**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Nov 16 00:00:00 2022 Nov 16 00:00:00 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:00:02 Quite so Nov 16 00:00:19 I look forward to it Nov 16 00:00:33 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:00:34 Me too Nov 16 00:01:10 Later on, when we settle for bed, I can still see to your needs however else you'd like Nov 16 00:01:25 *there's giggling and splashing from next door Nov 16 00:03:47 Sounds like someone is enjoying herself Nov 16 00:05:20 Mmhmm, do you think you should check they are not misbehaving? Nov 16 00:07:36 No... let them if thats what'll make them happy Nov 16 00:08:41 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:08:52 I rather envy Mina, you know? Nov 16 00:09:42 Why? Nov 16 00:11:16 That she can achieve great pleasure just from her bubbies Nov 16 00:12:45 Oh... I see Nov 16 00:14:04 It'd be very practical, wouldn't it? Nov 16 00:14:10 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:14:13 Aye, I suppose it would Nov 16 00:14:26 Especially one week a month Nov 16 00:17:55 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:18:06 That will be... unfortunate Nov 16 00:18:19 Why so? Nov 16 00:21:18 A week in four not being able to... y'know... Nov 16 00:21:46 Sadly once the herbs wear off, that is how it will be... Nov 16 00:22:33 *there's more giggling from the study* Nov 16 00:24:09 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:24:13 It will be worth it eventually Nov 16 00:24:27 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:24:55 I do not wish to pry, but... that is not new to you, I would think? Nov 16 00:25:24 No, it isn't Nov 16 00:26:06 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:26:27 I am sure I can find plenty to keep you busy on those days, my love Nov 16 00:26:34 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:26:38 I imagine so Nov 16 00:27:15 My varied imagination will serve you well Nov 16 00:27:46 *Inga says "stop that! They'll hear us!" Nov 16 00:28:10 Would it be cruel to make it known we already have heard them? Nov 16 00:28:25 Would he do it to you? Nov 16 00:29:34 A while ago, maybe Nov 16 00:30:11 We should leave them be. Warmer, please Nov 16 00:30:28 * Morgan nods, concentrating Nov 16 00:31:05 * Molly makes a little moan at this "perfect, liebling" Nov 16 00:31:56 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:33:16 I feel warmer towards the Nieblungen now they have admitted they don't have everything under control Nov 16 00:35:44 Oh? Nov 16 00:36:35 It is easier to accept that they are blind to, or powerless against things, rather than either negligent or apathetic Nov 16 00:37:41 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:37:45 I suppose it is Nov 16 00:38:08 I am more at peace with it that way Nov 16 00:38:14 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:38:16 That is good Nov 16 00:38:35 We want them to see what is coming Nov 16 00:38:56 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:38:58 Aye, we do Nov 16 00:39:17 though.. Madchen was the one who warned me about the monks... she couldn't tell what was coming or when but she knew something was... Nov 16 00:39:28 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:39:43 I do not understand how she knows when they dont Nov 16 00:40:20 No, nor I... she doesn't seem to, either Nov 16 00:41:31 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:41:49 It's a shame you do not see her more Nov 16 00:42:15 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:42:21 It is what it is Nov 16 00:43:12 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:43:23 Mhmm Nov 16 00:44:08 * Molly is quiet a while, occassionally fidgeting under his movements Nov 16 00:44:53 * Morgan sighs contentedly Nov 16 00:45:22 You actually enjoy this? Nov 16 00:45:41 Its nice to just be doing something... nice... Nov 16 00:46:36 Not something naughtily nice? Nov 16 00:47:15 Just something normal... we're not having to think about what's coming, we're just... -being- Nov 16 00:48:15 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:50:04 It's nice... I could remove my blouse and you could work up my back? You cannot do my bottom and thighs, I get too aroused by that Nov 16 00:50:28 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:50:30 Alright blossom Nov 16 00:51:19 * Molly fidgets, pulling it off. Unlike in his dreams where she's Jaeger's widow, her back is perfectly clear Nov 16 00:51:40 * Morgan runs his hands over her, warming as he moves Nov 16 00:52:09 You did not tell me you have such reduced sensation on your back... Nov 16 00:52:32 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 00:53:31 I wasn't keeping it from you... just... its been that way since my punishment healed... and then with the fire, it just spread... its just a fact of my life, not something that is present in my mind Nov 16 00:54:26 I hadn't realised you could not properly feel my kisses there, or my fingers there... Nov 16 00:54:56 I can feel them... just not as clearly as I can where I have no scars... temperature is what's affected most. Nov 16 00:56:12 Is that why you have never enjoyed my nails on your back, or are you just not fond of it? I stopped doing it after a few weeks... Nov 16 00:58:08 Thats a little difficult to answer... I think I was still struggling with all of it back then... and as we have gotten closer I have come to appreciate that it is an expression of the enjoyment you are experiencing... Nov 16 00:59:09 * Molly nods Nov 16 00:59:35 I do see now that it is not the sort of intimacy you were used to Nov 16 00:59:42 * Morgan nods Nov 16 00:59:45 Exactly, yes Nov 16 01:00:17 If I'd known that, I would have behaved differently Nov 16 01:00:43 Perhaps thats not what I needed though Nov 16 01:02:45 * Molly sighs Nov 16 01:03:44 Yes... and knowing myself as I do, I would have become stuck in that pattern, forever chasing an idea of how I should be rather than being myself. Nov 16 01:04:08 * Morgan nods Nov 16 01:06:34 The stables would never have happened, and I would have gone on believing it was enough forever Nov 16 01:07:13 * Morgan nods Nov 16 01:07:19 And that would not be tolerable Nov 16 01:08:21 *intolerable Nov 16 01:09:02 And yet it would have been tolerated, because I was doing a good job at not demanding more affection. You hadn't realised because I was not asking for anything else Nov 16 01:09:22 Yet my father did Nov 16 01:10:14 I suspect he realised because he caught me in a vulnerable moment when discussing you coming here without us Nov 16 01:11:52 * Morgan frowns Nov 16 01:11:59 When you were sick? Nov 16 01:13:09 Just after that. When you left us in Atemlos to be here Nov 16 01:13:30 No... no he told me when you were sick. Nov 16 01:14:10 I'm sorry, yes, the discussion with him was about you leaving us, but it was that day you are meaning Nov 16 01:14:20 * Morgan nods Nov 16 01:16:21 I had not told him explicitly, but I was still emotional from the cast, and despite my resolve to my calm and unaffected, it was not easy letting you go Nov 16 01:17:33 * Morgan nods Nov 16 01:18:14 * Molly looks over her shoulder at his silence Nov 16 01:19:56 I know there will be other days where you wish to just be alone and quiet, but I understand better now that it is not that you feel you have to push me away to keep your guilt at bay Nov 16 01:20:29 * Morgan nods Nov 16 01:20:32 Indeed Nov 16 01:21:25 *there's a knock at the door* I: I am done now, we are going to have dinner in our room, so