**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Mar 16 14:00:07 2023 Mar 16 14:00:07 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Mar 16 14:03:01 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 16 14:03:54 *he's about to move the finished chair when HH comes down* Mar 16 14:03:57 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 16 14:04:00 Hey man Mar 16 14:04:58 hey Mar 16 14:07:33 This looks good Mar 16 14:08:34 * Morgan stands back, looking it over Mar 16 14:08:39 Aye, its not bad Mar 16 14:10:17 Varnish it next? Mar 16 14:11:03 * Morgan nods Mar 16 14:11:24 Moving to one of the berths so the animals don't suffocate on the smell Mar 16 14:12:26 * HH nods Mar 16 14:12:40 Need a hand? This one's wider than ours Mar 16 14:12:48 * Morgan nods Mar 16 14:12:49 please Mar 16 14:13:00 * HH helps him Mar 16 14:13:21 Yer wife not gonna think yer saying she has a big ass? Mar 16 14:13:31 She asked for it to be bigger... Mar 16 14:14:22 Her ass? Mar 16 14:14:52 The chair Mar 16 14:16:46 How come? Mar 16 14:17:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 16 14:17:41 Probably because she thinks she has wider hips Mar 16 14:20:16 Women, eh? Mar 16 14:20:54 Bloody mystery man Mar 16 14:23:07 * HH nods Mar 16 14:23:17 There's bubbies out in yer study Mar 16 14:23:28 Been banished have you? Mar 16 14:23:44 Not my bubbies Mar 16 14:26:23 * Morgan nods Mar 16 14:26:27 I see Mar 16 14:27:15 Figured I'd best make meself scarce Mar 16 14:31:13 * Morgan nods, starting to apply the varnish Mar 16 14:31:18 Probably a good idea, aye Mar 16 14:32:38 Whatcha make of it all then? Mar 16 14:33:34 Of what? There's quite a bit going on Mar 16 14:34:05 Losing yer bubbies t' the babe Mar 16 14:34:32 It'll be best for him Mar 16 14:38:51 Yeah, but changes things, right? Mar 16 14:38:57 What things? Mar 16 14:39:24 You an' her? Her bubbies are for feedin' Mar 16 14:41:11 * Morgan shrugs Mar 16 14:41:16 Just a bit of an adjustment, thats all Mar 16 14:44:21 * HH nods "Long as yer okay, man" Mar 16 14:44:43 * Morgan nods Mar 16 14:44:46 I'm alright Mar 16 14:46:04 * HH nods Mar 16 14:46:13 Want me t' help varnish? Mar 16 14:47:10 * Morgan smiles Mar 16 14:47:14 If you like Mar 16 14:50:03 * HH gets on with helping Mar 16 14:50:13 Weird that she jus' didn't sail Mar 16 14:50:32 Until it was safe... Mar 16 14:52:41 Yeah... fuckin' weird Mar 16 14:52:57 *his neck prickles* Mar 16 14:53:05 Makes sense to me Mar 16 14:55:27 But like, 'ow does she know? Mar 16 14:56:26 * Morgan shrugs Mar 16 14:56:37 Its a Nieblungen thing Mar 16 14:58:23 * HH laughs Mar 16 14:58:42 Remind me where th' fuck you were born? Mar 16 15:01:23 I know, it freaks me out that I'm not freaked out Mar 16 15:01:30 * HH nods Mar 16 15:01:41 It's all got a bit weird Mar 16 15:02:00 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:02:21 Not much I can do about it Mar 16 15:04:08 Nope, but it's better'an her carryin' on in th' storm Mar 16 15:06:57 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:07:16 Yeah. I'll take being weirded out over being dragging along in that Mar 16 15:08:02 * HH nods Mar 16 15:08:19 You on tonight? Mar 16 15:09:05 Supposed to be, aye Mar 16 15:09:19 *his neck prickles again* Mar 16 15:09:50 One with less pukin' would be better Mar 16 15:12:02 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:12:07 Made me feel queasy Mar 16 15:14:03 Unusual f' you Mar 16 15:15:31 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:15:32 very Mar 16 15:15:38 Shows how bad it really was Mar 16 15:16:57 * HH nods Mar 16 15:17:10 Been in worse, but not many Mar 16 15:18:21 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:18:28 Wasn't the most fun I've ever had Mar 16 15:19:37 Nope. Better'an when the Nauti sank though Mar 16 15:19:48 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:19:50 yep Mar 16 15:22:32 One o' the worst night o' my life so far Mar 16 15:23:13 Losing the Nautilus? Mar 16 15:25:57 Th' shipwreck Mar 16 15:26:47 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:26:51 I would imagine so Mar 16 15:29:25 Lucky y' managed t' avoid it Mar 16 15:29:51 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:30:06 When I heard, all I wanted was to be there for you Mar 16 15:32:20 * HH nods Mar 16 15:32:42 Glad you weren't, man Mar 16 15:32:53 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:37:14 Not high on m' list o' ways t' die Mar 16 15:37:55 No... Mar 16 15:39:37 Plannin' to die suffocatin' in bubbies Mar 16 15:40:45 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:40:49 Thats not a bad plan Mar 16 15:42:19 * HH nods Mar 16 15:42:35 Either tha' or have Molly zap me an' make it quick Mar 16 15:43:23 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:43:26 Not sure she'd do that Mar 16 15:45:14 If I e'er get really hurt an' won't survive any'ow, I'd rather it was quick Mar 16 15:45:41 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:45:48 I can appreciate that Mar 16 15:46:42 Prefer th' bubbies though Mar 16 15:47:23 * Morgan nods Mar 16 15:47:30 Probably nicer than either of the ways I've died so far Mar 16 15:51:23 No bubbies? Mar 16 15:51:58 No... first time was some monsters draining my life... second was on the way to Graben Mar 16 15:53:13 What was th' first time like? Mar 16 15:54:20 Hard to describe... just felt all my energy just... like, being sapped, until there was nothing. Mar 16 15:55:58 Y' see them that time? Mar 16 15:57:28 No, I didn't Mar 16 15:59:16 Whatcha see? Mar 16 15:59:27 Nothing. Mar 16 16:01:51 Sounds crap Mar 16 16:01:54 * Morgan nods Mar 16 16:02:00 Wasn't for very long. Mar 16 16:05:07 Long enough I bet Mar 16 16:09:00 * Morgan nods Mar 16 16:09:08 Can't say I'd like to repeat it Mar 16 16:10:55 * HH nods Mar 16 16:11:12 The one with th' ice bastard a bit better? Mar 16 16:11:34 Tough to say. Having to turn my back on them... Mar 16 16:14:32 * HH nods Mar 16 16:14:36 That's rough Mar 16 16:15:29 * Morgan nods Mar 16 16:15:33 Yes, it was Mar 16 16:17:15 Didn' think about just ignorin' Claudia? Mar 16 16:19:20 Once I realised what it meant, no. *he looks solemnly at HeinzHarold* I could hear Claudia crying... Mar 16 16:20:32 Shit. Woulda been hard t' stay away Mar 16 16:20:42 * Morgan nods Mar 16 16:21:00 I couldn't do that to her Mar 16 16:23:33 She'da felt so bad bein' th' only one there Mar 16 16:24:30 I think... I think she was scared. Mar 16 16:25:11 * HH nods Mar 16 16:25:28 She was scared after th' fire too. Only time I seen 'er cry Mar 16 16:25:37 * Morgan nods Mar 16 16:27:24 I've never seen or heard that from her before Mar 16 16:29:10 Scary, ain't it? Mar 16 16:40:10 * Morgan nods Mar 16 16:40:18 like... what could be so bad that it scares even her Mar 16 16:41:24 Losin' you Mar 16 16:42:21 * Morgan frowns Mar 16 16:45:57 Wha'? Mar 16 16:46:54 I'm just me... Mar 16 16:48:17 Not t' th' rest o' us Mar 16 16:49:54 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 16 16:50:51 Not t' th' little guys either Mar 16 16:52:17 I'm useful to them, thats all Mar 16 16:53:39 Yeah well, yer essential t' us Mar 16 16:56:09 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 16 16:58:39 * HH gets on with the varnishing. There's a few more moments where his neck prickles Mar 16 17:00:52 I wonder how she's getting on Mar 16 17:01:40 Ask 'er? Mar 16 17:02:34 Don't want to distract her Mar 16 17:05:25 She's prob'ly fine man. How hard can it be? Mar 16 17:06:25 * Morgan shrugs Mar 16 17:06:30 I've absolutely no idea Mar 16 17:09:32 Get bubbies out, put babe near 'em, babe feeds Mar 16 17:09:47 * Morgan smirks slightly Mar 16 17:10:07 No, it isn't that simple Mar 16 17:10:43 Why not? Seen babes feed, looks pretty easy Mar 16 17:11:40 Because if they don't get it quite right, they get no milk and it just hurts the mother Mar 16 17:13:38 Huh. Betuana's showin' her, and she's done it with six babes at least. Molly's in good hands, prob'ly literally Mar 16 17:14:21 * Morgan nods Mar 16 17:14:42 Yeah, I'd say so Mar 16 17:16:26 So why y' in 'ere and not part o' it, if yer worrying? Mar 16 17:16:52 Did I say I was worrying? Mar 16 17:17:18 * HH shrugs Mar 16 17:17:31 Unlike you t' be musin' on how she is Mar 16 17:21:38 Its a big change, thats all Mar 16 17:22:31 * HH nods Mar 16 17:23:54 * Morgan looks over at him Mar 16 17:24:15 Am I gonn' get interrogated by your wife later? Mar 16 17:24:21 'Bout? Mar 16 17:26:15 Molly was noticeably... off... with me earlier Mar 16 17:27:45 An' ya think she'll tell Inga, then Inga will spank y' for it? Mar 16 17:29:14 No... Inga's observant, and I'm sure she saw it... and last time the second Molly was out of earshot, she was giving me the third degree Mar 16 17:30:05 Wan' me t' tell her to keep 'er pretty nose out of it? Mar 16 17:30:41 No. If she has something to say, I want her confident enough to say it Mar 16 17:31:19 So whatcha fallen out about? Or she still grumpy from 'er course? Mar 16 17:37:09 We haven't fallen out really. Mar 16 17:43:45 She just stressin' about all the work ahead, having a new baby, an' nursing? Mar 16 17:46:15 I was bothered by something, I told her what it was and she wanted to go off fixing it while I wanted to leave it alone. Wanted to go and do it anyway unless I commanded her. Mar 16 17:50:15 Definitely 'er mother's daughter. You command her? Mar 16 17:51:23 No. If she does not respect me enough to respect my wishes, though... thats a problem Mar 16 17:53:00 What were y' bothered about? Mar 16 17:53:58 That I wasn't competent enough... that Claudia had to come and help despite my commanding and sailing longer than her... Mar 16 17:55:17 Cap'n said you weren't competent? *he frowns* heard him say th' opposite plenty Mar 16 17:55:31 No... but I wasn't competent -enough- Mar 16 17:59:10 So what did she wanna do? Mar 16 17:59:35 March off down to Sorgi to sort it out Mar 16 18:03:41 * HH nods a little Mar 16 18:03:51 An' you wanted to...? Mar 16 18:04:08 Leave it alone Mar 16 18:04:50 Y' not still at odds now? Mar 16 18:05:40 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 16 18:05:44 No, we're not Mar 16 18:15:38 How'd y' fix it? Mar 16 18:17:01 I left it alone and then asked her if she was done being cross with me Mar 16 18:17:29 Risky move Mar 16 18:18:11 * Morgan shrugs Mar 16 18:18:14 maybe Mar 16 18:18:41 Y' spoken to Sorgi? Mar 16 18:18:59 * Morgan nods Mar 16 18:20:11 Helped? Mar 16 18:20:14 Aye, I have. I've even told him that it was bothering me... Mar 16 18:20:44 Why wouldn't ya? Mar 16 18:21:01 Because its not a reasonable thing to be bothered by for most Mar 16 18:23:43 * HH shrugs "I'd asked for him t' explain it. Probably woulda put it down t' him not wanting to delegate though" Mar 16 18:24:27 If I was competent enough, he wouldn't have needed to think. About it Mar 16 18:29:02 Thats how I was feeling earlier anyway Mar 16 18:38:32 Y' know you are now? Mar 16 18:38:55 No... but I can appreciate that he didn't want to delegate in that situation Mar 16 18:39:45 I wouldn'ta wanted to, would you? Mar 16 18:40:10 I'm only just been capable of letting others do some of the work... Mar 16 18:40:35 * HH nods Mar 16 18:41:17 An' only then because yer committed to this? Mar 16 18:41:42 I can't do everything to any decent standard Mar 16 18:42:19 Nope, gotta leave some of it t' others Mar 16 18:42:24 * Morgan nods Mar 16 18:42:50 I find it difficult, letting go of things to others Mar 16 18:43:23 Yeah, not easy, man Mar 16 18:44:20 * Morgan nods Mar 16 18:46:06 You're not wrong Mar 16 18:46:54 Can unnerstand Cap'n wanting to do it hisself Mar 16 18:47:27 * Morgan nods Mar 16 18:47:32 Yeah Mar 16 18:49:31 * Morgan looks over the chair for any unvarnished spots Mar 16 18:53:38 *it looks good* Mar 16 18:55:11 Alright, backup Mar 16 18:56:08 * Morgan moves HeinzHarold to the doorway, holding the door open before heating the air around the chair Mar 16 18:58:47 * HH does what he's told Mar 16 18:59:08 Huh, hadn' thought of that Mar 16 19:00:45 Quicker to cure, see Mar 16 19:01:48 Good idea, man Mar 16 19:02:23 * Morgan nods Mar 16 19:02:27 I have em now and then Mar 16 19:04:32 It gonna be done by tomorrow? Mar 16 19:05:31 Maybe... needs another coat yet... Mar 16 19:08:48 * HH nods Mar 16 19:09:39 Must be gettin' on Varick's tea time. Want me t' sort that, give you an' Molly some time? Mar 16 19:11:13 No, we can have some time once the boys are in bed... Mar 16 19:15:01 * HH nods Mar 16 19:15:34 I'm gon' go see how my lil darlin's doing. You comin'? Mar 16 19:15:40 * Morgan nods Mar 16 19:15:43 Yeah, sure Mar 16 19:19:38 * HH finds Inga, Varick, Xsarlac, and the cat in the ballroom Mar 16 19:21:08 * Morgan sits by Varick Mar 16 19:23:52 * HH is now known as Varick Mar 16 19:23:58 * Varick is drawing Mar 16 19:24:35 * Morgan speaks quietly Mar 16 19:24:40 What are you drawing? Mar 16 19:25:36 A tree house for Hafenlohr Mar 16 19:25:57 * Morgan nods Mar 16 19:26:00 Sounds like a good idea Mar 16 19:28:13 * Varick wants him to help plan it, and they do that during Varick's tea time Mar 16 19:28:26 [is everything well, my love?] Mar 16 19:28:36 [Yes. With you?] Mar 16 19:28:52 Varick... I want to talk to you about something... Mar 16 19:29:05 [yes, it's all gone well. I've learnt how to nurse, and also how to express] Mar 16 19:29:12 Yes, Papa? Mar 16 19:29:28 $you want us to clear off?$ Mar 16 19:29:31 [Well done blossom] Mar 16 19:29:51 $please, if thats alright. Molly is done learning$ Mar 16 19:32:58 *HH gets them all out of the ways it's just Morgan and Varick* Mar 16 19:34:52 You remember when we talked about calling me something other than Morgan... but we didn't use daddy because you already have a daddy, so we chose papa? Mar 16 19:36:39 * Varick nods Mar 16 19:36:47 I remember Mar 16 19:37:33 I was wondering if you'd consider changing what you call me... Mar 16 19:38:19 Why? Mar 16 19:39:52 Because... I think I'm ready to be Vati again... thats what Jana called me... thats what I want the children we're going to have to call me... Mar 16 19:41:01 They won't call you Papa? *he watches Morgan seriously* Mar 16 19:41:54 I'd like them to call me Vati. Mar 16 19:43:00 What about Amir? Will he call you Papa? Mar 16 19:43:42 I hope he'll call me Vati too... I'd like -all- of my children to call me that... but I promise, I won't be angry if you don't want to, or don't feel like you can Mar 16 19:45:10 * Varick sighs "it's a big decision" Mar 16 19:46:34 * Morgan nods Mar 16 19:46:59 Yes it is. I would help you with it if you want to tell me what you think Mar 16 19:47:40 What would I call my Daddy if I call you that? Mar 16 19:47:55 Daddy? Mar 16 19:52:07 I don't want to be the odd one out Mar 16 19:54:34 Would you prefer that everyone calls me papa? Mar 16 19:57:36 They won't have other Vatis, they'll only have you Mar 16 19:59:17 Yes, I know. Its alright son, you don't need to think about it, its too much to ask Mar 16 20:00:13 * Varick comes to sit on his lap Mar 16 20:00:37 I don't want to forget him Mar 16 20:00:48 * Morgan wraps his arms around him, kissing his head Mar 16 20:01:04 I know. I'm not asking you to Mar 16 20:01:34 But I have already forgot a lot, and if I call you that, maybe he'll be really gone Mar 16 20:02:33 Oh, Varick, I'm sorry... I didn't think it through all the way to that. Its alright, you don't need to worry about it Mar 16 20:03:21 * Varick hugs him Mar 16 20:03:28 It's okay, don't be sad Mar 16 20:04:27 * Morgan strokes his hair, rocking him Mar 16 20:06:59 I don't remember very much, even when I look at the memory book I don't remember things Mar 16 20:07:22 Thats normal, particularly for one so young as you Mar 16 20:09:42 I'm not going to be Vaticine like him, and I'm not called Eldreich like him now, and he won't ever meet my brother Mar 16 20:10:52 No... I know Mar 16 20:12:45 * Varick sighs again Mar 16 20:13:45 * Morgan holds him to him Mar 16 20:14:09 I love you very much. I always will. Mar 16 20:15:43 I love you too Mar 16 20:17:39 * Morgan gently rocks him Mar 16 20:18:31 I don't want him to be gone, but I want to live with you, Mama, Amir, Heinzharold, Inga, and Captain Ulysses Mar 16 20:20:11 * Morgan nods Mar 16 20:20:17 I understand, I really do Mar 16 20:21:15 Its like... I wish Dietlinde and Jana didn't pass away but... I don't want to change where I am and who Im with now Mar 16 20:21:28 * Varick nods Mar 16 20:21:44 That's the same Mar 16 20:21:49 * Morgan nods Mar 16 20:24:53 But you don't call me and Mama the same names Mar 16 20:26:12 How do you mean? Mar 16 20:30:14 You don't call us the same things you called Jana and Dietlinde Mar 16 20:30:37 Like what? Mar 16 20:32:51 I heard Mama and Inga talking a long time ago that you called Dietlinde Schatzen, but you don't call us that Mar 16 20:33:36 No... I call you mama blossom because thats a name that sort of... happened. Mar 16 20:33:59 Why? Mar 16 20:34:30 I don't know really... it just sort of came out one day... Mar 16 20:38:26 Because you loved her? Mar 16 20:40:26 Before I even knew it myself Mar 16 20:42:50 That's nice. Maybe I could call you Vati, if it would make you very happy Mar 16 20:44:35 You don't have to. You are my son and I will love you to the ends of the earth, no matter what Mar 16 20:45:59 * Varick nods Mar 16 20:46:02 I know that Mar 16 20:46:38 * Morgan nods Mar 16 20:46:39 good Mar 16 20:47:19 I will think about it Mar 16 20:48:05 * Morgan nods Mar 16 20:48:17 Thank you, Varick. Just doing that means so much to me Mar 16 20:49:24 * Varick hugs him tighter Mar 16 20:49:35 Will I forget him completely one day? Mar 16 20:52:43 No, I don't think so Mar 16 20:53:38 Do you think he misses me? Mar 16 20:54:51 I don't think people in heaven miss us... its difficult to explain, but I think they don't really know we're not together Mar 16 20:55:59 Where do they think we are? Mar 16 20:57:35 I think its a bit like they're asleep until we get there Mar 16 20:59:29 Ohhh so they don't know that anything is still changing Mar 16 21:00:01 No... maybe... I don't know. Mar 16 21:01:13 So he wouldn't mind if I call you Vati because he's asleep? Mar 16 21:03:39 Do you think he'd mind, if he knew how much I love you, and want to make you happy and safe? Mar 16 21:05:57 I don't think so Mar 16 21:09:19 Perhaps that is something to consider Mar 16 21:19:55 * Varick has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 16 21:40:56 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 16 21:42:09 * MollyK is now known as Varick Mar 16 21:42:17 [21:22:50] Varick: What does Mama say? Mar 16 21:43:57 She's pleased I'm ready to be called that again Mar 16 21:44:15 Why? Mar 16 21:45:07 Because it means I'm healing from the hurt of losing them Mar 16 21:46:37 Do you worry about forgetting them? Mar 16 21:47:06 I used to worry that letting them go was wrong, or bad Mar 16 21:48:13 * Varick nods Mar 16 21:48:38 No one else loved my daddy like me Mar 16 21:48:49 * Morgan nods Mar 16 21:49:02 We all love in our own particular way Mar 16 21:49:47 Do you worry that it's wrong now? Mar 16 21:50:39 No... no I don't. They wouldn't want me keeping all the love I have to give to myself... or for me to be unhappy Mar 16 21:51:42 How do you know? Mar 16 21:52:16 Because they loved me. Mar 16 21:53:39 My daddy love me Mar 16 21:53:43 Loved* Mar 16 21:53:45 * Morgan nods Mar 16 21:56:03 Maybe he wouldn't mind you being my Vati now Mar 16 21:56:18 * Morgan nods Mar 16 21:56:23 maybe Mar 16 21:58:04 Amir will say Vati if you teach him. Then the other will copy Amir Mar 16 21:58:30 * Morgan nods Mar 16 21:58:33 Yes, probably Mar 16 21:59:35 Then it would only be me saying Papa Mar 16 21:59:55 * Morgan nods Mar 16 22:00:36 I would be the odd one out Mar 16 22:00:52 * Morgan strokes his hair Mar 16 22:01:35 If you aren't ready, and don't want to be the odd one out, I can just stay as papa Mar 16 22:02:11 But it is part of your healing, you said Mar 16 22:02:30 Yes... but I won't jeopardise yours Mar 16 22:04:50 Do you think I have to let my daddy go too now? Mar 16 22:05:38 * Morgan sighs Mar 16 22:06:26 Its important that you know that letting him go isn't the same as not caring... its just... letting yourself move forward Mar 16 22:07:34 That sounds hard Mar 16 22:08:04 Its not very easy... but being surrounded by so much love does make it easier Mar 16 22:08:56 Will you help me? Mar 16 22:09:33 always Mar 16 22:09:47 * Varick nods, hugging him for quite a while Mar 16 22:10:24 * Morgan just sits, rocking him gently Mar 16 22:11:44 Why do you call Dietlinde your first wife not your late wife? Mar 16 22:12:49 Huh... I don't know... I've never thought about it Mar 16 22:14:33 Maybe you could be my second daddy, like Mama is your second wife Mar 16 22:14:58 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 16 22:15:07 You don't have to do that if you don't want to... Mar 16 22:15:26 I do want to make you happy and be the same as my siblings Mar 16 22:16:16 You love me... that makes me happy Mar 16 22:18:06 I do. I will try to call you Vati, but sometimes I might forget and say Papa Mar 16 22:18:19 * Morgan squeezes him Mar 16 22:18:44 My sweet boy... thank you Mar 16 22:19:37 Okay, Vati. Is it my bedtime now? Mar 16 22:19:48 Reckon it must be Mar 16 22:19:57 * Varick yawns Mar 16 22:20:05 Is Amir going to bed now? Mar 16 22:20:16 I would think so Mar 16 22:20:24 Can he come in my bed? Mar 16 22:20:51 We'll see if he'll settle like he has done other nights, yes? Mar 16 22:21:07 * Varick nods, getting down Mar 16 22:22:20 Did uncle Edward used to sleep in your bed? *the memory is so hazy from so long ago, but he can get about remember that Edward as a toddler would sometimes sleep in with his five and six year old self* Mar 16 22:22:48 ummm... sometimes... Mar 16 22:23:56 Did you like that? Mar 16 22:24:39 I think so... it was a very long time ago Mar 16 22:25:28 * Varick nods Mar 16 22:25:34 You are very old Mar 16 22:25:49 Ancient Mar 16 22:26:33 * Varick picks up his drawing Mar 16 22:26:42 When can we build? Mar 16 22:28:46 Well... We've got to get HeinzHarold and Inga's house started first, get that underway... then we can look at finding a suitable tree... Mar 16 22:29:22 Okay Vati, it will need to be near the house so we can play there a lot Mar 16 22:30:19 * Morgan nods Mar 16 22:30:28 We'll have a proper look once we're home Mar 16 22:31:45 * Varick nods, making his way to the study. Molly and Amir are the only ones there, and with the excited squawks she brings Amir to him Mar 16 22:31:55 M: someone wants you, I think! Mar 16 22:32:15 Hello little lamb Mar 16 22:33:15 * Varick gives Molly a hug and a kiss, and she asks about his drawing. Meanwhile Amir yawns, head on Morgan's shoulder Mar 16 22:34:59 Ah, someone is quite tired I think Mar 16 22:35:41 M: I'm not surprised, we think he's missed nursing Mar 16 22:35:50 * Morgan nods Mar 16 22:36:09 He's handled it surprisingly well Mar 16 22:36:44 *she nods* I'll get some coffee if you wish to put them to bed? Mar 16 22:38:32 * Morgan nods, putting a hand on Varicks head Mar 16 22:38:40 Come on Mauschenn, lets get you to bed Mar 16 22:40:44 * Varick goes with him, getting himself ready so that Morgan can still hold his brother, and gets into bed Mar 16 22:41:22 * Morgan rocks Amir, waiting for Varick to get into bed before laying Amir beside him Mar 16 22:43:19 * Varick cuddles up, and Amir holds him too. Varick watches him lovingly before looking to Morgan "he smells nicer than goats milk" Mar 16 22:44:04 * Morgan nods Mar 16 22:44:11 Mama's learned how to nurse him Mar 16 22:45:23 *Amir already looks quite sleepy* Mar 16 22:45:38 That's clever Mar 16 22:47:30 * Morgan nods, stroking both boys fringes gently Mar 16 22:47:35 Aye, it is... Mar 16 22:48:16 * Varick looks sleepy quickly "night Vati" Mar 16 22:48:43 *Amir mimics half-asleep "eee" Mar 16 22:50:25 Goodnight my sons Mar 16 22:50:44 * Varick are both asleep quickly Mar 16 22:50:50 And Amir* Mar 16 22:52:22 * Morgan waits a few minutes before gently picking Amir up and carrying him through to the bedroom, laying him in his crib Mar 16 22:53:06 *he stays asleep in here too. He does definitely smell nicer than with the goats milk* Mar 16 22:54:25 * Morgan watches him for a moment before going quietly back out to the study Mar 16 22:55:07 * Varick is now known as Molly Mar 16 22:55:25 * Molly is at the desk with her back to him, pouring the coffee Mar 16 22:56:10 * Morgan blows a long breath out before going to sit at the desk Mar 16 22:57:15 * Molly puts the cup in front of him "where would you like to sit? Mar 16 22:57:35 Thank you... I don't mind Mar 16 22:59:01 We can move to the couch or I can sit in your lap Mar 16 22:59:59 Either is fine with me Mar 16 23:01:05 * Molly gently sits in his lap. She smells of rose water and lavender still, but also somehow different, the scent of nursing Mar 16 23:01:18 Are you well? Mar 16 23:01:36 * Morgan nods Mar 16 23:01:41 Well enough. You? Mar 16 23:01:49 * Molly nods Mar 16 23:02:09 Yes... it's all very new, but it's nice too Mar 16 23:02:15 * Morgan nods Mar 16 23:04:20 I think it's made my chest a little bigger. I only used a little, and I'll let the supply build naturally. It was surprisingly easy Mar 16 23:04:47 * Morgan nods Mar 16 23:04:49 good Mar 16 23:05:41 I nursed him just before you arrived, we can give him some more before your watch Mar 16 23:05:52 * Morgan nods Mar 16 23:06:05 How was Betuana? Mar 16 23:06:47 Fine. She's made a lot of progress, her sadness less Mar 16 23:06:55 * Morgan nods Mar 16 23:07:02 Good. Mar 16 23:07:59 * Molly nods, resting her cheek on his shoulder. He can see the extra detailing of veins on her cleavage Mar 16 23:08:07 How was your afternoon? Mar 16 23:08:23 Productive I think Mar 16 23:09:11 It's nearly finished? Mar 16 23:09:36 * Morgan nods Mar 16 23:09:42 One more coat of varnish Mar 16 23:09:49 * Molly smiles Mar 16 23:09:53 That's exciting Mar 16 23:11:45 * Morgan nods Mar 16 23:11:52 I hope you'll like it Mar 16 23:11:58 * Molly smiles Mar 16 23:12:07 I'm certain of it Mar 16 23:14:06 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Mar 16 23:18:12 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer)