**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Nov 3 07:01:48 2023 Nov 03 07:01:48 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Nov 03 07:02:50 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 03 07:24:53 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Nov 03 07:40:41 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Nov 03 07:41:38 * Molly nods, smiling Nov 03 07:41:38 and you? did you miss me? Nov 03 07:41:38 * Morgan nods Nov 03 07:41:38 I did, yes Nov 03 07:41:38 * Molly places a kiss on his jaw where her mouth is “that’s also nicel Nov 03 07:44:10 * Morgan strokes her hair Nov 03 07:44:25 There was much salacious gossip? Nov 03 07:44:45 * Molly shrugs a little Nov 03 07:44:59 more a sharing of experiences Nov 03 07:45:31 * Morgan nods Nov 03 07:46:39 I got to tell them that my first time was absolutely perfect Nov 03 07:46:52 Was it? Nov 03 07:47:22 yes, my love. you were loving, we were eager, it was blissful Nov 03 07:47:38 * Morgan nods Nov 03 07:47:41 good Nov 03 07:48:32 it wasn’t for you? Nov 03 07:48:40 * Morgan nods Nov 03 07:48:51 Oh it was... but I know it hurt for you Nov 03 07:50:19 I barely remember that discomfort , it was so fleeting, and I was soon experiencing all the pleasure of you within me Nov 03 07:50:29 * Morgan nods, blushing Nov 03 07:52:55 it seems a good first time isn’t that common Nov 03 07:53:00 No? Nov 03 07:55:08 I was extremely lucky to be with you Nov 03 07:56:14 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 07:56:27 maybe. Might have been easier if not for my, as you put it, girth... Nov 03 07:58:37 * Molly giggles Nov 03 07:58:52 easier, perhaps. As pleasurable? no. Nov 03 07:58:58 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 07:59:33 you dislike your intimate proportions? Nov 03 07:59:46 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 08:00:34 An insecurity perhaps... though I've read it is quite common for men to feel that way Nov 03 08:02:38 really?! Nov 03 08:02:44 * Morgan nods Nov 03 08:03:25 wait... do women normally worry about that too?! Nov 03 08:03:50 I've no idea... I'm really the wrong person to ask about that Nov 03 08:04:02 * Molly nods thoughtfully Nov 03 08:04:49 it never occurred to me. I just thought that the differences were just differences, like hair or eye colour! Nov 03 08:05:02 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 08:05:27 * Molly nods, then shrugs Nov 03 08:05:35 I like mine as it is Nov 03 08:06:31 * Morgan nods Nov 03 08:06:36 I like yours as it is Nov 03 08:07:03 * Molly nods Nov 03 08:07:13 it’s tidy Nov 03 08:07:29 * Morgan laughs Nov 03 08:07:39 Not something I had considered Nov 03 08:09:10 * Molly nods Nov 03 08:09:33 I have seen more female genitalia than you have Nov 03 08:09:45 * Morgan nods Nov 03 08:09:49 Yes, you have Nov 03 08:11:08 they’re varied, but I don’t find them at all interesting, except medically Nov 03 08:11:31 * Morgan nods Nov 03 08:12:15 Whereas your I find very interesting indeed Nov 03 08:12:24 Oh? Nov 03 08:13:48 it’s so changeable Nov 03 08:14:02 Changeable? Nov 03 08:14:56 sometimes you’re at rest, sometimes you’re extremely hard, it’s fascinating Nov 03 08:15:43 fascinating... thats not... exactly... what I hoped... Nov 03 08:21:07 * Molly shifts a little to look at him Nov 03 08:21:12 what did you hope? Nov 03 08:21:59 Well... what would you feel if I'd said that... oh, those are your breasts? Very interesting. Nov 03 08:24:03 * Molly smiles Nov 03 08:29:12 if we are talking about the function of them, like nursing, or how the skin bunches when I am aroused or cold, I would agree with you. I thought you were well-aware that I am enamoured and addicted to that part of you Nov 03 08:29:35 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 08:30:36 * Molly watches him “something is wrong tonight? it’s unusual for you to doubt yourself and my feelings this way” Nov 03 08:31:08 Its just... thats not what you said, is it. Nov 03 08:33:12 My love, it is just that not having the same parts it’s very interesting to me, at a biological level, as well as being arousing. I am not alone in that interest and curiosity about how it works, how it feels Nov 03 08:33:26 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 08:33:28 I suppose Nov 03 08:34:28 If I did have one I dread to think how often I would make it rise and fall each day just for the joy of it Nov 03 08:34:52 Its a nuisance Nov 03 08:34:56 why? Nov 03 08:35:59 Because its like it has a mind of its own... Nov 03 08:36:19 * Molly looks thoughtful Nov 03 08:36:31 it isn’t always when I am suggestive? Nov 03 08:36:50 No... sometimes there's no reason for it at all, it just... happens. Nov 03 08:37:31 I wonder why? There must be something in your body that controls it, even if it is nothing at all to do with intimacy Nov 03 08:37:45 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 08:38:21 But it happens often when I am suggestive? Nov 03 08:38:28 * Morgan nods Nov 03 08:38:30 Oh yeah Nov 03 08:38:38 * Molly smiles Nov 03 08:38:44 I like that Nov 03 08:39:45 * Morgan nods, yawning briefly Nov 03 08:40:01 * Molly nods slightly Nov 03 08:40:12 time for sleep, my love? Nov 03 08:40:27 Sorry... been a while since I drank proper ale Nov 03 08:40:38 it’s fine, liebling Nov 03 08:41:25 Edward sends his love, by the way... I meant to mention it earlier Nov 03 08:42:56 * Molly nods, snuggling back up to him Nov 03 08:43:02 that’s nice of him Nov 03 08:43:20 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 08:43:22 I suppose Nov 03 08:44:45 shall I sing you to sleep? Nov 03 08:44:59 please Nov 03 08:48:19 * Molly does so, but he doesn’t really need it, thanks to the ale. **He dreams again of chasing the reddish-brown stag at first in the woods at Hafenlohr, always being just that bit too far behind. It’s a pleasant summer day, not to hot, and he’s peaceful in himself. What wakes him is Molly tensing against him mid-climax, making a quiet noise that he can feel against his chest* Nov 03 08:49:35 * Morgan looks down at her, trying to gauge if she's asleep Nov 03 08:49:42 * Molly is Nov 03 08:49:53 * Morgan yawns, checking the time Nov 03 08:51:11 *it’s only two, the yawn stirs her, and she sleepily strokes his chest “shhhhhh.... ’s okay...” Nov 03 08:51:25 Mmhmm Nov 03 08:51:57 * Molly starts to breathe slower again “sleep...” Nov 03 08:53:22 * Morgan nods, squeezing her gently as he tries to settle again Nov 03 08:54:12 * Molly makes another little sound of enjoyment, and seems to be pretty much fully asleep again Nov 03 08:56:33 * Morgan smiles slightly, trying to sleep Nov 03 08:57:18 **He slips into Molly's dream. He is at the Chapel in Insel, right at the back and it is full. Molly and Seb are stood at the altar again, a baptism. In the front row he sees the back of Jana's hair, the colour immediately recognisable. On her shoulder is the now-healthy looking Sonnenschien, recovered from the illness she had when he last saw Jana in the cottage. Dietlinde and HH are sat further back, his arm along the back of the pew around her. Nov 03 08:58:20 * Morgan sighs, looking round Nov 03 08:58:33 * Molly is now known as Madchen Nov 03 08:58:39 * Madchen is stood beside him Nov 03 08:58:56 Hello little lady. I've missed you Nov 03 08:59:06 * Madchen holds her arms up Nov 03 08:59:13 * Morgan lifts her up Nov 03 08:59:16 miss you Nov 03 09:00:17 * Madchen hasn’t really grown any since he last saw her. The baptism continues, Molly looking happy. Baby Sonnenschien, who could see him last time, is also watching him* Nov 03 09:01:03 I was worried I hadn't seen you. Its been a long time Nov 03 09:03:30 * Madchen cuddles him “Maeshun okay” Nov 03 09:03:58 *As always, she smells like crisp cold snow and fir trees* Nov 03 09:04:57 * Morgan nods, cuddling her Nov 03 09:05:05 Good. I'm back now Nov 03 09:05:12 * Madchen nods Nov 03 09:06:19 *Sonnenschien smiles at him, fidgeting, and Jana tries to gently quiet her* Nov 03 09:06:59 * Morgan smiles Nov 03 09:07:04 She looks much better Nov 03 09:07:36 * Madchen nods “All better” Nov 03 09:08:35 Thats good. I wonder when we'll get to meet you... Nov 03 09:08:52 *Sonnenschien makes a loud noise. Molly looks over with a smile, and Seb whispers something to her that Morgan could try to lip read* Nov 03 09:08:56 one day. Nov 03 09:09:13 * Morgan watches them, trying to work it out Nov 03 09:10:02 *Seb says “Rosenkrantz females are always loud”. Molly smiles slightly, nudging him “pay attention to the priest, Sebastian.” Nov 03 09:10:43 Do you know when your uncle Edward and aunt Mina will have a baby? Nov 03 09:11:01 * Madchen nods, but doesn’t say Nov 03 09:11:56 Would you tell me? Nov 03 09:12:09 *the priest uncovers the baby’s head. the hair is pitch black, even darker than Emil’s, her skin very pale* Nov 03 09:12:28 February Nov 03 09:12:50 Thank you little lady Nov 03 09:13:07 * Madchen nods “See baby?” Nov 03 09:13:46 * Morgan nods, gently kissing Madchens temple before moving closer Nov 03 09:14:42 *He hears a gasp of surprise as he passes into Jana’s line of sight* Nov 03 09:15:15 $sorry. Didn't mean to startle you$ Nov 03 09:15:51 *Jana smiles* $I didn’t think you’d come back$ Nov 03 09:16:13 $Wasn't sure I could$ Nov 03 09:16:39 J: $will you stay until we can leave the chapel?$ Nov 03 09:16:56 $I'll try. I don't get a lot of say in it$ Nov 03 09:18:23 *Jana nods. The baby doesn’t cry even when the priest accidentally gets water in her eyes. Those eyes are an unusual colour, more purple than blue. She blinks, watching Morgan* Nov 03 09:19:00 $Those are some unusual eyes$ Nov 03 09:19:32 $They’re inherited from the first Sonnenschien$ Nov 03 09:19:55 * Morgan nods Nov 03 09:20:02 $eye catching$ Nov 03 09:21:40 *Jana smiles at the joke. The baby is then handed to Molly, who smiles fondly at her* Nov 03 09:23:25 $I'm pleased she is better$ Nov 03 09:24:29 $she is. Molly had the baby that night, on yours and Muti’s couch! there were two babies downstairs when we got up!$ Nov 03 09:24:59 * Morgan laughs Nov 03 09:25:17 $what's the baby's name?$ Nov 03 09:27:06 $Persephone Lily$ Nov 03 09:27:19 $Thats a name and a half$ Nov 03 09:27:36 $I know, but they were adament$ Nov 03 09:28:07 $Why so adamant? It is an important name for them?$ Nov 03 09:29:50 $I think so$ Nov 03 09:29:57 * Morgan nods Nov 03 09:30:05 $well... I can understand that I suppose$ Nov 03 09:30:26 *there’s clapping as it comes to an end* Nov 03 09:32:26 * Morgan looks around Nov 03 09:34:32 *Everyone starts standing up, but the young boys Morgan and Heinzharold are the first out, tearing down the aisle towards the doors with whoops and hollers. Jana looks embarrassed* Nov 03 09:35:06 $Oh they definitely take after their namesakes$ Nov 03 09:35:24 $yes$ Nov 03 09:36:32 *HH moves, grabbing one under each of his arms* “Ah ha! Not today, little rabbits!” Nov 03 09:36:41 * Morgan chuckles Nov 03 09:36:57 $Doesn't quite have the same gravitas as when Grunhelm said it$ Nov 03 09:38:36 *Everyone else starts to file out behind them, but Dietlinde waits for Jana. Though she’s never been able to see him, she looks around the chapel a moment as if she feels like she’s being watched* Nov 03 09:39:14 * Morgan smiles sadly Nov 03 09:39:39 * Madchen kisses his cheek Nov 03 09:42:27 Vati sad Nov 03 09:42:48 * Morgan looks at her, smiling Nov 03 09:42:59 I'm alright little lady Nov 03 09:43:26 *Jana hands Dietlinde Sonnenschien as they walk up the aisle* Nov 03 09:43:55 D: That was a nice service, the hymns were nice Nov 03 09:44:52 * Morgan looks at her for a moment Nov 03 09:45:51 *Dietlinde looks happy. Jana nods* Did Papa sing “Cherries hurt you” rather than “Cherish virtue” again? Nov 03 09:46:22 Dietlinde grimaces slightly before smiling: He always does Nov 03 09:46:40 $Thats because he's basically ten$ Nov 03 09:47:18 *Jana laughs, and whispers to Dietlinde* Vati is here with the red headed girl again Nov 03 09:47:41 $I haven’t told her she is a child you and Molly might have had, like you said before$ Nov 03 09:48:02 $Alright... that'd probably be a bit too weird for her$ Nov 03 09:48:11 D: *she nods* I thought for a moment I could smell his shaving soap Nov 03 09:48:46 *they progress towards the doors* Nov 03 09:49:05 $Its just soap$ Nov 03 09:49:29 $I don’t think she ever bought the same one again$ Nov 03 09:49:42 * Morgan nods Nov 03 09:49:47 $I can understand that$ Nov 03 09:50:53 *With the crowd filing out, Molly, Seb and the baby are left alone at the front of the chapel. He has to make a decision, follow Jana and Dietlinde outside, or stay in the empty chapel with the couple Nov 03 09:51:50 * Morgan frowns, hanging back Nov 03 09:59:52 *Molly sits on the top step, holding the baby. Seb sits beside her* Nov 03 10:00:03 S: That was the last baptism Nov 03 10:01:16 *Molly nods* I cannot undo it. And thirteen is plenty Nov 03 10:01:45 * Morgan cuddles Madchen a little tighter Nov 03 10:01:53 S: *he sighs* I suppose so Nov 03 10:02:46 *Molly strokes the baby’s face* Thirteenth of thirteen, out of the thirteenth of thirteen... Nov 03 10:03:15 * Morgan sits down, watching them Nov 03 10:03:42 S: Is That why she’s mute, do you think? Nov 03 10:06:04 M: *she shakes her head* No. I think it’ll be for a reason, when we face what is coming Nov 03 10:08:09 Do -you- know why she's mute? Nov 03 10:08:41 * Madchen shakes her head Nov 03 10:10:05 * Morgan nods, kissing her crown Nov 03 10:10:13 S: We’re on the worst of their tracks Nov 03 10:11:17 * Morgan watches them sympathetically, looking to the baby Nov 03 10:12:30 M: I know. But I can’t imagine any of the other options, ones where Jana is gone and Tomas never existed. I’ve dreamt them, but they’re not real Nov 03 10:13:10 * Morgan sighs Nov 03 10:13:13 That is difficult Nov 03 10:13:20 Seb looks jealous: When you’re her father’s wife instead. Nov 03 10:14:39 * Madchen kisses his cheek again. Molly’s expression is kept neutral, but Morgan’s talent means he can see a micro expression of recollection and desire in it Nov 03 10:16:02 M: I’ve told you Seb, it’s just dreams. I can’t control that. If you want to blame anyone, blame the Nibelungen for not being able to fix it. Nov 03 10:17:08 *The baby in her arms doesn’t seem bothered by the tension of her parents, instead looking at Morgan with those unusual eyes Nov 03 10:17:46 *Molly’s micro-expression shows some deceit, but also guilt, something he doesn’t usually see* Nov 03 10:18:01 * Morgan looks down at the baby Nov 03 10:18:05 What do you reckon kid? Nov 03 10:18:23 S: Let’s not spoil the day by talking about this again. Nov 03 10:18:57 *The baby smiles a little. Her eyes feel like they reach into his soul* Nov 03 10:19:39 Mama sad. Nov 03 10:20:04 * Morgan nods Nov 03 10:20:07 Yes, she is Nov 03 10:20:14 Mama should forget? Nov 03 10:20:20 * Morgan moves closer, looking closely at the child Nov 03 10:20:29 Forget? Nov 03 10:21:13 *What he notices is that the purple-blue of her irises don’t seem static, they seem to slowly blend and swirl* Nov 03 10:21:18 forget dream Nov 03 10:21:51 That might be best... Nov 03 10:22:14 You don't need to make a noise to speak, do you kid? Nov 03 10:23:30 *he feels the words rather than hears them, her voice is like a siren’s melody* ~no~ Nov 03 10:25:03 Thought not. Nov 03 10:25:49 *Molly stands up with the baby, which brings her closer to Morgan* Nov 03 10:26:46 M: We’ll go to the party now Nov 03 10:28:23 What else can you do kid? You know who and where I am? Nov 03 10:30:20 ~yes, you are the Father Of Mages, The Broken Warrior, The Righteous Man~ Nov 03 10:31:24 *Molly walks right through him, and he can smell the lingering scent of her pregnancy and nursing* Nov 03 10:31:57 * Morgan shudders before following her Nov 03 10:32:00 Thats disconcerting Nov 03 10:33:06 Alright kid... what's your role in this? Nov 03 10:35:34 * Madchen huffs beside him Nov 03 10:35:44 What's wrong little lady? Nov 03 10:35:59 Maeshun boring now. Nov 03 10:36:27 * Morgan kisses her hand Nov 03 10:36:50 never. Never ever. Nov 03 10:37:10 ~I am part of the convergence, possibly.~ Nov 03 10:38:00 *Molly continues walking. Jana opens the main door, looking in* Nov 03 10:38:27 Thats not confusing at all, is it Madchen? Nov 03 10:38:45 * Madchen is looking increasingly sulky Nov 03 10:39:59 My Vati. Nov 03 10:40:59 Yes, and the day you come I will be so wonderfully happy Nov 03 10:41:32 J: $I thought you’d gone$ Nov 03 10:41:52 $No, just... listening$ Nov 03 10:42:11 J: $eavesdropping.$ Nov 03 10:42:42 $Hazard of my old occupation$ Nov 03 10:43:08 Shall we go sit outside with Jana? Nov 03 10:45:15 * Madchen nods Nov 03 10:46:11 * Morgan nods, carrying her outside Nov 03 10:47:05 What do you reckon, little lady, is -she- going to join us one day? Nov 03 10:48:27 * Madchen sighs “one day.” Nov 03 10:48:47 Ah... I felt the same when your uncle was born Nov 03 10:48:54 * Madchen nods Nov 03 10:50:04 *there’s a big tent outside, and people eating. Dietlinde is sat alone on a low wall, watching out to the sea behind the house, but Jana is at his side Nov 03 10:50:20 $is your mother alright?$ Nov 03 10:50:43 Thats normal little lady... but my parents love me just as much as before he came along Nov 03 10:52:50 $she’s trying to decide if she should speak to you, or if it would be against Theus’ wishes$ Nov 03 10:53:06 * Morgan nods Nov 03 10:53:08 * Madchen just cuddles tighter “Mine” Nov 03 10:53:18 * Morgan cuddles Madchen tighter Nov 03 10:53:22 Its alright little lady Nov 03 10:53:48 $Its difficult$ Nov 03 10:55:53 $she’s very committed$ Nov 03 10:56:15 $She always was$ Nov 03 10:59:17 *He sees Molly and Seb with the baby, accepting all the congratulations and looking like a blissfully happy couple, their conflict concealed from the world* Nov 03 10:59:39 $maybe I could pass on a message instead?$ Nov 03 11:00:18 $I think, if she didn't think Theus would allow it, it'd be skating a little too close to that line of disobedience for her$ Nov 03 11:02:04 $but what if you don’t come back?$ *she looks concerned about that* Nov 03 11:03:15 $That is a risk I'm afraid$ Nov 03 11:04:17 *Jana nods sadly. HH is chasing the twins around* Nov 03 11:05:02 $Perhaps... if I don't return, and she comes to feel she -could- have talked to me... perhaps tell her how proud I am of her?$ Nov 03 11:05:34 $proud?$ Nov 03 11:05:45 $Look at the woman she's raised$ Nov 03 11:07:59 $thank you$ Nov 03 11:08:22 * Madchen rests her head on his shoulder Nov 03 11:09:02 $What you've both been through. It would break a lot of people$ Nov 03 11:09:51 $Muti had her faith, and we had Papa and our families$ Nov 03 11:10:06 * Morgan nods Nov 03 11:10:20 $Good. It does not do to be alone in times like that$ Nov 03 11:13:55 *Jana looks over at her mother, whose hands are clasped as she talks silently. she did that sometimes when praying, forgetting her surroundings Nov 03 11:14:14 $Talking to Theus for guidance$ Nov 03 11:14:21 * Morgan strokes Madchens hair Nov 03 11:15:37 $do you want to speak to her, or is it too sad?$ Nov 03 11:15:49 * Madchen kisses his cheek Nov 03 11:16:11 $I'd like to but... not if its too much for her$ Nov 03 11:16:28 I notice you do that when you think I might be sad.... Nov 03 11:17:53 Make Vati feel better Nov 03 11:18:10 * Morgan smiles, nodding Nov 03 11:18:12 It does Nov 03 11:18:26 $I’ll see$ *she goes over to Dietlinde* Nov 03 11:18:54 Vati saying goodbye? Nov 03 11:19:13 Will it mean I can't come back? Cant see you? Nov 03 11:22:07 See Maeshun again. Don’t know come back. Never know come back here Nov 03 11:22:46 Then I'd best say goodbye Nov 03 11:24:00 * Madchen nods Nov 03 11:24:20 Goodbye people, goodbye sail Nov 03 11:24:35 * Morgan nods, looking sad Nov 03 11:24:39 Yes... thats right. Nov 03 11:26:28 * Madchen nods, kissing his cheek. Jana motions him over Nov 03 11:26:37 * Morgan goes over Nov 03 11:27:09 J: $whatever you say that’s married people talk, I’ll pretend I never heard it, I promise$ Nov 03 11:27:39 * Morgan nods Nov 03 11:29:24 $Alright. Tell her I'm here and she is always in my heart?$ Nov 03 11:29:31 *Dietlinde looks a little nervous* Will he hear me, even if I don’t hear him? Nov 03 11:29:51 * Madchen is now known as Dietlinde Nov 03 11:30:26 J: he will. He says he’s here, and you are always in his heart Nov 03 11:31:01 * Dietlinde nods, smiling, but he can already see the tears there in her eyes Nov 03 11:31:28 *Madchen hugs Morgan tighter* Nov 03 11:31:52 Its alright little lady Nov 03 11:32:30 $can you tell her what I said, that I'm proud of her for not giving up, for raising you to be such a wonderful young woman?$ Nov 03 11:32:40 You’ve always been in mine Morgan, and I’ve always prayed for you, every day Nov 03 11:34:03 Jana nods a little: he says he’s proud of you for not giving up, and for raising me to be such a wonderful young woman Nov 03 11:34:31 * Dietlinde nods, smiling “She was always going to be, because she’s half you” Nov 03 11:35:12 $Well, she does have a point there...$ Nov 03 11:35:41 J: he says you do have a point there Nov 03 11:35:55 * Dietlinde nods, looking thoughtful Nov 03 11:36:16 I hope it didn’t hurt you, Heinzharold and I marrying Nov 03 11:37:03 $No... you have to move on, to find happiness. I'm pleased that you did.$ Nov 03 11:37:16 *Jana relays this* Nov 03 11:37:50 We worried you’d be angry, and that maybe that’s why you haven’t gone to Him yet Nov 03 11:39:07 $Oh Schattzen, no. I'm not sure when I'll go, but I have not remained because I'm angry. I wouldn't want you facing this world alone, and HeinzHarold, he's the best man there is$ Nov 03 11:40:25 * Dietlinde pulls out her handkerchief, it’s so old and thin now, but it still has the initials DK, not DH. Nov 03 11:40:54 He is, but only since you were gone. Nov 03 11:41:15 $You make eachother happy?$ Nov 03 11:42:59 *Jana keeps being the bridge between them* Nov 03 11:43:13 We’re very happy Nov 03 11:43:35 $Good. I wish you to be happy, and loved$ Nov 03 11:45:24 I am. I’m settled and at peace. I wish you were. Nov 03 11:46:30 $I am, after a fashion. I am not in turmoil here$ Nov 03 11:48:37 *HH comes over* hey, what’s wrong honey? Nov 03 11:49:03 * Dietlinde wipes her eyes “Jana is helping me talk to Morgan” Nov 03 11:49:21 HH nods a little: Yeah? Nov 03 11:49:59 $He is good for her$ Nov 03 11:50:54 J: He says you’re good for her, Papa Nov 03 11:51:30 HH shrugs: I just tried my best to be a man you’d be proud of, man Nov 03 11:51:57 $Da would be proud of you$ Nov 03 11:53:25 J: he says Da would be proud of you Nov 03 11:53:37 HH looks touched: Thanks man Nov 03 11:54:04 *there is a chiming sound. Madchen says “oh no, chimes!” Nov 03 11:54:24 * Morgan sighs, looking to Jana Nov 03 11:54:50 $Its time for me to go. I don't know if I can come back, but... I want you to remember I love you all$ Nov 03 11:56:16 *she tells the others this* Nov 03 11:57:00 HH: Love you man, if you’re heading up to the big big house, see if they’ve got any blokners, yeah? Nov 03 11:57:24 * Morgan nods, looking down at Madchen Nov 03 11:57:27 Time to go little lady Nov 03 11:58:44 * Dietlinde doesn’t speak aloud but she knows he can lip read well, and so that his how she communicates “I love you, Morgan. Nothing is the same as first love” Nov 03 11:58:53 J: I love you Vati Nov 03 12:00:01 *Madchen kisses his cheek* Maeshun see Vati soon, love Vati Nov 03 12:00:16 I love you too little lady Nov 03 12:00:25 * Morgan takes one last look at them all before trying to wake up Nov 03 12:02:08 *he manages it. Molly is still where she was on his chest* Nov 03 12:27:49 * Dietlinde has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 03 13:02:56 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 03 13:31:49 * Molly (~u931732@192.168.1.127) has joined Nov 03 13:31:56 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Nov 03 13:32:58 Time to go little lady Nov 03 13:32:58 * Dietlinde doesn’t speak aloud but she knows he can lip read well, and so that his how she communicates “I love you, Morgan. Nothing is the same as first love” Nov 03 13:32:58 J: I love you Vati Nov 03 13:32:58 *Madchen kisses his cheek* Maeshun see Vati soon, love Vati Nov 03 13:33:01 I love you too little lady Nov 03 13:33:03 * Morgan takes one last look at them all before trying to wake up Nov 03 13:33:05 *he manages it. Molly is still where she was on his chest* Nov 03 13:35:40 * Morgan sighs, gently climbing out of bed Nov 03 13:37:40 * Molly doesn’t wake Nov 03 13:38:25 * Morgan pulls his clothes on, going to get coffee Nov 03 13:39:14 *though Inga is normally here, there’s no sign of her* Nov 03 13:39:49 * Morgan goes on deck, looking up at the rigging Nov 03 13:40:00 * Molly is now known as Claudia Nov 03 13:40:11 * Claudia is up there already Nov 03 13:41:21 * Morgan climbs up, settling near her Nov 03 13:44:10 * Claudia smiles a little Nov 03 13:44:12 hey Nov 03 13:44:17 hey Nov 03 13:44:34 weird without waves Nov 03 13:44:48 * Morgan nods Nov 03 13:45:54 good night? Nov 03 13:46:12 Uhh... yes and no. you? Nov 03 13:46:19 * Claudia nods Nov 03 13:46:30 yeah, pretty good Nov 03 13:46:39 * Morgan nods Nov 03 13:46:45 Uinise ok? Nov 03 13:46:58 * Claudia smiles slightly again Nov 03 13:46:59 yes Nov 03 13:47:19 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Nov 03 13:47:40 I heard there was a lot of girl talk Nov 03 13:47:56 So I'm told Nov 03 13:48:31 I had to reassure her that she wasn’t in trouble for talking about her first time Nov 03 13:48:48 She thought she would be? Nov 03 13:52:10 She doesn’t always remember that what she is is not what they are used to Nov 03 13:52:27 Unwaveringly blunt and into women? Nov 03 13:54:44 yes Nov 03 13:55:02 Perhaps it shows she is comfortable with them, though... Nov 03 13:55:07 * Claudia nods Nov 03 13:55:41 It’s not actually fair. Why the fuck shouldn’t she just be allowed to be who she is, and make love like she does? Nov 03 13:55:57 You do realise I agree with you, yes? Nov 03 13:56:25 yes, but before her, I was more used to hiding it, and feeling ashamed, I guess Nov 03 13:56:42 * Morgan turns, looking at her solemnly Nov 03 13:56:50 Have I ever made you feel that way about it? Nov 03 13:58:08 Made me? no Nov 03 13:58:18 * Morgan looks genuinely relieved Nov 03 13:58:33 It isn't fair... it isn't -right- Nov 03 13:58:53 You’ve been good about it, all through. My shame has been my own doing Nov 03 14:00:13 No, I don't think so... you'd feel no shame about it if it was accepted like it is in Capperlucia Nov 03 14:02:37 No, I wouldn’t. She had a great first time, why should she have to hide that away when other women talk about their firsts, which were pretty awful and male-centric Nov 03 14:02:51 I agree Nov 03 14:04:02 * Claudia nods “Did you hear about Elsie?” Nov 03 14:04:47 Having been with a woman? Yeah, briefly Nov 03 14:06:41 Just the once apparently, for pay, and she didn’t like the taste *shes watching Morgan with an uncommon smirk* Nov 03 14:07:39 Saint Morgan of purijtytown would say... what taste... Nov 03 14:08:31 * Claudia laughs “I would put my mouth -where-?!” Nov 03 14:08:50 Quite so Nov 03 14:09:45 Heinzharold would probably say “it’s the only place to put it when she’s sat on your face” Nov 03 14:10:00 That sounds about right, yep Nov 03 14:10:10 * Claudia nods Nov 03 14:10:17 where did he go, anyway? Nov 03 14:10:29 He and Inga went off to a tavern where she could be loud Nov 03 14:14:35 * Claudia nods Nov 03 14:14:45 envious? Nov 03 14:14:58 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 14:15:02 A little, yes Nov 03 14:16:13 with Molly, not Inga, naturally Nov 03 14:16:45 obviously Nov 03 14:17:47 Harder for you though Nov 03 14:18:11 Why's that? Nov 03 14:19:13 You’re more recognisable Nov 03 14:19:26 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 14:19:32 Kaufmann didn't think so Nov 03 14:22:54 you saw him? did -she- see him? Nov 03 14:23:02 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:23:07 Nothing happened Nov 03 14:25:05 * Claudia looks surprised Nov 03 14:25:19 Me and Heinzharold have been anticipating some trouble there Nov 03 14:25:30 There was going to be. I wasn't having that Nov 03 14:25:40 * Claudia nods Nov 03 14:25:53 He didn’t have a clue it was you? Nov 03 14:26:40 Not to start with, no. He's still as petty as he always was Nov 03 14:28:05 you’d hope it’d have improved him Nov 03 14:28:13 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:28:32 Apparently not. I chose not to make an issue of it Nov 03 14:30:57 * Claudia nods Nov 03 14:31:26 Yeah. I’m impressed. I’ve never been able to walk away from people that hurt me easily Nov 03 14:31:50 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:32:27 I'm half tempted to contact the club he works at and request he be removed but... what's the point in antagonising him? I might ask for membership though, just... just to make him a bit nervous Nov 03 14:33:55 * Claudia nods Nov 03 14:34:03 I like the threat Nov 03 14:34:23 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:34:34 I might do that Nov 03 14:36:49 I’d just beat him until he cried Nov 03 14:37:08 You'd only get to hit him twice in that case Nov 03 14:39:01 * Claudia laughs Nov 03 14:39:06 it’d be worth it Nov 03 14:39:16 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:39:19 yeah Nov 03 14:42:23 Still got some time Nov 03 14:42:31 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 03 14:42:46 I got my revenge by being the better man Nov 03 14:43:57 * Claudia shrugs “it works for you, I’m glad” Nov 03 14:44:12 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:44:18 Of course, if he causes any trouble... Nov 03 14:45:22 * Claudia grins “oh please let him cause some trouble!” Nov 03 14:47:06 * Morgan sips his coffee Nov 03 14:47:16 Ready to spent a day on a boat with men who think they're sailors? Nov 03 14:48:05 I’m not even ready to spend a day on a boat with men. Nov 03 14:48:17 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:50:01 what about you? Nov 03 14:50:26 Not really... its a day for goodbyes. Nov 03 14:51:33 * Claudia nods Nov 03 14:51:46 We won’t see Sorgi for months Nov 03 14:52:19 yeah Nov 03 14:53:50 I’ll miss him Nov 03 14:54:02 * Morgan nods Nov 03 14:54:04 Me too Nov 03 14:54:26 * Claudia nods. It’s getting lighter Nov 03 14:54:51 Best start hauling things up. Trust Heinzharold to not be here for the hard work Nov 03 14:56:06 * Morgan nods, finishing his coffee Nov 03 14:56:09 I know, right... Nov 03 14:57:02 You staying to help, or do you need to be down below? Nov 03 14:57:25 I'll help a while before I get the others rounded up and ready Nov 03 15:01:08 * Claudia nods. The bulk of the work happens in the first hour, ending up with five cribs and four nursing chairs as well as trunks and crates full of things to either go to Hafenlohr of Fischler. Witts is surveying it in the morning light “that’s a lot of cribs, I thought you only had one child?” Nov 03 15:02:08 My late wife's parents are expecting twins... I thought it right we make them for them Nov 03 15:03:22 *Witts nods. HH and Inga come up the gangplank, touching the horse shoe. Crew move around, carrying things onto the dock Nov 03 15:03:27 * Claudia is now known as HH Nov 03 15:03:30 Mornin’ Nov 03 15:04:11 hey Nov 03 15:08:55 *Inga smiles, subtly pushing up one sleeve to flash Morgan her unmarked arm* Nov 03 15:09:04 how you doin’, man? Nov 03 15:09:26 * Morgan smiles faintly Nov 03 15:09:41 I'm alright. You pair have fun? Nov 03 15:11:03 * HH glances at Inga with a grin before nodding Nov 03 15:11:14 oh yeah. how was yer night? Nov 03 15:11:51 * Morgan shrugs noncommittally Nov 03 15:12:21 Not bad. Up to date on everything fleet wise, then came back here to sleep Nov 03 15:13:08 *Inga giggles* I don’t think that was the plan! Nov 03 15:13:23 No, it wasn't, but someone was asleep when I got back Nov 03 15:16:12 I Reck’n we could look after the kids for thirty seconds... Nov 03 15:16:47 Thanks but we gotta get moving Nov 03 15:18:49 * HH nods Nov 03 15:18:52 roger that Nov 03 15:19:56 * Morgan nods Nov 03 15:21:16 I: I’m going to go and help Molly Nov 03 15:21:42 Alright love Nov 03 15:21:57 * HH nods, kissing her before she goes. He watches her with a smile Nov 03 15:22:13 Gone to dissect my performance, y’ reckon? Nov 03 15:22:23 Yep... or gather gossip Nov 03 15:24:16 * HH nods Nov 03 15:24:31 As long as they’re ready t’ go on time Nov 03 15:24:36 * Morgan nods Nov 03 15:24:38 Need to be Nov 03 15:26:52 don’t wanna waste an extra day, man, not when we’re so close Nov 03 15:27:08 No, I know... if you're worried, go give them the hurry up Nov 03 15:28:31 nah, I’ll work an’ let them chat Nov 03 15:29:00 * Morgan nods, getting back to work Nov 03 15:31:24 * HH works with him. There’s soon two carts full to be moved down to the ferry, and the crew get going with it. it’s half after eight, and time for them to have a last breakfast before they go to the study Nov 03 15:31:31 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 03 15:33:02 * Molly has everything here in hand, it’s quite empty feeling now, a bit echoey as the children play. She’s sat on the window seat with Emil, everyone has their coats on and bags to hand Nov 03 15:33:16 * Molly looks to him “Is it time now?” Nov 03 15:33:24 * Morgan nods Nov 03 15:33:28 Yeah, time to go Nov 03 15:34:21 *Everyone else is swiftly out of the room, and Inga takes Emil. Molly looks around the now-empty study a moment* Nov 03 15:34:27 Oh... Nov 03 15:34:35 I know love Nov 03 15:35:18 * Molly ‘s bottom lip wavers “I thought I was alright about this...” Nov 03 15:35:33 * Morgan nods, pulling her into his arms Nov 03 15:36:25 Its worse than saying goodbye to the cottage Nov 03 15:37:39 * Molly nods, sobbing “it is!” Nov 03 15:37:50 * Morgan nods, rocking her a little Nov 03 15:38:15 I know. But its time to move on, time to start getting our new home in order Nov 03 15:40:06 * Molly nods Nov 03 15:40:45 She... she’s been the freedom I craved and the security I needed then... Nov 03 15:40:53 * Morgan nods Nov 03 15:42:02 what if I can’t let go?! *she holds tighter* Nov 03 15:42:36 I'm sorry love but the plain fact of it is that... if you want that future with me, with our sons.... You have to. Nov 03 15:43:15 * Molly nods, breathing slowly “I know... I’m sorry. It’s just... it’s never going to be the same” Nov 03 15:43:24 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 03 15:43:27 No... no it won't Nov 03 15:44:56 so much happened here, from the first day we found her and explored her together, when I didn’t know how long we had, and then all the wonderful things we’ve seen on her, and all the love we’ve made here, and Emil, and being a family of four... Nov 03 15:45:13 * Morgan nods Nov 03 15:45:46 And now we have to let her carry on serving us while we grow our family in Hafenlohr... which we can explore together, make love in, swim in the lake... Nov 03 15:45:58 * Molly nods Nov 03 15:46:49 you’re right. *she sniffs, wiping her eyes* I’m being too sentimental Nov 03 15:47:08 No, love, not at all... grief is grief... but you need to see what we're leaving her -for- Nov 03 15:50:05 * Molly nods, stretching up to kiss him. Her pressure is firm, intense Nov 03 15:50:20 * Morgan doesn't stop her Nov 03 15:51:51 * Molly grasps at his back, but soon lets him go Nov 03 15:52:02 okay, we can’t miss the ferry Nov 03 15:52:11 No, we really can't Nov 03 15:53:54 * Molly nods, wiping her eyes “Sorry” Nov 03 15:54:01 Don't be. Its understandable Nov 03 15:56:53 * Molly takes a steaming breath “okay, we need to go” Nov 03 15:57:00 steadying * Nov 03 15:57:06 * Morgan nods, taking her hand Nov 03 15:57:09 Alright, come on Nov 03 16:00:20 * Molly squeezes it, holding tight as they go out, through the hall and up the stairs. Sorgi is stood on the deck, all their things cleared off. He looks at Molly before looking sadly at Morgan* S: I’ll send word when we arrive in June, m’Lord Nov 03 16:01:14 * Morgan steps in, embracing him in a firm hug Nov 03 16:01:20 Be careful my friend. Nov 03 16:01:49 *Sorgi hugs him the same* And you, m’Lord Nov 03 16:02:07 * Morgan lets go Nov 03 16:02:24 Molly cousin wants to go to Capperlucia... we'll arrange it for the future, but he'll want to work Nov 03 16:03:01 S: Once a sailor always a sailor Nov 03 16:03:10 * Morgan nods sadly Nov 03 16:03:23 I'd like Brun to accompany us to the ferry... couple of things I need to go over with him Nov 03 16:04:28 * Molly crouches down a little away from them, her hand on the deck, just like she had the first time they boarded, and whenever a journey starts and ends, speaking quietly. Sorgi watches her paternally* S: I’ll send him Nov 03 16:04:59 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:05:04 She's finding this very difficult Nov 03 16:06:31 S: she’s got a loving heart, and it’s always harder on those people Nov 03 16:06:44 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:10:23 * Molly takes a deep breath before coming to Sorgi and hugging him “Sorgi... I simply cannot thank you enough for everything. Take care of yourself, and our girl please” Nov 03 16:11:02 *Sorgi holds her protectively* you have my word, m’Lady Nov 03 16:11:10 * Morgan moves away slightly, surrepticiously placing his palm against the mast as he waits Nov 03 16:12:11 * Molly pulls away after a few moments, smiling a little “I look forward to reading about your continuing adventures on the seas” Nov 03 16:12:50 S: *he nods* I’ll write as often as I can, m’Lady Nov 03 16:13:57 * Molly nods, and goes to wait by the gangplank for Morgan, to finish their time on the ship as they started it, together. Nov 03 16:14:45 * Morgan mutters "goodbye lassie" as he pushes himself from the mast, going to Molly Nov 03 16:15:16 * Molly squares her shoulders, chin up “Alright, my love, let’s go” Nov 03 16:15:29 * Morgan nods, taking her hand and leading her from the ship Nov 03 16:16:52 * Molly glances back up at it a moment before taking a deep breath. The others are waiting for them, and she finds a smile for them all, especially Varick who is on HH’s shoulders Nov 03 16:17:43 HH: *he looks at them before gesturing* $ah man.$ Nov 03 16:18:16 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 03 16:18:20 $yeah$ Nov 03 16:20:56 *Brun catches up quickly, and Inga offers her arm to Molly so Morgan can talk to him. Molly goes, but he sees those squared shoulders and lifted chin still as she chats with all the others. They make a motley crew, with children, bags, Captain Ulysses and Bir in seperate carrying boxes. The only one missing is Claudia* Nov 03 16:21:04 * Molly is now known as Brun Nov 03 16:21:24 Where's Claudia? Nov 03 16:21:47 Just saying bye to Sorgi. You wanted me, Cap’n, uh, my Lord? Nov 03 16:22:06 * Morgan nods, sighing Nov 03 16:23:22 You'll be living in the duchesses house in Capperlucia... I think I've said that before... the really important thing, Brun... there's a lot of magic use over there, its entirely normal. You need to get used to it and accept it. Nov 03 16:26:15 * Brun nods “I’ve spoken to the Envoy about it, and I’m going to meet some people there who can help me with it, my Lord” Nov 03 16:26:33 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:27:36 Good. I'll write next time the Rose is in port. There is work for you to do there... but there is something I want you to do that is, in my view, vitally important. Nov 03 16:28:18 My Lord? Nov 03 16:28:25 * Morgan stops, looking at him Nov 03 16:28:38 Find happiness. Otherwise, what's the point of any of it Nov 03 16:29:51 * Brun nods. The poor man looks to be stoically trying to hold it together “thank you for the opportunity, my Lord. I won’t let you down “ Nov 03 16:30:30 * Morgan nods, looking at him seriously Nov 03 16:31:56 You deserved better, Brun. You'll have better there... but... stay away from the dragons, for you are crunchy and probably taste good to them Nov 03 16:32:22 * Brun laughs “I will” Nov 03 16:34:23 * Morgan offers his hand, shaking Bruns firmly Nov 03 16:34:25 Take care Nov 03 16:35:05 * Brun does likewise “And you, my Lord” Nov 03 16:35:54 If you see Claudia tell her if she misses the ferry, she'll have to swim across Nov 03 16:37:59 * Brun looks a little wary “I will” Nov 03 16:38:10 Ok, tell her -I- said that Nov 03 16:39:07 * Brun nods “Yes my Lord” he bows before jogging off towards the Rose Nov 03 16:41:06 * Morgan watches him for a moment before going to catch the others Nov 03 16:42:44 *The others are getting on the ferry. Florrie and Varick are excited, and Alice seems to be in charge of them. Emil is with Inga. HH is talking to the ferry man and is taking room keys. James and Elsie have Thomas, and Molly has the carriers for the pets* Nov 03 16:43:50 * Morgan moves to help Molly Nov 03 16:44:02 * Brun is now known as Molly Nov 03 16:44:40 * Molly thanks him, giving him Bir who is heavier, and then takes the key from HH Nov 03 16:44:58 I want to get them in the room and settled before we get moving Nov 03 16:45:06 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:45:08 Good idea Nov 03 16:48:17 * Molly nods, heading below. she finds the cabin, with four bunks, two high, two low Nov 03 16:48:38 Romantic Nov 03 16:48:50 * Molly giggles Nov 03 16:49:25 Maybe we’ll have to make some romance on the deck when it’s fully dark. this will do us for the night? Nov 03 16:49:37 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:49:41 Its only one night, we'll manage Nov 03 16:50:16 * Molly nods, putting Ulysses down “I hope the others all manage with their rooms” Nov 03 16:50:42 Its only the one night, if they cant manage that they need a word with themselves Nov 03 16:50:50 * Molly nods Nov 03 16:51:07 Do you want me to go back up for the bags? Nov 03 16:51:32 No, I'll go. You take a few minutes Nov 03 16:51:43 * Molly smiles a little Nov 03 16:51:45 thank you Nov 03 16:53:37 * Morgan nods, putting Bir down and kissing Molly's forehead before heading back up to the others Nov 03 16:55:18 * Molly is now known as Varick Nov 03 16:55:51 * Varick is excited “Vati, this boat is really good, it’s got benches for sitting outside!” Nov 03 16:56:11 HH: $you need a minute, man?$ Nov 03 16:56:20 $I've managed so far$ Nov 03 16:56:36 HH: $she okay?$ Nov 03 16:56:52 Well, yes... last time I used this ferry, uncle Edward and I sat up here talking and looking at the stars... he stayed near the middle because he's afraid of the water Nov 03 16:57:01 $Not especially. But she will be$ Nov 03 16:57:09 He needs to learn to swim Nov 03 16:57:15 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:57:17 Yes, he does Nov 03 16:57:33 $let her have a big cry, then she’ll feel better. works with Inga$ Nov 03 16:58:24 $yeah, I reckon thats what she needs$ Nov 03 17:02:34 HH: Best finds the rooms, got about half hour before we sail Nov 03 17:03:00 Hardly the height of sailing... Nov 03 17:04:58 *HH nods* Yeah, but at least it’s pretty fast Nov 03 17:05:36 * Morgan pulls a face, picking up the bags Nov 03 17:07:36 HH: like, faster than normal ships fast. Nov 03 17:07:51 Think all of mine are faster, except maybe the wench Nov 03 17:08:18 HH, quietly: Pity, the fastest wenches are the best Nov 03 17:08:42 So I'm told Nov 03 17:12:28 *They go on downstairs. HH encourages Varick to bounce on his and Inga’s beds to buy a bit more time before the boy wants to see his own room Nov 03 17:12:58 * Morgan nods to HeinzHarold, taking the bags to his own room Nov 03 17:13:17 * Varick is now known as Molly Nov 03 17:14:43 * Molly is sat on the edge of one bunk. Ulysses is on her lap, and Bir is sat beside her Nov 03 17:15:08 * Morgan kneels in front of her Nov 03 17:15:16 Its alright, we've got a few minutes... you can let it out Nov 03 17:17:42 * Molly just leans in and kisses him Nov 03 17:18:53 Thats not what I was expecting... Nov 03 17:20:05 sorry. I’ve cried up a storm already, and I’m done Nov 03 17:20:51 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:20:53 Alright love Nov 03 17:21:34 * Molly opens her arms to him Nov 03 17:21:50 * Morgan wraps his arms around her Nov 03 17:21:54 the same offer applies, my love Nov 03 17:22:02 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:22:05 I cant... not yet Nov 03 17:22:16 yes, you can, it’s just us Nov 03 17:23:04 No... I'm not ready to feel it just yet Nov 03 17:23:15 * Molly nods Nov 03 17:23:54 As soon as you’re ready, I’ll tell Inga you’re going to swive me royally and she’ll need to have the boys... Nov 03 17:24:06 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:24:09 Aye, alright Nov 03 17:24:20 * Molly kisses him gently Nov 03 17:24:28 I love you Nov 03 17:24:46 And I you Nov 03 17:25:06 * Molly lets go “I need to find Emil” Nov 03 17:25:16 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:25:22 Alright... I'll come with you Nov 03 17:25:27 * Molly nods Nov 03 17:25:57 My bubbies still don’t understand that anyone crying cannot be fixed with suckling them, even me! Nov 03 17:26:24 * Morgan nods, standing up Nov 03 17:26:31 What do you remember of your dreams? Nov 03 17:27:06 oh uhhh... nothing late in the night, and just something rude at the beginning Nov 03 17:28:15 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:28:23 I woke up to you climaxing beside me Nov 03 17:29:33 I’m sorry Nov 03 17:29:38 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 17:29:40 I'm not Nov 03 17:30:47 no? Nov 03 17:35:13 No... Nov 03 17:36:01 but...? Nov 03 17:36:17 Why would I be sorry about it? Nov 03 17:36:41 disturbing your sleep Nov 03 17:37:23 Oh, no, I don't think you did... I was having a strange dream of following a red stag through a forest again Nov 03 17:45:04 * Molly nods Nov 03 17:45:12 alright, that’s good then Nov 03 17:47:22 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:47:49 it’s odd you keep dreaming of that Nov 03 17:48:27 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:48:33 Haven't gotten anywhere near figuring it out Nov 03 17:50:00 * Molly nods Nov 03 17:50:28 I wasn’t dreaming of Seb, incase you were worrying Nov 03 17:51:52 Not really. Nov 03 17:51:58 * Molly smiles Nov 03 17:52:00 good Nov 03 17:55:06 when everything is more settled, I’ll show you, if you wish Nov 03 17:55:12 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:55:15 If you like Nov 03 17:57:36 * Molly watches him a moment “shall we go?” Nov 03 17:57:46 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:57:54 I know when Edward and Mina will have a child Nov 03 17:58:06 * Molly looks excited Nov 03 17:58:08 do you? Nov 03 17:59:23 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:59:25 I do Nov 03 17:59:41 when is it? Nov 03 18:00:03 You're sure you wish to know? Nov 03 18:00:12 * Molly nods excitedly Nov 03 18:00:15 definitely! Nov 03 18:00:43 February Nov 03 18:01:06 * Molly squeals “That’s so exciting! They are going to conceive next month!” Nov 03 18:01:20 I suppose so, yes Nov 03 18:03:15 that’s wonderful, don’t you think?! Nov 03 18:03:26 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:03:28 I do Nov 03 18:04:32 It does mean her course will come this month, but then it will be baby time! Nov 03 18:04:51 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:05:24 I could work out roughly when we are due to... Nov 03 18:08:20 oh? Nov 03 18:08:46 well... I've seen a time not long before the quickening... I -could- work it out, since I know how numbers work Nov 03 18:08:54 * Molly smiles Nov 03 18:09:00 would you want to know? Nov 03 18:09:07 * Morgan smiles sadly Nov 03 18:09:13 Pretty much already do, don't I Nov 03 18:09:38 * Molly looks sad “Do you wish you hadn’t found out?” Nov 03 18:09:51 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 18:10:03 I know its happening, its just... waiting. Which is better than not knowing I think Nov 03 18:11:14 * Molly nods Nov 03 18:11:34 but suddenly everyone around us is going to be increasing... Nov 03 18:12:18 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:12:39 when was the almost-quickening? Nov 03 18:13:01 I thought you didn't want to know Nov 03 18:13:12 Yes, but I’m excited now Nov 03 18:13:25 And once the excitement wears off... Nov 03 18:13:35 then we will be in it together Nov 03 18:13:50 It is further than I would like. Nov 03 18:14:28 alright. we are still to conceive in autumn? Nov 03 18:15:16 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:16:24 but not until November... alright, my love *she gives him a smile* that gives us time to get the garden ready for spring frolicking Nov 03 18:16:36 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:17:36 Not... quite so late... Nov 03 18:18:02 oh, well that’s wonderful *she smiles* Nov 03 18:18:52 I suppose... its... -technically- autumn when we conceive Nov 03 18:20:47 * Molly smiles warmly Nov 03 18:20:52 you are teasing me Nov 03 18:21:13 No... I'm giving you a last opportunity to not know Nov 03 18:21:25 I want to know, I swear Nov 03 18:21:49 I reckon early September. Assuming what I saw is right Nov 03 18:22:28 * Molly grins “really?!” Nov 03 18:23:01 Like I said... assuming what I saw happens Nov 03 18:23:13 * Molly nods Nov 03 18:23:26 I am due to be fertile on September second Nov 03 18:23:47 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:24:08 well... it lines up Nov 03 18:24:28 * Molly kisses him soundly, so excited Nov 03 18:25:05 * Morgan chuckles, kissing her Nov 03 18:25:09 Come on, lets go find the boys Nov 03 18:25:46 if we felt the quickening by Prophets Mass we could announce it to everyone all at once! Nov 03 18:25:55 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 03 18:25:58 Not quite I'm afraid Nov 03 18:26:13 are you sure? Nov 03 18:27:47 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:28:01 I saw Prophets Mass... we hadn't had the quickening. Nov 03 18:28:17 maybe within a day or two then Nov 03 18:28:24 Potentially Nov 03 18:28:58 are you excited? Nov 03 18:29:03 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:29:07 Yes, I am Nov 03 18:30:36 * Molly smiles, sending him the image of her naked with a small but obvious belly wrapped in a big red ribbon before saying “come on, my love” Nov 03 18:32:14 * Morgan blushes, nodding Nov 03 18:32:45 * Molly looks happy as they go to find the others Nov 03 18:34:37 * Morgan follows her Nov 03 18:37:27 *Emil and Varick are in with HH and Inga* Nov 03 18:38:16 * Morgan knocks on the door frame Nov 03 18:38:48 HH: come in! Nov 03 18:39:01 Just us Nov 03 18:39:50 *HH is also jumping on a bed, but on his knees due to the ceiling height. Emil starts crying as soon as he sees Molly* Nov 03 18:40:52 typical Nov 03 18:41:30 * Molly looks sympathetic “aww little lamb, Mama’s here” Nov 03 18:42:32 *Inga takes him to Molly* he’s been fine Nov 03 18:42:57 Its a whole thing babies do... Nov 03 18:43:18 V: he just wants bubbies Nov 03 18:43:42 HH: $so do we, we just don’t cry about it$ Nov 03 18:43:56 $I heard you do$ Nov 03 18:44:14 $on them, not to get them$ Nov 03 18:44:49 * Morgan chuckles Nov 03 18:45:10 I’ll take him and feed him Nov 03 18:45:42 Alright love Nov 03 18:45:57 * Molly goes, singing to him Nov 03 18:46:03 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 03 18:46:14 someone’s more cheerful Nov 03 18:46:32 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:46:39 Got some news that cheered her up Nov 03 18:47:16 you’ve decided to spend more time with me so you can get funnier? Nov 03 18:47:44 No point being funny, you've got that all covered Nov 03 18:47:58 and handsome Nov 03 18:48:36 Cant argue with that either Nov 03 18:48:44 and smart Nov 03 18:49:05 Uh huh Nov 03 18:49:21 but yer pretty punctual, man Nov 03 18:49:47 Usually, yes... I'm not often late Nov 03 18:49:58 unlike Inga Nov 03 18:50:22 She is -very- late Nov 03 18:50:42 I: I’m not late, I’m always early Nov 03 18:51:07 * HH looks at Morgan, chuckling Nov 03 18:51:14 Not right now you arent Nov 03 18:51:38 I: Oh! *she blushes* Heinzharold made me late Nov 03 18:51:52 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:51:55 quite Nov 03 18:52:05 $made her late all night long$ Nov 03 18:52:30 * Morgan rolls his eyes briefly Nov 03 18:53:10 V: can we goon deck, Heinzharold? Nov 03 18:53:56 * HH nods “yeah, sure” he looks to Morgan “we’re trying to find a good spot to fish from” Nov 03 18:55:29 Bit near the water Nov 03 18:55:56 * HH nods “back soon” Nov 03 18:56:13 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:56:20 * HH does take Varick. Inga sits on a bed Nov 03 18:56:25 * HH is now known as Inga Nov 03 18:56:30 how is she? Nov 03 18:56:39 Cried out, she says Nov 03 18:56:51 * Inga nods Nov 03 18:57:07 it always feels better afterwards Nov 03 18:57:12 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:57:19 That and she knows when she'll catch pregnant Nov 03 18:57:52 oh! is it soon? Nov 03 18:58:08 Not soon enough... but sooner than it could be Nov 03 19:01:39 * Inga smiles Nov 03 19:01:50 That’s good, isn’t it? Nov 03 19:02:04 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:02:07 Yes, it is Nov 03 19:05:35 did you see the Nibelungen? Nov 03 19:07:50 When we visited the Rosenkrantz's Nov 03 19:11:40 they told you about when you’ll conceive? Nov 03 19:12:05 No... I saw it Nov 03 19:14:00 in a dream? Nov 03 19:14:33 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:14:36 aye Nov 03 19:18:22 * Inga smiles, teasing him “was she pregnant and you were aroused?” Nov 03 19:18:46 * Morgan blushes hard Nov 03 19:21:46 * Inga giggles Nov 03 19:22:26 I can’t wait to see how often you have to just pull her away from conversations! Nov 03 19:23:26 I'm not -that- uncontrollable Nov 03 19:24:47 that’s a shame, I think she’d love that! Nov 03 19:25:12 probably Nov 03 19:27:12 have you told her about what you dreamt about the other day? Nov 03 19:27:58 No, I haven't... nor HeinzHarold Nov 03 19:31:07 Me either Nov 03 19:31:16 How come? Nov 03 19:32:42 I don’t think they’d like it Nov 03 19:32:55 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:32:58 I'm inclined to agree Nov 03 19:34:58 I don’t think they need to know, do you? Nov 03 19:35:28 No, its just a dream, not a path or anything Nov 03 19:36:06 * Inga nods Nov 03 19:36:12 That would be very bad! Nov 03 19:36:24 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:37:03 if you do ever feel those feelings, if you just tell me I’ll stay out of your way to make it easier Nov 03 19:37:35 I've got a feeling that its only that... strong... with Dietlinde and Molly... Nov 03 19:37:54 maybe because it’s your baby? Nov 03 19:38:17 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 19:38:20 maybe Nov 03 19:40:18 or because you already found them attractive? Nov 03 19:41:33 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 19:42:27 Could be... or some mystical Nieblungen nonsense Nov 03 19:42:58 * Inga nods Nov 03 19:43:43 Thank you for not minding us going last night Nov 03 19:44:57 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:45:14 It won't be too long hopefully before you'll have a whole house to yourself and you can be as loud as you like Nov 03 19:47:45 * Inga nods, smiling Nov 03 19:47:55 I’m really looking forward to that Nov 03 19:48:47 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:48:50 Just as soon as we can Nov 03 19:49:14 * Inga nods Nov 03 19:49:46 what about you, do you wish you could have that? Nov 03 19:50:04 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:50:09 Its not on the cards for us though Nov 03 19:51:00 Even if you send the boys to us, there’s still staff? Nov 03 19:51:06 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:51:23 Yeah... privacy in a noble household is an illusion Nov 03 19:51:39 You may as well just be loud anyway then Nov 03 19:52:43 I don't know... the knowing looks... Nov 03 19:54:06 * Inga nods Nov 03 19:54:32 You could build the shed first, and then the walls of the garden afterwards? Nov 03 19:56:30 maybe... we'll have to see Nov 03 19:56:50 please don’t neglect yourselves in a rush to sort us Nov 03 19:58:47 * Morgan smiles Nov 03 19:58:52 We'll be alright love Nov 03 20:00:58 * Inga nods Nov 03 20:01:30 If you need us to have the boys at any time today we can, I think Heinzharold is running empty *she giggles* Nov 03 20:01:48 * Morgan blushes Nov 03 20:01:52 You're a terror, you know that? Nov 03 20:01:58 why? Nov 03 20:02:26 I'm.... Not used to this sort of openness... I treasure it, but I'm still not entirely used to it Nov 03 20:02:42 * Inga nods Nov 03 20:03:53 I’m surprised he hasn’t told you already Nov 03 20:04:31 Its a bit different with him Nov 03 20:04:43 why? Nov 03 20:05:49 Possibly because I've known him so long... and we've been through so much... Nov 03 20:06:14 * Inga nods “I’ll try not to mention my husband’s drained balls again” Nov 03 20:06:55 * Morgan looks at her seriously Nov 03 20:07:11 * Inga can’t help but giggle Nov 03 20:07:19 No... as difficult as I sometimes find it, the... openness we have means the world to me Nov 03 20:07:25 * Inga nods Nov 03 20:08:17 me too. We almost missed dinner time! Nov 03 20:09:06 * Morgan looks confused briefly then looks shocked Nov 03 20:09:09 Oh... ummm... Nov 03 20:09:43 Heinzharold said it’s best to do it before food, incase you eat too much and then don’t want to afterwards Nov 03 20:10:20 Practical... Nov 03 20:10:27 * Inga nods Nov 03 20:10:53 We had t have it in our room because it would have taken too long for us both to get dressed Nov 03 20:11:11 Works fine until you drop hot bacon in your lap Nov 03 20:11:51 it doesn’t hurt as much as a woman I imagine Nov 03 20:12:31 Probably not, unless its that bit of skin at the very top inside of your leg... Nov 03 20:12:39 * Inga nods Nov 03 20:12:45 that”s very sensitive Nov 03 20:12:58 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:12:59 Oh yes Nov 03 20:13:16 And then we did it again Nov 03 20:14:21 Ah, so you weren't too full to get fill *he stops, blinking, looking surprised* Nov 03 20:14:30 * Inga laughs Nov 03 20:14:41 I ate light, to be safe Nov 03 20:14:51 * Morgan nods, blushing hard Nov 03 20:15:36 there’s some activities you don’t want to do with a full stomach incase you’re sick when you gag *she watches his face* Nov 03 20:16:07 * Morgan nods, still blushing and looking a bit surprised Nov 03 20:16:36 Should talk to Molly, she's learned to suppress her gag reflex Nov 03 20:17:10 * Inga nods “I did follow her instructions, but I think she’s just better at it than me” Nov 03 20:18:21 * Morgan blinks a couple of times, suddenly looking like he's just caught up Nov 03 20:18:30 * Inga laughs Nov 03 20:18:40 And -then- I woke him in the night Nov 03 20:18:55 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:19:04 I hear that is a common occurrence now Nov 03 20:19:09 * Inga nods Nov 03 20:19:16 every night Nov 03 20:20:50 I'd say thats unfortunate but I'd be lying Nov 03 20:21:39 Molly doesn’t wake you much, does she? Nov 03 20:22:03 No, generally not... tends to be me waking her Nov 03 20:22:30 will that get worse when she’s pregnant too? Nov 03 20:22:39 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:22:42 I would think so Nov 03 20:23:03 Was that a problem last time too? Nov 03 20:23:26 .me nods Nov 03 20:23:37 Though I don't know I nor DIetlinde would have called it a problem Nov 03 20:24:15 * Inga nods. The ferry starts moving Nov 03 20:24:31 ooh! that was unexpected Nov 03 20:24:41 Not gonna hurl are you? Nov 03 20:24:58 in the next hour or so, usually Nov 03 20:25:11 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:25:28 Lets hope it stays at bay again Nov 03 20:25:41 * Inga nods Nov 03 20:25:54 I’ll have a nap, maybe I’ll sleep through it Nov 03 20:26:34 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:26:38 I'll leave you to it then love Nov 03 20:26:45 * Inga smirks Nov 03 20:26:56 unless you suddenly need me to watch Emil... Nov 03 20:27:09 * Morgan blushes Nov 03 20:27:12 Maybe... maybe... Nov 03 20:27:33 * Inga giggles “Making hay when the sun is shining?” Nov 03 20:27:53 It would make a certain amount of sense... Nov 03 20:28:21 Elsie or Alice would probably have him too Nov 03 20:28:34 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:28:38 Bit harder to explain though Nov 03 20:28:51 Excuse me Alice, could you watch the boys while I bang my wife against the door? Nov 03 20:29:00 * Inga blushes now Nov 03 20:29:52 Against the door sounds good. But maybe just say you need a moment with Molly without keeping him entertained? Nov 03 20:30:14 A moment? *he puts his hand to his chest* you wound me Nov 03 20:30:22 * Inga laughs Nov 03 20:30:31 it depends on how sunny it is! Nov 03 20:31:07 * Morgan chuckles Nov 03 20:31:18 Shush... have a nap, we'll see you later Nov 03 20:31:32 * Inga nods “enjoy your morning” Nov 03 20:32:08 * Morgan nods, inclining his head before heading out of the room Nov 03 20:32:34 *The ferry is quite smooth, he’s been on it much worse Nov 03 20:33:15 * Morgan wanders up on deck Nov 03 20:33:22 * Inga is now known as HH Nov 03 20:34:06 * HH is up there with Varick, watching the dock get smaller Nov 03 20:34:17 Did Claudia arrive? Nov 03 20:34:29 * HH looks shocked Nov 03 20:34:40 Hang on, I thought you were loadin’ her! Nov 03 20:34:50 * Morgan rolls his eyes Nov 03 20:34:56 Below deck then, yeah? Nov 03 20:35:18 down below below deck, with any luck Nov 03 20:35:28 * Morgan thumps him Nov 03 20:35:35 * HH chuckles Nov 03 20:37:14 it’s not th’ most interesting of trips *the last time Morgan had travelled south on it they’d just adopted Varick and were going to Bonn for the Golden Lantern to celebrate their honeymoon* Nov 03 20:38:03 No, but it gets us where we want to be Nov 03 20:38:14 V: We”re going home! Nov 03 20:38:24 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:38:26 Yes, we are Nov 03 20:38:39 V: I can play outside every day! Nov 03 20:39:34 You'll have learning to do... Nov 03 20:40:05 V: Only when I have a tutor. Bir can fly, and Captain Ulysses can catch some mice and not have to balance on the rail and pee over the side of the ship Nov 03 20:40:35 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:40:47 * HH chuckles “that has been pretty funny ackshully” Nov 03 20:41:52 V: Animals like peeing in nature. When I am a wolf I will never pee in your house, Vati Nov 03 20:42:04 I'd appreciate that Nov 03 20:42:34 V: When I am a boy, I can do either Nov 03 20:43:03 not... really... Nov 03 20:43:27 V: why? we always pee in the bushes when we travel Nov 03 20:43:37 * HH shrugs “Gotta point” Nov 03 20:44:08 Thats when we travel, not when we're at home Nov 03 20:44:27 V: what if we’re not near the house? Nov 03 20:44:35 Well thats different Nov 03 20:45:03 V: it’s better to pee in the woods than pee in a pot Nov 03 20:45:18 * HH smiles, watching Morgan over the boy’s head Nov 03 20:45:32 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 20:45:34 maybe Nov 03 20:46:25 V: If I pee in a pot, someone has to carry it out and tip it outside. If I just pee outside, the maids have less work to do. Shouldn’t we make them work less hard, Vati? Nov 03 20:46:31 * HH sniggers Nov 03 20:47:27 We'll ask your mama later Nov 03 20:48:03 V: Mama used to be a maid, and Mama pees in the woods too Nov 03 20:48:19 * HH is trying not to laugh Nov 03 20:48:52 * Morgan sighs Nov 03 20:48:54 We'll see Nov 03 20:49:15 V: *he looks thoughtful* Do all people pee in the woods? Nov 03 20:49:24 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 20:49:28 I assume so Nov 03 20:49:46 V: *he looks shocked* Even Auntie Mina?! Nov 03 20:49:57 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 20:50:03 Maybe they've got a pot in their carriage Nov 03 20:50:10 * HH is starting to turn purple with his efforts Nov 03 20:50:32 V: I can’t imagine Auntie Mina ever peeing anywhere Nov 03 20:50:58 * HH rubs his forehead Nov 03 20:51:20 $not a mental image I ever expected!$ Nov 03 20:51:28 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:51:37 She must do otherwise she'd have burst by now Nov 03 20:52:02 *Varick nods* that would be very messy, Vati Nov 03 20:52:15 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:52:24 Oh absolutely Nov 03 20:52:27 $like a geyser!$ Nov 03 20:53:54 $I don't think -that- applies either$ Nov 03 20:54:17 Right, I’m going to see if everyone’s all settled in $before my imagination gets me in trouble!$ Nov 03 20:54:35 Good idea... Inga said she was going to take a nap Nov 03 20:54:57 * HH looks a little concerned “Okay, she not feeling good?” Nov 03 20:55:17 Hoping to avoid motion sickness I think Nov 03 20:55:39 V: Mama can make her feel better Nov 03 20:56:26 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:56:27 aye Nov 03 20:57:00 * HH nods “I’ll go see ‘em” Nov 03 20:57:21 * Morgan nods Nov 03 20:57:22 Alright man Nov 03 20:57:37 * HH leaves him and Varick on deck Nov 03 20:57:41 * HH is now known as Varick Nov 03 21:00:37 Looking forward to being in a house again? Nov 03 21:01:01 * Varick nods Nov 03 21:02:13 I can see my bedroom then Nov 03 21:02:39 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:02:47 Will you miss having Emil in with you? Nov 03 21:06:11 * Varick looks sad Nov 03 21:06:17 yes Vati Nov 03 21:07:39 You want to keep him in with you for a little while longer? Nov 03 21:12:41 can I?! Nov 03 21:13:27 I'll talk with your mama Nov 03 21:17:27 * Varick smiles “okay Vati” Nov 03 21:18:00 You love your brother Nov 03 21:18:33 * Varick nods “he’s my brother. brothers love each other a lot” Nov 03 21:18:41 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:18:56 Yes, we do Nov 03 21:20:02 I love Florrie too Nov 03 21:20:32 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:20:39 Thats good. She looks up to you Nov 03 21:21:09 * Varick nods Nov 03 21:22:30 I wish she could live with us Nov 03 21:23:00 If she lived in Eisen, she'd be living with her Vati Nov 03 21:23:21 * Varick sighs Nov 03 21:23:53 I want a sister Nov 03 21:24:36 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:24:38 One day maybe Nov 03 21:26:28 once we’re at Hafenlohr you can plant the seed because the sea won’t be moving too much Nov 03 21:27:06 We sort of have to wait for Theus to decide its the right time Nov 03 21:27:55 But he still needs the seed Nov 03 21:28:09 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:28:11 I know son Nov 03 21:28:53 * Varick nods Nov 03 21:29:08 when can my friends come? Nov 03 21:29:28 I'm going to invite them to the baptism Nov 03 21:29:40 * Varick smiles Nov 03 21:30:11 I will look more handsome than Heinzharold Nov 03 21:30:26 And thats no mean feat Nov 03 21:31:10 I wish KaeLani could see me look handsome Nov 03 21:31:56 Maybe between me and Edward, we could draw and paint you and send it to her? You liked her, huh Nov 03 21:32:54 * Varick smiles shyly Nov 03 21:33:21 she’s very pretty, Vati Nov 03 21:33:55 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:34:04 She's a very nice young lady Nov 03 21:34:11 * Varick nods Nov 03 21:34:41 I might like her as my human wife Nov 03 21:35:01 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:35:07 That would be nice Nov 03 21:35:44 how will I know when I meet the right girl? Nov 03 21:36:05 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 21:36:32 how did you know Mama was the one? Nov 03 21:37:48 It varies for each person... your mama, we became friends first which, at the time was very difficult... and gradually we became close friends, then... we realised we loved eachother Nov 03 21:38:11 what about Dietlinde? Nov 03 21:38:53 That was a bit different... soon as I saw her, she took my breath away, and I couldn't stop thinking about her Nov 03 21:39:24 but not with Mama? Nov 03 21:40:07 I think if I hadn't been hurting so bad, it would have been Nov 03 21:40:25 * Varick nods Nov 03 21:40:47 that sounds complicated, I’m just going to have friends Nov 03 21:41:11 Its complicated... but its so worth it Nov 03 21:41:53 *he feels the prickle on the back of his neck Nov 03 21:42:04 [Are you alright?] Nov 03 21:42:31 [just helping Inga] Nov 03 21:42:47 [I thought that had stopped since she fell pregnant] Nov 03 21:43:14 [It could be morning sickness instead] Nov 03 21:43:35 what are we supposed to do on the ferry all day and night? Nov 03 21:43:55 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 21:44:21 We -might- be able to fish... Nov 03 21:44:40 * Varick nods “okay” Nov 03 21:47:26 *they do fish a while but catch nothing. lunch is quite basic, and when it’s quiet hour Molly puts Emil in the bed with Varick before shuffling right up against the wall and quietly patting it for Morgan to join her Nov 03 21:47:43 * Morgan sits with her Nov 03 21:48:00 * Varick speaks in quiet whispers Nov 03 21:48:05 * Varick is now known as Molly Nov 03 21:48:12 shall we cuddle? Nov 03 21:48:16 * Morgan nods Nov 03 21:48:19 That'd be nice Nov 03 21:48:35 * Molly waits for him to lie with her Nov 03 21:48:44 * Morgan does so Nov 03 21:49:00 * Molly puts her arm around him. it’s very dark Nov 03 21:49:04 how are you? Nov 03 21:49:35 sad Nov 03 21:49:52 * Molly kisses his forehead Nov 03 21:50:09 it’s not an easy day today Nov 03 21:50:26 No... it isn't. Nov 03 21:50:41 * Molly gently strokes his back Nov 03 21:50:57 you don’t have to hold it together for me, my love Nov 03 21:52:29 I saw Madchen Nov 03 21:52:49 I didn’t. where was she. Nov 03 21:52:58 In the dream you can't remember Nov 03 21:53:10 what happened? Nov 03 21:53:37 * Morgan sighs Nov 03 21:53:53 I spoke to Dietlinde, through Jana... its difficult having to say goodbye again Nov 03 21:54:06 oh I’m sorry, my love Nov 03 21:54:31 Like Madchen said... bye people, bye sail... Nov 03 21:54:46 * Molly holds him firmer Nov 03 21:57:27 * Morgan sighs heavily Nov 03 21:58:04 But you had chance to tell her how much you love her? Nov 03 21:59:03 How proud I was of all of them... Nov 03 21:59:53 it’s good you could say all those things you didn’t get to before Nov 03 22:01:15 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:03:05 But still difficult Nov 03 22:03:15 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:03:26 yeah Nov 03 22:03:37 Did you see our grandchildren again? Nov 03 22:04:10 Morgan and HeinzHarold, Sonnenshien.... All well... and... your and Sebastians thirteenth... Nov 03 22:07:30 Thirteenth?! That’s ridiculous Nov 03 22:07:43 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 22:07:49 Ridiculous or not, thats what she was Nov 03 22:08:07 you will settle for eight, hmm? Nov 03 22:08:09 Madchen says we'll see her as well... Nov 03 22:08:41 I thought it was only eight! Nov 03 22:09:10 Yes, but... I assume she'll be -one- of the eight. I find it hard to believe the plate is wrong... Nov 03 22:09:21 * Molly nods Nov 03 22:09:44 unless... is it eight babies, or eight -pregnancies-? Nov 03 22:10:06 That is not something I had considered Nov 03 22:10:16 * Molly nods Nov 03 22:10:26 oh god that’s a lot of babies! Nov 03 22:10:42 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:10:44 Yes it is Nov 03 22:10:54 * Molly nods Nov 03 22:11:00 it is what it is? Nov 03 22:11:19 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:11:21 Indeed Nov 03 22:14:01 * Molly nods Nov 03 22:14:28 there’ll be some benefits if it goes as far as thirteen, that’s what I’ll focus on Nov 03 22:14:52 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:15:01 We'll just have to wait and see Nov 03 22:16:12 * Molly nods Nov 03 22:16:28 You’ll soon have met all our children first Nov 03 22:16:49 I've only met a couple... Nov 03 22:17:38 * Molly nods, smiling Nov 03 22:17:43 it’s alright Nov 03 22:20:01 * Morgan nods, closing his eyes Nov 03 22:20:05 Varick has a crush Nov 03 22:20:12 on who?! Nov 03 22:20:45 Kaelani... Nov 03 22:21:58 ahhh that’s sweet Nov 03 22:22:34 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:22:51 He thinks she's very pretty... he wishes she could be here for the baptism to see him look handsome Nov 03 22:23:54 he’s young for a crush Nov 03 22:24:03 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 22:24:09 I'm the wrong person to ask about that Nov 03 22:25:53 you had no crushes til Mina. Nov 03 22:26:04 indeed Nov 03 22:27:35 I was about Varick’s age Nov 03 22:27:44 Oh? Nov 03 22:29:27 I’m sure I told you, an Eisen farmhand at Eliza’s family farm Nov 03 22:31:08 Ah, yes, I recall Nov 03 22:33:10 I don’t remember anything much about him now, I don’t think I ever actually spoke to him Nov 03 22:33:23 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:33:47 Thats the Eisen in you Nov 03 22:34:46 I do love having Eisen in me... Nov 03 22:36:01 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:36:02 Indeed Nov 03 22:37:03 not that we could right now Nov 03 22:38:01 No, definitely not Nov 03 22:40:15 which, of course, only makes me more interested. I am not good at doing what I must. I think Heinzharold and Inga had a good night Nov 03 22:40:36 Apparently so... she flashed her unmarked forearms at me this morning Nov 03 22:43:08 That’s oddly hot? Nov 03 22:43:37 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:43:39 Yes it is Nov 03 22:44:49 it’s like an evidence of having had good, noisy sex? Nov 03 22:44:58 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:45:00 I reckon so, aye Nov 03 22:45:48 * Molly nods Nov 03 22:46:03 did it make you think of having good noisy sex with me? Nov 03 22:46:24 If I weren't in quite so delicate a state of mind this morning, it would've yes Nov 03 22:47:19 * Molly nods Nov 03 22:47:37 perhaps it will when you are more relaxed? Nov 03 22:48:19 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:48:21 No doubt Nov 03 22:50:45 * Molly nods “I’m glad they had a good night, though I do envy them their childfree room tonight too!” Nov 03 22:50:56 * Morgan nods Nov 03 22:51:16 She did say if we need them to watch the boys for a little while so we could... y'know... Nov 03 22:53:05 would they like them for a whole afternoon, because I could so easily just let myself drown in the pleasure of you and stay there until we’re both broken from it Nov 03 22:56:37 * Morgan smiles Nov 03 22:56:43 Not long til we're home love Nov 03 22:57:05 * Molly groans very quietly Nov 03 22:57:40 you torture me, my love *she’s clearly just playing rather than cross* Nov 03 22:58:03 Sometimes, yes Nov 03 22:59:36 You enjoy that? making me more frustrated. Nov 03 22:59:37 ? Nov 03 23:00:46 * Morgan nods Nov 03 23:00:48 I do, very much Nov 03 23:01:41 I’ll let you into a little secret, shall I? Nov 03 23:02:06 Go on Nov 03 23:03:02 I enjoy it, even though it’s frustrating. I enjoy you trying to make me so Nov 03 23:03:29 * Morgan nods Nov 03 23:03:30 Good Nov 03 23:05:14 you already suspected? Nov 03 23:05:22 * Morgan nods Nov 03 23:05:23 A little Nov 03 23:06:14 /me nods, kissing him gently Nov 03 23:06:36 it does definitely lower my concentration for other things though Nov 03 23:06:50 Oh? Nov 03 23:09:07 It makes my mind pleasantly hum, and my thoughts will stray relentlessly to you Nov 03 23:09:47 * Morgan smiles Nov 03 23:09:51 I didn't know that Nov 03 23:11:04 that’s why it was a secret, you silly goose Nov 03 23:11:26 * Morgan nods Nov 03 23:14:27 you cannot recall how frustrated I was that day on Morgan’s Rock when we had been apart the night and I had agreed to not ease things for myself alone? *Even the others had been pick8ng up that something was wrong by the time he got back. it was the first time he’d been particularly dominant, holding her down on the desk with his body weight to have her* Nov 03 23:14:42 * Morgan nods Nov 03 23:14:44 I do Nov 03 23:17:25 my mind had been so full all day of you, and what I wanted, what I couldn’t do Nov 03 23:18:43 * Morgan nods Nov 03 23:18:51 Even the others had noticed something was... off... with you Nov 03 23:19:13 * Molly nods Nov 03 23:19:58 I thought I was going to lose my mind, or worse, let you down when you had wanted me to wait Nov 03 23:20:18 But you didn't Nov 03 23:21:27 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 03 23:34:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)