14 14:13:04 I.. what was that about? Jul 14 14:14:09 * Molly shakes her head “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have...” Jul 14 14:14:42 I didn't say that... I did, however, ask a question Jul 14 14:15:27 I haven’t been able to think of anything else for hours Jul 14 14:16:03 You've been awake a while then... Jul 14 14:16:17 * Molly nods Jul 14 14:16:47 Yes... I slept a little at the beginning of the night Jul 14 14:17:04 * Morgan nods Jul 14 14:17:09 Shall we get some breakfast? Jul 14 14:18:07 * Molly nods Jul 14 14:18:14 Yes, if you wish Jul 14 14:18:28 If we are to be wandering around, we'll want to have eaten Jul 14 14:19:58 * Molly nods Jul 14 14:20:09 I will collect my bag and shoes Jul 14 14:20:28 * Morgan nods, catching her hand and pulling her back to him, kissing her gently before letting her go Jul 14 14:21:07 * Molly looks surprised Jul 14 14:21:42 I... I don’t understand what is happening between us... Jul 14 14:21:53 I'm sorry, my action was unwelcome... Jul 14 14:23:13 * Molly shakes her head Jul 14 14:23:19 The opposite, in fact. Jul 14 14:23:59 * Morgan nods Jul 14 14:24:01 Alright then Jul 14 14:25:13 * Molly looks at him, then gently touches his cheek “You matter to me, Morgan. So much.” Jul 14 14:25:39 * Morgan nods a little Jul 14 14:25:40 Likewise Jul 14 14:26:41 * Molly looks undecided a moment before she tentatively kisses him softly Jul 14 14:27:25 * Morgan doesn't stop her, pressing his lips to hers Jul 14 14:28:15 * Molly gently puts her hands on his shoulders Jul 14 14:30:01 * Morgan puts a hand to her waist Jul 14 14:31:33 * Molly moves a little closer, her lips softening, but again it seems tentative, a little cautious Jul 14 14:32:26 * Morgan kisses her gently Jul 14 14:34:01 * Molly sighs happily a moment Jul 14 14:35:09 * Morgan pulls away from her, looking at her Jul 14 14:36:51 * Molly looks up at him. She looks trusting Jul 14 14:37:31 please, I cannot lose your friendship. I do not want us to be at odds Jul 14 14:38:21 We are not Jul 14 14:40:04 * Molly nods. She smiles slightly Jul 14 14:40:14 Any time you wish to kiss me, you can Jul 14 14:40:59 * Morgan nods Jul 14 14:41:03 I'll keep that in mind Jul 14 14:42:00 * Molly nods Jul 14 14:42:06 How did you sleep? Jul 14 14:43:02 Briefly... Jul 14 14:43:22 * Molly nods Jul 14 14:43:38 If your nightmares were bad you could have come to me... Jul 14 14:44:00 They weren't Jul 14 14:45:39 Oh... what caused you to sleep poorly? Jul 14 14:46:21 First I couldn't sleep... then... I dreamed of you Jul 14 14:47:23 Something nice, I hope? Jul 14 14:47:44 * Morgan nods Jul 14 14:47:46 Indeed Jul 14 14:47:57 * Molly smiles Jul 14 14:48:05 I am pleased about that Jul 14 14:48:50 I did wonder if you might be Jul 14 14:49:51 * Molly nods Jul 14 14:50:10 How do you feel about it? Jul 14 14:50:31 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 14:50:41 I'm not as troubled about it as I expected Jul 14 14:52:49 * Molly nods Jul 14 14:53:42 I did not dream of you, but I did reminisce about you... Jul 14 14:54:43 * Morgan nods, blushing Jul 14 14:55:25 * Molly exhales slowly “I think we should go for breakfast...” Jul 14 14:56:30 * Morgan nods Jul 14 14:56:32 Yes, we should Jul 14 14:58:27 * Molly watches him a moment before blinking and moving away a little “Are you ready to go down?” Jul 14 14:58:42 I thought we were going to breakfast? Jul 14 14:59:28 * Molly blushes Jul 14 14:59:40 To breakfast! Downstairs Jul 14 15:00:19 * Morgan nods, smiling a little Jul 14 15:00:21 Come along then Jul 14 15:02:47 * Molly bites her lip, going in to get her shoes and bag. She calls to him “Dear heart... it was a joke, and not a request...?” Jul 14 15:03:27 For now, yes... later... Jul 14 15:07:06 *He can just see her reflection in the mirror even though he can’t see her through the door. He sees how her brows come down, how hard she bites her lip, and how much she smiles at it. But she just gently says “I have my shoes on now Jul 14 15:07:26 alright... lets get going then Jul 14 15:08:47 * Molly joins him. The breakfast room is very fine, and she looks a little unsure of herself in it when they’re seated at a table Jul 14 15:09:20 * Morgan watches her for a moment, waiting for service Jul 14 15:11:20 *A man comes to them* Good morning Lord Koertig, Lady Koertig. What might I get for you this morning? Jul 14 15:11:35 * Molly looks at the table, cheeks flushing Jul 14 15:12:51 Two fried eggs, bacon, sausages and some bread and butter for me, thank you... Jul 14 15:13:53 *The man nods, asking him “Very good, my Lord, and for your wife?” Jul 14 15:14:40 * Morgan looks to her Jul 14 15:14:56 Do you have any fruit and yoghurt? Jul 14 15:15:05 * Morgan looks back to the man Jul 14 15:16:15 Man: Yes we do Jul 14 15:17:19 * Morgan looks back to Molly Jul 14 15:17:55 * Molly nods Jul 14 15:17:57 thank you Jul 14 15:18:05 * Morgan nods to the man Jul 14 15:19:27 *he goes* Jul 14 15:19:56 * Molly looks at him “Thank you, I am out of my depth here” Jul 14 15:21:32 You'll be fine. Just... tell them what you want. I hear the yoghurt and fruit is very good... Jul 14 15:22:51 * Molly nods Jul 14 15:23:00 They think I’m your wife... Jul 14 15:23:15 * Morgan nods Jul 14 15:23:17 Apparently so Jul 14 15:24:27 * Molly nods. The food is good when it comes, and he hears some men chatting behind them Jul 14 15:24:51 1: I’d heard of her, but the rumours cannot be true... Jul 14 15:25:09 * Morgan listens Jul 14 15:26:18 2: Fastest ship?! Impossible. Jul 14 15:26:40 1: Nothing that size could move fast Jul 14 15:26:48 * Morgan clears his throat Jul 14 15:26:51 Excuse me, gentlemen... Jul 14 15:28:20 1: Yes? Jul 14 15:28:31 What ship? Jul 14 15:29:17 1: The Purple Rose, she is Eisen-built Jul 14 15:29:26 She's a myth Jul 14 15:30:31 2: One might suggest you visit the dock Jul 14 15:31:22 You're saying she's here? Jul 14 15:31:59 1: We saw her yesterday Jul 14 15:32:30 * Morgan watches them for a moment before nodding Jul 14 15:32:37 We're going that way, we'll have a look Jul 14 15:34:55 *they go back to their breakfasts. Molly looks intrigued but waits until they’re outside waiting for their carriage before she says* why is this ship special? Jul 14 15:36:32 Supposedly she's the biggest, fastest ship afloat... but its a myth, nothing that big could float, let alone go fast Jul 14 15:37:20 * Molly smiles Jul 14 15:37:37 Shall we see her, do you think? Jul 14 15:38:12 Given that she doesn't exist, I doubt it Jul 14 15:38:54 * Molly giggles. The carriage pulls up Jul 14 15:39:18 * Morgan climbs out before helping her down Jul 14 15:41:13 * Molly squeezes his hand, looking up at him fondly a moment Jul 14 15:41:16 Thank you Jul 14 15:41:53 * Morgan nods, looking around Jul 14 15:43:50 *the dock is busy, as is the Badger And Ferret tavern nearby Jul 14 15:44:22 Stay close... it can be dangerous around the docks Jul 14 15:45:48 * Molly nods, looking around Jul 14 15:45:56 I will follow your lead... Jul 14 15:46:14 * Morgan nods, taking here hand and heading, vaguely, toward the tavern Jul 14 15:48:03 * Molly keeps a firm grip. The day looks overcast, like rain is coming Jul 14 15:48:45 * Morgan slows, watching a burly man walking before stopping him Jul 14 15:48:57 'Scuse me... I heard some ridiculous tale about some enormous ship... Jul 14 15:49:16 *The man grins* Aye, down the end there she be Jul 14 15:49:33 * Morgan inclines his head, moving in that direction Jul 14 15:52:43 *The huge ship made from dark wood is found once they weave through the crowds of sailors, passengers, sellers, and buyers. Her gangplank is down, sails furled* Jul 14 15:52:58 I’ve never seen one that big! Jul 14 15:53:15 * Morgan stares at it open mouthed Jul 14 15:55:34 *He sees a man up on deck making notes in a ledger* Jul 14 15:55:51 it looks quite real... Jul 14 15:56:06 * Morgan nods, leaning forward to touch the hull gingerly Jul 14 15:58:30 * Molly smiles, watching him. She feels solid, very real Jul 14 15:58:40 Jesus... Jul 14 16:00:09 She’s beautiful Jul 14 16:00:29 * Morgan nods, looking up at the man on deck Jul 14 16:00:40 She's... enormous. Jul 14 16:02:13 *He looks smart, like an assessor. She follows his gaze* Can we go aboard? Jul 14 16:02:26 * Morgan shrugs, whistling to the man Jul 14 16:04:39 *He looks down at them, taking in Morgan’s attire ((Which is?))* Jul 14 16:06:12 ((Smart, suitable for his title)) Jul 14 16:07:00 Reynolds: Good morning, my Lord Jul 14 16:07:19 Morning... I'd like to speak to someone about this ship... Jul 14 16:09:31 R: Permission to board Jul 14 16:09:51 * Morgan nods, leading Molly up the gangplank, explaining she needs to touch the horseshoe Jul 14 16:10:24 * Molly smiles, looking amused, but does so Jul 14 16:10:59 * Morgan touches it as he reaches the deck, looking around Jul 14 16:12:25 *The deck stretches all around him, she looks in need of a good clean* Jul 14 16:12:52 Reynolds: *he bows* I am Sir Malcolm Reynolds, the harbour master Jul 14 16:14:19 * Morgan nods, inclining his head Jul 14 16:14:38 This ship is... ridiculous Jul 14 16:16:06 R: Indeed, my Lord Jul 14 16:16:57 There's an absurd rumour that she even has a ballroom... Jul 14 16:17:36 R: *he nods* She does. I can show you around if you wish? Jul 14 16:18:25 * Morgan nods Jul 14 16:18:29 If you don't mind... Jul 14 16:19:51 *He nods* Do you know anything about ships? Jul 14 16:21:08 * Morgan nods Jul 14 16:21:12 A fair amount actually Jul 14 16:23:00 *He nods. He gives very few details as they walk around, letting them just look over the deck. Then he leads them below, showing them the kitchen, galley, some guest rooms, and the ballroom. Molly is quiet as they look around, awed by the size and quality Jul 14 16:23:35 I hear tell she's fast... Jul 14 16:24:37 R: I have heard that, yes Jul 14 16:25:02 I just... I barely see how she floats, let alone floats so high, not even considering speed... Jul 14 16:26:14 R: *he nods* I have seen schematics, and I still do not know Jul 14 16:26:39 * Molly wanders around the room, her hand running over the wood Jul 14 16:27:26 It shouldn't be possible Jul 14 16:28:51 R: *He nods* Eisen is a land of mystery though, perhaps there is more to it Jul 14 16:30:11 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 16:30:17 maybe... seems unlikely... Jul 14 16:30:45 R: The best quarters are those of the ship owner, would you like to see them? Jul 14 16:30:56 * Morgan nods Jul 14 16:31:05 please... the owner is not with the ship? Jul 14 16:32:07 R: He passed away last year Jul 14 16:32:52 She is without an owner? Jul 14 16:34:30 R: It is complicated, but it does appear that she may be for sale soon, the two subsequent owners are disinterested in having a ship Jul 14 16:35:54 * Morgan nods, sighing wistfully Jul 14 16:36:07 She's beautiful... absurd, but beautiful Jul 14 16:36:32 R: Might you be interested in investing, my Lord? Jul 14 16:37:02 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 14 16:37:26 I doubt anyone bar the Eisenfursts are rich enough to afford such a ship Jul 14 16:37:34 *He leads them into a room where the sun streams in from the rear windows. It has couches, a big table, a desk, book shelves. It’s a surprisingly homely space Jul 14 16:37:59 R: I dare say the present owner might be willing to negotiate Jul 14 16:38:13 Even so... who is the current owner? Jul 14 16:38:18 * Molly looks around the room, smiling Jul 14 16:38:44 A foreign gentleman from an island off Castile Jul 14 16:39:48 well... I can dream I suppose Jul 14 16:41:16 R: If you are interested, I can put a proposal to him Jul 14 16:42:18 * Morgan nods Jul 14 16:42:37 If you would... I don't imagine it'll be possible but... I'd regret it if I didn't at least try Jul 14 16:42:51 *Someone calls to the man* Jul 14 16:43:27 R: Excuse me. Feel free to keep looking around and down into the gold. I will return in half an hour Jul 14 16:43:32 hold* Jul 14 16:44:14 * Morgan nods, thanking him Jul 14 16:46:16 *He leaves them* Jul 14 16:46:34 This is so beautiful! *she smiles* Jul 14 16:46:41 * Morgan nods Jul 14 16:46:48 Its insane... ships are -not- like this... Jul 14 16:48:11 No? whyever not? Jul 14 16:49:01 Ships are... utilitarian and much much smaller Jul 14 16:50:42 But you like this one... Jul 14 16:51:05 I like all ships Jul 14 16:52:49 * Molly nods, watching from the window a few minutes, letting him look around Jul 14 16:53:36 * Morgan does so, looking astounded by it Jul 14 16:55:01 Might you truly buy her? Jul 14 16:55:15 * Morgan sighs Jul 14 16:55:31 I wish... I'll check my balance with the bank but... I don't see it happening Jul 14 16:56:04 * Molly nods, speaking quietly Jul 14 16:56:13 But if you could, you would? Jul 14 16:56:22 * Morgan nods Jul 14 16:56:24 I reckon so Jul 14 16:56:34 And you would leave. Jul 14 16:57:04 well... Jul 14 16:58:37 I understand. You would have a ship to run. Jul 14 16:59:32 Its a moot point anyway Jul 14 17:00:23 * Molly nods Jul 14 17:00:37 Ships must be expensive Jul 14 17:00:41 * Morgan nods Jul 14 17:00:43 very Jul 14 17:02:51 * Molly nods “Like more than a hundred guilders!” Jul 14 17:03:00 Much -much- more Jul 14 17:08:20 * Molly nods Jul 14 17:08:51 That does sound impossible Jul 14 17:13:50 * Morgan nods Jul 14 17:13:59 We'll go to the bank... just for curiosity's sake Jul 14 17:14:40 * Molly nods, and carefully takes a seat on the couch. Outside is a rumble of thunder Jul 14 17:15:15 I wonder how long he will be... I saw him on the dock going away from the ship Jul 14 17:15:34 well... difficult to steal a ship... Jul 14 17:16:32 * Molly smiles “Do you wish to keep looking? Or do you wish to sit?” Jul 14 17:16:57 * Morgan shrugs a little Jul 14 17:17:12 I'd quite like to look around... its been a long while since I was aboard a ship Jul 14 17:18:40 * Molly nods, getting up. There’s a similar room next door, then below is a huge hold, powder room, and a brig. She goes inside this, smiling “Is this where a dashing pirate captain holds a beautiful maiden captive?” Jul 14 17:19:31 Probably would be actually Jul 14 17:20:00 * Molly smiles slightly, glancing away Jul 14 17:20:30 I have read stories like that, where she is tied up and he secretly adores her Jul 14 17:20:40 * Morgan nods Jul 14 17:20:48 A fairly common trope I understand Jul 14 17:23:17 * Molly nods, blushing “Yes, who better than a sailor for such...? Anyway... This is a good ship for transporting goods?” Jul 14 17:23:41 The hold is enormous, so... yes Jul 14 17:26:08 * Molly nods. They get to walk around and investigate for some time, still with occasional thunder. They’re back on deck when Reynolds appears again Jul 14 17:27:04 R: My apologies, I did not intend to be so long. Where can I write to you when I have spoken to the owner? Jul 14 17:27:37 The estate of Lady Catherine Torrington... Jul 14 17:28:01 *He nods* And your name, my Lord? Jul 14 17:28:28 It can just be addressed to Morgan, it will find me Jul 14 17:31:10 *He nods, escorting them from the ship. The sky has darkened dramatically* You will want to get indoors, my Lord, I’d expect heavy rain for the remainder of the day Jul 14 17:31:52 * Morgan nods Jul 14 17:31:58 Looks that way... thank you... Jul 14 17:33:01 R: You are most welcome, my Lord Jul 14 17:33:25 * Morgan inclines his head before leading Molly away Jul 14 17:33:37 We might get wet but... would you mind if we stopped by the bank? Jul 14 17:35:09 I should be a little careful not to get too wet, but if it is raining by then I can remain in the coach Jul 14 17:35:41 * Morgan nods Jul 14 17:35:55 Shouldn't be too bad, getting from the coach to the room Jul 14 17:37:01 * Molly nods, walking fast to where they left the coach, holding his hand. The first few drops of rain find them just as they get there Jul 14 17:37:36 * Morgan helps her inside, giving instructions to go to the bank next Jul 14 17:38:52 *the deluge begins once the move, the water falling like sheets. She moves to sit close beside him, blushing slightly. She says nothing Jul 14 17:39:13 It -always- rains here Jul 14 17:40:20 * Molly nods Jul 14 17:40:50 Unless it is just you? Jul 14 17:41:06 What do you mean? Jul 14 17:41:22 That you have bad luck with the weather Jul 14 17:41:41 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 17:41:47 Wouldn't surprise me, actually Jul 14 17:42:18 * Molly watches him a moment Jul 14 17:42:26 Is it far to the bank? Jul 14 17:43:52 Not particularly... a lot of money goes from the docks to the bank, makes sense for a branch to be close by Jul 14 17:44:13 * Molly nods Jul 14 17:44:47 Morgan...? Jul 14 17:45:13 Yes? Jul 14 17:45:19 May I kiss you? Jul 14 17:45:24 * Morgan nods Jul 14 17:45:25 You may Jul 14 17:45:40 * Molly leans in, kissing him gently Jul 14 17:46:08 * Morgan presses his lips to hers Jul 14 17:47:27 * Molly turns a little so she can move a little closer, gently touching his lower lip with the tip of her tongue Jul 14 17:48:19 * Morgan responds, brushing er tongue with his own Jul 14 17:48:50 * Molly opens to him, kissing him deeper. She makes a little Mmm sound Jul 14 17:49:21 * Morgan matches her actions Jul 14 17:50:51 * Molly ‘s kissing intensifies, a hand moving to his flank. Her mouth is nice and warm where the pelting rain has cooled the carriage noticeably Jul 14 17:51:38 * Morgan increases his intensity to match hers again Jul 14 17:52:09 * Molly moans softly, grasping his skin where she’s holding him Jul 14 17:52:45 * Morgan runs his tongue over hers Jul 14 17:53:27 * Molly breaks it just enough to murmur “You kiss like a dream...” Jul 14 17:53:51 * Morgan shrugs a little, pressing his lips to hers again Jul 14 17:55:08 * Molly kisses him deeply again, body pressed to his as much as they can sat side by side Jul 14 17:55:24 * Morgan kisses her passionately for a few minutes Jul 14 17:56:12 * Molly moves her hand down over his hip and then grips his thigh Jul 14 17:56:58 * Morgan puts a hand to her neck Jul 14 17:57:37 * Molly moans again at this, nodding slightly Jul 14 17:57:51 * Morgan pulls away a little Jul 14 17:58:01 Best stop so we're not so... obviously flushed when we reach the bank... Jul 14 17:58:21 * Molly nods, watching his expression Jul 14 17:59:01 I am in danger of getting swept away by these feelings in me... Jul 14 18:08:04 Oh? Jul 14 18:08:34 * Molly blushes Jul 14 18:08:45 you... you do not feel the same? Jul 14 18:08:51 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:08:59 Which is why I said we should stop for a little while Jul 14 18:09:16 * Molly nods. The carriage slows Jul 14 18:09:29 You will stay here? Jul 14 18:09:42 * Molly nods Jul 14 18:09:51 I'll be as quick as I can... Jul 14 18:10:04 whatever you need... Jul 14 18:10:37 * Morgan nods, watching her momentarily before kissing her and then climbing out of the carriage to run into the bank Jul 14 18:11:08 *it’s smart in here, but quiet* Jul 14 18:11:32 * Morgan looks around, finding a clerk Jul 14 18:12:10 *there’s one available, an older man* Jul 14 18:12:51 * Morgan approaches him Jul 14 18:13:02 * Molly is now known as Clerk Jul 14 18:13:29 * Morgan coughs quietly, waiting Jul 14 18:13:40 * Clerk looks up Jul 14 18:13:48 good morning, sir Jul 14 18:14:04 morning... I'd like to make an enquiry as to my account balance... Jul 14 18:14:20 Of course, your name please? Jul 14 18:14:36 Morgan Koertig... Jul 14 18:14:46 * Clerk nods Jul 14 18:14:55 I will be back momentarily Jul 14 18:15:02 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:16:03 * Clerk goes and returns with two pieces of paper, one which looks sealed Jul 14 18:16:23 * Morgan watches hm carefully Jul 14 18:16:48 * Clerk slides the unsealed one over Jul 14 18:16:57 this is the balance... Jul 14 18:17:04 * Morgan nods, taking it Jul 14 18:17:06 And that? Jul 14 18:18:04 * Clerk hands it over. On the front it says Veisgraf M. Koertig von Sudlachenburg Jul 14 18:18:21 Thank you... I'll take these with me... Jul 14 18:18:29 * Clerk nods Jul 14 18:18:35 good day, my Lord Jul 14 18:18:55 * Morgan inclines his head, tucking them inside his coat to keep them dry on the dash to the carriage Jul 14 18:19:09 *its where he left it* Jul 14 18:19:39 * Morgan climbs in, shaking his coat to dispel the rain as he does so Jul 14 18:19:55 * Clerk giggles Jul 14 18:20:06 you’re going to make me all wet! Jul 14 18:20:11 * Clerk is now known as Molly Jul 14 18:20:29 * Morgan blushes, sitting down Jul 14 18:20:41 Sorry Jul 14 18:21:06 how was it? Jul 14 18:21:24 * Morgan shrugs, taking the paper from his pocket, unfolding the balance first Jul 14 18:21:28 We'll see Jul 14 18:21:47 *it says four thousand, seven hundred guilders* Jul 14 18:21:59 * Morgan 's eyes go wide Jul 14 18:22:04 jesus Jul 14 18:22:14 * Molly watches him Jul 14 18:22:18 what? Jul 14 18:22:26 its... a bit more than I expected... Jul 14 18:23:18 that is good, isn’t it? I’ve never even had my own money, aside from my wages and that guilder I once found Jul 14 18:23:35 * Morgan nods, folding the piece of paper Jul 14 18:23:47 I suppose it is... Jul 14 18:24:18 have you spent less than expected? Jul 14 18:24:41 I... haven't spent anything. I worked for food and lodgings... Jul 14 18:24:51 * Molly nods Jul 14 18:25:21 maybe it is that interest thing I’ve heard people discuss? that makes money grow Jul 14 18:25:50 * Morgan nods, opening the sealed note Jul 14 18:28:30 *it is dated six months ago, and says: If you’re reading this, it won’t be long before we hear about it. Yensid is watching for you. Get in touch. Heinzharold is suffering without you, and he’s getting on my nerves. Claudia.” Jul 14 18:29:01 * Morgan sighs Jul 14 18:30:01 what’s wrong, dear one? Jul 14 18:31:08 Its a note from a friend... Jul 14 18:31:23 From your home? Jul 14 18:31:58 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:32:38 what does he say? Jul 14 18:32:50 * Morgan holds it out to her Jul 14 18:33:44 * Molly looks at it before sighing “it’s a little advanced for me” Jul 14 18:34:32 Sorry... Jul 14 18:34:38 * Morgan takes it back, reading it aloud Jul 14 18:34:52 * Molly nods Jul 14 18:35:14 your friend is a girl Jul 14 18:35:30 aye Jul 14 18:35:51 who are the others? Jul 14 18:36:16 Yensid is someone who works for my father... HeinzHarold... is my best friend Jul 14 18:36:31 oh... you must miss him Jul 14 18:36:36 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:36:37 I do Jul 14 18:37:30 Will you get in touch? was it enough to afford another letter there so soon? Jul 14 18:39:11 Uhhh... yes, it was. I'll have to consider what to do now Jul 14 18:39:22 * Molly nods Jul 14 18:39:36 Will your friend be so unhappy? Jul 14 18:40:23 We've known eachother since we were... ten... Jul 14 18:40:35 * Molly smiles Jul 14 18:40:47 That is a long time... Jul 14 18:41:00 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:41:01 It is Jul 14 18:41:40 I had a friend... we’d played together since infancy... Jul 14 18:41:50 Oh? Jul 14 18:42:00 * Molly shrugs Jul 14 18:42:12 I am no longer welcome, anywhere. Jul 14 18:42:38 * Morgan frowns Jul 14 18:42:49 Perhaps... we will steal away somewhere... Jul 14 18:42:59 * Molly smiles Jul 14 18:43:16 aren’t we already doing so? Jul 14 18:43:33 I meant on a more... permanent basis... Jul 14 18:43:58 * Molly watches him Jul 14 18:44:17 That could be fun, two friends on an adventure Jul 14 18:45:08 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:45:26 I'll write to him, I think... while we wait for the price on the ship... Jul 14 18:48:27 It is enough to do such?! Jul 14 18:48:49 * Morgan shrugs Jul 14 18:48:53 Depends how much the owner wants Jul 14 18:52:38 * Molly nods Jul 14 18:52:55 how do you feel now? Jul 14 18:53:18 Somewhat in turmoil Jul 14 18:53:28 would you tell me why? Jul 14 18:53:54 The chances of being found now... I'll have to move on but... HeinzHarold... Jul 14 18:56:22 * Molly nods Jul 14 18:56:36 He should know you are alive? Jul 14 18:56:43 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:56:49 I suppose... my parents should too... Jul 14 18:57:05 * Molly nods Jul 14 18:57:24 would it help for me to hold your hand? Jul 14 18:57:52 * Morgan nods Jul 14 18:57:54 I think so Jul 14 18:58:21 * Molly moves to sit beside him, holding his hand between both of hers Jul 14 19:00:17 * Morgan holds onto her hand, turning the two pieces of paper over in his other hand Jul 14 19:02:12 If you wish it, I would follow you. But if you prefer to leave the life in Tawstock behind, I will understand Jul 14 19:03:08 We can discuss that... but I have been working to give you a future, and I will not give up on that Jul 14 19:04:40 * Molly nods, looking at their hands Jul 14 19:04:53 I cannot live through what I went through again... Jul 14 19:05:31 * Morgan nods Jul 14 19:05:34 I won't make you Jul 14 19:07:16 * Molly brings up his hand, kissing his knuckles Jul 14 19:07:22 thank you Jul 14 19:07:46 * Morgan nods Jul 14 19:09:18 * Molly sits with him like this the rest of the way to the tavern, not asking any more. It is still raining hard when they get there Jul 14 19:10:59 * Morgan takes his coat off, wrapping it around her Jul 14 19:11:04 Come on, lets get indoors Jul 14 19:12:30 * Molly kisses his cheek before they get out and make a dash indoors. No one interrupts so they arrive at their parlour without incident Jul 14 19:13:48 * Morgan stops just inside the door, looking at the pieces of paper again Jul 14 19:14:47 * Molly carefully hangs his coat. Lightening brights the room where the staff have stoked the fire Jul 14 19:14:54 You are wet through... Jul 14 19:15:03 oh... yes... Jul 14 19:16:36 * Molly looks him over Jul 14 19:16:48 Did you... Umm... need to get changed? Jul 14 19:17:02 * Morgan nods Jul 14 19:17:03 I best had Jul 14 19:18:12 * Molly nods Jul 14 19:18:36 My hem is wet Jul 14 19:19:03 * Morgan nods Jul 14 19:19:05 Hardly surprising Jul 14 19:19:19 * Molly nods Jul 14 19:19:41 I’ll be back soon Jul 14 19:19:59 * Morgan nods, heading through to his own room to get dried and changed Jul 14 19:21:43 *He notices again a little precum behind his placket Jul 14 19:21:57 * Morgan sighs, cleaning himself up Jul 14 19:22:26 *there’s no further incidents* Jul 14 19:23:03 * Morgan goes back out into the main room Jul 14 19:24:54 * Molly isn’t there Jul 14 19:26:05 * Morgan goes toward her rom, knocking gently Jul 14 19:27:27 uhh yes, just a minute... Jul 14 19:27:42 Just checking you're alright... Jul 14 19:27:51 mmhmm... Jul 14 19:28:11 * Morgan nods, going to sit down Jul 14 19:29:10 * Molly is out a couple of minutes later, wearing what she was last night, though without the corset beneath, so it looks softer and more comfortable Jul 14 19:29:43 Alright? Jul 14 19:30:41 * Molly nods, coming to sit beside him Jul 14 19:30:46 Yes... are you? Jul 14 19:42:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jul 14 19:44:47 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 14 19:46:15 * mads (~mads@192.168.1.228) has joined Jul 14 19:46:25 * mads is now known as MorganK Jul 14 19:46:32 * MorganK nods Jul 14 19:46:37 I'm alright I think Jul 14 19:47:08 * Molly nods, pulling her bare feet up under her skirt Jul 14 19:47:22 This has been a difficult trip for you Jul 14 19:47:28 * MorganK nods Jul 14 19:47:30 yes it has Jul 14 19:47:52 I’m sorry Jul 14 19:47:59 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 19:48:01 it is what it is Jul 14 19:48:30 Do you need to leave earlier? Jul 14 19:48:58 No point... there'll be no reply from the ship owner for a while Jul 14 19:49:45 but if you need to leave Lady Catherine’s estate... Jul 14 19:50:19 * MorganK nods Jul 14 19:50:36 I've probably got a little time before it becomes absolutely necesary Jul 14 19:51:11 Do you worry about starting over? Jul 14 19:51:40 * MorganK nods Jul 14 19:51:43 I do, yes Jul 14 19:52:36 * Molly takes his hand Jul 14 19:52:45 What do you fear? Jul 14 19:53:37 I don't know really... I've rather failed in the task I set myself... all of them... Jul 14 19:54:13 * Molly watches him compassionately Jul 14 19:54:46 I want to soothe and comfort you, so much. I just do not know how Jul 14 19:56:07 I'm afraid... neither do I Jul 14 19:58:28 * Molly nods “I could hold you, if that would not be too intimate or vulnerable” Jul 14 19:58:57 * MorganK nods Jul 14 19:58:59 I'd like that Jul 14 19:59:20 * Molly opens her arms to him Jul 14 19:59:37 * MorganK moves into them Jul 14 20:00:43 * Molly wraps her arms around him, holding him close. Her rosewater perfume smells nice Jul 14 20:00:54 * MorganK just rests against her Jul 14 20:01:19 * Molly strokes his back tenderly, soothingly Jul 14 20:01:51 it’s alright to be afraid... Jul 14 20:02:38 I'm not afraid Jul 14 20:03:15 No? Jul 14 20:04:18 * MorganK shakes his head Jul 14 20:04:25 Concerned... but not afraid Jul 14 20:04:39 You are not afraid of what is between us? Jul 14 20:05:16 Well... apprehensive... Jul 14 20:06:14 * Molly nods Jul 14 20:06:40 it is very sudden Jul 14 20:06:49 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 20:06:56 Not especially... just our acting on it is Jul 14 20:07:20 You have known my feelings for some time? Jul 14 20:07:52 No... but I;ve known of mine Jul 14 20:08:47 for long? Jul 14 20:09:12 Longer than I was comfortable with Jul 14 20:09:26 And now? Jul 14 20:12:15 I'm still not -entirely- comfortable with it Jul 14 20:13:12 What would you have me do? I could -try- to keep my distance...? Jul 14 20:14:03 No... I'd rather you don't Jul 14 20:14:32 Even if it means we end up in bed again? Jul 14 20:15:22 even if... Jul 14 20:16:30 * Molly nods Jul 14 20:19:10 * Molly continues as she was for a few minutes before she says “those feelings have not lessened for me even with the feelings that came afterwards” Jul 14 20:19:23 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:19:25 I did wonder... Jul 14 20:20:19 Things are changing, things about the future... it is unsettling. Yet when I kiss you, -that- feels like it makes sense Jul 14 20:20:49 * MorganK nods slowly Jul 14 20:21:01 you do not feel so? Jul 14 20:22:08 I was not feeling -as- unsettled until I saw the note... Jul 14 20:22:39 it is because they will know you were in Carleon, or because your friends miss you? Jul 14 20:22:51 both... Jul 14 20:23:07 What will happen if they find you? Jul 14 20:23:15 I'm not sure Jul 14 20:23:53 where might you go? Would it need to be Avalon? Jul 14 20:24:19 I don't know really... Jul 14 20:24:29 I hadnt intended to be around long enough for it to be aproblem Jul 14 20:24:41 * Molly nods slowly Jul 14 20:26:59 That is still a choice you have. Jul 14 20:28:33 * MorganK sighs, shrugging Jul 14 20:28:36 I don't know anymore Jul 14 20:28:59 You have made me no promises, you owe me nothing... Jul 14 20:29:24 even so Jul 14 20:29:42 * Molly nods Jul 14 20:30:23 what would please you to do for the afternoon? Jul 14 20:33:12 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 20:33:28 I don't know really... Jul 14 20:34:17 * Molly kisses his temple Jul 14 20:34:33 I suppose if you are hungry we could have lunch... Jul 14 20:36:22 we could do, I suppose. Jul 14 20:36:48 I... I am in no rush for my own sake Jul 14 20:37:24 we needn't yet then Jul 14 20:38:23 * Molly nods, relaxing a little, still stroking his back Jul 14 20:38:39 I am sorry I was so emotional last night Jul 14 20:38:46 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:38:53 its alright. It was a lot for you to deal with Jul 14 20:39:17 I should have asked you to stay and hold me. Jul 14 20:39:42 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:39:48 it might have avoided all that Jul 14 20:40:03 I am not used to getting my needs met Jul 14 20:40:38 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:42:23 I can understand why it would be difficult to say what it is you need Jul 14 20:43:05 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jul 14 20:43:23 For you too, I think? We have both become accustomed to the protective shells we’ve built around ourselves Jul 14 20:43:53 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:43:58 yes... I suppose so Jul 14 20:45:40 I learnt that those who care about us can swiftly change their minds if you become too difficult Jul 14 20:46:00 I can see why you'd feel so... Jul 14 20:47:01 I do not want to be too much for you. Jul 14 20:47:25 I think I'd like you to stop worrying about that Jul 14 20:49:02 * Molly sighs softly “I’m afraid I’ll scare you away, like a little bird I’ve coaxed into my hand...” Jul 14 20:49:22 You need to trust me... Jul 14 20:50:51 I do trust you, Morgan, with my body certainly, but my heart is fragile... Jul 14 20:51:35 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:52:16 I know. Maybe rather than finding someone to marry... a little house somewhere, so you could work as you please... Jul 14 20:52:46 * Molly nods Jul 14 20:53:42 I do not want to marry for anything but love. I thought I could bear it, but yesterday showed me that I cannot allow someone to use my body selfishly, I need more than that Jul 14 20:53:52 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:53:58 what'd a cottage cost, do you reckon? Jul 14 20:54:42 * Molly shrugs “A hundred guilders, maybe a touch more to furnish it” Jul 14 20:55:27 * MorganK nods Jul 14 20:55:35 alright... whatever else happens, I will see to that. Jul 14 20:56:04 Are you sure? That is a lot to give to me Jul 14 20:56:47 lets... lets see where -this- goes and if you wish to part ways, we will find you somewhere... Jul 14 20:57:15 * Molly stays quiet Jul 14 20:59:33 that is not what you wanted to hear? Jul 14 21:00:53 It isn’t that... But I do not wish to say too much. Your offer is generous, and I am very grateful Jul 14 21:01:16 say what you wish Jul 14 21:02:11 I... I do not, at present, imagine wanting to part ways. Jul 14 21:02:56 * MorganK nods Jul 14 21:03:05 alright... even if I buy a ship and set sail? Jul 14 21:04:12 I would need to get very much more at ease with what I did the other night, were that the case... Oh god, I should not have said that! Jul 14 21:05:04 what if... I wanted you to come with me? Jul 14 21:06:55 I... I think I might do so, yes... Jul 14 21:07:46 * MorganK nods Jul 14 21:07:48 we'll see, hmm Jul 14 21:09:46 What would I do? Would I have to be the one to hit the sailors with the wooden spoon? *she sounds like she’s gently teasing* Jul 14 21:11:31 generally we don't like that... Jul 14 21:11:42 Only generally? Jul 14 21:12:41 there's always a weird one or two Jul 14 21:13:18 * Molly giggles Jul 14 21:13:24 But not you Jul 14 21:13:52 * MorganK shakes his head Jul 14 21:13:53 no Jul 14 21:14:13 * Molly nods Jul 14 21:15:10 * Molly is quiet a little again, before she says Jul 14 21:15:30 how will we proceed in the next few days? Jul 14 21:16:17 how would you wish to? Jul 14 21:16:48 Would you think less of me if I said ‘like we were yesterday’? Jul 14 21:17:22 * MorganK shakes his head Jul 14 21:17:24 no Jul 14 21:17:40 now you must answer... Jul 14 21:17:57 like yesterday suits me fine... or like today... Jul 14 21:18:10 In the carriage? Jul 14 21:19:30 I meant sightseeing... but... that too Jul 14 21:20:49 oh... Sorry, I thought we meant... yes, there was business you had here, I believe? Jul 14 21:21:23 I meant that as well Jul 14 21:22:22 * Molly nods Jul 14 21:22:56 I do not wish to return to a doctor at the end of the week... Jul 14 21:23:17 * MorganK shakes his head Jul 14 21:23:18 no... Jul 14 21:23:58 I... I am not committed to the idea that I still could be verified then... Jul 14 21:24:22 how do you mean? Jul 14 21:24:55 One way or another, I may not still have the remainder of it by then... Jul 14 21:25:17 why do you say that? Jul 14 21:25:37 * Molly sounds uncomfortable Jul 14 21:26:36 I... I would like to explore more, to learn more. You warned that had we continued it may have been broken... Jul 14 21:27:43 * MorganK nods Jul 14 21:27:47 yes, I suspect so Jul 14 21:27:59 Or... Jul 14 21:28:32 or? Jul 14 21:29:49 Or... As I said last night... I would like it if you were my first. Jul 14 21:30:43 you still would? Jul 14 21:30:49 * Molly nods Jul 14 21:31:50 * MorganK nods Jul 14 21:31:55 we'll see how the week pans out Jul 14 21:34:15 It has not changed. And my future is less of a concern now I know you wish to see me secure and safe regardless Jul 14 21:34:29 * MorganK nods Jul 14 21:34:36 THen... we will see how this progresses Jul 14 21:35:36 * Molly nods Jul 14 21:36:13 Do you wish for that ship only, or will another suffice? Jul 14 21:37:08 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 21:37:24 I don't know... but that one particular is rather... magnificent, if she's as fast as I've heard Jul 14 21:38:25 * Molly nods, stroking his hair this time Jul 14 21:38:38 She is beautiful, and she looks comfortable Jul 14 21:40:18 which is very unusual Jul 14 21:41:32 * Molly nods Jul 14 21:41:43 would you tell me more about your friends? Jul 14 21:42:04 what would you like to know? Jul 14 21:42:25 how did you meet them? Jul 14 21:43:49 HeinzHarold I met when I was a child... we were both pilfering apples from an orchard Jul 14 21:44:10 me giggles Jul 14 21:44:21 Oh I cannot imagine you doing so! Jul 14 21:45:01 * MorganK nods Jul 14 21:45:20 we've been best friends since then... he introduced me to Claudia during the war... she served on the same ship as him Jul 14 21:47:30 What are they like? Jul 14 21:49:52 HeinzHarold thinks he's funny... but he's a wonderful man really, trustworthy, loyal... Claudia is much more serious, but just as loyal Jul 14 21:51:06 * Molly smiles “how did you fit in?” Jul 14 21:52:00 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 21:52:07 I used to be much more like HeinzHarold Jul 14 21:53:10 It seems they will welcome you back Jul 14 21:53:43 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 21:53:44 maybe Jul 14 21:54:50 * Molly kisses his temple again. The rain intensifies outside Jul 14 21:55:14 I don’t think we’ll be going anywhere anytime soon Jul 14 21:55:39 no... I don't think so Jul 14 21:56:39 Should we have them bring our lunch here? Jul 14 21:57:40 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 21:57:43 if you like Jul 14 21:58:23 Are you truly so settled and relaxed here in my arms that you do not mind? Jul 14 21:59:40 * MorganK sighs Jul 14 21:59:46 if it bothers you, I can move... Jul 14 22:00:26 No, I am simply surprised... you do not strike me as the cuddling type Jul 14 22:00:58 * MorganK shrugs a little Jul 14 22:01:51 I would like to try this in a bed sometime, if you are amenable to it Jul 14 22:02:03 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:02:04 I would be Jul 14 22:02:45 * Molly nods. A few minutes pass before she says Jul 14 22:02:56 I am extremely fond of you. Jul 14 22:03:16 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:03:17 likewise Jul 14 22:05:10 I think... I think it could become more than that, and it scares me that that will be too much Jul 14 22:06:10 I'll be honest... I don't know how I feel about that Jul 14 22:06:24 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:06:32 I understand. Jul 14 22:07:41 it is not going to drive me away though Jul 14 22:08:23 That’s is what matters. I would never ask for you to feel it in return. Jul 14 22:09:37 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:09:38 I don't know Jul 14 22:10:03 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:10:12 We do not need to discuss it again Jul 14 22:11:16 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:11:21 