**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Jul 23 13:50:07 2023 Jul 23 13:50:07 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 23 14:10:09 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jul 23 17:29:45 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jul 23 18:59:44 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jul 23 19:02:55 MollyK> There's always the morning, my love Jul 23 19:02:56 * Morgan nods Jul 23 19:02:56 I suppose Jul 23 19:02:56 I would rather it be because you want me than because you feel you must Jul 23 19:02:56 * Morgan nods Jul 23 19:02:59 alright Jul 23 19:03:01 * MollyK kisses his cheek before going to prepare for bed Jul 23 19:03:03 * Morgan gets undressed Jul 23 19:04:14 * MollyK gets in once she's done Jul 23 19:05:33 * Morgan gets into bed Jul 23 19:06:00 Goodnight, my love Jul 23 19:06:37 G'night blossom Jul 23 19:11:49 * MollyK sings to him the Gaelic song he first sang to her months ago, 'secret of my heart' Jul 23 19:12:30 * Morgan smiles as he tries to settle to sleep Jul 23 19:18:52 *he falls asleep, back to the dream where he'd tutored her. He'd banged his head on his fall, then passed out in his hammock. Hours have passed, he can tell by the sunset colours outside the window. The feeling of wanting her has not abated* Jul 23 19:19:29 * Morgan mutters, getting a drink and going up on deck to look at the sunset Jul 23 19:26:36 * MollyK is up there in the rigging, legs swinging, and singing to the men who are all gathered around, sat or resting against things. They look quite sleepy. She sings something from the north of Avalon that he hasn't heard in a long time Jul 23 19:28:00 * Morgan watches her Jul 23 19:33:42 * MollyK looks cheerful, and very beautiful Jul 23 19:34:06 * Morgan frowns briefly, looking round the crew Jul 23 19:35:13 *they all look at ease Jul 23 19:37:30 * Morgan sighs, frowning Jul 23 19:38:55 * MollyK sees him, smiling, then gives him a wink. His heart skips a beat Jul 23 19:40:05 * Morgan scowls briefly, looking out at the horizon Jul 23 19:41:07 *it's pretty, but getting dark. He notices the song end* Jul 23 19:42:02 * Morgan looks round Jul 23 19:43:30 * MollyK is watching him "you're bleeding." Jul 23 19:44:02 What? Jul 23 19:45:51 * MollyK smiles "it's where your blood comes out a lil bit" Jul 23 19:46:21 * Morgan frowns, touching his head Jul 23 19:49:28 *it feels sore, and his fingers are a little bloodied* Jul 23 19:49:42 damn Jul 23 19:52:32 * MollyK climbs down, coming over to him Jul 23 19:52:44 Come on, let's clean you up Jul 23 19:53:05 * Morgan frowns, nodding Jul 23 19:54:56 * MollyK shrugs Jul 23 19:55:19 You can stay looking like the losing party of a bar fight if you wish Jul 23 19:56:55 Must've been when I tipped myself out of the hammock Jul 23 19:58:01 * MollyK nods, offering her hand "you're hurt... come on" Jul 23 19:58:21 * Morgan nods, touching his head with one hand, taking hers with the other Jul 23 20:01:38 *touching her makes that attraction significantly worse, but she doesn't seem to notice, leading him below Jul 23 20:02:01 * Morgan follows her quietly Jul 23 20:05:11 * MollyK lets him into her room, pointing him to the chair Jul 23 20:05:16 Sit, please Jul 23 20:06:16 * Morgan nods, sitting down Jul 23 20:07:36 * MollyK gathers up some things, bringing them over Jul 23 20:07:44 I'll need you hair down Jul 23 20:07:56 Why? Jul 23 20:12:17 So I can clean it properly Jul 23 20:12:27 * Morgan sighs, untying his hair Jul 23 20:15:50 * MollyK nods, watching him. He can see her pupils notably dilate before she blinks Jul 23 20:15:59 Long. It's long. Jul 23 20:16:30 * Morgan nods Jul 23 20:16:33 Yes, it is Jul 23 20:18:23 * MollyK nods, swallowing "it's gorgeous" Jul 23 20:19:08 * Morgan blushes Jul 23 20:19:53 Thank you Jul 23 21:10:42 * MollyK smiles, blushing a little too Jul 23 21:10:51 I uhh... I need to clean Jul 23 21:14:50 * Morgan nods Jul 23 21:14:51 Ok Jul 23 21:17:09 Sorry, it's going to be a little cold... Jul 23 21:17:17 * Morgan shrugs Jul 23 21:17:19 Doesn't matter Jul 23 21:19:17 * MollyK moves closer, the cut is on his scalp towards his crown. She gently parts his hair. His face is at the height of her collar bone, most of his vision is filled with her breasts, and all of his sense of smell is with the rosewater scent of her Jul 23 21:19:35 * Morgan scowls, trying to concentrate on something else Jul 23 21:28:37 *there's nothing to concentrate on really. She speaks softly* Am I hurting you? Jul 23 21:28:48 No, you're not Jul 23 21:29:13 You look pained Jul 23 21:29:41 Yes, well... your bosom is all I can see...\ Jul 23 21:29:55 * MollyK gently washes the wound, he can almost feel the warmth of her skin radiating from her Jul 23 21:30:10 That's bad? I've never had anyone complain before Jul 23 21:32:14 Yes, well, I am not like most men Jul 23 21:32:32 You're certainly more confusing Jul 23 21:33:00 No doubt Jul 23 21:34:36 * MollyK swaps to a dry cloth Jul 23 21:35:10 One minute you're impulsively kissing me, the next you seem to dislike my proximity immensely! Jul 23 21:36:42 I am aware it must be difficult Jul 23 21:37:56 It is, really. I think this could do with a little stitching Jul 23 21:38:08 I'm sure it'll be fine Jul 23 21:38:51 * MollyK leans back a little to look at him "are you always so stubborn about accepting what is good for you?" Jul 23 21:39:11 * Morgan shrugs Jul 23 21:39:16 I've managed up until this point Jul 23 21:41:19 * MollyK watches him intently Jul 23 21:41:34 Don't you ever just want a moment to be happy? Jul 23 21:42:52 You must remember that I was doing my damndest to get myself killed. Jul 23 21:44:03 * MollyK nods Jul 23 21:44:15 But for now at least, I need you... Jul 23 21:45:13 * Morgan nods Jul 23 21:47:12 * MollyK watches him a long moment "I really appreciate you trying to get me out of this mess" Jul 23 21:48:41 * Morgan nods Jul 23 21:49:20 * MollyK sighs "I wish I could kiss you again" Jul 23 21:49:58 I thought that happened because you were overwhelmed... Jul 23 21:50:34 My broken restraint was from that Jul 23 21:50:58 I see Jul 23 21:52:36 * MollyK sucks her lower lip a moment Jul 23 21:53:01 You kissed me because -you- were overwhelmed? Jul 23 21:54:43 Very little overwhelms me Jul 23 21:56:09 * MollyK nods Jul 23 21:56:13 Then why? Jul 23 21:56:45 * Morgan sighs Jul 23 21:56:50 It is difficult to explain Jul 23 21:58:16 * MollyK nods Jul 23 21:58:34 But it was a mistake you do not wish to repeat. Jul 23 21:58:58 * Morgan watches her for a moment before shaking his head ever so slightly Jul 23 21:58:59 No... Jul 23 22:00:54 * MollyK watches him back Jul 23 22:01:14 No, you do not wish to, or no, it was a mistake? Jul 23 22:03:01 Neither. Jul 23 22:08:32 * MollyK nods, biting her lip a moment. He can see well the pulse in her throat speed Jul 23 22:08:35 Yes. Jul 23 22:09:40 Yes? Jul 23 22:12:06 Yes. It wasn't a mistake... Jul 23 22:13:57 * Morgan sighs Jul 23 22:14:10 I am attracted to you. Jul 23 22:16:02 * MollyK nods Jul 23 22:16:43 And I to you, so much. And your hair... wow... it's so hard not to touch it Jul 23 22:17:36 * Morgan nods Jul 23 22:18:33 * MollyK speaks quietly Jul 23 22:18:48 I don't want to make you dislike me Jul 23 22:19:02 * Morgan nods Jul 23 22:19:14 I find it difficult to imagine that being a possibility Jul 23 22:19:27 * MollyK frowns a little Jul 23 22:19:47 And if I kiss you now, you will not be disappointed? Jul 23 22:20:24 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Jul 23 22:21:46 * MollyK nods Jul 23 22:22:00 Okay... I'm going to, okay? Jul 23 22:22:10 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 23 22:22:50 * MollyK leans down, very gently kissing him Jul 23 22:23:11 * Morgan presses his lips to hers Jul 23 22:25:13 * MollyK tilts a little, lips softening Jul 23 22:25:53 * Morgan gently brings his fingers to her face Jul 23 22:26:42 * MollyK makes a little sound of pleasure Jul 23 22:29:48 * Morgan pulls away gently Jul 23 22:32:15 * MollyK watches him, licking her lower lip Jul 23 22:32:40 Are you... *she swallows* are you alright? Jul 23 22:32:47 * Morgan nods Jul 23 22:32:51 I think so Jul 23 22:33:08 It was alright? Jul 23 22:33:23 * Morgan smiles slightly, nodding Jul 23 22:33:38 * MollyK smiles Jul 23 22:33:43 No regrets? Jul 23 22:34:28 I don't... I don't think so... Jul 23 22:35:06 * MollyK nods "I... don't suppose we could do it once more?" Jul 23 22:35:47 If you wish to Jul 23 22:36:16 But do -you- wish to? Jul 23 22:36:28 * Morgan nods Jul 23 22:36:43 * MollyK nods Jul 23 22:36:58 I've not kissed many boys, sorry Jul 23 22:37:17 * Morgan sighs quietly Jul 23 22:37:23 I can't say I've kissed any Jul 23 22:37:48 * MollyK giggles Jul 23 22:37:56 I don't mind that Jul 23 22:39:03 * Morgan smiles slightly, watching her Jul 23 22:41:38 * MollyK watches him, blushing, then kisses him suddenly, her hands on his shoulders Jul 23 22:42:09 * Morgan makes a noise of surprise, immediately bringing his hand to her hair Jul 23 22:42:58 * MollyK makes an mmhmm sound even as her lips gently part against his Jul 23 22:44:11 * Morgan mimics her actions Jul 23 22:48:17 * MollyK moves a little closer, and the tip of her tongue touches his upper lip tentatively Jul 23 22:48:43 * Morgan parts his lips a little Jul 23 22:51:46 * MollyK tilts her head a little to make it easier. He can feel the curls of her hair in his fingers Jul 23 22:52:37 * Morgan meets her tongue with his Jul 23 22:54:22 * MollyK explores it gently, her Jul 23 22:54:37 Hand moving up to his neck Jul 23 22:56:03 * Morgan makes a noise of enjoyment Jul 23 22:58:48 * MollyK does likewise, her thumb slowly runs up and down whilst her hand stays still. She kisses him a little deeper Jul 23 22:59:54 * Morgan follows her lead Jul 23 23:02:15 * MollyK moves again, standing between his legs. The soft mounds of her breasts meet his upper chest Jul 23 23:06:28 * Morgan puts a hand on her waist, pulling her so she's pressed against him Jul 23 23:07:36 * MollyK moans quietly into his mouth, leaning in more so she's as close as she can be Jul 23 23:08:45 * Morgan sucks her lower lip between his teeth gently Jul 23 23:12:21 * MollyK 's knees weaken at it, he can feel her body almost drop Jul 23 23:12:50 * Morgan holds her up, pulling away Jul 23 23:14:50 * MollyK searches his gaze, looking breathless and aroused Jul 23 23:15:02 I'm fine Jul 23 23:15:11 * Morgan nods Jul 23 23:16:13 Are you alright? I didn't knee you in the plums? Jul 23 23:16:19 I'm fine Jul 23 23:16:40 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:16:50 I... ummm... now what? Jul 23 23:17:17 Now, we have a little break and breathing room I think Jul 23 23:17:24 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:17:43 You wish to go back to your hammock? Jul 23 23:18:14 Not particularly Jul 23 23:18:54 * MollyK nods. She gently kisses his forehead before stepping back Jul 23 23:19:04 Breathing room, okay Jul 23 23:19:26 * Morgan takes a deep breath before touching his head Jul 23 23:19:48 *it feels fine* Jul 23 23:21:34 You've done well... Jul 23 23:22:45 With the kissing? I have done that before but not with so much finesse Jul 23 23:23:16 I meant with the cut to my head Jul 23 23:24:10 * MollyK giggles Jul 23 23:24:20 I didn't do well with the kissing? Jul 23 23:24:57 You did, obviously Jul 23 23:26:04 * MollyK smiles, blushing Jul 23 23:26:32 Good. Your head feels okay? Jul 23 23:26:45 * Morgan nods Jul 23 23:26:47 Aye, it does Jul 23 23:27:03 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:27:15 If you're wondering, you did well too Jul 23 23:28:00 I'm glad you think so Jul 23 23:28:30 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:28:44 I've never been kissed so beautifully before Jul 23 23:29:06 * Morgan blushes Jul 23 23:29:26 Sorry... Jul 23 23:30:31 * Morgan shrugs Jul 23 23:30:35 I'm not Jul 23 23:31:25 Normally it's all fumbling and clumsy. You... you kiss like a dream Jul 23 23:31:55 I uhhh... its been a while Jul 23 23:32:12 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:32:28 Then you could use a tutor...? Jul 23 23:33:11 You think I need tuition and practice at it? Jul 23 23:33:23 * MollyK smiles brightly Jul 23 23:33:55 You said you're out of practice, and there are many handsome young sailors aboard who might help you! Jul 23 23:34:39 I think I'll pass... having spent time with sailors, I'm aware that generally they aren't interested in improving themselves any Jul 23 23:34:55 Oh no! Will I suffice? Jul 23 23:37:42 You would wish to again? Jul 23 23:37:54 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:38:00 Absolutely. Jul 23 23:38:16 * Morgan nods Jul 23 23:39:10 If you need the help, it'd be my pleasure to aid you Jul 23 23:39:53 It seems a little at odds with getting you free of all this doesn't it Jul 23 23:41:10 If I am going to be trapped in a marriage I do not want, to a man I don't love, don't I at least deserve to take some sweet, delicious memories with me? Jul 23 23:41:33 At the moment, that trap is me... Jul 23 23:42:07 That would be very different... Jul 23 23:42:16 Would it? Jul 23 23:42:22 Yes. Jul 23 23:43:49 why? Jul 23 23:45:20 Because... because you are not a man I don't love. Jul 23 23:45:58 Its just a crush Jul 23 23:47:17 Is it...? How do you know? Jul 23 23:47:37 That is what you said Jul 23 23:48:33 Well... things change. -Heart's- change, don't they? Jul 23 23:49:16 I suppose so Jul 23 23:49:32 * MollyK chews her lip Jul 23 23:50:06 It doesn't really change anything Jul 23 23:50:27 O suppose it doesn't Jul 23 23:50:52 The plan is not for us to marry Jul 23 23:52:03 No... Jul 23 23:53:13 So whether I love you or not doesn't signify Jul 23 23:54:08 I suppose so Jul 23 23:54:45 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:54:58 It is what it is Jul 23 23:56:56 I suppose... we'll have some time to work our the plan Jul 23 23:57:27 * MollyK nods Jul 23 23:57:52 I am but a girl, tossed about on the seas of the desires of the men around me