**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Mar 2 00:00:21 2023 Mar 02 00:00:21 It was quite an intimate thing to tell them Mar 02 00:00:42 There was something specific you're concerned about? Mar 02 00:01:52 No... it was just quite... I felt exposed Mar 02 00:02:07 * Molly nods Mar 02 00:02:37 I can understand that... like you were telling them what makes you tick, what your fantasies are? Mar 02 00:03:04 * Morgan nods Mar 02 00:03:10 Yes, exactly Mar 02 00:03:46 And you noticed that they both thought it was a good dream, and hot? Mar 02 00:04:06 * Morgan nods Mar 02 00:05:20 They weren't judging Mar 02 00:05:45 * Morgan nods Mar 02 00:05:50 I know... even so... Mar 02 00:06:13 Did you get out of it what you hoped? Mar 02 00:06:47 * Morgan nods Mar 02 00:06:54 I think so, yes. Mar 02 00:07:45 Good. You never need do it again if you don't wish to, because you know you have managed it Mar 02 00:08:55 * Morgan nods Mar 02 00:09:42 * Molly smiles Mar 02 00:09:49 I'm proud of you Mar 02 00:09:58 * Morgan blushes a little Mar 02 00:10:01 Thank you love Mar 02 00:10:33 * Molly tries to kiss his cheek, but Amir makes it impossible Mar 02 00:11:15 You need to eat my love... Mar 02 00:11:37 How will I manage like this? Mar 02 00:12:55 Carefully. Would you like to get Inga and HeinzHarold first? They could see the chair before quiet hour then... Mar 02 00:13:13 * Molly nods Mar 02 00:13:29 I can do that. Where shall we go? Mar 02 00:14:51 Its in one of the twin berth cabins, opposite theirs actually Mar 02 00:14:59 Then we'll bring some food back here Mar 02 00:16:09 * Molly nods, heading towards the ballroom. She's been wearing him a while because it looks fairly easy carrying him around Mar 02 00:16:28 * Morgan follows her Mar 02 00:17:07 * Molly goes into the ballroom, careful of the door Mar 02 00:17:43 * Morgan leans against the doorframe of the open door Mar 02 00:18:56 *HH and Inga come out* Mar 02 00:19:53 HH: Molly says y' got summat to show us? Better not be yer dingaling! Mar 02 00:20:16 [it's something that's not as hard!] Mar 02 00:20:36 Swinging in the breeze... no... ummm... little present to mark six months perhaps... *he backs along the corridor, beckoning them* Mar 02 00:21:07 * Molly lets HH and Inga go in front of her Mar 02 00:21:55 * Morgan moves along until they get to the cabin, where he unlocks the door Mar 02 00:22:03 Alright, just... don't get too excited, yeah? Mar 02 00:22:49 HH: That's what she said Mar 02 00:24:17 * Morgan smirks slightly, opening the door and backing into the room, moving to sit on one of the beds, leaving space near the dust sheet shrouded chair Mar 02 00:24:54 *Inga is the one who looks properly perplexed* I: What is it? Mar 02 00:25:30 Its under the sheet... if you'd like to uncover it... Mar 02 00:27:37 * Molly is now known as Inga Mar 02 00:27:55 * Inga pulls the sheet off, gasping with surprise Mar 02 00:29:11 * Morgan watches her reaction to the chair, the fairly reclined position, the back spars that go to the top piece, the flat part marked, their signatures burned into the wood, superimposed over eachother, with the date of their wedding below it Mar 02 00:30:20 * Inga starts to cry Mar 02 00:30:29 Morgan! It's lovely! Mar 02 00:30:40 * Morgan looks relieved Mar 02 00:30:46 Oh thank god Mar 02 00:31:10 *HH grins* it's fuckin' brilliant, man Mar 02 00:31:23 * Inga comes to hug him hard Mar 02 00:31:38 * Morgan hugs her Mar 02 00:32:15 No...one...has ever... made me... anything like this... before Mar 02 00:32:32 * Morgan rubs her back gently Mar 02 00:32:41 HeinzHarold helped Mar 02 00:33:16 *HH scoffs* biggest o'erstatment ever, I just held the wood Mar 02 00:33:45 Aye, there's a block on the floor that he held up for several hours Mar 02 00:34:06 * Inga giggles, but also sniffles Mar 02 00:34:26 I love it. Thank you. It's going to have pride of place in our home Mar 02 00:35:47 You're welcome love. Figure it'll make nursing a bit more comfortable Mar 02 00:35:56 * Inga nods Mar 02 00:36:04 Can I sit on it? Mar 02 00:36:18 Its yours, love, of course you can Mar 02 00:36:40 * Inga does so, looking as proud and happy as a queen on the throne Mar 02 00:36:54 Can I trying rocking it with Amir? Mar 02 00:37:32 *Molly looks to Morgan* I'll need your help to get him out... Mar 02 00:37:47 * Morgan nods, getting up to help her Mar 02 00:38:02 * Inga gently rocks it as is Mar 02 00:38:18 HH: Moves really smooth, man. Good job Mar 02 00:38:43 * Morgan gently hands Amir to her Mar 02 00:39:07 Had to make the legs on one side twice... was wonky, would've rocked itself in circles Mar 02 00:40:06 *Molly and HH laugh quietly, but Inga is busy rocking gently whilst cradling the sleeping baby. HH watches her fondly* Mar 02 00:40:54 $is it possible for your heart to get an erection, man? Because that's what it feels like$ Mar 02 00:41:21 * Morgan blinks slowly Mar 02 00:41:33 $Thats just love and pride dickhead$ Mar 02 00:41:44 * Morgan moves back to Molly, putting his arm around her Mar 02 00:42:30 *Molly leans against him, speaking quietly* it's beautiful, my love Mar 02 00:42:49 Figure we'll have one like it? Mar 02 00:43:34 M: A little wider, but definitely Mar 02 00:44:14 * Morgan nods slightly, looking at Inga Mar 02 00:44:28 * Inga looks very happy Mar 02 00:45:21 Do you want to keep it in your study so you can use it when you have Amir? Mar 02 00:45:48 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 02 00:46:23 No love, only person who's sat in it is you, and thats... -right-. Mar 02 00:46:57 But if you all used it too, it would be like a family hand me down... Mar 02 00:47:43 [I'm not sure what to say love] Mar 02 00:48:51 HH: pretty sure we're gonna 'ave lots of those, lil darlin. Let's keep this special... Mar 02 00:49:05 * Inga smiles at him, nodding "Alright" Mar 02 00:49:55 [I hope they don't have to wait so long that we're handing down from our baby!] Mar 02 00:50:12 [As do I. So much.] Mar 02 00:50:25 Gonn' need some cushions for it... Mar 02 00:51:38 * Inga looks to Molly "would you make some with me?" Mar 02 00:52:09 *Molly nods* Of course Mar 02 00:53:15 [would you like to do that with us? I imagine Dietlinde would have liked to have made something for Heinzharold's babies, and it seems a way to carry that through?] Mar 02 00:54:02 [Yes, I think so] Mar 02 00:54:54 [that'd be nice] Mar 02 00:55:05 [aye, it will] Mar 02 00:55:32 *Molly takes his hand, squeezing gently* Mar 02 00:55:58 M: Liebes herz, Shall we give them a minute and get some food? Mar 02 00:56:07 * Morgan nods Mar 02 00:56:10 Aye, lets Mar 02 00:57:25 * Inga and HH keep Amir with them. Out in the empty hall, she looks to him Mar 02 00:57:29 * Inga is now known as Molly Mar 02 00:57:36 Alright, my love? Mar 02 00:57:47 So far... are you? Mar 02 00:57:59 * Molly nods Mar 02 00:58:03 I am Mar 02 00:58:22 Good. She seemed pleased... Mar 02 00:59:06 * Molly nods Mar 02 00:59:23 Extremely. But it's more than just a chair, isn't it. Mar 02 01:00:09 Is it? Mar 02 01:00:17 * Molly nods Mar 02 01:00:46 For Inga, it's about having a family that love and care for her and her future children Mar 02 01:01:35 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 02 01:02:04 For her it was a confirmation that we love and accept her, see her as our family... Mar 02 01:02:34 * Molly nods Mar 02 01:02:54 Families go the extra mile for each other. Fellow servants don't. Mar 02 01:03:37 * Morgan nods Mar 02 01:03:47 I understand Mar 02 01:04:11 * Molly nods Mar 02 01:04:18 She's delighted Mar 02 01:05:05 * Morgan nods Mar 02 01:05:32 I'm... -thrilled- she likes it so much Mar 02 01:06:01 * Molly nods Mar 02 01:06:19 You worked so hard and you've created something so beautiful Mar 02 01:07:20 Once I had an idea of how I wanted it, it wasn't -too- difficult Mar 02 01:08:11 * Molly smiles "when might you start ours?" Mar 02 01:08:46 That depends.... How much wider do you want it? Mar 02 01:10:22 Wide enough that you can hold me like yesterday Mar 02 01:10:30 * Morgan nods Mar 02 01:10:53 Should be doable... ummm... probably have it done by the time we arrive Mar 02 01:11:10 Really?! That's so quick! Mar 02 01:11:40 A few hours each afternoon... Mar 02 01:11:56 * Molly pouts Mar 02 01:12:08 During quiet hour?! Mar 02 01:12:24 no... definitely not. Mar 02 01:12:45 * Molly looks relieved Mar 02 01:13:50 Thank goodness! *she gains a look of mischief* we wouldn't want you down in the hold alone working at your wood whilst I hand too much time on my hands in our rooms... lunch? Mar 02 01:14:22 Quite so. Lunch. Mar 02 01:14:41 * Molly giggles, holding his hand as they head for the galley Mar 02 01:16:51 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Mar 02 01:27:32 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 02 01:28:08 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 02 01:37:08 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 02 09:32:28 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Mar 02 09:33:08 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 02 09:34:30 **when they come out with lunch, Betuana is leaving the ballroom. She smiles** I have been looking for you, Morgan. When will you be at leisure to talk? Mar 02 09:35:35 I can spare you a little time now... Mar 02 09:36:30 *Molly looks at him* I can eat in the ballroom if you need the study, my love? Mar 02 09:37:21 * Morgan nods Mar 02 09:37:23 Thank you blossom Mar 02 09:39:54 * Morgan nods to Betuana, before heading for his study Mar 02 09:40:07 * MollyK is now known as Betuana Mar 02 09:40:20 * Betuana follows along behind him Mar 02 09:41:14 * Betuana looks around his room "You get good light, and it is well-arranged" Mar 02 09:43:17 I forget this is the first time you've seen it... we were on the starboard side, but we moves to this one to make changes so Varick could have his own room that you can only get to through here Mar 02 09:43:37 * Morgan indicates a chair before sitting behind his desk, picking at his lunch Mar 02 09:45:55 * Betuana sits down, hands in her lap but at ease. The differences are only growing, Betuana not styling her hair or make-up in the Empire styles brought from the sheik's palace. She looks quite at ease, composed and not stirred by high emotion Mar 02 09:46:14 That is very practical. You are an attentive partner Mar 02 09:46:20 Parent* Mar 02 09:48:02 I like children, I always have Mar 02 09:48:54 * Betuana nods Mar 02 09:49:00 Most men do Mar 02 09:49:32 In your society perhaps. Mar 02 09:50:25 Xsarlac tells me the way women, children, and the elderly are treated in Theah Main is quite different Mar 02 09:51:03 * Morgan sighs Mar 02 09:51:21 So I'm told. I'm working on righting that. Mar 02 09:51:48 * Betuana nods Mar 02 09:52:22 I hope that seeing Capperlucian society will be inspiring Mar 02 09:52:40 * Morgan nods Mar 02 09:53:07 Its going to be... unusual for the responsibility for some things will not lay on me Mar 02 09:53:17 * Betuana nods Mar 02 09:53:36 You are used to being the head of your family, as am I Mar 02 09:54:00 * Morgan nods Mar 02 09:55:44 It is uncommon for me to deal directly with a husband and not a wife, and the reverse is true for you Mar 02 09:56:24 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 09:56:50 I will deal with whomever I need to deal with... Mar 02 09:57:04 * Betuana nods Mar 02 09:57:47 Let us move to the matter at hand, now we have exchanged some conversation Mar 02 09:58:01 * Morgan laughs quietly Mar 02 09:58:26 Ah, polite chit chat... for the record, you needn't have done that. Mar 02 09:59:45 I have met several people in the past from Theah Main. They require a warm up as our people would do before training with weapons. I've long thought it means their brain muscles are slow to heat. Mar 02 10:00:31 I've always thought it because they need to learn the... the flow of the conversation with another person. Mar 02 10:01:12 Interesting... in a method of assessing the advantage that could be gained? Mar 02 10:03:59 For some perhaps. For others its just a way of getting more comfortable. I'm sure you've noticed my way of speaking to HeinzHarold is wildly different to how to speak to Xsarlac. I think some people need small talk to get their minds into the 'style' of conversation with that person Mar 02 10:04:33 My people are normally more direct Mar 02 10:04:47 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:04:57 I've noticed... a difference in societal norms Mar 02 10:05:23 We have many. Our worlds are very different Mar 02 10:06:06 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:06:48 I said I would have a decision for you by lunchtime today. I was incorrect. Mar 02 10:07:11 * Morgan watches her for a moment Mar 02 10:07:12 right... Mar 02 10:07:42 I will not rush into a poor decision for the sake of expediency Mar 02 10:08:12 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:08:28 That is wise Mar 02 10:10:09 What is decided for Amir will affect him until his dying day. It should not be an easy decision. I accept the points you have made, and I am weighing them against my own points. Mar 02 10:10:23 Those being? Mar 02 10:11:51 That he is my blood and bone, and in my culture has a physical and spiritual entitlement to his mother. Also that I am best positioned to nurse him, as neither you nor your wife are lactating presently Mar 02 10:12:56 * Morgan leans back in his chair Mar 02 10:13:12 I see... do you know why we have goats onboard? Mar 02 10:13:54 Yes I do. You appreciate that nursing is more than just supplying milk, I presume. Mar 02 10:14:18 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:14:24 Yes, I suppose so Mar 02 10:16:32 My aim in this discussion is to confirm to you that I have not yet come to a final decision, and to open up further dialogue on -how- a transition could happen -if- that is the decision that I make. That is an important consideration in deciding Mar 02 10:17:55 Now, that statement would not sit terribly well with most people... they are uncomfortable with the directness... I, however, rather appreciate it. Mar 02 10:19:26 As I see it, in Theah Main we are supposed to swing verbal axes at each other until we chip away at each other's true position. I see no use in expending that energy when it can be put to better use Mar 02 10:20:59 * Morgan smiles Mar 02 10:21:08 Quite. Do you mind if I eat while we talk? Mar 02 10:21:50 Not at all Mar 02 10:22:27 * Morgan inclines his head, picking at the food Mar 02 10:22:36 Alright then... Mar 02 10:26:52 * Betuana waits patiently Mar 02 10:28:04 You have particular questions? Mar 02 10:28:35 How would-you- envision the transfer happening? Mar 02 10:31:44 We already care for him a fair amount... adjustments would be made to our sleeping arrangements until a suitable bed for him could be acquired.... Or made... Mar 02 10:32:14 He has a crib already that would not be needed by us Mar 02 10:32:50 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:32:52 Of course... Mar 02 10:33:15 You would intend it to be swift? Mar 02 10:35:54 I intend to do what is best for Amir. If he is better served by waiting longer, that is what we would do. I did not think you would wish to continue nursing or having him sleep in with you if that is the decision you make... and I think it would be easier on Amir for it to be fairly swift. Mar 02 10:37:51 You are correct. If that is what I decide, I will cease nursing and sharing a room with him, though I would consider expressing my milk to be given to him for the remainder of the journey, if that was the wish of your wife Mar 02 10:38:33 I don't think she'd have any issue with that, but of course that would be her choice Mar 02 10:38:44 * Betuana nods Mar 02 10:39:37 I believe it would be better, in that circumstance, for it to be in place before we reach Capperlucia Mar 02 10:40:08 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:40:13 I agree Mar 02 10:40:52 It would be pointless to separate our families there only for him to return to the ship when you leave Mar 02 10:41:05 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:41:29 I think it would be easier on him, too... change can be challenging for them Mar 02 10:42:38 Indeed. And though the circumstances of his birth are frowned up, there is a risk my children will bond with him quickly. There would be heartache when he parted them that could be avoided Mar 02 10:42:55 * Morgan nods Mar 02 10:43:04 You must be looking forward to seeing the rest of your children Mar 02 10:43:13 * Betuana smiles warmly Mar 02 10:43:23 Greatly. I miss them very much Mar 02 10:44:22 * Morgan nods, eating some food Mar 02 10:45:33 Amir has no documentation. Records made in the Empire are not distributed, especially to women Mar 02 10:45:57 * Morgan shrugs a little Mar 02 10:46:18 You may have noticed I am quite resourceful when its called for. Mar 02 10:46:26 * Betuana nods Mar 02 10:46:40 What religion would you give him? Mar 02 10:47:30 I would raise him in my own faith, but with an understanding of others. Mar 02 10:49:15 We believe that the soul of anyone born of a Capperlucian parent is always to return one day to Tina Atua Fafine, our divine mother Goddess Mar 02 10:51:10 You may accept that as fact but I imagine the Sheikh has beliefs of his own he considers fact... Mar 02 10:51:54 The unending supremacy of men. His views are completely opposed to Capperlucian views Mar 02 10:52:25 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 02 10:53:58 I've no interest in his beliefs... your mother goddess. Would she welcome Amir's soul if he was raised another way, if he was a good man? Mar 02 10:54:54 There is no good or bad to her, just as we love our children even when they go astray. Your God is more selective? Mar 02 10:57:59 I would not presume to know His mind... I -believe- he is forgiving Mar 02 10:58:10 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:01:08 Tina Atua Fafine is not a jealous goddess. She values community, love, and joy. She does not require the intense worship asked by other gods, just as a mother does not ask her children to always shower her with attention and gifts Mar 02 11:02:35 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:02:39 interesting... Mar 02 11:03:26 There will be many things about our culture and religion to learn, if you have a mind more inclined to intellectual pursuits Mar 02 11:05:27 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:06:02 I'm looking forward to trying the climbing walls Mar 02 11:06:13 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:06:22 They can be quite the challenge Mar 02 11:07:57 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:08:12 You cannot make progress if it is easy Mar 02 11:08:22 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:08:34 There are always healers at hand Mar 02 11:09:00 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Mar 02 11:10:15 I hope not to need them. Mar 02 11:10:25 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:11:08 If Amir was to join your family, what are your intentions about his father? Mar 02 11:11:24 In what respect? Mar 02 11:11:52 What contact do you intend to have with him? Mar 02 11:12:13 None whatsoever Mar 02 11:12:43 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:13:29 That is my preference. I presume he does not know who Mar 02 11:13:32 I am? Mar 02 11:14:23 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 02 11:15:01 No, he does not. I was not particularly forthcoming with details for him. Mar 02 11:15:28 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:15:45 Then our paths should never cross. To his benefit. Mar 02 11:15:56 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 02 11:16:27 That might also be the reason I never return to the Empire Mar 02 11:16:58 My memories of that is hazy. Did he give you great offence? Mar 02 11:18:31 The transaction caused a lot of damage to my marriage. It is mended now but... it is best that he and I are not in proximity Mar 02 11:18:47 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:19:04 I feel the same Mar 02 11:20:34 I was told you would Mar 02 11:21:18 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:21:40 His crimes would be beyond measure in Capperlucia Mar 02 11:22:31 It is their culture Mar 02 11:23:06 Their culture is cruel Mar 02 11:26:42 I'm inclined to agree Mar 02 11:29:55 Unfortunately meaningful change takes time and influence Mar 02 11:31:51 It does. It has been a long effort to bring Capperlucia to opening up to trade with the world Mar 02 11:32:16 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:32:56 I hope they'll... you'll be amenable to trading with us, but I want you to know that, even if it doesn't happen, returning you home makes the journey worth it Mar 02 11:33:11 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:34:37 It was my wish before I went missing. I anticipated trading with Castille or Vodacce, due to their proximity, but I will discuss these things with Molly in the weeks ahead Mar 02 11:35:12 * Morgan pulls a face briefly before nodding Mar 02 11:40:06 To summarise then, rather than make the small talk. I am considering the choices, your input on a transition matches well with mine, and at present I would like to continue sharing time with him so that he has time to get to know you in case that is the decision I come to. Mar 02 11:41:17 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:41:26 You do not doubt my reasons or intentions? Mar 02 11:43:18 No. You want to have Amir as your son because you love him and truly believe he is better with your family in Eisen than mine in Capperlucia. I know you do not do it as a way to keep a special leverage in negotiations. That is not how I negotiate anyway Mar 02 11:44:28 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:44:54 It'd be counterproductive as a negotiating tactic as well... Mar 02 11:45:33 It might be expected that I would feel an obligation or bond to my child's new family Mar 02 11:45:59 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:46:22 I had no considered that. Mar 02 11:46:32 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:46:50 Family is very important to my people Mar 02 11:47:17 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:47:48 It is not as important as it should be for most Mar 02 11:48:01 * Betuana nods Mar 02 11:48:14 I agree. Do you have questions for me? Mar 02 11:49:17 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 02 11:49:26 No, I think we are on the same page, so to speak Mar 02 11:50:18 * Betuana nods "very good. I will leave you to your lunch. After two would you like to have him until after dinner?" Mar 02 11:50:50 * Morgan nods Mar 02 11:51:07 Yes, we'd like that very much Mar 02 11:53:09 * Betuana nods "I will have Xsarlac bring him. Thank you for your time" Mar 02 11:53:43 * Morgan inclines his head, getting up to show her out Mar 02 11:54:17 * Betuana goes, thanking him for holding the door Mar 02 11:54:29 * Betuana is now known as Ulysses Mar 02 11:54:52 * Ulysses is on the desk filching bits of Morgan's lunch with a furry paw Mar 02 11:56:59 * Morgan picks him up, placing him at the far end of the desk as he sits back down Mar 02 11:57:06 Opportunistic bugger aren't you Mar 02 11:58:11 * Ulysses purrs, rolling on his back to show his belly Mar 02 11:59:06 * Morgan rubs the cats belly before handing him a bit of meat Mar 02 11:59:10 [we're done blossom] Mar 02 11:59:20 * Ulysses is now known as Molly Mar 02 11:59:42 * Molly appears very quickly, sitting in the seat Betuana had and fussing the cat Mar 02 11:59:49 What did she say? Mar 02 12:00:46 alright... I petitioned her to leave Amir with us. She is thinking about it, and wanted to discuss it further. Mar 02 12:00:59 * Molly nods Mar 02 12:01:14 Alright... that's not an outright no... Mar 02 12:02:07 No, its not. SHe's giving it proper thought. She had said she would have a decision today but... it requires more thought Mar 02 12:03:14 * Molly nods slowly again Mar 02 12:03:24 Alright... is that good, or bad? Mar 02 12:03:43 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 12:03:45 I don't know Mar 02 12:04:14 * Molly nods Mar 02 12:04:27 Could you tell me what her arguments are? Mar 02 12:06:06 That in their culture Amir has a physical and spiritual entitlement to his mother, and that she is best suited to nurse him since neither you nor I are lactating right now... Mar 02 12:06:19 * Molly smiles slightly Mar 02 12:06:45 Damned impractical of us, my love. We should have planned better for the child we did not know was coming! Mar 02 12:07:23 * Morgan nods Mar 02 12:07:40 She's asked if we'd like to have him after quiet hour til dinner Mar 02 12:07:53 * Molly nods, eyes lighting up Mar 02 12:07:58 Absolutely! Mar 02 12:08:14 * Morgan nods Mar 02 12:08:24 Obviously I'll be talking to Edward Mar 02 12:08:33 * Molly nods Mar 02 12:08:56 I'd imagine you need us to give you privacy? Mar 02 12:10:05 Probably... Mar 02 12:10:38 * Molly chews her lip Mar 02 12:10:52 Can we feel at all hopeful, do you think? Mar 02 12:11:25 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 12:11:33 I don't know. She is giving it proper thought Mar 02 12:11:51 Are -you- hopeful? Mar 02 12:13:56 Some, yes... Mar 02 12:14:22 * Molly smiles Mar 02 12:14:51 If she loved him deeply, there would be no consideration at all? Mar 02 12:16:08 She says she loves him... I don't think she is lying, but I wonder if its that she remembers feeling that love. Mar 02 12:17:35 * Molly nods Mar 02 12:17:59 There's nothing I could be offered that would make me consider giving up Varick Mar 02 12:18:33 But you are not experiencing the change she is... the circumstance of her pregnancy... Mar 02 12:20:50 No, I am loving the boy I did not get to carry in my body or nurse, a boy whose father murdered his mother, and whose step mother almost cause my death. I love fiercely. The circumstance of pregnancy would not prevent that for me Mar 02 12:21:51 I know love. I know. Mar 02 12:23:27 * Molly chews her lip. A subtle paw reaches towards the plate rim again Mar 02 12:24:06 * Morgan taps it before dropping a small bit of meat on the desk Mar 02 12:25:28 *the cat eats it* Mar 02 12:25:37 How long do you think we'll have to wait? Mar 02 12:25:44 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 12:25:49 I have absolutely no idea Mar 02 12:37:17 * Molly nods Mar 02 12:38:03 Alright. Do you have much to do in quiet hour? It won't be long Mar 02 12:38:18 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 02 12:39:06 If you did not sleep well, do you need a nap? Mar 02 12:40:02 That might be nice, actually Mar 02 12:40:34 * Molly nods, smiling Mar 02 12:40:42 We can snuggle up Mar 02 12:41:03 * Morgan nods Mar 02 12:41:06 exactly Mar 02 12:42:08 * that is what they do once Varick is settled in his room, her giving Morgan the choice of where to nap* Mar 02 12:42:40 * Morgan settles on the couch Mar 02 12:43:20 * Molly lies close, the couch quite narrow Mar 02 12:44:39 This is nice Mar 02 12:44:54 * Morgan nods Mar 02 12:45:01 Yes, I thought it might be Mar 02 12:45:30 You imagine lying closely with me often, my Lord? Mar 02 12:45:45 * Morgan nods Mar 02 12:45:50 I do, a lot Mar 02 12:46:02 And not just to be intimate? Mar 02 12:51:27 This -is- intimate. Mar 02 12:51:51 Sexually intimate, I mean Mar 02 12:52:03 I know... Mar 02 12:56:39 You yearn for -this- intimacy often? Mar 02 12:56:59 More than you might imagine Mar 02 12:59:15 Really? Mar 02 13:01:06 * Morgan nods Mar 02 13:05:00 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 02 13:06:40 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 02 13:06:55 You need only say Mar 02 13:07:02 * Morgan nods Mar 02 13:07:10 Don't really have much opportunity Mar 02 13:07:36 I will make the time, my love. It's important Mar 02 13:08:24 * Morgan nods Mar 02 13:08:37 Are you alright with the shifts I have been asked to do? Mar 02 13:09:36 Of course, my love Mar 02 13:12:58 * Morgan nods Mar 02 13:13:05 ok... I'll let Sorgi know Mar 02 13:13:18 * MollyK nods, closing her eyes Mar 02 13:13:21 Mmhmm Mar 02 13:16:10 * Morgan nods, settling down Mar 02 13:18:29 *He starts to dream something new. In the monestary she had taken an immediate dislike to Kai, rather than them getting on well. When Siegfried had given her the ship, it had been Captain Tsaylur who had offered the aid Molly needed. She seemed to be slipping from his life, the decision to not marry Jaeger immediate and to sail for trade immediate, Mar 02 13:18:30 confidence boosted by the Montaigne Captain. It wasn’t until the Port in San Lorenzo that the fear of losing her and the fear of harming Edward and the fear of whether his parents and best friends would even accept him back in Sudlachenburg and their lives had overwhelmed him. He’d drank a small fortune just to get mildly drunk, and decided in his Mar 02 13:18:30 wisdom to go up to say goodbye before his dawn sailing. He wasn’t quite sure how they’d escalated from a sweet, tender goodbye kiss to the awful post-orgasm clarity as he’d slipped from her body and her bed afterwards, but he had taken guilty and agony alongside his kit bag and not even said goodbye. Mar 02 13:18:54 *He’d found it impossible to stay in Sudlachenburg despite the welcome, and impossible to face Tawstock, and so he’d wandered the rest of the winter and spring, working here and there, only a letter to Catherine asking for a few months off. He had managed to outrun most of his feelings until finally at the beginning of May he’d gone back to Mar 02 13:18:54 Tawstock, fed up of travelling but belonging nowhere. Catherine had been in Carleon, no parties for the tawstock staff to have gossip of. He hears that Molly had docked the Rose there in February, having all her possessions taken by the staff to her ship, but nothing since. The guilt at not having cleared the air and sent her off with a maritime Mar 02 13:18:54 blessing weighs at him. Even this mid- July party he’s presently having to be at isn’t distracting him much. It’s early afternoon on Friday, guests arriving, when he sees Captain Tsaylur’s coach pull into the yard. He hasn’t seen her since the monastery either* Mar 02 13:20:45 * MollyK is now known as Siobahn Mar 02 13:21:48 * Morgan walks toward the coach Mar 02 13:22:47 * Siobahn climbs out, making sure she has everything. A few of her crew mates follow her out. She smiles at Morgan Mar 02 13:23:53 Hello, Morgan. I wasn't sure you'd be here *her accent hasn't changed* Mar 02 13:24:29 Captain. I've not been back very long. How are you? Mar 02 13:24:53 I am well. I have been looking forward to seeing you all Mar 02 13:25:47 * Morgan nods Mar 02 13:25:55 I'll have your luggage taken to your rooms Mar 02 13:26:16 Thank you. Are you well? Mar 02 13:26:32 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 13:26:37 As well as I can be Mar 02 13:28:24 * Siobahn nods "have you seen Molly?" Mar 02 13:28:58 Not since she sailed from San Lorenzo Mar 02 13:29:18 * Siobahn looks shocked "you write though?" Mar 02 13:29:46 No... no we don't Mar 02 13:31:41 I saw the Rose is docked. She's not in the main dock, there's a quiet one behind the Salavagers. I thought she might have tried to walk up here to see you Mar 02 13:32:23 What do you mean... -tried- to walk? Mar 02 13:33:27 * Siobahn smiles "she waddles more than walks! She's staying with her parents until she's churched, you could visit her there?" Mar 02 13:34:16 * Morgan looks confused momentarily Mar 02 13:34:24 wait.. you're saying she's... Mar 02 13:34:50 Enciente... pregnant. Mar 02 13:35:10 Oh. I see. Mar 02 13:36:05 She's done so well to get trade going at the same time. She's a self-made woman Mar 02 13:36:56 * Morgan nods Mar 02 13:36:58 She's married? Mar 02 13:37:07 * Siobahn shakes her head Mar 02 13:37:38 No, but a woman who owns her own ship doesn't need a husband Mar 02 13:38:15 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 02 13:38:23 Who... who is the father? Mar 02 13:38:35 * Siobahn shrugs Mar 02 13:38:46 I do not know. She has never told me Mar 02 13:39:22 Thats surprising. Mar 02 13:40:30 I get the feeling it was not a happy experience. She has had my love and support, I do not need to know how it happened. Women are wronged by men often Mar 02 13:40:53 * Morgan nods, looking upset Mar 02 13:40:56 Yes, they do Mar 02 13:41:15 * Siobahn misreads it Mar 02 13:42:23 Don't worry, she's going to be well. She has her mother and the midwife, and once she and the baby are able she will be back to work and making money Mar 02 13:42:47 * Morgan nods, nod looking at her Mar 02 13:43:46 Maybe this evening we can catch up about your own travels? Mar 02 13:45:04 * Morgan nods Mar 02 13:45:12 Yes, I'll be around Mar 02 13:46:25 * Siobahn goes indoors with her crew. The courtyard is now quiet, only the movement of a groom tending guests horses, equine visitors no doubt annoying Xantha Mar 02 13:46:53 * Morgan heads to the stable, saddling up his horse Mar 02 13:47:12 *xantha seems cooperative* Mar 02 13:47:51 * Morgan eyes him suspiciously before mounting up, heading towards Molly's parents Mar 02 13:48:04 * Siobahn is now known as David Mar 02 13:48:30 * David is out the front of the house, applying varnish to a nursing chair Mar 02 13:49:21 * Morgan climbs down from Xantha Mar 02 13:49:24 Mr Forrester Mar 02 13:49:46 * David stands up, resting the brush on the tin can Mar 02 13:50:03 Good afternoon, Master Hockridge, what can I do for you? Mar 02 13:50:26 I understand Molly is here... Mar 02 13:51:03 She's staying for a few months. If you need to see her, she's down at the ship presently Mar 02 13:51:43 * Morgan inclines his head, climbing back into the saddle and heading for the docks Mar 02 13:52:14 *He can see the Coral, but not the Rose. He knows where the salvagers are though Mar 02 13:52:58 * Morgan continues on to salvagers Mar 02 13:55:16 *The ship is absolutely huge. It makes no sense that she could be Eisen's fastest ship. Her wood is dark,and she flies an Avalonian flag. She's concealed in this area, like a secret. Mar 02 13:56:40 * Morgan whistles quietly Mar 02 13:56:50 Christ Xantha, look at the size of her Mar 02 13:57:19 *the horse makes a derisory snort* Mar 02 13:57:34 * Morgan nods, climbing down Mar 02 13:57:36 Stay put Mar 02 13:57:55 *the horse doesn't move* Mar 02 13:58:11 * Morgan walks to the gangplank, calling up Mar 02 13:58:36 *a man calls back to come aboard* Mar 02 13:58:50 * Morgan walks up onto the deck, looking round Mar 02 13:59:25 *there's plenty of crew cleaning her. The man is older* Mar 02 13:59:44 M: I help you, sir? Mar 02 14:00:38 I'm looking for the owner of