**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Aug 28 00:00:14 2022 Aug 28 00:00:14 Oh Molly... I'm so sorry Aug 28 00:00:29 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath Aug 28 00:01:09 It was another boy. Curtis came back after he had gotten the doctors bill. I nearly bled out. Aug 28 00:01:35 * Morgan frowns Aug 28 00:01:36 I see Aug 28 00:04:08 He hadn't laid a finger on me before that Aug 28 00:04:17 But after... Aug 28 00:04:46 * Molly nods Aug 28 00:06:16 The first was the worst, my body was still recovering, and I was still deeply in grief for the child. But I had come to expect it each time he came home. He wanted another baby, and I prayed relentlessly that Theus would spare me it Aug 28 00:07:14 He does not deserve to be mourned Aug 28 00:07:54 He is my children's father. I would spare them any more knowledge of how he trespassed against me body and soul. Aug 28 00:08:08 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:08:52 *she watches the children picking up sticks up ahead* Aug 28 00:09:06 His parents are coming. Aug 28 00:09:17 For what? Aug 28 00:09:23 The children Aug 28 00:09:38 Ah... you do not wish that to happen Aug 28 00:10:22 No, you do not understand. They are not coming to _see_ them, they are coming to _take_ them. Aug 28 00:10:44 I understood. Aug 28 00:11:06 Then of course I do not want my children taken, but... Aug 28 00:11:31 But you worry you cannot provide for them Aug 28 00:13:05 I do not worry, I _know_. Within the week the creditors will have the house. We already had to give up our chickens and cows. If Curtis could have mortgaged every thread of fabric on my body he would have Aug 28 00:13:19 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:13:25 Will you let me help you? Aug 28 00:13:45 I am not sure how you could Aug 28 00:13:55 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 00:14:18 We can come up with something... Aug 28 00:14:43 Why? *she looks at him* why would you? Aug 28 00:15:59 Because... you are my friend and I care about you... and unless you think Jaegers family could love them better than you, they deserve to be helped too Aug 28 00:16:38 I haven't even given you more than a good morning in four years. I do not deserve your concern Aug 28 00:17:00 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 00:17:15 I could've made more of an effort... I should have. Aug 28 00:17:26 * Molly shakes her head Aug 28 00:17:41 I was forbidden from contacting you. Aug 28 00:17:49 I see. Aug 28 00:18:46 He had decided some time ago that the friendship we had was more than that, that there was some sort of mutual chemistry. Aug 28 00:19:54 Right... Aug 28 00:21:03 I tried to explain that that was not the case with you, and that my crush on you had been nothing significant, but he was not easily reassured Aug 28 00:21:57 You... had a crush on me? Aug 28 00:22:19 * Molly nods Aug 28 00:23:06 For quite some time. Not that I was truly honest with Curtis about the duration Aug 28 00:23:19 I... see... Aug 28 00:23:29 * Molly smiles Aug 28 00:24:05 Still, that all happened so long ago... Aug 28 00:24:27 It was quite some time Aug 28 00:26:33 Sometimes, often when my back was so torn to ribbons that I could only lie on my front and listen to the children and Maida downstairs, and would imagine myself back in those old days, back before I was married Aug 28 00:27:20 * Morgan scowls Aug 28 00:29:19 I used to think of your humour, your intelligence, the softness of you confessing and confiding with me. It was easier, I could ignore some of the pain. So really, the crush served me well, silly as it was Aug 28 00:31:20 silly... Aug 28 00:32:49 Of course it was. But that is what girls do, isn't it, fall for some man who is older, unattainable, and utterly uninterested! It's part of growing up Aug 28 00:33:25 * Morgan frowns Aug 28 00:33:28 I suppose it is Aug 28 00:35:58 He didn't like to use the birch until the morning he was leaving. I think I hated that most. It would take about four weeks to fully heal, and he would be back every fifth. He'd spend the week being pleasant and availing himself of all the comforts a man feels entitled to in his home. There'd be no indication that he was still angry that I was not Aug 28 00:35:58 with child until suddenly he would appear, switch in hand, and have me unbutton my dress. Aug 28 00:37:01 I'm starting to wish it was me had done him in Aug 28 00:37:17 * Molly shrugs Aug 28 00:39:00 After a while, I just came to expect it. Maida too. The children were always to be taken out to the garden once breakfast was done, it became as commonplace as blackening the grates. Now this time, once I am fully healed, he will never strike me again Aug 28 00:39:33 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:39:35 You're free of him Aug 28 00:39:57 It's awful to think that way, but yes, physically I am Aug 28 00:40:10 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:41:26 * Molly looks at the children playing around the pile of sticks Aug 28 00:42:03 I do need your help. I cannot have endured those things only to let my babies be taken away. Aug 28 00:42:13 No... we will not let that happen Aug 28 00:43:41 I cannot pay you back... *she watches his expression. The unspoken offer there speaks of an access to her body that she cannot voice* Aug 28 00:46:37 I do not offer my assistance in return for anything, though your renewed friendship would be most welcome. *he sighs* I... missed you. Aug 28 00:46:51 * Molly looks pained Aug 28 00:47:24 I am sorry. I should have stood my ground, but he was very jealous of other men, especially you Aug 28 00:47:36 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:47:50 I don't blame him, I am fairly amazing. Aug 28 00:48:03 * Molly smiles Aug 28 00:48:34 Tell me about you... have you found someone to stand in Evie's stead? Aug 28 00:49:09 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 28 00:49:25 No... I have continued alone Aug 28 00:49:35 Are you not lonely? Aug 28 00:50:11 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 28 00:50:13 I didn't say that Aug 28 00:50:55 But you feel just as you did with Evie, that there is no place for someone in your life? Aug 28 00:52:15 I'm not sure that Dietlinde would approve of my being alone. I've been thinking about that a lot Aug 28 00:52:27 * Molly nods Aug 28 00:52:54 Though to be with the wrong person is a certain sort of loneliness too Aug 28 00:53:46 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:55:20 Perhaps we can be friends and company for each other, to reduce your loneliness and mine during the year of mourning I must now serve Aug 28 00:56:10 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:56:31 My friendship and help will not cost you anything... you understand that? Aug 28 00:56:59 I am grateful for that, when I could repay so poorly Aug 28 00:57:27 Your friendship is valuable to me... though, only if you wish to give it Aug 28 00:58:29 I do. I miss you. Though in fairness, given that we have spent so much time together in my head during each recouperation, in some ways it was never lost Aug 28 00:59:04 * Morgan nods Aug 28 00:59:12 I am glad I could bring you some comfort Aug 28 00:59:20 * Molly smiles Aug 28 00:59:51 You did. And I trust that you will, no matter what the future hows for my children and I Aug 28 00:59:59 Holds* Aug 28 01:00:20 * Morgan nods Aug 28 01:00:26 Where'd you get the potatoes? Aug 28 01:00:48 In the ground, that is usually where they grow Aug 28 01:01:03 * Morgan nods Aug 28 01:01:31 I'll arrange for some food to be brought this afternoon Aug 28 01:01:47 You are sure you can afford it? Aug 28 01:01:59 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 01:02:02 I'll find a way Aug 28 01:02:58 The children will be so grateful, they do get so hungry Aug 28 01:03:19 * Morgan nods Aug 28 01:03:29 We'll find a way to keep them with you Aug 28 01:03:39 * Molly sighs Aug 28 01:04:13 I think I will have to stop praying for my barrenness and start praying for a miracle instead! Aug 28 01:04:33 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 01:04:45 If I have to carry them out of Tawstock myself, thats what I'll do Aug 28 01:04:55 No. Aug 28 01:05:18 No? Aug 28 01:05:21 I will not cost you your job, your privacy you fought hard for. Aug 28 01:05:51 I will not allow them to take your children Aug 28 01:06:05 At what cost? Aug 28 01:06:25 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 01:06:29 We'll see Aug 28 01:06:38 * Molly nods Aug 28 01:07:18 Thank you, Morgan. You have always been so good to me. The only reason I do not despise men as a whole is because of you. Aug 28 01:08:56 * Morgan nods Aug 28 01:09:04 I'm humbled you think so highly of me Aug 28 01:09:13 * Molly smiles Aug 28 01:09:23 I have done for all these years Aug 28 01:10:55 * Morgan nods, blushing Aug 28 01:11:19 I hope you have not thought less of me in that time? Aug 28 01:11:38 No, not at all Aug 28 01:11:51 * Molly smiles Aug 28 01:12:30 I have aged so much more than I anticipated. I have wrinkles already, and I am only four and twenty! Aug 28 01:13:42 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 28 01:13:49 You are still beautiful Aug 28 01:13:53 * Morgan blushes Aug 28 01:13:58 I'm so sorry, that was inappropriate Aug 28 01:14:01 * Molly looks surprised Aug 28 01:14:17 You thought I was beautiful? Aug 28 01:14:43 * Morgan mutters Aug 28 01:14:44 Doesn't matter Aug 28 01:15:27 Of course it does. I have not been called that since the day of the wedding Aug 28 01:15:35 * Morgan scowls Aug 28 01:17:59 I was pregnant within two hours, and I was quite sick within three days, so really he was not entirely wrong in his silence. He did not like the physical changes in me, but I didn't really mind. It was hardly anything I was missing out on Aug 28 01:18:28 My friend would say he was doing it wrong then Aug 28 01:18:50 Oh? You have friends? Aug 28 01:18:55 * Molly blushes Aug 28 01:19:10 _That_ was rude. I am sorry. Aug 28 01:19:22 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 28 01:19:36 I've not seen them since I left Eisen Aug 28 01:19:56 But you write? Aug 28 01:20:37 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 28 01:20:46 No, I still absent myself from my old life Aug 28 01:21:14 At the cost of losing your friends? How awful! Aug 28 01:21:25 * Morgan sighs Aug 28 01:21:28 Aye Aug 28 01:22:04 Maybe you could consider rectifying that? Aug 28 01:22:18 Maybe Aug 28 01:23:36 I wish I had friends in a foreign land. I would steal away in the night with the children, board a ship, cut my hair short and dye all our hair black, and disappear far away from the Jaeger's and all the trouble here Aug 28 01:24:03 You would wish to leave? Aug 28 01:24:37 If it keeps my babies with me, absolutely. I would upend all of Theah to do that Aug 28 01:25:23 When do his parents arrive? Aug 28 01:26:36 I do not know. He died five days ago, so they would have known yesterday. Six more days, if they come at a steady pace and not travel through the night Aug 28 01:27:14 Alright... if you want to be away from here, that is what we will do Aug 28 01:27:33 Where would you send us? Aug 28 01:28:01 Realistically, Eisen would probably be best... Aug 28 01:28:51 Do you have safe people there the children and I could stay with until I learn the language and can work? Aug 28 01:29:23 My friend HeinzHarold... he wouldn't let you come to harm Aug 28 01:29:38 * Molly nods Aug 28 01:30:10 Alright. If he is not going to beat us or worse, that will be fine Aug 28 01:30:28 No, he'll probably try to charm you to death Aug 28 01:30:44 * Molly smiles sadly Aug 28 01:31:15 Charm would not work on me now. I am not sure I would ever easily trust a man again Aug 28 01:31:28 I trust him Aug 28 01:31:35 * Molly nods Aug 28 01:31:57 And I trust you. I know you have my best interests at heart Aug 28 01:32:50 * Morgan nods Aug 28 01:32:52 And theirs Aug 28 01:33:00 * Molly nods Aug 28 01:34:51 Then I will use these sticks for a fire, and find everything we can spare to sell for money to travel. We can save for more clothes once we are there, my wedding ring I can sell and get a tin one to replace it. Aug 28 01:35:27 If you are not here, you do not need to mourn a man that awful... no-one will know about him Aug 28 01:35:45 They will see I have children and no husband Aug 28 01:37:10 True. A good idea, then Aug 28 01:37:48 Will you write to me when I am gone? Aug 28 01:38:02 * Morgan nods Aug 28 01:38:45 * Molly smiles Aug 28 01:38:55 Thank you Aug 28 01:39:50 Maybe one day, maybe you will be healed enough to visit us, to see us in our new life, and see your friend? Aug 28 01:39:56 * Morgan nods, taking an apple from his pocket and cutting it into pieces Aug 28 01:40:19 Maybe. I need to think about your safety on the journey Aug 28 01:40:43 * Molly nods, watching him Aug 28 01:41:52 I would be grateful for that Aug 28 01:42:11 Of course Aug 28 01:42:17 * Morgan offers her a piece of apple Aug 28 01:42:42 * Molly shakes her head, though her stomach rumbles "for the children, please" Aug 28 01:42:58 Take it. I've some for them. Aug 28 01:43:12 * Molly looks unsure Aug 28 01:43:39 The more they eat, the better. I can stand to lose some extra cushioning on my bottom Aug 28 01:44:16 Take it. I will see to it that you all sleep with full stomachs tonight Aug 28 01:44:48 * Molly does so, eating it very slowly to make it last. She doesn't talk Aug 28 01:46:13 * Morgan whistles, low and warbling to get the childrens attention Aug 28 01:47:02 *the pair of them come scurrying over, but the boy keeps an eye on the sticks as if he is afraid they will get up and run off* Aug 28 01:47:21 * Morgan crouches down, offering them each a piece of cut apple Aug 28 01:48:27 *they each take it, looking shocked at the sudden appearance of food, and eat it manners forgotten, as if they are starving* Aug 28 01:48:56 * Morgan watches them, offering them another piece each when they're finished Aug 28 01:49:41 *this is consumed quickly too. Molly smiles at Morgan* Children, manners please. *she licks her fingers a moment* Aug 28 01:54:18 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Aug 28 21:10:20 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 28 21:22:05 *Both children thank him, but still look for if he has more* Aug 28 21:23:09 * Morgan gives them both another piece before standing up Aug 28 21:26:04 *the children eat and thank him profusely. Molly watches them as they go back* I hope you do not think me an awful mother Aug 28 21:26:29 No... I think you've been very badly treated and ultimately unfortunate Aug 28 21:27:33 * MollyK nods Aug 28 21:28:13 If I could live my life over, I would not have married him, except for having my children Aug 28 21:28:35 * Morgan nods Aug 28 21:28:44 I take it your family would not be of assistance? Aug 28 21:29:57 * MollyK shakes her head Aug 28 21:30:27 My Father died last year, and my mother has moved away to Durham, where she was from Aug 28 21:30:53 My condolences Aug 28 21:31:19 * MollyK nods Aug 28 21:33:09 It is what it is, as with much in life. *she looks at the children again* Aug 28 21:38:17 ACTION rounds them up, leading them back to the house. Her son and daughter are so excited to have a fire earlier in the day that they sit near it warming their hands. Molly stands against the dresser watching them with her shawl wrapped tightly around her shoulders. He finishes the job he insisted on doing, which was fastening a chair back Aug 28 21:38:18 together for her, and when he looks back tears are running down her cheeks Aug 28 21:39:09 * Morgan moves to her Aug 28 21:39:17 I'm sorry, have I done something wrong? Aug 28 21:40:08 * MollyK shakes her head, unable to put words together Aug 28 21:41:06 * Morgan watches her for a moment Aug 28 21:41:18 Its alright... have a sit down... Aug 28 21:41:41 * MollyK shakes her head, whispering Aug 28 21:42:04 I can't, they will notice, and I don't want them to see how scared I am Aug 28 21:43:03 You don't need to be scared Aug 28 21:43:38 * MollyK looks at him Aug 28 21:44:16 They might take my _children_. Legally, they can. I am already losing everything else. Aug 28 21:44:57 We're going to get you spirited away before they get here... I won't let them take them Aug 28 21:47:32 I hope you are right *she chews her lip* Aug 28 21:47:39 I am Aug 28 21:48:21 You must have much to do, I am sorry to delay you here solving problems that are not your responsibility Aug 28 21:49:18 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 21:49:26 There's no guests, so there's no drama... Aug 28 21:50:32 * MollyK watches him a long moment Aug 28 21:52:22 You should find yourself someone to love, to have a family with... you are far too good a man to belong to loneliness and grief when there is so much love and care in you Aug 28 21:53:15 * Morgan shrugs, looking at the children Aug 28 21:54:16 *they are watching the flames, backs to the adults* Aug 28 21:54:31 It is what it is Aug 28 21:55:58 Consider it, at least? Do not live a life that is devoid of happiness Aug 28 21:56:13 Maybe Aug 28 21:57:04 * MollyK nods, then briefly rubs his upper arm before going to sit with the children Aug 28 21:58:46 I'll go arrange the food for later and make some enquiries... I'll call back later on if thats alright? Aug 28 22:00:57 * MollyK smiles Aug 28 22:01:08 Whenever you wish, just come by Aug 28 22:01:45 * Morgan nods, heading for the door Aug 28 22:02:43 Morgan? Aug 28 22:02:48 Yes? Aug 28 22:02:50 Thank you again. Aug 28 22:03:18 *The children thank him again too* Aug 28 22:03:33 You've no need to thank me... I'll see you later Aug 28 22:04:33 * MollyK smiles, hugging both children to her Aug 28 22:04:41 * Morgan heads out the door Aug 28 22:05:17 *he wakes up in the dark. Molly isn't touching him* Aug 28 22:05:59 * Morgan sighs, curling up to her Aug 28 22:06:11 Hmm? Aug 28 22:06:42 Nothing blossom, just wanted to be closer Aug 28 22:07:27 * MollyK shifts slightly, pressing her back to his front, and pulling his arm around her Aug 28 22:07:31 I am here Aug 28 22:07:54 * Morgan nods, trying to settle back to sleep Aug 28 22:10:27 *he starts to dream again, his eighteen year old self in a hammock, two days after being whipped for insubordination lying on his front as his back is still ripped to ribbons. It hurts now more than on the night after it happened and he is pained, homesick, yearning for his Mother, or Heinzharold. And for the dream visitor who he hasn't dreamt of Aug 28 22:10:28 in weeks. He focuses his mind, slow breathing of meditation and tries to find that warm study where he usually visits her in his mind. When he does manage it, he's upright, and there is no pain. Aug 28 22:11:27 * Morgan sighs Aug 28 22:13:54 **The room smells of cinnamon and nutmeg and pine, and it is decorated with all the trimmings of Prophet's Mass, though it is January. She is wearing is a deep green satin, long and smooth, negligee rather than a dress. A glass of port appears in his hand. She smiles* well good evening, my Lord Aug 28 22:15:23 * Morgan sips the port, savouring the taste for a moment Aug 28 22:15:28 Its good to see you Aug 28 22:16:13 * MollyK smiles Aug 28 22:16:35 You have been doing so well, I thought perhaps I was no longer needed Aug 28 22:16:49 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 22:16:52 I guess not Aug 28 22:18:07 *she sits on a chaise* perhaps it is time for me to let you on your way... Aug 28 22:19:07 How do you mean? Aug 28 22:20:32 To stop visiting you Aug 28 22:20:39 * Morgan frowns Aug 28 22:20:41 Why? Aug 28 22:22:16 You are gaining so much dream control, there is little more for me to help you with Aug 28 22:22:37 I see Aug 28 22:23:57 * MollyK watches him Aug 28 22:24:32 Can you think of a need for me if not that, my Lord? Aug 28 22:25:06 * Morgan opens his mouth before blushing Aug 28 22:26:13 * MollyK smiles, beckoning him with a crook of her finger Aug 28 22:27:03 * Morgan moves towards her Aug 28 22:29:39 An exchange... your thoughts then for a little gift I have for you. *she moves a little to make a space beside her* Aug 28 22:31:56 * Morgan sits beside her Aug 28 22:32:23 So you are here just because I need your guidance... Aug 28 22:33:53 On my part, no, but that is what is useful to you Aug 28 22:34:10 * Morgan sighs Aug 28 22:34:13 I don't understand Aug 28 22:35:22 I have enjoyed the sexual intimacy we have shared Aug 28 22:35:29 * Morgan nods Aug 28 22:35:34 As have I... obviously Aug 28 22:36:34 But soon, you are going to meet someone in the waking world, someone very special indeed Aug 28 22:36:54 How would you know that? Aug 28 22:37:50 That is incredibly complicated to explain... sit. Aug 28 22:40:22 Isn't everything Aug 28 22:41:20 Indeed. It is why much as I wish to take your virginity, I know I should not Aug 28 22:41:32 * Morgan frowns Aug 28 22:41:34 Why? Aug 28 22:41:52 Because it is not for me to take Aug 28 22:44:09 It is meant for someone else? Aug 28 22:44:45 * MollyK nods Aug 28 22:45:43 Now, do you want what I have for you? Aug 28 22:45:52 * Morgan nods Aug 28 22:46:25 * MollyK hands him a small box, jewellery box size Aug 28 22:46:35 * Morgan looks it over Aug 28 22:48:16 *it's navy and plain Aug 28 22:48:25 * Morgan tries to open it Aug 28 22:49:07 *inside is a necklace, a pendant of a silver compass Aug 28 22:49:25 * Morgan smiles Aug 28 22:49:28 Thats lovely Aug 28 22:51:28 It is to help guide you in your dreams, so that you never get lost or stuck Aug 28 22:51:49 * Morgan smiles Aug 28 22:51:55 I can't say I understand Aug 28 22:52:23 * MollyK smiles, kissing him "you do not need to understand" Aug 28 22:53:14 I suppose not Aug 28 22:54:30 You just need to wear it, it will do the rest Aug 28 22:55:00 The rest... that sounds ominous Aug 28 22:55:08 * MollyK runs her tongue over his lower lip in a gentle lick Aug 28 22:55:50 It will help you wake and know where and when you are, that's all Aug 28 22:56:25 Why would I not know that? Aug 28 22:57:45 Again, that is complicated Aug 28 22:58:09 * Morgan watches her Aug 28 22:58:16 You're not going to tell me, are you? Aug 28 22:59:34 If I did, you would be upset, and I would prefer not to upset you Aug 28 22:59:59 * Morgan sighs, nodding Aug 28 23:00:01 alright Aug 28 23:00:43 * MollyK puts the pendant on him. It glows a purple colour briefly Aug 28 23:01:03 That was... odd Aug 28 23:02:18 * MollyK smiles Aug 28 23:02:24 I know Aug 28 23:03:14 What was it? Aug 28 23:03:39 Would you believe me if I said magic? Aug 28 23:04:03 * Morgan scowls Aug 28 23:04:43 * MollyK sits up a little Aug 28 23:05:08 It will help you Aug 28 23:05:45 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 28 23:07:03 * MollyK moves, suddenly straddling his hips "time is running out tonight... you will wake soon" Aug 28 23:07:20 * Morgan looks surprised before leaning back Aug 28 23:07:23 right... Aug 28 23:07:49 I do not know when I will visit again Aug 28 23:08:12 * Morgan looks disappointed Aug 28 23:09:42 * MollyK kisses him again Aug 28 23:10:17 My lack of taking your virginity should not be taken as a lack of desire to. Aug 28 23:10:55 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:10:57 I understand Aug 28 23:11:06 * MollyK nods Aug 28 23:11:29 Good. If I could, I would have done so that day in your hammock Aug 28 23:12:03 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:12:13 But I am to meet someone... Aug 28 23:13:05 Yes, March sixty-four, I believe... a couple of your years from now Aug 28 23:13:28 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:13:30 Alright Aug 28 23:14:14 * MollyK kissing him once more "time to say goodbye" Aug 28 23:14:50 * Morgan sighs Aug 28 23:14:52 Alright Aug 28 23:15:16 Farewell, my Lord Aug 28 23:15:33 * Morgan kisses her quickly before nodding Aug 28 23:16:09 *a single chime wakes him. They're still in the same position Aug 28 23:17:18 * Morgan sighs quietly, getting out of bed Aug 28 23:17:35 * MollyK awakens Aug 28 23:17:41 Are you alright? Aug 28 23:19:33 * Morgan nods, digging out the pendant and putting it on Aug 28 23:19:34 Fine Aug 28 23:20:54 Is it dawn already? Aug 28 23:21:47 Not far off it, aye Aug 28 23:22:19 Did you have nightmares? Aug 28 23:22:42 Dreams Aug 28 23:25:22 Anything nice? Aug 28 23:26:31 Not particularly in the first one... second one was strange Aug 28 23:26:40 * MollyK nods Aug 28 23:26:51 Did you wish to talk later? Aug 28 23:28:26 You know the dream control girl... Aug 28 23:28:36 * MollyK nods Aug 28 23:28:55 She gave me something, said it'd stop me getting lost or stuck when I wake from a dream... Aug 28 23:29:05 That would be nice! Aug 28 23:29:59 * Morgan nods, tapping the pendant Aug 28 23:30:02 It was like this Aug 28 23:30:14 * MollyK frowns a little Aug 28 23:30:18 Erynodd Aug 28 23:30:24 Very odd Aug 28 23:30:51 Maybe its symbolic... I've no idea, but I'll take all the help I can get with _that_ problem Aug 28 23:31:01 * MollyK nods Aug 28 23:31:45 It seems you are dreaming of Dietlinde and Jana more often, and no one wishes you to get stuck Aug 28 23:31:57 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:32:09 I could not bear to see you hurt again Aug 28 23:32:22 * MollyK shrugs a little Aug 28 23:32:34 I would get used to it Aug 28 23:32:50 I'd rather you not need to Aug 28 23:33:02 * MollyK nods Aug 28 23:33:26 Two nights in a row with no nightmare is good for you Aug 28 23:34:17 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:34:35 My first dream wasn't... pleasant, but... maybe I'm getting used to it Aug 28 23:34:45 * MollyK nods Aug 28 23:35:07 That you dream of them more now seems like a sign of healing Aug 28 23:35:21 I dreamed of you last night Aug 28 23:35:34 Did you? Aug 28 23:36:08 * Morgan nods, sighing Aug 28 23:36:44 It was not enjoyable? Aug 28 23:38:30 I think it may have been another path... it was a sad one. Aug 28 23:39:05 Oh. But we might have had the convergence? Aug 28 23:39:50 maybe. You had married Jaeger, he treated you badly and, thankfully, he ended up getting himself killed... his parents were coming to take your children so I was going to send you all to Eisen Aug 28 23:41:15 Just send us, not take us? Aug 28 23:42:40 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:42:48 At that point, yes Aug 28 23:42:56 * MollyK nods Aug 28 23:43:13 It sounds sad Aug 28 23:43:32 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:43:37 aye Aug 28 23:43:55 I am here and safe, you need not be distressed Aug 28 23:44:12 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:44:14 I know Aug 28 23:45:39 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Aug 28 23:47:36 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client)