**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Dec 17 00:04:11 2023 Dec 17 00:04:11 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Dec 17 16:47:50 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Dec 17 18:59:40 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Dec 17 19:02:38 Aye, I'll be pleased to have you home Dec 17 19:02:38 * Molly nods Dec 17 19:02:38 And not to save the sheets! Dec 17 19:02:38 No, quite Dec 17 19:02:38 Maybe you should have offered Edward some cream flannels! Dec 17 19:02:40 No, he can make his own arrangements in that regard Dec 17 19:02:42 You are saving all of yours incase things become more conducive? *she laughs* Dec 17 19:02:44 Mostly, yes Dec 17 19:04:00 * Molly nods, smiling “It seems unlikely, doesn’t it?” Dec 17 19:05:14 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:05:16 It does rather Dec 17 19:06:13 * Molly nods Dec 17 19:06:49 I have very happy memories of the other morning, at least! Dec 17 19:09:04 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:09:07 That was enjoyable Dec 17 19:10:42 * Molly nods enthusiastically Dec 17 19:11:05 Extremely! It’s certainly been on my mind time and again since Dec 17 19:11:53 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:11:54 Good Dec 17 19:13:34 * Molly sips her drink Dec 17 19:14:19 If only everything could be less difficult, and we could explore that further. I don’t intend to be separated like this again to do so in the near future Dec 17 19:14:42 No, nor I Dec 17 19:16:43 did you even get to unwrapping the jar? Dec 17 19:17:02 Unwrapped but I haven't done anything with it Dec 17 19:18:56 No... not yet Dec 17 19:19:10 * Molly nods, smiling Dec 17 19:19:38 It’s a little far to send another, and I would only be with you a day before I am Dec 17 19:20:07 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:20:24 Aye. Hopefully things will be relaxed enough today that I can unwrap it Dec 17 19:25:20 * Molly blushes Dec 17 19:25:28 mmhmm... alone, definitely Dec 17 19:25:42 I figured as much Dec 17 19:25:51 * Molly smiles Dec 17 19:26:16 everything I send you is at risk of needing that? Dec 17 19:26:36 I think so Dec 17 19:26:47 * Molly nods Dec 17 19:27:39 I could check the mirror later, but we won’t be back before midnight I’m afraid Dec 17 19:28:11 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:28:18 I cannot guarantee I will be around Dec 17 19:29:18 no, it is late for you. Everything here runs on Court Time. The Opera doesn’t even start until after nine! Dec 17 19:29:39 That is ridiculous Dec 17 19:30:30 I know! if we were out to dine we wouldn’t be served until closer to ten Dec 17 19:31:45 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 17 19:31:46 Thats stupid Dec 17 19:31:59 * Molly nods Dec 17 19:32:16 Inga is staying here Dec 17 19:32:31 Oh? Dec 17 19:32:56 she is tired, and will watch Emil Dec 17 19:33:20 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:33:23 Pregnancy will do that Dec 17 19:33:33 * Molly nods Dec 17 19:33:42 it’s certainly an experience! Dec 17 19:34:05 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:34:09 Best get used to it Dec 17 19:34:18 * Molly smiles Dec 17 19:34:35 because you intend to have me permanently increasing, hmm? Dec 17 19:35:10 almost Dec 17 19:35:34 we’ll take a few months off? Dec 17 19:35:55 Time to recover... Dec 17 19:36:04 * Molly giggles Dec 17 19:36:10 for me, or for you?! Dec 17 19:36:57 * Morgan smiles a little Dec 17 19:36:58 Yes Dec 17 19:37:41 At least with me awayyou aren’t contending with that as well as everything with Florrie Dec 17 19:38:08 That is true I suppose Dec 17 19:38:33 though you miss the comfort of it? Dec 17 19:38:50 I miss having you here to give me that support Dec 17 19:39:08 * Molly nods Dec 17 19:39:35 you have me in your heart, and you are in mine Dec 17 19:39:57 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:39:58 aye Dec 17 19:41:05 what are you finding hardest? Dec 17 19:42:25 The emotional turmoil last night with Edward was really difficult Dec 17 19:44:44 what happened? Dec 17 19:45:21 Seeing them together at lunch was... it brought up some ugly feelings... I wanted to just curl up and avoid everyone Dec 17 19:47:02 * Molly nods sadly Dec 17 19:47:13 It is making you feel jealous? Dec 17 19:48:03 It made me resentful... how is it fair that the man who took my daughter from me gets the love of a girl who looks identical Dec 17 19:50:12 * Molly nods Dec 17 19:50:38 That is very understandable. Like fate is rewarding him for his actions Dec 17 19:50:52 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:51:02 But I didn't realise how difficult -he- is finding it Dec 17 19:53:30 His guilt must be intense Dec 17 19:54:06 * Morgan nods Dec 17 19:54:07 Indeed Dec 17 19:55:34 But does he love her? Are they bonding? Dec 17 19:57:18 He loved her already... they seem to be bonding, but I did not see them yesterday afternoon, and this morning we were at church Dec 17 20:00:20 Are you avoiding them? Dec 17 20:00:38 A little maybe... I went for a walk yesterday with Varick, Ballard and HeinzHarold Dec 17 20:00:48 * Molly sips her drink Dec 17 20:01:22 Well, they will be together a few weeks, I’m sure you won’t be missing much by taking it slowly Dec 17 20:01:46 * Morgan shrugs Dec 17 20:01:50 Perhaps Dec 17 20:03:41 it does not do to avoid that which makes us uneasy? Dec 17 20:03:56 * Morgan sighs Dec 17 20:04:05 I do dislike when my own statements come back to haunt me Dec 17 20:04:22 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:04:28 I know, my love Dec 17 20:05:28 * Morgan sips his coffee Dec 17 20:06:05 it is up to you. I am simply trying to establish what you most need of me Dec 17 20:07:13 * Morgan shrugs Dec 17 20:07:17 I'll be alright Dec 17 20:09:54 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:10:02 it’s not for much longer Dec 17 20:11:19 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:11:36 Aye, not long. I didn't get to see the Vaticine priest today... Dec 17 20:12:28 were you hoping to? Dec 17 20:12:50 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:13:11 Need to start putting the groundwork in to get him onside to reassure the congregation Dec 17 20:14:15 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:14:41 The one in Kempten, or the one in Kiev? Dec 17 20:14:53 Kempton for a start Dec 17 20:15:32 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:15:49 Perhaps you will fill some time with that? Dec 17 20:16:24 I might try to see him tomorrow Dec 17 20:18:18 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:18:36 Tomorrow we will be going back to collect our new dresses Dec 17 20:19:57 That could be awkward Dec 17 20:21:01 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:21:26 We can but wait and see. I am hoping discretion will be adhered to Dec 17 20:22:00 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:22:02 We can hope Dec 17 20:23:27 * Molly nods, smiling Dec 17 20:24:22 I am looking forward to it though. There should be some careful adjustments with buttons and things so that as he grows and I get bigger, so can my dresses Dec 17 20:24:51 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:24:52 useful Dec 17 20:26:26 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:26:45 I look forward to showing everything I have bought to you Dec 17 20:26:51 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:26:53 As do I Dec 17 20:28:11 * Molly smiles Dec 17 20:28:23 I’ll have your undivided attention, I hope? Dec 17 20:29:01 Oh I would think so Dec 17 20:29:57 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:30:07 Your job shouldn’t be very hard Dec 17 20:30:41 No? Dec 17 20:31:47 You just need to sit still and look me over Dec 17 20:31:59 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:32:04 That may be difficult in itself Dec 17 20:33:24 Might it? why is that? Dec 17 20:33:48 Because it has been exceptionally difficult to keep my hands off you Dec 17 20:34:03 * Molly smiles Dec 17 20:34:22 And you expect that to still be a factor when I get home? Dec 17 20:34:40 I see no reason for it not to be Dec 17 20:35:10 worse from the absence? Dec 17 20:35:35 We'll see, won't we Dec 17 20:37:17 I can’t wait! I look forward to experiencing much more of you when I am like this *she gently pats her lower belly* Dec 17 20:37:36 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:37:37 Me too Dec 17 20:42:39 * Molly smiles Dec 17 20:42:50 you’re more comfortable about that now? Dec 17 20:44:13 Somewhat, aye Dec 17 20:44:44 me nods Dec 17 20:44:51 Good, because I like it Dec 17 20:45:14 Do you? Dec 17 20:45:19 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:45:41 It’s very enjoyable just knowing how irresistible I am to you now Dec 17 20:46:11 Oh love, you already were... this development just... removes my ability to resist it properly Dec 17 20:49:44 * Molly nods slowly Dec 17 20:49:57 why would you wish to? Dec 17 20:50:46 I am reserved... and it is not always appropriate Dec 17 20:51:29 * Molly giggles Dec 17 20:51:46 But this makes you risk being caught by the vicar? Dec 17 20:52:58 Evidently so Dec 17 20:53:43 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:54:01 We are going to be in a great deal of mischief this summer? Dec 17 20:55:00 I rather think that is likely Dec 17 20:55:05 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:55:34 And I will be in my biggest months during the summer, too hot for much clothing Dec 17 20:56:22 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:56:25 Indeed you will Dec 17 20:57:42 We need to get the garden ready? Dec 17 20:58:23 * Morgan nods Dec 17 20:58:25 Oh definitely Dec 17 20:58:40 * Molly nods Dec 17 20:59:24 There are cushions and blankets on the roof, but perhaps that needs to be a building project next on the list? Dec 17 21:00:43 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:00:47 I think thats a good idea Dec 17 21:01:55 Perhaps you could look for a good place, somewhere with some trees, and the stream Dec 17 21:03:10 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:03:34 I'll have a look, but I need to make a few more decisions with where we're going to house Dekker and Diana and Hannalore Dec 17 21:03:50 * Molly nods Dec 17 21:04:43 it’s complicated, but perhaps we can use our upstairs parlour if needs be? Dec 17 21:06:06 * Morgan frowns a little Dec 17 21:06:20 Aye, maybe... or stick a bed in the art room at a push Dec 17 21:06:32 * Molly nods Dec 17 21:06:51 You could get several in there, if they are willing to share Dec 17 21:08:39 * Morgan sighs Dec 17 21:08:55 Looks like Frau Arendt and I have more work to do on it then Dec 17 21:09:03 * Molly nods Dec 17 21:09:16 I’m sorry, I should be home for this Dec 17 21:09:51 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 17 21:09:55 This is the decision we made Dec 17 21:10:03 * Molly nods Dec 17 21:10:55 How is the gallery coming along to become a function room? Dec 17 21:11:27 I need to check this afternoon Dec 17 21:13:05 * Molly nods Dec 17 21:13:40 I can hear Emil, shall I fetch him? Dec 17 21:13:50 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:13:50 Please Dec 17 21:14:01 * Molly goes for a minute Dec 17 21:14:25 * Morgan waits, sipping his coffee Dec 17 21:15:03 * Molly returns, baby in arms Dec 17 21:15:10 E: Bah! Dec 17 21:15:49 *The baby is in a new gown with embroidery of horses* Dec 17 21:16:05 Hello little lamb Dec 17 21:17:05 E: Vah-eee *His big grey eyes look so fondly at him* Dec 17 21:17:46 Oh my little man, I miss you Dec 17 21:18:05 * Molly smiles Dec 17 21:18:19 He asks for you when I put him down to sleep Dec 17 21:19:40 Does he? Dec 17 21:20:42 * Molly nods, kissing the baby’s cheek Dec 17 21:21:26 We both wish Vati was here, don’t we, little lamb? *Emil tries to latch onto her nose* Dec 17 21:21:43 Someones hungry I see Dec 17 21:22:19 * Molly nods, extricating herself enough to undo her dress Dec 17 21:22:34 He usually is Dec 17 21:24:06 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:24:15 Growing boy Dec 17 21:25:13 * Molly nods, lying him down. It gives Morgan a good view of a breast that he can’t get his hands on for three more days Dec 17 21:25:34 * Morgan sighs quietly Dec 17 21:25:42 I wish you were home Dec 17 21:26:30 * Molly nods, getting Emil focused by touching her nipple to his upper lip Dec 17 21:26:46 So do I. I miss you. Dec 17 21:27:28 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:27:32 And I you Dec 17 21:28:03 * Molly sighs happily when the baby is latched and the letdown hits Dec 17 21:28:07 That’s better Dec 17 21:29:09 * Morgan smiles Dec 17 21:29:12 That good, huh Dec 17 21:29:19 * Molly smiles Dec 17 21:29:32 It’s always relaxing and pleasant Dec 17 21:30:31 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:30:52 * Molly smiles Dec 17 21:31:11 It’s more than just that when I do it with you though Dec 17 21:32:03 Oh? Dec 17 21:32:11 * Molly smiles Dec 17 21:32:23 Then it’s erotic, rather than maternal Dec 17 21:32:43 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:33:00 Good Dec 17 21:33:09 You miss that? Dec 17 21:34:49 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:34:52 Very much so, ye Dec 17 21:35:02 * Molly nods Dec 17 21:35:43 And I. *she looks down at the baby fondly* Is he obscuring your view? Dec 17 21:37:24 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:37:30 Thats alright. He needs feeding Dec 17 21:38:35 * Molly nods, gently easing the other side down, careful not to unlatch him, the other breast revealed Dec 17 21:38:40 how is that? Dec 17 21:38:52 * Morgan smiles Dec 17 21:38:57 Perfect Dec 17 21:39:12 * Molly nods Dec 17 21:39:39 I know Inga was plannning to treat Heinzharold to a similar view Dec 17 21:39:51 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:39:56 That does not surprise me Dec 17 21:40:17 He will be grateful, I imagine? Dec 17 21:41:04 I would think so, yes Dec 17 21:42:10 * Molly nods, a little white drop beading in the tip of the nipple he can see Dec 17 21:42:15 She misses him Dec 17 21:42:33 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:42:38 He misses her something rotten too Dec 17 21:43:05 * Molly nods, gently stroking Emil’s foot Dec 17 21:43:10 Like you miss me? Dec 17 21:43:29 * Morgan nods Dec 17 21:43:32 indeed Dec 17 21:44:44 *the milk drop runs down her skin and then into the shift* Dec 17 21:45:08 Think maybe he needs to switch sides... Dec 17 21:45:57 * Molly looks down, then brushes the other emerging drops with her finger tip Dec 17 21:46:20 I do tend to leak from the other side whenever I nurse Dec 17 21:47:40 * Morgan nods Dec 17 22:08:41 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 17 22:48:09 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep)