**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Feb 3 00:00:04 2023 Feb 03 00:00:04 * Edward sighs Feb 03 00:00:10 Does she know? Feb 03 00:01:11 No, because I pay attention... I've asked her to think about how father would react to finding out someone has some sort of magic that he has to have dealings with... and how to mitigate it... Feb 03 00:02:05 * Edward nods Feb 03 00:02:19 I hope she has some answers Feb 03 00:02:30 * Morgan nods Feb 03 00:03:02 I don't see that Florrie would be able to curtail what comes so naturally to her that is entirely accepted in Avalon... and I think it would be... unkind to ask her to Feb 03 00:04:23 * Edward nods Feb 03 00:04:49 My daughter will not be made to feel shame for who she is, not even by Father Feb 03 00:05:12 * Morgan watches him speculatively Feb 03 00:05:53 Yes? Feb 03 00:06:10 I was just thinking... I've never been more proud of you than I am right now Feb 03 00:06:34 Why? Feb 03 00:07:53 I know the magic is still uncomfortable for you. I know the situation with Mina about Florrie is very difficult for you. I know how much fathers approval means to you. And yet with all of that, you make that kind of statement, that kind of commitment... how could I not be proud? Feb 03 00:08:51 * Edward , for once, looks a bit bashful, and far from his usual borderline-arrogant self Feb 03 00:09:00 Thank you, that means much to me Feb 03 00:09:45 * Morgan nods, smiling for a moment before speaking Feb 03 00:10:09 We'll find a way to bring him around... Feb 03 00:10:23 * Edward nods Feb 03 00:10:48 He will have to accept that there is magic in our bloodline Feb 03 00:12:27 At least he won't have to go through the process of accepting he has it himself... Feb 03 00:13:34 * Edward nods Feb 03 00:13:52 Nor that his future children might Feb 03 00:14:17 * Morgan nods Feb 03 00:14:21 It is a certainty for me Feb 03 00:14:58 * Edward nods Feb 03 00:15:47 Does that present a concern to you, or will it be simpler as they will already be surrounded by your magics? Feb 03 00:17:04 I wish... it wasn't necessary. The fact they will need it, I -hate- that, but I cannot change it, so... the best thing I can do is make sure they're as competent and strong as possible with it. Feb 03 00:17:44 * Edward nods Feb 03 00:18:07 Just as Father had faced knowing the War awaited us Feb 03 00:18:14 * Morgan nods Feb 03 00:18:24 Indeed. Feb 03 00:20:31 I should go, before Mina comes looking for me *he smiles* despite our conflict, she always wants to be at my side or on my lap Feb 03 00:20:56 * Morgan nods Feb 03 00:21:45 She needs to know that though your behaviour has changed, your love for her has not except to grow stronger. Don't rest until you -know- she knows it. Feb 03 00:23:27 * Edward nods Feb 03 00:23:39 Do you think you ought to do the same, brother? Feb 03 00:24:45 I've done much of that lately... Molly says she understands me more now... but I will do so Feb 03 00:25:42 Maybe she would benefit from some of DeeDee's tobacco? Feb 03 00:25:59 She quite likes it Feb 03 00:27:55 * Edward smiles Feb 03 00:28:14 I'll wish you both a very relaxed evening together then Feb 03 00:28:26 * Morgan nods Feb 03 00:28:44 Take care brother. I'll leave a note to arrange for Molly and Mina to talk... I think it did them both good Feb 03 00:29:44 * Edward nods, smiling "Good luck, Captain" Feb 03 00:30:07 * Morgan inclines his head Feb 03 00:30:14 Love to Mina. Speak soon. Feb 03 00:31:08 * Edward is still smiling when he covers his mirror Feb 03 00:31:18 * Morgan covers his before putting it away Feb 03 00:43:21 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Feb 03 00:53:46 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Feb 03 00:54:21 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Feb 03 00:55:03 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Feb 03 09:59:56 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Feb 03 10:00:22 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Feb 03 10:01:42 *he feels his neck prickle as he's locking Edward's mirror away* Feb 03 10:02:28 * Morgan waits for it to stop Feb 03 10:02:36 [is everything alright?] Feb 03 10:02:46 *it does, very quickly* Feb 03 10:03:00 [yes, I'll be there momentarily] Feb 03 10:04:10 * Morgan finds a second cup, pouring fresh coffee for each of them Feb 03 10:05:17 * MollyK comes in, taking off her boots before sitting on the couch Feb 03 10:05:51 * Morgan brings her a cup Feb 03 10:05:58 A certain young man managed to get a handful of what he thought would feed him! Thank you Feb 03 10:07:12 Oh? Feb 03 10:08:00 It would have been fine, but I'm a bit more tender there from finishing the Queen Anne's Lace Feb 03 10:08:51 Oh blossom... are you alright? Feb 03 10:08:58 * MollyK smiles Feb 03 10:09:26 I'm fine, it's just more sensitive today, and little hands are not gentle hands! Feb 03 10:09:34 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:09:37 No, they're not Feb 03 10:10:04 * MollyK sips the coffee Feb 03 10:10:09 How are you? Feb 03 10:10:20 * Morgan sighs, nodding Feb 03 10:10:23 I'm alright Feb 03 10:12:02 * MollyK takes his hand Feb 03 10:12:20 Did you have a nice time with Heinzharold? Feb 03 10:12:38 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:12:59 Mostly, yes... had him hold a block of wood up the entire time I was working Feb 03 10:13:30 * MollyK smiles Feb 03 10:13:32 Why? Feb 03 10:14:28 Just to see how long it'd take him to ask why... he didn't. Feb 03 10:14:34 * MollyK nods Feb 03 10:14:43 He trusts you? Feb 03 10:15:30 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:19:50 * MollyK leans her cheek to his upper arm Feb 03 10:19:55 How is Edward? Feb 03 10:20:42 He and Mina are at odds Feb 03 10:21:40 Why? Feb 03 10:22:59 He's, as he puts it, leaning into how I would be with the people, more approachable, less formal... she doesn't like it, its not how her family have always done it... I suspect its actually that the change makes her uncomfortable and less secure in his feelings for her, so I've told him to talk to her properly Feb 03 10:24:35 * MollyK nods Feb 03 10:25:34 I think you're probably correct, my love. Women pick up all manner of little things as cues of safety and security Feb 03 10:26:00 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:26:53 Way I see it, she's still grieving for her father, and how her husband has changed from what she expected... she's not got the stability she expected. Feb 03 10:27:27 * MollyK nods Feb 03 10:28:24 Absolutely. And she's waited a long time for Edward to be her husband, and he is not behaving as she anticipated, in a way that if we are honest he was firmly stuck to until very recently Feb 03 10:28:36 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:29:38 He says he's spoken to her and taken her thoughts into account... politically I'm sure he has but when I asked if he enquired or properly engaged her, especially given that she isn't exactly forthcoming when it comes to contradicting what he wants... Feb 03 10:31:35 ... Edward was back to sailing his ship? Feb 03 10:32:16 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:32:35 He was cross with me for not warning him how difficult it is, especially when we are not in agreement Feb 03 10:32:52 * MollyK smiles Feb 03 10:33:35 Edward thinks of his marriage as a ship to sail, having never sailed an actual ship Feb 03 10:34:44 I did ask him about that before we left Graben... but, his view of marriage fits the analogy well Feb 03 10:35:52 * MollyK nods Feb 03 10:36:00 Mina's touched on it briefly Feb 03 10:36:50 Oh? Feb 03 10:37:35 She likes it Feb 03 10:37:51 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:38:33 I was wondering if you'd talk with her... the subject of children came up and it occurred to me that her grieving may affect their conceiving... Feb 03 10:38:42 * MollyK nods Feb 03 10:38:50 That is possible, yes Feb 03 10:39:48 Edward said he'd ask her to talk to you but... I think she'd see it that he feels she's failed, which isn't the case... so I said I'd ask you to talk to her, work some reassurance about it into the conversation... Feb 03 10:41:26 Of course, my love Feb 03 10:41:59 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Feb 03 10:42:12 I don't suppose you got chance to check Zareen? Feb 03 10:42:38 I did Feb 03 10:43:01 * Morgan watches her expectantly Feb 03 10:45:50 She has sustained a nasty head injury, around the time she starts to be able to recall Feb 03 10:46:13 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 03 10:46:19 Right... Feb 03 10:48:10 I am very confident with a lot of magic and some time I can fix it Feb 03 10:48:37 But what would that mean for Zareen... for her bond with her child... Feb 03 10:50:18 That I do not know. It seems I can deal with the body, physically, but not the mind Feb 03 10:52:46 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 03 10:53:15 It's a risk, I will not lie Feb 03 10:54:07 * Morgan nods Feb 03 10:54:11 Yes it is. Feb 03 10:55:32 * MollyK nods Feb 03 10:55:42 It is not really our decision Feb 03 10:56:06 The problem there is that she has been taught to fear and hate magic... Feb 03 10:58:10 I think Xsarlac has already worked at that, being a healer himself. Two of their children are also magic users Feb 03 10:58:52 Two of their children that she doesn't remember... Feb 03 10:59:22 No, that is true Feb 03 11:00:11 How do you suggest we handle it? Feb 03 11:01:12 Speak to Xsarlac, I suppose. She will need to get used to it either way, one in five Capperlucians have magic Feb 03 11:01:35 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:02:12 That will be good for Varick, and for us I think Feb 03 11:02:34 Why? Feb 03 11:03:01 Because we will not have to be so hidden. You can practice there in a way you could not elsewhere Feb 03 11:03:57 I hadn't considered that Feb 03 11:07:11 * MollyK nods Feb 03 11:08:19 That will be nice. As to Amir... Feb 03 11:08:32 * Morgan sighs slightly Feb 03 11:08:34 Yes? Feb 03 11:10:13 There are plenty of us here to look after him and love him. We will have a goat of two for milk, but he also does eat foods now. If needs be, we can juggle his care between us until we get to Capperlucia, where I would imagine there will be family members who will help Feb 03 11:11:31 * Morgan frowns slightly, nodding Feb 03 11:13:46 He'll be alright, my love, one way or the other. He was brought up in a big nursery with palace nurses tending him. He hasn't had that same close constant bond with her that babies should, in my opinion, be entitled to Feb 03 11:14:19 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Feb 03 11:14:21 I suppose so Feb 03 11:14:49 * MollyK glances up at him Feb 03 11:15:00 Talk to me... what is on your mind? Feb 03 11:16:20 I'm just... attached to him, thats all Feb 03 11:18:43 * MollyK nods Feb 03 11:18:49 Me too, my love Feb 03 11:20:15 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:20:27 Apparently Inga and HeinzHarold talk about how fond of him we are.. Feb 03 11:20:35 * MollyK nods Feb 03 11:20:43 I haven't hidden it from her Feb 03 11:21:16 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:21:28 Its going to be very hard for us, leaving him behind, isn't it Feb 03 11:22:30 I do worry how that will be for you. It wasn't easy leaving Thomas, but with your dreams... Feb 03 11:23:52 I'm not safe for a child of that age to be around Feb 03 11:25:29 * MollyK moves looking up at him Feb 03 11:25:38 What do you mean? Feb 03 11:26:42 Thats what you were suggesting wasn't it? Feb 03 11:27:18 No. That is most certainly -not- what I was suggesting! Feb 03 11:28:29 Then what, love? Feb 03 11:28:58 That the dreams will make parting from him all the more painful Feb 03 11:29:54 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:29:58 I suppose it will, yes Feb 03 11:31:35 * MollyK nods, leaning back to him, fingers going between his Feb 03 11:31:48 I know you don't deal in what ifs... Feb 03 11:32:12 but... Feb 03 11:32:51 But if the situation develops in such a way that Zareen rejects him, what do you wish to do? Feb 03 11:34:01 That rather depends on Sigfried Feb 03 11:34:46 Does it? Feb 03 11:35:26 Does it not? Feb 03 11:35:51 Will he not submit to the will of his wife? Feb 03 11:36:16 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:36:20 I would imagine so Feb 03 11:37:50 He's dealt better than I expected with the fact that Amir has been born from his wife being with another man Feb 03 11:38:24 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:38:34 I'm a little surprised by him if I'm honest Feb 03 11:39:30 * MollyK nods Feb 03 11:40:12 It's all so hard to predict. Perhaps he will be able to clarify it for us Feb 03 11:40:50 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:40:57 We'll ask him Feb 03 11:41:03 * MollyK nods Feb 03 11:41:19 What are you hoping the outcome of all this will be? Feb 03 11:41:34 * Morgan sighs, shrugging Feb 03 11:41:58 The best outcome I suppose would be we can bring Betuana back but she keeps enough of Zareen to love her son Feb 03 11:42:25 Mmhmm Feb 03 11:44:08 And you? Feb 03 11:44:29 My head knows you are completely correct Feb 03 11:44:39 But... Feb 03 11:45:00 But in my secret heart... I don't know Feb 03 11:45:45 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:47:36 That is where you are too? I know it would be preferable in theory to have Betuana love her son, but I will shed no tears over taking him home to Hafenlohr Feb 03 11:48:15 * Morgan nods Feb 03 11:48:22 Aye... that is accurate Feb 03 11:48:38 * MollyK nods, quiet Feb 03 11:49:58 I would imagine even if Betuana rejects him, it will be expected someone will take him in in Capperlucia Feb 03 11:50:36 * MollyK nods Feb 03 11:50:40 I suppose so... Feb 03 11:51:00 * Morgan sighs Feb 03 11:51:14 There's something bothering me... Feb 03 11:52:06 * Morgan glances at her Feb 03 11:52:12 She was attacked... Feb 03 11:52:20 * MollyK is frowning a little Feb 03 11:52:30 Hmm? Oh, the head injury? Feb 03 11:52:38 Yes... thats not what bothers you? Feb 03 11:53:02 No. The injury is consistent with a fall rather than aggression Feb 03 11:54:02 Right... so what -does- bother you? Feb 03 11:54:38 Why did the Nibelungen tell us where she was? We did not ask, they volunteered it Feb 03 11:56:08 You were threatening them at the time... Feb 03 11:56:28 Yes... I suppose so. Maybe you're right Feb 03 11:56:36 You think it something else... Feb 03 11:57:28 I don't know. I had put it down to it helping Eisen flourish through the negotiation advantage, but... maybe it's more than that Feb 03 11:58:19 I always thought it was simply to placate us... well... you... you think Amir is more involved with our future than we realise? Feb 03 11:58:43 * MollyK sighs Feb 03 11:59:21 I just don't know... I can't tell if that is just my heart rationalising my wish for him to be mine, you know? Feb 03 11:59:42 You wish for Florrie to be yours? Feb 03 11:59:57 In some ways, yes. Feb 03 12:00:25 Really? Feb 03 12:00:35 * MollyK looks at him Feb 03 12:00:39 Why would I lie? Feb 03 12:01:16 It surprised me thats all... Feb 03 12:02:34 * MollyK shrugs awkwardly Feb 03 12:03:01 Well, it just is. She's so very funny and quirky, and so beautiful Feb 03 12:03:13 * Morgan nods Feb 03 12:03:34 But its different with Amir? Feb 03 12:04:10 * MollyK nods, smiling Feb 03 12:04:19 It is Feb 03 12:05:18 If it was manipulation, surely it would feel the same... Feb 03 12:06:06 You are wondering if they might be forcing it? Feb 03 12:06:40 I thought -you- were wondering that... Feb 03 12:07:53 My mind is all a-muddle today Feb 03 12:08:24 Is it? Feb 03 12:09:44 * MollyK nods Feb 03 12:10:26 Amir, Zareen and Betuana, your dreams, if you'll leave... Feb 03 12:11:16 * Morgan nods Feb 03 12:12:30 I think I need more practice this afternoon... Feb 03 12:12:46 * MollyK nods Feb 03 12:12:55 If you wish, my love Feb 03 12:13:22 If I am less a danger, there is no need for me to leave... Feb 03 12:13:35 * MollyK nods Feb 03 12:14:11 I desperately do not wish you to, I want to see Capperlucia with you Feb 03 12:14:48 Then I need to practice Feb 03 12:15:23 * MollyK squeezes his hand "Yes." *she smiles* "I cannot check it off our list of countries without you" Feb 03 12:16:08 * Morgan nods Feb 03 12:17:02 Do you wish to do that now whilst we have some privacy? Feb 03 12:17:26 I suppose it might be the best time Feb 03 12:17:34 * MollyK nods Feb 03 12:17:56 Alright, my love Feb 03 12:18:59 * Morgan nods, moving back to his chair to concentrate Feb 03 12:23:16 *the thought of the Lily Of The Valley drifting away on the water like his daughter and son in his arms were fated to be is what causes the potential to rapidly increase and the control to massively reduce. Both are moderate to high* Feb 03 12:25:22 * Morgan tries to just let it be Feb 03 12:25:46 *it is deeply uncomfortable, but stable* Feb 03 12:25:51 Do you need me? Feb 03 12:26:06 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Feb 03 12:26:12 This is very unpleasant Feb 03 12:26:45 Breathe through it, my love, like with physical pain Feb 03 12:27:00 * Morgan nods, breathing slowly Feb 03 12:28:01 * MollyK comes to kneel at his feet. She speaks slowly, very low "you are alright... you are floating... you are not sinking... you have this under control..." Feb 03 12:29:43 * Morgan nods, trying to slow his breathing further Feb 03 12:29:48 *it's almost like he can smell them, feel the weight of them in his lap, the strands of her flaxen hair on his neck. The potential and control holds fast, not getting any worse* Feb 03 12:31:16 *she continues to speak at that pitch, quiet but firm and utterly convicted* your will is strong... you are strong... you are in control of your magic..." Feb 03 12:33:10 * Morgan conintues to breathe slowly Feb 03 12:35:36 *it starts to lesson, gaining control first so it drops from moderate to high to moderate, then mild* Feb 03 12:36:55 * Morgan nods, blowing out a breath Feb 03 12:36:58 * MollyK watches him Feb 03 12:37:37 You're alright, liebling... Feb 03 12:37:55 * Morgan nods Feb 03 12:37:57 Yes... I am Feb 03 12:38:36 * MollyK smiles Feb 03 12:39:10 *the control returns to being full, and the potential no longer seems as present* Feb 03 12:40:37 Ok... alright, I'm alright Feb 03 12:40:49 * MollyK nods Feb 03 12:41:04 Excellent, well done my love. What do you need now? Feb 03 12:41:37 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 12:41:46 A cuddle would be nice Feb 03 12:42:11 * MollyK stands, sitting in his lap and wrapping her arms around him Feb 03 12:42:18 That is always my pleasure Feb 03 12:43:00 * Morgan sighs, leaning against her Feb 03 12:44:27 * MollyK kisses his forehead Feb 03 12:44:45 Do you want the pipe, or some of my magic? Feb 03 12:45:28 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 03 12:45:31 This is magic enough Feb 03 12:46:18 * MollyK hugs him tighter Feb 03 12:46:23 Oh liebes herz... Feb 03 12:47:22 You do know how much I love you, right? Feb 03 12:49:48 * MollyK kisses him gently Feb 03 12:49:53 Yes, I think I do Feb 03 12:50:14 * Morgan sighs Feb 03 12:50:25 That isn't good enough... I want you to know it, down to your bones Feb 03 12:50:50 I do, but I will never complain about hearing it again Feb 03 12:51:47 * Morgan nods, taking her hand and kissing her fingers Feb 03 12:52:19 * MollyK sighs happily, her body relaxing more Feb 03 12:53:21 * Morgan pulls her into his lap, wrapping his arms around her Feb 03 12:53:55 * MollyK makes a long mmm sound "that's so nice" Feb 03 12:55:08 * Morgan nods Feb 03 12:55:49 You do know how much I love you too? Feb 03 12:56:07 * Morgan nods Feb 03 12:56:08 I do Feb 03 12:56:58 Good. Because I would tear the world apart for you... I'd let it all fall for you if I needed to Feb 03 12:57:34 * Morgan nods Feb 03 12:57:42 Lets try to avoid that shall we... Feb 03 12:57:52 * MollyK nods Feb 03 12:58:11 You worry too much that I do not know Feb 03 12:58:38 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 12:58:43 Not so sure about that Feb 03 12:58:50 Why? Feb 03 13:00:15 Because you think you know... you don't -know- it Feb 03 13:01:24 You are mine, my love. Your heart is mine. I know this, with certainty. Feb 03 13:01:49 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:01:51 Good Feb 03 13:02:30 And when things are finally peaceful again, we'll be able to show each other that, for hour and hours Feb 03 13:02:53 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:02:56 Yes, we will Feb 03 13:03:53 I will continue praying for that! Feb 03 13:04:12 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:04:44 * Morgan squares his shoulders Feb 03 13:05:15 So... talk with mother, then Sigfried... then hopefully we'll have an idea how to start talking it through with Zareen Feb 03 13:05:36 * MollyK nods, loosening her arms a little Feb 03 13:06:04 I need to check to see that my Father is going to Karlsruhe and not second guessing the instruction Feb 03 13:06:38 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:06:57 When he has his own lands, he can run them how he likes, but he is not to second guess in mine Feb 03 13:08:36 * MollyK nods Feb 03 13:09:02 Absolutely. *she fidgets a little* I should go and do it now? Feb 03 13:10:24 If you want to... I'm happy with where you are right now though Feb 03 13:11:19 * MollyK nods Feb 03 13:11:26 If you are comfortable? Feb 03 13:11:44 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:11:45 Entirely Feb 03 13:12:38 * MollyK moves in closer, forehead against his neck. Then she gently moves her chest away a little more to reduce the pressure. Feb 03 13:13:12 Sorry, its hurting you Feb 03 13:13:54 I'm just a lot more sensitive today. I imagine it's how Mina must feel most of the time! Feb 03 13:14:33 Why? Feb 03 13:15:11 Do you not recall what happened in Koln when Edward had his ummm... early arrival? Feb 03 13:15:52 Uhhh... no... Feb 03 13:16:52 It was Mina's very sensitive breasts that meant he was able to cause an intensity of her pleasure that sparked his own far sooner than he wanted Feb 03 13:17:07 Oh... oh I see Feb 03 13:19:20 I can only presume it's like this, that's all. It must be difficult, and will make nursing more challenging I imagine Feb 03 13:19:34 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 13:19:39 I suppose they'll find out Feb 03 13:20:03 Indeed. Soon, I hope Feb 03 13:20:10 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:20:11 I hope so Feb 03 13:21:16 * MollyK nods Feb 03 13:21:57 We may find out in a few days, depending on whether they say Feb 03 13:22:34 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:22:45 Hopefully Edward is putting her mind at ease now... Feb 03 13:25:23 * MollyK giggles Feb 03 13:25:40 I'd imagine he's putting her body at ease too, knowing Edward! Feb 03 13:25:53 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:25:56 probably Feb 03 13:27:05 I know she doesn't mind that at all! Feb 03 13:27:23 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:27:35 They'll be alright I think Feb 03 13:30:03 A love that's survived through three years of separation will endure, I'm sure Feb 03 13:30:43 * Morgan nods, sighing Feb 03 13:37:28 You blame yourself...? Feb 03 13:37:45 A little, yes Feb 03 13:38:18 Why? Feb 03 13:38:34 His changing behaviour is a result of my influence on him Feb 03 13:39:14 For the good of Graben. Feb 03 13:39:28 It was doing fine the way it was... Feb 03 13:40:14 You take too much on yourself, my love. Go gently, please. Feb 03 13:40:33 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:40:47 I don't understand his changing, thats all Feb 03 13:43:36 Perhaps you and Mina are feeling the same in that? I would see it that he admires you, my love Feb 03 13:44:29 * Morgan sighs Feb 03 13:44:30 Maybe Feb 03 13:46:40 Were you always so hard on yourself? Feb 03 13:46:53 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 03 13:46:55 no Feb 03 13:47:46 Only since the fire? Feb 03 13:48:34 * Morgan nods Feb 03 13:51:20 * MollyK nods sadly Feb 03 13:51:53 Maybe that will truly be the final step of your healing, when you can love yourself as she loved you and would wish you to Feb 03 13:53:53 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 13:53:56 I just on't know Feb 03 13:56:19 But you'll keep trying, for me, and to set an example for our babies, yes? Feb 03 13:57:28 Yes, I will Feb 03 14:13:21 Good Feb 03 14:14:25 * Morgan sighs, leaning his head against her Feb 03 14:17:00 * MollyK nuzzles him gently Feb 03 14:17:45 Let's have two? Feb 03 14:19:04 Two? Feb 03 14:19:21 Goats Feb 03 14:20:08 Why? Feb 03 14:21:17 Company for each other, and in case Amir needs milk Feb 03 14:22:07 * Morgan nods Feb 03 14:22:09 alright Feb 03 14:22:16 Unless, of course, we see if we can get Heinzharold lactating... Feb 03 14:23:31 He'd probably give that a go for the chance of bubbies Feb 03 14:24:03 And you, my love? Would you like some bubbies of your own? Feb 03 14:24:19 No, I'm quite content with yours, thank you Feb 03 14:25:38 * MollyK gently touches one, smirking "these little old things? You could have your own big as Inga's!" Feb 03 14:26:04 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 14:26:07 No thank you Feb 03 14:26:49 * MollyK nods, watching him "all this is really putting you through the wringer, isn't it?" Feb 03 14:27:16 * Morgan sighs, nodding Feb 03 14:27:20 Yes, it is Feb 03 14:28:28 If you are to leave in Jura, I will need you to take me to bed before you do. I will need that reassurance before we are parted Feb 03 14:29:44 I will do that... but... unless the next two nights go -very- badly... I will not be leaving Feb 03 14:30:01 * MollyK nods Feb 03 14:30:05 Thank you Feb 03 14:33:08 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 03 14:34:56 * MollyK stays there quietly a while "we should get ready for you to speak to your Mother" Feb 03 14:35:01 * Morgan nods Feb 03 14:35:04 Yes we should Feb 03 14:35:46 * MollyK sighs, gently moving away Feb 03 14:37:27 It's been very nice to be held a while though Feb 03 14:37:44 * Morgan nods Feb 03 14:37:49 We will do so again soon Feb 03 14:38:58 You know me, my love, it is always wherever and whenever you wish Feb 03 14:39:44 * Morgan nods Feb 03 14:40:08 * MollyK stands up, clearly reluctant Feb 03 14:40:27 Shall I go for coffee? Feb 03 14:41:29 Would you mind? I'll get the mirror setup Feb 03 14:41:46 I don't mind Feb 03 14:42:37 * MollyK leaves the room Feb 03 14:43:13 * Morgan gets the mirror from a drawer, setting it up Feb 03 14:43:49 *Verity's is still covered* Feb 03 14:44:48 * Morgan sits back down, taking the note Edward had him write from his pocket and reading it Feb 03 14:45:41 *the note from the king of Eisen is touching. Molly returns swiftly* Feb 03 14:47:14 What's that, my love? Feb 03 14:47:41 I was talking with Edward about the feelings from the dream lingering... he had me write this... Feb 03 14:47:53 May I? Feb 03 14:48:40 * Morgan nods, handing it to her Feb 03 14:49:16 * MollyK reads it, smiling Feb 03 14:49:23 That's lovely Feb 03 14:49:50 * Morgan nods Feb 03 14:49:52 Yes it is Feb 03 14:51:56 How far the two of you have come. You've worked so hard Feb 03 14:52:57 * Morgan nods, folding the note and putting it back in his pocket Feb 03 14:53:35 You'll keep it to hand tonight? Feb 03 14:53:54 * Morgan nods Feb 03 14:53:57 aye Feb 03 14:56:21 Would you have me stay, or see to Varick when he wakes? Feb 03 14:56:58 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 14:57:03 What would you prefer? Feb 03 14:57:46 I'll stay then Feb 03 14:58:16 * Morgan nods Feb 03 14:58:19 You'll need a chair Feb 03 14:59:35 * MollyK fetches one. Verity looks delighted to see them both Feb 03 14:59:40 * MollyK is now known as Verity Feb 03 14:59:54 Dear boy! How are you both?! Feb 03 15:00:05 * Morgan smiles Feb 03 15:00:26 Mother... we are well, a couple of days out of Jura Feb 03 15:00:53 How exciting! I've never been to Castille Feb 03 15:01:24 Its overrated Feb 03 15:01:59 * Verity smiles Feb 03 15:02:06 Are you very homesick? Feb 03 15:02:24 * Morgan smiles Feb 03 15:02:46 I am, actually... we are looking forward to settling in Hafenlohr and visiting often Feb 03 15:03:35 We are missing you, but our preparations for the Shadowfayre are taking much time Feb 03 15:04:36 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:04:42 I'm a little sad I will miss it Feb 03 15:04:49 * Verity nods Feb 03 15:05:28 Maybe next year you will be in Sudlachenburg at the right time, with a new Koertig, perhaps? Feb 03 15:06:26 We can hope Feb 03 15:06:42 * Verity nods Feb 03 15:07:02 Wouldn't it be lovely if it happened for Edward too, and you could all be here Feb 03 15:08:04 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:08:20 It would be, yes... a long way to travel with one so young though... Feb 03 15:09:05 I thought he might want to come home so that Mina has us to help her Feb 03 15:10:46 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:11:13 And you wouldn't mind having the chance to hold babies, I suppose... Feb 03 15:11:23 * Verity smiles Feb 03 15:12:03 Not at all. We are preparing here for Jarvie's child, it is only six weeks or so until we expect it Feb 03 15:12:56 All is well I hope? Feb 03 15:13:17 Everything is fine, she looks so lovely Feb 03 15:15:22 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 15:15:26 I think she looks like a hippo Feb 03 15:17:07 Dear boy... no woman likes to hear that when they are already sensitive about the changes we ladies go through Feb 03 15:18:35 She would not want me to change the way I am with her... she knows I love her Feb 03 15:19:00 * Verity nods Feb 03 15:19:16 Such a shame you will not be here for it Feb 03 15:19:40 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:19:44 Aye, it is Feb 03 15:20:40 Sasha is growing well too Feb 03 15:21:24 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:21:40 We are hoping to be back in time for hers... Feb 03 15:23:12 That shouldn't be until the end of May, but twins can come earlier Feb 03 15:23:22 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:23:26 Less space, I suppose Feb 03 15:24:11 *the memory of his dream with the rolly twin and the kicky twin in Molly's huge bump returns to him* Feb 03 15:24:44 M: I think we will be back at the end of April. It's a tight schedule, but hopefully we will be there Feb 03 15:25:17 Once we're out of Jura, we'll see if we can gain any time... Feb 03 15:25:49 * Verity nods Feb 03 15:26:12 David has ridden out this morning for Hafenlohr Feb 03 15:26:30 Good... he is going to pass my message on? Feb 03 15:27:44 He is. He is going through Innesbruck to check on things there, then he'll be back for Shadowfayre. He says to say he has his mirror Feb 03 15:28:38 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:28:41 excellent Feb 03 15:43:40 It's very practical, isn't it? I've spoken to your uncle already this morning Feb 03 15:43:56 How is he? Feb 03 15:47:14 Very well. He's been telling me more about the family history he has been looking at. I believe he told you there were twin boys that died before he and I were born? Feb 03 15:47:37 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:47:39 Yes, you did Feb 03 15:48:42 There are quite a few twins in our line further back. It seems you or Edward are likely to have some Feb 03 15:49:05 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:49:45 I'll not complain at that Feb 03 15:51:40 * Verity smiles Feb 03 15:52:16 I'm making lots of clothing, would you like me to start on a gown for the christening? Feb 03 15:53:12 No, I've got my own clothes now, thank you Feb 03 15:53:15 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 03 15:53:26 *Molly suddenly says* I wonder if Sasha might be asked to make it with you? Feb 03 15:54:18 * Verity 's expressions are so familiar to Morgan that he registers the shock that appears just before the gentle smile Feb 03 15:55:06 That surprises you mother... Feb 03 15:56:51 Well yes, but if that is your wish, of course I will see to that Feb 03 15:57:06 *Molly is now quietly drinking her coffee* Feb 03 15:58:05 * Morgan nods Feb 03 15:58:11 [what precisely is that about?] Feb 03 15:58:25 Once we return, we'll need to arrange a baptism for Varick Feb 03 15:58:31 I do still have the christening gown you and Edward had, we did hope it would be a tradition, but I thought perhaps you'd want something of your own, like with Jana Feb 03 15:58:48 [it just came to me] Feb 03 15:59:46 *Molly watches his expression sidelong* Feb 03 16:00:21 I think... it is something we'll have to think about and discuss Feb 03 16:04:01 *Jana's gown wasn't his preference, he'd wanted the Koertig one, but had felt it wasn't going to be forthcoming. Instead he'd spent money on beautiful fabric for it, and Dietlinde had made it in the last weeks of pregnancy. All that remains is some remnants of the fabric in the lily of the valley scented chest in Sasha and Otto's attic, along with Feb 03 16:04:02 scraps left over from Dietlinde's wedding dress* Feb 03 16:04:09 Of course, dear boy Feb 03 16:04:33 * Morgan sighs Feb 03 16:04:45 Its not that I wanted something of my own for Jana, mother... Feb 03 16:06:26 I thought you'd want Dietlinde to make it, she was so skilled Feb 03 16:06:54 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 03 16:07:29 No... I didn't think we would be allowed the Koertig gown... so... Feb 03 16:09:38 Oh... but she did look lovely in that silk and lace one. The Koertig one is more plain Feb 03 16:09:57 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:10:13 Dietlinde was indeed very skilled... *he shakes himself slightly* Feb 03 16:10:17 *Molly gently presses her thigh to his protectively beneath the table Feb 03 16:11:23 *Molly looks to him* Jana's is definitely gone? Heinzharold said they'd gathered things from the ruin? Feb 03 16:11:55 Otto has a piece of fabric that survived the fire... but just a piece. Feb 03 16:15:01 *Molly nods a little* a pity, I'd have been honoured for our children to wear that one too Feb 03 16:15:56 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:16:08 Aye, I know Feb 03 16:16:56 How is Varick? Feb 03 16:17:09 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:17:18 He's well... loving spending time with Amir Feb 03 16:17:35 How is it having a baby aboard? Feb 03 16:18:05 Enjoyable, I'd say... we're all sort of... mucking in to help look after him Feb 03 16:19:14 That's very kind of you Feb 03 16:19:56 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 16:20:05 I don't like being idle... and I do like children Feb 03 16:20:45 * Verity nods Feb 03 16:21:12 They are a joy Feb 03 16:21:19 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:21:24 If messy Feb 03 16:22:34 * Verity nods Feb 03 16:22:41 Boys especially Feb 03 16:23:46 Oh I don't know... I distinctly remember being smeared with jam on a regular basis Feb 03 16:24:15 * Verity smiles Feb 03 16:24:53 I'm sure you'll have that again soon, your Father and I pray you are blessed soon Feb 03 16:25:09 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:25:12 We can hope Feb 03 16:27:02 You're taking care of yourselves, aren't you? Feb 03 16:28:26 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:28:30 Yes mother Feb 03 16:28:44 * Verity nods Feb 03 16:29:06 Oh, Christopher wanted to me to tell you he saw the aurora last night Feb 03 16:30:37 I envy him... I've always wanted to see that Feb 03 16:31:12 It happens a few times a year, often in the winter and early spring Feb 03 16:32:25 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:36:07 *Varick comes in from his room, excited to see Verity, and sits on Morgan's lap to tell her all about Amir. Soon it is time to say goodbye, and Verity sends her love to HH and Inga too. Once the mirror is packed away, Varick is more keen to be back playing in his room than with them. Molly takes Morgan's hand gently "are you alright, my love?" Feb 03 16:38:09 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:38:12 Yes, I think so Feb 03 16:38:28 She didn't mean to hurt you, I am sure Feb 03 16:39:05 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:39:07 I know Feb 03 16:39:28 * Verity strokes the back of his hand with her thumb Feb 03 16:40:17 It will not be until next summer, but I would like you to consider us using that remaining piece in a new christening gown Feb 03 16:40:30 * Verity is now known as Molly Feb 03 16:40:39 I'll think about it Feb 03 16:40:48 * Molly nods Feb 03 16:40:59 Thank you Feb 03 16:42:07 Do you need anything? Feb 03 16:42:28 * Morgan shakes his head, sighing Feb 03 16:42:29 No love Feb 03 16:43:05 Not a cuddle? Feb 03 16:44:41 Well, that -would- be nice Feb 03 16:46:29 * Molly wraps her arms around him, nestling her cheek to his chest Feb 03 16:47:54 Is that better, my love? Feb 03 16:49:28 * Morgan nods, sighing Feb 03 16:49:30 Yes it is Feb 03 16:49:55 You can have as many as you wish Feb 03 16:50:45 * Morgan nods Feb 03 16:50:46 Thank you Feb 03 16:51:20 You needn't thank me. It helps me too Feb 03 16:53:12 * Morgan nods, pulling her tighter Feb 03 16:53:31 * Molly giggles Feb 03 16:53:39 How tight could you do that? Feb 03 16:54:09 * Morgan shrugs, squeezing her tighter Feb 03 16:54:22 Mmmm that's nice Feb 03 16:55:56 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Feb 03 17:01:19 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 03 17:29:44 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Feb 03 17:41:59 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Feb 03 22:37:20 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Feb 03 22:47:17 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Feb 03 22:47:18 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Feb 03 22:47:25 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Feb 03 22:47:47 [16:39:29] Molly: Mmmm that's nice Feb 03 22:49:00 * Morgan nods Feb 03 22:49:31 Honestly, I rather thought you were stronger than that, mon petit chou Feb 03 22:51:00 I am, but I don't wish to hurt you Feb 03 22:52:14 I won't be hurt Feb 03 22:52:34 Then you do not understand how strong I am Feb 03 22:56:04 Maybe you should give me a little taste of it, hmm? *she smiles sweetly* Feb 03 22:56:35 * Morgan starts squeezing her harder Feb 03 22:57:35 Mmmmm... more? Feb 03 22:57:45 * Morgan nods, obliging Feb 03 22:58:16 *she exhales* uh huh good Feb 03 22:58:42 * Morgan nods, holding steady Feb 03 22:59:19 That the best... you can... do? *she's grinning* Feb 03 22:59:44 * Morgan smirks at her, squeezing harder Feb 03 23:00:22 * MollyK looks to be very much enjoying this Feb 03 23:00:29 I can take more! Feb 03 23:01:00 * Morgan watches her for a moment before squeezing her a fair bit harder Feb 03 23:01:49 * MollyK makes a moan of satisfaction, more relaxation than sexual pleasure, though it would be easy to mistake Feb 03 23:02:35 Done? Feb 03 23:03:35 No *she grins* Feb 03 23:03:49 You want me to stay like this? Feb 03 23:04:25 Harder! Feb 03 23:04:39 * Morgan looks at her Feb 03 23:04:42 You're sure? Feb 03 23:04:48 Yes, please! Feb 03 23:05:00 * Morgan nods, squeezing her harder Feb 03 23:05:33 Oh god that's good! *she looks elated and almost daydreamy* Feb 03 23:05:53 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:07:01 Mmmhmmm Feb 03 23:07:57 *the door opens a little* HH: You guys dressed, b'cause it don' sound like it from out there! Feb 03 23:08:10 We're decent Feb 03 23:08:15 * Morgan squeezes her harder Feb 03 23:08:36 * MollyK moans in a way that is definitely not decent, then blushes hard Feb 03 23:08:48 * Morgan starts laughing, loosening his grip Feb 03 23:09:08 *HH comes in, grinning* sure y' don't need another minute? Feb 03 23:09:25 * MollyK hides her face against Morgan's chest Feb 03 23:10:01 No, I'd say someones done Feb 03 23:10:20 Liebes herz!! Feb 03 23:10:59 *HH chuckles* I ne'er enjoyed huggin' you that much, man Feb 03 23:11:30 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:11:32 What's up? Feb 03 23:13:28 HH: Nothin', just gotten t' the end of quiet hour, thought I'd see what's goin' on. Turns out it's noisy hour in 'ere Feb 03 23:13:43 * MollyK snuggles up to him more Feb 03 23:14:34 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:14:43 Mother sends her love to you and Inga Feb 03 23:16:04 HH smiles: Always did like yer Ma. Mine used t' say "be careful you don't put your grubby hands on her dresses!" Feb 03 23:17:29 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:18:39 HH: I waited til I was off at war b'fore doin' that sorta thing Feb 03 23:19:09 * MollyK glances at him "oh really? That's not what I heard..." Feb 03 23:19:45 HH $uh oh. That's never good, is it?$ Feb 03 23:20:57 $that feels remarkably like finding a small fountain in the hold of a ship...$ Feb 03 23:21:47 HH: $yeah$ What's that then? Feb 03 23:22:52 That you were more than kissing friends with that girl Greta Feb 03 23:23:19 $Abandon ship$ Feb 03 23:23:42 *HH tries not to smirk at Morgan's comment* Inga tol' you that, huh? Feb 03 23:24:10 * MollyK nods "She tells me lots of things..." Feb 03 23:25:19 HH: $ I'm going down, man! Maybe you could, it'd distract her from questioning me!$ Feb 03 23:25:56 $Hate to say it man, she isn't questioning you$ Feb 03 23:26:13 $feels like it!$ Feb 03 23:26:43 HH: She tell y' how wonderful I am? Feb 03 23:27:57 * MollyK nods Feb 03 23:28:00 Sometimes Feb 03 23:29:59 HH: want more coffee? Feb 03 23:30:28 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:30:37 Best had... we need to talk to Sigfried Feb 03 23:31:17 Oh, I'd forgotten! Feb 03 23:31:42 *HH grins* Musta been something got in the way! Feb 03 23:32:01 * MollyK tilts her head thoughtfully Feb 03 23:33:22 * Morgan looks at her Feb 03 23:33:23 What? Feb 03 23:33:40 I wondered if that was a cock joke? Feb 03 23:34:01 *HH laughs hard* Feb 03 23:34:38 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 03 23:34:45 Yes, love, I believe it was... Feb 03 23:34:54 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Feb 03 23:34:57 That means manhood... Feb 03 23:35:15 *HH nods* manhood means dingaling Feb 03 23:36:08 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:36:11 Yes, it does Feb 03 23:36:32 *HH goes for the coffee* Feb 03 23:36:41 * MollyK blushes, looking at him Feb 03 23:36:43 Oh dear Feb 03 23:37:21 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 23:38:39 * MollyK leans her cheek to him Feb 03 23:38:47 And I was having so much fun Feb 03 23:38:58 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:39:04 I noticed... and so did HeinzHarold Feb 03 23:40:20 Oh my gosh. It's so embarrassing! Feb 03 23:40:48 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 23:41:29 It wouldn't have happened if it hadn't been for my breasts! Feb 03 23:41:52 * Morgan blinks slowly Feb 03 23:41:58 Yeah, thats getting repeated later Feb 03 23:43:51 * MollyK blushes Feb 03 23:44:07 You wish to? Feb 03 23:45:26 I meant what you just said... but yes, the noises you were making were quite intoxicating Feb 03 23:46:12 * MollyK 's stomach twitches against his Feb 03 23:46:47 I uhh... I wasn't trying to... arouse you Feb 03 23:47:23 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 23:47:34 No, you were just... enjoying yourself Feb 03 23:47:46 * MollyK nods Feb 03 23:48:29 I like the pressure anyway, but sensitive like this, and feeling your strength... that was very very nice indeed Feb 03 23:48:47 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 03 23:48:57 A -bit- of my strength Feb 03 23:49:45 Mmm... I still recall how easily you picked me up from the pool Feb 03 23:50:17 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:50:28 At some point I'll show you my party trick with an empty barrel Feb 03 23:51:15 * MollyK nods, smiling Feb 03 23:51:20 I'd like that Feb 03 23:51:40 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:52:44 * MollyK holds him tighter a minute Feb 03 23:53:16 Should I find Xsarlac? Feb 03 23:53:25 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:53:32 Best had, get it out of the way Feb 03 23:54:48 * MollyK nods, inhaling deeply Feb 03 23:55:16 Alright, my love. This was nice though. Sometimes we need to just have a little fun together Feb 03 23:55:26 * Morgan nods Feb 03 23:55:28 Yes, we do Feb 03 23:56:27 * MollyK gently lets go, smirking Feb 03 23:56:41 It was hard, but I think you could do better Feb 03 23:57:53 * Morgan shrugs Feb 03 23:57:59 I suspect you'll find out later Feb 03 23:58:23 I will keep my fingers crossed that nothing further goes wrong before then! Feb 03 23:59:28 * Morgan nods