**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Jan 25 08:07:48 2023 Jan 25 08:07:48 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jan 25 08:08:52 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jan 25 08:15:09 * MollyK is now known as HH Jan 25 08:15:29 * HH comes in "hey, thought y' might need help" Jan 25 08:16:25 * Morgan looks at him Jan 25 08:16:31 'Fess up... you wanted baby cuddles Jan 25 08:17:03 Nah, figured it's quiet hour and you might need wifey cuddles Jan 25 08:18:17 * Morgan nods, bouncing Amir a few times before 'bouncing' him to HeinzHarold Jan 25 08:19:17 HH: *he looks at the baby* he's looking better Jan 25 08:20:44 * Morgan nods Jan 25 08:21:13 We had a nap together, then he had a nap with Molly and now he's much more comfortable Jan 25 08:22:17 * HH nods, blowing raspberries on the baby's neck, which makes Amir giggle Jan 25 08:22:58 We're gon' go up on deck, get 'im some fresh air Jan 25 08:24:07 * Morgan nods Jan 25 08:24:09 Alright man Jan 25 08:24:41 * HH starts singing to the boy as he carries him out Jan 25 08:24:46 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 25 08:24:55 He's getting very soppy Jan 25 08:25:05 * Morgan nods Jan 25 08:25:09 He wants to be a father Jan 25 08:25:40 Did he used to, when you were children? Jan 25 08:26:09 Its not that he didn't want to... just that it never occurred to him Jan 25 08:26:28 And you? Did you want to? Jan 25 08:26:47 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 08:26:51 Not especially Jan 25 08:27:12 You wanted to be here, on the sea Jan 25 08:27:53 For as long as I can remember Jan 25 08:28:02 * Molly nods Jan 25 08:28:33 What shall we do now? We have about fifteen minutes before Varick wakes Jan 25 08:29:44 I think perhaps his idea was a good one Jan 25 08:30:03 Cuddles here? Jan 25 08:30:14 * Morgan nods Jan 25 08:30:19 Or on the couch Jan 25 08:30:32 Your preference, my love? Jan 25 08:30:38 Couch I think Jan 25 08:30:46 * Molly moves Jan 25 08:30:52 Inside or outside? Jan 25 08:31:01 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 08:31:04 Not fussed Jan 25 08:32:35 You may go inside then Jan 25 08:33:12 * Morgan nods, moving onto the couch Jan 25 08:34:01 * Molly waits until he's settled before lying in line with him in his arms. She watches him Jan 25 08:34:07 Is that better? Jan 25 08:35:20 * Morgan puts an arm over her, pulling her closer before nodding Jan 25 08:40:56 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Jan 25 08:50:01 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jan 25 08:51:00 * MollyK sighs, relaxing "you smell nice, liebes herz" she smells of the perfume he bought her in Riyadh, both exotic and fruity Jan 25 08:51:24 I'd guess... baby and... sandalwood Jan 25 08:53:34 * MollyK puts her nose to his neck and inhales Jan 25 08:53:47 Not baby... just you and shaving soap Jan 25 08:54:02 * Morgan nods Jan 25 08:54:11 You like that perfume, I see Jan 25 08:54:49 * MollyK nods Jan 25 08:54:52 Do you? Jan 25 08:54:59 * Morgan nods Jan 25 08:55:07 Always going to prefer the rose water I think, though Jan 25 08:55:46 Oh? But this is more womanly Jan 25 08:56:33 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 08:56:37 Perhaps Jan 25 08:57:57 Do I smell of baby? Jan 25 08:59:22 Not noticeably, no Jan 25 09:00:57 * MollyK nods, gently kissing his neck Jan 25 09:01:18 One day I'll smell of little but babies and nursing! Jan 25 09:02:55 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:03:02 Aye, you will Jan 25 09:03:39 * MollyK nuzzles him there "you do know how deeply I love you, don't you?" Jan 25 09:04:48 I think so, yes Jan 25 09:05:53 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:06:05 I really, really do. More than anything Jan 25 09:07:15 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 25 09:07:30 That my love will change some Jan 25 09:09:08 * MollyK shakes her head Jan 25 09:09:35 They might be the flowers, but you will be the roots, and everything that grows thrives from that Jan 25 09:10:08 Perhaps, but trust me... the love you'll feel for them... *he sighs* Jan 25 09:10:42 Are you wistful, or mildly envious? I cannot tell Jan 25 09:12:18 A little of both Jan 25 09:14:13 You needn't be envious. You will always be my man, liebes herz. The way I love you could never be lessened Jan 25 09:14:38 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 25 09:14:40 alright Jan 25 09:16:41 One day our children will be grown, hopefully fall in love, and will no longer need us in the same way. But you and I, that is until the end of time. Jan 25 09:17:45 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:17:47 Sounds good to me Jan 25 09:18:06 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:18:49 Me too. You think I am underestimating the love I'll have for the children I grow and birth? Jan 25 09:19:33 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:19:35 Yes, I do Jan 25 09:21:11 It will be different to loving Varick? Jan 25 09:21:50 some... but not much Jan 25 09:22:04 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:22:26 You are not worried anymore that you might not be able to feel that again? Jan 25 09:23:40 Not particularly, no Jan 25 09:25:09 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:25:13 Good Jan 25 09:26:38 We'll have to wait and see, obviously but... no I don't think it'll be a problem Jan 25 09:27:12 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:27:23 I'll be here to support you, as always Jan 25 09:28:23 I know blossom Jan 25 09:29:16 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:29:21 This is nice Jan 25 09:29:54 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:29:56 Aye, it is Jan 25 09:31:03 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:31:53 A few more days to Jura... have you been there before? (There's no canon, but I suspect his Castile time would have been north coast) Jan 25 09:32:25 No... but I suspect its like much of Castille Jan 25 09:32:49 You do not care for Castile? Jan 25 09:33:16 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 25 09:33:19 No... no I don't Jan 25 09:33:44 Nor Vodacce or the Empire, nor Montaigne Jan 25 09:33:59 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:34:02 That is correct Jan 25 09:34:12 Oh and Vendel Jan 25 09:34:32 Its not that I dislike Vendel... Jan 25 09:35:42 No? Jan 25 09:37:37 I just... have no time for them Jan 25 09:38:09 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:38:18 But Vesten you like? Jan 25 09:39:29 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:41:01 That is somewhere we may need to visit in a few years Jan 25 09:41:11 Oh? Jan 25 09:41:30 I'd like to see it, but we have babies to have Jan 25 09:42:18 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:42:31 We'll come up with some way my love Jan 25 09:43:06 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:43:13 You wish to take me there? Jan 25 09:44:20 * Morgan nods Jan 25 09:44:36 I like it there... cold, the people are... simple, in a way Jan 25 09:45:11 * MollyK nods Jan 25 09:45:36 Though if it's cold you'll have to keep me warm... Jan 25 09:48:32 Reckon we can work that out Jan 25 09:49:12 * MollyK nods "you're good at getting me hot, my love" Jan 25 09:51:38 On occasion, yes... Jan 25 09:52:14 More often than you realise, I think! Jan 25 09:53:19 Oh? Jan 25 09:55:25 * MollyK smiles Jan 25 09:56:04 You do not realise that I think about being intimate with you almost all day? Jan 25 09:56:23 No... though Inga has said you talk about me a lot Jan 25 09:57:52 * MollyK smiles Jan 25 09:58:01 I do. You are my favourite subject Jan 25 09:59:23 How do you feel that Inga and Stef know we're not nearly so... conventional as they were told? Jan 25 09:59:41 Relaxed Jan 25 10:02:40 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:02:42 good Jan 25 10:03:24 And you? Jan 25 10:05:12 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 10:08:00 It is nice not having to be so nervous that I'll say something I shouldn't Jan 25 10:09:00 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:09:12 I'm sorry I put you in that position with your closest friends Jan 25 10:09:43 You are private, my love, and coming to terms with the... new creativity you have Jan 25 10:11:07 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 25 10:11:10 Slowly Jan 25 10:12:15 It's not wrong for us to be passionate. We are married, and Theus created marriage for the mutual pleasure and comfort of a man and a woman Jan 25 10:12:49 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:13:00 Its just still a bit... new... Jan 25 10:13:08 * MollyK nods Jan 25 10:13:33 It's something you will adjust to, I think Jan 25 10:14:53 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:14:55 I imagine so Jan 25 10:15:34 * MollyK nods. There's the sound of Varick stirring Jan 25 10:16:03 I rather think your wifely cuddles are about to come to an end Jan 25 10:17:09 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:17:13 I'm inclined to agree Jan 25 10:18:23 I can always squeeze you in later if you need more Jan 25 10:18:35 Good chance at this point Jan 25 10:21:08 * MollyK nods Jan 25 10:21:18 Always, my love. It does as much for me as for you. Jan 25 10:22:46 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:22:50 I'm glad to hear that Jan 25 10:23:41 * MollyK nods, kissing him a moment Jan 25 10:26:29 * Morgan holds her tightly before letting her go Jan 25 10:27:19 * MollyK watches him a moment with a fond smile before getting up Jan 25 10:27:32 I should be training really Jan 25 10:27:46 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:27:57 Best see if Claudia's around then Jan 25 10:28:58 * MollyK nods Jan 25 10:29:21 Will that suit you, or do you prefer to train with either of us today? Jan 25 10:31:07 I've got some scribbling and sketching to do, its fine Jan 25 10:32:01 * MollyK nods, smiling Jan 25 10:32:12 Alright my love Jan 25 10:34:14 * Morgan gets up from the couch, moving to refresh his coffee Jan 25 10:34:53 * MollyK kisses Varick's crown as he comes from his room as she's collected her sword to go. Varick has the cat under his arm Jan 25 10:34:58 * MollyK is now known as Varick Jan 25 10:35:10 Where's Amir? Jan 25 10:35:21 With HeinzHarold... he was feeling much better Jan 25 10:36:01 * Varick nods. He sits on the couch Jan 25 10:36:16 I saw that ghost again Jan 25 10:38:34 Are you sure its not a dream? Jan 25 10:39:44 * Varick nods, lifting the cat up Jan 25 10:40:07 It's the boy without an arm that came after that ship blew up Jan 25 10:40:21 * Morgan nods Jan 25 10:40:26 Where was he? Jan 25 10:41:09 In my room looking at my toys Jan 25 10:41:17 But he's gone now? Jan 25 10:41:21 * Varick places the cat on his head Jan 25 10:41:26 He walked out Jan 25 10:41:43 Alright, lets take a slow walk around the ship and see if we can find him? Jan 25 10:41:56 *Ulysses sits very still, and meows at Morgan* Jan 25 10:43:36 * Morgan reaches out and fusses the cat Jan 25 10:43:52 Okay Papa Jan 25 10:44:01 *Ulysses purrs* Jan 25 10:48:39 Where shall we start? Jan 25 10:49:22 In the hold Jan 25 10:50:07 Alright, come on then Jan 25 10:50:45 *Down in the hold they see the partly constructed pens, though much more wood will be needed Jan 25 10:51:30 What is this going to be? Jan 25 10:54:02 We're going to have some goats for milk and hens for eggs Jan 25 10:54:23 We're getting pets?! Jan 25 10:55:33 No, they're livestock for food Jan 25 10:56:42 But I can look after them? Jan 25 10:58:15 maybe... I don't want you getting too attached when we'll probably use them for meat anyway Jan 25 10:59:04 * Varick sighs Jan 25 10:59:14 But they could live at Hafenlohr Jan 25 10:59:32 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 25 10:59:49 Not this time Varick... I wonder how much wood will be left over Jan 25 11:01:16 * Varick looks around Jan 25 11:01:37 I don't see an-... there he is! *Varick points* Jan 25 11:02:18 Alright, lets go over slowly and ask what he needs Jan 25 11:02:43 * Varick does so, concentrating Jan 25 11:03:09 *Ulysses tries to climb Morgan's leg* Jan 25 11:03:44 * Morgan leans down, lifting the cat onto his shoulder, fussing him as he waits Jan 25 11:04:18 His name is Paul Jan 25 11:04:39 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:04:52 Alright... why's he still here? Jan 25 11:05:11 He doesn't want to be dead Jan 25 11:05:22 * Morgan sighs Jan 25 11:05:29 Thats not something we can help with I'm afraid Jan 25 11:06:25 He wants to know if he can stay on the ship Jan 25 11:08:04 The problem is... if he decides he's ready to rest, you won't be here to find out and help him Jan 25 11:09:04 What about if he stays til we go home, and then he has to be dead? Jan 25 11:11:31 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 25 11:11:36 Does he want to stay on the ship? Jan 25 11:12:14 * Varick nods Jan 25 11:15:49 right... ok, he can stay for now Jan 25 11:17:02 Okay Papa *he's quiet longer* Can he play in my room? Jan 25 11:18:35 If you're alright with that Jan 25 11:19:29 * Varick nods Jan 25 11:19:35 He can be my friend Jan 25 11:21:12 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:21:19 Alright, if thats what you both want Jan 25 11:21:46 Ok we can tell people he's my imaginary friend Jan 25 11:26:13 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:26:15 Thats a good idea Jan 25 11:26:36 * Varick nods Jan 25 11:26:42 Can we go and play now? Jan 25 11:28:04 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:28:07 Aye, if you want to Jan 25 11:28:44 * Varick goes running off. The cat meows in Morgan's ear Jan 25 11:30:48 Well, yeah, I know, we'll follow him Jan 25 11:33:09 * Varick plays contentedly in his room for a couple of hours. Ulysses stays wrapped around Morgan's shoulders as he does the things he intended. It's starting to get dark when HH turns up again, babyless Jan 25 11:33:13 * Varick is now known as HH Jan 25 11:33:40 * HH flops on Morgan's couch, in the middle of making a monkey fist Jan 25 11:33:47 Whatcha doin'? Jan 25 11:38:06 Not a great deal... you? Jan 25 11:38:18 * HH shows him Jan 25 11:38:37 Making this for the babe. Woulda liked softer rope though Jan 25 11:40:45 * Morgan watches him for a moment before pulling some soft rope from one of the drawers and throwing it to him Jan 25 11:40:48 Not a word. Jan 25 11:40:59 * HH looks at him Jan 25 11:41:05 Not a word t' who? Jan 25 11:41:21 Out of you about that rope Jan 25 11:42:01 * HH strokes it Jan 25 11:43:26 It's really soft Jan 25 11:43:42 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:43:44 Yes it is Jan 25 11:44:06 Sure y' can spare it? Jan 25 11:46:57 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:47:04 I might have some more somewhere Jan 25 11:48:32 Yeah, but I don't wanna be like you an' be the reason yer wife is disappointed! *he grins* Jan 25 11:51:24 * Morgan watches him for a moment before slowly giving him the finger Jan 25 11:52:37 * HH starts on the next ball Jan 25 11:52:46 Two's better. Jan 25 11:53:00 Only if you're not talented enough with one Jan 25 11:53:22 * HH sticks both fingers up at him Jan 25 11:53:26 Like this, see Jan 25 11:54:28 Somehow less offensive Jan 25 11:55:27 * HH nods Jan 25 11:55:44 Tha's what they used t' say about me compared to you Jan 25 11:57:48 No, thats what our commanders thought of your abilities... I'm just better at attacking than you, see Jan 25 11:58:20 Nope, ne'er seen that Jan 25 12:00:43 No, you were busy living it up in a comfy cell Jan 25 12:02:04 Comfy, my ass! Jan 25 12:04:24 Yes, on your ass, thats right Jan 25 12:04:54 * HH nods Jan 25 12:05:05 Lot less bubbies in there though Jan 25 12:14:52 * Morgan nods Jan 25 12:15:15 'cept in the camps Jan 25 12:15:23 * HH nods Jan 25 12:15:44 Good times, 'part from the possibility of death in th' morning Jan 25 12:19:07 Bit of a downer, yeah Jan 25 12:19:40 Feelin' a bit better now y' had yer wife to yerself a bit? Jan 25 12:21:01 Better? Jan 25 12:22:19 Y' seemed a bit outta sorts this mornin Jan 25 12:27:22 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 12:27:24 Dreams is all Jan 25 12:27:58 * HH nods Jan 25 12:28:06 Y' doin' okay now? Jan 25 12:28:38 * Morgan nods Jan 25 12:28:40 aye Jan 25 12:29:05 * HH nods, swiftly finishing it Jan 25 12:30:14 Hey, Morgan, think fast! *he chucks it at Morgan* Jan 25 12:33:08 * Morgan sways slightly, catching it in his left hand, having not looked up from the paper in front of him Jan 25 12:33:15 * HH laughs Jan 25 12:33:21 You're such a dick, man Jan 25 12:36:03 * Morgan looks at him, throwing it back gently Jan 25 12:36:15 * HH catches it Jan 25 12:36:59 There's something about that movement that drives people utterly mad when they're trying to attack you... Jan 25 12:37:18 Jut too calm, man Jan 25 12:40:15 * Morgan nods Jan 25 12:40:33 Think people find it almost disrespectful too, like they're not even worth moving properly for Jan 25 12:41:13 * HH nods Jan 25 12:41:35 Like they're not skilled enough t' move you Jan 25 12:42:21 * Morgan nods Jan 25 12:42:28 Which makes them angry and they get sloppy Jan 25 12:59:57 * HH nods Jan 25 13:00:10 And then they end up all dead Jan 25 13:02:15 .me shrugs Jan 25 13:02:19 Bad form to do that in a duel Jan 25 13:03:05 * HH nods Jan 25 13:03:37 Duellin' f' the quality folks, not lowly peasants like me *he grins* Jan 25 13:05:04 You're quite right -sir- Lehenstrue Jan 25 13:05:41 Ah dung! Tha' means my smart mouth could fin'ly get me into a duel Jan 25 13:05:54 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:06:05 Keep up the act, most will probably think you too dumb to duel Jan 25 13:06:21 * HH nods Jan 25 13:06:41 Yeah, slippery like an eel, that's me Jan 25 13:07:03 Easy enough to grab and squeeze, from what I hear Jan 25 13:07:21 Really long too Jan 25 13:07:54 Can't say I've heard that Jan 25 13:08:12 Doesn't want y' feelin inadequate Jan 25 13:09:25 Not worried about it... there's more timber than needed for those pens in the hold, once I work out what's needed for that, I'll make a start on the chair Jan 25 13:09:42 * HH nods Jan 25 13:09:50 Sounds good, man Jan 25 13:10:33 I've not told Inga what it'll be... figured if you wanted her to know youda' told her Jan 25 13:11:11 * HH shrugs, tossing the ball in the air and catching it Jan 25 13:11:23 Figured y'd wanna tell her yerself Jan 25 13:12:14 Once its done, I think... I'd like to see her reaction to it... Jan 25 13:12:54 * HH nods Jan 25 13:13:23 'Specially if I've planted m' seed in the fertile soil Jan 25 13:13:46 Don't think the chair will take -that- long... Jan 25 13:13:57 * HH shrugs Jan 25 13:14:11 Could be sooner Jan 25 13:14:34 Its possible the chair could be done in a few days... depending on a few things Jan 25 13:15:30 Yeah, guess so Jan 25 13:15:58 She doesn't think you're lucky to have her, y'know Jan 25 13:16:13 * HH rolls his eyes Jan 25 13:16:21 She's a plank sometimes Jan 25 13:16:46 Undoubtedly but... what would you be telling me if Molly thought that? Jan 25 13:17:08 That yer wife is a plank too. Jan 25 13:17:15 You know what I mean Jan 25 13:18:03 I'd tell y' to take her to bed and show her... but a bed might be a bit much of an ask from -you- Jan 25 13:18:22 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 13:18:28 We've done it in a bed... at least twice Jan 25 13:22:20 * HH sniggers Jan 25 13:22:45 Gotta ruined sheet to prove it too Jan 25 13:23:25 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:23:30 Thats true Jan 25 13:25:03 You'll be down in th' crew room in an 'ammock one day Jan 25 13:26:19 Doubt it Jan 25 13:26:42 *the door opens* Jan 25 13:27:46 * HH starts saying "it's all about hanging on to the sides an' movin' it, like-..." he realises and shuts up Jan 25 13:29:44 * Morgan starts laughing Jan 25 13:30:37 *Molly looks puzzled* I rather think Morgan knows how to use a swing, Heinzharold Jan 25 13:31:11 * HH sniggers, looking at his long-standing best friend Jan 25 13:32:15 * Morgan laughs harder Jan 25 13:34:03 *Molly looks more confused* Jan 25 13:35:00 Hey Molly, think fast! *he throws the ball to her, but she misses and it hits her* Jan 25 13:36:04 M: That's not enough warning, how am I supposed to catch it when it comes at me that fast?! *she smiles, rubbing her torso* Jan 25 13:36:31 * HH develops a slow grin, looking at Morgan again Jan 25 13:37:52 Shut... the fuck... up...*he grins at his friend* Jan 25 13:39:47 M: Such language, mon petit chou! Jan 25 13:40:06 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:40:09 Several of 'em Jan 25 13:40:44 *She picks up the ball, looking at it* Jan 25 13:41:19 $uh oh, she going to realise it's your sexy fun time rope?$ Jan 25 13:42:29 $maybe$ Jan 25 13:44:31 *she smiles, rubbing her thumb over it before trying to throw it back. It hits the top of his head before bouncing in Morgan's direction* Jan 25 13:44:53 * Morgan calmly reaches out, catching it Jan 25 13:45:09 Ok... no pistols, no throwing or catching... Jan 25 13:45:57 * HH rubs his head Jan 25 13:46:06 M:I'm sorry, Heinzharold Jan 25 13:46:22 * HH shakes his head Jan 25 13:46:37 I'm good Jan 25 13:47:04 *Molly nods, looking at Morgan* no souffles, no shearing sheep, no carts, no violins Jan 25 13:48:51 Fairly sure soufflés are impossible really Jan 25 13:49:52 Inga can make a good souffle Jan 25 13:50:58 Clearly she know some witchcraft then Jan 25 13:51:37 Bewitched the hell outta me, man Jan 25 13:53:44 That was obvious in about two minutes after you laid eyes on her Jan 25 13:54:57 * HH nods Jan 25 13:55:02 Yep Jan 25 13:55:27 *Molly smiles, watching the two of them* That's very cute, Heinzharold Jan 25 13:56:33 * Morgan picks up his cup, speaking just as he brings it to his lips Jan 25 13:56:35 Found a ghost Jan 25 13:57:52 What sorta ghost? Jan 25 13:58:00 Dead one Jan 25 13:58:08 M: Cold spot? Jan 25 13:58:45 No, thats just me... no, the one Varick saw that we had Claudia looking for, thinking it was a game... that one. Young lad, doesn't want to be fed Jan 25 14:01:23 dead* Jan 25 14:03:59 *Molly nods* Alright. I wondered if you could tell the air temperature, that's all Jan 25 14:04:16 No, Varick saw him again Jan 25 14:05:06 *She nods* is there anything we can do? Jan 25 14:05:43 He doesn't want to go... we're going to let him alone until we leave the ship... never thought I'd say something like this but... the ghost is currently playing with Varick Jan 25 14:07:01 *she smiles* It's rather in keeping with our odd lives, isn't it? Jan 25 14:07:54 * Morgan nods Jan 25 14:07:57 Tis rather Jan 25 14:09:01 M: I think Sorgi is about to stop us for the day, it's getting dark Jan 25 14:10:07 * Morgan nods Jan 25 14:10:29 I want an update on who's in charge of making the pens Jan 25 14:12:00 M: I'll keep Heinzharold out of mischief, shall I? Jan 25 14:12:54 * Morgan nods, packing away his things before picking up his cup Jan 25 14:12:57 If you would Jan 25 14:14:19 I'll be on m' best behaviour Jan 25 14:14:28 Uh huh Jan 25 14:14:43 * Morgan moves, kissing Molly's cheek before going to find Sorgi Jan 25 14:15:39 * HH is now known as Sorgi Jan 25 14:15:57 * Sorgi is indeed giving the orders to slow her and weigh anchor Jan 25 14:16:18 * Morgan waits quietly, looking down off the side of the ship Jan 25 14:17:11 *the Rose stops moving eventually, and the sailors start to square away. Sorgi comes over* Jan 25 14:17:15 M'lord. Jan 25 14:17:29 Captain... a good day? Jan 25 14:17:49 * Sorgi nods Jan 25 14:17:59 I'm happy with our speed Jan 25 14:18:53 * Morgan nods Jan 25 14:19:03 Good... who did you put in charge of the pens? Jan 25 14:20:08 *He tells him one of the training captains* Jan 25 14:20:47 * Morgan nods Jan 25 14:21:25 Right... think its time he has a taste of dealing with his employer when he has responsibility... Jan 25 14:22:14 * Sorgi nods Jan 25 14:22:24 He's probably in the crew room Jan 25 14:22:59 * Morgan nods Jan 25 14:23:18 I'll be my usual charming self Jan 25 14:24:14 * Sorgi nods Jan 25 14:24:40 Has Claudia had a word with you? Jan 25 14:25:06 No... what about? Jan 25 14:27:04 * Sorgi nods him aside Jan 25 14:27:35 * Morgan moves to a quieter area Jan 25 14:27:38 She wants to make another attempt at sharing a room over night Jan 25 14:28:27 Jura? Jan 25 14:28:40 No, here Jan 25 14:29:34 Right... Jan 25 14:30:14 We are foreigners in Jura, and I do not want to leave the ship overnight, just in case Jan 25 14:31:32 I'm sure we'd manage, Sorgi... but I'm not going to try to make you... figured you'd want to try away from the crew Jan 25 14:32:10 Finding a night where neither of us is working is tough too Jan 25 14:33:31 Need me or HeinzHarold to step in... Jan 25 14:34:12 I thought we might do Friday night when you are already on the early watch Jan 25 14:35:15 * Morgan nods Jan 25 14:35:18 If you wish Jan 25 14:39:42 * Sorgi nods "I think she is respected enough by the crew for it not to be an issue, but it will be discrete, m'lord" Jan 25 14:42:18 Any crewman who has an issue with it is welcome to alight in Jura Jan 25 14:43:08 * Sorgi nods, smiling Jan 25 14:43:13 Very good, m'Lord Jan 25 14:44:26 Who's working Friday evening? Jan 25 14:47:04 *he says one of the other training captains for the evening, Morgan and one of the crew on the early, the third training captain for four til eight but Sorgi will be there at seven to sail again* Jan 25 14:48:20 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 25 14:48:25 Aye, we should have that all covered Jan 25 14:49:28 * Sorgi nods Jan 25 14:50:05 If you can't find Rieker in the crew room he might be down in the h9ld Jan 25 14:50:23 * Morgan nods Jan 25 14:50:39 You'll tell Claudia Friday is fine? Or shall I talk to her anyway? Jan 25 14:52:57 Either, m'lord Jan 25 14:53:12 I'll try to find her Jan 25 14:55:13 * Sorgi nods. He finds her in her room Jan 25 14:55:43 * Morgan taps on the doorframe Jan 25 14:58:32 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Jan 25 14:58:41 * Claudia is polishing her boots Jan 25 14:58:52 Hey. Need to talk? Jan 25 14:59:03 Told you wanted me Jan 25 15:01:09 * Claudia nods towards a chair Jan 25 15:02:01 * Morgan sits down Jan 25 15:06:43 I'm going to try sleeping with Sorgi again Jan 25 15:06:58 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:07:00 Alright Jan 25 15:08:51 I didn't want you thinking I was sneaking around without your knowledge Jan 25 15:10:09 * Morgan nods, taking out his flask, drinking some an offering it to her Jan 25 15:10:56 * Claudia takes it, drinking some Jan 25 15:11:02 Friday good? Jan 25 15:11:15 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:12:30 Its fine. You being with Sorgi, I've already seen it doesn't affect how you or he works, so I'm not worried about that... the crew respect you enough for it to not be an issue I think, but if they -have- an issue with it, well, they can get off in Jura Jan 25 15:12:54 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:13:07 We have an understanding Jan 25 15:13:12 * Claudia hands it back Jan 25 15:13:45 * Morgan takes it, drinking some more before putting it away Jan 25 15:13:50 You and Sorgi? Jan 25 15:14:53 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:15:03 Yeah Jan 25 15:15:48 Long as my ship works... Jan 25 15:16:20 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:16:24 It will Jan 25 15:17:32 I know... I don't want to sound callous about it... because I'm sure you know I'm not, and I care a great deal... I'm trying to support you the best way I can which, from past experience, is to let you do you... Jan 25 15:20:33 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:20:51 Yeah. I know what I'm doing Jan 25 15:22:03 You could be bloody clueless, I'd still support you. Its down to the crew to put up or shut up about it Jan 25 15:22:35 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:22:38 I appreciate it Jan 25 15:22:53 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:23:11 Have Sorgi make it known he isn't to be disturbed that evening unless we're under attack, on fire and sinking Jan 25 15:24:33 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:24:41 Will do Jan 25 15:25:05 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:25:08 Thanks for this morning Jan 25 15:26:17 Same. How's it going? Jan 25 15:27:15 Uhhh... better than I was Jan 25 15:29:10 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:29:22 That'll have to do Jan 25 15:33:01 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:33:26 I'll be up there tomorrow morning, just in case Jan 25 15:34:40 * Morgan sighs Jan 25 15:34:47 God I hope its not that tonight Jan 25 15:37:26 Seems like the kind of thing your brain does Jan 25 15:38:21 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:38:24 I know... bastard Jan 25 15:38:57 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:39:30 Maybe you'll grow out of it Jan 25 15:39:54 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 15:40:00 They're getting harder to bear Jan 25 15:41:28 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:41:50 That one you had of Molly dying when we were in Fischler was bad Jan 25 15:41:56 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:42:09 Yeah... different though... Jan 25 15:43:27 * Claudia nods Jan 25 15:43:41 Think that might have just been a nightmare Jan 25 15:43:59 That's pretty standard nightmares Jan 25 15:44:11 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:44:29 * Claudia gets up, going in her bag and passing him a tin Jan 25 15:44:36 If you need it... Jan 25 15:45:41 Thanks but... you need this... and DeeDee supplied me with a pipe which has sat in my bag ever since Jan 25 15:46:02 * Claudia puts it away Jan 25 15:46:17 Try it before sleep, keep it to hand for the morning Jan 25 15:46:34 I'll think about it Jan 25 15:48:48 * Claudia nods, sitting back down to polish her boots again Jan 25 15:50:51 Anything's worth a try Jan 25 15:51:19 * Morgan nods, sighing Jan 25 15:51:58 Yeah. *he straightens* I've gotta go find Rieker if you need me no more? Jan 25 15:52:19 No, fuck off *she smiles* Jan 25 15:53:04 * Morgan nods, standing up Jan 25 15:53:07 See you later Jan 25 15:54:28 * Claudia nods. Rieker is playing cards in the crew room with a couple of other off-duty men Jan 25 15:54:59 Rieker... a moment... Jan 25 15:56:26 * Claudia is now known as Rieker Jan 25 15:56:43 * Rieker stands up "Yes, your Excellency " Jan 25 15:57:29 M'lord will do, no need to be throwing excellency's about with me... I understand you're in charge of fitting the pens in the hold Jan 25 15:58:25 Yes M'lord Jan 25 15:58:36 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:58:49 A progress report then, please... how far along is it? Jan 25 16:00:54 I need some more wood, fixings, and some straw from Jura, but it'd be finished in three or four ours once I have them, m'lord Jan 25 16:01:17 More wood? There looked to be more than enough in the hold Jan 25 16:02:34 Needs to be treated wood, saving it rotting with urine, and that tastes bad enough the goats won't chew it, m'lord Jan 25 16:02:56 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:03:06 And the wood thats down there? What's that going to be used for? Jan 25 16:04:03 There's no plans beyond possible repairs to anything that needs it, as far as I know, m'lord Jan 25 16:04:54 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:05:18 So, once we arrive in Jura, you'll arrange for more wood and whatnot, and have it all completed before taking on the animals? Jan 25 16:06:58 You could load them crated for an Hour or two if you preferred, but I'd rather get them straight in Jan 25 16:08:25 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 16:08:54 Your choice on that, Rieker, its your job to oversee. Jan 25 16:10:14 * Rieker nods Jan 25 16:10:18 Yes, m'lord Jan 25 16:10:29 Who've you got doing the actual building? Jan 25 16:11:58 Myself Jan 25 16:12:19 I see... why? Jan 25 16:13:05 I enjoy it, m'lord Jan 25 16:14:26 Nothing wrong with that as such but... do you think that is improving your experience of leadership and responsibility together? Jan 25 16:14:48 I suppose not, m'lord. I can get more men on it Jan 25 16:15:06 A word of advice then... Jan 25 16:16:24 Yes, m'lord? Jan 25 16:17:37 Don't try to take on all the jobs yourself... your job is to make sure its done and up to standard, not to do it yourself. That being said, there's nothing wrong with leading from the front, providing those following you are actually working for you, to your standards Jan 25 16:18:17 * Rieker seems to be taking this all in "yes, m'lord" Jan 25 16:20:32 I have a fleet, trade, two Grafdoms I will be responsible for, two Freiarrdoms I am steward for and all the dukely responsibilities on top of the changes I wish to see in Eisen... and until very recently, I was trying to do it all myself, so take it from me... its fine to be involved, but leading is what we are supposed to do. Jan 25 16:21:39 * Rieker nods, smiling "thank you, I'll do that, m'lord" Jan 25 16:22:28 So... how many men will you be tasking with finishing the pens? Jan 25 16:24:05 Three more, m'lord Jan 25 16:25:25 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:25:33 And how much will that reduce the build time? Jan 25 16:26:54 That'd be an hour after getting the bits Jan 25 16:27:23 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:27:35 Very well Rieker, we'll see how that turns out Jan 25 16:28:40 * Rieker nods "thank you m'lord" Jan 25 16:29:08 Alright, carry on Jan 25 16:29:19 * Morgan smiles slightly, nodding to him as he wanders off down to the hold Jan 25 16:30:08 *it's peaceful down there, no one around* Jan 25 16:30:34 * Morgan starts sorting through the wood, finding likely bits to use in the chair Jan 25 16:32:44 *he finds some, but he'll have to buy some in Jura in four days time* Jan 25 17:16:17 * Morgan snorts, heading to his cabin Jan 25 17:21:36 *Theyre all gathered there, the children being given their tea, the grown ups chatting. He can easily talk to any of them is there's anything he wishes to* Jan 25 17:22:09 * Morgan looks at Sigfried and Zareen Jan 25 17:22:13 How are you two doing now? Jan 25 17:24:36 * Rieker is now known as Zareen Jan 25 17:24:59 We're rested, thank you. He really seems to have turned a corner with his nap Jan 25 17:33:58 * Morgan nods Jan 25 17:34:10 Aside from HeinzHarold waking him up, he was good as gold Jan 25 17:35:15 In the palace he used to sleep through the screaming of many babies Jan 25 17:35:49 * Morgan nods Jan 25 17:36:05 He's a very calm little man Jan 25 17:38:27 * Zareen nods Jan 25 17:39:08 He is Jan 25 17:42:51 *he manages to be quite open and sociable, juggling Thean and Eisen. Varick is taken to bed, but they all take turns in holding Amir in the evening as they chat. He notices that although Xsarlac and Zareen seem close, it doesn't seem like a relationship with much attraction. Eventually the dreaded bedtime comes. Having had the same thought as Jan 25 17:42:51 Claudia, Molly has put his pipe and special tobacco on the bedside table. She is getting undressed when he gets to the bedroom* Jan 25 17:42:55 * Zareen is now known as Molly Jan 25 17:44:50 I think we need to start thinking about whether or not we can heal Zareens mind Jan 25 17:45:04 * Molly nods Jan 25 17:45:27 Before Jura, in case she wishes to stay in Theah Main? Jan 25 17:46:50 I don't know... she seems content to go to Capperlucia regardless... but its becoming clear that there doesn't seem to be any attraction there Jan 25 17:47:00 * Molly nods Jan 25 17:47:22 I have noticed that, but I wondered if it is the result of so long a marriage? Jan 25 17:47:34 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 17:47:36 I don't know Jan 25 17:47:56 Although, my parents have been married longer... Jan 25 17:48:39 * Morgan nods Jan 25 17:49:22 We could try tomorrow if you wish? *she undoes her corset* Jan 25 17:49:46 * Morgan nods Jan 25 17:49:55 I think it best we try sooner rather than later Jan 25 17:51:34 * Molly nods Jan 25 17:53:41 * Morgan sighs Jan 25 17:53:46 Alright... I do not know if it will work, but I will try Jan 25 17:54:01 * Morgan nods Jan 25 17:54:03 alright Jan 25 17:56:50 * Morgan mills about, getting the things for the pipe arranged, but stops, staring at it rather than lighting it Jan 25 17:57:27 * Molly comes to him in just her shift, gently stroking his shoulder Jan 25 17:57:45 It's no different to the herbs I use for healing, my love Jan 25 17:58:26 You don't need to use them Jan 25 18:02:09 I would still need to to prevent conception, and would use them as sleight of hand when using my magic on others Jan 25 18:03:22 * Morgan nods, staring at the pipe Jan 25 18:03:38 Alright... Claudia says I should have it ready for the morning just in case Jan 25 18:05:04 * Molly nods Jan 25 18:05:14 That makes sense, liebling Jan 25 18:05:57 * Morgan nods, looking very unhappy Jan 25 18:06:17 Is there anything I can do? Jan 25 18:07:25 * Morgan shakes his head, the tobacco suddenly starting to burn Jan 25 18:07:30 Here goes nothing Jan 25 18:08:00 * Molly smiles gently Jan 25 18:08:07 It smells quite nice Jan 25 18:08:44 * Morgan shrugs, bringing it to his mouth and drawing on it, holding it as he's been instructed before exhaling again Jan 25 18:10:07 *as before, it takes about twenty seconds before the elation hits, followed by the pleasant, easy buzz* Jan 25 18:10:37 Would you like to try it? Jan 25 18:10:53 You have no objections? Jan 25 18:14:00 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 25 18:14:27 * Molly nods, watching him Jan 25 18:15:24 What is it like? Jan 25 18:19:30 What, exactly? Jan 25 18:20:03 How does it feel? Jan 25 18:21:18 Ummm... some... elation and a nice sort of... buzz Jan 25 18:21:35 * Molly nods, sitting on the bed Jan 25 18:21:45 How do I do it? Jan 25 18:23:02 Suck on the end and inhale the smoke... hold it for a second or so then blow it out Jan 25 18:23:18 Probably make you cough Jan 25 18:23:42 * Molly does so. It's quite comical to see a Duchess using a tobacco pipe Jan 25 18:25:10 * Morgan chuckles quietly Jan 25 18:25:15 * Molly coughs a moment, handing it back "I do not feel anything?" Jan 25 18:25:33 Give it a minute... Jan 25 18:26:12 * Molly nods, and about half a minute later her eyes widen Jan 25 18:26:18 Oh! Wow! Jan 25 18:26:40 There it is Jan 25 18:26:54 * Molly smiles warmly Jan 25 18:27:18 Oh, that's nice! It's like all the nicest parts of being drunk! Jan 25 18:27:26 * Morgan nods Jan 25 18:27:41 Gives HeinzHarold an awful case of the giggles Jan 25 18:28:29 * Molly nods, sitting back against the pillows Jan 25 18:28:39 I can see why they like it Jan 25 18:29:36 * Morgan nods, getting undressed and extinguishing the tobacco, preparing it for the morning Jan 25 18:30:03 I bet the stars would look so pretty! Jan 25 18:30:35 * Morgan nods Jan 25 18:30:39 probably Jan 25 18:31:04 Should we have a quick look? Jan 25 18:31:26 Only if you're wanting to get dressed again... Jan 25 18:31:47 I'll put a coat and boots on, no one will know Jan 25 18:31:58 * Morgan nods, sighing Jan 25 18:32:12 alright Jan 25 18:32:22 It will be here when we get back Jan 25 18:32:58 * Morgan nods, pulling his trousers back on Jan 25 18:33:22 * Molly does as she said Jan 25 18:33:52 * Morgan pulls a coat on Jan 25 18:34:06 Come on then, hopefully Varick doesn't wake Jan 25 18:34:34 He doesn't usually, and Ulysses is with him Jan 25 18:35:08 * Molly goes quietly out into the corridor. It's late enough to be very quiet Jan 25 18:36:07 * Morgan leads her quietly up on deck Jan 25 18:36:46 *they see noone on the way, and only one sailor on watch who is near the prow* Jan 25 18:37:39 * Morgan moves to one side, looking up Jan 25 18:38:58 *they have a clear night for it, and the stars look even more beautiful than normal. Above the sea scent, he can smell that she's put her rosewater perfume on* Jan 25 18:39:14 Wow, they're so twinkly! Jan 25 18:39:33 * Morgan nods Jan 25 18:40:11 * Molly quietly watches them, resting against him Jan 25 18:40:40 Aye, they are Jan 25 18:40:55 Mmm, beautiful Jan 25 18:41:38 * Morgan nods Jan 25 18:41:55 This is nice, my love Jan 25 18:42:43 Aye ur==it is Jan 25 18:43:27 * Molly is quiet two more minutes before she says "are you hungry? I'm really hungry" Jan 25 18:43:41 Thats normal Jan 25 18:44:09 * Molly nods "shall we have a look in the galley?" Jan 25 18:44:39 alright Jan 25 18:45:03 * Molly takes his hand, leading him below Jan 25 18:46:42 * Molly looks around the galley before getting some bread and butter* This'll do is, I think? Jan 25 18:47:07 * Morgan nods Jan 25 18:47:11 Expect so Jan 25 18:48:09 * Molly nods, taking it back through the corridor to their bedroom. She kicks off her boots and sheds her coat before sitting on the bed with half of it Jan 25 18:48:29 Off the bed... I'm not sleeping on crumbs Jan 25 18:48:57 * Molly smirks, getting up "yessir" Jan 25 18:49:38 * Morgan sheds his clothes, sitting on the bed Jan 25 18:50:40 * Molly gestures to the rest of the bread, before sitting on the floor with hers Jan 25 18:51:02 What? Jan 25 18:51:19 That bit is for you, my love Jan 25 18:52:42 * Morgan nods, getting back off the bed and sitting on the floor with it Jan 25 18:52:57 * Molly glances at him, smiling Jan 25 18:57:25 * Morgan bits some, chewing it slowly Jan 25 18:57:52 This is rather amusing, don't you think? Jan 25 18:57:58 What? Jan 25 18:58:27 A Duke and Duchess, naked and almost naked, eating bread and butter on the floor Jan 25 18:59:35 * Morgan nods Jan 25 18:59:38 It is a bit ridiculous Jan 25 19:00:59 * Molly nods Jan 25 19:01:25 And not even the most un-ducal behaviour of ours! Jan 25 19:02:21 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 25 19:02:26 No, definitely not Jan 25 19:03:14 * Molly nods, smiling as she finishes the bread Jan 25 19:03:55 So, your Excellency, are you ready for bed, or do we have other un-ducal matters to attend to down here? Jan 25 19:05:14 I think... bed before it wears off and hope it does its job Jan 25 19:05:40 You cannot take more? Jan 25 19:06:01 I don't know I'd want to Jan 25 19:06:58 * Molly nods, brushing the crumbs off and standing up. She pulls the shift off, tossing it aside Jan 25 19:07:04 To bed then, my love Jan 25 19:08:52 * Morgan nods, clambering onto the bed Jan 25 19:10:57 * Molly gets in, watching him a moment Jan 25 19:11:13 You'll wake me if I can help at all? Jan 25 19:11:35 * Morgan nods Jan 25 19:11:36 I will Jan 25 19:12:03 * Molly kisses him gently, warm against him Jan 25 19:12:09 Goodnight, my love Jan 25 19:13:29 Goodnight love Jan 25 19:14:52 * Molly settles down with him, singing softly Jan 25 19:15:05 * Morgan settles, trying to go to sleep Jan 25 19:17:32 *Despite his wishes and attempts, he dreams again of Edward faking their deaths. He and HH arrive in Grenau four days later, a small market town where he easily gets directions to Kirche Haus. It’s a respectable looking house, but not very fancy. It has a small stable and a garden, but no one is actively tending either. HH stands beside him on the Jan 25 19:17:32 doorstep* Seen y’ look more cheerful facin’ the Vaticine hoardes, man! Jan 25 19:17:38 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 25 19:18:18 Yeah... that was easy Jan 25 19:19:37 * HH nods, patting his shoulder Jan 25 19:19:47 You gon' knock, man? Jan 25 19:21:29 * Morgan looks remarkably like he's about to run away before suddenly raising his fist and knocking Jan 25 19:22:53 If it 'elps, gonna be pretty odd for me too, I thought the bodies I buried were theirs. Jan 25 19:24:01 * Morgan nods, still looking like he's about to bolt Jan 25 19:24:45 * HH moves so he's mostly blocking his way. A maid opens the door, wearing a plain dress Jan 25 19:25:06 M: Hello, may I help you? Jan 25 19:25:35 I'm looking for... uhhh... Lina... Jan 25 19:27:09 M: She's working, but I can ask her if she minds? Jan 25 19:27:18 please Jan 25 19:28:09 M: I'll show you to the parlour. Who should I say is here? *she opens the door for them to follow her* Jan 25 19:29:04 My names Morgan... Jan 25 19:29:41 *The maid stares, open-mouthed, then curtises* Sorry, my Lord, I didn't recognise you Jan 25 19:29:59 No, its... its fine Jan 25 19:30:28 * HH gently puts his hand on Morgan's back, urging his on Jan 25 19:30:43 * Morgan stumbles slightly before moving to follow the woman Jan 25 19:37:45 *she lets them into a parlour. It's neat but there's a box of toys by the hearth, a painting of the Sudlache above it* Jan 25 19:37:55 M: I'll just be a minute Jan 25 19:38:05 * Morgan nods mutely Jan 25 19:38:36 * HH shuts the door behind her Jan 25 19:38:53 It's gon' be okay, man Jan 25 19:39:01 The hell am I gonn' say?! Jan 25 19:39:19 Hello is usually a good start? Jan 25 19:42:00 Hello, you're not... dead... like I've been tearing myself to pieces over... Jan 25 19:42:42 Better than I'd prolly manage. Want me t' stay? Jan 25 19:43:32 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 19:43:36 I don't know man Jan 25 19:47:54 * HH nods. The door opens and Dietlinde comes in. She looks well, and in keeping with the house she's dressed more like low gentry than common, her dress satin and pale blue, hair up. The three years of his absence have seen her lose weight, understandably. She spots him with such delight and devotion in her expression Jan 25 19:51:24 * Morgan looks to be utterly pained, moving towards her slowly Jan 25 19:52:34 * HH is now known as Dietlinde Jan 25 19:52:58 * Dietlinde goes straight to him, looking thrilled Jan 25 19:53:30 You came! I was hoping Edward would bring a message this month, but you're here! Jan 25 19:54:07 * Morgan looks on the verge of breaking down, barely even whispering Jan 25 19:54:19 I'm so sorry... I didn't.. I didn't know... Jan 25 19:56:11 Didn't know what? *she looks a little ill at ease, having never seen him deeply distressed before, emotions he'd tried to protect her from* Jan 25 19:56:53 * Morgan looks at the floor taking several deep breaths before looking back to her Jan 25 19:57:15 * Dietlinde looks at him trustingly Jan 25 19:57:17 I didn't know you were in danger... if I'd had any idea, I'd have protected you Jan 25 19:58:25 I know you would. If I'd know we were having to leave that day, I'd have told you we were having Johannes Jan 25 19:59:22 * Morgan watches her for a long moment Jan 25 19:59:36 Tell me what's happened? Jan 25 20:02:21 * Dietlinde smiles "I'm so happy to see you. The dress I wrote about in the note is finished, and that snooty customer has moved away. JoJo won the sunflower competition at the toddlers group. DeeDee has interviewed a governess for Sabina, but I was waiting for Edward to say If you said that was affordable" Jan 25 20:02:53 I... I think we need to sit down and talk Jan 25 20:03:43 * Dietlinde nods, sitting on the couch "Janine has gone to make the children presentable" Jan 25 20:04:13 *HH coughs* I'll uhh put some coffee on? Jan 25 20:04:27 * Morgan nods at HeinzHarold, sitting by Dietlinde Jan 25 20:05:16 * Dietlinde smiles, putting her hand gently on his as the door clicks shut Jan 25 20:05:22 I missed you Jan 25 20:05:53 I've missed you more than you can imagine... I think... we should start at the beginning... Jan 25 20:06:59 * Dietlinde nods, watching him like she's the happiest woman alive Jan 25 20:07:30 In fact... no... tell me what you know of Edwards plan going forward Jan 25 20:08:38 Your plan was for us to be here in Grenada with new names until you could make sure you had somewhere safe for us nearer to home Jan 25 20:09:25 * Morgan folds her hand in his Jan 25 20:09:55 Ok... alright... things aren't... this wasn't my plan Jan 25 20:10:11 *the familiar harder spots on her skin from sewing are so very familiar* Jan 25 20:10:51 You haven't come to arrange for us to move? Jan 25 20:12:46 You don't understand... -none- of this was my plan... you've spent this time thinking I wasn't coming to you through some choice, but... oh god how do I say it? *he looks at her, searching her expression for a momoent* What Edward has been telling you, its not true... Jan 25 20:13:32 * Dietlinde shakes her head "Edward would never lie to us, he's looked after us so well" Jan 25 20:14:46 * Morgan looks at her seriously Jan 25 20:15:47 What about the fire? Jan 25 20:18:07 It had to be done, I know that. I'm grateful you got us away Jan 25 20:20:01 love... I didn't know. I didn't know about the danger, or that you'd been spirited away. I came home to a burning house that as far as I knew, you were still in. I didn't know you weren't there... Jan 25 20:20:22 * Dietlinde frowns, shaking her head again Jan 25 20:20:44 But you wrote to me, and sent Edward with messages Jan 25 20:20:59 Have I ever lied to you? Jan 25 20:21:44 No... but how could he have managed that? He knew things about us that he couldn't have known Jan 25 20:21:55 Like? Jan 25 20:23:06 Like my pet name, and how the stair three down always squeaked. He knew how I took my coffee, and Sabina's favourite nursery rhymes Jan 25 20:24:01 I don't know how he knew... but I swear to you, I'm telling you the truth. I thought I'd lost you. Jan 25 20:24:37 Oh Morgan... *she looks at him sadly* I'm sorry Jan 25 20:24:48 * Morgan breathes slowly a couple of times Jan 25 20:25:19 I didn't find out you were alive until a few days ago... after the fire, Edward... let me believe he'd had you killed and... I ran. Jan 25 20:25:33 * Dietlinde squeezes his hand Jan 25 20:25:46 Are we safe here? Do we need to run again? Jan 25 20:26:15 You're safe here... I'm trying to work out what the hell to do Jan 25 20:27:16 * Dietlinde nods "we can go wherever you want us to. The children are going to be so happy to see you they won't mind leaving DeeDee and our friends behind" Jan 25 20:29:07 *HH knocks at the door with his foot* Jan 25 20:29:22 * Morgan gets up, going to open the door Jan 25 20:30:03 *HH has the tray* Y' gonna be alright to pour? Jan 25 20:30:19 * Morgan nods, pointing to the table Jan 25 20:30:40 *HH puts it down* $stay or go?$ Jan 25 20:31:40 $I don't know. How do I tell her about Molly?!$ Jan 25 20:31:54 $fuck knows$ Jan 25 20:32:32 * Morgan nods slightly, pouring the drinks Jan 25 20:33:26 * Dietlinde looks to Heinzharold "Congratulations on your wedding, Heinzharold" Jan 25 20:34:44 HH: *he looks awkward* Ah, well, not ackshully -gotten- married yet, I've left me betrothed up at th' big house while I came with His Worship, see? Jan 25 20:35:17 * Dietlinde smiles gently "I hope you can get married soon" Jan 25 20:35:33 *HH nods* yeah, me too. Jan 25 20:36:10 * Morgan hands Dietlinde her coffee, sitting back down Jan 25 20:37:07 * Dietlinde thanks him, shifting a little closer, as they used to sit before Jan 25 20:38:01 *HH glances at the door* want me to leave y' to it? Jan 25 20:38:22 Please. Jan 25 20:38:36 *HH goes again* Jan 25 20:39:11 * Dietlinde smiles softly "Heinzharold getting married! That's so nice" Jan 25 20:40:49 * Morgan nods Jan 25 20:42:06 I feel awful for having ruined his day Jan 25 20:43:37 Are you to be his best man? Jan 25 20:47:01 That was the plan until Edward showed up, yes Jan 25 20:47:40 Won't you be his best man now? Jan 25 20:47:54 * Dietlinde watches his face fondly Jan 25 20:48:24 Probably, if he'll have me Jan 25 20:51:58 Heinzharold has always been your best friend I'm sure he'd want you with him Jan 25 20:52:46 I'd understand him not wanting to... I left him here without a word and ran away Jan 25 20:54:19 * Dietlinde looks sad "I thought you were with your parents and fighting to make it safe for us to live together as a family" Jan 25 20:54:39 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 25 20:55:04 I was hiding, grieving, getting into as many dangerous situations as I could Jan 25 20:56:12 This is all so difficult to accept Jan 25 20:57:26 I wish that were the hardest part Jan 25 21:00:16 Have you been away from home all these years? Jan 25 21:03:16 * Morgan nods Jan 25 21:03:52 I worked as a farm hand... then when I thought I'd be discovered, I went and worked in a noble womans house... keeping her safe, like I couldn't for you Jan 25 21:04:55 * Dietlinde looks at hims compassionately "I always believed you were the reason we were all safe" Jan 25 21:05:31 I was the reason you were in danger Jan 25 21:05:52 I never thought people would be so angry Jan 25 21:06:08 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 25 21:06:10 Nor did I Jan 25 21:07:34 But now that's over. We can have a new start. Sabina and JoJo, and maybe more children? Jan 25 21:07:46 * Dietlinde watches him, smiling Jan 25 21:09:35 I want so much to see them... but it isn't fair to leave you with only half the knowledge you should have Jan 25 21:09:57 I could call for them? Jan 25 21:11:56 * Morgan watches her Jan 25 21:13:51 Not yet... I... I'm sorry, you need to understand... I grieved for you, all this time... I've never stopped loving you, all this time... but... *he looks utterly anguished* I learned to love another, and... and... Jan 25 21:14:42 * Dietlinde draws a sharp breath, frowning and looking very pained Jan 25 21:14:52 There's someone else...? Jan 25 21:15:35 * Morgan withdraws into himself, nodding Jan 25 21:15:47 I love you no less than I ever did... but.. I love her also Jan 25 21:16:28 * Dietlinde looks lost, her coffee cup rattling a little in its saucer Jan 25 21:16:56 Oh... I don't... how is this possible?! Jan 25 21:18:23 I believed you had died. I heard screams at the house... I tried so very hard to rescue you... but you were lost to me. I never moved on but, eventually, I let someone in, someone who saved me from myself. Jan 25 21:19:15 But... I'm not dead, I'm here *she watches him with hope in her eyes* It's all fixed now Jan 25 21:20:23 I wish it were that simple. God I could murder that man Jan 25 21:21:06 He is your brother, and he's looked after me, Sabina and JoJo. He has sent them little gifts Jan 25 21:22:52 He has been kinder to you than he has me... I've been smothered with grief because of him. Jan 25 21:23:39 * Dietlinde nods, looking at the floor Jan 25 21:23:49 Should I bring the children now? Jan 25 21:24:45 I know you're hurting, and I'm so very sorry Jan 25 21:25:13 * Dietlinde nods, looking like she's struggling for composure Jan 25 21:26:05 I'm sorry I just went along with what he said your wishes were, but I didn't think to question him, I just wanted to do what would make you happy and keep us safe Jan 25 21:26:29 * Morgan nods, looking at her again Jan 25 21:27:14 What he told you, it made sense. I do not blame you for believing him, not at all... I just... I need you to understand how utterly -lost- I was Jan 25 21:27:34 * Dietlinde nods Jan 25 21:28:00 I'm trying to. But it all feels so wrong, like it's a horrible dream I can't wake from Jan 25 21:28:12 * Morgan nods Jan 25 21:28:41 I know... I've felt that, for a long time Jan 25 21:28:55 * Dietlinde nods Jan 25 21:29:15 There isn't a home for us, is there? Jan 25 21:29:23 * Morgan sighs Jan 25 21:29:36 maybe. But... it requires a great deal from you Jan 25 21:30:19 Will it be another three years like this? I've been so lonely, and you've missed JoJo being a baby Jan 25 21:31:06 * Morgan stands up, moving round like he's anxious Jan 25 21:31:23 Time isn't the issue... Jan 25 21:31:41 What is? Jan 25 21:31:52 * Morgan looks at her Jan 25 21:32:06 I can't be without her... but... I can't let you go again. Jan 25 21:32:42 * Dietlinde looks hurt "but I'm your -wife-" Jan 25 21:33:23 .me makes a noise of frustration Jan 25 21:33:37 He should be here, fixing his actions Jan 25 21:34:24 But if it wasn't for him, we might have been killed for real Jan 25 21:35:01 * Morgan leans against the wall, slowly sliding down until he's slumped on the floor Jan 25 21:35:27 * Dietlinde watches him "what are you doing?" Jan 25 21:36:33 I'm... rudderless... the only direction I have is to ask the two women I love to make a compromise that no-one should ever be asked to make... Jan 25 21:36:57 What is it? Jan 25 21:38:39 Edward, he thinks... that her station is acceptable to put our so called allies at ease, and that I should move you closer, as if you were my mistress *he sounds utterly miserable saying this out lout* Jan 25 21:39:27 * Dietlinde says nothing Jan 25 21:40:51 Losing you and my little girl... it broke me... completely. Jan 25 21:41:46 Yes Jan 25 21:42:25 * Morgan looks up at her Jan 25 21:42:54 * Dietlinde keeps her eyes on the floor. There were many times he'd seen her upset over things, but never quite so in shock Jan 25 21:43:10 Would you like me to leave? Jan 25 21:43:32 * Dietlinde shakes her head "I want you to see our children" Jan 25 21:44:09 * Morgan nods Jan 25 21:44:14 I want to. So much. Jan 25 21:44:55 * Dietlinde stands up, putting the undrunken coffee gently on a table, and exits the room Jan 25 21:45:43 * Morgan spends a minute trying desperately to pull himself together, finally getting off the floor and rubbing at his face Jan 25 21:56:59 *the tri-metal ring of dracheneisen that matches Molly's feels cold against his face* Jan 25 21:58:03 * Morgan sighs, looking at it Jan 25 22:01:15 *it looks solid, a reminder of that day only five weeks ago that she placed it on his hand, making promises of endurance through adversity and forsaking all others, the same promises he'd made five years before with rings of gold. But with such a short duration, he and Molly's marriage could still be annulled with some leverage of influence in Jan 25 22:01:15 powerful ears* Jan 25 22:02:13 just... hold on... Jan 25 22:06:35 *The door opens again. Oh how his daughter has grown since that September morning he whirled her around after saving the rooster from her eager-to-love hands. At four and a half almost, she's already a girl way past toddlerhood, but no less beautiful. Jan 25 22:06:43 J: Vati! Jan 25 22:07:03 * Morgan drops to his knees, opening his arms to her Jan 25 22:07:08 Oh, my darling girl Jan 25 22:07:46 *She is almost his eye height with him knelt, and she hugs him Jan 25 22:07:49 * Dietlinde is now known as Jana Jan 25 22:08:04 I knew you'd come soon! I told JoJo you'd come! Jan 25 22:08:18 Oh you've gotten so big! I've missed you so much Jan 25 22:08:33 * Jana smells no different Jan 25 22:09:16 I drew pictures, did Uncle Edward bring them? I drew you the house, and when we go to church Jan 25 22:09:47 Very good, I reckoned.... Jan 25 22:10:06 * Jana hugs him again Jan 25 22:10:23 I said my prayers every night, and I was really good Jan 25 22:10:36 * Morgan rocks her gently, kissing the side of her head Jan 25 22:10:41 I knew you would be Jan 25 22:11:08 Can you see my room? I have some dolls and bears Jan 25 22:12:06 * Morgan nods, hurriedly wiping his eyes before moving to where she can see him Jan 25 22:12:19 What about JoJo? I need to meet him, don't I Jan 25 22:13:38 *the little boy in question is stood holding onto Dietlinde's skirts. He's fair too, resembling Morgan more than his mother. In the other hand he appears to have a frame Jan 25 22:15:17 * Jana moves aside then crouches down "Come on JoJo, come here" Jan 25 22:15:21 * Morgan rests back onto his ankles, making himself look as relaxed as possible Jan 25 22:16:04 *The two year old leaves the safety of his mother. He comes to Morgan, holding out the frame* Jan 25 22:16:12 * Jana is now known as JoJo Jan 25 22:16:16 * Morgan reaches for it Jan 25 22:16:20 What've you got there? Jan 25 22:16:55 *it's a copy of the painting done of Morgan and Edward the few days before Morgan met Dietlinde* Jan 25 22:16:58 Vati. Jan 25 22:17:37 * Morgan nods, looking at the boy Jan 25 22:17:39 Thats right Jan 25 22:18:08 D: The children say good night and good morning to you every night, and we have a cake for you on your birthday, and they blow out the candle Jan 25 22:19:07 * Morgan nods, smiling at JoJo Jan 25 22:19:19 * JoJo comes to touch his beard "got hair" Jan 25 22:19:26 Like cake,,, Jan 25 22:19:47 *Jana laughs* There's no hair on cake, Vati! Jan 25 22:20:57 I must be making it wrong then... *he looks to JoJo again* its a beard... stuck to my chin Jan 25 22:21:30 * JoJo tries to pull it off "Stuck with glue?" Jan 25 22:22:09 Must be good glue Jan 25 22:22:38 * JoJo pulls hard Jan 25 22:24:31 Oooh, ow... thats very stuck Jan 25 22:25:06 * JoJo strokes the hair on his head "shhhh... sorry sorry..." Jan 25 22:25:31 * Morgan smiles Jan 25 22:25:38 Its alright... maybe a cuddle will make it all better? Jan 25 22:25:55 * JoJo hugs him Jan 25 22:26:11 * Morgan cuddles him Jan 25 22:26:49 J: Vati, can we go now? Jan 25 22:27:12 Go? Jan 25 22:27:21 J: to see my dolls Jan 25 22:27:27 Yes, yes of course Jan 25 22:27:40 * JoJo stays hugging him Jan 25 22:27:59 * Morgan moves, getting to his feet without letting the boy go before offering his hand to Jana Jan 25 22:28:36 *she takes it, leading the way through the house and up the stairs. Dietlinde follows on Jan 25 22:30:02 *Jana sits on the floor, pulling out several dolls and laying them out carefully* Jan 25 22:32:53 * Morgan watches her, smiling as he cuddles the boy Jan 25 22:34:28 *she spends ten minutes talking about them all, where they came from, what they like and dislike. JoJo seems like quite a placid child, just watching. Dietlinde watches the three of them from the doorway* Jan 25 22:36:54 * Morgan spends the time engaging with the both of them before looking over at Dietlinde Jan 25 22:39:07 *she's smiling a little* shall we playing in the garden? I think Vati would like to see all our flowers Jan 25 22:39:22 * Morgan nods Jan 25 22:39:26 Thats a wonderful idea isn't it? Jan 25 22:41:05 *Jana offers her hand to JoJo, and he goes with her. She's very careful, instructing him as they go. Dietlinde watches Morgan, still stood where she was* I made sure they knew you Jan 25 22:41:11 * JoJo is now known as Dietlinde Jan 25 22:41:44 * Morgan nods, standing back up Jan 25 22:41:56 Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd see any of you again Jan 25 22:43:12 * Dietlinde nods, following the children. JoJo takes the stairs on his bottom, then they're both running for the garden Jan 25 22:43:24 They've grown well Jan 25 22:46:12 * Morgan nods Jan 25 22:46:32 Such wonderful little people Jan 25 22:46:59 They are. I couldn't have managed all this without them Jan 25 22:47:35 * Morgan nods sadly Jan 25 22:48:47 * Dietlinde shows him out into the garden where the children are playing. Planted all around is lavender, lily of the valley, roses, and the dark pink carnations Morgan was growing at the cottage to surprise Verity with Jan 25 22:49:10 * Morgan inhales deeply Jan 25 22:49:59 *it smells like the cottage did, though the Rose scent is more like his more recent homes with Molly* Jan 25 22:50:34 * Morgan sighs Jan 25 22:51:17 I wanted something like home. Edward got me the carnations Jan 25 22:51:48 Did he. *he looks to her* I'm sorry... I'm still very bitter with him. Jan 25 22:52:54 * Dietlinde nods Jan 25 22:53:15 How long are you staying? Jan 25 22:53:42 I don't know. I was thinking after everything I've said you'd like me to sling my hook Jan 25 22:54:24 I cannot send you away when I've wanted you here so long, and the children need you Jan 25 22:56:21 * Morgan sighs Jan 25 22:56:25 What are we to do? Jan 25 22:57:01 I would like to know how long before you are gone again Jan 25 22:58:21 A few days, if you'll allow... depending on what you decide to do, I'll need to find somewhere for you... Jan 25 22:59:26 * Dietlinde watches the children "there isn't a way we could be together just us and the children, like we would have been in our home?" Jan 25 23:01:57 If I gave up everything, faked my death and we left Eisen... but that would not change how I feel. Jan 25 23:02:15 Where would we go? Jan 25 23:03:01 Maybe Avalon... might be able to convince my uncle to let me work for him Jan 25 23:03:19 That could be nice for the children Jan 25 23:03:43 * Morgan sighs, watching the children Jan 25 23:04:12 *they're playing tag* Jan 25 23:04:55 I could work, if you were worried we couldn't afford it Jan 25 23:05:13 That isn't my concern, no... Jan 25 23:05:25 * Dietlinde nods Jan 25 23:05:50 Are you giving it consideration for our future? Jan 25 23:06:24 One way or another, I'm going to have to lose someone I love, aren't I? Jan 25 23:06:59 I never ever thought I'd have to face this. It's such a shock Jan 25 23:07:29 I know. I've faced a great many things but... I never thought I'd have to face into all this Jan 25 23:07:47 * Dietlinde nods Jan 25 23:08:00 How long have you been courting her? Jan 25 23:09:15 * Morgan sighs heavier Jan 25 23:09:31 Our wedding was five weeks ago... its all so complicated Jan 25 23:09:55 Wedding... you're married. Jan 25 23:10:46 * Morgan stands very still Jan 25 23:11:47 aye Jan 25 23:12:37 Do your family like and accept her? Jan 25 23:13:17 Seems that way Jan 25 23:14:20 * Dietlinde nods, wiping her eyes Jan 25 23:14:33 That's straightforward then Jan 25 23:15:09 Is it Jan 25 23:17:18 You're a Veisgraf and you have a Veisgrafin now. Was... was it in the village chapel? Jan 25 23:17:49 I'm losing you, aren't I? Jan 25 23:19:04 I don't see there's space for me in your life anymore Jan 25 23:19:26 There is. I swear there is. Jan 25 23:21:11 * Dietlinde looks at him, clearly heartbroken Jan 25 23:21:28 How, Morgan? I can't see it Jan 25 23:22:09 It will mean sharing me, my time... Jan 25 23:23:03 That feels so wrong to me. Doesn't it to you? Jan 25 23:23:14 * Morgan sighs Jan 25 23:23:41 Its the only way I can see that allows me to love the women I love and my children Jan 25 23:24:12 I will never keep you from the children, they need you Jan 25 23:24:38 And I need you. Jan 25 23:25:10 As if I was your mistress, you said Jan 25 23:25:42 That is how it would appear Jan 25 23:26:28 * Dietlinde glances at the children to make sure they aren't listening Jan 25 23:26:38 But that's not what it would be? Jan 25 23:27:01 I don't understand what you think that would be Jan 25 23:27:57 * Dietlinde looks uncomfortable, never really having to be so overt with so gentle and innocent a husband Jan 25 23:28:21 I wouldn't -be- your mistress, it would just look that way Jan 25 23:28:57 Love... I've gotten very bad at reading between the lines... Jan 25 23:29:30 It's... Morgan, do please try to see what I am saying Jan 25 23:30:07 I'm trying, I promise... you are asking about intimacy? Jan 25 23:31:11 * Dietlinde blushes "yes, that is what I am asking. A mistress does, and someone who looks like a mistress doesn't" Jan 25 23:31:31 What would you wish? Jan 25 23:32:26 It's very complicated Jan 25 23:32:43 * Morgan nods Jan 25 23:33:27 You must have already consummated your new marriage... Jan 25 23:33:45 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 25 23:33:53 Yes, I have Jan 25 23:34:02 * Dietlinde just nods Jan 25 23:35:15 *The children are laughing and playing happily* Jan 25 23:35:38 Until you found out I hadn't died, were you happy? Jan 25 23:36:53 I think so Jan 25 23:37:19 * Dietlinde nods Jan 25 23:37:58 Are you having a child? Jan 25 23:38:29 We adopted my cousins child, since she was treating him badly... and... at some point, we will Jan 25 23:38:51 Do you have a future together mapped out? Jan 25 23:39:36 Not particularly... and after finding out you were alive... it all changed anyway. Jan 25 23:40:34 Why did you marry if you do not have a future in mind? Jan 25 23:41:05 Because we love eachother... Jan 25 23:41:24 * Dietlinde looks to the ground Jan 25 23:42:15 Your shared children and your role leading Sudlachenburg would keep you together until the end Jan 25 23:43:28 As would our children and my love for you Jan 25 23:43:57 Children grow up and move away, but duty is forever Jan 25 23:44:09 As is my love for you. Jan 25 23:44:37 I don't think that's enough when the world forbids it Jan 25 23:45:26 Which is why it'd have to look different... why you've had to go by another name... Jan 25 23:46:56 All of this is why you wanted to marry me instead of me just being your mistress. You knew if we did that, one day you'd have to marry for a Veisgrafin and legitmate heirs. You didn't want me having to share you Jan 25 23:47:48 * Morgan nods Jan 25 23:48:11 And look what its caused, what we've both had to go through, what its cost. Jan 25 23:48:26 * Dietlinde nods Jan 25 23:48:45 Were we too naive? Jan 25 23:49:18 Maybe, Idealistic, certainly. Jan 25 23:49:39 And now we are going to pay so heavily for it Jan 25 23:52:12 Thats... I don't know. Jan 25 23:52:35 There's no way for everyone to be happy Jan 25 23:53:14 You've made your decision then Jan 25 23:53:54 I am desperately unhappy. What I want I cannot have Jan 25 23:55:42 * Morgan nods Jan 25 23:56:39 What is it you really want? Be completely honest please, we'll hurt each other more if we aren't Jan 25 23:57:52 I want to not hurt anyone... I cannot be without you, but I cannot be without her and splitting my time is the best I can come up with. Jan 25 23:58:39 But you want to behave as if you were fully married to each of us Jan 25 23:58:52 * Morgan nods Jan 25 23:59:01 I suppose that is the case, yes.