this... unlikely... ship Mar 02 14:01:12 *he looks vaguely protective* She's below. I'll take ye down Mar 02 14:01:42 * Morgan nods Mar 02 14:02:53 *the ship is gorgeous. The crewman leads him belowstairs. The wood is dark inside too, impeccably clean. It smells of beeswax, lavender, and lemon* Mar 02 14:03:41 * Morgan briefly touches the panelling as he passes, following the crewman Mar 02 14:04:52 *the ship seems to go on and on, so many doors. Finally they get to a door at the stern, and the man knocks* Visitor for ye, Cap'n Mar 02 14:04:58 * David is now known as Molly Mar 02 14:05:18 * Molly calls back *Thank you Jefferson, send them in* Mar 02 14:05:34 *the man opens the door for him* Mar 02 14:06:33 * Morgan inclines his head, going into the room Mar 02 14:09:03 *Jefferson shuts the door behind him. The study is dark wood too, but there's lots of pretty decor, cushions, plants. She's reaching up to dust a bookshelf. Her belly touches it. In trousers that come up over her bump and a tucked in blouse that shows her bust, she looks comfortable despite the fact she must be only a few weeks from delivery. She Mar 02 14:09:03 doesn't look over before saying "yes?" Mar 02 14:09:38 * Morgan watches her Mar 02 14:09:41 Captain Mar 02 14:10:12 * Molly draws a breath a moment before turning. She watches him Mar 02 14:10:33 Good afternoon Mar 02 14:11:54 This is... awkward. Mar 02 14:12:09 Is it? Mar 02 14:12:17 You don't think so? Mar 02 14:12:24 * Molly watches him, playing her cards close Mar 02 14:12:32 Not really, no Mar 02 14:13:28 * Morgan nods Mar 02 14:13:32 Just me then Mar 02 14:13:54 * Molly nods Mar 02 14:14:00 Do you want a drink? Mar 02 14:14:55 Please Mar 02 14:15:27 * Molly pours a single glass of whiskey, bringing it to him before resting against the desk Mar 02 14:16:02 How can I help you? Mar 02 14:16:18 * Morgan downs his whiskey Mar 02 14:16:25 I owe you an apology Mar 02 14:16:36 * Molly shrugs Mar 02 14:16:45 It doesn't matter now Mar 02 14:17:07 I see. Would you rather I leave? Mar 02 14:17:36 No, that is fine. Help yourself to more Mar 02 14:18:34 * Morgan nods, not moving Mar 02 14:20:02 * Molly suddenly shifts a little to one side before putting a hand beneath her right breast and gently pushing down at the top of her bump Mar 02 14:20:22 * Molly murmurs "Steady on, you..." to her belly Mar 02 14:21:21 How long do you have left? Mar 02 14:21:49 Until the middle of August, so... three weeks? Mar 02 14:22:25 * Morgan nods Mar 02 14:23:02 Captain Tsaylur tells me you are not married... Mar 02 14:23:12 * Molly shakes her head Mar 02 14:23:17 No, I'm not Mar 02 14:23:24 What of the childs father? Mar 02 14:23:39 What of him? Mar 02 14:24:01 You are not with him? Is he supportive? Mar 02 14:24:16 * Molly watches him Mar 02 14:24:28 I am not, and he is not in the picture Mar 02 14:24:45 * Morgan nods, frowning Mar 02 14:27:10 He would not be a good example for the child? Mar 02 14:27:30 Whether he would or not doesn't matter. I am having my daughter alone Mar 02 14:29:54 A daughter. It sounds like you don't -want- her father involved Mar 02 14:30:49 She wasn't at all intentional. I love her, I am overjoyed that I will be her mother. Mar 02 14:31:12 * Molly rubs her bump in one spot before smiling Mar 02 14:31:24 * Morgan watches her, looking troubled Mar 02 14:31:36 I'm sorry I left without a word Mar 02 14:32:00 * Molly shrugs, but he can see a little pain in her micro-expression Mar 02 14:32:34 You regretted it. I understand. Neither of us was sober or particularly rational. It happens Mar 02 14:32:50 I felt guilty... thats not the same. Mar 02 14:33:22 I hope you have found some peace from it Mar 02 14:35:49 Not especially... mostly know I torture myself at how badly I treated you Mar 02 14:36:40 * Molly shrugs, smiling a little Mar 02 14:37:12 It was a mistake. There's nothing to come from being cruel to yourself Mar 02 14:37:46 * Morgan briefly looks hurt, looking down at his glass Mar 02 14:38:32 * Molly makes a little yelp Mar 02 14:38:49 * Morgan looks to her quickly Mar 02 14:39:04 Sorry, that was a solid headbutt to the bladder! Mar 02 14:39:15 * Morgan nods Mar 02 14:39:21 Is she mine? Mar 02 14:39:54 * Molly pauses a moment "I am neither going to confirm or deny that" Mar 02 14:40:07 Why? Mar 02 14:41:10 Because if she was, and I did, I would lose control of the situation and I could lose her. Mar 02 14:41:23 You think so little of me? Mar 02 14:42:07 I think so much of -her-. How could I risk losing her? She is the reason I love each day Mar 02 14:42:17 Live* Mar 02 14:43:07 * Morgan sighs Mar 02 14:44:39 We've been fine, all these months. I've worked so, so hard for my little girl, so that when she's born we have a good life Mar 02 14:45:05 * Morgan nods Mar 02 14:45:17 You always could achieve anything you set your mind to. Mar 02 14:45:25 * Molly smiles Mar 02 14:45:32 Thank you, that's kind Mar 02 14:46:15 * Morgan sighs, looking desperately unhappy Mar 02 14:46:49 I'm not here to bring my state to your attention... Mar 02 14:47:52 I miss you, Molly... I have done since... Mar 02 14:48:07 * Molly nods Mar 02 14:48:35 And I You. But I won't have you obligated to us. We need nothing. Mar 02 14:49:12 Why would I be obligated if she is not mine? Mar 02 14:50:04 Because you are, beneath the demeanour you present, a good, caring man, and you would want to do whatever it took to care for a friend and her child Mar 02 14:50:55 * Morgan sighs Mar 02 14:52:41 * Molly strokes her stomach again, a hand on each side. He can see the baby move Mar 02 14:52:54 We'll be here until I am churched Mar 02 14:53:15 And yet... it feels like you are slipping away from me once more Mar 02 14:53:59 We weren't ever really together for me to slip away from... it was just one night... Mar 02 14:55:21 I mean... before that... You had the ship, the freedom... you didn't need me anymore Mar 02 14:55:44 * Molly watches him, frowning slightly Mar 02 14:56:09 I never stopped needing you, Morgan. You were just never mine to choose. Mar 02 14:56:28 * Morgan shrugs slightly Mar 02 14:58:40 I didn't realise how I needed you. How much the idea that you would not be near me troubled me Mar 02 14:59:14 I didn't want to leave you behind, but you wanted your anonymity and your job at Catherine's... there was no place in your life for me Mar 02 15:01:56 I have come to realise I would've -made- a place for you. I went home... Mar 02 15:02:14 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:02:59 How was that? *she stands up, once more pushing the baby down a little* Mar 02 15:03:41 They welcomed me back. I couldn't stay... I couldn't face being here Mar 02 15:03:51 * Molly nods sadly Mar 02 15:04:05 Sometimes it feels like there is nowhere that is home... Mar 02 15:04:18 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:05:10 Just... always felt like something was missing Mar 02 15:05:27 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:05:58 I had felt that way here, until I felt her move Mar 02 15:06:13 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:06:16 I'm glad you have that Mar 02 15:07:21 Me too. I don't regret a single thing that brought her to me. *she glances around a minute* what do you think of my new home? Mar 02 15:07:43 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:07:59 The sailor in me says its ridiculous. But she is quite magnificent Mar 02 15:08:19 You sailed? Not just as a passenger? Mar 02 15:08:39 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:08:47 I did, yes Mar 02 15:09:35 That's interesting, I never knew Mar 02 15:10:02 I was never exactly forthcoming about myself Mar 02 15:10:38 * Molly sits on the couch, tucking a cushion into the small of her back. It's an odd combination to see a pregnant woman in trousers Mar 02 15:10:48 No, you weren't really Mar 02 15:11:32 * Morgan sighs Mar 02 15:11:39 I should have been. About a great many things Mar 02 15:12:32 * Molly nods slowly Mar 02 15:12:54 I'll be here close to three months. Maybe we could try that? Mar 02 15:13:28 To what end? I've already lost you from my life Mar 02 15:14:02 * Molly watches him Mar 02 15:14:49 Can I -trust- you? Like really, really trust you to not hurt me again? Mar 02 15:15:30 * Morgan looks deeply unhappy Mar 02 15:15:53 I'm sorry I hurt you. I will do whatever it takes to never make you feel that again Mar 02 15:16:27 * Molly kicks off her shoes with some difficulty, in stockinged feet Mar 02 15:16:40 Promise me my daughter is safe... Mar 02 15:16:50 Safe from -what-? Mar 02 15:17:21 Being separated from me. By -anyone-. Mar 02 15:18:41 Why would she be? Mar 02 15:19:13 Because our laws in Avalon make her her Father's possession, not mine Mar 02 15:20:10 But only you know who her father is, so... no-one could take her Mar 02 15:20:37 Unless they know who Mar 02 15:21:26 But... no-one does Mar 02 15:21:34 Not yet... Mar 02 15:22:11 Are we talking, hypothetically... an Eisen family? Mar 02 15:22:22 * Molly smiles slightly Mar 02 15:22:44 Hypothetically... half Eisen, half Avalon... Mar 02 15:23:07 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:23:30 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:23:37 I would permit no-one to take her from you Mar 02 15:23:47 * Molly watches him closely Mar 02 15:23:53 Even yourself? Mar 02 15:24:06 -noone- Mar 02 15:24:16 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:24:41 My first time with you was my first time... and my last time. My only time. Mar 02 15:25:03 I see. Mar 02 15:25:25 * Molly watches him still, scrutinising his expression Mar 02 15:25:54 Would you mind if I refill my glass? Mar 02 15:26:04 * Molly shakes her head Mar 02 15:26:12 Not at all, I've plenty Mar 02 15:26:45 * Morgan nods, moving to pour more whiskey Mar 02 15:27:11 Unfortunately, one of the things about me... this stuff has very little effect on me Mar 02 15:27:28 * Molly watches him, putting a cushion on the couch and putting her feet up on it Mar 02 15:27:43 Except for eight months ago Mar 02 15:28:15 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 02 15:30:13 I could not bear the thought of you sailing off, not having you to talk to, but the thought of going home, whether or not I'd be welcomed... eventually I came to the conclusion that it would be a good idea to come and say goodbye. The tavern had made a -lot- of money by that point Mar 02 15:30:33 * Molly smiles Mar 02 15:30:55 You were rather tipsy, liebes herz Mar 02 15:31:14 * Morgan sighs Mar 02 15:31:23 I can't tell you how much I've missed hearing that Mar 02 15:31:42 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:32:25 I recall sometimes that night, through the haziness of the drink, and the tenderness of you whispering it in my ear Mar 02 15:32:39 * Morgan blushes Mar 02 15:33:53 It was unwise of us, but it felt so very beautiful in the moment Mar 02 15:34:18 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:35:25 * Molly closes her eyes. It's not a conscious gesture of trust, but it demonstrates it regardless Mar 02 15:36:02 * Morgan watches her, sipping his drink Mar 02 15:36:15 I wanted that night to last forever... and it some ways, it has *she gently strokes her belly* Mar 02 15:36:32 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:38:24 * Molly smiles, eyes still closed. She gently presses her tummy, then lifts her hand. A moment later, he sees the kick there Mar 02 15:38:49 You think it a girl? Mar 02 15:39:05 Oh, you'll think it silly for sure... Mar 02 15:39:31 Will I? Mar 02 15:39:41 Mmhmm... I've dreamt of her Mar 02 15:40:43 Oh? Mar 02 15:40:52 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:41:02 She has my hair. Your eyes. Mar 02 15:41:24 I suppose you'll find out in a few weeks Mar 02 15:41:40 * Molly nods, opening one eye to glance at him Mar 02 15:41:50 You will not wish to be involved? Mar 02 15:42:13 You... made it fairly clear you do not want me involved Mar 02 15:43:13 I don't want to lose her. I was concerned that you would either feel obligated to us, or would feel she is not safe enough with me Mar 02 15:43:41 I will find it -incredibly- hard once you leave... Mar 02 15:44:16 Why? You have managed so far, and you definitely did not want to have a child with me Mar 02 15:44:39 * Morgan sighs Mar 02 15:44:43 If that is what you wish Mar 02 15:44:52 * Molly looks frustrated Mar 02 15:45:42 Liebes herz, might we discuss it without dancing around each other? My feet hurt and I had to pee three times in the night! Mar 02 15:46:11 Can I sit? Mar 02 15:46:22 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:46:29 Of course Mar 02 15:46:31 * Morgan nods, finding somewhere to sit Mar 02 15:46:51 I can move my legs if you wanted to sit with me Mar 02 15:47:05 No, I would not see you uncomfortable Mar 02 15:47:27 * Molly glances at her belly Mar 02 15:47:55 It's hard to be fully comfortable as big and unwieldy as this! Mar 02 15:48:16 -more- uncomfortable then Mar 02 15:49:39 * Molly nods, playing the same press and kick game again Mar 02 15:50:29 I want to be involved... I don't want to lose you again but... eventually you will set sail again Mar 02 15:51:39 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:52:45 I -love- sailing. I just -love- the feeling, and the freedom, and how everything rests on your wits and your luck. Mar 02 15:53:26 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:53:31 I understand Mar 02 15:54:49 I don't want to live in Tawstock. I don't want to hear them say how the girl they called a whore eventually whelped a bastard child and how right they were all along. This isn't a home for me or our daughter Mar 02 15:55:04 * Morgan frowns Mar 02 15:55:07 They'd only say it once Mar 02 15:56:53 Would you come with us? Mar 02 15:57:16 Sailing? Mar 02 15:57:26 * Molly nods Mar 02 15:57:41 God knows I'm always in need of talented hands! Mar 02 15:58:08 So... you would want me to work for you? Mar 02 15:58:42 I have no idea. It's all happened very quickly Mar 02 15:58:53 * Morgan nods Mar 02 15:58:59 It has rather Mar 02 15:59:50 Would you be happy working for me? Mar 02 16:00:05 It would be quite the role reversal Mar 02 16:00:15 * Molly smiles Mar 02 16:00:57 I -could- do with a second in command. It's going to be difficult running a watch whilst nursing Mar 02 16:01:33 You'd probably best check that the person you offer that to is qualified... Mar 02 16:01:44 * Molly smiles Mar 02 16:02:01 And are you? Mar 02 16:02:14 I think so... maybe. Mar 02 16:02:21 I've done a bit of sailing Mar 02 16:02:45 You'll soon pick it up. No one expects perfection the first time Mar 02 16:03:34 Not exactly my first time. Though I've never commanded a watch... Mar 02 16:04:06 * Molly nods Mar 02 16:04:22 We'll figure it out together, if you'll come with us? Mar 02 16:05:06 maybe. God knows I'm not happy here Mar 02 16:05:15 * Molly nods Mar 02 16:05:22 Do you want to feel her? Mar 02 16:05:39 * Morgan nods Mar 02 16:07:09 * Molly beckons him over Mar 02 16:07:55 * Morgan moves closer Mar 02 16:08:37 * Molly reclines more, stretching out. She puts her hand over the top right side of her bump Mar 02 16:09:49 Her bottom is up here... legs over here *she moves her hand to her left, then very low down* her head is way down here* Mar 02 16:10:38 * Morgan nods, tapping gently along her flank Mar 02 16:11:08 *this baby is familiar with this, immediately kicking there* Mar 02 16:11:56 What would you have me do? Would you let me spend time with her? Mar 02 16:12:10 If you lived here? Mar 02 16:12:33 Or if I came with you Mar 02 16:12:40 * Molly nods Mar 02 16:13:21 I wish you would come with us. I don't want to give up my ship. God, she's fast. If you love sailing, you will love her! Mar 02 16:14:07 * Morgan nods Mar 02 16:14:18 I do miss sailing Mar 02 16:14:45 * Molly smiles "And I'd want you to spend time with her, all the time" Mar 02 16:15:00 And you and I? Mar 02 16:18:08 I never stopped loving you, liebes herz Mar 02 16:18:19 you... you love me? Mar 02 16:18:28 * Molly nods Mar 02 16:18:49 I have done since about the time we went to Carleon Mar 02 16:19:52 * Morgan looks surprised Mar 02 16:21:18 I thought I told you... Mar 02 16:21:42 If you did, it did not sink in Mar 02 16:22:53 Oh... *she shrugs a little* it doesn't need to be a problem Mar 02 16:23:28 You assume I do not feel the same Mar 02 16:23:47 Do you? Mar 02 16:23:59 * Morgan nods Mar 02 16:24:04 It is difficult for me but... yes Mar 02 16:24:16 * Molly nods a little Mar 02 16:24:40 Alright... Mar 02 16:38:18 * Morgan sighs Mar 02 16:38:47 Its difficult Mar 02 16:40:21 I'm sorry. You do know I never set out to make you fall in love with me? Mar 02 16:40:55 * Morgan nods Mar 02 16:40:58 I know Mar 02 16:41:24 * Molly nods. The baby kicks his hand Mar 02 16:43:54 Well, you, I imagine I'll love you from this moment onwards Mar 02 16:44:14 * Molly smiles Mar 02 16:44:31 She's going to adore her daddy... Mar 02 16:45:15 I hope so. It'll be a while before the ship sails... Mar 02 16:45:39 * Molly nods Mar 02 16:45:45 Yes, it will Mar 02 16:48:01 Where will you go? Mar 02 16:48:15 * Molly puts her hand over his, over their baby Mar 02 16:48:20 When we sail? Mar 02 16:49:07 * Morgan nods Mar 02 16:50:24 North... Carleon, Highland Marches, Innismore... that's what I've been doing so far. But the world would be our oyster... Mar 02 16:51:41 * Morgan nods Mar 02 16:52:55 * Molly shifts a little, moving until she can kiss him softly Mar 02 16:53:29 * Morgan makes a noise of surprise but makes no move to pull away Mar 02 16:54:33 * Molly gently softens her lips. There's another little kick against his palm Mar 02 16:55:05 * Morgan gropes around for somewhere to put his glass, before raising that hand to her face Mar 02 16:56:43 * Molly makes a little happy sound. She doesn't move back much, just a little so she can see his eyes Mar 02 16:57:06 I want to make a life with you Mar 02 16:57:49 I think... we have already... Mar 02 16:58:36 * Molly smiles, kissing him again before saying "I want to make a -future- with you..." Mar 02 16:59:43 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:00:56 What if.... what if you pack your things and live with me, here? Mar 02 17:02:02 But... what about Lady Torrington? I've already left her without warning once... Mar 02 17:02:39 She can get a new master at arms, but our daughter won't have another daddy... Mar 02 17:03:37 No, I just mean... she should have warning, thats all... though... I could ride down each... what about Xantha? Mar 02 17:05:21 Hmmm... it's a bit uncommon for me... what about Violet, or Primrose? Mar 02 17:05:31 * Morgan blinks Mar 02 17:06:09 No... he's... look, I know you're uncomfortable but... would you come down to the dock? I want you to meet someone important Mar 02 17:07:57 * Molly nods, kissing him once more, tongue gently touching his lip before she moves away a little "yes... but could you do my shoes for me?" Mar 02 17:08:19 * Morgan nods, picking them up to put on her Mar 02 17:08:38 Don't tickle, okay? Mar 02 17:08:58 * Morgan nods, putting each shoe on gently Mar 02 17:10:07 * Molly smiles,thanking him. She stands up, stretching and pushing gently down again Mar 02 17:10:22 I swear she must have your height! Mar 02 17:10:41 We'll see before too long I suppose Mar 02 17:10:51 * Molly nods Mar 02 17:11:01 A few weeks. You'll wish to be there? Mar 02 17:11:19 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:11:22 I think so, yes Mar 02 17:11:53 Not in the room, of course Mar 02 17:12:46 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:12:54 Whatever you need me to do Mar 02 17:13:31 I'd not spoil any enthusiasm you might have after I've been churched! Mar 02 17:14:00 * Morgan nods, going to the door Mar 02 17:14:04 Are you ready? Mar 02 17:14:21 * Molly nods, following him Mar 02 17:15:01 * Morgan leads her slowly down onto the dock, to the waiting horse Mar 02 17:16:14 Oh look at this gorgeous boy! Mar 02 17:17:03 * Morgan puts his hand on the horses face Mar 02 17:17:24 Be nice... this is Molly... and my baby... Mar 02 17:18:11 *Xantha makes a huff like he's put out* Mar 02 17:19:05 Molly... this is Xantha. He was my horse during the war. We've been through a lot together... I brought him back from EIsen Mar 02 17:20:42 * Molly speaks quietly "Hi Xantha... aren't you a lovely big boy, hmm?" He looks at her with curiosity, sniffing her outstretched hand Mar 02 17:20:53 He's gorgeous Mar 02 17:21:05 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:21:29 He's... my friend. If I am to come with you... I don't want to leave him here Mar 02 17:21:43 Does he sail well? Mar 02 17:22:01 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 02 17:22:11 Yes, he does. Which is just as well Mar 02 17:22:18 * Molly nods Mar 02 17:22:36 He's more than welcome to join us Mar 02 17:22:56 * Morgan nods, rubbing the horses cheek Mar 02 17:23:26 *Xantha sniffs at Molly's belly* Mar 02 17:24:13 * Morgan watches him Mar 02 17:24:38 He carried his sailor across more battlefields than he deserved to see Mar 02 17:24:54 * Molly watches him Mar 02 17:25:11 Maybe it's time for you both to get some peace now Mar 02 17:25:24 maybe Mar 02 17:25:45 * Molly watches him, smiling Mar 02 17:25:50 Thank you for coming Mar 02 17:27:07 Thank you for not throwing me out as soon as you realised it was me Mar 02 17:27:26 I rather knew we had something special in common Mar 02 17:28:20 *there's another ship sailing in, much smaller* Mar 02 17:29:16 * Morgan nods, looking toward the ship Mar 02 17:29:45 We do Mar 02 17:29:49 There's another one about to be marked as damaged... Mar 02 17:30:07 What happened to yours to be here? Mar 02 17:31:27 Simply that my Father wants my pregnancy to be less on show to the town. But normally they bring them in here, stage some damage and falsify claims for insurance Mar 02 17:32:20 * Morgan nods, watching the smaller ship Mar 02 17:32:26 -god- I miss the sea Mar 02 17:34:18 * Molly smiles Mar 02 17:34:40 I'll take you there, I just have some work to do first Mar 02 17:35:00 * Morgan nods, looking round Mar 02 17:35:22 In that case... Lieutenant commander Koertig requesting permission to bring his things aboard Mar 02 17:37:05 * Molly smiles warmly wrapping her arms around his neck, belly against his lower belly "Yes! Please do!" Mar 02 17:37:23 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:38:12 I suppose I'd best find you a bunk... Mar 02 17:38:22 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:38:23 * Molly watches him with a smile Mar 02 17:38:27 Yes, I suppose so Mar 02 17:38:51 * Molly pats her belly "we take up rather a lot of space...9 Mar 02 17:39:23 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:39:26 I have noticed Mar 02 17:39:51 You'd be pushed right to the edge in my bed Mar 02 17:40:35 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 17:40:39 I don't sleep much Mar 02 17:41:15 Nor does your daughter. You'd have company Mar 02 17:41:39 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:42:08 I'd best get back... I still have duties to attend to Mar 02 17:42:27 When will you be back? Mar 02 17:42:56 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 17:43:02 You know how late those idiots are to bed Mar 02 17:43:12 You'll come tonight? Mar 02 17:43:42 If you wish... but it will be late... Mar 02 17:44:59 I can wait for you... *she looks up at him* I'll always wait for you Mar 02 17:45:21 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:45:29 Go to sleep if you need to... Mar 02 17:45:42 You'll join me? Mar 02 17:46:31 Ummm... perhaps it'd be worth me having my own berth, while we... adjust? Mar 02 17:46:48 *the baby moves, he can feel it against his stomach* Mar 02 17:47:30 You would prefer to not see me in nightwear until after I'm churched... that's fine, I'll find you a room Mar 02 17:47:58 I did not say that. I just... I don't want to rush you... Mar 02 17:48:08 * Molly shakes her head Mar 02 17:48:26 You do not need to worry about that on my account Mar 02 17:48:44 You would not be... uncomfortable? Mar 02 17:49:01 No, why would I? Mar 02 17:49:19 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 17:49:28 I did act honourably Mar 02 17:50:17 It wasn't against my wishes Mar 02 17:50:31 perhaps... but the way I left... Mar 02 17:50:43 * Molly smiles Mar 02 17:51:52 Maybe tomorrow morning you'll just stay, and save that happening again... Mar 02 17:52:35 I'll need to work... as I said... duties... Mar 02 17:53:41 * Molly nods "maybe you'll just kiss me goodbye then?" Mar 02 17:54:03 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:54:06 I won't just run away Mar 02 17:56:50 * Molly nods, kissing him out here on the dock. It's nice, and he feels the movement once more before he's woken by Molly in reality, his arm around her lower back and pulling her so her body is tight to his. She's much closer without a huge bump between them* Mar 02 17:56:58 That's a little hard, my love... Mar 02 17:57:41 Sorry... sorry blossom Mar 02 17:58:08 Are you alright? Nightmare? Mar 02 17:58:17 Path, I think. I'm alright Mar 02 17:58:41 * Molly nods, kissing him gently Mar 02 17:58:56 Time to get up I think... Mar 02 17:59:45 * Morgan nods Mar 02 17:59:47 Aye... Mar 02 18:01:49 It was nice though Mar 02 18:03:01 * Morgan nods Mar 02 18:03:04 Yes... it was Mar 02 18:04:13 * Molly stands up, stretching. The study is the same, aside from decor, but there's no belly Mar 02 18:05:31 * Morgan sighs, sitting up Mar 02 18:33:14 * Molly smiles "You hope to cuddle longer?" Mar 02 18:57:09 just... a path Mar 02 19:04:45 Something bad? Mar 02 19:05:06 Uhhh... less than ideal, but not bad as such Mar 02 19:05:25 The feelings are lingering though? Mar 02 19:05:58 Some of them, a little Mar 02 19:06:37 What can I do? Mar 02 19:07:47 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 19:07:53 Not a lot love. I'm alright Mar 02 19:09:17 * Molly kisses his crown Mar 02 19:09:31 Alright liebes herz Mar 02 19:10:11 Shall I setup the mirror in the bedroom so you can have Amir in here? Mar 02 19:10:34 Would that be an imposition? Mar 02 19:11:11 No, its fine love Mar 02 19:11:29 * Molly nods Mar 02 19:11:37 I'll fetch you some coffee Mar 02 19:11:56 * Morgan smiles, getting up to fetch the mirror Mar 02 19:11:59 Thank you my love Mar 02 19:13:08 * Molly goes to do so. The black negligee from last night has been hurriedly dropped into their chest, still smelling of her skin from last night Mar 02 19:13:44 * Morgan inhales the smell of her skin before finding somewhere to setup the mirror Mar 02 19:15:39 *it'll have to go on her dressing table. In the mirror he can see that the braid is starting to grow out, the sides needing shaving again. He looks more dishevelled from their couch nap than he'd like Mar 02 19:18:16 * Morgan swears, tidying himself up Mar 02 19:19:54 *the mirror at the other end is still covered two minutes before two when she brings the coffee, and then at bang on two. It isn't until five past, just after Amir has been brought next door, that Edward uncovers it, looking a little unkempt himself Mar 02 19:19:58 * Molly is now known as Edward Mar 02 19:20:05 My apologies brother! Mar 02 19:20:20 A little busy were we? Mar 02 19:20:31 * Edward chuckles Mar 02 19:20:40 Should a gentleman kiss and tell? Mar 02 19:21:01 If he did, would he be a gentleman still? Mar 02 19:21:15 * Edward laughs Mar 02 19:21:28 A good point well made. How are you all? Mar 02 19:21:38 * Edward gets comfortable at his desk Mar 02 19:21:58 * Morgan pulls a face, sipping his coffee Mar 02 19:28:59 Are you and Molly at odds? Mar 02 19:30:08 No. There were a few hours that we were not great... but we moved past that quickly. We've rather fallen in love with Zareens little boy. We feel he would be better with us... Mar 02 19:31:21 And how does she feel about that? Mar 02 19:31:34 Molly or his mother? Mar 02 19:31:43 Both Mar 02 19:32:54 Molly desperately wants to keep him... his mother is, to her credit, giving it serious thought. She can see the arguments we have made and is weighing them up against her own Mar 02 19:33:45 * Edward pours his own coffee Mar 02 19:34:00 Why would she give up her child? Mar 02 19:36:44 Oh its complicated... half a decade ago she ended up in the Empire of the crescent moon with no memory... she was claimed and branded by the local warlord, a thoroughly despicable individual who I managed to avoid killing. She had a child by him who he also gave up. Zareen's memory has been restored and she is a -completely- different person. Given that and the potential for his being excluded, pushed out... she doesn't want him to suffer that any more than we Mar 02 19:36:44 do. Mar 02 19:40:17 I didn't know it could change someone that much Mar 02 19:40:43 Profoundly. So there's that and... realistically, thats probably the easiest part Mar 02 19:41:01 * Edward looks concerned Mar 02 19:41:15 You and Molly must be suffering greatly, brother Mar 02 19:42:16 * Morgan nods Mar 02 19:42:27 At least that part isn't scaring the crew Mar 02 19:43:19 * Edward sips his coffee, wincing Mar 02 19:44:03 What's happening to the crew? Mar 02 19:45:13 well... I'm on middle watch, right... midnight til four o'clock. I'm up in the nest, drawing the stars, because they're different down here... after an hour, they've moved, like they should... except... they've moved more than they should. The ship was moving Mar 02 19:46:05 And it shouldn't be... Mar 02 19:48:05 Oh hell no... we anchor up. She was dragging her anchor. No sails, no wind, but she's moving. It takes two dozen of us to raise that anchor without struggling too much Mar 02 19:51:16 * Edward frowns, confused Mar 02 19:51:24 That's impossible... isn't it? Mar 02 19:54:09 Definitely should be. So I get this idea in my head, maybe there's something about the ship... lets be honest, given the legends about her. Maybe she has some sort of... awareness, which I know, I know, its stupid. But to test the idea, when we anchor for the night, we're facing back towards Castille. If she sails that way, she's just moving forward. If she turns, there's something more going on. Mar 02 19:56:36 * Edward nods Mar 02 19:56:44 Which was it? Mar 02 19:57:48 Definitely the latter. Midnight, she starts turning, then starts dragging the anchor. The captain decided that we may as well find out quite what she'll do, so we raise the anchor... she's moving along at half her normal speed, and she is -fast-, Edward. Mar 02 19:58:25 * Edward frowns more Mar 02 19:58:31 That's ridiculous! Mar 02 19:58:47 * Morgan nods Mar 02 19:59:41 We dropped the sails and went for it... there's nothing out here to bump into so... we thundered along at full speed, and then half again on top. Mar 02 20:00:02 In the dark! Are you mad?! Mar 02 20:00:13 She's going anyway, we can't stop her Mar 02 20:00:22 * Edward shudders Mar 02 20:02:32 Brother, what's the going price for dracheneisen? Mar 02 20:04:06 A breastplate would be five hundred guilders Mar 02 20:04:27 Right... ok... Mar 02 20:04:52 What are you selling? Mar 02 20:05:11 Oh, nothing... just wondered... I've got some onboard, see Mar 02 20:05:39 * Edward nods a little "I might be interested in that" Mar 02 20:07:38 You're not. You hate sailing Mar 02 20:08:31 Not coming with you, just in your Dracheneisen Mar 02 20:08:45 Well, there's the rub. It can't be removed from the ship Mar 02 20:09:07 It's part of the ship? Mar 02 20:09:16 You could say that Mar 02 20:09:42 * Edward gets and idea Mar 02 20:09:57 Is that connected to sailing herself? Mar 02 20:10:08 Uh huh Mar 02 20:10:37 * Edward nods Mar 02 20:10:46 That's reassuring then Mar 02 20:11:04 It runs through the keel, the ribs, the hull and the masts. Mar 02 20:11:21 On a ship that size?! Mar 02 20:12:23 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:12:52 Indeed. Mar 02 20:13:28 That's more money than I would want to count! Mar 02 20:14:02 I'd quite like to count it. Imagine the good we could do with that... anyway, if things continue as they are, we'll be back in Avalon in... six weeks Mar 02 20:16:25 * Edward looks happy Mar 02 20:16:39 Florrie will be over the moon to see you Mar 02 20:17:09 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:17:57 Molly thought it might be a good first step to getting Father to accept Florries abilities Mar 02 20:18:43 * Edward nods Mar 02 20:19:13 I think that's sensible. Though it seems our father is becoming less predictable Mar 02 20:20:12 You think so? I suppose he hasn't taken my advice to talk to you about how to be more comfortable and expressive with mother Mar 02 20:20:28 No, he has not Mar 02 20:20:38 That would explain your surprise then Mar 02 20:21:45 I wasn't expecting to see -them- like that Mar 02 20:22:33 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:22:39 Could be worse Mar 02 20:22:54 That doesn't bear thinking about! Mar 02 20:23:06 * Morgan laughs Mar 02 20:23:12 How are things with you and Mina? Mar 02 20:24:17 * Edward smiles Mar 02 20:24:47 Generally excellent. We are now back to working on the future Freiarr Graben Mar 02 20:25:01 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:25:40 good. You have had to move closer to your original intent? Mar 02 20:28:33 * Edward shakes his head "I have led her to a place of peace. She trusts my judgement" Mar 02 20:28:52 I am glad of that. I prayed for you. Mar 02 20:28:59 * Edward smiles Mar 02 20:29:08 Thank you, brother, that means much to me Mar 02 20:29:44 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 02 20:30:14 I assume you have furniture already for when the future Freiarr comes along? Mar 02 20:30:46 This house is full of furniture, I'm sure there is some Mar 02 20:31:19 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Mar 02 20:31:39 Do you need some sent to Hafenlohr? Mar 02 20:32:25 No... I was considering making something for you, but you don't need it Mar 02 20:33:21 That doesn't mean I wouldn't want it. Mar 02 20:35:24 I wouldn't want to clutter your home Mar 02 20:36:00 * Edward smiles Mar 02 20:36:09 Don't be ridiculous, brother Mar 02 20:36:25 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:36:28 If you're sure Mar 02 20:37:50 * Edward nods Mar 02 20:37:55 I am. Thank you Mar 02 20:38:09 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:38:20 Will Mina be joining you when you come to Hafenlohr? Mar 02 20:38:34 * Edward sighs Mar 02 20:38:41 I do not think so Mar 02 20:39:21 I see. Mar 02 20:40:23 I do not think she is ready, and she will want to stay here to watch over Graben Mar 02 20:43:36 Does her time talking to Molly and Inga help her at all? Mar 02 20:44:58 It does, but *he sighs* this has been hard on her Mar 02 20:46:06 Of course it has, its entirely understandable. Perhaps Molly would be better at explaining Mina's heartache to you Mar 02 20:46:38 It is not that I don't understand it. I cannot -fix- it Mar 02 20:48:00 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:48:45 I think... we'll setup a time for Mina to speak with Molly and Inga very soon. I think it does her good to see her friends Mar 02 20:49:00 * Edward nods, smiling Mar 02 20:49:09 She misses her gossip Mar 02 20:49:53 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:50:07 Have you considered moving all of Graben closer? Mar 02 20:51:10 I have, but it would melt Mar 02 20:51:31 * Morgan nods Mar 02 20:51:38 That would be inconvenient Mar 02 20:53:48 It'd be very wet Mar 02 20:54:01 * Morgan sniggers Mar 02 20:54:42 * Edward snorts, laughing Mar 02 20:55:00 Juvenile for you, brother Mar 02 20:55:29 Should've heard me yesterday. It was like having a fourteen year old HeinzHarold wandering about Mar 02 20:55:40 What happened yesterday? Mar 02 20:56:01 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 20:56:15 Just... I was a walking innuendo Mar 02 20:56:29 * Edward smiles Mar 02 20:56:36 I'm sorry I missed it Mar 02 20:57:06 HeinzHarold was nearly sick from laughing so hard, I kept telling myself off mid sentence Mar 02 20:57:18 * Edward laughs Mar 02 20:57:29 That sounds entertaining Mar 02 20:57:44 He certainly thought so Mar 02 20:58:14 I have some news... Mar 02 20:58:20 Oh? Mar 02 20:58:41 Zench and Heidi will be getting married in Fischler on June seventh Mar 02 20:59:22 Excellent. That is fantastic news. Mar 02 20:59:48 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:00:00 We're all invited, of course Mar 02 21:00:33 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:00:41 Has Isiah calmed down about it yet? Mar 02 21:01:42 To the best of my knowledge, yes. His Grace is inviting the Rosenkrantzs' Mar 02 21:02:06 Oh? Whyso? Mar 02 21:02:48 It was Molly's ask of him that the gives first consideration to her cousin Ilena to marry Isiah Mar 02 21:03:58 Oh... yes of course. That reminds me, actually... did Molly leave a note about contacting Dekker? Mar 02 21:04:33 No, just that you wanted to speak to me Mar 02 21:04:41 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:05:05 If things carry on as they are, we will be back long before we estimated... before completion on Hafenlohr... Mar 02 21:05:38 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:05:44 And you want me to..." Mar 02 21:05:46 ? Mar 02 21:06:58 Contact him, find out if we could move the completion date sooner... we don't want to be hanging around kicking our heels, we want to get home Mar 02 21:08:03 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:08:41 I'll send a messenger out tonight. They're only at Wittenberg so I'll have an answer fairly soon Mar 02 21:09:05 I appreciate that, thank you. I'm more homesick than I expected to be Mar 02 21:09:16 It's a long way Mar 02 21:10:05 I suspect I could be less than a day away and still feel it right now. Mar 02 21:10:34 * Edward frowns Mar 02 21:10:43 Did you have one of your dreams again? Mar 02 21:11:20 I've had several, but thats not the cause. I just... I want to come home Mar 02 21:12:42 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:13:12 Its a bit new for me... but I want to come home, I want to grow my family Mar 02 21:13:23 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:13:59 I never thought men could be particularly broody, but I am Mar 02 21:14:18 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:14:27 Same here... and HeinzHarold too... Mar 02 21:14:37 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:14:54 The sooner the better all round, I think Mar 02 21:15:12 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:16:20 Agreed. *he's quiet a moment* I had a dream of the day I met Dietlinde... but I hadn't left quite so soon and you were outside. We talked, -really- talked. Mar 02 21:17:03 That was that March we had the portrait done? Mar 02 21:17:08 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:17:38 Aye. You told me about Witts brother, about Vania, about how awful you felt about having to kill other soldiers... Mar 02 21:18:50 * Edward nods "That was a difficult visit. I was having a hard time, but I wasn't wanting you all to think I was anything but happy and enjoying the adventure" Mar 02 21:19:19 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:19:32 Takes a bit of time to realise its alright to say we hated it. Mar 02 21:20:14 * Edward nots Mar 02 21:21:02 It's our culture and our training. I did enjoy the time with my friends, but the rest was awful. And Vania... Mar 02 21:21:20 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:21:36 I know. Mar 02 21:22:19 What happened then? Mar 02 21:24:08 You came with me into town... you saw my reaction to seeing her... you spent a good amount of time explaining the consequences, what it would mean politically... Mar 02 21:24:25 * Edward sips his coffee Mar 02 21:24:37 And you told me to mind my damned business? Mar 02 21:25:07 No... we had connected... you weren't pushy, you were patient... Mar 02 21:26:41 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:27:25 I'd have done my best. God knows I'd seen my friends lose their heads over beautiful girls in the previous months Mar 02 21:27:33 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:27:46 I think... I'd have listened Mar 02 21:28:13 Maybe, maybe. Mar 02 21:28:29 It felt like it... does that make sense? Mar 02 21:28:57 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:29:04 It does Mar 02 21:29:38 Which of course, brings us back to all the conflicting feelings Mar 02 21:30:00 * Edward sips his coffee Mar 02 21:30:04 Go on, brother Mar 02 21:31:04 I'd not have married, so there would have been no conflict, there wouldn't have been the fire... but then... there would have been no Jana... no Florrie. Mar 02 21:31:42 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:32:58 You could drive yourself mad like that. We are here, where we are today. There's been hell to walk through, but we have grown. Mar 02 21:35:13 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:36:59 Its difficult sometimes. I end up in that loop going round and round. Then HeinzHarold normally hits me and I just start dealing with where we are. Mar 02 21:37:29 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:39:07 You are happy with Molly. The two of you have something very intense. The things that have led here have been tragic and painful. You wouldn't like to do the same over again, but you also don't want to be anywhere else now Mar 02 21:39:39 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:39:50 If things could be a little bit easier, that'd be lovely Mar 02 21:39:56 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:40:26 I feel the same, brother. Florrie is a gift I didn't expect. It took time to adjust to, but when I wake up each morning the thought of her makes my day so much brighter. But I wish Mina was at peace with it Mar 02 21:41:18 Perhaps once she is with child it'll be easier for her... or just in time... Mar 02 21:41:52 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:42:29 I regret her pain, but I don't regret making a drunken mistake and making her Mar 02 21:43:03 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:43:49 She's going to have you wrapped round her little finger Mar 02 21:44:05 * Edward nods, smiling Mar 02 21:44:10 She already does Mar 02 21:44:58 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:45:30 I'm going to have to warn Sascha and Otto... I can't imagine mother and father will want to let her go without seeing home Mar 02 21:45:42 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:46:09 Mother tells me they are having twins Mar 02 21:46:39 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:46:44 I might have already known that Mar 02 21:47:06 Of course she told you first Mar 02 21:47:40 I knew -before- that. I've known for a while Mar 02 21:47:53 How? Mar 02 21:48:07 * Morgan smiles slightly, wiggling his fingers at the mirror Mar 02 21:48:19 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:48:28 She can tell early? Mar 02 21:48:38 Apparently so Mar 02 21:49:01 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:49:18 That will be a benefit to you Mar 02 21:49:37 Assuming she can find out when its herself Mar 02 21:49:47 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:50:12 Failing that you will have to wait for the usual signs like the rest of us Mar 02 21:50:34 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:50:43 And we'll see if my inside knowledge is correct Mar 02 21:51:01 * Edward snorts Mar 02 21:51:21 That is somewhat required for conception, yes Mar 02 21:56:25 You know full well thats not what I meant, and I'll have you know that the entire crew seems to now be aware that I have the required knowledge. Mar 02 21:56:32 * Morgan blushes Mar 02 21:56:35 * Edward laughs Mar 02 21:56:36 Did not intend to say that Mar 02 21:57:14 Now I'm curious, brother Mar 02 21:57:37 Well, see, when two grown ups love eachother... Mar 02 21:58:10 ... then after nearly thirty years of marriage they will finally kiss on the lips in a public place... Mar 02 21:58:31 * Morgan nods Mar 02 21:58:48 That was a surprise... though... I -think- I could top it Mar 02 21:59:03 * Edward nods Mar 02 21:59:30 Surprise me then Mar 02 21:59:41 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Mar 02 21:59:52 Alright... I swived a duchess in a brothel Mar 02 22:00:16 * Edward looks utterly shocked and disbelieving Mar 02 22:00:50 You did not! Mar 02 22:01:05 Didn't I? Mar 02 22:01:25 * Edward peers into the mirror, looking at his brother's expression Mar 02 22:01:34 Did you? Mar 02 22:02:29 I don't lie, Edward, with the exception of the utterly outrageous.... Actually, yes, I see why you're having trouble believing that. Mar 02 22:02:36 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:02:42 Precisely. Mar 02 22:03:04 except... those outrageous lies are things like goblins and trolls attacking in the hallways Mar 02 22:03:52 Not dukes accosting noble women in bawdy houses Mar 02 22:04:02 There was no accosting Mar 02 22:04:21 * Edward laughs Mar 02 22:04:29 My god you're actually serious. Mar 02 22:05:29 * Morgan nods Mar 02 22:06:00 With not having Varick in earshot... there was a bit more freedom, hence why the crew knows I know I'm doing... Mar 02 22:06:19 * Edward looks vaguely impressed before saying "you weren't there by accident then!" Mar 02 22:08:16 Thats a thing? Oh I thought I was buying fruit, but all I see is nakedness... Mar 02 22:09:29 The ripest pears and peaches, yes. Mar 02 22:09:38 * Morgan laughs hard Mar 02 22:09:49 Well... yes. Mar 02 22:10:10 * Edward sips his coffee Mar 02 22:10:28 -you- went to a brothel, with -Molly-... Mar 02 22:11:09 And HeinzHarold and Inga and most of the crew, yes. Mar 02 22:11:29 * Edward laughs Mar 02 22:11:39 I'll admit I am shocked, brother Mar 02 22:12:54 I escorted HeinzHarold and Inga last time they visited one, keep them safe so they can relax... they looked so... -free- to just be together, so... I wanted that with Molly. Mar 02 22:13:51 Not to cast a glance over the other fruits on the stall, thankfully Mar 02 22:14:39 God no. I'm given to understand there are other women there... Mar 02 22:14:47 * Edward laughs Mar 02 22:15:02 But if there were, you didn't see them? Mar 02 22:15:21 Can't say I did Mar 02 22:16:47 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:17:15 Did you not find it odd seeing Inga in a new light? Mar 02 22:18:09 Seeing her with her breasts bared was somewhat surprising, yes... but we are quite open with eachother now Mar 02 22:20:44 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:21:27 I've seen plenty of Heidi's breasts over the years Mar 02 22:21:59 * Morgan nods Mar 02 22:22:17 I can imagine her being quite the exhibitionist Mar 02 22:23:42 * Edward smiles "In some ways. If you spend more than a night or two at their house that's a given really, but it is more likely that she will tap on an upstairs window to get your attention and be topless rather than having sex in places you're bound to see them." Mar 02 22:24:13 * Morgan nods Mar 02 22:24:18 I like her... Mar 02 22:25:55 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:26:22 She is hard work, but she has a heart that is full of love and spirit Mar 02 22:26:29 * Morgan nods Mar 02 22:26:33 I might have noticed that Mar 02 22:27:15 Her wedding will be the Court event of the year, if not the decade Mar 02 22:27:34 Best attend then Mar 02 22:28:55 I would write ahead to Madame Verbene's if you're hoping for a room there in those days, brother Mar 02 22:34:36 actually... where the hell would we stay? Mar 02 22:36:39 I haven't thought of that yet. Perhaps we could rough it in Stef's garden? Mar 02 22:37:22 Maybe... Mar 02 22:38:13 The ladies can have the beds, as Stef will not have delivered, and I hope that Mina will be increasing well by then. Inga also? Mar 02 22:38:42 We hope Mar 02 22:38:48 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:39:12 I wouldn't have my wife sleeping outdoors... Mar 02 22:39:45 * Edward smiles a little "Although, we have left the bed assembled in the summer house by the lake" Mar 02 22:40:36 I heartily recommend making use of it... a nice firepit, some nice wine, blankets, the stars... Mar 02 22:41:03 It's a little cold still for us, but soon, definitely Mar 02 22:42:05 Heat the rocks in the fire, place them in the corners of the room on top of flat rocks Mar 02 22:42:22 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:42:35 I will give that a try. You sound homesick for my home, brother Mar 02 22:43:17 Inga says you can only be homesick for the people that matter to you, and that you matter to Mar 02 22:43:25 * Edward smiles Mar 02 22:43:30 Then my home is fitting Mar 02 22:43:55 * Morgan nods Mar 02 22:43:57 exactly Mar 02 22:44:22 * Edward nods, sipping his coffee Mar 02 22:44:42 You did take her -upstairs-, not just in the tap room? Mar 02 22:45:14 You know the bar? Mar 02 22:45:32 Yes...? Mar 02 22:46:06 Just there... on the top... Mar 02 22:46:19 Rubbish. Mar 02 22:46:44 quite. We hired a room... but she can be, lets say, vocal... when its good enough Mar 02 22:47:01 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:47:14 That is my preference in women Mar 02 22:47:26 Oh? Mar 02 22:48:18 I like to hear them. I've never been enamoured with the quiet ones Mar 02 22:48:42 * Morgan nods Molly is quiet out of necessity Mar 02 22:49:02 I wasn't questioning your skill, brother Mar 02 22:49:50 I know... merely a comment about the thinness of the cabin walls Mar 02 22:50:07 I do have something I need your advice on though... Mar 02 22:50:25 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:50:31 What is that? Mar 02 22:51:34 God where to start... Mar 02 22:51:47 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:52:07 I've likely heard it all before. Except Molly, actually. I've not heard her Mar 02 22:53:12 * Morgan nods Mar 02 22:54:41 In the brothel... Molly said she had a strange feeling... spent some time calming down then... when she peaked, things got very... ummm.. wet. It seemed she was avoiding something... I wondered if you might have any insight Mar 02 22:55:06 Ahhh! Yes, not personally, but I know a man who does Mar 02 22:55:31 * Morgan nods Mar 02 22:56:00 HeinzHarold said he knew a girl who, to quote him, went off like a geyser... but that it was much better for her... Mar 02 22:56:12 * Edward nods Mar 02 22:57:23 There was a girl in camp that Wonks was obsessed with. I have no idea what her real name was, we used to call her Honey, because when he first told us about that happening with her he referred to it as Tapping The Honey Mar 02 22:58:11 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Mar 02 22:58:16 Right... Mar 02 22:59:19 Rest assured, it's not unheard of. What do you want to know? He's in the front office, I can ask him Mar 02 22:59:48 What happens... is it better for her... y'know, all the things a naive young man might want to know Mar 02 22:59:59 * Edward smiles Mar 02 23:01:01 I know he was very smitten with her, and upset when the unit she was following split from ours. I've never heard the others mention it Mar 02 23:01:18 * Morgan nods Mar 02 23:01:45 How long do you have? Mar 02 23:02:12 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 23:02:34 I had command this morning... we have Amir until dinner, I'd like to spend some time with him but there's no rush Mar 02 23:02:55 * Edward checks his pocket watch Mar 02 23:03:08 Give me twenty minutes and I'll have answers Mar 02 23:03:28 * Morgan nods Mar 02 23:03:32 Thank you, brother Mar 02 23:03:53 Any time. *he covers the mirror* Mar 02 23:04:15 * Morgan covers his mirror, getting up and going into the study Mar 02 23:05:21 *HH, Inga, Varick, Molly, and Amir are all here. As soon as the door opens Amir is on his hands and knees. He has little knitted mittens on* Mar 02 23:05:46 Uhhh... hey Mar 02 23:05:57 * Edward is now known as Molly Mar 02 23:06:01 All done, my love? Mar 02 23:06:16 *Amir crawls towards Morgan* Mar 02 23:06:25 No... I need to go back to him in twenty minutes Mar 02 23:07:00 * Morgan crouches down Mar 02 23:07:01 HH: Figured y' might wanna train a bit Mar 02 23:07:33 Well look at you on the move *he looks at HeinzHarold* Yeah, its been a while Mar 02 23:08:00 *Amir holds his arms up* Mar 02 23:08:22 HH: I can see if Claudia's up if another day's better Mar 02 23:09:45 * Morgan picks him up Mar 02 23:10:01 No... as long as I'm back in twenty minutes Mar 02 23:10:30 A: Bah bah Mar 02 23:10:49 I know little lamb... I'll be back soon, ok? Mar 02 23:11:42 * Molly takes the baby, singing it to him Mar 02 23:11:54 * Molly is now known as HH Mar 02 23:12:12 * HH kisses Inga's cheek before heading to the ballroom Mar 02 23:12:36 * Morgan does likewise with Molly, following his friend Mar 02 23:12:46 Something on your mind? Mar 02 23:13:15 Nope, just fancied it Mar 02 23:13:29 * HH unsheathes his sword Mar 02 23:13:55 * Morgan nods, doing likewise, saluting him Mar 02 23:16:06 * HH salutes. They go at it pretty hard due to the time constraints, but they enjoy it. Fifteen minutes pass, then HH stops Mar 02 23:16:17 Reck'n that all y' can take Mar 02 23:16:31 Oh, I thought that was the warm up Mar 02 23:16:40 * HH laughs Mar 02 23:16:53 Best get y' back t' the king of Eisen Mar 02 23:17:04 * Morgan nods Mar 02 23:17:10 He's doing some research for me Mar 02 23:17:27 Gon' go see th' Nibelungen for you? Mar 02 23:18:00 Don't be daft. His friend in the front office. Mar 02 23:18:08 * HH sniggers Mar 02 23:18:18 As euphemisms go, that ones bad Mar 02 23:19:01 * Morgan laughs Mar 02 23:19:08 Wasn't one, but it would've been awful had it been Mar 02 23:20:44 * Morgan starts making his way back Mar 02 23:21:48 Totally gon' call it that to Inga next time Mar 02 23:22:40 Like sleeping on the couch do you? Mar 02 23:22:56 * HH laughs Mar 02 23:23:27 If I get friendly with the friend in the front office all will be forgi'en Mar 02 23:24:04 We'll see Mar 02 23:24:17 So if it's not a clit, what is the friend in the front office? Mar 02 23:25:43 Its literally one of his friends... Mar 02 23:27:52 Okay, tha's not as much fun as the Pearl o' Venus any'ow Mar 02 23:28:28 Pearl of Venus... thats actually quite poetic Mar 02 23:28:43 * HH nods Mar 02 23:29:08 Heard it called th' Little Hill O' Happiness too Mar 02 23:29:18 Thats less poetic Mar 02 23:29:25 * HH nods Mar 02 23:29:57 Better than... $lady's tiny cock$ Mar 02 23:31:01 * Morgan snorts as he gets to the door, pushing it ope Mar 02 23:31:28 *the others are playing on the floor* Mar 02 23:32:25 Right, won't be long Mar 02 23:32:30 * Morgan heads for the bedroom Mar 02 23:34:42 * HH is now known as Edward Mar 02 23:34:56 * Edward is there already, writing notes Mar 02 23:35:32 Sorry, HeinzHarold tempted me with the offer of sword fighting Mar 02 23:36:17 Not to worry *he drinks more coffee* right, how novice are we talking? Mar 02 23:36:52 Never experienced... -that- but quite adept at the rest of it... Mar 02 23:37:03 * Edward nods Mar 02 23:37:55 You use your fingers where your manhood goes, yes? *it's hard to tell if Edward is being genuine or winding him up* Mar 02 23:38:57 * Morgan watches him closely, nodding slightly Mar 02 23:38:58 yes Mar 02 23:39:14 * Edward nods Mar 02 23:40:14 Riiiight... *he goes back through his notes* incidentally Wonks now believes I've stumbled across this in quiet hour and says I am "the luckiest bastard in the world" Mar 02 23:41:18 * Morgan laughs Mar 02 23:41:22 Sorry brother Mar 02 23:41:33 * Edward nods, smiling Mar 02 23:41:43 I am, but not for this reason Mar 02 23:42:50 * Edward sips his coffee again "he has had it happen again with another woman, so it seems it is uncommon rather than rare..." Mar 02 23:43:20 right... Mar 02 23:45:04 The girl Honey, who was actually -called- Honey, it seems, she had had it happen for quite some time. It happened mostly with a certain sort of stimulation, normally if she was extremely aroused... *he looks at Morgan to see how prudish he looks* Mar 02 23:45:55 * Morgan looks serious, clearly taking this in Mar 02 23:46:06 Okay... Mar 02 23:48:06 They spent a lot of time together, so I'm inclined to say what he remembers is accurate. Normally he would give her pleasure externally, then internally. There's a particular spot inside they like that is quite universal in my experience... Mar 02 23:49:06 Right, ok... that spot... aboooout... a fingers length inside... Mar 02 23:49:34 * Edward nods Mar 02 23:50:18 The front wall, yes Mar 02 23:50:22 * Morgan nods Mar 02 23:50:40 Right, and then... Mar 02 23:50:44 * Edward smiles, looking slightly proud that Morgan knows this Mar 02 23:52:27 Now, he says the pace and pressure might vary, so you have to work as a team ideally. Generally it's a firm, fast tapping, hence the nickname, likely harder than you think it should be... Mar 02 23:53:09 * Morgan nods Mar 02 23:53:16 sounds... familiar... Mar 02 23:53:24 * Edward nods Mar 02 23:53:34 That's what you were doing? Mar 02 23:53:45 * Morgan nods Mar 02 23:53:54 In addition to, uhhh... using my mouth on her... Mar 02 23:54:23 * Edward nods, not even batting an eyelid Mar 02 23:55:06 He says that what will happen is that she will feel a building pressure, like when you have to pee really badly Mar 02 23:55:30 * Morgan nods Mar 02 23:55:37 She described a sort of pressure, yes... Mar 02 23:55:42 * Edward nods Mar 02 23:58:12 Make sure she goes before you start, he says. It will stop her being anxious about the feeling. Then when the feeling comes, she needs to just relax. There'll be a sense of her escalating towards a peak, but also like she is bearing down, or pushing outwards to your fingers in a way she usually doesn't... *Edward refers to his notes as he goes Mar 02 23:58:12 along* Mar 02 23:58:40 Right... Mar 02 23:58:45 Sounds confusing Mar 02 23:58:56 * Edward nods