as with all things... we'll see Jul 14 22:11:54 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:12:27 When will you go to take care of your business matter? Jul 14 22:13:22 Either once it has stopped raining, or tomorrow Jul 14 22:13:42 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:13:50 Would you have me wait here? Jul 14 22:15:26 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:15:29 up to you Jul 14 22:16:40 It is not something very private? Jul 14 22:17:15 no... the man I want to see can probably provide me with a particular drink from Eisen... Jul 14 22:18:40 Is it the one I tried? Jul 14 22:20:23 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:20:52 strong flavour, makes Avalonian ale seem watered down... Jul 14 22:20:59 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:21:07 I was surprised I managed to swallow it! Jul 14 22:21:40 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:21:42 its an acquired taste Jul 14 22:22:04 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:22:28 I will come with you Jul 14 22:23:28 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:23:29 alright Jul 14 22:24:10 Is he a friend? Jul 14 22:24:58 No... an acquaintance. He was the first officer on the ship that brought me to Avalon Jul 14 22:25:54 He is a sailor... *she giggles* Jul 14 22:26:43 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:26:45 he is Jul 14 22:27:09 Is he handsome? Jul 14 22:27:33 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:27:35 I suppose so Jul 14 22:28:39 * Molly nods, stroking his hair. There’s another flash of light at the window Jul 14 22:29:22 I don't like storms Jul 14 22:29:33 really?! Jul 14 22:29:50 reminds me of the night that caused me to get the scars on my back Jul 14 22:33:10 * Molly holds him tighter Jul 14 22:33:31 oh, I’m sorry. I will not pry if that is too painful Jul 14 22:33:57 No... its fine Jul 14 22:34:39 you told me you’d defied bad orders... Jul 14 22:34:46 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:35:15 my commanding officer wanted us to attack a cavalry unit... with rifles... in a storm worse than this... Jul 14 22:37:05 was it common to start attacks in bad weather? surely visibility would be poor, and the ground slippery? Jul 14 22:37:16 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:37:51 its not uncommon... but it was never going to work... when he wouldn't listen to reason, I grabbed a rifle, levelled it at him and pulled the trigger... Jul 14 22:39:59 were you worried you might be incorrect? Jul 14 22:40:45 No. Not for an instant. Jul 14 22:41:22 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:41:45 I am sorry he put you in that position of having to defy orders. That was unfair Jul 14 22:42:14 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:42:28 It saved lives in the long run Jul 14 22:42:52 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:43:16 that doesn’t mean it wasn’t harmful to you, even if it was for the greater good Jul 14 22:44:02 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:44:07 perhaps Jul 14 22:44:37 Have storms troubled you ever since? Jul 14 22:45:15 Its not that they trouble me... I just... I don't like them Jul 14 22:45:38 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:45:55 I could hold you right through it, if you wished... Jul 14 22:47:34 * MorganK smiles a little Jul 14 22:47:38 I'm fairly comfortable here Jul 14 22:47:48 * Molly smiles Jul 14 22:48:24 No one would believe that you have quite a tender, and dare I say... soft, side. Jul 14 22:49:04 no... probably not. Though, until recently I don't think I was capable of it Jul 14 22:49:40 what made you realise? Jul 14 22:50:00 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:50:04 it just sort of happened Jul 14 22:50:39 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:50:48 Might I ask you something personal? Jul 14 22:51:14 * MorganK nods Jul 14 22:51:16 you may Jul 14 22:51:52 Were you like this with Evie? Jul 14 22:52:17 No... I think we kissed once... briefly. Jul 14 22:52:53 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:53:09 She told me you’d kissed... Jul 14 22:53:19 did she? Jul 14 22:53:25 * Molly nods Jul 14 22:53:43 She told me you were amazing at it Jul 14 22:54:47 * MorganK shrugs Jul 14 22:55:13 I will confess to being incredibly envious Jul 14 22:55:55 Yes... you said... Jul 14 22:56:06 Oh... sorry Jul 14 22:57:28 * MorganK smiles a little Jul 14 22:57:30 its alright Jul 14 22:58:03 Have you ever envied Curtis? Jul 14 22:59:44 * MorganK stays quiet a moment Jul 14 23:00:01 when he made his desire to ask you to marry him known, it felt like I was kicked in the chest by a horse Jul 14 23:00:44 really?! oh... because I’d be leaving? Jul 14 23:01:37 because... I think... you were lost to me Jul 14 23:02:08 * Molly nods slowly Jul 14 23:02:18 That is... it’s surprising Jul 14 23:02:49 why? Jul 14 23:04:18 I had no idea you were anything other than just wary it would be trouble. You were so keen to get out of the room, and you snapped at me when I mentioned that we’d only just returned from town. Jul 14 23:04:55 * MorganK nods Jul 14 23:05:07 I recall Jul 14 23:05:45 I could not understand-why- you were suddenly so angry with me Jul 14 23:06:19 but now you do? Jul 14 23:06:34 No... yes... sort of? Jul 14 23:06:55 * MorganK nods Jul 14 23:06:59 that sounds about right Jul 14 23:08:37 I had no idea. I... you were already fond of me? Jul 14 23:09:41 * MorganK nods a little Jul 14 23:10:20 * MorganK has quit (Quit: Konversation terminated!) Jul 14 23:29:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer)