**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Nov 4 15:28:49 2023 Nov 04 15:28:49 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Nov 04 19:05:14 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Nov 04 19:05:23 my mind had been so full all day of you, and what I wanted, what I couldn’t do Nov 04 19:05:23 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:05:23 Even the others had noticed something was... off... with you Nov 04 19:05:23 * Molly nods Nov 04 19:05:23 I thought I was going to lose my mind, or worse, let you down when you had wanted me to wait Nov 04 19:05:26 But you didn't Nov 04 19:05:42 no... Nov 04 19:06:50 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:09:35 I did consider... *she sends him the image of her running her fingers over the rounded green leather on the arms of the desk chair, followed by her putting one knee on the seat, her other foot on the floor, lowering fully dressed against the arm and gently grinding back and forth along it*... but I thought it was against the spirit of the thing really... Nov 04 19:09:53 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:09:59 Yes, I think it would have been Nov 04 19:12:05 are you even blushing, my love? Nov 04 19:12:51 ummm... no... think I am blushed out Nov 04 19:13:49 oh really? I expected that would make you all manner of flushed Nov 04 19:14:29 I wonder if I'm getting a little... jaded... Nov 04 19:14:45 oh. I’m sorry Nov 04 19:15:19 Don't be love... I think its more that I am more comfortable right now Nov 04 19:15:49 Because this is intimate, quietly in the dark where I cannot watch you? Nov 04 19:16:14 Could be, actually Nov 04 19:16:58 that makes a sort of sense. why are you blushed out? Nov 04 19:21:47 Ah, my mouths run away with me a couple of times, and talking with Inga about how I'll be once you're increasing... that sort of thing Nov 04 19:22:08 do you talk to Inga about it often? Nov 04 19:22:31 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 19:22:45 More than I'd ever have expected, but that doesn't mean very much really Nov 04 19:23:38 Is it more now she is pregnant? Nov 04 19:24:11 Only because its more relevant I think. Nov 04 19:25:07 Alright, my love Nov 04 19:25:33 There seems to be some concern that anyone pregnant will have that effect on me Nov 04 19:26:48 From Inga Nov 04 19:27:39 ? Nov 04 19:28:13 She asked, but HeinzHarold has mentioned it before, before Inga was pregnant Nov 04 19:31:10 what said you? Nov 04 19:32:06 Jarvie didn't affect me Nov 04 19:34:03 But she is your cousin... Nov 04 19:34:35 True, but... look, I can already smell it on Inga and, thus far, I'm not driven berserk with desire... Nov 04 19:36:22 you are concerned? Nov 04 19:37:14 Not really... at worst, it'd be like if we dream of Dietlinde or Sebastian... it is a choice we make to be together. But I doubt it'll be the case Nov 04 19:38:57 * Molly nods Nov 04 19:39:06 I’m glad Nov 04 19:39:14 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:39:36 It is not that I am wanting other women, even if the effect did occur Nov 04 19:40:01 Just that you would end up desperately aroused and needing me? Nov 04 19:40:13 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:40:14 Indeed Nov 04 19:40:55 I suppose I could bear some extra desperation on your part *she smiles* Nov 04 19:41:12 * Morgan smiles, nodding Nov 04 19:41:31 it does seem to be the scent, not the sight? Nov 04 19:42:47 primarily... though... with Jana, it was the sight too... but I've seen pregnant women and not been even remotely moved Nov 04 19:43:47 * Molly nods Nov 04 19:44:15 I am hopeful even glances of me will drive you mad Nov 04 19:44:22 As usual Nov 04 19:44:32 * Molly gently kisses him Nov 04 19:44:44 you just have more willpower now than you will? Nov 04 19:45:51 uhhh... maybe Nov 04 19:46:45 You are displaying much here, given that I was in negligee when you came to bed last night! Nov 04 19:48:03 And you were asleep... but it was wonderful, laying together, close... Nov 04 19:49:34 even though nothing happened? Nov 04 19:50:24 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:50:27 It felt... intimate Nov 04 19:52:31 but not arousing? Nov 04 19:52:52 Would've been had you not been asleep already Nov 04 19:54:33 perhaps I’ll wear lingerie every day under my dresses at home Nov 04 19:54:44 If you like Nov 04 19:55:26 would you like? Nov 04 19:55:37 Undoubtedly Nov 04 19:55:52 I’ll need to buy lots in Freiburg Nov 04 19:56:07 Speaking of which... Edward says we should discuss a budget for your trip Nov 04 19:56:38 *Morgan has already arranged with Edward for him to get her something white, detailed, Lacy, and short on Morgan’s behalf, but he hasn’t told her* Nov 04 19:56:46 I have my own money Nov 04 19:57:04 Well, I know that but... Nov 04 19:59:16 But you wish to spend money on me? Nov 04 19:59:22 * Morgan smiles Nov 04 19:59:37 Edward is acquiring something for you on my behalf Nov 04 20:01:28 oh really? Nov 04 20:02:03 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:02:21 is it a surprise? Nov 04 20:02:35 well... I -could- tell you, if you like Nov 04 20:02:46 what would make you happy? Nov 04 20:03:39 I'm a little concerned you will buy something similar... Nov 04 20:09:31 maybe you’d best tell me Nov 04 20:09:54 Its some white lingerie Nov 04 20:10:23 that sounds lovely. I will stay away from white then Nov 04 20:10:58 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:11:00 Alright love Nov 04 20:11:41 is there anything specific you’d like to see me in? Nov 04 20:11:56 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 20:12:10 I like lace, detail... or silky... Nov 04 20:12:32 * Molly nods Nov 04 20:12:38 but colour doesn’t matter? Nov 04 20:13:38 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 20:13:41 No, not really Nov 04 20:14:17 I’m going to very much enjoy looking for things for you Nov 04 20:15:27 Don't, I'm not wearing it Nov 04 20:15:34 * Molly giggles Nov 04 20:15:46 no, the lingerie on my body is to please you Nov 04 20:16:11 oh... yes, thats alright then Nov 04 20:17:38 you wouldn’t like some satin pyjama bottoms? I remember you quite enjoyed when I gushed sends him the image of an encounter from weeks ago where shekd taken off her negligee before wrapping it around him and stroking him with it during foreplay* Nov 04 20:18:04 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 04 20:18:08 Actually that might be nice Nov 04 20:19:01 * Molly whispers “I’d enjoy making you spend in them” Nov 04 20:20:21 But then I couldn't wear them to sleep Nov 04 20:20:31 two pairs. Nov 04 20:21:39 Not a bad idea Nov 04 20:22:00 no... not bad at all... Nov 04 20:23:32 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:23:54 * Molly is quiet a minute, then shivers a little Nov 04 20:25:17 I uhh... anyway, what are we to do about Mina and Inga? Nov 04 20:26:56 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 20:27:02 You either tell her or you don't Nov 04 20:27:31 it’s is tough to know which Nov 04 20:27:37 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:28:04 She will be upset, I'm sure... but if you don't tell her, will she be -more- upset? Like... you don't trust her... Nov 04 20:28:54 maybe, yes Nov 04 20:30:17 The real question is... which would be worse Nov 04 20:30:25 but normally no one would announce so early Nov 04 20:30:39 That is true Nov 04 20:31:12 will it be difficult for you to wait til the quickening to? Nov 04 20:31:33 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:31:37 But I will Nov 04 20:32:16 even with Heinzharold and Inga? Nov 04 20:32:28 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 20:32:33 I don't know really Nov 04 20:33:38 if you can already smell it on Inga and she’s only five to six weeks, I think when it’s me they will figure out quickly! Nov 04 20:33:47 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:33:50 Probably Nov 04 20:35:48 You’ll have a certain look about you that tells them all whenever I’m newly increasing? Nov 04 20:36:11 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 20:36:21 I don't know what I look like when it happens Nov 04 20:37:04 I look forward to finding out Nov 04 20:37:12 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:37:19 Not -too- long now Nov 04 20:38:22 you? or the wait? *she giggles quietly* Nov 04 20:38:53 both Nov 04 20:39:22 I’m pleased about the second Nov 04 20:39:42 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:42:14 where has Madchen been all this time? Nov 04 20:42:22 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 20:42:27 I don't know Nov 04 20:42:51 I wish I remembered more of the dreams with her Nov 04 20:43:02 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:43:35 This one... you were at odds with Sebastian and very sad Nov 04 20:43:56 why were we at odds? I thought we were happily married? Nov 04 20:45:18 All couples argue Nov 04 20:45:57 I suppose having thirteen would be a strain Nov 04 20:46:11 * Morgan sighs Nov 04 20:46:49 You were fighting because of me. You have dreams in that path like I do... he was jealous of your intimacy with me in the dreams Nov 04 20:47:07 oh... alright Nov 04 20:48:32 Your youngest... she was mute. Except... she could see me... and... there was an awareness to her. I'd show you, but Madchen says we will meet her too Nov 04 20:48:51 I could fix that, surely? Nov 04 20:49:59 I daresay but I don't believe that she really is... -or- it is not a naturally occurring muteness. Kid could speak to me without uttering a sound Nov 04 20:50:18 [like this?] Nov 04 20:50:37 [very much. But also different] Nov 04 20:50:56 And she’ll maybe be ours too? Nov 04 20:51:15 That is the impression I got from Madchens jealousy, yes Nov 04 20:54:19 * Molly nods Nov 04 20:54:26 Do you feel bad about it? Nov 04 20:54:34 About what? Nov 04 20:54:52 the disruption those dreams were causing? Nov 04 20:55:04 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:55:41 it’s sad Nov 04 20:56:13 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:56:15 Yes, it is Nov 04 20:59:07 I’m glad that’s not reality Nov 04 20:59:45 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:59:46 Me too Nov 04 21:01:13 * Molly kisses him gently “You’ve not done anything to hurt me” Nov 04 21:01:23 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:03:04 You hadn’t even consciously done it in the dream Nov 04 21:03:19 No, I didn't Nov 04 21:05:58 And the dreams here where you are stuck... it’s okay. we’re used to it, and we’ve been through what happens if you awake aroused from the dreams of her Nov 04 21:06:23 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:06:30 Pendant seems to be doing its job... Nov 04 21:07:03 It does. what happened to those dreams, where I was tutoring you on dream control? it’s been a long time Nov 04 21:09:37 Uhhh... what did I last tell you? Nov 04 21:10:53 I gave you the pendant, so it was around Prophets Mass. I think I’d brought you off there before then? Nov 04 21:11:24 *She’s right, that had been when he was chasing Kai, and he’d had to bring himself off when he woke* Nov 04 21:12:04 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 21:12:11 Haven't had those since I got the pendant Nov 04 21:12:25 Very odd. They were nice dreams? Nov 04 21:13:19 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:13:23 usually Nov 04 21:13:49 And the ones where you couldn’t use your arms, they haven’t been back too? Nov 04 21:14:13 No, not yet Nov 04 21:14:36 I bring you off in many dreams, don’t I? Nov 04 21:15:22 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:15:27 I suppose ye Nov 04 21:17:23 I liked the one recently where I worked for Petra and I got to experience you as a young man exploring the female body for the first time Nov 04 21:18:04 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:18:13 I recall you being very pleased with that dream Nov 04 21:20:04 It was extremely enjoyable Nov 04 21:20:12 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:20:23 For you too, I think? Nov 04 21:20:29 Me nods Nov 04 21:20:34 Yes, it was Nov 04 21:20:58 * Molly nods, snuggling closer Nov 04 21:21:15 I wonder what tonight will hold Nov 04 21:22:11 * Morgan shrugs, sighing Nov 04 21:22:13 I dread to think Nov 04 21:22:43 it seems to bounce around between nightmares, difficult paths, and smut Nov 04 21:25:56 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:25:58 That it does Nov 04 21:26:26 but there’s no pattern, no predicting it Nov 04 21:26:55 No, there isn't Nov 04 21:27:15 Maybe you’ll get lucky tonight Nov 04 21:27:41 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 21:27:56 I try to not get my hopes up Nov 04 21:29:50 * Molly nods Nov 04 21:30:07 do you miss the niceness of Capperlucia dreams Nov 04 21:30:40 I miss dreams being just dreams and nothing more Nov 04 21:32:49 * Molly nods Nov 04 21:33:06 Maybe one day it will pass Nov 04 21:33:14 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 21:33:16 Maybe Nov 04 21:34:13 I can be hopeful even if you endeavour not to Nov 04 21:36:17 If you like, yes Nov 04 21:37:36 * Molly nods Nov 04 21:37:57 I’ll continue to hope tonight’s is something sweet and sexy Nov 04 21:38:08 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:38:10 Alright Nov 04 21:40:16 there is a pattern I have noticed Nov 04 21:40:23 Oh? Nov 04 21:40:56 When I say I wish I could have the nightmares instead of you, I usually have a very bad one in the days after Nov 04 21:41:03 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:41:11 Yes... I had noticed that as well... Nov 04 21:42:29 but you did not wish to say? Nov 04 21:43:00 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 21:43:20 You might have noticed that I tried to discourage your saying it... Nov 04 21:46:40 I thought you did not want me to feel burdened Nov 04 21:46:58 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:47:08 I gladly carry this... bullshit... if it means you don't have to Nov 04 21:49:25 I know, my love. And I know that if you concur, I mustn’t say it Nov 04 21:50:52 No... Nov 04 21:53:23 but if it gets very bad one day...? Nov 04 21:53:32 We'll see Nov 04 21:55:46 * Molly nods Nov 04 21:56:12 I wonder if you will get stuck again... Nov 04 21:56:24 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 21:56:28 I just don't know Nov 04 21:59:28 But you knew this time, didn’t you? before you went to the lake Nov 04 21:59:46 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:59:49 Yes, I did Nov 04 22:02:40 Maybe like with the other dreams it’ll be done. I so badly hope so Nov 04 22:02:54 * Morgan nods, sighing Nov 04 22:02:55 Me too Nov 04 22:04:54 It must be so awful for you Nov 04 22:05:32 its... rough. Nov 04 22:09:25 * Molly nods Nov 04 22:09:54 it is. But I am glad it’s been more recently than when we were first together Nov 04 22:10:42 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:10:49 That would have been... catastrophic Nov 04 22:12:03 * Molly nods Nov 04 22:12:25 it would. I-... I don’t think we’d be here Nov 04 22:12:36 No... I dont Nov 04 22:13:53 * Molly is quiet for a minute before he feels her shudder a little Nov 04 22:14:08 could we... shall we talk about something else? Nov 04 22:14:17 I think that a good idea Nov 04 22:14:36 * Molly nods, but she seems to struggle to think of something to say Nov 04 22:15:10 I have decided... to tell you how I got that scar... but... I need to tell HeinzHarold too Nov 04 22:17:15 yes, okay, my love. whenever you’re ready Nov 04 22:18:15 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:18:29 And then, once we get to Hafenlohr, I'm going to burn the uniform I collected Nov 04 22:20:33 I’m sorry, you’re going to...-burn- it?! Nov 04 22:20:47 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:20:49 yes Nov 04 22:20:53 why? Nov 04 22:21:23 Because... its the right thing to do. Its...its a Vaticine uniform Nov 04 22:25:28 *whatever she seemed to be going through a minute ago about his dreams seems to have passed* Nov 04 22:25:33 why do you have that? Nov 04 22:26:10 I kept it... just in case the war started up again, so I wouldn't have to go through the trouble of taking another one Nov 04 22:29:17 * Molly suddenly hugs him tighter “oh my love...” Nov 04 22:30:03 Its alright Nov 04 22:31:52 But it isn’t, is it? Nov 04 22:32:18 Is it not? Nov 04 22:33:52 No, because you still had it so long. Because you could have had to take a life just to get a damned uniform for a war over a God that couldn’t be bothered to step in and save thousands and thousands of innocent young men just trying to live faithfully by him! Nov 04 22:34:16 * Molly sounds emotional more than angry Nov 04 22:34:57 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 22:35:01 That is my role Nov 04 22:36:20 No. It was what you had to do, but it isn’t your role now. You’re free of it, my love. Nov 04 22:36:45 Am I? -really-? Nov 04 22:38:05 I... Oh god. Nov 04 22:39:16 I still stand waiting to fight a war for Theus... though... in this instance its for everyone. Last time... I fought because its what we had to do Nov 04 22:40:19 * Molly pulls in close to her, and he can feel the weeping for him from the heat on his neck and her breathing “I’m sorry, I’m sorry” Nov 04 22:40:43 It isn't your fault love, not by a long shot. Nov 04 22:41:22 Stupid, fucking destinies. it’s not right, and it’s not fair! Nov 04 22:43:12 No, it isn't. But is is what it is, and those that know about it wouldn't trust anyone else with it Nov 04 22:45:41 * Molly nods, but holds on very tightly still Nov 04 22:46:13 * Morgan holds her quietly Nov 04 22:49:05 * Molly shifts, kissing him firmly. When she pulls away he can taste the little saltiness of her tears Nov 04 22:49:14 Its alright love Nov 04 22:51:53 I’m so sad for you Nov 04 22:52:02 Why? You don't need to be Nov 04 22:52:55 Because it should have been over, and now you will have to wait for years and years, still in a war that we do not know can be won Nov 04 22:53:56 If I didn't believe we could win, I'd have stayed in Capperlucia Nov 04 22:54:22 * Molly puts his hand over her heart Nov 04 22:54:49 it hurts here, for you. wherever we go, one day you’ll have to fight Nov 04 22:55:16 Yes, but... I am extremely good at it Nov 04 22:55:42 I know you are, my love Nov 04 22:57:12 And its important Nov 04 22:57:45 it is but... what if there is never any peace for you? Nov 04 22:58:21 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 22:58:29 I'll find some in the meantime Nov 04 22:58:48 I wish I knew how I could bring you peace right now Nov 04 22:59:07 I'm... mostly... at peace Nov 04 22:59:42 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath Nov 04 22:59:59 I suppose I could tell you about my dream last night? Nov 04 23:00:06 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:00:07 If you like Nov 04 23:00:47 we were at the Golden Lantern. You were waist deep in the stream, it was warm and sunny... Nov 04 23:01:32 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:01:36 Sounds reasonable so far Nov 04 23:02:12 I was ummm... sat on the bank, near the edge, propped up on my arms... also naked... Nov 04 23:02:26 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:05:06 We were... *she just shows him. She looks to be midway through pregnancy, and he has two fingers moving inside her. When she peaks, she’s like an erotic fountain, the pulsing streams of her release arching into the water* Nov 04 23:05:23 * Morgan nods, blushing Nov 04 23:05:32 I see... why was I in the stream? Nov 04 23:05:58 I think you’d been swimming before I came over? Nov 04 23:06:19 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:06:22 That makes sense Nov 04 23:07:03 * Molly shrugs “Perhaps you were cleaning up after making love to me? Or maybe I’d already Umm... showered you before” Nov 04 23:07:53 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:07:56 Maybe, maybe Nov 04 23:08:07 * Molly tilts her head Nov 04 23:08:30 I will smell different when I am increasing... will I taste different too? Nov 04 23:08:50 In my experience, yes Nov 04 23:09:01 * Molly nods slowly Nov 04 23:09:10 in a good way? Nov 04 23:09:21 I never had any complaints Nov 04 23:10:34 is it likely your interest in Umm... kissing me there will increase more than just the increase in your desire anyway? Nov 04 23:11:21 Certainly in line with, if not more.... Nov 04 23:11:29 * Molly nods Nov 04 23:12:17 I will endeavour not to be a nuisance with it! Nov 04 23:13:07 * Morgan snorts quietly Nov 04 23:13:09 I won't Nov 04 23:13:16 how do you mean? Nov 04 23:13:27 Oh, I've already accepted I will be quite the nuisance Nov 04 23:13:42 it’s only a nuisance if it isn’t welcomed Nov 04 23:15:13 true Nov 04 23:16:11 I won’t, for example, come to kiss you whilst you are trying to concentrate on things having already ensured my mouth will taste intimately of me and my increasing... Nov 04 23:16:31 That would be terrible indeed Nov 04 23:17:10 That would be a nuisance, wouldn’t it? I especially wouldn’t do it right before you had to endure an hour long meeting with our local vicar... Nov 04 23:18:05 No, that might not be wise... or kind... Nov 04 23:18:28 but I would definitely find that very arousing... Nov 04 23:18:49 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:18:52 A bit too far perhaps Nov 04 23:19:11 Maybe just ten minute meetings? Nov 04 23:19:17 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:19:18 Indeed Nov 04 23:20:32 * Molly smiles. She sends him the image of her very pregnant bringing a small metal bowl of suspiciously shiny strawberries to his desk and putting it in front of him* Nov 04 23:21:05 Definitely not, I'd have to explain why the vicar cant have any Nov 04 23:21:16 * Molly giggles quietly Nov 04 23:21:29 Maybe he’d never realise Nov 04 23:21:44 You'd do that to a man of the cloth? Nov 04 23:22:06 No, of course not, I’m just teasing you Nov 04 23:23:13 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:23:14 Alright Nov 04 23:23:45 Though if I did, he might need to be a man of the cloth afterwards... Nov 04 23:25:51 Oh? Nov 04 23:26:11 I am being extremely rude Nov 04 23:26:27 * Morgan frowns Nov 04 23:26:29 Not sure I see how Nov 04 23:26:45 if the cloth was a cream flannel, for example Nov 04 23:27:24 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:27:25 I see Nov 04 23:27:44 You will be away four nights, I shall pack some for you? Nov 04 23:28:20 No, I don't anticipate being in any sort of mood for that Nov 04 23:28:38 with the dreams you have had lately? Nov 04 23:28:49 With the news I have to carry? Nov 04 23:29:32 That is something we are so dissimilar in. I would find it a pleasant refuge from the stress of things Nov 04 23:30:04 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:30:05 I do not Nov 04 23:30:51 You need a level of emotional calm for it, and for me any emotional storm will increase my desires Nov 04 23:31:04 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:31:10 Yes, I suppose thats right Nov 04 23:31:50 I wonder... if it is alright to ask, was she more like you in that? Nov 04 23:32:05 Oh yes, definitely. Nov 04 23:32:14 * Molly nods Nov 04 23:32:28 I suppose that has both benefits and drawbacks Nov 04 23:32:32 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:32:35 Aye, it did Nov 04 23:33:02 when you were both stressed, there could be quite noticeable dry spells? Nov 04 23:33:44 Yes... though the stress tended to just be mine, with the difficulties with my family Nov 04 23:34:21 But she was not pushy... Did not snap after a certain time of that withdrawing... Nov 04 23:35:31 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 04 23:35:47 No... she was very... gentle. Encouraging but not, as you say, pushy Nov 04 23:35:55 * Molly nods Nov 04 23:36:01 yes, I see Nov 04 23:38:31 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:40:21 * Molly nods thoughtfully, then suddenly shrugs Nov 04 23:40:28 it is what it is Nov 04 23:40:34 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:40:43 I'm not the same as I was then Nov 04 23:41:31 no, and I am not willing to chase a fantasy idealised version of myself that is closer to that Nov 04 23:41:54 Thats not what I want anyway Nov 04 23:42:33 No, you want me, imperfect but also perfect Nov 04 23:42:45 I don't understand Nov 04 23:43:26 I am not perfect, but I’m perfect for you right now, even when I challenge your sexual responses Nov 04 23:43:36 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:43:40 Yes, you are Nov 04 23:45:31 Maybe you’ll tame me, hmm? *she smiles* Nov 04 23:46:08 I hope not Nov 04 23:48:35 No? Even if it meant I was less effected by my emotions? Nov 04 23:48:56 It impart of who you are, part of who I fell in love with Nov 04 23:49:40 There wouldn’t have been the stable if I hadn’t gotten to me emotional breaking point that day! Nov 04 23:49:57 indeed Nov 04 23:50:05 A very sad loss? Nov 04 23:50:26 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:50:26 Yes Nov 04 23:51:22 * Molly kisses him softly “I’ll just have to accept I am always going to be quite the nuisance!” Nov 04 23:51:31 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:52:59 You’re a strong man, you’ll survive it mostly intact... Nov 04 23:53:35 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:53:37 Aye, mostly Nov 04 23:53:57 I can fix a broken pelvis, I’m sure Nov 04 23:54:36 * Morgan nods Nov 04 23:54:39 Most likely