**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Feb 13 13:18:46 2023 Feb 13 13:18:46 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Feb 13 14:05:42 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Feb 13 14:07:21 **the weather is good, so he plays with them in the garden. For a man not prone to What Ifs, he experiences several as he watches them run. What if he hadn't brought Molly to Eisen and they'd stayed living in Avalon? What if he'd never met the children? What if something further had happened to them, and he'd discovered they'd survived only to lose Feb 13 14:07:21 them again? Feb 13 14:08:14 * Morgan tries to ignore the thoughs Feb 13 14:08:51 *not long before their tea, they're sat with him on the grass* Feb 13 14:08:55 * MollyK is now known as Jana Feb 13 14:09:22 I heard Uncle Edward say you are going home tomorrow Feb 13 14:09:30 * Morgan nods Feb 13 14:09:40 Yes, thats right Feb 13 14:13:32 When will you come back? *JoJo climbs into his lap as she asks* Feb 13 14:14:15 I'm not sure... need to get things sorted out, but as soon as I can Feb 13 14:16:40 Before Prophet's Mass? Feb 13 14:16:52 *it's presently August* Feb 13 14:17:09 * Morgan nods Feb 13 14:17:12 I would think so, yes Feb 13 14:19:06 Will you bring my pony then? Feb 13 14:19:50 Your pony? Feb 13 14:20:20 I know you'll get me one, Vati, I just know it! *she smiles up at him* Feb 13 14:21:32 Where would you put it? Feb 13 14:22:08 In our new house Feb 13 14:22:21 JoJo: no horses in the house! Feb 13 14:22:42 My father would be very cross if I took my horse in the house Feb 13 14:23:02 Is he going to see us? Feb 13 14:23:21 No, I don't think so Feb 13 14:23:32 JoJo: why? Feb 13 14:23:40 Its complicated Feb 13 14:24:03 Is that where you live? Feb 13 14:25:33 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 14:25:38 I've not lived there for a while Feb 13 14:25:56 Do you live where I was born? Feb 13 14:26:59 No, I don't... Feb 13 14:27:04 JJ: I got borned here Feb 13 14:27:19 It's -born-, not borned. Feb 13 14:27:50 *JoJo shrugs like he can't tell the difference* Feb 13 14:29:39 * Morgan nods Feb 13 14:29:47 I know... Feb 13 14:30:05 Did you come when he was born? Feb 13 14:31:05 No, I didn't... I wasn't here. Feb 13 14:31:30 Were you there when I was born? Feb 13 14:31:52 I was sat outside. The midwife wouldn't let me in until you were already born Feb 13 14:32:01 Why? Feb 13 14:32:31 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 14:32:39 I've no idea... its just the way its done Feb 13 14:32:53 If I have a new brother or a sister do you have to sit outside? Feb 13 14:34:40 Probably would, midwives are very strict about it Feb 13 14:34:52 I'll sit with you Vati Feb 13 14:34:57 JJ: And me! Feb 13 14:35:48 * Morgan pulls them both close, hugging them Feb 13 14:38:08 *they cuddle into him. The sunlight is warm. A small white caggage butterfly goes past, and the nickname Molly had called him when they were interrogating the Montaigne attempted-assassin comes to mind, my little cabbage. Feb 13 14:39:52 * Morgan watches it, frowning Feb 13 14:44:46 I would like a sister Feb 13 14:45:01 JJ: No! A brother! Feb 13 14:45:21 I already have a brother, Vati. Can I have a sister next? Feb 13 14:45:38 Its not really up to me Feb 13 14:45:56 JJ: I choose a brother! Feb 13 14:46:10 It's not up to you either, JoJo, it's up to God! Feb 13 14:46:35 *the boy sighs* which you want, Vati? Feb 13 14:47:16 I'm happy with what I've got already Feb 13 14:47:38 That's not a good answer Feb 13 14:47:53 *JoJo shakes his head* No, not good answer Feb 13 14:48:13 Ah well... you two are perfect, see Feb 13 14:51:33 *the rest of the afternoon would be perfect too, if it weren't for knowing that Dietlinde is so upset, Edward is here, Claudia is keeping secrets, and that with each passing minute it is getting closer to having to say goodnight and good bye. The sunny games and stories run on well past the time they'd usually have to go in, Dietlinde instea Feb 13 14:51:34 letting them eat picnic-style with Morgan, she herself keeping her distance. Edward strolls our as they're demolishing sandwiches and cake* Feb 13 14:51:38 * Jana is now known as Edward Feb 13 14:51:42 May I join you? Feb 13 14:52:54 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 13 14:54:05 * Edward sits on the ground. JoJo is obviously very familiar with his uncle because he goes to sit in his lap whilst eating. Edward rests back on a hand, switching to Avalonian for privacy Feb 13 14:54:35 Do zhey know ve are leaving in zee morning? Feb 13 14:54:57 Yes. They overheard you saying so. We are to leave before they wake. Feb 13 14:55:50 Zat seems vise. Vich vay vill ve go? Feb 13 14:56:18 I'm going through the forest. I need to get back as quickly as possible Feb 13 14:56:52 Zhen I vill come viv you Feb 13 14:57:37 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 13 14:57:44 If thats what you want Feb 13 14:57:59 Vat is zee cause of such haste? Feb 13 14:58:35 Somethings wrong. I need to get back, make sure she's alright Feb 13 14:59:26 * Edward nods Feb 13 15:00:14 It zeems zat zere is no negotiation to be had here Feb 13 15:01:01 No... there isn't. Feb 13 15:01:31 She is very committed to her position Feb 13 15:01:42 She is committed to her faith and her integrity Feb 13 15:01:50 * Edward nods Feb 13 15:02:19 Zat is something I value in a vife Feb 13 15:02:55 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 15:04:29 You are acquainted viz my intended, I zink? Feb 13 15:04:43 * Morgan nods Feb 13 15:04:49 I knew her when we were younger, yes Feb 13 15:05:05 * Edward nods Feb 13 15:05:26 Ze vedding vill be in December Feb 13 15:07:10 Why? Feb 13 15:07:51 It is tradition. Zee Hapsburg rulers marry on zee longest night of the year Feb 13 15:08:31 * Morgan nods Feb 13 15:08:48 I see Feb 13 15:10:27 You undo Molly vill attend, I hope? Feb 13 15:10:31 Und* Feb 13 15:13:28 We'll see. I'm still angry with you, and she... her whole future has been shaken. Feb 13 15:14:35 * Edward nods Feb 13 15:14:56 I see, ve vill see closer to ze time Feb 13 15:15:20 You know the Rosenkrantz family? Feb 13 15:16:11 * Edward thinks Feb 13 15:16:36 Insel? Island on zee north coast? Feb 13 15:19:16 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 15:20:14 HeinzHarold is friends with one of them, he's turned up at home and volunteered to check on Molly. I asked Claudia and she got cagey and, frankly, I'm done dealing with people who are going to keep things from me Feb 13 15:22:22 * Edward nods Feb 13 15:24:43 I don't know much of zhem, zhere is also a sister, coming up to marriage age. I know zat Insel is very wealthy and zheir trade viz Vendel, Vesten, Ussura und Avalon is very profitable. I have heard nossing bad about any of zhem. Feb 13 15:26:09 * Morgan nods Feb 13 15:26:10 I see Feb 13 15:26:32 You are vorried for her zafety viz him? Feb 13 15:28:19 I'm worried for her full stop Feb 13 15:30:43 Ve could leave tonight if you vish? Feb 13 15:32:01 I am considering it Feb 13 15:35:02 * Edward nods "Zhen I vill go und make preparations for zat?" Feb 13 15:35:41 * Morgan nods Feb 13 15:35:49 If you intend to join me, yes Feb 13 15:36:39 * Edward nods "I vill. Und Claudia?" Feb 13 15:36:59 * Morgan shrugs, looking round Feb 13 15:37:03 She can do what she pleases Feb 13 15:39:58 Do you vant me to tell her zee plan? Feb 13 15:41:53 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 15:41:57 If you like. Feb 13 15:42:32 * Edward nods, gently easing JoJo to Morgan instead Feb 13 15:42:39 Und Lina? Feb 13 15:43:45 * Morgan nods Feb 13 15:44:00 I'd tell her but... I want as much as I can get with these two Feb 13 15:44:55 * Edward nods. When he goes to stand up, Jana hugs his legs, and he picks her up. She smiles at him, none of her Father's animosity Feb 13 15:45:12 J: My Vati will get me a pony one day! Feb 13 15:45:53 * Edward smiles at her, hugging her "Will he? Aren't you a lucky girl!" Feb 13 15:49:30 *Jana nods, hugging him before he puts her down carefully* Feb 13 15:49:36 I'll be back Feb 13 15:49:44 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 13 15:51:57 *it's half an hour before he is, imparting the information that Claudia will ride with them and that Lina is going to see they have food and blankets. Edward leaves them to play and talk, but sooner than Morgan would like, the sun starts to set and the children look weary* Feb 13 15:53:04 Alright, I think its time you two got to bed Feb 13 15:53:17 * Edward is now known as Jana Feb 13 15:53:35 * Jana trudges through the house, but JoJo needs carrying Feb 13 15:53:49 * Morgan does so Feb 13 15:54:47 *As they are getting ready for bed, he gets more What Ifs. What if they had died in the fire as he believed, Jana still barely able to talk, let alone talk his socks off as she can now? And JoJo, barely more than a promise of future joy, never having felt the sun on his skin? What if he'd never had chance to know them? What if something happens Feb 13 15:54:48 when he's gone? What if this night is all he has? Feb 13 15:55:26 * Morgan frowns, breathing slowly to fight off the anxiety of it Feb 13 15:55:54 *JoJo hugs him* come back soon Feb 13 15:56:07 * Morgan nods, holding him tightly Feb 13 15:56:09 As soon as I can Feb 13 15:56:36 *the boy gets into bed, and his daughter takes her turn* Feb 13 15:57:08 I love you , Vati. I will miss you, but I will help DeeDee take care of Muti and JoJo until you come for us Feb 13 15:57:26 I love you too sweetheart. I'll be back as soon as I can Feb 13 15:58:13 If you see the Schattenmann, can you ask him if he wants bread rolls with or without pumpernickels to swap for wood for my ship? Feb 13 15:58:35 * Morgan nods Feb 13 15:58:39 I'll do that for you Feb 13 15:59:25 * Jana nods, going to look in a little plain wood jewellery box "I have a present for you" Feb 13 15:59:34 Oh? Feb 13 16:00:55 * Jana hands him a small oval stone. It's blue and red, mixed and sparkly like an opal. It's a dragonstone, like the Koertig heirloom wedding jewellery that neither of his wives had worn Feb 13 16:01:00 You can have this Feb 13 16:01:40 Oh my darling, you should keep that Feb 13 16:02:31 No, it's okay. Uncle Edward found it by the Sudlache at Eisenfurst Fischlers House. Feb 13 16:03:42 * Morgan nods, reluctantly taking it Feb 13 16:04:38 Maybe it belongs to the Schattenmann. Maybe he was paddling in the Sudlache and it fell out of his pocket Feb 13 16:05:09 I don't think it'd paddle in the Sudlache... we don't do that Feb 13 16:05:51 But he might, because why would monsters be scared of other monsters. That would be like people being scared of other people, or dogs being scared of other dogs Feb 13 16:06:20 * Morgan watches her for a moment before cuddling her Feb 13 16:06:58 * Jana cuddles him Feb 13 16:07:58 Thank you. Now come on, into bed Feb 13 16:08:25 * Jana gets in. JoJo is already asleep Feb 13 16:08:30 Goodnight, Vati Feb 13 16:09:08 * Morgan kisses her forehead Feb 13 16:09:11 Goodnight my sweet Feb 13 16:09:40 * Jana smiles, closing her eyes Feb 13 16:09:47 I'm glad we got to see you Feb 13 16:10:21 Me too. Feb 13 16:10:56 * Jana falls asleep with a smile on her face, curled around her brother Feb 13 16:11:16 * Morgan watches them for a moment before wiping at his face and quietly leaving the room Feb 13 16:12:13 *Dietlinde's door is ajar when he comes out* Feb 13 16:12:57 * Morgan looks at it for a moment before shaking his head and moving into the spare room to pack his things Feb 13 16:13:45 *it doesn't take long. When he comes out, she's coming from her room, leaving it open again. She looks like she's been crying* Feb 13 16:13:53 * Jana is now known as Dietlinde Feb 13 16:14:10 * Morgan looks at her sadly Feb 13 16:15:44 It's nearly time? *he can see into her room behind her. Where before the bed side that was always his was smooth and ready, the pillows are now gone, hers moved to the middle. No longer a bed waiting for its master's repose, but a widow's bed, alone.* Feb 13 16:16:22 * Morgan nods, sighing Feb 13 16:16:27 Aye, it is Feb 13 16:18:54 ACTION nods, watching him "it's almost like how before I was born my mother's brother got kicked in the head by a horse. When he came round, it had damaged his mind. He was a completely different man. He didn't love his wife and my cousin anymore. He couldn't use a saw in his right hand, only his left. He couldn't remember his life at all. The man Feb 13 16:18:55 he was was gone" Feb 13 16:19:29 * Morgan nods, looking away Feb 13 16:20:11 I suppose you could see it like that Feb 13 16:20:29 * Dietlinde nods Feb 13 16:20:34 What will happen now? Feb 13 16:21:22 I'll find you a house and send word. I'll get back as soon as I can to see the children, if... you're willing... Feb 13 16:21:30 * Dietlinde nods Feb 13 16:21:45 I want you to see them whenever you can Feb 13 16:22:14 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:22:20 As soon as I can get back, I will Feb 13 16:22:31 Once you are closer it will be easier to arrange... Feb 13 16:22:37 * Dietlinde nods Feb 13 16:22:55 If you don't have to travel so far it'll be easier Feb 13 16:23:08 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:23:11 Yes, it will Feb 13 16:23:48 * Dietlinde double checks the door is open Feb 13 16:24:08 What's with the door? Feb 13 16:24:59 I have a nightmare sometimes, about the fire. Sometimes I dream it as if it's happening. I need to be able to see there's no smoke or flames in the hall Feb 13 16:25:50 * Morgan watches her sympathetically Feb 13 16:25:56 I can understand that Feb 13 16:26:06 * Dietlinde nods Feb 13 16:26:55 In the dream, I hear our heavenly father's voice. He tells me that I will soon be in heaven, and not to be afraid... Feb 13 16:27:19 * Morgan frowns Feb 13 16:27:22 Does that help? Feb 13 16:31:32 ACTION nods "Very much. It's like my favourite hymn. It's like a still, small voice of calm. I dream you're outside but you can't get to us, but I know that's okay. We're going to be in paradise when it's over. I pull the covers over Jana and I so she doesn't see, and I nurse her so she's not so scared. And I pray for us, and for you. It's painful Feb 13 16:31:32 when it comes, but it's quite quick because the smoke makes you sleepy. Then when I wake, I can smell it sometimes" Feb 13 16:32:07 * Morgan looks quite distraught Feb 13 16:32:22 * Dietlinde looks guilty Feb 13 16:32:37 Sorry, I've never told anyone about that before Feb 13 16:33:39 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:33:55 Its alright Feb 13 16:34:44 * Dietlinde nods Feb 13 16:34:52 That's why I never close it Feb 13 16:35:12 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:35:25 I understand... thank you for telling me. Feb 13 16:35:31 * Dietlinde nods Feb 13 16:35:44 I'll say goodbye here, if that is alright? Feb 13 16:36:01 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:36:04 Yes, of course Feb 13 16:36:29 * Dietlinde embraces him gently "it will get easier" Feb 13 16:36:49 * Morgan nods, hugging her Feb 13 16:36:53 I hope so Feb 13 16:37:04 Goodbye, Morgan Feb 13 16:37:21 * Morgan backs up a little, drawing a deep breath Feb 13 16:37:32 Goodbye Feb 13 16:37:49 * Dietlinde stays in the hall, letting him go downstairs alone Feb 13 16:38:03 * Morgan heads downstairs, pulling on his heavy coat Feb 13 16:38:26 * Dietlinde is now known as DeeDee Feb 13 16:38:36 * DeeDee comes out of the parlour Feb 13 16:38:57 I don't know if you want to eat, there's hot food packed as well as on the table Feb 13 16:39:18 I'll take something with me, I'm in no mood to eat now Feb 13 16:39:23 * DeeDee nods Feb 13 16:39:35 I'll take good care of them Feb 13 16:39:47 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:40:02 I don't doubt that. I'll send word as soon as I have something in place for them Feb 13 16:40:09 * DeeDee nods Feb 13 16:40:12 Thanks Feb 13 16:40:53 Claudia is in the stables, Edward will be out in a minute Feb 13 16:41:16 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:41:22 alright Feb 13 16:41:41 * DeeDee inclines his head, taking his plate to the kitchen Feb 13 16:41:59 * Morgan hefts his bag, heading out to the stable to get Xantha ready Feb 13 16:42:01 * DeeDee is now known as Claudia Feb 13 16:42:12 * Claudia has the other horses ready Feb 13 16:42:19 We need to talk, don't we? Feb 13 16:43:05 * Morgan glances at her before shrugging, checking the straps on the bridle Feb 13 16:43:31 I don't want to ride through that place with animosity, so let's just get it over with Feb 13 16:44:24 * Morgan sighs, turning to look at her Feb 13 16:46:29 Heinzharold and Rosie were part of a big group of friends from a unit. Not long after I met them we were fighting at Erlangen. I got injured in the first assault and was patching myself up. Eight of their friends came into my tent. They took turns at raping me whilst the other seven held me still. *she delivers this flatly, almost detachedly* Feb 13 16:47:06 I see Feb 13 16:47:15 * Claudia nods Feb 13 16:47:22 Yeah. Feb 13 16:47:50 You kill them? Feb 13 16:47:59 * Claudia attaches her bag to her saddle Feb 13 16:48:34 Eight serving navy men on our side. Pretty sure it'd be a death sentence to admit it. Feb 13 16:49:47 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 16:49:54 They weren't on our side, behaving like that Feb 13 16:50:27 * Claudia nods Feb 13 16:50:49 They're dead. Heinzharold doesn't know what they did or how they died Feb 13 16:51:07 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:51:08 Alright Feb 13 16:51:39 That's why I freaked out. But that guy wasn't involved, he was fighting with Heinzharold Feb 13 16:52:26 * Morgan nods, going back to checking the straps Feb 13 16:52:50 I did nothing to invite it. I never did. Feb 13 16:53:07 * Morgan frowns, stopping what he's doing and looking at her Feb 13 16:53:41 That doesn't matter. You could've worn fuck all and danced around them and unless you said yes, they had no fucking right to touch you. Feb 13 16:53:56 -you- were not in the wrong. At all. Feb 13 16:54:16 * Claudia shrugs "yeah, well. That's not how it leaves you feeling." Feb 13 16:54:54 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:55:00 You never need to justify that to me. Feb 13 16:55:08 * Claudia nods Feb 13 16:55:13 We good? Feb 13 16:55:35 * Morgan nods Feb 13 16:55:45 You sure you don't want to stop here? Feb 13 16:56:19 Fuck no. There's a good chance I'm going to end up in bed with that idiot if I stay Feb 13 16:56:46 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 16:56:53 Seems alright, for one of Edwards frineds Feb 13 16:57:10 That's a low bar Feb 13 16:58:54 Let's get home. Heinzharold is probably worrying about you Feb 13 16:59:33 He's probably off looking for his friend Feb 13 17:03:42 ACTION nods. Edward comes in. They get underway, riding north out of Grenau towards the Schwarzenwald, leaving behind the warm house and sleeping children, and about to make the most dangerous and terrifying journey he's ever made, crossing the forest of his nightmares bottom to top. The moon is slight though, and the company is not particularly Feb 13 17:03:42 chatty, thankfully. This quiet anonymity gives him chance to reflect not just on Dietlinde's rejection and nightmare, or the children who want to be at his side, but at the secret pain Claudia has been holding for nearly a decade. Feb 13 17:05:21 * Morgan pulls up his hood, retreating into solitude inside it as he watches the road Feb 13 17:06:02 *he starts to wonder if he actually put the stone Jana gave him into his pocket or not* Feb 13 17:08:36 * Morgan rummages for it Feb 13 17:10:52 *it's smooth and cold, and gives him a feeling of deja vu he can't place. Then Xantha stumbles, and it falls from his hand. As he reaches to snatch it back, he falls from the saddle. He jolts awake as he hits the ground* Feb 13 17:11:26 * Morgan rolls off the bed, groping around to get his bearings Feb 13 17:12:45 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 13 17:12:51 * Molly wakes up Feb 13 17:12:58 My love? Feb 13 17:13:32 * Morgan slowly sits down on the bed, breathing hard Feb 13 17:14:19 alright... 'm alright... Feb 13 17:15:03 * Molly sits up, a hand on his back Feb 13 17:15:09 Magic? Tobacco? Feb 13 17:15:30 Whats the time? Feb 13 17:16:38 I'm not sure. *Now he recalls the stone. When they were discussing the terms Faulk suggested about her relinquishing her Avalonian citizenship, Molly had dug it from the banks of the Sudlache* Feb 13 17:16:58 * Morgan tries to get an idea of the time Feb 13 17:17:23 *it's about six* Feb 13 17:17:52 * Morgan takes a deep slow breath Feb 13 17:18:17 * Molly gently rubs his back Feb 13 17:19:02 What watch am I on? Feb 13 17:20:16 Eight til twelve, though I think we'll be in Jura by ten Feb 13 17:20:39 * Morgan nods Feb 13 17:20:43 It wasn't blue Feb 13 17:21:39 Hmm? Feb 13 17:22:32 The dream... it didn't turn blue Feb 13 17:22:54 Fuck. It was that one? Feb 13 17:24:48 * Morgan nods Feb 13 17:25:14 * Molly sighs heavily, forehead resting on his upper back Feb 13 17:25:18 I'm sorry Feb 13 17:25:33 I think... I think I know where its going... Feb 13 17:26:44 How can I help right now? Do you want to talk? Do you wish for space? Feb 13 17:29:43 I don't want to talk about it. I'm going to get dressed and get some coffee I think Feb 13 17:30:21 Alright, my love. There is nothing else I can do? Feb 13 17:31:02 * Morgan leans back against her Feb 13 17:31:14 Its not that you can't help... its that I don't want to face it right now Feb 13 17:31:34 * Molly wraps her arms over his shoulders and down his chest Feb 13 17:31:53 We don't need to talk. I'm here for you. Feb 13 17:32:57 * Morgan nods Feb 13 17:34:29 * Molly kisses his temple Feb 13 17:34:39 If you need to go, I won't stop you Feb 13 17:35:24 If I go up there, one of them will be waiting for me, wanting me to tell them what it was, how I feel. Feb 13 17:35:51 I would think they will be very protective of you today Feb 13 17:36:25 * Morgan nods, frowning Feb 13 17:36:31 probably Feb 13 17:38:06 * Molly nods Feb 13 17:38:14 I could tell them to go away? Feb 13 17:38:46 No, thats... its not fair to them Feb 13 17:39:51 They want to help you Feb 13 17:39:55 * Morgan nods Feb 13 17:39:57 I know Feb 13 17:40:28 Would you like me to ask Sorgi to swap your watch? Feb 13 17:40:44 No... no I don't think so. Feb 13 17:40:49 * Molly nods Feb 13 17:41:12 Alright, liebling. I could fetch you coffee? Feb 13 17:41:48 Would you mind? Feb 13 17:42:56 Of course not, my love. *she gets off the bed, pulling on a dressing gown and boots* Feb 13 17:44:49 * Morgan nods, rubbing the back of his neck with both hands Feb 13 17:48:39 * Molly goes. The light from the window definitely looks more dark grey than black, half light not far away, but a few bright stars are still visible Feb 13 17:56:41 * Morgan shudders momentarily before getting up and pulling his trousers on, followed by his boots Feb 13 17:59:17 *having to get fresh trousers from the trunk, he recalls having put that stone in a pouch that day at Faulk's, one that's at the bottom of their luggage* Feb 13 18:04:39 * Morgan digs it out, tipping it out onto his palm Feb 13 18:05:00 *it's identical to the one in his dream* Feb 13 18:05:43 * Morgan runs his thumb over it, looking at it closely Feb 13 18:06:17 *it's beautiful, but doesn't seem anything more than just a stone* Feb 13 18:07:07 * Morgan sighs frustratedly, putting it back in the pouch and into the trunk Feb 13 18:08:28 *it' definitely getting lighter before she's back, medium grey outside the window now, making just a hint of a view, the water darker than the sky* Feb 13 18:09:27 * Morgan pulls his shirt on Feb 13 18:09:34 [blossom, I'm going up on deck] Feb 13 18:10:17 [I'm sorry, Heinzharold has accosted me on the way. Shall I meet you at the galley, your coffee is almost ready] Feb 13 18:10:42 [alright] Feb 13 18:10:56 * Morgan heads out of the room to the galley Feb 13 18:11:33 * Molly hands it to him Feb 13 18:11:40 I'll get dressed now Feb 13 18:11:59 You don't need to if you want to go back to sleep Feb 13 18:12:27 No, my love. I'm alright Feb 13 18:15:06 * Molly kisses his cheek "I'll see you when we get to Jura" Feb 13 18:15:55 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:15:57 alright Feb 13 18:16:09 * Molly heads back to their rooms Feb 13 18:18:27 **both HH and Claudia are already on deck when he gets there, with coffee and flasks at the ready* Feb 13 18:19:02 * Morgan moves quietly to the rail, watching the lightening horizon Feb 13 18:19:12 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 13 18:19:20 * HH comes to stand behind him Feb 13 18:19:23 Drink? Feb 13 18:20:27 * Morgan raises his cup momentarily before sipping it Feb 13 18:22:07 * HH nods, standing quietly, no small feat Feb 13 18:25:41 * Morgan waits until the sun is above the horizon before speaking Feb 13 18:25:45 Hey Feb 13 18:26:56 *As the sun comes up he recalls how he'd watched it that morning six years ago from his bedroom window overlooking the Sudlache. He'd been awake for hours already, shaving neatly, packing a few things. It had been like preparing to go off to War, except that day he was going into the very best thing that would ever happen to him. The rising sun was Feb 13 18:26:56 the sign of a new day, a new life. He'd felt a slight pang to be saying goodbye to the bedroom he'd had for so long, but the thought of that room in his cottage that he would share with his wife that night had made up for it. He was slightly nervous about consummating the marriage, about whether she'd be hurt and how to be confident enough for her Feb 13 18:26:56 not to be scared. It was a daunting prospect, but he'd prove himself worthy of the trust she was giving him. He'd prove himself as her husband.* Feb 13 18:28:47 * Morgan sighs Feb 13 18:29:07 I'm sorry love. I never wanted you hurt. Feb 13 18:35:43 * HH puts his arm round Morgan's shoulder Feb 13 18:37:36 She knew that, man Feb 13 18:39:13 * Morgan nods, hanging his head Feb 13 18:40:56 *around them the crew are prepping to sail* Feb 13 18:41:32 I went an' told Inga to get dressed, but it don' seem like Molly is gonna need 'er too much Feb 13 18:42:06 * Morgan checks the time Feb 13 18:43:02 *it's about ten past seven, probably time for breakfast before his watch* Feb 13 18:43:05 She wasn't distressed this morning so... I figure she didn't have that nightmare Feb 13 18:43:46 * HH nods Feb 13 18:43:58 Seemed concerned f' you, but calm Feb 13 18:44:25 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:44:37 She was still asleep when I woke Feb 13 18:44:52 Scared th' shit outta her? Feb 13 18:45:38 No... not nearly so much as last time Feb 13 18:46:03 * HH nods Feb 13 18:46:28 Tha's good. Least it wasn' her Feb 13 18:46:44 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:46:45 yeah Feb 13 18:47:22 She mentioned y' might not wanna talk Feb 13 18:47:43 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:47:57 Yeah... its... its too much right now Feb 13 18:48:06 * HH nods Feb 13 18:48:14 Get some food then? Feb 13 18:48:40 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:49:24 * HH leads the way "Inga's in a better mood t'day" Feb 13 18:50:42 Yeah? That normal? Feb 13 18:51:10 Nope, but I tried summat Molly said Feb 13 18:51:24 Oh? Feb 13 18:51:58 I asked Inga "what can I do for you right now that you'd enjoy?" Feb 13 18:54:09 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:54:16 And she said be quiet? Feb 13 18:55:01 Yep. Half hour of back massage wi'out sayin' a word or e'en breathing too loud Feb 13 18:55:20 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:55:56 So I'm in th' good books now Feb 13 18:56:06 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:56:10 Good. Feb 13 18:56:54 Wish I'da realised I could jus' ask. Sounds so simple! Feb 13 18:57:18 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:57:33 Sometimes those complex creatures are easy to please Feb 13 18:57:42 * HH nods Feb 13 18:58:09 They jus' want us t' know without 'aving to tell us Feb 13 18:58:31 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:59:44 * HH pushes open the dinning room door, finding them a spot at the busy table Feb 13 19:02:17 *food is given to them, nothing different than anyone else is getting, no special breakfast* Feb 13 19:02:46 * Morgan looks down at the plate, smiling Feb 13 19:03:02 * HH whispers Feb 13 19:03:20 'Ope yer gonna have a better spread at Hafenlohr, man Feb 13 19:03:55 You ever wonder how you know when you've been accepted? Feb 13 19:04:28 * HH shrugs Feb 13 19:04:40 I'm always accepted, I'm a delight Feb 13 19:05:12 If they thought of me as anything other than a member of their crew.... We'd be eating something different to them Feb 13 19:07:11 * HH nods, shoving the food in his face Feb 13 19:09:27 * Morgan eats quickly Feb 13 19:10:03 *He'd barely eaten at the breakfast table with his family. He'd not really felt any guilt at that point, he was just focused on it going smoothly, and how happy they would be, every day for the rest of their lives. Everything else would fall into place when people saw how much they loved each other and how Theus had blessed them with that.* Feb 13 19:11:12 * Morgan sighs heavily before getting up to fetch coffee for his watch Feb 13 19:12:12 Hey, you want me to come up with ya? Feb 13 19:12:53 No, man... go spend time with your wife, be nice to her Feb 13 19:15:14 * HH nods "will do" Feb 13 19:18:41 Thanks man Feb 13 19:19:59 * HH starts talking with the other sailors Feb 13 19:22:52 * Morgan quietly removes himself from the room, heading back up on deck Feb 13 19:31:43 *he's easily able to go to his post, and the nest is the ideal place to be alone. He's seen on the map where Jura is, no properly charted place more southerly. It's definitely not as cold as the end of January in Eisen. It had been so cold that day he'd considered going to the cottage and starting the fire in the bedroom grate so they would be Feb 13 19:31:43 warm, but the risk of leaving it burning was too high. Also, there was a hint of concern that it would seem like he was rushing her to the bed chamber. Instead, he'd taken his warmest cloak with him, thinking that if it was needed it could be put over the eiderdown whilst the newly made fire started to heat their room* Feb 13 19:33:50 * Morgan looks round at the horizon Feb 13 19:34:37 First time since the fire that I've not been trying to avoid feeling anything, y'know. Feb 13 19:35:35 *there's a raven up above him that squawks as if in response* Feb 13 19:37:56 Its difficult... these dreams... they twist things, how we were... how much I loved you then, how much I still do and always will... I don't want to wallow in the pain that could have happened. You wouldn't want me wallowing in the pain of what was. Feb 13 19:39:31 *the raven above shakes out its wings with a little fluttery sound* Feb 13 19:40:40 * Morgan looks round again Feb 13 19:41:49 *there's a lull in the breeze, the air still and calm. Just as she'd described the voice of Theus in her dream, telling her that she would soon be in paradise, despite the burning house around them* Feb 13 19:42:57 * Morgan sighs Feb 13 19:43:12 Please.... Give me the strength to get through this Feb 13 19:44:03 *the bird flies upwards, circling a moment before landing on the rail on the crow's nest* Feb 13 19:44:26 * Morgan watches the bird Feb 13 19:44:35 If only I had Varicks abilities, huh Feb 13 19:44:58 *the bird watches him back, showing no signs of timidity* Feb 13 19:45:54 * Morgan checks for danger again Feb 13 19:47:22 What do I do? How do I get through this, this every night... Feb 13 19:50:50 *it shakes off its feathers again* Feb 13 19:51:32 You're not much help Feb 13 19:51:56 *it stares at him disconcertingly* Feb 13 19:52:15 And you aint Claudia either Feb 13 19:52:55 *it turns its back, staring out towards the land* Feb 13 19:53:17 * Morgan looks out the same way Feb 13 19:54:04 *it all looks peaceful. The bird stays there another ten minutes* Feb 13 19:57:52 * Morgan shifts in place, trying to get more comfortable Feb 13 19:58:27 *the raven flies away after a while. The port starts to get closer* Feb 13 20:00:43 * Morgan spends a few minutes saying a quiet prayer for Dietlinde, Jana and his sons souls, and asking for help once more to endure the struggles of his dreams Feb 13 20:05:02 *he has to help with the work of getting her into port, calls going back and forth, and it takes some of the mental burden away a while. Sorgi does an excellent job, fortuitous that this talentened Captain they've all grown to love could be saved by magic from both the fatal stab wound as well as the decades-long alcoholism he'd had Feb 13 20:06:34 * Morgan spends some time looking at the people in the port from his vantage point Feb 13 20:07:44 *for the most part it's much like any other port, but there are more women with the hair covered, and the frequent shine of rosary beads catching the sun* Feb 13 20:08:59 * Morgan tries to get comfortable to pass the rest of his watch Feb 13 20:11:46 *there's a lot of coming and going from the Rose as Sorgi, Xsarlac and some of the crew go off to find provisions. HH has joined the men on deck, helping co-ordinate. His watch drags now, much he could be doing instead Feb 13 20:13:44 * Morgan moves about, humming to himself Feb 13 20:16:23 *the city is quite big, the corner of Theah-main, likely the key trading point between the north and the most southern coastlines of Castile, Vodacce, and the Empire. But even though it is full of churches, all are old and Vaticine style, a part of the world that holds fast to the ideals of the old Mother Church. If they have seen Luther's Feb 13 20:16:23 ninety-five reasons why their church is wrong, they haven't cared. More likely, Objectionist theories have been long quashed before reaching the outposts of the known world. Feb 13 20:18:47 *Eventually, his watch comes to an end. Men bring crates of oranges on board, not very common in Eisen, but something Morgan ate frequently when he ventured to Castille* Feb 13 20:20:28 * Morgan swaps over with his relief before dropping like a stone down the rigging, dropping gently to the deck Feb 13 20:20:48 *no one interrupts him* Feb 13 20:22:28 * Morgan wanders down to his cabin, stopping only to get more coffee Feb 13 20:22:54 *he overhears Molly talking when he gets to the door. It's quiet enough that others wouldn't pick it up from outside* M: it's something we're familiar with. Fortunately my hands are quite adept, so I will manage fine by myself until things are better Feb 13 20:23:16 * Morgan scowls Feb 13 20:23:46 *there's a quiet pause before she says with embarrassment* Oh god, I'm so sorry, Inga! I am so used to making silly comments like that with my husband that it just came out! Feb 13 20:23:53 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 13 20:24:41 I: You joke about -that- with him?! Feb 13 20:25:13 * Molly laughs softly "Well yes, quite a few times" Feb 13 20:25:39 I: Aren't you ashamed and embarrassed by it? Feb 13 20:26:52 I used to be, but when we were on honeymoon it came up in a conversation, and he managed to really reassure me that my mother was just a massive prude and that's where I'd gotten those feelings from Feb 13 20:27:31 I: he said she was a prude?! *she sounds more gossiping than truly scandalised* Feb 13 20:28:28 No, not at all all, but I realised that she was. He said it was perfectly natural and normal Feb 13 20:29:15 I: Heinzharold is always asking to see me do that Feb 13 20:31:08 You don't want to do it? You don't have to do anything you don't wish to. He's hardly going to command you! Feb 13 20:32:00 *Inga giggles* that would be a bit of a strange thing to command! Feb 13 20:32:35 * Morgan takes a couple of steps back before scuffing a boot on the floor, moving towards the door once more Feb 13 20:32:55 *there's giggling from them both now* Feb 13 20:33:28 * Morgan goes into the room, glancing at them Feb 13 20:33:41 Dread to think what you two are giggling about Feb 13 20:33:58 *they're both sewing, faces a picture of innocence* Feb 13 20:34:17 I could tell you, but it's rather early in the day for it! Feb 13 20:34:45 *Inga blushes a little, smiling still, and focuses her gaze to her sewing* Feb 13 20:35:25 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his coffee Feb 13 20:36:03 *Inga looks between them* I'll umm go to see if the others are ready to go to the city? Feb 13 20:37:18 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 13 20:37:28 I've been watching the people moving about... Feb 13 20:38:31 *Inga folds her sewing carefully* Heinzharold thought we should go to the marketplace for lunch? Feb 13 20:39:55 That'd be nice, I think. Get some supplies, go exploring... Feb 13 20:40:47 * Molly smiles Feb 13 20:40:54 That does sound nice Feb 13 20:41:18 *Inga goes to find the others. Molly sips her coffee* Feb 13 20:41:25 How was your watch? Feb 13 20:41:58 Difficult at times... trying... tedious... Feb 13 20:43:20 * Molly nods Feb 13 20:43:37 That doesn't sound very pleasant Feb 13 20:48:34 It wasn't really Feb 13 20:48:50 * Molly nods Feb 13 20:49:20 Are you sure you wish to go out? We can give you some peace and privacy today if you prefer Feb 13 20:49:45 I need to get the timber sorted anyway, and I'd rather not be alone Feb 13 20:49:53 * Molly nods Feb 13 20:50:07 Varick wishes to look for goats and chickens Feb 13 20:50:29 * Morgan nods Feb 13 20:51:29 * Molly stands up, stretching Feb 13 20:51:41 Alright, I'll get my cloak Feb 13 20:52:28 * Morgan nods Feb 13 20:52:38 Its definitely warmer than we're used to this time of ear Feb 13 20:52:45 * Molly nods Feb 13 20:53:06 I'm ready for spring weather and new beginnings Feb 13 20:53:26 * Morgan nods, flinching slightly Feb 13 20:53:44 * Molly frowns Feb 13 20:53:48 I'm sorry Feb 13 20:53:58 No... you've nothing to be sorry for Feb 13 20:54:20 I need to be more careful with my words than normal today Feb 13 20:55:02 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 13 20:55:06 No... Feb 13 20:55:55 * Molly shrugs slightly Feb 13 20:56:10 I wouldn't have you suffer any more than you already are, my love Feb 13 20:57:20 I know... but I'm plenty capable of doing that myself anyway Feb 13 20:57:48 * Molly nods sadly Feb 13 20:58:00 You aren't kind to yourself Feb 13 20:58:16 * Molly fetches her cloak, pulling it on Feb 13 21:00:19 I'm not being -unkind-... it just... it just happens Feb 13 21:00:51 * Molly nods, doing up the clasp Feb 13 21:01:06 Did Heinzharold see you? Feb 13 21:01:50 Uh huh... why? Feb 13 21:02:34 I wondered if he'd headed my advice to let you be Feb 13 21:02:56 * Morgan nods Feb 13 21:03:21 He was there.... just... waiting quietly. *he glances at her* which in a way was quite creepy Feb 13 21:03:51 * Molly smiles Feb 13 21:04:04 A quiet Heinzharold is a blessing to some Feb 13 21:04:32 So I heard Feb 13 21:05:20 * Molly nods Feb 13 21:05:28 She's happy today Feb 13 21:05:52 * Morgan nods Feb 13 21:05:54 He was quiet Feb 13 21:06:31 * Molly nods, tying her boots up before checking her hair in the small mirror Feb 13 21:06:42 There. Good enough for Jura? Feb 13 21:07:19 * Morgan looks her over Feb 13 21:07:21 Beautiful Feb 13 21:07:39 * Molly blushes, smiling Feb 13 21:07:44 Thank you, my love Feb 13 21:09:43 * Morgan inclines his head Feb 13 21:10:20 You, my love, are gorgeous as ever Feb 13 21:11:09 * Morgan subconsciously touches his arms, shaking his head Feb 13 21:12:16 * Molly comes closer, putting her hands there gently "to me, you are gorgeous, you are perfect, just as you are." Feb 13 21:13:10 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 13 21:13:33 Definitely not. Come, we've got a city to see Feb 13 21:15:08 * Molly watches him a moment, then nods Feb 13 21:16:16 Yes, my love Feb 13 21:17:52 * Morgan nods, digging out his Koertig cloak, wrapping it round himself and fastening it Feb 13 21:18:59 You're not taking your coat, my love? Feb 13 21:19:57 You think I should? Feb 13 21:20:48 Not if you're more comfortable in that, it's just unusal Feb 13 21:21:39 * Morgan looks a bit torn Feb 13 21:22:33 * Molly smiles "It's fine, my love. It's nice to see you wear it" Feb 13 21:25:25 * Morgan nods Feb 13 21:25:33 Could wear it -over- my coat I suppose... Feb 13 21:26:45 You'll be too warm. Come along, my love *she smiles* Feb 13 21:27:47 * Morgan nods, fiddling with his belt Feb 13 21:28:07 * Molly holds out her right hand to him Feb 13 21:28:28 * Morgan takes it Feb 13 21:28:49 Are you ready? Feb 13 21:29:42 Aye, I think so Feb 13 21:30:13 Anytime you wish, we can come back here just the two of us Feb 13 21:31:18 * Morgan nods Feb 13 21:31:20 Alright Feb 13 21:32:04 * Molly smiles Feb 13 21:32:36 And I wasn't even being suggestive! *she leads the way out, hand still in his* Feb 13 21:33:09 * Morgan nods, following her Feb 13 21:37:05 *they head out into the city. Zareen joins them, Amir in a wrapping cloth. HH strolls along proudly with his arm around Inga's shoulders. Varick is instructed to hold Molly's hand. Xsarlac is still off with Sorgi. The marketplace is busy, but they do find a little cafe. The others are relaxed together, though her can tell that some of Molly's Feb 13 21:37:05 cheerfulness is just to help make it all much easier for him, trying to stop the others from brooding over it or pestering him. The food is new and unusual, rice dishes, egg dishes, a variety of spices in them. He does have to do much of the talking, none of the others speaking Castillean, though it's likely that Theah would suffice in a pinch Feb 13 21:40:07 *HH wants to try everything, asking nicely before eating anyone else's, but taking a forkful of Morgan's just as he always had* Feb 13 21:40:54 I have to admit... I aways liked the food here Feb 13 21:41:35 * Molly nods "it's certainly different" Feb 13 21:42:46 Pity the coffee tastes like dishwater Feb 13 21:43:13 * Molly smiles "mmhmm... the only coffee you like is from home?" Feb 13 21:44:20 So far, aye... Ussuran coffee is... eh, its alright... Vesten coffee is alright, quite strong but a bit... I don't know, its sort of spiced Feb 13 21:44:32 * Molly nods Feb 13 21:44:36 One day... Feb 13 21:45:47 V: how many goats can we get? Feb 13 21:46:19 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 21:46:26 Two? Feb 13 21:46:44 V: can we get one boy and one girl? Feb 13 21:47:11 HH: *he grins, looking at Morgan* kids, eh? Feb 13 21:47:59 No, because we need milk, and a boy goat won't help with that Feb 13 21:49:07 *Inga says quietly* they only have one teat... Feb 13 21:51:13 * Morgan nods slightly, smirking at her Feb 13 21:52:01 *HH whispers something in her ear, making her go bright red* Feb 13 21:52:23 * Morgan glances at him Feb 13 21:52:24 Behave Feb 13 21:52:29 * Molly watches them a moment, smiling faintly, before drinking the derided coffee Feb 13 21:52:51 *HH grins* yes, almighty overlord Feb 13 21:54:35 *they move on to wandering around the market, Inga and Molly walking arm in arm over to some fabrics, giggling and whispering* Feb 13 21:54:39 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 13 21:54:52 Any idea what's gotten in to 'em? Feb 13 21:54:59 Yes, I do Feb 13 21:55:10 Gon' enlighten me? Feb 13 21:55:38 Uhhhh.. no, I don't think I am. Its just girl talk Feb 13 21:55:50 * HH nods, watching them Feb 13 21:56:05 They're happy, that's what's important Feb 13 21:56:13 * Morgan nods Feb 13 21:56:18 Yes, it is Feb 13 21:57:44 How's she doin'? Feb 13 21:58:26 Busy trying to make things easier for me, mostly Feb 13 21:58:41 * HH nods Feb 13 21:58:48 She's a good girl Feb 13 21:58:57 * Morgan nods Feb 13 21:59:05 Yes, she is. I'm very lucky Feb 13 21:59:23 * HH nods Feb 13 22:00:22 Damn right. *he's watching them still as Inga is looking at something* 'scuse me, gotta figure out what she's lookin' at Feb 13 22:00:40 * Morgan nods, looking round Feb 13 22:01:21 *it seems like quite a peaceful market. He spots some livestock pens at the far end* Feb 13 22:01:59 [I've seen a livestock merchant. Two goats? How many chickens?] Feb 13 22:04:41 [can we manage twenty?] Feb 13 22:04:58 [Reckon so] Feb 13 22:05:23 [good, we'll likely only have five or six when we get back to Eisen] Feb 13 22:05:39 [I'll be back in a minute] Feb 13 22:05:46 * Morgan heads for the merchant Feb 13 22:05:51 [take as long as you need] Feb 13 22:06:10 * HH is now known as Varick Feb 13 22:06:15 Papa! Wait! Feb 13 22:06:30 * Morgan stops, looking round Feb 13 22:06:42 You forgot about me! Feb 13 22:07:40 I could never forget about you Feb 13 22:08:03 I can help Feb 13 22:08:27 * Morgan nods, taking his hand Feb 13 22:08:45 * Varick holds it Feb 13 22:08:56 Mama said you'd be sad today Feb 13 22:09:13 Yes, I am a bit Feb 13 22:09:53 * Varick nods "I'll look after you, Papa" Feb 13 22:10:08 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:10:13 Thank you Feb 13 22:12:28 *they get to the merchant. There's many different animals here, and though Varick is trying to keep his attention on the chickens and goats, the crate of little kittens is distracting him Feb 13 22:13:15 Merchant, in Castillean: Can I help you? Some fine beasts today Feb 13 22:13:46 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:14:08 We're after some animals... specifically, a couple of female goats and twenty chickens Feb 13 22:14:58 M: *he nods, showing them a pen of goats, all with large udders. Varick watches them, and they all seem to watch him* Feb 13 22:15:13 M: all young and healthy Feb 13 22:16:30 * Varick looks to Morgan Feb 13 22:17:24 I don't like the black one. The white one gets sea-sick. The orange one has pains in her stomach. I think the two brown ones are twins. Feb 13 22:18:34 So the brown ones then? Feb 13 22:18:39 * Varick nods Feb 13 22:18:53 * Morgan nods, relaying that to the merchant Feb 13 22:19:04 *he names a fair price* Feb 13 22:19:54 * Morgan nods, paying him Feb 13 22:21:02 *the merchant points them to a huge amount of chickens whilst he gets rope around the goats necks* you want to take them now, or have them taken somewhere? Feb 13 22:22:32 Taken to my ship... don't fancy trying to walk twenty chickens round the place while we look around Feb 13 22:23:36 *he nods. Ten minutes later, Varick has selected twenty, seemingly randomly to anyone else, and they're loaded into a cart headed to the ship* Feb 13 22:24:20 * Morgan thanks the man, moving back towards the others Feb 13 22:24:25 Why those chickens, Varick? Feb 13 22:26:15 They're the ones that like each other most Feb 13 22:27:17 I see. That makes sense Feb 13 22:27:41 * Varick nods Feb 13 22:27:51 Where's Mama? Feb 13 22:28:04 * Morgan looks round for her Feb 13 22:29:40 *she and the others are nowhere to be seen* Feb 13 22:29:49 * Varick looks round too Feb 13 22:29:49 * Morgan tries to get a sense of her direction Feb 13 22:30:12 *she's north of them, outside the main part of the market* Feb 13 22:30:47 [where are you?] Feb 13 22:30:56 They're... that direction... Feb 13 22:31:30 [in a little grassy bit behind the market. Someone needed a change of their undergarments] Feb 13 22:31:46 I think Amir needed changing... come on Feb 13 22:31:55 * Morgan leads Varick by the hand toward them Feb 13 22:31:59 * Varick goes along nicely Feb 13 22:32:43 *the others are sat on the grass beneath the trees, Amir in the middle* Feb 13 22:33:45 * Varick goes to sit by the baby Feb 13 22:34:59 We got two goats, they're sisters, and twenty chickens who don't peck each other Feb 13 22:35:25 *Molly smiles* that sounds very sensible, Mauschen Feb 13 22:35:43 * Morgan nods, getting down on the ground Feb 13 22:36:02 M: Will they need collecting? Feb 13 22:36:11 No, they're being delivered to the Rose Feb 13 22:36:23 *she smiles* oh good Feb 13 22:37:10 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:37:21 Didn't much want to lead twenty chickens through town Feb 13 22:37:48 * a brightening of the sun draws his attention up. the light here under the trees is a warmer gold than the silvery one that stuck to the spindly bare branches that morning six years ago. Her hands had been warm though her reddened nose showed she was cold. He'd given her his cloak, and gently pulled her lovely hair from the collar. It hadn't Feb 13 22:37:48 seemed as symbolic then as it did with the hindsight of Edward's wedding. He'd cloaked her in his name and honour, giving her protection. He hadn't realised that the protection wouldn't be enough, and his name and honour would be what led them to the death that parted them that they'd made promises to love and honour until* Feb 13 22:38:40 HH's voice seems like miles away: A pied piper of poultry Feb 13 22:38:57 * Morgan gets up, walking away Feb 13 22:39:56 *he doesn't get very far at all before he hears Molly say from near behind him "liebling?" Feb 13 22:40:01 * Varick is now known as Molly Feb 13 22:40:38 Memories. Feb 13 22:40:51 Do you wish to be left alone? Feb 13 22:41:23 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 22:42:09 I could send one of the others if that would be better? Feb 13 22:42:33 No... no I don't think so Feb 13 22:43:30 Wait here a minute, I'll tell them we'll meet them back at the ship later, alright? Feb 13 22:43:44 * Morgan nods numbly Feb 13 22:44:15 *there's the sound of cheering and clapping from behind them, full of excitement* Feb 13 22:44:26 * Morgan looks round Feb 13 22:44:54 *Amir is slowly crawling on the grass. They all look so excited about it* Feb 13 22:45:49 * Molly is making her way towards them, about half way between them and her husband Feb 13 22:46:18 * Morgan sighs, waiting Feb 13 22:48:55 ACTION gets drawn into it, but is clearly trying hard to escape. This means he's still stuck beneath the trees that remind him so much. He'd put the ring on her finger at the right time, just before it was pronounced and him finally getting to kiss her properly, not sneakily, not with a hint of uncertainty that maybe it wasn't right to kiss her Feb 13 22:48:56 too passionately before they were wed. He'd had her ring in his pocket when they died. She hadn't even had that comfort in her last moments. Instead it's in the vault with the one he no longer wears. In his dream, she'd wanted it back. But would Heinzharold have found it to bury it with her?* Feb 13 22:49:57 * Morgan screws up his face, turning and starting to walk quickly away once more Feb 13 22:51:47 *the way he's headed is towards the nearest church. He doesn't notice that grass has given way to graveyard until he's stood amongst the stones* Feb 13 22:52:38 * Morgan swears, stopping still as he looks round Feb 13 22:55:25 *the graveyard is empty, aside from all the people who were once out enjoying the sunshine, shopping in the market, their own little troubles and traumas. Grown ups, children, husbands, wives... so many dead people. All those graves filled with bodies no longer inhabited by souls, in varying states of decay* Feb 13 22:56:33 * Morgan moves quickly toward the church, putting his back against it as he crouches down, closing his eyes, trying to slow his breathing Feb 13 22:56:58 * Molly must have sprinted to catch up with him, and she arrives just as the church bells begin a celebratory peel. Wedding bells, of course. Feb 13 22:59:09 * Morgan stays where he is, moving so his arms are covering his head Feb 13 22:59:36 *Inside the church must be filled with joy, vows and rings exchanged. But what of Dietlinde's ring? Would it have remained with what had been left of her, still around one of those bones that had made up her long slim talented fingers? Would it have fallen loose into the soot that was what remained of the callused skin that she had laughed that she Feb 13 22:59:36 could poke a dressmaking pin against without pain? Stronger than steel, she'd said. He'd said that his love was like that. Unmalleable, unmeltable, unbreakable.* Feb 13 23:00:23 * Morgan starts to whimper and shake Feb 13 23:00:59 * Molly comes close to him crouching down. Her voice is soft Feb 13 23:01:36 Liebes herz, I want to knock you out, just for a few moments, and then I'll bring you around again. Feb 13 23:01:47 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 13 23:03:45 * Molly puts her hand gently on the back of his neck. He barely even feels the prickle before there's a sudden sense of peaceful nothingness, like on the verge of sleep. From a distance, like he's under water and she's above it, he hears her say "alright, come on now" Feb 13 23:04:30 * Morgan tries to stay where he is for a few moments longer before following her voice Feb 13 23:05:31 * Molly continues to talk gently. Everything in his body seems to have settled to an easy state. It's not like being drunk, it's more like the relaxation the tobacco gives Feb 13 23:06:19 * Morgan sighs, looking at her Feb 13 23:06:35 * Molly looks serious and concerned, but not alarmed Feb 13 23:06:46 That's it, my love. Let's start over Feb 13 23:07:49 Ok... I'm here... Feb 13 23:07:59 * Molly nods Feb 13 23:08:09 Do you want to go home? Feb 13 23:09:17 Don't.... Think so... Feb 13 23:09:30 Back to the ship, I mean? Feb 13 23:09:48 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 23:09:57 I dunno... 'm ok now Feb 13 23:10:38 Alright, let's get away from the church. I don't want to do that again somewhere so risky in a country like this Feb 13 23:11:34 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:11:45 Sorry... didn't mean to come here Feb 13 23:12:19 It's alright *she stands, offering her hand* Feb 13 23:12:31 * Morgan takes it, standing up Feb 13 23:12:39 * Molly squeezes Feb 13 23:13:29 So, I think either we go to see if they have a shop with chocolate, or go back to the livestock and see those kittens Varick was talking about Feb 13 23:14:15 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:14:19 ok Feb 13 23:16:10 * Molly keeps a firm grip of his hand as they go back to the busier parts of the city. He can see how she looks around vigilantly, watching the behaviours of the people around them. It's so very out of keeping with her usual relaxed demeanour. The protector, not the protected. Feb 13 23:17:43 * Morgan looks round slowly before shifting his shoulders under his cloak, eliciting an ugly crunch Feb 13 23:17:50 Alright. Enough of that. Feb 13 23:18:06 Hmm? *she's clearly concentrating* Feb 13 23:19:03 I'm alright Feb 13 23:20:15 * Molly looks at him assessingly to see how alright he looks Feb 13 23:20:44 * Morgan looks calm Feb 13 23:21:17 * Molly nods, letting her pace drop just a little, vigilance likewise Feb 13 23:22:05 Another day, I'll refuse to do it, and you'll have to haul me home to the Rose over your shoulder Feb 13 23:22:19 Refuse to do what? Feb 13 23:22:31 Stop being so vigilant Feb 13 23:23:41 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:23:48 What did you tell the others? Feb 13 23:24:19 That you needed some time alone and we'd see them later Feb 13 23:24:39 Not that I'm having some sort of breakdown? Because that would be the truth of it Feb 13 23:25:36 Oh horsesh- dung. You are not. You're having a challenging day, but it isn't a breakdown Feb 13 23:26:46 Feels like it Feb 13 23:27:07 You are going to be alright, my love Feb 13 23:27:56 * Morgan nods, looking round Feb 13 23:28:23 *everything looks fine. He spots a sign for a chocolate shop* Feb 13 23:28:36 * Morgan leads in that direction Feb 13 23:30:44 * Molly follows his lead completely. There's a ridiculous amount of choice, and she surveys the things with a childlike excitement. It's amazing that given what she's just had to do she can let her troubles go enough to make an excited squeal over the prospect of chocolate mice with little sugar string tails Feb 13 23:31:06 Aren't they sweet?! Feb 13 23:31:22 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:31:24 I suppose so Feb 13 23:31:56 We should get some for everyone, don't you think? Feb 13 23:32:26 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:32:27 Definitely Feb 13 23:34:07 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Feb 13 23:35:34 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)