**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Oct 18 00:00:17 2022 Oct 18 00:00:17 Would it be preferable for me to see about engaging a healer for my scars, rather than a tattoo? Oct 18 00:02:11 That is for you to pray on, Morgan. I am no fan of that, as I have said before. But as you pointed out, you have been healed in the past and the alternative was your death. Oct 18 00:02:33 What does scripture say about it? Oct 18 00:04:02 That depends on whether you count magic as witchcraft, which is forbidden, or a god-giving gift as our Heavenly Father gave his son. Oct 18 00:05:31 It is witchcraft to you, isn't it Oct 18 00:06:30 That is what I learnt as a child, yes Oct 18 00:06:40 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:06:52 alright. I will think on it. Thank you for your advice Oct 18 00:07:04 * Adalbrecht nods Oct 18 00:07:19 Are you dismissing me, your Excellency? Oct 18 00:08:00 * Morgan watches him seriously, trying to work out if he is being humourous Oct 18 00:08:47 *he sounds like he is teasing Morgan * Oct 18 00:09:28 Your grafness may leave... though if you could ask Holzheim to come see me, I would appreciate it Oct 18 00:10:45 * Adalbrecht bows, smirking, before leaving Oct 18 00:11:05 * Morgan mutters, ringing the bell for more coffee Oct 18 00:12:35 *Grendlik is carrying it when he comes in, pushing the door closed with his foot before doing the pouring. Then he looks to Morgan* what can I do for you? Oct 18 00:12:42 * Adalbrecht is now known as Grendlik Oct 18 00:13:10 I need your advice Oct 18 00:13:24 * Grendlik nods, sipping his coffee Oct 18 00:13:29 What about? Oct 18 00:14:42 Varick... he has this idea in his head that babies are made by playing leapfrog and not quite making it all the way over, like animals do... and recently he has become aware of the term 'wet dream'... I've no idea how to deal with any of this and I thought that, given your involvement with the orphanage, you might have some insight... Oct 18 00:15:08 * Grendlik nods. He doesn't look uncomfortable Oct 18 00:15:46 I favour honesty, but then the children at the orphanage are much more worldly than noble children... Oct 18 00:16:22 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:16:28 But he is so young Oct 18 00:20:48 Yes, he is, but I find the children are mostly disinterested once they know Oct 18 00:21:03 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:21:08 How honest? Oct 18 00:23:57 At his age, we would normally talk about how men and women have different parts, like a lock and a key, and how the key has to go into the lock, and that is how a baby is made. Many years ago, when I was a boy, they used to say about a man and a woman having a special cuddle, but the girls were then scared when they hugged the boys that they would Oct 18 00:23:57 become with child Oct 18 00:28:35 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 18 00:28:37 That makes sense Oct 18 00:32:16 As to the wet dreams I would extend explaining that once the key is in the lock a man plants a seed, and as a boy moves towards being a man his body practices making and releasing the seed in his sleep ready for when he wants to become a father Oct 18 00:33:06 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:33:21 Right... Oct 18 00:35:05 This gives a good grounding for when they get a bit older and start taking matters in hand. We have already explained what their body is doing Oct 18 00:35:48 That is a good idea... alright, I'll approach it from that angle Oct 18 00:35:58 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 00:37:47 Be prepared for some nosey questions. Last time I had the first chat was with two boys recently when Jarv came with me. They asked why I had put the key in the lock without being married, and that took me by surprise Oct 18 00:38:17 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:38:36 I can already see questions about my having a key that fits more than one lock coming Oct 18 00:38:53 * Grendlik laughs Oct 18 00:41:53 Yes, I would consider how you want to answer that, but I would probably explain that although the keys and locks can work with other keys and locks, people usually choose someone to marry and do it with Oct 18 00:42:05 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:43:46 Thank you... Oct 18 00:45:37 I would think also about saying at this age that couples do it to feel close to each other. It helps explain why there are not always babies immediately. Oct 18 00:45:54 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:45:57 Thats a damn good idea Oct 18 00:47:14 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 00:49:23 The first time explaining it is the worst. But being open and honest builds their trust, and they will come to you in the years ahead rather than turning to ill-advised friends, going to a brothel too young to learn for themselves, or staying very repressed and naive. Oct 18 00:49:53 That is important to me, that he feels he can come to me Oct 18 00:50:08 * Grendlik nods, smiling Oct 18 00:50:27 Lucky then that he has given you this chance to build on that Oct 18 00:52:51 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:52:52 aye Oct 18 00:53:41 Is there anything else that might come up? Oct 18 00:54:22 I don't think so, no Oct 18 00:54:41 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 00:55:14 I am happy to help further if you need more advice in the future Oct 18 00:55:37 I appreciate that, truly Oct 18 00:57:58 * Grendlik nods "I will have to have a similar talk with my own child one day, which would not be the case if you had not talked to Jarv about not ending the pregnancy" Oct 18 00:59:51 Molly could not face taking that life. I'm glad we have managed to come so far, though I don't know how long Jarvie will manage to abstain from working Oct 18 01:00:16 * Grendlik smiles Oct 18 01:02:49 Not long. I was never under the illusion that she would want to permanently stop working. I have the flexibility to be with our child full time as she grows, and I have already hired two more women to my household who are pregnant who might serve as wet nurses. If they do not, that is still two more gainfully employed young single mothers who will Oct 18 01:02:49 have somewhere to raise their children instead of having to take them to an orphanage Oct 18 01:03:46 * Morgan nods Oct 18 01:04:24 Good. I'm trying to feel out Jarvie on her replacing Molly as ambassador when our time at it is done Oct 18 01:04:33 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 01:05:00 That would be a good job for Jarv, no doubt Oct 18 01:05:16 * Morgan nods Oct 18 01:05:20 I think so Oct 18 01:06:13 If you've been worrying I would think you were trying to take her away from the baby and I, you do not need to Oct 18 01:07:12 I don't want to provide encouragement for her to leave the baern... I think being with the child will do her good Oct 18 01:09:11 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Oct 18 01:13:15 * Grendlik has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 18 10:40:23 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Oct 18 10:48:10 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 10:48:10 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Oct 18 10:48:12 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 10:48:37 * MollyK is now known as Grendlik Oct 18 10:50:31 It wouldn't be for at least six months after the birth, there will be time. In some ways we will just be swapping roles, many Fathers would be away for months at a time Oct 18 10:51:26 * Morgan nods Oct 18 10:51:30 I suppose so Oct 18 10:52:00 I am not worried *he smiles* Oct 18 10:52:39 I am very happy for you, y'know.... Oct 18 10:52:47 * Grendlik smiles Oct 18 10:54:12 I was very sure I would never experience having a child of my blood Oct 18 10:54:28 * Morgan nods Oct 18 10:54:33 Yes, I recall Oct 18 10:54:47 And then this, like magic Oct 18 10:54:59 * Morgan nods Oct 18 10:55:02 It is rather, isn't it Oct 18 10:56:26 I still do not understand why it only happens with Jarv, but I am glad of it nonetheless. Our children will be beautiful because of it Oct 18 10:58:25 It is something that has... not bothered me... intrigued me, since we found out. *he smiles ruefully* Unfortunately the reason I was so good at my job in the war is partly because I find it very difficult to not know something. Oct 18 11:01:53 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 11:03:28 I have no idea. I had never set out to make a child with anyone, but I haven't been careful, especially after several years of nothing happening. I have kept in touch with all my former paramours. Oct 18 11:03:42 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:03:55 Its going to drive me mad *he chuckles* Oct 18 11:05:41 * Grendlik laughs Oct 18 11:06:38 Perhaps it was meant to be Oct 18 11:07:29 It would seem that way Oct 18 11:09:01 I wouldn't expect it to happen again, but never say never! Oct 18 11:10:17 You are going to be a wonderful father Oct 18 11:15:24 I plan to be. My child will never want for love and knowing how important and wanted they are. Oct 18 11:16:20 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:17:31 * Grendlik looks thoughtful Oct 18 11:18:50 Do you recall, my Lord, the service on the Sunday before your wedding? *he doesn't remember the service it's because he was busy popping a ball of magic* Oct 18 11:19:40 Not exactly... At the time I had not made peace with Theus and was off doing something I had been told not to do Oct 18 11:20:10 Oh yes, now I recall Oct 18 11:20:38 Carry on, though, you clearly had something come to mind Oct 18 11:21:55 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 11:22:45 I fainted. Since then I have had the uncanny knack of knowing precisely where I am. Oct 18 11:24:05 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 18 11:24:17 interesting... and useful Oct 18 11:25:39 It is. I no longer calculate my position. You could take me out somewhere blindfolded and I could tell you where I am Oct 18 11:25:57 You seem quite at ease with that Oct 18 11:32:33 As a sailor, what could be better? I have wondered if I shook something in my brain loose, but I had no pain. I thought someone might remember seeing me hit the ground Oct 18 11:33:53 I forget not all of Eisen is as provincial in such things as we are in Sudlachenburg Oct 18 11:37:07 When we go out to sea with all the superstitions we have, it is hard to ignore that the world have mysteries that we do not understand Oct 18 11:37:47 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:38:14 I wonder if your renewed ability to father a child was acquired at the same time... Oct 18 11:41:06 I considered that, but Jarv first caught with me in sixty nine Oct 18 11:41:58 I see... so it really does seem the two of you were fated to have a child together Oct 18 11:42:17 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 11:42:26 It does indeed Oct 18 11:42:53 * Morgan nods, sipping the coffee Oct 18 11:45:11 /me smiles Oct 18 11:45:28 It does seem as if everything is coming together nicely for everyone Oct 18 11:46:28 Slowly but surely Oct 18 11:50:23 * Grendlik nods, drinking some coffee Oct 18 11:50:54 Varick seems happy Oct 18 11:51:12 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:51:16 He has come a long way Oct 18 11:51:36 I despair at the cruelty he endured Oct 18 11:53:23 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 11:53:56 The way some children are treated is horrific Oct 18 11:54:07 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:54:20 I imagine I'll be working to undo the damage she caused him for a good time yet Oct 18 11:55:18 They can flourish quickly with love Oct 18 11:56:48 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:57:26 He does so well most days... when we stayed in Innesbruck, his reaction to his room was heartbreaking. Oct 18 11:58:27 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 11:58:37 It is hard sometimes with them Oct 18 11:59:14 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Oct 18 12:01:01 I have tasked a contact of mine to look into your father Oct 18 12:01:38 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 12:01:47 I appreciate it Oct 18 12:02:29 It won't be a quick process but as soon as I have any information, I'll pass it along to you Oct 18 12:04:18 * Grendlik smiles. The bell for lunch rings Oct 18 12:04:24 Thank you, my Lord Oct 18 12:05:52 Come on, lets get the heifer something to eat Oct 18 12:06:52 * Grendlik smiles Oct 18 12:07:34 I think she's more beautiful than ever Oct 18 12:09:57 * Morgan makes a wretching noise before getting up and heading for the door Oct 18 12:10:53 I do not doubt you will think the same of Molly when she is increasing Oct 18 12:11:29 * Morgan nods, holding the door open for him Oct 18 12:12:14 I've no doubt at all... in truth, I've never seen Jarvie so happy, _properly_ happy, deep down. Oct 18 12:12:56 * Grendlik goes out "For all her independence, Jarv loves her family. It's good for her to have you all together" Oct 18 12:13:41 A year ago I'd have said this was impossible Oct 18 12:16:00 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 12:16:34 She has said it wasn't a close family for many years Oct 18 12:16:48 * Morgan nods Oct 18 12:18:39 Edward and I were not very close when we were younger, and that increased as we grew... then losing Dietlinde and Jana broke me and I ran away, never intending to return... it all took its toll on father and Edward as well Oct 18 12:19:43 * Grendlik nods Oct 18 12:20:25 And now you seem like a happy, loving family. For a man who grew up without a biological family, it looks like heaven Oct 18 12:20:47 * Morgan moves slightly, putting his arm around Holzheim Oct 18 12:20:57 You realise of course this is your family now too... Oct 18 12:21:25 * Grendlik smiles Oct 18 12:21:29 Thank you Oct 18 12:21:50 Oh I wouldn't do that, you're stuck with us now Oct 18 12:26:02 * Grendlik laughs Oct 18 12:26:22 I am happy with that Oct 18 12:26:41 Just as well really Oct 18 12:31:25 * Grendlik nods. When they get to the dining room, Jarvie is stood talking to Molly, and Grendlik speeds up to pull out her seat. She smiles briefly at him, but continues talking. He has a look of pride when he is sat next to her and she slightly leans into him subconsciously Oct 18 12:32:54 * Morgan gets Molly seated before sitting down Oct 18 12:33:44 *Molly gives his thigh a brief squeeze beneath the table* Oct 18 12:36:10 * Morgan watches the others, sipping his coffee as he does so Oct 18 12:38:33 Christopher: It only happens once or twice a year if the weather is very clear, but we see them occassionally, yes Oct 18 12:39:21 * Morgan glances at him Oct 18 12:39:23 Aurora? Oct 18 12:41:00 * Grendlik is now known as Christopher Oct 18 12:41:30 Yes. Very brief, and you must be lucky, but I have seen a few Oct 18 12:42:20 * Morgan nods Oct 18 12:42:54 Something I've always wanted to see... I've been further north but there was no aurora to see at the time Oct 18 12:44:56 E: Even in northern Vesten there are no guarantees. I was there three weeks and only half the nights had an Aurora Oct 18 12:45:30 *Molly glances at Morgan with a little smile* [only!] Oct 18 12:45:51 Only half eh... I was in that general area for a week and nothing. Oct 18 12:48:49 E: You should go there one day. It's almost as snowy as Graben. *he smiles at Mina* Oct 18 12:49:54 The waters colder, though Oct 18 12:50:02 *Mina smiles back* It comes down thick and fast here, especially in January. *Edward watches her a moment. Beside Morgan, Molly is biting her lip, trying not to giggle* Oct 18 12:50:37 [If you make me have to explain to my father what you're about to laugh at, I shall not be impressed young miss] Oct 18 12:53:09 * Christopher blushes hard [call me things like that, and I will have to explain why I am fidgeting at the table!] Oct 18 12:53:19 * Christopher is now known as Molly Oct 18 12:53:51 [duly noted] Oct 18 12:54:31 * Molly touches her knee to his, but continues eating politely Oct 18 12:55:31 V: When can we go for the snowballs? Oct 18 12:57:41 E: Soon. *He looks to Morgan* The upper floor of the town hall gives a good view over the festivities, and is warm Oct 18 12:58:13 *Mina smiles at the others* That is where my family usually remain for it. Oct 18 12:58:44 * Morgan sips his coffee, watching his brother Oct 18 12:58:49 Is that where you'll be? Oct 18 13:00:01 *Edward shakes his head* And miss my final chance to hit you in the face with a snowball? No, I will be in the square Oct 18 13:00:16 *everyone laughs* Oct 18 13:02:17 You only managed to hit me last time because I wasn't expecting it Oct 18 13:04:02 V: Papa, can I play too? Oct 18 13:04:38 You didn't think I'd let you miss out on a massive snowball fight did you? Oct 18 13:05:26 V: *he shrugs* I didn't know if I would be allowed to because it's for commoners Oct 18 13:06:59 Well, see, I think its a good opportunity to find what's called common ground with the people, so that they feel comfortable coming to you in future Oct 18 13:07:26 V: I just want to play with some children Oct 18 13:08:00 * Morgan nods Oct 18 13:08:07 I would think we can find some to play with Oct 18 13:08:37 V: Mama, are you coming too? Oct 18 13:09:08 * Molly shakes her head "Not today, Mauschen. I will stay in the warm I think" Oct 18 13:11:00 [that surprises me] Oct 18 13:11:53 *The others agree with her, except Heinzharold, Claudia, Grendlik, and DeeDee* Oct 18 13:12:18 [it could be distressing for Mina so soon, I want to be there for her] Oct 18 13:12:26 [Alright my love] Oct 18 13:12:45 * Morgan leans down to Varick, speaking quietly Oct 18 13:12:50 We'll take some hot chocolate too Oct 18 13:13:09 [why, were you hoping to wrestle with me in the snow, my love?] Oct 18 13:13:32 [I just thought you'd wish to participate, thats all] Oct 18 13:15:12 [I would, but this is important, and there will be other times] Oct 18 13:15:24 [Yes. Alright blossom] Oct 18 13:18:52 *The atmosphere when they get to town is excited, and the main square has had snow moved in, banks and hides have been created. It looks as if the whole town has turned out. There are stalls for hot food and mulled wine, children in their newly knitted hats and mittens, grown ups chatting and laughing in groups. Oct 18 13:19:55 * Morgan nudges Edward Oct 18 13:20:06 Are you planning to mingle before it all kicks off? Oct 18 13:21:34 *He shakes his head* I will afterwards. I have to do an opening speech first Oct 18 13:22:27 * Morgan nods Oct 18 13:22:40 I'm going to try to find some children for Varick to play with Oct 18 13:24:13 *Edward nods* Oct 18 13:25:09 * Morgan leads Varick off in search of children to play with Oct 18 13:26:48 *they have found a whole group by the time Edward has made his brief speech. It's a decent speech, not as warm as Morgan's would be, but steady, reassuring and well-received. Then the snowball fight is started with the flourish of a trumpet* Oct 18 13:29:16 * Morgan watches his brother until he's _just_ in range before hurling a ball of snow in a high arc Oct 18 13:30:44 *Edward doesn't expect it so it lands with a plop on his head. He looks around, confused as to where it came from* Oct 18 13:31:11 * Morgan chuckles, getting involved in the fight with the people, while keeping an eye to Varick Oct 18 13:32:27 *Varick is having a wonderful time with the boys and girls, not paying attention to Morgan. Morgan suddenly finds himself surrounded by Edward, HH, Claudia, and DeeDee Oct 18 13:33:08 * Morgan sighs Oct 18 13:33:12 Alright... get on with it Oct 18 13:34:17 *With glee, they pelt him repeatedly. Edward and HH seem to be working together to keep up the steady stream, Claudia and DeeDee soon throwing them at each other instead Oct 18 13:35:06 * Morgan moves, using his coat as a shield Oct 18 13:37:30 *HH changes tack, hitting Edward on the arm with one. Edward doesn't look bothered by it, retaliating* Oct 18 13:38:11 * Morgan moves, throwing them in quick succession at each of the others Oct 18 13:41:05 *Other people from the town join in, and soon they're all split up again. People are obviously enjoying themselves, and seem to take delight in getting both the Duke and the Freiarr. It goes on for a full hour, at which point the trumpet goes again. People clap, many of whom have long left the battlefield. The children continue to play in the snow, Oct 18 13:41:05 but the adults go for food and drink instead. Oct 18 13:42:39 * Morgan wanders about, talking to the people while keeping Varick in sight Oct 18 13:43:55 *There's three couples all talking together. One of the women is holding a baby for about fours months old* Oct 18 13:44:35 * Morgan moves to them, greeting them warmly Oct 18 13:46:46 *there's bows and curtsies, even the woman with the baby doing her best* Oct 18 13:46:56 * Molly is now known as Man Oct 18 13:47:03 Happy new year, your Excellency Oct 18 13:47:39 And to you all... I've never been involved in anything like this before... I think I managed to get snow in my ear Oct 18 13:49:05 *This makes them laugh. the baby makes a noise that sounds like they are just learning to laugh too* Oct 18 13:49:16 * Morgan looks at the babe Oct 18 13:49:20 How old is the little one? Oct 18 13:50:32 *the woman says* She's almost five months, your Excellency Oct 18 13:51:16 * Morgan nods, smiling Oct 18 13:51:25 A big ask, I know but... might I hold her? Oct 18 13:53:53 *The woman looks surprised, but hands the baby to him. She has big brown eyes and wispy black hair beneath her knitted bonnet, wrapped up warm in a shawl* Oct 18 13:54:16 * Morgan gently rocks her Oct 18 13:54:19 Whats her name? Oct 18 13:55:13 W: Primrose, Your Excellency Oct 18 13:55:43 *The baby watches him, smiling as she does* Oct 18 13:56:54 Primrose... a beautiful name for a beautiful little girl. *he looks at the others, still rocking gently* and your names? Oct 18 13:59:32 *A little explanation that it is two brothers and a sister, plus their spouses, follows, all giving their names. The baby starts making expressions* Oct 18 14:00:31 * Morgan looks to the child, pulling faces at her, mimicking her own expressions Oct 18 14:01:17 And what do you all do? Oct 18 14:03:02 *The baby enjoys this, and she has such a sweet animated face that he only catches that two of the men are coopers* Oct 18 14:04:01 * Morgan looks up Oct 18 14:04:45 I'm sorry, I was so taken with Primrose making faces I missed most of that. Here, let me hand her back and I'll stop intruding on your time together Oct 18 14:08:57 *they assure him it is fine, instead repeating that the other man is an undertaker, and the women all spin and card wool* Oct 18 14:10:57 * Morgan nods, glancing round to make sure Varick is alright Oct 18 14:11:10 Is Primrose your only child? Oct 18 14:11:55 *Varick is happily playing* Oct 18 14:13:45 W: No, your Excellency, she's our seventh. I have two from my first marriage, one from my second, and Gregori has one each from his first marriages, and Primrose is our second together Oct 18 14:14:17 They all keep you busy I imagine Oct 18 14:14:37 *she nods* Yes, your Excellency Oct 18 14:15:09 *The baby is still making faces at him. He spots movement from the corner of his eye* Oct 18 14:15:57 * Morgan glances over Oct 18 14:16:10 *It's Edward* Oct 18 14:16:57 * Morgan looks at him for a moment Oct 18 14:18:05 *Edward doesn't look to be looking for Morgan urgently, but he does look slightly unsure of the situation, but only to Morgan who knows him so well* Oct 18 14:18:25 * Morgan smiles at the people Oct 18 14:19:06 I'll let you get back to your festivities... thank you for allowing me to make faces at Primrose, its been a pleasure meeting you all Oct 18 14:20:23 *The woman takes the baby, and they wish him a good afternoon before departing* Oct 18 14:20:33 * Man is now known as Edward Oct 18 14:20:37 * Morgan heads to Edward Oct 18 14:20:52 * Edward inclines his head Oct 18 14:21:01 Do you know them? Oct 18 14:21:19 I do now Oct 18 14:21:43 * Edward nods Oct 18 14:21:51 I saw you holding the baby Oct 18 14:22:50 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:23:15 There are political reasons for that and... I like babies Oct 18 14:23:27 * Edward nods Oct 18 14:23:51 As do I Oct 18 14:24:10 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:24:50 I am going to take the others home. Are you coming now? Oct 18 14:25:27 No, its just the way I'm stood Oct 18 14:25:42 * Morgan blinks rapidly a couple of times Oct 18 14:25:44 * Edward looks shocked then laughs hard Oct 18 14:25:53 I was _not_ expecting to say that Oct 18 14:26:10 * Edward nods Oct 18 14:26:36 It was certainly unexpected Oct 18 14:26:51 * Morgan nods, moving to get Varick Oct 18 14:27:35 *The children are suddenly on their best behaviour at the appearance of Morgan and Edward* Oct 18 14:28:46 * Morgan crouches down Oct 18 14:28:50 Have we all been having fun? Oct 18 14:30:39 *Varick and the others nod. The children are all much less well-dressed than Varick* Oct 18 14:31:18 Excellent... I'm afraid, Varick, its time for us to go... we want to spend time with our family before we go tomorrow don't we Oct 18 14:32:16 *Varick nods sadly* Yes, Sir. *he says goodbye to them all, and the children scamper off* Oct 18 14:32:35 * Morgan speaks quietly Oct 18 14:32:48 If you're very quick, Varick, you might be able to get on my shoulders before I stand up... Oct 18 14:33:29 *Varick clambers up. He's so much heavier than when they first did this* Oct 18 14:35:04 * Morgan stands, shifting his weight to account for Varick before following Edward back to the others Oct 18 14:37:25 *They are congregated at the bottom of the town hall, and soon loaded up in the carriages. varick goes on horse back with Morgan back to Edward's house* Oct 18 14:39:16 You looked to be having fun there Varick Oct 18 14:39:31 * Edward is now known as Varick Oct 18 14:39:38 * Varick gets his coat off Oct 18 14:39:45 They let me play with them Oct 18 14:40:13 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:40:18 I saw. What were you playing? Oct 18 14:41:47 Just tag Oct 18 14:44:46 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:44:58 I got ganged up on and pelted with snowballs Oct 18 14:49:16 * Varick has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 18 14:56:15 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 14:56:20 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Oct 18 14:56:24 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 14:56:35 * MollyK is now known as Varick Oct 18 14:56:43 Who ganged up on you? Oct 18 14:57:38 Edward, HeinzHarold, Claudia, DeeDee Oct 18 14:58:05 * Varick laughs Oct 18 14:58:18 You do have a lot of snow, Papa Oct 18 15:00:18 * Morgan nods, taking off his coat and shaking it off Oct 18 15:01:27 * Varick takes off his snowy boots to replace with indoor shoes Oct 18 15:01:34 What will we do now, Papa? Oct 18 15:01:58 Do you need a nap? Its past the time you'd normally have a little sleep Oct 18 15:02:29 * Varick nods Oct 18 15:02:34 I am tired Oct 18 15:03:12 * Morgan nods Oct 18 15:03:20 Come on then, lets get you to bed for a bit Oct 18 15:03:45 [Blossom, would you see if Mother and Christopher are available to be shown how their mirrors work? I'm just putting Varick for a nap Oct 18 15:04:10 [I will send them to our room] Oct 18 15:04:59 * Varick is easily settled, and Verity and Christopher join him just after he has sorted them from the other pairs Oct 18 15:06:30 * Morgan hands each of them a mirror, covered Oct 18 15:07:24 * Varick is now known as Christopher Oct 18 15:07:35 I have been curious to see how these work Oct 18 15:07:58 Its really very difficult to master, so you'll need to follow my instructions carefully... Oct 18 15:08:37 * Christopher and Verity wait Oct 18 15:08:56 So, if you both remove the fabric covering them... Oct 18 15:09:08 *they do* Oct 18 15:09:32 Look into them... Oct 18 15:09:55 * Christopher and Verity do Oct 18 15:10:04 There, very difficult wasn't it Oct 18 15:10:34 I always wondered what I'd look like as a woman *he looks at the mirror* very beautiful it seems Oct 18 15:10:57 *Verity blushes* This is very clever, dear boy Oct 18 15:11:14 Its very useful... now, Christopher, if you cover your mirror... Oct 18 15:11:21 * Christopher does Oct 18 15:11:31 V: Oh! He's gone Oct 18 15:12:22 Both must be uncovered for it to work, if one is covered, it does not... the exception, though... *he hands his mother a piece of paper with some writing on it* if you place that face down on your mirror and cover it... Oct 18 15:12:53 * Christopher does Oct 18 15:12:58 V* Oct 18 15:13:07 Now, Christopher, uncover yours... Oct 18 15:13:21 * Christopher does "And I can read it" Oct 18 15:13:32 * Morgan nods Oct 18 15:14:52 It really is that simple Oct 18 15:15:45 * Christopher nods, looking at the mirror Oct 18 15:16:06 What you need is some leather cases for them... Oct 18 15:16:25 Now _that_ is an idea Oct 18 15:16:34 * Christopher nods Oct 18 15:19:18 Something that holds them in, and can be used to hold them at an angle... *he takes the letter from Verity, folding it to demonstrate a little reinforced case with ribbons to hold the mirror, tie it open at angles, and a pocket for letters. With a few tweaks, his idea will be perfect, and within Morgan's skill range Oct 18 15:19:46 * Morgan nods Oct 18 15:19:52 I can arrange that Oct 18 15:20:03 * Christopher nods, smiling Oct 18 15:20:25 These are very nifty, aren't they? Oct 18 15:34:40 * Christopher has quit (Ping Timeout) Oct 18 15:35:05 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 15:40:08 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Oct 18 15:55:36 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Oct 18 15:55:52 * MollyK is now known as Christopher Oct 18 15:56:01 [15:07:03] Christopher: These are very nifty, aren't they? Oct 18 15:56:41 A happy accident Oct 18 15:57:23 V: How did you come by such a thing? Oct 18 15:59:17 The Montaigne have a magic that allows them to wet a mirror, and their contact does the same, and they become connected like these... an employee of mine had a Montaigne mother who taught him to do it, but one night after we spoke to them, they dropped the mirror, breaking it in half... they found the two halves were permanently linked Oct 18 16:01:08 * Christopher and Verity look impressed Oct 18 16:01:28 Won't you need these yourself? Oct 18 16:03:20 That pair was to be my link to mother... but it would take less time for me to acquire another pair for us than it would to have one sent to you in Avalon and, since she misses you so very much, I will endure the absence for a little while so the two of you do not have to Oct 18 16:04:46 * Christopher looks touched Oct 18 16:05:04 Thank you, Morgan. I know your Mother means a great deal to you Oct 18 16:05:35 * Morgan inclines his head Oct 18 16:08:24 Seeing mothers joy at seeing you makes the wait worthwhile Oct 18 16:08:45 * Christopher has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 16:12:46 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 16:13:03 * MollyK is now known as Christopher Oct 18 16:13:30 * Christopher and Verity take their mirrors to their rooms, leaving Morgan alone Oct 18 16:14:34 * Morgan digs out the last of his leather, drawing out the markings for a couple of cases Oct 18 16:14:44 [how was Mina?] Oct 18 16:15:16 [better than expected] Oct 18 16:15:58 [I wonder of that holds true when she is alone with my brother] Oct 18 16:17:46 [it is always different with a spouse, that is where we can be our most vulnerable, isn't it?] Oct 18 16:18:37 [Yes, but its a bit more pronounced with her... unless of course she does not keep you at arms length, being a woman] Oct 18 16:19:45 [Many people do not keep me at arms length, I think] Oct 18 16:20:47 [True. Is everyone together?] Oct 18 16:23:33 * Christopher has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 16:27:08 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 16:29:28 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 18 16:30:38 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 16:32:51 [True. Is everyone together?] Oct 18 16:34:45 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 16:37:22 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 16:40:52 [16:22:05] MollyK: [16:12:26] Christopher: [I am taking a walk, I do not know] Oct 18 16:41:09 [is everything alright?] Oct 18 16:44:17 [Yes... I just wanted a little solitude] Oct 18 16:45:16 [oh. I shall leave you be] Oct 18 16:46:32 [I know you wished time with your family, my love. I will be back in a little while] Oct 18 16:46:52 [But you are my family too. Very well] Oct 18 16:48:37 [I'll be back soon] Oct 18 16:49:02 * Morgan takes his things, sitting at the top of the stairs at the end of the hallway, working on the cases Oct 18 16:50:48 *Danvers comes along the hall, needing to pass where he is* Do you need something, your Excellency? Oct 18 16:52:24 I don't suppose you're free to listen for Varick? Oct 18 16:52:45 : Certainly, Your Excellency Oct 18 16:53:16 * Morgan thanks her, taking his things down to the drawing room, looking for the others Oct 18 16:53:44 *That is where the others all are. It is snowing outside again* Oct 18 16:54:24 * Morgan watches the window for a few moments before sitting down Oct 18 16:55:09 * MollyK is now known as Edward Oct 18 16:55:37 * Edward is sat on the couch beside Mina who is doing embroidery, an arm along the back of it Oct 18 16:55:52 M: Did you enjoy the snowball fight, Morgan? Oct 18 16:56:49 Aside from the treachery of being ganged up upon, I did. I was still shaking snow from inside my coat when we got back Oct 18 16:57:10 * Edward laughs Oct 18 16:57:30 It will have thawed here by the time you return Oct 18 16:57:50 I'm not convinced _I_ will have by then Oct 18 16:58:34 *this makes Mina smile too* Oct 18 16:58:53 No Varick? Oct 18 16:59:08 He's having a nap Oct 18 16:59:23 Quiet hour and I did not realise... Oct 18 17:00:27 I imagine your wife will forgive you... this once... given our imminent departure Oct 18 17:00:39 * Edward nods Oct 18 17:01:19 She'll have me to herself before long *Mina blushes a little at this, but she doesn't look offended* Oct 18 17:02:14 * Morgan looks at Mina Oct 18 17:02:20 Did Molly seem out of sorts to you? Oct 18 17:02:52 M: A little quiet, yes, but nothing alarming Oct 18 17:05:04 * Morgan nods, looking concerned before looking back at the leather Oct 18 17:05:20 * Edward watches him Oct 18 17:06:08 Sometimes people become introspective on days like today, after all the excitement of New Year's Eve Oct 18 17:07:02 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 18 17:08:17 M: She said she was going for a stroll around the grounds, but it will be getting dark soon, I would expect her imminently Oct 18 17:08:55 Just around the grounds? Oct 18 17:09:18 M: That is what she said Oct 18 17:09:26 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:09:31 Alright... Oct 18 17:10:42 I can find her for you? Oct 18 17:12:23 That might be an idea... perhaps your insight could help her with her introspection... Oct 18 17:12:55 If you think it would be welcomed... Oct 18 17:13:50 She had said she wanted a little solitude... I do wonder if thats the best course for dealing with it, though... Oct 18 17:14:31 * Edward nods, getting up and excusing himself Oct 18 17:14:42 * Edward is now known as Mina Oct 18 17:15:04 * Mina looks to Morgan between stitches Oct 18 17:15:11 Have you fallen out? Oct 18 17:16:20 No, not at all. Unless we've had an argument I wasn't present for... Oct 18 17:16:33 * Mina smiles Oct 18 17:16:41 Does that happen often? Oct 18 17:17:47 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 18 17:17:52 Not as far as I'm aware Oct 18 17:18:00 * Mina nods Oct 18 17:18:28 She seemed very buoyant when we spoke this morning Oct 18 17:19:43 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:19:56 Coming down from that perhaps... like a sugar crash... Oct 18 17:20:51 From chatting? *if Mina is more aware of the sort of night they had she is doing a very good job of being inscrutable* Oct 18 17:21:35 From her being... buoyant... but I suspect you knew thats what I meant Oct 18 17:22:18 Perhaps. Or perhaps she is upset about departing so soon Oct 18 17:23:30 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:23:33 I certainly am Oct 18 17:23:55 Edward will miss you terribly Oct 18 17:24:38 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:24:42 That feeling is mutual Oct 18 17:25:06 * Mina nods Oct 18 17:26:30 Perhaps next New Years Eve you will return to Graben to participate in our traditions? Oct 18 17:27:52 * Morgan closes his eyes for a moment Oct 18 17:28:08 I'm not sure... we're planning to sail for Capperlucia again in the autumn... Oct 18 17:28:54 That would be a shame, but you have much to attend to Oct 18 17:30:30 There is a great deal to do... Edward has given me some guidance about delegating that which can be delegated Oct 18 17:30:40 * Mina nods Oct 18 17:30:49 He is very good at such things Oct 18 17:31:56 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:32:06 He and father are most definitely cut from the same cloth in that regard Oct 18 17:32:48 * Mina nods Oct 18 17:32:56 They are both excellent rulers Oct 18 17:33:13 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:33:21 I hope I can live up to their examples in that respect Oct 18 17:33:33 I am sure you will Oct 18 17:36:53 perhaps Oct 18 17:37:24 I think it is good breeding, I am rather counting upon that for the future of Graben Oct 18 17:39:00 I don't think you need to worry about that. Your children are... will be... lucky to have parents the likes of the two of you Oct 18 17:52:08 * Mina has quit (Ping Timeout) Oct 18 18:45:50 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Oct 18 19:21:26 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 19:23:31 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 20:17:53 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Oct 18 20:19:18 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 20:19:37 * MollyK is now known as Mina Oct 18 20:20:14 * Mina keeps her eyes on her embroidery, but there is a hint of discomfort in her micro expressions Oct 18 20:21:04 * Morgan moves to sit next to her, speaking quietly Oct 18 20:21:09 I'm sorry, I did not mean to upset you Oct 18 20:21:40 I know you did not. Oct 18 20:24:33 * Morgan sighs quietly Oct 18 20:25:28 She is not our daughter, she is Edward's daughter Oct 18 20:26:30 * Morgan nods Oct 18 20:38:58 * Mina continues her stitching Oct 18 20:40:14 I wish I knew how to help you with this Oct 18 20:41:02 It is something I prefer not to discuss Oct 18 20:43:53 You know my help is always available to you? Oct 18 20:43:58 I do Oct 18 20:44:31 As is Mollys Oct 18 20:44:49 * Mina nods Oct 18 20:44:53 Thank you Oct 18 20:46:14 At some point... I'll tell Edward it was me that threw that first snowball that hit him Oct 18 20:46:39 * Mina smiles Oct 18 20:46:56 I saw that, it was skilful Oct 18 20:47:19 I have a knack for throwing things thats all Oct 18 20:47:39 It almost makes up for the fact I am _useless_ with a bow Oct 18 20:48:24 * Mina smiles Oct 18 20:48:39 Edward is wonderful at archery Oct 18 20:48:48 * Morgan nods Oct 18 20:49:00 It has been a point of envy for me Oct 18 20:49:52 * Mina looks more intrigued than is very courtly Oct 18 20:50:00 What else do you envy him for? Oct 18 20:51:22 His abilities as a ruler... more than once lately I have thought that he should've been born first, he'd have done a damn sight better than I have Oct 18 20:53:22 * Mina considers her statement before speaking Oct 18 20:53:44 It would have afforded everyone an easier time Oct 18 20:54:30 * Morgan nods Oct 18 20:54:42 I wish you could hear him talk about you when you aren't around Oct 18 20:54:52 * Mina smiles Oct 18 20:54:59 Do enlighten me Oct 18 20:56:49 I would struggle to adequately express the depth and breadth of his adoration for you. I never appreciated quite how... poetic a soul he has, and that only shows itself when he talks about you Oct 18 20:58:48 * Mina smiles "He used to write to me and send poems he had written, right in the beginning. They were so clever and confident, and in someways at odds with his tongue-tied moments when we saw each other" Oct 18 21:01:09 The morning after your wedding, there was, like a fundamental shift in him. Suddenly he was secure in himself, exactly where he was meant to be. Oct 18 21:01:29 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:01:45 The earth moved for him. Oct 18 21:02:16 * Morgan glances at her Oct 18 21:02:27 Yes. Oct 18 21:03:19 *just as she had been at lunch, when making a comment about something coming thick and fast, there is no indication even in her micro expression whether it was a purposeful innuendo* Oct 18 21:07:59 * Morgan watches her for a moment before sighing, looking back at the leather in his lap Oct 18 21:08:02 * Mina rethreads her needle Oct 18 21:08:51 The poems he has written me this year are just obscene. More tea? Oct 18 21:09:40 * Morgan just stares at the leather for a moment before glancing at her again Oct 18 21:10:20 * Mina looks at him as if awaiting an answer, not even smirking Oct 18 21:10:49 I knew it... you're throwing innuendo about and no-one notices because you're so damn good at this... and yes, please. Oct 18 21:11:27 * Mina smiles, whispering "Shh... I have a reputation to maintain." Oct 18 21:13:09 * Morgan opens his mouth, shutting it and nodding, looking back at the leather Oct 18 21:13:29 * Mina pours some more tea for him Oct 18 21:15:47 How did you like the summerhouse? Oct 18 21:16:26 I heartily recommend you take the opportunity to stay out there, though perhaps once the water is warmer Oct 18 21:16:40 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:16:56 The summer seems like an appropriate time Oct 18 21:17:45 There's something to be said for it at this time of year... but it has been said I have seawater in my veins, so its no surprise I'll swim in any weather Oct 18 21:17:58 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:19:02 Did you ever consider going into the army so you might serve with Edward? Oct 18 21:19:40 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 18 21:20:15 My path was already set and, realistically, there was no other choice but the navy for me Oct 18 21:20:49 I am sure though that Edward would have benefited from your company and sobriety Oct 18 21:21:58 Maybe. We weren't terribly close once I went to the academy... even before that I think he despaired of me. Dekker says thats the way with brothers, the younger one has to carve out their own niche so they're not in the footsteps of the older. Oct 18 21:23:31 * Mina smiles Oct 18 21:23:41 I have heard similar before Oct 18 21:24:34 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:24:38 I can't say I had Oct 18 21:24:57 I do like Dekker, very much Oct 18 21:25:08 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:25:19 Me too Oct 18 21:25:53 I like all of Edward's friends, though I know they did not wish him to wed Oct 18 21:27:13 I think thats because it meant things were changing... now Zench is getting married as well, Witts is working for me, Wonks and DeeDee here... its all changed. Oct 18 21:27:30 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:27:49 That only leaves our dear friend Mattias... Oct 18 21:27:59 Lord that man frustrates me Oct 18 21:29:24 I do have someone in mind for him Oct 18 21:30:34 Oh really? Oct 18 21:31:01 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:31:16 A freiarr's daughter who is widowed Oct 18 21:31:42 * Morgan thinks, trying to work out who that might be Oct 18 21:31:56 He needs to see marriage differently before then Oct 18 21:32:08 *no one springs to mind* Oct 18 21:32:28 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 21:32:33 No, I've no idea who that might be Oct 18 21:33:17 And he will, because she was a very loyal wife. She is also very maternal, calm, not at all vain. The opposite of his mother Oct 18 21:33:52 Do I detect a hint of disapproval there dear sister? Oct 18 21:34:32 You might Oct 18 21:35:08 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:35:39 He has grown on my parents considerably Oct 18 21:36:04 Edward said his behaviour was heroic Oct 18 21:36:46 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:37:08 Nothing short of it. Did he also tell you he was angry at himself that it was not him that saved father? Oct 18 21:37:25 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:37:36 He did Oct 18 21:37:49 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Oct 18 21:38:34 He would not have been satisfied with his actions no matter which way that unfolded. If he'd been nearer father, yes, he would've saved him instead... but then he'd berate himself for not standing with me. Oct 18 21:38:47 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:39:05 Edward is very hard on himself Oct 18 21:39:13 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:39:32 He craves fathers approval and pride, not realising how much of both he already has Oct 18 21:39:55 It is not just his, Morgan. Oct 18 21:40:21 * Morgan looks at her Oct 18 21:40:23 Mine? Oct 18 21:40:37 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:40:57 He has that as well Oct 18 21:41:20 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:41:31 Family is important to him Oct 18 21:42:01 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Oct 18 21:42:32 That is obvious to me now Oct 18 21:43:13 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:43:36 Mattias deserves a real family Oct 18 21:44:00 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:44:12 Did you see his reaction to my mother hugging him? Oct 18 21:44:53 No, but I can understand how it would feel for someone who has not had that sort of tender care from a mother Oct 18 21:45:32 * Morgan nods, leaning against her momentarily Oct 18 21:46:12 * Mina looks a little surprised by it Oct 18 21:48:14 * Morgan glances at her before sipping his tea Oct 18 21:48:50 I know... its an odd way of showing affection Oct 18 21:51:14 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:51:43 I read that some people need touch as an expression of care and love Oct 18 21:51:53 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:52:49 I am definitely one of those people... it developed during the war when a hug was out of the question... not a great idea when you're clinging to the rigging, so we'd just... lean against eachother for a bit of reassurance Oct 18 21:54:31 * Mina nods Oct 18 21:54:48 That is interesting... Oct 18 21:56:03 Oh? Oct 18 21:57:27 I had not realised how touch-starved troops were Oct 18 21:57:51 * Morgan nods Oct 18 21:59:55 * Mina sews a moment Oct 18 22:00:10 It was worse once I stopped sailing with a platoon and was spending all my time alone Oct 18 22:00:40 Perhaps that was what lead many service men to... indiscretions Oct 18 22:01:15 For some, certainly. Oct 18 22:03:08 I was not implying that applied to you. Oct 18 22:03:20 * Morgan smiles Oct 18 22:03:23 I did not think you were Oct 18 22:04:05 I already knew that was not the case Oct 18 22:04:16 * Morgan sighs Oct 18 22:04:26 Ah... he has told you of the nickname I had, I suppose? Oct 18 22:04:54 No, it was not Edward I discussed it with Oct 18 22:05:24 Molly? Oct 18 22:08:12 * Mina nods Oct 18 22:08:36 * Morgan nods Oct 18 22:08:37 I see Oct 18 22:10:04 I have not heard the nickname Oct 18 22:11:40 I was commonly referred to as Saint Morgan of Puritytown... Oct 18 22:11:44 * Morgan watches her sidelong Oct 18 22:12:12 * Mina stays completely impassive and courtly Oct 18 22:12:17 That is unkind Oct 18 22:12:33 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 22:12:39 It was relatively well deserved Oct 18 22:16:00 There is nothing wrong with holding oneself with respect and reserve until someone who you deeply value can be entrusted with your heart and future. Oct 18 22:16:50 * Morgan nods Oct 18 22:16:57 No... however.. I think I was just a prude Oct 18 22:17:53 There is nothing wrong in that Oct 18 22:19:17 There is when you're a sailor Oct 18 22:20:19 Why? What does allowing your personal standards to drop get you, as a sailor? Oct 18 22:20:44 * Morgan smiles sadly Oct 18 22:20:48 inclusion Oct 18 22:21:46 But now you are happily married, without an unsavoury past Oct 18 22:22:08 * Morgan nods Oct 18 22:22:37 I am glad of it now... back then, being ostracised was... painful. Oct 18 22:24:55 * Mina nods Oct 18 22:25:08 I can empathise Oct 18 22:25:41 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Oct 18 22:28:48 There is a great deal of pressure in our circles to behave indiscreetly, and if one does not do so they stand out Oct 18 22:29:25 I wonder why Oct 18 22:30:47 * Mina shakes her head Oct 18 22:31:03 I do not know Oct 18 22:32:43 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 22:32:55 I've got to say, it was easier working on the leather for the saddle Oct 18 22:33:09 What are you crafting? Oct 18 22:33:30 [liebes herz... what did you tell Edward about last night?] Oct 18 22:33:52 Mostly a mess at the moment... Its a travelling case for a mirror Oct 18 22:34:52 [uhhh. Enough for him to know it was the first time we did certain things. Vigorous things.] Oct 18 22:36:44 [I see] Oct 18 22:36:58 Oh, as a gift for Molly? How thoughtful Oct 18 22:37:29 [I have done wrong I see] Oct 18 22:38:03 [It was... I didn't... I was not expecting him or anyone else to know] Oct 18 22:38:17 For uncle Christopher, he has much further to go... though it was his idea in truth, and I had some left over leather from mucking about with Wonks saddle Oct 18 22:38:32 [I was struggling with my emotions, and I needed help] Oct 18 22:38:37 That was a very kind gesture Oct 18 22:39:04 [Because of what we discussed about how it was with Dietlinde?] Oct 18 22:39:28 It was obvious how much not riding hurt him... I would not see someone suffer that hurt if I can help it Oct 18 22:39:38 * Mina nods Oct 18 22:39:51 [Somewhat. How I have changed. Edward had remarkable insight into it] Oct 18 22:42:44 [Alright, I understand] Oct 18 22:46:13 I never really understood how much keeping ones hands busy helps... Oct 18 22:46:44 * Mina nods Oct 18 22:47:04 It is useful to always be working at something Oct 18 22:47:16 * Morgan nods Oct 18 22:47:31 Reduces the chance of me slapping someone too, which I _suppose_ is a good thing Oct 18 22:47:45 * Mina smiles a little Oct 18 22:47:56 That is helpful Oct 18 22:50:04 * Morgan nods Oct 18 22:50:58 *Varick soon rejoins them, wanting to tell them all about his snowball fight, and Molly and Edward return just as the servants are drawing the curtains and adding more logs to the fire* Oct 18 22:51:44 * Morgan watches Molly Oct 18 22:52:51 I suppose, brother, you want me to move... *he stands up, moving near Molly* I dropped a needle but no doubt you'll find it fairly quickyl Oct 18 22:54:21 *Mina smiles at Edward* Be careful Eddie or it might end up in your rear. Oct 18 22:58:28 *Edward watches her a moment again before making a concerted hunt for the needle* Oct 18 22:59:11 * Morgan glances at Mina, winking at her before moving to Molly, looking at her seriously Oct 18 22:59:15 [do we need to talk?] Oct 18 22:59:43 * Mina is now known as Molly Oct 18 22:59:57 * Molly shrugs a little Oct 18 23:00:05 I'd appreciate some tea? Oct 18 23:01:42 * Morgan nods, moving to pour some for her Oct 18 23:02:47 * Molly takes it, blowing on the surface Oct 18 23:03:00 Did you wish to go to the library? Oct 18 23:03:12 * Morgan nods, sighing slightly Oct 18 23:03:13 Alright Oct 18 23:06:43 * Molly waits til they are in there before saying "I am not angry, my love, but it was unexpected and uncomfortable. It took me a very long time to even be able to do more than hint awkwardly about these things to you" Oct 18 23:07:34 I'm sorry. I didn't give him details, just... that I have changed and it was bothering me, but I had to explain what I meant... to a point Oct 18 23:08:48 * Molly nods Oct 18 23:09:59 When you went for a walk you seemed... distant, so I worried you were feeling the same as I did this morning... out of sorts... Oct 18 23:10:31 * Molly nods Oct 18 23:11:19 I was. I was feeling that perhaps it was... too much? Too vulnerable, perhaps? Oct 18 23:11:42 * Morgan nods Oct 18 23:11:50 Edward says that is not uncommon Oct 18 23:12:15 * Molly nods, sipping the tea Oct 18 23:12:22 Yes Oct 18 23:12:33 * Morgan watches her, looking sad Oct 18 23:14:13 It's alright. You needed to talk to someone who could understand about the past and the present without being too close Oct 18 23:15:45 You are upset, and I have made that worse Oct 18 23:16:27 * Molly shakes her head Oct 18 23:16:43 I started to doubt myself, that's all Oct 18 23:19:16 I pushed you too far Oct 18 23:20:37 No... I suppose I have been feeling that perhaps you would be regretting it now, perhaps finding my enjoyment of it distasteful, or feel that you had been pressured into all this, as it is not like before Oct 18 23:21:46 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 18 23:21:54 No. Not at all. Oct 18 23:23:46 * Molly nods, chewing her lip Oct 18 23:24:04 Alright Oct 18 23:24:51 Talk to me, please. I would resolve this Oct 18 23:26:02 That is it, really. A feeling that that is not what you truly want and like, that _I_ have pushed _you_ too hard Oct 18 23:27:07 It is not what I am used to. The feelings this morning of being ill at ease, Edward says they're normal and will pass. How could I not enjoy something that brought you so much enjoyment? Oct 18 23:28:02 Because if _you_ did not enjoy it, that would be important Oct 18 23:29:35 I did. Having you at my mercy was... thrilling. But seeing you ride those waves, I enjoyed that immensely too Oct 18 23:30:21 * Molly nods, blushing and smiling Oct 18 23:31:47 Aside from these concerns, I feel... I don't know... listless, I suppose. Like when the May Fayre is coming, and you are so excited, and it it all so wonderful, but the next day you wake up and it is all finished. Oct 18 23:32:33 * Morgan nods Oct 18 23:33:02 I don't know how to fix that... I suspect that might well be normal and pass... Oct 18 23:33:15 * Molly nods Oct 18 23:33:29 I would think so Oct 18 23:34:00 * Morgan nods Oct 18 23:34:11 Is anything else bothering you? Oct 18 23:34:46 I don't think so... should there be? Oct 18 23:35:18 I thought perhaps you'd seen me holding a baby in town and were having issues with it... Oct 18 23:36:42 I saw you, my love. It was sweet, not upsetting. Oct 18 23:36:58 * Morgan nods Oct 18 23:37:12 It is easier now that we are working towards that goal? Oct 18 23:38:11 * Molly thinks Oct 18 23:38:29 I think it is easier now that we are open with each other about those desires Oct 18 23:38:39 * Morgan nods Oct 18 23:39:14 Shall we rejoin the others? I want to know if Mina has told Edward that I didn't drop the needle he's looking for Oct 18 23:39:52 * Molly nods slowly Oct 18 23:40:19 If you do not have anything you need to talk about, yes Oct 18 23:41:37 I'm... alright. I've picked up as the day has gone on. I am still _me_ in here *he taps his chest* no matter how I change, I will hold the same values Oct 18 23:42:32 * Molly nods, setting down her cup and opening her arms to him Oct 18 23:42:47 * Morgan moves to her immediately, wrapping her in his arms Oct 18 23:43:56 * Molly holds to him "You would never harm me, my love, I know that. I am in no way afraid" Oct 18 23:44:16 * Morgan nods Oct 18 23:44:17 Good Oct 18 23:45:06 * Molly breathes him in, making a happy sigh Oct 18 23:45:39 I enjoyed it, greatly. More than I had imagined even. Oct 18 23:46:13 * Morgan nods Oct 18 23:48:23 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Oct 18 23:49:42 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)