**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Sep 14 00:00:14 2022 Sep 14 00:00:14 I want you to concentrate on that feeling, that warm glow, how absolutely peaceful it is Sep 14 00:00:34 * Edward nods again Sep 14 00:01:17 * Morgan is quiet for a few minutes, adjusting his support as Edward floats more easily, keeping the water warm Sep 14 00:01:51 * Edward is eventually floating alone Sep 14 00:02:48 You feel how relaxed you are? How that feeling of peace is all present? Sep 14 00:03:07 * Edward nods a little Sep 14 00:04:20 The water bears you no ill will... it is content for you to float across it, relaxed and happy, as you would your bath. Sep 14 00:05:43 * Edward nods. It's going well til Varick shouts "Grandpa, I found a frog!" And Edward suddenly stops floating, dipping below the surface Sep 14 00:05:55 * Morgan catches him quickly Sep 14 00:06:07 I've got you Sep 14 00:06:22 * Edward splutters. Adalbrecht is stood on the edge Sep 14 00:06:38 A: No better then. He's like a rock. Sep 14 00:06:53 Father... until right then he was floating on his own Sep 14 00:07:27 V: Grandpa, that is rude and you should say sorry. *His tone is a bit of a mix of Molly's and Verity's* Sep 14 00:07:45 * Edward pushes the wet hair from his face, chuckling Sep 14 00:08:07 Ad: Uhhh yes, my apologies, Edward. Sep 14 00:08:18 * Morgan pulls his brother into a hug Sep 14 00:08:36 * Edward hugs him back Sep 14 00:08:40 I am alright Sep 14 00:08:47 You had it... you were afloat all on your own Sep 14 00:08:57 * Edward nods Sep 14 00:08:58 Thanks to you. Sep 14 00:09:45 We'll try again another time. Spend some time concentrating on those feelings. Floating like that saved my life a couple of times. Sep 14 00:11:17 *Varick does it* Like this, Uncle Edward Sep 14 00:13:26 Ad: A fine job, Varick Sep 14 00:13:34 * Edward sighs Sep 14 00:14:12 * Morgan grasps Varicks collar, pulling him along toward the shore, bobbing atop the water Sep 14 00:14:52 *Varick giggles* Sep 14 00:15:53 The water isn't interested in what you're doing. Its just... swishing about, being water, doing water things. If you want to float along on top of it, its not bothered Sep 14 00:16:46 * Edward shrugs Sep 14 00:16:56 It has never felt that way to me Sep 14 00:18:35 I know. Thats why you need to concentrate on those feelings... it distracts you, relaxes you. Its your body that causes you to sink, by being tense... your mind keeps you afloat like that Sep 14 00:18:57 And then he arrives Sep 14 00:19:17 Were you distracted? Or afraid of disappointing him? Sep 14 00:20:03 I think it is just knowing he is there Sep 14 00:20:17 Do what I do eighty percent of the time Sep 14 00:20:39 What? Sep 14 00:21:25 Let him waffle on while I ignore him Sep 14 00:21:46 * Edward laughs, getting out Sep 14 00:22:08 Have a bath tonight, think about what I was saying, picture that future Sep 14 00:22:31 If I am not otherwise engaged, I will Sep 14 00:23:02 Bathe together, use that time to revel in that comfort and happiness. The rest will come to you Sep 14 00:23:49 * Edward smiles a little Sep 14 00:24:01 As appealing as that is, I meant Joseff Sep 14 00:24:21 I am sure Molly and I can afford you an evening Sep 14 00:24:40 * Edward nods Sep 14 00:24:46 Thank you Sep 14 00:25:14 * Morgan nods, lifting Varick as they get into the shallower water, his demeanour shifting to being his usual, alert self Sep 14 00:26:24 Ad: Swim if you wish, I will watch Varick and Edwar-... what have toy done to your back, Edward?! Sep 14 00:26:38 * Morgan glances at it Sep 14 00:26:47 Wood nymphs Sep 14 00:27:02 *It's still obvious nail marks* Sep 14 00:27:29 Ad: It does look like he has been scratched by something! Sep 14 00:27:35 * Morgan nods Sep 14 00:27:42 Savage things, much bigger than you expect, too Sep 14 00:27:44 * Edward stands stock still Sep 14 00:29:04 *Varick looks too, saying innocently* It looks like he was play fighting with auntie Mina and she scratched him *he walks off and gets a towel* Sep 14 00:29:24 * Morgan watches him go Sep 14 00:29:37 y'know... I can never quite tell if he does that on purpose Sep 14 00:30:35 * Edward closes his eyes, breathing in deeply, he turns around to hide the marks, which is the first moment Adalbrecht sees the tattoo. Sep 14 00:31:01 Ad: What on all Theus' green earth is that?! Sep 14 00:31:55 Thats a wolf, are you blind? Sep 14 00:32:28 *Adalbrecht looks absolutely incandescent. Even Morgan has only seen him this cross once or twice* Sep 14 00:32:46 * Morgan moves towards his father Sep 14 00:32:51 *speaking quietly Sep 14 00:33:03 You will not blow your top in front of my son. Sep 14 00:33:24 As: Then you will want to take him back to the house Sep 14 00:33:49 No, my lord, I will not leave my brothers side to face your wrath Sep 14 00:34:41 Ad: Then you will both get dressed, and you will be in the library in half an hour to explain this aberration. Sep 14 00:35:23 * Morgan watches his father, sizing him up Sep 14 00:35:30 * Edward looks at Adalbrecht "No. This is my home and my land, I will be in when I am ready" Sep 14 00:36:15 *Adalbrecht looks like he will argue, but turns on his heel and strides off* Sep 14 00:36:29 * Morgan murmurs quietly Sep 14 00:36:41 How far are we from your house? Sep 14 00:36:59 Distance or time? Sep 14 00:37:03 Distance Sep 14 00:37:19 Half a mile, maybe Sep 14 00:37:45 [Blossom... could you find a way to get mother to work on calming father down when he arrives?] Sep 14 00:37:55 I've rarely seen him that angry Sep 14 00:38:09 [Ummm... in what way?] Sep 14 00:38:45 [He has just seen Edwards tattoo. And then Edward refused to come home at fathers command to be berated. He's _furious_] Sep 14 00:39:24 [I could make it so he cannot leave a chamber pot for the remainder of the day?] Sep 14 00:39:53 [Tempting. I was rather hoping to have him calmed down] Sep 14 00:40:12 [I will see what can be done] Sep 14 00:40:33 * Morgan sniffs, walking towards his clothes Sep 14 00:40:48 With any luck Molly or mother can calm him down some Sep 14 00:40:56 He has never approved of tattoos. He says it makes a man looking primitive and coarse Sep 14 00:41:23 * Morgan looks over at Edward Sep 14 00:41:34 *Varick is watching them* Sep 14 00:41:56 What? You agree with him for once? Sep 14 00:42:42 I was actually thinking that, despite the fact I outrank the pair of you in a couple of ways... I will abide by your decision if you wish to face him alone, though I think it a mistake Sep 14 00:42:48 * Morgan looks at Varick Sep 14 00:42:55 Getting dressed then? Sep 14 00:43:50 I wasn't planning to decide that. You can listen to the lecture from a former sailor about the unwholesomeness of tattoos when it is most often sailors who have them. Sep 14 00:44:04 *Varick starts getting dressed* Sep 14 00:44:05 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 00:44:09 Heard that one before Sep 14 00:44:17 * Morgan starts getting dressed, leaving his wet shirt on Sep 14 00:44:35 Though, if he manages to produce Grunhelm from somewhere, you're on your own Sep 14 00:44:45 * Edward laughs Sep 14 00:45:06 V: Uncle Edward? Maybe you could just chop your arm off? Sep 14 00:45:56 Thats not a bad idea... I've got an axe... Sep 14 00:46:02 Several, actually Sep 14 00:46:14 * Edward shakes his head "Thank you, no. Mina would not be happy" Sep 14 00:46:42 * Morgan nods, muttering very quietly Sep 14 00:46:46 Wrong hand, gotcha Sep 14 00:47:24 Ambidextrous in that way, but it's a waste of half a pair of gloves. Sep 14 00:47:42 * Morgan frowns Sep 14 00:47:51 Does Wonks get a discount on his shoes? Sep 14 00:49:24 * Edward laughs Sep 14 00:50:24 There's someone he met in the field hospital who is the same size but lost the other foot... Sep 14 00:50:34 * Morgan stops Sep 14 00:50:46 Well. Alright. Sep 14 00:51:56 * Edward nods Sep 14 00:52:18 Really warms the sole to hear such stories... Sep 14 00:52:31 Nope, you can face him alone for that Sep 14 00:52:39 * Morgan looks at Varick Sep 14 00:52:50 You, my young man, really helped Uncle Edward Sep 14 00:53:18 V: I wanted to put the frog in his mouth Sep 14 00:55:26 That wouldn't have been very nice. Uncle Edward is nervous of the water, so we were helping him with that Sep 14 00:55:59 V: but it would have been funny? Sep 14 00:56:13 Would've been if it had been grandpa Sep 14 00:57:41 *Varick laughs at this as they finish getting dressed, have their picnic, and start back to the house, arriving at fifteen minutes before quiet hour. Sep 14 00:59:39 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Sep 14 01:03:27 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Sep 14 02:55:07 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Wed Sep 14 02:55:14 2022 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Sep 14 02:55:31 2022 Sep 14 02:55:31 * Now talking on #7thsea Sep 14 10:19:51 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Sep 14 10:20:44 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Sep 14 10:24:18 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Sep 14 10:40:44 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Sep 14 10:41:07 * MollyK is now known as HH Sep 14 10:41:22 * HH is lurking around in the hall Sep 14 10:41:48 Yer Da is in the library waiting for you. Want me to take Varick? Sep 14 10:42:03 * Morgan looks at Edward Sep 14 10:42:07 Shall we get this over with? Sep 14 10:43:39 *Edward nods* Sep 14 10:43:58 $orders?$ Sep 14 10:44:16 Varick, would you go with HeinzHarold please? We're going to go get told off $Let Molly and Mina know we're ok, just getting a telling off$ Sep 14 10:45:08 * HH takes Varick Sep 14 10:45:15 * HH is now known as Edward Sep 14 10:45:39 * Edward makes his way to the library Sep 14 10:45:48 * Morgan walks along just behind him Sep 14 10:46:25 *Adalbrecht has taken over the space as if it is his own office, leaving his two sons to stand* Sep 14 10:47:51 * Morgan wanders about the library, before coming back to stand beside Edward Sep 14 10:49:32 *Adalbrecht is already off and berating his younger son* Sep 14 10:50:00 Ad: What precisely were you thinking, disfiguring the body Theus gave you?! Sep 14 10:51:39 * Edward stands very still, stoically watching a point just to the left of Adalbrecht. His hands are clasped in front of him. He answers calmly, more like reporting to a superior than deferring to a father Sep 14 10:52:46 I was thinking that I wanted a permanent reminder of Mina, and the consequences of the choices that had been made, my Lord. Sep 14 10:53:45 Ad: By letting someone draw on you so you looked like a primitive savage? Sep 14 10:54:35 Yes, sir. Sep 14 10:54:49 Ad: *he looks at Morgan* You knew about this? Sep 14 10:55:07 For a while, yes Sep 14 10:55:58 Ad: You told Edward of your disapproval too, I hope? Sep 14 10:56:32 My approval or otherwise doesn't matter. What matters is its meaning. Sep 14 10:58:44 * Edward subconsciously moves his left hand over it as if to shield it Sep 14 10:59:02 Ad: Which is? Sep 14 10:59:12 * Morgan glances at Edward Sep 14 10:59:13 Tell him Sep 14 11:02:42 * Edward explains the symbolism, but it is without any of the emotion he explained it to Morgan with the morning in Faulk's rose garden whilst upstairs it was becoming apparent that Molly's life was in danger Sep 14 11:03:26 Ad: All of that could have been achieved in a less permanent way more appropriate to your station. Sep 14 11:03:40 * Morgan sighs Sep 14 11:04:09 Tell him properly, for fuck sake, like you did for me Sep 14 11:04:29 * Edward looks slightly irritated now, but it's in his micro-expressions where there is a simmering anger Sep 14 11:05:39 Ad: I have heard quite enough about it. I am disappointed in you, Edward, you knew I would not approve, and you have kept it hidden for years. Sep 14 11:06:39 * Edward doesn't drop his head, even though this disappointment must wound him as Verity's would Morgan. "Yes, sir." Sep 14 11:09:30 * Morgan scratches at his nose, dropping his shoulders Sep 14 11:09:42 Did your fellow sailors know you hold them in such disdain? Sep 14 11:11:02 Ad: Some, yes. Sep 14 11:11:47 I see... that explains rather a lot. Since we disappoint you so, we will endeavour to not burden your sight any longer Sep 14 11:12:17 *Adalbrechts full attention snaps to Morgan* Do you have these things too? Is that why you are never shirtless? Sep 14 11:12:40 Edward, you can go. That is the express wish of this Duke. Sep 14 11:13:02 * Edward bows to Morgan before going Sep 14 11:13:20 * Morgan brings an unnerving amount of attention to his father Sep 14 11:13:33 * Edward is now known as Adalbrecht Sep 14 11:13:42 * Adalbrecht doesn't back down from it Sep 14 11:13:59 Do you know what the captains daughter does to skin? Do you have any idea what forty lashes from it will do? Or burns? Sep 14 11:14:51 [Molly, would you find Edward, he's going to need you] Sep 14 11:15:06 [where did you see him last?] Sep 14 11:15:13 [leaving the library] Sep 14 11:15:53 Yes, I do *Adalbrecht has long known what Morgan did, but not what punishment there was* Sep 14 11:16:02 [alright] Sep 14 11:16:26 I keep my shirt on so that I don't scare Varick, and so that Edward does not see the burns but, frankly, that is not your business Sep 14 11:16:43 * Adalbrecht frowns Sep 14 11:17:00 When did you get lashes? Sep 14 11:17:37 Kaufmann tried to have me convicted of mutiny... best he got was insubordination, but I paid heavily for it. Sep 14 11:17:48 I couldn't sleep on my back for _months_ Sep 14 11:18:48 * Adalbrecht frowns again Sep 14 11:19:10 I see no one tells me anything. Sep 14 11:20:34 You see what your disappointment does? It _terrifies_ us. Edwards tattoo was both a punishment and a reminder, of what he had taken, of what I cost him. Sep 14 11:21:31 * Adalbrecht watches him Sep 14 11:21:48 And of what I let both my sons do, I suppose? Sep 14 11:22:44 You have already accepted we all played our parts, just that mine and Edwards were bigger in the tapestry of what happened Sep 14 11:24:29 * Adalbrecht nods slightly Sep 14 11:25:47 I have Sep 14 11:26:58 You do not have the sort of relationship with Edward that you and I have... you haven't seen the pain he still feels, the guilt... his explaining the significance of his tattoo was one of the big stepping stones we had to where we are now. Sep 14 11:27:18 Why? Sep 14 11:28:19 Because he didn't need to speak of it... I could _see_ that pain, the remorse, the hatred he had for himself. There's no way to be duplicitous when you are that open Sep 14 11:29:31 * Adalbrecht nods slightly again Sep 14 11:30:16 I do not agree with tattoos. They look awful and common. Sep 14 11:32:17 I'm afraid, my lord, that is an issue for you. Its not like he goes around showing it to all and sundry, and, if I'm honest, I'd be quite proud if it was something I had drawn. It is excellent work, artistically speaking Sep 14 11:33:12 * Adalbrecht looks disapproving Sep 14 11:33:26 I hope he does not make his poor wife have to see it. Sep 14 11:34:01 That is not an issue for you, is it Sep 14 11:36:16 *he nods briefly again. The clock strikes one. Edward's routine has become as ingrained as the time for preparing for dinner, it seems* You will want to see your wife, and I mine. Go on. Sep 14 11:37:14 I daresay mine is currently consoling Edward *he nods his head slightly* my lord Sep 14 11:37:18 * Morgan walks from the room Sep 14 11:38:16 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly Sep 14 11:38:38 * Molly is actually found sat on the stairs alone Sep 14 11:39:04 How is he? Sep 14 11:39:36 He wanted to be with Mina and Joseff. He seems more angry than hurt. Sep 14 11:39:47 With? Sep 14 11:42:12 Your Father. It is grating on him that, with everything else on his plate here at present, he is having to deal with this too Sep 14 11:45:22 * Morgan nods Sep 14 11:45:31 I'll raise that with him this afternoon Sep 14 11:45:59 * Molly nods, sighing Sep 14 11:46:17 What's wrong? Sep 14 11:46:20 How are you, my love? Do you wish to go for a walk? Sep 14 11:48:44 I'm a bit aggravated, but I'm alright. How're you? Sep 14 11:50:06 I am alright. This is a distraction from where Edward is most needed. Sep 14 11:50:25 * Morgan nods Sep 14 11:50:30 I'll deal with it Sep 14 11:51:34 * Molly smiles Sep 14 11:51:45 What would you like to do now? Sep 14 11:52:13 Shall we go for a walk? I don't think I'm fit for any other purpose... Sep 14 11:53:38 * Molly smiles Sep 14 11:54:07 There are always things I could find for you to do, my love, but a walk will be fine Sep 14 11:54:42 * Morgan nods, offering her his arm Sep 14 11:56:01 * Molly takes it. Cloak gathered and gloves insisted upon, they head outside Sep 14 11:56:12 He is ailing rapidly Sep 14 11:56:19 * Morgan nods Sep 14 11:56:23 He wants to go Sep 14 11:56:34 * Molly nods sadly Sep 14 11:57:13 I cannot save him. And really, even if I could, how could I force that upon him now when he is ready to go? Sep 14 11:57:26 * Morgan nods Sep 14 11:57:46 Is this causing you any concern where I am concerned, knowing that I wished to end it in Tawstock? Sep 14 11:59:08 * Molly sighs a little Sep 14 11:59:11 Perhaps Sep 14 11:59:20 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 14 11:59:35 I've been thinking about it, and I think I've nailed down the difference Sep 14 11:59:42 Oh? Sep 14 11:59:55 * Morgan nods Sep 14 12:00:37 I wanted to die. I wanted to be out of this world and back with them, but that was grief. He is at peace and _ready_ to let go Sep 14 12:01:09 And you were not? Sep 14 12:02:36 No... I wanted to die, I was not at peace and not really ready to let go... or I would have. Sep 14 12:02:53 Something held you back... Sep 14 12:03:01 * Morgan nods Sep 14 12:04:27 Suicide is not an option... I couldn't rejoin them if I was damned for my actions. Though realistically I could've fought less, made it a bit easier for them. I think that was my anger, and my pride Sep 14 12:06:02 How do you reconcile that position with the consent he has given to being helped along? Or to my actions that will in essence take his life? Are he and I damned for that? Sep 14 12:06:43 I find that very easy. To allow him to suffer would be cruel, aiding his release an act of mercy Sep 14 12:07:00 * Molly nods Sep 14 12:07:27 I hope you are right. I do not like the thought of us having to go our separate ways one day Sep 14 12:07:51 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 14 12:08:05 I have faith. Sep 14 12:08:22 Besides, I have already come back to you once, I would do it again Sep 14 12:08:56 * Molly looks up at him Sep 14 12:08:59 You would? Sep 14 12:09:26 * Morgan stops, looking at her earnestly Sep 14 12:09:57 I would turn my back on all of creation, endure an eternity of damnation if it meant another day with you Sep 14 12:10:15 * Molly blushes, smiling. She watches him Sep 14 12:10:25 That is beautiful, my love Sep 14 12:10:42 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 12:10:45 Just the truth Sep 14 12:11:33 You know I feel the same, don't you? No matter what, I would fight through any danger, any pain, to find you again? Sep 14 12:11:40 * Morgan nods Sep 14 12:11:48 Lets try to avoid that if at all possible Sep 14 12:17:48 * Molly nods, watching him. She moves to her tiptoes to kiss him gently Sep 14 12:18:09 * Morgan kisses her before starting to walk again Sep 14 12:20:33 * Molly holds his hand in both of hers Sep 14 12:21:14 I think it will be today, or perhaps overnight. No later than tomorrow morning Sep 14 12:21:30 * Morgan looks saddened, nodding Sep 14 12:22:16 We are still here a few days. We can provide support, and Mina will have her parents in law to look after her. Sep 14 12:22:36 * Morgan nods Sep 14 12:22:45 Does Edward know it'll be that soon? Sep 14 12:25:06 He does Sep 14 12:25:54 Alright Sep 14 12:39:47 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Sep 14 12:40:04 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Sep 14 12:40:10 Will you wish to be there? Sep 14 12:41:05 I don't know. Would not want to intrude Sep 14 12:41:41 * MollyK nods Sep 14 12:41:56 I think they would want you there Sep 14 12:42:10 Best ask, I think Sep 14 12:43:22 * MollyK nods Sep 14 12:51:06 *they walk around the grounds for a little while* your father is very cross then? Sep 14 12:53:32 I've only seen him so angry a couple of times Sep 14 12:55:01 * MollyK rolls her eyes Sep 14 12:55:16 It is a tattoo for goodness sake, that is all! Sep 14 12:56:15 * Morgan nods Sep 14 12:56:17 I know Sep 14 12:57:26 I could remove it, if Edward wishes... Sep 14 12:58:10 I very much doubt that he does Sep 14 12:58:23 * MollyK nods Sep 14 12:58:37 Your Father will just have to get over it Sep 14 12:59:21 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:01:43 *they're out by the unfinished den when she says "how did you sleep after our little ummm... interludes?" Sep 14 13:02:49 badly Sep 14 13:03:17 * MollyK squeezes his hand Sep 14 13:03:23 Nightmare? Sep 14 13:03:38 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:06:21 * Morgan outlines it for her Sep 14 13:06:39 * MollyK looks troubled by it Sep 14 13:06:47 That's... unsettling Sep 14 13:07:13 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:07:42 And that's why you were asking Heinzharold? Sep 14 13:07:54 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:09:39 I... I do think he is as certain as he can be. Sep 14 13:10:21 I've already been told they are at peace Sep 14 13:10:42 * MollyK nods, looking at the den Sep 14 13:10:45 Yes. Sep 14 13:12:15 * MollyK shivers a little Sep 14 13:12:25 Alternate path? Sep 14 13:12:37 Could be. Could just be my mind tormenting me Sep 14 13:12:59 * MollyK nods Sep 14 13:14:20 I do not think you'd have found me Sep 14 13:14:39 Sounds very much like you walked into the Sudlache Sep 14 13:15:45 * MollyK thinks Sep 14 13:16:14 I don't know... I am not sure I would do that Sep 14 13:17:14 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:18:17 I would probably have left, gone somewhere else in Eisen, maybe even back to Avalon. Sep 14 13:19:39 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:20:33 * MollyK looks around Sep 14 13:20:43 Hasn't it gotten so cold? Sep 14 13:22:23 * Morgan nods, looking round Sep 14 13:23:23 Let's go indoors and have some coffee *she seems unsettled* Sep 14 13:24:44 Are you alright? You seem... off kilter Sep 14 13:25:44 I am, I am sorry to say. Sep 14 13:25:52 Whats wrong? Sep 14 13:27:54 The thought of that, it's conflicting. Sep 14 13:28:06 * Morgan nods, leading her back towards the house Sep 14 13:28:09 I know Sep 14 13:28:26 * Morgan checks the time Sep 14 13:28:48 * MollyK stays quiet. They've been out almost an hour Sep 14 13:29:12 Do not think on the what if's my love Sep 14 13:29:24 I will try. Sep 14 13:29:58 It is not where we are... and you know now more than you did then the strength and depth of my feelings for you Sep 14 13:30:12 * MollyK nods Sep 14 13:31:11 And yet I am not sure that I would not go, even now. Sep 14 13:31:22 * Morgan tightens his grip Sep 14 13:31:29 I could not be without you Sep 14 13:33:03 * MollyK doesn't reply, instead catching sight of Claudia and DeeDee sat smoking his pipe at the gazebo. For all her intentions, it seems that Claudia is not succeeding at staying away Sep 14 13:33:48 Molly... it is important you understand what I am telling you Sep 14 13:34:02 * MollyK glances up at him Sep 14 13:34:16 I am sorry, I was surprised to see them Sep 14 13:34:32 They're annoying the fuck out of me Sep 14 13:34:40 * MollyK giggles Sep 14 13:34:57 Sorry, it still surprises me when you curse Sep 14 13:35:11 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 14 13:36:53 * MollyK waits til they are past the others before stopping Sep 14 13:37:02 You have my full attention. Sep 14 13:38:09 With you is where I am. Where I want to be. My heart is yours. I still grieve Dietlinde, and I will always love her but... my heart has relinquished its grip on her. Sep 14 13:39:32 * MollyK looks so very solemn Sep 14 13:39:47 That must be difficult for you? Sep 14 13:40:28 very Sep 14 13:40:33 But it is the truth Sep 14 13:40:53 * MollyK nods a little Sep 14 13:41:04 Thank you for telling me Sep 14 13:41:32 * Morgan watches her for a moment before frowning, nodding slightly Sep 14 13:43:32 * MollyK watches him, looking lost Sep 14 13:43:43 Come back to me my love Sep 14 13:43:58 I do not know if it is a moment too grave and serious for me to respond as I wish Sep 14 13:44:14 * Morgan moves, planting his lips against hers Sep 14 13:45:26 * MollyK kisses him hard, empassioned but it's not sexual, it's more meaningful and intense Sep 14 13:51:00 * Morgan matches her for a few moments before pulling away Sep 14 13:51:24 * MollyK watches him Sep 14 13:53:05 I... I am lost for words. I am sorry for the pain it must cause you to feel that, but I am not sorry that you have survived and healed enough to be at this stage of your grieving. Sep 14 13:53:22 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:54:25 Varick and I were talking about it last night... he doesn't think of Karsten everyday and, without certain things reminding me, I'm getting to be the same Sep 14 13:54:46 * MollyK looks surprised Sep 14 13:55:03 I did not know this was happening, for either of you. Sep 14 13:55:29 No... it is so gradual that even we do not realise to begin with I think Sep 14 13:55:40 * MollyK nods Sep 14 13:56:07 I was not sure this would ever be possible for you Sep 14 13:57:19 It was not something I even considered Sep 14 13:57:28 * MollyK nods Sep 14 13:57:49 Life goes on, even when it seems it should not Sep 14 13:57:58 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:59:58 * MollyK holds out her arms to him "do you need me to hold you a moment? Don't worry, there's no one to see" Sep 14 14:00:12 * Morgan shrugs, coming to her Sep 14 14:00:27 I am not afraid of showing people I can be vulnerable, that I need reassurance Sep 14 14:01:05 * MollyK wraps her arms around his neck Sep 14 14:01:18 What a change that is from a year ago... Sep 14 14:01:26 Almost everything has changed Sep 14 14:02:06 * MollyK nods, tilting her head so there's space for him to put his on her shoulder Sep 14 14:02:24 * Morgan rests his head against her Sep 14 14:02:37 There's very little that is still the same Sep 14 14:03:18 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:03:22 scary Sep 14 14:03:39 You are still a good, principled man with a deep integrity. Sep 14 14:03:57 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 14:05:37 You are still a man guided by a fundamental need for fairness, for protecting the weak. I love that about you. Sep 14 14:06:03 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:08:43 * MollyK holds him close "what you have said means a great deal to me. I might seem unmoved, but finding the middle between personal joy and my enduring respect for Dietlinde and for what you shared makes it difficult to know what the appropriate response is" Sep 14 14:09:11 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:09:15 I understand Sep 14 14:09:24 * MollyK nods Sep 14 14:11:50 I am glad you do. I hope that in the times ahead there can be an integration of your past and our future, so that our children will know and understand who Dietlinde and Jana were, and the way in which they are part of our family, both close and wider within Sudlachenburg. Sep 14 14:12:06 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:12:09 I hope so Sep 14 14:12:37 * MollyK nods Sep 14 14:14:23 Perhaps we will think on how to honour them in our children's names, if you would like that? *she watches him, the suggestion tentative * Sep 14 14:15:02 You would not be uncomfortable with that? Sep 14 14:18:41 * MollyK shakes her head "I have been thinking on it recently. I think it would be an important mark of respect, and may help your Mother in particular be reconciled with the past. But if you dislike the idea, I understand " Sep 14 14:20:11 I don't think I do Sep 14 14:20:23 * MollyK nods Sep 14 14:20:47 There is still much time. I intend to have a son first. Sep 14 14:21:52 Oh? Sep 14 14:22:16 There is a lineage to secure Sep 14 14:24:59 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:26:34 * MollyK smiles, walking at his side again Sep 14 14:27:01 You would like a little future Veisgraf first? Sep 14 14:27:39 I... I've been wondering when Madchen would arrive Sep 14 14:28:17 You were hopeful she would be first? Sep 14 14:29:41 I don't know... I am torn on that Sep 14 14:29:54 Why, my love? Sep 14 14:30:27 Part of me wishes to meet her, properly, as soon as possible... another part of me wishes, as you say, to secure our lineage Sep 14 14:31:32 * MollyK smiles Sep 14 14:32:50 I am quite confident I will know which it will be from around the time of the quickening Sep 14 14:35:18 You think so? Sep 14 14:36:07 * MollyK nods "it is too early with Stef, but I could tell with Sascha" Sep 14 14:36:47 But that is not on yourself Sep 14 14:37:40 That is true... maybe it will remain a surprise until we are in our room in the Veisgraf Wing and I deliver Sep 14 14:38:11 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:38:13 maybe Sep 14 14:39:39 * MollyK smiles Sep 14 14:39:56 Would you prefer that? Sep 14 14:41:07 I don't know really Sep 14 14:42:01 * MollyK nods Sep 14 14:42:25 You are happier that that is closer now than before Sep 14 14:42:35 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:42:37 Yes, I am Sep 14 14:43:22 * MollyK squeezes his hand Sep 14 14:43:25 Me too Sep 14 14:48:06 * Morgan nods, before squaring his shoulders Sep 14 14:48:21 * MollyK watches him sidelong Sep 14 14:48:23 I need to make sure father is going to let it go Sep 14 14:49:08 Should I tell him I have your name tattooed on my inner thigh, and divert his ire? Sep 14 14:50:27 No... funny as that would be, I'd like you to find Edward and find out what they would want of us when the time comes Sep 14 14:50:54 * MollyK nods, smiling Sep 14 14:51:09 I live but to serve you, my Lord Sep 14 14:51:44 * Morgan nods slightly before blushing Sep 14 14:51:52 Go on, away with you, you minx Sep 14 14:52:15 * MollyK smiles innocently Sep 14 14:52:48 'Tis only your own mind that made that naughty *she kisses his cheek* Sep 14 14:53:15 Perhaps... Sep 14 14:53:23 * Morgan starts making their way to the house Sep 14 14:53:23 Perhaps? Sep 14 14:53:40 I am aware of your penchant for subtly teasing me Sep 14 14:53:57 * MollyK smiles Sep 14 14:54:05 It is a hobby of mine Sep 14 14:55:18 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:59:53 Because you are so sweetly teaseworthy Sep 14 15:01:19 * Morgan leads her into the house Sep 14 15:01:46 I'm going to go to the library my love. Would you go an find out if Edward and Mina will want our presence when the time comes? Sep 14 15:02:00 I will let you know Sep 14 15:02:29 * Morgan nods, kissing her cheek before heading off the library Sep 14 15:03:31 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Sep 14 15:04:35 * Adalbrecht is still there, but is sat on the couch with his arm along behind Verity, holding her wool in his lap as she knits Sep 14 15:04:52 Ah, good, there you are Sep 14 15:05:50 * Adalbrecht removes his arm. Verity smiles "Good afternoon dear boy, is it two already?" Sep 14 15:06:11 It is mother. I was wondering if I might talk with father Sep 14 15:06:54 *Verity shows him a little white baby bonnet* what do you think? Sep 14 15:07:16 I don't think it'll fit me Sep 14 15:08:39 *she smiles, picking up her things. She kisses Morgan's cheek, saying quietly "I will start making and putting some aside for your baby too" Sep 14 15:09:16 * Morgan inclines his head Sep 14 15:09:26 Thank you mother Sep 14 15:10:04 * Adalbrecht stands by the fire when she's gone Sep 14 15:10:09 Yes, Morgan? Sep 14 15:10:26 You didn't tell her about our decision to start trying to conceive? Sep 14 15:10:39 * Adalbrecht looks offended Sep 14 15:10:47 No. Sep 14 15:11:02 * Morgan watches after his mother Sep 14 15:11:17 Odd thing to say... anyway, I need you to do something Sep 14 15:11:23 Yes? Sep 14 15:11:42 I need you to drop the matter of Edward and his tattoo. Completely. Let it go. Sep 14 15:12:05 * Adalbrecht frowns Sep 14 15:12:08 Why? Sep 14 15:13:13 Because it is likely we will lose Joseff in the next day, possibly sooner, and Edward has enough to be dealing with without your disapproval. He will need your support, your _unconditional and total_ support. Sep 14 15:14:10 * Adalbrecht nods grimly Sep 14 15:14:28 I had not realised it would be so soon Sep 14 15:14:45 Nor had we. He has declined rapidly. Sep 14 15:15:35 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 15:16:10 Is it certain? No doctor has attended Sep 14 15:16:45 Molly is the best person for the task. She has saved me from certain death. If she says nothing can be done, nothing can be done Sep 14 15:48:28 * Adalbrecht has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Sep 14 15:48:44 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Sep 14 15:50:36 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Sep 14 15:50:42 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 15:50:56 What can I help with? Sep 14 15:51:30 As I've already said, all of this about his tattoo has to stop. We need to come together as a family now Sep 14 15:52:25 I meant practical arrangements. A priest, staff ready to attend to laying him out? Sep 14 15:54:38 Lets coordinate that with Edward, see what burdens we can take from his shoulders, yes? Sep 14 15:55:40 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 15:55:50 A wise idea Sep 14 15:57:18 * Morgan nods Sep 14 15:57:21 [his neck prickles] Sep 14 15:57:38 I want to explain why you did not know about my lashes... are you willing to listen? Sep 14 15:57:43 [are you alright?] Sep 14 15:58:03 [dulling some pain, that's all] Sep 14 15:58:34 Let's send for coffee and let Edward know to join us when he is ready Sep 14 15:58:48 * Morgan nods, moving to ring the bell Sep 14 15:59:54 * Adalbrecht gets settled with paper and a quill at the desk, and the coffee arrives Sep 14 15:59:59 Go on Sep 14 16:01:23 We face the consequences of our actions, that is how you raised us... while I believe the consequences of my actions to be unjust, they were _my_ consequences. I dealt with it as you would have, accepted the punishment that was at hand Sep 14 16:02:56 Indeed. Your action, though morally correct, was outside your seniority. Sep 14 16:03:06 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 16:03:41 He would've gotten us all killed. My tolerance of ignorant stupidity in command was at an all time low Sep 14 16:03:56 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 16:05:13 Why did you not tell us? Sep 14 16:05:52 Because it was _my_ punishment, unjust as it was. I made the decision to challenge him without your knowledge, I should bear the consequences such Sep 14 16:06:43 * Morgan sips his coffee Sep 14 16:07:01 I got wind of your action in a letter from a friend up the chain. He told my you had a rebellious streak and a hard head Sep 14 16:07:08 As much as I push back against you a _lot_, I meant what I said earlier about your disapproval. Sep 14 16:07:53 And yet you knew the disapproval I would have over your first marriage... Sep 14 16:08:14 What would you give for mother? Sep 14 16:09:06 Your Mother and I share a set of values that neither of us would want the other to break. Sep 14 16:10:46 You raised me to believe in marriage. It is sacred, we swear to Theus himself to love and... protect the person we love with our lives. I loved Dietlinde to my very core, how could it not be _right_ that she be my wife Sep 14 16:12:23 * Adalbrecht watches him "You know why" Sep 14 16:13:23 That doesn't make it right Sep 14 16:14:13 You push back a great deal. I understand that is part of you developing your own leadership Sep 14 16:16:02 I do what I believe is right Sep 14 16:16:20 Yes, you do Sep 14 16:16:53 Part of our differences is that I feel mothers disappointment keenly... Edward feels yours Sep 14 16:17:31 Should I be offended? Sep 14 16:19:05 No. You should be pleased I am comfortable enough to tell you that. That is not to say that your ire does not upset me... it does, a great deal... but mother and I have always been closer, as you and Edward have Sep 14 16:19:28 You have always been your Mother's child Sep 14 16:19:57 * Morgan nods Sep 14 16:20:01 Yes, I have Sep 14 16:21:14 You were a comfort to your Mother when I was away, and a bridge between her and my parents Sep 14 16:23:36 Where would you be stood if Hans had gotten a tattoo, and your father found out? Sep 14 16:24:14 I would have privately berated by brother sorely, but acted as a buffer for him Sep 14 16:24:20 My* Sep 14 16:24:43 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Sep 14 16:26:39 You understand how carefully I am treading? Sep 14 16:27:04 I am awaiting your point Sep 14 16:27:58 It is what I am doing for Edward. Except I am having to be more careful than perhaps you would need to be Sep 14 16:28:12 Why is that? Sep 14 16:29:33 Because of the titles I hold. I didn't want this to become a fight where I had to command you. I'm glad it has not come to that. Sep 14 16:30:36 Duke or not, I expect your respect as your Father Sep 14 16:31:23 And I would expect yours. You cannot drill into us that we respect those of higher title then ignore it when it does not suit. That makes you a hypocrite, which you are not Sep 14 16:32:15 It is unusual for a son to hold a title above his father. Sep 14 16:32:31 * Morgan nods Sep 14 16:32:38 A point of pride, I imagine... I hope. Sep 14 16:33:02 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 16:33:37 As I have said before, I see it as a furthering of our dynasty, strange though this path has been Sep 14 16:34:21 * Morgan nods Sep 14 16:36:19 It must be almost six months since your wedding? Sep 14 16:36:32 Yesterday Sep 14 16:37:48 We should have made a point to celebrate that Sep 14 16:39:22 Yes, we should've. As it turned out Edward and I fell out, then Molly and I did as well. But it is all resolved now Sep 14 16:39:58 * Adalbrecht smiles slightly, sipping his coffee Sep 14 16:40:06 I am pleased to hear that Sep 14 16:40:28 * Morgan nods, taking the handkerchief from his pocket, placing it in front of his father Sep 14 16:41:10 * Adalbrecht looks at it, reading the words Sep 14 16:41:25 I have never seen anything like this before, how clever Sep 14 16:41:31 * Morgan nods Sep 14 16:41:35 She made it for me... obviously Sep 14 16:42:06 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 16:42:13 You must be pleased with it? Sep 14 16:43:02 Its impossible to express quite how much it means to me Sep 14 16:43:16 Why don't you try? Sep 14 16:44:20 * Morgan frowns, repeatedly opening and closing his mouth Sep 14 16:45:37 I do not have the words Sep 14 16:47:23 * Adalbrecht sips his coffee Sep 14 16:47:38 Uncommon for you to be without any Sep 14 16:47:45 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 16:48:53 Aye, well... honour and right is easy... Sep 14 16:49:30 * Adalbrecht nods. Edward opens the door Sep 14 16:50:16 E: My Wife needed me. Sep 14 16:51:04 * Morgan gets up from behind the desk, moving to another chair Sep 14 16:53:26 *Edward sits. He takes a deep breath, then glances at the handkerchief without seeing the detail before looking to Morgan "touched as I am by Molly's gift, I cannot bring myself to wipe any part of my face with it, it is too nice" Sep 14 16:54:40 Ah, no... that was my gift from her for the six months Sep 14 16:55:15 *Edward looks a little surprised* she sewed for you? Sep 14 16:55:25 * Morgan nods Sep 14 16:55:38 It was time to let go, to bridge that gap Sep 14 16:56:32 E: What flowers did you get? I always associate you with Lily Of The Valley Sep 14 16:57:51 * Morgan moves, pushing the handkerchief towards him Sep 14 16:59:36 *Edward looks at it, nodding* an interesting piece, brother Sep 14 17:01:13 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Sep 14 17:02:11 *Edward hands it back* Sep 14 17:02:24 * Morgan takes it, tucking it away Sep 14 17:05:10 Father and I have been talking, and all issues are behind us. We wish nothing but to assist, a priest, staff to attend. Let us take some of your burden. Sep 14 17:05:19 * Adalbrecht pours Edward some coffee, setting it in front of him. Edward thanks him Sep 14 17:05:42 E: There is much to think about for the days ahead. Sep 14 17:07:07 Does Joseff have any specific requests or plans in place, Edward? *Edward shakes his head* Nothing other than that he is to be buried beside his wife and son Sep 14 17:12:05 * Morgan scratches at his chin Sep 14 17:13:35 * Adalbrecht starts writing a list. It takes a few minutes so Edward quietly talks to Morgan Sep 14 17:13:41 * Adalbrecht is now known as Edward Sep 14 17:13:45 Thank you Sep 14 17:14:36 * Morgan looks at him enquiringly Sep 14 17:15:31 Smoothing this over Sep 14 17:17:20 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 17:17:45 Its a personal issue... fight as we might, we are family and come together in times of need Sep 14 17:18:52 * Edward nods Sep 14 17:19:10 You and Molly are welcome to be present when it is time Sep 14 17:20:37 I think Molly will be required. I will be there if you or Mina wish it Sep 14 17:22:59 My wife and I would value your support Sep 14 17:23:32 * Morgan nods Sep 14 17:24:24 always Sep 14 17:26:21 *Adalbrecht hands the list over to Morgan. It details meticulously the plans for Adalbrecht's own passing Sep 14 17:27:04 I am... unsure what you wish me to do with this father Sep 14 17:29:20 A: it will be a good framework for Joseff's arrangements. You see here how I will have a service in the village church for the people to be part of, and then a private one in our chapel Sep 14 17:29:37 * Edward shudders a little beside Morgan Sep 14 17:29:45 * Morgan nods, moving so Edward can see it Sep 14 17:30:03 The people are going to be devastated Sep 14 17:30:27 * Edward nods "It doesn't bear thinking about." Sep 14 17:30:50 I was meaning the people here... we need to focus Sep 14 17:32:02 Ad: The process is just as my Father had. The pressure to steer the people forward will rest on your shoulders, Edward, which will be a blessing for Mina. Sep 14 17:33:23 * Edward nods "Should I let it be known he is very unwell, or wait until he passes?" Sep 14 17:33:40 Ad: *he looks to Morgan* what do you think? Sep 14 17:34:23 The people already know you have taken charge, and I believe they know why, to a point. Sep 14 17:39:04 Should I let them know it will be soon? Sep 14 17:39:25 * Morgan nods Sep 14 17:39:40 Let them prepare themselves, though they are already willing to be guided by you Sep 14 17:40:11 * Edward nods Sep 14 17:42:53 That is a task then, after letting the staff know. A messenger to a priest too. Everything upstairs is going as smoothly as it can. He is resting and not in too much pain. He and Mina are spending time together Sep 14 17:43:42 If he is lucid, it might be prudent to ask him if he has any wishes in particular Sep 14 17:44:04 * Edward nods Sep 14 17:44:24 That would be wise. I will send a message up to Molly. Sep 14 17:45:32 * Morgan nods Sep 14 17:46:59 Father, if you could let Mother and the others in the house know, I will go to the servants. Morgan, could you go up to Molly? Sep 14 17:47:33 *Adalbrecht nods. He pats Edward on the shoulder as he goes out* Sep 14 17:47:39 * Morgan nods, standing Sep 14 17:48:18 * Edward finishes his coffee before standing, putting his hands in his pockets. Sep 14 17:49:00 * Morgan pulls him into a hug, holding him tightly for a moment before letting him go Sep 14 17:49:04 I won't be long Sep 14 17:51:47 I am alright, Morgan. My focus is on my wife and making things smooth. Molly and I have discussed what will happen and how. I will take Mina out a little while for Molly to administer the final herbs, and after that she anticipates another hour before he will pass. The time is not quite yet, but sometime tonight she thinks Sep 14 17:55:01 I know you're alright. If you weren't I would not be leaving you. I needed to express my love for you, and I'm not good at saying it. I'll go speak to Molly, then make preparations for aiding our being awake all night. We will not leave you to this alone. Sep 14 17:55:44 * Edward hugs him again Sep 14 17:55:53 I love you too, brother. Sep 14 17:56:52 * Morgan nods, squeezing Edwards shoulder Sep 14 17:57:24 Since preparations are underway, why don't you got spend the time with Mina and Joseff? Spend the time you can as a family Sep 14 17:58:12 Once I have spoken to the staff and sent out messengers I will Sep 14 17:58:48 * Morgan nods, heading out of the room to find Molly Sep 14 17:58:57 * Edward is now known as Molly Sep 14 17:59:22 * Molly is upstairs in Joseff's room. He can hear some laughter from within Sep 14 18:03:24 * Morgan knocks quietly Sep 14 18:03:59 * Molly says "come in, liebling" Sep 14 18:07:49 * Morgan does so Sep 14 18:09:11 *The window is open a little, letting a nice breeze. Joseff looks frailer but he is sat up in bed. Mina is sat in a chair on one side, Molly on the other. Unlike Edward, Mina has no qualms about using her new hankie, and it is in one hand as she holds her Father's hand. There's coffee here. Sep 14 18:09:57 J: Make yourself at home, Morgan *he smiles. If he is in any pain it isn't evident right now* Sep 14 18:12:40 * Morgan pours himself some coffee, moving to kiss Molly's crown, then moving to do the same with Mina before looking at Joseff Sep 14 18:12:48 You'll excuse me if I don't do the same for you Sep 14 18:13:13 *Joseff smiles* I will Sep 14 18:21:16 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Sep 14 18:21:42 [I need to ask about any arrangements he wishes made] Sep 14 18:22:54 *the room is quite light. Molly stands* Mina, shall we stretch our legs a little? *Mina checks this with Joseff before going with Molly, leaving the men alone* Sep 14 18:22:59 * Molly is now known as Joseff Sep 14 18:23:38 Those herbs are vile, and I look forward to not having to take them any more Sep 14 18:25:44 * Morgan frowns slightly but nods Sep 14 18:25:58 In my experience any herbs to ease pain simply distract you by tasting so foul Sep 14 18:26:35 * Joseff nods Sep 14 18:26:44 They are working for the pains Sep 14 18:26:55 * Morgan nods Sep 14 18:27:20 Good. I have been asked to talk to you, find out about any wishes or arrangements you want made for after your passing Sep 14 18:27:51 I suppose the people will want to see me Sep 14 18:31:50 That is your choice, but I suspect so Sep 14 18:33:07 * Joseff nods "Seeing the body, it gives a closure. It does not ease the pain, but it is something we need" Sep 14 18:34:22 * Morgan nods Sep 14 18:34:31 Very well... anything else? Sep 14 18:35:02 * Joseff shakes his head Sep 14 18:35:13 Whatever Mina and Edward want is fine Sep 14 18:35:26 What would you want to be buried in? Sep 14 18:38:38 Best be something smart so they can have a look at me. Sep 14 18:39:00 Did you serve at all? Sep 14 18:39:22 No, my duty was defending the iron mines Sep 14 18:39:33 * Morgan nods Sep 14 18:40:21 Takes the question of uniform away. You are to be buried beside your wife and son, is there anything in particular you wish for your headstone? Sep 14 18:41:15 No, something simple Sep 14 18:41:29 * Morgan nods Sep 14 18:41:56 The current line of thought is a service in town, and a private one here for family... are there any particular hymns or readings you want at either? Sep 14 18:43:41 I am partial to Dear Lord And Father Of Mankind, but aside from that, no Sep 14 18:44:25 * Morgan nods Sep 14 18:44:39 Alright. Are there any messages you wish carried? Sep 14 18:54:22 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Sep 14 19:38:27 * Joseff has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Sep 14 20:30:56 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Sep 14 20:34:52 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Sep 14 20:35:12 * MollyK is now known as Joseff Sep 14 20:35:25 No, thank you Sep 14 20:36:08 * Morgan nods Sep 14 20:36:17 Anything you wish Molly and I to do? Sep 14 20:37:45 Look after Mina, she will need your family to become her family Sep 14 20:43:18 * Morgan nods Sep 14 20:43:39 We all love her very much, we will be there for her Sep 14 20:43:56 * Joseff nods Sep 14 20:44:25 I am gladdened that you are all here. It is a good time for me to go Sep 14 20:45:12 As painful as it is for us, I am glad of that too Sep 14 20:46:58 I know she is in safe hands. Sep 14 20:48:11 * Morgan nods Sep 14 20:48:17 He will keep her safe and loved Sep 14 20:48:25 * Joseff nods Sep 14 20:49:21 They will make a new family Sep 14 20:49:44 Your grandchildren will be plentiful and strong and, if they take after their mother, quite beautiful Sep 14 20:50:25 * Joseff smiles, closing his eyes Sep 14 20:50:36 They will have good breeding Sep 14 20:50:47 * Morgan nods Sep 14 20:50:59 Edward, despite his fear of the water, is going to teach them to swim in the lake Sep 14 20:51:10 * Joseff smiles Sep 14 20:51:26 That will be nice. We loved the lake. Sep 14 20:51:41 * Morgan nods Sep 14 20:51:52 [I think you can come back] Sep 14 20:55:00 * Joseff is dozing when they arrive, Edward too Sep 14 20:55:11 * Joseff is now known as Edward Sep 14 20:55:43 * Edward watches Molly check Joseff, not noticing the prickle on the back of his neck that Morgan feels Sep 14 20:56:06 Messengers are sent, things are in motion. Sep 14 20:56:34 * Morgan nods, finishing the coffee and standing up Sep 14 20:57:04 A moment, Edward Sep 14 20:58:00 * Edward steps out with him Sep 14 20:58:59 * Morgan speaks quietly Sep 14 20:59:14 I have some details. I can use your staff to set things up? Sep 14 21:00:13 * Edward nods Sep 14 21:00:19 Absolutely, feel free Sep 14 21:01:32 He wishes to be made available for the townsfolk to see. Seeing the body gives closure, he says. I suggest one of the wings that is not used so much here, so he is still at home, but not in immediate view to you and Mina. Sep 14 21:03:30 * Edward nods Sep 14 21:03:57 I would stand guard, as is fitting, but I will not leave my wife Sep 14 21:04:58 No, your place is at her side. There will be two services, one here and one in town. Do you want them at different times so you can attend both? Sep 14 21:06:30 * Edward smiles slightly Sep 14 21:06:42 Yes, he will also need to be at both. Sep 14 21:06:58 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:07:21 How long after his passing do you wish the funerals to be? I would suggest towns first Sep 14 21:08:34 Allow a day for them to look, then the day after. Theirs in the morning, ours in the afternoon, then burial before nightfall. That is what Father wants too. Sep 14 21:10:44 I'm trying not to think about that. I have one hymn he would like, but aside from that, it is up to you. Think about it, and it will be arranged. He does not want anything fancy on his headstone. Something simple. Sep 14 21:14:00 * Edward nods Sep 14 21:14:19 Mina doesn't mind, so the priest can pick something fitting Sep 14 21:17:13 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:18:23 * Edward nods Sep 14 21:19:21 Thank you, Morgan. Take some time with Molly, I am here for Mina and Joseff will be fine for a while I suspect Sep 14 21:19:42 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:19:51 Would you send her out please Sep 14 21:21:43 * Edward nods, going in. There's more tingling before she emerges. Sep 14 21:21:48 * Edward is now known as Molly Sep 14 21:21:57 * Molly smiles gently Sep 14 21:22:04 Are you alright? Sep 14 21:22:54 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:23:13 I have things to be arranging... Will you come with me? I need to talk to you about something Sep 14 21:25:03 * Molly nods Sep 14 21:25:08 Of course Sep 14 21:25:18 * Molly goes along with him Sep 14 21:25:22 * Morgan starts moving in the direction of the stairs Sep 14 21:25:30 I want you to show me how to prepare and administer the herbs Sep 14 21:25:39 Why? Sep 14 21:25:58 Because you have concerns over it. I do not. Sep 14 21:28:01 The herbs are a front, my love. I have two that do nothing but taste and smell unpleasant Sep 14 21:28:14 shit Sep 14 21:28:27 * Molly giggles Sep 14 21:28:38 No, other ingredients. Sep 14 21:31:32 * Morgan scowls Sep 14 21:31:35 There are herbs that could do such, but not gently, not so subtly Sep 14 21:31:53 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:32:08 I was hoping to take away that concern for you Sep 14 21:32:42 It is what it is, my love. I have done it before with the Montaigne magician on Morgan's Rock Sep 14 21:33:24 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:33:25 I know Sep 14 21:34:00 I will be fine, but I appreciate it Sep 14 21:38:56 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Sep 14 21:45:52 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Sep 14 21:46:08 [21:21:49] Molly: I will be fine, but I appreciate it Sep 14 21:46:53 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:46:55 alright Sep 14 21:48:12 That was what you needed to discuss? Sep 14 21:48:19 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:49:57 What I might do is take a brief nap before dinner. If the night will be long, it is best that I am at my full capability Sep 14 21:50:08 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:50:38 That is a good idea. I'm going to suggest to my father that he and I take turns guarding Joseff after... so the townsfolk can see him Sep 14 21:50:58 * MollyK nods Sep 14 21:51:37 I would imagine Grendlik, DeeDee, Wonks, and Heinzharold will all be wishing to help in some small way also Sep 14 21:52:49 * Morgan nods Sep 14 21:54:56 I would imagine so, but I expect Edward will have things he needs them to do Sep 14 21:56:07 It will help them to be doing something. Sep 14 21:57:09 Where are we going? Sep 14 21:57:42 I'm heading to find my father, and some staff to get a few messages sent Sep 14 21:58:53 *Adalbrecht is found with Verity and the others in the drawing room after they have seen to messengers* Sep 14 21:59:10 * Morgan tries to catch his eye Sep 14 21:59:46 * MollyK goes to hug Varick whilst Adalbrecht takes his place beside Morgan Sep 14 21:59:53 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Sep 14 22:01:28 Has something happened? Sep 14 22:03:31 No, but it will be today. I have spoken to him about some arrangements he wants. You have sent messengers already? Sep 14 22:05:37 I have. I will go myself if they need to be updated Sep 14 22:06:57 We will allow Joseff to lie in state, as it were, tomorrow so the townsfolk can visit and pay their respects. I'm going to organise opening up another wing of the house. Edward wants to stand guard but Mina is going to need him. I wondered if perhaps you would be willing to take turns with me Sep 14 22:08:22 * Adalbrecht nods, inclining his head Sep 14 22:08:31 I will Sep 14 22:09:21 There will be two services, as you suggested. Town first, morning of the day after tomorrow then here that afternoon. He will be interred before dark Sep 14 22:09:48 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 22:10:00 A good plan. Sep 14 22:10:11 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:11:15 You and Edward work well together even without conferring... the priest can generally have free reign of hymns, but Joseff wants Dear Lord and father of mankind. Sep 14 22:12:08 Will that be a problem for you both, after the memories it evoked for you in Starke? Sep 14 22:12:42 I will forewarn him but he will endure it, I am sure Sep 14 22:13:21 And you? Sep 14 22:14:15 I'll manage. Its important. Sep 14 22:14:30 * Morgan smiles at his father Sep 14 22:14:37 Though I am truly touched you remember Sep 14 22:16:08 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 22:17:31 I will wait for the priest. Your Mother is going to retire straight after dinner so that she can be awake overnight if Mina or Edward need her Sep 14 22:18:14 We are going to stay up. Joseff has asked that we all make our family Mina's family. Sep 14 22:18:51 I think we already have Sep 14 22:19:14 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:19:27 She will need reminding of it, that she is not alone I think Sep 14 22:20:18 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 22:21:19 We will. I will discuss with your Mother that we might not come on with you to Fischler, but say goodbye to you here and stay on another week Sep 14 22:21:31 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:22:01 I think that would be a good idea. We cannot delay any further, or we'll miss Sascha's birth Sep 14 22:22:54 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 22:23:04 This works for everyone then Sep 14 22:23:42 As far as such a situation can, yes Sep 14 22:25:19 I will wait for the priest then. Heinzharold and Inga are looking after Varick, so that is under control Sep 14 22:25:35 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:25:43 Molly is planning to nap just before dinner Sep 14 22:26:19 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 22:29:09 Alright, my son. You and your brother have this well in hand Sep 14 22:30:52 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 22:30:55 It is important Sep 14 22:31:07 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 22:31:56 I will ensure coffee and tea and food is brought regularly p, I assume you will not all join us for dinner? Sep 14 22:32:11 I wouldn't have thought so, no Sep 14 22:35:42 * Adalbrecht nods Sep 14 22:35:54 Alright, send if I am needed Sep 14 22:36:34 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:36:36 I will Sep 14 22:37:55 *Varick gives Morgan a hug, and Molly heads back upstairs with Morgan* Sep 14 22:38:01 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly Sep 14 22:38:23 I am going to rest now. Where are you going? Sep 14 22:38:54 I don't know. I'm at a bit of a loss Sep 14 22:40:44 Find something to replenish your spirit, my love, it might night be an easy night. What brings you great happiness? Sep 14 22:41:46 You. I might go for a walk around the grounds, perhaps speak to Edwards friends Sep 14 22:46:07 * Molly smiles, blushing Sep 14 22:46:49 Why don't you take another quick dip in the cold water, as that settles you? Perhaps Heinzharold would join you? Sep 14 22:48:49 Thats a good idea Sep 14 22:50:21 * Molly nods, kissing his cheek Sep 14 22:50:34 I will hope to dream of you Sep 14 22:50:43 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:50:50 Call me if you need me. Its only half a mile Sep 14 22:52:16 * Molly nods Sep 14 22:52:23 Alright, liebling Sep 14 22:52:57 Sleep well my love Sep 14 22:55:37 * Molly leaves him to it Sep 14 22:55:48 * Morgan goes to find HeinzHarold Sep 14 22:55:59 * Molly is now known as HH Sep 14 22:56:15 * HH gets organised and they're soon on their way Sep 14 22:56:25 How you doin' man? Sep 14 22:56:35 * Morgan rubs at his nose Sep 14 22:56:38 Hard day Sep 14 22:56:54 Wanna talk? Sep 14 22:57:08 About? Sep 14 22:57:56 What's on yer noggin Sep 14 22:58:43 I'm sorry I upset you this morning. It was a stupid question Sep 14 23:02:28 * HH shrugs Sep 14 23:03:03 Not yer fault, man. Just... yeah. It's hard to talk to you about. Sep 14 23:03:40 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:05:14 I know man. *he draws a breath* Its going to be sometime tonight Sep 14 23:05:28 * HH nods Sep 14 23:05:50 Wouldn't wanna live like that, losing track of what's goin' on Sep 14 23:06:45 No, and thats probably the kindest part of it Sep 14 23:07:39 * HH nods Sep 14 23:07:56 Best doctor in the world, he's got Sep 14 23:08:30 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:08:56 Its not going to be enough. All we can do is help him along, making it as painless as possible Sep 14 23:09:11 * HH nods Sep 14 23:09:38 Better 'an anyone else could do. Whattabout th' draw though? Sep 14 23:11:59 Dealt with that already. I woke up a couple of hours after going to sleep to some ardour... after that we spoke about the draw, as it was part of my dream, how its changed... she suggested we try to get it started and we managed Sep 14 23:12:05 * Morgan looks up to the sky Sep 14 23:12:09 Three times in an hour man Sep 14 23:12:56 * HH laughs Sep 14 23:13:21 You need the cold water to soothe your ballsack then! Sep 14 23:13:46 If it hadn't been taken care of first thing, I would Sep 14 23:13:58 Cheating. Sep 14 23:14:08 Don't care even slightly Sep 14 23:14:15 * HH laughs Sep 14 23:14:27 Who'da thought you had it in you? Sep 14 23:15:01 That draw man, hard work Sep 14 23:16:48 Sounds like torture, swiving a woman like that Sep 14 23:17:55 Terrible, I tell you Sep 14 23:18:42 Were you completely broken after that then? No more spring in yer nethers? Sep 14 23:20:12 What you need to understand about the draw... it has to happen twice, and each time is like the biggest, strongest orgasm you've ever had Sep 14 23:21:00 Yeah, sounds so awful, man (!) Sep 14 23:21:41 I'm not saying its bad... just... utterly exhausting Sep 14 23:22:03 Makes ya wonder 'ow they do it Sep 14 23:22:45 Greed, if you ask me Sep 14 23:22:56 * HH laughs Sep 14 23:23:42 Can't speak for Molly or Dietlinde, but Inga, and a coupla other girls I've met, ten in a few minutes and they're still good to go! Sep 14 23:24:17 Its sickening Sep 14 23:24:32 * HH laughs Sep 14 23:24:50 Enough to make ya green with envy Sep 14 23:25:21 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:25:53 Got a theory though... Sep 14 23:26:44 Oh? Sep 14 23:27:34 We do it, in and out, it's all good. Risk to us is basic'ly none. But them, they do it, nine months of feeling sick, getting big, getting something the size of a babe's head outta _that_.... Sep 14 23:28:58 So its recompense? Sep 14 23:29:26 Gotta tempt 'em back to doing it again, right? Otherwise we'd all be only children Sep 14 23:31:25 That makes a frightening amount of sense Sep 14 23:31:48 * HH nods Sep 14 23:31:54 Inga agrees Sep 14 23:33:30 Sure she's not just humouring you? Sep 14 23:33:57 *he nods* Course, I've known lots who couldn't do it at all, or only once. Not ackshully that common for it to be so many. Sep 14 23:34:21 You sure thats not just a consequence of you being involved? Sep 14 23:35:02 Yep. Why, you reckon yer some sorta orgasm magician now? Sep 14 23:36:34 _I_ don't reckon... Sep 14 23:36:43 Who then? Sep 14 23:37:00 I'm sure my wife has told yours by now... Sep 14 23:37:39 Mebbie she's just telling porkies. She did ask Inga if she can orgasm from her bubbies though! Sep 14 23:38:28 Huh. I can see some experimentation in future... that'll give my poor knackers a rest Sep 14 23:38:43 * HH laughs Sep 14 23:39:23 Nah man, we tried it. Didn't work, just got 'er so wound up she ripped the buttons off my trousers. Sep 14 23:42:13 Didn't work for _her_ Sep 14 23:42:45 Didn't give my knackers a rest is what I mean. Sep 14 23:43:07 Ah Sep 14 23:43:57 Betcha can't beat our record. Managed five in twenty four hours when Inga had the drink Sep 14 23:44:11 That stuffs lethal Sep 14 23:44:19 * HH nods Sep 14 23:45:20 Amazing though *he grins* Never seen her quite that in need before or since! Sep 14 23:45:34 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:45:37 I know man Sep 14 23:46:26 Inga got more affected from th' same amount, I reckon y' need to up it to get the full effect Sep 14 23:47:17 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:47:19 Probably the magic Sep 14 23:47:44 * HH nods Sep 14 23:48:15 Her with the drink and the draw... be big trouble! Sep 14 23:49:41 Fairly sure it'd kill me Sep 14 23:49:50 * HH nods Sep 14 23:50:16 You couldn't handle five. Your knob'd fall off Sep 14 23:50:28 Maybe, actually Sep 14 23:50:50 You'd need to call in back up Sep 14 23:51:39 Nah, she'd just wiggle her fingers and off we'd go again Sep 14 23:54:00 She can just make you- *he make his arm go from horizontal to vertical* - with magic? Sep 14 23:54:12 I can't say we've found out Sep 14 23:54:57 Might be better not to know, y' don't need her with that knowledge and ability going about yer normal business Sep 14 23:55:08 No, I agree Sep 14 23:55:14 * HH smiles Sep 14 23:55:43 Sayin' that, my lil darl8n don't need magic to be able to do that when she wants to Sep 14 23:56:07 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:56:07 Good Sep 14 23:56:49 Coupla words... lucky she's a good girl and knows not to do it in public Sep 14 23:57:26 Probably best make sure my wife doesn't find that out, she'll corrupt her Sep 14 23:57:39 * HH laughs Sep 14 23:58:15 Different sorta women, I wouldn't be sure Molly wouldn't spring 'em on me Sep 14 23:58:51 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:58:53 Quite Sep 14 23:59:26 Mebbie I'll get Inga to tell her how to find a coupla effective words