**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Nov 5 00:00:01 2022 Nov 05 00:00:01 I do not understand half of what I do, my love, and I yearn to know and understand more... Nov 05 00:01:11 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:01:24 * Molly sighs Nov 05 00:02:09 I could devote my life to this, learning everything, healing everything... all the people like Otto who can be saved... Nov 05 00:02:32 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:03:34 Everyone needs me, my love, and I cannot heal everyone Nov 05 00:04:04 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:04:07 That is painful Nov 05 00:04:17 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:05:45 Oh yes. When I think of mothers and babies lost in birth, children so poorly, men from the War in pain still, older people losing their eyesight, gosh how it pains me to do nothing. Nov 05 00:06:20 You are working to save the future my love Nov 05 00:06:42 Is that enough? Nov 05 00:07:19 More than, I'd say Nov 05 00:07:54 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:08:16 You're right. I have to focus on that, not brood on what I cannot do Nov 05 00:08:24 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:08:45 You're working towards creating a better future for _everyone_ blossom.... Nov 05 00:08:59 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:09:20 I know, my love Nov 05 00:10:42 * Molly is thoughtful briefly Nov 05 00:10:50 I'm sorry about this morning... I couldn't bear the guilt Nov 05 00:11:14 It's alright. That must have been so horrible for you Nov 05 00:12:29 * Morgan lays his head against her Nov 05 00:12:40 Varick seemed to... perk up I suppose Nov 05 00:12:48 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:12:57 But you feel no better? Nov 05 00:13:36 It is abating, slowly Nov 05 00:13:51 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:13:59 Can I help somehow? Nov 05 00:14:33 Forgive me Nov 05 00:14:54 It did not even happen, my love Nov 05 00:15:13 But I pushed you away regardless Nov 05 00:15:35 I understand why Nov 05 00:15:45 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:17:33 I do forgive you for leaving like that, not accepting my magic, and not wishing to talk Nov 05 00:19:01 The magic could not ease the place that needed to be calmed. I went to train. Nov 05 00:19:23 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:19:27 That helped? Nov 05 00:19:58 Usually does Nov 05 00:20:28 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:20:40 And we are alright now? Nov 05 00:21:00 I still feel that guilt but... yes. Nov 05 00:21:13 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:21:44 It will not be a problem next time I do that for you? Nov 05 00:22:12 I don't think so... but we will not know until... Nov 05 00:22:28 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:22:41 Yes... I suppose so... Nov 05 00:24:47 * Molly sighs Nov 05 00:25:03 Alright, we do not need to worry about that now Nov 05 00:25:52 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:26:24 I am not angry about it. I know you would never choose to hurt me like that Nov 05 00:27:17 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:27:40 Still... I am sorry. Its not that I wanted to be away from you... I couldn't face you Nov 05 00:28:38 No, that's not what I meant. Like in the dream. I know you'd never hurt me that way on purpose Nov 05 00:29:03 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:29:08 Even so Nov 05 00:29:34 Your dreams and getting stuck... I am so careful, my love Nov 05 00:30:10 * Morgan shifts, touching his pendant Nov 05 00:30:19 I don't know about getting stuck... Nov 05 00:30:29 * Molly shrugs Nov 05 00:30:59 I do not touch you like that when you are asleep, just incase Nov 05 00:31:33 * Morgan sighs Nov 05 00:31:46 I hate that you feel you have to withhold yourself Nov 05 00:32:01 I would not want to hurt you that way Nov 05 00:32:12 I know Nov 05 00:32:48 Did you know you are frequently stirred to action in your sleep? Nov 05 00:33:55 No... I didn't Nov 05 00:34:47 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:35:16 I feel you against my bottom or my thigh, but you do not move or wake Nov 05 00:35:31 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:35:33 sorry Nov 05 00:35:43 * Molly laughs Nov 05 00:35:49 I am not scolding you! Nov 05 00:36:38 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:36:40 Alright Nov 05 00:36:57 I thought perhaps you already knew this, from before. Nov 05 00:37:59 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 05 00:38:01 Had no idea Nov 05 00:38:24 I am reliable informed that that is the way most men's bodies work Nov 05 00:39:25 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:39:26 Alright Nov 05 00:39:39 This troubles you somehow? Nov 05 00:39:49 No, I can't say it does Nov 05 00:40:10 Would it, if I had told you when we first wed? Nov 05 00:41:09 Why would it? Nov 05 00:42:14 It's involuntary, perhaps I might have found it demanding? Nov 05 00:42:42 I suppose so Nov 05 00:43:39 I like it though. But if it was not for having to be cautious, I suspect my hands and mouth would wander very often! Nov 05 00:44:25 Perhaps... once we are sure I do not get stuck this month... Nov 05 00:45:04 Would you like it? Nov 05 00:45:13 I'd like to try it Nov 05 00:46:58 * Molly nods Nov 05 00:47:28 Mmmhmmm... sixteen seventy one seems to have brought out a desire to experiment in you, my love Nov 05 00:47:51 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:47:56 Yes... it has rather Nov 05 00:48:15 My course is due in five days... Nov 05 00:48:55 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:49:13 Don't have to wait long to see if the pendant works then Nov 05 00:49:24 Assuming it comes... Nov 05 00:50:10 I would think it will Nov 05 00:50:34 Yes, I think so... but... Nov 05 00:51:38 But? Nov 05 00:51:55 But... it would be nice if it didn't Nov 05 00:52:01 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:52:05 I don't see it... Nov 05 00:52:32 No. There are no indicators that I am with child Nov 05 00:53:33 * Morgan nods Nov 05 00:54:32 * Molly is quiet before saying Nov 05 00:54:37 Liebes herz? Nov 05 00:55:15 Yes? Nov 05 00:55:23 Your... erotic fondness for pregnancy...? Nov 05 00:56:17 Yes? Nov 05 00:56:49 Is that all women who are increasing ? Nov 05 00:57:25 Not that I've noticed... I find it beautiful in all women but... thats not the same Nov 05 00:57:56 It is specifically carrying -your- child? Nov 05 00:58:34 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 00:58:37 I hadn't thought about it Nov 05 00:58:59 Would you think about it for me? I am curious Nov 05 01:00:23 * Morgan nods Nov 05 01:00:25 Alright Nov 05 01:00:37 * Molly nods Nov 05 01:00:52 Do you need more reassurance? Nov 05 01:01:17 * Morgan sighs Nov 05 01:01:21 No, I don't think so Nov 05 01:01:47 If something like that ever happens, we will deal with it, my love Nov 05 01:02:20 * Morgan nods Nov 05 01:02:26 Alright Nov 05 01:03:26 It is too painful to discuss? Nov 05 01:04:03 At the moment, yes Nov 05 01:04:08 * Molly nods Nov 05 01:04:41 But you feel we need to, when it is less raw? The dreams of Dietlinde and Seb and how we are to manage them? Nov 05 01:05:05 * Morgan nods Nov 05 01:05:15 I don't think we are in the proper mindset to deal with it properly Nov 05 01:06:28 Would you tell me about your first dream then? Nov 05 01:07:53 I had made it back to Insel... Nov 05 01:08:47 From being sent off the ship by Colonel Fuchs? Nov 05 01:09:15 * Morgan nods Nov 05 01:09:43 she... you... were definitely pregnant Nov 05 01:09:56 Oh? How so? Nov 05 01:11:31 You were naked in the stream... your belly was rounded and firm... when I put my ear to it, I could hear the childs heartbeat Nov 05 01:11:47 Was that sweet, or erotic? Nov 05 01:12:27 _that_ was sweet... it is an incredible thing Nov 05 01:13:32 I meant me naked and pregnant in the stream... but I do imagine hearing the heartbeat would be beautiful Nov 05 01:15:00 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 05 01:18:18 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Nov 05 11:47:56 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Nov 05 11:49:42 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Nov 05 11:51:43 * Morgan nods Nov 05 11:51:43 she... you... were definitely pregnant Nov 05 11:51:43 Oh? How so? Nov 05 11:51:43 You were naked in the stream... your belly was rounded and firm... when I put my ear to it, I could hear the childs heartbeat Nov 05 11:51:43 Was that sweet, or erotic? Nov 05 11:51:46 _that_ was sweet... it is an incredible thing Nov 05 11:51:50 I meant me naked and pregnant in the stream... but I do imagine hearing the heartbeat would be beautifu Nov 05 11:51:52 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 11:51:56 Maybe it develops over time... Nov 05 11:53:11 What does, my love? Nov 05 11:53:34 the... desire it causes Nov 05 11:54:30 It is most prominent in the later stages? Nov 05 11:56:20 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 11:57:21 It's alright, my love, you do not need to feel awkward about it Nov 05 11:59:27 I don't know... its not like I suddenly though 'hey, I want you even more now' Nov 05 12:00:03 * MollyK nods Nov 05 12:00:12 I suppose so Nov 05 12:01:14 I'm glad about it though Nov 05 12:01:50 Oh? Nov 05 12:02:27 I have not been relishing the idea of eight pregnancies where you lose all attraction to me Nov 05 12:02:44 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:02:47 You needn't worry Nov 05 12:02:54 * MollyK nods Nov 05 12:03:09 Good. Did that dream go blue? Nov 05 12:03:23 No Nov 05 12:03:48 Oh dear. Nov 05 12:04:41 * Morgan nods, sighing Nov 05 12:04:43 aye Nov 05 12:05:57 What do you think will happen? Nov 05 12:06:46 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 12:06:50 I have no idea Nov 05 12:07:51 * MollyK nods Nov 05 12:08:13 Hopefully everyone will have a better night tonight Nov 05 12:08:39 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:08:45 Should I talk to Inga? Nov 05 12:11:02 Yes, maybe when we stop for lunch? Nov 05 12:11:25 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:11:26 Alright Nov 05 12:13:26 * MollyK takes a deep breath then lets it out "What do you think of my cloak modification?" With his hands in the holes at the back, he's been able to hold on to her waist better, like in the summer, brown moleskin waistcoat smooth and warm Nov 05 12:14:23 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:14:27 I like it Nov 05 12:16:02 Me too. I feel closer to you if there aren't so many layers in between Nov 05 12:17:21 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:19:25 On a much better day, I think it could be very good fun indeed Nov 05 12:20:04 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:20:05 I agree Nov 05 12:22:22 * MollyK looks around Nov 05 12:22:49 It cannot be far from here that there is a certain special tree Nov 05 12:23:46 No, I shouldn't think so Nov 05 12:24:22 That was very bold of us, wasn't it? Nov 05 12:25:31 Oh extremely Nov 05 12:25:42 Entirely out of character for me... or it was, anyway Nov 05 12:26:27 * MollyK nods Nov 05 12:26:48 It started in the stable, and has escalated since Nov 05 12:27:02 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:27:04 Indeed it has Nov 05 12:28:31 I think perhaps before that my natural submissiveness might have seemed like passivity, or having only a mild interest in it? Nov 05 12:28:49 * Morgan thinks for a moment Nov 05 12:28:53 I suppose it might have Nov 05 12:29:32 It is automatic for me to follow your lead... Nov 05 12:29:48 Most of the time... Nov 05 12:29:58 * MollyK giggles Nov 05 12:30:03 In the bedroom. Nov 05 12:30:23 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:30:24 Quite Nov 05 12:30:36 I do try outside it too Nov 05 12:30:48 Oh? Nov 05 12:31:39 I trust your judgment, I just have strong opinions. It's all the Eisen I have in me, mon petit chou Nov 05 12:32:40 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:33:47 It was never that I am not passionate, or do not think of intimacy. Nov 05 12:34:12 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:35:07 In some ways, it's fortunate that you were... umm... *she can't find the right word, so goes with * Saint Morgan Nov 05 12:35:33 * Morgan sighs Nov 05 12:35:36 Why? Nov 05 12:36:31 Because you were not thinking of everything you were missing out on. You were not missing me being a very active instigator Nov 05 12:37:13 I can see the sense in that Nov 05 12:38:47 Do you not think it fortunate? Do you wish you had had more experiences? Nov 05 12:39:08 That goes against my nature, I think Nov 05 12:39:20 * MollyK nods Nov 05 12:39:26 Hold me tighter please? Nov 05 12:39:31 * Morgan does so Nov 05 12:40:33 Now that we have explored so much more and hit new heights of intensity, do you wish you had been more experimental with her? Nov 05 12:41:29 No... thats not who I was then... not who we were Nov 05 12:41:40 * MollyK nods Nov 05 12:42:17 And you like it that I had never even been properly kissed before you, let alone having no carnal knowledge of a man? Nov 05 12:42:59 well... it seems a little unfair I suppose Nov 05 12:43:07 Does it? Nov 05 12:43:12 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:43:25 Is your faith in my abilities simply lack of knowledge... Nov 05 12:43:40 * MollyK laughs quietly Nov 05 12:43:51 * Morgan scowls Nov 05 12:44:16 I think the fact that I could no longer peak anymore the other night shows that you need have no concern! Nov 05 12:44:35 perhaps Nov 05 12:44:51 That worries you though? Nov 05 12:45:00 * Morgan nods Nov 05 12:45:02 Yes it does Nov 05 12:45:06 Why? Nov 05 12:45:31 As with all things... what if I am not the man people think I am, that I try to be Nov 05 12:46:19 If she was perfectly satisfied with you, and I am perfectly satisfied with you, that is surely what you want? Nov 05 12:47:24 I suppose so Nov 05 12:48:22 Well, I will not be loaning you to my friends to have your prowess verified! Nov 05 12:48:57 No... quite Nov 05 12:50:47 Do you worry about your prowess with me because of Seb? Nov 05 12:52:13 Possibly I suppose Nov 05 12:52:23 * MollyK nods Nov 05 12:52:36 I've been thinking about that Nov 05 12:53:33 Why? Nov 05 12:54:39 Because we can tell him about it all. We can forewarn him, and he and I could come to an arrangement that means we would do our duty to the Nibelungen and nothing more Nov 05 12:57:37 What... _exactly_... do you mean? Nov 05 12:58:53 Well, there would be ways I could get pregnant without having intercourse Nov 05 13:00:16 * Morgan breathes out slowly Nov 05 13:00:35 I don't think... that that planning would work... if I die, you are going to develop feelings for him. Nov 05 13:00:57 That is what they think! Nov 05 13:01:53 The more you work against them, the less use they will be to us Nov 05 13:03:35 They cannot make me love him against my will. Nov 05 13:04:17 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 13:05:05 I can have his children without ever bedding him, I think. Nov 05 13:05:35 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 13:05:49 Then have that conversation with him... and them Nov 05 13:06:00 You object? Nov 05 13:06:10 I do not wish to think about it Nov 05 13:06:53 * MollyK sighs "I hate that I will have to sail those seas alone if that happens" Nov 05 13:08:02 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:08:19 I know love Nov 05 13:08:53 I would not have you to confide in, to guide me, and to help with all the guilt Nov 05 13:11:08 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:11:31 But you would have Inga, HeinzHarold, Edward... Nov 05 13:11:51 I suppose so Nov 05 13:12:40 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:13:11 Do you intend to ask the Nibelungen what happens for you if I die? Nov 05 13:14:41 No... if you die, all is lost Nov 05 13:15:04 But that does not mean life will not go on for you all Nov 05 13:15:26 No, but the world may end Nov 05 13:15:48 Or it might not. I find it hard to believe Nov 05 13:16:13 Perhaps that is the issue... that you do not believe what is to come Nov 05 13:16:49 Who could, really? Who could believe that they are the key to everything? Nov 05 13:17:28 * Morgan scratches his cheek Nov 05 13:17:56 Perhaps it is something you need to accept Nov 05 13:18:07 * MollyK shrugs "perhaps" Nov 05 13:20:59 * MollyK is quiet for about ten minutes Nov 05 13:21:07 I told Inga about your braid Nov 05 13:21:14 Oh? Nov 05 13:21:24 She says it's very sweet Nov 05 13:22:02 Little bit unconventional? Nov 05 13:22:09 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:22:18 She asked if it makes me feel possessive Nov 05 13:22:24 Why? Nov 05 13:22:48 Because anyone who sees it knows whose husband you are, like I have claimed you Nov 05 13:23:59 I see... and does it? Nov 05 13:24:10 Very slightly... Nov 05 13:25:07 Oh? Nov 05 13:25:53 It makes me feel... valued... and owned. Nov 05 13:26:30 Owned? Nov 05 13:26:37 * MollyK nods, saying nothing Nov 05 13:27:17 How... how so? Nov 05 13:28:24 Because my hair is a part of my body. You can take it as you wish, display it to others. Everyone sees that what was mine is yours, even just for decoration Nov 05 13:28:55 And how do you feel about that? Nov 05 13:29:18 * MollyK exhales suddenly, saying "oh I love that!" Nov 05 13:29:46 Really? Why? Nov 05 13:30:35 It is as if you are proudly showing what is yours, what you have laid claimed to and taken for your own Nov 05 13:31:27 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 05 13:31:29 I see... Nov 05 13:31:41 You do not like that I see it so? Nov 05 13:32:09 Did I say such? Nov 05 13:32:23 I was inviting discussion, that's all Nov 05 13:32:54 Oh... well.. I don't... hang on, your body is mine to take as I wish, display it to others? Nov 05 13:33:02 * MollyK giggles Nov 05 13:33:12 I did not mean quite like that Nov 05 13:33:24 * Morgan snorts Nov 05 13:33:27 Too late, you said it Nov 05 13:33:46 You have said before that no one gets to see my body but you Nov 05 13:34:07 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:34:22 I also said I'd never hurt you, but that turned out to be... inaccurate, in the cabin Nov 05 13:34:46 I... see... Nov 05 13:35:18 And you do not liike that... Nov 05 13:36:29 I am... perplexed. I do not understand what it is you're suggesting, or what has stripped that possesiveness from you to even consider it Nov 05 13:37:17 I'm not really... just... testing your limits, I suppose... and don't for a second think I have lost that possesiveness. You are _mine_. Nov 05 13:37:46 * MollyK nods a little "Alright, liebling" Nov 05 13:38:32 * Morgan sits up, looking round Nov 05 13:38:57 Stef is very clever to be able to do your hair that way Nov 05 13:39:12 .me nods Nov 05 13:39:24 Its similar to how her first husband had it I think Nov 05 13:39:35 That's interesting... Nov 05 13:39:42 Is it? Why? Nov 05 13:40:01 She says you remind her of Kristoff, and Heinzharold of Axel Nov 05 13:40:57 The hair was my choice... she offered to make it like HeinzHarolds, or just more... tidy than Rief left it. The colonel is quite grumpy, I suppose, so I can see that Nov 05 13:41:37 I like him. He is deep, very protective of her, and utterly adoring in their quiet times Nov 05 13:41:51 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:42:35 Whereas her first husband was more lively, silly, and more publicly devoted Nov 05 13:42:59 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:44:14 * MollyK nods too, guiding the horse around a big dip in the road Nov 05 13:44:28 * Morgan looks down at it as they pass Nov 05 13:45:00 *it's just worn road* There's too few of us for me to ride off at speed. I miss that though Nov 05 13:45:13 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:45:56 Its one of the many things I enjoy with Xantha... he, despite appearances, becomes almost... fluid, I suppose... and I don't need to pay that much attention to guiding him either Nov 05 13:46:03 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:46:20 One day I am going to coax him enough to be able to ride him Nov 05 13:46:32 He already likes you Nov 05 13:46:37 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:46:54 But like me and letting me mount him is not necessarily the same Nov 05 13:47:01 Liking* Nov 05 13:47:08 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:47:32 He is a... strange horse. Nov 05 13:47:40 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:47:49 Like his owner Nov 05 13:47:53 * MollyK giggles Nov 05 13:48:09 I feel I _should_ argue with that but I can't really Nov 05 13:48:17 * MollyK shakes her head Nov 05 13:48:33 No Nov 05 13:48:56 What will we do with them when we settle in Hafenlohr? Nov 05 13:49:04 What do you mean? Nov 05 13:49:16 Aurora, Xantha and the foal Nov 05 13:49:54 Bring them, I thought... While we sail they can go to Sudlachenburg, or stay with HeinzHarold and Inga... Nov 05 13:50:08 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:50:44 Four horses, a pony, a foal, a dog, god knows how many cats, and two falcons? Nov 05 13:51:42 Four horses? Nov 05 13:51:54 The palominos, Aurora, Xantha Nov 05 13:52:34 Mm... Do we _need_... I suppose, HeinzHarold and Inga, if we all go together, will need horses Nov 05 13:53:03 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:53:29 Indeed. And they will look good pulling coaches when we have to go Grafly things Nov 05 13:53:37 Do* Nov 05 13:53:38 * Morgan sighs Nov 05 13:53:42 I don't like riding in coaches Nov 05 13:53:55 No, but you are going to be the Graf Nov 05 13:54:27 Who arrives at functions on horseback Nov 05 13:55:07 Besides, sometimes they are quite bearable... *she giggles she send the image of their coach ride when they went on honey moon, looking up at him submissively as he's in her throat* Nov 05 13:55:19 * Morgan coughs Nov 05 13:55:22 Well... yes... Nov 05 13:55:27 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:55:38 Not all bad Nov 05 13:56:44 Oh and two part-time wolves Nov 05 13:56:57 The decision is made then? Nov 05 13:57:15 No, my love, it is your decision, but I think it is wise Nov 05 13:57:24 I'm inclined to agree Nov 05 13:57:36 * MollyK nods Nov 05 13:58:01 We will have the room for another child Nov 05 13:58:11 Ten... you realise that? Nov 05 13:58:17 At least Nov 05 13:58:25 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:58:52 I am not sure the plate is in falliable, faced with my fate Nov 05 13:59:05 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 13:59:15 It is hard for me to accept that Nov 05 13:59:32 We will see when I am increasing for number nine! Nov 05 14:00:08 I suppose so... *he pauses* I've asked HeinzHarold to have a forge built at Haefenlor Nov 05 14:00:19 That would be lovely Nov 05 14:00:25 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:00:38 Useful but... thats not why I want it Nov 05 14:00:42 No? Nov 05 14:00:46 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 05 14:01:18 His children won't get to meet his da... but they can have that connection to him. I'm going to ask him to show Varick, get him working metal... Nov 05 14:01:27 * MollyK nods Nov 05 14:01:42 I'd like that. Our other sons and daughters too Nov 05 14:01:47 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:02:22 Varick doing it will be partly for a practical reason... given the strength he already has, it will be a good way to get some of the energy out... hang on... daughters? In a forge? Nov 05 14:03:17 Given the unconventionality of you and Jarvie, and my wilfulness, there's a good chance we will have at least one daughter who is... spirited. Nov 05 14:04:28 I suppose so Nov 05 14:04:33 * MollyK tilts her head "do you even -need- a forge anymore?" Nov 05 14:04:51 I was just wondering that... Nov 05 14:05:13 You are certainly adept at cooling too... *she shivers a little* Nov 05 14:05:44 * Morgan chuckles Nov 05 14:05:47 You liked that? Nov 05 14:06:05 Oh god yes. That's delicious Nov 05 14:06:10 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:06:27 I shall do it for you with ice and coffee Nov 05 14:06:49 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:06:50 Alright Nov 05 14:07:40 Hmmm I wonder if I would need to... I wonder if I could just tell your nerves that sensation was there... Nov 05 14:08:05 * Morgan takes a hand from her cloak, holding it out in front of her Nov 05 14:08:08 Try... Nov 05 14:09:12 * MollyK puts one hand on his, concentrating. He feels his neck prickle, and a very warm sensation like a coffee-heated mouth around his manhood Nov 05 14:10:30 Uhhh... yes... that works... I actually meant to try on my hand but... alright Nov 05 14:11:08 Oh! *it stops* sorry, my love Nov 05 14:12:47 Why do you touch me? You can affect people without it now... Nov 05 14:13:15 It is significantly more difficult Nov 05 14:13:58 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:14:10 pity... imagine the havoc you could wreak at court Nov 05 14:14:28 Making people spontaneously spend themselves... Nov 05 14:15:25 I wasn't thinking quite _that_ far Nov 05 14:15:37 How far were you thinking? Nov 05 14:16:48 Warm feeling... cold feeling... feeling like they wet themselves, maybe... Nov 05 14:17:29 I think I could make them wet themselves. It's only a few muscles to relax Nov 05 14:18:19 Maybe a bit far, in terms of social consequences... Nov 05 14:18:56 Mmm... maybe I should practice that, my love... *she gently squeezes his hand* Nov 05 14:19:28 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:19:36 Now, yes? Nov 05 14:19:56 Uhhh... which are you planning to practice? Nov 05 14:20:17 The bladder muscles being released Nov 05 14:20:40 ummm... maybe... not? Nov 05 14:20:45 * MollyK starts giggling Nov 05 14:21:01 Would I do that to you? Nov 05 14:21:43 Probably not Nov 05 14:21:59 Heinzharold though... Nov 05 14:22:12 That might be what I was thinking... Nov 05 14:22:21 * MollyK laughs Nov 05 14:23:02 Though I did do that already with my dream about your father and you instructing him on how to orally pleasure! Nov 05 14:23:28 Oh? Nov 05 14:23:58 You do not recall that he laughed so hard he lost control of it? Nov 05 14:24:32 Oh... oh yes Nov 05 14:24:56 * MollyK nods Nov 05 14:25:22 I won't do it to you, I promise. I would like to sense through your climax and release one day though Nov 05 14:25:52 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:25:54 Alright love Nov 05 14:27:13 I would like to compare mine to yours, to see whether I can tweak yours so it feels more like mine Nov 05 14:27:54 Oh... right, ok... Nov 05 14:28:15 Not forever, just so you could experience it Nov 05 14:30:01 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:30:03 Alright Nov 05 14:30:18 You do not wish that? Nov 05 14:30:41 No, I'm willing to try it Nov 05 14:30:52 * MollyK nods Nov 05 14:31:13 You say that a lot lately, my love... Nov 05 14:31:21 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:31:23 I know Nov 05 14:31:51 Put your arm back in, my love, you'll get cold Nov 05 14:32:18 * Morgan does so Nov 05 14:33:06 * MollyK settles back against him, relaxing "It will not be long til lunch, then you can speak with Inga?" Nov 05 14:33:31 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:33:33 aye Nov 05 14:34:10 You will need to speak with the others too? Nov 05 14:34:31 I suppose so, yes... you think that back there was the cause of it? Nov 05 14:34:52 It makes a sort of sense to me. Lots of ghosts, lots of guilt Nov 05 14:35:12 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:35:19 Perhaps its the only way they could reach out Nov 05 14:35:27 * MollyK nods Nov 05 14:35:42 And now they're gone, thanks to you Nov 05 14:36:04 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 14:36:11 I don't like gallows Nov 05 14:36:23 Because of Marcheline? Nov 05 14:36:55 partly Nov 05 14:37:10 * MollyK looks over her shoulder at his expression Nov 05 14:37:14 Something else? Nov 05 14:37:19 * Morgan looks at her, looking uncomfortable Nov 05 14:37:45 You can tell me, my love. You know I will love you no matter what Nov 05 14:38:38 Kaufmann tried to have me court marshalled for mutiny... the sentence for that is hanging. I've had an intense dislike for gallows ever since Nov 05 14:39:46 I'm sorry. He is a despicable man, and will get hurt if I ever see him. Nov 05 14:40:02 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 14:40:26 He represents the worst in command... arrogance, ignorance, cruelty and an unwavering belief that he is infallible Nov 05 14:41:04 * MollyK nods, resting her head to him "Yes" Nov 05 14:42:14 If we have to have executions in Gottkirchen I would want to do it myself. Nov 05 14:42:17 Ghosts or not, that gallows was being destroyed as soon as I saw it. Nov 05 14:42:22 * Morgan frowns Nov 05 14:42:27 I don't think thats a good idea Nov 05 14:43:00 There is not a method on Theah that can do it as quickly or gently as I Nov 05 14:43:14 Nor one that will get you lynched any quicker Nov 05 14:43:29 Assuming anyone knew Nov 05 14:43:47 * Morgan frowns Nov 05 14:43:53 Its something we would need to discuss further Nov 05 14:44:14 Mmhmm Nov 05 14:44:42 You hate it, but you also see it is merciful? Nov 05 14:45:15 Maybe Nov 05 14:45:23 * MollyK nods Nov 05 14:45:31 I am glad you destroyed them Nov 05 14:45:52 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:46:54 I wish you had told me before Marcheline's hanging... Nov 05 14:48:37 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 14:48:42 We were busy Nov 05 14:48:46 I would have been with you. I would have supported you. Nov 05 14:48:59 I wouldn't have allowed it... it was too dangerous Nov 05 14:49:09 * MollyK sighs Nov 05 14:49:27 I know, but my heart hurts that you faced that alone nonetheless Nov 05 14:50:30 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:50:34 I was alright Nov 05 14:52:37 You are very resilient Nov 05 14:53:19 I suppose so Nov 05 14:54:54 I think we have resolved that issue. Just an awful night Nov 05 14:55:21 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:55:24 Yes, I think so Nov 05 14:55:42 * MollyK nods Nov 05 14:56:06 Maybe you can go back to your regular horrors instead! Nov 05 14:56:29 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:56:33 That'd be simpler Nov 05 14:57:09 I'd like to know what happens next when I am your nurse, that one sounds nice Nov 05 15:03:12 Where did we get to? Nov 05 15:10:26 You'd hurt both arms, I was looking after you, you liked me and became aroused frequently around me... *she exhales slowly* you were in such desperate need of release you tried thrusting against the sheets in hopes of release, but it didn't work. Nov 05 16:03:26 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 05 16:16:41 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Nov 05 18:03:47 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 05 18:05:32 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Nov 05 18:06:31 [14:57:32] MollyK: You'd hurt both arms, I was looking after you, you liked me and became aroused frequently around me... *she exhales slowly* you were in such desperate need of release you tried thrusting against the sheets in hopes of release, but it didn't work. Nov 05 18:08:27 Eventually you realised and... ummm... assisted me Nov 05 18:08:48 * MollyK nods Nov 05 18:09:42 It was your first time? Nov 05 18:10:22 doing... Nov 05 18:10:32 Being... assisted Nov 05 18:11:08 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:12:50 It was pleasant? Or awkward? Nov 05 18:13:57 Awkward to begin with but... the relief... Nov 05 18:14:11 Mmmmmmmmhmmm it was good? Nov 05 18:14:40 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:14:41 Very Nov 05 18:15:24 I wish I could have dreamt that, my love! Nov 05 18:17:38 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:17:43 aye Nov 05 18:18:28 Did I do that for all my patients, or just you? Nov 05 18:18:46 I didn't ask... I didn't wish to be jealous Nov 05 18:18:58 Would you have been? Nov 05 18:19:48 Oh yes... as I said, I was smitten Nov 05 18:19:55 * MollyK nods Nov 05 18:20:30 What happened after I'd... brought you off? Is that the term Heinzharold used? Nov 05 18:21:09 You said it'd need to be done every day... and that you fancied me Nov 05 18:21:18 * MollyK giggles Nov 05 18:21:32 Surely it wouldn't need to be done every day though?! Nov 05 18:22:43 You had... have quite the effect on me Nov 05 18:23:28 "Have"? Oh really? Are there many times you get aroused by me that I do not know of? Nov 05 18:23:50 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:24:20 How intriguing, my love! What is it that I do? Nov 05 18:24:42 A million little things you are not even aware of Nov 05 18:25:00 That's why I am asking, mon petit chou! Nov 05 18:25:25 Ah but that would be telling Nov 05 18:25:49 Mmm you are such a tease Nov 05 18:26:29 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 18:26:31 Sometimes Nov 05 18:29:49 Do you think I would have kept doing that for you then? Nov 05 18:31:19 I think so... Nov 05 18:33:11 Maybe I'll get lucky and dream it instead. I dare say it'd be very thrilling to experience it when it was still so new to you Nov 05 18:34:21 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 18:34:22 maybe Nov 05 18:34:39 You do not think so? Nov 05 18:34:58 I've no idea frankly Nov 05 18:35:54 * MollyK nods "what happened at the end?" Nov 05 18:36:23 We were interrupted by a doctor, talking about the Schneeskald further south than previously Nov 05 18:37:10 Oh, that's strange. Was it Joseff? Nov 05 18:37:28 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:37:42 Why was he talking about them? Nov 05 18:37:58 They'd been seen, I suppose... I don't know Nov 05 18:38:15 He was telling us? Warning us? Nov 05 18:38:54 No, he was talking to another doctor I think Nov 05 18:39:12 A little cum drunk, were we, my love? Nov 05 18:40:18 I was focussed rather on you Nov 05 18:40:37 I was still stroking you? Nov 05 18:41:15 No no no, all cleaned and tidied up by then Nov 05 18:41:56 Mmmm okay. Nov 05 18:42:19 I wonder who the other doctor was? Nov 05 18:43:40 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 18:43:42 No idea Nov 05 18:44:06 * MollyK nods "maybe we'll find out more if there is another?" Nov 05 18:45:22 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:45:23 Possibly Nov 05 18:46:34 * MollyK relaxes a little more Nov 05 18:46:48 How are you feeling now, my love? Nov 05 18:47:03 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 18:47:07 Somewhat better Nov 05 18:49:17 Good Nov 05 18:50:18 * MollyK stays quiet for a little while before saying Nov 05 18:50:54 Maybe in the spring when it's warmer I'll wear nothing beneath my cloak on the top half one day for you Nov 05 18:51:46 Oh? Nov 05 18:52:11 That would help you while away the dull riding hours, wouldn't it? Nov 05 18:53:41 * Morgan nods, looking round again Nov 05 18:53:45 It would, yes Nov 05 18:55:33 *it's all quiet, the occassional traveller this direction or the other, all tipping their hats as the nice carriage passes* Nov 05 18:55:44 Your hands would be nice and warm too Nov 05 18:56:50 Thats true... but if anything should happen, you'd be... exposed Nov 05 18:57:03 That's true Nov 05 18:57:40 Then people would see your apples *she giggles* Nov 05 18:58:05 well... thats not quite what I meant but... yes Nov 05 18:58:13 What did you mean? Nov 05 18:58:48 Exposed to danger... Nov 05 19:00:01 Why? Because you'd be off at the road side having to take yourself in hand? *she covers her mouth then, having spoken without caution* Nov 05 19:00:43 Let that slip, didn't you Nov 05 19:01:09 Mmhmm. Sorry, my love. Nov 05 19:01:35 Its alright sweetheart Nov 05 19:02:45 That's nice... you don't normally call me that *what he had done was call Dietlinde that in his dream, warning her that it was getting a bit close* Nov 05 19:03:07 * Morgan frowns Nov 05 19:03:54 Edward calls Mina that Nov 05 19:05:33 Does he? Nov 05 19:05:46 When he isn't calling her Mimi Nov 05 19:07:24 \/me nods Nov 05 19:07:27 Thats sweet Nov 05 19:07:32 * MollyK nods Nov 05 19:07:40 He calls her Mimi in bed Nov 05 19:08:49 Oh? Nov 05 19:09:49 And Heinzharold calls Inga things relevant to whatever make believe they are up to, or just lil darlin Nov 05 19:10:32 * Morgan nods Nov 05 19:10:51 I told them you call me Your Excellency Nov 05 19:12:24 You did not! Nov 05 19:13:40 Mmmmhmmm... "Oh god, your Excellency, your breasts are divine! Let me worship them with my tongue" Nov 05 19:14:17 Horseshoe Nov 05 19:14:24 horseshit Nov 05 19:14:53 Is it? Are they not divine? Do you not wish to worship them? Nov 05 19:16:28 Don't be silly, you know they are... what's horseshit is that you told them that Nov 05 19:16:41 Are you certain " Nov 05 19:17:57 Alright, I'll ask Nov 05 19:18:09 * MollyK nods Nov 05 19:18:34 Be my guest, my love. Ask Inga what she thinks you call me in the throes of your passion! Nov 05 19:19:18 * Morgan nods Nov 05 19:19:20 I shall Nov 05 19:19:36 Mmmhmmm Nov 05 19:19:45 Or I'll send a messenger to Stef... she'll answer without embarrassment... Nov 05 19:20:15 Absolutely she would Nov 05 19:21:30 * MollyK sounds happy and relaxed now Nov 05 19:22:40 I like that you are willing to curse around me Nov 05 19:23:31 Really? I would've thought it too... coarse Nov 05 19:23:41 * MollyK shakes her head Nov 05 19:24:19 I would not have you standing on formality with me like that. It shows you trust me, that you aren't desperately trying to impress me Nov 05 19:26:34 I'm always desperately trying to impress you Nov 05 19:27:09 * MollyK turns her head Nov 05 19:27:14 Really?! Nov 05 19:27:35 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 05 19:27:40 Of course... Nov 05 19:28:05 I am not sure how, or why? Nov 05 19:34:20 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 05 19:45:16 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Nov 05 19:45:27 [19:15:11] MollyK: I am not sure how, or why? Nov 05 19:46:21 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 19:46:35 In everything I do... your view of me is incredibly important to me Nov 05 19:47:10 Oh my love, you have nothing to prove Nov 05 19:47:42 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 19:49:40 You doubt my love, or just that you are deserving of it? Nov 05 19:49:47 The latter Nov 05 19:50:24 You are, my love. You are the best of men. Nov 05 19:51:06 No... I'm very far from it Nov 05 19:51:14 * MollyK shakes her head Nov 05 19:51:20 Horseshit. Nov 05 19:51:38 Language Nov 05 19:51:52 Really, my love?! Nov 05 19:52:04 * MollyK giggles Nov 05 19:53:27 I am simply not the good man you think me Nov 05 19:53:35 Whyever not? Nov 05 19:54:04 One example... you recall the fire on your way from Atemlos? The Freairrin had died? Nov 05 19:56:12 * MollyK shrugs Nov 05 19:56:19 Vaguely, my love Nov 05 19:56:34 That was my doing. She died by my hand. Nov 05 19:56:51 Why? *it's curious, not judgemental* Nov 05 19:57:55 She had her men collecting rents... if they could not pay, the women were raped. She saw them as cattle... I gave her the option to change... I tried to scare her, to have her feel those womens terror but... there was no changing her Nov 05 19:58:20 Then she deserved it. Nov 05 19:58:50 You have so much faith in me? Nov 05 19:59:07 Of course. I would not have married you otherwise. Nov 05 19:59:56 * Morgan nods, becoming quiet Nov 05 20:00:19 Have I said something wrong? Nov 05 20:00:40 * Morgan speaks quietly Nov 05 20:00:56 No love... I am humbled by your faith in me... Nov 05 20:01:06 I thought you knew? Nov 05 20:02:26 I rather thought that might change your mind Nov 05 20:02:35 * MollyK shakes her head Nov 05 20:02:52 Not even slightly. I am glad you did it Nov 05 20:03:12 I plunged them into turmoil Nov 05 20:03:17 Who? Nov 05 20:04:23 The people in the area... losing their Frearrin like that... Nov 05 20:05:13 * MollyK waves a hand "or they would have been subjected to their wives and daughters being raped. We are taught to fear men, we do not expect traitors of our own sex" Nov 05 20:05:29 * Morgan sighs Nov 05 20:05:31 I suppose so Nov 05 20:05:48 The Graf will have stepped in, my love Nov 05 20:06:03 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:06:05 I suppose so Nov 05 20:06:12 Why did you not tell me? Nov 05 20:06:40 I was... ashamed of it Nov 05 20:06:59 You protected women, and likely children too. Nov 05 20:08:11 By killing a woman Nov 05 20:09:10 By killing a monster. Nov 05 20:09:56 perhaps Nov 05 20:10:03 No. No perhaps. Nov 05 20:10:57 * Morgan squeezes her, laying his head against her Nov 05 20:11:48 * MollyK brings one hand over his on the outside of her cloak, squeezing firmly Nov 05 20:12:51 I am proud to have you as my husband. Entirely. Nov 05 20:13:23 * Morgan nods against her Nov 05 20:14:04 * MollyK reaches her hand back, stroking the back of his head Nov 05 20:19:03 * Morgan exhales slowly Nov 05 20:19:17 Need to tell HeinzHarold and Claudia that their dreams were not really their own Nov 05 20:19:44 We will. But are you alright? Do we need to pull off a moment? Nov 05 20:20:41 NO... no I'm alright Nov 05 20:21:01 * MollyK nods "Alright liebling" Nov 05 20:23:20 Building a gallows out of that wood, what were they thinking Nov 05 20:23:36 Who knows? Nov 05 20:24:08 Do you think that's what caused their souls to be rended? Nov 05 20:24:49 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 20:24:52 possibly Nov 05 20:24:57 * MollyK nods Nov 05 20:25:27 We could ask around I suppose, but I'm happy to let it lie for now Nov 05 20:26:07 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:26:10 Me too Nov 05 20:26:33 Let's think nicer things, hmm? Nov 05 20:27:21 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:27:22 Yes please Nov 05 20:28:34 How about... *she sends him the image of the garden at the golden lantern. She's naked in the stream, skin shining, and beckoning him in with a smile of promised delights*...? Nov 05 20:28:52 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:28:56 yes... that'll do nicely Nov 05 20:29:36 * MollyK nods, concentrating on the horse and keeping an eye out, staying quiet so he can enjoy the thought Nov 05 20:30:57 * Morgan can be felt to relax behind her Nov 05 20:32:48 ACTION smiles, letting him be a while. The weather is just about holding when they stop for lunch, though the clouds are grey and heavy. He doesn't get chance to talk to Inga until the end of it when she's sat in the coach alone** Nov 05 20:32:48 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Nov 05 20:32:55 * MollyK is now known as Inga Nov 05 20:33:44 * Morgan climbs into the coach, shutting the door Nov 05 20:34:26 I think.... We need to talk... Nov 05 20:34:45 * Inga nods. She looks tired Nov 05 20:35:01 Molly told me about your nightmare Nov 05 20:35:08 * Inga nods Nov 05 20:35:26 It was horrible. I can still remember that dead weight in my arms Nov 05 20:35:44 * Morgan moves to sit beside her Nov 05 20:36:06 I'm sorry you felt that, that you endured it Nov 05 20:36:21 I know it wasn't real, but it felt it Nov 05 20:36:27 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:36:59 Thats what I deal with every night... I think it was so bad for you because there were... things... Nov 05 20:37:12 Things? Nov 05 20:38:02 Ghosts, if you like... we found some gallows... but they weren't normal... I think thats what affected everyone so strongly Nov 05 20:38:13 * Inga nods Nov 05 20:38:37 Heinzharold's nightmare was bad too Nov 05 20:39:04 I know... and Claudia's, and Varicks, and mine... All of us felt that intense guilt... Nov 05 20:39:12 * Inga nods Nov 05 20:39:15 But not Molly Nov 05 20:39:53 No... not sure why Nov 05 20:40:37 * Inga shakes her head "will it be better tonight?" Nov 05 20:40:45 * Morgan offers his hand Nov 05 20:40:57 * Inga takes it without question Nov 05 20:41:04 We will be away from the area and... I dealt with the gallows, the ghosts are gone... Nov 05 20:41:12 Thank you, Morgan Nov 05 20:41:22 * Morgan envelopes her hand with both of his Nov 05 20:42:59 * Inga squeezes his Nov 05 20:44:03 I... wish I could've seen it coming, to prevent it... I know it doesn't make it better, easier for you... but my faith and trust in you is utterly unaffected. I would without question place my entire world in your hands Nov 05 20:45:05 * Inga starts to cry Nov 05 20:45:07 Thank you Nov 05 20:45:31 * Morgan gathers her into a hug Nov 05 20:46:51 Its alright, its just a bad dream... Nov 05 20:46:57 * Inga hugs him "her face... -your- face..." Nov 05 20:47:26 I know... its brutal Nov 05 20:47:55 * Inga nods. She sniffles a little before pulling away Nov 05 20:49:31 I'm okay, thank you Nov 05 20:49:43 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding Nov 05 20:49:53 You are one of my dearest friends... you know that, right? Nov 05 20:50:07 * Inga smiles "I think so" Nov 05 20:50:13 You think so? Nov 05 20:50:18 * Inga nods Nov 05 20:50:49 How could I make it so you know so? Nov 05 20:51:09 You don't need to. I've never really had male friends Nov 05 20:51:29 * Morgan rubs his chin Nov 05 20:51:44 We are... dangerous... makes us hard to trust... Nov 05 20:52:24 We're not really supposed to fraternise with the male staff when we live below stairs, that'd how people end up in bed together Nov 05 20:52:51 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:53:01 That'll go right out the window Nov 05 20:53:30 That's how I ended up being indiscrete with Heinrich though Nov 05 20:54:20 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:54:45 These things... happen, in all circles. Nov 05 20:54:53 * Inga nods Nov 05 20:55:32 Men and women enjoy it, so sometimes we all get a bit silly about it... *she watches him sidelong* Nov 05 20:56:01 Rather expecting me to become uncomfortable and... conventional, right? Nov 05 20:56:24 Maybe... Nov 05 20:57:04 * Morgan smiles, kissing the back of her hand before letting it go Nov 05 20:57:13 I'm not _quite_ the man you think me Nov 05 20:57:44 *she looks sly* did you have a good evening? Nov 05 20:58:54 I enjoyed it, certainly... I think the look on Molly's face said she did as well... Nov 05 20:59:08 * Inga smiles, looking happy Nov 05 20:59:13 Oh good Nov 05 20:59:58 I'm sorry you saw my burns... I'm normally much more careful... Nov 05 21:00:33 You do not have to be embarrassed by them, they aren't as bad as you think, just sad Nov 05 21:01:08 You saw the... nicer... ones. I'm not embarrassed, as such... but I know they are horrific Nov 05 21:01:40 * Inga shrugs Nov 05 21:01:56 I like you, some scars won't change that Nov 05 21:02:20 Thought they'd give you bad dreams, if I'm honest Nov 05 21:06:05 I'm a very heavy sleeper Nov 05 21:06:31 Snore too, don't you? *he grins at her* Nov 05 21:07:40 * Inga shrugs, smiling Nov 05 21:08:08 Probably. Heinzharold has wandering hands in his sleep, so it serves him right if I do Nov 05 21:09:12 * Morgan laughs Nov 05 21:09:47 Will you be alright? I want to let HeinzHarold and Claudia know why their nights were so bad, but I won't leave you yet if you need company Nov 05 21:10:48 I'm okay, thank you Nov 05 21:11:58 * Morgan nods, squeezing her hand before getting out of the coach, turning back as he steps down Nov 05 21:12:36 I've asked HeinzHarold, once your cottage is done, to build a forge... Nov 05 21:14:47 * Inga smiles Nov 05 21:15:11 He is going to love that! Thank you Morgan Nov 05 21:15:21 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 21:16:28 Its important. So you are in no doubt... I care about you greatly... I love you, as I love HeinzHarold... with less sarcasm. Nov 05 21:16:53 I love you too Nov 05 21:17:16 * Morgan smiles almost shyly, nodding before he goes to find HeinzHarold and Claudia Nov 05 21:18:43 * Inga is now known as HH Nov 05 21:20:45 * HH is spotted in the treeline, facing away, his shoulders shaking slightly Nov 05 21:20:57 * Morgan goes to him Nov 05 21:22:02 * HH doesn't notice him approach. It's only when Morgan gets close he can tell HH is giggling to himself Nov 05 21:22:20 How much of that tobacco have you had? Nov 05 21:22:51 * HH is also peeing Nov 05 21:23:06 Hehehe jus' the bit you saw Nov 05 21:23:14 Has quite the effect on you, huh... Nov 05 21:24:03 Yeah. You mind? Some of us doing some gard'nin' here Nov 05 21:24:31 * Morgan shrugs, wandering away, looking for Claudia Nov 05 21:24:52 * HH is now known as Claudia Nov 05 21:25:20 * Claudia is getting the horses ready again Nov 05 21:25:28 How you feeling now? Nov 05 21:26:31 Been better but functional, you? Nov 05 21:27:22 Somewhere around the same. Think I figured out why we all had them Nov 05 21:28:09 Yeah? Nov 05 21:29:04 Found a mass grave, ghosts everywhere, men, women, children... gallows made of the wood from the Schwarzenwald Nov 05 21:29:18 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:29:32 Yeah that sounds like the sort of thing that would do it Nov 05 21:29:37 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:29:54 Apparently half their souls were missing... so, yeah... thats what I reckon caused it Nov 05 21:30:25 *she nods as if that concludes it* I know what DeeDee dreamt, and Heinzharold and Inga, what about you? Nov 05 21:31:25 Does it matter? Nov 05 21:32:00 No, not like you to clam up Nov 05 21:32:56 I was back in Sudlachenburg with Dietlinde... she woke me by doing... _something_... afterwards I realised it was Molly, and she was _so_ upset Nov 05 21:33:28 Something sexual, yeah? Nov 05 21:33:33 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:33:41 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:33:49 Double the guilt then? Nov 05 21:33:53 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:33:55 yes Nov 05 21:35:06 That's rough, you okay? Nov 05 21:35:31 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 05 21:35:36 Been better but functional Nov 05 21:36:26 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:36:46 Talking to Molly might take the edge of the guilt Nov 05 21:38:34 Off* Nov 05 21:39:31 I already have Nov 05 21:39:48 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:41:30 What did she dream? Rosie? Nov 05 21:41:54 Thats the really weird thing... nothing at all... Nov 05 21:42:01 Thats what she says, anyway Nov 05 21:42:05 * Claudia nods slowly Nov 05 21:42:19 Yesh Nov 05 21:45:16 * Claudia holds up her hands as if to say "I don't know" Nov 05 21:45:50 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:46:27 I know... HeinzHarold is... under the influence... gonna tell him to ride int he coach... We get trouble he'll try to giggle them to death Nov 05 21:46:51 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:47:20 Gets some people that way. Be thankful it doesn't make him amorous Nov 05 21:48:28 _definitely_ make him ride in the coach if that were the case Nov 05 21:49:03 And put Inga and Varick on horses too Nov 05 21:49:28 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:49:44 He dreamed of his father, incidentally... told him he was going to hell because he hadn't had communion Nov 05 21:50:08 * Claudia sighs "harsh" Nov 05 21:50:13 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:50:27 Can't say I've ever seen him so distraught Nov 05 21:50:36 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:50:46 He alright now? Nov 05 21:51:11 better... he perked up quite a bit once the ghosts were dealt with Nov 05 21:51:35 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:51:53 Sounds like we're all getting over it Nov 05 21:52:57 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:53:01 Slowly... Nov 05 21:53:11 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:53:27 Better get on the road before that rain comes down Nov 05 21:54:59 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:55:08 Even though its so nice riding in the rain Nov 05 21:55:20 * Claudia grimaces Nov 05 21:55:32 Yeah, great(!) Nov 05 21:55:50 [we're all ready, my love] Nov 05 21:56:03 [is HeinzHarold in the coach?] Nov 05 21:56:18 [no, he's going to ride] Nov 05 21:56:28 * Morgan grasps her shoulder for a moment before wandering over to his horse Nov 05 21:56:39 [he's... rather affected by the tobacco] Nov 05 21:57:51 **HH is looking at his horse** Hey man. Why'd they call it bein' on yer high horse when you're being a self-righteous bugger? Seems like a precarious place t' be smug from hehehe Nov 05 21:59:17 Because you can look down on people... why don't you ride in the coach? Nov 05 21:59:24 * Claudia is now known as HH Nov 05 21:59:30 Nah, I'm good Nov 05 21:59:53 * Morgan looks at him intently Nov 05 22:00:03 You gonna be good in a fight? To keep your eyes open? Nov 05 22:00:12 * HH gets his foot into the stirrup, swinging up smoothly Nov 05 22:00:34 Only about as good as you, but hey, can't win 'em all hehehe Nov 05 22:01:06 * Morgan climbs up Nov 05 22:02:06 *they get to take the rear and they move out again* Nov 05 22:02:23 Hear yer wife was fishin' for some information last night Nov 05 22:09:30 Oh? Nov 05 22:10:31 Why she likes certain bedroom stuff, 'pparently hehehe Nov 05 22:10:43 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:11:16 Wha's all that about then? Nov 05 22:11:46 jus... trying to unnerstand Nov 05 22:13:12 Pretty straightforward, man. She likes me, even that stuff that's a ball ache to clean up Nov 05 22:13:49 * HH starts giggling "that stuff that getting rid fixes the ballache" Nov 05 22:14:19 Why do _you_ like it? Aside from it feeling good... Nov 05 22:14:32 * HH looks at him Nov 05 22:14:40 You never done it?! Nov 05 22:15:21 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 05 22:16:04 Not anywhere? Not withdrawed? Hehe withdrawN. Nov 05 22:16:17 No Nov 05 22:17:18 Okay... somewhere specific in mind, or anywhere? All a lil bit dif'rent, see? Nov 05 22:17:33 Is it? Nov 05 22:17:45 * HH nods Nov 05 22:18:32 Yeah man. Belly, backside, thighs, boobs, face... feet, if y' like that sorta thing Nov 05 22:19:51 Whats the difference? Nov 05 22:21:55 With her bubbies, it's a bit like I'm getting to show 'er how much I love them, an' I can be really focused on touching em... Nov 05 22:23:30 Uh huh Nov 05 22:23:34 * HH is obviously thinking this through to try to explain Nov 05 22:25:38 Thighs, tha's generally when we're doing stuff to each other by hand, but it feels good to not be thinkin' 'bout having towels down, or twistin' away so it's on myself or the sheets not 'er Nov 05 22:27:12 Right... Nov 05 22:28:58 * HH shrugs "Think most o' it is that she wants it. Doesn' work well if they don't. Let's be 'onest, it's a fuckin' nuisance gettin' all messy whenever you get off. No one wants his stuff all over him whenever he... *he makes a self-pleasuring gesture*... does he? Nov 05 22:30:25 Can't say its been an issue Nov 05 22:30:38 How'dya mean? Nov 05 22:31:04 Aside from our trip up the coast of Avalon, I've not... Nov 05 22:32:48 Ah, no, what I mean is that it's not that pretty, tastes a bit weird, and gets everywhere. Most women find it gross Nov 05 22:33:26 I'm sorry... _tastes_ a bit weird? Nov 05 22:33:39 Don' sidetrack me, man Nov 05 22:34:04 No, you aren't.... Tell me what you meant... Nov 05 22:36:20 First girl that gave Little Heinzharold the sucky suck spat my man cream out on the ground. I said tha' it'd be politer to swallow. She tol' me that if I wasn't willing to swallow any meself I shouldn' be expectin' a woman to. I took tha' as a challenge and tried to prove 'er wrong Nov 05 22:36:58 tried... Nov 05 22:37:38 Yeah. Retched a bit, didn' hurl though. Girls who swallow it are legends. Nov 05 22:37:47 * Morgan chuckles Nov 05 22:37:50 I see Nov 05 22:38:09 Any'ow... hehehe where were we, man? Nov 05 22:38:16 thighs Nov 05 22:39:04 Yeah, kinda. Most think it's gross, yeah? Nov 05 22:39:39 right Nov 05 22:42:58 Then y' get a special girl. She really loves e'erthing about you, yer twig an' berries, loves it when she can hear you an' see yer face. An' if yer really lucky, she loves feeling it when you cum. It's weird, man. Only met two other girls tha' weren't repulsed by it. But my lil darlin loves the feel of it. Loves t' see how much there is, and that Nov 05 22:42:58 it's b'cause doing sexy fun times with 'er is so enjoyable. Like it makes it better when she sees it happen Nov 05 22:44:15 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:44:17 Alright Nov 05 22:45:58 Some like it b'cause they think it's hot to degrade the girls, but tha's not for me. I do it b'cause she's mine, she's beautiful, she loves it, and it feels kinda good to see it happen. Sorta stronger, but in a weird way Nov 05 22:46:43 right... that makes sense I suppose Nov 05 22:49:47 Looks pretty afterwards. Not one for markin' but it's a bit like that. I like know much she loves it, an' how accepted an' wanted I feel Nov 05 22:50:22 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:50:26 I can see the appeal in that Nov 05 22:50:30 * HH nods Nov 05 22:53:10 Do not go straight f' the face, some o' them hate that. If y' ever do, tell her t' close her eyes, it stings like hell 'pparently *he giggles* But y' just can't beat when she looks up at y' excited and expectant and eager for what's, let's be honest, a lot like white salty snot to go all over 'er because 'er face is just so pretty y' wanna be Nov 05 22:53:11 staring right at it as you get off Nov 05 22:53:51 * Morgan sniggers for a moment but nods Nov 05 22:55:33 Y' know yer wife, y' can work out whether it's better t' do the rubby rub yerself, or to let 'er do it. D'pends on how open y' are doin' that with her watchin' Nov 05 22:56:12 Oh... actually... Nov 05 22:56:23 Yeah? Nov 05 22:57:48 Might have done it with her watching... Nov 05 22:58:01 * HH nods Nov 05 22:58:06 She like it? Nov 05 22:58:10 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:58:25 Could've been the fact I was reclined against a tree while she paddled in a stream, mind Nov 05 22:58:42 * HH starts giggling hard Nov 05 22:58:53 You shittin' me?! Nov 05 23:00:08 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Nov 05 23:00:23 Wanna hear the worst... or best bit? Nov 05 23:00:46 Yep Nov 05 23:01:27 Was while we were travelling with father and Edward and the mercenaries... Molly wanted to ride, feel the wind in her hair, so I went to keep her safe... we did that while the others were catching us up Nov 05 23:01:43 Fuckin' hell! Nov 05 23:02:25 * HH giggles again Nov 05 23:04:25 If she didn' recoil seeing you do the solo shuffle, she's prob'ly gonna like this. She saw you go off, right? Nov 05 23:04:35 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:04:36 Oh yes Nov 05 23:04:52 Didn' look disgusted? Nov 05 23:05:47 No, not at all Nov 05 23:06:12 Sounds like yer good t' go then, man Nov 05 23:06:16 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:06:32 * HH starts giggling Nov 05 23:06:46 Not right this minute, o'viously Nov 05 23:07:21 Well, thats that plan ruined Nov 05 23:07:34 * HH giggles more Nov 05 23:08:30 Could 'ave Inga on yer horse, Varick with me, leave you pair t' rock the carriage Nov 05 23:08:56 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 05 23:09:14 No, I'll keep watch... I'll talk to her about it later Nov 05 23:09:35 * HH nods, punching him in the arm "proud o' you" Nov 05 23:10:30 What? why? Nov 05 23:11:08 Y' didn't even blush, man Nov 05 23:12:16 Maybe I'm not as innocent as you think Nov 05 23:13:48 Bringing yerself off in front of yer wife outdoors, that's pretty surprisin' even after the stables, man Nov 05 23:14:04 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:14:06 I suppose so Nov 05 23:15:54 It's good. Saint Morgan would been like heheheeh *he coughs, mimicking Morgan* I'm sorry... achieve... that and then... ummm... release... onto my wife's -face-?! I would never disrespect her or treat her that way Nov 05 23:16:31 Thats not bad man... apart from... everything... Nov 05 23:16:58 'Part from th' fact that y' gonna try tha' at some point Nov 05 23:17:06 Try what? Nov 05 23:17:12 Sounding like I'm from Posen? Nov 05 23:17:23 * HH giggles Nov 05 23:17:49 Givin' yer wife a pearl necklace Nov 05 23:17:59 * Morgan looks at him Nov 05 23:18:03 Thats what its called? Nov 05 23:18:17 * HH taps his chest Nov 05 23:18:42 When it's here an' on her bubbies, yeah. Like lil pearls of yer love Nov 05 23:18:55 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:19:01 That makes a... gross kind of sense Nov 05 23:19:06 * HH laughs Nov 05 23:19:35 Y' hear it in th' War an thought they meant buying jewellery?! Nov 05 23:20:11 * Morgan glances at him Nov 05 23:20:13 Shut up Nov 05 23:20:27 * HH laughs properly now Nov 05 23:20:34 Holy shit! You did!, Nov 05 23:20:44 Couldn't understand how a sailor could afford it... Nov 05 23:21:34 * HH laughs so hard he grabs his groin "fuckin' hell man!" Nov 05 23:21:45 Gonn' wet yourself again huh? Nov 05 23:21:57 * HH takes a deep breath Nov 05 23:22:08 Nah, I'm okay Nov 05 23:22:45 Had this image of all those grubby sailors cramming into one tiny jewellery shop, trying to trade bits of rope and promises for jewellery Nov 05 23:23:19 * HH laughs again "pack it in before I piss on your horse!" Nov 05 23:23:52 Couldn't understand why they'd spend so much money to buy a gift for a woman they'd barely met and probably wouldn't see again... Nov 05 23:24:19 * HH is holding himself harder, laughing hysterically Nov 05 23:24:25 Fuck man! Nov 05 23:24:52 Oh, thanks, ummm... Harold was it? Thats lovely, I'll put it with all the others Nov 05 23:25:13 [What is going on? I can hear Heinzharold from in here!] Nov 05 23:25:30 [The effects of the tobacco are strong to him] Nov 05 23:25:54 * HH laughs "scrape it off an put it in her box o' treasures!" Nov 05 23:26:04 * Morgan starts laughing Nov 05 23:26:32 * HH takes huge breaths to calm down Nov 05 23:27:03 [it sounds like you're enjoying yourselves] Nov 05 23:27:15 * Morgan stops laughing, looking round until he makes eye contact with HeinzHarold and snorts and bursts out laughing again Nov 05 23:28:52 * HH erupt with laughter too, miming undoing a necklace and stuffing it between his legs Nov 05 23:29:24 * Morgan wipes his eyes, trying to calm down Nov 05 23:29:40 * HH only laughs more Nov 05 23:29:55 Need a cream cloth f' yer face, man? Nov 05 23:31:20 Don't be crude Nov 05 23:32:55 * HH laughs hard at this Nov 05 23:33:37 Y' just had ten minutes o' crude advice, an' now y' say that? Nov 05 23:33:59 * Morgan exhales slowly, looking round Nov 05 23:34:17 *everything looks fine* Nov 05 23:36:08 Anythin' else y' need sexy times advice on? Nov 05 23:36:42 No man... we're fairly good apart from that Nov 05 23:36:51 * HH nods Nov 05 23:37:08 Any time though Nov 05 23:37:13 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:37:15 Thanks man Nov 05 23:37:31 Wha's the deal with yer hair then? Nov 05 23:39:18 Its... its something the Vesten tribes do, show who their wife is like this Nov 05 23:41:15 Like she owns you? Nov 05 23:41:36 No, not at all... its more declaring she is mine Nov 05 23:42:31 Like warning others that she's yer woman and yer mate, and an insult to her is an insult to you? Nov 05 23:42:43 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:42:43 Yes Nov 05 23:43:29 It's like y' declarin' she is the one you've chosen an' she's protected by you... Nov 05 23:43:39 * Morgan nods vigorously Nov 05 23:47:08 How much o' yer clothes got ripped when y' told her that? Nov 05 23:47:59 Oh, she only noticed when I was between her thighs... Nov 05 23:48:09 * HH laughs Nov 05 23:48:39 Oh man, surprised she didn' crush yer skull with them Nov 05 23:49:43 She was already... uhhh... sated. Nov 05 23:49:55 * HH nods Nov 05 23:50:08 Got loads cuddles instead then? Nov 05 23:51:09 Uhhh, no, we made love then Nov 05 23:51:41 That's nice too Nov 05 23:51:49 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:52:21 Likes it then? Nov 05 23:52:26 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:52:28 Yes she does Nov 05 23:52:37 The hair, not the making love Nov 05 23:53:01 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:53:07 Thats what I thought... yes, she does Nov 05 23:54:12 I already know th' other, heard more'an enough that afternoon at Edward's! *that would have been when he took her from behind on the chair* Nov 05 23:54:40 * Morgan clears his throat Nov 05 23:54:41 Yes, well Nov 05 23:55:31 No doubt you'll 'ear us at some point, jus' how it goes livin' in close quarters, same as in hammocks in th' crew room Nov 05 23:56:01 * Morgan nods Nov 05 23:56:04 I suppose so Nov 05 23:57:13 Inga can't understand how we managed the old rubby rub on th' ships Nov 05 23:57:42 * Morgan shrugs noncomitally Nov 05 23:57:50 Quietly Nov 05 23:58:56 Bits o' cotton in yer ears, and a damn good imaginashun Nov 05 23:59:11 * Morgan nods