**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Jan 3 00:00:08 2023 Jan 03 00:00:08 * HH looks round Jan 03 00:00:29 Y' see any polite comp'ny?! Jan 03 00:00:45 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 03 00:00:58 In all honesty, though, I'm glad you have eachother Jan 03 00:01:19 C: just the two musketeers... Jan 03 00:01:56 * Morgan nods sadly Jan 03 00:02:44 Doesn' have t' be that way. We'll always take y' back, man Jan 03 00:03:56 * Morgan nods Jan 03 00:04:03 Still... I feel bad Jan 03 00:04:42 C: not been easy, but we did okay Jan 03 00:04:53 * Morgan nods Jan 03 00:05:07 I'm sorry. I want you to know that Jan 03 00:05:26 C: yeah. Jan 03 00:06:22 Not gonna wander off b'fore mornin', are ya? Jan 03 00:07:06 I'll be back if I do... a wander around, rather than a wander off... Jan 03 00:07:55 Wander into yer lassie's bed. Prob'ly clear up a lotta things! Jan 03 00:08:18 No... I don't think it would Jan 03 00:08:33 * HH shrugs Jan 03 00:08:53 Best thing t' do when y' got big decisions t' make Jan 03 00:09:29 C: in your case, Heinzharold, you're draining off some of the stupid into rags. Jan 03 00:11:36 Safest place for it Jan 03 00:12:00 I got plentya stupid to go round Jan 03 00:12:09 C: gross. Jan 03 00:12:34 agreed Jan 03 00:13:18 Sure y' don' want to squeeze in, man? It's like sleeping in a puppy pack Jan 03 00:13:53 As much as that appeals to me.. I thrash about, kick, hit... so no, I'll stay here Jan 03 00:14:18 Y' might sleep better Jan 03 00:14:51 I dunno man Jan 03 00:15:36 C: mine got better sleeping with Han every night I could, come on Jan 03 00:16:24 Who are you and what have you done with Claudia? Jan 03 00:16:50 She's pussy-whipped Jan 03 00:16:57 C: Am not! Jan 03 00:17:03 Are too! Jan 03 00:18:01 C: I just got mellow and worked through some shit. I'll still gut a guy that needs gutting though Jan 03 00:18:54 * Morgan gets up off the floor, pulling on some night clothes Jan 03 00:19:29 * HH and Claudia make space in the middle Jan 03 00:19:45 * Morgan looks at them dubiously Jan 03 00:20:40 C: hurry up, we're losing the heat Jan 03 00:20:52 * Morgan climbs in between them Jan 03 00:23:46 *she puts the covers back down and blows out the candle. It's warm, both of them squeezed beside him, firm soothing pressure, the familiar smell of both his long lost friends. HH slings a leg over Morgan's, and Claudia an arm across his chest, anchored like a ship settled for the night on a dark smooth sea Jan 03 00:23:52 Night, man Jan 03 00:24:07 Yeah... night... Jan 03 00:24:44 C, sleepily. Goodnight, Morgan. Missed you. Jan 03 00:25:21 Night Claudia... missed you too, so very much Jan 03 00:27:20 *it's so right to the primitive animal part of his brain that comes from pack animals and the safety in numbers that having so much body heat, pressure, and hearing slow safe breathing of others that he drops into sleep immediately Jan 03 00:32:35 *at a couple of points in the night he is slightly roused by one of the other turning over, but it's peaceful and he resettles with ease. By the time he fully wakes in the morning, it's already half light, and for the first time since the early hours of that Monday more than two years ago, he has slept well with no nightmares at all Jan 03 00:33:23 * Morgan stretches before gently climbing off the bed Jan 03 00:33:49 * HH stretches too Jan 03 00:33:56 Mornin' Jan 03 00:34:15 hey Jan 03 00:34:33 *Claudia sits up* Heinzharold, you stole the covers! Jan 03 00:35:00 * Morgan pulls some trousers on, picking up a shirt out of his bag before looking at them Jan 03 00:35:06 Do me a favour and look away Jan 03 00:35:29 *they do* Jan 03 00:35:39 * Morgan quickly swaps his shirt for a fresh one Jan 03 00:35:40 Alright Jan 03 00:35:49 What y' reckon, tattoo o' a naked lady? Jan 03 00:36:51 C: no, like half a nautical tattoo but he chickened out, so it looks like a child's drawing of a foot Jan 03 00:37:18 Both wrong but I suppose thats nothing new Jan 03 00:37:37 Didn't kick us or anything! Jan 03 00:39:03 *the others get up, also redressing. There's no warnings for impending nudity. The love bite he has seen is matched by even more on her breast bone and even breasts* Jan 03 00:39:48 * HH grins "looks like a werewolf attacked 'er, don't it?" Jan 03 00:40:19 * Morgan nods Jan 03 00:40:28 Which wouldn't be that far fetched here... Jan 03 00:40:58 C: Are you going to check on her? Jan 03 00:41:27 * Morgan nods, pulling his boots on Jan 03 00:41:37 Was just waiting for you pair to stop being naked before I open the door Jan 03 00:41:48 *they get dressed* Jan 03 00:42:05 * Morgan ducks out of the door, knocking on Molly's Jan 03 00:42:18 *there's no answer* Jan 03 00:42:25 * Morgan knocks harder Jan 03 00:42:36 *still nothing* Jan 03 00:42:42 * Morgan tries the door Jan 03 00:42:49 *it opens* Jan 03 00:43:32 * Morgan pushes the door open, looking inside Jan 03 00:44:09 *the window is open, the sheets have been stripped, and there's no sign of her at all* Jan 03 00:44:30 * Morgan frowns, heading immediately for the inn Jan 03 00:44:50 * HH is now known as Anna Jan 03 00:45:37 * Anna is making breakfasts, heavily pregnant. He knew her when he was here before, Maelwys' sweetheart Jan 03 00:45:52 Good morning, Randall, hungry? Jan 03 00:46:09 Uhh, yeah... have you seen Molly? Jan 03 00:46:25 Red-head? Jan 03 00:46:29 * Morgan nods Jan 03 00:47:14 Maelwys says he saw you pair smooching last night Jan 03 00:47:22 * Morgan blushes Jan 03 00:47:38 She's not in her room, its all been stripped... do you know where she is? Jan 03 00:48:46 Went for a walk, she said she didn't sleep well. *she smiles suggestively * had something to do with that? Jan 03 00:48:59 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 03 00:49:07 No... maybe she's in the stones... Jan 03 00:49:28 * Anna nods "or gone up Adam and Eve" Jan 03 00:49:41 * Morgan nods Jan 03 00:49:48 Alright, I'll check there too... Jan 03 00:50:41 * Anna nods "Good for you though. I told Maelwys it was about time y' fell in love" Jan 03 00:50:56 I don't know its gone -that- far... Jan 03 00:51:31 Kissing in public and panicking looking for her. Sounds like love Jan 03 00:52:29 I just... I don't know. Maybe. Jan 03 00:52:44 * Anna nods, smiling Jan 03 00:52:58 Good luck Jan 03 00:53:41 * Morgan inclines his head, heading off to the stones Jan 03 00:54:38 *he doesn't find her til the Adam and Eve stones, where she's knelt on the grass* Jan 03 00:55:18 Molly... are you alright? Jan 03 00:55:27 * Anna is now known as Molly Jan 03 00:55:44 * Molly looks up. She looks tired but smiles Jan 03 00:55:53 I am. And you? Jan 03 00:56:17 When you weren't in your room I was worried... Jan 03 00:56:38 I wanted to take some time here with the stones Jan 03 00:57:25 Oh... I'll leave you be then Jan 03 00:57:43 No, don't Jan 03 00:58:40 You did not sleep well Jan 03 00:58:56 If I slept at all Jan 03 00:59:08 Your fever has not improved? Jan 03 00:59:47 It doesn't seem to have been a fever, I'm fine now Jan 03 00:59:56 Strange Jan 03 01:00:11 * Molly nods Jan 03 01:00:14 Indeed Jan 03 01:00:57 I uhhh... I'm sorry I overstepped... Jan 03 01:01:14 Did you? Jan 03 01:01:55 You do not think I did? Jan 03 01:02:17 * Molly shakes her head Jan 03 01:02:21 No Jan 03 01:02:51 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 03 01:02:55 alright... good. Jan 03 01:03:10 Do you regret last night? Jan 03 01:04:19 If I have upset or hurt you... yes... Jan 03 01:04:35 * Molly shakes her head Jan 03 01:04:58 No... changed things, but not hurt or upset me Jan 03 01:07:04 Then I do not regret it. Do you? Jan 03 01:07:15 No Jan 03 01:08:13 And now? We go to Carleon as planned? Jan 03 01:08:38 What do you want to do? Jan 03 01:09:32 I don't know. I came to ask the Goddess for wisdom and guidance... Jan 03 01:10:09 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:11:03 The guidance I got was to be still, like a leaf on a stream, let the current take me where it will for now Jan 03 01:11:43 I see Jan 03 01:12:16 * Molly smiles Jan 03 01:12:25 You think that whimsical? Jan 03 01:12:57 No... I just... don't know where that leaves me... Jan 03 01:13:12 * Molly watches him Jan 03 01:13:25 Maybe you are the current Jan 03 01:13:40 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 03 01:14:06 One night with HeinzHarold and I turn into a thirteen year old... Jan 03 01:15:09 Oh, I didn't mean like-... *she cuts off, eyes unfocused, distracted* Jan 03 01:15:23 * Morgan watches her, concerned Jan 03 01:15:24 What? Jan 03 01:15:36 * Molly blushes hard Jan 03 01:15:54 Sorry, just... inappropriate images in my mind Jan 03 01:16:21 He has that effect on you as well then... Jan 03 01:16:39 I have no idea Jan 03 01:16:57 He makes everyone around him dirty minded I think... Jan 03 01:17:58 I wouldn't have thought it if you hadn't raised an eyebrow... now I can think of little else! Jan 03 01:19:15 Sorry... look, I think... no... I care about you a great deal.... Jan 03 01:19:37 * Molly watches him intently Jan 03 01:19:43 Yes...? Jan 03 01:19:52 More than I realised Jan 03 01:20:09 You said that last night Jan 03 01:20:23 * Morgan looks frustrated Jan 03 01:20:59 I know but... it endures, even away from you Jan 03 01:21:16 * Molly smiles, blushing Jan 03 01:21:22 That's touching Jan 03 01:21:55 Its just the truth Jan 03 01:23:21 I think of you all the time, sometimes I find work that will take me to the right parts of the house at the right time just to get a brief smile as you pass Jan 03 01:23:42 * Morgan sighs Jan 03 01:23:45 What are we to do? Jan 03 01:24:16 It's a crush, it will pass? Jan 03 01:24:37 * Morgan frowns Jan 03 01:24:42 I see Jan 03 01:25:15 That isn't what you're going to tell me? Jan 03 01:25:41 I... wasn't planning to, no... but if thats how you feel... I understand Jan 03 01:26:31 I haven't dared let it blossom. I've been too afraid that even this crush I've harboured for months has been wrong Jan 03 01:27:06 Months?! Jan 03 01:27:37 * Molly blushes, waving a hand vaguely to try to down play it Jan 03 01:27:49 It's not that long... Jan 03 01:28:04 * Morgan blinks a few times Jan 03 01:28:22 I... Anna thinks I love you... Jan 03 01:28:46 * Molly blushes Jan 03 01:29:10 She teased me about kissing in the tavern last night Jan 03 01:29:33 Oh? Jan 03 01:32:19 Maelwys was telling everyone I was your mur-neen. *it was probably Mhuirnin, meaning little darling or little love* Jan 03 01:32:54 I see... Jan 03 01:33:15 I don't know what it means though Jan 03 01:33:45 It means little darling or little love... Jan 03 01:33:50 * Morgan pronounces it Jan 03 01:34:13 * Molly watches his mouth as he does, nodding Jan 03 01:34:53 Beautiful Jan 03 01:35:08 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:36:01 I don't know what happens now... but I know that I can never kiss Curtis again Jan 03 01:36:10 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:36:15 I... good. Jan 03 01:36:45 I can't kiss anyone unless it will feel as good as kissing you Jan 03 01:37:59 well... that rather limits your options... Jan 03 01:38:53 I would need to be very lucky. I know I am not going to be verified, I do not like the idea of a stranger touching me so intimately Jan 03 01:39:12 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:39:28 We are to continue to Carleon? Jan 03 01:40:04 I think so, to visit the Carleon house Jan 03 01:40:10 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:40:20 alright... that gives us a little while to figure out what to do Jan 03 01:40:59 What to do about -what-, precisely? Jan 03 01:41:39 About what we are to eachother... what the future holds... Jan 03 01:41:54 Those are big questions Jan 03 01:42:22 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:42:52 It's really very complicated Jan 03 01:43:46 Is it? Jan 03 01:44:36 Are you going to Eisen? Is it temporary or permanent? Jan 03 01:45:00 I think... perhaps I should... as for how long... I don't know Jan 03 01:45:04 Do you want me to come? Jan 03 01:45:14 You would be willing to? Jan 03 01:45:24 * Molly nods, smiling Jan 03 01:45:35 It'd be an adventure Jan 03 01:45:48 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:46:02 Thats true... you'd have to put up with HeinzHarold and Claudia... Jan 03 01:46:31 I could bear them, on one condition Jan 03 01:47:08 That being... Jan 03 01:47:23 I'd need you to kiss me often Jan 03 01:47:32 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:47:41 If you'd like... yes... Jan 03 01:47:48 * Molly nods Jan 03 01:48:07 I would like, over and over again Jan 03 01:48:33 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:48:37 Alright... Jan 03 01:49:18 * Molly nods, looking serious Jan 03 01:49:51 I will be safe with you? There is no risk I would be destitute? Jan 03 01:50:28 Uhhh... apparently my father has continued to pay my allowance... no matter what happens, I will see you right.... Jan 03 01:50:44 * Molly nods, looking relieved Jan 03 01:51:33 You definitely want me to come? Jan 03 01:51:57 * Morgan nods Jan 03 01:52:04 Over and over again... Jan 03 01:52:09 * Morgan blushes hard Jan 03 01:52:17 I am -so- sorry Jan 03 01:52:26 * Molly looks confused Jan 03 01:52:40 We will be making multiple trips back and forth? Jan 03 01:53:26 No... no, its... when... oh what have I said... *he blows out a breath* when you reach your peak... it is known as coming... Jan 03 01:53:44 * Molly doesn't look at less confused Jan 03 01:53:57 Peak of what? Like hiking? Jan 03 01:54:05 No... a... an orgasm... Jan 03 01:54:15 * Morgan is continuously blushing Jan 03 01:54:52 I'm sorry, I do not understand at all. I don't think I've heard that word before Jan 03 01:56:06 its... its something that happens when you are... intimate with someone... Jan 03 01:56:47 * Molly looks intrigued rather than horrified Jan 03 01:57:02 It must be very quick then? Jan 03 01:57:27 Uhhh... it can take a while and, for women, last quite a while... Jan 03 01:57:39 * Molly shakes her head Jan 03 01:58:49 That's impossible. Being intimate is where a woman lies on her back and her husband covers her like when the animals mate. When he has ejaculated, it is done. But it takes a minute or two, that's all Jan 03 01:59:07 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Jan 03 01:59:14 No... its not... Jan 03 01:59:32 But my mother told me Jan 03 01:59:50 Then she is sadly misinformed Jan 03 02:00:00 * Molly looks thoughtful Jan 03 02:00:16 So what is being orgasm then? Jan 03 02:00:55 Having... an orgasm... is... an intense wave of pleasure, I think... perhaps. Its worth asking Anna or Claudia to explain... Jan 03 02:01:21 * Molly 's brows raise Jan 03 02:01:46 Couldn't you just do it to me? Jan 03 02:02:54 Uhh... I think we're a little early in our... whatever this is... for that... Jan 03 02:03:22 Oh. You can't do it by kissing? Jan 03 02:03:37 No... it requires much more intimate touching... Jan 03 02:04:13 Oh. Huh. How do people know about this?! Jan 03 02:04:41 * Morgan shrugs Jan 03 02:04:58 Exploring and experimenting I suppose... Jan 03 02:05:32 People do this to each other often? I've never seen anyone doing it Jan 03 02:06:14 Its done in the privacy of their beds... Jan 03 02:06:39 Ah it's something you must be married to do! Jan 03 02:07:06 well... thats the ideal... Jan 03 02:07:35 But people do it with people they aren't married to also? Jan 03 02:07:52 * Morgan nods Jan 03 02:08:20 * Molly nods slowly, thinking it over Jan 03 02:09:24 Is that what boys are doing alone?! My brother James got hit with a wooden spoon for touching himself inappropriately Jan 03 02:09:35 More or less... Jan 03 02:10:10 Oh... that's absolutely forbidden by my mother Jan 03 02:10:32 I suspect then she doesn't realise what she's missing out on Jan 03 02:10:38 * Morgan blushes again Jan 03 02:10:53 * Molly looks surprised, then giggles Jan 03 02:11:51 We can only wash there, and it must be in private, and with a cloth. Even husband's mustn't see the washing Jan 03 02:12:29 Sounds... dull. Jan 03 02:14:23 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jan 03 16:03:32 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jan 03 16:36:59 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Jan 03 18:16:32 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jan 03 21:32:36 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Jan 03 21:53:00 Is that what boys are doing alone?! My brother James got hit with a wooden spoon for touching himself inappropriately Jan 03 21:53:00 More or less... Jan 03 21:53:00 Oh... that's absolutely forbidden by my mother Jan 03 21:53:00 I suspect then she doesn't realise what she's missing out on Jan 03 21:53:00 * Morgan blushes again Jan 03 21:53:03 * Molly looks surprised, then giggles Jan 03 21:53:05 We can only wash there, and it must be in private, and with a cloth. Even husband's mustn't see the washing Jan 03 21:53:06 Sounds... dull. Jan 03 21:54:08 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jan 03 21:56:51 Is that what boys are doing alone?! My brother James got hit with a wooden spoon for touching himself inappropriately Jan 03 21:56:51 More or less... Jan 03 21:56:51 Oh... that's absolutely forbidden by my mother Jan 03 21:56:51 I suspect then she doesn't realise what she's missing out on Jan 03 21:56:51 * Morgan blushes again Jan 03 21:56:55 * Molly looks surprised, then giggles Jan 03 21:56:57 We can only wash there, and it must be in private, and with a cloth. Even husband's mustn't see the washing Jan 03 21:56:58 Sounds... dull. Jan 03 21:57:30 * MollyK looks thoughtful, watching the stones Jan 03 21:57:56 You asked about what we are now? Jan 03 21:58:05 * Morgan nods Jan 03 21:59:56 We are friends...? Jan 03 22:01:41 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 03 22:02:19 Friends who kiss? Jan 03 22:02:26 * MollyK glances at him Jan 03 22:03:06 * Morgan nods again Jan 03 22:04:03 And who care for each other? Jan 03 22:05:30 * Morgan nods Jan 03 22:05:33 Yes Jan 03 22:07:37 And who will travel together for a little while? Jan 03 22:09:43 If you're willing... Jan 03 22:10:54 * MollyK chews her lip nervously "will I be welcome? I would not wish to be in the way" Jan 03 22:12:14 I think we've established HeinzHarold will be fine... Claudia... she's not the same as I remember... Jan 03 22:13:30 * MollyK nods, fiddling with the button on her cloak "I wouldn't want them thinking I am wanting you to marry me" Jan 03 22:15:03 I'm not sure they'd be bothered... my family... well, who can say Jan 03 22:15:54 * MollyK nods Jan 03 22:16:01 This is all very sudden Jan 03 22:16:27 * Morgan nods Jan 03 22:16:29 Yeah... Jan 03 22:17:50 My mind is racing, and I cannot seem to slow it Jan 03 22:18:18 I... I'm sorry... Jan 03 22:20:16 * MollyK gently touches his arm, hand lingering Jan 03 22:20:25 You do not need to apologise Jan 03 22:23:37 Don't I? Jan 03 22:24:28 No. I am all at sea, and have no idea how I will deal with changing plans, but being held by you, and kissed by you, was complete bliss Jan 03 22:24:59 I don't like that I have made you unsure of yourself... Jan 03 22:26:27 * MollyK shrugs "things will become clearer in due time. That's how it happens in life. You put one foot in front of the other, over and over, and then one day you find you're no longer where you started" Jan 03 22:27:29 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 03 22:27:32 Alright then Jan 03 22:27:54 How do -you- feel? Jan 03 22:30:51 I'm not entirely sure... An awful lot has changed really suddenly Jan 03 22:31:37 * MollyK nods Jan 03 22:31:54 But you do not regret what happened? Jan 03 22:32:03 No... no I don't Jan 03 22:33:14 * MollyK nods Jan 03 22:33:21 What happens now? Jan 03 22:34:12 Now, I suppose... we go back inside and have breakfast and get ready to move on Jan 03 22:34:30 * MollyK nods Jan 03 22:34:59 Do you think it might be alright if I could kiss you again? Jan 03 22:36:03 * Morgan nods Jan 03 22:36:07 I reckon so Jan 03 22:36:36 * MollyK moves slowly, gently kissing him Jan 03 22:37:29 * Morgan puts his arms around her, holding her to him for a moment Jan 03 22:39:08 * MollyK holds him too Jan 03 22:39:46 Why does it feel like I am stood at a cliff edge, fascinated by the view, but very afraid of falling? Jan 03 22:40:14 Because its all... new... and scary... Jan 03 22:40:41 * MollyK leans back to look at him Jan 03 22:40:53 Are you scared, Morgan? Jan 03 22:43:20 * Morgan nods Jan 03 22:43:23 A bit... yeah Jan 03 22:43:45 * MollyK nods Jan 03 22:44:03 I don't imagine you scared of anything! Jan 03 22:44:21 I'm not. Its... an unsettling sensation Jan 03 22:45:37 * MollyK nods Jan 03 22:45:57 I'll be gentle with your feelings, I hope you will be with mine too Jan 03 22:46:02 * Morgan nods Jan 03 22:46:04 I will Jan 03 22:46:26 * MollyK nods, gently letting go Jan 03 22:46:38 Oh, it's almost dawn! Jan 03 22:48:40 * Morgan nods, looking toward the horizon Jan 03 22:49:46 *the sun comes over the horizon. She leans her cheek to his shoulder as she watches it, speaking softly* A new day... a different day... Jan 03 22:50:36 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 03 22:52:26 *it's suddenly dark, and then he realises that's because he has been dreaming* Jan 03 22:53:09 * Morgan opens his eyes, flailing a little to get his bearings Jan 03 22:53:41 * MollyK puts an arm over his stomach "hey... it's alright" Jan 03 22:54:38 * Morgan settles a bit Jan 03 22:57:00 * MollyK gently strokes his skin "nightmares?" Jan 03 22:58:09 No just... disoriented... I'm alright Jan 03 22:58:25 * MollyK nods Jan 03 22:58:50 Alright, liebling... *she snuggles up closer* Jan 03 22:59:14 * Morgan tries to get an idea of the time Jan 03 23:00:25 *he has about ninety minutes before dawn* Jan 03 23:01:03 I think... I'm going to get up Jan 03 23:02:20 Oh, that's a pity Jan 03 23:02:32 Is it? Jan 03 23:03:06 Mmhmm... still, you have command again this morning? Jan 03 23:03:54 Aye, I do Jan 03 23:04:51 * MollyK nods, kissing his chest gently Jan 03 23:05:09 I'll let you get on, my love Jan 03 23:05:49 * Morgan nods, kissing her crown Jan 03 23:07:38 Mmm doing that will make me want you to stay! Jan 03 23:07:47 * Morgan chuckles Jan 03 23:07:50 Later maybe Jan 03 23:08:08 I am at your service, your Excellency Jan 03 23:08:43 * Morgan nods, climbing out of bed, pulling on some trousers before running his fingers across the scarring on one shoulder Jan 03 23:09:06 Something hurts? Jan 03 23:09:19 No... just... working on accepting these... Jan 03 23:10:17 * MollyK nods Jan 03 23:11:06 If you hadn't had the scars, would you have removed your shirt to dry off when I fell in the pool? Jan 03 23:11:18 * Morgan shrugs Jan 03 23:11:44 I don't know... having the scars is intrinsically linked with what changed me from who I was... Jan 03 23:12:10 * MollyK nods Jan 03 23:12:17 I suppose so, yes Jan 03 23:14:03 Well, my love, as you are going, I think I'll spend a little time daydreaming about you Jan 03 23:15:18 Alright blossom Jan 03 23:15:38 * Morgan pulls a shirt on before leaving the room quietly, following his usual route to the galley then up on deck Jan 03 23:17:55 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Jan 03 23:18:05 * Claudia is in the rigging as usual Jan 03 23:18:59 * Morgan climbs up Jan 03 23:20:28 Morning Jan 03 23:21:22 hey Jan 03 23:22:19 Early Jan 03 23:23:46 Just woke up from a dream... no point trying to sleep in the time before dawn Jan 03 23:25:24 * Claudia nods Jan 03 23:25:35 Anything interesting? Jan 03 23:25:46 * Morgan shrugs Jan 03 23:26:38 Was taking Molly to be verified by that doctor... HeinzHarold turned up in Avebury... had his eye on Molly and it made me jealous, so I sorta realised I cared about her more than just a friend would... thats not the weird bit, mind Jan 03 23:27:16 That actually sounds plausible Jan 03 23:29:33 * Morgan nods Jan 03 23:29:36 Aye, it does Jan 03 23:30:17 Is the weird bit that she picked him and not you? Jan 03 23:31:21 Oh no, much weirder than that Jan 03 23:32:17 What? Jan 03 23:32:59 You were... much more relaxed... Molly had a room, so you and HeinzHarold had to share with me... you and he were sharing the bed, I was gonn' sleep on the floor, on account of the nightmares... Jan 03 23:34:23 * Claudia looks disgusted Jan 03 23:34:38 Share a bed with Heinzharold?! No thanks! Jan 03 23:35:16 Not like... in a lascivious way... you two had helped eachother through a lot of rough times since I'd been gone... Jan 03 23:36:44 Not sure that would have been enough so I could stand to share a bed though Jan 03 23:37:53 Well, no... you'd worked through a lot... you were in love, see... Jan 03 23:38:49 With Heinzharold?! I'd have shot myself in the head first! Jan 03 23:39:10 No... *he pulls a face* Hannalore... it was going really well... Jan 03 23:40:29 * Claudia shrugs Jan 03 23:40:34 Impossible. Jan 03 23:40:47 Apparently not Jan 03 23:42:59 Her being in love with a dead man put paid to that Jan 03 23:43:33 Yeah, well... in that line... she wasn't, obviously Jan 03 23:44:11 * Claudia opens her flask and sips some Jan 03 23:45:30 I was over the rapes enough to be able to share a bed with Heinzharold, and I was in love with her Jan 03 23:47:29 * Morgan nods Jan 03 23:47:52 Course, I didn't know thats what it was... Jan 03 23:49:15 Why? Jan 03 23:49:52 Because back then you hadn't told me... that was quite a ways before I came home Jan 03 23:50:32 That I liked women? Jan 03 23:51:38 About the rapes Jan 03 23:51:56 * Claudia nods Jan 03 23:52:41 I kept it quiet Jan 03 23:53:47 * Morgan nods Jan 03 23:55:09 Why didn't you share her room? Jan 03 23:55:23 Bit improper... I was still me... Jan 03 23:57:48 * Claudia offers the flask Jan 03 23:57:57 I wasn't me though. Jan 03 23:59:12 You were... just a you with different experiences... no, thanks