**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Nov 8 07:58:35 2023 Nov 08 07:58:35 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Nov 08 08:03:08 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Nov 08 08:04:27 * Morgan swells, whispering 'now' just as he reaches the plateau Nov 08 08:04:27 * Molly concentrates, her magic holding the muscle clenched but static, the pleasure as intense as usual but drawn out to ten, fifteen seconds before fading like a wave, the release not happening Nov 08 08:04:27 * Morgan has his breath held as usual, before making a long, low guttural moan Nov 08 08:04:27 * Molly shudders beside him, fidgeting. She murmurs am awed “oh wow!” Nov 08 08:04:27 * Morgan draws a ragged breath before. Making the same noise again Nov 08 08:05:43 * Molly moans at this, grinding her thighs together Nov 08 08:06:05 * Morgan rests back onto the bed Nov 08 08:06:09 Oh god... Nov 08 08:06:30 She breathlessly says "are you… alright?" Nov 08 08:06:44 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:06:48 I think so Nov 08 08:07:03 * Molly relaxes the muscles a little, and some precum flows from his tip. He still feels on the approach to orgasm as she continues to stroke him, not at all ruined. Nov 08 08:08:07 you think so? *she watches his expression, looking spell-bound* Nov 08 08:08:20 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:09:20 * Molly rubs the precum around his head Nov 08 08:10:13 it seemed the pleasure was still there? Nov 08 08:10:57 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:11:11 It now feels like... I'm gearing up to orgasm, rather than had one Nov 08 08:11:26 that’s good, isn’t it? Nov 08 08:12:01 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:12:43 * Molly smiles “that was incredible l Nov 08 08:13:17 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:13:21 yeah Nov 08 08:13:35 * Molly smiles, biting her lip. Her pupils are very dilated Please, please, let me do that again? Nov 08 08:14:31 * Morgan lets out a breath, before nodding Nov 08 08:14:32 Alright Nov 08 08:14:49 * Molly strokes gently Nov 08 08:14:54 you are unsure? Nov 08 08:15:21 You need to remember... I am not used to that sort of intensity for that long, let alone a second time... Nov 08 08:15:31 * Molly nods Nov 08 08:15:41 it did seem more like when I peak Nov 08 08:15:53 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:16:27 * Molly smiles “now imagine that, relentlessly, for three hours!l Nov 08 08:17:04 Yes, but... your orgasm follows its natural path, there were just a lot of them Nov 08 08:17:24 * Molly nods thoughtfully Nov 08 08:17:43 I can definitely feel that your body is building your release Nov 08 08:17:57 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:18:20 * Molly smiles Nov 08 08:18:38 I imagine that is going to be quite spectacular! Nov 08 08:18:49 potentially Nov 08 08:19:05 * Molly watches him Nov 08 08:19:26 if you don’t wish to explore this further now we do not have to Nov 08 08:19:37 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 08 08:19:39 Its fine Nov 08 08:19:59 * Molly nods, speeding up a little Nov 08 08:20:13 you know a bit more of what to expect now? Nov 08 08:20:24 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:20:26 Aye Nov 08 08:21:30 * Molly nods, getting faster and firmer, watching his body’s reactions as well as using the magic. Still she squirms beside him, cheeks and chest flushed Nov 08 08:22:30 * Morgan once more writhes against her, warning her as his plateau arrives again Nov 08 08:23:55 * Molly bites her lip hard, and magically holds the muscle firm. The pleasure is like before, drawn out enough for him to really be able to appreciate it Nov 08 08:24:25 * Morgan arches against her, once more letting out a long deep moan Nov 08 08:26:19 * Molly ‘s brows come down tightly, the muscles in her body similarly tightening as she peaks just from the arousal and thigh movements “Oh fuck, liebes herz!” Nov 08 08:27:02 * Morgan groans again, riding the wave before collapsing back to the bed, breathless Nov 08 08:27:37 * Molly strokes his flank tenderly, trying to catch her breath too Nov 08 08:27:47 how... was... that...? Nov 08 08:27:49 Fucking hell Nov 08 08:28:16 hell? Nov 08 08:28:36 What? No. What did you say? Nov 08 08:28:42 * Molly giggles Nov 08 08:28:48 I asked how it was Nov 08 08:28:59 Oh... intense Nov 08 08:29:11 but in a good way? Nov 08 08:29:22 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:29:24 yeah Nov 08 08:30:02 * Molly watches him, very lightly stroking him as she gives him a minute to gather his mind back together Nov 08 08:31:59 * Morgan lays there, looking a little dazed as he catches his brath Nov 08 08:32:33 I see now how you find causing such intense pleasure repeatedly so intoxicating Nov 08 08:32:46 * Morgan smiles, nodding Nov 08 08:32:52 It is rather Nov 08 08:33:35 it’s like... I wish to do it until you can barely breathe, til you can barely see, until you’re utterly addicted to my touch Nov 08 08:33:43 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:33:46 Thats it exactly Nov 08 08:34:30 * Molly nods “it’s quite profound” Nov 08 08:34:39 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:35:08 * Molly shivers, smiling Nov 08 08:35:28 I came, could you tell? Nov 08 08:35:57 Oh yes Nov 08 08:36:38 * Molly smiles bashfully “I’ve never managed it from just squeezing my thighs before...” Nov 08 08:36:49 * Morgan smiles Nov 08 08:36:54 A first for both of us then Nov 08 08:37:01 * Molly nods Nov 08 08:37:40 I have tried, but it just wasn’t quite enough, until now Nov 08 08:37:56 Not turned on enough perhaps Nov 08 08:38:19 no... that is not a problem right now! Nov 08 08:38:49 * Morgan nods Nov 08 08:40:27 * Molly chews her lip a moment, looking a little embarrassed “There’s something I’d like to try, that I’m curious about, but I’m not sure I’d like it, or that you would, or that it’s a good time for it...” Nov 08 08:41:48 * Morgan raises himself onto his elbows Nov 08 08:41:52 What is it? Nov 08 08:42:17 * Molly looks even more embarrassed, bordering on apologetic Nov 08 08:42:51 there’s something Inga has told me about, and I just wish to know how it feels Nov 08 08:43:12 What is it? Nov 08 08:43:21 * Molly blushes Nov 08 08:44:43 she says that sometimes she straddles Heinzharold’s face so he can use his mouth on her... *she shrugs her shoulders, looking uncomfortable* It’s fine if you don’t wish to... or Umm... already know you don’t like it Nov 08 08:45:10 * Morgan immediately shuffles down the bed Nov 08 08:45:34 No, thats fine... Nov 08 08:48:01 * Molly is very careful as she gets into position. From so close beneath her he can see how very aroused she is, even her thighs wet. She smells very aroused, as well as that post-orgasm scent of her he’s familiar with. She looks down, blushing even more when she meets his eyes Nov 08 08:48:30 I hope it’s not too much for you, it’s very intimate, and that I’m not too heavy Nov 08 08:48:48 Don't be absurd... are you ready? Nov 08 08:49:16 * Molly nods, biting the tip of her thumb nervously “mmhmm” Nov 08 08:51:18 * Morgan nods, pulling her down a little and planting his mouth on her, immediately running his tongue over her clit Nov 08 08:52:19 * Molly shudders, the nub so swollen and prominent. She drops her head back Nov 08 08:52:28 oh god... mmm Nov 08 08:52:46 * Morgan makes a mmhmm noise, getting more vigorous quickly Nov 08 08:54:34 * Molly starts inadvertently grinding against his mouth. he can see how she rubs her breasts, squeezing at them. The way she breathes gives him a good inclination that she’s already very close, as do her repeated, escalating moans Nov 08 08:55:24 * Morgan moans against her, sucking her clit into his mouth and running his tongue over it hard Nov 08 08:56:24 * Molly arches, her thighs tightening Nov 08 08:56:43 Oh god I want to come so much! Nov 08 08:59:28 * Morgan nods, sucking and licking her harder Nov 08 09:00:54 Oh fuck, liebes herz, you are so fucking good at this! *she starts holding her breath, grinding more wantonly against his face, her embarrassment seemingly overridden by her need Nov 08 09:01:18 * Morgan moans, reaching up to grasp at her breasts Nov 08 09:03:03 * Molly suddenly tenses, rushed through with the intense pleasure that shared experience has given him greater insight into. She moans loudly Nov 08 09:05:18 * Morgan makes noises of enjoyment as he continues his ministrations Nov 08 09:06:08 * Molly grids in circles on his mouth as it passes beg she begs “Oh again, please!” Nov 08 09:06:35 * Morgan nods, keeping it up Nov 08 09:07:27 * Molly ‘s peaks seem to get more and more intense and after about the fifth she says Nov 08 09:08:02 we should... stop. The waterfall... thing... Nov 08 09:08:15 * Morgan groans, reluctantly stopping Nov 08 09:09:20 * Molly breathes hard, aftershocks running through her that make her legs twitch beside his head, though she hasn’t gotten off yet Nov 08 09:10:02 * Morgan turns his head, gently kissing her thighs Nov 08 09:10:23 * Molly moans softly at this Nov 08 09:10:31 would you mark me there? Nov 08 09:10:44 Sure? Nov 08 09:11:21 yes, please. Something very visible so I can look at it when you’re away and I’m in our bed alone Nov 08 09:13:55 * Morgan nods, biting her thigh and sucking hard Nov 08 09:14:58 * Molly gasps, making noises of enjoyment at it. She reaches down, gently stroking his hair in an almost comforting manner Nov 08 09:17:00 * Morgan eventually pulls away a little, looking at his handiwork Nov 08 09:17:19 ((your call how bruised it is)) Nov 08 09:18:16 ((Fairly well)) Nov 08 09:18:47 * Molly looks down at it, smiling “Ilove it” Nov 08 09:19:08 * Morgan smiles Nov 08 09:19:10 good Nov 08 09:19:35 are you done, my love? Nov 08 09:19:54 * Morgan nods Nov 08 09:20:03 Aye... well, done with that anyway Nov 08 09:20:12 * Molly smiles Nov 08 09:20:19 what aren’t you done with? Nov 08 09:20:31 well... it feels a little... unfinished... Nov 08 09:20:42 on you? Nov 08 09:21:19 * Morgan nods Nov 08 09:22:25 * Molly nods, gently dismounting. His face is soaked Nov 08 09:23:38 * Morgan smiles, reaching for a towel Nov 08 09:24:58 * Molly seizes the opportunity, leaning down to kiss his wet lips before he gets the towel to his face. She whimpers quietly Nov 08 09:25:18 * Morgan laughs quietly Nov 08 09:25:45 * Molly pulls away, blushing “sorry” Nov 08 09:25:50 Why? Nov 08 09:26:09 it’s a little odd? Nov 08 09:27:10 Me shrugs Nov 08 09:27:12 So? Nov 08 09:27:31 it isn’t something you do to me Nov 08 09:27:50 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 09:27:52 So? Nov 08 09:28:17 * Molly smiles, shrugging Nov 08 09:28:43 I don’t know. now, what can I do for -you-? you’ve done so much for me Nov 08 09:29:26 I... I need to cum... perhaps you might go on top? Nov 08 09:30:43 * Molly smiles, nodding. She straddles his hips this time, rubbing her outer womanhood along his hardness, gliding smoothly Nov 08 09:31:07 The need to cum is much worse than normal? *his neck prickles again* Nov 08 09:31:13 * Morgan nods Nov 08 09:31:18 Yes, it is... Nov 08 09:32:20 * Molly continues moving against him, all wet softness except for the hard point of her clit that keeps rubbing over his frenulum Nov 08 09:32:42 I won’t, but what would you do if I had to go out of the room now? Nov 08 09:33:00 I don't know... depends how long you'd be gone Nov 08 09:33:30 * Molly grinds in a circular motion, smiling Nov 08 09:33:36 how about... two minutes? Nov 08 09:34:39 I'd wait... longer than that... well, I'd probably deal with the situation and go to sleep Nov 08 09:35:17 * Molly bites her lip, rubbing herself against him Nov 08 09:35:33 Mmhmm... I like that idea very much Nov 08 09:35:43 Why? Nov 08 09:36:13 * Molly thrust her hips for maximum effect Nov 08 09:36:44 I like it when you stroke yourself because you want me Nov 08 09:37:04 * Morgan moans a little Nov 08 09:37:17 Are you going to want to use your hand on me at the end? Nov 08 09:37:50 what would you like, my love? I care more now for your pleasure than the experiment Nov 08 09:40:04 No, lets see it through or we will be wondering... Nov 08 09:40:20 * Molly nods Nov 08 09:40:31 but for now you want to be inside me? Nov 08 09:40:47 * Morgan nods Nov 08 09:42:00 * Molly puts her hand between them, getting him in position. She pauses a moment, watching him with a smile Nov 08 09:42:28 ready, love? Nov 08 09:43:43 * Morgan nods, watching her Nov 08 09:45:06 * Molly slides down his slowly, the tight heat of her parting around him. Her eyes roll back and she smiles “oh wow you feel good” Nov 08 09:45:18 Oh god thats good Nov 08 09:45:49 * Molly grinds deeply against him at the bottom of the motion Nov 08 09:46:15 * Morgan moans Nov 08 09:47:18 * Molly rises and falls again, getting faster and harder, like he likes. She climaxes again before drawing a sharp breath and slowing Nov 08 09:49:19 * Morgan moans, swearing, grinding against her Nov 08 09:52:14 * Molly breathes slowly, still riding him Nov 08 09:52:18 that was close! Nov 08 09:52:26 * Morgan laughs quietly Nov 08 09:52:40 Yeah this mattress is harder to swap Nov 08 09:52:52 * Molly nods Nov 08 09:53:12 one day... on the... bathroom... floor... Nov 08 09:53:49 * Morgan nods, grinding against her again Nov 08 09:54:43 * Molly reaches one hand to gently and tenderly stroke his face Nov 08 09:55:38 I am going to make you spend more than you ever have before... Nov 08 09:55:49 * Morgan groans Nov 08 09:57:39 * Molly watches his expression, looking aroused “... I am going to stroke you in my grip until I make you loose your seed all over us...” Nov 08 09:58:00 Fuck, thats close... Nov 08 09:58:27 * Molly quickly moves off him Nov 08 09:59:36 okay? Nov 08 09:59:53 * Morgan nods, watching her Nov 08 09:59:55 Please, now... Nov 08 10:01:13 * Molly nods, taking him in a nice firm grip and stroking him hard. His neck prickles. She angles him towards her body a little “let me have it, my love” Nov 08 10:01:44 * Morgan groans deeply, immediately swelling in her grip as his orgasm hits once more Nov 08 10:03:05 cum, my darling... I want it. Nov 08 10:03:42 * Morgan holds his breath for a few moments before he starts pulsing, lobbing streams of cum Nov 08 10:09:35 *It goes over her belly, her breasts, one pulse even sending it up onto her cheek, as well as over her hand, onto his own stomach, the most intense feelings of release and relief spreading through him Nov 08 10:09:42 my god! Nov 08 10:10:08 Holy fuck Nov 08 10:10:51 * Molly continues stroking him through the last, smaller spurts until it there is no twitching left Nov 08 10:11:27 * Morgan breathes heavily Nov 08 10:11:30 Oh my god Nov 08 10:12:17 * Molly smiles, looking like the cat that got the cream which, looking at how she’s covered in his release, isn’t in accurate Nov 08 10:12:43 Oh yes! Nov 08 10:12:56 * Morgan looks at her closely for a moment Nov 08 10:13:01 Towel? Nov 08 10:13:10 * Molly giggles Nov 08 10:13:45 I think so, unless you wished to study me so you can sketch me like this? Nov 08 10:14:10 * Morgan blushes Nov 08 10:14:16 Might already have done that... Nov 08 10:14:30 * Molly ‘s eyes go wide with delight Nov 08 10:14:33 really?! Nov 08 10:14:54 Don't know when I'll get time to draw it, but thats what I was doing just then, paying attention Nov 08 10:15:11 * Molly nods Nov 08 10:15:19 I would like that, greatly Nov 08 10:15:26 * Morgan nods Nov 08 10:15:30 alright Nov 08 10:15:36 * Morgan reaches over, handing er a towel Nov 08 10:15:58 * Molly starts drying him first Nov 08 10:16:59 how was it? Nov 08 10:17:18 incredible Nov 08 10:17:42 * Molly smiles, moving to dry her body next Nov 08 10:17:50 much stronger than usual? Nov 08 10:17:54 * Morgan nods Nov 08 10:17:59 Much -much- stronger Nov 08 10:18:09 better than the draw?! Nov 08 10:19:35 *Between the two dry orgasms and then the extra volume of his release, it likely was* Nov 08 10:20:15 * Morgan nods Nov 08 10:20:18 I reckon it was yes Nov 08 10:21:01 * Molly looks so pleased that she misses the bit on her cheek, dropping the towel on the floor Nov 08 10:21:06 that’s wonderful! Nov 08 10:22:22 * Morgan smiles Nov 08 10:22:25 You are pleased Nov 08 10:22:31 * Molly nods Nov 08 10:22:38 * Morgan leans down, fetching the towel back up to clean the last off her face Nov 08 10:22:38 I am ecstatic about that Nov 08 10:23:02 * Molly watches him. She looks very touched by this Nov 08 10:24:06 I love you, liebes herz Nov 08 10:24:51 And I you blossom Nov 08 10:25:36 * Molly leans forward to kiss him now that they’re both dried Nov 08 10:30:09 I’m going to get washed up for bed, now that we have a proper bathroom! Nov 08 10:30:29 * Morgan nods Nov 08 10:30:30 Alright love Nov 08 10:31:41 * Molly goes on through. Even with the door closed he hears the sigh of relief when she pees, just like in his dream, but not something he’s heard before Nov 08 10:32:50 * Morgan takes a moment to tidy the bed, waiting for her to finish so he can go wash Nov 08 10:33:18 * Molly comes back through a minute later, yawning Nov 08 10:33:54 I do wonder if that doctor might be correct on his ideas of anatomy Nov 08 10:34:06 Oh? Nov 08 10:34:20 * Molly gets into bed Nov 08 10:34:57 the sensations and pressures and things *she yawns again* Nov 08 10:35:05 * Morgan nods Nov 08 10:35:07 Possibly then Nov 08 10:35:54 * Molly nods, smiling. Her eyes are closed when she says “don’t be too long, I’d love to cuddle” Nov 08 11:28:40 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 08 11:35:46 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 08 13:31:10 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Nov 08 13:36:11 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Nov 08 13:36:46 * Morgan nods, going in to get washed and is back a couple of minutes later Nov 08 13:37:15 * Molly is knelt beside the bed Nov 08 13:37:35 * Morgan watches her Nov 08 13:37:51 * Molly lifts up the mattress Nov 08 13:38:05 What are you doing? Nov 08 13:38:20 looking to see if it is here Nov 08 13:38:27 What? Nov 08 13:39:15 * Molly points to the folded white sheet, completely with a now-brown mark Nov 08 13:40:47 the sheet is here Nov 08 13:42:08 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:42:12 Somehow I am not surprised Nov 08 13:42:30 and yet still uncomfortable? Nov 08 13:43:22 marginally Nov 08 13:43:34 * Molly puts it down Nov 08 13:44:23 I think it’s the idea of our fathers bringing it and smugly putting it here to supposedly increase our fertility Nov 08 13:44:54 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:45:19 Its... tradition... Nov 08 13:45:31 * Molly smiles “I’d forgotten how much blood there had been!” Nov 08 13:47:06 * Morgan nods, climbing onto the bed Nov 08 13:47:11 Yes, there was Nov 08 13:48:19 * Molly gets in. The sheets feel new and crisp Nov 08 13:48:59 * Molly sighs happily “That’s nice” Nov 08 13:49:15 Me nods, spreading out on the bed Nov 08 13:49:19 This things huge Nov 08 13:50:26 * Molly smiles “That’s what I said” Nov 08 13:51:55 * Morgan chuckles, moving close to her Nov 08 13:52:54 * Molly cuddles up Nov 08 13:53:03 That was a wonderful experiment Nov 08 13:53:48 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:53:55 yes... very intense though Nov 08 13:54:09 it was too much? Nov 08 13:54:25 No, I don't think so... I am, however, exhausted Nov 08 13:54:32 * Molly smiles Nov 08 13:54:35 good Nov 08 13:56:03 Good?! Nov 08 13:56:12 * Molly nods Nov 08 13:56:38 were you not pleased after the three hours when I was absolutely exhausted by it? Nov 08 13:56:47 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:56:49 That is true Nov 08 13:57:55 sleep now, darling, if we need to we can talk about the feelings from doing new and vulnerable things tomorrow Nov 08 13:58:14 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:58:16 Alright Nov 08 13:58:46 * Molly strokes his chest, waiting for him to extinguish the candle Nov 08 13:58:58 * Morgan does so Nov 08 13:59:27 * Molly settles down, quietly singing ‘Home’ to him Nov 08 13:59:55 * Morgan tries to go to sleep Nov 08 14:02:40 *he manages this very easily, barely hearing the chorus before he’s gone. He dreams of hunting the reg stag through his woods. It continues to evade him, but he’s getting closer and closer. He realises he doesn’t have a gun, instead he has a handful of leaves. He’s trying to befriend it, not kill it. He manages to get quite near, but the first dawn watch time makes it bolt away, and he wakes up* Nov 08 14:03:29 * Morgan has a moment of panic before realising where he is, gently getting out of bed Nov 08 14:04:29 * Molly murmurs before rolling over. Even starfished she can’t touch both edges of it Nov 08 14:06:30 * Morgan smiles, going to wash his face and use the bathroom before getting dressed Nov 08 14:09:15 *for all the joy of sailing, it is nice to have excellent bathroom provisions, rather than roughing it* Nov 08 14:09:37 * Morgan comes back through, getting dressed quickly Nov 08 14:09:47 * Molly stays asleep Nov 08 14:12:54 * Morgan exits the room, heading down to the kitchen Nov 08 14:15:14 *The kitchen is at basement level here, so he goes down through the serving room as last time. He can hear some laughter before he even gets to the bottom of the stairs* Nov 08 14:15:28 * Morgan slows, listening Nov 08 14:16:39 *they’re talking about Ballard, and how he’s proper dog, not like Peaches* Nov 08 14:17:25 * Morgan wanders to the kitchen door, making sure to make enough noise to be heard Nov 08 14:19:56 *An older woman smiles* Welcome, your Excellency Nov 08 14:20:20 * Morgan smiles, inclining his head Nov 08 14:20:26 How are we all this morning? Nov 08 14:20:34 *There’s two other men, and two maids. All five of them have a variety of scars and impediments* Nov 08 14:21:49 * Molly is now known as FrauArendt Nov 08 14:22:08 We are well, Excellency. Did you sleep well? Nov 08 14:22:20 * Morgan tilts his head Nov 08 14:22:50 Surprisingly, yes... bit of a panic this morning, didn't know where I was... bit daft for someone who used to travel so much in the war Nov 08 14:23:39 If there is anything your Excellencies would like changed or down to make that transition easier, we will see to it immediately Nov 08 14:24:22 well... you could remind me where the coffee is... that'd be a massive help Nov 08 14:26:37 *The chiming of the clock for exactly six has the staff automatically dispersing to other tasks, but this woman stays with him, directing him to a small table in a corner Nov 08 14:27:00 * Morgan thanks her, going about making his own coffee Nov 08 14:27:04 You've been here long? Nov 08 14:27:12 * FrauArendt nods Nov 08 14:27:25 Ever since Colonel Dekker got it Nov 08 14:28:06 *This was in the final summer of the War, so sixty-four, nearly seven years ago* Nov 08 14:28:22 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:28:24 Before that? Nov 08 14:28:54 My late husband was Colonel Dekker’s predecessor in the Army Nov 08 14:29:18 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:29:29 Is everyone here connected to the colonel in some way other than working for him? Nov 08 14:30:17 * FrauArendt nods “Almost everyone is either formerly from our service days or close family of those who were” Nov 08 14:30:25 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:30:30 I have a lot to live up to then Nov 08 14:30:36 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 14:31:59 I wouldn’t think of it that way if I were you, your Excellency, but we staff do have our own concerns about now being the staff of a Duke and Duchess, not just a Colonel Nov 08 14:32:40 * Morgan leans against the table, sipping his coffee and holding out a second cup to her Nov 08 14:32:55 Perhaps you'd tell me about what your concerns are? Nov 08 14:33:03 * FrauArendt smiles, taking it Nov 08 14:33:21 Thank you. Well, we’re very informal usually Nov 08 14:33:50 All the excellentliness taking some getting used to? Nov 08 14:34:33 * FrauArendt nods “We often called Colonel Dekker by his first name if there was no company” Nov 08 14:35:16 His first name isn't Colonel? Nov 08 14:35:38 * FrauArendt shakes her head “No, Excellency, it’s Mannfred” Nov 08 14:36:24 Thats... quite the name. Not that I can talk, given I have my fathers name for an honour name... Nov 08 14:37:27 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 14:37:41 My grandfather was called Adalbrecht too Nov 08 14:38:07 Good strong name, very distinguished Nov 08 14:38:18 * Morgan smiles cheekily at her Nov 08 14:38:31 * FrauArendt nods, smiling Nov 08 14:38:49 Do either of your sons carry it? Nov 08 14:40:43 No... Varick was named by his birth father, and is comfortable with his name... Emil... we didn't want to change his original name too much as to be unrecognisable, and his honour name is for his birth mother... Nov 08 14:40:58 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 14:41:26 They’re both handsome boys. We are looking forward to having children in residence Nov 08 14:41:47 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:42:04 More in the years to come... so, what else concerns all of you? Nov 08 14:42:25 Our scars and disfigurements Nov 08 14:42:41 What about them? Nov 08 14:43:23 * FrauArendt has a big scar that runs from below one ear and down her neck into her high collar Nov 08 14:43:44 We’re not the sort of people on show to the nobility often Nov 08 14:45:01 What interests me is what's in here *he taps his chest* and here *he taps his head*. But when it comes down to it... you are my staff and I will not tolerate anyone treating you badly because of your scars. Nov 08 14:45:39 * FrauArendt looks grateful Nov 08 14:45:48 thank you, Excellency Nov 08 14:46:21 Mine may not be on show, but I know what its like... Nov 08 14:46:33 * FrauArendt nods, sipping the coffee Nov 08 14:47:11 On Memorial Day, everyone has parades for the fallen, and honours their memory. They’re heroes, right Nov 08 14:48:00 ly so. But on the same day they still turn their faces from the survivors and what the War left us with, when it’s us as have to live on with it Nov 08 14:48:18 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:51:18 I came through the war -mostly- unscathed... some scarring from a punishment and one from being captured and treated none too kindly but... most of mine came from trying to get to my late wife and daughter in a house fire... I spent a long time being ashamed of them, you know? Nov 08 14:53:34 * FrauArendt nods Nov 08 14:54:01 I do. I’ve seen men end their lives because they couldn’t face living scarred and broken Nov 08 14:54:10 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:55:11 The saddest part is there is nothing to be ashamed of... they show you came through a traumatic situation alive... maybe not entirely intact... but alive. Nov 08 14:55:20 * FrauArendt nods Nov 08 14:56:31 It’s easier for people to understand if they don’t live in a world shielded from it, your Excellency. But a lot of noblemen dodged the fighting, and the noblewomen didn’t have to go Nov 08 14:57:02 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:57:50 It is not something any of you will be made to feel uncomfortable about with us. *he sips his coffee* if there was a way to... reduce the scarring, would many of you do it? Nov 08 14:58:33 I don’t know, it’s not something we’ve discussed Nov 08 14:59:25 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:59:44 Its worth discussing... what else is on your minds? Nov 08 14:59:55 * FrauArendt sips her coffee Nov 08 15:00:05 Have you met Frau Dekker? Nov 08 15:00:17 Diana? Nov 08 15:00:21 * FrauArendt nods Nov 08 15:00:23 yes Nov 08 15:00:27 Yes, and her rat. Nov 08 15:00:41 * FrauArendt laughs before suddenly cutting it off Nov 08 15:00:54 Yes, Excellency Nov 08 15:01:45 * Morgan nods Nov 08 15:01:47 Go on Nov 08 15:02:08 She was quite exacting, except only in retrospect Nov 08 15:02:26 She'd tell you what she wanted only after you've done it wrong in her eyes... Nov 08 15:02:32 * FrauArendt nods Nov 08 15:02:45 She was always like that, even before they wed Nov 08 15:05:13 She had big shoes to fill, I understand... If you are doing something we don't like, we will tell you... we don't know how we want everything, its our first home that isn't a cottage just the two of us, but, barring stupidity or maliciousness, we're not going to punish anyone for doing something a way we don't like if we haven't told you how we want it. That'd be unfair. Nov 08 15:05:41 * FrauArendt nods, smiling Nov 08 15:06:12 That is good. Did you know Vania, his late wife? Nov 08 15:06:49 No, I didn't. My brother did and losing her still leaves a hole in his life, so I can see she was a wonderful woman Nov 08 15:06:55 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 15:07:20 Yes, she was. She was the mother hen in our camp. I helped deliver their sons Nov 08 15:08:17 Deliver them where? Nov 08 15:08:40 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 15:09:04 One was in camp, the other in the back of a cart on a forced march Nov 08 15:09:26 Challenging Nov 08 15:09:38 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 15:09:51 She was very brave. She was always very brave Nov 08 15:10:40 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Nov 08 15:10:44 So I'm told Nov 08 15:11:13 I will work as closely with her Excellency as she wishes Nov 08 15:11:34 * Morgan nods Nov 08 15:12:01 She will appreciate that... she was head housekeeper for a time, so she has insight into the challenges you face Nov 08 15:12:16 * FrauArendt looks intrigued Nov 08 15:12:29 How could she have been? Nov 08 15:12:51 * Morgan smiles Nov 08 15:13:13 It was the same time I was master at arms, though, really, I managed the estate... Nov 08 15:13:28 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 15:13:56 I’d like to know more, but it is almost six-fifteen Nov 08 15:14:50 Jobs to be done, I understand. For now, then, rest assured that we want you to be happy working for us... and, pending further conversation, lets throw out all the excellentness and settle with my lord, my lady, yes? Nov 08 15:14:53 *with dawn at six thirty seven, and him due to train with HH and Claudia, he’s risking being overdue* Nov 08 15:15:06 Yes, my Lord Nov 08 15:15:18 * Morgan nods, topping up his coffee Nov 08 15:15:52 Please make it known I'll be wandering in here more or less every morning to make my own coffee... but, aside from emergencies, we will never intrude on your dining area or quarters. Nov 08 15:16:02 * FrauArendt smiles Nov 08 15:17:04 We are expecting the former, that’s why I set you up a table with the things you would need. The coffee is the one we were told to send for from Freiburg, would you like us to continue to send out for it? Nov 08 15:17:15 * Morgan nods Nov 08 15:17:42 Cafe Kaffee, yes... my brother insists on drinking dishwater and calling it coffee, but I cant abide that Nov 08 15:18:36 * FrauArendt nods. Two staff appear in the kitchen just as it chimes once for six-fifteen, immediately starting different jobs. She curtsies to him Nov 08 15:19:07 * Morgan smiles, inclining his head as he heads for the door Nov 08 15:19:23 oh... maybe a bit of extra bacon... HeinzHarold basically inhales it... Nov 08 15:20:00 * FrauArendt smiles, nodding as she gives a hard pull on a bell pull “Yes, my Lord, I’ll send out for more this morning” Nov 08 15:20:23 * Morgan thanks her, bidding her and the other staff good morning as he heads outside, collecting the dog on the way Nov 08 15:21:21 *Ballard appears to have been sleeping on the floor in the entrance hall. Bir is asleep on a large mahogany coat rack* Nov 08 15:21:58 Think we can do a bit better for you, cant' we boy? Nov 08 15:22:19 *Ballard comes to his side, resting against his leg* Nov 08 15:22:42 * Morgan reaches down, stroking his flank gently Nov 08 15:22:52 I'm going for a little walk to watch the sunrise... you wanna come? Nov 08 15:23:16 *He still has scarring here from the burns. He looks ready to go* Nov 08 15:24:04 * Morgan opens the door, letting him out Nov 08 15:26:25 *Ballard runs outside. The air is still cool, but it’s well into first light. The dog quickly takes care of business in the bushes before coming back to him* Nov 08 15:27:15 * Morgan goes in search of a good space to be to watch the sunrise Nov 08 15:30:27 *the space where the foundations have been dug and temporarily fenced looks good, or he could go back in the house and up on the roof* Nov 08 15:30:57 * Morgan moves down to near where the cottage willl be, crouching down to fuss the dog while he waits Nov 08 15:33:30 *the sun starts to come up. the birdsong is loud from here, the same sorts of birds from his old cottage. Everything is peaceful* Nov 08 15:34:12 * Morgan kicks at the ground, looking for a small stick to throw for the dog Nov 08 15:34:46 *he finds one easily. The cottage looks like it’ll be a nice size, not too big or too small* Nov 08 15:35:43 * Morgan nods to himself before spending ten minutes playing with the dog Nov 08 15:36:48 *He hears the clink of sword on sword* Nov 08 15:36:58 * Morgan looks around Nov 08 15:37:23 *it sounds like it’s coming from the lawn on the other side of the house* Nov 08 15:37:40 * Morgan calls the dog, making his way in that direction Nov 08 15:37:48 * FrauArendt is now known as Claudia Nov 08 15:38:05 * Claudia and HH are already training with their falchions Nov 08 15:38:33 Charming that, aint it boy? Nov 08 15:40:47 *Ballard makes a soft woof* Nov 08 15:41:10 * Claudia and HH call a pause Nov 08 15:41:24 HH: where th’ fuck have you been? Nov 08 15:41:35 Watching the sunrise, like always Nov 08 15:42:08 HH: figures mebbie you’d overslept Nov 08 15:42:18 * Morgan laughs Nov 08 15:42:33 Yeah, no. I suppose... there is an awful lot of space I could've been in Nov 08 15:44:11 * Claudia stifles a yawn Nov 08 15:44:35 HH: yer lawn seems like a nice training place Nov 08 15:44:52 * Morgan nods Nov 08 15:45:01 Yeah, I reckon so... my lawn... Nov 08 15:45:25 HH nods: yep Nov 08 15:45:44 * Morgan nods, looking at the house before looking back to Claudia Nov 08 15:45:50 Someone keep you up all night? Nov 08 15:46:20 * Claudia shrugs “I slept, I think. it might have been a long blink” Nov 08 15:46:36 *HH grins, watching Morgan* Nov 08 15:46:49 Did someone pick up the fucking sword? Nov 08 15:47:15 * Claudia nods, smiling faintly Nov 08 15:47:17 Yeah Nov 08 15:47:40 * Morgan nods, drawing his sword Nov 08 15:48:22 *HH looks expectant, waiting for gossip* That it?! Nov 08 15:48:57 * Claudia smiles, knowing it’ll wind HH up “yep.” Nov 08 15:49:38 * Morgan sniggers Nov 08 15:50:10 HH rolls his eyes: I thought we’d hear all about it Nov 08 15:50:56 *Ballard knows to keep a distance, sitting to attention out of range* Nov 08 15:51:48 I don't want physical details... Nov 08 15:51:58 * Morgan swings his sword a few times Nov 08 15:52:48 * Claudia puts hers on her shoulder Nov 08 15:52:52 don’t you? Nov 08 15:53:05 HH: four bubbies, man. Nov 08 15:53:13 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 15:53:23 I think, in this instance, there are more important things to know... Nov 08 15:53:31 Like? Nov 08 15:54:14 If you actually admitted to yourself what's going on... Nov 08 15:55:12 * Claudia nods “I’m crazy about her. Maybe it won’t work out, but it’s good now” Nov 08 15:56:08 HH looks happy, and not at all being a dick when he says: That’s awesome, Claudia, I’m happy for you Nov 08 15:56:18 * Morgan nods Nov 08 15:56:22 Me too. Nov 08 15:56:45 * Claudia nods “yeah” Nov 08 16:03:09 Did you tell her? Nov 08 16:03:16 * Claudia nods Nov 08 16:03:27 yeah, we talked Nov 08 16:04:21 Good. Im proud of you Nov 08 16:05:10 * Claudia nods “Thanks” Nov 08 16:06:56 HH watches the two of them: Right, who’s training then? Nov 08 16:07:23 * Morgan nods Nov 08 16:07:34 Ya know... my bed is bigger than some rooms I've slept in... Nov 08 16:08:19 HH: *he chuckles* Yeah, same. Way bigger than what we had on the ship Nov 08 16:08:30 * Morgan nods Nov 08 16:08:39 Had to take a twenty minute walk to kiss Molly goodnight Nov 08 16:09:18 *HH grins* coulda saved yourself thirty inches? Nov 08 16:09:54 And to think I told the staff to make extra bacon for you... Nov 08 16:10:52 * Claudia looks at Morgan “was that him making a cunnilingus joke?” Nov 08 16:11:13 I was trying not to think about it Nov 08 16:11:37 HH grins: Wasn’t sure Claudia would get it! Nov 08 16:12:24 Better than you would I reckon Nov 08 16:13:27 * Claudia smiles “Certainly better than he’d give it.” Nov 08 16:13:56 *HH feigns being stabbed, falling on the grass and groaning* Nov 08 16:14:19 * Morgan grins Nov 08 16:14:28 Now, in his defence, I hear he is very considerate... Nov 08 16:14:43 If you can’t be good be kind? Nov 08 16:15:18 *Ballard comes running over to HH, trying to climb all over him to check he’s okay* Nov 08 16:15:52 * Morgan chuckles, watching them Nov 08 16:16:36 HH: You’re gettin’ fur all in my mouth! Nov 08 16:16:46 Thats what she said Nov 08 16:17:02 * Claudia looks to Morgan, smiling “Never say that” Nov 08 16:17:15 * Morgan laughs Nov 08 16:17:41 Is this training going to be a bust this morning? Could go and look at the foundations for some idiots house... Nov 08 16:18:14 *HH pets the dog as he gets up “go sit, fur face”* Nov 08 16:21:09 Ballard, away, sit. Nov 08 16:25:35 *Ballard does as he’s told, and training commences. The lawn is ideal, open and even , plenty of space for the three of them to really let loose. The lake beckons from the north west Nov 08 16:26:11 * Morgan trains hard, pushing the others as he does so Nov 08 16:26:28 * Claudia and HH do likewise Nov 08 16:27:46 * Morgan eventually stops, sweating and breathing heavily Nov 08 16:29:47 *HH collapses on the grass, chuckling* Fuck I’m outta shape now! Nov 08 16:30:20 * Claudia yawns, stretching Nov 08 16:30:36 You gonn' need a nap? Nov 08 16:31:55 maybe in quiet hour Nov 08 16:32:24 Don't see Uinise allowing that... Nov 08 16:32:32 HH: We still having quiet hour here? Nov 08 16:33:10 Bloody plan to Nov 08 16:33:52 HH: it’s your choice, man, it’s your house. You say we have quiet hour, we have quiet hour Nov 08 16:34:35 * Morgan nods Nov 08 16:34:48 I'm not losing the progress we've made Nov 08 16:35:06 you and Molly? Nov 08 16:35:22 * Morgan nods Nov 08 16:36:21 did someone pick up the sword? *she smiles* Nov 08 16:37:11 Reckon so. Gotta say though, I don't know how you women do it, dealing with that sort of orgasm... tiring as hell Nov 08 16:38:34 * Claudia sniffs Nov 08 16:38:52 generally we don’t because men are shit at sex Nov 08 16:39:16 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 16:39:26 You're in exceptional company then Nov 08 16:39:42 HH: *he grins * nicest thing ya ever said about me Nov 08 16:39:54 Well, you're considerate, I'm good... Nov 08 16:40:17 *HH nods* So whatcha been up to then? Nov 08 16:40:51 Molly figured out what muscles do what and sort of... shut some of them up so it was like when she... y'know... Nov 08 16:41:12 HH: huh. what’s it like? Nov 08 16:41:24 Intense. Extremely. Nov 08 16:41:37 * Claudia just nods like it’s a given Nov 08 16:41:58 HH: always looks and sounds intense Nov 08 16:42:03 * Morgan nods Nov 08 16:42:13 Second one was even worse... better.. you know what I mean Nov 08 16:42:37 *HH nods* makes sense why Inga bites herself? Nov 08 16:42:54 * Morgan nods Nov 08 16:43:21 HH: You manage twice for the draw anyhow, right? Nov 08 16:43:40 Yeah but its different... hard to describe why but it is Nov 08 16:44:30 HH nods slowly: Huh. She gonna fix you to stay that way? Nov 08 16:44:44 Fuck I hope not.... Couldn't take it man Nov 08 16:44:52 * Claudia laughs Nov 08 16:45:20 HH: worth doing the once to try though? Nov 08 16:45:49 Oh, we're definitely doing that again at some point... I do almost feel guilty for New Years, though... Nov 08 16:46:03 HH: Yer night of three hours? Nov 08 16:46:20 * Morgan nods Nov 08 16:46:40 HH: didn’t you tie her down for it too? Nov 08 16:46:56 ummmm.... Might have.... Nov 08 16:47:11 * Claudia looks vaguely surprised but says nothing Nov 08 16:47:30 HH: And now you feeling sorry for her, huh? Nov 08 16:47:40 mildly... Nov 08 16:47:52 Mildly envious too? Nov 08 16:48:20 Not anymore, I'd be fucking dead if it was me Nov 08 16:48:30 * Claudia laughs Nov 08 16:48:43 What happened to men being the stronger sex? Nov 08 16:49:05 Noone said more resilient... Nov 08 16:49:44 HH: Mebbie they should call it pussies of steel, not balls of steel Nov 08 16:51:39 * Claudia smirks a little “You really call it that?” Nov 08 16:52:15 Better than "HeinzHarolds adventure playground" Nov 08 16:53:50 * Claudia laughs Nov 08 16:54:07 HH: sliding my kids right down there Nov 08 16:54:36 * Morgan puts his sword away, shaking his head Nov 08 16:54:44 Thats gross man, even for you Nov 08 16:54:54 * Claudia shakes her head with a grimace “really gross.” Nov 08 16:55:18 *HH chuckles* Well what do you call it, Claudia The Expert? Nov 08 16:56:06 * Claudia thinks “the proper medical terms, I guess?” Nov 08 16:57:03 * Morgan calls Ballard over, crouching to fuss him Nov 08 16:57:07 Thats romantic Nov 08 16:57:16 HH: real sexy, Claudia Nov 08 16:58:11 Shut up. *she smiles faintly* Uinise calls the whole area a “Tui” (too-eee) Nov 08 16:58:45 Thats kinda nice Nov 08 16:59:08 HH: Not that bad. Kinda sweet, not offensive, fun Nov 08 16:59:21 * Claudia nods Nov 08 16:59:42 * Morgan nods Nov 08 17:01:57 They call the clitoris a kiri. The labia are runahs ((roo-nahs)) Nov 08 17:02:48 *HH is watching Morgan, smiling but staying quiet* Nov 08 17:04:18 Why? Nov 08 17:04:48 why what? Nov 08 17:05:37 Why runah/ Nov 08 17:07:11 I don’t know, it’s just the Capperlucian word for them Nov 08 17:07:49 HH: Can’t use them to tell the future, like runes then? Nov 08 17:08:44 * Claudia rolls her eyes Nov 08 17:08:56 how would that even work, Heinzharold?! Nov 08 17:09:30 well... I suppose... by then there's a better than not chance someones humming... Nov 08 17:09:39 cumming* Nov 08 17:09:58 *they both laugh* Nov 08 17:10:13 Depends if they’re unlucky enough to be with Heinzharold Nov 08 17:10:38 True, true... Nov 08 17:10:57 HH: *He shrugs* You’ve seen my wife’s arms Nov 08 17:11:34 * Morgan nods Nov 08 17:11:45 She does take some glee in showing me Nov 08 17:12:12 HH: I have tried tellin her it’s not far off flashing her bubbies at people Nov 08 17:13:30 * Morgan tilts his head Nov 08 17:13:36 No... I don't think it is Nov 08 17:14:11 HH shrugs: fair enough Nov 08 17:14:23 Her arms aren't massive for a start... Nov 08 17:14:31 * Claudia laughs Nov 08 17:14:52 *HH grins* Bubbies are huge, I love em Nov 08 17:17:21 * Morgan nods Nov 08 17:17:38 Want a quick look at the foundations before we go back inside? Nov 08 17:18:29 *they both nod, going around the house* Nov 08 17:19:00 HH: Hoping That stone mason turns up early Nov 08 17:19:56 Me too Nov 08 17:22:16 *HH looks over the site* Wanna get it done today, yer off tomorrow Nov 08 17:22:36 * Morgan nods Nov 08 17:22:47 Yeah... its important. Nov 08 17:24:09 *HH looks at Morgan before putting a hand on his shoulder* Thanks, man. Nov 08 17:24:36 Haven't done anything yet Nov 08 17:25:10 HH: got us some foundations dug Nov 08 17:26:09 * Morgan nods, looking at the trenches Nov 08 17:26:35 You're gonn' be raising children in these boundaries... Nov 08 17:27:38 HH nods, squeezing gently: Yep, watching ‘em take their first steps, putting them to bed and reading stories... Nov 08 17:28:34 * Morgan nods Nov 08 17:29:48 HH: watching Inga be a Muti, and having the family she’s always wanted, man... Nov 08 17:30:53 * Morgan nods, silent for a moment Nov 08 17:31:18 Come on, I need to ask Molly something, and Claudia's gonn' need time to find where she wants her cottage Nov 08 17:31:36 *HH sniffs* Yeah Nov 08 17:32:07 * Claudia rolls her eyes “You pair are getting as broody as women!” Nov 08 17:32:31 * Morgan looks at her, smiling Nov 08 17:32:33 Yep. Nov 08 17:33:06 HH also looks at her: Well, it’s more kinda... brooded, in my case... Nov 08 17:33:28 * Claudia looks surprised Nov 08 17:33:40 You’re having a baby?! Nov 08 17:34:17 HH nods: really really early days, but Molly confirmed it, so yeah, looks like we are Nov 08 17:35:37 Well, -he's- not, it'd blow his cock off Nov 08 17:36:03 * Claudia hugs Heinzharold suddenly, not playing around “That’s great, Heinzharold. You are going to be a great father.” Nov 08 17:36:25 * Morgan watches them, surprised Nov 08 17:37:17 *HH hugs her tight, looking quite emotional* Thanks, Claudia Nov 08 17:38:32 * Morgan smiles Nov 08 17:39:44 * Claudia pats the back of his head in a siblingly fashion Nov 08 17:41:13 * Morgan waits quietly Nov 08 17:41:31 *they soon finish Nov 08 17:43:23 * Claudia gives Morgan a grin “if it blew his cock off, would anyone even notice a difference?l Nov 08 17:44:52 His aim would be off Nov 08 17:44:59 * Morgan starts wandering toward the house Nov 08 17:49:18 * Claudia has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 08 17:50:57 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Nov 08 17:55:05 * Morgan starts wandering toward the house Nov 08 17:56:40 *they go their separate ways at the top of the main hall, the dog following Morgan* Nov 08 17:57:16 * Morgan goes to find Molly Nov 08 17:58:21 * Molly calls from the bathroom when she hears the door “I’m in the bath, my lovel Nov 08 17:59:00 * Morgan wanders into the doorway Nov 08 17:59:12 Going to find you here most days aren't I Nov 08 17:59:43 * Molly has wet hair, and looks warm and rosy, the room smelling nicely of her perfume Nov 08 18:00:11 fairly oft, yes, especially when I am increasing Nov 08 18:00:29 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:00:45 I was wondering... do you think you could use your abilities on animals? Nov 08 18:01:19 Varick and I examined Bir in the cold, so I think it’s possible if we combine our talents Nov 08 18:03:35 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:03:43 Ballard has considerable scarring... I wondered... Nov 08 18:04:23 * Molly smiles Nov 08 18:04:35 of course, we’ll have a look today Nov 08 18:04:40 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:04:49 I had a chat with the housekeeper... Nov 08 18:05:08 * Molly nods Nov 08 18:05:15 Frau Arendt? Nov 08 18:05:19 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:05:41 She seems pleasant... we talked over some of the staffs concerns... Nov 08 18:06:25 oh? would you like to wash my back, or are you in a hurry? Nov 08 18:06:52 I can do, yes... just killing time now til breakfast I suppose, or the stonemason arrives... Nov 08 18:08:07 * Molly sits forward Nov 08 18:08:17 you’ll wish to wake the boys yourself? Nov 08 18:08:28 * Morgan nods, moving to wash her back Nov 08 18:08:31 Yes, I think so Nov 08 18:08:47 * Molly sighs happily Nov 08 18:09:05 how are you this morning? Nov 08 18:10:09 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:10:14 I'm good. And you? Nov 08 18:10:23 * Molly nods Nov 08 18:10:28 I think I am, yes Nov 08 18:10:34 You think you are? Nov 08 18:11:11 we did things that were new, and I am hopeful you liked them, or can easily say you do not wish to repeat them Nov 08 18:11:29 Oh, you needn't worry about that, thats definitely happening again Nov 08 18:11:52 * Molly smiles, nodding Nov 08 18:12:05 oh good! I was concerned it was too much Nov 08 18:13:31 No, not at all. Nov 08 18:15:28 * Molly smiles “and my Umm... request? that was okay too?” Nov 08 18:16:31 Oh absolutely... you enjoyed it? Nov 08 18:18:47 * Molly nods “I did, the sensation is very intense like that, but I slightly prefer being able to just lie back and be consumed by it” Nov 08 18:18:58 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:19:03 Alright Nov 08 18:19:26 We don’t usually have to stop for the uhh... waterfall risk Nov 08 18:19:37 true Nov 08 18:20:03 * Molly smiles, blushing Nov 08 18:20:12 I was concerned I might drown you! Nov 08 18:20:32 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 18:20:34 I'm a sailor Nov 08 18:20:52 why does that signify? Nov 08 18:21:12 I'm pretty good at holding my breath Nov 08 18:23:38 even with your mouth open? Nov 08 18:23:44 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:24:20 * Molly nods, blushing a little Nov 08 18:24:34 I think my back is done now, thank you Nov 08 18:24:47 * Morgan nods, stopping Nov 08 18:25:50 I won’t be long, my love Nov 08 18:26:23 * Morgan nods, drying his hands and going into the bedroom to fuss the dog Nov 08 18:26:50 *Ballard is eyeing up the big bed* Nov 08 18:27:24 No, I rather think Molly would go mad... Nov 08 18:28:34 If you have the stamina for it and the desire to, I won’t go mad about you doing it, providing I can watch or hear you *she sounds amused* Nov 08 18:28:57 Oh, no, nothing like that... my furry companion is eyeing up the bed Nov 08 18:29:14 Oh. No, I do not sleep in bed with dogs Nov 08 18:29:38 * Morgan nods, sitting on the floor and cuddling the dog Nov 08 18:30:20 *Ballard is happy with this. She comes out a couple of minutes later wrapped in a robe Nov 08 18:31:22 I do prefer not to have canine companions in the bedroom, primarily because a cold wet nose in certain places is not conducive to the mood! Nov 08 18:31:37 * Morgan sighs Nov 08 18:31:39 I understand Nov 08 18:31:59 You planned for him to sleep in here with us? Nov 08 18:32:33 Makes no odds what I planned either way, your position is clear. I'll get him a bed near a fireplace Nov 08 18:32:56 You had him sleep with you before... Nov 08 18:33:43 He tended to sleep on the couch but... he did always like a cuddle in the bed in the morning Nov 08 18:35:59 * Molly nods a little Nov 08 18:36:29 I see... I will think about it Nov 08 18:36:45 * Morgan nods, rubbing the dogs ears Nov 08 18:37:18 * Molly starts towelling her hair Nov 08 18:37:56 our dogs on the farm were working dogs, and there would have been hell to pay for dirty paws and fur in the beds Nov 08 18:38:51 Yes, well... Ballard is not a working dog... and it has already been established that your parents are not making the rules in our house Nov 08 18:39:27 yes, it has Nov 08 18:41:11 would you consider him sharing with the boys? Nov 08 18:41:19 maybe Nov 08 18:42:32 * Molly nods Nov 08 18:43:09 we do have the dressing room. it would be close by, warm, and you could see him in the mornings? Nov 08 18:43:23 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:43:24 Maybe Nov 08 18:44:02 * Molly keeps drying her hair Nov 08 18:47:47 The staff used to call Dekker by his first name... Nov 08 18:48:43 Did they? Nov 08 18:49:15 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:49:27 They were quite informal apparently Nov 08 18:50:38 * Molly nods Nov 08 18:50:49 I see Nov 08 18:55:01 what are you thinking? Nov 08 18:55:11 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 18:55:45 I've told them for now lord and lady will do and that we'll think about anything more Nov 08 18:55:56 * Molly nods Nov 08 18:57:16 You hated when we called Catherine Lady Catherine rather than Lady Torrington Nov 08 18:57:28 * Morgan nods Nov 08 18:57:31 I did Nov 08 18:58:16 would you not feel that about the staff here? Nov 08 18:59:07 I don't -think- so... I was a different person then Nov 08 18:59:40 All of the staff, or the head staff? Nov 08 18:59:50 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 18:59:58 A detail I didn't get Nov 08 19:00:05 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:00:30 what about if our parents were present, or other guests? Nov 08 19:00:59 Well, then it'd have to be more formal, as it was for Dekker... Nov 08 19:01:52 what do you like about it? Nov 08 19:02:16 It shows a level of comfort, of trust... Nov 08 19:02:49 * Molly nods thoughtfully as she finishes the drying Nov 08 19:03:00 something to consider? Nov 08 19:03:04 yes Nov 08 19:04:32 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:04:58 what did you wish to do today? Nov 08 19:05:24 See the stonemason, lay the first stone, go for a swim.... Nov 08 19:05:47 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:06:50 I have correspondence to see to, Frau Arendt to see, the whole house to look over Nov 08 19:07:11 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:08:01 They are a little... concerned about their scars... I have assured them we will not tolerate any mistreatment toward them because fit Nov 08 19:08:09 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:08:14 absolutely not Nov 08 19:10:00 She also told me of the way Diana behaved... she was very exacting but only in retrospect... Nov 08 19:10:16 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:10:32 That is not the sort of mistress of the house that I will be Nov 08 19:10:46 No, I know... I did assure her of that as well Nov 08 19:11:03 I will reiterate it when I speak to her Nov 08 19:12:01 * Morgan nods, ruffling the dogs fur Nov 08 19:12:53 * Molly heads towards the drawing room, and Ballard follows her, sniffing her hand. She smiles, stroking his head “Good boy” Nov 08 19:13:26 * Morgan grunts, getting up and following Nov 08 19:13:39 * Molly smiles Nov 08 19:13:59 did you want head scratches and to be called a good boy too? Nov 08 19:14:28 ummm... no, I'm alright Nov 08 19:15:42 * Molly smiles, fussing the boy more Nov 08 19:15:52 Well, any time you wish... Nov 08 19:16:00 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:16:25 * Molly goes through, looking through her dresses Nov 08 19:16:39 Would you like to pick? Nov 08 19:17:16 * Morgan points out a light coloured one Nov 08 19:17:28 * Molly looks it over Nov 08 19:18:06 Alright... I think this still fits. I’m going to buy two more in Freiburg, something easy to take in Nov 08 19:18:13 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:18:15 Alright love Nov 08 19:21:40 * Molly strips off, the mirrors giving him a full view of her, all at the same time. She doesn’t notice, finding a shift Nov 08 19:22:01 * Morgan watches her Nov 08 19:22:08 It is only a week until I go now Nov 08 19:22:18 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:22:33 *The bruise on her thigh is prominent * Nov 08 19:22:37 aye... then I'll be dealing with Edward... Nov 08 19:22:50 You must be looking forward to seeing him Nov 08 19:23:17 Yes and no Nov 08 19:26:33 oh? Nov 08 19:26:52 Its to be emotional and possibly challenging Nov 08 19:27:03 * Molly looks at the mirror now, looking at her bottom in both mirrors Nov 08 19:27:21 Yes, it will, and I do feel I should just be here Nov 08 19:28:24 But if you are here, there is no reason for Mina not to be... and that would complicate things Nov 08 19:29:41 * Molly nods with a sigh, possibly at the limits of her choices, possibly at her bottom, it’s impossible to say. She starts to put her head in the shift Nov 08 19:29:47 it would, you are right Nov 08 19:30:13 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:33:53 We'll be fine Nov 08 19:35:05 * Molly nods, covering her body with the cotton Nov 08 19:35:36 I know you will. Hafenlohr already seems so peaceful, how can you fail to be at ease here? Nov 08 19:35:51 Oh, its me, Im sure I can find a way Nov 08 19:36:15 * Molly moves, kissing him gently Nov 08 19:36:32 perhaps happy thoughts of me will keep you cheerful? Nov 08 19:36:51 I imagine so Nov 08 19:37:47 * Molly nods, moving away to get her stockings on next, and he catches a flash of the bruise as she does so Nov 08 19:38:20 I likewise look forward to seeing Mina, but not to the upset Nov 08 19:38:28 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:38:43 The problem is... we could make a good chunk of that upset go away... Nov 08 19:40:12 could we? Nov 08 19:40:29 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:40:45 You're not barren, you'll have a babe in February... simple as that Nov 08 19:47:57 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:48:11 but Edward has said he wouldn’t wish to know Nov 08 19:48:37 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:51:01 And it would open us up to some questions Mina might not be able to accept Nov 08 19:51:44 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:52:08 So, then the other option is to... be flexible with the truth? Nov 08 19:52:34 Such as? Nov 08 19:54:10 I could examine her, and pronounce my beliefs of her being fit to conceive imminently? Nov 08 19:55:06 * Morgan nods Nov 08 19:55:13 well... that would be true... Nov 08 19:56:42 * Molly nods Nov 08 19:57:23 yes, it would *she wriggles into her dress before starting to tighten it* Nov 08 19:58:16 * Morgan nods Nov 08 20:01:36 * Molly ‘s dress is snug, her morning-full breasts that she didn’t have so much of before threaten to over spill the neck line with each inhale Nov 08 20:01:49 Would that be a sensible option? Nov 08 20:02:13 I think it would, yes... Nov 08 20:02:33 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath Nov 08 20:02:39 Alright, when? Nov 08 20:03:21 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 20:03:45 Needs to be soon enough that she can work through the emotion of it before you come back... Nov 08 20:04:41 * Molly nods “In Freiburg then” Nov 08 20:05:00 * Morgan nods Nov 08 20:05:03 Good idea Nov 08 20:05:34 * Molly looks in the mirror “god this is tight!” Nov 08 20:05:59 The engorged bubbies probably don't help... Nov 08 20:06:22 No, I did consider draining some off in the bath Nov 08 20:07:36 * Morgan nods Nov 08 20:07:44 Emil will be happy you did not Nov 08 20:08:16 * Molly smiles Nov 08 20:08:42 Indeed, he’s definitely a fan of my bubbies Nov 08 20:09:12 * Morgan nods Nov 08 20:09:14 Runs in the family Nov 08 20:09:50 * Molly giggles, teasing him Nov 08 20:09:57 Edward likes them too, does he? Nov 08 20:10:13 Possibly, but he has, wisely, not mentioned it Nov 08 20:10:21 * Molly smiles Nov 08 20:10:34 And we know your father does not believe in breasts Nov 08 20:10:52 No, that is true Nov 08 20:13:03 * Molly nods, quickly putting up her hair Nov 08 20:13:38 Should I have a fichu? I’ve never worn one for a reason other than covering your marks on me Nov 08 20:15:32 Do you -want- a fichu? Nov 08 20:15:44 * Molly smiles Nov 08 20:16:27 perhaps I’d like a mark for it to cover? A fichu is fine, I’d like to make a good impression Nov 08 20:17:19 I think you are worrying overmuch Nov 08 20:17:31 perhaps Nov 08 20:17:55 * Molly goes to the trunk to look for one Nov 08 20:18:58 * Morgan waits. ,watching her Nov 08 20:19:08 I’ll wear it and see how I feel later Nov 08 20:20:03 * Morgan nods Nov 08 20:20:11 Alright love, if thats what you want to do Nov 08 20:24:13 * Molly shakes it out, standing in front of the mirror Nov 08 20:37:49 * Morgan watches her Nov 08 20:40:02 * Molly puts in on around the back before pushing it in at the neck line Nov 08 20:44:27 there, that will do Nov 08 20:44:45 * Morgan nods Nov 08 20:45:25 Do you think perhaps you are being a little... rigid? Nov 08 20:46:42 * Molly smiles slightly at her reflection before turning Nov 08 20:47:37 This is important to me. This is my first time feeling truly noble when running a house, because I know now that it is in my veins Nov 08 20:48:19 * Morgan watches her for a moment Nov 08 20:48:21 alright Nov 08 20:48:33 * Molly watches him back Nov 08 20:48:52 you are displeased with me, I think Nov 08 20:49:08 Am I Nov 08 20:49:47 it seems it. you are watchful, and that is not normal for you. You do not usually watch me so much Nov 08 20:51:19 I am concerned Nov 08 20:53:04 That I will get this wrong? Nov 08 20:53:58 That you are trying to be something you are not. You are not aloof, distant... I am concerned in your desire to act as a noble would, you are going to stray from who you are. Nov 08 20:54:31 * Molly frowns Nov 08 20:55:33 I am not trying to be aloof or distant, but I want people to think well of us when they visit, and our staff Nov 08 20:56:55 I understand that Nov 08 20:58:13 * Molly nods Nov 08 20:58:32 But I am not doing that how you wish me to? Nov 08 20:58:52 You do it how you wish, you are the lady of the house Nov 08 20:59:53 * Molly watches him a long moment “I am, but you are the master of the house, the only one I have to defer to” Nov 08 21:01:18 You have a clear vision in your mind how you want to run this house Nov 08 21:01:31 Somewhat, yes Nov 08 21:02:05 * Molly frowns “You do not? we’ve known we would move here for many months now” Nov 08 21:03:32 Difficult to know until you've met people Nov 08 21:04:01 we have quite different approaches, I think? Nov 08 21:04:42 That it seems I was unaware of Nov 08 21:05:54 I want a house that runs efficiently, where order and not chaos is the flow of each day, because the better things run, the calmer the staff are, and the more leisure time they can have Nov 08 21:07:40 mmhmm Nov 08 21:09:10 But you want something softer, more... free-form? Nov 08 21:11:30 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 21:12:19 The staff know what they're doing... seems they don't even need to be told to do things, the clock chimes and off they go. Nov 08 21:12:53 Wonderful. When that is more tailored to our family, if it needs to be, it should work well Nov 08 21:13:23 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 21:13:25 Very well Nov 08 21:13:35 * Molly looks frustrated Nov 08 21:13:57 My love, i want your input, not your acquiescence! Nov 08 21:17:44 * Morgan rubs his chin Nov 08 21:17:57 I've told you my concerns Nov 08 21:18:04 * Molly nods Nov 08 21:18:17 Alright then. Shall we wake the children Nov 08 21:18:37 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 21:18:40 If you like Nov 08 21:18:54 * Molly nods Nov 08 21:19:54 *she steps into her shoes and moves to the door that joins the dressing room to the boys room* we are at odds, but I still love you deeply. Nov 08 21:21:05 You're being aloof and arrogant in your desire to impress people... I want you to consider if this attitude becomes you, will endear the staff and how you think Inga will see it. Nov 08 21:21:44 * Molly looks hurt briefly, but covers it “I will do so” Nov 08 21:22:42 * Morgan sighs Nov 08 21:25:33 * Molly opens the door to the room next door quietly Nov 08 21:29:24 *The curtains are partly open, and in Varick’s huge bed he is a small sleeping bundle. The crib is likewise occupied, and in a chair the maid Maggie from last time with the burns on one side of her face is stitching. She stands to bob a curtsy to them, speaking quietly “Good morning, Excellencies” Nov 08 21:30:27 * Morgan inclines his head Nov 08 21:30:30 All quiet? Nov 08 21:31:00 * Molly smiles “Good morning, Maggie” Nov 08 21:31:19 M: They were very quiet, your Excellency Nov 08 21:31:53 [-that- is the lady of the house I hoped you'd be] Nov 08 21:33:16 * Molly smiles “Wonderful, thank you. Once we are more settled I don’t anticipate we’ll need to keep you overnight, but I think last night we all needed extra rest from the travel” Nov 08 21:33:33 [indeed] Nov 08 21:34:09 *Maggie smiles* yes, your Excellency Nov 08 21:35:17 * Molly goes to the crib, smiling at the sleeping baby Nov 08 21:37:31 We will be fine with the boys now, Maggie, they are used to being in the thick of things from our life at sea. Please do get yourself some breakfast, and let Frau Arendt know I have said you should take a rest in the day today if you need to Nov 08 21:37:57 *She curtsies again* yes, your Excellency Nov 08 21:39:26 * Molly strokes Emil gently “If you could just call me My Lady instead, I’d find that far more comfortable, please” Nov 08 21:39:41 M: yes, my Lady Nov 08 21:40:17 * Morgan smiles, opening the door to let Maggie out Nov 08 21:41:46 M: *she bobs to him* thank you, your Excellency Nov 08 21:42:06 just... my lord, thanks... I'm not that excellent Nov 08 21:42:25 *Maggie smiles, going out of the door* Nov 08 21:42:40 * Morgan closes the door Nov 08 21:42:54 I'm sorry. Nov 08 21:43:26 * Molly takes the sleeping baby to her nursing chair that he’d made for her, making rapid work of undoing the front of her dress Nov 08 21:43:30 Why? Nov 08 21:44:56 It seemed that you were trying to be... as I said, distant, aloof from the staff... cold, perhaps. I raised that concern badly, and I am sorry for that. Nov 08 21:45:40 * Molly gets her right breast free before bringing Emil to it Nov 08 21:45:57 it’s fine, liebling... Nov 08 21:46:30 No, it isn't. I hurt you. It still hurts and I understand you will be... wary of me for a while. Nov 08 21:47:30 *Emil goes from asleep to stirring to latching on firmly within seconds. She inhales sharply a moment before sighing and relaxing as he sees Emil taking rapid deep swallows* Nov 08 21:47:51 come here, my love, sit on the floor here? Nov 08 21:48:03 * Morgan nods, moving to sit in front of her Nov 08 21:48:29 * Molly strokes his hair Nov 08 21:49:05 I was hurt, yes, you’ve never called me arrogant before, and I know it is a trait you abhor Nov 08 21:49:28 I do, yes. Its only a short step from arrogance to cruelty Nov 08 21:49:57 For you to say such, it did cut deeply Nov 08 21:50:11 * Morgan nods Nov 08 21:51:44 The way I was with Maggie was no different than I planned it to be. I am friendly, but there are boundaries. And those boundaries are not just for my sake but for theirs Nov 08 21:52:19 I know that... better than most. Nov 08 21:52:30 * Molly nods Nov 08 21:55:00 the noble home is generally the domain of the lady of the house. Whilst the nobleman sees to all the worldly concerns of protecting and providing for his family and people, what happens in the home is usually through her. Meal plans are agreed, hiring and firing of the junior staff, decorating, ball planning, guest lists and rooms, seasonal events... The staff look to her Nov 08 21:55:29 I am aware of that Nov 08 21:57:06 yes... so when I am new here, I want them to know that -I- know what I am doing. I am not a woman coming to cause chaos, I am a steady hand taking over the tiller from the previous lady of the house. I want them to have confidence in -me-, to be able to trust that things will be well Nov 08 21:57:23 * Morgan nods Nov 08 21:57:24 alright Nov 08 21:59:07 I recall how Catherine could be... unpredictable. Things would change so much, sometimes parties or guests at the last minute, or she would suddenly be off visiting else where expecting to take extra servants, leaving in her wake that sense of unease, that no one knew what to expect Nov 08 21:59:57 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:00:14 Mercurial doesn't quite cover it Nov 08 22:00:18 * Molly nods Nov 08 22:00:48 And they have lived with Diana, in the times the Dekkers had been in residence... Nov 08 22:01:21 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:01:30 I get the feeling they did not particularly like her Nov 08 22:01:51 she is, I imagine, a difficult woman to work for Nov 08 22:02:01 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:02:14 As I said, exacting woman but not until afterwards Nov 08 22:02:23 * Molly nods Nov 08 22:03:32 which is why I would prefer to be exacting in advance. Then if the staff do not do what I hoped, I know it is likely that I did not explain my requirements well and need to clarify, rather than blaming them as she did Nov 08 22:03:45 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:04:19 I told Frau Arendt that for getting something wrong only comes if its stupidity or maliciousness... Nov 08 22:04:41 * Molly nods Nov 08 22:05:44 If it eases you at all, I have discussed this at length with your Mother, Mina, and Adana Nov 08 22:05:57 adara* Nov 08 22:06:56 The only issue with that... look at my fathers attitude toward the staff until recently... and Mina isn't known for being particularly approachable... Nov 08 22:08:27 But they do have staff that are quite settled, and know what to expect. Nothing is perfect, of course Nov 08 22:09:45 Its a place to start I suppose Nov 08 22:10:27 * Molly nods Nov 08 22:10:47 What I would like is for you to trust me... Nov 08 22:11:17 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:11:22 Alright Nov 08 22:12:23 that, I think, is what hurt most. You have always said I am good with people, and politically and socially astute, yet it seemed like you had lost that faith in me Nov 08 22:12:50 As I said, you were coming off as aloof and distant... it alarmed and unsettled me Nov 08 22:14:32 * Molly nods thoughtfully Nov 08 22:14:38 You were scared... Nov 08 22:14:43 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:15:16 and you are already scared of making the wrong sort of first impression yourself... Nov 08 22:15:32 * Morgan nods, sighing Nov 08 22:16:24 ... and so when I, who you deem better at all of this than you, start behaving differently than you expected, it became increasingly alarming... Nov 08 22:17:00 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:18:01 ... because if you get it wrong, you cannot rely on me to smooth things over with my, supposedly, superior skills? Nov 08 22:18:24 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 22:18:36 Because... I need you to be you so I can be me. Nov 08 22:18:46 * Molly tilts her head Nov 08 22:18:51 intriguing... Nov 08 22:19:49 Is it? Nov 08 22:19:58 yes. why not? Nov 08 22:21:18 Because without you I'd still be that incredibly broken, angry man... Nov 08 22:23:11 You are not that man now, my love, you are who you are now. A kind, gentle man, who loves deeply, gives second chances, and who fundamentally believes at the core of things should always be fairness and justice Nov 08 22:23:32 perhaps Nov 08 22:23:42 You do not need me for that Nov 08 22:23:50 Yes, I do. Nov 08 22:25:32 I will be friendly with the staff, but we are not friends as such. I want them to know where they stand, always Nov 08 22:25:41 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:25:50 But I want them to know they can come to us Nov 08 22:26:35 yes, of course. for anything. illnesses, anything where they are made to feel afraid or harmed by guests Nov 08 22:26:44 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:27:13 It did not feel like that was your view any more Nov 08 22:27:37 That will never change Nov 08 22:28:16 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:28:20 As I have said... I am sorry Nov 08 22:28:57 * Molly strokes his cheek “As am I, my love” Nov 08 22:29:23 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:29:50 There is something we need to decide quite swiftly... Nov 08 22:30:18 Oh? Nov 08 22:30:24 friendly maids. Nov 08 22:31:01 Given that I did not even know it was a thing.... I am not the best person to decide Nov 08 22:31:44 It is an important decision. We will have guests very soon, but let us be honest, Heinzharold will be excellent bait to draw them out... Nov 08 22:32:15 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:32:18 I suppose so Nov 08 22:32:59 I know that the Dekkers didn’t have many parties, but many of Edward’s friends have been here for months at a time... Nov 08 22:33:34 * Morgan pulls a face Nov 08 22:33:38 So there's bound to be Nov 08 22:34:19 It seems unlikely that there isn’t. Kempten looks to be quite a small village, I doubt they have a ... you. know... Nov 08 22:35:42 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:35:45 No, probably not Nov 08 22:36:28 is it something we want to ensure is not happening here? Nov 08 22:37:08 I don't like it... and the staff are well paid... Nov 08 22:37:15 * Molly nods Nov 08 22:37:22 very well, my love Nov 08 22:37:44 But if it is something they are happy to do? Nov 08 22:38:44 I would prefer that it isn’t something normalised here that means our sons have that first experience with a member of staff for money Nov 08 22:39:02 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:39:07 Alright Nov 08 22:39:49 if it means Lord Pottymouth and the Jolly Boys are left to their solo machinations, so be it Nov 08 22:39:57 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:39:59 agreed Nov 08 22:40:32 * Molly smirks a little “perhaps you could provide a sketch or two to keep them amused” Nov 08 22:41:10 Of eachother, certainly.... I was thinking... maybe, when there are no -normal- guests... sir would be acceptable. Nov 08 22:41:57 * Molly smiles slightly “If you would prefer that to mon petit chou, I will try to accommodate you” Nov 08 22:43:27 I don't want to be hearing excellency every time I open my mouth... my lord is a bit cumbersome if its just us... Nov 08 22:43:31 *She had called him sir in the bedroom the other day, but it had seemed inadvertent and during arousal” Nov 08 22:43:49 * Molly nods “Sir is fine, I think” Nov 08 22:44:13 I'm not sold on being anything other than my lord when there are guests either... Nov 08 22:44:30 * Molly nods Nov 08 22:44:55 They would call a Graf my Lord, so I think that is reasonable... but... Nov 08 22:45:01 But... Nov 08 22:45:31 But then I think of Isiah Fischlers face when he is only My Lord, and not Your Excellency Nov 08 22:46:03 But in time he gets to be a your grace... besides... we're going to need him more on side than he is presently... Nov 08 22:47:56 * Molly pouts Nov 08 22:48:06 must you spoil all my fun? Nov 08 22:48:11 Apparently Nov 08 22:48:28 Yes, I think that’s fine Nov 08 22:48:53 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:49:02 alright... lets pass that on then... Nov 08 22:49:09 * Molly nods Nov 08 22:49:38 Will you wish to see Frau Arendt too, or just gather the staff? Nov 08 22:50:00 * Morgan sighs Nov 08 22:50:03 Its your domain... Nov 08 22:52:04 You disagree with it? Nov 08 22:52:23 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 22:52:28 A little maybe... but it is what it is Nov 08 22:53:00 there will be many times when you are away for the Grafdom, the stability will help our home run well Nov 08 22:53:31 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:54:47 * Molly switches the boy to the other breast, her right looking considerably less full now Nov 08 22:55:31 Perhaps in quiet hour we could go for a walk and see the parts of the estate that the children will have less interest in? Nov 08 22:56:18 Where are you thinking? Nov 08 22:57:24 out into the woods west. maybe we’ll follow the stream Nov 08 22:57:28 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:57:30 Alright Nov 08 22:57:55 as long as we turn at the half hour, we should get back on time Nov 08 22:59:04 * Morgan nods Nov 08 22:59:08 Aye, that should be fine Nov 08 22:59:36 But first, breakfast, correspondence, a meeting with Frau Arendt, looking around the house for me Nov 08 22:59:50 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:00:10 aye Nov 08 23:00:31 what about you, my love? Nov 08 23:01:04 Breakfast, then it depends on the stone mason... I -might- try to get the Nieblungens attention to get the weapons I asked for... Nov 08 23:01:37 we could do that in quiet hour if you wished? we’ll be away from watchers out there Nov 08 23:01:57 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:01:59 Aye Nov 08 23:02:23 unless you had other plans... *she smiles* Nov 08 23:04:18 I hadn't, no... Nov 08 23:04:24 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:04:36 how did you sleep? Nov 08 23:05:19 Worryingly well. I was following the red stag again Nov 08 23:05:26 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:05:35 Maybe there is one in your woods? Nov 08 23:06:35 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 23:06:39 Maybe Nov 08 23:07:01 I’m glad, yet unsurprised, that you slept well Nov 08 23:07:52 Oh? Nov 08 23:08:08 you were a little tired... Nov 08 23:08:16 well... yeah Nov 08 23:08:47 I look forward to telling Inga all about it, if you’re comfortable with it Nov 08 23:09:00 Of course Nov 08 23:09:08 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:09:14 good Nov 08 23:09:15 I told HeinzHarold and Claudia about some of it, in broad terms Nov 08 23:09:21 * Molly smiles Nov 08 23:09:24 already?! Nov 08 23:09:28 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:09:36 They thought I overslept, they couldn't find me for dawn Nov 08 23:09:58 it’s dawn, you’re always somewhere with easterly views Nov 08 23:11:14 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:11:23 The grounds are big though Nov 08 23:11:35 very Nov 08 23:11:56 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:12:06 was Heinzharold wondering how I can sit in a room and hold his hand whilst he and Inga... Nov 08 23:12:43 He might be, to be honest... Nov 08 23:13:03 * Molly smiles Nov 08 23:13:13 I’m not inclined towards it! Nov 08 23:13:22 No, nor I Nov 08 23:13:37 that is something that is just yours, hmm? Nov 08 23:13:45 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:13:52 And every woman with a decent lover I suppose... Nov 08 23:14:00 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:14:13 But even we don’t get that ending you do... Nov 08 23:14:33 No, true... Nov 08 23:14:51 Maybe you’ve just found the best of both worlds? Nov 08 23:16:13 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:16:14 maybe Nov 08 23:16:52 were they impressed? Nov 08 23:17:18 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:17:31 Seemed to be, yes... more importantly... HeinzHarold told Claudia about Inga... Nov 08 23:17:49 * Molly smiles warmly Nov 08 23:18:02 how did she react? Nov 08 23:18:47 She was so happy for him. She's also managed to admit to herself how she feels about Uinise. Nov 08 23:19:18 Oh? Nov 08 23:19:28 She's admitted she's crazy about her Nov 08 23:19:41 * Molly smiles “oh that’s lovely” Nov 08 23:20:19 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:20:20 I agree Nov 08 23:21:34 Does Uinise know? Nov 08 23:22:13 Thats the impression I got Nov 08 23:22:33 You have not had the time to catch up? Nov 08 23:22:40 We practiced this morning Nov 08 23:23:10 you’ll wish to see her today then, find out all the gos-... good news? Nov 08 23:23:34 No,I lie... she did tell her... we've not talked in depth about it... I didn't want to push her Nov 08 23:23:44 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:23:54 I wonder what prompted it? Nov 08 23:24:21 We talked last night when you and Uinise were chatting Nov 08 23:24:30 * Molly looks intrigued Nov 08 23:24:33 oh? Nov 08 23:25:26 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:25:48 I told you last night didn't I? Nov 08 23:27:07 did you? Nov 08 23:27:25 Thought I had.... Nov 08 23:29:03 I’m not sure... much has clouded my mind since then. what did you say to encourage her? Nov 08 23:32:25 That she has to let herself feel what she feels, not lock it away... she is worried that if it isn't great when she feels this much, is she too damaged to have something good... I said she's overthinking it Nov 08 23:32:42 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:33:15 I recall now, yes. We talked about how good sex doesn’t always happen in a good relationship Nov 08 23:33:23 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:33:26 Thats right... Nov 08 23:33:59 it sounds like you have been persuasive at getting her to express her feelings to Uinise Nov 08 23:34:09 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 23:34:26 Just made her think about it... told her something I wish Id said to you Nov 08 23:35:26 * Molly watches him, fascinated Nov 08 23:35:29 when? Nov 08 23:35:39 Oh ages ago... and many times. Nov 08 23:35:54 when we first kissed? Nov 08 23:36:29 No... more recently than that... recently when Alarice tried to poison you... but before that too. Nov 08 23:36:44 * Molly nods thoughtfully Nov 08 23:36:58 Alright... go on, my love Nov 08 23:37:11 Go on? Nov 08 23:37:23 tell me what you wish you’d said Nov 08 23:38:02 * Morgan closes his eyes for a moment Nov 08 23:38:13 I care for you, deeply, and I think it may be more than that but I'm still healing from trauma that makes it hard for me to let myself be vulnerable, be open. It makes me moody, reticent and introverted, but that doesn't mean what I feel is any less strong... Nov 08 23:39:25 Obviously more recently it was definitely more than that... but the sentiment remains Nov 08 23:39:42 * Molly nods, smiling Nov 08 23:39:49 That’s beautiful, my love Nov 08 23:39:57 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 23:40:01 It is merely the truth Nov 08 23:40:11 * Molly nods, smiling Nov 08 23:41:01 I’d have cried, at the time of the poisoning, very much Nov 08 23:41:08 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:41:22 Something of a turning point for all of us Nov 08 23:41:39 it was very lucky I almost died *she smiles slightly* Nov 08 23:41:52 * Morgan scowls Nov 08 23:41:54 Thats not funny Nov 08 23:42:25 I’m sorry, but in truth I think it was a point we needed to reach, one way or another Nov 08 23:42:46 Perhaps, yes Nov 08 23:43:25 Something had to stop us both going forward with the hole in the floor Nov 08 23:43:46 yes... that was the start of fixing it... and fixing things with Edward... Nov 08 23:43:53 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:44:02 it was Nov 08 23:44:20 * Molly strokes Emil’s hand Nov 08 23:44:44 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:45:11 If you’d told me that in the coffee shop in Carleon when I’d said about thinking your feelings for me were mild, I’d have no doubt made a complete fool of myself! Nov 08 23:45:26 Oh? Nov 08 23:45:38 * Molly closes her eyes, thinking Nov 08 23:47:25 I would have likely said “I’m madly in love with you, and I have tried hard to not be, because it’s not what I think you want or need, but I can’t stop loving you, even when you are all those things. All I ask is that you don’t hate me for it, and don’t run away” Nov 08 23:48:05 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:48:16 That would have been... tough... Nov 08 23:48:22 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:48:25 absolutely Nov 08 23:49:52 * Molly smiles “There were so many times when the words “I love you” were stuck in my throat, bursting to escape only to be forcibly swallowed down” Nov 08 23:50:07 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:50:12 I'm sorry it was not easier Nov 08 23:50:17 * Molly nods Nov 08 23:50:19 I know Nov 08 23:52:09 I’m sorry it was not easier for you too. I am not the only one who lost the joy of falling in love fast and hard with someone feeling equally so Nov 08 23:52:23 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:52:50 * Molly smiles “I’ve dreamt it. it’s enough” Nov 08 23:52:56 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:52:59 I've dreamed it with you Nov 08 23:53:09 * Molly smiles Nov 08 23:53:15 it feels wonderful? Nov 08 23:53:46 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:53:47 It does Nov 08 23:53:55 * Molly smiles Nov 08 23:54:08 what we have has been hard won Nov 08 23:54:20 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:54:22 Yes, it has Nov 08 23:54:38 and you would not trade it Nov 08 23:55:27 No,I would not, not for a second Nov 08 23:55:37 * Molly smiles Nov 08 23:55:39 good Nov 08 23:55:43 And you? Nov 08 23:56:28 No, my love. I am happy where we are. I’ll only be happier when we’re more settled in and when I am increasing Nov 08 23:56:43 * Morgan nods Nov 08 23:57:15 aye Nov 08 23:57:37 I think it might be an idea to wake Varick, I’m feeling decidedly deflated! Nov 08 23:57:49 * Morgan nods, getting up to wake Varick