**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Aug 10 00:00:35 2022 Aug 10 00:00:35 Have faith, father. He is where he is meant to be, with the person he is meant to be with. His swiving ceased before you think... Aug 10 00:01:42 Not soon enough to not have a child. *he sighs* still, that is the far past now. Aug 10 00:04:26 I want you to imagine his position... you have been forbidden to see the woman who makes your soul sing, after the choice he made, the constant running around to try to fix the damage to our reputation... You've been to Numa to have your nose fixed and you meet someone you have a connection with, someone who reminds you of the person you love and, for a few hours, she makes you forget... and the method you use you believe to be foolproof. Aug 10 00:04:58 * Adalbrecht sighs Aug 10 00:05:43 That seems so quick. Where is the trust and the bond? How can you do something that should be so tender and precious with a stranger? Aug 10 00:06:56 I'm not sure I can answer that... the best I can suggest is you accept that, for some, it isn't necessary... though, having spoken to Edward this morning, he sees now it pales in comparison. Aug 10 00:07:48 I am reassured then that he was kind and appropriate with her Aug 10 00:08:19 Edward would rather die than hurt her Aug 10 00:08:34 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 00:08:57 Perhaps now he will see what it should be worth and the respect it should be given. Aug 10 00:09:13 From what he said this morning, I believe so Aug 10 00:09:22 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 00:10:49 As to you and he getting your love and devotion from me, I am honoured. I know you and Molly, despite your difficulties, are very devoted to each other Aug 10 00:11:10 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:11:35 We are Aug 10 00:12:26 I have no doubts at all that you treat her decently in that regard, even if I have concerns about your brother Aug 10 00:13:25 Your concerns about Edward are unfounded... though by this point Molly would be able to tell us Aug 10 00:13:51 Because they have discussed it in detail " Aug 10 00:13:53 ? Aug 10 00:14:52 More than likely Aug 10 00:15:05 I only hope he treated her like a Lady, and not like a working girl Aug 10 00:16:15 You him a disservice father. Aug 10 00:16:37 Perhaps Aug 10 00:16:56 [are you alright, my love?] Aug 10 00:17:06 No perhaps about it... Aug 10 00:17:49 [Yes. We are having quite an... intimate conversation. Has Mina confided in you by any chance?] Aug 10 00:18:06 [of course] Aug 10 00:18:43 [And Edward treated her well?] Aug 10 00:19:30 In fact... I'd say it is likely that Edward treated those working girls like they were noble. Aug 10 00:22:19 [oh yes. We had planned for her to be astride so that she could control the moment and speed to help with his little problem, and once they had fully sealed the marriage he turned his full attention upon her for a couple of hours until he was... able again, and then he took the initiative, and then afterwards he reassured her, praised her, said how Aug 10 00:22:20 lucky he was and how much he loves her, then cuddled her til she was asleep] Aug 10 00:23:21 * Adalbrecht is just frowning slightly, watching Morgan Aug 10 00:23:29 What? Aug 10 00:24:07 If he was treating them like they were noble, he would not have spent his allowance in brothels so frequently Aug 10 00:24:47 You know what I mean... he treated them with respect, kindly. Aug 10 00:25:03 * Adalbrecht concedes a little Aug 10 00:25:18 I suppose it would not preclude good manners... Aug 10 00:26:57 It goes a bit further than that but... I don't think you're ready to consider that just yet Aug 10 00:27:07 If you were going to be intimate with them, you could be careful not to hurt them at all Aug 10 00:27:34 * Morgan nods, blowing out air for a moment Aug 10 00:27:56 Or, more likely, to even make it enjoyable for them... Aug 10 00:28:09 * Adalbrecht blushes hard Aug 10 00:29:00 Yes, I suppose for women who might be wanting that sort of thing, or to strictly avoid conception. Aug 10 00:29:59 I think... that it would be... unlikely a woman would not receive that well... Aug 10 00:30:43 I am not unaware of those activities, Morgan. But I learnt about them from a young lady I knew in the War who followed the drum, an Ussuran courtesan. Aug 10 00:31:18 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:31:32 They are better received than you might imagine, I think Aug 10 00:31:44 [did you wish to know what happened after that?] Aug 10 00:32:28 * Adalbrecht opens his mouth but then closes it "I am not sure this is a line of conversation either of us would wish to pursue" Aug 10 00:32:42 * Morgan looks at him again Aug 10 00:32:50 If it would help you, I will endure it Aug 10 00:33:08 * Adalbrecht shakes his head Aug 10 00:33:13 [No, I was just curious. Father is unjustly worried about it] Aug 10 00:33:24 I think I am reading your meaning well enough Aug 10 00:33:53 [He is rather overly concerned about the marital fun of others!] Aug 10 00:33:54 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:33:56 Very well Aug 10 00:34:43 I will take it under advisement. It seems you are not naive as I am. Aug 10 00:36:03 A little less constrained, perhaps... and the example I was set for a marriage was a loving one, which helped Aug 10 00:36:09 [is he very worked up?] Aug 10 00:36:17 * Adalbrecht smiles Aug 10 00:37:16 I am glad you saw a loving relationship. I love your Mother very dearly. She has made my life what it is today, and it has been a happy one Aug 10 00:37:40 [He is quite worried about it. But he is not of the opinion that intimacy can be had for the sake of the pleasure, and that can go both ways] Aug 10 00:38:11 [oh dear.] Aug 10 00:39:22 I wonder if your discomfort might stem in part from the marriage you saw as you grew up... Aug 10 00:39:32 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 00:40:23 Your Grandparents were good people, but their marriage was arranged, and they were ill-suited once they were together Aug 10 00:40:50 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:41:42 I did not want a marriage like there's where there was no affection disaplayed at all. Perhaps you have taken another step further, seeing only subtle signs of it in us. Aug 10 00:42:49 Subtle they may be to most, but your love for each other is obvious to me Aug 10 00:44:49 As is yours to me. Sometimes I watch you and Molly holding hands as you go about, or the way when you dance it is as if you are in a world just the two of you, it is nice to see you both happy like that Aug 10 00:45:07 You should try it. Aug 10 00:45:43 I always offer her my arm, she is less likely to slip or trip that way Aug 10 00:46:29 Will you accept some advice? Aug 10 00:46:35 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 00:46:37 I will Aug 10 00:47:59 Take her out to the gazebo, have someone bring you both hot drinks... sit there and hold her hand. She is in no danger of slipping, so your arm is not needed... but just hold her hand and _be_ there. Talk about unimportant things. Aug 10 00:48:20 * Adalbrecht smiles Aug 10 00:48:45 We used to do that, many, many years ago, when we first met Aug 10 00:49:22 Do it again. And tell her of your feelings for her. Not couched niceties, but _honestly_ Aug 10 00:49:58 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 00:50:08 I might well do that Aug 10 00:50:55 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:51:00 Good. Aug 10 00:51:15 Was there anything else? Aug 10 00:51:50 Not for now, no... small steps Aug 10 00:52:08 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 00:53:08 Thank you Morgan. *he inclines his head, walking off. He cannot have gotten very far, because he is soon back, blushing like a beetroot* Aug 10 00:53:26 I uhh... I will plan it for this time tomorrow Aug 10 00:53:39 Whatever for? Aug 10 00:54:27 I stumbled across a tryst in the hall. It is, as you say, no one else's business, and so I will just wait here for now Aug 10 00:54:39 Zench and Heidi? Aug 10 00:54:46 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 00:54:48 Indeed Aug 10 00:54:59 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:55:12 As well you didn't interrupt them really... Aug 10 00:55:20 Why is that? Aug 10 00:55:56 I interrupted them yesterday and, as she went to their room, she flashed her backside at us Aug 10 00:56:11 * Adalbrecht looks shocked Aug 10 00:56:19 I am sorry what?! Aug 10 00:56:48 That was almost my expression too... Aug 10 00:57:05 Well I hope you realised in time to look away! Aug 10 00:57:26 Just abouts Aug 10 00:57:35 * Adalbrecht frowns Aug 10 00:57:43 Did you tell Molly about this? Aug 10 00:58:03 I've not had chance yet Aug 10 00:58:13 Do you think it is wise to? Aug 10 00:58:35 I rather think she will find it funny Aug 10 00:58:46 * Adalbrecht looks perplexed Aug 10 00:58:56 I do not understand your wife at all Aug 10 00:59:51 I know. It is not how you are accustomed to women behaving Aug 10 01:00:02 I have not yet forgotten that she threatened to block the door with the bed and refuse to let you free if you had to not go on honeymoon. Aug 10 01:00:19 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:00:32 They were... somewhat difficult times Aug 10 01:00:58 I made you too busy, and I was too strict with you. Aug 10 01:01:07 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:01:22 But I have no doubt you were doing what you thought right Aug 10 01:02:41 I wanted you to work with me, but also I felt keeping you busy may be a welcome distraction for a gentleman's usual annoyance in the run up to his wedding Aug 10 01:03:29 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:05:04 If I had known there was a gap between how you felt and how Molly thought you felt, I would have insisted that was where your time was spent Aug 10 01:05:29 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:05:56 I don't thinkI would've known... I have you to thank for our closeness now Aug 10 01:07:22 It was only that I learnt it myself when she was talking about you leaving her behind for the anniversary of Dietlinde's birthday Aug 10 01:07:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:07:47 She understands why I did now Aug 10 01:07:53 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 01:08:58 We have spoken about it since, but at the time the sudden realisation that all was not well was a shock. Like you, I had not seen what was going on Aug 10 01:09:35 I was too wrapped up in myself... dealing with my own feelings Aug 10 01:09:50 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 01:10:07 It is understandable, and no doubt that fed into it Aug 10 01:10:32 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:11:05 I have noticed Molly will not say one clear word if she can say five unclear ones. Aug 10 01:12:03 She can be excruciatingly direct at times but... when she fears the reaction to what she's saying, she does tend to dance around the subject Aug 10 01:12:13 * Adalbrecht smiles Aug 10 01:13:34 Excruciatingly direct such as will the bed, or when she told me that if I did not agree to Alarice's punishment I would be breaking the vow I made to Theus to protect you that I made at your christening? Aug 10 01:13:43 With the bed* Aug 10 01:14:10 I think both cound Aug 10 01:14:33 I dread to think what else she might say! Aug 10 01:15:31 [You might wish to keep your Father away from the hall...] Aug 10 01:15:50 [Ah, you've encountered Zench and Heidi] Aug 10 01:15:55 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:16:16 [I believe I have successfully relocated them to their own room] Aug 10 01:16:30 [He already encountered them] Aug 10 01:16:59 [oh dear. They did not look like they had been interrupted until I did so] Aug 10 01:17:10 [No, he turned and came back to me] Aug 10 01:18:01 [wise. Hands were under clothes when I told them they should go away rather than torment those of us whose husbands were busy] Aug 10 01:19:36 I think... it may be safe now... Aug 10 01:19:51 * Adalbrecht nods Aug 10 01:20:29 I will find your- ah Molly! *she smiles* I was just coming to check something Aug 10 01:21:16 * Adalbrecht inclines his head to Morgan, then kisses Molly on the cheek as he passes. She looks confused Aug 10 01:21:52 What has come over him? Aug 10 01:22:36 All kinds of things relating to women Aug 10 01:23:43 *she takes his hand, kissing his knuckles* shall we take some time to catch up, my love? Aug 10 01:24:01 * Morgan nods Aug 10 01:24:03 aye Aug 10 01:24:19 *she goes into the bedroom, shutting the door behind them* Aug 10 01:24:44 * Adalbrecht has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Aug 10 01:29:57 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Aug 10 12:57:20 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 10 13:00:48 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Aug 10 13:01:20 * Morgan (~mads@iMac-2.lan) has joined Aug 10 13:03:44 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 10 13:04:45 (C&p pls) Aug 10 13:05:12 I will find your- ah Molly! *she smiles* I was just coming to check something Aug 10 13:05:12 * Adalbrecht inclines his head to Morgan, then kisses Molly on the cheek as he passes. She looks confused Aug 10 13:05:12 What has come over him? Aug 10 13:05:12 All kinds of things relating to women Aug 10 13:05:12 *she takes his hand, kissing his knuckles* shall we take some time to catch up, my love? Aug 10 13:05:15 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:05:17 aye Aug 10 13:05:19 *she goes into the bedroom, shutting the door behind them* Aug 10 13:05:45 * MollyK takes off her boots, sitting propped on the bed Aug 10 13:06:06 Is he upset about Heidi and Zench? Aug 10 13:06:20 Embarrassed is more accurate Aug 10 13:07:11 He is most perplexing. In the days before our wedding he was making smutty remarks to you about corsets, and encouraging us to spend time alone together... Aug 10 13:07:46 He's out of his depth with those sort of things... Aug 10 13:08:22 Perhaps being around Edward's worldly friends has made him more provincial Aug 10 13:09:03 * MollyK watches what he is doing Aug 10 13:09:39 * Morgan is picking at his finger nails Aug 10 13:09:57 * MollyK frowns a little Aug 10 13:10:11 Perhaps you would like to sketch whilst we talk? Aug 10 13:10:13 He disapproves of their behaviour, how callously they talk of that which is most sacred... He doesn't seem to grasp the fact that women enjoy it Aug 10 13:10:25 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 10 13:11:03 * MollyK sighs Aug 10 13:11:21 If it was anyone else it would be so much easier... Aug 10 13:11:54 Why? Aug 10 13:12:29 * Morgan gets his things from the trunk, sitting down to start sketching Aug 10 13:13:25 Because I would gently raise it with his wife, and then bluntly inform him that he should go and discover such himself Aug 10 13:14:01 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:15:20 I think he needs to learn there is a middle ground between himself and Potts, for example. Aug 10 13:15:46 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:15:49 indeed Aug 10 13:19:34 There is nothing wrong with viewing it as special and sacred, and nothing wrong with viewing it as something for pleasure and enjoyment. Ideally, I think it should be viewed as both, being neither too prudish to enjoy it, or too impudent to understand the true value of it Aug 10 13:20:28 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:20:31 No... Aug 10 13:21:36 I do not know how to help him appreciate that Aug 10 13:22:14 No... I think he has taken the first step to understanding it Aug 10 13:23:21 * MollyK nods Aug 10 13:23:52 And he is worried that Edward was not respectful enough? Aug 10 13:24:10 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:24:48 Or gentle... he's genuinely worried she will have been hurt... he seems to think that that is what happens whenever it isn't treated as that most sacred moment Aug 10 13:25:03 * MollyK smiles a moment Aug 10 13:25:05 Ah Aug 10 13:26:37 It is amazing you and Edward have ended up so normal! Aug 10 13:26:58 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 13:27:12 I think you're right about his parents being a driving force behind his attitudes though Aug 10 13:28:21 That is generally where we first learn about such things. It took quite some time for me to learn it was not just like the horses in the fields! Aug 10 13:29:15 * Morgan frowns for a moment before continuing Aug 10 13:29:25 * MollyK watches him Aug 10 13:29:32 A guilder for them, my love Aug 10 13:30:57 I was just thinking about the logistics of it Aug 10 13:34:30 Of horses mating? Generally she stays still, and he rears up, his hooves on either side of her flanks. Her tail normally moves to the side, which is very practical *she doesn't sound like she is teasing, just a farm girl explaining to a non-farm boy* Aug 10 13:35:03 * Morgan glances at her before nodding, going back to his sketch Aug 10 13:35:25 * MollyK has found some stitching to do Aug 10 13:35:33 You have not seen that before? Aug 10 13:36:19 I actually meant people using that... method Aug 10 13:38:22 Oh, "en levrette" the girls on the Coral called it. Aug 10 13:39:06 * MollyK is now focused on her sewing. Again, this is not teasing, it is as if it is just a simple fact Aug 10 13:39:41 I see... did you have chance to speak to Inga? Aug 10 13:39:56 Yes, she is not at all concerned Aug 10 13:40:18 * Morgan nods slightly, smudging the charcoal Aug 10 13:42:10 I am inclined not to worry. She knows he was talking to her and that he is being a little cagey Aug 10 13:44:01 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:44:02 alright Aug 10 13:44:25 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 13:44:34 How are you now? Aug 10 13:44:42 Alright I suppose Aug 10 13:45:17 Did the dream of the accidental pregnancy upset you? Aug 10 13:46:08 No, not really. Feeling so real, I woke feeling like I'd experienced that dread as I waited, though Aug 10 13:46:39 It was much like with the cast? Aug 10 13:47:34 Somewhat, aye Aug 10 13:48:18 But now you feel better? Aug 10 13:48:54 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:49:11 I wonder what the Eisenfurst wanted with HeinzHarold Aug 10 13:50:30 He has been speaking to everyone from yesterday about the requests for reward he may grant Aug 10 13:50:53 I see Aug 10 13:51:34 Has he not spoken with you? Aug 10 13:52:44 Briefly, yesterday Aug 10 13:52:55 And you expressed a desire? Aug 10 13:53:45 I made a suggestion for Zench's Aug 10 13:55:08 * MollyK nods Aug 10 13:55:20 I considered that Aug 10 13:56:18 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:00:31 I went a little more ambitious, but I thought it was worth asking Aug 10 14:00:58 Oh? Aug 10 14:03:10 I asked that should an arranged marriage be considered for Isiah, my cousin would be given first consideration to see if they suit for temperament Aug 10 14:03:32 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:03:41 Edward has given me some pointers for that... Aug 10 14:03:52 Oh? Aug 10 14:05:05 That the first time she goes to court is with us, in Fischler... I'll see if I can remember his exact words, but it would basically be using our titles to elevate her status and social desirability Aug 10 14:05:21 * MollyK nods Aug 10 14:06:10 That would be prudent Aug 10 14:06:59 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:08:03 I am happy to do that when we return, we will want to be in Sudlachenburg for the birth of the twins Aug 10 14:08:52 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:08:52 Yes, we will Aug 10 14:09:28 And then once they are safely delivered, we could visit Fischler? Aug 10 14:10:41 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:10:54 Arrange for them to meet us there... Aug 10 14:11:09 * MollyK nods Aug 10 14:11:22 Perhaps after that we can show them Hafenlohr? Aug 10 14:12:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:14:40 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 14:14:50 We will get some little boats for the lake? Aug 10 14:15:36 Since there's probably not anything in it... Aug 10 14:16:58 Ooh maybe we could have some fish, and you could get a rod Aug 10 14:17:37 * Morgan mutters Aug 10 14:17:43 Got a rod thank you.... Aug 10 14:17:48 What if I want to swim in it? Aug 10 14:17:59 Have you? I have not seen it Aug 10 14:18:18 I beg ti differ Aug 10 14:18:52 Oh! *she giggles* but normally one wants a rod that gets a bite, not a kiss! Aug 10 14:19:23 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:20:11 I cannot imagine fish would object much to you joining them Aug 10 14:20:35 I suppose not Aug 10 14:21:01 Unless you are afraid of your rod being bitten! *she giggles again* Aug 10 14:22:03 That would be unpleasant Aug 10 14:23:19 Maybe we could seat a small pond near it for fishing Aug 10 14:24:34 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:24:35 maybe Aug 10 14:25:47 I look forward to going there next year and thinking about what we would like to build or change Aug 10 14:26:15 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:26:16 As do I Aug 10 14:27:03 Now that we have exhausted our options in altering our plans, I feel more at peace with it. Aug 10 14:27:54 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:27:58 That is good Aug 10 14:28:05 Do you? Aug 10 14:29:01 It is no longer an unknown, so I suppose I am more at ease with it Aug 10 14:29:19 * MollyK nods Aug 10 14:29:54 We can have the house as we wish, have Inga and Heinzharold setttled there... Aug 10 14:32:51 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:33:27 I wonder if a hot house might be nice. I could grow some of the less hardy herbs there Aug 10 14:35:04 That might be an idea Aug 10 14:36:10 It would be ideal for Florrie visiting. Perhaps she and Alice could come there, and Edward and your Father. Like a meeting on more neutral ground Aug 10 14:36:31 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:36:33 That's a good idea Aug 10 14:36:50 Mmhmm. My head is most useful to you. Aug 10 14:38:08 * MollyK watches him Aug 10 14:38:26 * Morgan glances up from the paper Aug 10 14:38:34 In several ways, yes Aug 10 14:38:43 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 14:38:59 It is always at your disposal Aug 10 14:40:17 * Morgan nods, scratching as his chin, smearing kohl on it Aug 10 14:40:54 *she smiles, biting her lip a moment* When you are finished this sketch, there is another I would like... Aug 10 14:41:13 Oh? Aug 10 14:41:29 A self-portrait, after a fashion... Aug 10 14:42:50 How do you mean? Aug 10 14:44:15 * MollyK smiles brows raising Aug 10 14:44:26 Well, it only need be below the navel... Aug 10 14:44:36 * Morgan looks up Aug 10 14:44:38 I'm sorry? Aug 10 14:44:41 * MollyK watches him with amusement Aug 10 14:44:59 Mmhmm... a portrait of _yourself_ Aug 10 14:47:36 Whatever for? Aug 10 14:49:00 So that I ca- *she erupts into giggles, no longer able to keep a straight face* I am teasing you, my love Aug 10 14:53:24 You, as I believe I've said before, are wicked Aug 10 14:53:41 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 14:54:10 I am, but I do want a sketch making, of Betuana from my dream Aug 10 14:54:49 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 10 14:54:52 I can do that I think Aug 10 14:56:27 I look forward to seeing the finished version of your current sketch Aug 10 14:57:27 Its almost done, just a little bit of shading to do I think Aug 10 14:57:43 * MollyK nods Aug 10 14:58:03 I shall stop distracting you then, my love Aug 10 14:58:25 * Morgan puts a few finishing touches to it Aug 10 14:58:53 * MollyK lies quietly on the bed, daydreaming and pinching her lip Aug 10 14:59:23 * Morgan looks at it intently for a moment Aug 10 14:59:28 alright... I'm done Aug 10 14:59:40 Hmm? Aug 10 15:00:28 The sketch... it is done Aug 10 15:00:41 * MollyK comes to look at it Aug 10 15:01:14 * Morgan hands it to her Aug 10 15:02:02 * MollyK looks it over Aug 10 15:04:13 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 15:04:24 You have done an excellent job Aug 10 15:04:50 Its not _everything_ saw, but... that can keep for the next one Aug 10 15:05:25 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 15:05:37 Very beautiful Aug 10 15:06:24 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:08:40 And Florrie may look similarly as an adult Aug 10 15:09:17 I suppose so, yes Aug 10 15:10:19 * MollyK kisses his cheek Aug 10 15:10:58 Perhaps Mina has a frame you can store it in to protect it Aug 10 15:11:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:11:47 I'll ask in a while Aug 10 15:12:36 I should imagine we only have twenty minutes left of Edward's mandatory quiet time left Aug 10 15:14:36 Probably Aug 10 15:15:24 You will wish to speak to Edward about finding Rief's father? Aug 10 15:15:51 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:15:52 aye Aug 10 15:16:23 What would you wish to do now? Aug 10 15:19:20 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 15:19:25 I had not thought about it Aug 10 15:19:46 * MollyK nods. She gently brushes her thumb pad over his chin Aug 10 15:22:18 * MollyK moves her gaze from the mark to his eyes, smiling gently "You have kohl on you..." Aug 10 15:22:26 Ah, damn Aug 10 15:22:49 Mmhmm... I did not want to get it on me Aug 10 15:24:23 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:25:09 * MollyK gives him a brief but soft kiss on his lips before pulling away Aug 10 15:27:37 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 15:28:01 * MollyK tries to work out if it is a happy or sad sigh Aug 10 15:28:15 * Morgan looks at her Aug 10 15:28:38 They'd have been alright without me... I think its time I let myself be alright without them Aug 10 15:29:04 * MollyK nods Aug 10 15:29:52 It's alright to, my love. Something does not stop being precious just because it is no longer present Aug 10 15:30:19 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:32:02 * MollyK brings her forehead to his, eyes closed Aug 10 15:32:30 It's alright to live, not just survive. Aug 10 15:32:45 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:36:04 * MollyK tries hard to read him in the moment, whether his quiet seems to be a sign to retreat, that he is uncomfortable Aug 10 15:42:30 It might not come easy... Aug 10 15:43:21 There is nothing to rush, my love Aug 10 15:43:45 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:44:43 * MollyK moves away a little Aug 10 15:45:01 This is has been a surprise to you? Aug 10 15:45:52 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:45:54 aye Aug 10 15:46:19 * MollyK nods Aug 10 15:46:37 It brings some comfort though? Aug 10 15:48:03 A great deal Aug 10 15:50:52 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 15:51:00 It surprises me, but I am glad Aug 10 15:52:45 Surprised the hell out of me Aug 10 15:53:16 * MollyK nods Aug 10 15:53:37 If anything I would have thought it would be _more_ upsetting Aug 10 15:54:03 I didn't say it made sense Aug 10 15:54:13 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 15:54:54 I suppose perhaps that if there were other ways she could have been happy and loved, it is alright that you can be? Aug 10 15:55:47 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:56:17 It shows that I am not selfish for moving on, albeit slowly, for being happy Aug 10 15:56:26 * MollyK nods Aug 10 15:57:01 I am absolutely certain she would not think that, from what those around us have said of her Aug 10 15:57:16 No, but still... Aug 10 15:57:49 Do you also find it a relief that Seb and I would have been happy too? Aug 10 15:58:28 The idea still niggles me somewhat Aug 10 15:59:10 That is really quite fascinating... But you are where I want to be, and you need not feel in any way threatened Aug 10 16:00:49 I think... it bothers me because if I die, you will develop feelings for him... Aug 10 16:01:47 * MollyK shrugs slightly "I am not convinced of that, but please, continue" Aug 10 16:01:56 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 16:02:03 I think that's why it bothers me Aug 10 16:02:37 But _why_? It makes you feel that what we have is some how less special than it ought to be? Aug 10 16:07:06 No... I'm not sure I even understand why it bothers me Aug 10 16:07:27 * MollyK nods Aug 10 16:07:57 You needn't worry. For as long as I exist in any form with the capacity to love, I will love you. Aug 10 16:10:32 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:13:02 * MollyK kisses him again before standing up Aug 10 16:14:06 I need to check the mirror from Alice, she was going to Tawstock this morning Aug 10 16:14:21 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:14:44 I spoke to Edward about introducing him to Florrie with the mirror... we're going to talk later, arrange a time so I can let Alice know Aug 10 16:14:52 * MollyK nods Aug 10 16:15:08 I will let her know it is a plan in arrangement then Aug 10 16:15:41 * MollyK gets the mirror out as well as the two bottles of daily herbs Aug 10 16:19:29 * Morgan watches her Aug 10 16:22:03 * MollyK opens the first bottle, the liquid a greyish blue, squeezing the air from the dropper bulb "let's see... Florrie was pleased to speak to you..." Aug 10 16:26:15 * Morgan smiles Aug 10 16:27:36 * MollyK puts a few drops in her mouth, swallowing before saying "Siegfried left Catherine's a few days ago and is headed for Zweibrucke as requested" Aug 10 16:28:39 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:28:40 alright Aug 10 16:29:25 * MollyK opens the other bottle, repeating the process Aug 10 16:29:48 Beth, Pete and the children are fine... Oh! Aug 10 16:29:58 * MollyK screws the lid on Aug 10 16:30:15 What? Aug 10 16:30:17 * MollyK frowns a little Aug 10 16:30:40 John has proposed to his wet nurse... well, Kathleen's wet nurse. Aug 10 16:31:37 That is... quick Aug 10 16:31:53 That is far too quick, isn't it? Aug 10 16:32:27 Yes, I believe so Aug 10 16:33:20 * MollyK sighs Aug 10 16:33:32 There is nothing I can do... Aug 10 16:33:52 Realistically, no Aug 10 16:36:15 * MollyK nods, writing a new note on the parchment Aug 10 16:36:22 I hope no one gets hurt Aug 10 16:37:59 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:38:00 As do I Aug 10 16:38:54 * MollyK puts the things away Aug 10 16:39:18 I am going to look for coffee, they do not taste too pleasant Aug 10 16:42:53 Best I can offer is whiskey I'm afraid Aug 10 16:43:12 * MollyK smiles Aug 10 16:43:22 Go on then, my love Aug 10 16:43:46 * Morgan nods, taking out his flask, handing it to her Aug 10 16:45:38 * MollyK sips it, then hands it back Aug 10 16:45:46 Much better Aug 10 16:46:14 * Morgan nods, putting it away Aug 10 16:46:42 I will not miss that! Aug 10 16:48:10 No, I would imagine not Aug 10 16:49:12 * MollyK smiles, kissing his cheek "We will just have to rely on you withdrawing after the first baby" Aug 10 16:49:21 * MollyK giggles Aug 10 16:50:32 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:50:34 I suppose so Aug 10 17:06:16 *Varick comes in, rubbing his eyes* Aug 10 17:06:22 I'm awake now Aug 10 17:06:33 So it seems Aug 10 17:10:34 *Varick hugs him. Inga and HH follow him in, and it is decided they'll head downstairs for coffee. Heidi and Zench are playing cards in the library, the game doesn't seem to make any sense, but they are enjoying themselves. Edward and Mina are also here, just sat together by the fire. This gives Morgan opportunity to purloin any of them Aug 10 17:11:28 * Morgan speaks quietly Aug 10 17:11:37 Edward... could I speak with you and Mina? Aug 10 17:13:38 * MollyK is now known as Edward Aug 10 17:14:49 Of course. *he stands up, offering Mina his arm. She walks with him across the main hall and into a little study, and he makes sure she is sat comfortably before offering Morgan a seat and sitting himself* Aug 10 17:14:56 What can we do for you? Aug 10 17:15:43 I've been thinking about it... Rief's father needs to know so preparations can be made for a burial or to deliver the body to his father... Aug 10 17:16:33 * Edward looks at Mina, then back to Morgan Aug 10 17:16:47 We have discussed this, and we agree with you Aug 10 17:17:02 * Morgan nods Aug 10 17:17:11 How do you intend to deal with it? Aug 10 17:19:28 Ivan is a recluse, far more than Rief. The house we anticipate him to be in is three hours travel into the mountains. A party will need to be formed to go to him Aug 10 17:20:10 A party? Aug 10 17:21:35 A group of people, not a celebration. Aug 10 17:21:53 Yes, I know what a party is... I meant a part of whom Aug 10 17:23:27 I thought you and I might decide that together. Aug 10 17:23:47 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 10 17:24:15 I suspect we will disagree, but I'm willing to try... when do you anticipate this party leaving? Aug 10 17:25:03 I was hoping for your opinion on that also Aug 10 17:27:39 I think the sooner the better, but it is too late to do so today Aug 10 17:28:05 Yes, it will take a full day I think Aug 10 17:28:31 * Morgan nods, looking to be thinking Aug 10 17:28:45 M: I think Rief's body should be returned. Despite his betrayal, he was happiest there. Aug 10 17:29:22 * Morgan looks at Edward, then her Aug 10 17:30:08 I understand. When I am less angry, I imagine I'll agree. Aug 10 17:30:31 *she nods* Aug 10 17:31:23 I am happy to follow my wife's wishes in this Aug 10 17:31:33 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 10 17:31:35 Very wise Aug 10 17:33:01 M: *she smiles* I trust Edward's decisions Aug 10 17:34:15 You have a time in mind to discuss it? Aug 10 17:34:50 * Edward looks to Mina Aug 10 17:35:07 Why don't you join the ladies in the library, sweetheart? Aug 10 17:35:52 *She smiles, and he gets up to open the door for her, letting her out* Aug 10 17:36:05 * Edward sits back down Aug 10 17:36:17 * Morgan stands until she is out of the room, then sits back down Aug 10 17:37:27 Mina tells me that Ivan is generally a fairly gentle, if strange, soul. The risk of him responding badly should not be discounted Aug 10 17:37:59 I will be decidedly unsurprised if he takes it badly Aug 10 17:38:19 As any man would, really. Aug 10 17:38:28 * Morgan nods Aug 10 17:39:26 Shall we get down to disagreeing who should go? Aug 10 17:39:42 Yes, let's. *he smiles a little* Aug 10 17:40:03 * Edward gets some paper from his desk drawer Aug 10 17:40:37 Two local men who know the terrain and location well. Aug 10 17:40:59 The house is hard to find? Aug 10 17:41:54 It's in the _mountains_. What is hard to find up there would be easy to find here, but the landscape is more challenging Aug 10 17:42:10 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 17:42:40 Very well... with instructions to stay outside, and to run like hell if things get... hairy. Aug 10 17:42:57 Indeed. I will come. Aug 10 17:43:49 I imagine you wish to convey the news yourself, on Mina's behalf... Aug 10 17:45:53 It is important that a representative of Josef attends Aug 10 17:46:33 I understand your reasoning Aug 10 17:47:28 You will be coming, unless you object? Aug 10 17:47:50 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Aug 10 17:50:47 One on one, you can subdue him if needed? Aug 10 17:51:47 Not sure how I could subdue him without harming him with my abilities... Aug 10 17:52:01 That is what I meant Aug 10 17:52:49 I could stop him. Possibly without too much harm. Aug 10 17:54:52 If he attacks us, he must be stopped. Aug 10 17:57:54 Can I put something into perspective?? Aug 10 17:58:08 Of course, brother, please do Aug 10 18:16:02 * Edward has quit (Ping Timeout) Aug 10 18:16:24 I don't want you to think I am bragging... I was drugged, and heavily affected as we all were... even in that state I dealt with, what, seventeen of them... twelve of them at once, eight of which I killed outright. Aug 10 18:17:32 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 10 18:17:49 * MollyK is now known as Edward Aug 10 18:17:50 I don't want you to think I am bragging... I was drugged, and heavily affected as we all were... even in that state I dealt with, what, sixteen of them... twelve of them at once, eight of which I killed outright. Aug 10 18:18:00 * Edward nods Aug 10 18:18:41 I do not doubt you. What I am saying is that I want you to do so if there is any chance Graben, Mina or our family are at risk. Aug 10 18:19:15 Given how dangerous I can be... I want you to stay here Aug 10 18:20:35 No, I am sorry you will not approve, but this is my responsibility now Aug 10 18:21:06 Allow me to explain why? Aug 10 18:21:48 Yes Aug 10 18:23:08 Your going would expose you to things you do not wish to know yet. Aug 10 18:23:57 Then I need to know them. Yesterday is done, today and tomorrow must be the focus now Aug 10 18:24:35 If you know them, you will need to tell Mina... you told me not to tell you any more. Aug 10 18:26:01 No, I needed her to marry me with no secrets. Now we are married. Aug 10 18:26:14 You intend to hold secrets from her? Aug 10 18:27:25 I intend to tell her when the time is right and things are easier for her Aug 10 18:28:10 You trust me... I know that, despite what I can do... does that extend to Molly? Aug 10 18:28:56 * Edward nods Aug 10 18:29:01 Of course it does Aug 10 18:29:25 * Morgan nods Aug 10 18:29:35 Alright... she has an ability of her own Aug 10 18:30:25 * Edward nods slowly Aug 10 18:30:31 Which is? Aug 10 18:31:32 * Morgan looks away Aug 10 18:31:43 She's a wonderful medic, isn't she... Aug 10 18:32:37 That is what she can do... Aug 10 18:32:54 * Morgan nods Aug 10 18:33:11 If I can burn things... _and_ cool them... what do you suppose that means for her Aug 10 18:35:21 * Edward doesn't respond. It's hard to tell if he is shocked or disturbed Aug 10 18:35:42 * Morgan frowns, turning back to watch him Aug 10 18:36:38 * Edward looks to be struggling to process this Aug 10 18:36:47 How can I help you with this? Aug 10 18:37:37 It is a lot to take in. Aug 10 18:37:49 * Morgan nods Aug 10 18:38:10 Perhaps I should not have told you Aug 10 18:39:18 * Edward takes a deep breath, straightening in his seat. He just writes Molly on the list of who is going Aug 10 18:40:11 * Morgan watches him intently, obviously concerned Aug 10 18:41:06 She will be able to defend and heal anyone. Aug 10 18:41:53 I can't tell what you're thinking... what your view of her now is... Aug 10 18:42:34 She is my sister, I love her, and I will protect her. Aug 10 18:42:41 * Edward looks serious Aug 10 18:43:23 I believe she and I should go with the two locals to guide us Aug 10 18:45:19 And I. Yes. I think that should we be faced with a small pack that should suffice. Aug 10 18:45:57 I mean alone. Aug 10 18:46:49 Respectfully, no. Aug 10 18:47:08 Would you please explain why Aug 10 18:49:02 I am in charge of Graben now in all but title, you have seen how Joseff is fading. This is my duty to my home, my wife, and my new family. Aug 10 18:49:39 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 18:49:40 damn Aug 10 18:50:30 * Edward smiles, looking pleased with himself Aug 10 18:51:13 And if you were commanded otherwise? Aug 10 18:52:01 Here? By whom? Aug 10 18:52:32 I can think of three people within these walls that hold a high enough rank... Aug 10 18:54:17 The protocol of ranks in a man's homeland would be an interesting topic of debate. I fail to see any good reason for those ranks to do so to a man in his own home. Aug 10 18:54:40 * Morgan watches him for a moment Aug 10 18:56:27 * Edward watches him back. No temper is being lost, Edward looks resolute but calm Aug 10 18:56:40 Unless you know something I do not, you are not Freiarr yet... and I have the ear of the Eisenfurst... that being said, much as I desire to protect you from the danger, I could not.. _would_ not, prevent you from carrying out the duty to your wife. Aug 10 18:56:59 * Edward inclines his head Aug 10 18:57:28 Do you feel we are sufficient in number? Aug 10 18:58:15 Providing we don't run into forty of them... but I would like to take some bottles of lamp oil Aug 10 18:59:22 * Edward nods Aug 10 18:59:38 Rifles too. Stay out of close range where possible Aug 10 18:59:57 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 10 19:00:01 If it makes you feel better Aug 10 19:00:48 Tomorrow then. His body should not remain unburied too long. Aug 10 19:00:58 * Morgan nods Aug 10 19:02:58 * Morgan watches him speculatively for a few moments before looking away Aug 10 19:03:20 Yes? Aug 10 19:03:38 Considering my options Aug 10 19:04:36 Which are? Aug 10 19:04:48 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 10 19:04:53 I don't wish to overwhelm you Aug 10 19:07:02 Do you have pressing business elsewhere? Aug 10 19:08:14 No, I don't Aug 10 19:08:48 Then I will have someone build up the fire and bring coffee, unless you want something stronger? Aug 10 19:10:08 No, coffee would be perfect, and I won't even meddle with the fire Aug 10 19:10:32 That would save them some work. If it puts you to no trouble... Aug 10 19:10:45 * Edward stands, going to the bell pull Aug 10 19:11:58 * Morgan leans back, looking at the fire Aug 10 19:13:08 *it does just what he wants. It feels even easier than it used to, it's not even a mental effort* Aug 10 19:14:21 * Edward has them bring lots of coffee as well as a plate of bread, butter, cheese, and meat, as well as dried fruit. They get set up and settled Aug 10 19:14:29 Right, I'm listening. Aug 10 19:15:24 How much do you want to know? Aug 10 19:16:00 We are warm, we probably have an hour before we are wanted again, let's tackle as much as we can Aug 10 19:16:53 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 10 19:17:28 [we are going for a walk, my love, did you wish to join us?] Aug 10 19:17:52 Alright. I want you to be aware that I am trusting you with so much that I love. I know you will not do anything that will harm them, but I want you to appreciate how... _important_ it is. Aug 10 19:18:01 [No, my love, Edward and I are talking] Aug 10 19:18:01 * Edward nods Aug 10 19:18:08 I appreciate that Aug 10 19:18:18 [alright, liebling] Aug 10 19:18:35 First, I want to apologise. I had Molly do something without your permission. Aug 10 19:19:00 What is that? Aug 10 19:19:08 Hows your shoulder these days? Aug 10 19:19:22 That was fixed magically? Aug 10 19:20:02 * Morgan nods Aug 10 19:20:11 I could not bear to see you in pain Aug 10 19:20:40 I am grateful for it, the lack of pain has been nice Aug 10 19:21:19 * Morgan nods, taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly Aug 10 19:21:32 Alright... Molly is going for a walk... Aug 10 19:21:59 Alright. Wonks life was saved by a healer when his leg was blown off. Aug 10 19:22:21 * Morgan nods Aug 10 19:23:01 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Aug 10 19:23:14 You have been in here with me... how did I know she's going for a walk? Aug 10 19:25:46 You already discussed it previously? Aug 10 19:26:21 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 10 19:27:52 Then how? Aug 10 19:28:34 We can communicate... by thought, I suppose. Like a normal conversation but neither of us says anything aloud Aug 10 19:29:26 * Edward frowns a little, nodding Aug 10 19:29:41 Have you fleeced many people at poker yet? Aug 10 19:30:02 No, that would be cheating. I do have some integrity Aug 10 19:31:34 It must be useful though? Aug 10 19:32:32 Incredibly. And we can do it over a distance of about a mile... Aug 10 19:33:04 * Edward looks impressed Aug 10 19:33:23 It is a bit like with the mirrrors you talked about? Aug 10 19:34:14 We can't see eachother, like you can with the mirrors... but its just like a normal conversation, just you can't see the person you're talking to Aug 10 19:47:54 Aside from flirting with her mercilessly, what uses does it have? Aug 10 19:48:52 Conversations we can't have out loud... Remember I told you Mina was safe as we approached the house? Aug 10 19:49:14 Vaguely, I thought you were trying to be reassuring Aug 10 19:49:39 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 10 19:49:52 I didn't have time to tell you then but... I had that information Aug 10 19:51:02 * Edward nods Aug 10 19:51:38 For a mile. Aug 10 19:52:25 It was difficult... she was having to convince Rief she was distraught, which is hard to do at the same time, apparently Aug 10 19:53:13 And she knew you were fine? Aug 10 19:54:10 Once she knew he was lying, she became convinced I was alive... once I got within a mile, she had it confirmed by my talking to her Aug 10 19:54:31 * Edward nods Aug 10 19:54:51 I am glad she had that relief in advance Aug 10 19:55:20 * Morgan nods Aug 10 19:55:53 Mina had no idea about any of it, as I told you previously... neither she nor mother felt that fear or pain Aug 10 19:56:06 * Edward nods Aug 10 19:56:24 That was fortunate Aug 10 19:56:29 * Morgan nods Aug 10 19:56:36 I am grateful for that. Aug 10 19:58:29 I hope you use it to tell her she is beautiful to catch her off-guard Aug 10 19:59:10 Not as often as I should... but, if it gives you any hope, what I said to her earlier made her say wow... Aug 10 20:00:25 What was that? *he smiles, buttering some bread* Aug 10 20:00:44 * Morgan smiles Aug 10 20:00:52 If you don't mind, I will keep that between she and I Aug 10 20:01:11 * Morgan pulls a face Aug 10 20:01:16 Until Mina tells you at any rate Aug 10 20:02:02 * Edward laughs Aug 10 20:02:22 Yes, I am aware that last night has been discussed between them in detail Aug 10 20:02:28 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:02:31 Yes it has Aug 10 20:02:58 I hope what you have heard is more compliment than criticism Aug 10 20:03:27 I haven't heard much, but I can tell you there were definitely no complaints Aug 10 20:04:21 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:04:38 Good Aug 10 20:04:50 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Aug 10 20:05:56 The magic can be dangerous... as I told you about if I wake from a nightmare, I would have to disappear into the forest... it is to deal with an abundance of magic Aug 10 20:07:01 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:07:16 Molly has this too? Aug 10 20:07:24 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:07:56 We have both found ways to deal with it, both in the moment and with practicing our control... as we practice, though, our abilities get stronger Aug 10 20:11:22 And yet without it, I would be dead, and Father, and all my friends. It is uncomfortable, but essential, and I am lucky that you were able to use it Aug 10 20:11:50 * Morgan nods, looking thoughtful Aug 10 20:12:38 That practice to gain control of it is, I believe, what Rief had to go away to do... I think perhaps he'd gone too far without trying to control it Aug 10 20:13:56 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:14:12 We will never know Aug 10 20:14:36 * Morgan draws a deep breath Aug 10 20:14:44 Lets talk about... Varick Aug 10 20:15:19 * Edward nods a little Aug 10 20:15:45 Tell me about Varick Aug 10 20:15:58 There's a lot to discuss with him... so I'm just going to lay out the basics in one heap Aug 10 20:17:14 * Edward nods, putting cheese on Aug 10 20:17:55 He can see and communicate with ghosts, communicate with animals, his mother was a shape shifter and I have reason to believe he will have that ability Aug 10 20:19:20 * Edward stops with the food approaching his mouth Aug 10 20:19:30 That is a big heap Aug 10 20:20:08 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Aug 10 20:22:14 * Edward slowly chews as he thinks this over Aug 10 20:22:32 Natasha liked cats. Aug 10 20:22:54 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:23:05 Chances are she could communicate with them Aug 10 20:24:13 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:24:32 He has not experienced that change yet? Aug 10 20:25:00 No, but... given what Mina told me, I expect it to be fairly soon... Rief had changed before he was eight Aug 10 20:25:56 * Edward looks serious Aug 10 20:26:12 You are going to need some help then Aug 10 20:26:18 Probably Aug 10 20:27:31 * Edward finishes the bread entirely before he says Aug 10 20:27:52 If you need my help, you will have it Aug 10 20:28:03 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:28:08 I thank you Aug 10 20:29:13 It is possible Ivan will know what to do Aug 10 20:29:56 I think... it may be unwise to involve him Aug 10 20:31:51 Do you have a plan already? Aug 10 20:33:05 No... we have known it a possibility for a while but... I became more or less certain of it yesterday Aug 10 20:34:09 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:34:18 What made you realise? Aug 10 20:34:43 Varick mentioned that he felt like Rief was family... like they were part of a group that Molly and I are not... Aug 10 20:35:26 And you think he could sense it? Aug 10 20:36:17 I do... I think he felt like they were part of a pack... Aug 10 20:36:46 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:37:19 You must be concerned for his future Aug 10 20:37:56 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:38:00 I am Aug 10 20:38:34 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:39:19 There is nothing I can say to bring comfort, though he is in safer hands with you and Molly than with anyone else Aug 10 20:40:07 * Morgan inclines his head, sighing Aug 10 20:41:13 Shall we move on to the less shocking but more unbelievable part? Aug 10 20:42:02 * Edward nods Aug 10 20:42:11 Yes Aug 10 20:44:01 My nightmares have changed... they are not just nightmares now, they are... glimpses of how our paths could have been, with occasional insights into things... Aug 10 20:45:34 You have mentioned this before, about the ship that was a ruse, and how you did not want to use the nightmare trap because you might miss something Aug 10 20:45:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:46:38 More than that, it shows me how things could have been... If you had come to me before the fire, if I had saved Jana... most recently I had died saving them... *he smiles slightly* I saw Jana, grown, married. Aug 10 20:47:39 * Edward looks pained by this, sipping his coffee Aug 10 20:47:47 You should have the trap. Aug 10 20:48:03 I had it. It doesn't stop them. Aug 10 20:48:56 * Edward sighs heavily, rubbing his brow Aug 10 20:49:25 It's alright. Somewhat surprisingly, it... has helped me. Aug 10 20:51:25 Brother, with the deepest of love, might we move on to something else? Aug 10 20:52:47 You believe I am not... losing my mind? Aug 10 20:54:09 Yesterday I ran my sword through a werewolf who was also my wife's cousin. If you are losing it so are the rest of us Aug 10 20:54:56 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 10 20:55:01 You feel guilty about that? Aug 10 20:56:08 No. I am sorry it had to be done, but I am in no doubt that it did. Aug 10 20:56:38 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:56:41 good Aug 10 20:58:48 All of this is so bizarre that your dreams do not seem that far-fetched Aug 10 20:59:28 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:00:38 I know... Aug 10 21:02:35 Do you think you are losing your mind. Aug 10 21:03:18 Not any longer... now that I know _why_ certain things happen or, at least, what they are connected to Aug 10 21:04:04 This all makes sense somehow? Aug 10 21:04:24 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:04:27 Yes, it does Aug 10 21:06:56 Then please go on *he takes a mouthful of coffee* Aug 10 21:08:33 Its a result of... how to put this that won't make you think I've lost it... Aug 10 21:10:03 * Edward just waits Aug 10 21:11:32 I have a task... to enable me to attempt it, steps have been taken by interested parties that have affected my life... Aug 10 21:16:17 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Aug 10 21:24:12 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 10 21:24:18 * MollyK is now known as Edward Aug 10 21:24:27 Like a Calling from Theus? Aug 10 21:24:53 Someone a little more accessible Aug 10 21:26:14 * Edward thinks Aug 10 21:26:24 The Nieblungen? Aug 10 21:26:29 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 10 21:27:47 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:28:08 Well then, that all makes sense Aug 10 21:28:26 There comes a point where you just sort of say... oh... alright then Aug 10 21:29:13 My daughter has magic because of the Nieblungen? Aug 10 21:29:47 I would say so... Aug 10 21:30:38 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:30:55 What is their mission for you? Aug 10 21:31:29 They are reluctant to tell me. They say I do not need to know yet Aug 10 21:31:52 And the rest of us, what are we to do? Aug 10 21:33:26 I can't say I know.... I understand that Florrie, Varick and my own children are involved which makes me think it is not for some time... though I am aware there are those that do not wish me to complete my task Aug 10 21:33:44 * Edward frowns Aug 10 21:33:51 Is my daughter in danger? Aug 10 21:34:44 No. I am the target though, as soon as I can, I will insist they tell me. Aug 10 21:35:42 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:36:23 Thank you Aug 10 21:36:54 She is looking well, by the way... she is obviously eating better Aug 10 21:40:17 * Edward smiles Aug 10 21:40:26 I am glad of that Aug 10 21:40:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:41:15 I hope you do not mind but... I have made a provision for her, and Alice, in my will Aug 10 21:41:49 I do not mind, but please ensure your own children are provided for too Aug 10 21:42:04 They will be Aug 10 21:42:26 You will probably own half of Eisen by then. Aug 10 21:43:08 And a bit of Avalon... the island is mine, outright... there are no tithes, I am the landowner Aug 10 21:43:18 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:43:59 I would like to see that one day. It appeals to have some secluded land far from people Aug 10 21:44:17 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:44:29 Alice is working to open it back up to travellers, draw some income in Aug 10 21:44:43 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:44:58 I want to speak with her Aug 10 21:45:12 Alice, or Florrie? Aug 10 21:45:18 Both Aug 10 21:45:31 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:45:59 I'll need to let them know when... obviously, earlier in the day is better... Florrie needs an early bed time Aug 10 21:46:30 I think tomorrow is a lost cause. Prophets mass eve then Aug 10 21:46:41 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:47:14 We may be lucky in getting back early tomorrow but just in case... Aug 10 21:47:27 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:47:42 Is there anything else I need to know? Aug 10 21:48:03 * Morgan closes his eyes for a moment Aug 10 21:48:30 You recall I went to that gentlemans club? Aug 10 21:48:37 I do Aug 10 21:49:09 I was invited to join a secret society... and thats probably the least unbelievable thing I've said today Aug 10 21:49:24 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:49:34 That is positively normal Aug 10 21:49:40 Almost mundane Aug 10 21:49:52 * Edward nods Aug 10 21:50:56 You cannot tell Father any of this. Aug 10 21:51:07 * Morgan laughs hard Aug 10 21:51:23 I thought we established I'm not crazy Aug 10 21:51:35 * Edward laughs Aug 10 21:51:40 True Aug 10 21:52:40 There is one last thing, actually... on our way here, we were attacked... everyone else had a sort of disjointed but related dream that made me realise something was coming... Aug 10 21:53:56 Father did mention there had been some trouble with the Schneeskald Aug 10 21:54:38 He doesn't know the half of it, thankfully... he had me explain the basics to everyone but... he doesn't know how badly it went... Aug 10 21:55:27 Right? Aug 10 21:56:29 All the horror, the brutality of it... my coat got ruined by those flying little bastards but... in dealing with them, I cracked my head open. *he looks at Edward seriously* I was dead. Aug 10 21:56:54 * Edward goes to object, and then sighs Aug 10 21:56:57 Go on. Aug 10 21:57:02 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 10 21:57:51 I get that reaction. I... won't tell you what I saw, but... at the time I thought I was in paradise... Aug 10 21:58:14 I can read between the lines, Morgan. Aug 10 21:58:23 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:59:59 I heard Claudia... HeinzHarold had carried Molly back to the carriage, and Claudia couldn't carry me... she was screaming at me to come back.... Molly felt me die... so, I turned away and came back. Aug 10 22:01:14 * Edward frowns Aug 10 22:01:26 I have changed me mind, you are mad. Aug 10 22:01:42 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 22:01:45 That's your perogative Aug 10 22:03:26 What made you do that? What I took from you, you would have had that. Aug 10 22:05:28 Molly is not just _enough_. She is where I want to be... as I said to her, my soul yearns to be by her side. After all we've gone through, I will not leave her behind if I have a say in it. Dietlinde and Jana are at peace, I know that for certain, but what pain would Molly, mother, father, you have gone through... I came back for all of you. I'm not willing to let what we have go. Aug 10 22:06:49 * Edward nods solemnly Aug 10 22:07:16 We would have all experienced a great pain Aug 10 22:07:52 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:08:19 So... Claudia helped me up until Molly could get to me... took a lot of healing Aug 10 22:08:56 It makes sense for them to have gifted her that Aug 10 22:09:05 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 22:09:14 It was already in her blood, apparently Aug 10 22:10:34 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:11:35 Are they your enemy? Aug 10 22:11:44 Who? Aug 10 22:11:52 The Schneeskald Aug 10 22:13:15 They are the pets of a race that I would happily mince, given the chance. As mother put it, I was in great danger... she doesn't know I've had many dealings with them, when all I had was a pistol, sword, death wish and the constitution of an ox Aug 10 22:13:40 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:13:52 And now you have only three of those Aug 10 22:14:12 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:14:19 And a few other things at my disposal Aug 10 22:15:38 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:15:48 Can Molly heal Joseff? Aug 10 22:16:19 No, I'm sorry... she wanted to but... I suppose thats not so much an illness as parts of his body shutting down Aug 10 22:17:11 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:18:33 I have suspected it is progressive. He is getting more frequent spells of forgetfulness. I am glad he was here for the wedding, but I fear Mina May be right in her instinct that he will not see a grandchild Aug 10 22:19:17 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:19:27 In all honesty, that would not surprise me at all Aug 10 22:23:59 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:24:38 * Morgan leans forward, snatching up some bread and cheese Aug 10 22:24:55 * Edward pushes the plate towards him Aug 10 22:25:00 It was to share Aug 10 22:25:08 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:25:18 I wanted to get most of it out of the way before I thought about food Aug 10 22:25:47 That is most of it done? Aug 10 22:26:13 With one exception, its mostly minutiae now Aug 10 22:26:31 Give me the big one then Aug 10 22:26:43 * Edward closes his eyes a moment Aug 10 22:26:49 * Morgan stuffs the cheese in his mouth, chewing for a moment Aug 10 22:27:15 You remember me telling you I trusted you, that you'd be there if there was danger, and you couldn't understand why? Aug 10 22:27:36 * Edward nods slowly watching him slightly suspiciously Aug 10 22:27:39 Yes? Aug 10 22:27:49 Don't look at me like that... I don't like it Aug 10 22:27:57 Sorry Aug 10 22:30:25 It goes back to being at the Eisenfursts house... we still weren't exactly on great terms... Alarice was being led out for her execution, everyone else out to observe... suddenly wood starts warping, splintering around her... She was the last that had the magic that is associated with Eisen... I rushed forward, stopping when I got close when you appeared beside me, sword drawn. Even though we were a long way from being at peace, you came to my defence. Aug 10 22:30:53 * Edward nods slowly again Aug 10 22:31:14 We worked together, you, Molly, and I, to put the nails in her coffin. Aug 10 22:31:24 You remember that? Aug 10 22:31:34 * Edward chuckles Aug 10 22:32:06 I dreamt about it when we were in Koln. I thought it was due to knowing about you and Florrie. Aug 10 22:32:37 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:32:52 Their meddling seems to affect dreams... Aug 10 22:33:13 That was real, not the swift beheading? Aug 10 22:33:19 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:33:27 I still have the scar in my thigh Aug 10 22:33:36 * Edward smiles Aug 10 22:33:51 You said you'd hoped for a prettier medic Aug 10 22:33:59 * Morgan laughs Aug 10 22:34:28 yes... it meant so much to me, that you rushed to me. _That_ is why I could trust you before you thought I should Aug 10 22:34:38 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:34:48 You have had an advantage over me. Aug 10 22:35:32 It sat just fine... a spy should always know more than anyone else Aug 10 22:37:12 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:37:28 I do not understand something... Aug 10 22:37:52 I imagine thats a normal sensation for you... go on, if I can explain, I will Aug 10 22:37:59 Why do I not have some magical talent? Aug 10 22:39:38 I don't know, frankly. Aside from yesterday at seeing some blood when you fainted like a woman, have you fainted since I got married? Aug 10 22:40:27 I cannot help that that sort of blood makes me lightheaded! Though you will be pleased to know I did not faint at all last night Aug 10 22:40:46 I should hope not Aug 10 22:41:30 It was a concern for me, but our wives and Stef had planned for that. Aug 10 22:41:43 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:42:07 Any time I worry that they meddle too much, I try to remember they are just looking after eachother... and gossiping like fishwives Aug 10 22:42:16 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:43:09 They are women, and that is what women do. It is very entertaining when it is not your own sexual performance they are discussing Aug 10 22:43:16 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:43:33 quite... now... back to the question... have you fainted since _my_ wedding? Aug 10 22:43:40 No Aug 10 22:44:24 * Edward starts frowning Aug 10 22:44:26 Then I suspect it simply skipped you, like other things that are passed through families skip people... Aug 10 22:44:39 Or you don't have it because you are meant to be here Aug 10 22:45:07 * Edward brings his attention back Aug 10 22:45:29 Yes. I would have liked to be able to move things with my mind Aug 10 22:45:39 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:45:50 I still think I would've preferred that... Aug 10 22:46:05 You are useful now Aug 10 22:46:44 I am brutal. I have agonised over using it to actually harm someone, yet in that forest I burned eleven of them... Aug 10 22:47:48 They were going to kill us. They were too stupid to do it when we were fully unconscious Aug 10 22:49:23 I am not brooding over it. I did what I had to. In some sense I would like to feel bad about it but... Realistically it was the only option open to me that didn't lead to us all getting killed Aug 10 22:49:44 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:50:06 I felt that the first battle I was in Aug 10 22:50:27 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:50:40 You feel you should feel awful but you just... don't... and you feel bad about that. Aug 10 22:50:52 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:51:22 And then you realise that if he had killed you, he would feel just the same Aug 10 22:51:40 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:55:27 Witts had it worse though. We were with another unit, their commander wasn't like Dekker. Witts had been at the back, we were all fired up, finally men, throwing ourselves at the enemy, but he was less sure. Right at the end, the other commander got hold of a Vat by the hair, and screamed at Potts to do his duty. To prove himself as an army man and Aug 10 22:55:28 not a snivelling boy... *he sighs* Aug 10 22:55:46 Witts* Aug 10 22:56:18 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:58:05 He did it, and was sick as a dog. The commander dropped the body at his feet and left, probably looking for some other new recruit to torture. Dekker took him off the field to Vania Aug 10 22:59:10 I would've liked her, I think Aug 10 22:59:18 * Edward nods Aug 10 22:59:45 She was something special Aug 10 22:59:57 So I gather Aug 10 23:00:33 * Edward looks thoughtful for a few moments Aug 10 23:00:39 Where were we? Aug 10 23:01:44 Your not having magic Aug 10 23:02:03 It would be nice to just... *he flicks his hand as if pushing something away, just as Molly had in her dream that pushed the baby in the basket across the riom* Aug 10 23:02:54 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 10 23:03:05 You'd have half a chance of moving me against my will then... Aug 10 23:03:16 * Edward nods, laughing Aug 10 23:03:26 She scared the life out of me yesterday Aug 10 23:03:35 [blossom... in your dream where you move Ursula across the room with a flick of your wrist... what do you think that means?] Aug 10 23:03:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:04:07 [I could move things. I could not heal] Aug 10 23:04:28 I really like her. I don't get the impression that she is anything other than what she seems Aug 10 23:04:38 [Thats... interesting] Aug 10 23:05:02 What, a prank-loving little baggage? Aug 10 23:05:09 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:05:19 [I had not thought about it] Aug 10 23:05:21 I get the feeling that if she likes you, you know it. If she doesn't, you know it Aug 10 23:05:34 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:05:53 If you are neither liked nor disliked, you are not pranked Aug 10 23:06:11 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:07:58 * Edward smiles "Back when she still was allowed to Court, they went in Wische. They were travelling light, so he only took one pair of Court breeches. When he got them from the trunk, she had cut the whole placket iff Aug 10 23:08:00 Off* Aug 10 23:08:56 * Morgan laughs Aug 10 23:08:58 She's a menacae Aug 10 23:09:05 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:10:29 Understandably he was not impressed. When she appeared from the dressing room wearing an intact matching pair she had secretly had made, in his size, and nothing else Aug 10 23:10:53 Then* Aug 10 23:11:36 * Morgan laughs Aug 10 23:12:12 Long story short, she was removed from his breeches, and soon after he was wearing them to Court Aug 10 23:12:29 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:13:06 I imagine she will be allowed back to Court next summer, once she has served her penance Aug 10 23:13:17 For one, maybe two events Aug 10 23:13:23 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:13:45 I do wonder what she might have been cooking up all these months Aug 10 23:14:41 I dread to think Aug 10 23:14:56 I love her, and I love how she takes him away from his nihilistic tendencies, but if she was my mistress I would have taken her in hand a long time ago Aug 10 23:15:29 And then she'd have returned the favour Aug 10 23:15:36 * Morgan scratches his nose Aug 10 23:15:45 Best not let her meet Isiah Fischler, thinking about that Aug 10 23:15:56 * Edward laughs Aug 10 23:16:12 She is too lively for him Aug 10 23:17:02 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:17:08 definitely Aug 10 23:18:30 Have you spoken to Molly about her cousin and Isiah? Aug 10 23:18:37 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:19:04 We will make sure we are back to present her in Fischler Aug 10 23:19:45 We need to be back to oversee the birth of the twins, anyway Aug 10 23:20:19 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:20:44 Molly will be very useful to Sascha Aug 10 23:20:51 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:21:02 They are still uneasy... Aug 10 23:21:11 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:21:34 They remind each other of what was lost and what could have been Aug 10 23:21:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:21:52 Sascha beating Molly up didn't help much Aug 10 23:22:00 * Edward frowns Aug 10 23:22:17 Indeed. I am surprised anyone managed to rein you in. Aug 10 23:23:12 It was difficult. I felt for Sascha... mother was the one who settled it Aug 10 23:24:32 Molly said I was the example used Aug 10 23:25:33 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:26:00 She said how she doesn't love you more than me, or less... but differently. Aug 10 23:26:29 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:26:42 I always thought you were her favourite Aug 10 23:27:51 I thought the same of you and father... I think I remind her of her connection to Avalon more, thats all. She adores you. Aug 10 23:28:24 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:28:26 I know Aug 10 23:29:40 I have not had much time to talk with Molly yet. It sounds much like you have now explained to her that you would indeed mourn her so deeply Aug 10 23:30:49 She is aware of how deeply I need and love her Aug 10 23:32:49 I am relieved to hear that Aug 10 23:33:06 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:33:18 I saw your pain at the thought of everyone leaving... Aug 10 23:33:34 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:34:04 I am filled with joy to spend every day with my wife, but Graben is far from everyone Aug 10 23:34:10 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:34:21 I have been feeling that about you since Koln Aug 10 23:35:09 Why then? Aug 10 23:35:57 Thats when I realised... I had thought we'd have at least another week to bond, and then we were suddenly going opposite directions. Aug 10 23:36:29 That is why you are staying into January? I thought it was the snowball fight Aug 10 23:39:16 A few reasons... I had hoped to persuade you to join in, thinking it was a good chance to connect with your people... but it was the snowball fight we had... Its been so long since we did something simply because we enjoyed it, just relaxed and had fun... I wanted more of that, and the snowball fight is a good opportunity for it Aug 10 23:39:49 * Edward nods thoughtfully Aug 10 23:40:41 I am going to participate. It has been too long since Graben had a young, happy couple leading it. It is time for a new dynasty Aug 10 23:41:28 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:42:18 Though you will be far from us, you aren't quite as disconnected from us as you might have been... Mother will want to talk to you often, and so will I Aug 10 23:42:28 * Edward nods Aug 10 23:43:51 I will look forward to it. DeeDee lives closest, and that is two days away. Zench is at least six, you and Father will be seven. Potts... that depends which house he is lounging around Aug 10 23:44:06 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:44:44 I am going to give Uncle Christopher and mother a matched pair... mother has already said how wonderful it would be to speak to him every day as they did as children Aug 10 23:45:04 * Edward smiles, nodding, but he looks distracted Aug 10 23:45:13 Yes, good idea Aug 10 23:45:26 * Morgan watches him Aug 10 23:45:29 What is it? Aug 10 23:45:39 * Edward grins, standing up Aug 10 23:45:48 Get a coat and your sword Aug 10 23:46:13 * Morgan stands up, grabbing some bread and ham, muttering Aug 10 23:46:23 And _I'm_ the crazy of the family... Aug 10 23:46:39 Today, you are all here. Let's have a little fun. Aug 10 23:47:21 * Morgan nods, getting his coat and sword Aug 10 23:51:30 *In the drawing room, Varick is doing some reading lessons under Verity's supervision and Peaches by the fire, Jarvie and Gren with them. When Morgan gets outside, Edward has gathered the others at the gazebo, announcing a friendly sparring tournament. HH and Claudia are very on board, and surprisingly so is Adalbrecht. Fuchs agrees too, and with Aug 10 23:51:30 all Edward’s friends keen they are all gathered. Stef, Mina, Molly, Inga, Diana and Heidi are all there to watch. The combatants stand together, trying to decide teams. Aug 10 23:51:30 E: I think Navy versus Army gives a good split of numbers. Aug 10 23:51:30 *Adalbrecht glances at Morgan, HH, and Claudia, knowing he has an advantage* Aug 10 23:52:39 Potts: Seems unfair, they are only five, we are six. Maybe someone will come out and join their side to make up numbers. Aug 10 23:52:39 **Molly steps up, coming beside Potts* I will join on the navy side, with my husband's permission. Aug 10 23:53:25 I have no objection... Aug 10 23:53:35 **There are some unsure expressions,but Potts says* Your Excellency has not been in the Navy though… Aug 10 23:53:35 *Molly whispers something to Potts and his brows shoot up before he laughs hard* P: I think we can say she is an honorary member Aug 10 23:54:04 * Morgan rubs his forehead Aug 10 23:54:09 * Edward is smirking, watching Morgan Aug 10 23:54:50 E: How about Grendlik, Morgan? He was in the navy. I am sure Jarvie will be happy to have him out of her hair a while. Aug 10 23:55:18 I wouldn't be surprised... Aug 10 23:55:40 *Molly smiles* That is a better idea Aug 10 23:56:32 **Potts offers to find him and goes off at a run. Molly comes to him, speaking quietly** Aug 10 23:56:38 * Edward is now known as Molly Aug 10 23:56:43 Is everything well? Aug 10 23:56:47 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:56:49 aye Aug 10 23:57:23 * Molly smiles Aug 10 23:57:41 I have no favour to give you this time, my Lord Aug 10 23:58:24 * Morgan smiles slightly, showing her the grip of his sword Aug 10 23:58:30 I still have the last one Aug 10 23:59:49 * Molly smiles, putting a finger on the very end of the handle before running it down the grip very slowly, watching his eyes Aug 10 23:59:59 So you do, mon petit chou