**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Jan 4 00:00:25 2023 Jan 04 00:00:25 A happier one? Jan 04 00:00:45 I suppose so Jan 04 00:02:04 * Claudia nods Jan 04 00:02:29 And that other time when I was married to DeeDee? I was happier then too? Jan 04 00:02:44 * Morgan frowns Jan 04 00:02:50 I didn't tell you about that Jan 04 00:06:55 I could have slept in with Molly, you could have shared with Heinzharold Jan 04 00:07:06 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 00:07:18 You hadn't met her... she'd retired before you arrived Jan 04 00:08:41 * Claudia nods Jan 04 00:09:01 Heinzharold would probably have offered to share with her? Jan 04 00:09:45 Probably. Thats just how it was... persuaded me to join you Jan 04 00:12:07 You slept in bed with us? Jan 04 00:12:37 * Morgan nods Jan 04 00:13:00 Like a puppy pile. No nightmares, slept right through Jan 04 00:14:48 Huh Jan 04 00:15:01 That rare for you back then? Jan 04 00:15:45 Unheard of. Four hours, interrupted, tops... and absolute terror. Only stopped being that bad once these weird dreams started... Jan 04 00:19:25 Not when you started sharing with Molly? *thinking on it, he had a spell during their honeymoon, before the weird dreams started, that was quite peaceful* Jan 04 00:20:35 No, you're right, there was a little time just after the wedding... Jan 04 00:22:29 * Claudia nods Jan 04 00:22:41 Any idea what it means? Jan 04 00:23:39 Just another way it could've gone... we'll see... I'll be dreaming it again at some point Jan 04 00:24:44 How do you know? Jan 04 00:25:32 Because once I'm done dreaming a particular path, it all turns a sort of... blue... and I realise I'm dreaming. And thats the end of it. Jan 04 00:26:45 That's weird Jan 04 00:27:26 Really? I wasn't aware of that(!) Jan 04 00:28:09 * Claudia punches him Jan 04 00:28:32 Fucking spill my coffee and I'll kick your ass Jan 04 00:28:52 You'll try. I can't believe you dreamt I could share a bed with you Jan 04 00:29:47 Nothing like that you dickhead Jan 04 00:33:32 Shut up, I didn't mean sex! Yuck! Jan 04 00:34:11 I'm not the one who said it... Jan 04 00:35:35 I meant that you dreamt me healed enough to do that. It's still something Sorgi and I haven't tried again Jan 04 00:40:09 * Morgan nods Jan 04 00:41:28 We were separated five weeks, and everything has been a bit busy since. I almost hit him last time Jan 04 00:43:01 almost... don't sell yourself short for how far you've come Jan 04 00:43:44 * Claudia sighs Jan 04 00:44:03 Yeah. But even I can see I'm stalling Jan 04 00:45:10 On purpose? Jan 04 00:46:17 Probably Jan 04 00:46:33 Why? Jan 04 00:48:49 Difficult to do here, what if he gets hurt... *she sounds like she's holding back* Jan 04 00:49:23 * Morgan sips his coffee, shifting to look at her Jan 04 00:49:34 Take a sip of your drink and tell me... Jan 04 00:51:10 * Claudia does Jan 04 00:51:33 What if I work on it and still can't? What if I can? Jan 04 00:52:17 With the former... are you any worse off than you are now? Jan 04 00:54:18 No, guess not Jan 04 00:55:47 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 04 00:55:51 I get it... Jan 04 00:59:03 * Claudia nods Jan 04 00:59:26 You think I need to stop being a coward? Jan 04 00:59:52 I think you need to stop clinging to the pain because its familiar. Jan 04 01:00:57 It's all I've really known. I was -sixteen- the first time Jan 04 01:01:25 * Morgan nods Jan 04 01:01:57 You're not -entirely- stalling... Jan 04 01:02:10 No? Fucking looks like it Jan 04 01:06:10 Day before the Ashkoven attacked... you leaned on me for support... since then you've taken my hand... its all progress... Jan 04 01:08:01 * Claudia nods grudgingly Jan 04 01:08:06 Yeah, guess so Jan 04 01:08:59 And you told HeinzHarold about the attacks... sounds like progress to me Jan 04 01:10:10 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jan 04 09:44:08 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Jan 04 15:35:51 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jan 04 18:24:32 * Claudia has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jan 04 20:19:45 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Jan 04 21:07:10 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jan 04 21:07:22 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Jan 04 21:07:28 Yeah, guess so Jan 04 21:08:03 Why don't you take a bit of time to talk to Sorgi about it... Jan 04 21:08:54 I might do Jan 04 21:09:10 Not like he's on duty this morning... Jan 04 21:09:19 * Claudia nods Jan 04 21:09:35 He'll be up here to support you Jan 04 21:10:08 I'm a big boy, I probably won't crash Jan 04 21:10:50 * Claudia snorts Jan 04 21:10:53 Probably Jan 04 21:11:35 I'm optimistic, not arrogant Jan 04 21:13:52 * Claudia nods Jan 04 21:13:59 You've never been arrogant Jan 04 21:18:48 Some people think I am Jan 04 21:19:18 They don't know you like me and Heinzharold know you Jan 04 21:20:26 * Morgan nods Jan 04 21:20:36 I'm quite glad you didn't know me in Avalon Jan 04 21:25:20 * Claudia shrugs Jan 04 21:25:34 Would have slapped some sense into you Jan 04 21:28:54 * Morgan pulls a face Jan 04 21:29:17 Don't forget how bloody minded I can be... Jan 04 21:30:07 * Claudia shrugs Jan 04 21:30:20 You're back when you belong now Jan 04 21:30:37 Sitting in the rigging of an Eisen ship with my friends Jan 04 21:30:55 * Claudia nods Jan 04 21:32:06 Yeah. Jan 04 21:32:31 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Jan 04 21:32:42 Was Sorgi hovering around last time I took command? Jan 04 21:34:59 He's not hovering, he's waiting in case you want his input Jan 04 21:38:12 * Morgan looks dubious Jan 04 21:38:23 I don't -blame- him... Jan 04 21:41:36 You're fine Jan 04 21:42:31 * Morgan nods slightly, sipping his coffee Jan 04 21:45:20 * Claudia sits quietly with him. Before long, HH climbs the rigging Jan 04 21:45:24 * Claudia is now known as HH Jan 04 21:45:37 Room for a little one? Jan 04 21:45:51 Reckon so... Jan 04 22:07:19 * HH gets up on Morgan's other side Jan 04 22:07:25 All good? Jan 04 22:08:12 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Jan 04 22:08:36 Bit early for you Jan 04 22:09:23 Woke up a little earlier, thats all Jan 04 22:10:32 Not fallen out again? Jan 04 22:11:16 Nope. Just... had a dream, happened to wake up and thought it wasn't worth going back to sleep Jan 04 22:14:46 * HH chuckles Jan 04 22:14:59 Yeah, same, man Jan 04 22:15:56 * Morgan nods Jan 04 22:16:03 Want to share? Jan 04 22:17:57 Inga was doin' that throat thing. Woke up t' do it *he grins* Jan 04 22:18:16 C: what throat thing? Jan 04 22:18:54 Nothing that'd interest you Jan 04 22:22:56 C: you don't know that Jan 04 22:23:07 Yeah, he does Jan 04 22:24:00 * Morgan nods Jan 04 22:24:02 Yep, I do Jan 04 22:25:04 C: *she shrugs* it's a sex thing then Jan 04 22:25:32 * Morgan nods Jan 04 22:25:33 aye Jan 04 22:27:17 C: yuck. bad enough that you dreamt we were all in bed together Jan 04 22:27:23 What the fuck?! Jan 04 22:28:43 * Morgan sips his coffee Jan 04 22:29:46 You dreamt of me you and Claudia in bed?! Jan 04 22:30:38 might've Jan 04 22:32:33 How would that e'en work?! Jan 04 22:33:00 C: You've never had three people in a bed? Jan 04 22:33:17 I think those questions say a lot about the pair of you... Jan 04 22:33:39 Hold on, here comes Saint Morgan! Jan 04 22:34:17 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 22:34:29 Well, -I've- never thought like that... Jan 04 22:36:16 Were we teachin' Claudia 'ow to play Get Off The Bed? Jan 04 22:38:01 Nope. You'd found me in Avebury, as I was passing through... Molly had her own room, so you pair had to stay in with me... you two were taking the bed, I was gonn' sleep onna floor... nightmares... but you both persuaded me to lay with you, like a puppy pile Jan 04 22:40:17 * HH nods Jan 04 22:40:31 Wouldn' be the first time we shared a bed, man Jan 04 22:41:03 * Morgan nods Jan 04 22:41:18 But the three of us, all bundled up in a smallish bed... slept like a log. Jan 04 22:42:04 Cured y' nightmares, did we? Jan 04 22:43:03 For that night at least, yeah... damn sight sooner than I had any reprieve in reality Jan 04 22:44:59 Still not completely gone though Jan 04 22:45:19 Different now Jan 04 22:46:10 Now it's more stressful Jan 04 22:47:56 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 22:48:05 I don't sleep well... but I sleep Jan 04 22:48:58 * HH nods Jan 04 22:49:11 Mebbie it's havin' bubbies to sleep on Jan 04 22:49:49 * Morgan shrugs, looking towards the horizon Jan 04 22:50:04 Got a feeling it varies depending on whether or not I'm in physical contact with Molly overnight... Jan 04 22:51:07 Intrestin'. Gonna test it an' see? Jan 04 22:51:19 Might do, aye Jan 04 22:52:49 C: You still had them when we went looking for Dau Jan 04 22:53:53 I know... I recall... Jan 04 22:54:29 Think 'e means 'e's better if he's touchin' her Jan 04 22:55:15 * Morgan nods Jan 04 22:57:00 C: Oh Jan 04 22:57:13 Gonna tie her to y' so she can't escape? Jan 04 22:58:14 * Morgan opens his mouth, then shuts it before looking away and sipping his cofee Jan 04 23:00:32 * HH chuckles Jan 04 23:01:14 How'd Claudia end up in th' bed? Jan 04 23:02:29 Her love interest had helped her do a lot of dealing with things... the two of you were really close, and had gotten eachother through tough times, so bunking together wasn't even an issue Jan 04 23:03:44 Love interest. Sounds pretty far-fetched Jan 04 23:04:34 Well... you say that to the man who's literally responsible for saving the world so... Jan 04 23:05:01 * HH nods "guess so. Pretty far from reality though" Jan 04 23:06:04 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 23:06:11 Just another way it could have gone, thats all Jan 04 23:07:42 Claudia coulda been mellow? Jan 04 23:08:25 Claudia could've been more... comfortable in herself. Jan 04 23:09:40 C: Have you found one yet where he's quiet? Jan 04 23:10:25 Now who's farfetched Jan 04 23:10:55 *they laugh* Jan 04 23:11:05 Was I gettin' bubbies? Jan 04 23:11:33 nope Jan 04 23:14:03 Doesn' sound like me Jan 04 23:14:26 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 23:14:32 You were trying for Molly's Jan 04 23:15:38 * HH grins Jan 04 23:15:46 Didn' manage? Jan 04 23:16:04 I warned you off Jan 04 23:17:45 Spoilsport Jan 04 23:20:58 You were lucky I didn't belt you Jan 04 23:21:54 Wasn' yer wife then? Jan 04 23:23:50 No... hadn't even admitted I liked her like that... was when I was taking her to get verified so she could marry Jaeger Jan 04 23:26:03 Pretty unfair if y' ask me Jan 04 23:26:45 What? Jan 04 23:28:38 Warnin' me off Jan 04 23:29:41 Well, see, I hadn't realised how much I liked her... seeing your arm around her... I got jealous Jan 04 23:31:37 Did ya get bubbies instead? Jan 04 23:32:35 After you were a pushy dick about it... I made her aware of my feelings. Jan 04 23:34:02 C: that's a Morgan yes. Jan 04 23:35:06 No... its not. Jan 04 23:36:07 C: That would be a better dream Jan 04 23:36:25 You okay, man? Sounds like yer still a bit jealous Jan 04 23:38:21 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 04 23:38:40 I'm alright. Dream you was a dick, thats all. I'm possessive of Molly, even in a dream Jan 04 23:40:01 C: Could that come back to what we'd said about the Molly-Seb-Dietlinde-Morgan thing? Jan 04 23:40:29 More likely, I'm just possessive of those I love Jan 04 23:41:49 What did I do? Jan 04 23:42:42 You were just pushy about it... wouldn't back off until I did something about it Jan 04 23:43:49 She upset? Jan 04 23:45:45 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 04 23:45:47 No Jan 04 23:46:06 Can't blame a guy f' tryin' then Jan 04 23:47:37 * Morgan watches him for a moment before looking towards the horizon Jan 04 23:48:00 C: stop winding him up Jan 04 23:48:48 Yeah, better make sure 'is 'ead is in the game. Inga says thanks by th' way Jan 04 23:51:25 My head is in the game... Jan 04 23:52:19 I know, man Jan 04 23:53:12 * Morgan glances at him Jan 04 23:53:14 What for? Jan 04 23:54:26 What? Jan 04 23:54:34 Inga says thanks... for... Jan 04 23:56:07 Takin' care o' business so we didn' feel th' draw Jan 04 23:56:23 Oh... 's fine Jan 04 23:58:36 Yeah, but we 'ppreciate it, don't we, Claudia? Jan 04 23:58:43 *she nods* yep Jan 04 23:59:06 * Morgan nods, sipping the coffee Jan 04 23:59:26 'S ok Jan 04 23:59:54 Y' on command this mornin' then early tomorrow?