**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Sep 25 21:28:11 2022 Sep 25 21:28:11 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Sep 25 21:28:58 When my daughter and your son married, the first time we saw Seb, you had four boys and no girls Sep 25 21:28:58 Bit odd Sep 25 21:28:58 * MollyK nods Sep 25 21:28:58 Seb and I had had eleven I believe, three sets of twins, five singletons Sep 25 21:28:58 Good god Sep 25 21:29:01 * MollyK nods Sep 25 21:29:03 The last of those dreams I have had, I was newly pregnant again, Heinzharold came to tell you Varick was causing civil unrest in Innesbruck Sep 25 21:29:05 Why would he do that? Sep 25 21:29:07 I do not recall. It wasn't something being shared with me Sep 25 21:29:28 * Morgan nods Sep 25 21:31:17 * MollyK continues stroking his hair Sep 25 21:31:57 What do you think about Edward in your dream? Are you worried that is a warning somehow? Sep 25 21:32:13 No, given that it was Rief... Sep 25 21:32:47 * MollyK nods "poor Edward though, that would have been awful" Sep 25 21:33:29 * Morgan nods Sep 25 21:33:32 Aye, it would Sep 25 21:36:12 It must have been a shock to see him there Sep 25 21:36:40 * Morgan nods Sep 25 21:36:44 Very much so Sep 25 21:37:26 I can only assume they never knew who was at fault Sep 25 21:37:44 No, they never knew Sep 25 21:38:39 * MollyK nods Sep 25 21:38:56 Everyone would have been happy, except him Sep 25 21:39:34 * Morgan nods Sep 25 21:40:03 * MollyK looks at him Sep 25 21:40:30 You do know I am where I want to be? I would not trade my life for that one Sep 25 21:40:46 It would likely be easier Sep 25 21:41:12 Would it? Sep 25 21:42:41 Not having to deal with my... less than easygoing mood swings, the struggles I have with these dreams... Sep 25 21:44:20 I only worry for you, my love. You are not a burden, I just want you to be happy here Sep 25 21:45:00 I am Sep 25 21:45:55 I would guess you would swap your life for that though? *she watches him frowning slightly* Sep 25 21:47:32 So that my daughter would live a happy life, with children? Sep 25 21:48:08 * MollyK nods "How could you not, really?" Sep 25 21:48:54 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 25 21:49:05 Any parent worth their salt would Sep 25 21:49:15 * MollyK nods Sep 25 21:50:36 Did you talk to Heinzharold about the dream? Sep 25 21:50:55 No... Sep 25 21:51:36 He was very uneasy just about the Shadowfayre wasn't he? Sep 25 21:52:04 * Morgan nods Sep 25 21:52:05 very Sep 25 21:53:20 It isn't easy... I can see why he would feel uncomfortable with the idea Sep 25 21:53:45 * Morgan nods Sep 25 21:54:36 The same with Seb and I really Sep 25 21:54:57 How so? Sep 25 21:55:30 It isn't easy that it's well known that he and I could have been something Sep 25 21:56:08 * Morgan frowns Sep 25 21:56:15 I'm sorry... I should've kept it to myself Sep 25 21:56:36 * MollyK shakes her head Sep 25 21:56:58 No, that is not the sort of marriage we have, nor the sort I want. Sep 25 21:58:40 Then I don't see how I could've made the situation any better Sep 25 21:59:19 No, you couldn't. This is what our paths have for us Sep 25 21:59:27 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 25 22:00:52 * MollyK bends down to gently kiss him Sep 25 22:01:23 I am happy with you. I do not want to be with him Sep 25 22:02:02 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:02:05 I know Sep 25 22:02:25 * MollyK nods Sep 25 22:04:17 You saw Madchen though? Sep 25 22:04:37 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:04:38 I did Sep 25 22:05:35 That was nice? Sep 25 22:07:03 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:07:15 She's a little darling Sep 25 22:07:34 * MollyK smiles Sep 25 22:07:49 How much does she understand, do you think? Sep 25 22:08:10 About what exactly? Sep 25 22:09:19 The dreams and how hard they are for you Sep 25 22:10:34 More than you might imagine I think. She always gives me the choice of seeing Sep 25 22:10:55 So she understands that you might be upset? Sep 25 22:11:13 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:11:16 I think so Sep 25 22:11:59 That's very advanced for the age she appears Sep 25 22:13:21 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:13:31 aye... but she knows things no child that age could possibly understand Sep 25 22:13:47 It's very strange, isn't it? Sep 25 22:14:40 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:14:41 Very Sep 25 22:15:48 It is a shame we do not see more of her in the dreams Sep 25 22:16:20 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:16:45 Aye... Theus alone knows when she'll actually be born here Sep 25 22:16:59 * MollyK nods Sep 25 22:17:13 It could be many years, couldn't it? Sep 25 22:17:20 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:19:16 Let's hope she will not by the eighth! Sep 25 22:19:30 No? Sep 25 22:20:47 * MollyK smiles Sep 25 22:21:11 I do not usually get to meet her in the dreams, not as myself Sep 25 22:21:43 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:21:44 True Sep 25 22:21:57 * MollyK watches him fondly Sep 25 22:22:09 I rather think she will be a daddy's girl Sep 25 22:23:31 You think so? Sep 25 22:23:41 * MollyK nods Sep 25 22:24:13 They will all be very lucky to have your love and devotion Sep 25 22:24:30 I hope so... I don't feel I'm doing very well at giving Varick all that he needs Sep 25 22:25:54 We have been very busy, but he sees you with your parents, and Edward, and your friends. You are a good role model for a little boy who has been so isolated Sep 25 22:26:19 * Morgan sighs Sep 25 22:26:21 God I hope so Sep 25 22:26:59 * MollyK smiles Sep 25 22:27:10 You should have more faith in yourself. Sep 25 22:28:14 * Morgan shrugs Sep 25 22:28:35 Did you worry so much with Jana? Sep 25 22:29:24 No, not at all... but I wasn't a man who had been so utterly broken Sep 25 22:31:16 And look at what you can pass on to our children about perseverance, and starting over when the world is unfair Sep 25 22:31:51 perhaps Sep 25 22:32:46 I have no idea what they will learn from me, *she smiles* Sep 25 22:33:43 Patience, love and inner strength Sep 25 22:34:08 * MollyK looks touched Sep 25 22:34:25 I am glad you think so highly of me Sep 25 22:35:41 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:35:42 Always Sep 25 22:36:07 * MollyK smiles Sep 25 22:36:32 We will have stories to tell them of how we travelled on a ship before they were botn Sep 25 22:36:36 Born* Sep 25 22:36:51 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:36:54 Indeed we will Sep 25 22:37:27 I anticipate having at least one who follows in the family footsteps of yearning for the sea Sep 25 22:37:43 I would imagine so Sep 25 22:38:52 Preferably not the eldest boy Sep 25 22:40:39 No... that would be impractical Sep 25 22:40:54 * MollyK nods Sep 25 22:41:31 Did you find that difficult? Sep 25 22:41:52 I still do Sep 25 22:42:08 * MollyK nods Sep 25 22:42:37 But our desire for children would settle us somewhere even without the duty? Sep 25 22:43:10 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:43:14 Probably yes Sep 25 22:44:25 I am not sure I would like to give birth at sea! Sep 25 22:45:30 No? Sep 25 22:46:59 It would be a little impractical I think Sep 25 22:47:41 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:47:43 Oh absolutely Sep 25 22:48:16 Let's try not to, hmm? Sep 25 22:49:55 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:49:56 alright Sep 25 22:50:07 We will spend plenty of time on the ship practicing making babies instead? And in the sunshine of Capperlucia? Sep 25 22:50:53 * Morgan nods Sep 25 22:50:56 I think so, yes Sep 25 22:51:25 * MollyK nods, kissing his forehead "I look forward to it" Sep 25 22:53:23 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Sep 25 23:00:05 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout)