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I wonder if there are things we miss in the dreams, warninga Apr 27 11:49:15 * Morgan nods Apr 27 11:49:23 I have wondered the same Apr 27 11:49:49 * MollyK nods, getting into bed Apr 27 11:50:18 But then I think of that thread, how much it hurt you, and the strain between us... Apr 27 11:50:58 There was no need for that though Apr 27 11:51:14 For the thread? Apr 27 11:51:29 The strain between us Apr 27 11:53:07 * MollyK shrugs, brushing off the sheet Apr 27 11:53:12 That is uncontrollable Apr 27 11:53:28 * Morgan nods, sighing Apr 27 11:55:09 * MollyK holds out her hand to him Apr 27 11:55:46 * Morgan moves, taking it Apr 27 11:55:48 In some ways, we are so similar, and in that, so different. But I know it is not out of your choice Apr 27 11:56:11 In that I do my suffering alone? Apr 27 11:57:51 In that you retreat from affection and touch, and I tend towards drowning myself in it Apr 27 11:58:17 * Morgan nods Apr 27 11:58:22 Its just how I am Apr 27 11:58:52 I know. I know it is not personal. It is not because your heart turns from me Apr 27 12:00:15 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:00:21 Thats right. Apr 27 12:02:21 * MollyK kisses his palm Apr 27 12:02:38 And when it is passed, you return to me, where you belong Apr 27 12:02:48 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:04:52 Are you well tonight? Apr 27 12:06:27 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:06:34 Aye, I am love. Apr 27 12:07:36 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 12:07:51 One more day, and then you will have me all day Apr 27 12:08:03 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:08:14 Aye, that'll be nice Apr 27 12:08:46 * MollyK nods Apr 27 12:09:03 Inga frets about the draw, and who can blame her? Apr 27 12:09:23 Aye, I know. It makes me quite sad Apr 27 12:11:46 * MollyK nods Apr 27 12:12:13 And I. I only hope that once I am with child it stops Apr 27 12:13:04 They can't drive us toward conception if it is already achieved... Apr 27 12:13:13 * MollyK nods Apr 27 12:13:43 And maybe, with one, the minimum of the convergence is achieved, and there should be no haste Apr 27 12:14:24 I'm not so sure about that but we'll see Apr 27 12:15:07 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 12:15:29 You won't need the sparkliness to give me another, and another, and another? Apr 27 12:16:20 Didn't need it anyway Apr 27 12:16:47 Good. Then we will hope it goes for good Apr 27 12:17:42 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:18:02 That'd be nice... though... it'd be nice if we could just enjoy its effects without it affecting others Apr 27 12:18:17 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 12:18:29 You would miss the pleasure of it? Apr 27 12:19:58 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:29:10 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 12:29:12 Me too Apr 27 12:29:19 I wonder... Apr 27 12:31:13 If the shards are joined, could me being in the shield prevent it? Apr 27 12:31:37 I wouldn't think so Apr 27 12:33:06 no... *she shrugs, smiling* oh well, my love, we shall have to just rely on the one tool that has never failed us... Apr 27 12:33:33 Supple leather and firm? Apr 27 12:33:54 * MollyK leans in to kiss him gently Apr 27 12:34:01 Firm, certainly Apr 27 12:34:09 * Morgan chuckles Apr 27 12:34:44 You reckon you could acquire one of those things? Apr 27 12:35:21 Easily. Betuana wished to gift us them. Apr 27 12:36:07 oh... I see... Apr 27 12:36:34 You wish to see one? Apr 27 12:36:49 Not... exactly... just a thought that occured Apr 27 12:37:35 Oh? Apr 27 12:37:53 * Morgan blushes Apr 27 12:38:03 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 12:38:20 Oh now I -really- wish to know Apr 27 12:38:38 * Morgan blushes harder Apr 27 12:40:32 * MollyK kisses him again slowly, voice soft "tell me, my love..." Apr 27 12:41:52 just... an errant thought love... Apr 27 12:43:03 * MollyK nods "mmhmm... be errant with me then... confide it..." Apr 27 12:43:20 * Morgan sighs slightly Apr 27 12:43:25 Try not to be disappointed in me... Apr 27 12:44:08 * MollyK kisses him again Apr 27 12:45:18 I just... the thought occurred about using one of those devices while... I am in your rear.... Apr 27 12:46:11 * MollyK smiles, stroking his cheek "an interesting prospect... I wonder how that would feel..." Apr 27 12:46:39 * Morgan shrugs, blushing Apr 27 12:48:01 * MollyK kisses him again, briefly licking his lower lip "if that thought arouses you, I think we will find out..." Apr 27 12:48:18 You do not object? Apr 27 12:48:30 Should I? Apr 27 12:48:50 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 12:52:47 It is a tool for pleasure, nothing more. You do not wish another man to have me, nor would I accede to it Apr 27 12:53:11 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:53:14 indeed Apr 27 12:55:19 Then tomorrow, I shall acquire one Apr 27 12:55:33 * Morgan nods Apr 27 12:55:45 Alright Apr 27 12:56:02 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 12:56:15 You worry too much, my love. Apr 27 12:56:41 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 12:56:42 Maybe Apr 27 12:58:21 I like that you think of me that way Apr 27 12:59:09 Oh? Apr 27 13:00:40 It is nice that I am in your mind... that your desire brings you new avenues on which to pursue pleasure Apr 27 13:02:15 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:02:17 Quite a bit Apr 27 13:02:27 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 13:02:40 Good Apr 27 13:04:40 * Morgan sighs quietly Apr 27 13:04:54 Need to work out what fruit will survive the trip home... Apr 27 13:05:04 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 13:05:43 A fair change of subject, my love. How did you get from there to here? Apr 27 13:07:11 Just how much I think of you, how I was thinking of you when the messenger arrived, which is when I was talking to Florrie showing her mango seeds Apr 27 13:07:34 You were thinking of me? Apr 27 13:07:56 Of course Apr 27 13:08:05 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 13:09:16 That is nice. I was thinking of you so much, about how I long to join the happy situation of the mothers-to-be that I met Apr 27 13:11:59 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:13:35 Come with me... Apr 27 13:14:12 Hmm? Apr 27 13:15:53 Tomorrow... come to town. I will have someone summoned who can tell you about the fruits Apr 27 13:17:03 I can't leave the boys again Apr 27 13:18:17 Hmm... bring them? Apr 27 13:19:04 It won't distract you? Apr 27 13:21:47 I don't think so, but you can always take them to the ship to play Apr 27 13:22:08 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:22:10 I suppose so Apr 27 13:22:13 * MollyK smiles thoughtfully, shaking her head a little Apr 27 13:23:41 What? Apr 27 13:24:49 Sometimes I wonder how we got here... how did we go from working in a house alongside each other to making arrangements for the care of our children, hmm? Apr 27 13:25:15 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:25:19 It is quite the departure Apr 27 13:26:38 * MollyK nods Apr 27 13:26:46 Quite the miracle, I feel Apr 27 13:26:59 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:27:48 * MollyK kisses his palm Apr 27 13:27:57 Every day with you is a blessing Apr 27 13:28:50 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 13:28:55 Not so sure about that love Apr 27 13:29:23 Oh I am very sure Apr 27 13:30:43 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 27 13:31:00 And you? Do you feel blessed? Apr 27 13:31:28 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:31:29 I do, yes Apr 27 13:32:37 Good. And you are -happy-? Apr 27 13:35:18 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:35:21 Of course I am Apr 27 13:36:26 I am glad Apr 27 13:36:58 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:37:03 Are you happy? Apr 27 13:37:44 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 13:38:08 Oh yes... but I suppose I could be happier... Apr 27 13:39:17 Oh? Apr 27 13:39:42 * MollyK holds her hands about seven or eight inches apart Apr 27 13:39:48 About this much happier Apr 27 13:40:32 * Morgan blushes Apr 27 13:40:38 Even after this morning? Apr 27 13:40:46 * MollyK nods Apr 27 13:41:02 My desire for you knows nothing of clocks Apr 27 13:41:15 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:42:22 I'm afraid my love I am quite tired Apr 27 13:43:53 In that case we will cuddle and be close? Apr 27 13:45:51 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:45:53 Sounds like heaven Apr 27 13:47:00 * MollyK smiles "come on then, my love, undress and come to bed" Apr 27 13:47:22 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Apr 27 13:50:02 * MollyK waits for him, watching with a smile Apr 27 13:50:11 * Morgan gets into bed Apr 27 13:50:17 You are hoping it will scar... Apr 27 13:50:26 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 27 13:50:33 You think it foolish Apr 27 13:50:45 * MollyK shakes her head Apr 27 13:51:50 No. I think you have met someone who has shaped you... Apr 27 13:52:21 How so? Apr 27 13:52:47 That little girl. She has made you think about your scarring Apr 27 13:53:02 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:53:04 She has Apr 27 13:53:13 But she is quite odd Apr 27 13:53:52 * MollyK smiles Apr 27 13:54:01 That is how you like people, my love Apr 27 13:54:19 * Morgan nods Apr 27 13:54:21 true Apr 27 13:59:10 * MollyK cuddles in Apr 27 13:59:30 You are rather odd yourself, my love. I think it's the Hockridge in you Apr 27 14:00:01 * Morgan nods Apr 27 14:00:03 Could be really Apr 27 14:01:13 * MollyK nods "shall I sing, or do you wish to hear the waves?" Apr 27 14:01:28 The waves I think Apr 27 14:01:49 * MollyK kisses him "goodnight then, liebling" Apr 27 14:01:58 Goodnight my love Apr 27 14:05:46 *he falls asleep easily, dreaming of climbing the wall, but every time he gets near the top there is more wall to climb. What wakes him is Molly turning over and wrapping around him from behind* Apr 27 14:06:30 * Morgan sighs, checking the time Apr 27 14:08:04 *it's two hours before dawn* Apr 27 14:08:21 * Morgan rolls his eyes, trying to go back to sleeo Apr 27 14:09:21 *he only dozes. Her giggling in her sleep wakes him again just before the dawn watch* Apr 27 14:10:35 * Morgan stretches before climbing out of bed and getting dressed Apr 27 14:11:07 Hmmm, don't go... Apr 27 14:11:36 Its time I got up love Apr 27 14:13:14 I dreamt of you, and of Hafenlohr... Apr 27 14:13:32 Oh? Apr 27 14:14:39 * MollyK nods, propping up with the pillows Apr 27 14:16:22 It was late November, I was a few months with child. You were still abed whilst I was getting up. You asked where I was going, and I said I had an appointment with the priest at Kempten about the advent services... Apr 27 14:17:16 Right,,, Apr 27 14:18:10 You sat up like this, smiling, and told me I had an appointment with a Duke first... when I smiled and said I didn't recall making one, you told me you had an urgent reminder of it, and flipped the sheets back... Apr 27 14:19:29 * Morgan laughs Apr 27 14:21:53 * MollyK nods, giggling "So I came back to bed, to receive such a reminder. You stopped me from moving over you, your head to my chest and breathing the scent of my skin, and you were telling me how I had made your life complete" Apr 27 14:22:54 * Morgan nods slowly, looking toward the window Apr 27 14:23:04 That must have made you feel wonderful Apr 27 14:23:34 It did... but now I fear I have somehow overstepped? Apr 27 14:24:57 No love, you haven't Apr 27 14:25:15 Why do you look away, my love? Apr 27 14:25:57 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 14:26:12 It is quite the step don't you think? Apr 27 14:26:23 Is it? Apr 27 14:27:01 * Morgan nods Apr 27 14:27:54 How so, my love? Apr 27 14:28:49 * Morgan frowns Apr 27 14:28:56 You are sure you wish me to answer? Apr 27 14:29:13 * MollyK nods seriously Apr 27 14:29:17 Yes Apr 27 14:30:57 Because the things we have in that dream, Hafenlohr aside, I have had before. Apr 27 14:31:52 That ease of displaying arousal? That joy of a new life? Apr 27 14:32:22 The latter, yes, the former not quite so boldly... Apr 27 14:33:18 * MollyK nods Apr 27 14:34:36 I know. I have always known that. Maybe it will not be so new, but that does not mean it won't be important too. Apr 27 14:34:48 No, it does not mean that at all Apr 27 14:34:56 * MollyK nods Apr 27 14:36:05 I should get up and express incase it is needed Apr 27 14:37:01 * Morgan nods Apr 27 14:37:06 Probably a good idea Apr 27 14:37:27 * MollyK gets out of bed Apr 27 14:38:02 We will all go to town today? Apr 27 14:38:09 * Morgan nods Apr 27 14:38:21 I think so, talking to someone about the fruit is a good idea Apr 27 14:38:34 * MollyK nods Apr 27 14:38:48 Alright Apr 27 14:40:58 * Morgan pulls his breeches on Apr 27 14:42:22 * MollyK puts on a dressing gown Apr 27 14:43:13 It will be nice to be close enough to speak Apr 27 14:43:18 * Morgan nods Apr 27 14:43:31 Aye, it will. What of Inga and HeinzHarold? Apr 27 14:44:32 Perhaps they would like to have the house to themselves and make the best of the peace and quiet? We can send home the servants, and they can enjoy it here Apr 27 14:46:09 * Morgan nods Apr 27 14:46:20 Sounds like an idea... but will you not need Inga with you? Apr 27 14:47:16 No, I will manage Apr 27 14:48:49 * Morgan nods Apr 27 14:48:52 alright Apr 27 14:49:23 * MollyK finds the bottle for expressing Apr 27 14:50:16 I'm going to get some coffee love Apr 27 14:50:46 Alright, liebling Apr 27 14:52:18 * Morgan heads downstairs to do that before going outside to stand watching the sea to wait for sunrise Apr 27 14:54:05 *it is peaceful and quiet, only him and the waves. HH comes out to stand with him just before the sunrises Apr 27 14:54:10 * MollyK is now known as HH Apr 27 14:54:14 Mornin' Apr 27 14:55:57 hey Apr 27 14:57:07 How y' doin'? Apr 27 14:58:33 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Apr 27 14:58:36 Fine... you? Apr 27 15:00:03 Pretty good, yeah. What we doin' today then? Sail f' a look at the dragon islands? Spear fishing? Bit o' wrestling? Apr 27 15:01:36 I'm going to take the boys and tag along with Molly and talk to someone about the chances of getting the fruits back home... you're going to take the day with Inga Apr 27 15:02:12 [could you set Edwards mirror up in the window so Mina can see the view if she looks?] Apr 27 15:02:55 I dunno 'bout that, man... sounds like hard work Apr 27 15:03:00 [I will] Apr 27 15:03:50 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 27 15:03:55 I'll tell her you said that Apr 27 15:04:18 * HH grins Apr 27 15:04:44 She knows it's hard work. Be a bit rubbish if it was soft work Apr 27 15:05:13 * Morgan laughs Apr 27 15:07:10 Need a fake one then Apr 27 15:08:17 * Morgan nods Apr 27 15:08:22 Apparently they're being gifted some Apr 27 15:08:30 * Morgan glances at him Apr 27 15:08:42 Can you imagine, the entire hold full of those things? Apr 27 15:10:49 Wouldn't wanna walk around naked down there Apr 27 15:12:09 No... I can imagine the conversation when we got back... ah, your excellencies, what did you bring back from the far flung exotic isles to trade with us? Big leather dicks, your grace... Apr 27 15:12:45 * HH sniggers Apr 27 15:13:16 You get a dick, she gets a dick... see 'im over there? He gets a dick. Dicks for everyone! Apr 27 15:13:26 * Morgan laughs Apr 27 15:13:47 * HH shoulder barges Morgan gently Apr 27 15:14:00 You don't need one, yer already a giant dick Apr 27 15:14:30 Got one, yeah... Apr 27 15:14:47 * HH laughs Apr 27 15:15:05 T' be far though, could prob'ly make you rich Apr 27 15:15:56 The thought had crossed my mind... Apr 27 15:16:04 * HH grins Apr 27 15:16:50 Haha, y' could be powerful too. Morgan Koertig, Eisenfurst LeatherDick Apr 27 15:17:23 Need to start lower than that.. Morgan the manhood merchant... Apr 27 15:17:34 * HH laughs hard Apr 27 15:17:59 The Dick Deliverer Apr 27 15:18:46 Sinsausage seller? Apr 27 15:19:01 * HH nods "Boner Bringer" Apr 27 15:19:36 Bit scandalous a trade I suspect Apr 27 15:19:45 * HH nods Apr 27 15:19:55 Sell 'em in Valois or Picante Apr 27 15:23:27 * HH has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 27 15:39:08 Gift wrap one and send it to that Freiarr's wife, the petty one Apr 27 15:40:23 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Apr 27 15:40:32 Gift wrap one and send it to that Freiarr's wife, the petty one Apr 27 15:42:09 * MollyK is now known as HH Apr 27 15:42:34 I wouldn' even swive her with a fake dick Apr 27 15:43:00 * Morgan nods Apr 27 15:43:03 quite Apr 27 15:47:16 Plannin' t' sneak in a quick quiet hour with yer lassie then? Apr 27 15:50:33 I don't know we'll be able to... but we'll see Apr 27 15:53:21 Mind if we see t' lunch ourselves, save havin' servant's? Apr 27 15:55:13 Course not, Molly was thinking of sending them home so you've got the place to yourselves Apr 27 15:56:54 Sounds excellent, man Apr 27 15:58:33 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Apr 27 15:59:28 Good night? Apr 27 16:00:37 Bit weird... was climbing the wall and every time I got near the top, it got higher Apr 27 16:00:51 Sounds like life Apr 27 16:04:15 * Morgan nods Apr 27 16:05:02 Gon' climb it again? Apr 27 16:05:48 Might give it a go. I like the sound of being the only person ever to climb it twice Apr 27 16:06:03 Gon' stop at two? Apr 27 16:06:24 * Morgan nods Apr 27 16:06:35 probably. I want to go see if we can see the dragons Apr 27 16:07:04 * HH nods Apr 27 16:07:22 Friday then? Apr 27 16:07:28 * Morgan nods Apr 27 16:07:30 I suppose so Apr 27 16:10:29 I'd best go tell m' wife she's here on the deserted island with her pirate captor all day... Apr 27 16:11:22 * Morgan nods Apr 27 16:13:31 Lotsa treasure t' plunder an' booty to grab Apr 27 16:13:40 * Morgan laughs Apr 27 16:13:47 Go on, away with you Apr 27 16:14:10 * HH cheerfully whilstles as he goes to the house Apr 27 16:15:26 * Morgan smiles, watching the water Apr 27 16:15:59 *he's left in peace Apr 27 16:19:06 * Morgan just stands, listening to the waves for a few minutes Apr 27 16:20:24 *when he's back in doors, he hears Varick whispering from the servants room in the back* come on, come in... Apr 27 16:20:28 * HH is now known as Varick Apr 27 16:21:12 * Morgan creeps round to look Apr 27 16:21:49 * Varick is encouraging one of the birds in Apr 27 16:22:19 * Morgan smiles slightly, watching him Apr 27 16:23:32 * Varick shuffles backwards, dropping seeds. He will eventually collide with Morgan Apr 27 16:24:09 * Morgan moves out of the way, further into the kitchen Apr 27 16:25:23 * Varick gets the bird into the kitchen Apr 27 16:25:51 * Morgan puts a piece of fruit near the edge of the table quietly Apr 27 16:26:34 *the bird flies up, startling Varick* Apr 27 16:27:00 * Morgan speaks quietly Apr 27 16:27:08 Its alright... its alright... Apr 27 16:27:25 * Varick hugs him Apr 27 16:27:29 You scared me! Apr 27 16:28:44 * Morgan crouches down to cuddle him Apr 27 16:28:53 Sorry Varick, I didn't want to startle the bird Apr 27 16:29:36 It's okay. This one is a boy Apr 27 16:30:27 Oh right... Apr 27 16:32:14 * Varick sits at the table, feeding the bird. Inga comes downstairs, coming straight to Morgan and kissing his cheek Apr 27 16:32:31 * Morgan looks at her, confused Apr 27 16:32:36 ummm... thanks... Apr 27 16:33:07 I: thank you, for today Apr 27 16:34:14 Oh... you're welcome love, though it was really Molly's idea... Apr 27 16:35:46 *Inga smiles, starting to see to coffee* Apr 27 16:38:03 * Morgan watches her for a moment, sipping his coffee Apr 27 16:38:16 Must remember to cover the mirror before we go... Apr 27 16:38:30 Why, Vati? Apr 27 16:38:48 So HeinzHarold and Inga have some privacy while the rest of us are out Apr 27 16:39:23 Are they going to be planting the seed for a babies? Apr 27 16:39:31 *Inga blushes* Apr 27 16:40:02 Ummm, maybe... maybe they'll go swimming, or just relax in the hammock Apr 27 16:41:11 Okay Apr 27 16:45:05 *the bird is still there when they are all ready to go, leaving HH and Inga on the doorstep when the boat with Riyah and Tua'an arrives* Apr 27 16:45:17 HH: $don't rush back$ Apr 27 16:45:40 $Nip up to our room and cover the mirror man. See you later$ Apr 27 16:53:14 ACTION enjoys the rowing, Molly feeding Emil as they go, stroking his hair. There's frozen milk in the bag. She looks focused on the work ahead, skin shiny from the protective cream, even on the part of her flank he can see, once more in Capperlucian clothing. Their parting is on the beach near the Rose, sand and sea once more being enjoyed by the Apr 27 16:53:14 crew, locals seeming to stay away. He does notice a few glances at Molly's bare stomach from the sailors, but not outright staring Apr 27 16:53:19 * Varick is now known as Molly Apr 27 16:54:13 I will have someone sent to you. I have the massage this morning, but I will come to supervise the unloading after that Apr 27 16:54:29 * Morgan nods Apr 27 16:54:35 Alright love, I'll be around here somewhere Apr 27 16:54:59 * Molly kisses his cheek, whispering "I love you" Apr 27 16:55:11 And I you Apr 27 16:55:26 * Molly goes with Riyah Apr 27 16:57:13 * Morgan makes his way to the ship Apr 27 16:58:19 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Apr 27 16:58:34 * Sorgi is on deck, just watching around Apr 27 16:59:17 Captain... Apr 27 16:59:29 * Sorgi smiles Apr 27 16:59:36 Good morning, m'lord Apr 27 17:00:02 Strange isn't it, just... waiting... Apr 27 17:01:02 Similar to the War Apr 27 17:02:03 Sort of... you've taken some time to relax? Apr 27 17:02:27 Some, yes. I've strolled the coast and read Apr 27 17:02:46 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:03:01 There won't be much rest once we're under way again so make sure you make the most of our time here Apr 27 17:03:46 The Cap'n intends to work us hard? Apr 27 17:04:27 No, but he's aware of the lack of rest overnight that we'd normally get Apr 27 17:05:00 * Sorgi nods, smiling at Emil Apr 27 17:06:03 He looks happy Apr 27 17:06:59 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:07:02 He is I think Apr 27 17:07:51 Just the three of you? Apr 27 17:07:59 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:08:19 Molly's gone off for a massage and then she'll be back to oversee the unloading of the cargo... she's making progress with them Apr 27 17:08:39 * Sorgi smiles Apr 27 17:08:48 Good to know, m'lord Apr 27 17:09:07 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:10:57 Uinise is here already Apr 27 17:11:15 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:11:19 Bit early isn't she? Apr 27 17:11:54 * Sorgi nods Apr 27 17:12:08 She is here for the books... Apr 27 17:12:17 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:12:34 I noticed. She devours information Apr 27 17:12:50 * Sorgi nods Apr 27 17:14:52 If they were sending an ambassador back, she would be a good choice Apr 27 17:14:59 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:15:12 I agree... she's a bit more open to other cultures Apr 27 17:15:54 * Sorgi nods Apr 27 17:16:35 What do you have planned today? Apr 27 17:17:48 I'm going to be meeting someone to discuss what fruits could make it home... and to arrange for some seeds for my niece Apr 27 17:18:36 * Sorgi nods Apr 27 17:19:12 Uinise can use my study is that suits you, m'lord Apr 27 17:19:28 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:20:17 I'm sure she'll not be a bother, I'm planning to get some of the boys toys and play in the sand for a bit Apr 27 17:20:34 * Sorgi nods Apr 27 17:22:11 I will be here if I am needed Apr 27 17:22:56 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:23:05 I'll try to not get in your way... Apr 27 17:29:15 * Sorgi nods, letting him go on his way Apr 27 17:29:44 * Morgan heads for his study Apr 27 17:30:25 * Sorgi is now known as Uinise Apr 27 17:31:09 * Uinise is watching from the rear window Apr 27 17:32:37 morning Apr 27 17:32:55 * Uinise moves away from it Apr 27 17:33:02 Good morning Apr 27 17:33:15 * Morgan glances toward the window Apr 27 17:33:18 Something on your mind? Apr 27 17:34:41 I was just looking. These are the Ambassador's sons? Apr 27 17:34:57 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:35:01 Our boys, yes Apr 27 17:35:28 * Uinise nods "they are handsome" Apr 27 17:36:07 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:36:27 They are indeed... Varick, would you go and get some toys for you and Emil? We'll go play in the sand in a bit Apr 27 17:37:41 *Varick goes to do so. Emil tries to get down* Apr 27 17:38:10 * Morgan lets him down on the floor Apr 27 17:38:19 You sure you're alright? You looked a little pensive Apr 27 17:38:49 *Emil crawls toward Varicks room* Apr 27 17:38:57 Might I ask you something? Apr 27 17:39:05 Of course Apr 27 17:39:11 * Morgan watches Emil Apr 27 17:40:07 In Theah Main, relationships between men and men, and women and women are forbidden, but do they happen still? Apr 27 17:40:32 Yes they are and yes they do... Apr 27 17:40:40 * Uinise nods Apr 27 17:40:47 Thank you Apr 27 17:40:54 Why? Apr 27 17:42:25 I find Claudia attractive Apr 27 17:43:07 That doesn't explain your question... unless you're asking if its possible she has relationships with women... Apr 27 17:43:23 I am asking that Apr 27 17:44:17 I see. Apr 27 17:45:37 * Uinise just waits Apr 27 17:48:32 I'm afraid it isn't my place to say either way Uinise. Apr 27 17:49:07 * Uinise nods Apr 27 17:49:41 Will you be here all morning? Apr 27 17:50:07 I'll be around... we're going to play in the sand a while while I wait for someone to come and talk about plants Apr 27 17:52:25 If I am not needed, I can go to the museum Apr 27 17:52:42 Finished all my books have you? Apr 27 17:53:36 No, but I have things there to do if I'm not needed to translate Apr 27 17:54:24 Its up to you Uinise. You are welcome to stay if you wish Apr 27 17:55:10 * Uinise nods "I will stay and read, thank you" Apr 27 17:55:41 * Morgan nods, smiling, moving to pick Emil up Apr 27 17:55:46 I tried that big wall again Apr 27 17:56:00 It is difficult Apr 27 17:56:28 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:56:33 Yes, it was Apr 27 17:57:11 You succeeded? Apr 27 17:57:51 * Morgan nods Apr 27 17:57:53 I did Apr 27 17:58:26 * Uinise smiles Apr 27 17:59:10 Congratulations, Morgan. I would like to commemorate your victory in the museum Apr 27 17:59:33 I'd like that. My son is trying to convince me to try it again Apr 27 18:00:13 No one has climbed it twice Apr 27 18:00:21 * Morgan nods Apr 27 18:00:28 I know. I'm not at all surprised Apr 27 18:01:50 The two people who succeeded before said it was not the same the second time Apr 27 18:55:11 * Uinise has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 27 19:02:45 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Apr 27 19:04:15 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Apr 27 19:21:17 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Apr 27 19:21:48 Different? A different challenge surely Apr 27 19:21:58 Not like the wall changed Apr 27 19:25:54 * MollyK is now known as Uinise Apr 27 19:26:03 That is what they say Apr 27 19:27:14 * Morgan nods Apr 27 19:27:20 I do not expect to best it again Apr 27 19:27:51 I think it's impossible Apr 27 19:28:37 Oh? Apr 27 19:29:29 No one has done it, and neither person thought it could be done Apr 27 19:30:26 * Morgan nods Apr 27 19:30:39 As I said, I don't expect to be able to, but I will try nonetheless Apr 27 19:31:43 * Uinise nods Apr 27 19:32:08 [Someone is coming for you] Apr 27 19:32:24 [sounds ominous] Apr 27 19:32:42 [the seed man, my love] Apr 27 19:33:19 I would like to take some paintings home, of the island, and the wildlife, particularly the birds Apr 27 19:33:36 * Uinise nods Apr 27 19:33:52 I will ask some local artists to make some Apr 27 19:33:57 * Morgan nods Apr 27 19:34:21 Thank you, I appreciate that. If I can help you at all, with anything... just ask, alright? Apr 27 19:34:57 Except you can't tell me if Claudia would be receptive? Apr 27 19:36:00 It'd be... wrong... for me to say. Not that I don't want to. Apr 27 19:36:41 I have to work here alongside her, I don't want to make that impossible Apr 27 19:37:30 You are worried she would be offended by your advances? Apr 27 19:37:41 * Uinise nods Apr 27 19:38:25 It's very common here for women to have female lovers, that's not the same for your people Apr 27 19:39:44 She will not be offended. Her receptiveness I will not discuss, but... you won't offend her Apr 27 19:39:53 * Uinise nods Apr 27 19:40:01 Thank you Apr 27 19:40:23 * Morgan nods Apr 27 19:40:29 *he hears Varick say "no, Emil!" Apr 27 19:40:34 Excuse me Apr 27 19:40:39 * Morgan dashes into the bedroom Apr 27 19:42:21 *Emil has Ulysses tail in his hand and mouth. The cat looks at Morgan. If cats could roll their eyes, this one would be* Apr 27 19:42:53 * Morgan untangles the cats tail from Emil's hand before throwing Emil slightly Apr 27 19:43:03 Who's a grabby little man, hmmm? Apr 27 19:44:06 *Emil chuckles, Varick fussing the cat* Apr 27 19:45:15 He alright Varick? Apr 27 19:45:35 V: yes, Vati, just annoyed Apr 27 19:45:45 * Morgan nods Apr 27 19:45:50 understandable Apr 27 19:46:04 * Uinise is now known as Varick Apr 27 19:46:20 I wouldn't like my tail eaten Apr 27 19:47:03 No, I don't imagine its very nice Apr 27 19:47:38 It's okay, he's purring now Apr 27 19:47:53 * Morgan nods Apr 27 19:48:05 I think he knows Emil isn't trying to hurt him, not on purpose Apr 27 19:48:18 * Varick nods Apr 27 19:48:31 He knows Emil is a clumsy kitten Apr 27 19:49:47 * Morgan smiles Apr 27 19:49:53 Thats very sweet don't you think? Apr 27 19:50:37 * Varick nods Apr 27 19:50:49 I wish we could have kittens Apr 27 19:51:13 Maybe we will once we're in Hafenlohr for good Apr 27 19:51:48 * Varick nods "Mama was like a kitten, we gave her meat and head rubs when she was sad, and it worked" Apr 27 19:52:59 * Morgan chuckles Apr 27 19:53:19 You're not wrong... now, have you found some toys for the two of you? Apr 27 19:53:45 * Varick nods Apr 27 19:54:13 I have a bucket and a spade and a ball Apr 27 19:54:47 Excellent... what else do you think Emil might like to play with? Apr 27 19:55:38 I don't know Apr 27 19:57:28 Think I've got his rattle in the bag... alright, lets go play in the sand shall we? Apr 27 19:58:07 * Varick nods, taking the things. Ulysses lies on the bed, licking his balls Apr 27 19:59:05 * Morgan smiles, heading out of the room Apr 27 20:00:29 *the sand is warm, and the children play happily. Claudia finds him after about half an hour, still in the Capperlucian top. She seems to be developing a tan Apr 27 20:00:33 * Varick is now known as Claudia Apr 27 20:00:35 Hey Apr 27 20:01:45 hey Apr 27 20:02:17 * Claudia sits beside him in the sand Apr 27 20:02:31 What brings you? Apr 27 20:03:59 Waiting to talk to someone about taking some seeds and what fruits might make it back home... you ok? Apr 27 20:04:32 Yeah, I'm good. No Heinzharold? Apr 27 20:05:23 No, figured since I was coming this way he may as well have the time with Inga Apr 27 20:06:50 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:07:54 Things are peaceful here. I had to give one crewman a slap upside the head for looking at my belly but that's it Apr 27 20:08:21 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:08:32 Far be it for me to disrupt that peace then Apr 27 20:09:40 * Claudia shrugs Apr 27 20:09:46 It's good to see you Apr 27 20:10:13 * Morgan nods, brushing sand off his arm Apr 27 20:10:33 Uinise was asking for my help Apr 27 20:11:09 Yeah? Stuck on a really straightforward word again? Apr 27 20:12:10 No... she was worried that approaching you would offend you and making working together impossible Apr 27 20:12:44 Approaching me? Apr 27 20:12:56 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:13:34 Yeah... Apr 27 20:15:59 What, like... -approaching- me? Apr 27 20:16:04 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:17:58 * Claudia considers this a moment Apr 27 20:18:07 She wants to approach me... Apr 27 20:18:46 yes. Apparently its -very- common for women to have women lovers here... and men with men I imagine, but thats beside the point. Apr 27 20:19:55 * Claudia looks out at the sea Apr 27 20:20:17 Thanks for telling me Apr 27 20:20:23 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:20:42 I told her that I cannot comment on your receptiveness or otherwise, but I did assure her that you won't be offended Apr 27 20:21:02 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:21:06 Yeah Apr 27 20:21:20 You need to talk to Sorgi? Apr 27 20:21:56 I'll think about it, but... I have trouble enough already Apr 27 20:22:42 I know. Sorry Apr 27 20:24:21 It's fine... she's gorgeous and she seems to like me, that's flattering Apr 27 20:24:30 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:24:35 And she's very sweet Apr 27 20:24:56 That's more your thing than mine Apr 27 20:25:57 Not my -thing-... its just nice... I like people who aren't... jaded like I am Apr 27 20:26:39 Doesn't explain us being friends Apr 27 20:26:57 No, it doesn't Apr 27 20:28:22 What do you think I should do? Apr 27 20:31:26 I really don't know. I'm worried about Sorgi. Apr 27 20:31:40 What's wrong with Sorgi? Apr 27 20:32:21 * Morgan looks at her seriously Apr 27 20:33:04 He feels you are changing... that things are changing. He's accepting it as he always does, but you know I worry for my friends Apr 27 20:33:15 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:33:37 I'll speak to him. But he isn't wrong, I am changing. Apr 27 20:34:47 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:34:54 Yes, you are. Apr 27 20:35:04 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:35:21 I won't hurt Sorgi Apr 27 20:36:21 Sometimes people get hurt by our actions, even when its the best thing for all of us Apr 27 20:36:45 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:36:47 Yeah Apr 27 20:39:27 * Morgan lifts the bandage, looking at the cut on his arm for a moment Apr 27 20:39:50 Heinzharold finally bested you? Apr 27 20:39:58 Don't be daft. Apr 27 20:40:09 * Claudia laughs Apr 27 20:40:22 I tell you about that little lass I spoke to? Talked about my scars? Apr 27 20:40:42 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:42:04 She asked if my people know I'm a great warrior Apr 27 20:42:51 They know you're sometimes the tag along of a great warrior *she smiles* Apr 27 20:43:11 * Morgan nods, smiling Apr 27 20:43:16 And then sometimes you come along too Apr 27 20:44:09 * Claudia punches his arm "Heinzharold does too. God knows she can kill easier than the rest of us out together" Apr 27 20:44:37 * Morgan laughs Apr 27 20:44:59 Might have a point there. I reckon... with a bit of luck... I'll have a new scar Apr 27 20:45:18 What from? Apr 27 20:45:41 Slipped on the climbing wall Apr 27 20:46:02 Clumsy Apr 27 20:47:14 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 20:47:19 Like to see you get that close to the top Apr 27 20:47:42 How close? Apr 27 20:48:12 That point I was maybe... ten feet from the top... maybe twelve Apr 27 20:48:28 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:48:37 Impressive Apr 27 20:49:03 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:49:22 Uinise is going to put something about me and that wall in the museum Apr 27 20:49:45 * Claudia nods Apr 27 20:49:57 Nice of her Apr 27 20:50:05 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:52:40 Twelve feet isn't far off. Going again? Apr 27 20:52:53 Aye, I want' be the first person to do it twice Apr 27 20:53:33 Ambitious as always Apr 27 20:54:27 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 20:54:44 I don't have ambitions. I have aspirations. I aspire to getting to the top once more Apr 27 20:55:08 You managed it already Apr 27 20:55:16 * Morgan nods Apr 27 20:55:29 * Claudia looks genuinely pleased for him "well done" Apr 27 20:55:48 * Morgan smiles, inclining his head Apr 27 20:57:12 How you feeling about the change of command for the way home? Apr 27 20:58:22 I think you'll do well Apr 27 20:59:25 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 20:59:29 We'll see, won't we Apr 27 21:00:38 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:01:07 Will you work as much as Sorgi? Apr 27 21:01:54 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:02:12 I think so, yes. Its only a few weeks and it is, as I keep being told, part of the experience of it Apr 27 21:04:08 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:04:48 Looking forward to it? Apr 27 21:06:02 Mostly, aye Apr 27 21:07:21 Worried about Molly and the children? Apr 27 21:08:22 A bit... I know she'll have Inga to help, so I'm not really worried... just... spending that amount of time away from them. Apr 27 21:09:50 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:10:02 That's the sailor's life though Apr 27 21:10:39 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:10:42 Aye it is Apr 27 21:10:48 And a Graf's to a point Apr 27 21:11:01 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:11:08 And a warrior's Apr 27 21:11:50 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:11:53 I suppose it is Apr 27 21:14:59 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:15:17 You'll have years of domestic bliss Apr 27 21:16:09 Til all hell breaks loose Apr 27 21:18:44 * Claudia looks around the sunny beach, children playing, sailors clowning around. Everything light and bright and easy Apr 27 21:18:57 Hard to believe it's coming, whatever it is. Apr 27 21:19:28 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:19:38 Need to make the best of the time Apr 27 21:20:00 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:20:04 Yeah Apr 27 21:22:17 So... meantime, live, be happy, train... Apr 27 21:22:35 Drink... Apr 27 21:22:39 * Claudia smiles Apr 27 21:22:56 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:23:02 Could do some of that, for all the good it does Apr 27 21:26:13 * Claudia smiles "Heinzharold would say the other priority is bubbies" Apr 27 21:26:41 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:26:49 I can't say he's too wide of the mark Apr 27 21:26:58 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:27:08 Maybe. Apr 27 21:31:38 * Claudia agrees to watch the children when the seed man comes. He is very brief, imparting knowledge that the fruit will last two weeks at the absolute most, but agreeing to gather and deliver seeds. Molly, Betuana, Xsarlac, and a handful of officials approach the ship not long after the seed man has gone. Over one shoulder, Molly carries a bag Apr 27 21:32:24 * Morgan looks over to Claudia Apr 27 21:32:31 $Bet she's got a leather dick in that bag$ Apr 27 21:32:41 $what?!$ Apr 27 21:35:22 $oh yeah, they've got them here... $ Apr 27 21:37:06 * Claudia is watching Molly Apr 27 21:37:44 $she's got one for when you're busy as Captain?$ Apr 27 21:38:16 $The queen is gifting them to them both, so I imagine she's got one for Inga in there too. You want one?$ Apr 27 21:39:02 $if you need a fake dick you aren't skilled enough with your fingers and tongue.$ Apr 27 21:40:17 $I'm just saying its a long voyage$ Apr 27 21:41:03 $i'm fine thanks. Maybe a wedding gift for Heidi?$ Apr 27 21:42:57 $Oh, now thats an idea. I reckon we could sell them... I could be Morgan the manhood merchant$ Apr 27 21:43:23 * Claudia snorts before laughing Apr 27 21:44:45 $your Father would kill you$ Apr 27 21:45:50 $Best do it under a pseudonym then. Lance's Leatherdicks?$ Apr 27 21:46:31 $Pieter's Pricks?$ Apr 27 21:47:31 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 27 21:47:36 $that'll do$ Apr 27 21:48:19 $you're serious?$ Apr 27 21:49:02 $Only a little. I do think they'd sell really well$ Apr 27 21:49:31 $i agree$ Apr 27 21:50:47 * Morgan nods slightly, looking back to Betuana and Xsarlac Apr 27 21:50:53 They look... peaceful. Apr 27 21:51:30 They're home Apr 27 21:51:53 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:51:55 We did that Apr 27 21:53:52 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:54:10 You did it. You got her out of that place Apr 27 21:54:53 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 21:57:48 She looks like Queen. Zareen couldn't have managed it Apr 27 21:58:30 * Morgan nods Apr 27 21:58:36 I miss her. I liked her a lot Apr 27 21:58:48 * Claudia nods Apr 27 21:59:01 She seemed decent Apr 27 21:59:18 * Morgan nods, bouncing Emil Apr 27 21:59:50 *Emil chuckles, grinning* Apr 27 22:00:53 What are they doing? Finally dealing with cargo? Apr 27 22:03:13 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:03:17 Believe so. Apr 27 22:03:55 About time Apr 27 22:06:52 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:06:57 They've been busy, doing stately things Apr 27 22:07:14 $like looking at fake dicks?$ Apr 27 22:08:38 $Evidently. They have a tent specifically to go to when your course has arrived, so you don't get pissed off with your husband$ Apr 27 22:09:37 $so you can sit around with other pissed off, talking women for a full week? Apr 27 22:10:03 $Its all very calming apparently$ Apr 27 22:22:18 $I prefer just having no husband$ Apr 27 22:22:55 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:23:41 It really is a world built by women for women. Apr 27 22:23:49 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:23:51 It really is Apr 27 22:25:03 * Claudia nods Apr 27 22:25:19 Jarvie would be a good replacement Ambassador Apr 27 22:26:08 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:26:16 I think so, yeah. Depends on the Eisenfurst now Apr 27 22:27:59 * Claudia nods Apr 27 22:28:19 $maybe you could sweeten the deal with a leather dick?$ Apr 27 22:29:14 $My cousin is best suited for this task, your Grace, perhaps this fake dick will persuade you...$ Apr 27 22:30:15 $as a threat?$ Apr 27 22:30:30 $that might work$ Apr 27 22:31:21 *Emil starts fussing* Apr 27 22:31:43 You hungry little man? Apr 27 22:32:52 *Varick calls* I think he's hungry Apr 27 22:33:44 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:33:50 Can you bring me his milk? Apr 27 22:34:05 *Varick does so* Apr 27 22:35:03 * Morgan settles down to feed the boy Apr 27 22:39:01 * Claudia goes to back to work, and the sun is at his length when he hears [I'm sorry, I have to go back to the palace. I might be able to come back for some of quiet hour, but I will understand if you wish to go back to the house] Apr 27 22:40:06 [I think I'll stay at the ship love, the boys can nap then Apr 27 22:40:34 [alright, my love] Apr 27 22:42:16 *he's able to watch the cargo be unloaded, and by the time Varick will agree to go in, but that and his wife are gone to the palace Apr 27 22:43:32 * Morgan takes them both onto the ship, making their way to his cabin, telling Varick he will need to have a nap Apr 27 22:45:47 *after lunch and more milk, both boys go placidly to nap, sun-warmed and happy. Uinise has gone home for lunch, so he is left alone Apr 27 22:46:15 * Morgan goes to lay on his couch, sipping his coffee Apr 27 22:46:54 *it's quarter after one that the door opens Apr 27 22:46:58 * Claudia is now known as Molly Apr 27 22:49:20 * Morgan looks up Apr 27 22:49:31 * Molly comes in, kicking off her shoes, then brushes off her feet Apr 27 22:49:39 This sand gets everywhere Apr 27 22:49:53 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:49:55 That it does Apr 27 22:50:04 * Molly smiles Apr 27 22:51:24 I have to be back by three, there's some of the town leaders from other places coming to meet me Apr 27 22:52:09 Thats good Apr 27 22:52:21 * Molly nods Apr 27 22:52:59 So, between town leaders and sons, you have me for half an hour, it seems Apr 27 22:54:48 * Morgan shifts so she can sit with him Apr 27 22:54:59 * Molly sits beside him Apr 27 22:55:27 How was your morning? Apr 27 22:55:46 Quiet. Spent some time chatting with Claudia... a little talking to Uisine Apr 27 22:56:40 * Molly nods, leaning against him Apr 27 22:57:00 That was enjoyable? Apr 27 22:57:10 * Morgan nods Apr 27 22:57:30 Aye, it was... the seed man is adamant no fruit will last longer than two weeks... Apr 27 22:57:54 Damn. Oh well, we will have enjoyment on the way home Apr 27 22:58:21 I'm really rather disappointed by it Apr 27 22:59:24 Florrie will grow the seeds, my love. Maybe the plants will survive? Apr 27 23:00:05 That doesn't really help us long term... Apr 27 23:02:23 You aimed to trade it Apr 27 23:02:47 It would've been very popular Apr 27 23:03:38 The plants and seeds could be. Imagine the challenge and prestige, the display of wealth, in growing something so exotic and rare Apr 27 23:04:33 But without seeing what its supposed to be... why would they? Apr 27 23:05:41 Draw it? Have it painted... Apr 27 23:06:02 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:06:06 I suppose so. Apr 27 23:06:53 Maybe I'll write a book... a book about Capperlucia and our travel... you did once say I could be a writer Apr 27 23:07:30 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:07:37 Yes, you could Apr 27 23:08:32 The book itself would be mine... it would not be something we had bought to trade, but there'd be demand... there'd be money to be made Apr 27 23:08:45 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:09:06 Claudia suggested gifting one of those leather things to Heidi... Apr 27 23:09:20 * Molly giggles Apr 27 23:09:44 Oh dear! Apr 27 23:10:00 * Morgan smiles Apr 27 23:10:10 I imagine she'd be a good sport about it Apr 27 23:10:48 She would be a menace with it Apr 27 23:12:43 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:12:45 Definitely Apr 27 23:13:07 * Molly watches him with mischief Apr 27 23:13:45 If that is the proportion of the men here, I can see why the men are not afraid to be taken by each other. Apr 27 23:14:12 * Morgan snorts, laughing Apr 27 23:14:19 Oh... oh dear Apr 27 23:14:28 * Molly smiles Apr 27 23:14:36 I like to make you laugh Apr 27 23:15:41 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Apr 27 23:16:15 It will certainly suit your purpose though Apr 27 23:17:07 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:17:12 Alright Apr 27 23:17:46 * Molly takes one of his hands in hers Apr 27 23:18:00 I need to ask you something Apr 27 23:19:36 Oh? Apr 27 23:20:39 This morning, you said my dream would be a big step, that you had already had that. Are you getting cold feet about having birthed children with me? Apr 27 23:21:01 Oh god no, not at all Apr 27 23:21:46 Then will you try to explain further what you meant? Apr 27 23:23:00 * Morgan sighs Apr 27 23:23:31 I... have already felt my life was complete... I worry that saying so would be... negating that, denying it Apr 27 23:23:51 * Molly looks very solemn Apr 27 23:24:03 I see. Alright. Thank you for explaining Apr 27 23:25:39 * Morgan looks sad Apr 27 23:25:42 I have upset you Apr 27 23:26:40 It is... gosh, I don't know. I -understand- it. Apr 27 23:27:45 * Morgan looks dismayed Apr 27 23:29:10 It's alright, my love. Apr 27 23:30:13 I don't want to upset you... I don't want to be at odds Apr 27 23:30:55 We are not at odds. You will never feel complete again. I understand. I should have said nothing Apr 27 23:31:38 No... I... *he clenches his teeth* I did not say that. Apr 27 23:32:04 * Molly sighs heavily Apr 27 23:32:37 I'm sorry Apr 27 23:33:39 * Morgan sighs, looking out the window Apr 27 23:33:47 I think next time I should just keep my fucking mouth shut Apr 27 23:34:25 * Molly squeezes his hand Apr 27 23:35:11 We stand together, my love. We do not need to be at odds... Apr 27 23:37:22 Sometimes it seems like you wilfully misunderstand me... its not that I do not feel that, or that I never will... just that... -saying- so feels like it devalues what I had before Apr 27 23:39:52 Your life then was complete. It was very happy. You would never have asked for anything else. But that life... it ended. I'm sorry for that, for you. Apr 27 23:40:21 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 27 23:41:53 Your life now... -our- life now... you are allowed to love that, to be happy in that. Apr 27 23:42:00 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:42:03 I am Apr 27 23:44:35 I hope that one day you can feel like your life is complete, and that you can accept that with peace. *she inhales deeply* they are at peace. They would want you to be at peace in yourself too Apr 27 23:45:00 * Morgan frowns, nodding Apr 27 23:45:58 You frown because you disagree, or because I selfishly want that for you? Apr 27 23:48:30 Neither Apr 27 23:49:40 Then what, my love? Apr 27 23:51:27 It is difficult to talk about them being at peace. Its what I want but... it feels like letting go, and Im' not ready to let Jana go yet Apr 27 23:52:02 * Molly nods, gently stroking her thumb over his hand Apr 27 23:52:35 It's progress, just to be so far. You feel you have let Dietlinde be at peace now? Apr 27 23:54:06 * Morgan nods Apr 27 23:54:08 I think so Apr 27 23:54:15 But I seem to recall telling you that before Apr 27 23:55:36 I know... but sometimes feelings strengthen and wane, and what one feels sure of one day may not be so steady the next Apr 27 23:56:04 * Morgan shrugs Apr 27 23:58:31 You do not need to find that same peace with Jana yet, my love. Maybe it will take our birthed children to help you find that Apr 27 23:59:11 maybe Apr 27 23:59:58 * Molly watches him sadly