**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Oct 22 00:00:41 2022 Oct 22 00:00:41 I was more referring to the rest of them, but that'd give us some peace Oct 22 00:00:50 * MollyK nods Oct 22 00:01:21 We are to stay with Graf Goren tonight. He seemed nice enough Oct 22 00:01:59 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:02:09 We may have to make our own arrangements tomorrow night Oct 22 00:02:38 Yes, probably best. I might have overstepped there... Oct 22 00:02:46 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 00:03:25 Their refusing hospitality to a ducal couple for a rebuke for being a gossiping fishwife... doesn't look too good... Oct 22 00:04:15 I do not regret it. I will never tolerate anyone speaking badly of you or Dietlinde. Oct 22 00:04:54 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:05:40 I think we'll make our own arrangements. I would prefer not to stay with them anyway Oct 22 00:06:18 Me either. I would not even fuck in their stables *she watches him surreptitiously* Oct 22 00:07:01 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 22 00:07:06 Language Oct 22 00:07:21 * MollyK watches him with amusement Oct 22 00:07:25 Really? Oct 22 00:07:38 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 00:08:23 From what _I_ recall, it is usually you that says that more than I *she sticks her tongue out at him* Oct 22 00:08:46 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:08:54 But I am a sailor, its expected of me Oct 22 00:09:26 And I have owned a ship, I think that should count, Oct 22 00:10:19 Don't worry, my love, I shall watch what I do with my mouth... Oct 22 00:11:11 One hopes so... Oct 22 00:11:30 I might need a mirror at the right angle though Oct 22 00:11:41 * Morgan blushes Oct 22 00:11:47 Now there's a thought Oct 22 00:12:07 Oh? I'd like to hear it Oct 22 00:12:51 Perhaps later Oct 22 00:12:59 * MollyK giggles Oct 22 00:13:04 You tease. Oct 22 00:14:19 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:14:22 On occasion, yes Oct 22 00:14:40 * MollyK smile Oct 22 00:14:54 I enjoy it though Oct 22 00:15:33 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:15:34 good Oct 22 00:16:09 * MollyK kisses his cheek just before they get in the back door "I am going upstairs to take care of a few things. I'll see you soon" Oct 22 00:16:30 Alright blossom Oct 22 00:16:37 * Morgan goes in search of Edward Oct 22 00:16:43 * MollyK is now known as Edward Oct 22 00:16:59 * Edward is in his office, calling Morgan in Oct 22 00:17:10 [could you sort out the mirrors for Edward and mother, and the one for us to speak to Edward] Oct 22 00:17:23 [I will] Oct 22 00:17:33 * Morgan throws himself into a chair, lounging, smiling at his brother Oct 22 00:17:52 * Edward has a graze on his temple Oct 22 00:17:56 Good morning Oct 22 00:18:11 What have you been getting yourself into? Oct 22 00:18:19 I don't want to say Oct 22 00:18:44 * Edward looks faintly embarassed Oct 22 00:19:20 Oh but now I _really_ want to know Oct 22 00:20:22 * Edward shakes his head Oct 22 00:20:35 I'd rather not be laughed at, thank you Oct 22 00:21:05 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 00:21:18 No doubt Molly will know shortly, then I'll know later Oct 22 00:22:19 * Edward groans Oct 22 00:22:23 I hope not Oct 22 00:22:59 You can more or less count on it... Oct 22 00:23:35 * Edward sighs Oct 22 00:23:40 Fine. Oct 22 00:24:01 * Edward rolls his head back, looking at the ceiling Oct 22 00:24:04 I fa8nted. Oct 22 00:24:35 Ah... Mina's course has started Oct 22 00:25:44 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:26:37 How on Theah can there be so much blood?! Oct 22 00:26:47 * Edward shudders, looking a little pale Oct 22 00:26:50 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 00:27:01 Don't think about it, but you'll notice I am not laughing at you Oct 22 00:27:12 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:29:07 You fainted too, the first time? *he can't even recall the first time, Dietlinde as private like that as she was. All he can recall really is the small amount of blood from breaking her maidenhead. Certainly nothing like with the cast* Oct 22 00:30:42 Dietlinde always dealt with it privately... I was barely aware of it, frankly. After the cast with Molly we are less... fussed about being open about that as with everything else Oct 22 00:31:37 I am sure Mina would be, but we were hopeful it would not arrive Oct 22 00:31:54 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:31:57 As was I Oct 22 00:32:39 Molly did say the timing would not be quite right and it was unlikely this month, but naturally our hopes were up regardless Oct 22 00:32:50 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:33:05 Aye, I thought the same.... Soon, I hope Oct 22 00:33:20 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:34:21 As do I. She will be down to say farewell to you all, but Mother intends to fuss over her today Oct 22 00:34:35 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:35:34 I think thats a good idea Oct 22 00:35:50 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:36:15 How are you and Molly doing in that regard? You are hopeful? Oct 22 00:37:07 Not yet. It takes time for the herbs to leave her system. I do not anticipate it being for some time Oct 22 00:37:20 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:37:35 I hope you are pleasantly surprised Oct 22 00:38:34 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:38:41 I look forward to being able to tell mother Oct 22 00:39:00 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:39:25 Me too. I believe Mina has told Molly we will tell you before we tell them Oct 22 00:39:40 Oh? Oct 22 00:39:59 * Edward shrugs Oct 22 00:40:17 I have no idea. Anyway, how are you? Oct 22 00:41:11 Heartsore. I don't want to go. *he sighs* I want to ask you about something... Oct 22 00:41:39 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:41:41 Go on Oct 22 00:41:50 Heilgrund, 63 Oct 22 00:42:05 Yes? Oct 22 00:42:12 Where were you? Oct 22 00:43:36 Depends on when. We moved around Heilgrunde for a month or so Oct 22 00:45:49 ((luckenwolde)) Oct 22 00:46:20 Luckenwolde... Oct 22 00:46:38 * Edward nods Oct 22 00:46:42 I was there. Oct 22 00:47:09 That was where you took your first life... *he says it matter of factly* Oct 22 00:47:21 * Edward nods grimly Oct 22 00:47:25 It was Oct 22 00:47:53 You were the first of your group of friends, Wonks gained a horse, and Vania helped you through it Oct 22 00:48:05 * Edward frowns Oct 22 00:48:10 Dekker told you? Oct 22 00:48:15 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 00:48:31 No-one told me. Oct 22 00:48:52 There's only one other person could have to,d you, and she is gone. Oct 22 00:49:26 Dreamed it... dreamed I was there, rescuing HeinzHarold Oct 22 00:50:06 * Edward nods, watching him Oct 22 00:50:16 What did you see? Oct 22 00:50:58 You, needing Vania's help. Your struggle to see how Theus could be allowing all of it. Oct 22 00:51:28 * Edward nods tensely. "It was a bad night. I was tired." Oct 22 00:52:26 It is understandable. Oct 22 00:52:34 * Edward shrugs Oct 22 00:53:01 It was also the first night I bedded a girl I wasn't paying. Oct 22 00:53:12 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 22 00:53:33 I didn't stay in the dream long enough to find _that_ out. Oct 22 00:53:44 * Edward laughs Oct 22 00:53:58 I think I'm relieved by that Oct 22 00:54:15 * Morgan watches him seriously Oct 22 00:54:33 You do not still think you are less a man than father because you were so upset, do you? Oct 22 00:54:48 * Edward flinches Oct 22 00:55:03 No, I don't Oct 22 00:55:32 * Morgan watches him intently Oct 22 00:55:37 Are you telling me the truth? Oct 22 00:55:57 * Edward looks deeply offended by this Oct 22 00:56:32 * Morgan raises his hands Oct 22 00:57:18 It is the only thing I could imagine you not being truthful about, feeling like you don't measure up. Oct 22 00:57:50 I will not lie Oct 22 00:57:57 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 22 00:58:39 You're sounding more like me. But I am glad you have realised your reaction is not an indication of not being a man, or lesser than. Oct 22 00:58:48 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:00:01 I watched the others all go through it. Vania said to me that all men go through that, and anyone who claims they didn't is either a liar or a monster, neither of whom deserve respect or admiration Oct 22 01:00:21 * Morgan smiles Oct 22 01:00:42 She is correct. Oct 22 01:00:51 Was. Oct 22 01:01:54 * Morgan watches him for a moment before nodding Oct 22 01:02:05 I've no idea why I dreamed it... yet. Oct 22 01:02:14 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:02:20 Did you speak to her? Oct 22 01:02:47 * Morgan nods Oct 22 01:03:05 I came over to reassure you, to make sure you were alright Oct 22 01:03:16 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:03:23 What did you think of her? Oct 22 01:03:56 She seemed lovely, frankly. One of those people who is kind through and through Oct 22 01:04:06 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:04:27 And you see what we mean about Diana and Vania being so different now? Oct 22 01:05:03 I already understood that. I do more understand why she feels she has so much to live up to. Oct 22 01:05:11 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:05:35 Did she say anything about the War ending? Oct 22 01:06:08 One or two more autumns Oct 22 01:06:14 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:06:33 I've wondered since if she really said that. Oct 22 01:06:42 Why? Oct 22 01:07:25 Because she had only one more autumn herself. When she said about a fresh new world coming, I've wondered if she somehow knew Oct 22 01:08:03 * Morgan frowns hard Oct 22 01:08:13 I found myself thinking similar Oct 22 01:08:20 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:09:21 She wasn't sick yet. There was a small consumption outbreak in the November. I remember it because the first person died on your birthday Oct 22 01:10:07 That would make it stick in your mind Oct 22 01:10:14 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:10:55 I imagined you sat in a tavern somewhere drinking a toast, some lovely young woman in your lap Oct 22 01:11:26 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 01:11:29 Sadly not Oct 22 01:11:40 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:12:34 Once she got sick, he took her home. By New Years she was gone Oct 22 01:13:00 A terrible loss... I appreciate that more now Oct 22 01:13:07 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:13:23 I wish you could have seen them together Oct 22 01:14:01 Well... in a sense, I did Oct 22 01:14:09 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:15:00 I don't know why you dreamt it. Those days are long gone now. Oct 22 01:15:24 To understand better, perhaps. Oct 22 01:15:51 Perhaps... *he glances at the clock that says nine and sighs* Oct 22 01:16:08 You will need to see the others too? Oct 22 01:16:26 * Morgan nods Oct 22 01:16:35 You'll be sick of talking to me while we're at sea Oct 22 01:16:48 * Edward laughs Oct 22 01:17:24 I will be busy from one until two, and the mirror will definitely be covered Oct 22 01:17:36 * Morgan nods Oct 22 01:18:07 Good. Even when we do nothing but sit together, its like that hour just... settles me. Oct 22 01:18:16 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:18:35 I will have to try just sitting together for a few days Oct 22 01:19:18 * Morgan nods Oct 22 01:20:08 I will come out to the coachyard to see you off. Oh, and DeeDee is going to escort you and bring the horses back Oct 22 01:20:29 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 22 01:20:37 I imagine that'll go down well with Claudia Oct 22 01:20:52 * Edward opens his mouth before shutting it Oct 22 01:21:13 Someone needs to bring them back, and I trust DeeDee Oct 22 01:21:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 01:22:00 I'd ask you to exercise Xantha but... well, now that we get along so well, I'd rather not see him headbutt you Oct 22 01:22:14 * Edward nods Oct 22 01:22:33 He'll be worse with having a foal to watch over Oct 22 01:23:14 No doubt. When I got back to Sudlachenburg last time, he stamped on my foot to stop me escaping and headbutt me... its a good job I love him Oct 22 01:23:37 I think that about you some days, brother. *he smirks* Oct 22 01:24:51 * Morgan gets up, looking at the door Oct 22 01:25:05 Going to be hard for that child named for you, having a middle name of dickhead Oct 22 01:25:29 Go shit up a rope, Morgan. *he grins* Oct 22 01:26:05 If you paid attention to how well I climb, you'd realise I probably could. I'll see you soon. Oct 22 01:26:29 * Edward nods "You will" Oct 22 01:30:38 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Oct 22 01:35:40 * Edward has quit (Ping Timeout) Oct 22 11:21:01 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Oct 22 11:27:23 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 22 11:27:37 * MollyK is now known as HH Oct 22 11:27:56 * HH is wandering down the hall whistling to himself Oct 22 11:28:30 mornin' Oct 22 11:28:43 * HH grins Oct 22 11:28:58 Well, we'll, if it isn't the dirty stop-out! Oct 22 11:30:00 What? Oct 22 11:30:39 Didn' realise you'd be gone all night. How you doin? Oct 22 11:30:57 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:31:09 alright. Edward suggested we stay out there again last night Oct 22 11:31:26 * HH nods Oct 22 11:32:42 We're all packed, got Varick's done too. Horses an' coach checked, Grendlik, Christopher, and Claudia all sorted. Just you an' 'er Ex'lency now. Oct 22 11:33:24 Molly's just packing our stuff. I was hoping to catch a little time with my father before we go Oct 22 11:34:17 * HH nods. He's in the drawing room, I'm headed that way. Y' seen yer brother's head? Oct 22 11:34:43 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:34:48 Aye, I did Oct 22 11:35:00 * HH walks the right way Oct 22 11:35:14 Bit o' household gossip says he fainted Oct 22 11:35:49 Oh? Oct 22 11:35:58 * HH nods Oct 22 11:36:16 His valet tried to patch him up but he said there was no need Oct 22 11:38:27 Whats the consensus on _why_? Oct 22 11:38:35 Sexual misadventure Oct 22 11:38:57 I did wonder if he'd fallen off the bed while doing... something... Oct 22 11:39:06 * HH nods Oct 22 11:39:12 We've all been there Oct 22 11:39:48 It isn't, I'm afraid Oct 22 11:41:47 No? She clocked him one? Oct 22 11:42:25 No... her course arrived and, for some reason, he's _extremely_ squeamish about it Oct 22 11:43:04 * HH laughs Oct 22 11:43:26 Oh man he shoulda grown up with four sisters and havin' to share laundry duty Oct 22 11:43:46 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:44:31 When Rief had the place on lockdown, Molly cut her hand and smeared it down her nightdress so she could be allowed some movement. He saw the blood and was on the floor. Oct 22 11:45:07 * HH shakes his head "gonna have a lonely time one week a month!" Oct 22 11:45:36 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:45:48 I'd like to say I imagine he'll get over it but... I don't Oct 22 11:45:57 * HH nods Oct 22 11:46:26 Some men just can't. Others, like me, we're made o' stronger stuff. Oct 22 11:47:42 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:49:46 'Sides, stops her being so grumpy and in pain, so sometimes y' gotta do what y' gotta do Oct 22 11:50:46 You're not suggesting your sweet, loving Inga is grumpy on occasion... Oct 22 11:51:56 On a frequency! Oct 22 11:52:32 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 22 11:52:38 No I don't see that being the case Oct 22 11:53:16 Yeah well, she hides it from the rest of ya. I'm th' most annoyin' person ever Oct 22 11:55:51 We all knew that already Oct 22 11:56:02 * HH punches him in the arm Oct 22 11:56:21 * Morgan chuckles Oct 22 11:56:55 Where's yer wife this mornin'? Still sleeping? Oct 22 11:57:29 Gone up to finish getting our things sorted and fetch the mirrors for Edward Oct 22 11:58:20 * HH nods Oct 22 11:58:42 Thought mebbie you had bored her so much she couldn' get out of bed yet Oct 22 11:59:59 I managed to avoid that Oct 22 12:01:28 Well done Oct 22 12:04:01 * HH opens the door to the drawing room, about to make another smart comment, when he stops, pushing Morgan back into the hall a moment Oct 22 12:04:49 * Morgan looks at him, confused Oct 22 12:04:53 * HH says loudly "I reck'n yer Da is probably in the drawing room. Yer Ma too mebbie" Oct 22 12:05:09 $acting like teenagers?$ Oct 22 12:05:23 * HH grins at Morgan, nodding Oct 22 12:05:40 * Morgan nods, smiling Oct 22 12:06:51 * HH waits a few moments before opening the door again. Adalbrecht and Verity are sat on separate chairs, she is knitting. They both look very neat and tidy, nothing to reveal any misbehaving Oct 22 12:07:30 morning Oct 22 12:07:45 * HH pats his shoulder before going Oct 22 12:07:51 * HH is now known as Adalbrecht Oct 22 12:07:58 Good morning, Morgan Oct 22 12:08:46 Reckon we've got time for a coffee before I go? Oct 22 12:10:37 * Adalbrecht nods "I suspect so" Oct 22 12:10:54 V: come here, dear boy, I made you a hat Oct 22 12:11:07 * Morgan goes to her Oct 22 12:11:10 A hat? Oct 22 12:11:34 V: Now that you have much less hair, I was concerned that you would feel the cold more Oct 22 12:11:56 * Adalbrecht motions for him to kneel down Oct 22 12:12:02 * Adalbrecht is now known as Verity Oct 22 12:12:15 * Morgan nods, sighing as he moves to kneeling Oct 22 12:13:34 * Verity gets the cream woolly hat out. It's thin enough to go under his normal hat. She puts it on him, moving it into place. It goes right down the the nape of his neck, and covers the tips of his ears* Oct 22 12:14:00 I thought it would keep you warm, but I know it is important to you to be able to hear well too Oct 22 12:14:25 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:14:32 Thank you mother, its very thoughtful of you Oct 22 12:15:10 * Verity smiles, kissing his forehead "I like to think that I am still taking care of you in a little way when you're gone" Oct 22 12:15:26 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:17:01 I've always carried that knowledge, its helped me carry on in my darkest times. Oct 22 12:18:44 We never stopped loving and thinking of you, dear boy. We never will. Oct 22 12:19:34 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:19:55 At least this time we know it is temporary, not too long before I am not too far away Oct 22 12:21:16 * Verity nods Oct 22 12:21:28 I will miss you, dear boy Oct 22 12:21:39 And I you mother... both of you Oct 22 12:22:28 * Verity nods, taking his hat off and handing it to him Oct 22 12:22:47 *Adalbrecht stands up* Let's get that coffee Oct 22 12:23:16 * Morgan nods, standing up and kissing his mothers forehead Oct 22 12:23:19 Yes sir Oct 22 12:24:08 * Verity watches them go Oct 22 12:24:12 * Verity is now known as Adalbrecht Oct 22 12:24:24 * Adalbrecht shuts the door behind him Oct 22 12:24:32 Is there a problem, Morgan? Oct 22 12:24:46 No... why would there be? Oct 22 12:25:53 It seemed urgent that you wanted to see me Oct 22 12:26:25 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 22 12:26:55 I'm trying to make the most of the time I have before we leave. Its been a long time since we spent so long together, particularly so closely. Oct 22 12:29:59 * Adalbrecht nods, walking towards the kitchen Oct 22 12:30:22 In the spring we will make time together Oct 22 12:31:33 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:31:35 I would like that Oct 22 12:32:26 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 22 12:33:00 Do you have everything in hand? Oct 22 12:33:57 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:33:58 Yes sir Oct 22 12:34:17 * Adalbrecht nods, finding coffee and a quiet place to sit Oct 22 12:34:35 You must be keen to get moving? Oct 22 12:35:01 * Morgan smiles sadly Oct 22 12:35:22 No, I can't say I am. Things have developed here, I am pained to have to leave Oct 22 12:36:21 The sooner you go, the sooner you are home, that is what your Mother used to say to me when I got deployed Oct 22 12:37:09 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Oct 22 12:38:01 I suppose... it feels like the closeness Edward and I have developed... a part of me feels like leaving will allow it to ebb away Oct 22 12:38:50 * Adalbrecht shakes his head Oct 22 12:39:33 Your Uncle and I rarely saw each other for five years before I met your Mother. Nothing changed. Oct 22 12:40:04 With respect, you and he had not had so much to overcome Oct 22 12:41:58 No, and you and Edward have worked harder. Perhaps you appreciate each other the more for it. Oct 22 12:42:20 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:42:31 Perhaps. Oct 22 12:44:08 How long will you stay with them? Oct 22 12:45:28 Another week, depending on the weather. I have been away from the Grafdom longer than I planned, and after a while it niggles at me Oct 22 12:45:51 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:46:03 David is capable, I'm sure everything is fine Oct 22 12:47:29 As am I. You will understand when you are a Graf. Oct 22 12:50:56 I have no doubt Oct 22 12:58:36 * Adalbrecht has quit (Ping Timeout) Oct 22 13:08:56 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Oct 22 13:09:39 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Oct 22 13:10:22 * Adalbrecht drinks a mouthful Oct 22 13:10:36 It is like having an extra child Oct 22 13:12:03 * Morgan laughs Oct 22 13:12:15 That'll total me at eleven eventually Oct 22 13:12:52 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 22 13:13:33 I will not see them all, of course, but I am confident you will be a fine patriarch for your numerous clan Oct 22 13:14:18 I pray you are wrong... perhaps we'll have triplets and twins in quick succession Oct 22 13:14:32 * Adalbrecht smiles Oct 22 13:14:40 Your wife may feel differently Oct 22 13:15:08 I don't really think she, nor I, have much say in that Oct 22 13:18:06 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 22 13:18:34 You will have plenty of time to devote to her on your voyage Oct 22 13:19:39 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:20:13 Though I do intend to take duty shifts and watch... Once we have settled I will not have this chance again... Oct 22 13:22:56 Dare we hope that that might secure us a grandchild in the making? Oct 22 13:25:04 Now I see where Edward gets it... speak plainly, father, please Oct 22 13:26:16 * Adalbrecht blushes a little "I wondered if we should keep our fingers crossed that time with Molly might mean you return with a baby on the way" Oct 22 13:27:05 In truth, I hope so... but I would not be surprised if that is not the case, though rest assured, that is not because we are taking steps to avoid it Oct 22 13:27:27 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 22 13:27:47 Very well Oct 22 13:28:27 I am going to suggest to the Eisenfurst that he consider Jarvie to replace Molly as ambassador when the time comes Oct 22 13:30:00 * Adalbrecht frowns Oct 22 13:30:44 She should be with her child... *he sighs* ... I am beginning to think there is little point in me telling you young people what to do Oct 22 13:32:01 Look... I agree with you in this, I do. But she is going to go back to working anyway so surely it makes sense to position her favourably with the Eisenfurst for an opportunity that, realistically, could keep her name spoken among explorers for centuries Oct 22 13:32:44 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 22 13:33:16 It is a good opportunity for her. I just feel a woman should be in her home with her children. Oct 22 13:33:48 I know. Strangely, so do I Oct 22 13:35:38 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 22 13:36:02 Molly and Mina will do so. They are good daughter-in-laws. Oct 22 13:36:49 You would not consider Jarvie to be a good daughter? Oct 22 13:39:18 She is a challenge to me. She does not live within the conventions that exist. I love her dearly, but Molly and Mina are more dutiful Oct 22 13:40:30 * Morgan smiles, sipping his coffee Oct 22 13:40:37 Possibly Oct 22 13:42:00 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 22 13:42:52 [Liebes herz, I think everyone is ready to go and meet His Grace now.] Oct 22 13:43:07 * Morgan sighs Oct 22 13:43:11 I think it is time to go Oct 22 13:43:33 * Adalbrecht nods, finishing his coffee Oct 22 13:44:07 I will come out to say goodbye, I am sure your Mother will want to as well Oct 22 13:44:27 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:44:32 I'll go and find Molly Oct 22 13:46:40 * Adalbrecht nods, heading for the drawing room. He finds everyone aside from Verity and Adalbrecht outside. Mina looks well, but Edward is hovering over her as she is stood wrapped in a big fur coat with white trim on the hood. Oct 22 13:51:05 * Morgan goes to Molly, checking on her Oct 22 13:51:12 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly Oct 22 13:51:32 * Molly is with Jarvie, saying goodbye Oct 22 13:52:31 * Morgan goes to Edward and Mina Oct 22 13:54:46 * Molly is now known as Mina Oct 22 13:55:18 Thank you for coming, Morgan. I appreciate all your support in these challenging weeks Oct 22 13:56:19 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:56:34 It is the least I could do... I hope things will settle and become easier from here on Oct 22 13:59:30 * Mina smiles, glancing at Edward before looking back Oct 22 13:59:46 I am sure sunny days are ahead for us, thanks to you Oct 22 14:00:10 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 14:00:23 Its the two of you who have worked to get here. Oct 22 14:01:38 * Mina smiles. She hugs him, whispering "Please don't fret about Edward, I will take good care of him" Oct 22 14:02:12 * Morgan looks surprised but hugs her back Oct 22 14:02:34 I know you will. Remind him I'm proud of him now and then, would you? Oct 22 14:02:43 I will Oct 22 14:03:27 And if there is something you do not like, tell him. I know you like to please people, but you don't need to do that with him. Oct 22 14:04:05 I do like to please people, as does he, so we will rub along well together Oct 22 14:04:24 * Morgan nods, kissing her cheek and letting her go Oct 22 14:04:58 * Mina smiles. Edward hugs him next "Take care, Morgan" Oct 22 14:06:11 * Morgan nods, holding him tightly Oct 22 14:06:19 I'm going to miss you Oct 22 14:07:37 * Mina is now known as Edward Oct 22 14:08:05 * Edward nods, speaking quietly "Me too. I'll write, we'll talk" Oct 22 14:08:27 * Morgan nods, letting him go Oct 22 14:08:44 Who knew we'd be here... Oct 22 14:09:25 * Edward nods, watching him Oct 22 14:09:47 I can only assume someone up above is helping us Oct 22 14:10:29 Maybe. Maybe. Oct 22 14:10:34 * Morgan leans closer, whispering Oct 22 14:10:54 I've left something for you in your desk drawer. Best look alone. Oct 22 14:12:00 * Edward laughs "Oh dear" Oct 22 14:12:42 * Morgan claps his shoulders for a moment, looking at him intently, before nodding slightly and letting him go Oct 22 14:13:58 * Edward watches him a moment longer before sighing "Alright. I am sure Jarvie will want to say goodbye also" Oct 22 14:14:50 * Morgan nods, giving a small salute before heading over to Jarvie Oct 22 14:17:16 * Edward is now known as Jarvie Oct 22 14:18:08 * Jarvie is stood talking with Grendlik who is crouched in the snow talking to her bump. She smiles at Morgan with a little eye roll* Oct 22 14:19:01 Its a father thing... the baern will recognise his voice when its born... and you'll look less like a heifer Oct 22 14:20:46 And you'll still come back with that face. Oct 22 14:21:32 * Morgan laughs, hugging her Oct 22 14:21:36 I'll miss you too Oct 22 14:21:40 * Jarvie nods Oct 22 14:21:43 I know. Oct 22 14:22:54 * Morgan lets her go Oct 22 14:22:59 You been spending time with Claudia? Oct 22 14:25:20 Some. I like her Oct 22 14:27:34 Should've figured that really Oct 22 14:28:57 * Jarvie nods Oct 22 14:29:06 Enjoy your trip Oct 22 14:29:50 Do my best. Its been good to see you. Oct 22 14:31:30 And you. *she jumps slightly* Someone just woke up Oct 22 14:32:19 * Morgan smiles Oct 22 14:32:23 Wants to say goodbye does he Oct 22 14:32:42 G: I still believe it is a girl Oct 22 14:33:04 * Jarvie shakes her head, looking at Morgan "I guess he does" Oct 22 14:33:42 * Morgan chuckles getting down on one knee, putting a hand to her belly Oct 22 14:34:02 You take care of your mama while your daddy is away... Oct 22 14:34:46 *His hand gets kicked* Oct 22 14:35:11 * Morgan chuckles Oct 22 14:35:15 Bye little one Oct 22 14:36:28 Come and see us when you get back to Eisen, there'll be nappy cloths for you to change Oct 22 14:37:33 * Morgan stands up, nodding Oct 22 14:37:55 I'll be happy to. *he kisses her cheek* I'll let you know how it goes with the Eisenfurst Oct 22 14:39:55 * Jarvie nods "Bye, Cuz." Oct 22 14:40:29 * Morgan winks at her, looking for his parents Oct 22 14:41:40 * Jarvie looks to Grendlik, and he moves to kiss her. Afterwards, he hears Jarvie say quietly "Hey, pack that in, they all still think I'm just with you because you knocked me up." Oct 22 14:42:29 * Morgan snorts, moving away Oct 22 14:42:58 *He just picks up Grendlik reply* There isn't a day I don't thank my lucky stars that I did, Jarv. I love you. Oct 22 14:43:54 * Morgan smiles to himself Oct 22 14:45:38 *Edward is hugging Varick. Molly is saying goodbye to Wonks. Verity is hugging Christopher tightly. Adalbrecht is shaking Heinzharold's hand* Oct 22 14:48:04 * Morgan goes to Molly's side Oct 22 14:50:09 * Jarvie is now known as Molly Oct 22 14:50:45 * Molly glances him before taking his hand [need some help, my love?] Oct 22 14:51:06 [Everyone is occupied] Oct 22 14:51:33 * Molly smiles slightly. Wonks offers his hand Oct 22 14:51:50 W: Thanks again for the saddle, your Excellency Oct 22 14:52:37 * Morgan shakes it firmly Oct 22 14:53:19 Its my honour, it really is. In case Edward forgets, get someone to look at it soon, particularly the strap to pull you up. Thats a little complex and easier to copy than to figure out Oct 22 14:54:36 W: *he nods* Hopefully we'll see you in Graben one day soon? Oct 22 14:55:21 Hopefully... new lands to find first Oct 22 14:55:46 W: Best of luck, your Excellency Oct 22 14:56:02 * Morgan inclines his head Oct 22 14:56:08 Take care Mr Olsen Oct 22 14:56:42 W: *he bows, leaving them* Oct 22 14:56:50 I didn't know his name was Olsen... Oct 22 14:57:26 I may have picked it up somewhere... or last night. Not sure which Oct 22 15:00:16 * Molly nods Oct 22 15:00:28 Are you ready to say goodbye to your parents? Oct 22 15:01:05 No... but we must Oct 22 15:02:07 * Molly nods, leading him to Verity Oct 22 15:02:12 * Molly is now known as Verity Oct 22 15:02:55 * Verity looks up at her eldest child, into those eyes the same colour as hers "Now, do you have everything? Do you have your hat?" Oct 22 15:03:07 * Verity lets go of his hand Oct 22 15:03:12 *Molly Oct 22 15:03:28 * Morgan nods, pulling it from his pocket Oct 22 15:03:32 I do mother Oct 22 15:03:38 * Verity smiles Oct 22 15:03:53 Good boy. Oh, I shall miss you!" Oct 22 15:05:08 * Morgan nods Oct 22 15:05:17 I'll miss you too mother. It is not for too long Oct 22 15:06:45 No, I know, dear boy. When the flowers start to bloom, I will know my lovely son is almost back home again Oct 22 15:07:28 * Morgan nods, hugging her, speaking quietly Oct 22 15:07:40 We'll speak soon mother, once a new mirror is made Oct 22 15:08:24 * Verity nods "I'll send messages to you through David" Oct 22 15:09:39 * Morgan nods Oct 22 15:09:46 Edward can reach me until you leave... Oct 22 15:09:56 * Verity nods Oct 22 15:10:18 I love you, dear boy. Take care of Molly and Varick Oct 22 15:11:10 * Morgan nods Oct 22 15:11:15 I will mother... I love you Oct 22 15:12:49 * Verity hugs him tight a moment before letting him go. There are tears in her eyes. Adalbrecht hugs Morgan next "Favourable winds and clear horizons, my son" Oct 22 15:13:34 * Morgan nods Oct 22 15:13:39 Thank you father Oct 22 15:17:02 A: I'll look in on Innesbruck, Koln, and Gottkirchen for you. Oct 22 15:17:38 * Morgan nods Oct 22 15:18:38 I appreciate that. I'm sure they'll all be fine, but I'd rest easier knowing you've cast an eye over them Oct 22 15:19:07 A: *he nods, patting Morgan's back* Until Spring then. Oct 22 15:20:29 * Morgan nods, not that long really Oct 22 15:20:33 * Verity is hugging Molly. The others have started getting into the coaches or on the horses. Oct 22 15:22:19 *Adalbrecht lets him go* "Go on then, Morgan. Make us proud." *this is just what he said to Morgan when he dropped him at the big gates of the Tannen Academy, aged eleven and having never been truly left alone before* Oct 22 15:22:59 Aye sir Oct 22 15:23:10 * Morgan moves to Molly, taking her hand Oct 22 15:23:12 Its time my love Oct 22 15:26:01 * Verity nods, saying a last goodbye before going away from them with him. She holds his hand firmly "would you have me ride with you, or would you prefer a little while to yourself?" Oct 22 15:26:08 * Verity is now known as Molly Oct 22 15:26:43 I'd rather you are with Varick. I've no doubt he finds this upsetting. Unless he wishes to ride with me, in which case riding together would be nice Oct 22 15:29:52 * Molly nods "I'll go in with him for now then" *she kisses his cheek before the footman hands her in with Christopher, Grendlik, Inga, and Varick. DeeDee is on a horse, as is Claudia. HH is on the other Palomino, and there's a coachman and assistant for each coach. His horse awaits, HH holding the reins. Oct 22 15:30:13 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 22 15:30:21 * Morgan pulls himself up into the saddle Oct 22 15:32:28 * HH looks at him "Ready, man?" Oct 22 15:33:54 * Morgan glances round at the coach and the others before nodding Oct 22 15:33:58 Aye, lets move Oct 22 15:37:27 ACTION calls out for them to walk on, and the coaches move out, one that will tomorrow take Christopher and Grendlik north and one to the rest of them south. Those staying in Graben wave, standing close together, Edward no longer the Spare to a Grafdom, but a Freiarr in his own right. HH falls back to bring up the rear, letting DeeDee and Claudia Oct 22 15:37:27 ride point. The wheels roll on inexorably down the drive, much like Morgan's future pulls him forward from these people and this place, separated from his family yet again. Oct 22 15:38:35 * Morgan waits until they're out of sight of those left behind before slouching in his saddle, pulling up his hood Oct 22 15:39:10 * HH looks over "hey man, you okay?" Oct 22 15:40:04 Will be Oct 22 15:40:11 * HH nods Oct 22 15:40:17 Left hand or right hand? Oct 22 15:42:11 What? Oct 22 15:42:13 Which you want? Oct 22 15:42:40 left Oct 22 15:43:00 * HH says "catch" before gently tossing him a flask Oct 22 15:43:27 * Morgan reaches out, catching it Oct 22 15:45:23 *it's an expensive Innismore whiskey* Oct 22 15:46:37 Where'd you get this? Oct 22 15:48:20 * HH shrugs Oct 22 15:48:33 Wellllll... it's good to share, see? Oct 22 16:06:10 * HH has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 22 16:06:30 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 22 16:06:42 Oreoislea! Oct 22 16:06:57 You stole it from Edward Oct 22 16:07:49 * MollyK glances at him Oct 22 16:07:59 Stole is such and ugly word... Oct 22 16:08:03 * MollyK is now known as HH Oct 22 16:08:22 An* Oct 22 16:08:53 Acquired. Requisitioned. Took without permission. Oct 22 16:10:04 Lightly liberated Oct 22 16:10:58 * Morgan nods, drinking some more Oct 22 16:11:02 How much'd you take? Oct 22 16:11:32 * HH grins, shrugging "That flask's worth. Nothing pers'nal against yer brother, I'll pilfer from you in Hafenlohr too" Oct 22 16:13:11 Pity, I was hoping for a little more... this is good Oct 22 16:13:16 * Morgan caps it, throwing it back Oct 22 16:14:19 I could dash back an' rob some more, on yer b'half Oct 22 16:15:50 No, you'd make them think something was wrong Oct 22 16:16:00 We'll have some shipped to Haefenlor Oct 22 16:16:28 Now tha' sounds like a good plan Oct 22 16:16:59 I gotta favour to ask you Oct 22 16:19:22 * Morgan nods, wiping at his face before pushing his hood back and sitting straighter Oct 22 16:19:24 What's that? Oct 22 16:19:31 Yer wife has taken up them awful modesty scarf thingies. Can y' tell 'er not to encourage mine to do the same? Oct 22 16:20:41 She's taken them up for a practical reason Oct 22 16:21:39 I know it's cold, man, but Theus didn't give our wives bubbies for us to not get to see 'em til bedtime Oct 22 16:21:58 Thats not why... Oct 22 16:22:09 Why then? Oct 22 16:22:22 Because I turn into a teenager whenever I get her naked and end up giving her lovebites Oct 22 16:22:31 * HH laughs Oct 22 16:23:01 Ahh yeah... forget you missed that in camps. Oct 22 16:23:20 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:23:22 indeed Oct 22 16:23:59 Mebbie I won't lose my good view then Oct 22 16:26:11 I've no doubt Molly's told her all about it Oct 22 16:26:42 Probably. They gossip a lot. *he drinks some of the whiskey* Must be nice to have bubbies. Long rides like this, I'd 'ave summit to do and somewhere to keep my hands warm. Oct 22 16:27:50 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:29:18 *He looks around, the snow still on the ground* Lookin' forward to the heat in Capp'lucia? Oct 22 16:29:41 Not really. I'm used to the cold Oct 22 16:30:11 * HH shrugs Oct 22 16:30:48 I'm Lookin' forward to my lil darlin in skimpy clothes Oct 22 16:31:21 Why doesn't it surprise me that thats what you're thinking about Oct 22 16:33:19 * HH smiles Oct 22 16:33:34 Keeps me warm, man. Oct 22 16:34:19 * Morgan nods, taking his own flask out and sipping it Oct 22 16:34:50 *The drambuie In it tastes like scotch, honey, and Molly's skin* Oct 22 16:35:34 * Morgan tucks it away again Oct 22 16:37:13 Have a good night in your winterhouse? Oct 22 16:37:41 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:37:48 It was nice... cold this morning, though Oct 22 16:38:29 * HH nods Oct 22 16:38:38 Nightmares any better out there? Oct 22 16:39:31 Much of a muchness... they tend to just be difficult dreams lately Oct 22 16:40:43 Weird, man. Aside from you flooding yer bedroom, that's just hilarious Oct 22 16:42:07 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:42:12 I can't really disagree Oct 22 16:43:06 Summat bothering you causin' the difficult ones? Oct 22 16:44:17 No... I think they are different paths that could've been taken Oct 22 16:47:38 * HH nods Oct 22 16:47:57 None of them nice then Oct 22 16:49:10 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 16:49:17 Some sex but... no, mostly not Oct 22 16:49:28 * HH smiles Oct 22 16:49:42 Can't complain too much 'bout that then Oct 22 16:50:24 No, I suppose not Oct 22 16:52:38 * HH nods Oct 22 16:52:53 Want the right hand? Oct 22 16:52:58 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:52:59 Go on then Oct 22 16:53:10 * HH starts laughing Oct 22 16:53:37 That's what she said? *he tosses Morgan an apple* Oct 22 16:54:33 * Morgan catches it, taking a bite Oct 22 16:54:35 You're a dick Oct 22 16:55:43 A huge one, I know Oct 22 16:56:34 * HH fidgets, settling in to the saddle "Gonna be a while to Goren, better get comfortable" Oct 22 16:58:23 * Morgan nods shifting in his seat Oct 22 16:58:31 Ah balls... forgot where I am... Oct 22 16:59:14 Hmm? Oct 22 16:59:53 *he takes a deep breath before singing* Nine hundred ninety nine thousand nine hundred and ninety nine bottles of beer on the wall... Oct 22 17:00:47 * Morgan reaches out to thump him Oct 22 17:00:57 * HH just grins Oct 22 17:01:18 If I lose my place, I gotta start again, you don't wanna distract me man Oct 22 17:04:43 I don't believe I did anything to deserve this Oct 22 17:05:08 Stole my apples. That's whatcha did. Oct 22 17:05:38 * Morgan scoffs, sipping his drambui again Oct 22 17:06:17 *he sings quietly* Nine hundred ninety nine thousand nine hundred and ninety nine bottles of beer... Oct 22 17:07:00 * Morgan shakes his head, keeping an eye on their surroundings as they progress Oct 22 17:09:12 * HH alternates volume as they go along, but soon it just becomes a background sound easily zoned out. The weather is cold but holding, and without Jarvie they manage three hours before a rest stop. Once the necessary is dealt with, the others get back in the carriage. Molly comes to him Oct 22 17:09:17 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 22 17:09:27 How are you faring, liebling? Oct 22 17:10:07 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:10:11 I'm alright Oct 22 17:10:14 And you? Oct 22 17:11:35 * Molly shrugs a little "Not so bad really. Now that His Grace's carriage has joined our little convoy I know there will be more opportunities to chat and fill up the time" Oct 22 17:12:41 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:12:51 Time to start working on him to let Jarvie take your place in the future Oct 22 17:14:31 * Molly nods Oct 22 17:14:56 I will join them now then, rather than just be daydreaming of you *she smiles* Oct 22 17:15:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:15:20 Alright my love Oct 22 17:15:38 But you are sure you are alright, and you do not have a need of me? Oct 22 17:17:27 I am heartsore but I have a purpose right now... I'm alright for a while Oct 22 17:18:35 * Molly nods Oct 22 17:18:43 You know where I am, always Oct 22 17:18:48 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:18:50 I do Oct 22 17:19:51 * Molly kisses his cheek before going to get in Faulks carriage instead. HH makes a pest of himself out front, swapping with Claudia, who rides beside Morgan Oct 22 17:19:56 * Molly is now known as Claudia Oct 22 17:20:07 A heads up would have been good. Oct 22 17:21:59 * Morgan sighs heavily Oct 22 17:22:28 I didn't know until I was talking to Edward, and then I went straight to mother. Oct 22 17:22:34 * Claudia nods Oct 22 17:22:57 He's like a cold you just can't get rid of Oct 22 17:23:59 Have you tried telling him to piss off? Oct 22 17:25:16 Yes, and then he did, and then... I don't know. We just ended up talking again Oct 22 17:25:56 Alright, _I'll_ tell him to piss off then Oct 22 17:27:08 Problem is, he's not really doing anything wrong except existing Oct 22 17:27:54 If you want, we'll give him the horses when we stop for the night and hire some Oct 22 17:28:16 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 22 17:28:40 Even I can see this is just ridiculous fucking horseshit. Oct 22 17:30:16 * Morgan takes his flask, drinking some Oct 22 17:30:21 I'd offer but its drambui Oct 22 17:31:21 * Claudia holds out her hand Oct 22 17:31:39 * Morgan hands it to her Oct 22 17:31:49 It'll do, I have something in mine I'm saving for later Oct 22 17:33:13 * Claudia takes it, drinking some Oct 22 17:34:59 You pilfered some Innismore whiskey too? Oct 22 17:35:10 How do you know that? Oct 22 17:36:10 HeinzHarold did too Oct 22 17:36:28 You didn't? Oct 22 17:37:59 Might have Oct 22 17:38:28 * Claudia laughs Oct 22 17:39:12 It's good stuff Oct 22 17:40:16 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:40:18 Should be at that price Oct 22 17:40:27 * Claudia nods Oct 22 17:42:18 I'm not going to make trouble for you, don't worry. I didn't know he was coming with us, but I'll just get on with it. Hopefully the roads won't be bad, and we'll be back in Zweibrucke soon. Then I can go my way, he can go his, and that's the end of it Oct 22 17:44:31 I didn't think you would... my issue was that you seem to feel I am responsible for his coming... if I had known or planned it I would've told you, and you know that Oct 22 17:45:24 I know. I'm not blaming you. Just seems like the universe is putting him in my path over and over, ya know? Oct 22 17:45:34 Kick him off it then Oct 22 17:46:32 He's not done anything wrong. He just wants to do his duty by his friend, help keep us all safe like Edward asked. Not his fault there's an attraction there Oct 22 17:48:21 At least you can admit that... You are not tempted? Oct 22 17:48:36 * Claudia shrugs Oct 22 17:48:48 I don't know. Maybe. Oct 22 17:49:08 If he was a woman... Oct 22 17:49:31 Did you have this struggle with Corgi? Oct 22 17:50:17 No... I liked Sorgi as a person, as a friend. I _trusted_ Sorgi. Oct 22 17:50:28 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:50:36 He has not earned that trust Oct 22 17:51:38 But he kind of has. That's part of the issue. Other men earned my trust then betrayed it. Sorgi didn't earn it, it just happened. Oct 22 17:52:55 Did Sorgi tell you he was attracted to you? Oct 22 17:53:05 Or make it obvious Oct 22 17:56:11 No. I don't think either of us knew that until we had already had sex. It just happened that night in Fischler, finding out Molly was okay, you were okay. We'd been so concerned about you, and then it was all okay and we just ended up kissing, and then somehow in bed. I didn't really have time to overthink it. Oct 22 17:59:19 I wonder if thats it... because you know DeeDee has an attraction toward you, you instinctively are on guard... Oct 22 18:00:09 Maybe. *she takes another mouthful* I've made it sound shitty with Sorgi, and really wild. It wasn't like that. It was nice, like when you're on the verge of being drunk. It was _easy_. Everything was at my pace, nothing was pushed. *she watches Morgan appraisingly* Oct 22 18:01:38 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:01:44 I figured that much. Oct 22 18:01:50 * Claudia nods Oct 22 18:02:40 I wouldn't normally share this with you, or anyone, but I'm trying to understand myself more, and I think you're trying to help me do that. Like that fucking fate witch said I need to, Oct 22 18:03:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:06:09 He stopped, when he thought I was satisfied. Kissed me once then got off the bed. I thought maybe he'd gotten cramp or changed his mind. I asked him what he was doing, it was obvious he hadn't finished. I've never met a man who didn't care about his own pleasure at all. Oct 22 18:07:44 * Claudia throws him the flask back Oct 22 18:08:20 * Morgan takes it, sipping it before putting it away Oct 22 18:08:38 Its not a common trait, from what I understand Oct 22 18:09:21 * Claudia laughs bitterly "Unheard of. It's usually the opposite" Oct 22 18:09:47 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:10:00 You're in the company of several uncommon men then Oct 22 18:10:17 * Claudia nods a little Oct 22 18:13:19 It's good to know others exist, I guess. *she sighs* it's easier now, I am probably physically stronger than ninety five percent of me, but it leaves this lingering disgust of men and their bodies. No offence. Oct 22 18:14:12 Its understandable Oct 22 18:17:45 With Sorgi, I know his self-control is rock solid. He could be on the brink and yet walk away if I said to. There'd be no sulking, guilt-tripping or retaliation. He'd switch immediately to being just a friend, you know? Oct 22 18:18:08 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:18:20 He's safe, I get that Oct 22 18:18:26 * Claudia nods Oct 22 18:19:21 There's nothing to fear from his body. Like there's nothing to fear with women's bodies. But DeeDee... I just don't know. Oct 22 18:20:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:20:43 In the end, does that matter? You've too much honour to do anything without having spoken to Sorgi about the situation first Oct 22 18:20:57 Yeah, it matters. Oct 22 18:22:30 Tell me why Oct 22 18:22:38 Because it's not just about him. It's probably barely about him at all. Oct 22 18:23:10 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:23:12 alright Oct 22 18:23:27 * Claudia nods Oct 22 18:23:56 It's about me, and what is in me that I thought was dead Oct 22 18:24:06 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:25:22 If I can feel that attraction to him, to his body, where does that leave me now? Who am I now? You know? Oct 22 18:25:34 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:26:32 It sounds like diving, to me... you've reached the lowest depth and are slowly starting to rise towards who you were before all of it Oct 22 18:31:39 * Claudia has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Oct 22 18:31:43 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 22 18:31:49 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Oct 22 18:32:06 At what cost, though? Oct 22 18:33:47 I wish I could tell you Oct 22 18:33:54 * Claudia nods Oct 22 18:35:05 I'm blaming some of this on you though *she's smiling slightly* Oct 22 18:35:33 Why? Oct 22 18:36:20 Because you wanted help with breaking your reserve with Molly, and I promised myself I would try to set an example by trying to open up Oct 22 18:37:11 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:37:15 Aye, totally my fault Oct 22 18:37:34 * Claudia smiles a little more Oct 22 18:38:51 I don't know where I'm going anymore. I thought Sorgi was the exception to the rule. Now I don't know what I might ever feel again. Oct 22 18:39:08 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:39:11 I can relate to that Oct 22 18:39:17 * Claudia nods Oct 22 18:39:29 If anyone might, I guess it's you Oct 22 18:41:53 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:41:57 Even if I was sure that Sorgi would be okay with it, which he probably would, doing anything with DeeDee would be a bad move. And I don't want to mess around with his feelings. It isn't his fault I'm fucking broken Oct 22 18:42:30 You aren't broken. You're dealing with trauma Oct 22 18:42:46 * Claudia scoffs Oct 22 18:42:58 It's pretty, but it's still horseshit Oct 22 18:43:33 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 18:43:35 Not at all Oct 22 18:44:37 I suppose you're going to say I should think about telling DeeDee that it's nothing personal? Oct 22 18:44:56 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 18:45:34 He expects nothing from you... but if you tell him its nothing personal, he'll be left wondering why, what's happened... Oct 22 18:45:44 * Claudia nods Oct 22 18:45:57 And I can't tell him if I haven't told Heinzharold Oct 22 18:46:40 Tough one... their interests in you are different Oct 22 18:46:49 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 22 18:47:13 That's the rule. You shouldn't tell strangers shit that you wouldn't tell your best friends. Oct 22 18:47:35 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:47:41 Alright Oct 22 18:47:49 You don't agree? Oct 22 18:49:42 No, I didn't say that. Oct 22 18:49:48 * Claudia nods Oct 22 18:50:17 I'm not asking you to keep any of this from Sorgi by the way Oct 22 18:50:47 It isn't my place to tell him. I imagine you will anyway Oct 22 18:51:02 *she nods* I'm going to tell him all of it when I see him Oct 22 18:51:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:51:48 Have you put any more thought into when you're going to tell HeinzHarold? Oct 22 18:52:30 Soon. Before we get to Zweibrucke for sure. If he wants to bail, it needs to be on Eisen soil. Oct 22 18:53:02 He won't Oct 22 18:53:43 * Claudia shrugs "That's the worry when you have a huge secret that's eating at you. What if your friend turns their back on you for it?" Oct 22 18:53:53 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:54:06 Aye, I know. Oct 22 18:54:42 Have you heard that he is planning to take Inga to the brothel? Oct 22 18:54:57 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:55:02 He told me she'd asked him to Oct 22 18:55:24 It's a bit of a surprise Oct 22 18:57:06 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:57:13 Aye, I was somewhat taken aback Oct 22 18:57:31 I guess you can't forbid it? Oct 22 18:58:24 Would you want me to? Oct 22 18:58:52 It makes my life a little harder, but it's not really up to me Oct 22 18:59:31 Why does it make your life harder? Oct 22 19:00:07 _If_ I decide to find someone there, I need to be subtler and sneakier, that's all Oct 22 19:04:49 * Morgan nods Oct 22 19:05:24 I don't understand why he wants to expose her to that Oct 22 19:06:07 As I said, she asked. I think she wants to see what the allure was when he was younger Oct 22 19:06:29 He was a man. That's it Oct 22 19:06:41 So was I, I wasn't in them... Oct 22 19:07:39 True. There were bub- *she grimaces* breasts there. Nothing motivates Heinzharold more except bacon. Oct 22 19:08:24 * Morgan chuckles Oct 22 19:08:27 Aye, you're right Oct 22 19:09:08 Have you had to put your foot down with Molly yet? Oct 22 19:10:05 She seems to have no interest in visiting one Oct 22 19:10:22 * Claudia looks surprised Oct 22 19:10:35 Where one goes the other usually follows Oct 22 19:11:07 They're close, its understandable Oct 22 19:13:39 * Claudia nods Oct 22 19:14:22 The one in Paan will be safe enough for Inga, if he is going to let her. It was clean and fairly orderly, for a brothel Oct 22 19:16:44 * Morgan nods Oct 22 19:16:49 Aye, I'm inclined to agree Oct 22 19:17:19 It's not anything like that upmarket one in Fischler with those dresses though Oct 22 19:18:10 Thats a bit out of the ordinary? Oct 22 19:18:55 Normally they're more like a tavern with more nudity. Like that one in Kingston Oct 22 19:19:10 * Morgan nods Oct 22 19:20:59 The Fischler one was the nicest I've ever been in Oct 22 19:21:17 same Oct 22 19:21:20 * Morgan nods sagely Oct 22 19:21:24 * Claudia laughs Oct 22 19:22:13 An hour with someone there would set you back twenty guilders easily Oct 22 19:22:51 * Morgan nods Oct 22 19:23:00 I'll take your word for that Oct 22 19:23:10 * Claudia smiles faintly Oct 22 19:23:30 I am trying to explain the difference. In Paan it would be five. Oct 22 19:24:11 Really? Oct 22 19:24:19 * Claudia nods Oct 22 19:24:31 And you pay for the full hour regardless. Oct 22 19:25:38 Why the difference? Oct 22 19:29:08 * Claudia has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 22 19:40:12 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 22 19:41:12 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Oct 22 19:41:45 Because one is for the commoners and the other caters to nobles Oct 22 19:44:39 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 19:45:48 * Claudia shrugs Oct 22 19:46:23 Different rooms, and food, and medical care. It's worlds apart Oct 22 19:46:30 * Morgan nods Oct 22 19:47:56 Sorgi always paid whenever he went to one, even if nothing happened Oct 22 19:48:19 * Morgan nods Oct 22 19:48:54 I stopped in the tavern here and was offered some company... we chatted for a few minutes, so I paid her for her time Oct 22 19:49:07 * Claudia nods, smiling Oct 22 19:49:10 Good Oct 22 19:50:35 You won't be in the brothel supervising Heinzharold and Inga? Oct 22 19:51:49 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 19:51:56 If I am its to keep them safe Oct 22 19:52:07 * Claudia nods Oct 22 19:52:38 Maybe I'll wait til after Paan to tell him Oct 22 19:54:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 19:54:04 If thats what you want to do Oct 22 19:54:43 * Claudia nods Oct 22 19:54:48 Reckon so Oct 22 19:57:33 * Morgan nods Oct 22 19:57:34 alright Oct 22 19:57:57 *it's raining when they break for lunch, which is a hurried after in the coach, and he doesn't get any time with Molly before they press on toward Goren, him up front with DeeDee. The rain continues* Oct 22 19:59:28 * Claudia is now known as DeeDee Oct 22 19:59:53 I hope I am not in the way, your Excellency. Oct 22 20:00:07 * Morgan glances at him Oct 22 20:00:15 Now why would you think that? Oct 22 20:00:45 It was a last minute decision, and you might have preferred to just be you and your kin? Oct 22 20:08:22 * DeeDee has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 22 20:48:04 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 22 20:53:35 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Oct 22 21:00:52 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Oct 22 21:11:56 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 22 21:16:03 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Oct 22 21:16:10 * MollyK is now known as DeeDee Oct 22 21:16:39 And the Eisenfurst, and his man and his mans wife... no, you are not in the way Oct 22 21:16:49 * DeeDee inclines his head Oct 22 21:17:14 I will do my very best to keep your dear ones safe to Zweibrucke Oct 22 21:19:06 Is that what Edward has told you to do? Oct 22 21:20:06 What he has asked me to do, yes Oct 22 21:20:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:20:31 I didn't think it was quite as straightforward as he told me Oct 22 21:21:18 * DeeDee nods "He did not want you to feel he was implying you could not manage it yourself" Oct 22 21:23:25 * Morgan nods, glancing round Oct 22 21:23:29 Should've figured really Oct 22 21:23:47 * DeeDee nods. The rain is turning to sleet Oct 22 21:25:07 Tiggy has always been protective Oct 22 21:25:57 So I've gathered. I'm a little... frustrated he did not tell me straight Oct 22 21:26:43 I wouldn't worry, your Excellency. Edward is Edward. Oct 22 21:29:11 Its understandable... I've been nearly killed on the way here, while I was here, it stands to reason I'll face it again on the way out Oct 22 21:29:20 [Are you alright out there, my love?] Oct 22 21:29:27 * DeeDee nods Oct 22 21:30:35 We'll try to avoid that Oct 22 21:33:22 [Aye, talking to DeeDee. Do you know if Varick mentioned giving Crusader to Edward?] Oct 22 21:33:37 [yes, before you came out] Oct 22 21:33:42 That'd be nice... should that occur, however, I trust you will follow our lead? Oct 22 21:33:50 * DeeDee nods Oct 22 21:33:56 Of course, your Excellency Oct 22 21:35:11 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:35:22 I'm still going to kick his ass when I see him next Oct 22 21:36:04 [Varick is asleep... Inga is in with Stef, and Grendlik and Christopher have joined his Grace and Fuchs...] Oct 22 21:36:13 * DeeDee smiles Oct 22 21:36:26 [You are alone?!] Oct 22 21:36:28 Would you like me to pass that on? Oct 22 21:36:46 [aside from a sleeping child, yes] Oct 22 21:36:55 If you could prefix it with my thanks, yes... Oct 22 21:37:01 I will Oct 22 21:37:13 * Morgan nods, looking round Oct 22 21:37:32 You don't think I overstepped, making the adjustments to that saddle for Wonks do you? Oct 22 21:37:33 *Everything is peaceful, just wet] Oct 22 21:39:43 * DeeDee shakes his head "I think it was very generous and clever. It will make a big difference to him" Oct 22 21:40:41 [I did not bring a book. I am rather twiddling my thumbs!] Oct 22 21:41:11 [Ah... I don't know how to help with that I'm afraid] Oct 22 21:41:16 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:41:22 I had not anticipated his response Oct 22 21:41:43 [No... I will just daydream I think...] Oct 22 21:42:29 Wonks loved riding. To gain that back again was emotional for him. Oct 22 21:42:41 * Morgan smiles ruefully Oct 22 21:43:20 I noticed. I figure this mare is calm enough for him to ride until he's more used to it Oct 22 21:43:45 * DeeDee nods "He will be fine, your Excellency" Oct 22 21:44:55 * Morgan nods, standing in the stirrups for a moment to look towards the rear before sitting back down Oct 22 21:45:13 Lets dispense with the excellency while its just us shall we? Oct 22 21:45:45 *she sends him the image of her skirt pulled up to mid thigh* Oct 22 21:46:06 * DeeDee nods, brushing the sleet from his brow "As you wish" Oct 22 21:47:26 * Morgan takes out his flask, sipping it before offering it to DeeDee Oct 22 21:47:56 Start of a new era, I suppose, you and Wonks at Graben with Edward... Oct 22 21:48:49 * DeeDee takes it, sipping it before handing it back "Thanks. Tiggy always used to say one day he'd have work for us, we just figured when he went walkabouts that he wouldn't be able to" Oct 22 21:49:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:49:31 Its been a difficult journey for him... for all of us Oct 22 21:49:38 * DeeDee nods Oct 22 21:49:56 He's happy now, and Mina is indeed a very beautiful woman Oct 22 21:50:14 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:50:23 I had quite the crush on her when we were younger Oct 22 21:50:33 * DeeDee laughs Oct 22 21:51:03 I can understand why. Young men and their crushes... when we are older we hope to outgrow them Oct 22 21:51:20 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:51:31 It is making it difficult for you? Oct 22 21:51:42 * DeeDee smiles a little Oct 22 21:51:55 I am grateful for time in her company Oct 22 21:53:02 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:54:12 It is not meant to be, I know that. I have no intention of pursuing her at all. Oct 22 21:54:58 Am I being a bit obvious in playing the big brother part? Oct 22 21:55:26 No, but I like to be clear in my dealings, particularly where women are concerned Oct 22 21:56:42 Probably wise... I rather respect your behaviour towards her Oct 22 21:57:06 I would thank you, but it is no effort, that is just how I am now Oct 22 21:57:59 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:58:05 It is unusual to see Oct 22 21:58:11 * DeeDee nods Oct 22 21:58:21 Men should treat women better Oct 22 21:59:33 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:59:35 agreed Oct 22 22:00:58 * DeeDee nods. The sleet starts to come down hard Oct 22 22:01:38 [oh liebling, I hate to think of you out there cold and wet] Oct 22 22:01:56 [I hate to think of me out here cold and wet, but it is necessary] Oct 22 22:02:20 * Morgan takes his hat off, pulling the woollen hat onto his head before putting his brimmed hat back on Oct 22 22:02:32 This weather is nothing short of bullshit Oct 22 22:02:36 [If it cheers you any, you are not cold in my imagination.] Oct 22 22:02:49 Absolute bullshit, yes. Oct 22 22:03:50 [It does rather] Oct 22 22:04:28 [a little wet though! But plenty warm enough] Oct 22 22:04:48 You seem a little... I don't know, stilted... on edge perhaps... Oct 22 22:05:08 [That'd be nice] Oct 22 22:05:42 Not at all. I am less of a talk than my friends I am afraid *he starts adding tobacco to his pipe* Oct 22 22:05:58 That might be it I suppose Oct 22 22:06:10 [are you being watched right now?] Oct 22 22:06:43 [Not unless there's someone I can't see] Oct 22 22:08:27 *she sends him the image, quite simple, just her bound hands tethered to the leather strap in the carriage that people use for leverage. For the positioning, she logically would have to be on the seat on her knees facing towards the back of it. Oct 22 22:10:58 * Morgan smiles slightly, looking around Oct 22 22:11:14 [what's going on there?] Oct 22 22:11:32 * DeeDee is busy with the pipe, no one is around otherwise Oct 22 22:11:43 [my hands are tied] Oct 22 22:12:37 [well yes I see that] Oct 22 22:13:18 [you would be behind me... my skirts would be up... it would be very warm...] Oct 22 22:13:42 [Oh, I see] Oct 22 22:14:57 [I'll leave you to your conversation, hopefully a little warmer] Oct 22 22:15:50 [he's a real chatterbox this one] Oct 22 22:15:55 * DeeDee coaxes the tobacco alight before inhaling deeply Oct 22 22:16:21 [you, or DeeDee? *she sounds amused*] Oct 22 22:16:47 [him, in this instance] Oct 22 22:16:56 * DeeDee exhales the pleasant smelling smoke Oct 22 22:17:15 [is that because you're used to my chatter, my love?] Oct 22 22:17:24 [and HeinzHarolds...] Oct 22 22:17:56 * Morgan takes an apple from his pocket, using a small knife to peel it, slicing chunks off it as he eats it Oct 22 22:18:08 [well, I am afraid you could not coax me out onto your horse in this weather, mon petit chou] Oct 22 22:18:28 * DeeDee offers him the pipe Oct 22 22:19:13 No, thank you Oct 22 22:19:45 Are you sure? It's good Oct 22 22:19:59 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 22:20:17 No, I'll pass... smoking anything is not something I have partaken in Oct 22 22:20:26 * DeeDee nods slowly Oct 22 22:20:47 Fair enough Oct 22 22:22:48 * DeeDee is still not very talkative, the sleet is still bad, and he doesn't hear anything more from Molly for ten minutes Oct 22 22:29:58 *he gets the feeling she is probably asleep. The remainder of the afternoon is cold and wet, comfort breaks very quick and the occupants cramming in to one for warmth as the sun goes down. HH is a few thousand down when Morgan is with him again, but thankfully eventually Goren arrives where the staff are ready to get everyone settled in. There's a Oct 22 22:29:59 nursery suite which HH and Inga, Varick, and Morgan and Molly each have a room in. The house isn't bad, the staff very friendly, and the women are delighted when the maids pour a bath of hot water. Morgan is still dripping on the floor whilst their trunks are brought in Oct 22 22:30:36 * DeeDee is now known as Varick Oct 22 22:30:49 Papa you look like you had an outside bath! Oct 22 22:31:02 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:31:08 I feel like it Oct 22 22:31:45 *Molly looks at him* Would you like the first bath liebling, get warmed up? Oct 22 22:32:09 No blossom, I'll be fine, I'll have one after you and Inga have Oct 22 22:32:50 *Inga smiles* I'll take Varick in with us, shall I? Oct 22 22:33:20 * Morgan brushes his fingers through Varicks hari Oct 22 22:33:22 That be alright? Oct 22 22:33:39 * Varick nods, going with Inga happily Oct 22 22:33:44 * Varick is now known as Molly Oct 22 22:34:05 I think he's just glad not to have to sit still any longer! Oct 22 22:34:28 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:34:41 Travelling is always difficult for the young Oct 22 22:35:08 * Molly pulls out clean clothes from the trunk, including a matching fichu. She also pulls out a wrapped package, looking puzzled Oct 22 22:35:33 It is. I must pack a book for tomorrow just in case. Oct 22 22:35:45 * Morgan nods, looking at the package Oct 22 22:36:12 Edward told me DeeDee is coming just to bring the horses back... turns out that wasn't the only reason Edward asked him to come along... Oct 22 22:36:20 * Molly hands it to him, removing the current fichu. The bruising is already fading a bit "no?" Oct 22 22:36:39 * Morgan turns it over and around, examining it suspiciously Oct 22 22:36:48 No... he asked him to come along to keep us safe Oct 22 22:36:59 *it feels like a frame* Oct 22 22:37:18 That's sweet of him *she starts undoing her dress* Oct 22 22:37:39 Mmm... Oct 22 22:37:45 * Morgan undoes the package carefully Oct 22 22:39:04 *inside is a small painting of Edward's under glass. It has Edward, Mina, Grendlik, Jarvie, Morgan, Molly, Varick, Christopher, Adalbrecht, and Verity in it, as if posed though they never did* Oct 22 22:39:28 * Morgan speaks quietly Oct 22 22:39:31 oh Oct 22 22:40:08 Something wrong, my love? She's now undressed to the waist, the lovebites here lessened too* Oct 22 22:40:29 * Morgan wipes at his eyes briefly, moving to show her the painting Oct 22 22:40:47 * Molly looks at it, smiling "that's lovely" Oct 22 22:40:53 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:41:32 * Molly squeezes his arm gently "Alright?" Oct 22 22:42:12 * Morgan smiles slightly, nodding Oct 22 22:42:20 Aye... Oct 22 22:42:34 * Molly nods, watching his expression a moment Oct 22 22:42:53 If you are sure? Oct 22 22:43:06 * Morgan straightens Oct 22 22:43:19 Aye, I'm fine... I'll put this somewhere safe Oct 22 22:43:59 * Molly nods, going back to undressing Oct 22 22:45:09 * Morgan finds a safe place Oct 22 22:45:37 * Molly makes a quiet sigh of enjoyment as she gets into the water and rests back with her eyes closed Oct 22 22:45:45 That's so nice Oct 22 22:49:11 * Morgan nods, finding somewhere for his wet clothes Oct 22 22:49:24 That weather was bloody awful Oct 22 22:50:11 *the fire is going well. She nods before dipping her hair below the water and then soaping up * It will be a long trip if that continues Oct 22 22:50:25 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:51:23 I hope it dries up so we can ride together, my love. I missed you in the coach Oct 22 22:51:44 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:51:53 Its necessary I'm afraid my love Oct 22 22:52:11 I know. You cannot abide not watching Oct 22 22:53:26 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:53:31 Not really enough of us for me not to either Oct 22 22:54:34 Grendlik and Fuchs would take turns Oct 22 22:54:47 * Molly washes her body and hair Oct 22 22:54:47 I suppose so Oct 22 22:55:29 * Molly smiles thoughtfully, finishing up Oct 22 22:55:49 I would imagine you'd be happiest just riding though Oct 22 22:56:18 Uhhh, yes... really... a hangover from the war I think Oct 22 22:56:51 * Molly nods, stepping out onto a towel on the floor, dripping wet Oct 22 22:57:22 Oh! Could you pass me that one? *she points to a towel on the table* Oct 22 22:58:38 * Morgan nods, fetching it for her Oct 22 23:00:11 * Molly thanks him with a smile, speaking quietly "another night perhaps you can dry me too, hmm?" Oct 22 23:00:51 * Morgan watches her for a moment Oct 22 23:01:01 I am... wary about doing that Oct 22 23:01:15 * Molly rubs the towel over her skin as she watches him Oct 22 23:01:18 Why? Oct 22 23:04:06 In case I do it wrong... Oct 22 23:04:22 * Molly frowns slightly Oct 22 23:05:21 It's only drying... *she looks at him a moment before wrapping the towel around her* Oct 22 23:05:55 Do you want me to call Inga next? Oct 22 23:06:32 No... I... I thought you meant... nevermind Oct 22 23:06:45 My hair? Oct 22 23:06:55 * Morgan shakes his head, wiggling his fingers at her Oct 22 23:07:25 * Molly blushes "No, I was for a change not being suggestive, but..." Oct 22 23:08:09 No, no... when I swam with HeinzHarold I dried myself off by heating the air around me... I thought you were suggesting that I do that Oct 22 23:09:40 I had not thought of that. I was thinking your hands and my towel, and then I thought perhaps that might be... unpleasantly familiar for you *she shrugs* Oct 22 23:11:13 God no... why would it be? Oct 22 23:11:46 * Molly looks slightly unsure of herself Oct 22 23:12:20 I don't know. It suddenly occurred to me that might have been something you and she did routinely, that it was special Oct 22 23:13:41 No blossom.... Don't worry, it was a simple misunderstanding Oct 22 23:14:00 * Molly nods Oct 22 23:14:12 Yes, liebes herz. Oct 22 23:17:27 *there's a little tap on the door, interrupting her watching him* Oct 22 23:22:51 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Oct 22 23:24:05 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep)