**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun May 5 00:00:02 2024 May 05 00:00:02 Not going far though May 05 00:01:40 Ma: Visit whenever you like May 05 00:01:58 * Morgan nods May 05 00:02:08 I imagine we will May 05 00:04:09 * Molly thanks her, and HH shows them out May 05 00:04:25 HH: Guess you don’t need any help then? May 05 00:04:52 You helped plenty May 05 00:05:43 HH nods: Want me to come by tomorrow? May 05 00:05:53 * Morgan nods May 05 00:05:57 Please May 05 00:06:10 HH: You get my note to Inga? May 05 00:07:11 Not yet, going via the kitchen on the way back May 05 00:08:42 *Hh waves as they go. Molly gets out of earshot when she says* You seem unsure, that I should be with him. May 05 00:09:02 Just... looked like thats what you wanted May 05 00:09:21 * Molly shakes her head May 05 00:09:30 No. That’s not what I want. May 05 00:10:40 * Morgan nods May 05 00:10:43 Alright then May 05 00:11:10 what do -you- want? *she carries the baby carefully* May 05 00:11:45 I think Ive made that fairly clear May 05 00:12:26 No, you really have not. May 05 00:12:51 I've told you... I care for you May 05 00:13:12 where am I to love? May 05 00:13:15 live* May 05 00:13:46 Its not entirely settled yet... for now you'll be staying in my parents house May 05 00:14:04 Will you stay too? May 05 00:14:13 I'll be nearby May 05 00:15:33 * Molly nods. When they walk past where the clearing is, he feels a pressure in his chest May 05 00:15:56 * Morgan frowns, slowing May 05 00:16:22 * Molly looks concerned, moving closer May 05 00:16:27 what’s wrong? May 05 00:16:40 This... is where my home was May 05 00:17:03 * Molly hugs him as best she can with the baby May 05 00:18:11 * Morgan sighs, looking toward the clearing May 05 00:20:03 * Molly licks his cheek May 05 00:20:24 * Morgan twists, surprised May 05 00:20:45 * Molly then licks his mouth insistently May 05 00:21:26 What the hell?! May 05 00:22:18 *he wakes up suddenly. Ballard is stood with one paw on his chest, licking his face* May 05 00:22:45 * Morgan drags in a ragged breath, pressing his face to the dogs May 05 00:22:59 *Ballard makes a quiet woof* May 05 00:23:32 Whats going on, hmm? May 05 00:23:41 * Molly is now known as Ballard May 05 00:24:23 * Ballard turns to look toward the tent entrance, then looks back at Morgan May 05 00:26:03 * Morgan nods, moving to the entrance before standing May 05 00:26:29 * Ballard runs off a little, then runs back to Morgan May 05 00:27:34 * Morgan follows him at a jog May 05 00:28:08 * Ballard runs off again before looking to check Morgan is following. They only have moonlight to work with May 05 00:28:25 * Morgan follows as quickly as he can May 05 00:29:59 * Ballard , once he realises Morgan will follow, picks up the pace, right at the limit of Morgan’s ability in such low light, heading north east towards the house May 05 00:30:28 * Morgan casts his magic about to feel for heat sources May 05 00:31:30 *nothing seems out of place* May 05 00:34:39 * Morgan tries to get an idea for the time as he runs May 05 00:37:47 *its about half past two. Ballard skirts around the house, still heading north east May 05 00:37:56 * Morgan tries to keep pace May 05 00:39:03 *he runs up the drive, between the servants cottages and north towards the stables and main gates* May 05 00:39:30 Where the hell are we going? May 05 00:40:43 *Then he does hear something when they get near the stables, a sound he’s only heard twice before. His blood suddenly chills at the whinny of Xantha before afraid* May 05 00:41:18 * Morgan sprints for the stables May 05 00:44:07 *They are very dark. He can smell the hay, and urine, and manure. Several horses are sounding unsettled, and there’s also quite a bit of movement in there. Ballard stays beside him, making a woof. May 05 00:44:29 * Morgan concentrates on the lanterns May 05 00:47:05 *they both light. The horses are mostly stood still, it’s Aurora who is getting up and down from the ground, lying on her side. Xantha makes that same noise again, watching Morgan May 05 00:47:37 * Morgan jumps into her stall, putting his hand to her stomach May 05 00:47:42 Alright lass, its alright May 05 00:48:44 *She’s breathing hard and fast. He can feel that massive expanse of belly tighten* May 05 00:49:18 Ah shit. Alright, Aurora, its okay... May 05 00:53:24 * Ballard is now known as Aurora May 05 00:53:48 * Aurora gets up again, turning around and looking at her flank May 05 00:54:15 I know, lass, it hurts... May 05 00:54:22 * Morgan looks at Ballard briefly May 05 00:54:27 [Are you awake?] May 05 00:54:28 *Xantha makes the worried noise again* May 05 00:54:41 *He gets no answer* May 05 00:55:48 I know, Xantha, I know May 05 00:56:26 * Aurora pees before crouching down and laying on her side again May 05 00:56:48 * Morgan gets down, laying his ear against her flank May 05 00:57:57 *He can hear the second heartbeat within the mare, and feel the muscles tighten, staying tight for half a minute before relaxing a little* May 05 00:59:28 Okay girl, you're alright... May 05 01:00:55 * Aurora stands again, dislodging him. She paws at the ground restlessly, moving around the pen. Xantha stays right by the wall. For all his usual over-confidence, the big grey horse now looks wary May 05 01:01:37 * Morgan moves so as not to impede her movements May 05 01:01:43 Ballard... find Edward. May 05 01:02:38 *The dog runs off into the night* May 05 01:03:07 * Aurora whines before flopping back down on her side May 05 01:03:43 * Morgan climbs out of the stall, getting more hay for the floor before climbing back in, briefly stroking Xantha's nose before turning his attention back to Aurora May 05 01:05:46 * Aurora repeats this process of getting up and lying down a few times, until on the third he notices her flanks are running with sweat. She seems to be pushing now with the contractions. May 05 01:06:30 * Morgan rolls up his sleeves, gently stroking her face, speaking in quiet, soothing rhythms May 05 01:06:35 You're alright... May 05 01:07:33 * Aurora lifts her tail after a few more, and he can see a bulge appearing May 05 01:08:03 Alright then, lets do this May 05 01:09:54 *On closer inspection after a rush of fluid, he notices that the bulge is a soft, velvety red, not unlike the deep red hair on the crown of Molly’s baby when he’d had to deliver her. But something in his gut tells him that it’s not right May 05 01:10:31 Ah fuck... alright girl, try not to kick me to death, yeah? May 05 01:10:44 * Morgan moves so he can get a proper look May 05 01:12:03 *the bulge is bigger now, but still red. Aurora huffs and snorts, her belly tensing frequently* May 05 01:12:26 Come on girl, you can do this May 05 01:13:13 *Not much has changed before Ballard arrives back in the stable* May 05 01:13:36 * Morgan feels under her abdomen, trying to feel how the foal is positioned May 05 01:14:08 *the foal seems to be in a reasonable position * May 05 01:14:26 Okay, girl, come on, lets get this little beasty out May 05 01:14:38 *Edward skids into the barn, breathing hard* May 05 01:15:13 Uhhh... I'm not sure if I'm going to need Walder or Molly at this point May 05 01:15:34 E: What... is... going... on? May 05 01:16:20 Aurora is foaling... somethings not right May 05 01:16:45 E: what’s... not right? *he looks over* May 05 01:17:06 I don't -know- yet... just... a feeling May 05 01:17:44 Do you... want... Forrester... or His Grace? May 05 01:17:56 Why Faulk? May 05 01:18:14 He’s a... farmer’s... son... you plank. May 05 01:18:16 * Morgan puts his hand to the horses abdomen, feeling for contractions while watching the foal May 05 01:18:39 *he can still only see the red bag which bulges* May 05 01:18:39 fuck. Yeah, him... both. May 05 01:19:27 * Morgan takes a knife from his boot, slicing the red bag open May 05 01:19:33 Oh I don’t think it’s... supposed to look... so much like... *he can see the colour drain from his brother, who now looks faint* May 05 01:19:42 GO! May 05 01:20:01 *Edward stumbles from the stable* May 05 01:20:32 *Xantha rallies enough to look at Morgan, almost roll his eyes, and make a huff of contempt* May 05 01:21:01 God knows how he managed on the battlefield May 05 01:21:48 *From getting through the red bag he can now see a white mostly opaque back, and within it the hooves of the foal* May 05 01:22:02 * Aurora tries to stand again May 05 01:22:16 * Morgan moves so he doesn't get trampled before moving back to her May 05 01:22:47 * Aurora turns again before rubbing her flank against the wall May 05 01:23:04 Come on lass, one more time May 05 01:25:44 * Aurora comes to lay back down. She snorts, trying to nip at her flank. The white bag emerges further, he can just make out a nose inside the bag. He’s covered already in blood to his wrists from the red bag May 05 01:26:39 Shit, is it stuck? Is that it girl? May 05 01:29:14 *Aurora just keeps trying, and slowly the foal moves out. But he notices no movement from it even as it’s still enclosed. May 05 01:29:42 * Morgan swears, reaching to grasp the legs and pulling May 05 01:29:52 Come on you little fucker, out you come May 05 01:31:16 * Aurora tries to bite him, the only time she’s ever been aggressive, but the foal is coming May 05 01:31:32 * Morgan ignores her, keeping up the pulling May 05 01:33:37 *Xantha makes a growling noise at Morgan, but his heart doesn’t seem in it. With one more push from Aurora the foal comes out still wrapped in white, and Morgan nearly goes arse over teakettle as the resistance he’s pulling against disappears May 05 01:34:10 * Morgan drops to the floor, immediately bringing his ear to the foals nose May 05 01:35:57 *He can’t hear anything, but the white sac could be to blame May 05 01:36:11 * Morgan starts pulling and cutting it away May 05 01:37:14 *the light grey foal inside doesn’t move at that, just laid there. Aurora too stays still, but that doesn’t seem alarming given that she’s just given birth May 05 01:37:51 * Morgan presses his ear to the foals nose, listening for breath May 05 01:38:41 *if there is any, it’s too light to hear* May 05 01:38:58 * Morgan moves, pressing his ear against the foals chest May 05 01:39:35 *the heart rate is slow, maybe thirty a minute, a big drop from when he first listened* May 05 01:40:38 * Morgan swears, pulling off his shirt and using it to wipe the foals nose, mouth and inside its mouth as clean as he can, before once more pressing his ear to the foals nostrils May 05 01:41:55 *he can’t hear anything May 05 01:42:44 * Morgan scowls, clamping the foals mouth shut with one hand, pressing the other onto one of the nostrils before taking a deep breath and blowing into the other nostril May 05 01:44:20 *what he feels is not exactly a presence, but more like an atmosphere, that fundamental greyness of walking through a battle field when all is done, when it is time to mercifully dispatch any who cannot be saved, and just before the carrion birds come to feast* May 05 01:44:56 No. I'm not having this. Not today May 05 01:45:06 * Morgan takes another breath, doing it again May 05 01:45:29 *the foal’s chest expands, but nothing changes* May 05 01:45:41 * Morgan tries again May 05 01:47:41 *Again, the torso fills, but nothing. It seems it’ll take a miracle. He can almost smell the blood, steel, mud, and spent gunpowder of the battlefield* May 05 01:48:11 * Morgan moves, putting his weight on the foals chest over and over May 05 01:48:25 please... please, not this May 05 01:49:20 *Worse than the stillness of the horse is the look of trust Xantha gives him* May 05 01:50:08 * Morgan keeps trying, praying "Please, I beg you, help me." May 05 01:51:39 *There’s suddenly more tension in the muscles of the front legs, and an eye twitches* May 05 01:52:04 * Morgan gasps, putting his head to the foals chest, listening May 05 01:52:57 *the heart beat has increased, up to forty, then fifty beats a minute. He hears a breath rush in to the wet body May 05 01:53:25 * Morgan lets out a sob, rubbing at the foals face to try to rouse it May 05 01:53:50 *it slowly starts to lift it’s head* May 05 01:54:02 Oh thats it... thats it May 05 01:54:18 [my love! Edward woke me. They’re coming, hold on] May 05 01:55:33 *The foal breathes in and out again, an ear flicking this time. Xantha looks at both Morgan and the foal* May 05 01:56:09 * Morgan scrambles for some twine to tie off the umbilical cord, quietly thanking god May 05 01:57:11 *The foal stays where it is, but is improving all the time. Xantha tosses his head proudly as if to say he was never worried* May 05 01:57:36 * Morgan looks over at Aurora May 05 01:58:21 *tying the umbilical cord leads to a conclusion that the red bag was the other end of it. Aurora is still resting, but looks fairly alert* May 05 01:58:43 Ah shit... May 05 01:59:06 * Morgan ties it tight, leaving it for a few moments to make sure the blood has stopped before cutting the cord May 05 02:00:17 *It looks like it probably stopped flowing some time ago, probably whilst the foal was inside still. Now the foal is sniffing at the straw, holding its head up* May 05 02:01:01 * Morgan sits down, leaning against the stall wall, shirtless, covered in scars and blood as he watches the foal and Aurora May 05 02:01:33 *Forrester is the first to arrive* Morgan?! May 05 02:01:58 * Morgan looks up, pointing at the foal May 05 02:01:59 Horse May 05 02:02:08 * Aurora is now known as Forrester May 05 02:02:42 * Forrester is breathing harder than Edward was. He looks the horse and her offspring over from a distance May 05 02:03:00 You’ll... want... to... get... out... now... May 05 02:03:47 * Morgan nods, getting up and gently patting the foal then Aurora before climbing out, stumbling as he gets down from the gate May 05 02:03:52 [do you need me to come?] May 05 02:04:10 * Forrester catches hold of him, hand on the scars May 05 02:04:38 [Uhh... no, I don't -think- so] May 05 02:04:48 Alright? May 05 02:04:50 okay... I'm good May 05 02:05:26 * Forrester lets go, still observing. Aurora shows signs of trying to stand May 05 02:05:48 Red bag delivery... bloody nightmare. May 05 02:06:28 Yeah, I noticed that May 05 02:06:46 * Morgan spits on the floor to one side May 05 02:06:54 *Faulk is even more winded. It’s quite comical to see him in his night gown with an embroidered red silk dressing gown on top, and knee boots, hair all askew May 05 02:07:13 Faulk: Where is it at, Morgan? May 05 02:07:42 I'm sorry, your Grace... I just called the two men I thought would most know how to deal with this but... May 05 02:07:52 * Morgan points into the stall May 05 02:08:19 *Faulk looks over, then smiles with satisfaction* You’ve done well, Morgan May 05 02:08:46 * Morgan nods a little May 05 02:08:50 Thank you May 05 02:08:54 * Forrester nods “I’ve never had a foal survive it” May 05 02:09:10 Faulk: I had one, once. May 05 02:09:48 What is it? May 05 02:09:58 *Aurora gets up, and starts to lick the foal, which is also trying to stand* May 05 02:10:20 Until it turns around, I don’t know May 05 02:10:41 Id have looked but... I was a bit busy May 05 02:10:55 * Forrester nods May 05 02:11:16 You should be very proud of yourself May 05 02:11:53 * Morgan nods a little, moving to Xantha May 05 02:12:43 *The two of them stand there. He realises there’s no longer that odd atmosphere. Xantha nuzzles his hand* May 05 02:13:03 * Morgan presses his face to Xantha's May 05 02:14:38 *The foal gets up, more legs than it can manage, all awkward wobbly angles. It searches for the milk beneath its Mother, facing away from the former farmers* May 05 02:15:22 * Morgan pats Xanthas cheek, looking over May 05 02:15:35 *Faulk looks at Forrester, giving him a Go Ahead nod* May 05 02:15:42 It’s a female May 05 02:16:09 * Morgan nods May 05 02:16:11 What now? May 05 02:16:50 Lord Koertig is supposed to be getting some grooms awake to watch, but I’ll stay a few hours May 05 02:17:08 You'll be knackered tomorrow... May 05 02:17:16 *The foal gets to the milk* May 05 02:17:29 I’ll be fine May 05 02:18:14 Faulk: *he looks satisfied that all is in hand* Do you have a name for her? May 05 02:18:30 Hope. She's going to be called Hope. May 05 02:18:41 * Forrester smiles May 05 02:19:01 It is a fitting name May 05 02:19:10 More than you realise May 05 02:19:52 *Faulk yawns* Well then, I will return to bed May 05 02:20:07 Thank you, your Grace... again, I'm sorry to have disturbed you May 05 02:20:50 Faulk: *he smiles* It is fine. Congratulations on the newest addition to your stables. She is going to be a very pretty filly May 05 02:21:04 * Morgan nods, smiling May 05 02:21:06 Yes she is May 05 02:21:18 *Faulk goes* May 05 02:22:21 * Forrester looks at him “Go and clean up, I have this in hand and neither of us will want to face Molly tomorrow if you’re up all night” May 05 02:22:42 * Morgan looks down at himself May 05 02:22:50 I don't think a wash is going to cut it... May 05 02:23:18 * Forrester nods “Perhaps the lake first, then a bath.” May 05 02:23:40 * Morgan nods May 05 02:23:47 Good idea. Thank you, David May 05 02:24:18 * Forrester nods “Goodnight, Morgan* May 05 02:26:17 * Morgan nods, heading out of the stable May 05 02:27:29 *It’s so much darker out here, and the air cool on his bare skin. Ballard comes to his side, leaning against his leg* May 05 02:27:50 * Morgan crouches down May 05 02:27:56 Good boy... -good- boy... May 05 02:28:34 *Ballard’s tongue lolls, and then he licks Morgan’s face May 05 02:29:20 * Morgan stands, heading toward the lake May 05 02:30:06 * Forrester comes along with him, but then stops at a distance from the edge, just watching the silvery water with suspicion May 05 02:30:13 * Forrester is now known as Ballard May 05 02:30:59 * Morgan wades in, dunking himself repeatedly May 05 02:31:05 I know... but its not the same May 05 02:32:33 *The water feels good, but not as cold as he’d like May 05 02:33:05 * Morgan walks back out May 05 02:33:12 Come on, back to the house... I need a bath May 05 02:33:50 * Ballard goes along at his side May 05 02:34:34 * Morgan makes his way inside, climbing the stairs quietly May 05 02:35:26 *the house is very peaceful and quite dark, but there’s light from under his bedroom door when he reaches it May 05 02:35:43 * Morgan sighs quietly, going inside May 05 02:35:52 * Ballard is now known as Molly May 05 02:36:29 * Molly is awake, wrapped in a dressing gown. She looks at him head to toe May 05 02:36:39 Are you alright, my love? May 05 02:36:46 * Morgan nods May 05 02:36:49 I need a bath May 05 02:37:07 * Molly nods, going through to start it running May 05 02:37:35 You’ll need to heat it yourself, there’ll be no fire down below right now May 05 02:37:38 * Morgan follows her through, watching the water May 05 02:38:26 * Morgan nods, waiting until its filled before concentrating on it May 05 02:39:11 *it doesn’t take too much effort. She gets some towels ready May 05 02:39:25 * Morgan strips off, climbing into the water May 05 02:39:29 I’m sorry, it must have been difficult May 05 02:40:04 What must? May 05 02:40:18 * Morgan sets about scrubbing the blood off May 05 02:40:44 Edward said what he saw... *she gets a flannel too, soaping it up* May 05 02:40:58 Your father said it was a red bag delivery... May 05 02:41:24 Yes... It’s so lucky, but there’s no controlling it May 05 02:41:30 unlucky* May 05 02:41:39 I don't understand May 05 02:42:26 Sometimes it just happens. Losing the foal is awful, but the mare almost always survives May 05 02:42:46 * Molly joins in, washing his chest May 05 02:43:21 I could smell it... that... weird atmosphere when death is present May 05 02:43:35 * Molly shudders May 05 02:43:54 Yes, I know it May 05 02:44:16 Your father is staying down there to keep an eye on them May 05 02:44:39 * Molly frowns slightly, then looks at him May 05 02:44:45 what do you mean? May 05 02:44:58 * Morgan looks at her, looking a little confused May 05 02:45:19 I'm not entirely sure what he's watching... making sure she feeds alright I suppose... May 05 02:45:33 * Molly shakes her head May 05 02:46:11 That’s... no... they don’t survive. They start to suffocate when the red bag emerges May 05 02:46:48 Yes, she was... I tried hard but... I prayed, begging for help May 05 02:47:47 * Molly looks deeply thoughtful a moment before she shakes her head a little and says “but she lives?” May 05 02:48:06 She was feeding when I left May 05 02:48:24 * Molly looks puzzled “What does Papa say?!” May 05 02:48:35 That I should be very proud of myself May 05 02:49:04 * Molly smiles warmly May 05 02:49:29 I cannot believe it! No one ever manages a successful red bag delivery! May 05 02:49:40 The Eisenfurst did... once... May 05 02:49:59 * Molly nods, then kisses him May 05 02:50:05 You’re so clever! May 05 02:50:10 * Morgan shakes his head May 05 02:50:16 It wasn't my doing May 05 02:50:23 why not? May 05 02:50:36 Becase it took someone with a damn sight more power than I have to do that May 05 02:50:55 You asked Her for help?, May 05 02:51:06 I just prayed May 05 02:51:23 How do you feel about that? May 05 02:51:50 I'm... not sure who it was May 05 02:52:08 * Molly nods May 05 02:52:21 whoever it was likes horses, perhaps? May 05 02:52:31 * Morgan nods May 05 02:52:42 Maybe. Hope... her name is Hope May 05 02:53:18 * Molly smiles “I think Varick wanted Athena” May 05 02:53:46 If it'd been different I'd have no complaints about that but... I'm sure he'll understand May 05 02:54:33 * Molly moves up to wash his neck. It’s such a vulnerable spot, but she’s very gentle May 05 02:54:38 Why Hope? May 05 02:55:05 The dream where I saved you and your baby who wasn't breathing... she was called Hope May 05 02:55:19 * Molly nods thoughtfully May 05 02:55:41 Did you have to use the things you’d learned in the dream tonight? May 05 02:55:54 I tried, yes... for naught, but I tried May 05 02:56:25 Don’t discount it, my love, perhaps it was a bit of both May 05 02:56:45 Maybe I suppose May 05 03:54:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) May 05 03:57:10 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) May 05 11:13:22 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined May 05 11:23:42 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined May 05 11:23:54 whoever it was likes horses, perhaps? May 05 11:23:54 * Morgan nods May 05 11:23:54 Maybe. Hope... her name is Hope May 05 11:23:54 * Molly smiles “I think Varick wanted Athena” May 05 11:23:54 If it'd been different I'd have no complaints about that but... I'm sure he'll understand May 05 11:23:57 * Molly moves up to wash his neck. It’s such a vulnerable spot, but she’s very gentle May 05 11:23:59 Why Hope? May 05 11:24:03 The dream where I saved you and your baby who wasn't breathing... she was called Hope May 05 11:24:05 * Molly nods thoughtfully May 05 11:24:07 Did you have to use the things you’d learned in the dream tonight? May 05 11:24:09 I tried, yes... for naught, but I tried May 05 11:24:11 Don’t discount it, my love, perhaps it was a bit of both May 05 11:24:13 Maybe I suppose May 05 11:28:36 * Molly gently washes his face very tenderly, smiling a little as she does so. She smells much nicer than the stable did May 05 11:29:17 * Morgan sighs, relaxing a little May 05 11:29:28 I'm sorry you were disturbed May 05 11:31:11 * Molly smiles, shaking her head “I’d have come out, but I was naked and I didn’t think I ought to be running around in just a dressing robe” May 05 11:31:24 No... not with everyone here May 05 11:32:09 * Molly smiles with mischief as she wipes his brow “But maybe when they’re all gone, hmm?” May 05 11:32:23 * Morgan nods May 05 11:32:25 aye May 05 11:32:44 Some some of pursuit through the trees perhaps May 05 11:33:09 Yeah, could be May 05 11:33:33 Do you want your hair washed, to save doing it later? May 05 11:33:47 * Morgan nods May 05 11:33:50 Probably best May 05 11:34:49 * Molly gets up, filling the jug from the tap. The way she’s stood gives him a view down between her breasts and on to her belly where that light line is getting higher May 05 11:35:17 * Morgan smiles May 05 11:35:55 You’ll want to make it hotter May 05 11:36:06 * Morgan nods, concentrating briefly May 05 11:37:22 * Molly tests it with her fingers “Perfect. Do you want to tell me what happened?” May 05 11:37:52 Ballard woke me... pestered me til I followed him, and he led me to the stable May 05 11:38:38 * Molly nods, setting his hair May 05 11:38:50 who was on duty? May 05 11:38:55 noone May 05 11:39:26 oh, I’m sure I asked that someone was assigned to stay overnight May 05 11:39:41 Might be worth addressing that... no-one was there. May 05 11:40:11 * Molly nods “We will want them to be there at night for a while too” May 05 11:40:29 * Morgan nods May 05 11:40:31 Aye, we will May 05 11:43:25 * Molly soaps her hands, carefully working across the braids May 05 11:43:30 then what happened? May 05 11:43:44 I heard Xantha... he was scared May 05 11:44:55 was that what made Ballard come for you, do you think? May 05 11:45:31 Must have been. Its only the third time I've ever heard that noise... he's -never- scared. May 05 11:46:16 * Molly nods sadly May 05 11:46:34 You must have been very worried by that sound May 05 11:48:19 Terrified. I ran in and Aurora was restless, getting up, laying down, getting up again, pawing at the floor... I sent Bar to find Edward, then tried my best to help Aurora. May 05 11:49:05 * Molly nods May 05 11:49:42 Papa and Walder said they thought she’d foal at the weekend, I didn’t think it’d be earlier May 05 11:52:31 No, nor did I. That red bag was there... I messed up, I think, cutting it. I thought it was the sac that the baby was in. Once it was out of the way, I could see the foal but it wasn't coming. I'd sent Edward for your father and the Eisenfurst, but there was no time so I was trying to help get the foal out. Aurora bit me. May 05 11:55:34 No, you were right, you should cut the red bag, get the foal out as quick as possible, cut open the white bag that they’d normal get out of themselves, and resuscitate if necessary May 05 11:56:17 * Morgan nods, looking relieved May 05 11:56:40 * Molly kisses his forehead May 05 11:57:11 She was already in big trouble, my love, you didn’t cause any of it. May 05 11:57:22 * Morgan nods May 05 11:58:36 okay. She wasn't breathing, her heart was slowing, so I tried to clean her as best I could and tried to help her breathe... when that didn't work I tried pounding on her chest... I could smell the battlefield, the spent powder, the... the death. And then I prayed, begged for help May 05 12:00:14 * Molly nods, still washing his hair May 05 12:00:30 That must have been scary May 05 12:00:41 * Morgan nods May 05 12:00:50 How could I face Varick, today of all days? May 05 12:02:10 He would have understood that you did everything you could, my love May 05 12:04:24 Even so... but then, her leg twitched and she drew a breath... and another... and another... her heart rate started picking up, so I tied and cut the cord. Your father arrived and told me I needed to get out of the stall, so I did May 05 12:04:57 * Molly nods May 05 12:05:43 They need time to bond now, and Aurora will be a bit over-protective, as we all are with our offspring May 05 12:06:03 * Morgan nods May 05 12:06:32 The worst of it... when she wasn't breathing and Xantha's just staring at me, trust in his face, and I was -useless- May 05 12:08:24 * Molly shakes her head May 05 12:08:30 No, you were not. May 05 12:09:33 * Morgan nods May 05 12:09:41 But I was. It wasn't me saved her May 05 12:10:06 That is horseshit. May 05 12:10:27 No, it isn't love. May 05 12:10:48 If you hadn’t been there, she would be dead May 05 12:11:53 Maybe. Once she started feeding his Grace went back to bed, and your father sent me to get cleaned up and some sleep May 05 12:12:14 * Molly nods, rinsing his May 05 12:12:19 hair May 05 12:13:14 It’s going to be a busy day, I think he was right. She’s in safe hands with Father, and just think how excited the boys will be in the morning to see her May 05 12:13:49 * Morgan nods May 05 12:13:57 Aye. May 05 12:14:04 I'll be out before dawn anyway May 05 12:14:26 We should get you to bed, you’ll only get an hour or so May 05 12:14:37 * Morgan nods May 05 12:14:40 Aye May 05 12:15:23 * Molly hands him the flannel, smirking “I will let you tend to certain parts of you, we both know I cannot be trusted with it” May 05 12:15:42 * Morgan nods, taking it and getting himself cleaned May 05 12:17:02 * Molly stands, holding out a towel for him May 05 12:17:16 * Morgan gets out, taking it and thanking her May 05 12:17:18 I’ll go back to bed, my love May 05 12:17:53 * Morgan nods May 05 12:17:57 I'll be in in a minute May 05 12:18:23 * Molly goes May 05 12:18:50 * Morgan spends a few minutes getting dried before going through and climbing into the bed May 05 12:22:44 * Molly is warm and naked, and cuddles up to him in the dark “I am proud of you, my love” May 05 12:23:05 Thank you blossom May 05 12:23:56 Hope... our first foal, and like Varick’s future mount May 05 12:24:26 * Morgan nods May 05 12:24:27 Aye May 05 12:25:31 * Molly gently kisses his neck May 05 12:25:39 sleep well, my love May 05 12:25:50 I'll try May 05 12:28:06 * Molly settles down May 05 12:28:38 * Morgan tries to settle to sleep May 05 12:31:30 *he manages it, into the same dream. Adalbrecht had been surprisingly kind, and Verity had immediately fallen in love with tiny little Hope. The evening had gone well, and he’d left them safe and sound in the house before going to the quiet of the cottage. The days ahead came with lots of heartache and soul searching, and many hours readjusting to Sudlachenburg and his parents (MTF) May 05 12:34:37 *Soon the days had turned to weeks, Seb had left quietly, HH had spent a great deal of time just hanging around and finding things for Morgan to do, letting his friend reintegrate. He and Molly haven’t talked again about the future, just gradually getting settled in. They’ve been there a full month when he’s been called from Molly’s rooms to Adalbrecht, having to put down the baby he’d been playing with and making faces at, arms feeling much too lig May 05 12:35:16 * Morgan goes to find his father May 05 12:35:39 * Molly is now known as Adalbrecht May 05 12:35:47 * Adalbrecht calls for him to come in May 05 12:36:00 * Morgan goes into the room May 05 12:36:35 * Adalbrecht has longs of papers on his desk, and fresh coffee May 05 12:36:44 take a seat, Morgan May 05 12:36:53 * Morgan sits down, sighing May 05 12:36:57 I'm not going to like this am I May 05 12:37:06 * Adalbrecht shrugs May 05 12:38:24 I have the document that formally redistributes the title, and one that stipulates how your brother will behave in the future. There is also one to modify your Will, and one to adopt Hope. May 05 12:38:45 I'm sorry, what? May 05 12:38:55 * Adalbrecht sips his coffee May 05 12:39:05 To which of them are you objecting? May 05 12:39:14 Adopt Hope? May 05 12:39:42 The girl should have a father, Morgan. It is right May 05 12:40:08 Have you spoken to her mother about this? May 05 12:40:42 No, and if I had, you would have said “Why did you not discuss this with me -before- suggesting it to Molly?!” May 05 12:41:30 You might have a point there May 05 12:41:34 * Adalbrecht nods May 05 12:41:38 Quite. May 05 12:42:44 * Morgan looks at him May 05 12:42:48 Why am I changing my will? May 05 12:45:08 To provide for them if something happens to you, and to remove the parts where your title as Veisgraf passes to your sons May 05 12:45:55 * Morgan sighs heavily, nodding May 05 12:54:11 Your brother has already signed the two that require his signature May 05 12:55:23 Can we stop referring to him as that? May 05 12:57:59 Would you prefer Veisgraf Sudlachenburg? *he watches him sardonically* May 05 12:58:24 * Morgan looks hurt May 05 12:58:45 I'm already giving you everything you want, what more? May 05 13:01:50 I want to know whether you will be moving Molly and Hope into your cottage now May 05 13:03:18 Why? Its not like there's not room in -your- house... May 05 13:07:09 There is, but Morgan, they have been here a month. You seem happier when you are with them, and these documents free you to start anew. It is time to look to the future May 05 13:10:08 * Morgan slumps in the chair May 05 13:10:10 I don't know May 05 13:11:06 Do you care about them? May 05 13:11:27 Yes, I do May 05 13:14:37 Do you think they deserve to have their own home and a normal life? May 05 13:15:01 Yes, they do May 05 13:15:54 And do you think you would be happier if that home is somewhere in the village where you do not see them multiple times each day? May 05 13:17:25 * Morgan frowns May 05 13:17:34 I... don't know about that May 05 13:17:41 No? May 05 13:17:57 * Morgan looks at his father May 05 13:18:03 Please, this is difficult enough as it is May 05 13:18:07 * Adalbrecht pours him a cup of coffee, putting it in front of him May 05 13:18:13 Then talk to me May 05 13:19:29 Iam losing a part of what made me -me-. May 05 13:20:51 * Adalbrecht nods May 05 13:21:13 It is an adjustment. It was for me when I went from Veisgraf to Graf May 05 13:21:33 But you did not have it taken from you, and certainly not in favour of someone like -him- May 05 13:21:47 * Adalbrecht sits back down May 05 13:22:23 No, I did not May 05 13:23:42 * Morgan looks at the desk miserably May 05 13:26:44 I am trying to do my best for you and Sudlachenburg May 05 13:27:54 * Morgan nods, picking up the one that details his brothers behaviour May 05 13:34:29 Adalbrecht> *It says that the property known as Lavender Cottage, and the acre surrounding it are entirely Morgan’s, to be passed down to any child adopted or otherwise, as he sees fit. Edward will not force Morgan to submit to any instructions or laws that do not also apply to any other person in the Grafdom, and will not manufacture any situation where he could be punished for such. May 05 13:34:42 He will not enter Morgan’s property for any reason, nor interfere with any business or personal interests. He will not prevent Morgan visiting the graves, and will have them tended in line with all the other graves there. It’s long-winded, and he will have to look for any specifics he wants to check* May 05 13:35:54 * Morgan looks for any clause that stops Edward being able to make him a commoner May 05 13:38:47 *It’s in there. Edward may not disown Morgan or his children, and may not remove from them their nobility. He also has to continue to pay Morgan’s allowance of three hundred guilders a year* May 05 13:39:51 * Morgan picks up his will, reading it May 05 13:41:20 *It says that in the event of his death, the cottage goes to any child of his, and if there is not one then to Molly, and if she will not accept it then it goes back to the Graf of Sudlachenburg. His savings will do likewise* May 05 13:42:59 * Morgan sighs heavily, signing them and the one that reassigns the title May 05 13:45:31 *this leaves just the adoption application* May 05 13:45:48 I cant sign that without knowing Molly's views on it May 05 13:48:03 * Adalbrecht nods May 05 13:49:14 Then I would suggest you find out. Now that you are freed from the title, it can be submitted to the priest. I assume you will discuss having them both baptised Objectionst also May 05 13:49:45 Why? Its not like it kept Dietlinde and Jana safe May 05 13:51:15 Because it is part of being in a community. You want them to have the integration with the other villagers, don’t you? May 05 13:51:42 * Morgan nods May 05 13:54:04 Alright, I'll talk to her. May 05 13:55:36 * Adalbrecht nods “I will give these to the solicitor that after noon and send confirmation to Edward May 05 13:55:59 * Morgan shrugs little May 05 13:56:08 He will get no leeway from me... you realise that? May 05 13:57:43 I was not expecting that he would May 05 13:58:52 you* May 05 13:58:59 * Morgan nods, sighing heavily May 05 13:59:26 You are still our son, and we still love you May 05 14:02:10 Feels remarkably like I'm being shuffled out of the way for being such a disappointment while prince perfect gets everything May 05 14:04:03 Your happiness matters to us, and you were happier in that simple life. We want you to have that, and we should have given this to you when you married May 05 14:06:15 * Morgan shrugs, drinking his coffee May 05 14:07:11 There is no point in fighting against yourself and your nature May 05 14:10:03 * Morgan shrugs again May 05 14:10:16 I'm not sure what my nature is anymore... apart from anger May 05 14:15:50 * Adalbrecht has quit (Read error: EOF from client) May 05 14:21:27 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined May 05 14:21:57 I'm not sure what my nature is anymore... apart from anger May 05 14:23:25 * Molly is now known as Adalbrecht May 05 14:24:12 You will have to find that out yourself. But I see you are still a man capable of love May 05 14:27:33 I'm afraid I'm less sure of that than you are May 05 14:27:57 You no longer love your Mother and I? May 05 14:28:08 Of course I do. Thats different May 05 14:28:24 Heinzharold? You love him still. May 05 14:28:39 * Morgan nods May 05 14:29:20 And Hope? How could you not love her after you delivered her? May 05 14:29:46 * Morgan nods May 05 14:30:22 So what you mean is that you are not sure if you can love her mother... May 05 14:31:01 * Morgan frowns May 05 14:31:03 Maybe May 05 14:31:36 * Adalbrecht watches him as he sips his coffee, then says May 05 14:32:00 I suspect the problem is not whether you -could-, but whether you -should- May 05 14:32:20 Meaning? May 05 14:32:52 Loving her is easy, accepting that you do is entirely more difficult May 05 14:33:27 Oh really... May 05 14:33:48 you disagree, I assume May 05 14:34:27 That suggests it is already the case May 05 14:35:25 Only you know in your heart what the answer to that is, but I have never changed my whole world just for a woman I was lukewarm about May 05 14:36:26 You've never had your whole world destroyed, either May 05 14:36:53 No, I have not, but I have had it shaken on its foundations before May 05 14:37:38 I see May 05 14:42:01 You went through the Academy knowing you would need those skills. I did not. I was expecting to meet prospective brides and go into further preparation to become the Graf when suddenly we were at War with people we had know all our lives. I was leaving my home, my parents, and your Uncle who had just graduated to also go to War. Virtually overnight the world I knew was gone. May 05 14:43:43 Yes, of course... May 05 14:44:17 Then I met your Mother, and it took me six years to face up to my love for her. May 05 14:44:33 * Morgan nods May 05 14:45:46 Do not waste half a decade wrestling with yourself. I wish I had not, perhaps we would have had a few more children then May 05 14:46:14 You are suggesting I should just accept your conclusion... May 05 14:47:26 I am suggesting you should face into it and think about the future. The past is passed, we cannot undo our mistakes, we can only try to do better May 05 14:51:52 * Morgan sighs, nodding a little May 05 14:53:14 * Adalbrecht nods “Your Mother likes her very much” May 05 14:54:01 I'm not in the least bit surprised May 05 14:55:18 She thinks Molly and Hope are good for you May 05 14:55:59 SHe's probably right May 05 14:56:51 * Adalbrecht nods May 05 14:57:25 Why squander the gift that they are then? Go and enjoy the sunshine, Morgan May 05 14:58:41 May as well... not like I have a purpose anymore May 05 14:58:46 * Morgan stands May 05 14:59:55 You could be useful and ride Xantha out, he’s trampling the flowers when we have to let h8m run loose. May 05 15:00:26 As my Graf commands May 05 15:01:03 Are you going to keep doing that? I was your Father long before I was your Graf, that will do. May 05 15:02:12 Its possible May 05 15:03:15 Could you not? It’s irritating. May 05 15:03:41 I'll consider it May 05 15:04:51 Do not make me command it, Morgan. I do not want to do that May 05 15:05:46 Don't then May 05 15:07:46 I will see you later, Morgan May 05 15:08:04 * Morgan nods, quietly leaving the office May 05 15:08:31 *The house is quiet. From a window he sees Molly out on the lawn carrying Hope May 05 15:08:50 * Morgan sighs, wandering outside May 05 15:09:23 *it’s nice and warm* May 05 15:09:52 * Morgan heads toward them May 05 15:10:05 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly May 05 15:10:47 * Molly spots him with a smile, and says in the voice she does for Hope “Hello Morgan, I missed you. I’m going to walk on the grass today” May 05 15:12:19 Well, that'll be nice little lady... your mother and I have things to talk about May 05 15:12:54 * Molly smiles May 05 15:13:22 Shall we sit then, or do you prefer to walk and talk? We could see your cottage...? May 05 15:13:34 Lets... have a look at the cottage May 05 15:13:50 * Molly nods, walking beside him May 05 15:13:57 Is everything well? May 05 15:14:24 The paperwork has been signed... I have surrendered my title May 05 15:15:20 Oh Morgan, I’m sorry May 05 15:17:01 * Morgan shrugs May 05 15:17:05 It was necessary May 05 15:17:48 * Molly gently touches his arm May 05 15:17:56 That doesn’t mean it isn’t painful May 05 15:18:05 No... no it doesn't May 05 15:18:17 What happens now? May 05 15:18:54 * Morgan shrugs May 05 15:19:18 I don't really know. Im' still noble but... like the strange one they keep shut away so no-one sees them May 05 15:19:53 Did you enjoy visiting court and all the noble socialising? May 05 15:20:18 Not really, no. but its like they're -ashamed- of me May 05 15:20:48 Idoubt it helps, but I am not. I am proud to call you my friend May 05 15:21:07 It helps. May 05 15:21:15 * Morgan unlocks the door, letting her in May 05 15:21:29 * Molly looks around it, smiling May 05 15:21:36 Oh! It’s lovely! May 05 15:22:33 * Morgan nods a little May 05 15:22:40 Its... home I suppose May 05 15:27:23 It’s lovely, Morgan. Look Hope, what a pretty dresser he has! Oh, and the pattern on the plates is so pretty, isn’t it? *She shows the things to the baby* May 05 15:27:59 * Morgan watches her May 05 15:28:10 My father thinks you should take the second bedroom May 05 15:28:45 * Molly is busily looking through the bottom cupboard, and looks up to him with surprise May 05 15:28:51 Are we a nuisance to him? May 05 15:29:35 No... he thinks having you and Hope closer would make me happier, for a start May 05 15:31:38 * Molly looks to him, standing up May 05 15:31:54 And what do -you- think? May 05 15:32:35 I suspect he is correct May 05 15:34:20 * Molly nods May 05 15:34:40 alright May 05 15:35:51 * Morgan smiles a little May 05 15:36:05 He also thinks I should adopt Hope May 05 15:37:29 * Molly eyes widen, and she bites her lip May 05 15:37:34 would you wish to? May 05 15:37:50 I said I'd need to discuss it with you May 05 15:38:04 Thats not what I asked May 05 15:39:14 * Morgan nods May 05 15:39:17 Yes, I would May 05 15:41:43 * Molly nods, looking at the baby, who is awake May 05 15:42:47 what do you think, Hope? *Molly gently moves her elbow so that the baby looks to nod slightly.The movement makes the child smile too May 05 15:43:13 * Morgan smiles May 05 15:43:22 I've made provisions in my will for the two of you May 05 15:44:25 * Molly looks surprised May 05 15:44:37 You are so generous to us... May 05 15:45:12 * Morgan shrugs May 05 15:46:52 Why? Most would say I do not deserve it after what I did? May 05 15:47:03 * Morgan shrugs May 05 15:47:10 I don't care what most wold say May 05 15:48:58 * Molly nods May 05 15:49:40 Are you sure you want us in your life so deeply? *she looks concerned* May 05 15:49:50 Yes, I am May 05 15:50:10 * Molly nods, watching him May 05 15:50:14 Alright then May 05 15:50:40 My father has suggested the two of you are baptised... so you can fully integrate with the townsfolk May 05 15:51:32 * Molly nods May 05 15:51:39 We can do that if you wish May 05 15:51:56 * Morgan nods May 05 15:52:05 I'll ask my father to make the arrangements May 05 15:54:06 * Molly nods, smiling “Thank you, Morgan. I dearly hope we can make you happy” May 05 15:56:39 I have very little doubt of it May 05 16:00:05 * Molly smiles warmly, then looks to the baby “Welcome home, Hope” May 05 16:00:50 * Morgan watches her and the baby May 05 16:03:12 * Molly looks up at him, watching him with a fond smile “is something amiss?” May 05 16:04:10 No, no... just thinking about something my father said, thats all May 05 16:04:56 Oh? May 05 16:06:39 Its not important... Shall I show you to your room? May 05 16:07:26 * Molly nods May 05 16:10:47 * Molly follows him up the stairs. The second room is completely empty, but it’s definitely big enough for a bed and the Koertig crib that Hope now sleeps in May 05 16:11:23 I'll have the crib and a bed brought in May 05 16:13:16 * Molly nods May 05 16:13:19 Thank you May 05 16:13:55 * Morgan nods, smiling a little May 05 16:14:09 I need to take Xantha for a ride... apparently he keeps trampling the flowers May 05 16:14:22 * Molly watches him a moment “What should we do?” May 05 16:14:49 I'm not sure... I imagine you can do whatever you wish May 05 16:15:08 * Molly nods “Would you mind if I bake?” May 05 16:15:24 Not if you wish to but... we have access to the kitchens... May 05 16:15:33 * Molly smiles May 05 16:15:46 It’s different when it’s made at home May 05 16:16:02 okay... if thats what you wish to do May 05 16:16:38 * Molly looks at him a moment before she comes closer, and kisses his cheek softly May 05 16:17:02 * Morgan smiles momentarily May 05 16:17:20 You'll be alright while I'm gone? I'll have the crib and things brought down once Im back May 05 16:17:28 * Molly nods May 05 16:17:44 We’ll be fine until you get home May 05 16:18:16 * Morgan nods, briefly stroking Hopes face May 05 16:18:26 alright. I'll go and see my brute of a horse May 05 16:18:52 * Molly watches him do it before nodding “Take care, please” May 05 16:19:02 * Morgan nods May 05 16:19:08 I'll see you soon May 05 16:20:08 *they stay upstairs when he goes down, but he can hear her say to the baby “You’re going to be so happy here, Hope, and no one will ever send you away” May 05 16:20:48 * Morgan frowns, going back upstairs May 05 16:21:08 * Molly looks surprised to see him again May 05 16:21:29 Sorry, just... nouns ever sending -you- away either May 05 16:22:10 * Molly nods a little “thank you. I don’t think I could bear it again” May 05 16:22:30 Not something you ever need to worry about May 05 16:23:02 * Molly nods “yes... I’ll try not to” May 05 16:23:36 * Morgan nods before going back downstairs and out, heading toward the stables May 05 16:24:11 *Unsurprisingly, he gets headbutted, and from behind him HH laughs* May 05 16:24:16 * Molly is now known as HH May 05 16:24:40 Weird way of showing his love May 05 16:24:59 He's just grumpy May 05 16:25:04 * Morgan rubs his head May 05 16:25:13 You or the horse? *he laughs* May 05 16:25:28 * Morgan shrugs a little May 05 16:25:33 Cant say its not accurate May 05 16:25:50 * HH looks at one of the other horses “We riding?” May 05 16:27:35 I don't know about you, but I am... if I can get on this grumpy ass without being thrown May 05 16:27:55 * HH chuckles “That’s what she said” May 05 16:28:19 * Morgan gets Xantha saddled, hauling himself up May 05 16:28:28 Its done... I've given up my title May 05 16:28:34 * HH does so for the other horse May 05 16:29:11 Yeah? How’s it feel? May 05 16:29:37 I don't know... like somethings missing May 05 16:30:59 * HH nods May 05 16:31:14 You’ll get used to it, man May 05 16:31:24 Yeah, maybe May 05 16:32:03 * HH walks the horse on May 05 16:32:09 How the babe? May 05 16:32:24 She's fine May 05 16:32:35 * HH nods May 05 16:32:40 Molly? May 05 16:32:52 She's good May 05 16:33:12 * HH nods May 05 16:33:33 Good. Rosie asked how they’re doing May 05 16:33:50 Did he May 05 16:34:14 Think he was pretty keen on her May 05 16:34:31 Yeah, thats the impression I got May 05 16:37:10 Don’ suppose he’s got a chance? May 05 16:37:51 Are you asking me to let go? May 05 16:38:13 * HH shrugs “More asking if ya think you might” May 05 16:38:39 My father thinks I should stop feeling guilty about the fact I do care for her and just embrace it May 05 16:38:49 * HH nods May 05 16:38:58 Sounds like what Da would say May 05 16:39:18 * Morgan nods May 05 16:39:25 Yeah, I reckon so May 05 16:40:43 You ain’t gonn’ be able to just wish it away, so denying it won’t stop you feelin it May 05 16:41:29 * Morgan nods, sighing May 05 16:41:31 aye May 05 16:42:34 What’s Molly say about it? May 05 16:42:59 I haven't spoken to her about it yet. I've just laid a load of changes at her feet and don't want to overwhelm her May 05 16:43:58 What’s going on? May 05 16:44:20 I've asked her to move into the second room in the cottage... and to let me adopt Hope May 05 16:45:43 Huh! Wow man, big steps May 05 16:46:01 Yeah, it is. I've Madde provisions for them in my will... May 05 16:46:13 * HH looks at him May 05 16:46:19 We about to have an issue? May 05 16:46:28 Why would we? May 05 16:47:19 Wasn’ long ago you wouldn’t promise me you weren’t gonna die, now you’re giving the baby your name, got them in their own place, and updating your Will... May 05 16:47:51 I understand why you'd think that... but it isn't the case right now May 05 16:49:40 Good, because that would be a dick move May 05 16:49:53 * Morgan nods May 05 16:49:58 Yes I suppose it would May 05 16:51:28 If you’re gonna be in this, you gotta be all in. They’ve been through enough already. May 05 16:51:36 Meaning? May 05 16:52:16 No back up plan of drowning yourself or anything May 05 16:52:42 Man, no-one would believe that May 05 16:53:49 Yep, you’d look stupid as fuck. May 05 16:54:19 Its not something I've got in mind May 05 16:54:49 What is your plan, man? May 05 16:55:13 So far, not die May 05 16:57:10 * HH nods May 05 16:57:39 Got a little girl who is gonn’ need you to make sure she doesn’t marry a guy like me *he grins* May 05 16:58:23 You're not -that- bad May 05 17:01:20 Nope, but you want someone better for her, and she’s gonn’ need walking down the aisle one day May 05 17:01:48 Yeah maybe... gotta get them baptised first May 05 17:02:56 * HH nods May 05 17:03:21 If you need a Godfather, man... Ma will do it to if ya need May 05 17:03:43 * Morgan chuckles May 05 17:03:50 Might do May 05 17:05:17 * HH nods May 05 17:05:25 Hope Koertig... sounds good May 05 17:05:34 * Morgan nods May 05 17:05:39 Aye, I think it does May 05 17:07:13 * HH nods May 05 17:07:22 Congratulations then, man May 05 17:07:49 * Morgan nods, nudging Xantha into a light canter May 05 17:11:40 * HH follows suit. When they ride through the village, people still wave. The buildings are still the same, the faces still familiar. He passes the church he’ll likely attend for the baptisms, and where Dietlinde used to work. They end up at Heinzharold’s where Ma is pegging out the washing May 05 17:12:03 Oh, I see, I was just taking you home... May 05 17:15:17 * HH shakes his head “Just somewhere to go. I was on a promise” May 05 17:15:25 ah May 05 17:17:08 *Ma waves* Good afternoon, Morgan May 05 17:17:49 * Morgan waves, smiling a little May 05 17:17:57 How are you? May 05 17:19:27 Ma: I’m well, thank you. Where’s your babby today? May 05 17:19:45 Back at the house May 05 17:21:26 Ma nods: Have you proposed yet? May 05 17:21:35 Don't be absurd May 05 17:21:37 * HH glances at Morgan May 05 17:21:58 Ma: She’s a nice girl, and you could do much worse May 05 17:22:13 But she could do so much better May 05 17:24:28 Gotta day, I agree with Ma May 05 17:24:31 say* May 05 17:24:48 No-one said you couldn't both be wrong May 05 17:24:54 Ma: You’re a good man, and she clearly likes you May 05 17:25:28 And put them at risk? May 05 17:28:19 Ma: Life is always full of risk, but sometimes it’s worth it May 05 17:28:58 maybe May 05 17:31:16 Ma: I think you should marry her May 05 17:31:29 I'll take that under advisement May 05 17:31:44 * HH chuckles May 05 17:32:00 Come on, let’s go back to yers May 05 17:32:10 * Morgan nods May 05 17:32:12 Aye, alright May 05 17:32:50 *Ma says goodbye, but he swears he can almost hear the sound of someone working the forge* May 05 17:33:13 * Morgan glances that way as they start moving May 05 17:35:45 *it could be his eyes playing tricks, but it almost looks like movement inside* May 05 17:35:58 * Morgan frowns, moving on May 05 17:39:09 *HH ditches him to go to the kitchens, leaving Morgan with the horses. When he gets back near the cottage he can smell freshly baked cake from outside.It makes it seem more homely, but Ma’s words ring in his ears, along with his Father’s from earlier May 05 17:39:33 * Morgan heads into the cottage May 05 17:42:59 * HH is now known as Molly May 05 17:44:24 * Molly has made a little nest of blankets for the sleeping baby, and is cleaning a bowl in a bucket of water. The cake on the table smells like cherry, and she has a smear of cake mixture on her cheek. She smiles May 05 17:44:36 Oh, I thought you’d be longer May 05 17:44:52 That horse does not mess about May 05 17:45:07 * Molly smiles, drying her hands May 05 17:45:23 Is he happier now? May 05 17:45:41 As far as he goes,yes May 05 17:45:57 * Molly nods, looking to the baby May 05 17:46:08 Her first nap in her new home May 05 17:46:31 * Morgan nods May 05 17:46:34 She looks peaceful May 05 17:46:40 * Molly nods May 05 17:46:49 It must be a nice way to be May 05 17:46:58 * Morgan nods May 05 17:47:01 I imagine so May 05 17:47:19 * Molly watches him May 05 17:47:37 You will tell me, if you start to regret letting us live here? May 05 17:47:44 * Morgan nods May 05 17:47:46 aye May 05 17:48:03 We could go away again, if you wanted us to May 05 17:48:15 No, I think not May 05 17:49:07 * Molly nods, watching him a long moment before she says “I Umm... I’ll go back for my things?” May 05 17:49:17 * Morgan nods May 05 17:49:26 Would you ask someone to ask my father to come? May 05 17:49:41 * Molly nods May 05 17:49:53 I will. She should sleep, she’s been fed May 05 17:50:00 * Morgan shrugs May 05 17:50:05 Its no problem if she wakes May 05 17:50:25 * Molly nods. She lets herself out May 05 17:56:27 *The baby doesn’t notice* May 05 17:56:40 * Morgan sits down, watching the child sleep May 05 17:57:03 *She looks like she doesn’t have a care in the world May 05 17:57:51 * Morgan smiles a little, just sitting and waiting May 05 17:59:12 *the baby smiles in her sleep* May 05 17:59:29 * Morgan sighs quietly May 05 18:00:48 *she starts to fidget May 05 18:01:00 Its alright little lady, you're safe May 05 18:01:47 *she wakes up looking around May 05 18:02:00 Shhh, its alright May 05 18:03:40 *Hope smiles when she hears Morgan, looking towards his voice May 05 18:03:59 * Morgan moves closer, placing a finger in her hand May 05 18:04:46 *She smiles again, holding tight to it. In his head, he hears Da* Got the same sorta grip on yer heart too May 05 18:05:00 * Morgan nods May 05 18:05:02 Yeah, she has May 05 18:06:01 *there’s a knock at the door* May 05 18:06:21 Yes? May 05 18:06:37 * Molly is now known as Adalbrecht May 05 18:06:43 You sent for me... May 05 18:07:10 * Morgan nods, wiggling his finger in Hopes grip May 05 18:08:14 I wanted to ask your advice... specifically, given her status and mine, reduced though it is... how would marriage work? May 05 18:08:50 * Adalbrecht comes in, crouching to look at the baby May 05 18:09:40 Banns are read, then there is a ceremony. Then afterwards, well, I do not think you need me to explain that to either of you. May 05 18:10:36 I meant in terms of her being a commoner and me being noble... I will not risk that danger again May 05 18:12:02 Now that you are not a prominent figure in the succession, I think we can manage it. May 05 18:12:48 * Morgan nods, looking a little upset for a moment May 05 18:13:40 * Adalbrecht looks to him May 05 18:13:46 Is that what you intend? May 05 18:14:12 I don't know... just... HeinzHarold and his ma were nagging me about it May 05 18:14:34 If you do not want to, don’t do it May 05 18:15:03 I think the fact I am asking shows it is not idle speculation... May 05 18:17:54 * Adalbrecht watches him speculatively May 05 18:18:34 Do not go getting all affronted, but is there a possibility she might have another child in the near future? May 05 18:19:17 Are you suggesting I have acted a manner similar to my brother and am looking to make it look legitimate? May 05 18:19:58 I told you not to get affronted. I do know how feelings can sweep a couple along, I am not an innocent. May 05 18:20:16 And I am not dishonourable May 05 18:20:48 I did not say you were, for Theus sake. Stop trying to make an argument. May 05 18:21:33 I'm merely stating fact. May 05 18:22:25 Fine, fine, you and she are not intimate. A white marriage is not uncommon if both parties are happy with that, and it would provide them security May 05 18:23:12 It is not the case. Its not what I was raised to believe in May 05 18:23:46 Does she have feelings for you beyond friendship? May 05 18:24:50 I believe so May 05 18:25:40 * Adalbrecht nods, stroking the baby’s hair May 05 18:25:45 You have our blessing May 05 18:25:54 'Our'? May 05 18:36:11 your Mother’s and mine May 05 18:36:21 You've discussed it? May 05 18:36:35 * Adalbrecht nods May 05 18:36:57 From the evening after you arrived with her, yes May 05 18:37:11 * Morgan looked shocked May 05 18:38:34 Your Mother reminded me that you wouldn’t live long in a situation that didn’t match your principles May 05 18:39:01 I see May 05 18:39:52 I haven’t asked Edward’s blessing, it is not his business May 05 18:40:06 His blessing or otherwise means nothing to me May 05 18:40:22 yes, you’ve made that clear May 05 18:40:49 * Morgan nods May 05 18:41:47 I will find a ring for you from the vault. I cannot give you the stone of the Sudlache May 05 18:42:14 no... I suppose you cant, that'll go to Edwards wife May 05 18:42:26 Indeed May 05 18:43:00 * Morgan scowls briefly before looking to the child May 05 18:43:27 *Hope frowns, mimicing* May 05 18:43:42 Sshhh, its alright May 05 18:44:12 How soon do you need one, and what stone would you prefer? May 05 18:44:25 * Morgan shrugs May 05 18:44:30 I don't know, on either count May 05 18:44:44 * Adalbrecht nods, standing May 05 18:44:56 Your cake smells good May 05 18:45:04 * Morgan nods May 05 18:45:08 It does. Molly made it May 05 18:45:21 * Adalbrecht nods May 05 18:45:40 Was there anything else? May 05 18:46:48 * Morgan shakes his head May 05 18:47:45 * Adalbrecht inclines his head “Will we see you at dinner, or will you eat here?” May 05 18:48:27 I'm not sure... oh. Would you have a bed and the crib sent? May 05 18:48:39 I will May 05 18:50:45 * Adalbrecht lets himself out. The infant cooes at Morgan May 05 18:53:12 Yes, thats right May 05 18:54:10 *she smiles, stretching* May 05 18:54:41 * Morgan picks her up, cuddling her May 05 18:56:14 *she smells nice, and looks contented May 05 18:56:39 * Morgan smiles at her, carrying her around the small cottage May 05 18:56:58 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly May 05 18:57:47 * Molly doesn’t knock when she gets there. She has a full bag on her back, a big blanket, and a vase of wildflowers May 05 18:58:18 The bed and crib should be here before too long May 05 18:58:28 * Molly smiles May 05 18:58:54 I hope you don’t mind, I thought some flowers might make it feel more homely for you May 05 18:59:40 * Morgan nods May 05 18:59:44 Thats fine May 05 19:01:26 * Molly puts the things down, then comes to them, kissing the baby’s cheeks and forehead “oh I missed you, my darling” May 05 19:01:59 She's not long woken May 05 19:03:03 * Molly nods, kissing the baby again “Have you been having a lovely time with Morgan? yes?” the little girl smiles broadly May 05 19:03:42 She's been good as gold May 05 19:05:49 * Molly nods, smiling “She’s a good girl, and she does love being cuddled by you” May 05 19:06:29 So it seems May 05 19:08:28 * Molly smiles at h8m May 05 19:08:37 You obviously have the magic touch May 05 19:08:57 * Morgan shrugs May 05 19:09:03 I wouldn't say that May 05 19:10:50 * Molly blushes a little before moving away to fold the blanket May 05 19:11:32 I’ll take our things upstairs May 05 19:11:55 * Morgan nods May 05 19:11:58 alright May 05 19:13:49 * Molly goes upstairs. The little sound the baby makes sounds almost like a question as she watches him May 05 19:13:57 Hmmm? May 05 19:17:01 *she just watches his face, smiling* May 05 19:17:13 What are you thinking, hmm? May 05 19:19:17 * Molly must have caught this, because she says on the way down “That I am not sure how things stand between us” May 05 19:20:22 * Morgan looks a little startled May 05 19:20:56 * Molly looks surprised May 05 19:21:08 Oh, uh... you were talking to Hope? May 05 19:21:39 I was... but... I suppose it is something we should discuss May 05 19:23:29 * Molly nods, coming back down to join them May 05 19:23:31 Yes May 05 19:23:48 * Morgan sighs, looking down at Hope and rocking her May 05 19:23:52 What is it you're wanting? May 05 19:24:46 * Molly frowns slightly May 05 19:25:09 Nothing, if it is something you do not want. You owe me nothing. May 05 19:25:50 That does not answer the question May 05 19:28:07 * Molly looks at the baby in his arms May 05 19:28:35 I want to be closer than now, closer than just friends May 05 19:28:43 * Morgan nods May 05 19:30:59 * Molly chews her lip, watching him May 05 19:31:04 what do you wish? May 05 19:31:13 About the same, actually May 05 19:32:31 * Molly nods May 05 19:33:06 I’m not... after what happened with Hope, I’m... I’m more cautious May 05 19:33:33 * Morgan nods May 05 19:33:37 Aye May 05 19:34:22 * Molly looks thoughtful May 05 19:34:55 So, I suppose, I’m saying... I cannot go to your bed May 05 19:36:24 No... that wouldn[t be right May 05 19:37:45 * Molly nods “I don’t want you to feel that is an insult, after what I did before” May 05 19:38:16 No... no its fine May 05 19:38:36 That was not what you wanted anyway? May 05 19:39:04 I'd be lying if I said it hadn't crossed my mind May 05 19:39:15 * Molly blushes May 05 19:39:18 Really?! May 05 19:39:28 Clearly it has not crossed yours May 05 19:39:43 I haven’t dared to let it May 05 19:40:35 No? May 05 19:41:01 It didn’t seem like something you would welcome or desire May 05 19:41:55 No... May 05 19:43:52 * Molly looks to him shyly May 05 19:44:00 But I was wrong? May 05 19:44:08 Not at the time, n May 05 19:45:09 But now? May 05 19:45:18 Makes no odds really, does t May 05 19:45:30 * Molly smiles May 05 19:45:40 It does, surprisingly May 05 19:45:58 Why? May 05 19:47:43 I like to know it. It’s flattering May 05 19:47:54 But it is not an option May 05 19:50:18 * Molly bites her lip May 05 19:50:56 I cannot have another child, I cannot risk it... May 05 19:51:32 * Morgan nods, looking a little unhappy May 05 19:52:38 what are -you- thinking? May 05 19:53:30 I don't know... I'm... disappointed, maybe? May 05 19:54:38 why? May 05 19:55:06 * Morgan shrugs a little May 05 19:55:24 At something lost we were not likely to have anyway May 05 19:56:22 I... I don’t understand May 05 19:57:10 It doesn't matter May 05 19:57:43 * Molly reaches out her hand to touch his, and quietly says “Please” May 05 19:58:37 Just... children... one day... May 05 19:59:39 Oh... I didn’t mean I’d never have another child, just that I cannot risk another out-of-wedlock baby May 05 19:59:54 Oh... yes... May 05 20:02:34 * Molly watches him, searching for his feelings “would you want that perhaps, one day? A child” May 05 20:02:55 Maybe May 05 20:04:30 * Molly nods May 05 20:04:51 This suddenly feels very big May 05 20:04:59 * Morgan nods May 05 20:05:00 Sorry May 05 20:05:15 No, it’s important I think May 05 20:06:09 Is it? May 05 20:08:23 It’s good to know what you feel for me, and where I stand May 05 20:08:56 * Morgan nods May 05 20:10:38 Am I playing my cards too close? May 05 20:10:46 A little, yes May 05 20:11:21 I really like you, Morgan, so much. But I’m afraid I’ll scare you away May 05 20:13:37 * Morgan nods May 05 20:13:51 I think... we're a little past that... thought it will be difficult May 05 20:14:35 You’ve been through much, and so have I. It might not always be easy May 05 20:14:47 * Morgan nods May 05 20:14:48 Indeed May 05 20:15:49 But I love how you are with Hope, and how kind you are, and I find you so attractive... May 05 20:16:02 * Morgan blushes May 05 20:19:40 Have I said too much? May 05 20:20:47 Uhhh... no, no I don't think so May 05 20:22:05 * Molly nods May 05 20:22:16 Do you feel the same? May 05 20:24:05 yes... I do May 05 20:24:18 * Molly smiles May 05 20:24:26 Thank you May 05 20:24:31 What for? May 05 20:24:49 *the baby starts to fuss* I’m not used to hearing nice things about myself May 05 20:25:10 * Morgan nods May 05 20:26:58 I would like to be able to kiss you, and hold your hand, and hold you as I did when you had your nightmare May 05 20:27:17 * Morgan nods May 05 20:27:20 Id like that May 05 20:28:29 *Hope fusses more* And the things that go further, but cannot result in a child? Are those things that would interest you? May 05 20:29:00 Yes... I think the little lady wants her mother May 05 20:29:21 * Molly takes her, starting to undo her dress May 05 20:29:49 I'm going to make some coffee... May 05 20:30:09 You do not need to absent yourself every time I nurse May 05 20:30:39 Its been a big subject... I could do with a slight distraction May 05 20:30:54 Alright May 05 20:31:51 * Morgan nods, going to make coffee May 05 20:32:55 *He gets a few minutes to himself whilst he does* May 05 20:33:47 * Morgan carries the two cups of coffee back to Molly May 05 20:34:30 * Molly is still nursing. The struggle he’s been having all this time has not left him May 05 20:34:44 She’s certainly getting more of an appetite May 05 20:34:54 * Morgan nods, sitting down May 05 20:34:57 She's' growing May 05 20:35:13 * Molly nods, smiling May 05 20:35:45 She is. Now you’ll be able to watch her grow, every day May 05 20:35:51 * Morgan nods May 05 20:35:56 Yes, I'd like that May 05 20:38:00 * Molly nods, smiling May 05 20:39:02 Maybe it will work out. We do like each other, we’re attracted to one another, we’re both possibly willing to have a sibling for her one day May 05 20:39:57 * Morgan nods May 05 20:40:05 We'll see, I suppose May 05 20:40:39 * Molly nods “I do not see any reason I couldn’t fall in love with you” May 05 20:41:32 Just as well May 05 20:42:23 Is it? May 05 20:42:35 * Morgan nods a little, sipping his coffee May 05 20:43:08 * Molly smiles May 05 20:43:12 Why is that? May 05 20:43:44 Because... I think maybe... I'm a few steps along that path May 05 20:44:00 * Molly looks surprised, but smiles May 05 20:44:47 Well then, it’s probably safe to tell you I might be a step or two ahead of you May 05 20:45:34 Really? May 05 20:46:08 * Molly nods May 05 20:47:13 I do like you so much, and I look forward every minute I spend with you. I think over and over again of those moments that you kissed me at Heinzharold’s house May 05 20:47:26 * Morgan nods slowly May 05 20:47:34 alright... good... May 05 20:48:32 * Molly giggles May 05 20:48:37 I’ve surprised you May 05 20:49:06 A little, yes May 05 20:49:20 Did you think I’d forgotten it? May 05 20:50:28 perhaps May 05 20:50:49 * Molly shakes her head “Not for a single moment!” May 05 20:51:43 * Morgan nods May 05 20:52:35 And you? May 05 20:52:52 I had not forgotten May 05 20:53:07 * Molly nods, smiling May 05 20:53:34 I’d like to repeat it, for many years to come May 05 20:54:22 * Morgan nods May 05 20:54:29 Alright then... I think I can manage that May 05 20:55:44 * Molly nods May 05 20:56:21 Starting as soon as Hope is asleep again? May 05 20:56:30 Yes, I think so May 05 20:58:00 * Molly continues to feed the baby May 05 20:58:48 I wish to make all of this as easy for you as possible. I know you were not expecting she and I to disrupt your life May 05 20:59:17 * Morgan shrugs May 05 20:59:25 Its probably just as well you did May 05 21:00:16 But it could have all been over for you by now May 05 21:00:44 Yes...and my mother would still be crying herself to sleep wondering if I was dead or not May 05 21:02:31 * Molly nods May 05 21:02:54 No one would have been able to tell them you were gone May 05 21:03:08 no May 05 21:04:54 Now they are saved that. Maybe she was sent by the gods to save you May 05 21:05:09 * Morgan shrugs May 05 21:05:11 maybe May 05 21:07:23 * Molly finishes nursing the baby, who is indeed asleep, and settles her in the blanket nest. He ought to make or buy something for her nap in downstairs May 05 21:07:45 We need a little basket for her for down here May 05 21:10:14 * Molly nods, watching her May 05 21:10:29 Yes, I think you’re right May 05 21:10:44 * Morgan nods May 05 21:10:48 I'll sort something out May 05 21:12:03 * Molly nods, coming over to where he is sat and standing in front of him, She watches him a moment with a mix of eagerness and nervousness May 05 21:14:00 I’m sorry, I don’t really know what I’m doing... May 05 21:14:29 I cant really say I do... come, sit... May 05 21:16:32 * Molly sits on his lap, assuming that’s what he meant May 05 21:16:50 Oh! Uhhh... okay May 05 21:16:57 * Molly blushes May 05 21:17:05 Oh god, you meant... sorry May 05 21:17:20 No, its... its fine... May 05 21:17:51 *she feels soft and warm in his lap, the closeness unexpected May 05 21:18:10 You do not want me to move? I am not hurting you? May 05 21:18:18 No, its okay May 05 21:19:10 * Molly looks at him from so close, he can see her heart beat fast at her neck May 05 21:20:01 * Morgan gently cranes his neck, bringing his lips close to hers May 05 21:22:13 * Molly sighs as she relaxes before her soft lips meet his, still feeling very warm despite him having just drunk coffee May 05 21:22:39 * Morgan kisses her gently May 05 21:24:05 * Molly does this too, but slowly she increases the pressure before her lips part a little. Her hand comes to rest on the side of his neck where she must surely be able to feel his own heart thudding May 05 21:24:36 * Morgan does likewise, his tongue gingerly finding her lip May 05 21:26:01 * Molly opens a little more, and brings the tip of hers to meet his. She makes a very quiet mmm noise May 05 21:26:38 * Morgan kisses her a little deeper, making a noise of enjoyment himself May 05 21:27:52 * Molly ‘s fingers tighten against his skin, and tilts her mouth so she can deepen it. She doesn’t seem nervous now May 05 21:28:15 * Morgan kisses her a little more intently May 05 21:30:16 * Molly ‘s next sound is even clearer, though definitely not enough to wake the baby. She moves closer to him, the feel of her body against his torso clearer too May 05 21:30:46 * Morgan makes a similar noise, pulling her firmly against him May 05 21:32:36 * Molly presses against him further, her kiss becoming more passionate as her hand moves up to his hair May 05 21:33:07 * Morgan makes another noise, matching her intensity May 05 21:34:17 * Molly only seems more embolden by this, her mouth getting rougher as she quietly moans into his May 05 21:34:39 * Morgan breaks away, breathing heavily May 05 21:34:55 I. Think... we should stop before we go further than we ought... May 05 21:35:09 * Molly watches him, cheeks flushed May 05 21:35:53 Yes... good idea... I’d almost forgotten how easily it runs away with you May 05 21:36:15 * Morgan nods a little, watching her May 05 21:36:36 * Molly watches him back “Are you alright?” May 05 21:36:49 I think so, yes May 05 21:37:07 I haven’t hurt you? May 05 21:37:22 No.. no you haven't May 05 21:39:17 * Molly takes his hand, her fingers notching within the gaps of his. It doesn’t seem purposefully suggestive, but there’s still something about how they’re suddenly joined to the full depth of that movement that makes her shiver in his lap May 05 21:39:48 Are you alright? May 05 21:39:55 * Molly nods May 05 21:40:10 Yes... my imagination running away with me May 05 21:40:26 * Morgan nods May 05 21:40:29 In time, perhaps May 05 21:40:50 * Molly nods May 05 21:41:32 For now, I’ll just kiss you a little again, if I may? May 05 21:41:44 * Morgan nods May 05 21:41:45 okay May 05 21:43:30 * Molly does so. It’s more tender and languid this time, as if the mutual passion has now been confirmed and they can be more leisurely. He can feel her gently move her breasts side to side against his chest though May 05 21:43:53 * Morgan once more matches her intensity May 05 21:45:25 *what stops them is a knocking at the door, and it wakes him. He’s laid behind Molly, gently cupping and squeezing her breast* May 05 21:45:44 * Morgan frowns, listening for the door May 05 21:45:58 *It’s quiet* May 05 21:46:07 * Morgan sighs a little, checking the time May 05 21:47:55 *He’s overslept a little, and it’s not far from dawn. He feels like there was something he was supposed to be doing this morning, though his body seems reluctant to leave the closeness with her May 05 21:48:25 * Morgan grumbles quietly, rolling away from her and climbing out of bed to get dressed May 05 21:48:54 * Molly makes a little noise of protest at his leaving May 05 21:50:18 Sorry love... its time I got up May 05 21:52:17 A pity, I missed you last night *she sounds half asleep still* May 05 21:52:27 * Morgan nods May 05 21:52:33 likewise... though it was just as well May 05 21:55:11 mmhmm... Today will be busy, will you be distracted enough by having so much going on? May 05 21:55:26 I dont know... we'll have to see May 05 21:56:12 *Now there is a knock at the door, quietly, almost furtively. Molly sits up, pulling the sheets up to her chest with a frown May 05 21:56:23 Who is it? May 05 21:58:13 *the voice is quiet* Hannalore, my Lord. We were going to meet in the drawing room. May 05 21:58:35 * Molly ‘s brows raise a little, but she says nothing May 05 21:58:43 I'll be there in a moment May 05 21:58:56 [I'd forgotten... she was going to redo my hair] May 05 21:59:24 *there’s quiet footsteps away from the door* May 05 21:59:49 * Molly nods May 05 22:00:04 I am going to get up now anyway May 05 22:00:22 * Morgan nods May 05 22:00:28 Alright... but you needn't yet May 05 22:01:38 * Molly gets up, completely naked, bump looking a little more prominent again “I need a bath before the servants come to get me ready” May 05 22:01:59 * Morgan nods, looking her over with a smile May 05 22:02:01 Alright love May 05 22:02:34 I’m sure I’ll see you again before we’re due to leave May 05 22:02:43 * Morgan nods May 05 22:02:46 Of course May 05 22:02:57 * Morgan moves to kiss her cheek before moving to the door May 05 22:03:47 * Molly finds the robe she had on last night “If you see Inga, could you please let her know she’s welcome to get ready in here today? May 05 22:04:11 I don't know I will, having sent her husband to her last night with a flea in his ear May 05 22:04:49 Perhaps later when we have time you can tell me about it? May 05 22:04:54 * Morgan nods May 05 22:05:00 Aye, later May 05 22:05:24 * Molly nods, opening the bathroom door May 05 22:05:40 * Morgan goes out the door, heading down to the drawing room May 05 22:07:34 *He does see Inga on the way, dressed simply and carrying a cup and a small jug of coffee* May 05 22:07:52 Morning. Molly says you can get ready with her May 05 22:09:13 * Molly is now known as Inga May 05 22:09:23 * Inga looks a little strained May 05 22:09:35 I will see her in a little while May 05 22:10:02 * Morgan sighs May 05 22:10:04 Alright May 05 22:10:14 Is something wrong? May 05 22:10:48 All manner of things going on... whats got you looking stressed? May 05 22:11:59 I don’t think I’ll let Heinzharold stay away the night again. I still wake at the same time but... May 05 22:12:17 Hang on... he's not with you? May 05 22:12:29 * Inga looks confused May 05 22:12:33 No, he’s camping May 05 22:12:58 No, he's not... he and Heinrich started up so I told them both to fu... go back to their respective wives and get out of my sight May 05 22:13:13 * Inga shakes her head May 05 22:13:20 He’s not been back May 05 22:13:28 Oh for crying out loud May 05 22:13:42 Do you think he’s alright? May 05 22:14:00 I'd imagine so, just being a plank May 05 22:14:14 * Inga smiles slightly May 05 22:14:29 He could have come back to our room and been a plank instead May 05 22:14:39 Like I told him to May 05 22:14:49 No, wait... not like that May 05 22:14:58 * Inga giggles May 05 22:15:06 took you a little while May 05 22:15:25 I've had a rough night and I overslept, and its put me all akilter May 05 22:15:44 * Inga nods, smiling May 05 22:16:15 Maybe you were being the plank, and that’s why you overslept. I almost envy her May 05 22:16:48 No, I started out the night in a tent... its been an awful night. May 05 22:17:03 what’s happened? May 05 22:17:22 Later, love. I need to get moving May 05 22:17:37 * Inga offers him the cup and jug May 05 22:17:43 Do you want these? May 05 22:17:59 I'll manage, I think you need them more than I do. As will Molly. May 05 22:18:14 Should I just go straight there? May 05 22:18:31 If you like. She's having a bath right now May 05 22:18:55 That’s fine, it’s nothing I haven’t seen before May 05 22:19:04 * Morgan nods May 05 22:19:12 I'll try to find your husband May 05 22:19:22 Thank you May 05 22:19:55 * Morgan nods before kissing her cheek and heading off in a hurry to the drawing room, casting about with his magic for any people who shouldn't be where they are May 05 22:21:25 *There’s so many busy staff down here it’d be impossible to tell* May 05 22:21:39 * Morgan sighs, going to find Hannalore May 05 22:22:24 * Inga is now known as Hannalore May 05 22:22:52 * Hannalore is in the drawing room, lamps lit already and a fire going to warm the room May 05 22:23:12 Sorry, Hannalore, I've had an awful night and overslept May 05 22:25:39 * Hannalore smiles May 05 22:25:51 Not to worry, my Lord May 05 22:26:39 I'm afraid we'll need to be quick about this... I've got a few things to check on and my best friend has wandered off somewhere May 05 22:27:51 * Hannalore nods, pointing to a chair May 05 22:28:01 * Morgan nods, sitting down May 05 22:29:15 * Hannalore undoes the braids quickly, and then hands him Molly’s hair. Even now her hair hasn’t grown back to the length it was when he cut this piece in Graben May 05 22:29:29 Will you be able to work that back in? May 05 22:29:55 Hold that carefully, I will be able to, I need to brush you hair next May 05 22:30:03 * Morgan nods, doing so May 05 22:30:29 *The brush she uses is odd, feeling lim May 05 22:31:33 like multiple semi-flexible spikes on his scalp. It tingles madly, and makes his toes curl. It’s very pleasurable* May 05 22:31:56 What on Theah is that? May 05 22:32:38 It’s a brush we made from reeds, it helps the blood flow to the scalp and makes your hair stronger May 05 22:32:48 I think I might need one May 05 22:33:12 You can have this one, it’s just a spare May 05 22:33:40 Thank you May 05 22:34:25 *she does this another half a minute. It’s almost a relief when she stops and begins the braiding* May 05 22:35:31 Let me know when you want this... May 05 22:37:11 *she makes quite quick work of it, leaving that one til last, and then she takes it, weaving that in too May 05 22:37:51 You seem much more... centred than you did before May 05 22:39:16 I don’t live with that misery that I did. But also I’ve been back in Vesten with my people May 05 22:39:29 * Morgan nods May 05 22:39:33 That makes a difference May 05 22:39:52 * Hannalore nods May 05 22:40:27 I am not forcing myself to be something I’m not, and I don’t have to follow the religion here any longer May 05 22:40:41 You have gone back to the old gods... May 05 22:42:01 * Hannalore smiles May 05 22:42:03 I have May 05 22:42:45 * Morgan nods May 05 22:42:50 I'm glad May 05 22:43:52 * Hannalore nods May 05 22:43:59 It feels right May 05 22:44:36 * Morgan nods May 05 22:44:43 Thats important May 05 22:45:16 * Hannalore nods, handing him the brush May 05 22:45:23 All done May 05 22:45:30 * Morgan takes it, thanking her May 05 22:45:37 * Hannalore smiles May 05 22:45:51 You’re welcome, I hope it pleases you May 05 22:46:11 * Morgan nods, running his hand gently over his hair May 05 22:46:55 *it feels tight and correct* May 05 22:47:31 Thank you, Hannalore May 05 22:48:05 I hope it all goes well for you today May 05 22:48:22 * Morgan nods May 05 22:48:28 Just hope everyone behaves themselves May 05 22:49:25 *The door that was left open opens further, and Claudia says “They’d better do” as she lets herself in. She stops still as she looks at Hannalore May 05 22:50:07 hey May 05 22:51:05 C: Hey. May 05 22:51:46 * Hannalore looks Claudia over “Good morning, Claudia, you’re looking well” May 05 22:52:27 *Claudia nods* I am. You too. May 05 22:52:59 * Hannalore just watches Claudia. The air feels a little heavy May 05 22:53:32 * Morgan sighs May 05 22:54:18 Alright, that'll do. If the atmosphere does this every time people with former relationships are near eachother, I'll suffocate, so stow it thank you May 05 22:55:32 If you’ll excuse me, your Excellency. May 05 22:55:56 * Morgan nods, standing May 05 22:55:58 Thank you Hannalore May 05 22:57:29 * Hannalore nods and sails from the room like the vindicated party. Claudia grinds her teeth, clenching her fists May 05 22:58:01 * Morgan looks at her May 05 22:58:06 $Are you in love?$ May 05 22:58:44 $with her?! Are you mad?!$ May 05 22:58:54 $No, not with her$ May 05 23:22:09 * Hannalore has quit (Read error: EOF from client)