**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Jul 24 00:00:40 2023 Jul 24 00:00:40 * Morgan frowns Jul 24 00:01:20 * MollyK watches him Jul 24 00:01:52 My uncle and father will choose whatever they want for me, and I will have to fall in line Jul 24 00:03:43 That idea does not sit well with me Jul 24 00:04:14 Why? 'Tis the way of the world Jul 24 00:05:19 * Morgan sighs Jul 24 00:05:23 Because I want better for you Jul 24 00:05:40 Because we are friends... Jul 24 00:07:44 Because I care for you Jul 24 00:08:22 I don't know the way forward. I won't get any say Jul 24 00:09:10 What -would- you do? Jul 24 00:09:25 That's an unfair question Jul 24 00:09:49 Why? Jul 24 00:10:13 Because what I would do -for me-, and what I would do for you, is very different Jul 24 00:11:16 Tell me the former Jul 24 00:11:28 * MollyK looks uncomfortable Jul 24 00:12:05 The sensible thing for me would be to marry you. Jul 24 00:12:16 * Morgan nods Jul 24 00:14:15 However, it's not best -for you- Jul 24 00:14:48 What do you -want-? Jul 24 00:15:22 Right now? Jul 24 00:15:45 No... Jul 24 00:17:05 I want to be treated like a person, not just a second mother, or a whore, or a broodmare Jul 24 00:17:19 * Morgan nods Jul 24 00:17:41 That is fair Jul 24 00:19:01 Can your brother offer me that? Respect, recognition, rights to choose when and when not to have a child? Jul 24 00:19:35 He couldn't even offer -me- that Jul 24 00:19:49 * MollyK looks confused Jul 24 00:19:55 What do you mean? Jul 24 00:20:32 * Morgan shakes his head, looking away Jul 24 00:21:03 * MollyK puts her hand on to his cheek Jul 24 00:21:14 I won't push you, don't fret Jul 24 00:21:36 * Morgan nods Jul 24 00:23:08 What do -you- want? You want to see me free of your brother and then die? Jul 24 00:23:56 I don't even know anymore Jul 24 00:24:05 Why? Jul 24 00:25:55 Because two months ago I couldn't imagine giving a damn about anyone, let alone caring as much as I do... Jul 24 00:26:39 And so now, you might not want to die so much? Jul 24 00:27:06 * Morgan shrugs Jul 24 00:27:08 I don't know Jul 24 00:28:38 * MollyK nods Jul 24 00:28:44 That sounds terrifying Jul 24 00:29:20 * Morgan nods Jul 24 00:29:23 I suppose it is Jul 24 00:30:30 I'm not asking you to marry me, or to live. Kissing you is bliss, but it commits neither of us to anything, nor does my love Jul 24 00:30:55 * Morgan nods Jul 24 00:32:51 * MollyK thinks "if you were intent on ending your life, I could do much worse than being a nobleman's widow. I wouldn't need to marry again." Jul 24 00:33:12 That is true Jul 24 00:33:28 * MollyK nods Jul 24 00:33:41 No decisions have to be made tonight Jul 24 00:34:19 No... they don't Jul 24 00:34:30 * MollyK nods Jul 24 00:34:52 We should find food Jul 24 00:35:01 * Morgan nods Jul 24 00:35:03 Thats a good idea Jul 24 00:35:23 Before I act impulsively again. Jul 24 00:36:03 * Morgan nods Jul 24 00:36:06 Alright, lets get some food Jul 24 00:38:14 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jul 24 00:39:15 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jul 24 11:15:27 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 24 11:36:34 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 11:38:11 *they manage dinner, though she looks distracted, frequently fiddling with her lip. But they aren't alone until he walks her down the corridor much later to their rooms* Jul 24 11:38:29 Well... I'll say goodnight then Jul 24 11:39:16 * Morgan nods Jul 24 11:39:20 alright Jul 24 11:40:16 * MollyK watches him a long moment Jul 24 11:40:31 Goodnight, Morgan... Jul 24 11:40:38 * Morgan nods Jul 24 11:40:44 Goodnight Molly Jul 24 11:41:06 * MollyK kisses his cheek Jul 24 11:42:28 * Morgan does likewise before backing up Jul 24 11:43:32 Sweet dreams Jul 24 11:44:11 * Morgan pulls a face Jul 24 11:44:19 That'd make a change. Sleep well. Jul 24 11:45:23 * MollyK nods, letting herself into her room with a smile over her shoulder before shutting the door Jul 24 11:45:41 * Morgan rolls his shoulders, going into his room Jul 24 11:47:02 *its all very quiet, just him in the hammock with his thoughts Jul 24 11:48:15 * Morgan sets it rocking Jul 24 11:50:47 *it isn't until the early hours that he manages to sleep, and when he does he dreams of her, kissing her, pulling her onto the table so he can get beneath her skirts and pleasure her with his mouth as she moans his name. He wakes very aroused* Jul 24 11:51:15 * Morgan grumbles, scowling as he climbs out of the hammock Jul 24 11:52:34 *the light from the portal shows that it's properly morning, the ship is already moving Jul 24 11:54:01 * Morgan carries on grumbling as he gets dressed and heads up on deck Jul 24 11:55:43 * MollyK is up there, the sailors fawning over her. It's about ten o'clock Jul 24 11:58:33 * Morgan goes to the side rail, looking out at the water Jul 24 12:00:15 *the attraction and awareness endures a while, and then suddenly stops, left only with his natural feelings* Jul 24 12:00:41 * Morgan looks around, confused Jul 24 12:01:49 * MollyK looks confused too, the sailors suddenly abandoning her Jul 24 12:02:33 * Morgan walks toward her Jul 24 12:11:11 * MollyK is frowning Jul 24 12:11:20 What did I do? Jul 24 12:11:34 Thats -really- weird Jul 24 12:13:33 * MollyK nods sadly Jul 24 12:14:17 Are you avoiding me today? Jul 24 12:14:34 Why would I? Jul 24 12:18:43 Because of last night? Jul 24 12:18:57 * MollyK pulls her shawl tighter Jul 24 12:19:32 No... not at all Jul 24 12:23:03 * MollyK nods, moving to stand beside him Jul 24 12:23:12 Do you have regrets? Jul 24 12:26:34 I don't believe so Jul 24 12:28:08 * MollyK nods Jul 24 12:28:23 But that must be the end of it...? Jul 24 12:28:42 That would be the sensible thing to do... Jul 24 12:28:53 * MollyK looks at him Jul 24 12:29:09 That is what you -want- Jul 24 12:31:33 * Morgan blushes, looking away Jul 24 12:33:07 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jul 24 12:34:12 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 12:34:31 * MollyK glances around before subtly taking his hand Jul 24 12:34:56 softly what do you want, Morgan? Jul 24 12:35:46 * Morgan sighs Jul 24 12:35:49 I don't know any more Jul 24 12:37:32 * MollyK nods Jul 24 12:38:05 And for the next few days, would you have me keep my distance? Jul 24 12:40:15 Not if I'm honest Jul 24 12:42:52 * MollyK nods Jul 24 12:43:18 I don't want to shy away for my own sake Jul 24 12:43:46 How do you mean? Jul 24 12:44:31 I'm not regretful of last night, nor my feelings for you Jul 24 12:45:01 * Morgan nods Jul 24 12:45:43 I don't want to avoid you, but I would, if you wanted that Jul 24 12:47:42 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Jul 24 12:47:46 I don't think I want that Jul 24 12:50:26 * MollyK nods, smiling Jul 24 12:50:46 Alright. Did you sleep well in that hammock? Jul 24 12:51:25 Not especially Jul 24 12:51:46 I didn't sleep well either Jul 24 12:52:03 No? Jul 24 12:52:23 I kept thinking of what had happened Jul 24 12:53:19 * Morgan nods Jul 24 12:53:25 It was the early hours before I fell asleep Jul 24 12:53:39 For the same reason? Jul 24 12:53:44 * Morgan nods Jul 24 12:54:05 * MollyK nods Jul 24 12:54:26 I'd rather have spent all night kissing you Jul 24 12:54:48 It would not have been wise Jul 24 12:55:00 Why? Jul 24 12:55:25 The opportunity to get carried away was too great Jul 24 12:57:16 * MollyK looks perplexed "oh, to that intercourse thing?l Jul 24 12:58:25 Or something along the way to that... Jul 24 12:59:06 What is on the way to that? You mean where people lie on the bed? Jul 24 12:59:25 * Morgan blinks Jul 24 12:59:28 ah... no, it doesn't matter Jul 24 13:00:15 I don't think that thing sounds nice like kissing, it sounds a little boring Jul 24 13:00:34 I suppose you'll learn about it at some point Jul 24 13:00:53 * MollyK sighs Jul 24 13:01:00 A husband will expect it Jul 24 13:01:16 Probably, yes Jul 24 13:02:28 I hope it's at least very quick and he doesn't smell too bad Jul 24 13:04:02 * Morgan nods Jul 24 13:04:17 If he has any sense it'll be enjoyable. Its supposed to be Jul 24 13:04:50 It will be for him, I'm told. I hope he won't want to keep candles lit! How awkward and embarrassing! Jul 24 13:07:27 Perhaps you'll get lucky Jul 24 13:08:20 * MollyK nods Jul 24 13:08:38 It'll only be twice a week, I will just endure Jul 24 13:09:02 Its meant to be pleasurable for you too Jul 24 13:09:13 I don't see how! Jul 24 13:10:13 I -could- explain, but... now is not the time and it would be quite embarrassing Jul 24 13:11:17 I'm not too embarrassed with you. But I was about to take a three mile hike, you see, so it is a bad time indeed *she sticks her tongue out at him* Jul 24 13:12:52 You joke, but I guarantee you would be blushing hard Jul 24 13:13:33 That, my lovely friend, sounds like a challenge! Jul 24 13:14:53 * Morgan sighs Jul 24 13:14:55 I need some coffee Jul 24 13:16:37 Before you explain? *she grins, pulling him by the hand towards the stairs* Jul 24 13:16:55 * Morgan follows her, sighing loudly Jul 24 13:17:13 * MollyK giggles Jul 24 13:17:26 It cannot be as bad as that, surely? Jul 24 13:18:10 Bad enough your uncle would be furious with me for telling you Jul 24 13:18:31 * MollyK grins "perfect!" Jul 24 13:19:50 *they get coffee, and she takes them back to her room, once more kicking off her shoes and sitting on the bed* Jul 24 13:20:03 Okay, I am ready for your tutoring! Jul 24 13:21:12 * Morgan sips the coffee Jul 24 13:21:27 Not sure this is a good idea Jul 24 13:21:33 Why? Jul 24 13:21:42 It is quite... intimate Jul 24 13:21:44 * MollyK sips her coffee Jul 24 13:22:07 We're quite intimate friends though? Jul 24 13:22:24 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Jul 24 13:22:26 Not nearly this much Jul 24 13:26:03 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 13:26:05 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 24 13:34:52 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 13:35:04 *they get coffee, and she takes them back to her room, once more kicking off her shoes and sitting on the bed* Jul 24 13:35:04 Okay, I am ready for your tutoring! Jul 24 13:35:04 * Morgan sips the coffee Jul 24 13:35:04 Not sure this is a good idea Jul 24 13:35:04 Why? Jul 24 13:35:07 It is quite... intimate Jul 24 13:35:09 * MollyK sips her coffee Jul 24 13:35:11 We're quite intimate friends though? Jul 24 13:35:13 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Jul 24 13:35:15 Not nearly this much Jul 24 13:35:39 I'm sure it will be fine Jul 24 13:35:55 * MollyK sips her coffee, looking enthusiastic Jul 24 13:36:18 * Morgan sighs Jul 24 13:38:22 Tell me what you know of being intimate... Jul 24 13:40:44 Have you seen a stallion mount a mare? Or a bull and a cow? Jul 24 13:40:58 * Morgan nods Jul 24 13:44:17 It is like that, but on a bed, with a male on top, and facing each other. Nightgowns are lifted, he mounts, ejaculates, and it is done. It'll be twice a week, a Wednesday and a Sunday, and last less than two minutes Jul 24 13:46:09 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 13:46:19 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 13:46:21 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 24 13:46:42 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 13:47:04 If its like that, you're doing it wrong Jul 24 13:49:09 But that's what my Mama told me to expect Jul 24 13:49:21 Then I pity your mother Jul 24 13:49:41 * MollyK giggles, then sips her coffee Jul 24 13:51:21 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 13:51:29 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 24 13:51:33 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 13:53:49 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 13:54:00 [13:50:01] MollyK: Alright... tell me how it should be, what it would be like ideally Jul 24 13:56:08 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 13:56:12 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 14:22:50 * Disconnected (Connection reset by peer) **** ENDING LOGGING AT Mon Jul 24 14:22:50 2023 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Jul 24 14:23:14 2023 Jul 24 14:23:14 * Now talking on #7thsea Jul 24 14:35:36 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 24 14:39:50 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 14:40:41 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.150) has joined Jul 24 14:43:31 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 14:43:52 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.150) has joined Jul 24 14:50:55 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 14:51:08 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.150) has joined Jul 24 14:51:44 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 14:55:04 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 14:55:23 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 14:55:40 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 14:56:12 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.150) has joined Jul 24 14:56:16 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 14:56:16 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 24 15:04:02 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.150) has joined Jul 24 15:06:13 * logger gives channel operator status to Morgan Jul 24 15:06:39 * Morgan removes channel operator status from logger Jul 24 15:06:43 * Morgan gives channel operator status to logger Jul 24 15:12:40 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 15:14:29 Uhhh, ideally you... you should be made to feel as good as the man will Jul 24 15:15:36 * MollyK looks confused Jul 24 15:15:50 But how? I don't think that's possible Jul 24 15:16:00 Having been married, I assure you it is Jul 24 15:16:34 Well what has to be done differently? Or maybe it is just you! Jul 24 15:16:48 I very much doubt it is just me. Jul 24 15:19:06 * MollyK nods, sipping her coffee Jul 24 15:19:34 But what do you do that makes it tolerable? Jul 24 15:20:19 well... there are parts of you that respond to being... caressed and the like Jul 24 15:22:22 Are there? Where? Jul 24 15:24:21 * Morgan blushes Jul 24 15:24:43 uhhh... your wrists and neck for a start... but the more intimate places produce bigger effects Jul 24 15:26:17 * MollyK gently sets the cup beside her before stroking her wrist Jul 24 15:26:25 It doesn't feel of anything Jul 24 15:26:39 no... but you can't tickle yourself either... Jul 24 15:30:21 As ticklish as I am, I wouldn't wager on that! Jul 24 15:30:54 * Morgan shrugs Jul 24 15:30:58 Try it if you like Jul 24 15:32:08 * MollyK brings her fingers to her neck gently tickling Jul 24 15:32:40 No, it doesn't work, and I would definitely be easily tickled there by anyone else Jul 24 15:32:45 * Morgan nods Jul 24 15:33:56 * MollyK smiles "my brothers got banned from tickling me. I get too silly and loud" Jul 24 15:34:54 Silly and loud? Jul 24 15:36:00 * MollyK nods "it makes me giddy" Jul 24 15:36:49 I see Jul 24 15:37:01 * MollyK smiles, watching him Jul 24 15:37:05 Curious now? Jul 24 15:37:19 A little Jul 24 15:37:55 We'll put a pin in that. My neck doesn't seem like somewhere that would be very pleasurable Jul 24 15:38:43 I suppose you'll have to take my word for it Jul 24 15:38:56 * MollyK looks mischievous Jul 24 15:39:06 Perhaps I can find someone to show me? Jul 24 15:39:18 possibly Jul 24 15:39:32 There are about a hundred sailors on the ship... Jul 24 15:39:50 Whose employ depends on not upsetting your uncle... Jul 24 15:40:04 Hmmm... impractical... Jul 24 15:41:22 Indeed Jul 24 15:44:53 /me picks the coffee back up Jul 24 15:45:07 Unless you would like to show me? Jul 24 15:45:37 That is probably not a good idea Jul 24 15:48:53 Why? Jul 24 15:49:07 I would be taking liberties Jul 24 15:51:26 I'm not sure how Jul 24 15:51:53 * Morgan sips his coffee Jul 24 15:52:08 Its the sort of thing that if your uncle caught us, he would be... difficult to be around Jul 24 15:53:50 * MollyK sighs Jul 24 15:53:57 If that is your wish Jul 24 15:54:30 Not really, but... it would be unfair to you Jul 24 15:55:56 Why? You said it would feel nice? Jul 24 15:56:23 Ever eaten something so nice you wanted more? Thats how its supposed to be Jul 24 15:57:44 But when there's nothing left, you have to just be at peace with it Jul 24 15:58:05 except... you're still hungry... its like an itch but you can't scratch it Jul 24 15:58:39 You think you can do that to me just by touching my wrists or neck?! Jul 24 15:58:52 Touching, probably not... Jul 24 16:01:01 But you said... Jul 24 16:01:34 Other parts with just touching... neck, -probably- not just touching. Jul 24 16:02:45 * MollyK looks intrigued Jul 24 16:02:50 Other parts? Jul 24 16:03:45 More... intimate... areas Jul 24 16:06:14 Oh... if it's where I think you mean, I don't think we're supposed to touch that Jul 24 16:08:02 Said your mother by any chance? Jul 24 16:08:07 * MollyK nods Jul 24 16:08:33 She was always very firm about it Jul 24 16:09:47 well... if she feels that way, she's missing out Jul 24 16:11:07 * MollyK looks more intrigued Jul 24 16:11:27 That's allowed? You can touch down there? Jul 24 16:12:11 * Morgan shrugs Jul 24 16:12:22 Nouns business but your unless you're doing it in front of them is how I see it Jul 24 16:13:17 * MollyK nods thoughtfully Jul 24 16:13:25 And that feels good too? Jul 24 16:14:01 Given that my... parts... are different to yours, I can't claim to know myself, but... Jul 24 16:15:38 * MollyK nods Jul 24 16:16:14 So, my husband should be touching me like that, to make the intercourses less boring? Jul 24 16:16:30 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 24 16:16:45 Yes... or you could for the fun of it... Jul 24 16:18:40 People do that? Jul 24 16:19:49 Me, no... but others, sure Jul 24 16:20:16 * MollyK looks confused Jul 24 16:20:22 Oh! You mean alone! Jul 24 16:21:02 yes... or with someone else there I suppose Jul 24 16:21:21 * MollyK looks thoughtful Jul 24 16:21:38 Oh... Jul 24 16:21:57 What? Jul 24 16:22:20 I was just thinking about it Jul 24 16:22:28 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:22:53 * MollyK smiles Jul 24 16:23:06 You don't think I was get hurt or anything? Jul 24 16:23:13 Would* Jul 24 16:23:37 If you get hurt, you're doing it wrong Jul 24 16:24:22 But I don't know how to do it right either! Jul 24 16:25:25 True... I could -probably- teach you without having to actually show you Jul 24 16:28:22 * MollyK nods enthusiastically Jul 24 16:28:26 Yes, please Jul 24 16:29:07 * Morgan blushes, sipping his coffee Jul 24 16:29:22 Walked myself into that Jul 24 16:30:07 Oh, you wanted me to ask you to show me instead? Jul 24 16:31:23 No, its just... no, nevermind. Jul 24 16:32:27 Please, I'd like to know what you were going to say Jul 24 16:37:46 * Morgan sighs, looking at his coffee Jul 24 16:38:06 Down -there- there is a little... like... bump, maybe? Jul 24 16:39:18 Is there? Jul 24 16:39:34 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:39:57 Its a bit like... the very end of my little finger, see... and if you rub it -gently- it should feel good Jul 24 16:40:10 * MollyK nods slowly Jul 24 16:40:22 Alright... find a bump... okay Jul 24 16:40:59 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:41:08 It might feel a bit... overwhelming maybe... Jul 24 16:42:28 * MollyK nods "it does, I've never touched down there at all, I was told not even to wash there with my bare hands" Jul 24 16:43:03 Well... you may as well get rid of that notion Jul 24 16:45:41 * MollyK nods Jul 24 16:46:01 I have a little mirror, do you think I should use that? Jul 24 16:47:58 I don't see any reason not to Jul 24 16:48:19 * MollyK nods Jul 24 16:48:32 And it should feel good? Jul 24 16:49:07 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:49:09 Yes, it should Jul 24 16:49:48 Better than kissing you last night? Jul 24 16:50:05 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:50:06 much Jul 24 16:50:31 * MollyK smiles "I'm not sure that is possible, but I'll find out" Jul 24 16:51:31 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:51:33 Yes, you will Jul 24 16:51:51 You would like to be told what happens? Jul 24 16:52:23 If you Get it right, I know what'll happen Jul 24 16:52:39 That it will feel nice Jul 24 16:53:29 Get it right it'll feel more than nice Jul 24 16:54:01 What will it feel like? Jul 24 16:54:41 Well, I've never felt it how you'll feel it but... like explosions behind your eyes... Jul 24 16:55:18 That sounds dreadful! Like a migraine?! Jul 24 16:55:30 No, -nothing- like a migraine Jul 24 16:55:37 * MollyK nods Jul 24 16:55:47 And I might be able to do that? Jul 24 16:56:00 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:56:05 I don't see any reason you couldn't Jul 24 16:56:19 How long does that take? Jul 24 16:56:26 * Morgan shrugs Jul 24 16:56:30 I think it varies Jul 24 16:56:38 * MollyK nods Jul 24 16:56:57 After lunch I do not have anything much to do for the afternoon Jul 24 16:57:49 * Morgan nods Jul 24 16:57:57 There we are then Jul 24 17:00:48 * MollyK nods, watching him "What will you do then? Unless you wanted to stay...?" Jul 24 17:06:10 Your uncle would kill me if he found out Jul 24 17:09:01 That is not an answer to the actual question... Jul 24 17:09:13 No, I know Jul 24 17:09:59 So, what is the real answer? Jul 24 17:10:20 It is... a temptation that we should not indulge, given our intended outcome Jul 24 17:11:37 * MollyK nods a little Jul 24 17:11:48 Alright, but the invitation is there Jul 24 17:12:03 You would feel far too self conscious for that Jul 24 17:13:14 You needn't make any excuses, you can just say "no, thank you" Jul 24 17:13:43 I am not making excuses. I am giving reasons. Jul 24 17:14:54 Reasons to not. Do you have any reasons -for- Jul 24 17:15:02 Aside from wanting to, no Jul 24 17:15:35 You want to? Jul 24 17:15:45 * Morgan blushes Jul 24 17:16:06 well... yes Jul 24 17:16:22 * MollyK nods Jul 24 17:16:38 But you do not think it is a good idea? Jul 24 17:17:32 Probably not. My self control is good but... Jul 24 17:18:43 But what? Jul 24 17:19:03 I do not entirely trust it around you Jul 24 17:19:37 Really? Why? Jul 24 17:20:18 Because I am attracted to you. I believe I've already told you that Jul 24 17:21:10 Being attracted is not enough to ruin your self-control though? You must have been attracted to many women before? Jul 24 17:21:32 No, not really. Jul 24 17:21:52 You've lost self-control with women before? Jul 24 17:22:23 No, the only woman I've ever been even as intimate as you and I have been was the one I married. Its different now Jul 24 17:22:37 Why is it different? Jul 24 17:22:53 It just is Jul 24 17:24:08 * MollyK nods thoughtfully Jul 24 17:24:13 Interesting... Jul 24 17:25:50 Is it? Jul 24 17:26:49 Why you are afraid of it with me, and how scary that must be if you are not prone to losing self control Jul 24 17:27:55 * Morgan nods Jul 24 17:28:44 Maybe it is better for you if you are not here Jul 24 17:28:51 * Morgan nods Jul 24 17:29:01 Advisable, I'd say. Jul 24 17:30:12 * MollyK nods Jul 24 17:30:22 What will you do this afternoon instead? Jul 24 17:30:36 I might climb the rigging Jul 24 17:30:43 * MollyK nods Jul 24 17:30:59 Do you enjoy that? Jul 24 17:31:08 I used to. Its been a long time Jul 24 17:31:31 Then we will hopefully both be getting a lot of pleasure from our afternoon Jul 24 17:31:38 * Morgan nods Jul 24 17:31:41 Hopefully so Jul 24 17:32:06 * MollyK nods, smiling Jul 24 17:32:42 Thank you for your help. No matter where things take us, I'll always remember you teaching me about this Jul 24 17:33:17 * Morgan nods Jul 24 17:33:19 You are welcome Jul 24 17:34:32 * MollyK nods, smiling "shall we go to lunch now?" Jul 24 17:34:57 * Morgan nods Jul 24 17:35:02 Aye, lets get some food Jul 24 17:35:47 * MollyK finishes the coffee in one go before standing up and putting her shoes back on Jul 24 17:36:09 And this evening, we could play together? Jul 24 17:37:22 I'm sorry? Jul 24 17:37:58 *she blushes* Oh, like chess or cards? Not... ummm... Jul 24 17:38:28 Oh! Yes, thats... yes that'd be nice Jul 24 17:38:45 * MollyK just nods mutely a moment Jul 24 17:40:13 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jul 24 17:41:46 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jul 24 18:14:57 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 18:49:31 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jul 24 22:20:47 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.150) has joined Jul 24 22:21:02 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 24 22:23:29 [17:38:46] • ​MollyK​ just nods mutely a moment Jul 24 22:23:52 * Morgan watches her Jul 24 22:23:55 What? Jul 24 22:24:22 * MollyK shakes her head Jul 24 22:24:36 Errant thoughts. Would you like to eat now? Jul 24 22:24:56 * Morgan blushes, but nods Jul 24 22:26:52 * MollyK nods, heading out for lunch. She makes polite chat with her uncle, but once they have finished eating she pleads tiredness and states an intention to take a nap. He escorts her back to her room. She smiles Jul 24 22:26:59 Well, wish me luck! Jul 24 22:27:10 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:27:22 I'm sure you won't need it Jul 24 22:27:28 * MollyK nods Jul 24 22:27:42 I'll see you later, enjoy your afternoon Jul 24 22:27:50 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:27:52 And you Jul 24 22:29:08 * MollyK kisses his cheek before going inside and quietly locking the door Jul 24 22:30:13 * Morgan tidies his room briefly before going up on deck Jul 24 22:33:07 *she doesn't appear for hours, and it's hard not to picture her exploring herself intimately with a mirror and discovering pleasure, whether she will make the same sounds as last night when they were kissing* Jul 24 22:33:28 * Morgan eventually heads back to his room Jul 24 22:35:54 *there's still no sign of her after four hours of her going to her room* Jul 24 22:36:10 * Morgan goes to her room, knocking quietly Jul 24 22:36:16 Hmm? Jul 24 22:36:23 Are you alright? Jul 24 22:36:30 * MollyK yawns Jul 24 22:36:39 Mmhmm... hang on a moment Jul 24 22:39:57 * MollyK opens the door. Her hair is down and tumbled, her dress looks a little slept in, and he can smell a scent of female arousal and pleasure from her, not strong enough to be noticed by someone not in the know, but enough to fire off his instinctive male recognition and reactions. She smiling Jul 24 22:40:20 Good afternoon... Jul 24 22:42:33 You were gone quite a while... I was concerned Jul 24 22:43:24 * MollyK smiles Jul 24 22:43:36 Do you want to come inside? Jul 24 22:43:50 If you like... Jul 24 22:45:12 * MollyK lets him in. The bed is untidy, and on the mirror are distinct fingerprints, once wet but now dried Jul 24 22:46:09 You are alright? Jul 24 22:47:26 * MollyK nods, sitting on the bed Jul 24 22:47:33 Oh yes, I really am! Jul 24 22:47:46 It went well I take it Jul 24 22:49:50 * MollyK nods, smiling Jul 24 22:49:57 It was amazing! Jul 24 22:50:12 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:50:13 Good Jul 24 22:50:28 You didn't say it could happen more than once! Jul 24 22:50:48 It doesn't always, it depends on the person I think Jul 24 22:53:01 * MollyK smiles, watching him mischievously "do you think twenty is too many?" Jul 24 22:53:36 * Morgan shrugs Jul 24 22:53:42 That would explain what took so long Jul 24 22:55:31 I did take a nap after, I needed it! Jul 24 22:56:41 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:56:46 I would imagine so Jul 24 22:58:09 * MollyK smiles, rubbing the mirror with her skirt Jul 24 22:58:13 Thank you Jul 24 22:58:19 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:58:25 You're welcome. I'm glad you enjoyed yourself Jul 24 22:58:31 * MollyK nods Jul 24 22:59:03 I think I'll be needing a nap after lunch each day for the rest of the trip Jul 24 22:59:18 Oh really? Jul 24 23:00:33 * MollyK nods, smiling Jul 24 23:01:01 I think that will make a boring journey more interesting Jul 24 23:01:47 * Morgan nods Jul 24 23:01:50 I would imagine so, yes Jul 24 23:02:59 * MollyK smiles "You could make your own journey more interesting..." Jul 24 23:04:19 No, I don't think so. It only happens the once for men and... I just... don't. Jul 24 23:06:23 * MollyK nods "my offer still stands. You are welcome here" Jul 24 23:06:41 I still don't know its a good idea Jul 24 23:07:43 Oh I know, but the idea is nice Jul 24 23:07:51 * Morgan nods Jul 24 23:07:54 Yes, it is Jul 24 23:10:02 * MollyK watches him Jul 24 23:10:11 I thought of that, during... Jul 24 23:10:18 * Morgan blushes Jul 24 23:10:20 Really? Jul 24 23:10:27 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:10:32 Yes, really Jul 24 23:10:40 Why? Jul 24 23:12:53 Because it felt good to Jul 24 23:13:17 * Morgan nods Jul 24 23:13:18 Good Jul 24 23:14:51 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:15:01 How has your afternoon been? Jul 24 23:15:25 * Morgan shrugs Jul 24 23:15:29 dull Jul 24 23:15:47 You haven't found anything to amuse yourself? Jul 24 23:16:35 I've been on deck but the captain didn't look like he'd be all that happy if I climbed the rigging Jul 24 23:17:51 You were planning to ask? Jul 24 23:18:36 Remember they think I'm just... a normal person Jul 24 23:19:53 You, my dear friend, are certainly not normal Jul 24 23:21:09 No... that is a fair statement Jul 24 23:22:40 You share kisses with me, and tell me how to delight myself, yet seem somewhat unmoved by it. It's perplexing Jul 24 23:23:17 * Morgan shrugs Jul 24 23:23:21 I am very reserved Jul 24 23:25:12 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:25:20 Then you are not unmoved Jul 24 23:25:47 No. I am not. Jul 24 23:26:48 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:26:59 You do not think less of me? Jul 24 23:27:13 When it was my guidance that led you to it? That would be unfair Jul 24 23:28:48 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:29:11 It would. It would be disappointing Jul 24 23:29:36 You would be disappointed in me Jul 24 23:30:13 * MollyK nods "I don't think of you as an unfair man" Jul 24 23:30:33 No... I dislike unfairness Jul 24 23:31:25 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:31:50 It would not stop me, though. Jul 24 23:32:03 No... Jul 24 23:33:03 In my life, I will not get to choose who I am to be intimate with, but I can choose to be intimate with myself. It's a freedom I can exercise Jul 24 23:33:38 * Morgan nods Jul 24 23:33:40 Yes, it is Jul 24 23:34:17 I'll think of you like that sometimes then, in the future, if you'd like? Jul 24 23:34:46 If that is what you wish to do Jul 24 23:35:20 * MollyK watches him "you would prefer I don't..." Jul 24 23:36:35 As you said, it is a freedom of few that you can enjoy. I would not influence that, when you have so few freedoms Jul 24 23:36:51 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:36:53 I see Jul 24 23:37:11 Do you? Jul 24 23:38:10 Yes. You do not want me to feel obligated, even when it is my own hands on my body Jul 24 23:38:20 * Morgan nods Jul 24 23:38:21 Indeed Jul 24 23:38:45 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:38:51 You are kind Jul 24 23:39:54 I don't think anyone would agree with you Jul 24 23:42:35 * MollyK shrugs Jul 24 23:42:40 That's their loss Jul 24 23:42:51 perhaps Jul 24 23:45:07 * MollyK nods, stretching and making a satisfied sigh Jul 24 23:45:18 What would you like to do now? Jul 24 23:45:28 * Morgan watches her Jul 24 23:45:32 I don't know really Jul 24 23:46:11 No? There's nothing you'd enjoy for the remainder of the afternoon? Jul 24 23:46:45 * Morgan looks away, blushing hard Jul 24 23:47:27 * MollyK laughs softly Jul 24 23:47:40 A guilder for whatever went through your mind... Jul 24 23:48:02 Uhhh... no, I think... best not Jul 24 23:48:11 Five? *she smiles* Jul 24 23:49:13 I think you can probably work it out Jul 24 23:50:08 * MollyK shakes her head Jul 24 23:50:39 No... I hope I don't have to go through an elaborate interrogation to get it out of you? Jul 24 23:51:08 * Morgan looks uncomfortable Jul 24 23:51:16 It was... an inappropriate thought Jul 24 23:51:39 I'm starting to think those are the best kind! Jul 24 23:52:48 * Morgan chuckles briefly Jul 24 23:54:34 * MollyK nods, smiling thoughtfully Jul 24 23:55:14 I'd still like to know Jul 24 23:55:30 * Morgan sighs Jul 24 23:55:47 I just... I thought of what it'd be like... -helping- you... Jul 24 23:56:01 * MollyK nods Jul 24 23:56:56 I am certainly that would be very enjoyable for me, but wouldn't it be boring for you? Jul 24 23:58:07 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 24 23:58:08 no Jul 24 23:59:32 * MollyK nods thoughtfully