**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Mar 5 20:35:50 2024 Mar 05 20:35:50 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Mar 05 20:36:19 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 05 20:37:39 I thought I'd die here Mar 05 20:37:40 * Molly nods “Now you don’t have to” Mar 05 20:37:40 * Morgan shrugs Mar 05 20:37:40 Another thing I've failed Mar 05 20:37:40 * Molly looks quite pained Mar 05 20:37:41 If you still intend to, wouldn’t it be better to be back there, where you can be buried in the soil of your forefathers? Mar 05 20:37:45 * Morgan frowns Mar 05 20:37:49 I hadn't considered that I'd be doing to my mother what I have endured... I can't... I can't do that to her Mar 05 20:37:50 * Molly nods, putting a hand gently on his shoulder “If she loves you, you should let her” Mar 05 20:37:52 * Morgan sighs Mar 05 20:37:54 I suppose so Mar 05 20:39:20 Why won’t you? Mar 05 20:39:37 Why won't I what? Mar 05 20:41:51 Let her love you. You seem resistant Mar 05 20:42:26 Because... I don't deserve it Mar 05 20:44:09 * Molly watches him with a strong compassion he hasn’t received in a long time Mar 05 20:44:13 why not? Mar 05 20:45:16 I failed them. I failed my wife and daughter. I put them all in danger, and I didn't realise. Mar 05 20:46:48 * Molly gently squeezes his shoulder Mar 05 20:47:00 everyone makes mistakes sometimes Mar 05 20:47:33 * Morgan shrugs Mar 05 20:50:14 You would forgive your friend if he made such a mistake? Mar 05 20:50:21 * Morgan nods Mar 05 20:50:25 yes Mar 05 20:52:08 You should forgive yourself then Mar 05 20:52:18 I'm supposed to know better Mar 05 20:52:30 Shouldn’t he? Mar 05 20:52:46 He never needed to... he's not bound by the same restrictions I am Mar 05 20:53:35 * Molly shrugs Mar 05 20:53:56 Being noble doesn’t make you less likely to make mistakes Mar 05 20:54:16 No, bt the expectations are higer Mar 05 20:56:01 * Molly nods “Still, you’re helping no one by hating yourself” Mar 05 20:56:20 * Morgan shrugs Mar 05 20:56:22 It is what it is Mar 05 20:58:39 * Molly nods. A clock chimes, and he wakes up Mar 05 20:59:06 * Morgan sighs, sitting up and rubbing his face Mar 05 21:01:52 * Molly reaches for him, gently stroking his back “shh... ‘s okay” Mar 05 21:02:05 * Morgan yawns, checking the time Mar 05 21:04:49 *It’s an hour before dawn, quite early now Mar 05 21:05:36 * Morgan gently gets out of bed, going through to the bathroom before coming back to dress Mar 05 21:07:27 * Molly yawns “It cannot be that time already?” Mar 05 21:07:42 * Morgan smiles a little Mar 05 21:07:49 I wake before dawn... whenever dawn happens to be Mar 05 21:09:51 * Molly nods Mar 05 21:10:03 Very soon you’ll barely sleep at all Mar 05 21:13:52 Such is the way with a small child Mar 05 21:19:51 I meant midsummer, my love Mar 05 21:19:59 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:20:02 I know Mar 05 21:21:48 * Molly nods Mar 05 21:21:54 Are you alright? Mar 05 21:22:32 * Morgan nods, sighing Mar 05 21:22:39 Confusing dreams again Mar 05 21:23:12 Do you wish to talk? Or I could come outside with you? Mar 05 21:23:32 That'd be nice... but if you wish to sleep longer... you need more rest now Mar 05 21:25:58 * Molly gets up, looking for some clothes. The line up her belly looks a little darker than before Mar 05 21:26:22 That lines gotten darker Mar 05 21:28:56 * Molly smiles, stroking her bump Mar 05 21:29:01 Do you like it? Mar 05 21:29:05 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:29:06 I do Mar 05 21:31:15 * Molly gets dressed, wrapping a shawl around herself too Mar 05 21:31:29 Alright, let’s go Mar 05 21:32:32 * Morgan nods, taking her hand and walking her through the house toward the kitchen Mar 05 21:32:35 Want some coffee? Mar 05 21:33:39 * Molly nods Mar 05 21:33:45 Yes, please Mar 05 21:35:49 * Morgan nods, going into the kitchen with her Mar 05 21:35:59 Be warned, the man who makes it is a bit odd Mar 05 21:37:20 Oh? why is that? Mar 05 21:37:45 He's got an attitude on him Mar 05 21:37:48 *The kitchen is still very quiet, but a fire is already going for hot water Mar 05 21:37:58 Has he? Mar 05 21:38:57 * Morgan nods, getting the coffee brewing Mar 05 21:39:16 Comes and goes in here pretty much as he pleases, watching the staff... Mar 05 21:39:57 * Molly smiles Mar 05 21:40:16 does he? Someone should keep him in line, hmm? Mar 05 21:41:27 Fat chance of that Mar 05 21:41:33 * Morgan brings her a cup of coffee Mar 05 21:44:03 * Molly takes it, smiling “Thank you” Mar 05 21:45:00 * Morgan nods, picking up his own coffee Mar 05 21:45:04 Ready to go outside? Mar 05 21:46:39 * Molly nods, going with him through their house. it’s still pretty dark outside Mar 05 21:48:37 * Morgan leads her across the grass Mar 05 21:48:49 HeinzHarolds house is rather ruining the view from where I'd normally watch it Mar 05 21:49:34 * Molly nods Mar 05 21:49:46 You’ll need to start going up on the roof Mar 05 21:50:26 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:50:35 There's a few other vantage points, too Mar 05 21:51:46 oh? Mar 05 21:52:43 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:52:51 Farther road the side of the house Mar 05 21:54:23 I’ll go wherever you wish Mar 05 21:54:44 * Morgan nods, taking her to a good spot Mar 05 21:57:00 will you tell me about your night? Mar 05 21:57:49 * Morgan sniffs Mar 05 21:58:00 The one with the baby... Hope... Mar 05 21:59:39 * Molly nods Mar 05 21:59:41 yes? Mar 05 22:01:16 Its come to light that the father is Eisen... sailor calls himself Rainer... with a massive scar running across his torso... Mar 05 22:01:33 * Molly looks puzzled Mar 05 22:01:43 we don’t know anyone called that Mar 05 22:01:52 No... but we know someone with that sort of scar Mar 05 22:03:16 oh. yes, we do. Mar 05 22:03:25 Not sure what to make of it yet Mar 05 22:05:08 You aren’t jealous in the dream though Mar 05 22:05:51 No, not at all Mar 05 22:07:15 * Molly nods “It isn’t like that between us on that path?” Mar 05 22:07:42 No, not so far... its much earlier in time, I'm nothing like capable of that Mar 05 22:08:01 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:08:10 But in reality, you feel...? Mar 05 22:08:37 * Morgan shrugs Mar 05 22:08:39 Confused, mostly Mar 05 22:09:04 what confuses you? Mar 05 22:10:09 What exactly I'm supposed to glean from all of it Mar 05 22:14:35 * Molly shrugs Mar 05 22:14:41 who knows Mar 05 22:14:50 * Morgan sighs Mar 05 22:14:52 Its frustrating Mar 05 22:16:30 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:16:43 I miss your Capperlucia dreams Mar 05 22:16:52 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:16:55 I miss not dreaming Mar 05 22:18:23 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:19:12 That would be easier Mar 05 22:19:37 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:19:42 But not to be apparently Mar 05 22:21:39 * Molly sighs, squeezing his hand Mar 05 22:21:50 it is what it is? Mar 05 22:21:56 yes. Mar 05 22:24:31 how are you feeling about everyone coming today? Mar 05 22:24:38 Apprehensive Mar 05 22:26:25 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:26:33 it’s going to get very busy Mar 05 22:26:38 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:26:42 Yes... it really is Mar 05 22:28:19 it is your Father that worries you most? Mar 05 22:28:44 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:28:47 Yes, it is Mar 05 22:30:32 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:30:45 Me too Mar 05 22:30:58 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:31:03 Mother thinks he'll come around Mar 05 22:39:55 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 05 23:38:01 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep)