**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Mar 28 00:00:38 2023 Mar 28 00:00:38 I had a job to do. And then... it was nice having someone I could talk to who didn't obviously expect anything from me Mar 28 00:01:44 Fuck sake. I was hoping to just avoid him forever until he disappeared from my mind Mar 28 00:02:02 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 00:02:04 sorry Mar 28 00:03:04 Shit. *she opens the flask, adding whiskey to her coffee before offering him some* Mar 28 00:03:18 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 28 00:03:40 So what the fuck do I do? Mar 28 00:06:59 perhaps... you need to face into it Mar 28 00:07:43 How? Mar 28 00:09:03 I don't know. Stop trying to pretend you don't feel it, and actually -feel- it. Like... trying to ignore the waves when you swim. They're coming anyway, you may as well learn to ride them, so to speak Mar 28 00:09:28 * Claudia sniggers Mar 28 00:09:48 I know you didn't mean it to come out that way Mar 28 00:10:26 I toyed with mentioning that... Mar 28 00:10:34 * Claudia nods Mar 28 00:10:44 That's what worked for you? Mar 28 00:11:27 Eventually, but lets be honest, I held onto the belief I was betraying Dietlinde, that I was a terrible person for it for a long time Mar 28 00:12:53 * Claudia nods Mar 28 00:13:04 Way too long to be good for either of you Mar 28 00:13:18 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:13:27 Yeah... so... maybe its not good for you either Mar 28 00:13:41 You done with it now? Mar 28 00:14:59 Mostly, I think, yes. I still have difficulty knowing that I'm not a man Dietlinde would have fallen in love with... or that I didn't have enough foresight to realise she wouldn't have been happy as Veisgrafin or Grafin when the time came. She just wanted to be loved, and be among her friends Mar 28 00:15:49 You've had to grown up alot Mar 28 00:16:08 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Mar 28 00:16:20 Seeing the many -many- ways your actions have hurt people will do that Mar 28 00:16:34 * Claudia nods Mar 28 00:17:38 Sorgi says the next step of growing up after that is where you come to accept that you are no better and no worse than any other of Theus' flawed children. Mar 28 00:18:24 Really? Sounds like trite bullshit to me. Mar 28 00:18:33 * Claudia shrugs Mar 28 00:18:49 I did say that's the sort of thing old men say Mar 28 00:20:17 I'm not about to accept I'm no better than the men we caught on our way to the ship when we left you with Molly for Dietlinde's birthday. Or that Rief is no worse than me. Or that I am on a par with Trague. Mar 28 00:21:44 You're overthinking it. He means in terms of being perfect versus being not perfect. Everyone is flawed. Mar 28 00:22:39 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 00:22:40 maybe Mar 28 00:23:17 You really think she wouldn't have fallen in love with this version of you? Mar 28 00:23:50 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:24:10 Or at the very least... I'm not the man she fell in love with anymore... I'm a long way from him. He died. Mar 28 00:24:56 It doesn't mean this you is worse Mar 28 00:26:35 I'm not entirely convinced about that yet Mar 28 00:27:16 Is that the way you decide if you're a good person or not? Whether she would love and approve of you? Mar 28 00:28:01 Thats a good part of it, yes... and whether or not Da would be disappointed Mar 28 00:28:18 Seems unfair Mar 28 00:28:34 Why? Mar 28 00:29:50 You're picking a lover and a mentor who fit the person you were then well, then using that to judge who you are now. Sounds like you're setting yourself up to feel like you're not good enough Mar 28 00:31:35 I don't think so... maybe... maybe with Dietlinde. I was much more gentle then than I am now. Mar 28 00:32:00 * Claudia nods, drinking another mouthful Mar 28 00:34:14 You're asking your new complicated self to measure up to the simple man you were, measured by the expectations of a simple wife and simple mentor. Problem is, you don't have a simple life now. You -need- to be more complicated to navigate all this shit. Complicated You might not live up to Simple You by the old rules, but Simple You would have been Mar 28 00:34:15 floored by the shit Complicated You has to do. Mar 28 00:34:52 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:35:00 And so would simple you from a few months ago Mar 28 00:35:45 Yep. Might have considered him so much a threat that I just pre-emptively ran him through Mar 28 00:37:39 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:37:40 Maybe Mar 28 00:37:51 Kinda glad you didn't though Mar 28 00:38:44 * Claudia looks at him a moment "Are you saying that I have to stop being Simple Claudia managing the trauma by hating and avoiding men or beating them, and start being Complicated Claudia having to find the balance between being safe and being truthful with myself and accepting that some aren't a risk?" Mar 28 00:40:37 I think... maybe you do Mar 28 00:40:43 * Claudia grumbles Mar 28 00:40:50 Fucks sake, Morgan. Mar 28 00:40:52 Want somewhere easy to start? Mar 28 00:41:09 Yeah, go on Mar 28 00:41:13 Am I a risk? Mar 28 00:41:18 No Mar 28 00:41:25 Is HeinzHarold a risk? Mar 28 00:41:47 Not since the first day I met him Mar 28 00:41:58 There's two already. Sorgi? Mar 28 00:42:06 No Mar 28 00:42:58 DeeDee was there for you the first night the Ashkoven affected us with those nightmares. You were vulnerable, he supported you without asking anything in return... Mar 28 00:43:17 * Claudia nods Mar 28 00:43:36 He was kind, though I should've kept my mouth shut Mar 28 00:43:52 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 00:44:25 I disagree. When your chest was on show after we fought the damn things... what did he do, even though he has long held a torch for you? Mar 28 00:44:45 * Claudia smiles a little Mar 28 00:45:15 Acted like the Pope himself Mar 28 00:45:26 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:45:34 So, you tell me... is he a risk? Mar 28 00:45:55 * Claudia looks a bit stubborn Mar 28 00:46:06 No... probably. Mar 28 00:46:35 The pope wouldn't look out of obedience to Theus. DeeDee didn't look out of -respect- for you. Mar 28 00:48:31 But it could have been to build my trust. Do you think I knew the first few men who raped me were rapists? I -trusted- them. They'd worked for my trust until they could exploit it Mar 28 00:50:24 * Morgan sighs Mar 28 00:50:29 Fair point. Mar 28 00:51:43 I'm not saying that's DeeDee. I know from Heike that he's always been good, decent, and kind. If anyone is going to pick up that a man is an abuser it'll be a woman he's paying money to for sex Mar 28 00:52:18 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:52:42 Perhaps then... start with trusting this one.... Its a big step Mar 28 00:52:50 * Claudia nods Mar 28 00:53:35 It is a huge step. I could kill him easily if I had to, but it gets fucking tiring having to be so damned vigilant all the time Mar 28 00:54:00 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:54:08 Aye. I can understand that Mar 28 00:54:28 * Claudia smiles a little Mar 28 00:54:59 Not sure how Complicated Claudia is going to manage without Complicated Morgan to help her untangle her brain Mar 28 00:56:07 I'll get you a mirror. I can't be with you, but I'll always be there for you Mar 28 00:56:15 * Claudia nods Mar 28 00:57:23 Thanks. Even if you don't think Complicated Morgan is a better man, I know that I couldn't have told Simple Morgan all of this. It'd be too dark and heavy Mar 28 00:57:49 Oh yeah, he'd have had no idea how to deal with any of it. Mar 28 00:57:57 * Claudia nods Mar 28 00:58:12 I couldn't have damaged his world view that much Mar 28 00:58:30 * Morgan nods Mar 28 00:59:05 I'm sorry that I wasn't a person you could have come to with it... but I suspect back then you weren't ready to back then Mar 28 00:59:29 I wasn't. It was too fresh. Mar 28 01:00:50 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:01:20 This doesn't mean I'm acting on it though Mar 28 01:01:46 I didn't suggest you should Mar 28 01:02:24 * Claudia nods "I'm not getting into some love triangle horseshit like with Hannalore" Mar 28 01:04:31 Triangle? Mar 28 01:05:01 Her being in love with a dead guy Mar 28 01:05:38 Yeah, I know that... I meant with DeeDee... Mar 28 01:06:41 Petra, if that's who is love interest is. I won't get involved with anyone who's spoken for, either actually or in their own heads Mar 28 01:07:05 If thats what it is... but yes, I can understand that Mar 28 01:07:19 * Claudia nods Mar 28 01:07:45 It's not worth the heartache for something that the other person is half-assing Mar 28 01:07:59 No, I agree Mar 28 01:09:04 There's no space in my life for him, but maybe for my own sake and the sake of healing, I can make a bit of space to let him in my head Mar 28 01:09:48 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:09:57 I think that would be the sensible thing to do Mar 28 01:10:07 * Claudia chuckles Mar 28 01:10:17 None of it seems fucking sensible Mar 28 01:11:03 It will, in time Mar 28 01:11:20 Hope so Mar 28 01:13:01 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:13:18 I'm proud of you Mar 28 01:13:31 Yeah, I know Mar 28 01:15:55 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:15:57 Good Mar 28 01:17:04 I'm proud of you too Mar 28 01:17:17 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:17:21 So am I, some days Mar 28 01:17:30 * Claudia nods, smiling Mar 28 01:17:52 Still working on your reserve? Mar 28 01:18:38 * Morgan nods a little Mar 28 01:18:52 Some, aye. Difficult with everything going on, and all the changes Mar 28 01:19:28 Spoils some of the seduction I'd imagine Mar 28 01:20:16 Difficult finding the opportunity where we're not shattered Mar 28 01:20:50 We can all pitch in Mar 28 01:20:55 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:21:08 We want to get Amir settled... he's had a lot of change the last few days Mar 28 01:21:41 Just don't let it backslide so much that it becomes harder to start again Mar 28 01:22:19 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:22:22 Trying not to Mar 28 01:23:28 Remember what we said before? However close you feel like you should stand, aim to stand half a foot closer. Mar 28 01:23:42 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:23:45 I remember Mar 28 01:24:02 * Claudia smiles Mar 28 01:24:58 Good. Seducing women isn't that difficult, Heinzharold with his tiny brain manages it Mar 28 01:25:23 You heard the story of their first kiss? Mar 28 01:25:32 No, don't think so? Mar 28 01:26:42 He was so stumped by her not throwing herself at him, he didn't know what to do... they spent ages walking where he was telling her about the flowers they were passing, so she asks if there's likely to be any mistletoe... he says no, not for a few months before he realised what she was asking for... Mar 28 01:27:46 * Claudia laughs Mar 28 01:28:05 Bloody hell. That's dense even for him Mar 28 01:28:32 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:28:45 yep Mar 28 01:29:17 When you have a face like his, you don't have to develop as much charm and skill, I guess Mar 28 01:29:43 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:29:48 I suppose so Mar 28 01:30:54 What hones it well is when you're a woman attracted to women who are convinced they aren't attracted to women but want to spend more time with you than is normal Mar 28 01:31:50 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Mar 28 01:32:01 like... they don't realise -why- they want to spend more time with you Mar 28 01:32:11 * Claudia nods Mar 28 01:33:16 Yep. Get it right and they'll come into the space you make for them. The key is to never push, and always invite with your body language, energy, and conversation Mar 28 01:34:33 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:35:40 It took me a few years though. Now, it's fairly automatic, it's just the way I am when presented with someone who catches my attention Mar 28 01:36:19 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:36:22 I've seen it... Mar 28 01:36:30 * Claudia smiles Mar 28 01:36:39 Wondered what was wrong with me? Mar 28 01:37:15 nope. I've never thought of you like that Mar 28 01:37:24 * Claudia smiles Mar 28 01:38:23 It works on men too, I've not done it many times, but back when I thought I'd just been unlucky with the first rapist... Mar 28 01:39:59 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:40:05 Men are simpler though... less nuance Mar 28 01:41:01 It's like catching fish in a tank. With women it's more like catching them by hand like that contest in Insel Mar 28 01:42:12 Stupid bloody contest Mar 28 01:42:51 * Claudia laughs "I think it's a cheap excuse for women to look at men in wet shirts" Mar 28 01:43:22 Good job I didn't get involved then... don't need all those horrified gasps Mar 28 01:43:43 Rosie has a pretty nasty scar too, doesn't he? Mar 28 01:44:22 Does he? Mar 28 01:48:06 I know where he got that Mar 28 01:49:32 * Claudia nods Mar 28 01:49:42 Yeah. Fucking Erlangen. Mar 28 01:50:20 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:50:35 Been a while since I've heard you talk about him. You all good about him now? Mar 28 01:51:06 mostly. I still rail against he and I being so fucking interchangeable... Mar 28 01:52:14 I don't think he's as similar as Heinzharold does. I think he's blinded by the fact he likes you both so much Mar 28 01:53:59 No, he is... HeinzHarold managed to confuse the two of us... we have similar senses of humour, both -love- sailing... Mar 28 01:54:24 His humour is more juvenile than yours Mar 28 01:54:42 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 01:55:43 When Molly's real heritage was coming to light, I pulled him out of the room to get to the bottom of why he had his arse in his hand... when we returned, they asked what took us so long... I said, predictably, goblin attack... Sebastien picked it up and ran with it, without so much as a look between us Mar 28 01:56:06 * Claudia shrugs Mar 28 01:56:25 Well, I like you, and I find him tedious, so you're not that similar Mar 28 01:56:47 * Morgan nods Mar 28 01:56:49 I'll take that Mar 28 01:57:00 * Claudia nods Mar 28 01:58:54 *They move on to simpler topics about the sailing around that part of Eisen-Avalon-Vendel-Vesten, and how he could make his family connections in Durham and Insel into a profitable trade. At one o'clock he realises it's the beginning of quiet hour Mar 28 01:59:31 I gotta get back... don't wanna start missing this time while we have it Mar 28 02:00:27 * Claudia smiles "take the chance to work on your reserve, if you elbow deep in shitty nappies and ankle deep in milk!" Mar 28 02:00:35 Aren't elbow* Mar 28 02:01:08 * Morgan nods, grasping her forearm before leaving her room and heading to his study Mar 28 02:12:27 * Claudia has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 28 02:30:06 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Mar 28 08:30:21 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Mar 28 09:27:28 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 09:28:39 *Claudia calls to him* you didn't tell me what was making you out of sorts. Sorted it? Mar 28 09:29:54 Not yet, no. Mar 28 09:30:05 C: Need to talk? Mar 28 09:31:05 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 28 09:31:14 Need to just.... Accept it Mar 28 09:32:31 C: Okay. Find me though? Mar 28 09:32:52 * Morgan nods Mar 28 09:32:56 Aye. Mar 28 09:33:47 *She inclines her head before going back to her room* Mar 28 09:34:02 * Morgan heads off to the study Mar 28 09:35:48 * MollyK is sat reading by the window seat, shoes off, a light breeze coming in Mar 28 09:37:05 Sorry... we got to talking Mar 28 09:37:50 * MollyK shakes her head, smiling Mar 28 09:38:05 It's fine, my love. Coffee is on the desk Mar 28 09:40:38 * Morgan nods, picking it up before sitting next to her Mar 28 09:41:38 * MollyK smiles warmly, moving closer. She puts in the book mark and sets the book down Mar 28 09:41:45 How was it? Mar 28 09:45:47 * Morgan nods Mar 28 09:45:51 It was alright Mar 28 09:47:13 Did she accept your apology? Mar 28 09:47:23 * Morgan nods Mar 28 09:47:25 Yes, she did Mar 28 09:47:40 Oh good. And you feel better now? Mar 28 09:53:58 Some, aye Mar 28 09:54:27 Only some, my love? Mar 28 09:56:22 You were going to tell me about your dream? Mar 28 09:56:53 * MollyK smiles, nodding Mar 28 09:57:04 Lie down with me, and I'll just show you Mar 28 09:57:54 * Morgan puts his coffee down, moving to lay down Mar 28 09:58:32 * MollyK lies beside him, holding his hand and closing her eyes "ready?" Mar 28 09:58:48 Aye Mar 28 09:58:53 **she settles to showing him the dream, and he sees it from the point of view of an observer. She comes out of the bedroom having put Amir down, breasts looking heavy and full. Both she and he look aroused. He backs her against the door boldly before groping at her over her shirt roughly, catching her enlarged nipples between his middle and ring Mar 28 09:58:53 finger, and pulls at her as he paws, drawing her solid breasts forward. Mar 28 09:58:53 **He also presses his thigh between her legs. She moans with arousal, watching him. He's not being at all gentle, he's rough, demanding and possessive, and she slips into that more submissive state in response. She breathes hard, body writhing between his and the door "Oh god, I'm going to…" He nods, groaning, and gets even rougher with her Mar 28 09:58:53 breasts. (Mtf) Mar 28 09:59:21 **She does indeed climax, grinding against his leg until her body strains, and as it does the milk lets down, streaming into the light blue blouse and through to his hand. His brow furrows, pupils widening, and he murmurs "fuck", aroused too. Mar 28 09:59:21 **He tugs at her again until she peaks once more, then stands back, watching the little aftershocks run through her, and admiring how her milk has given her blouse see through patches over her breasts, all the details clear. She looks down before biting her lip, squirming with a mix of arousal and embarrassment. She tries to cover them. "Hands by Mar 28 09:59:21 your sides, I am going to sketch you." (Mtf) Mar 28 09:59:55 **She blushes hard "like this?! All messy?!" His gaze returns to her bust, looking at her hungrily "oh yes, just like that". She blushes harder, then nods bashfully "alright". He rolls his sleeves whilst watching her, then grabs his pad and kohl, working fast to get the main lines and shapes. He has to readjust his erection frequently. Mar 28 09:59:56 **She whimpers every time he does, still standing where he left her, still looking a bit shy about her state. He watches her a moment before undoing his placket, giving him more comfort and her more view. She moans, and he can see her relax a little. (Mtf) Mar 28 10:00:21 **With a smile, he continues sketching, cock twitching as he focuses on getting her breasts right. She chews her lip, expression full of need "I want to touch you..". He smiles "I imagine you do. But I'm busy working right now". She only gets more fidgety as he goes along, occasionally tensing his muscles to make his manhood move, eliciting needy Mar 28 10:00:21 little moans. Her begging continues, and each time he calmly reminds her that he is still sketching and she will have to wait. Mar 28 10:00:21 ** Her impatience and desire only seems to build from this denial, rocking her weight a little from one foot to the other, fiddling with the fabric at her thighs. It's clearly enjoyable for him having her so wound up, and when he very casually and nonchalantly strokes himself, leaving a charcoal streak, she looks like she might cry with Mar 28 10:00:21 desperation. And then the thoughts stop abruptly** Mar 28 10:01:40 huh Mar 28 10:02:03 Then I woke up. *she opens her eyes, watching his expression* Mar 28 10:07:14 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:07:19 I can see why you were keen Mar 28 10:07:36 * MollyK nods, smiling whilst blushing Mar 28 10:07:44 I was rather desperate for you Mar 28 10:09:06 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:09:08 I noticed Mar 28 10:09:36 I'm... sorry? Mar 28 10:09:40 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 28 10:10:12 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Mar 28 10:12:10 [09:52:53] MollyK: I'm... sorry? Mar 28 10:12:52 Why? I'm not Mar 28 10:14:44 I'm not used to waking you that way, and I was far from gentle Mar 28 10:15:29 No, you really weren't. It was... wonderful Mar 28 10:15:44 * MollyK frowns a little, smiling Mar 28 10:15:49 Was it? Why? Mar 28 10:16:02 Its another step forward, isn't it Mar 28 10:16:16 That I can safely wake you that way? Mar 28 10:17:00 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:17:01 Aye Mar 28 10:17:17 It is something you would have me do again? Mar 28 10:17:49 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:17:51 Absolutely it is Mar 28 10:18:09 * MollyK smiles, nodding "maybe a little gentler?" Mar 28 10:18:51 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 10:19:52 * MollyK watches his expression "I was rather swept along by my desire!" Mar 28 10:19:58 * Morgan smiles Mar 28 10:20:18 Aye. I gathered that Mar 28 10:20:31 * MollyK nods Mar 28 10:20:47 Did I hear you muffling yourself with a pillow? Mar 28 10:21:26 I didn't want to wake Amir Mar 28 10:22:04 * MollyK nods "I needed to not have the interruption" Mar 28 10:22:52 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:22:53 So did I Mar 28 10:23:11 * MollyK smiles, squeezing his hand Mar 28 10:23:27 Would you have been too loud without the pillow then? Mar 28 10:24:32 I think so, yes Mar 28 10:26:18 I find that very hot... Mar 28 10:27:06 * Morgan smiles Mar 28 10:27:08 Thought you might Mar 28 10:27:42 Maybe I need to start gagging you with a stocking, hmm? *she smiles playfully* Mar 28 10:28:38 No, I rather think thats the clothing you wear... on your leg or in your mouth Mar 28 10:28:48 * MollyK blushes Mar 28 10:29:01 Mmhmm... whenever you wish Mar 28 10:29:40 * Morgan nods, sitting up and picking up his coffee Mar 28 10:29:56 Sorry... I learned a long time ago I can't drink lying down Mar 28 10:32:27 * MollyK sits up too, moving out of his way a little "it's fine, liebling" Mar 28 10:32:48 * Morgan sips it, leaning against her Mar 28 10:33:27 * MollyK smiles, only her micro expression showing a hint of surprise, and rests her cheek against him Mar 28 10:34:07 You are surprised by my dream? Mar 28 10:34:15 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:34:19 I am... and relieved Mar 28 10:34:41 * MollyK giggles "it certainly felt like you were relieved!" Mar 28 10:35:12 * Morgan laughs Mar 28 10:35:17 Yes, indeed I was Mar 28 10:35:47 That is not what you meant? Mar 28 10:36:34 It doesn't matter love Mar 28 10:39:54 * MollyK watches him Mar 28 10:40:01 Are you -sure-? Mar 28 10:40:12 * Morgan sighs Mar 28 10:40:33 I thought it might have been a dream about Sebastien that sparked it. It seems I'm not as sanguine about it as I hoped to be Mar 28 10:43:52 * MollyK nods Mar 28 10:44:26 I haven't dreamt of him that way at all. It was distressing you? Mar 28 10:45:02 Niggling at me Mar 28 10:45:23 Whilst I was doing it? Mar 28 10:47:29 Momentarily... mostly afterwards Mar 28 10:47:56 * MollyK looks sad "you should have said, I would have reassured you" Mar 28 10:49:10 I didn't want to spoil it at the time, and it was only briefly before I was distracted... afterwards you were asleep in an instant Mar 28 10:50:29 It was very intense. But you were the only one thinking of another man whilst I was pleasuring us Mar 28 10:51:30 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:51:47 I was just... I thought maybe a dream of him had caused it, thats all Mar 28 10:51:56 * MollyK shakes her head Mar 28 10:52:52 Just you, toying with my weaknesses and torturing me with commanded restraint... Mar 28 10:53:37 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:53:56 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 10:54:18 Have I made an awful future predicament for myself by revealing it? Mar 28 10:54:42 I don't... understand... Mar 28 10:56:34 Giving you more ammunition to have me wound up and frustrated Mar 28 10:59:28 * Morgan nods Mar 28 10:59:33 Yes, I suppose you rather have Mar 28 11:00:52 I'm not sure if I'm thrilled or terrified by that! Mar 28 11:01:47 * Morgan chuckles Mar 28 11:01:49 We'll see Mar 28 11:02:02 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 11:02:41 We should talk about what to do with the dreams again, I think Mar 28 11:03:54 No... I think our intent is sound... I just need to get used to it Mar 28 11:04:15 You would not wish me to forewarn you? Mar 28 11:04:23 No Mar 28 11:04:39 * MollyK nods Mar 28 11:04:58 And you would want me to be truthful afterwards? Mar 28 11:05:59 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:06:00 Yes Mar 28 11:06:08 * MollyK nods Mar 28 11:06:40 Alright. The other morning, when my course had come..." Mar 28 11:06:41 ? Mar 28 11:07:23 Yes? Mar 28 11:10:28 I would have given you whatever satisfaction you'd wished for, even knowing what you would have been dreaming Mar 28 11:12:09 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:12:17 I know love Mar 28 11:12:41 Yet you did not ask, despite the fact that you were clearly roused Mar 28 11:13:48 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 11:14:09 I wasn't ready to I suppose. I didn't want to make you uncomfortable Mar 28 11:14:51 I trust you. I know you wouldn't take from me wishing you were with her instead, nor with anyone else Mar 28 11:15:04 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:15:06 You are correct Mar 28 11:15:18 * MollyK smiles thoughtfully Mar 28 11:15:26 I'm not sure you easily could Mar 28 11:19:34 Could what? Mar 28 11:21:41 Physically achieve release when feeling guilt that you were being unethical Mar 28 11:24:23 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 11:24:25 I suppose not Mar 28 11:25:23 * MollyK gives him a mischievous glance Mar 28 11:25:40 I expect you'd soften like butter in a hot pan Mar 28 11:26:36 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 11:26:37 Maybe Mar 28 11:26:56 * MollyK watches him "Something is still troubling you?" Mar 28 11:29:11 No, it isn't love Mar 28 11:30:32 Good. I'm available to you when you want me. It is that simple Mar 28 11:31:30 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:31:32 alright Mar 28 11:31:59 * MollyK smiles, kissing his cheek Mar 28 11:32:27 Maybe I'll never dream of Seb that way. I assume it is only with him that will make you on edge? Mar 28 11:32:38 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 11:32:41 Maybe Mar 28 11:33:07 * MollyK nods Mar 28 11:33:23 What is happening with Claudia about DeeDee? Mar 28 11:34:47 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 11:35:09 She's trying to adjust to the fact she isn't actually over it. She's got to try to accept that there are some men who aren't a risk Mar 28 11:36:33 * MollyK nods Mar 28 11:36:52 It won't be easy Mar 28 11:37:09 No, it won't Mar 28 11:37:43 Even now, I find myself on edge if I hear men speak Montaigne, and very little actually happened to me Mar 28 11:39:02 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:40:24 Its understandable Mar 28 11:41:08 * MollyK nods "it was a difficult day, but I felt much better once we'd made love and I could see you still desired me" Mar 28 11:42:29 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:44:35 I did think maybe her interest in him would pass once we were out here Mar 28 11:44:45 So did she Mar 28 11:45:15 Once you have a strong desire for someone the distance doesn't relieve it? Mar 28 11:45:34 You recall my fathers story of when he met my mother? Mar 28 11:46:03 * MollyK nods "He was rather obsessed with her for years, wasn't he?" Mar 28 11:47:20 * Morgan nods Mar 28 11:47:23 Yes, he was Mar 28 11:48:29 And you were still mildly obsessed with me when you returned to Eisen? Mar 28 11:49:16 Nothing mild about it Mar 28 11:50:07 * MollyK smiles, blushing Mar 28 11:51:03 Not helped by having a drawing in pastels of me, a lock of my hair, and fabric that smelled of me? Mar 28 11:51:30 Indeed Mar 28 11:52:37 * MollyK smiles "I did wonder if wearing it down between my breasts was a bit too suggestive!" Mar 28 11:53:46 * Morgan smiles Mar 28 11:53:54 I didn't complain Mar 28 11:54:29 * MollyK watches him, intrigued "had you guessed that's where I'd have worn it?" Mar 28 11:55:09 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 11:55:35 Not really, but... well, I don't see you giving me something that'd been wrapped around your leg... Mar 28 11:56:40 Oh no, I'd never have even thought of having it under my skirts! Mar 28 12:00:27 I meant... if you want something to smell of you and not the exercise you have to do, you wear it about your chest and neck Mar 28 12:01:32 * MollyK nods Mar 28 12:02:03 Around my neck was too blatant... it had to be more like a delicious little secret... Mar 28 12:04:13 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:04:47 * MollyK smiles thoughtfully, sipping her coffee Mar 28 12:05:40 What's on your mind Mar 28 12:06:37 * MollyK glances up at him Mar 28 12:07:52 I was thinking about how enjoyable that had been, walking around like that a few days, a constant reminder of you against my skin, and sitting with you with it there, knowing something you did not Mar 28 12:09:02 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:10:41 * MollyK smiles "it brought you brief joy whilst away?" Mar 28 12:11:42 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:12:13 Yes... any time I got... reluctant to carry on going home, it gave me courage Mar 28 12:12:38 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 12:12:43 That is very sweet Mar 28 12:13:29 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 12:13:30 I suppose Mar 28 12:13:59 It's quite fascinating that the scent of me would be comforting Mar 28 12:15:18 Is it? Mar 28 12:16:33 I anticipated it bringing you sweet memories of kissing me, more than comfort Mar 28 12:17:03 It did that too Mar 28 12:17:59 * MollyK nods Mar 28 12:18:30 I told you of acquiring a shirt of yours from the laundry whilst you were away? Mar 28 12:19:10 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:20:43 * MollyK smiles "I've always thought you smelled wonderful" Mar 28 12:21:19 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 12:21:23 I'm inclined to disagree Mar 28 12:21:44 * MollyK shakes her head Mar 28 12:21:56 I think perhaps it is another female thing Mar 28 12:22:04 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:22:07 Could be I suppose Mar 28 12:23:37 * MollyK nods Mar 28 12:23:46 Do you still have it? Mar 28 12:24:41 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:24:43 I do Mar 28 12:25:40 * MollyK smiles "much more than a year on, I cannot imagine it smells of me at all now" Mar 28 12:25:53 No, it doesn't really Mar 28 12:40:55 * MollyK glances at him sidelong, smirking Mar 28 12:41:16 I suppose it lost most of its potency in your bed, hmm? Mar 28 12:41:45 It wasn't like that. I did keep it close when I slept Mar 28 12:41:54 Apart from the times I slept outside Mar 28 12:42:26 I'm teasing you, my love, I know you were well-behaved Mar 28 12:42:30 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:43:11 Why did you keep it close when you slept? Mar 28 12:43:33 So I didn't feel so alone Mar 28 12:43:46 * MollyK watches him Mar 28 12:43:53 You felt that? Mar 28 12:44:47 Alone? Tough not to, wandering across the world on your own Mar 28 12:45:09 And at Die Dauerhaftigkeit? Mar 28 12:46:00 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:46:02 Aye Mar 28 12:47:12 I was missing you Mar 28 12:52:39 * Morgan nods Mar 28 12:52:49 I'm sorry I took so long to get back. I had a lot to think about Mar 28 12:55:08 It was necessary, my love. I'd have thought of you relentlessly whether you were there or not. From the first time I started thinking of you all day everyday, nothing has changed that Mar 28 12:56:38 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:00:19 * MollyK shakes her head a little ruefully "sometimes I am far too sentimental" Mar 28 13:00:49 I'm not so sure about that love Mar 28 13:01:06 You no longer find it too much? Mar 28 13:02:33 No, not really Mar 28 13:02:55 * MollyK nods Mar 28 13:02:59 Good Mar 28 13:03:15 * MollyK sips her coffee Mar 28 13:03:26 Will Claudia still come? Mar 28 13:05:16 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:05:18 I think so, yes Mar 28 13:07:53 I'm glad Mar 28 13:08:46 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:08:48 Me too Mar 28 13:10:09 It wouldn't be the same without her? Mar 28 13:10:45 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 28 13:12:14 She was there for Jana's? *everyone was. It was the only time both families and friends were together* Mar 28 13:12:43 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:12:52 Yes... her and everyone else Mar 28 13:13:53 Was that tense, or happy? Mar 28 13:14:55 both Mar 28 13:16:07 Do you wish we were having the boys baptisms there? Mar 28 13:17:23 Yes but... its important we don't treat Hafenlohr as a temporary home Mar 28 13:17:32 * MollyK nods Mar 28 13:18:09 Will we have our birthed children baptised there, if I am to deliver in Sudlachenburg? Mar 28 13:18:41 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 13:18:45 I hadn't thought that far ahead Mar 28 13:19:25 Only so far as my being heavily pregnant and you being keen to be at my side? Mar 28 13:19:49 * Morgan blushes Mar 28 13:20:49 I am very much looking forward to your inability to keep your hands to yourself! Mar 28 13:20:58 * Morgan blushes harder Mar 28 13:22:52 Unfortunately for you, I have several months before I am increasing to have time to think about how to make the most of that extra desire! Mar 28 13:23:55 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:23:58 Sadly Mar 28 13:24:52 * MollyK nods "much longer than we wanted" Mar 28 13:25:40 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:25:43 It is what it is Mar 28 13:26:08 * MollyK nods Mar 28 13:26:23 We are not waiting and hoping each month, which is a relief Mar 28 13:27:17 aye. I would spare HeinzHarold, Inga, Edward and Mina that pain if I had the ability Mar 28 13:29:05 If I could, I'd magic the herbs out of Inga! Mar 28 13:29:15 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:29:19 Not that they'd allow it Mar 28 13:29:25 * MollyK giggles "Oh god, that sounded like a euphemism!" Mar 28 13:33:29 Did it? Mar 28 13:34:01 Mmhmm. And no, they would not allow it Mar 28 13:34:28 * Morgan sips his coffee Mar 28 13:35:22 Edward and Mina do not have the herbs holding them back. One would hope it happens in a month or two with them Mar 28 13:36:18 Once Inga's course returns to normal, I'd imagine it will be a month or two for them also. Mar 28 13:36:47 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:38:06 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 13:38:36 By the time I give birth I'll have had much more experience in the birthing room, and that will be helpful I think Mar 28 13:39:00 Have you heard the adage that doctors make for poor patients? Mar 28 13:39:34 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 13:40:08 Oh yes. Marta reminded me with the cast. We are too knowledgeable about what could go wrong Mar 28 13:41:22 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:43:44 I will endeavour to be as good a patient as I can Mar 28 13:44:01 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:44:04 good. Mar 28 13:44:21 It worries you, despite all the influence of the Nibelungen? Mar 28 13:47:39 Of course it does Mar 28 13:48:02 You would have at least two children to live for Mar 28 13:49:42 Even so Mar 28 13:50:45 I know, the world needs me, and so on *she smiles* Mar 28 13:51:12 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:51:14 Absolutely Mar 28 13:51:41 I intend to have nice, easy, swift births with minimal pain Mar 28 13:52:07 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:52:24 That would be preferable. HeinzHarolds asked me to make rattles for his children when the time comes Mar 28 13:52:32 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 13:52:48 That is nice. We will keep Amir's for the others Mar 28 13:54:47 * Morgan nods Mar 28 13:55:06 I'm going to leave a note for mother to find out if Otto and Sacha already have a chair, or a crib... or two... Mar 28 13:57:24 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 13:57:38 You're going to be busy... Mar 28 13:59:36 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:00:40 And a cotta... a -house-, working with Maubourg, meeting the Freiarrs... Mar 28 14:00:52 * MollyK nods Mar 28 14:01:22 Organising two baptisms and noble visitors, weaning Amir back off the breast... Mar 28 14:03:16 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:03:37 Introducing my parents to their granddaughter... Mar 28 14:03:41 *she fidgets a little* Mar 28 14:04:12 Yes, getting to know the staff, redecorating, getting a nursery set up Mar 28 14:05:12 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:05:51 Walling off a private garden and making a barn with metal rings in the beams and columns Mar 28 14:07:15 That'll take some doing Mar 28 14:07:40 Those are not so urgent? Mar 28 14:08:51 Didn't say that Mar 28 14:09:36 By the following spring? Mar 28 14:10:29 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:10:32 At the latest Mar 28 14:13:19 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 14:13:36 A garden for nice weather and a barn for rainy days... Mar 28 14:14:00 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:16:28 *Amir stirs in the other room. She stands as she sends him the image of the inside of a barn, her pregnant and wrapped in intricate ropes, arms bound gently to her sides* Mar 28 14:17:01 * Morgan blushes Mar 28 14:17:09 uhhh... that can be arranged Mar 28 14:17:40 * MollyK smiles from the doorway to the bedroom "I'll hold you to that..." Mar 28 14:18:40 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Mar 28 14:19:32 Are you coming, my love? Mar 28 14:20:37 No, its just how I'm sat Mar 28 14:21:00 * MollyK giggles "I wondered if you wanted to feel the let down" Mar 28 14:21:29 Oh... yes ok Mar 28 14:21:36 * Morgan gets up, moving to follow her Mar 28 14:22:37 *she tries to surreptitiously asses the effect of the teasing with a peripheral glance at his trousers* You needn't if you do not wish to Mar 28 14:23:18 No no, I do Mar 28 14:24:19 * MollyK nods, waiting for him Mar 28 14:24:37 * Morgan gets to the door Mar 28 14:25:27 * MollyK watches him intently "you, my love, are on nappy duty" Mar 28 14:28:07 That seems unfair Mar 28 14:28:43 Does it? *she kisses him gently* Mar 28 14:29:17 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:29:22 I shall endure, though Mar 28 14:30:06 You dealing with his undergarments will prevent me trying to get my hands into yours! *she smiles teasingly before moving into the room* Mar 28 14:30:48 * Morgan chuckles, following her Mar 28 14:31:20 *Amir is awake, kicking his legs around, but quite settled* Mar 28 14:33:21 Well hello there little lamb Mar 28 14:33:46 *Amir grins up at him, trying to sit up* Mar 28 14:34:52 * Morgan picks him up out of the crib, whirling him around briefly before holding him close Mar 28 14:35:30 *He chuckles then babbles away* Mar 28 14:36:26 * MollyK sits on the bed cross legged, dress undone and both breasts bared Mar 28 14:36:41 I am ready when you are, my love Mar 28 14:37:34 * Morgan nods, handing the baby to him Mar 28 14:38:05 Do you wish sit behind me so you can see him? Mar 28 14:38:26 * Morgan nods, climbing on the bed and sitting behind her Mar 28 14:39:31 *Amir shoves his head against one breast, grasping the other. She inhales sharply "Steady on or I'll have a better understanding of Uncle Edward!" Mar 28 14:40:40 Beg pardon? Mar 28 14:41:18 * MollyK gets him into a comfortable position before pressing a cream flannel to the other nipple in preparation Mar 28 14:41:34 My letdown happening before he's even in place! Mar 28 14:41:59 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:42:01 Ah, I see Mar 28 14:43:53 ACTION gets him latched, leaning gently against Morgan and closing her eyes to share it to him. He feels a sense of something building. As her body shivers a little, he feels it all of a sudden, a strong rush of love, protectiveness and adoration of the baby in her arms, visceral and strong, as well as a sense of relief like sitting in a Mar 28 14:43:53 comfortable chair at the end of an arduous day. His body also feels tingly, like a sensual pleasure rather than a sexual one, but very pleasant right down to his toes too* Mar 28 14:43:53 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Mar 28 14:44:41 Thats... quite profound Mar 28 14:45:03 * MollyK nods, letting the connection lessen and stop Mar 28 14:45:12 It is, isn't it? Mar 28 14:45:23 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:45:26 Very much so Mar 28 14:46:02 Does it feel a little emotional now? Like appreciation and overwhelming happiness? Mar 28 14:47:26 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:47:33 Aye... Mar 28 14:48:05 * MollyK reaches a hand back to gently stroke his cheek Mar 28 14:48:17 It's very powerful Mar 28 14:49:17 * Morgan nods Mar 28 14:49:20 Yes, it is Mar 28 14:49:34 Has it surprised you? Mar 28 14:50:07 *Amir watches up at him over the curve of her breast* Mar 28 14:50:49 It has rather, yes Mar 28 14:51:03 * MollyK nods Mar 28 14:51:10 It is too much to feel? Mar 28 14:52:07 No, it isn't. Its just... a lot. Mar 28 14:52:14 * MollyK nods Mar 28 14:52:27 Is there anything you need? Mar 28 14:53:55 No, Im fine love Mar 28 14:54:12 * MollyK nods, relaxing more Mar 28 14:54:31 Can you reach to stroke his hair? He likes that Mar 28 14:55:49 * Morgan reaches an arm round, stroking his hair Mar 28 14:56:50 *Amir smiles, pulling off and ending up with milk shooting over his shoulder and onto the bed. She giggles* Ooops! Mar 28 14:58:09 whoopsadaisy Mar 28 14:59:09 *Amir goes back on, swallowing deeply* Mar 28 14:59:24 It's rather wild, isn't it?! Mar 28 15:00:51 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:01:28 * MollyK sighs happily, relaxing more against him Mar 28 15:01:50 You're welcome to join me and feel it whenever you wish Mar 28 15:01:58 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:02:01 Thank you Mar 28 15:02:13 It's quite addictive really Mar 28 15:02:58 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:03:07 Rather effective isn't it Mar 28 15:03:16 At making a bond? Mar 28 15:03:20 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:03:34 Making sure you'll continue to protect and raise your offspring... Mar 28 15:03:41 * MollyK nods Mar 28 15:04:41 Absolutely. Capperlucians do seem to be correct in it, and also about how it primes a person for feeling loving closeness to their spouse Mar 28 15:04:54 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:06:10 It's not quite the same as what we did on the couch. That has an additional level to it Mar 28 15:07:18 Does it? Mar 28 15:07:26 * MollyK nods Mar 28 15:08:42 It has much of the same feelings, like the relief, the strong love and tenderness. This feels very pleasant, but it isn't arousing Mar 28 15:08:59 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:09:02 I see Mar 28 15:09:24 Whereas, when it was you, it was Mar 28 15:09:50 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:10:39 Perhaps if we do that again one day I can share that to you to feel too? Mar 28 15:11:07 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:11:13 Its something to consider, certainly Mar 28 15:11:46 You prefer the mystery of not knowing? Mar 28 15:13:34 I don't know really. I'd have to think about it Mar 28 15:13:53 * MollyK shrugs "it doesn't matter, my love" Mar 28 15:14:37 Its just.. a lot. I'm not sure I could deal with all of that Mar 28 15:15:06 * MollyK nods Mar 28 15:15:25 It's quite the surprise the first time Mar 28 15:15:54 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:16:09 It made me cry, I must confess Mar 28 15:16:17 Really? Mar 28 15:16:21 * MollyK nods Mar 28 15:16:26 Rather a lot Mar 28 15:17:08 Oh love Mar 28 15:17:16 In a good way Mar 28 15:17:27 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:19:04 It was in that moment that I really felt like he was -my- baby, you see? Mar 28 15:20:20 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:20:22 I do, yes Mar 28 15:20:32 * MollyK nods Mar 28 15:20:48 What moment has made you feel that? Mar 28 15:21:56 ummm... the other night, you fell asleep just as he woke up to feed... doing that, at that hour... really brought. It home, so to speak Mar 28 15:22:14 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 15:22:28 That's lovely, was it very touching? Mar 28 15:22:57 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:23:04 But the way he looks at me when I feed him... Mar 28 15:23:39 * MollyK smiles, looking at the baby who is watching him intently Mar 28 15:23:43 Like that? Mar 28 15:24:06 * Morgan looks at him Mar 28 15:24:36 *Amir is gazing at him with that same look of love and attachment that Jana had* Mar 28 15:25:40 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:25:42 Just like that Mar 28 15:27:40 * MollyK smiles Mar 28 15:27:58 It's wonderful. It's all so much better than I imagined Mar 28 15:28:42 * Morgan nods Mar 28 15:28:46 Its not always this easy Mar 28 15:29:09 Which bits are worst? Mar 28 15:30:03 When they are wilful... or unconsoleable, which happens more often than you'd imagine Mar 28 15:43:54 He is an easy baby then? Mar 28 15:54:57 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 28 16:31:59 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 28 16:34:42 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 28 16:41:47 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Mar 28 18:34:52 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 28 18:37:04 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Mar 28 18:37:31 So far, yes Mar 28 18:43:51 They do say easy babies become challenging toddlers! Mar 28 18:44:44 Who does? Mar 28 18:46:35 Just people Mar 28 18:47:00 * Morgan nods Mar 28 18:48:07 **Varick comes in through the open door, Molly covering her unused breast** Mar 28 18:49:42 Hello Mauschen Mar 28 19:05:10 *Varick comes to sit on the bed* I wanted you to put me for my nap Vati Mar 28 19:06:11 I'm sorry, Varick, I got caught up talking to Claudia Mar 28 19:06:45 V: it's okay. *he kneels up to look at Amir* Aww he's so cute Mar 28 19:07:27 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:07:34 Yes, he is... just like his big brother Mar 28 19:08:00 *Varick smiles* when will he stop nursing? Mar 28 19:08:51 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 19:08:55 Its impossible to say Mar 28 19:09:37 V: Will he be six? Mar 28 19:10:00 I doubt he'll be that old Mar 28 19:10:18 V: how old do they stop feeding? Mar 28 19:11:46 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 19:11:50 I don't know Mar 28 19:12:53 I won't be feeding him for very long after we get to Hafenlohr. It is harder to have a baby if you're nursing Mar 28 19:13:34 V: *he nods sagely* because the seed gets planted but comes out in the milk! Mar 28 19:13:58 * MollyK blushes [dear lord!] Mar 28 19:14:40 I don't -think- thats how it work Mauschen, but I can't say I know how it actually works Mar 28 19:15:50 Where a baby grows isn't connect to where the milk is made. The seed can't go anywhere else Mar 28 19:18:21 V: Oh! Where do the seeds go if they don't sprout? Are you full up with seeds? Mar 28 19:19:41 *HH moves into the doorway* lookin' pretty cosy in 'ere! Mar 28 19:20:03 [oh god, I have never loved him more!] Mar 28 19:20:24 * Morgan smiles Mar 28 19:20:35 Yeah, we are rather... you ok? Mar 28 19:21:13 HH: yeah, thought y' might wanna train soon? Varick, you wanna train with us a bit? Mar 28 19:21:40 V: *he looks torn* will there be any milk leftover over, Mama? Mar 28 19:22:17 [I think we've started something here!] Mar 28 19:22:18 * Morgan gently climbs off the bed Mar 28 19:23:26 [Think you might be right there] Mar 28 19:23:30 *Amir pulls away to watch Morgan but doesn't let go, stretching her nipple. She winces loudly* Mar 28 19:24:17 HH: I'll be in th' study, man Mar 28 19:24:45 There might be... Liebes herz, did you wish to do the tea time feed? Mar 28 19:29:22 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:29:25 please Mar 28 19:30:21 Mauschen, I'll try to get enough for you too Mar 28 19:31:23 *Varick hugs her, slightly dislodging the baby who ends up with milk all over his face* Mar 28 19:33:21 * Morgan comes round, kissing Mollys cheek and Amirs forehead Mar 28 19:33:30 We'll see you in a while love Mar 28 19:33:50 V: careful, Vati, it'll go on you too! Mar 28 19:34:15 I'm not worried Varick, I've had that happen before Mar 28 19:34:51 * MollyK wipes Amir's face, smiling Mar 28 19:35:21 V: when you were a baby? Mar 28 19:35:56 *HH must be listening because he chuckles quietly before saying "are you pair ready?" Mar 28 19:36:08 probably... but Jana could be quite clumsy when she was feeding, and I often used to sit beside her and Dietlinde, so I'd end up getting squirted with milk Mar 28 19:36:41 *Varick laughs* that does sound funny! Mar 28 19:36:51 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:37:00 Come on, lets go find HeinzHarold Mar 28 19:37:20 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 28 19:37:33 * HH is stood with Inga Mar 28 19:37:43 I: does Molly need a hand? Mar 28 19:37:58 I sus[ect she'd appreciate it, and the company Mar 28 19:39:42 * HH kisses her cheek, and after checking Varick isn't looking he squeezes her bottom. Whatever happens when she whispers in his ear makes him go bright red, and she goes into the bedroom, leaving Heinzharold looking a bit flummoxed Mar 28 19:42:51 Uhhh... swords, yeah? Mar 28 19:43:17 $Do I want to ask?$ Mar 28 19:43:22 Yeah, swords Mar 28 19:43:55 $little wench moaned in my ear$ Mar 28 19:44:24 * HH picks up his and a pair of training swords Mar 28 19:44:59 * Morgan fetches up his falchion, letting them out Mar 28 19:45:25 *Varick goes trotting ahead* Mar 28 19:45:37 She's gettin' worse, man Mar 28 19:45:53 And you're loving it Mar 28 19:46:26 * HH grins "yeah..." Mar 28 19:49:22 You an' Molly looked pretty loved up when I arrived Mar 28 19:51:20 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:51:25 Thats happening quite a bit lately Mar 28 19:51:40 * HH smiles Mar 28 19:51:48 Must be happy about tha' Mar 28 19:56:22 * Morgan nods Mar 28 19:56:24 Course I am Mar 28 19:56:54 Summit about havin' the babe makin' you closer? Mar 28 19:57:44 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 19:57:49 More that I'm making more effort Mar 28 19:58:35 Tha's good. She'll be singin' yer praises to Inga no doubt Mar 28 20:01:22 * Morgan shrugs Mar 28 20:01:23 Maybe Mar 28 20:01:48 Everythin' else all good? Mar 28 20:02:38 Think so, aye Mar 28 20:03:06 Sorted with Claudia? Mar 28 20:03:57 Yeah, complicated Morgan and complicated Claudia have made up Mar 28 20:04:15 * HH laughs Mar 28 20:04:40 Reck'n simple Heinzharold is gon' need that explained Mar 28 20:05:10 Just how we've both had to change, thats all Mar 28 20:06:19 * HH nods Mar 28 20:07:31 Alright, man *he pushes open the ballroom door. They spend some time teaching Varick, and then Varick want to roughhouse* Mar 28 20:08:48 * Morgan gets down on the floor, doing just that Mar 28 20:10:08 *he seems to be getting even stronger. He's still overly rough at times, but not anything Morgan can't bear* Mar 28 20:11:20 * Morgan makes sure to gently correct him each time he gets too rough Mar 28 20:13:43 * HH takes a turn, doing likewise. He lets Varick pin him before saying he yields. Varick sits on Heinzharold's chest "I am the strongest!" Mar 28 20:15:17 Gonn' soon be time to teach him get off the bed... Mar 28 20:15:58 * HH chuckles "hope he doesn' play it with Inga, hurt like hell when she headbutt me Mar 28 20:16:08 Thats because you're a wuss Mar 28 20:17:27 V: *he gets up* does Mama headbutt you when you play? Mar 28 20:18:27 We've never played it Mar 28 20:18:48 That's b'cause -yer- a wuss Mar 28 20:19:01 Tell that Castillian Captain that Mar 28 20:19:27 Played Get Off Th' Bed with him, didya? Mar 28 20:22:27 Was called get off the ship, actually Mar 28 20:22:41 * HH chuckles Mar 28 20:23:45 [my love, your Mother put the adoption paper on the mirror, I have copied it out for you] Mar 28 20:24:11 [Thank you blossom] Mar 28 20:25:21 [you're welcome, my love, and I have plenty of milk for you] Mar 28 20:25:56 [Alright. Did you leave a note to ask about the furniture for Otto? Or would your mother be best suited for that?] Mar 28 20:26:37 [I have done that also, my love] Mar 28 20:26:59 [thank you] Mar 28 20:28:01 I can't say I like him very much Mar 28 20:28:18 No sh-... dung, man Mar 28 20:29:50 * Morgan shrugs, testing the edge of his sword with his thumb Mar 28 20:30:21 *it could do with sharpening Mar 28 20:31:33 * Morgan pulls himself up to sitting on one of the tables, taking a whetstone from his pocket and starting to work on the blade Mar 28 20:32:16 V: Can you teach me how to do that Papa? Mar 28 20:32:36 How to sharpen it? Mar 28 20:32:46 *he nods* Mar 28 20:34:12 * Morgan shuffles so Varick can see Mar 28 20:34:46 I tend to keep my swords -fairly- sharp, so I normally only need a whetstone... some people let them go so long they need a proper grindstone Mar 28 20:37:26 Don't be those people, kid. Yer blacksmith will thank you. *this advice is very similar to that Da gave him as a ten year old* Mar 28 20:39:03 * Morgan nods Mar 28 20:39:17 Best blacksmith I ever knew told me something similar when I was younger Mar 28 20:40:08 * HH nods, smiling Mar 28 20:40:11 Yeah Mar 28 20:40:30 V: was that Heinzharold's Da? Mar 28 20:41:02 * Morgan nods Mar 28 20:41:03 Thats right Mar 28 20:42:17 V: why does it need to be so sharp? Mar 28 20:43:47 Makes it more effective Mar 28 20:44:33 V: for killing people? Mar 28 20:45:38 If needs be. But it also means it won't bounce strangely when you're practicing Mar 28 20:46:47 V: how many people have you killed with that sword, Vati? Mar 28 20:47:07 This one? I've not had this one very long Mar 28 20:49:22 maybe... six ish, not including the ashkoven Mar 28 20:49:44 V: that's not very many Mar 28 20:50:16 Its more than I'd like Mar 28 20:50:56 V: how many would you like? Mar 28 20:51:29 None, ideally, but it just isn't possible sometimes Mar 28 20:54:20 V: what about yours, Heinzharold? Mar 28 20:54:40 I've been lucky, nothing but monsters Mar 28 20:56:45 * Morgan nods slightly, running the whetstone up the blade Mar 28 20:57:32 V: what about Claudia's? Mar 28 20:57:46 Just monsters I think Mar 28 20:58:06 V: what about your old sword? Mar 28 20:58:39 * Morgan blows out a breath Mar 28 20:58:44 I don't know. A lot. Mar 28 20:58:58 V: twenty? Mar 28 20:59:26 $fucking hell, wish it was only twenty!$ Mar 28 20:59:42 No, a lot more than that Mar 28 21:00:08 V: what about Mama's sword? Did you kill anyone with that? Mar 28 21:01:06 I don't -think- I have Mar 28 21:02:16 V: when I have a sword, how many people will I kill with it? Mar 28 21:02:22 Hopefully none Mar 28 21:02:44 V: Oh, okay Mar 28 21:07:32 *HH crouches down* I 'member askin' my Da these questions at yer age. He said "what's more important than how many people you had to kill is how many people your hands have helped. Matters how many good hugs you gave, how many honest deals you made, how many times you handed over coin to them as needed it, how many times you held your best lassie's Mar 28 21:07:32 hand, and how many times you held your babies in them. That's the numbers that matter, and you want to get as big a number as you possibly can" Mar 28 21:08:25 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:08:36 He wasn't wrong Mar 28 21:08:42 *Varick nods, smiling* Okay, that's what I want to do Mar 28 21:09:04 * HH stands, ruffling Varick's hair "best way to be, kid" Mar 28 21:09:31 $Just like your Da, reaching out and making people better from paradise$ Mar 28 21:10:27 * HH glances up at the ceiling a moment, blinking before nodding Mar 28 21:11:20 Varick, give HeinzHarold a hug for me Mar 28 21:11:41 *Varick hugs him* V: One! Mar 28 21:12:05 * HH chuckles, picking him up and hugging him Mar 28 21:13:09 * Morgan puts his sword down gently, hopping off the table and going to wrap his arms around the pair of them Mar 28 21:13:44 * HH smiles "He'da loved both yer son's, man" Mar 28 21:13:50 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:13:53 Yeah, he would Mar 28 21:15:19 V: do you miss your Da? Mar 28 21:16:03 * HH nods "Yep, I do. It doesn't hurt as much any more though" Mar 28 21:17:07 V: why didn't you get a second Da? Vati had a first wife and a second wife, I had a first Vati and a second Vati. It's okay, you're allowed to Mar 28 21:19:43 I'm a bit old t' get adopted an' my Ma hasn't wanted t' get married again. Mar 28 21:20:39 V: I'm sad for you Mar 28 21:21:55 * HH shakes his head "Y' don't need to be. He's always in my heart. Love as strong as I 'ad for him an' him for me, death isn't strong than that" Mar 28 21:22:25 V: *he looks a bit perplexed, looking to Morgan* Mar 28 21:23:19 What confuses you Mauschen? Mar 28 21:23:45 V: I think I understand. Someone being dead doesn't stop the love Mar 28 21:24:26 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:24:36 Thats right... Mar 28 21:24:57 V: but what about if you forget them? Mar 28 21:25:42 That doesn't mean you don't love them, or that you don't care anymore. Mar 28 21:26:18 V: I will still love my first Vati even when I don't remember anything about him anymore? Mar 28 21:29:18 That love never really goes away Mar 28 21:29:37 V: okay Vati Mar 28 21:30:16 * HH gently sets him down "bloody thirsty now, ready for a drink?" Mar 28 21:30:31 * Morgan picks up his sword, testing the edge again Mar 28 21:30:33 I reckon so Mar 28 21:31:22 * HH leads Varick that way. Morgan hears Betuana and Xsarlac talking over towards their rooms, just chatting in Capperlucian Mar 28 21:33:51 I'll catch you up man Mar 28 21:34:13 * HH nods, taking Varick into the study Mar 28 21:34:33 * Morgan knocks quietly on their door Mar 28 21:36:08 * HH is now known as Betuana Mar 28 21:36:12 Come in Mar 28 21:37:15 * Morgan opens the door, stepping inside Mar 28 21:37:40 Forgive the interruption... I've not seen either of you for a few days and wanted to check in with you, see how you are Mar 28 21:39:39 *they both look happy and well rested* We are well. We are giving your family space and waiting for my milk to recede so that Amir is not tempted by it Mar 28 21:41:13 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:41:45 I greatly appreciate you helping Molly learn to feed him. It has meant so much to her Mar 28 21:42:32 * Betuana smiles Mar 28 21:42:45 I'm happy for her. It is special Mar 28 21:42:53 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:43:44 Yes it is. I've got a copy of an adoption notice, if you could sign it before we reach Capperlucia... Less than a week, now Mar 28 21:44:53 * Betuana nods "I will sign it immediately" Mar 28 21:45:00 * Morgan nods Mar 28 21:46:12 I'll send it down to you shortly. You are looking forward to seeing your family I assume Mar 28 21:46:22 * Betuana nods Mar 28 21:47:23 I am very much, and getting somewhere warm so I am not draped in all of this *she waves her hand over her dress, which is quite plain* Mar 28 21:47:54 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 28 21:48:18 Can't say I'm looking forward to the heat. Anyway, now I know you're both well, I'll leave you in peace Mar 28 21:49:46 We should discuss speaking to your crew about what will be expected of them in Capperlucia. When will you be available for that? Mar 28 21:50:23 Let me check in with Molly and see if Captain Sorgenheim is available Mar 28 21:50:43 * Betuana nods Mar 28 21:50:59 Of course, consult your wife and tell me Mar 28 21:52:11 * Morgan nods, moving to the door Mar 28 21:52:31 Til later then. Mar 28 21:53:11 * Betuana shuts the door when he's gone Mar 28 21:53:46 * Morgan wanders off looking for Sorgi Mar 28 21:54:18 *he hears movement from Sorgi's room* Mar 28 21:54:33 * Morgan taps on the door quietly Mar 28 21:54:41 * Betuana is now known as Sorgi Mar 28 21:54:49 * Sorgi answers the door Mar 28 21:54:58 M' Lord? Mar 28 21:55:06 I hope I'm not disturbing you? Mar 28 21:55:22 I am not too busy for you Mar 28 21:55:30 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 28 21:55:56 Its nothing important... Betuana has suggested we talk about what will be expected of the crew, so I need to know your availability to talk to her Mar 28 21:56:42 I can be available in twenty minutes, or tomorrow morning when you have command? Mar 28 21:57:26 I'd like to get Molly and Claudia in on it, given the roles they'll have... Mar 28 21:58:47 * Sorgi nods Mar 28 21:58:58 Claudia is available then too Mar 28 21:59:36 I suppose I'll just have to wait to hear then. Alright, I'll let Molly and Betuana know Mar 28 21:59:54 * Sorgi nods Mar 28 21:59:59 Thank you, m'lord Mar 28 22:00:31 Would you let Claudia know? Mar 28 22:00:42 * Sorgi nods, smiling slightly Mar 28 22:00:46 Yes, m'lord Mar 28 22:01:11 * Morgan inclines his head before moving to head into his own cabin Mar 28 22:03:09 *Molly and Inga are quietly gossiping and sewing, Varick, Heinzharold and Amir are playing on the floor Mar 28 22:04:20 * Morgan gets a drink, sitting down Mar 28 22:04:39 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Mar 28 22:04:47 Is everything alright, my love? Mar 28 22:05:18 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:06:07 Betuana wants to talk about what will be expected of the crew... I've arranged with Sorgi for he, you and Claudia to talk to Betuana tomorrow while I'm on duty, if our friends wouldn't mind watching the boys... Mar 28 22:06:47 * Molly nods Mar 28 22:06:59 That sounds wise, my love Mar 28 22:07:04 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:07:35 I: I'm happy to do that, they're both so good Mar 28 22:07:40 I'll need to let Betuana know, and she'll sign the adoption notice. Someone will have to tell me what was said... Mar 28 22:08:05 Of course, I'll take notes Mar 28 22:08:30 *Amir crawls towards him* Mar 28 22:09:47 * Morgan drinks his drink quickly, putting the last of it aside in time to pick up Amir Mar 28 22:10:00 *Amir grins* bah bah Mar 28 22:11:17 Really? Mar 28 22:12:12 *Amir watches him* Mar 28 22:12:49 * Morgan takes an exaggerated breath before singing baa baa black sheep Mar 28 22:13:12 *Amir occassionally says "eep" Mar 28 22:15:40 * Morgan bounces him on his knee Mar 28 22:17:46 *Amir is happy to play on his lap a while whilst the others chat and play. Both of them seem to be sewing with lightweight shirting material* Mar 28 22:19:35 What are you making? Mar 28 22:32:13 * Molly smiles gently. It seems easy and relaxed, but her micro expression show a deep peace and happiness Mar 28 22:32:22 We're sew shirts for you Mar 28 22:32:27 Sewing* Mar 28 22:33:11 Oh... what about captain Handsome? Mar 28 22:34:07 * Molly smiles Mar 28 22:34:19 We thought it unlikely he would wear shirts Mar 28 22:35:18 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:35:24 I was figuring the same thing Mar 28 22:36:15 HH: Gon' treat the Capperlucian's to all my glory *he flexes his biceps* Mar 28 22:36:31 Best check that won't cause any issues... Mar 28 22:37:07 Him being shirtless? Mar 28 22:37:26 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:37:59 That is the normal thing for non-nursing men Mar 28 22:38:19 Really? Mar 28 22:38:25 * Molly nods Mar 28 22:38:31 It is that warm Mar 28 22:39:10 * Morgan pulls a face Mar 28 22:41:09 That is why we're making you light shirts, one with shorter sleeves and one sleeveless Mar 28 22:41:35 * Morgan frowns ever so slightly, touching his forearm self consciously Mar 28 22:41:59 You would like a full length one also? Mar 28 22:42:22 please Mar 28 22:43:20 * Molly nods Mar 28 22:43:31 We will see to it Mar 28 22:43:55 *Amir starts tugging at his shirt* Mar 28 22:44:11 No point looking at me, kid, I've not got the necessary equipment Mar 28 22:44:45 The expressed milk is in the bedroom Mar 28 22:45:12 * Morgan nods, getting up and heading to the bedroom to fetch it Mar 28 22:45:52 *The bottle is quite full* Mar 28 22:46:35 * Morgan sits on the bed, getting the boy fed Mar 28 22:48:50 *Amir watches him with that soft focus as usual, other hand fiddling with his button* Mar 28 22:49:54 * Morgan sings quietly to him Mar 28 22:50:57 *Amir seems happy and content. He gets more time with them both tonight during their tea, quiet play, story time, and then bed, Varick wanting Amir laid beside him again* Mar 28 22:52:03 * Morgan does so Mar 28 22:52:11 * Molly is now known as Varick Mar 28 22:52:48 * Varick smiles sleepily "Mama is kind, isnt she?" Mar 28 22:52:52 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:52:57 Yes, she is Mar 28 22:53:17 * Varick holds Amir's hand "she makes milk for us, which is kind" Mar 28 22:54:05 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:54:19 She's making me some light shirts so I don't have to take my shirt off in Capperlucia Mar 28 22:55:43 I'm going to take my shirt off Mar 28 22:55:56 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:55:58 Thats fine Mar 28 22:57:18 You can too, Vati Mar 28 22:57:30 I'm a bit too... shy... to Mar 28 22:57:36 Why? Mar 28 22:58:35 Because of the marks I have. Most people will find them distasteful Mar 28 22:59:47 The bum man has a big one here *he draws Seb's scar on Amir making the baby chuckle* Mar 28 22:59:56 * Morgan nods Mar 28 22:59:57 I know Mar 28 23:00:18 If he can show his scar you can show yours Mar 28 23:00:48 Mine are much worse Mar 28 23:01:18 His looks like someone tried to chop him in two! Mar 28 23:01:24 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:01:38 It does Mar 28 23:02:09 * Varick shrugs "you can do it, Vati. I believe in you" Mar 28 23:02:27 Am Ah-Eee Mar 28 23:02:31 * log has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 28 23:02:53 A:* Mar 28 23:06:08 * log (logger@my.server.name) has joined Mar 28 23:07:35 * Morgan shifts, stroking both their brows Mar 28 23:07:43 I love you both so very much Mar 28 23:08:16 *they both look at him with love and trust* Mar 28 23:09:21 I love you Vati *Amir repeats 'Ah Eee' Mar 28 23:09:43 * Morgan smiles, continuing to stroke their brows Mar 28 23:09:49 Alright, lets get to sleep Mar 28 23:10:17 * Varick and Amir both fall asleep around the same time Mar 28 23:11:40 * Morgan gets up quietly, lifting Amir and carrying him out, to the bedroom to put him in his crib Mar 28 23:12:10 *Amir doesn't wake up* Mar 28 23:12:26 * Morgan moves back to the study once the boy is settled Mar 28 23:12:54 *The women are still sewing, Heinzharold is lazing around Mar 28 23:12:59 * Varick is now known as HH Mar 28 23:13:31 Looked like he planned to suck yer nipple clean off! Mar 28 23:13:38 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:13:47 He's quite assertive when he's hungry Mar 28 23:14:19 M: It wasn't the nicest feeling I've had! Mar 28 23:14:38 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:15:01 [it was much nicer when you'd used your mouth so roughly there] Mar 28 23:16:14 [I'd hope so] Mar 28 23:16:20 Molly was tellin' us you got to use yer telepathy thingy to experience it Mar 28 23:16:39 [I do enjoy that greatly] Mar 28 23:17:33 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:17:44 Aye, I did... it was... remarkable Mar 28 23:18:14 HH: yeah? Mar 28 23:18:45 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:18:56 So hard to describe, though... its so... powerful. Mar 28 23:19:56 * HH looks a bit skeptical Mar 28 23:20:25 Surely it's just havin' yer nipples sucked? It's good, but it's not powerful Mar 28 23:20:33 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 28 23:21:08 No.. no not at all like that. There's relief, and love and an incredible desire to protect... Mar 28 23:21:58 $hang on, you don't feel that anyway when you spend?$ Mar 28 23:22:08 Huh. From nursing? Mar 28 23:22:20 $Its different$ Mar 28 23:22:28 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:22:33 Yeah. Mar 28 23:23:01 * HH looks at the women, then back to him "it's more than jus' physical?" Mar 28 23:24:13 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:24:15 Oh I'd say so Mar 28 23:25:20 Ne'er imagined that Mar 28 23:25:28 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:25:31 I know, right Mar 28 23:28:03 M: it's really lovely. It's a little like when you first fall in love, there's just so much adoration and joy. You just want to nurture them and have them fed and safe. You look down at them as they're latched and your heart just swells with love, especially when they look back at y-... *she presses her hands to her chest* ah dammit! Mar 28 23:28:34 * HH looks at her, then at Morgan questioningly Mar 28 23:28:55 A minor downside... getting emotional sort of sets them off Mar 28 23:29:57 * HH chuckles, looking at Inga "when it's your turn, my lil heifer, I'll be doin' that to you at all th' most embarrassin' moments" Mar 28 23:30:20 Retribution, HeinzHarold? Really? Mar 28 23:30:32 * HH nods, grinning Mar 28 23:30:41 She knows what she's done Mar 28 23:31:10 *Inga just smiles, sewing still" Mar 28 23:32:08 M: I'm not sharing a pew at Heidi and Zench's wedding with anyone who is going to purposefully make me soak my dress! Mar 28 23:32:43 * Morgan chuckles Mar 28 23:32:48 * HH smirks a little $think she realises that sounds kinda hot?$ Mar 28 23:33:55 $Nope, she's innocent like that$ Mar 28 23:35:09 I: Will you still be nursing in June? *meanwhile HH is trying not to chuckles* $picturing that geyser girl at a wedding now! Splosh$ Mar 28 23:35:53 M: I don't know... we hadn't really set a specific date, but I suppose it would be easier to not be nursing by then... Mar 28 23:37:11 $Oh Jesus, I hadn't even thought of that$ Mar 28 23:38:19 $now yer gonna have that stuck in yer head all night. Molly, not the girl$ Mar 28 23:38:35 $I can live with that$ Mar 28 23:38:45 I: It's a little while til you have to decide Mar 28 23:39:30 M: *she nods* it's going to be tough to stop, I think Mar 28 23:40:14 I: the trip has gone much faster than we thought it would Mar 28 23:40:21 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:41:04 Still stoppin' at Jura on th' way back? Mar 28 23:41:22 Yeah, I think so Mar 28 23:41:56 *the wives exchanged a pleased look* Mar 28 23:42:31 We'll need to reprovision, but I reckon we could be in an out without an o'ernight... Mar 28 23:42:48 I don't think the crew would thank us for that. Mar 28 23:43:19 Oh yeah, be paint comin' out under the crew room door Mar 28 23:43:33 I: Heinzharold! Mar 28 23:43:46 *Molly giggles* Mar 28 23:44:43 * Morgan rolls his eyes Mar 28 23:45:10 *Molly smiles to herself as she sews* Mar 28 23:45:39 Yeah, sposed th' horny people best go t' th' brothel then Mar 28 23:45:49 And the crew Mar 28 23:45:59 I: *she smiles at Morgan a moment* that means lascivious Mar 28 23:46:07 * Morgan laughs Mar 28 23:46:18 * HH chuckles "yeah, crew too" Mar 28 23:47:07 One room an' toss a coin for who goes first, eh? Mar 28 23:48:06 I: *she smiles shyly* I think they're better at delayed gratification than we are Mar 28 23:48:33 *Molly glances at Morgan, raising her eyebrows* Mar 28 23:48:51 * Morgan sniggers Mar 28 23:49:18 [she might be right about -you-!] Mar 28 23:50:07 [yeah, maybe] Mar 28 23:50:11 Mebbie it'll be more than a coin gettin' tossed in the taproom Mar 28 23:50:23 *Molly blushes hard at this* Mar 28 23:51:20 *Inga glances between the other couple, giggling* Mar 28 23:51:59 That was, like, once Mar 28 23:52:33 M: and even then it was only... eighty percent? Mar 28 23:52:52 *Molly smiles at Morgan* Mar 28 23:53:05 * Morgan nods Mar 28 23:53:07 About that Mar 28 23:56:17 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer)