**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Sep 17 16:22:19 2022 Sep 17 16:22:19 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Sep 17 16:58:25 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Sep 17 17:08:05 * MollyK nods Sep 17 17:08:14 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Sep 17 17:08:35 We will be glad to see you *he yawns* Sep 17 17:09:11 Hopefully it won't be too long before we're only a days travel away Sep 17 17:09:41 * Adalbrecht smiles Sep 17 17:10:25 I look forward to it. I am going to spend the remainder of the night in your Mother's room so we can both be found easily Sep 17 17:10:48 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Sep 17 17:11:12 I'll see you in the morning... the proper morning, not whatever this counts as Sep 17 17:13:41 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 17 17:14:01 Goodnight, my son. You are making us both very proud. Sep 17 17:14:24 * Morgan looks both very touched and very humbled, bowing his head Sep 17 17:15:48 * Adalbrecht leaves him with this. He sees no one for several hours until Claudia spots him as she passes the doorway around the time he'd normally be up Sep 17 17:17:17 * Morgan inclines his head Sep 17 17:18:57 * Adalbrecht is now known as Claudia Sep 17 17:19:03 * Claudia comes in Sep 17 17:19:09 Need anything? Sep 17 17:19:20 Another coffee would be fantastic, please Sep 17 17:20:38 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:20:44 How you doing? Sep 17 17:21:57 I'm alright. Been a long time since I saw someone die that wasn't caused by me Sep 17 17:22:49 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:23:04 Kinda weird when there's not blood everywhere Sep 17 17:23:19 * Morgan nods Sep 17 17:23:29 Watching Mina have to let him go... that hurt quite a bit Sep 17 17:24:37 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:24:47 At least she got the chance. Sep 17 17:24:59 * Morgan nods Sep 17 17:25:16 I think its awful whichever way it happens Sep 17 17:26:10 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:26:27 We staying longer? Sep 17 17:26:36 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 17:26:51 Can't. Certain things we simply cannot miss, and if we delay, we will. Sep 17 17:27:54 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:28:29 When you go to the kitchen, would you make sure the staff take the time to see Joseff before they start working? I don't want them not having chance once things get busy Sep 17 17:28:48 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:29:28 I will. Seen Heinzharold? Sep 17 17:30:10 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 17:30:12 Not yet Sep 17 17:30:33 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:30:36 Okay Sep 17 17:32:14 * Morgan looks at her Sep 17 17:32:17 Have you? Sep 17 17:32:53 Nope. Just wanted to check in with him Sep 17 17:34:00 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding Sep 17 17:35:15 He lost his Da, it could bring up memories for him Sep 17 17:37:11 * Morgan nods Sep 17 17:37:17 I was talking to him about it last night Sep 17 17:37:34 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:38:27 He'll probably be fine. I'll get your coffee. Nearly time for you to swap off? Sep 17 17:38:45 Well, specifically how we think about them less as time goes on... uhhh, I don't know actually, probably soon Sep 17 17:39:09 * Claudia nods Sep 17 17:39:19 I'll hurry it up then Sep 17 17:39:49 I'm more concerned that the staff get their time Sep 17 17:42:38 * Claudia nods. When she comes back staff come too. She stands beside Morgan. There is a great deal of upset and tears, he was obviously well-liked by the servants Sep 17 17:43:09 * Morgan stands quietly, letting them take their time Sep 17 17:44:50 *DeeDee comes in, briefly inclining his head to Claudia before speaking to Morgan* I am here to relieve you, your Excellency Sep 17 17:45:58 * Morgan nods Sep 17 17:46:29 I have no doubt my father and I will stand another watch, I'll have you relieved in a while Sep 17 17:49:42 * Claudia nods "Edward has requested that we move the coffin just before nine" Sep 17 17:49:51 DeeDee* Sep 17 17:50:02 To the other wing? Sep 17 17:51:27 D: Yes, after breakfast ready for the townspeople Sep 17 17:52:20 * Morgan nods Sep 17 17:52:26 How's he doing this morning? Sep 17 17:53:14 * Claudia is now known as DeeDee Sep 17 17:53:27 It's Edward. He is fine. Sep 17 17:53:38 * Morgan nods gravely Sep 17 17:53:47 Alright. Sep 17 17:55:10 Mina had a settled night, he said. Sep 17 17:55:44 * Morgan raises an eyebrow before nodding Sep 17 17:55:53 Is he around? Sep 17 17:57:35 Awake and dressed, attending to paperwork before breakfast. Her Excellency was there helping Mina dress Sep 17 17:58:43 * Morgan nods, before inclining his head Sep 17 17:58:57 I know Edward appreciates your assisting here, and so do I Sep 17 18:01:22 * DeeDee smiles Sep 17 18:02:01 He'd do it for me in a heartbeat. It will also give me chance to been seen by the people I will be working with and living amongst Sep 17 18:02:56 * Morgan nods, patting his arm comradely before heading out of the room to find Edward Sep 17 18:03:52 * DeeDee is now known as Edward Sep 17 18:08:29 * Edward is in the sitting room of his and Mina's suite Sep 17 18:10:02 * Morgan taps quietly on the doorframe Sep 17 18:10:21 * Edward looks up from the desk Sep 17 18:10:29 Come in, brother. Sep 17 18:15:49 * Morgan moves, sitting opposite Edward Sep 17 18:16:18 * Edward signs something Sep 17 18:16:39 How are you this morning? Sep 17 18:16:54 * Morgan frowns, looking at the desk Sep 17 18:17:35 Somewhat upset, I think, and, undeniably, tired. How are you faring? Sep 17 18:19:07 * Edward nods Sep 17 18:19:46 Upset, naturally, but holding course. Sep 17 18:20:20 * Morgan watches him steadily, speaking quietly Sep 17 18:21:05 Are you holding it close in to yourself, to show you are... capable? Sep 17 18:22:40 I am capable. I have a duty to the people to be a cool, steady head in this important time, and I will do so. Sep 17 18:23:31 I know you are, I was not implying anything... I was trying to... *he sighs* nevermind Sep 17 18:26:35 I am alright, Morgan. There is a time to mourn, and a time to lead others through their mourning. Sep 17 18:27:26 * Morgan just nods Sep 17 18:28:18 I know you, Molly, Mother and Father are all here if I need you, and your support is immensely valuable to me Sep 17 18:28:32 * Morgan nods Sep 17 18:29:02 I also don't want you to appear... cold, to the people. You are not. Sep 17 18:30:00 * Edward nods Sep 17 18:30:06 I understand Sep 17 18:30:59 * Morgan watches him for another moment before shrugging and looking round, muttering something quietly Sep 17 18:31:51 * Edward sets down his quill Sep 17 18:32:00 What's on your mind, brother? Sep 17 18:32:31 * Morgan snaps his attention back to Edward Sep 17 18:32:43 I said I love you. Sep 17 18:32:52 * Edward smiles Sep 17 18:33:24 I love you too. It seems something is troubling you, and I would help with that Sep 17 18:33:58 As I said, I don't want you to appear cold... or to withdraw into some protective shell... its alright to grieve, and its alright for people to see that Sep 17 18:37:16 I know it is. But it is also important that the people see that everything is in hand. Graben will continue to be strong, and though their familiar Freiarr has passed on, their current one will provide the safety and security that allows them to live their lives happily. Sep 17 18:40:59 I'm pleased to be able to tell you they already think that... is it a little ironic that I'm thinking about the appearance of things in this situation? Sep 17 18:42:48 Is it? Sep 17 18:43:56 I think so. I'm known to go with the more emotional reaction... speaking of which, there is an issue I wanted to bring to you Sep 17 18:45:28 * Edward nods Sep 17 18:45:32 Go on Sep 17 18:46:00 Joseff requested a particular hymn that both you and I have difficulty with. Sep 17 18:47:42 * Edward rubs his forehead gently Sep 17 18:48:00 If that is his request, I cannot refuse it. Sep 17 18:48:28 It is already arranged. We will endure, but I did not wish you unprepared Sep 17 18:48:38 * Edward nods Sep 17 18:49:14 Thank you. If you wish to step out then Mina will not be hurt. Sep 17 18:49:31 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 18:49:55 I will not abandon my sister in a time of need and, frankly, I rather think Dietlinde would be ashamed of me if I did Sep 17 18:50:26 It is your choice Sep 17 18:50:40 * Morgan nods Sep 17 18:50:57 My choice has been made. I will stand with my family Sep 17 18:51:10 * Edward nods Sep 17 18:51:17 Have you warned Molly? Sep 17 18:51:28 Not yet. I'm going to today. Sep 17 18:51:42 * Edward nods Sep 17 18:51:48 She is just in with Mina Sep 17 18:52:15 I know. DeeDee let me know. How is Mina today? Honestly... Sep 17 18:53:48 Very sad, of course, but she slept quite well Sep 17 18:55:27 That surprises me. Though it was a tiring day for everyone, especially her Sep 17 18:55:48 She had help from Molly's herbs, they work well Sep 17 18:56:04 Oh, I had thought she was not going to take them Sep 17 18:56:39 I explained that it is far easier to deal with if you are not extremely tired Sep 17 18:57:00 * Morgan nods Sep 17 18:57:14 I suppose I should give you an update as to how things stand Sep 17 18:57:20 * Edward nods Sep 17 18:57:22 Please Sep 17 19:05:45 Proclamation was sent last night, with notice that they will be able to visit today. Molly is going to liaise with the staff to have food and drink ready. *he scratches his chin* I informed the staff myself, and have given them priority to pay their respects before they start work, so breakfast may be a little delayed Sep 17 19:06:18 * Edward nods Sep 17 19:06:43 Thank you, that's very helpful. Sep 17 19:07:42 I'm not _always_ a pain in the backside. Priests have been informed, staff are aware of the plan for tomorrow around the two services. I have encouraged them all to attend in the morning. If needs be, I'll make breakfast for you Sep 17 19:08:12 I did not say you were a pain in the backside Sep 17 19:08:27 I know. Its just a truth I am aware of Sep 17 19:08:30 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 17 19:08:49 * Edward chuckles Sep 17 19:11:23 *Mina opens the door* M: Oh, I am sorry, I did not realise you were busy. *she is all in black, but it looks elegant rather than severe* Sep 17 19:15:20 * Morgan stands, bowing his head Sep 17 19:17:02 * Edward stands too, offering her his hand "I am never too busy for you" Sep 17 19:17:33 *Mina comes to take it* Good morning, Morgan Sep 17 19:18:25 Morning, little sister Sep 17 19:20:03 M: Thank you everything you are doing Sep 17 19:20:48 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 17 19:20:50 Always Sep 17 19:21:50 *Molly comes in, her eyes briefly lighting up at seeing Morgan* Sep 17 19:22:47 * Edward looks at Morgan "do you know where I might find Father?" Sep 17 19:23:10 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 17 19:23:22 Assuming he has not risen and started wandering about, in mothers room Sep 17 19:23:37 * Edward looks a little surprised Sep 17 19:24:00 Alright. I want to pick him brain of a political matter Sep 17 19:24:19 Might I be permitted to join you? Sep 17 19:24:50 * Edward nods "certainly." Sep 17 19:25:10 [are you alright? Do you need me?] Sep 17 19:26:11 [I'm alright my love. Even in such a dark time, you light up my days] Sep 17 19:28:07 *Molly blushes, smiling slightly Sep 17 19:29:09 * Edward kisses Mina's hand "I'm only in the guest quarters, send if you need me and I will be right back, sweetheart" Sep 17 19:29:33 [suck up] Sep 17 19:30:14 [you, or him?] *she smiles* Sep 17 19:30:39 [uhhh. Yes] Sep 17 19:31:04 [you do not need to suck up to me] Sep 17 19:32:45 * Morgan moves to kiss Molly's cheek before heading to the door, waiting for Edward Sep 17 19:33:05 * Edward follows on, doing up his buttons Sep 17 19:33:16 In Mother's room, you say? Sep 17 19:33:28 * Morgan nods Sep 17 19:33:38 So they're easier to find should they both be needed Sep 17 19:33:50 * Edward chuckles Sep 17 19:34:01 He expected you to believe that? Sep 17 19:34:38 Last time we spoke about sharing a room, he was quite adamant it was not something he would be doing, so yes, I imagine he thinks I'd believe it Sep 17 19:35:25 Have they done it much here? Sep 17 19:36:32 Every night I believe Sep 17 19:36:53 * Edward looks surprised Sep 17 19:37:16 He has been generally less snappy in the mornings Sep 17 19:37:27 * Morgan nods Sep 17 19:37:29 I had noticed Sep 17 19:38:07 His room being near mine, I've heard him talking some nights, snoring others, so I think he's spent every night, barring the forest, in with mother Sep 17 19:40:24 Maybe he has accepted you know better in this regard Sep 17 19:41:48 * Morgan puts on a common Posen accent Sep 17 19:41:56 Wise beyon' me years, me Sep 17 19:42:35 * Edward shudders Sep 17 19:44:46 Must you? Sep 17 19:45:59 * Morgan tilts his head before nodding Sep 17 19:46:05 I think I do, yes Sep 17 19:47:00 * Edward nods briefly Sep 17 19:48:14 As you have seen, Mina is holding up well at present Sep 17 19:48:23 * Morgan nods Sep 17 19:49:38 I think... once things are more settled, she will suddenly experience a back slide in that respect Sep 17 19:49:49 * Edward nods Sep 17 19:50:06 Once the funeral is over, I expect so. Sep 17 19:51:44 * Morgan nods solemnly Sep 17 19:51:48 She will. Trust me. Sep 17 19:53:40 And I will be here to steer her through it Sep 17 19:54:08 * Morgan nods Sep 17 19:54:14 I am grateful for that Sep 17 19:54:30 * Morgan shakes himself, standing up straighter Sep 17 19:54:53 Fancy tellin' me wha' we're disturbin' 'is grafness for? Sep 17 19:56:19 I want his opinion about cancelling the snowball fight Sep 17 19:57:01 I see Sep 17 19:59:43 * Edward gets to their Mother's room. He watches Morgan a moment before tapping with his typical knock Sep 17 20:00:10 * Morgan murmurs quietly Sep 17 20:00:34 Did you know some people knock on the door only once. I don't know about you, but I'd ignore that thinking it was the house making noise Sep 17 20:03:05 * Edward nods. From within he hears Verity say quietly but urgently "Adalbrecht, wake up! Edward's at the door!", followed by Adalbrecht saying "Go on into the dressing room, I will make it look like I slept on the couch". Verity giggles quietly, something that he can't recall hearing very often. Edward grins at Morgan* Sep 17 20:04:00 * Morgan takes out his pocket watch, opening it and staring at it Sep 17 20:07:12 *there's the sound of a door inside* Ad: Enter Sep 17 20:07:32 Doesn't he normally say "come"? Sep 17 20:07:47 mhmm Sep 17 20:08:02 * Morgan puts his watch away, pushing the door open and bowing floridly for Edward to enter Sep 17 20:08:53 * Edward goes in. Adalbrecht is folding a blanket and putting it on the couch on top of a pillow Sep 17 20:09:16 Ad: Good morning, Edward. How is Mina? Sep 17 20:12:35 * Edward assures him that Mina is coping and slept well Sep 17 20:13:27 *Adalbrecht looks to Morgan* Good morning, how are you all Sep 17 20:14:03 *Adalbrecht is somehow impeccably tidy even in just a shirt, breeches and stockings Sep 17 20:14:19 * Morgan opens his mouth, but shuts it again, looking at the floor and shaking his head briefly before looking back up Sep 17 20:14:27 We're fine, thank you father Sep 17 20:15:43 I wanted to ask for your expertise in a matter of state, Father Sep 17 20:16:02 *Adalbrecht nods, looking interested* Sep 17 20:16:56 The snowball fight happens on New Years Day, three days from now. The noble family goes to watch. Should I cancel it due to Joseff's passing? Sep 17 20:17:15 Ad: *he looks to Morgan* what are your thoughts, Morgan? Sep 17 20:18:24 I think it would be better to continue with it, and get involved as I have said before, _but_, lead the people in a few moments of silent remembrance. Pay our respects to Friarr Hapsburg, then honour him by continuing the traditions he has overseen Sep 17 20:19:51 I am happy to poke my nose in in town, get the general consensus of the people if you would wish Sep 17 20:21:25 I would rather you were here, but perhaps during the visits to see the coffin you can put out feelers Sep 17 20:22:10 * Morgan nods Sep 17 20:22:15 As you wish Sep 17 20:25:29 Ad: I generally agree with Morgan Sep 17 20:26:19 My concern is that it might seem disrespectful. Sep 17 20:27:13 Only generally, father? Sep 17 20:27:51 Ad: Getting involved in it I do not have strong feelings about in either direction Sep 17 20:30:21 * Morgan nods, before looking to Edward Sep 17 20:30:29 If it were you, what would you want? Sep 17 20:30:59 When I die and my son becomes Freiarr? Sep 17 20:31:50 * Morgan nods Sep 17 20:32:55 I would want the continuity so as not to alarm the people Sep 17 20:33:51 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 17 20:34:23 I'll make sure the people are asked what they feel would be appropriate Sep 17 20:35:39 * Edward nods "Thank you, brother. Father, just before nine would you help us move the coffin into the south wing please?" Sep 17 20:36:00 *Adalbrecht nods* of course Sep 17 20:38:40 * Edward thanks him, ready to move on. Adalbrecht lets Edward go But holds Morgan back Sep 17 20:38:45 * Edward is now known as Adalbrecht Sep 17 20:38:57 How do you think Edward is coping? Sep 17 20:39:18 Frankly, I'm worried. Sep 17 20:40:51 Why? Sep 17 20:42:27 He is so intent on making sure the people see a strong leader that I don't think he is letting himself actually grieve. I worry that it will come to a head once we are gone. Sep 17 20:43:06 * Adalbrecht considers this Sep 17 20:44:02 Perhaps he _will_ struggle, but perhaps he won't. Your uncle had similar concerns about me after your Grandfather died Sep 17 20:44:15 * Morgan nods Sep 17 20:44:20 I want to be wrong, I really do Sep 17 20:45:18 We will be staying until the seventh. If nearer the time he seems to need support, I will leave your Mother with him for longer Sep 17 20:45:44 * Morgan nods Sep 17 20:46:48 * Adalbrecht puts a hand on Morgan's shoulder Sep 17 20:47:03 You and your brother are very different in some ways Sep 17 20:47:11 * Morgan nods Sep 17 20:47:27 It is the way of younger brothers to strive to be different to their older sibling Sep 17 20:48:08 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 17 20:48:25 Indeed. Edward is reacting in his own way Sep 17 20:49:17 I don't want his people seeing him as cold or heartless. Sep 17 20:51:05 No, but they should also not see him unsettled or distraught Sep 17 20:51:57 * Morgan nods Sep 17 20:52:03 A difficult line to walk Sep 17 20:53:01 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 17 20:53:07 Indeed it is Sep 17 20:55:37 * Morgan yawns, covering his mouth Sep 17 20:55:48 Sorry. I didn't sleep well at all Sep 17 20:56:07 That nightmare trap is not working then? Sep 17 20:56:31 To a point, but not so well as Edward thought it would Sep 17 20:57:34 Take a nap for an hour. I will send when it is time to work. Sep 17 20:57:46 * Morgan nods Sep 17 20:58:00 I think it best I do. I'd hate to let Edward down at such an important time Sep 17 20:58:07 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 17 20:58:22 Has anyone told Varick yet? Sep 17 20:58:56 Unless Molly has told him this morning, I don't think so. He was asking me about it a couple of nights ago, though, he knew it was coming Sep 17 20:59:06 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 17 20:59:27 I will speak to Inga and Heinzharold to see. Sep 17 20:59:39 * Morgan nods, turning slightly before stopping Sep 17 20:59:47 How often do you think about Hans, and your father? Sep 17 21:01:36 Recently, more than before, because I have discussed them more with you and Edward. But before that, probably once every few days, unless there was a specific reminder Sep 17 21:02:47 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:02:48 Alright Sep 17 21:02:54 Why? Sep 17 21:03:35 Varick has said he is thinking of Karsten less... and I have found I am thinking of Dietlinde and Jana less... that realisation is painful, but I thought it normal... I wanted to check Sep 17 21:04:20 Absolutely normal. I would say I noticed that at about the two year point after each passed. Sep 17 21:04:43 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:04:46 Thank you father Sep 17 21:05:33 I understand that pain. But I will share something your uncle told me he believed in... Sep 17 21:07:45 * Morgan watches him expectnatly Sep 17 21:08:31 Heaven is eternal. Our Heavenly Father created this world in seven days, but heaven was already there. He believed that the laws of time could not possibly apply to heaven if it had no beginning and no end... Sep 17 21:08:57 * Morgan nods slowly, thoughtfully Sep 17 21:09:38 He believed we are not truly parted from them on their side. They are not waiting for us these years in between. Sep 17 21:09:54 * Morgan frowns Sep 17 21:09:57 I'm not sure I understand Sep 17 21:10:49 No time passes for them between their deaths and ours. Time does not exist in heaven. For them, we are already there. Only on Theah does time pass Sep 17 21:11:54 * Morgan frowns again Sep 17 21:12:06 That... is going to take some thinking about... you believe this? Sep 17 21:13:15 * Adalbrecht shrugs Sep 17 21:13:56 I was never able to get my head around it. But it brought him comfort that no one was in heaven sadly waiting for their alive loved ones to pass Sep 17 21:14:17 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:14:20 I'll think on it Sep 17 21:17:55 What you are experiencing is normal. Life goes on. It goes on when those we love die, and it will go on when we die too. That is how life is. Sep 17 21:18:26 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:19:23 Go and nap, Morgan Sep 17 21:20:53 * Morgan nods, turning and heading for the door Sep 17 21:20:54 Yes father Sep 17 21:21:44 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly Sep 17 21:22:16 * Molly is heading that way when he gets into the hall, and they narrowly avoid bumping into each other Sep 17 21:22:22 Sorry, liebling! Sep 17 21:22:45 Its alright blossom Sep 17 21:24:55 Where are you going? Sep 17 21:25:34 Father has instructed me to take a nap before we move the coffin Sep 17 21:26:01 * Molly nods Sep 17 21:26:22 Would you like me to come with you? Sep 17 21:26:31 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:26:40 Have you told Varick? Sep 17 21:26:49 Yes, I did Sep 17 21:31:14 How did he take it? Sep 17 21:31:28 He was sad, but only a little Sep 17 21:31:42 * Molly opens the door to their room Sep 17 21:33:34 He knew it was coming Sep 17 21:33:39 * Molly nods Sep 17 21:33:52 He did. How are you? Sep 17 21:34:10 * Molly shuts the door behind him before starting on her boots Sep 17 21:34:13 * Morgan shrugs Sep 17 21:34:15 tired Sep 17 21:35:25 It was a bad night? Sep 17 21:35:59 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:36:32 * Molly starts on his boots, making him sit on the bed Sep 17 21:36:38 Nightmares again? Sep 17 21:36:47 There's no point, I need to be up again soon Sep 17 21:37:02 You cannot sleep in boots. Sep 17 21:37:16 * Morgan shrugs Sep 17 21:39:44 If I am going to hold you and keep you safe as I wish, you cannot wear boots on the bed Sep 17 21:40:51 * Morgan nods, pulling the other boot off Sep 17 21:43:26 * Molly props up on the bed, tapping her chest "here?" Sep 17 21:43:43 * Morgan nods, moving to lay his head on her Sep 17 21:44:20 *he can hear her heartbeat* later, I would like to know what upset your night so Sep 17 21:44:59 Alright love Sep 17 21:45:35 * Molly kisses his crown "sleep, my love. I will wake you in good time" Sep 17 21:45:57 * Morgan nods, closing his eyes Sep 17 21:50:14 ACTION sings to him. He starts to dream again of her as Jaeger's widow. He'd retrieved his horse and trunk, no one was paying attention to him. The impact of it all had hit as he was riding to the docks, that moment seeing what he thought were their bodies on the bed, and his hands had started shaking. They weren't settled by the whiskey in his Sep 17 21:50:14 flask, not when he had found a single berth cabin on the ship that would take them two days to Carleon. Only when he had heard her answering whistle and hustled them below into the tiny room had he felt anything like calmer. Sep 17 21:53:05 *They'd set sail, and he'd found some food on the ship for them, but no extra clothing. The children seemed quite tired, so she had put them on the bed, Will straight to sleep, Connie sat sleepily on Molly's lap. She looks somewhat frayed now that she and her children are safe. There's only one chair, and a tiny table aside from the bed Sep 17 21:53:18 I can't thank you enough for this Sep 17 21:53:33 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 21:54:30 I just... it did not occur that he would come by boat... Sep 17 21:55:04 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:57:17 *Connie starts trying to get her hand into Molly's dress* C: Milk. Sep 17 21:57:33 * Molly starts undoing the shoulder ties Sep 17 21:57:51 Do you have a knife to cut my hair? Sep 17 21:58:15 * Morgan nods Sep 17 21:58:23 I would rather we not have to but I understand Sep 17 21:58:29 * Molly nods Sep 17 21:59:11 When we get to Carleon, I can dye it. Will's too. Connie is fair enough for Eisen I think? Sep 17 21:59:36 * Morgan looks at her, nodding Sep 17 22:00:36 * Molly undoes one side of her dress, breast briefly exposed before the little girl latches. Molly glances up briefly at his expression Sep 17 22:00:54 * Morgan looks to be pained before looking away Sep 17 22:01:19 * Molly frowns slightly Sep 17 22:01:49 I uhh... I could use a blanket to cover myself if this is unpleasant to you... Sep 17 22:01:57 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 22:02:20 She looks a little like... *he takes a breath* Jana... about the same age too Sep 17 22:02:36 Oh gosh, I am so sorry, Morgan Sep 17 22:03:44 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 22:03:56 Don't worry about it Sep 17 22:04:00 Do you wish to do my hair now, you will not need to see so much Sep 17 22:05:17 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 22:05:36 You ever gotten a hair in your mouth while eating? It'd be much worse for her if we do that... Sep 17 22:05:59 * Molly smiles Sep 17 22:06:26 Are we still going to be escorted to Sudlachenburg to your friend? Sep 17 22:06:45 * Morgan nods Sep 17 22:08:21 * Molly strokes the little girl's curls, not straight like Jana's Sep 17 22:08:30 Where will you go then? Sep 17 22:08:37 * Morgan shrugs Sep 17 22:08:39 I don't know Sep 17 22:08:59 Are you leaving us in Carlson? Sep 17 22:10:19 No... I don't think so. Just in case other family members come looking, until you are in hands I trust, I'll be by your side Sep 17 22:10:51 * Molly nods. She doesn't look up, but she looks sad and pained Sep 17 22:11:09 I hope wherever you settle after that you find some happiness Sep 17 22:11:35 * Morgan watches her Sep 17 22:11:54 I'll be happier once you're safe Sep 17 22:12:04 * Molly nods Sep 17 22:13:23 You are a kind, generous friend. I am sorry he kept us apart so long, and that our time now is so short Sep 17 22:14:13 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 22:14:17 I should've said something Sep 17 22:14:39 * Molly shakes her head Sep 17 22:14:56 I was married... there was nothing could come of it Sep 17 22:15:02 Before that Sep 17 22:15:57 * Molly watches him, looking torn Sep 17 22:16:02 Perhaps... Sep 17 22:16:12 * Morgan just watches her Sep 17 22:16:59 But then I would not have Connie and Will, and you could no more have welcomed me at your side than you could now Sep 17 22:17:29 * Morgan looks pained again Sep 17 22:17:38 They are wonderful children Sep 17 22:19:56 * Molly nods, looking at the now-sleeping girl, setting her curled up to her brother. She is so busy looking at them that doesn't realise one breast is out and the other has left a tiny damp spot on the other side of her dress "I am lucky to have them" Sep 17 22:20:48 * Morgan nods Sep 17 22:23:24 * Molly inhales deeply, doing up her dress, slowly tying it Sep 17 22:23:32 My hair now? Sep 17 22:23:59 * Morgan nods Sep 17 22:24:25 May as well Sep 17 22:25:05 * Molly moves to the chair, undoing it and running her fingers through it. It's long curly and beautiful, smelling of roses Sep 17 22:25:34 * Morgan moves behind her, taking out his knife Sep 17 22:25:41 How short? Sep 17 22:27:54 * Molly gestures to just above her shoulders. It's a lot of hair to lose Sep 17 22:28:49 You are sure? Its a lot... Sep 17 22:29:50 * Molly nods Sep 17 22:30:10 It's for them, to keep them safe *she sounds sad and resigned* Sep 17 22:30:33 I think, once you are used to it, you'll like it... it'll suit you Sep 17 22:30:51 Thank you, that's kind Sep 17 22:31:25 * Morgan sighs, pulling her hair into a bunch before using his knife to cut it Sep 17 22:31:49 * Molly stays very still Sep 17 22:32:29 Is it done? Sep 17 22:33:08 * Morgan trims a few bits before putting his knife away Sep 17 22:33:11 Aye, its done Sep 17 22:34:07 * Molly runs her fingers through it before quietly and seriously saying "thank you" Sep 17 22:34:30 * Morgan nods silently Sep 17 22:34:49 * Molly bows her head a moment Sep 17 22:35:13 He's gone, and yet he is still taking from my body yet again. Sep 17 22:36:10 * Morgan gently puts a hand on her shoulder Sep 17 22:37:10 * Molly puts hers over his Sep 17 22:38:05 I think we should talk about last night... if we are going to travel together for several days, we should clear the air Sep 17 22:39:00 alright Sep 17 22:40:18 Are you relieved in the cold light of day that we were interrupted? Sep 17 22:43:02 Only in so much as I didn't take advantage of you Sep 17 22:43:34 It would not have been taking advantage at all. Sep 17 22:47:08 I offered you an escape, it is understandable you feel... overwhelmed Sep 17 22:47:43 I have been thinking about it all night. It is not just this situation , it is more than that. Sep 17 22:48:00 I don't understand Sep 17 22:50:44 My attraction to you, the desire of last night... it is not just stirred up emotion based on the danger and your rescue Sep 17 22:51:16 No? Sep 17 22:51:42 * Molly shakes her head Sep 17 22:52:19 It is simply a feeling that is there, reawakened from all those years ago Sep 17 22:53:18 Perhaps magnified by the current events... Sep 17 22:54:00 You think it will be temporary? Sep 17 22:54:26 I... I don't know Sep 17 22:55:31 Perhaps it will, but that will only be long after we part ways... you will always be my first real crush Sep 17 22:56:32 You think it would endure, if we did not go our separate ways? Sep 17 22:57:05 I think that is a great danger I would be in, yes Sep 17 22:57:51 Danger? Sep 17 22:58:45 A risk to my heart Sep 17 22:59:07 I'm sorry, I don't understand Sep 17 22:59:22 * Molly removes her hand from his Sep 17 22:59:38 I am being silly, fanciful. Pay me no mind Sep 17 22:59:52 * Morgan scowls, looking lost Sep 17 23:00:14 * Molly turns to watch him Sep 17 23:00:47 I don't want to fall in love with you... I do not think that would be at all wise Sep 17 23:01:12 * Morgan hunches a little Sep 17 23:01:14 I understand Sep 17 23:01:33 * Molly watches him Sep 17 23:01:45 If only I could read your mind right now... Sep 17 23:03:31 It doesn't matter... you've made your position clear, and I respect and understand it Sep 17 23:04:26 * Molly watches him intently, standing. She speaks quietly "it matters greatly to me" Sep 17 23:05:48 You would be safer away from me Sep 17 23:06:03 Why? Sep 17 23:07:37 Jaeger knew who I was... am... if they are looking for me, I am a danger if I am with you and... *he drops to a whisper* I could not bear to lose you again Sep 17 23:08:12 * Molly nods thoughtfully Sep 17 23:08:25 I do not want to be away from you. Sep 17 23:09:21 That is the safer option Sep 17 23:09:32 It is... but... Sep 17 23:10:46 but Sep 17 23:11:39 *she watches him closely, voice soft* But right now I wish to be so close to you that you cannot tell where you stop and I begin... Sep 17 23:12:17 * Morgan nods Sep 17 23:12:22 So do I Sep 17 23:13:00 * Molly bites her lip, still watching him Sep 17 23:14:07 What if we went somewhere, in Eisen, not near Sudlachenburg? What if I kept my ring and we pretended to be widowed siblings... I could work too... Sep 17 23:14:40 I don't know that'd work... I'm... notorious Sep 17 23:15:15 Innesmore? Vesten? Assuming you speak either language? Sep 17 23:16:09 I could muddle through. Lets see what Carleon brings Sep 17 23:16:29 * Molly watches him Sep 17 23:16:58 And until then? Because right now it is driving me mad not kissing you... Sep 17 23:18:33 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 17 23:18:38 I was thinking similar Sep 17 23:18:57 * Molly smiles, blushing Sep 17 23:19:39 Then maybe I shall... Sep 17 23:20:23 /me nods Sep 17 23:20:48 * Molly moves, kissing him softly Sep 17 23:22:03 * Morgan returns her kiss Sep 17 23:23:07 *he feels a gentle shake of his arm despite her hands being on his back Sep 17 23:24:17 * Morgan looks down at his arm Sep 17 23:24:47 * Molly in real life is shaking it, and he wakes to see her hand there Sep 17 23:25:10 It's time, my love Sep 17 23:26:13 * Morgan nods, rubbing at his eyes Sep 17 23:26:18 Alright Moll Sep 17 23:26:36 * Molly looks a little confused Sep 17 23:26:48 Have I displeased you? Sep 17 23:27:21 * Morgan blinks a couple of times Sep 17 23:27:24 No, why? Sep 17 23:27:46 It is rare for you to not call me Blossom, or My Love Sep 17 23:28:08 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 17 23:28:14 No, nothing like that Sep 17 23:29:04 * Molly embraces him tighter a moment, kisses his crown, and then releases him Sep 17 23:32:14 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Sep 17 23:34:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client)