**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Apr 6 00:01:37 2023 Apr 06 00:01:37 HeinzHarold asked. I was trying to decide if it is a rejection of something, but it isn't Apr 06 00:01:50 * Molly shakes her head Apr 06 00:01:59 Mostly it is just practical Apr 06 00:02:06 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:03:31 Alright love. I asked Varick about the baptism... Apr 06 00:04:01 Oh? *she ties the thread off* Apr 06 00:04:08 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:04:15 He asked if they can wear matching clothes Apr 06 00:05:42 * Molly smiles Apr 06 00:05:50 Together then? Apr 06 00:06:24 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:06:35 indeed. We'll need to ask Betuana for Amir's date of birth Apr 06 00:07:00 She doesn't know, my love. Sometime towards the end of May is all she knows Apr 06 00:07:22 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:07:22 alright Apr 06 00:07:31 * Molly smiles Apr 06 00:07:40 He needs a precise date? Apr 06 00:09:06 For the baptism, yes Apr 06 00:10:37 How about... we number cotton reels twenty through thirty one, and let him pull one at random from a bag? Apr 06 00:10:51 It'd satisfy them I suppose Apr 06 00:10:57 * Molly nods Apr 06 00:11:16 I don't Theus needs us to know exactly. I'm sure he knows that already Apr 06 00:11:23 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:11:25 Alright love Apr 06 00:11:35 * Molly smiles Apr 06 00:11:55 We'll be sure to keep a strict record next time, hmm? Apr 06 00:12:09 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:12:11 Definitely Apr 06 00:12:32 * Molly smiles Apr 06 00:12:41 Take off your shirt please Apr 06 00:13:31 Why? Apr 06 00:13:39 I want you to try this on Apr 06 00:14:46 * Morgan nods, pulling his shirt off Apr 06 00:16:42 * Molly smiles, watching him a moment with open desire before bringing him the other. It's a simple pull on one, no sleeves, in a very lightweight cream cotton Apr 06 00:17:02 * Morgan looks it over before pulling it on Apr 06 00:18:03 * Molly chews her lip a moment, looking unsure of herself "I know it's quite basic... it's not as well made as you're used to" Apr 06 00:18:48 *this is the first piece of clothing she's ever made him, there always having been a lingering gap between them about sewing for him* Apr 06 00:19:06 I -really- like it... It'll be perfect for summers in Hafenlohr Apr 06 00:19:17 * Molly smiles warmly Apr 06 00:19:23 You're sure? Apr 06 00:19:40 * Morgan nods, tugging it into place gently Apr 06 00:19:45 Absolutely certain Apr 06 00:20:02 * Molly looks relieved "Good... it's just... it's important." Apr 06 00:20:31 Important? Apr 06 00:21:02 I didn't think I'd ever be able to sew for you as I'd have sewn for my husband normally Apr 06 00:21:12 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:23:01 * Molly looks up at him "it matters to me, you know? It matters how far we've come" Apr 06 00:23:11 * Morgan nods solemnly Apr 06 00:23:16 Yes... it does Apr 06 00:23:23 * Molly nods Apr 06 00:23:32 Thank you for trying so hard for me Apr 06 00:23:48 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 06 00:23:50 always Apr 06 00:24:22 * Molly wells up before wiping her eyes with her hand Apr 06 00:24:30 It looks nice on you Apr 06 00:25:24 * Morgan nods, rolling then flexing his shoulders, testing the fabric Apr 06 00:26:05 *Shes done a good job allowing for space to fight and climb in it* Apr 06 00:26:33 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:26:36 Good... very good Apr 06 00:26:54 * Molly looks very touched by the praise Apr 06 00:28:11 I tried to make sure it was fairly fitted but not too snug here *she strokes her hands down both flanks* you want to minimise excess fabric but not have it plastered to you Apr 06 00:30:15 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:30:27 Aye... need space to move but not so much it flaps and gets in the way Apr 06 00:31:19 * Molly nods, gently stroking his stomach with her thumb Apr 06 00:31:50 I look forward to coming home to walk along the warm sand in the evening with you Apr 06 00:32:04 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:33:09 That will be nice. Mother and Edward would like to see it, so I'll be taking the mirrors Apr 06 00:33:16 * Molly nods Apr 06 00:33:28 And we need to look out for flowers and plants for Florrie Apr 06 00:33:37 *she nods* Best not let them see what I am wearing! Apr 06 00:35:08 No, probably not Apr 06 00:36:24 Edward will say it's lovely as negligee for my husband, and for no other purpose! Apr 06 00:37:32 Probably, yes... but he does think like a girl Apr 06 00:38:43 * Molly nods Apr 06 00:38:53 You can remove this now Apr 06 00:39:13 * Morgan nods, pulling it off and handing it to her Apr 06 00:40:18 * Molly folds it carefully as she looks him over Apr 06 00:41:08 -you- are so damn gorgeous *this is what he told her whilst having her on the desk yesterday* Apr 06 00:43:08 * Morgan blushes, shaking his head Apr 06 00:43:54 * Molly nods "mmhmm. You don't know how hard I oft have to work to keep my hands to myself!" Apr 06 00:45:28 Thats rather pleasing to know Apr 06 00:45:59 * Molly looks surprised Apr 06 00:46:16 I thought you were aware of how much I hold myself in check! Apr 06 00:47:08 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 00:47:17 I suppose but... its nice to be reminded Apr 06 00:47:58 * Molly smiles, gently stroking his upper chest "are you feeling cold, my love?" Apr 06 00:49:14 * Morgan sighs slightly, shaking his head as he looks down at his chest and arms Apr 06 00:50:58 This is you. You are the man I love beyond all sense and reason and decency, until the day it is impossible for any part of my soul to love at all. Apr 06 00:51:57 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:53:53 I have never thought of your body as anything but lovely, because it is -yours-. And because I am the only person who gets to enjoy it Apr 06 00:54:47 * Morgan nods Apr 06 00:55:02 Aye, you are Apr 06 00:55:41 Do you want your shirt, or shall we lie on the couch where I can put my head on you bare chest til dinner? Apr 06 00:56:40 If that would please you... Apr 06 00:58:03 It always pleases me to touch you, my love Apr 06 00:58:18 * Morgan nods, rubbing one arm Apr 06 00:58:21 Very well then Apr 06 00:58:37 This arm bothers you more? Apr 06 00:58:48 It all bothers me. Apr 06 00:58:53 * Molly starts clearing the couch of sewing things Apr 06 00:59:06 Because it is a reminder? Apr 06 00:59:24 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 00:59:31 Because it is a deformity Apr 06 00:59:40 * Molly frowns deeply Apr 06 00:59:53 I do not like you being so cruel about the man I love. Apr 06 01:00:05 It is simply the truth Apr 06 01:00:22 It's scarred, not deformed. Apr 06 01:01:43 Either way Apr 06 01:03:15 * Molly nods Apr 06 01:03:56 It will take you time. You will try to be as kind about your body as you would mine if I had those scars, please. Apr 06 01:04:22 I will try Apr 06 01:05:18 * Molly nods, getting settled as she said. She' lets them settle quietly a few minutes before she says "you said Edward had a suggestion?" Apr 06 01:06:38 Oh... yes... he suggested me spilling my seed onto your tongue or open mouth... Apr 06 01:07:02 * Molly inhales sharply Apr 06 01:07:08 And what thinks you? Apr 06 01:07:21 I quite like the idea Apr 06 01:07:39 What appeals about it? Apr 06 01:08:15 It is similar to when I spent myself on your face but more... intimate Apr 06 01:08:35 * Molly fidgets a little Apr 06 01:09:15 Exactly the same as when we did that, or that you just pull out when I've take you in my mouth? Apr 06 01:09:45 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 01:09:48 Either I suppose Apr 06 01:10:14 * Molly nods, idly stroking his stomach Apr 06 01:10:45 I'd like to try that, if it might arouse you Apr 06 01:11:10 * Morgan nods Apr 06 01:11:14 I think it will Apr 06 01:11:24 * Molly nods Apr 06 01:11:31 Tomorrow perhaps? Apr 06 01:11:50 * Morgan nods Apr 06 01:11:53 Yes, I think so Apr 06 01:12:24 We would not want your plums to become raisins as well! Apr 06 01:12:49 No, certainly not Apr 06 01:13:16 In the night and in quiet hour... I think you need a rest! Apr 06 01:13:27 I'm inclined to agree Apr 06 01:13:41 How do you feel about your dream now? Apr 06 01:13:50 Alright I suppose Apr 06 01:14:12 Good... my mind has wandered to it several times this afternoon Apr 06 01:15:29 Oh? Apr 06 01:15:37 Mmhmm, it's arousing Apr 06 01:16:31 I'm glad you think so Apr 06 01:16:50 * Molly nods Apr 06 01:16:57 I do. Greatly. Apr 06 01:17:13 * Morgan nods Apr 06 01:18:04 I looked very beautiful with child Apr 06 01:18:43 * Morgan nods Apr 06 01:18:53 Yes you did... and will... Apr 06 01:19:11 * Molly rubs her cheek to his chest Apr 06 01:19:24 And then you'll want to have me just like that? Apr 06 01:19:48 I think so, yes Apr 06 01:19:56 * Molly nods Apr 06 01:20:05 I will be counting down the months Apr 06 01:20:15 * Morgan nods Apr 06 01:20:17 Me too Apr 06 01:20:56 I look forward to your self-control being so much less firm Apr 06 01:22:36 * Morgan nods Apr 06 01:22:49 I'm sure you'll tire of me pestering you Apr 06 01:23:26 I can definitely say that will not be the case. You could pester me like that ten times a day and I wouldn't mind Apr 06 01:24:25 I'm glad to hear that Apr 06 01:24:52 It is a big concern for you... but she did not tire of you pestering her? Apr 06 01:25:08 * Morgan nods Apr 06 01:25:10 Thats correct Apr 06 01:25:16 Then why would I? Apr 06 01:25:57 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 01:27:37 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Apr 06 01:29:32 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 02:26:38 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 02:39:03 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Apr 06 02:40:34 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 02:43:43 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Apr 06 12:47:42 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Apr 06 14:32:52 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 14:33:08 I'm sure you'll tire of me pestering you Apr 06 14:33:08 I can definitely say that will not be the case. You could pester me like that ten times a day and I wouldn't mind Apr 06 14:33:08 I'm glad to hear that Apr 06 14:33:08 It is a big concern for you... but she did not tire of you pestering her? Apr 06 14:33:08 * Morgan nods Apr 06 14:33:12 Thats correct Apr 06 14:33:14 Then why would I? Apr 06 14:33:16 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 14:33:37 * MollyK smiles Apr 06 14:33:56 You might run out of spaces to give me love bites though Apr 06 14:34:15 possibly Apr 06 14:35:22 * MollyK gently strokes his chest, sending him the image of her very pregnant, wearing what they do in Capperlucia, love bites in a heart shape on her belly Apr 06 14:36:02 Not sure about that... Apr 06 14:36:13 Intriguing... why? Apr 06 14:37:16 I don't know... doesn't seem... right Apr 06 14:38:03 Ahhh there is a greater attraction, but there is also some conflict over the fact that I will have a baby within me? Apr 06 14:38:25 Possibly, yes Apr 06 14:39:19 Hmm... I have heard before that some men can not see their wives as their wives, only as future mothers... Apr 06 14:40:21 I hardly think that the case Apr 06 14:41:09 No, but it was something I dreaded Apr 06 14:42:51 I see Apr 06 14:44:20 * MollyK nods Apr 06 14:44:57 I am rather enamoured with making love with you. Nine months of you no longer desiring me was something I was worried about Apr 06 14:45:18 Certainly not something you need concern yourself over any longer Apr 06 14:45:26 * MollyK nods Apr 06 14:45:36 Indeed, I am quite overjoyed by it Apr 06 14:46:20 * Morgan nods Apr 06 14:46:22 good Apr 06 14:46:54 Is this like with waking me? You are concerned I will just be accommodating your extra attentions? Apr 06 14:47:57 I little, yes Apr 06 14:48:24 That is not the case. I welcome them, I want to experience you like that... Apr 06 14:50:02 * Morgan nods Apr 06 14:50:05 Alright love Apr 06 14:52:47 Alongside that, I like the idea of it. I like that my body will be changing so beautifully, and that our love and intimacy will be coming to fruition. I am curious about how things will feel different for me Apr 06 14:53:14 * Morgan nods Apr 06 14:53:20 It will be interesting Apr 06 14:53:25 * MollyK nods Apr 06 14:54:34 From what I have detected with magic on those around, there's a lot more blood flow and nerve sensitivity in the lower half of the body then. Those things can only be beneficial for pleasure Apr 06 14:54:49 That'd make sense Apr 06 14:54:56 * MollyK nods Apr 06 14:55:43 I'm not quite sure it's possible to feel any more pleasure than the heights you take me too, but I look forward to exploring that Apr 06 14:57:44 * Morgan blushes slightly Apr 06 14:57:50 I'll try not to disappoint you Apr 06 15:00:03 You never do. I just... that you feel embarrassed by finding my increasing arousing saddens me. Though it is new to me, I don't find it at all distasteful or inappropriate. It is not just you being more amorous that I find arousing, it's the increasing also. Being at my most feminine, my most natural, and when my body is most yours. Apr 06 15:02:11 * Morgan nods Apr 06 15:02:17 I'm sorry love, I am trying... Apr 06 15:02:53 I know you are... I am trying to accept it is not that you are withdrawing from me... Apr 06 15:03:32 * Morgan nods Apr 06 15:03:34 Its really not Apr 06 15:04:36 I suppose a small part of me has concerns that it won't work so well this time... *she frowns a little, just a small crease in her brow* Apr 06 15:05:34 There's no point worrying about that, is there? Apr 06 15:07:14 No, I suppose not. I just don't want you to be disappointed... I... I could do with reassurance... *she's never asked so outright for this before* Apr 06 15:08:21 You're comparing yourself to her and that is foolish... you do realise that? Apr 06 15:09:21 More that I am comparing myself to my hopes and expectations, but your point is well made, I have tried hard not to do that Apr 06 15:12:04 You don't need to fret about those things... Apr 06 15:12:57 I just wish for your approval and satisfaction Apr 06 15:16:36 You have it my love Apr 06 15:16:54 * MollyK nods Apr 06 15:17:36 Thank you, liebling. Heinzharold is not happy about the Capperlucian clothing, is he? Apr 06 15:17:44 No, he really isn't Apr 06 15:18:17 I think it's because she won't be with him all the time Apr 06 15:18:28 * Morgan nods Apr 06 15:18:36 He doesn't like the idea of other men being able to look at her Apr 06 15:18:46 Do you feel the same? Apr 06 15:19:30 Somewhat, aye... but I have already accepted that it isn't a choice I have Apr 06 15:19:51 Because of me? Apr 06 15:20:13 Because of your responsibility here Apr 06 15:20:19 * MollyK nods Apr 06 15:20:31 There's a risk of insulting them... Apr 06 15:21:37 * Morgan nods Apr 06 15:21:38 indeed Apr 06 15:24:46 But if it was just the two of us, wandering the island in the sunshine, you'd approve of the outfit? Apr 06 15:25:08 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 15:25:10 I suppose so Apr 06 15:25:28 Unless you'd think me -over-dressed then! Apr 06 15:27:04 That is possible Apr 06 15:27:21 * MollyK nods Apr 06 15:27:48 If it helps, I will not be wearing it hoping to be ogled by men... or women! Apr 06 15:28:12 I know that Apr 06 15:28:34 Good, I'm glad. The only one I want ogling me is you! Apr 06 15:31:10 * Morgan nods Apr 06 15:31:16 That'll happen fairly certainly Apr 06 15:32:03 That is good. I suppose now that Heinzharold has seen my breast entirely, I could stand him looking too *she sounds like she's teasing him* Apr 06 15:36:50 I didn't think he'd actually apologise Apr 06 15:37:17 No, though I'd imagine that's more to stop you being troubled Apr 06 15:38:16 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 15:38:19 I wasn't Apr 06 15:40:27 You drew Inga's bubbies though, so I don't think he needs to apologise Apr 06 15:40:44 No, I agree Apr 06 15:41:09 I shouldn't imagine he found the dripping alluring anyway! *she giggles* Apr 06 15:42:47 I dunno... he's conflicted about Inga having it in her coffee Apr 06 15:43:18 * MollyK frowns a little Apr 06 15:43:43 Oh... I was trying to do as you said, to see it just as milk and not personal, as you did Apr 06 15:53:54 * Morgan nods Apr 06 15:54:28 I have no issue with it... he... he knows it came from a little jug but in his minds eye... it sort of pops into his head that Inga gets it rather more directly from the source... Apr 06 15:57:03 * MollyK blushes, grimacing "that's rather an uncomfortable thought, isn't it?!" Apr 06 15:57:47 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 15:57:59 Could be worse I think Apr 06 15:58:27 He's planted it in your head too? Apr 06 15:59:27 Not really... one of the crew said he'd seen a couple of women getting it on before. Its not the most unpleasant thought ever. Apr 06 15:59:52 I'm afraid I just don't get it... Apr 06 16:00:56 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 16:03:10 You have not seen that with Claudia? Apr 06 16:03:32 Ummm, no... I haven't. Apr 06 16:05:28 * MollyK nods Apr 06 16:06:00 But you would be more opposed to seeing your friend in a private situation rather than because she was with a woman not a man? Apr 06 16:06:30 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:06:32 Exactly Apr 06 16:06:54 What led to such a conversation with the crew? Apr 06 16:09:29 Some of the crews reaction to the rules and what they might see in Capperlucia made it clear to me some of them are interested in men... I wanted to offer some reassurance that their employment is safe... one of them was with others, so I was getting their views on it all Apr 06 16:09:45 Oh! Apr 06 16:10:06 I... I hadn't really thought some of them might be attracted to men... Apr 06 16:10:50 No... Apr 06 16:11:29 Hmm... I am going to have to get used to seeing it too Apr 06 16:11:34 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:11:36 Yes, you are Apr 06 16:12:33 I... it isn't that I think it is up to me to say what they should and should not do, but... I find it a little uncomfortable Apr 06 16:12:54 A little prejudice is showing itself, hmm? Apr 06 16:13:05 * MollyK looks pained Apr 06 16:13:42 It's what we've all learned and grown up with. I just find it odd to understand why they would want to do it Apr 06 16:14:00 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 16:14:04 They just... do. Apr 06 16:14:10 * MollyK nods Apr 06 16:14:43 It makes no sense... because I know what it feels like to do that thing that is more common between two men... Apr 06 16:15:11 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:15:13 Yes, you do Apr 06 16:15:51 And so, when I enjoy that so very much, why would they not, if they are doing it with someone they find as attractive as I find you... Apr 06 16:16:39 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:17:18 And I know from your reactions that it feels good to be doing that to a recipient... Apr 06 16:17:48 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:17:50 Yes it does Apr 06 16:18:36 And all the other things we do, with our hands and mouths... that is all good, and things that these other couples would have pleasure from... Apr 06 16:19:02 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:19:04 Mmhmmm Apr 06 16:19:41 So really, I think it's more that I do not understand how they're attracted, rather than why they have sex... Apr 06 16:20:03 But you are attracted to a man... Apr 06 16:20:10 * MollyK nods Apr 06 16:21:09 Because I am a woman. We are opposites, we complement each other, masculinity and femininity. One strengthens, one softens. I like the firmness of your body, you like the softness of mine Apr 06 16:22:03 So... they both like the firmness of it Apr 06 16:22:37 * MollyK frowns "but surely the lack of contrast would be tedious" Apr 06 16:23:18 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 16:25:14 I do not need to understand it, I just need to accept it... Apr 06 16:25:30 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:25:33 Yes, you do Apr 06 16:25:52 I will just avert my gaze and mind my business Apr 06 16:26:07 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:26:15 good Apr 06 16:26:39 What is to be done with the men who like men? Apr 06 16:27:09 Done? Apr 06 16:28:30 Are they to stay on the ship? Apr 06 16:29:40 Why would they? Apr 06 16:29:57 So that they are not having relations with the men Apr 06 16:30:19 And why would I do that? Apr 06 16:30:59 Well, at the very least it seems unfair Apr 06 16:31:31 That they could indulge themselves when the others can't? Apr 06 16:31:40 * MollyK nods "quite" Apr 06 16:32:49 Very well. I'll just go and tell Claudia she's confined to the ship... and we'd best hope the others don't figure out why those people in particular are confined to the ship... and of course, we'll have to confine the rest of the crew to the ship when we get back to Jura, in the interests of fairness. Apr 06 16:33:50 * MollyK frowns Apr 06 16:33:55 * Morgan sits up Apr 06 16:33:59 I do not want to be at odds Apr 06 16:34:13 I'm merely carrying out your wishes Apr 06 16:34:34 I am discussing, I am not dictating! Apr 06 16:35:01 No... what you're doing is showing your prejudice blossom. I suggest you take a good look at it. Apr 06 16:37:34 * MollyK frowns slightly "I wanted your help with this, it is not something I have any experience of other than church and how I was brought up. I will excuse myself if you do not wish to be here" Apr 06 16:38:48 Why not just let them experience a place where they are welcomed? Apr 06 16:39:09 I do not want trouble on the ship. Apr 06 16:40:17 The ones I have spoken to so far have been advised toward discretion... two of us noticed their reaction... a woman who has spent years watching mens reactions waiting for an attack, and a spy. They've got discretion down pretty well... Apr 06 16:41:01 * MollyK nods "Alright. It seems you have this issue well in hand" Apr 06 16:41:31 It isn't the first time I've had to face this particular aspect of people Apr 06 16:42:22 * MollyK nods Apr 06 16:42:35 That is not the case for me. Apr 06 16:43:45 Its an ugly side of ourselves. We can hide it, pretend it doesn't exist but the only way to really deal with it is to drag those feelings into the cold light of day and take a very hard look at them Apr 06 16:45:25 * MollyK sighs Apr 06 16:45:58 I am not worldly enough for this. I've bitten off more than I can chew with Capperlucia, haven't I? Apr 06 16:46:20 I don't think so. Apr 06 16:46:47 * MollyK shrugs Apr 06 16:47:06 We will see. What would you have me do about Betuana and the looking? Apr 06 16:47:56 I'm not sure if perhaps we should separate the issues... you are dealing with trade, perhaps the ships owner should deal with the issues of the crew... Apr 06 16:48:23 * MollyK looks at at floor Apr 06 16:48:31 Perhaps that would be for the best Apr 06 16:49:32 * Morgan lifts her chin Apr 06 16:50:05 * MollyK watches him, her expression sad and unsure Apr 06 16:50:23 I am not doubting your ability. I am simply suggesting a separation of the ties to Eisen, and the men of a single ship Apr 06 16:50:42 * MollyK nods Apr 06 16:50:48 It makes sense, I know Apr 06 16:52:07 But you already have that connection with her Apr 06 16:52:26 * MollyK nods Apr 06 16:52:34 I do, and you with the crew Apr 06 16:53:44 Then perhaps its best you deal with it. As for the rest of it... I don't want you thinking that you are alone in how you feel about it... I've had to face those ugly truths. Apr 06 16:55:09 You seemed to take it in your stride... please, sit and stay close, I find this feeling of disappointing you so distressing Apr 06 16:55:32 * Morgan raises a finger, pouring himself some drambui before moving back beside her Apr 06 16:56:23 * MollyK lays her head on his thigh Apr 06 16:58:14 Thats only because I have already dealt with it my love Apr 06 16:58:40 How? Apr 06 17:00:06 I spent time examining it... what difference it -really- makes to me. Apr 06 17:00:17 Trying to understand why I felt the way I did about it Apr 06 17:00:52 You have made much progress if you can now picture Inga's mouth on my breast without recoiling! Apr 06 17:01:22 I think thats just a quirk of men... the ones I spoke to were fine with the idea of two women together but two men, thats disgusting Apr 06 17:01:44 I don't see how it is much different? Apr 06 17:02:12 Nor do I, but they do Apr 06 17:04:57 I don't know why it matters to me. I know it is in scripture that a man must not lie with a man as he would a woman, but there's nothing in there that says a man may not do to his wife what we did earlier... Apr 06 17:07:03 If you want to be -really- specific, a man -can't- lie with another man as he would a woman... Apr 06 17:07:12 * MollyK nods Apr 06 17:08:16 It doesn't make much sense. And why is it a problem for me anyway? People violate Theus' laws all the time, and I just shrug. I have killed two men. That is far worse, surely Apr 06 17:09:28 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:09:31 Indeed Apr 06 17:10:05 And although we did not have sex before marriage, I absolutely would have. Apr 06 17:10:51 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:12:44 It's just... it feels nonsensical to me, not the natural order of things Apr 06 17:13:34 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:16:54 Perhaps it would be best to ask that minor infractions like staring are dealt with by you rather than their public shaming Apr 06 17:17:31 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:17:56 That might be an idea, for a first offence certainly Apr 06 17:19:51 * MollyK nods Apr 06 17:20:03 And for a second they are confined to the ship? Apr 06 17:21:27 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:21:29 I think so Apr 06 17:22:00 * MollyK nods Apr 06 17:22:42 Perhaps... Apr 06 17:22:55 Perhaps...? Apr 06 17:23:28 Think of it like our magic... we cannot openly practice it at home... would we want to be curtailed in a place where we can? Apr 06 17:23:41 * MollyK nods slowly Apr 06 17:24:15 That makes sense. To normal people, what we can do, what we are comfortable with, -that- is against the natural order of things Apr 06 17:25:06 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:25:08 exactly Apr 06 17:25:21 And we cannot control what we are... Apr 06 17:27:26 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 06 17:27:31 no Apr 06 17:27:43 Nor would I choose to be different Apr 06 17:28:20 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:28:52 * MollyK smiles "thank you, liebes herz, that's helpful" Apr 06 17:28:59 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:29:03 good Apr 06 17:29:54 Do you think Heinzharold would be happier if I don't let Inga drink my milk? Apr 06 17:30:24 I didn't say he's unhappy Apr 06 17:30:35 You said he is conflicted Apr 06 17:32:45 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:33:14 As I said... most men have no issue with the idea of two women together, and his brain sort of goes to that briefly Apr 06 17:33:32 Don't -you- feel odd about it? Apr 06 17:37:42 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 17:38:15 Particularly because they are your bubbies! Apr 06 17:38:58 I'll confess it hadn't occurred to me though Apr 06 17:39:08 In what way? Apr 06 17:39:56 Her getting it not from the jug... hadn't occurred to me at all Apr 06 17:40:06 * MollyK nods Apr 06 17:41:21 Nor I. *she gives him a look of mischief* Stef will be nursing at the end of the summer, perhaps he can imagine Inga drinking her milk straight from her bubbies instead! Apr 06 17:42:05 Maybe, maybe... Apr 06 17:42:22 * MollyK watches his expression Apr 06 17:42:44 Difficult not make a face at that, my love? Apr 06 17:46:47 I'm just a bit protective of Stef... the only person I am as open with is you Apr 06 17:47:07 * MollyK nods Apr 06 17:47:16 You have a special sort of friendship Apr 06 17:48:11 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:48:22 Yes, we do Apr 06 17:49:22 * MollyK nods Apr 06 17:49:34 Jarvie instead then *she giggles* Apr 06 17:49:57 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:50:06 I might subtly suggest that Apr 06 17:50:18 Redirect his curiosity, hmm? Apr 06 17:51:15 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:51:20 Maybe just a bit Apr 06 17:52:27 He will have enough time to experience having it from the source himself, hmm? Apr 06 17:52:36 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:52:40 He will indeed Apr 06 17:53:05 * MollyK tilts her head, smiling Apr 06 17:53:15 That could be quite sweet Apr 06 17:53:28 Oh? Apr 06 17:53:36 * MollyK shakes her head Apr 06 17:53:54 I don't think you need that image in your head either! Apr 06 17:55:21 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 17:56:11 Are you curious now though? Apr 06 17:58:27 Not especially, no Apr 06 17:58:45 * MollyK nods, smiling Apr 06 18:00:13 Betuana has the Queen Anne's Lace now, to dry up her milk. That means there will be no back up breasts for feeding Apr 06 18:00:40 I don't see an issue with that... Apr 06 18:01:51 Not as I am a super milker! *she giggles* Apr 06 18:02:45 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:03:06 Are you and Inga still thinking of sharing the feeding when we have similar age children? Apr 06 18:04:10 Some of that will depend up you and Heinzharold Apr 06 18:04:19 Oh? Apr 06 18:04:28 If either of you objects Apr 06 18:04:57 I see Apr 06 18:05:05 * MollyK looks at him Apr 06 18:05:15 Do you think you might? Apr 06 18:05:30 So the two of you are happy to... wish to? Apr 06 18:06:03 We haven't come to a decision, but there's a lot of sense in it, isn't there? Apr 06 18:06:19 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:06:30 Yes there is... Apr 06 18:06:38 ... but? Apr 06 18:08:11 I'm trying to see rational reasons for it being different to having wetnurses Apr 06 18:08:47 It would be better than that, because she would be their aunt and love them, not just a wet nurse employed by the house Apr 06 18:09:18 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 06 18:10:14 As your Grafin, there will be times when I will be needed at functions, appointments, or Court. I could express, but it doesn't last too many hours, does it? Apr 06 18:10:55 No, it doesn't Apr 06 18:11:19 And so we might well need wet nurses. I'd prefer Inga than another Apr 06 18:11:54 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:11:56 That makes sense Apr 06 18:12:08 It is something you dislike? Apr 06 18:12:50 I was just confused as to the differences Apr 06 18:13:26 Just love, as far as I can see. I will try to nurse just myself wherever I can though Apr 06 18:13:59 And you will nurse their children? Apr 06 18:14:21 Again, that would depend on you and Heinzharold Apr 06 18:14:50 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 06 18:16:37 I could have ours on one bubbie and theirs on the other... *she shows him two babies on cushions, one under each arm and latched and swallowing deeply whilst she eats strawberries* Apr 06 18:17:13 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:18:04 Very practical Apr 06 18:18:11 * MollyK nods Apr 06 18:18:17 Or if we have twins Apr 06 18:19:10 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:19:17 Aye Apr 06 18:19:20 It might be that Heinzharold objects to the sharing of your apples! Apr 06 18:20:26 Could be Apr 06 18:20:49 * MollyK smiles "Don't worry, my love, I have every intention of still expressing very often so you can feed your babies" Apr 06 18:21:07 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:21:11 I'm glad Apr 06 18:29:38 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 06 19:04:12 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 19:04:40 It's important Apr 06 19:06:27 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:06:29 Yes it is Apr 06 19:06:50 I want them to be close to their Vati Apr 06 19:07:09 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:07:32 I have suggested Edward does the same... Mina is wanting wet nurses instead Apr 06 19:08:01 Many noble women do not want to feed Apr 06 19:08:28 Sje is concerned about the sensitivity... Apr 06 19:08:37 * MollyK nods Apr 06 19:08:43 I can understand that Apr 06 19:09:12 Edward says she's worried it'd cause her to peak, and she is decidedly uneasy about that Apr 06 19:09:22 * MollyK nods Apr 06 19:09:43 By all accounts it takes very little for her to do so Apr 06 19:10:05 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:11:16 It is complicated. You've felt the let down now, you can see how it could cause that? Apr 06 19:11:34 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:13:11 It feels pleasant and enjoyable but not arousing to me... it's not quite right for me to peak from when I feed Amir Apr 06 19:13:25 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:14:10 With you, if I was less nervous than the time we did it, I suspect I could Apr 06 19:14:25 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:14:34 We'll find out at some point Apr 06 19:15:12 I would love to. I just need to keep my hands off you so you aren't so spent by bedtime, hmm? Apr 06 19:15:43 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:15:45 quite Apr 06 19:16:15 I would say, my love, you could have chosen the cuddling... Apr 06 19:16:20 * MollyK giggles Apr 06 19:18:09 Difficult, though Apr 06 19:18:25 Why? Apr 06 19:19:27 Your touch is intoxicating... Apr 06 19:19:39 * MollyK blushes, smiling Apr 06 19:19:45 Really?! Apr 06 19:19:54 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:20:06 Oh yes Apr 06 19:20:44 I'm both a little surprised and very pleased you feel so Apr 06 19:20:58 Oh? Apr 06 19:22:09 You sometimes say what you'd like to do to me, but rarely what you wish me to do to you, or how you feel about it Apr 06 19:22:42 Ah, well, bringing you pleasure is somewhat more present in my mind Apr 06 19:22:53 Why so? Apr 06 19:23:06 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 19:23:08 Just is Apr 06 19:23:33 You are naturally more inclined towards giving than receiving? Apr 06 19:23:56 * Morgan smiles a little Apr 06 19:23:58 Apparently so Apr 06 19:24:17 You already knew this though? Apr 06 19:25:07 Its not a new situation, no Apr 06 19:25:18 * MollyK nods Apr 06 19:25:46 I picture you as having always been very generous and attentive to her pleasure Apr 06 19:26:12 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:26:19 A fair assessment Apr 06 19:26:54 * MollyK nods Apr 06 19:26:59 I'm glad Apr 06 19:27:17 Oh? Apr 06 19:28:06 Firstly that she deserved that, and secondly because it means you aren't regretful that you did not make enough effort Apr 06 19:28:35 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:29:14 You find it odd I think that way? Apr 06 19:30:00 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:30:05 A little, yes Apr 06 19:30:42 Why, my love? *she links her fingers to his hand that isn't holding the drambuie* Apr 06 19:31:45 Given how often you compare yourself to her... think that you do not compare well... Apr 06 19:34:39 For the most part, I no longer think that. You had the opportunity to not come back to me. If I had been failing so badly and you were not happy with me, you could have stayed Apr 06 19:40:15 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:41:19 * MollyK watches him Apr 06 19:42:37 Some months ago, I couldn't have discussed it without feeling jealous, and that is something I've always strived never to feel about her Apr 06 19:42:57 You do not feel jealousy now? Apr 06 19:43:36 No. Do you think I should? Apr 06 19:43:43 No, not at all Apr 06 19:45:03 Your relationship with her isn't a threat to your relationship with me. It's not connected to me, just in the same way the Inga and Heinzharold's isn't, or Stef and Kristoff's. I do not feel jealous when they talk about sex Apr 06 19:46:11 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 06 19:47:33 I have grown too, my love. It doesn't have to be uncomfortable for me. You are my husband, and as you have said, the man you once were is not who you are now Apr 06 19:47:43 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:47:45 That is true Apr 06 19:48:16 * MollyK nods Apr 06 19:48:59 I am a little envious I did not get to experience your first time with you, I'd have loved to have seen the wonderment on your face Apr 06 19:50:09 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 06 19:50:19 I suspect it was more concern that I not mess anything up Apr 06 19:50:43 * MollyK smiles Apr 06 19:50:54 In Weste Apr 06 19:51:14 Westfeld it seemed like a lot of wonderment Apr 06 19:54:17 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:54:23 Thats accurate I suppose Apr 06 19:55:41 But then, I imagine one day I'll dream of it, and then I'll have experienced it anyway Apr 06 19:55:49 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:55:53 Quite possibly Apr 06 19:56:18 Are you pleased you had that moment with me on our wedding day? Apr 06 19:57:19 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:57:22 Yes, I am Apr 06 19:59:07 Is that conflicting for you? You'd have found it more difficult emotionally if I had not been a virgin, but you weren't? Apr 06 19:59:47 It would have been more difficult, yes Apr 06 20:00:16 * MollyK watches him Apr 06 20:00:43 Do you simultaneously with you could have offered me that whilst also being glad you had what you did with her? Apr 06 20:00:49 Wish* Apr 06 20:01:44 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:01:52 Yes, I think so. Apr 06 20:02:18 * MollyK nods Apr 06 20:03:32 *there's a knock at the door, it's ten minutes before dinnertime* Apr 06 20:03:39 * MollyK sighs Apr 06 20:04:07 * Morgan calls for them to come in Apr 06 20:05:26 *A sailor comes in, the final of the four he wanted to speak to. He takes them in a moment before blushing* You asked for me to come, my Lord? Apr 06 20:05:37 *the man's name is Brun* Apr 06 20:08:04 * Morgan nods, pointing to a seat at the desk Apr 06 20:08:09 Blossom, would you give us a moment? Apr 06 20:09:20 * MollyK gets up, kissing his cheek "of course" Apr 06 20:09:34 * MollyK is now known as Brun Apr 06 20:09:51 * Brun sits as Molly leaves Apr 06 20:10:29 * Morgan pulls his shirt on, going to sit opposite Brun Apr 06 20:11:09 Thank you for coming to find me Brun. I want to talk to you about a matter of some delicacy Apr 06 20:13:57 * Brun suddenly blinks as Morgan's shirt goes on, having been watching his chest Apr 06 20:14:02 Yes, my Lord? Apr 06 20:14:55 Horrific, aren't they Apr 06 20:15:14 * Brun blushes Apr 06 20:15:22 Umm, no, my Lord Apr 06 20:15:26 No? Apr 06 20:15:47 * Brun looks a little uncomfortable Apr 06 20:15:51 No Apr 06 20:16:01 * Morgan watches him Apr 06 20:16:11 I see. -that- is what I wanted to talk to you about Apr 06 20:16:45 * Brun nods a little Apr 06 20:17:11 It seems you have some knowledge of what I am going to say... Apr 06 20:17:32 That you know about me and Spielmann, yes Apr 06 20:17:54 You don't look nearly so wary as I expected Apr 06 20:18:11 He said not to worry too much, my Lord Apr 06 20:18:18 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:18:57 good. I have no intention of any sort of punishment... or any risk to your employment Apr 06 20:19:09 * Brun nods Apr 06 20:19:15 Thank you, my lord Apr 06 20:21:31 Discretion is key, you understand... while I will not tolerate any sort of aggression among my crew, I don't want my ship coming apart at the seams. Your reaction to what might be seen in Capperlucia was too obvious Apr 06 20:21:55 * Brun nods "Sorry, my Lord" Apr 06 20:24:37 Don't be sorry, Brun... be better. I know its difficult when you're surprised, but the way you reacted gave you away. Apr 06 20:24:59 * Brun nods Apr 06 20:25:11 It's really unexpected Apr 06 20:25:53 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:26:08 I can see that. Apr 06 20:26:29 * Brun looks at the desk Apr 06 20:27:43 I was with someone in the War. He got reported for being involved with the man he'd been seeing before. He kept my name quiet but they hung him Apr 06 20:28:38 * Morgan nods, frowning Apr 06 20:29:03 Then you understand the need to get better at hiding your reaction Apr 06 20:29:13 * Brun nods Apr 06 20:29:19 Yes, my Lord Apr 06 20:29:57 I have a particular distaste for hanging. Apr 06 20:30:09 * Brun nods Apr 06 20:30:22 The navy used it too often Apr 06 20:30:38 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:30:54 I agree. Apr 06 20:33:36 There were twenty men there, it was down near Atemlos at the camp. Not all for sodomy, some for rape, some for mutiny. February sixty one. *this is the month and place Kauffmann would have been the death of Morgan, leaving the young lieutenant dancing on the rope alongside this man's lover* Apr 06 20:34:05 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:34:10 I was nearly there Apr 06 20:34:29 * Brun nods Apr 06 20:34:44 Several units were set there Apr 06 20:35:26 You misunderstand... Had things been just a little different, I would've been dancing the sisal two step Apr 06 20:35:57 * Brun blushes again "for the... umm... same thing?" Apr 06 20:36:30 No, Brun. I have no interest in other men. Apr 06 20:37:22 * Brun nods "yes, my Lord. I didn't think so after the brothel in Jura" Apr 06 20:37:36 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:38:56 They don't hang men in Capperlucia, it's just allowed. I never imagined anywhere was like that Apr 06 20:39:04 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:39:32 Given what I've learned of them, I'm not nearly so surprised as I would be anywhere else Apr 06 20:39:54 * Brun nods Apr 06 20:40:23 It's not easy knowing loving the person you love could get them killed for it Apr 06 20:41:08 No, it isn't Apr 06 20:41:31 It won't catch me by surprise again, my lord Apr 06 20:43:17 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:44:37 You're all allowed to explore Capperlucia... and while it is allowed without restriction there, remember that you will be sailing back with your crewmates, and anything they see, they will remember. Discretion is the order of the day. Apr 06 20:44:53 * Brun nods Apr 06 20:44:58 Yes, my lord Apr 06 20:45:38 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:46:09 Alright Brun... unless there's anything you wish to say or ask... Apr 06 20:46:25 No, my Lord, thank you Apr 06 20:47:17 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:47:22 As you were then Apr 06 20:47:39 * Brun stands, salutes and then goes out Apr 06 20:47:50 [that was awkward] Apr 06 20:48:16 [i'm bringing dinner. You're done?] Apr 06 20:48:26 * Brun is now known as Molly Apr 06 20:49:26 [yes love] Apr 06 20:49:30 * Molly gets everything arranged and then sits at the desk to eat, sipping some drambuie "Alright, why was it awkward?" Apr 06 20:50:19 I think that man finds me attractive... he seemed distracted by my chest, and not the scars I think Apr 06 20:52:08 * Molly giggles Apr 06 20:52:13 Oh dear! Apr 06 20:52:37 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:53:11 Well, I cannot blame him for ogling you really Apr 06 20:53:37 * Morgan shakes his head, sipping his drink Apr 06 20:54:07 He lost someone he loved... hanged for who he loved. Apr 06 20:54:19 Oh... that's sad Apr 06 20:54:23 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:54:41 I'd have hanged right beside him, had Kaufmann had his way Apr 06 20:55:22 * Molly nods a little "Do you need me to hold you?" Apr 06 20:55:55 Eat, you need to keep your strength up Apr 06 20:56:12 After then? Apr 06 20:56:29 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:56:55 * Molly does eat as she's told to Apr 06 20:57:37 I think they're all going to exercise a bit more caution now. I do wonder if some would be happier staying in Capperlucia... Apr 06 20:57:58 * Molly nods, eating yet another meal of fish Apr 06 20:58:19 I think that would be understandable Apr 06 20:58:27 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:58:40 I agree Apr 06 21:01:53 Would you let them if Betuana would? Apr 06 21:05:00 I think so. Apr 06 21:06:28 * Molly nods Apr 06 21:06:42 Will he behave sensibly? Apr 06 21:06:55 Brun? I think so, yes Apr 06 21:07:10 * Molly nods. She's almost finished the meal when she says Apr 06 21:07:22 Have you never been eyes up by a man before? Apr 06 21:08:13 Not that I was aware of, no Apr 06 21:10:35 * Molly nods Apr 06 21:10:48 I was about twelve the first time it happened to me Apr 06 21:11:24 Oh? Apr 06 21:11:53 It was just some man in the dock, but it feel odd, like I was prey Apr 06 21:12:34 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:13:05 I don't like that Apr 06 21:14:38 It is very creepy, yes Apr 06 21:15:47 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:16:51 That was all it was, just a look. I didn't even have bubbies by then! Apr 06 21:16:58 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:17:30 And yes, if I ever encounter him again I will let you know so you can gut him Apr 06 21:17:46 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:17:47 good Apr 06 21:17:57 * Molly smiles, sipping her drink Apr 06 21:18:43 You know most other nationalities do not engage in casual talk of violence at the dinner table, hmm? Apr 06 21:19:25 I don't think most Eisen do either Apr 06 21:20:43 * Molly nods Apr 06 21:20:52 It must just be us then Apr 06 21:22:12 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:22:24 Are you ready for me to hold you now? Apr 06 21:22:36 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:22:38 I think so Apr 06 21:23:07 * Molly finishes the drambuie Apr 06 21:23:17 Where would you like me, my love? Apr 06 21:23:45 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 21:24:51 * Molly lays on the couch before tapping the centre of her chest "head here?" Apr 06 21:25:55 * Morgan nods, moving to get into place, laying his head on her chest Apr 06 21:28:40 *she smells good, the scent of nursing not quite the same as with pregnancy, but with its own charm* Apr 06 21:29:13 Talk to me, my love... tell me what's going on in your mind... Apr 06 21:31:03 I'm alright... I feel for these men... Brun said that the man he was with died simply because of who he loved... I can related to that entirely, that sadness Apr 06 21:31:42 * Molly strokes his hair Apr 06 21:31:54 Of course you can, my love Apr 06 21:33:29 * Morgan sighs Apr 06 21:34:19 It's difficult... love is forbidden in so many ways, and yet it's so uncontrollable Apr 06 21:34:25 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:37:05 It is not the situation with Kauffmann most bothers you? Apr 06 21:38:04 It just brought it back a bit, thats all. Apr 06 21:39:24 * Molly nods Apr 06 21:39:32 It's horrible Apr 06 21:40:34 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 21:40:37 I suppose so Apr 06 21:42:27 I wish I could soothe you better, take all this away... *she shivers a little then before exhaling slowly* Apr 06 21:43:40 Am I about to get a wet ear? Apr 06 21:44:27 * Molly smiles "I -think- I caught it in time. Confused the bubbies again, they thought you wanted comforting and nurturing" Apr 06 21:46:04 Are we stopping in Frieburg on the way home? Apr 06 21:47:12 Yes, I think that's where we'll be saying goodbye to the Rose Apr 06 21:47:50 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 06 21:48:09 Why, my love? Apr 06 21:48:53 There's something I need to collect Apr 06 21:48:58 *he hears her heart speed up* Apr 06 21:49:09 Is it a pound of flesh? Apr 06 21:49:59 No, love, its not Apr 06 21:50:46 What then? Apr 06 21:51:15 A uniform I used during the war. I had it stored. Apr 06 21:51:34 Alright... it is significant? Apr 06 21:51:47 I think so, yes. Apr 06 21:52:19 * Molly nods, still stroking his hair Apr 06 21:52:30 Your braid has grown out Apr 06 21:53:18 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:53:24 I can't say I know how to fix it Apr 06 21:56:13 /me looks at it Apr 06 21:56:53 Oh I can... it's going to need to be carefully done, my hair isn't long enough anymore to easily replace it Apr 06 21:57:25 For now Apr 06 21:58:59 * Molly sighs Apr 06 21:59:28 It'll be a while. I'll have to lure you with negligee rather than hair tossing for a year or two Apr 06 21:59:41 Don't really need luring Apr 06 21:59:47 No? Apr 06 22:00:16 no Apr 06 22:00:31 What do you need, hmm? Apr 06 22:02:44 Very little... much as you may not believe that Apr 06 22:03:48 You never did tell me what else I inadvertently do that makes you think wicked things about me... Apr 06 22:04:01 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 22:04:03 All sorts of things Apr 06 22:04:17 You, my dear Duke, are a tease Apr 06 22:05:34 No, not really Apr 06 22:05:45 * Molly kisses his crown Apr 06 22:06:07 I love you very much Apr 06 22:06:35 And I you my love Apr 06 22:07:36 * Molly nods Apr 06 22:07:48 As you have proven twice today... Apr 06 22:08:22 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:08:25 I suppose I have Apr 06 22:09:16 Mmmhmmm... if we weren't tired and spent, you could make me like a completed billiard table... *she giggles* Apr 06 22:10:48 I beg your pardon? Apr 06 22:11:14 No no, I think I'll not be naughty enough to explain that one! Apr 06 22:11:44 I think I'd like you to Apr 06 22:12:38 * Molly squirms a moment with embarrassment, though it seems a little more playfully tormented than actually humiliated Apr 06 22:12:43 My love! Apr 06 22:14:04 Yes? Apr 06 22:15:06 It's really really rude! Apr 06 22:15:47 I'd rather not have to ask HeinzHarold... Apr 06 22:16:01 No! You definitely can't ask him! Apr 06 22:16:17 No? Apr 06 22:16:31 * Molly squirms again "no!" Apr 06 22:17:17 Why's that? Apr 06 22:17:50 Because you'd be telling him things about what we've done... Apr 06 22:18:13 Or things you've suggested at least... Apr 06 22:18:42 In billiards, you have to fill the pockets... today you've done two out of three... the game is incomplete. Apr 06 22:19:06 I see, I see... I could -probably- manage it... Apr 06 22:19:18 * Molly strokes his hair Apr 06 22:19:39 Another day, when your enthusiasm is keener Apr 06 22:20:38 Its not that I'm not keen... Apr 06 22:20:50 What then, my love? Apr 06 22:22:06 I have spent twice... Apr 06 22:22:40 * Molly nods "And now your change purse is empty, hmm?" Apr 06 22:23:13 Oh I think I could manage Apr 06 22:23:59 I could happily just do this if that is your preference, my love. I do not want you feeling pressure Apr 06 22:25:16 I'm not feeling pressure... Apr 06 22:25:43 * Molly kisses his crown "what is your desire, my love?" Apr 06 22:27:08 I could certainly stand to lounge here and have you use your mouth upon me... Apr 06 22:27:33 * Molly nods Apr 06 22:27:59 Alright, liebling. You'll need to move so I can get up Apr 06 22:28:29 * Morgan nods, shifting out of her way Apr 06 22:29:58 * Molly lays on her stomach on the couch, kissing him through the fabric of his placket Apr 06 22:31:08 * Morgan relaxes back into the couch Apr 06 22:31:57 * Molly undoes the placket, revealing him Apr 06 22:32:12 If you touch my tongue, could you warm it? Apr 06 22:32:30 ummm... I'm not sure Apr 06 22:32:46 * Molly shrugs Apr 06 22:32:50 Alright, my love Apr 06 22:34:01 I'll try if you like... Apr 06 22:34:21 * Molly sticks her tongue out Apr 06 22:35:01 * Morgan presses his finger to it, concentrating Apr 06 22:35:13 * Molly nods after a few moments Apr 06 22:36:39 * Morgan watches her Apr 06 22:36:45 I have not hurt you? Apr 06 22:37:29 No, it's just right. Are you ready? Apr 06 22:37:37 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:37:38 Yes love Apr 06 22:38:02 *the tongue she swirls around his head is very warm, just like when she'd been drinking the heated whiskey* Apr 06 22:38:42 * Morgan groans, leaning his head back Apr 06 22:39:01 * Molly concentrates on giving him long, slow, very wet pleasure with her hot mouth and tongue, not using her throat for a change Apr 06 22:39:33 That is so good Apr 06 22:40:10 Good... I like to please you *she returns to what she's doing* Apr 06 22:41:45 * Morgan relaxes, just enjoying what she's doing Apr 06 22:44:44 *Molly takes a long time, concentrating on the pleasure rather than the goal. It turns out this is a bad thing, because just as he hits the point of no return, there's a knock at the door that distracts her, and she stops all stimulation Apr 06 22:45:32 * Morgan scowls, muttering as he does up his placket, speaking quietly Apr 06 22:45:36 Off your knees love Apr 06 22:46:15 * Molly sits up Apr 06 22:47:22 * Morgan calls for them to come in, picking up his drambui Apr 06 22:47:27 * Molly is now known as Claudia Apr 06 22:48:05 * Claudia comes in "hey. I thought you might have ten minutes before bed to catch up" Apr 06 22:48:21 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Apr 06 22:48:25 Sure Apr 06 22:48:40 $just us, about the four men$ Apr 06 22:49:03 Your room? Apr 06 22:49:42 *Molly stands up* I'll go and get ready for bed. Goodnight, Claudia Apr 06 22:50:04 * Claudia says goodnight, Molly going quietly into the bedroom Apr 06 22:50:31 What's up? Apr 06 22:50:58 I wanted to know if you'd done anything about them, and what the plan is for reminding the crew to follow the rules Apr 06 22:52:12 I've spoken directly to three of them, advising discretion, that they need to do better when they're surprised by things like that. The fourth was with a group of other men, so we talked through what needs to be done... Apr 06 22:52:42 * Claudia nods Apr 06 22:52:51 That's settled then? Apr 06 22:53:29 [i'll feed him now I think] Apr 06 22:54:14 More or less I think. I think one of them has a bit of a crush on me. We're going to talk to Betuana, ask that minor infractions are dealt with by us in the first instance, second results in them being confined to the ship. Obviously anything remotely serious, they deal with as their culture dictates Apr 06 22:54:17 [alright love] Apr 06 22:54:29 * Claudia nods Apr 06 22:54:44 Alright, will she agree? Apr 06 22:55:22 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 22:55:27 We'll see Apr 06 22:55:52 * Claudia nods Apr 06 22:56:00 And the other thing? Apr 06 22:56:38 other... thing... Apr 06 22:56:53 Speaking to the whole crew Apr 06 22:57:40 I've spoken to a few... I want to get things nailed down with Betuana before we do much more... Apr 06 22:58:09 * Claudia nods Apr 06 22:58:28 Expecting a lot of minor transgressions? Apr 06 22:59:49 I'm only thinking looking... leering, catcalling... they're on their own with that Apr 06 23:00:08 Surely they can manage not to look Apr 06 23:00:54 HeinzHarold raised an interesting point in that the eyes sort of do it before you're even aware of it... Apr 06 23:01:21 Maybe it's different when you have to keep it so hidden Apr 06 23:01:40 * Morgan nods Apr 06 23:01:51 I suspect so... when your life could depend on it... Apr 06 23:01:59 * Claudia nods Apr 06 23:02:45 Not a punishment women together get threatened with. Only penises matter. Apr 06 23:03:32 obviously Apr 06 23:03:43 * Claudia nods Apr 06 23:04:04 Right, I'm off to bed unless you need anything? Apr 06 23:04:36 * Morgan tilts his head Apr 06 23:04:51 No... there's something, but it can wait Apr 06 23:05:12 It's fine, get it done Apr 06 23:05:38 Talk to HeinzHarold about your feelings for DeeDee Apr 06 23:05:43 Why? Apr 06 23:06:22 The two of you have been friends longer than you and I have... I found out about everything before he did. He's thinking you're drifting apart and he's blaming himself for it Apr 06 23:06:33 * Claudia sighs Apr 06 23:06:42 Alright, I'll deal with it Apr 06 23:07:08 * Morgan nods Apr 06 23:07:49 He feels like he's failing you somehow. I know he hasn't, so do you, but... he's beating himself up over it. Once we're back in Eisen we'll be apart again, lets not waste the time we have til then Apr 06 23:08:06 * Claudia nods Apr 06 23:08:11 Leave it with me Apr 06 23:08:57 * Morgan nods Apr 06 23:08:58 Thank you Apr 06 23:09:15 * Claudia nods, going to the door "night, Morgan" Apr 06 23:09:34 G'night Claudia Apr 06 23:09:42 * Claudia goes Apr 06 23:09:47 * Claudia is now known as Molly Apr 06 23:10:07 * Morgan goes to lock the door before extinguishing the lamp and heading into the bedroom Apr 06 23:10:38 * Molly is indeed sat up feeding the sleepy baby Apr 06 23:11:00 [he's quite asleep, barely taking any] Apr 06 23:11:10 [is that a concern?] Apr 06 23:11:32 [only that I'll need to drain a little off] Apr 06 23:11:47 [alright love] Apr 06 23:12:00 [that was bad timing] Apr 06 23:13:05 [Yes, it -really- was] Apr 06 23:13:16 [are you alright?] Apr 06 23:13:58 [aye, I am, she just wanted to know if I'd done anything about the crewmen] Apr 06 23:14:18 [okay, my love] Apr 06 23:15:11 * Morgan starts getting undressed Apr 06 23:15:38 * Molly put Amir back down a few minutes later Apr 06 23:16:07 [I'll deal with the bubbies and then be ready for bed] Apr 06 23:16:51 [Did you want me to...] Apr 06 23:17:11 [would you wish to?] Apr 06 23:18:02 [I have no strong feelings either way... we could test the theory...] Apr 06 23:18:34 [I wouldn't have thought you'd wish to return to such activities...] Apr 06 23:19:08 [why?] Apr 06 23:19:29 [I thought it might have been so close as to spoil it] Apr 06 23:20:24 [maybe. I'm not sure] Apr 06 23:20:58 [shall I take your sweet tasting down with magic?] Apr 06 23:21:17 * Molly undresses Apr 06 23:21:24 [No] Apr 06 23:21:51 [alright, my love] Apr 06 23:22:04 * Molly gets in a few minutes later Apr 06 23:23:36 [do you have preference for position? Is there something that generally works well?] Apr 06 23:24:46 [ummm... I'm not entirely sure...] Apr 06 23:26:27 [same as the other night, perhaps?] Apr 06 23:26:52 * Morgan nods Apr 06 23:26:59 [aye] Apr 06 23:27:23 * Molly waits til he's in position before straddling his lap Apr 06 23:27:35 [ready?] Apr 06 23:27:48 [yes, my love] Apr 06 23:28:38 * Morgan nods, taking a nipple in his mouth, swirling his tongue around before gently sucking Apr 06 23:29:25 * Molly holds the headboard. She kisses his crown [that feels nice] Apr 06 23:30:04 * Morgan nods, keeping it up Apr 06 23:30:34 *she feels quite full again. She rolls her hips a little Apr 06 23:31:23 *he can taste the milky sweetness, it flowing in slow tiny drops Apr 06 23:32:19 * Morgan continues his ministration, running his hands up her flank Apr 06 23:33:15 * Molly writhes a little, trying not to giggle [sorry, I wasn't expecting that] Apr 06 23:33:42 [its alright love] Apr 06 23:34:18 * Molly nods, breathing becoming deeper Apr 06 23:34:40 [the let down is close] Apr 06 23:34:59 * Morgan nods, putting a hand on the back of her neck as he carries on sucking Apr 06 23:35:44 * Molly twitches, thighs suddenly squeezing his [wow that feels good] Apr 06 23:36:14 [good] Apr 06 23:38:06 * Molly brings a hand to his face, thumb gently stroking his temple. She breathes slower and deeper, grinding gently against him though it's along rather than around his shaft Apr 06 23:38:40 * Morgan squeezes her neck slightly, his other hand on her hip as he sucks Apr 06 23:39:15 [oh god, I like that] Apr 06 23:39:52 * Morgan nods, swirling his tongue briefly Apr 06 23:40:26 [a little harder, please] Apr 06 23:40:40 * Morgan nods, sucking harder Apr 06 23:41:32 * Molly starts to rhythmically tense and relax for about ten seconds Apr 06 23:41:52 [any moment now...] Apr 06 23:42:01 * Morgan nods Apr 06 23:43:43 * Molly tenses then shudders, milk suddenly streaming as she climaxes and lets down simultaneously. She does an impressive job at staying quiet for a change Apr 06 23:44:40 * Morgan swallows rapidly, sucking firmly in long long swallows Apr 06 23:45:22 [oh god that's so fucking good!] Apr 06 23:46:21 [thats it my love] Apr 06 23:47:19 * Molly continues to roll her hips and grind against him, moving her hands to his shoulders. Each time she climaxes their milk suddenly gets a bit more forceful before settling again Apr 06 23:47:52 * Morgan makes small noises of enjoyment Apr 06 23:48:15 [your mouth feels so good on me!] Apr 06 23:49:01 * Molly moans quietly against his braids, breath warm on his scalp Apr 06 23:49:08 * Morgan nods Apr 06 23:51:26 * Molly moves a hand to the breast he's on, squeezing it to encourage it to release more, still grinding against him and she adds to the effect of his suction be expressing into his mouth, moaning gently again Apr 06 23:53:39 * Morgan makes a small noise, once more swirling his tongue quickly before sucking firmly again Apr 06 23:54:10 *though she's still peaking, the flow is definitely lessening Apr 06 23:54:55 * Morgan keeps going while she still peaks Apr 06 23:55:22 *she starts to settle after another minute* Apr 06 23:56:14 * Morgan slowly stops Apr 06 23:56:42 * Molly whispers "you have no idea how good that feels!" Apr 06 23:58:04 * Morgan smiles, wiping his mouth Apr 06 23:58:07 Good. Apr 06 23:59:17 * Molly kisses him, licking his lower lip and making a little whimper of desire