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What we did, that wasn't to have it as a drink Mar 26 18:04:16 * MollyK nods "If I understand, I can think of ways around things. I cannot do that if I do not know" Mar 26 18:05:17 You're reading more into this than there is. I don't dislike it when we're being intimate, I just wouldn't choose to drink it on its own as a drink. Mar 26 18:05:29 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:05:37 Alright, liebling Mar 26 18:06:53 * Morgan scowls, taking a mouthful of drambuie Mar 26 18:08:16 If you did want to do it again, I could use magic to reduce the taste buds that pick up sweetness as I did the ones for saltiness when you ate the chicken porridge? I only want it to be as pleasant for you as possible Mar 26 18:08:28 No, thank you. Mar 26 18:08:35 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:08:40 Alright Mar 26 18:17:29 What led to Varick trying it? *she sips a small amount* Mar 26 18:17:59 He said Amir likes it more than goats milk, he doesn't pull faces with it, and asked to try it Mar 26 18:18:27 And he liked it? Mar 26 18:19:55 He seemed to, yes Mar 26 18:20:09 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:20:31 The goats milk isn't very nice, I imagine it is better than that I suppose Mar 26 18:24:01 * Morgan nods Mar 26 18:24:23 I uhh... I haven't tried it Mar 26 18:25:29 I figured, given what you just said Mar 26 18:26:30 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:26:46 I didn't see any need to Mar 26 18:27:11 * Morgan nods Mar 26 18:27:23 There isn't, really, any -need- to Mar 26 18:27:53 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:28:53 What are you hoping for Varick? Do you wish me to try to express more? Mar 26 18:30:30 No, I don't think so. I think he was just curious Mar 26 18:30:46 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:31:01 Unlike Heinzharold? *she smiles* was he disgusted? Mar 26 18:31:11 Why would he be? Mar 26 18:33:20 I'm your wife. Though, he did joke about how you and I might drink Betuana's on a dare... Mar 26 18:34:33 Perhaps I'm more pragmatic about it than the rest of you through experience. Its just milk. If he was getting it from the source, -that- would be an issue... Mar 26 18:34:53 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:35:08 It isn't new to you like it is to me Mar 26 18:35:31 No, it isn't. Mar 26 18:37:01 It feels... personal somehow. I am not used to the tastes of my body being something that are shared with anyone but you Mar 26 18:39:31 Then don't, I'll talk with Varick Mar 26 18:39:41 * MollyK shakes her head Mar 26 18:39:56 It is unpragmatic and inexperienced Mar 26 18:40:46 But it is your choice Mar 26 18:40:58 I know. I need to not be a baby about it Mar 26 18:42:23 Its not being a baby. If it is what you need, it is what you need, thats all Mar 26 18:48:00 What I need is to be open and patient with myself. It is all a big adjustment Mar 26 18:48:52 * Morgan nods Mar 26 18:48:53 Yes it is Mar 26 18:49:47 Did Dietlinde find it so, or was it one of the private things you weren't involved in? Mar 26 18:50:47 I wasn't involved in her learning to do it... but after that... Mar 26 18:51:02 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:51:16 It was all so much less complicated? Mar 26 18:52:23 * Morgan shrugs Mar 26 18:53:31 A little... we'd had the time to build up to it, get used to the changes that occurred... Mar 26 18:53:44 * MollyK nods Mar 26 18:54:21 I just need to think of it more as you do Mar 26 18:54:52 * Morgan shrugs Mar 26 18:54:57 If you feel that would be easier for you Mar 26 18:55:27 It would be easier for me if it did not feel like we are at odds again Mar 26 18:56:20 I am feeling attacked, thats all. Mar 26 18:56:43 How can I help that? Mar 26 18:57:34 * Morgan shrugs Mar 26 18:57:40 I'll be alright. Mar 26 18:58:08 I am not angry, I am unsure of myself and self-concious Mar 26 18:59:09 You don't need to be unsure of yourself Mar 26 18:59:47 I see that. I will adapt, I'm sure Mar 26 19:00:41 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:00:49 You've not had the months of getting ready for it Mar 26 19:03:12 No. My body has suddenly gone from having never been with child to the first few days of making milk, with no build up from pregnancy at all *it reminds him how Dietlinde had sobbed the third day after Jana's birth about the broken egg and tiny dead chick on the window* Mar 26 19:04:09 Ah... right... I think I've just gotten to the bottom of it... Mar 26 19:04:16 Oh? Mar 26 19:05:46 Three days after Jana was born, Dietlinde saw an egg from a nest with a dead chick inside... she sobbed like she'd had everything taken from her. Mar 26 19:07:03 * MollyK nods thoughtfully Mar 26 19:07:14 My emotions are less steady than I would like Mar 26 19:07:39 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:07:45 That sounds like it might be it then... Mar 26 19:07:52 * MollyK nods Mar 26 19:08:10 It isn't like me to be so... over sensitive? Mar 26 19:08:18 No, it isn't Mar 26 19:08:27 * MollyK nods Mar 26 19:08:39 Alright. Hopefully it will pass soon Mar 26 19:09:04 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:09:15 Not too long if Dietlinde is anything to go by Mar 26 19:09:25 * MollyK nods Mar 26 19:09:43 I will be gentle with myself Mar 26 19:10:01 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:10:03 Good Mar 26 19:10:17 Would you please sit with me? Mar 26 19:10:40 * Morgan nods, sitting beside her and opening his arms Mar 26 19:10:58 * MollyK moves into them, holding tightly to him Mar 26 19:11:06 I'm sorry I've hurt you Mar 26 19:11:46 Its alright love Mar 26 19:13:21 Still, I do not like that Mar 26 19:13:49 Its understandable... its alright Mar 26 19:14:19 * MollyK nods, relaxing a little Mar 26 19:14:33 Amir called you Vati... Mar 26 19:14:41 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:14:45 He's certainly trying to Mar 26 19:15:02 How do you feel about it? Mar 26 19:15:21 I'm actually worried that Varick is struggling with it more than anything Mar 26 19:15:31 He does not seem to be? Mar 26 19:19:32 Not so far, no... Mar 26 19:20:30 Perhaps he would like some time with you tomorrow and you can discuss it? Mar 26 19:20:49 Maybe. Mar 26 19:24:41 Would you prefer I do? Mar 26 19:25:37 I don't know really... maybe. He finds it hard to tell me things he thinks might upset me Mar 26 19:26:24 * MollyK nods Mar 26 19:26:34 I'll speak to him then, my love Mar 26 19:28:08 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:28:10 Thank you Mar 26 19:31:31 * MollyK nods, sighing and relaxing into him Mar 26 19:31:42 It's very sweet to hear him try Mar 26 19:32:38 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:32:53 Yes, it is... I'm trying to not let on quite how much it means to me Mar 26 19:36:37 To Varick? Mar 26 19:41:03 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:43:26 You are wary of putting too much pressure on him? Mar 26 19:44:53 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:44:55 Very much so Mar 26 19:45:01 * MollyK nods Mar 26 19:45:24 You do know that you can show -me- your joy though, that I'd treasure it? Mar 26 19:48:39 * Morgan nods Mar 26 19:48:52 Difficult when Varicks in sight at the time though Mar 26 19:49:09 * MollyK nods Mar 26 19:49:19 And now? Mar 26 19:50:41 * Morgan smiles a little Mar 26 19:50:47 Its painful and joyful at the same time Mar 26 19:52:08 * MollyK moves a little so she can bring her forehead to his "oh my love..." Mar 26 19:53:21 * Morgan lets out a deep sigh Mar 26 19:53:58 It's bittersweet for you... Mar 26 19:54:53 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 26 19:54:54 Yes, it is Mar 26 19:55:13 You are so very brave Mar 26 19:55:27 I don't see how Mar 26 19:57:07 By facing into those feelings, not hiding from the,pm. By looking for the joy when you have so much sadness still Mar 26 19:57:27 * Morgan nods slightly, closing his eyes Mar 26 19:58:24 * MollyK gently strokes his cheek "I admire you, so much." Mar 26 19:58:50 You really shouldn't Mar 26 20:00:59 Well I do. I am incredibly proud of you as my husband and the father of my children. Mar 26 20:02:44 * Morgan sobs, pulling away Mar 26 20:03:40 Oh, my love, I'm sorry! Mar 26 20:04:21 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 26 20:04:26 Its just... a lot to feel Mar 26 20:04:40 Please, what do you need? Mar 26 20:05:35 Uhhh... I don't know. To be held maybe, but... you need that more than I Mar 26 20:06:08 * MollyK opens her arms "let me nurture you, my love. I need that too" Mar 26 20:09:36 * Morgan moves back to her, putting his face against her shoulder and sobbing Mar 26 20:12:10 * MollyK rests her cheek to his head, rubbing his back and holding him securely Mar 26 20:12:58 * Morgan stays there until he's cried out Mar 26 20:13:55 * MollyK exhales slowly, gently kissing his temple Mar 26 20:15:34 * Morgan breathes out slowly, nodding slightly Mar 26 20:15:36 I'm alright Mar 26 20:15:41 * MollyK nods Mar 26 20:16:15 It's not a problem, my love, I love having that closeness with you, but my breasts are confused Mar 26 20:17:26 I'm sorry, what? Mar 26 20:17:43 My breasts are confused Mar 26 20:19:17 I don't.... I don't understand Mar 26 20:21:11 This gives me very deep feelings of love, protectiveness, and nurturing, my breasts seem to think they should be involved in that by letting down. Mar 26 20:21:43 Ah. Do you need a towel? Mar 26 20:22:28 I have some of the cream flannels tucked in my dress. I'm fine, I just wasn't expecting it Mar 26 20:22:42 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:22:44 I'm sorry Mar 26 20:23:32 * MollyK shakes her head "no, please don't apologise. I want you to never, ever apologise about any of this. It means a very great deal to me that you come to me" Mar 26 20:24:10 * Morgan nods, wiping his face Mar 26 20:25:31 Think of it that even subconsciously my body yearns to help and soothe you. Of how powerfully my feelings for you can affect me Mar 26 20:26:32 * Morgan nos Mar 26 20:26:34 alright Mar 26 20:27:13 * MollyK watches him "it's discomfiting?" Mar 26 20:28:18 No, I just imagine its not terribly comfortable for you Mar 26 20:29:47 It's not a bad feeling at all. It's almost like a sense of relief and some pleasure. It's quite a nice feeling Mar 26 20:31:52 * Morgan nods, rolling his neck Mar 26 20:32:04 * MollyK smiles brightly a moment "you know that feeling when you look at someone you love, and the feeling of that love just rushes through your body as an all-encompassing beautiful tingling?" Mar 26 20:32:37 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:32:39 Yes, I do Mar 26 20:33:14 * MollyK nods "it feels like that, as well as rewarding and relaxing. The relief is more a physical sensation" Mar 26 20:33:56 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:34:01 I think I understand Mar 26 20:34:21 * MollyK smiles "I wonder if I could share that to you..." Mar 26 20:35:00 * Morgan shrugs Mar 26 20:35:03 I don't know love Mar 26 20:35:13 Would you wish to feel it? Mar 26 20:35:34 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:36:20 * MollyK nods "when I feed him before bed?" Mar 26 20:37:26 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:37:28 Alright love Mar 26 20:37:35 * MollyK smiles Mar 26 20:37:41 I hope you'll like it Mar 26 20:38:05 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:38:07 We'll see Mar 26 20:39:07 * MollyK nods "I imagine you'd like to get coffee now?" Mar 26 20:39:51 * Morgan nods, finishing his drambuie Mar 26 20:41:11 Aye, I would like some I must admit Mar 26 20:41:26 * MollyK nods, kissing his cheek Mar 26 20:41:46 I'll get myself tidied up Mar 26 20:42:11 Alright love. I won't be long Mar 26 20:43:16 * MollyK nods, letting him go. Coffee is easily found, dinner looking like it won't be long. He also finds Heinzharold in there, just chatting to Cook Mar 26 20:43:35 * Morgan eyes him up Mar 26 20:43:39 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 26 20:43:43 I hear you were having a 'talk' Mar 26 20:43:57 Jus' a brief chat is all Mar 26 20:45:30 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 26 20:46:37 Telling off? Mar 26 20:48:05 * HH shakes his head "nope, I don' get told off, man" Mar 26 20:49:24 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:49:29 Yes, I recall you saying Mar 26 20:49:43 Did you get told off? Mar 26 20:51:36 No... was heading down the route of an argument, but we've resolved it all Mar 26 20:51:48 * HH looks impressed Mar 26 20:51:56 Sounds good, man Mar 26 20:53:03 * Morgan nods Mar 26 20:53:26 Wasn' sure if you'd be wantin' us back for dinner Mar 26 20:53:39 Why wouldn't we? Mar 26 20:53:53 If y' were fallin' out Mar 26 20:55:33 No, we're fine. Things are just emotional for both of us, thats all Mar 26 20:55:53 * HH nods Mar 26 20:56:03 Anythin' me an' Inga can do? Mar 26 20:58:47 Just a bit of patience with us, I think Mar 26 21:02:04 * HH nods Mar 26 21:02:11 Y' always got that, man Mar 26 21:02:39 Need me to send Inga on ahead for girl talk? Mar 26 21:03:11 y'know... that might be an idea Mar 26 21:26:27 I got them smarts Mar 26 21:27:52 * Morgan nods Mar 26 21:27:53 Yeah Mar 26 21:28:09 'Less you wanted t' talk to her yerself. Feminine sounding board and all that Mar 26 21:30:20 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 26 21:30:34 No, we've got it sorted out... but she might find having another woman to talk to helpful Mar 26 21:33:26 * HH nods, going to send her. He and HH decide to take twenty minutes for training to give them time, and by the time they're all having dinner it's more buoyant. It's when Inga says her fish is really hot that he remembers he never did get round to telling them the carriage dream because of the storm Mar 26 21:35:03 Y' still usin' the tobacco? Mar 26 21:35:57 Haven't for a while now Mar 26 21:36:21 Huh, figured mebbie it was keepin' yer nightmares away Mar 26 21:38:00 No... nothing keeps them away if they're coming Mar 26 21:39:37 * HH grins "yeah, noticed that meself before" Mar 26 21:40:14 * Morgan rolls his eyes, pouring himself some drambuie before offering it around Mar 26 21:40:20 *Molly smiles* Heinzharold, are you being lewd at the table? Mar 26 21:40:59 Better'an on th' table like some! *Molly just sticks her tongue out at him* Mar 26 21:42:12 I: surely there's not enough space on the table and you'd fall off? Mar 26 21:42:33 * Morgan coughs quietly before sipping his drink Mar 26 21:42:56 *Molly glances at Morgan, smiling* Mar 26 21:43:52 Wouldn't be like on a bed, lil darlin. Be more like against a door Mar 26 21:44:21 No, its not Mar 26 21:44:30 I: why not? Mar 26 21:44:46 Because you can't perch at the edge of a door Mar 26 21:46:06 I: no, but you just put your legs around his waist and he sort of holds you up *she then blushes a bit* Mar 26 21:46:58 Sounds effortless, doesn' it, man? Mar 26 21:47:55 Sounds like we do all the work... Mar 26 21:50:37 I: Thats the best bit Mar 26 21:50:54 *Molly smiles, sipping her coffee* Mar 26 21:50:57 * Morgan snorts, laughing Mar 26 21:51:47 * HH laughs "wow, thanks lil darlin" Mar 26 21:52:28 Yeah, its good but the best bit is I don't have to do a damn thing... Mar 26 21:53:01 She makes pretty faces an' noises, that's plenty Mar 26 21:53:21 *Inga covers her face with her hands, giggling* Mar 26 21:54:13 * Morgan chuckles, coming to sit down, looking out the window Mar 26 21:55:07 *Molly glances sidelong at Morgan* [the best bit is when he does it so hard you're not sure if there will be a print of your bottom left in the wood afterwards] Mar 26 21:57:52 * Morgan blushes Mar 26 21:59:28 Summat interestin' out there? Mar 26 22:00:03 Not especially, unless you like looking at the sea Mar 26 22:01:35 * HH nods, getting comfortable with an arm around Inga Mar 26 22:02:23 *Molly refills everyone's glass with drambuie, but refills her coffee cup Mar 26 22:02:51 Would you prefer I don't drink blossom? Solidarity, as it were... Mar 26 22:03:15 M: no, it's fine my love. Oddly, I miss the tobacco more than the alcohol Mar 26 22:04:03 Do you? Mar 26 22:04:28 Molly nods: it relaxes me quicker Mar 26 22:04:58 I: I agree, and there wasn't any hungover feeling the next morning Mar 26 22:05:48 * HH shrugs "It's good, but drink makes me amorous rather th'n gigglin'" Mar 26 22:06:32 * Morgan shrugs Mar 26 22:06:50 I think... the closest I've ever had to a hangover was in Graben... Mar 26 22:07:14 I: You don't need help for being amorous! *HH grins at her* Not when I c'n see you... Mar 26 22:07:44 M: *she watches them a moment before looking to Morgan* I'm not sure it's a hangover if poison is involved Mar 26 22:07:57 * Morgan nods Mar 26 22:08:03 Might have a point there... Mar 26 22:08:08 [sickening sometimes aren't they] Mar 26 22:08:29 [I was thinking that it's lovely] Mar 26 22:08:56 [So was I, but I wasn't about to admit it. Image to maintain...] Mar 26 22:09:00 M: I don't bother with hangovers anymore, it's quicker to be rid of them Mar 26 22:09:14 [never with me] Mar 26 22:09:42 Look at 'er, all fancy with no 'angovers! Mar 26 22:10:05 M: I am happy to do you if you come to me! Mar 26 22:10:26 I beg your pardon? Mar 26 22:10:42 *Molly blushes, making the others laugh* Mar 26 22:11:01 M: getting rid of his hangover! Mar 26 22:13:49 * Morgan chuckles quietly, sipping his drink Mar 26 22:15:51 *Molly glances at him whilst he has his mouth full* But you, mon petit chou, I would do any way you please Mar 26 22:16:18 * Morgan can be seen setting his jaw before swallowing Mar 26 22:16:23 * HH laughs raucously at this, Inga is giggling too Mar 26 22:16:33 I think this one fancies you, man Mar 26 22:17:14 Y'know, I was starting to think so myself Mar 26 22:17:39 M nods: I think you're both very right Mar 26 22:18:03 I: I've heard it so much I know you are! Mar 26 22:20:35 $sometimes she comes out with such dirty stuff for a duchess$ Mar 26 22:21:33 $Yeah, I had noticed$ Mar 26 22:22:34 $I love them when they're playful$ Mar 26 22:23:44 $Still tough for me to let go enough to do it$ Mar 26 22:24:18 $it's a shame, man. You'll get there$ Mar 26 22:25:35 $Slowly but surely$ Mar 26 22:27:13 *they move on to talking about Heidi's wedding and what to wear* Mar 26 22:27:31 Thinkin' I'm gon' go in my birthday suit Mar 26 22:27:44 M: You got a suit for your birthday " Mar 26 22:27:46 " Mar 26 22:27:49 ? Mar 26 22:28:20 *Inga smiles at Morgan a moment, waiting to see if he gets what Molly is clearly missing* Mar 26 22:28:42 Oh yeah, 'ad it for years, my Ma and Da made it for me Mar 26 22:30:13 Got a tear at the back though Mar 26 22:41:19 *Molly smiles* that should be easy to fix, my love? Maybe you could fix it for him? Mar 26 22:41:35 * HH tries very hard not to laugh Mar 26 22:41:57 Yeah man, y' wanna look at my hole, see what y' can do with it? Mar 26 22:43:54 blossom... what were you wearing when you were born? Mar 26 22:46:17 M: Nothing, my love... [as I said when I fell in the pool and told you you would be the first man to see me naked since the day of my birth...] Mar 26 22:46:27 * Morgan nods Mar 26 22:46:39 So... what would you think a birthday suit might be? Mar 26 22:47:00 M: Oh! He means no clothes?! Mar 26 22:47:07 * Morgan smiles, nodding Mar 26 22:47:12 Thats what birthday suit means, yes Mar 26 22:47:25 Hence why I don't want anything to do with the hole in the back of his Mar 26 22:47:50 *She smiles, giving him a look of mischief* Mar 26 22:48:32 *she says nothing, just watching him like that* Mar 26 22:48:45 Thats unnerving... Mar 26 22:49:10 M: Is it? Why? *she smiles innocently* Mar 26 22:49:41 Its that look you give just before you say something mischievous Mar 26 22:51:42 M: Mmhmm. I am choosing, in this instance, to be a good girl. Mar 26 22:52:27 $oh man, if she's anything like Inga saying she's being a good girl means she's definitely not planning to be!$ Mar 26 22:56:35 $Yeah, I was thinking that$ Mar 26 22:56:43 Alright... Mar 26 22:57:31 *Molly moves to sit beside him* Mar 26 22:58:01 $wonder if Inga's told her the ear thing$ Mar 26 22:59:56 $I suspect we'll find out presently$ Mar 26 23:00:09 *Molly doesn't give any further indicators of mischief, just sitting very close with him affectionately. The women talk about whether to have colours that go together* Mar 26 23:00:17 I: will you take the children? Mar 26 23:00:42 $more unnerving because she's behaving!$ Mar 26 23:01:12 I haven't thought about it but I imagine so... Mar 26 23:01:57 M: I think it will possibly depend on if I'm nursing still? *she looks to her husband* Mar 26 23:04:56 That will be something to consider.... HeinzHarold, top drawer of my desk, grab a pencil and the small notebook in there please Mar 26 23:05:22 *He does so, bringing it over* Mar 26 23:05:49 * Morgan takes it, thanking him Mar 26 23:06:08 *Molly shifts a little to give him space * Mar 26 23:06:35 ((Regular notebook or the one he's been sketching in?)) Mar 26 23:08:14 ((Regular one)) Mar 26 23:08:31 * Morgan flicks it open to a blank page before scribbling a few words Mar 26 23:08:42 It'd be tough to explain the nursing... Mar 26 23:08:46 *Molly glances at it* Mar 26 23:08:53 M: to whom? Mar 26 23:09:50 Well... anyone at the wedding... Mar 26 23:10:32 M: Capperlucia has herbs to start lactation in those who have not given birth, and the supply is then maintained by nursing as usual Mar 26 23:11:02 * Morgan nods Mar 26 23:11:06 That'd work I suppose Mar 26 23:12:22 *Molly nods* I think so. Will we just stay in Fischler then, or would you like to visit some of the nearby places? Mar 26 23:12:29 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 26 23:12:44 * Morgan shrugs, humming for a moment before scribbling some more Mar 26 23:13:01 I'm just... happy to be invited Mar 26 23:13:12 * Molly smiles thoughtfully Mar 26 23:13:49 HH: Think I might hafta give Heidelberg a miss after th' incident with the friendly maid Mar 26 23:14:07 *Molly and Inga giggle* Mar 26 23:14:26 I sort of want to go back there to convince them the place is haunted Mar 26 23:14:54 I: That could be fun. Lisl is horrible Mar 26 23:17:44 I like to think everyone has some redeeming trait if you look hard enough... she really tests that belief Mar 26 23:20:15 I nods: it was much nicer in Westfeld Mar 26 23:21:13 * Molly nods, smiling "I liked Westfeld" Mar 26 23:21:26 * Morgan blushes Mar 26 23:22:17 I: the staff were nice, everything was so clean! Mar 26 23:23:44 * Molly nods, smiling again "It was a very pleasant stay. I think you had more business to pursue in Westfeld, my love?" Mar 26 23:23:53 Did I? Mar 26 23:24:15 Mmhmm. Westfeld was considering investing in your fleet Mar 26 23:25:02 * Morgan nods Mar 26 23:25:32 Depends if Edward, Jarvie and my father decide to... Mar 26 23:26:14 HH: more potentials sounds useful, man, mebbie you can get Westfeld on board too? Mar 26 23:26:36 * Molly glances at Morgan, smiling Mar 26 23:26:39 But... right now its... yes, I suppose you're right Mar 26 23:27:30 I: Goren was quite nice too Mar 26 23:27:53 HH: By then yer most th' way to Graben! Bit far really Mar 26 23:29:22 * Molly nods "I'd imagine we won't go anywhere but there and back. I'm looking forward to being at Hafenlohr" Mar 26 23:30:32 * Morgan nods, chewing his bottom lip Mar 26 23:30:39 *Inga and HH both agree with this* Mar 26 23:30:50 [what is wrong?] Mar 26 23:30:58 [hmm? No, nothing] Mar 26 23:31:23 * Molly tries to read what he's written Mar 26 23:31:45 * Morgan smiles slightly, turning the book away Mar 26 23:31:48 No peeking Mar 26 23:32:10 Oh really? Mar 26 23:34:44 * Morgan glances at her Mar 26 23:35:24 * Molly sends him the image of her in the bed at Westfeld when he'd walked in on her pleasuring herself and then stuck her fingers in his mouth to check "no peaking... that doesn't sound fun..." Mar 26 23:35:42 * Morgan blushes hard Mar 26 23:36:14 HH: $you look like you need rescuing, man$ Mar 26 23:36:40 I: What are you writing, Morgan? Mar 26 23:36:47 $Yeah, just a bit$ Mar 26 23:37:06 * Morgan closes the little book gently Mar 26 23:37:11 $sucks to be you, man$ Mar 26 23:37:34 Its... its where I write things that come to mind that... I might, maybe, be able to make into a song Mar 26 23:37:54 I: That will be nice, you're good at that Mar 26 23:38:16 $want us to bugger off?$ Mar 26 23:39:39 $No, its fine$ Mar 26 23:39:48 Looking through this you mightn't think so Mar 26 23:40:07 I: I bet it's fascinating Mar 26 23:40:39 HH: "dear diary, I don't get it, how is Heinzharold just so much hotter than me?" Mar 26 23:41:19 Don't be daft man, its nothing like that. Mar 26 23:41:27 My diary starts with "Morgan kissed me tonight." Mar 26 23:42:04 HH: disappointin' enough tha' she had to write it down an' complain Mar 26 23:44:02 * Morgan sticks his finger up at HeinzHarold Mar 26 23:44:22 * Molly shakes her head, looking at Morgan "It wasn't disappointing, it was incredible. Life-changing." Mar 26 23:45:15 * Morgan smiles shyly Mar 26 23:45:48 I: it did sound very romantic! Mar 26 23:46:47 * Molly smiles, resting her cheek against him "God, it was perfect and terrifying all at once!" Mar 26 23:47:53 It was quite nerve-racking... Mar 26 23:48:23 HH: I get her being scared, b'cause she hadn' done it before, but -you-?! Mar 26 23:48:51 Completely closed myself off for years man... Mar 26 23:49:42 HH: yeah, but you'd been kissin' the mace girl Mar 26 23:50:29 *Inga gives HH a look, to which he just shrugs* Mar 26 23:50:40 Like, twice man, and... it felt... hollow. Mar 26 23:51:22 * Molly gently puts her fingers through his Mar 26 23:52:03 If it hadn't been for him kissing Evie, I'm not sure how we would ever have come to that point... Mar 26 23:52:27 HH: makes no sense Mar 26 23:52:48 *Inga just smiles, obviously having heard it before* Mar 26 23:53:31 Because... it would've been too much, the physical -and- emotional parts of it all at once. I'd have retreated from it. Mar 26 23:53:46 * Molly tilts her head Mar 26 23:53:58 That's interesting, I hadn't considered that Mar 26 23:54:10 * Morgan shrugs Mar 26 23:54:22 Its a... warriors view of that part of it Mar 26 23:54:41 * Molly looks intrigued "oh?" Mar 26 23:55:10 It might have been a battle too big for me. Mar 26 23:55:32 I don't think I'd realised it was quite as impactful as that... Mar 26 23:55:43 No? Mar 26 23:55:52 * Molly shakes her head Mar 26 23:55:52 Possibly its just hindsight... Mar 26 23:56:45 Maybe it is. I meant that if it hadn't been for you kissing Evie I wouldn't have been musing aloud that I'd imagined how I'd feel in her place Mar 26 23:57:10 HH: That's an invitation f' sure! Mar 26 23:58:39 I don't think she meant it as one Mar 26 23:58:54 * Molly shakes her head "no..."