**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Jul 13 00:21:56 2024 Jul 13 00:21:56 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jul 13 14:49:25 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 13 14:50:26 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 13 14:50:41 They'll be in shortly Jul 13 14:50:41 *he nods, but he still looks concerned until he sees her entering, then smiles* Jul 13 14:50:41 HH: $reckon we moon after our wives that bad?$ Jul 13 14:50:41 $No... I hope$ Jul 13 14:50:42 C: $you both do$ Jul 13 14:50:46 * Edward is now known as Molly Jul 13 14:50:50 * Molly comes to sit at her place beside him, smiling warmly Jul 13 14:50:52 [what ws that about?] Jul 13 14:50:54 $Yeah we probably do$ Jul 13 14:50:56 [just the details of how the magic I’d done worked] Jul 13 14:50:58 HH: $as if she isn’t that bad about Uinise$ Jul 13 14:51:00 $oh worse$ Jul 13 14:51:02 [it went as hoped?] Jul 13 14:51:04 C: $No I am not!$ Jul 13 14:51:06 $oh and deluded too$ Jul 13 14:51:08 [Absolutely. Barely any blood or discomfort, but just enough to make it symbolic. After that, everything went swimmingly. They both cried] Jul 13 14:51:10 C: $fuck off, I’m not as bad as you two$ Jul 13 14:51:12 [thats fantastic] Jul 13 14:51:14 * Molly has quit (Rea Jul 13 14:51:51 $no, course you aren't$ Jul 13 14:51:56 * Morgan eats a little as soon as it arrives Jul 13 14:53:29 [I thought so, yes] Jul 13 14:54:30 *Everyone starts to eat. The boys eat too, not causing any trouble* Jul 13 14:55:17 * Molly presses her knee to his leg beneath the table, but doesn’t look at him as she smiles slightly Jul 13 14:56:26 * Morgan smiles a little, watching his guests Jul 13 14:58:37 * Molly is now known as Edward Jul 13 14:59:12 Tomorrow night you’ll have to give up your seat at the head of the table Jul 13 14:59:52 * Morgan nods Jul 13 14:59:55 I am comfortable with that Jul 13 15:00:32 * Edward nods Jul 13 15:00:44 I have become accustomed to it in Graben Jul 13 15:02:22 * Morgan nods Jul 13 15:04:14 *Molly smiles* It will be nice to be back there, much has changed since then Jul 13 15:04:46 * Morgan nods Jul 13 15:04:48 masses Jul 13 15:07:08 [we’re in a very different position than then] Jul 13 15:07:30 [yes, we are...] Jul 13 15:08:07 Elsie: How long are you staying there, Mina? Jul 13 15:08:33 Mina: I believe until Thursday. Jul 13 15:09:00 * Edward sips his whiskey, but Morgan can see the sadness in his expression Jul 13 15:09:49 Elsie: Are you going to do something special for your birthday? Jul 13 15:10:38 *Mina smiles* I do not believe so, but being surrounded by loving family will be a delight in itself Jul 13 15:11:47 Makes all the difference... Jul 13 15:14:39 * Edward smiles at her “I am looking forward to spending your birthday with you again, it has been five years, and I never did get you a new cake” Jul 13 15:15:02 *Mina smiles warmly* Jul 13 15:17:13 * Morgan watches them Jul 13 15:17:43 * Edward looks to everyone Jul 13 15:18:54 I had a cake made for her, and in my wisdom thought it would look nice with some cut flowers pushed into it. Jul 13 15:19:27 well... I can see why you'd think so... Jul 13 15:20:58 Mina: It looked beautiful... Jul 13 15:21:27 * Edward smiles “Yes, it did, until the appearance of the ants Jul 13 15:21:39 crunchy... Jul 13 15:25:24 * Edward laughs Jul 13 15:26:08 Suffice to say, we did not eat it. I promised that the following year’s would be insect free. Jul 13 15:26:55 Varick: What insects were on the next one, Uncle Edward? Jul 13 15:28:32 * Edward smiles slightly, but his micro-expressions show pain “Sadly I was in Sudlachenburg and Mina was in Graben then ((May 67, 4 months before the fire)) so I wasn’t able to get her a cake that year” Jul 13 15:31:07 *Molly leans a little closer to Morgan subconsciously * Jul 13 15:32:16 * Morgan sips his drink before eating a little Jul 13 15:33:52 Varick: Vati could teach you to make a cake, he’s very good because Dietlinde taught him Jul 13 15:34:55 *HH and Claudia are the only ones who look a little watchful* Jul 13 15:35:09 * Morgan looks at Edward thoughtfully Jul 13 15:35:33 I think even an army brat could manage it... though as I recall you do not enjoy cooking... Jul 13 15:36:57 I am not a natural cook Jul 13 15:37:08 *DeeDee murmurs* That’s the truth! Jul 13 15:37:18 * Morgan chuckles Jul 13 15:39:32 * Edward laughs Jul 13 15:40:03 I was rarely given cooking duties. I was often assigned to catching our meals Jul 13 15:41:23 * Morgan nods Jul 13 15:41:26 I would teach you... Jul 13 15:43:01 I am afraid most of my time will be taken up with spending all the time I can with my daughter, but if we can fit it in I’d like it Jul 13 15:43:24 HH: $Inga’s said the last bit to me before$ Jul 13 15:43:39 * Morgan looks thoughtful Jul 13 15:43:54 Perhaps she would enjoy it also? Or... getting messy at least... Jul 13 15:44:15 $Followed by a disappointed "oh, yeah, that wasn't a stretch at all"?$ Jul 13 15:45:19 * Edward nods Jul 13 15:45:31 I am willing to try that Jul 13 15:45:48 HH: $nah that’s what Molly says to you$ Jul 13 15:46:07 $Like I said earlier, some of us aren't built like a chippolata$ Jul 13 15:48:35 *Claudia smirks, but says nothing. The others discuss cooking skills* Jul 13 15:50:07 * Morgan eats quietly Jul 13 15:50:58 Uinise looks to Mina, Morgan and Edward: You did not learn to cook as children? Jul 13 15:51:51 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 13 15:52:38 No... noble born children are very rarely taught to cook... there are servants to do that, so we never learn... I know nobility who couldn't even boil water Jul 13 15:53:28 Uinise: But how would you survive in the wild? Jul 13 15:53:52 *Varick and Jacques laugh at this, the adults smiling* Jul 13 15:54:39 Those of us who served are taught very basic skills... but generally speaking, we wouldn't Jul 13 15:56:51 Uinise: At home people would that very sad Jul 13 15:57:12 * Morgan nods Jul 13 15:57:13 aye Jul 13 15:57:29 HH: $might want to distract her before she offends$ Jul 13 15:58:30 V: I can find water, I have big ears. And Vati showed me how to catch a pigeon with a slingshot and how to pluck it Jul 13 15:59:04 Slingshot is as close to archery I'll ever get Jul 13 16:02:23 I would attempt to teach you that, but I suspect you are too far gone Jul 13 16:02:27 * Edward smiles Jul 13 16:02:39 [thats what she said...] Jul 13 16:03:10 The scar on my foot suggests I was born too far gone in that respect Jul 13 16:04:12 *everyone laughs* Jul 13 16:04:46 Molly: A pity you do not have more time, Edward, I would like to get better at it Jul 13 16:06:07 God knows -I- cant teach her Jul 13 16:06:33 * Edward smiles Jul 13 16:06:58 Having taught her in Atemlos, I think she would benefit from a proper tutor Jul 13 16:08:45 * Morgan nods Jul 13 16:08:52 Not sure we'll be able to do that for a good while Jul 13 16:10:18 * Edward nods “holding a bow is going to become more difficult in the months ahead” Jul 13 16:10:32 * Morgan nods Jul 13 16:14:48 *Molly smiles slightly, sending him an image of her scantily dressed and heavily pregnant, knocking an arrow and pulling it back, the string caressing her belly Jul 13 16:16:07 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 13 16:18:24 Varick: Mama is going to have a big belly because she’s short Jul 13 16:20:41 You'er not wrong Jul 13 16:21:49 Emmilene: I was huge with all of them, but especially Ruth. It gets worse the more you have. Jul 13 16:24:04 *he can vaguely recall it, Ruth having been born about six months after he started visiting their house. She was very round, and Da would often touch her stomach when they passed each other Jul 13 16:25:55 * Morgan nods Jul 13 16:25:58 I remember that... Jul 13 16:27:39 *HH chuckles* Yeah, I remember having to put her shoes on her Jul 13 16:28:17 [I’ll try not to get -that- big!] Jul 13 16:30:11 [Idon't think you get choice about that love Jul 13 16:33:32 Emmilene: Da used to say it made me even more beautiful Jul 13 16:34:01 HH: *he chuckles, and it catches him a look from both Inga and his Ma* Jul 13 16:36:43 * Morgan chuckles, watching them Jul 13 16:38:16 Uinise: At home, people tell a pregnant woman how beautiful she looks even when she is just around. It is a thing of pride there Jul 13 16:39:47 Your people are very supportive in general... Jul 13 16:40:59 *Uinise nods* We are like a family Jul 13 16:41:11 * Morgan nods Jul 13 16:41:14 Even I felt that Jul 13 16:42:51 Elsie: Do you miss your home, Uinise? Jul 13 16:43:41 U: I miss the easiness of it, but I am enjoying discovering the interesting parts of Theah Main Jul 13 16:44:09 HH $she mean the parts in Claudia’s pants?$ Jul 13 16:44:21 $I was just about to say that$ Jul 13 16:44:35 *Claudia blushes slightly* $shut up.$ Jul 13 16:44:46 *Elsie nods* Jul 13 16:45:30 Varick: I miss my friend Kaelani, she’s really brave and has a scar from a dog, and she said my Vati’s scars were warrior scars Jul 13 16:46:22 She was very nice Jul 13 16:49:36 Ruth: Do you have a lot of scars? Jul 13 16:51:07 *the tension ramps up a little, little exchanged glances* Jul 13 16:51:21 * Morgan looks to her, smiling a little Jul 13 16:52:24 I do, Ruthie... some from a punishment I got in the war, some from the fire... a couple since then... one of them was climbing the big wall in Capperlucia... my oldest one, though, is on top of my foot... and the bottom... Jul 13 16:53:39 Ruth: How did you get one on the bottom? Jul 13 16:54:04 Ah, thats where the arrow came -out- Jul 13 16:54:42 *everyone laughs* Jul 13 16:54:56 Ruth: Which was the most painful one? Jul 13 16:55:44 Ah, its hard to say... they hurt in different ways... like... the different sensation between a cut and a slap, y'know? Jul 13 16:58:47 *Ruth nods* Jul 13 16:59:11 HH: $maybe you’ll get lucky and get me from being bitten$ Jul 13 16:59:22 $I wouldn't complain$ Jul 13 16:59:26 C: $bitten by what?$ Jul 13 16:59:45 * Morgan sips his drink Jul 13 17:00:16 Thinking about it though... probably the ones from my punishment hurt most for the longest... the man who ordered them was quite cruel... Jul 13 17:01:47 Ruth: What were you in trouble for? Jul 13 17:02:09 *The two boys look particularly interested in this* Jul 13 17:02:27 I stopped my unit getting into a fight we couldn't win... my commanding officer, who hated me anyway, -really- didn't like that Jul 13 17:06:49 Ruth: But wasn’t that a good thing? What would have happened if you’d been in the fight? Jul 13 17:07:38 We'd have all died. But he couldn't accept that, and was outraged that I'd not only disobeyed his orders, I'd made him look an idiot Jul 13 17:09:51 Ruth: What happened to him? Jul 13 17:10:09 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 17:10:46 He was given another unit eventually... now he works at a relatives clothes shop Jul 13 17:12:10 HH: $he was lucky you kept your wife in line...$ Jul 13 17:12:23 Ruth: It doesn’t seem fair Jul 13 17:16:09 $Aye, very lucky$ Jul 13 17:16:49 No... I don't think it was really...particularly when you consider his cruelty afterwards and the fact that I set my career back by doing it... I'd have been captain if not for that Jul 13 17:17:12 Ruth: Did you want that? Jul 13 17:18:41 * Morgan nods sadly Jul 13 17:18:51 I did. I've wanted that since I was Varicks age Jul 13 17:19:47 Mina: Now that you’ve Captained a ship, do you feel you missed out on doing so in a military capacity? Jul 13 17:20:22 * Morgan looks thoughtful Jul 13 17:21:01 Yes... though... I don't think I'd have been able to give it up when the war ended Jul 13 17:22:08 Ruth: But then you wouldn’t have married Dietlinde would you? Jul 13 17:22:20 No, exactly Jul 13 17:22:31 * Edward gestures to the maid to refill his whiskey Jul 13 17:23:14 Ruth: And you probably wouldn’t have married Molly either Jul 13 17:23:27 No, probably not Jul 13 17:27:54 HH watches them all before he says: Ruth, who ya reckon Shadow Fayre Queen will be? Jul 13 17:29:18 *They chat about this, but Edward, Mina, and Molly all seem a little less chatty* Jul 13 17:41:29 * Morgan gets his scotch refilled Jul 13 17:41:35 Edward... Jul 13 17:46:05 yes, brother? Jul 13 17:46:14 You know the -really- good whiskey... Jul 13 17:46:58 I do Jul 13 17:57:37 The Eisenfurst wants some... Jul 13 18:05:48 * Edward nods Jul 13 18:05:58 I do not blame him Jul 13 18:06:12 * Morgan nods Jul 13 18:06:17 Thirty bottles... by the wedding... Jul 13 18:07:07 * Edward laughs Jul 13 18:07:24 I hope you’ve already got someone on that Jul 13 18:07:53 * Morgan nods Jul 13 18:08:09 I have... thing is, its -ridiculously- expensive Jul 13 18:09:21 * Edward nods Jul 13 18:09:42 it is, but if you were an Eisenfurst would that stop you? Jul 13 18:10:25 Having tasted it... no Jul 13 18:13:07 * Edward nods Jul 13 18:13:20 Are you replenishing your own supplies? Jul 13 18:13:37 Need to... gave most of it away to you, father and the Eisenfurst Jul 13 18:13:53 *Molly smiles slightly* [one would hope so!] Jul 13 18:15:26 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 13 18:19:23 *by the time they’ve finished it almost nine. The newlyweds look like they may retire fairly soon, the children looking tired now, and Edward and Mina due to have their special full-moon night, just as he and Mina had planned in his dream where he was not present to stop Kauffmann* Jul 13 18:19:51 * Morgan speaks quietly to the maid to have the wine and glasses fetched ready Jul 13 18:22:55 *She goes to do so* Jul 13 18:23:25 * Edward to Molly: will the ladies be retiring to the drawing room for a while? Jul 13 18:25:00 *Molly looks around at them all. Elsie says she wanted to talk to Morgan before bed, Inga and Heinzharold say they’re going to walk back now, Theresa and Walder are going to take Jacques him, but Mina, Uinise, Claudia, Ma, and Ruth are all going to the drawing room Jul 13 18:25:37 * Morgan looks to Elsie Jul 13 18:26:16 Shall we move to the office, save the gentlemen getting kicked out? Jul 13 18:29:33 * Edward is now known as Elsie Jul 13 18:29:54 * Elsie nods, saying goodnight to the others Jul 13 18:31:42 * Morgan picks up his drink, kissing Molly's crown before hugging Inga and HeinzHarold and bidding Walder, Theresa and Jacques goodnight, before looking to Elsie to lead her to the office Jul 13 18:33:34 * Elsie smiles, finding a seat Jul 13 18:35:01 * Morgan sits down, sipping his drink before smiling at her Jul 13 18:35:04 You alright love? Jul 13 18:36:47 * Elsie nods Jul 13 18:36:57 you said we’d talk later Jul 13 18:37:30 Oh... yes... I sort of meant -later- later... I didn't expect to actually see you again today Jul 13 18:38:27 * Morgan smiles Jul 13 18:39:15 you’ll be leaving in the morning, so I thought this was the best time really Jul 13 18:39:33 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Jul 13 18:39:53 What you said... about being the father you never had... Jul 13 18:40:39 yes? Jul 13 18:41:56 I don't... don't feel that I'm making a request here... just... look, a point came where Varick calling me by name didn't feel right for... well, either of us... I wanted to ask how you feel about that... Jul 13 18:43:12 * Elsie smiles Jul 13 18:43:43 Do you want me to call you Father? Jul 13 18:44:28 well... see... I wouldn't be upset if you wanted to, you know? But I don't want you thinking you have to, or for my benefit... Jul 13 18:44:54 * Elsie watches his expression Jul 13 18:45:16 * Morgan actually looks a little anxious Jul 13 18:45:23 * Elsie smiles Jul 13 18:45:30 I’d like that Jul 13 18:45:39 * Morgan exhales Jul 13 18:45:52 You are sure? You really don't have to... Jul 13 18:46:01 * Elsie nods Jul 13 18:46:05 I am Jul 13 18:46:14 * Morgan smiles, looking relieved Jul 13 18:46:38 I am happy to hear that Jul 13 18:46:58 * Elsie smiles Jul 13 18:47:12 You can refer to me as your daughter to people, if you like Jul 13 18:47:24 * Morgan nods Jul 13 18:47:44 I would... it'll confuse the hell out of them of course... but I like to keep people on their toes Jul 13 18:47:52 * Elsie smiles Jul 13 18:48:11 especially when Molly isn’t even a year older than me Jul 13 18:48:36 * Morgan chuckles Jul 13 18:49:13 Oh yeah... *he watches her for a moment* thank you... it means much to me Jul 13 18:49:27 * Elsie nods Jul 13 18:49:29 me too Jul 13 18:50:14 * Morgan sips his drink, smiling Jul 13 18:50:20 I should let you get back to your husband... Jul 13 18:50:39 * Morgan looks like he remembers something Jul 13 18:50:44 * Elsie smiles “I’m glad it’s done” Jul 13 18:51:02 * Morgan nods Jul 13 18:51:47 Its not often I see people so in love... I have something to ask you that isn't... its not a nice thing... Jul 13 18:52:05 * Elsie nods Jul 13 18:52:37 It’s alright, you can ask me. Did you want to know if he was kind to me and made it good for me? Jul 13 18:53:00 * Morgan blushes Jul 13 18:53:28 uhhh... no... I expected nothing less of him, though the latter may come more with practice... Jul 13 18:54:04 * Elsie smiles “He was wonderful. It was absolutely everything a first time should be” Jul 13 18:54:17 * Morgan nods Jul 13 18:54:38 good... no, I was... can we keep this between you and I? Jul 13 18:55:31 * Elsie nods Jul 13 18:55:51 Of course... Do you need some advice or suggestions? Jul 13 18:57:05 No, nothing like that... its... I know someone who has trauma in her past... I was wondering if you'd be willing to talk to her, perhaps hearing how you've managed to come so far will aid her in that quest... Jul 13 18:58:35 * Elsie nods Jul 13 18:58:54 I’ll speak to anyone about it Jul 13 18:59:18 * Morgan nods Jul 13 18:59:27 * Morgan nods Jul 13 18:59:47 Thank you... I'll speak to her... Jul 13 19:01:32 /me nods Jul 13 19:02:37 I should take Thomas to bed. Can I give you a hug? Jul 13 19:02:52 Of course you can... whenever you wish to Jul 13 19:03:07 * Elsie stands up, coming to hug him Jul 13 19:03:26 * Morgan stands, wrapping her in a hug and kissing her crown Jul 13 19:06:03 * Elsie holds him “goodnight, Father” Jul 13 19:07:20 * Morgan smiles Jul 13 19:07:23 Goodnight daughter Jul 13 19:08:11 * Elsie lets go, leaving with a smile. This gives him a few minutes to himself Jul 13 19:08:50 * Morgan smiles to himself, sipping his drink before going back to the other men Jul 13 19:10:04 *There is only Edward, DeeDee, and Karlsruhe left, all with whiskey* Jul 13 19:11:02 gentlemen Jul 13 19:11:15 * Elsie is now known as Karlsruhe Jul 13 19:11:48 * Karlsruhe tops up Morgan’s drink Jul 13 19:12:16 All in all a successful day, my Lord Jul 13 19:12:39 * Morgan nods Jul 13 19:12:52 Lets dispense with that for a few hours... Jul 13 19:14:35 * Karlsruhe nods Jul 13 19:15:20 DeeDee: It just becomes so ingrained that you can’t help it Jul 13 19:15:38 * Morgan nods Jul 13 19:16:11 Sometimes... I just like a break from it Jul 13 19:17:21 * Karlsruhe nods Jul 13 19:17:36 Edward: Occasionally I have to remind my wife of the same Jul 13 19:18:05 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 13 19:18:18 Karlsruhe, how are you feeling about being a godfather? Jul 13 19:21:03 It was unexpected, but I like both the children, and I am honoured to be welcomed into their family. But I do understand there is a weight to it that I might not have accepted even a few months ago Jul 13 19:22:06 * Morgan nods Jul 13 19:22:40 It will be easier, them being so close... I think you'll be good for both boys... Jul 13 19:23:31 * Karlsruhe sips his whiskey Jul 13 19:24:22 I hope to be. Sometimes life gives us ways to grow that we do not ask for. The obstacle becomes the way. Jul 13 19:24:46 * Morgan nods, smiling a little Jul 13 19:26:46 *DeeDee and Edward both seem to think about this* Jul 13 19:27:19 * Morgan watches them for a moment Jul 13 19:27:25 He does that quite a lot... Jul 13 19:29:36 *Edward nods* I recall from your meditation Jul 13 19:29:50 * Morgan nods, sipping his whiskey Jul 13 19:29:51 It helps Jul 13 19:32:50 If you have no objections, I will return to Hafenlohr tomorrow Jul 13 19:33:08 No... that'll be fine Jul 13 19:35:26 I want to find out where Lansdau is and what is keeping him Jul 13 19:36:34 * Morgan nods Jul 13 19:36:40 I would very much like to know that also Jul 13 19:38:15 I will get right on it and let you know. Is it possible you will remain in Sudlachenburg until you go to the Fischler wedding? Jul 13 19:39:37 Its possible... it rather depends on Sascha and the twins... Jul 13 19:41:40 * Karlsruhe nods Jul 13 19:42:13 Babies come whenever suits them. My eldest son was well into the tenth month Jul 13 19:42:49 That must have been frustrating Jul 13 19:44:37 * Karlsruhe shakes his head Jul 13 19:45:47 It was lucky, I had been on campaign for several months and Sarah was sure I would miss it. *he sips his whiskey a moment* As it turns out, it was three days after I arrived. Jul 13 19:46:12 * Morgan smiles Jul 13 19:46:16 That is good Jul 13 19:50:35 * Karlsruhe nods Jul 13 19:51:16 Indeed it was. It was one of the best days of my life, as I’m sure yours was with your daughter Jul 13 19:52:32 * Morgan nods Jul 13 19:52:43 Sitting outside was difficult... but I'd have been no use at all Jul 13 19:53:06 * Karlsruhe nods, smiling Jul 13 19:53:52 I was present at three of my four children’s births Jul 13 19:54:50 *Edward grimaces slightly. DeeDee looks far less troubled about this talk of pregnancy than one would expect* Jul 13 19:58:18 * Morgan smiles a little Jul 13 20:01:05 Edward: I will be elsewhere, preferably out of earshot. Jul 13 20:01:27 Edward can be a little... delicate... Jul 13 20:01:46 *Edward frowns* Jul 13 20:01:59 * Karlsruhe nods Jul 13 20:02:12 It’s a difficult and messy business Jul 13 20:03:46 E: Yes, so I am told Jul 13 20:05:13 Worth it though Jul 13 20:05:43 * Karlsruhe nods Jul 13 20:06:38 I would not have traded seeing my wife’s strength during her labour, or the first few moments when she saw the infant she had laboured for. Jul 13 20:09:54 * Morgan nods, looking thoughtful Jul 13 20:11:43 E: Surely you saw the other one within a reasonable time frame? Jul 13 20:13:33 I saw her about fifteen minutes after her delivery, I had been at a tenant’s meeting and the delivery was much faster than the first two had been. We both felt we had missed something special. Jul 13 20:14:31 I saw Thomas born... Jul 13 20:16:40 * Karlsruhe smiles Jul 13 20:16:59 Then you can understand the wonder of it Jul 13 20:17:34 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:17:35 I do Jul 13 20:19:27 * Karlsruhe nods “The memories of those days are things you can never have taken from you” Jul 13 20:19:56 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:20:35 its... special Jul 13 20:21:34 * Karlsruhe nods “Yes it is” Jul 13 20:22:45 *Edward looks to the clock* If you’ll excuse me, I want to speak with Alice before Mina and I retire Jul 13 20:24:40 Uhhh... a moment before you do brother? Jul 13 20:25:32 *he nods, moving to the door after saying goodnight, and waiting in the hall Jul 13 20:25:54 * Morgan follows him out Jul 13 20:26:05 * Morgan looks at him, speaking quietly Jul 13 20:26:23 When I talk about how things could have been, or my scars... I don't want to feel that tension anymore... Jul 13 20:27:41 * Karlsruhe is now known as Edward Jul 13 20:27:54 I am afraid that is not something I can guarantee Jul 13 20:28:57 Perhaps not... but closing down does not help Jul 13 20:30:03 It is difficult in such situations, but I will endeavour to stop it from occurring Jul 13 20:31:51 * Morgan puts his hand on his shoulder Jul 13 20:32:16 I want to be able to reminisce with you... like brothers do... Jul 13 20:33:18 * Edward nods Jul 13 20:33:22 As do I Jul 13 20:33:46 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:33:54 While you're going that way, could you ask Claudia to come find me Jul 13 20:34:58 * Edward nods Jul 13 20:35:13 Mimi and I will be going up in a minute Jul 13 20:35:18 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:35:23 The wine has been arranged with glasses Jul 13 20:35:29 * Edward smiles Jul 13 20:35:42 Thank you, appreciate it and I know she will also Jul 13 20:36:04 * Morgan nos Jul 13 20:36:06 Goodnight brother Jul 13 20:36:48 * Edward hugs him Jul 13 20:38:09 Goodnight Jul 13 20:38:43 * Morgan hugs him tightly before letting him go Jul 13 20:40:01 * Edward inclines his head. It’s not long after he goes that Claudia comes out to Morgan Jul 13 20:40:05 * Edward is now known as Claudia Jul 13 20:40:32 * Morgan goes out into the hall with her Jul 13 20:40:44 How are you doing? Jul 13 20:41:05 * Claudia smiles Jul 13 20:41:13 Yeah, I’m okay right now Jul 13 20:41:28 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:41:36 I don't wish to disrupt that... but... Jul 13 20:43:01 What’s he done? Jul 13 20:44:04 nothing. I spoke to Elsie... Jul 13 20:44:57 * Claudia nods Jul 13 20:45:04 yeah? Jul 13 20:45:37 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:45:48 She's happy to speak with you... she doesn't know its you, mind... Jul 13 20:46:39 * Claudia nods Jul 13 20:46:48 I’m still thinking about it Jul 13 20:47:07 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:47:15 I'd take her up on it... I think it'll help Jul 13 20:48:49 Maybe. Let me think about it. Jul 13 20:48:55 * Morgan nods Jul 13 20:48:59 Of course Jul 13 20:51:04 How are you? Jul 13 20:51:48 I'm good... Jul 13 20:53:04 * Claudia nods Jul 13 20:53:10 Early start tomorrow? Jul 13 20:53:19 Fairly, yeah Jul 13 20:54:47 * Claudia nods Jul 13 20:54:58 Better get Uinise an early night then Jul 13 20:55:05 * Morgan laughs Jul 13 20:55:12 God, yeah, she'll be awful trying to wake tomorrow Jul 13 20:56:45 * Claudia nods Jul 13 20:56:55 Night, Morgan Jul 13 20:58:59 Night love Jul 13 20:59:14 * Claudia goes Jul 13 20:59:27 * Morgan goes back in to Karlsruhe and DeeDee Jul 13 21:01:14 *DeeDee is preparing his tobacco, and Karlsruhe is finishing his drink* Jul 13 21:01:32 [my love, it seems it is bed time!] Jul 13 21:02:27 I suppose I'll let you both get on... its been at least ten minutes since I saw my wife and I'm missing her... Jul 13 21:03:17 *DeeDee and Karlsruhe nod* Jul 13 21:03:37 *Goodnights are said* Jul 13 21:03:53 * Morgan goes to find Molly Jul 13 21:07:05 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 13 21:07:31 * Molly is alone in the turquoise and gold drawing room, tidying up the empty glasses Jul 13 21:09:58 Alright love? Jul 13 21:10:13 * Molly nods, smiling Jul 13 21:10:19 I am, are you? Jul 13 21:10:28 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:10:30 I am Jul 13 21:10:51 * Molly comes to him, kissing his cheek Jul 13 21:11:00 Did you enjoy the evening Jul 13 21:11:18 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:11:25 I did... aside from the tension at times Jul 13 21:11:51 * Molly smiles, watching up at him Jul 13 21:12:05 And not the tension between you and I that you enjoy? Jul 13 21:12:32 No... not -that- tension Jul 13 21:15:32 * Molly nods Jul 13 21:16:00 When it was mentioned that had you become a Captain you wouldn’t have married Dietlinde... Jul 13 21:16:10 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:16:13 Probably wouldn't have... Jul 13 21:16:40 No... Jul 13 21:16:50 * Morgan watches her Jul 13 21:16:53 What is it? Jul 13 21:17:13 It’s difficult, isn’t it? Jul 13 21:17:26 What makes you say that? Jul 13 21:18:26 Because unlike it was said, you likely would have still have met and probably wed me Jul 13 21:18:44 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 21:18:49 possibly... certainly the former Jul 13 21:19:36 * Molly nods Jul 13 21:20:07 I’m not sure why it troubled me. We’ve seen many paths like that Jul 13 21:20:15 Yes, we have Jul 13 21:21:02 * Molly shrugs “I am just being over-sensitive” Jul 13 21:21:26 I dont understand why it bothers you Jul 13 21:22:03 Nor do I really... perhaps it feels like it trivialises what you had Jul 13 21:23:32 I just... don't think I'd have been back enough or at the right time for it to happen, thats all... Jul 13 21:23:50 * Molly nods Jul 13 21:24:12 Not that the love of the sea or the joy of running a ship would have outweighed it Jul 13 21:24:50 No, not at all... just... if I'd had a taste of it before I'd met her, I'd have been at sea constantly Jul 13 21:25:09 * Molly nods Jul 13 21:25:13 Alright, my love Jul 13 21:27:39 * Morgan nods a little Jul 13 21:28:03 * Molly takes a deep breath, smiles, and then kisses his neck a moment “We aren’t out of charity with each other, nor am I burdened” Jul 13 21:28:11 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:28:13 Alright then Jul 13 21:28:58 And you? Jul 13 21:29:36 No, Im fine Jul 13 21:30:24 Good. Do you wish to retire, or tell me about your talk with Elsie? Jul 13 21:30:44 We have an early morning... we'd best get some rest Jul 13 21:31:18 * Molly nods, going to the door “Very well, liebling” Jul 13 21:31:34 * Morgan follows her Jul 13 21:32:11 * Molly heads to their room and immediately starts removing her clothing Jul 13 21:32:41 * Morgan does likewise Jul 13 21:32:44 Do you wish to tell me of your dream? Jul 13 21:33:06 If you like love... Jul 13 21:33:50 * Molly smiles, making quick work of getting down to the black negligee he’d seen this morning when he had her bent over the bed Jul 13 21:34:02 * Morgan smiles, watching her Jul 13 21:35:10 * Molly runs her hands over it Jul 13 21:35:20 This is to stay, or to go? Jul 13 21:35:36 ummm... thats your choice I think Jul 13 21:36:22 * Molly smiles, undoing her hair but keeping the lingerie on Jul 13 21:37:17 * Morgan gets into bed, relaxing against the headboard Jul 13 21:37:24 Carleon... Jul 13 21:38:25 * Molly turns from him, undoing the last pins to let it fall, and then shakes her head so it swishes “the first time?” Jul 13 21:38:53 When I took you to the doctor... the night before, we were in your room, talking and overheard a couple having sex outside... Jul 13 21:39:27 * Molly glances over her shoulder “Oh... like Claudia and DeeDee heard Mina?” Jul 13 21:39:46 But more... raw... and it made things very awkward for us... Jul 13 21:40:27 * Molly comes to get into the bed beside him Jul 13 21:40:36 We were both very embarrassed? Jul 13 21:41:33 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:41:54 Indeed... we parted and went to bed... I had trouble sleeping but thats nothing new... Jul 13 21:42:28 your nightmares were no better on this path? Jul 13 21:42:47 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 21:43:17 Next morning we go off to the doctor, as planned... but he calls me in and tells me you are not a virgin... that you are not... intact... Jul 13 21:43:25 * Molly blushes Jul 13 21:43:40 Oh! Whyever not? Jul 13 21:44:47 Well, later, when we talked... it turned out you had been so aroused by what you had heard, you had taken matters in hand and damaged your maidenhead Jul 13 21:45:32 * Molly blushes harder, but she’s smiling too, turning towards him so she can watch him more Jul 13 21:45:45 That must have been quite a shock to hear! Jul 13 21:45:49 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:45:53 It was, yes... Jul 13 21:46:07 were you horrified? angry? Jul 13 21:46:50 Troubled... not troubled enough for it to stop us ending up naked, though... Jul 13 21:47:07 * Molly giggles Jul 13 21:47:19 we would not, surely?! Jul 13 21:47:51 We managed to temper ourselves, so only our hands and... my mouth... was used... Jul 13 21:48:05 * Molly looks surprised Jul 13 21:48:21 This is a path, not just a dream? Jul 13 21:48:38 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:48:41 I believe so Jul 13 21:48:51 Dreams are... hazy... this was not Jul 13 21:48:55 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jul 13 21:49:40 Was it awkward? I wouldn’t have had the faintest idea how to go about! Jul 13 21:50:40 You did alright... the expected aim was achieved... we'll see what the fallout is... Jul 13 21:50:59 You have not gotten there yet? Jul 13 21:51:15 No, we cleaned up, I went for some air then I woke up Jul 13 21:52:04 * Molly nods Jul 13 21:52:11 Aroused... Jul 13 21:52:28 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:53:23 * Molly nods, putting a gentle hand on his chest, smiling Jul 13 21:53:51 So I made a passable first attempt at pleasuring you with my hand? Jul 13 21:53:58 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:55:32 * Molly smiles “I didn’t ruin it” Jul 13 21:55:48 no... I gave specific instruction about not stopping Jul 13 21:56:10 * Molly nods “That is very practical and avalonian of you” Jul 13 21:56:26 * Morgan nods Jul 13 21:56:29 I learn my lessons... Jul 13 22:04:50 * Molly nods slowly Jul 13 22:04:57 Yes, that makes sense... Jul 13 22:05:53 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:06:27 you did not warn me this time... I assume because of the Coral? Jul 13 22:06:57 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 22:06:59 Maybe... Jul 13 22:07:12 Or I'd had longer to think about actually doing it... Jul 13 22:07:28 I do not understand, my love Jul 13 22:08:42 Well, maybe he combination of you being on the coral... and talking about it with the girls, and me being more... ready to do those things, made me think it wasn't necessary.... Jul 13 22:08:47 Or I just didn't think about it Jul 13 22:09:12 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:10:12 Who can say, really? *she smiles* I cannot imagine having done that. I was so very resistant to the idea of touching myself Jul 13 22:11:52 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:11:56 So you said Jul 13 22:12:21 But the couple’s intimacy made me so aroused? Jul 13 22:13:23 Apparently you were imagining it was me touching you... Jul 13 22:13:43 * Molly blushes and smiles again Jul 13 22:14:03 Oh dear! How did that affect you? Jul 13 22:14:22 In a predictable way Jul 13 22:15:29 You were unhappy that it was something you should not be involved in? Jul 13 22:16:05 after... it rather hit me, the magnitude of what we'd done... but we'll see where that goes Jul 13 22:16:27 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:16:34 But before that...? Jul 13 22:17:36 Seemed to be alright Jul 13 22:17:51 * Molly smiles, watching him Jul 13 22:18:04 Do you wish to discuss it no further? Jul 13 22:18:45 Not really much more to be said love... Jul 13 22:19:08 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:19:45 It was good though? Jul 13 22:20:04 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:20:06 It was Jul 13 22:20:39 * Molly nods, gently kissing his cheek “Is something amiss?” Jul 13 22:21:03 No love... why? Jul 13 22:21:26 You seem reticent and a little subdued. Jul 13 22:23:20 I don't think I am Jul 13 22:23:30 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:23:52 Do you wish to say goodnight? Jul 13 22:24:04 Its going to be a long day tomorrow Jul 13 22:24:29 * Molly nods “You do not need...?” Jul 13 22:25:44 ummm... I'm not desperate... Jul 13 22:26:42 * Molly nods “Alright, my love” Jul 13 22:27:15 * Morgan rolls to his side, wrapping an arm around her Jul 13 22:27:47 * Molly cuddles up Jul 13 22:27:57 * Morgan sighs contentedly Jul 13 22:28:45 Shall I sing to you? Jul 13 22:28:51 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:28:52 please Jul 13 22:29:06 I think I have just the one... Jul 13 22:29:32 * Morgan fidgets, getting comfortable Jul 13 22:30:32 * Molly starts to sing The Bear And The Maiden Fair in Avalonian, relaxing against him Jul 13 22:30:48 * Morgan smiles, closing his eyes Jul 13 22:34:05 *he starts to dream. He’s still stood outside the nice hotel they’re staying at, watching the people. half an hour has passed when he sees a small group of drunk men at the end of the road. They’re signing a song about a bear and a maiden, but the lyrics are full of euphemisms for using a mouth upon a woman* Jul 13 22:34:30 * Morgan watches them for a few minutes Jul 13 22:36:05 *They start arguing about something that he can’t make out, and soon fists are flying between them* Jul 13 22:36:47 Cant even have a proper fight here... Jul 13 22:38:15 *there’s no one to answer him. a couple of women walk together, trying to give them a wide berth* Jul 13 22:40:06 * Morgan inclines his head, stepping away so they don't have to go too far out of their way Jul 13 22:41:26 *They look grateful as they hurry along. The men seems to quite down* Jul 13 22:42:11 * Morgan goes back inside, going back to his rooms Jul 13 22:42:46 *There’s no sound from within when he gets to the door* Jul 13 22:43:15 * Morgan lets himself in Jul 13 22:45:51 * Molly is stood by the window, watching out into the city. He can’t see her face, but he sees how neatly pinned her hair is, braided tightly. Those scarlet curls that fell loose and messy around her face in the bed are now kept constrained* Jul 13 22:46:29 How are you doing? Jul 13 22:48:05 * Molly has a glass of whiskey in her hand. Her eyes look a little red Jul 13 22:48:17 I was not sure when you might return... Jul 13 22:48:57 * Morgan watches her Jul 13 22:49:00 You are upset... Jul 13 22:49:35 * Molly drinks a small mouthful Jul 13 22:49:54 I do not know how to feel Jul 13 22:50:02 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:50:04 You are regretful Jul 13 22:50:39 * Molly shrugs slightly “I am not sure” Jul 13 22:51:05 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:51:09 What can I do to help? Jul 13 22:52:06 I do not know. Will dinner be brought to us? Jul 13 22:53:00 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:53:05 Would you prefer I leave you alone? Jul 13 22:53:36 No, I do not wish to be alone any longer Jul 13 22:53:49 Then what would you have me do? Jul 13 22:54:10 * Molly looks at him Jul 13 22:54:20 Who bought my red dress? Jul 13 22:54:30 What? Jul 13 22:55:20 My red dress... The one that Curtis gave to me... Jul 13 22:55:28 * Morgan watches her Jul 13 22:55:31 Does it matter? Jul 13 22:55:35 Yes. Jul 13 22:55:38 Why? Jul 13 22:55:52 * Molly doesn’t back down from the eye contact Jul 13 22:56:03 Because I want to hear it Jul 13 22:56:18 * Morgan sighs Jul 13 22:56:19 I did Jul 13 22:56:24 why? Jul 13 22:56:33 because... I thought you would like it Jul 13 22:56:55 Then why the deception? Jul 13 22:57:51 When his wishes were clear, I saw an opportunity for you to have a future... Jul 13 22:58:18 As opposed to what? Jul 13 22:58:26 Being stuck in that house Jul 13 22:58:42 The dress being from you would have kept me there? Jul 13 22:59:26 No. But it might have inclined you to stay... Jul 13 22:59:49 * Molly watches him Jul 13 22:59:55 -why-? Jul 13 23:00:18 * Morgan takes a slow breath, watching her Jul 13 23:00:23 What is it you're wanting Molly? Jul 13 23:01:19 To understand. Did you buy it because you pitied me? Because you could see I envied your attachment to Evie? Jul 13 23:01:34 You envied that? Jul 13 23:01:41 yes. Jul 13 23:01:48 Why? Jul 13 23:02:15 * Molly sips her whiskey again Jul 13 23:02:34 I just did. Jul 13 23:03:25 You are wanting answers and honesty but will not do the same... Jul 13 23:03:54 * Molly draws a deep breath in through her nose Jul 13 23:04:04 Fine. Because I was attracted to you. Jul 13 23:04:57 I bought it because I thought you would like it... because I wanted to buy something for you. Jul 13 23:06:00 * Molly nods “I do like it. But I do not like the deception of it” Jul 13 23:06:31 I saw an opportunity to give you a better life. I took it. Jul 13 23:07:00 And now? Jul 13 23:07:45 Now it seems it didn't matter Jul 13 23:07:55 why? Jul 13 23:08:18 Dress or not, you aren't going to marry him Jul 13 23:08:38 * Molly watches him seriously Jul 13 23:08:56 If it is your wish, I still could. Jul 13 23:09:44 You do not wish to Jul 13 23:10:32 That does not signify. Jul 13 23:10:53 * Morgan watches her Jul 13 23:10:59 again... what is it you want? Jul 13 23:11:15 I have already said I do not know that! Jul 13 23:11:31 Then whatever I say will be wrong. Jul 13 23:12:01 * Molly looks away Jul 13 23:12:23 Do -you- regret bringing me here to Carleon? Jul 13 23:13:40 What answer would best please you? Jul 13 23:13:52 the honest one. Jul 13 23:14:05 In some ways Jul 13 23:14:34 * Molly nods Jul 13 23:14:41 which are? Jul 13 23:15:08 It has thrown your future into turmoil... and apparently our friendship too... Jul 13 23:15:47 * Molly downs the last of the whiskey Jul 13 23:15:52 I am angry Jul 13 23:16:00 Why? Jul 13 23:16:36 Because I have proven my parents correct, and because I wanted to do so much more. Jul 13 23:16:56 Your parents are hypocrites Jul 13 23:17:22 * Molly nods slightly Jul 13 23:19:24 I have mistepped, I fear. I doubt any woman you have -known- has fallen into that so easily and wantonly as I. Jul 13 23:20:19 * Morgan moves, pouring himself some whiskey, downing it before pouring another Jul 13 23:20:41 * Molly comes closer slowly, holding out her glass Jul 13 23:20:49 * Morgan refills it Jul 13 23:20:57 thank you. Jul 13 23:21:02 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 13 23:21:26 Any woman I have -known-? Jul 13 23:21:43 Yes. In the biblical sense. Jul 13 23:22:19 You are correct... the only woman I have -known- I was married to. Jul 13 23:23:07 * Molly sips her whiskey, waving a hand towards her bedroom “And like that? There were more just as far as that?” Jul 13 23:23:25 No. Jul 13 23:23:42 Oh. Jul 13 23:23:58 My entire range of experience was Dietlinde... and you. Jul 13 23:24:23 * Molly nods slightly Jul 13 23:24:38 I assumed... you are so skilled. Jul 13 23:25:16 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 23:25:19 You assumed wrongly Jul 13 23:25:53 * Molly nods, drinking some more Jul 13 23:26:08 Do you wish to go home? Jul 13 23:26:14 home... Jul 13 23:26:53 to Lady Catherine’s? Jul 13 23:27:14 If you wish to return early, we can do... Jul 13 23:27:32 * Molly makes a noise of frustration Jul 13 23:27:38 What do -you- want?! Jul 13 23:28:15 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 23:28:28 I don't know. Jul 13 23:30:18 You have all the advantage of me. You’re older, experienced, travelled, have status and rank, and are my employer... Jul 13 23:30:54 Your point? Jul 13 23:32:10 I -need- to know what I am supposed to do now, how I am to go on. I have no experience of any of these feelings, and I am so far from home, in every way. Jul 13 23:33:27 What is it you -want- to do? Not what I might, or anyone else... but -you- Jul 13 23:36:14 That does not matter... *She wraps her arm around her waist* I am -scared-. I’m scared of what I did , and what I said, and that I may never feel again the way I feel when I am with you. Jul 13 23:36:34 It matters to me. Jul 13 23:37:31 I do not want to marry him, but nor do I want to sleep in rotten straw in barns again. Jul 13 23:37:45 I'm not about to allow that to happen Jul 13 23:38:13 Some would say that is what I deserve Jul 13 23:39:00 Not in earshot of me... not twice... Jul 13 23:39:43 * Molly sits on the couch Jul 13 23:40:39 Do you wish we had not done it? Jul 13 23:41:11 Its difficult... feeling anything but anger and despair for the first time in years... Jul 13 23:42:15 * Molly nods Jul 13 23:42:50 We are both so hurt... Jul 13 23:43:06 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:43:08 aye Jul 13 23:43:36 * Molly sighs Jul 13 23:44:15 How can something that feels so good and right in the moment feel so unsettling in it’s aftermath? Jul 13 23:44:39 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Jul 13 23:44:43 I know Jul 13 23:45:41 * Molly sets down her glass on the table before putting her face in her hands* Jul 13 23:49:13 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)