we'll bid you good night Nov 16 01:22:26 G'night Inga Nov 16 01:22:46 Goodnight, have a nice evening Nov 16 01:23:03 *they can hear the outer door close* Nov 16 01:23:42 Well, my love, did you have anything you wish to do whilst I have my bath? Nov 16 01:23:54 I'll go talk to Sorgi Nov 16 01:24:01 * Molly nods Nov 16 01:24:23 I'll see you in a while, would you heat it again on your way out? Nov 16 01:24:35 * Morgan nods Nov 16 01:24:38 Of course my love Nov 16 01:24:46 Thank you Nov 16 01:25:10 * Morgan nods, kissing her crown before heading out through the study, heating the water as he goes through Nov 16 01:27:36 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 16 01:28:59 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 16 13:00:08 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Nov 16 14:07:07 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Nov 16 14:07:08 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Nov 16 14:07:11 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Nov 16 14:07:37 * MollyK is now known as Sorgi Nov 16 14:08:31 *he gets offered a plate of hot food on his way past the galley* Nov 16 14:08:48 * Morgan takes it and two mugs of coffee up on deck Nov 16 14:09:53 * Sorgi is stood surveying what can be seen of the docks Nov 16 14:10:14 * Morgan moves up beside him Nov 16 14:10:18 All well? Nov 16 14:12:25 Yes, m'lord. All quiet Nov 16 14:12:46 * Morgan offers him one of the mugs Nov 16 14:14:28 * Sorgi thanks him Nov 16 14:14:59 * Morgan puts his own mug between his feet, picking some of the food off the plate Nov 16 14:15:01 Whats new? Nov 16 14:16:44 Nothing, m'lord. It's been plain-sailing, the crew are steady Nov 16 14:16:55 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:17:04 How they feeling about splitting for the trip to Ryadh? Nov 16 14:18:55 Fine. Two have been there before for trade Nov 16 14:19:52 That'll be useful Nov 16 14:20:34 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:21:26 Claudia spoken to you at all? Nov 16 14:21:54 Not yet, but we will catch up. How was the wedding? Nov 16 14:22:30 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:23:04 Good... tinged with sadness... Mina's fathers health was getting worse... he didn't last long after the wedding Nov 16 14:23:41 What a shame. At least he got to see her wed Nov 16 14:23:47 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:23:55 He was very lucid for it... very happy. Nov 16 14:27:15 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:27:48 And your night in the wilds, m'lord? Nov 16 14:28:23 * Morgan runs a hand across his short hair subconsciously Nov 16 14:28:42 uhhhh.. not... brilliant. Nov 16 14:29:18 As cold as feared then *he chuckles, sipping his coffee* Nov 16 14:30:16 Mina's cousin had arranged a coup... we were to be killed, he would marry Mina, thus protecting Graben.... They took my hair as proof that we had been killed Nov 16 14:30:55 Sorry, m'lord, I thought perhaps you were just experimenting Nov 16 14:32:19 No... this is making the best of a bad situation... its grown on me... well, not -grown- but, you know what I mean Nov 16 14:33:30 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:33:37 It looks good, m'lord Nov 16 14:34:27 I've been chastised by some awful woman about it not looking noble enough Nov 16 14:35:16 You'll feel the benefit of it where we're going Nov 16 14:35:26 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:35:42 Something of an adventure Nov 16 14:35:50 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:36:36 How is Claudia? Nov 16 14:36:55 There's been a few difficulties Nov 16 14:37:05 * Sorgi looks concerned Nov 16 14:37:13 Yes, m'lord? Nov 16 14:37:33 I'd rather she not discover I have told you... Nov 16 14:38:41 * Morgan looks at him Nov 16 14:39:11 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:39:16 Of course Nov 16 14:41:08 She told HeinzHarold about the rapes... it went surprisingly well.. there's a change in her that she's going to need your help understanding... I've done my best there but... she holds me at arms length with some things. Nov 16 14:42:12 * Sorgi nods seriously Nov 16 14:42:25 She has had a hard few weeks? Nov 16 14:42:55 Generally, no... but there've been a few things that have been intensely difficult... you ever heard of ashkoven? Nov 16 14:43:10 * Sorgi shakes her head Nov 16 14:43:20 No, m'lord? What is it? Nov 16 14:44:21 Present as monks... they interfere with your dreams, digging out any guilt you feel and making it stronger so that, when they attack you... they increase your guilt until you wish for death, then eat part of your soul, it seems Nov 16 14:45:26 * Sorgi looks a little disbelieving "a horrible folk tale, m'lord" Nov 16 14:45:48 * Morgan sighs Nov 16 14:46:12 I wish thats all it was. Nov 16 14:47:22 They appeared to you? Nov 16 14:47:30 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:47:59 Two nights of nightmares, pulling at every ounce of guilt I feel... I'd be dead if it wasn't for the others Nov 16 14:48:19 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:48:34 That sounds difficult Nov 16 14:48:38 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:49:18 She told me something that she feels guilty about... says she's never told anyone before... -thats- how bad it was for her Nov 16 14:49:32 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:49:48 How did you all get through it? Nov 16 14:51:46 Once they attacked, with steel and heart... and a little bit of fire. Nov 16 14:52:10 * Sorgi nods, checking his pocket watch Nov 16 14:52:23 How has she been since Nov 16 14:53:10 She's not been -too- bad... apart from this change I mentioned which has really thrown her Nov 16 14:53:37 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 14:54:01 I am going to need to speak to her to discover what that is? Nov 16 14:54:26 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:55:07 I'm afraid so. It would be a betrayal for me to tell you. She already intends to tell you, so... perhaps take your coffee, and I'll stay here... Nov 16 14:56:14 *from the dock, there's the clearing of a throat* D: Uhhh... permission to uhh... come up? Nov 16 14:56:51 * Sorgi speaks quietly to Morgan "you know who this is?" Nov 16 14:57:01 * Morgan nods Nov 16 14:57:08 One of my brothers friends... army.... Nov 16 14:57:56 * Sorgi calls out permission, and DeeDee comes up, looking around Nov 16 14:58:07 Touch the horseshoe, DeeDee... Nov 16 14:59:39 *DeeDee does so without question* Nov 16 15:00:32 Sorgi, DeeDee, DeeDee, Sorgi, the captain of the Rose Nov 16 15:01:27 *Both men bow* D: A pleasure to meet you, Captain, I have heard many good things of you Nov 16 15:02:27 * Sorgi smiles "welcome aboard. Are you staying the night?" Nov 16 15:03:15 * Morgan picks up his mug, sipping it before putting it back down and picking some more food from the plate Nov 16 15:03:50 * Sorgi looks to Morgan when DeeDee states the intention to Nov 16 15:04:20 Don't you army types burst or something if you stay on water? Nov 16 15:04:20 If you are alright here, m'lord, I'll find a room and speak with Claudia Nov 16 15:04:50 D: Not as far as I know, but I wouldn't rule it out Nov 16 15:05:24 * Morgan nods, looking over the dock Nov 16 15:05:45 [14:51:42] Sorgi: If you are alright here, m'lord, I'll find a room and speak with Claudia Nov 16 15:05:51 * Morgan nods Nov 16 15:06:08 As long as no-one wants to interrupt my coffee, I'm fine here... Nov 16 15:06:39 * Sorgi inclines his head, leading the way. He chats easily with DeeDee as they go Nov 16 15:07:00 * Morgan picks up his mug, going to lean on the railing as he eats Nov 16 15:07:11 [I'm covering Sorgi for a little while so he can speak with Claudia] Nov 16 15:07:56 [alright, my love, should I have dinner?] Nov 16 15:08:44 [yes, please do] Nov 16 15:09:31 *twenty minutes stretches into half an hour and beyond, no sign of Sorgi* Nov 16 15:09:48 [would you mind if I have dinner with DeeDee?] Nov 16 15:10:36 * Morgan having finished his food and coffee, climbs up into the rigging, getting comfortable to keep watch Nov 16 15:10:45 [ummm, no, I don't think so] Nov 16 15:11:09 [Alright, liebling] Nov 16 15:11:54 *there's a minor scuffle outside the tavern, and then a bit later a couple getting rather amorous against the wall* Nov 16 15:12:22 * Morgan hums quietly to himself as he waits Nov 16 15:13:43 *The weather is dry though the sky is cloudy. It reaches nine, then half after* Nov 16 15:15:31 [I don't know how long I'll be out here] Nov 16 15:17:21 [would you have me retire when DeeDee goes?] Nov 16 15:19:51 [if you are tired my love, of course] Nov 16 15:21:29 [you can always wake me if you have a need you would prefer me to attend to, rather than taking care of it yourself...] Nov 16 15:22:12 [I'll keep that in mind my love] Nov 16 15:22:32 [mmmhmm as will I when I get into bed] Nov 16 15:23:20 [perhaps not keep it in mind while you're sat alone with a man, yes?] Nov 16 15:23:38 [why, my love?] Nov 16 15:24:02 [it makes me a little uncomfortable, the thought of you aroused along in the company of another man] Nov 16 15:24:32 [oh. I understand] Nov 16 15:26:54 [I know you would not do anything... It just makes me uncomfortable] Nov 16 15:27:12 [I shall say goodnight to him then] Nov 16 15:29:51 [alright blossom] Nov 16 15:31:02 *Sorgi comes back up on deck ten minutes later* Sorry, m'lord. I am back if you want to retire Nov 16 15:34:15 How is she? How are -you-? Nov 16 15:36:23 She is finding it difficult, as you say. I am grateful you were looking out for her Nov 16 15:37:22 And how are you doing with it? Nov 16 15:38:20 I am concerned for her. For myself, it doesn't matter. I have never had any expectations or restrictions on her Nov 16 15:39:08 It matters to me, Sorgi... I value your friendship and part of that is giving a damn about how you're feeling... Nov 16 15:39:56 I am not hurt, m'lord. She is progressing, albeit reluctantly and painfully. I am proud of her Nov 16 15:40:36 * Morgan nods Nov 16 15:41:07 Its difficult when how you see yourself starts to change, particularly if its not a change you have chased Nov 16 15:41:54 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 15:43:15 Claude will be alright Nov 16 15:43:41 * Morgan nods Nov 16 15:44:07 She'll have some time to consider if while waiting for us to get back from Ryadh Nov 16 15:44:43 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 15:45:17 He is leaving tomorrow? Nov 16 15:45:58 Thats the plan, yes. Taking the horses back to my brothers Nov 16 15:47:09 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 15:47:27 Very well, m'lord. When did you want us setting sail? Nov 16 15:48:15 Us? Where to? Nov 16 15:48:52 To the Empire, m'lord. Unless you want Koen to Captain Nov 16 15:49:20 Well, since we're taking my new ship... I rather thought I might do it Nov 16 15:49:33 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 15:49:40 Very good, m'lord Nov 16 15:50:13 It'll give Claudia time with support where she is not having to worry about danger, as well Nov 16 15:50:54 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 15:51:09 You're very concerned for her Nov 16 15:51:33 What sort of friend would I be if I weren;t Nov 16 15:51:49 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 15:51:56 I will take care of her Nov 16 15:52:30 * Morgan nods Nov 16 15:52:31 I know Nov 16 15:55:49 * Sorgi nods Nov 16 15:55:59 I will take over now Nov 16 15:57:12 Aye cap'n Nov 16 15:58:30 * Morgan picks up his mug and plate, heading below deck to put them in the galley before heading to his room Nov 16 15:59:05 *The study smells of brandy, but it's all tidy* Nov 16 15:59:11 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Nov 16 16:01:21 * Molly is already in bed Nov 16 16:02:38 * Morgan sighs, undressing Nov 16 16:04:41 * Molly stirs "my love?" Nov 16 16:06:41 Yes blossom Nov 16 16:07:54 Are you coming to bed now? Nov 16 16:08:27 I was planning to Nov 16 16:08:35 Oh good Nov 16 16:12:45 * Morgan climbs into the bed Nov 16 16:13:56 * Molly moves closer, naked and warm and smelling faintly of cherry brandy Nov 16 16:15:02 * Morgan gets comfortable Nov 16 16:15:08 How was DeeDee? Nov 16 16:16:17 Mmm fine... glad to be out of the rain, impressed by the ship... friendly Nov 16 16:16:48 * Morgan frowns Nov 16 16:16:50 Friendly? Nov 16 16:17:41 * Molly being naked is unheard of on the day of her course, but with her fully curled to his side he can feel she is Nov 16 16:17:51 Yes, chatty, funny Nov 16 16:17:59 How come you're naked love? Nov 16 16:18:25 Oh I uhh... I like it better being naked in bed... Nov 16 16:19:02 Its just... you've never done that when you have your course... Nov 16 16:19:50 * Molly nods, tucking her head under his chin Nov 16 16:20:41 The sponge that can be used to prevent conception can be used in a similar method to provide a respite that means I do not need to stay dressed Nov 16 16:21:25 * Morgan curls his arm around her Nov 16 16:21:30 Oh... oh that is good Nov 16 16:21:41 You were concerned? Nov 16 16:22:46 Confused, thats all... and maybe a little... jealous maybe? Perhaps he had been flirty, but that is just me being possessive Nov 16 16:23:32 My love, you have no need for concern, I have no interest in any other man but you Nov 16 16:23:48 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:25:34 * Molly fidgets until she can gently kiss him Nov 16 16:26:01 Nice as it was to have company, my mind wandered incessantly to you, as it always does Nov 16 16:26:44 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:26:51 Its good to be home, even if its only for one night Nov 16 16:27:54 * Molly nods Nov 16 16:28:13 Soon you will be sick of it. Six weeks is a long time Nov 16 16:28:48 seven Nov 16 16:30:10 Seven? Nov 16 16:32:25 Thought it was going to be seven to capperlucia Nov 16 16:34:19 Six there, two weeks for me to have all the power of being a gentleman, and then six to return Nov 16 16:34:44 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:35:58 Are you well tonight? Nov 16 16:37:04 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:37:06 Aye, well enough Nov 16 16:38:41 * Molly nods, stroking his chest Nov 16 16:38:52 Should I expect you to be up very early? Nov 16 16:45:01 I'd imagine so, yes Nov 16 16:45:14 * Molly nods Nov 16 16:45:46 Is Sorgi well? I have missed his steady hand Nov 16 16:45:54 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:46:06 Concerned for Claudia, obviously... he's proud of her though Nov 16 16:46:12 Oh? Nov 16 16:46:36 The changes she's facing... its difficult but she's not shying away from it... thats very hard to do Nov 16 16:47:06 * Molly nods Nov 16 16:47:13 She's brave Nov 16 16:47:25 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:47:26 Yes she is Nov 16 16:48:11 And it will come right? Sometimes I rather think people come into our lives and go again, teaching us something we needed to learn Nov 16 16:49:13 I'm not sure what you mean by come right Nov 16 16:50:37 Claudia will adapt, and flourish Nov 16 16:51:18 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:51:20 I hope so Nov 16 16:51:37 * Molly nods Nov 16 16:51:54 She has the support of her best friends. She is not alone Nov 16 16:53:13 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:53:14 Indeed Nov 16 16:54:17 She is very loved. And being loved by you makes her fortunate indeed Nov 16 16:54:30 I wouldn't go that far Nov 16 16:54:59 I must insist you admit your wrongness, mon petit chou Nov 16 16:55:11 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 16 16:56:41 Mmhmm... I'd hate to have to tickle you Nov 16 16:56:51 You realise I am not ticklish, yes? Nov 16 17:01:41 Only on the back of your neck Nov 16 17:03:49 Well, that would be cheating Nov 16 17:03:59 * Molly tilts her head "unless you might be ticklish in places you've never been tickled before" Nov 16 17:05:15 I doubt it Nov 16 17:05:56 And why would it be cheating? Is it cheating on the battlefield when you exploit your opponents weakness? Nov 16 17:07:15 No... but be warned, if you start that, I'll be forced to retaliate then you'll end up aroused and unable to sleep Nov 16 17:08:05 Ah, but there is the flaw in your plan... Nov 16 17:08:11 Oh? Nov 16 17:08:18 * Molly smiles, watching him with easy amusement Nov 16 17:08:26 Assuming I am not already! Nov 16 17:08:36 -moreso- then... Nov 16 17:09:06 Perhaps you cannot stir me to further heights Nov 16 17:10:02 Since you are so sure of that I shall not attempt to Nov 16 17:12:09 I thought that your attempt was simply to be a response to my attempt, not your own desire to prove yourself... *she smirks* Nov 16 17:12:41 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 17:12:42 Very well Nov 16 17:13:01 * Molly frowns slightly, looking unsure of herself Nov 16 17:13:14 I'm sorry... I... Nov 16 17:16:19 You are making fun of me Nov 16 17:16:58 No, my love, I thought we were teasing each other Nov 16 17:21:48 We were... then you started making fun of me Nov 16 17:32:26 Oh my love, I am so sorry I have overstepped and hurt you Nov 16 17:32:40 'S alright Nov 16 17:33:35 * Molly shakes her head Nov 16 17:36:52 How can I earn your forgiveness? Nov 16 17:42:23 You already have it Nov 16 17:45:58 * Molly nods. She kisses his cheek gently "I shall say goodnight then, my love" Nov 16 17:47:06 Alright blossom Nov 16 17:48:36 * Molly lies down beside him Nov 16 17:48:46 Would you have me sing? Nov 16 17:49:19 Perhaps... I could sing to you? Nov 16 17:49:42 * Molly smiles Nov 16 17:49:47 I would adore that Nov 16 17:50:12 * Morgan nods, settling down before starting to sing the peaches and cream song quietly Nov 16 17:50:53 * Molly giggles quietly Nov 16 17:51:11 Mmmm a very pleasant thought to fall asleep to...? Nov 16 17:53:05 * Morgan chuckles before clearing his throat and starts singing again ((Home - Corey Taylor)) Nov 16 17:58:49 * Molly holds him tightly. Where her cheek meets his shoulder is wet Nov 16 17:59:23 Oh... oh hey now Nov 16 18:01:27 It's *she sniffles* it's just so beautiful Nov 16 18:02:13 I hadn't intended you to cry... I just thought it'd be a nice song to drift off to sleep to Nov 16 18:03:15 * Molly nods "it is, I am sorry, I'm just emotional" Nov 16 18:03:26 * Morgan rocks her gently Nov 16 18:03:41 Alright blossom, its alright Nov 16 18:04:12 Pit's alright, I am not sad. I am happy. That is how I feel about you. Nov 16 18:04:50 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:04:53 I am glad to hear that Nov 16 18:05:02 You did not know? Nov 16 18:05:41 Fairly sure... but its always nice to hear isn't it Nov 16 18:09:39 * Molly nods Nov 16 18:09:55 I think we belong together now Nov 16 18:11:45 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:11:48 yes Nov 16 18:13:15 * Molly nods, grasping his hand beneath the sheets firmly Nov 16 18:13:42 As long as you understand that that is not... that I am not trying to rewrite the past. Nov 16 18:14:22 I know my love... I know Nov 16 18:14:59 It's important. Nov 16 18:16:43 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:16:45 Yes, it is Nov 16 18:17:10 * Molly nods solemnly Nov 16 18:17:22 Let's try again Nov 16 18:17:48 Try what again? Nov 16 18:18:54 Singing me to sleep Nov 16 18:19:17 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:19:19 Same song? Nov 16 18:20:24 Whatever you wish Nov 16 18:20:59 * Morgan nods, singing the song again Nov 16 18:22:09 * Molly does drop off this time Nov 16 18:22:59 * Morgan smiles, shifting to get comfortable to settle to sleep Nov 16 18:36:42 *this is quite easy in his own bed at last, and he starts to dream. He has just finished making love to Jaeger's widow, who is now to be his wife and apparently also the mother of his child. He hadn't even considered withdrawing, definitely too late for that. She breathes hard, smiling fondly* I am afraid you will be called into action very Nov 16 18:36:42 frequently the next months... Nov 16 18:37:43 Oh? Nov 16 18:38:27 I do become even more desirous when increasing Nov 16 18:38:53 I can live with that Nov 16 18:39:20 * Molly sighs happily, pulling on her nightgown Nov 16 18:39:31 The children will be awake soon Nov 16 18:39:46 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:39:56 I should speak with my father... Nov 16 18:40:13 * Molly nods Nov 16 18:40:44 I will manage well enough until nap time Nov 16 18:41:11 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:41:17 Good... Nov 16 18:42:24 * Molly looks him over Nov 16 18:42:37 Mmm I am such a lucky woman Nov 16 18:42:46 You think so? Nov 16 18:43:19 * Molly nods "You are very beautiful" Nov 16 18:43:43 * Morgan scoffs Nov 16 18:43:44 hardly Nov 16 18:44:58 * Molly runs a hand over his stomach and down over a hip "you are enough to make any woman ravenous" Nov 16 18:45:11 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 16 18:46:02 * Molly smiles, standing up Nov 16 18:47:12 You should clothe yourself before I wish to have you again Nov 16 18:47:27 * Morgan nods, getting up and pulling his clothes on Nov 16 18:48:39 *there's a call from the hall* Gorgan? Nov 16 18:49:44 * Morgan goes out into the hall Nov 16 18:49:47 Yes sweetheart? Nov 16 18:50:36 *Connie comes to him to be picked up* Nov 16 18:50:59 * Morgan does so Nov 16 18:51:57 *she puts her hands on his cheeks, his neck prickling* C: why you so happy, Nov 16 18:52:03 Gorgan? Nov 16 18:52:44 ummm... well... I'm not sure I'm allowed to say Nov 16 18:53:17 * Molly is now known as Connie Nov 16 18:53:21 A secret? Nov 16 18:53:48 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:54:53 A good secret? Nov 16 18:55:08 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:55:09 yes Nov 16 18:55:44 * Connie hugs him Nov 16 18:56:31 *Molly comes out fully dressed* M: Oh, Shall I take her so you can go? Nov 16 18:56:45 * Morgan nods, handing her over Nov 16 18:58:28 * Connie starts talking Molly's ear off, and so she has to give Morgan a wave to send him on his way. Adalbrecht is apparently in his office* Nov 16 18:58:33 * Connie is now known as Adalbrecht Nov 16 18:58:42 * Morgan goes to his office and knocks Nov 16 18:59:03 Come Nov 16 18:59:54 * Morgan goes in Nov 16 19:00:59 Good morning Nov 16 19:01:10 Good morning father Nov 16 19:03:01 * Adalbrecht gets them coffee before asking what he can do for Morgan Nov 16 19:03:43 I have... an issue... that I need your advice and support with. Nov 16 19:04:50 * Adalbrecht nods Nov 16 19:04:59 Go on then Nov 16 19:05:28 Molly... appears to be with child... Nov 16 19:05:34 Whose? Nov 16 19:05:44 * Morgan frowns Nov 16 19:05:45 mine Nov 16 19:06:05 Her husband has been dead less than two months. Nov 16 19:06:29 I am aware of that. Nov 16 19:06:37 It is definitely not his? Nov 16 19:07:11 They were last intimate more than three months ago Nov 16 19:07:51 * Adalbrecht nods slowly "This is soon to know, unless you were intimate before he dies" Nov 16 19:08:42 No sir... but she was aware very quickly before... the sickness... Nov 16 19:09:12 * Adalbrecht nods "your Mother was the same..." Nov 16 19:09:22 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:10:03 * Adalbrecht lights a cigar, offering to him Nov 16 19:11:04 * Morgan declines, thanking him Nov 16 19:11:41 * Adalbrecht takes a minute to light it and then blow out smoke Nov 16 19:12:24 This is an issue. Why did you not withdraw? Nov 16 19:13:07 I don't see how that will help anything father Nov 16 19:13:38 I am trying to understand how this unfortunate situation has come about Nov 16 19:14:47 * Morgan sighs Nov 16 19:15:37 I developed feelings for Molly before she and Jaeger got married... I have not been intimate with anyone since Dietlinde... Nov 16 19:16:19 And you lost that self control Nov 16 19:16:51 * Morgan sighs heavily Nov 16 19:16:54 I suppose so Nov 16 19:17:02 * Adalbrecht nods Nov 16 19:17:43 Alright. You will be continuing the pregnancy. *this is clearly a statement, perhaps even a command* Nov 16 19:18:19 * Morgan shifts in his seat Nov 16 19:19:56 I... yes. Nov 16 19:21:38 She should be doing her year of mourning, but it is too late for that now. Nov 16 19:22:39 Yes, it is Nov 16 19:23:28 What help is it you want? Nov 16 19:24:41 I don't know what to do... what effect it will have... I don't want to put Sudlachenburg in danger through my ignorance again Nov 16 19:26:31 We will find a priest willing to read the banns immediately, on the condition that if the certificates to do not arrive in time or show her ineligible we will withdraw the banns. Nov 16 19:26:51 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:26:58 At the whim of a messenger, then... Nov 16 19:28:03 Unless you know one with a less rigid stance who you can speak to? Nov 16 19:29:42 I think we both know I do... if he is still here Nov 16 19:31:10 * Adalbrecht nods "Get that done today. The wedding can take place within the week." Nov 16 19:31:23 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:31:42 It was not my intention... I wasn't trying to force your hand or anything... Nov 16 19:32:14 * Adalbrecht shakes his head "I have not doubt you had no intention of getting her with child this quickly" Nov 16 19:35:13 I hadn't even decided to stay in Sudlachenburg at that point... Nov 16 19:35:21 * Adalbrecht nods Nov 16 19:36:05 This would have been required of you, you have just raced along to the finish line, so to speak. Nov 16 19:36:20 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 16 19:36:26 Are you pleased in the least? Nov 16 19:37:01 * Adalbrecht nods Nov 16 19:37:07 I think I a Nov 16 19:37:11 Am* Nov 16 19:37:39 But you are not sure Nov 16 19:37:45 * Morgan nods, looking saddened Nov 16 19:38:34 I would have preferred it was after your wedding, but... no, this will suit well enough. *he smiles* congratulations, Morgan Nov 16 19:39:15 * Morgan nods, looking down at his cup Nov 16 19:39:58 What about you? Nov 16 19:40:34 I am saddened that I seem to have disappointed you once again Nov 16 19:40:54 * Adalbrecht shakes his head Nov 16 19:41:22 I am surprised, but at your age it is good to get this started so you can have many more Nov 16 19:41:45 * Morgan nods slightly, sipping his coffee Nov 16 19:41:51 How do you think Edward will take it? Nov 16 19:42:12 I have no idea, though he loves his own sons deeply Nov 16 19:42:54 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:42:59 That is plain to see Nov 16 19:43:22 Is Molly displeased? Nov 16 19:43:35 No, not at all Nov 16 19:43:45 * Adalbrecht nods Nov 16 19:44:34 Well then, I suppose you had best go on Nov 16 19:44:50 * Morgan nods, draining his coffee cup Nov 16 19:45:01 Should I tell Edward before I go? Nov 16 19:45:41 I will leave that to your discretion Nov 16 19:46:19 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:46:25 Where would he normally be found? Nov 16 19:46:48 In the nursery with his children or in the library Nov 16 19:47:01 * Morgan nods, thanking him as he heads out of the door Nov 16 19:49:00 *HH barrels into him in the hall* Nov 16 19:49:04 * Adalbrecht is now known as HH Nov 16 19:49:24 Christ man, watch out! Nov 16 19:49:38 There y' are! Nov 16 19:50:44 evidently. Nov 16 19:51:20 * HH looks really excited Nov 16 19:51:41 You'll ne'er guess what's happened?! Nov 16 19:51:50 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 19:51:52 Tell me Nov 16 19:52:18 Claudia, man! Claudia's in Sudlachenburg! Nov 16 19:52:28 What?! Where? Nov 16 19:52:38 My 'ouse Nov 16 19:53:35 You came to get me? Nov 16 19:53:52 Yeah! Nov 16 19:54:09 * Morgan looks torn Nov 16 19:54:18 I need to tell Edward something Nov 16 19:54:36 She's staying a few weeks Nov 16 19:55:18 Look, I'll see Edward then come over... then... I need to find someone Nov 16 19:55:33 * HH looks at him Nov 16 19:55:44 What's wrong, man? Nov 16 19:56:26 * Morgan looks round, speaking quietly Nov 16 19:56:45 I've made things a little difficult... Molly is being sick in the mornings... Nov 16 19:57:01 * HH looks even more excited Nov 16 19:57:06 You serious?! Nov 16 19:57:11 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:57:32 * HH hugs him hard "Ah man!" Nov 16 19:58:06 * Morgan hugs him Nov 16 19:58:22 I need to find the priest... from last time... Nov 16 19:58:32 * HH nods Nov 16 19:58:39 Y' want the same guy? Nov 16 19:59:15 Not especially, but... we need to get around the usual... restrictions Nov 16 19:59:59 Bit hasty, is it? Nov 16 20:00:09 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:00:21 Wasn't intended... got carried away, as it were Nov 16 20:00:29 * HH laughs Nov 16 20:00:36 Explains the last two o' mine Nov 16 20:00:47 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:01:04 I'm happy, don't get me wrong... but... need to head off any possible complications Nov 16 20:01:12 * HH nods Nov 16 20:01:25 What can I do t' help? Nov 16 20:02:03 I dunno... I just need to find someone to marry us without waiting for the banns and whatnot Nov 16 20:02:19 * HH nods Nov 16 20:02:43 Want me t' find the last one for y'? Nov 16 20:03:25 Please. I'll come over once I've spoken to Edward Nov 16 20:04:39 * HH nods Nov 16 20:05:22 Leave it with me. *he puts a hand on his shoulder* Congratulations, man Nov 16 20:05:31 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:05:33 Thank you Nov 16 20:05:50 * HH goes off singing happily to himself Nov 16 20:06:29 * Morgan breathes out slowly before going looking for Edward Nov 16 20:07:31 * HH is indeed found in the nursery, reclined in a chair with both twins asleep on him. His gloves are off, burned hands on their backs Nov 16 20:07:54 * Morgan knocks very quietly on the doorjamb Nov 16 20:08:03 * HH is now known as Edward Nov 16 20:08:13 * Edward inclines his head Nov 16 20:08:18 Morgan. Nov 16 20:08:49 Can we talk? Quietly, of course Nov 16 20:09:07 * Edward nods Nov 16 20:09:16 Of course Nov 16 20:09:44 * Morgan finds somewhere to sit, looking at the twins Nov 16 20:10:16 *there is no telling them apart at all, both sucking their thumbs* Nov 16 20:10:55 I didn't want you hearing second hand... we believe Molly is with child Nov 16 20:12:17 * Edward looks surprised, then nods for a very long time as tears run down his cheeks and he clings to his own babies Nov 16 20:13:15 * Morgan reaches out, hesitant, before putting his hand on Edwards shoulder Nov 16 20:13:57 *beneath the fabric his skin is warped and twisted, worse than Morgan's own* Nov 16 20:14:35 I'm sorry... I didn't expect this reaction Nov 16 20:15:51 They're safe... your future wife, your children... I would die before letting a single hair on their heads be harmed Nov 16 20:16:29 You... think I thought you might...? Nov 16 20:16:47 I have prior form Nov 16 20:17:53 It is blatantly obvious how you feel about that. Its a little difficult, given our history. I want this to work, hence my coming to you with this Nov 16 20:18:33 * Edward nods, soothing one stirring baby Nov 16 20:18:46 I am happy for you Nov 16 20:18:58 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:19:54 There are.... difficulties that could arise from this... I have spoken with father, he has suggested I find a priest less concerned with the usual constraints... Nov 16 20:21:42 * Edward nods Nov 16 20:22:31 She should be in mourning still, but we can politick our way around that. She will wed you immediately? Nov 16 20:22:55 Father wants it done within the week... Nov 16 20:23:26 * Edward nods "it is early still?" Nov 16 20:23:56 Very -very-. Nov 16 20:24:04 * Edward nods Nov 16 20:24:15 All the better. Nov 16 20:24:35 Looks less like I am marrying her because we were indelicate Nov 16 20:24:44 * Edward nods Nov 16 20:25:00 Especially as she's been widowed so recently Nov 16 20:25:17 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:25:49 I had intended to hide her, protect her from Jaegers family... thats rather out the window Nov 16 20:26:40 I'll get on the road for Fischler and speak to His Grace personally Nov 16 20:27:03 I'm sorry, I had no wish to pull you from your family Nov 16 20:28:00 * Edward looks at him solemnly "You are my family. I failed you, but I will not fail you again" Nov 16 20:29:19 * Morgan swallows hard Nov 16 20:29:34 Is the trip to see his Grace necessary? Really? Nov 16 20:30:02 It would help us. But I could write. Nov 16 20:30:43 I would rather not take you from the twins and your wife if its not needed Nov 16 20:31:17 * Edward nods Nov 16 20:31:39 I will not be in the way here for your happy day? Nov 16 20:32:34 I will -not- push you out of your home. I... I want to work on this, on us. Nov 16 20:32:42 * Edward nods Nov 16 20:32:53 I won't intrude Nov 16 20:34:30 * Morgan takes a deep breath Nov 16 20:36:04 I don't know how it will be, assuming I can persuade a priest... guests, witnesses, anything like that... Nov 16 20:36:15 * Edward nods Nov 16 20:37:01 Father will have ideas. Ilena will attend Molly if you wish. You can have the boys there if you wish. Nov 16 20:37:50 I... I want you to be there. Nov 16 20:38:01 If it is not too difficult for you Nov 16 20:48:24 * Edward just nods, looking emotional again Nov 16 20:48:32 If you want that. Nov 16 20:49:16 Only if you would like to be there... Nov 16 20:49:43 * Edward nods, wiping at his eyes Nov 16 20:49:46 Yes Nov 16 20:50:46 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:52:27 *one of the babies stirs* Nov 16 20:52:55 * Morgan looks at them Nov 16 20:53:30 * Edward talks softly "hello, sweet boy..." Nov 16 20:53:38 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 16 20:53:40 Oh hello Nov 16 20:54:53 * Edward smiles faintly. Then he looks within the child's collar to his chest. "Jemmy. Are you done sleeping?" Nov 16 20:56:27 *the baby is all smiles, looking from Edward to Morgan* Nov 16 20:56:42 Hello little man Nov 16 20:57:16 Do you want to hold him? Nov 16 20:57:23 Are you sure? Nov 16 20:57:43 * Edward nods "I trust you with my son." Nov 16 20:59:18 * Morgan sobs slightly, reaching out for the child Nov 16 20:59:40 *Jemmy reaches his arms up* Nov 16 21:01:09 * Morgan takes him, holding him to his chest Nov 16 21:02:13 *the little boy fiddles with Morgan's beard, much as Jana used to Nov 16 21:03:16 Oh... lets not pull too hard on that Nov 16 21:04:22 *the boy smiles. He's got Edward's eyes* Nov 16 21:04:53 * Edward isn't even keeping a watchful eye, instead rocking the sleeping baby Nov 16 21:04:58 He looks like you Nov 16 21:05:19 A pity when my wife is so pretty Nov 16 21:05:50 You were always a handsome boy... mother always said so, but she may have been biased Nov 16 21:05:59 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:06:14 You are hoping she's carrying a boy for the succession? Nov 16 21:06:38 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:06:45 I think... that would be easier, too Nov 16 21:06:52 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:07:37 Then I will hope for that Nov 16 21:08:14 * Morgan nods, rocking the boy in his arms Nov 16 21:08:52 *he notices a small black mark on the boy's chest Nov 16 21:09:16 Edward... what's this? Nov 16 21:09:24 What? Nov 16 21:09:41 This mark Nov 16 21:09:54 That's how we tell them apart Nov 16 21:10:00 A birthmark? Nov 16 21:10:14 No, a dot of dye Nov 16 21:10:28 * Morgan blinks, looking at his brother Nov 16 21:10:34 Even -you- cannot tell them apart? Nov 16 21:10:41 * Edward shakes his head Nov 16 21:11:06 Not a clue. We agreed that one is Jemmy and marked him Nov 16 21:11:31 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:11:44 Thats going to cause you trouble as they grow Nov 16 21:11:52 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:12:35 Don't tell Ilena's brother about the mark, she likes to trick him Nov 16 21:12:49 I noticed that when I first got back Nov 16 21:13:35 He claims he can tell a slight difference in their expressions Nov 16 21:14:12 Perhaps he is correct Nov 16 21:14:34 * the baby goes back to sleep* Nov 16 21:16:23 Ah... it appears I'm not going anywhere for a little while Nov 16 21:16:44 I'll take him back if you are busy Nov 16 21:18:27 I want to see Claudia... but... this... this is good Nov 16 21:18:54 * Edward nods towards another rocking chair Nov 16 21:19:58 * Morgan moves to it gently Nov 16 21:20:15 *Jemmy doesn't wake* Nov 16 21:20:55 * Morgan starts it rocking Nov 16 21:21:30 *it's very peaceful here, only the sound of two chairs swishing* Nov 16 21:21:44 I'm going to adopt Will and Connie Nov 16 21:22:13 * Edward smiles Nov 16 21:22:29 That is wise Nov 16 21:22:39 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:22:48 They were quite happy about it Nov 16 21:23:44 Are you very attached to them already? Nov 16 21:24:21 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:24:31 They were treated to badly Nov 16 21:24:45 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:25:06 I am sure you will all be very happy Nov 16 21:25:21 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:25:23 I hope so Nov 16 21:25:41 * Edward nods, just rocking Nov 16 21:26:21 I am still a little surprised you trust me so with something so precious Nov 16 21:26:54 It takes a monster to harm a child, and you are not that Nov 16 21:27:19 Or... desperation. Nov 16 21:28:14 Sudlachenburg has allies now. Powerful ones. Nov 16 21:29:45 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:29:52 You managed to undo the damage I had done Nov 16 21:30:37 Heinzharold and I together. Some of my friends too. Did you know a friend of mine had married Claudia? Nov 16 21:31:10 I had heard she had married... I sort of got stuck at that Nov 16 21:32:03 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:32:11 Quite the surprise Nov 16 21:32:15 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:32:26 Everyone moved on... but me... Nov 16 21:32:45 Until now Nov 16 21:33:06 I suppose Nov 16 21:34:22 Have they arrived then? Nov 16 21:34:47 Apparently... thats who I was going to see until this young man diverted me Nov 16 21:34:59 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:35:18 I've invited them to stay before but they prefers Heinzharold's Nov 16 21:35:56 Maybe they find it less formal than being at the big 'ouse Nov 16 21:36:03 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:37:55 *it's ten more minutes of cuddling the son of the man who took away Morgan's daughter before the boy wakes again, wanting to get down and play with his newly-woken brother. Edward stands* you can hold Leo next time, if you can remember which is which Nov 16 21:40:45 * Morgan nods, putting the boy down and standing up Nov 16 21:40:49 Thank you... Nov 16 21:43:39 * Edward walks him to the door stiffly "let them know they can stay here?" Nov 16 21:46:23 * Morgan nods, looking at his brother seriously before opening his arms Nov 16 21:47:37 * Edward hugs him tentatively Nov 16 21:48:20 * Morgan does likewise Nov 16 21:48:43 I don't wish to hurt you... it is not that I am holding back... Nov 16 21:49:01 * Edward nods "thank you" Nov 16 21:50:29 * Morgan lets him go Nov 16 21:50:56 Thank you, for trusting me with your son... I'll carry your message to... Nov 16 21:52:56 Lieutenant And Frau Dieppe. Nov 16 21:53:23 Lieutenant Dieppe and 'that Claudia' Nov 16 21:53:35 * Edward nods Nov 16 21:54:10 Indeed Nov 16 21:54:41 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:54:52 I'll keep you informed Nov 16 21:55:04 * Edward nods, letting him go Nov 16 21:56:06 Would you send a servant to Molly, let her know I've gone to make preparations? Nov 16 21:56:44 I will Nov 16 21:57:25 * Morgan thanks him, fetching his coat and heading out to go to HeinzHarolds Nov 16 21:58:42 * Edward is now known as Claudia Nov 16 22:00:39 /me calls his name from behind him as he's going to the door Nov 16 22:02:08 * Morgan turns Nov 16 22:03:18 * Claudia looks so different. The only thing leather are her boots. She's in a dress with a big shawl on top, her hair mostly down. She's filled out a little, not so muscular and lean. She still looks cross though Nov 16 22:03:36 What the hell were you playing at, leaving Heinzharold like that?! Nov 16 22:04:25 I... I was hurting. I wanted to die, I couldn't be here Nov 16 22:05:13 * Claudia comes closer "He was hurting too. You shouldn't have left him!" Nov 16 22:06:55 * Morgan shakes his head, not moving, leaving himself wide open to any sort of attack Nov 16 22:07:11 No. I shouldn't have left either of you... I should've told you where I was going. Nov 16 22:07:52 Some of us had lost so much we didn't have anything left to lose, and you still... you still left us. Nov 16 22:08:29 * Morgan nods, tears rolling down his cheeks as he slumps to the floor Nov 16 22:09:35 * Claudia kneels on the ground hugging him hard "I hate you, you fucking asshole." But she's crying too, and holding on like she'll never let go Nov 16 22:10:27 * Morgan speaks through sobs Nov 16 22:10:40 I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Nov 16 22:11:20 * Claudia shushes him then, rocking him maternally. She smells faintly of baby and breast milk Nov 16 22:12:25 * Morgan slowly quiets Nov 16 22:14:12 * Claudia looks at him Nov 16 22:14:26 The fu-... the flip have you been? Nov 16 22:15:19 * Morgan wipes at his eyes Nov 16 22:16:03 Oh its a long story... was trying to get myself killed... but its gotten complicated. Nov 16 22:16:23 Do you want to walk, or go inside? Nov 16 22:16:51 walking... walking is good Nov 16 22:17:17 * Claudia nods, standing and walking Nov 16 22:17:32 * Morgan climbs up off the floor, moving beside her Nov 16 22:17:37 I'll have to go back before long Nov 16 22:17:45 I won't keep you Nov 16 22:20:01 * Claudia pulls her shawl tight Nov 16 22:20:08 What's complicated? Nov 16 22:21:15 Uhhh... developed feelings for someone but lost her to another... he mistreated her and their children... then got himself killed but his family... they wanted to take her children... Nov 16 22:22:45 Yeah. Complicated. Then what? Nov 16 22:24:04 I, uhhh... brought her here... to keep them safe... figured I'd set them up in a cottage somewhere... but there was still something there... Nov 16 22:24:26 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:24:47 Can't wish feelings away once you've caught them Nov 16 22:25:02 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:25:44 We, uhhh, we talked about marriage, figured we had time to think about it but, ummm... we don't. Nov 16 22:25:58 * Claudia glances at him Nov 16 22:26:03 Knocked her up? Nov 16 22:26:28 Looks that way Nov 16 22:26:36 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:26:46 It happens. Now what? Nov 16 22:27:23 I need to find a priest with flexible commitments to the normal rules Nov 16 22:27:35 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:27:46 We arrived right on schedule then Nov 16 22:28:03 Looks that way... you've changed... Nov 16 22:28:16 No sh-... sugar. Nov 16 22:28:49 How'd that happen? Nov 16 22:30:15 DeeDee and I were riding around Eisen looking for you. God he was bloody annoying. Then bit by bit we started getting on. Then one night we ended up having sex. You know how it goes Nov 16 22:31:20 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:31:22 You happy? Nov 16 22:32:01 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:32:59 Yeah. Took some adjusting too, but yeah. We have a school, teaching combat. A baby too *she smiles* Nov 16 22:33:19 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:33:23 I'm happy for you Nov 16 22:34:11 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:35:27 You can meet them in a minute. I never thought I wanted all the domestic sh-... stuff. But god, Morgan... the flipping peace and quiet in my head... Nov 16 22:36:26 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 16 22:36:31 Yeah... yeah I know Nov 16 22:36:53 You happy? New baby on the way... Nov 16 22:37:27 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:37:31 Overall, yeah Nov 16 22:37:47 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:38:03 Take what you can get where happiness is concerned Nov 16 22:38:15 Its difficult being back here Nov 16 22:38:28 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:38:41 Are you staying? Nov 16 22:38:55 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:39:02 Yes... I am... we are... Nov 16 22:39:41 * Claudia nods Nov 16 22:40:10 *there's a crying from the house* Nov 16 22:41:28 I think thats a call for you Nov 16 22:41:55 * Claudia nods, fidgeting with the shawl and turning back the way they came Nov 16 22:42:07 She has my lungs, doesn't she? Nov 16 22:42:37 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:42:40 Sounds like it, aye Nov 16 22:45:24 * Claudia lets them in, going to the parlour. The man stood with the baby is tall, blonde, handsome, and in good shape. The baby in the blanket looks very small in his arms, only two or three months Nov 16 22:45:47 * Morgan inclines his head Nov 16 22:45:54 You must be Lieutenant Dieppe Nov 16 22:46:51 *he bows, Claudia taking the baby who quiets a little* D: Yes, my Lord. I am honoured to meet you Nov 16 22:47:40 * Morgan offers his hand Nov 16 22:47:45 Whatever for? Nov 16 22:48:22 *DeeDee shakes it* How much my wife loves you Is recommendation enough Nov 16 22:49:42 * Morgan glances at Claudia, looking decidedly touched before looking back to DeeDee Nov 16 22:50:00 My brother has asked me to reiterate that you are welcome to stay in the big 'ouse Nov 16 22:50:13 * Claudia is making the same shushing noise to the child Nov 16 22:50:59 D: We will? *Claudia nods, and he smiles at Morgan* We will. Nov 16 22:51:30 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:51:40 He will be pleased Nov 16 22:52:50 * Claudia comes to Morgan "someone else has heard all about you too" Nov 16 22:53:15 * Morgan looks at the child Nov 16 22:53:26 In such a short time... poor thing Nov 16 22:54:46 *She's blonde, with a sweet face. Claudia, hands frequently around sword pommels with savagery cradles her daughter very gently* Nov 16 22:55:38 What a beautiful little girl. I'm happy for you... Nov 16 22:55:58 Gretchen. She's named for my mother Nov 16 22:56:21 Hello Gretchen... its a pleasure to meet you Nov 16 22:56:35 Do you want a cuddle? Nov 16 22:56:51 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:56:55 I would love to Nov 16 22:57:25 * Claudia hands her over. She's so much lighter than Jemmy was Nov 16 22:58:12 * Morgan rocks her gently Nov 16 22:58:52 *DeeDee looks at Claudia with a smile, then comes over to put an arm around her waist. She smiles at her husband briefly before watching them* Nov 16 22:58:59 It's good to have you back Nov 16 22:59:46 * Morgan nods Nov 16 22:59:56 Its difficult but... good to be home, y'know? Nov 16 23:00:28 * Claudia nods, smiling with a softness he's never seen before Nov 16 23:00:58 D: My Lord... what would you think about having a training school in Sudlachenburg? Nov 16 23:01:46 A training school... like... an academy sort of thing? Nov 16 23:03:06 D: Something small, maybe run by a formidable woman... Nov 16 23:03:31 * Morgan looks at Claudia Nov 16 23:03:34 You're coming home? Nov 16 23:03:38 * Claudia looks at DeeDee "You want to move here?!" Nov 16 23:04:13 *DeeDee shrugs* I go where my world goes. If my two girls will thrive here, I will come here Nov 16 23:05:12 * Claudia looks very happy, looking to Morgan Nov 16 23:05:17 I might be Nov 16 23:05:23 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:05:31 You'd have to convince my father... Nov 16 23:05:58 D: I only have to convince Tiggy, then he'll do the leg work Nov 16 23:06:23 Tiggy? Nov 16 23:06:36 That's what they call Edward Nov 16 23:07:52 right... I see... Nov 16 23:08:47 *HH comes in behind them* Hey, she didn't kill you! Nov 16 23:09:22 Kiss my a-... uhh... hand, Heinzharold. Nov 16 23:09:28 Felt like it, though... Nov 16 23:09:44 *DeeDee kisses her crown* Nov 16 23:10:03 HH: spanked you. Nov 16 23:10:04 ? Nov 16 23:11:07 * Morgan ignores him, looking at the child in his arms Nov 16 23:11:42 *the baby sucks her fingers* Nov 16 23:12:06 HH: Love at first sight, man? Nov 16 23:12:35 She's gorgeous, aint she Nov 16 23:13:18 *He nods* like yer little one up the big 'Ouse. Those green eyes, man Nov 16 23:14:26 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:14:30 I'm adopting them... Nov 16 23:15:12 HH: *he smiles* looks like everything's comin' together nicely Nov 16 23:15:52 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:15:56 Looks like... Nov 16 23:16:00 *The noise that comes from the lower end of the baby rather ruins the moment* Nov 16 23:16:21 Do that to everyone you meet, do you? Nov 16 23:17:38 * Claudia laughs "she pretty much does" Nov 16 23:17:53 Good job you're cute... Nov 16 23:18:24 *DeeDee holds out his hands* I'll do it whilst you all catch up Nov 16 23:18:34 * Morgan gently hands the baby over Nov 16 23:18:47 HH: I know man, it's got me outta loadsa scrapes Nov 16 23:19:50 Funny how some things change completely and others haven't changed at all... Nov 16 23:21:13 HH: we're still family... Nov 16 23:21:27 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:21:44 * Claudia smiles "violent family..." Nov 16 23:22:02 * Morgan blows air between his lips Nov 16 23:22:05 You've no idea Nov 16 23:22:18 HH: Baby-makin' family Nov 16 23:22:45 * Claudia looks at Morgan "think he realises how gross that sounds?" Nov 16 23:22:54 He's not that bright Nov 16 23:25:31 *from the floor by the fire, DeeDee says "wow, Gretchy, that's impressive... who weighs about half as much now? It's you, my little treasure... my stinky little treasure" Nov 16 23:26:00 * Morgan frowns, looking towards the window Nov 16 23:26:52 *It's raining. The water seems really loud. This makes him wake up* Nov 16 23:27:33 * Morgan fidgets, checking the time Nov 16 23:29:54 *there's a candle lit, and she is behind the screen again. It's about half after five* Nov 16 23:30:14 You alright my love? Nov 16 23:30:29 * Claudia is now known as Molly Nov 16 23:30:47 * Molly comes out, drying her hands Nov 16 23:30:53 Sorry, I woke you... Nov 16 23:31:07 No, I woke anyway Nov 16 23:31:56 * Molly is still naked, and her skin is cool when she gets in beside him Nov 16 23:33:03 I'll be getting dressed shortly Nov 16 23:33:23 * Molly nods sadly Nov 16 23:33:39 A pity, when my course has finished. Nov 16 23:34:40 * Morgan sighs Nov 16 23:34:53 I'm sorry ,y love Nov 16 23:35:17 No, it's fine liebling Nov 16 23:35:32 How did you sleep? Nov 16 23:35:47 Alright I suppose... I feel a little wrung out Nov 16 23:35:59 Why, my love? Nov 16 23:37:07 Its just quite emotional Nov 16 23:37:30 * Molly props up, tapping her chest of her heart Nov 16 23:37:39 Over* Nov 16 23:37:44 * Morgan puts his head on her chest Nov 16 23:37:53 I'm alright... its just hard to shrug off Nov 16 23:38:08 * Molly strokes his hair Nov 16 23:38:14 Do you need magic? Nov 16 23:38:54 No, this is enough Nov 16 23:39:21 * Molly keeps stroking Nov 16 23:39:44 I could sing? There's a little time until the dawn watch still Nov 16 23:40:20 I'm alright love... I saw Claudia, married... Nov 16 23:40:37 Huh... how strange Nov 16 23:41:14 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 23:42:54 Not especially... its just another path Nov 16 23:44:10 Was she happy? Nov 16 23:44:15 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:44:31 Very... *he sends her an image of Claudia from the dream* Nov 16 23:44:42 Called their little girl Gretchen, after her mother... Nov 16 23:45:55 Oh. Wow. Nov 16 23:46:19 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:46:24 Yes, very Nov 16 23:47:28 * Molly strokes his hair again Nov 16 23:47:46 It's hard to imagine that sort of life for her Nov 16 23:47:51 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:47:58 Aye... aye it is Nov 16 23:48:52 You feel bad that we are not on that path? Nov 16 23:49:54 I would prefer that she did not have to suffer as she does Nov 16 23:50:35 * Molly nods Nov 16 23:50:49 It is hard to witness someone you love in pain, I know Nov 16 23:51:33 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:52:44 Who was she married to? Nov 16 23:53:12 One Lieutenant Dieppe Nov 16 23:53:20 Oh dear Nov 16 23:53:29 Oh dear? Nov 16 23:54:16 He was also is a better position, if he could face experiencing a pregnant wife and a baby Nov 16 23:54:29 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:54:32 I suppose so, yes Nov 16 23:54:40 * Molly sighs Nov 16 23:54:59 It's not the path we're on... we cannot change that Nov 16 23:55:13 no Nov 16 23:57:50 * Molly kisses his crown Nov 16 23:58:18 This was one of the most closely aligned to the paths we are on? Nov 16 23:58:49 The one where you had married Jaeger Nov 16 23:59:29 That one is very near, isn't it Nov 16 23:59:35 * Morgan nods Nov 16 23:59:37 Fairly, yes