**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Aug 6 09:41:04 2022 Aug 06 09:41:04 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.118) has joined Aug 06 10:54:48 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 06 10:56:18 Thinkin' of Inga's worries about you crying over Elsie, seems like an improvement to me Aug 06 10:56:18 * Morgan nods Aug 06 10:56:18 Want me to send the recon team in? Aug 06 10:56:18 For? Aug 06 10:56:18 Find out if Molly thinks there's progress, how she's doing Aug 06 10:56:20 * Morgan nods Aug 06 10:56:22 Could do Aug 06 10:56:24 I could do with having a word with Mina anyway Aug 06 10:56:28 I'll keep looking for dogs then Aug 06 10:56:30 * Morgan nods Aug 06 10:56:32 *several people stop him on the way to say how romantic the sunset wedding idea will be. Most people seem to be at lunch though. He gets up to Mina's rooms without major incident* Aug 06 10:56:36 * Morgan knocks gently Aug 06 10:57:57 *Mina calls for him to come in. She sounds emotional* Aug 06 10:58:19 * Morgan closes the door behind him Aug 06 10:58:51 *Verity is still doing her hair. She's been crying too, and it's hard for Morgan to recall a time he has ever seen his mother cry* Aug 06 10:59:08 is... Is everything alright? Aug 06 10:59:23 * MollyK is in the dressing room, door slightly open Aug 06 10:59:28 * MollyK is now known as Verity Aug 06 10:59:46 Yes, dear boy. Doesn't Mina look lovely? Aug 06 10:59:55 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:00:01 She certainly does Aug 06 11:00:30 *Mina gives Morgan a smile in the reflection* I hope Edward will feel the same Aug 06 11:01:19 You could turn up in a burlap sack and he'd still think you the most beautiful woman on the planet... Aug 06 11:03:04 * Verity smiles at him "That is a lovely sentiment, dear boy" Aug 06 11:04:02 I'm not _always_ disagreeable Aug 06 11:04:51 We missed you all last night, though it was nice to see Molly with Christopher. He adores her already, and they spent hours discussing his green house and gardens Aug 06 11:05:16 I thought they'd get along Aug 06 11:06:08 I think her interest in herbs goes well with his interest in plants. My Father was interested in botany too Aug 06 11:09:22 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:09:43 He was very disappointed when she wasn't with me when I visited in Avalon Aug 06 11:10:04 It was quite an unexpected visit, wasn't it? Aug 06 11:10:13 * Verity keeps working as she talks Aug 06 11:10:55 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:11:15 I was trying to bring a villain to justice and it took me to Durham, or thereabouts Aug 06 11:11:45 ((Attention?)j Aug 06 11:12:08 He has invited you all to visit whenever you are able Aug 06 11:12:16 ((Verity)) Aug 06 11:12:38 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:12:44 * Verity looks quite relaxed Aug 06 11:12:48 It'd be nice to visit on a less strict timetable Aug 06 11:13:06 You are always so busy, dear boy Aug 06 11:13:30 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:13:34 I have a great deal to do Aug 06 11:15:20 I would hope you could spend sometime with us in Sudlachenburg next year Aug 06 11:15:50 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:15:52 I hope so Aug 06 11:16:20 *Mina smiles* Edward and I would be delighted to have you visit Graben also Aug 06 11:17:34 Has he told you we would like to stay until new year? We'd quite like to take part in the snowball fight Aug 06 11:18:16 *Mina nods, smiling warmly* Yes, he has. He is going to join you. Aug 06 11:18:56 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:20:04 I'm glad about that. In truth, it was a thought sparked by the morning when you came to Koln. He pelted me with a snowball and a small scale snow skirmish broke out... we've not just _played_ like that for years Aug 06 11:21:15 * Verity smiles Aug 06 11:22:30 When you were little boys, you played together all the time. It was quite sad to see you grow up and the age difference become so clear. I had hoped Edward would also become an older brother in time, but it was not to be Aug 06 11:23:59 And now here you are with a daughter already and another to come today Aug 06 11:27:13 * Verity nods, squeezing Mina's shoulder "I am very blessed to have two lovely daughters" Aug 06 11:27:47 *Mina looks pleased by this, but also a little sad around the eyes* Aug 06 11:28:05 * Morgan looks round briefly Aug 06 11:28:22 Mother, I was hoping to have a word with Mina privately... would you mind? Aug 06 11:28:33 * Verity shakes her head Aug 06 11:28:49 Of course not. I would like to see how your Father is Aug 06 11:29:17 Grumpy. Its like... sleeping alone suddenly disagrees with him... Aug 06 11:29:35 * Verity smiles ever so slightly Aug 06 11:30:01 He does not like sleeping outside Aug 06 11:32:20 No, I don't think I do either Aug 06 11:32:49 * Verity kisses his cheek "I think your Father might be more cheerful tomorrow" Aug 06 11:33:18 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:34:56 * Verity leaves them Aug 06 11:35:01 * Verity is now known as Mina Aug 06 11:35:17 * Mina moves around to face him Aug 06 11:35:30 Is something wrong with Edward? Aug 06 11:36:25 No, not at all. I wanted to talk to you about Rief... I have some questions and would appreciate your help in understanding.... Though first, I want to ask... why the sadness? Aug 06 11:36:49 My Mother should be here too Aug 06 11:37:47 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:38:34 Your Mother is wonderful and kind, but... Aug 06 11:38:55 But she is not your mother... I know. Its not the same. Aug 06 11:39:05 * Mina nods Aug 06 11:39:09 It is not Aug 06 11:39:32 She'd be proud of you, I think Aug 06 11:41:26 * Mina nods Aug 06 11:41:38 I hope she would. Aug 06 11:42:39 * Morgan nods, watching her for a moment Aug 06 11:42:58 What do you wish to know? Aug 06 11:43:58 When it first started... when he first changed, what caused him to bite you, if anything... Aug 06 11:46:51 It started before I was five, because I can recall him changing at my birthday party. I do not know when the first time was. Before he was eight, at least. Aug 06 11:47:27 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:47:56 I do not recall why he bit me. I think he was vexed about something I had done Aug 06 11:48:41 But it wasn't just... an instinct thing? Wild animal sort of thing? Aug 06 11:52:53 I am sorry, I was only seven, I do not recall it clearly enough to say Aug 06 11:53:09 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:53:14 Of course, I'm sorry Aug 06 11:56:49 * Mina shakes her head Aug 06 11:57:46 Ivan would be able to explain far more, but he spends most of his time in his wolf-form now Aug 06 11:58:01 * Morgan smiles faintly Aug 06 11:58:27 I'm not exactly keen to put myself in front of any of them for now Aug 06 12:01:17 Someone will have to go to the mountains and inform him of his son's passing. Aug 06 12:01:39 It'll be taken care of, don't worry Aug 06 12:02:28 Thank you. I am unsure as to whether he will want Rief's body returned to him rather than interred here. Aug 06 12:02:57 * Morgan frowns very briefly, but nods Aug 06 12:05:45 Was that all you needed to know? Aug 06 12:07:24 * Morgan takes a breath slowly Aug 06 12:08:09 I have one more question but I'm not sure how to phrase it, because I don't know how his ability may have affected his thinking Aug 06 12:09:18 * Mina nods Aug 06 12:10:19 I'm trying to ascertain how much of his plotting, his actions were affected by the animal side of him... does that make sense? Aug 06 12:13:00 I am sorry but I do not know. I would think Ivan may know that also. Do you think my Father should summon him? Aug 06 12:15:53 I don't think so. I don't know enough of him to know for sure but... we don't know how he would react, if he was complicit in Rief's plan. My father and Edward were not prepared for what they saw and I don't think having another capable of becoming a wolf whose son tried to kill us and we ended up killing, that close to them is a good idea right now Aug 06 12:17:14 * Mina nods Aug 06 12:17:47 Poor Edward. I should have told him long ago what he would be marrying into. Aug 06 12:18:25 Do you know what he would endure for you? Aug 06 12:21:00 * Mina smiles Aug 06 12:21:16 Does any woman truly know that? Aug 06 12:23:44 Let me tell you then. Anything. You could tell him you sluice off your skin every six days and it'd make no difference to him, apart from his planning to find appropriate ways for you to be most comfortable Aug 06 12:26:03 * Mina nods slightly Aug 06 12:26:14 A colourful analogy, your Excellency Aug 06 12:26:27 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 12:26:38 I'm a sailor, that was positively clandestine Aug 06 12:28:52 * Mina nods Aug 06 12:29:35 I am lucky to have him Aug 06 12:30:44 I'm glad things are finally getting to where they should be Aug 06 12:31:33 * Mina nods Aug 06 12:31:35 As am I Aug 06 12:32:51 Anyway, I'll let you get on... thank you for helping me understand Aug 06 12:34:27 I am sorry I could not help more Aug 06 12:36:36 Would you mind if I speak to Molly a moment? Aug 06 12:38:31 * Mina smiles Aug 06 12:38:44 Of course Aug 06 12:38:57 * Morgan inclines his head, going to find Molly Aug 06 12:39:38 * Mina is now known as Molly Aug 06 12:40:46 * Molly is in Mina's dressing room, sorting the undamaged dresses Aug 06 12:41:44 Do you remember a time of sorting through dresses wishing you could have just one? Aug 06 12:45:05 * Molly smiles, stroking her hand down a apricot silk skirt Aug 06 12:48:19 Oh yes. Catherine has one, it's a soft light blue. I had been there perhaps three weeks when I was asked to take it upstairs to her dressing room, and I spent far too long just touching the fabric and imagining how it would be to wear something like that, to be able to afford even a scrap of material like that Aug 06 12:49:23 * Morgan nods Aug 06 12:50:13 * Molly lets go, moving to the full length mirror and stroking her hands down her bodice Aug 06 12:50:18 And now look at me... Aug 06 12:50:31 I was... Aug 06 12:50:41 * Molly smiles Aug 06 12:51:09 All of this is because of you... I could never have gotten here without you Aug 06 12:51:27 I'm not so sure about that Aug 06 12:54:31 Whyever not? Aug 06 12:54:57 The Rosenkrantz would've discovered you... you'd have gotten here anyway Aug 06 12:57:15 * Molly sighs Aug 06 12:57:44 It would not have been as special as the journey we have taken Aug 06 12:57:58 * Morgan nods Aug 06 12:58:01 no Aug 06 12:58:20 * Molly smiles with mischief Aug 06 12:58:41 I would have missed out on you and how you make me happy... Aug 06 12:59:17 Yes... but I imagine whomever you ended up with would have been an adequate and sensible lover Aug 06 13:01:01 * Molly giggles Aug 06 13:01:08 That sounds very dull indeed Aug 06 13:01:37 Quite the insult, I think. I might use it on Edward or HeinzHarold later Aug 06 13:01:46 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:01:55 Or Potts Aug 06 13:02:11 Little would cut a man quicker than being an -adequate- lover? Aug 06 13:03:10 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:03:24 I suspect so... speaking being adequate... Do you know what I have to do later? Aug 06 13:05:54 * Molly giggles "You will be far more than adequate, my love. You will be glorious, as always" Aug 06 13:06:06 * Morgan blushes Aug 06 13:06:17 I was actually referring to my role in Edwards wedding Aug 06 13:08:12 Oh! Then no, I do not Aug 06 13:10:20 I have to confirm the dress has been cut properly Aug 06 13:10:47 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 06 13:10:49 I see Aug 06 13:11:06 Not removed, just... cut... Aug 06 13:13:14 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:13:20 It is important? Aug 06 13:14:21 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:14:29 Its an honoured and trusted role Aug 06 13:14:40 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:14:45 Alright. Aug 06 13:15:05 Edward assures me there is no chance of an appearance of bubbies Aug 06 13:17:15 * Molly nods, brows raising Aug 06 13:17:23 I should hope so Aug 06 13:18:25 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:21:54 I thought you should know about it Aug 06 13:21:58 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:22:10 Thank you. But I trust you. Aug 06 13:25:51 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:26:07 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 13:26:23 I've had to tell Varick about Rief being gone Aug 06 13:27:27 * Molly nods concerned Aug 06 13:27:30 How is he? Aug 06 13:28:15 Sad. Which made me aware of something... he liked him so much because he instantly felt like family... like part of a group that you and I are not part of... Aug 06 13:28:47 Oh dear Aug 06 13:30:17 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:30:33 Mina says Rief's first time of changing was before he was eight Aug 06 13:31:38 * Molly nods, biting her lip Aug 06 13:31:44 Then we need to be ready Aug 06 13:32:30 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:32:56 I am concerned about Rief's attacking Mina... she says he was annoyed about something she had done but doesn't really remember what Aug 06 13:33:45 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:33:59 It is a concern, of course. Aug 06 13:34:31 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:36:54 The Nibelungen said sometimes he is, and sometimes he isn't. Aug 06 13:39:16 I suspect this time he is Aug 06 13:39:34 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:39:47 Then we will deal with what comes our way, as always Aug 06 13:40:07 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:40:08 aye Aug 06 13:41:50 * Molly hangs up another dress Aug 06 13:42:08 Are all the preparations going well? Aug 06 13:44:15 I need to go and check on all of that... I have told Edward we will arrange for a new dress for Mina as a wedding gift... Aug 06 13:45:50 * Molly smiles Aug 06 13:46:20 I think he underestimates how many she started with. You know how we noble women are with our dresses... Aug 06 13:47:10 Are many salvageable? Aug 06 13:48:16 * Molly points to a rail of at least thirty Aug 06 13:49:17 All of those. Besides, with luck, she will need new dresses in a few months anyway Aug 06 13:49:32 * Morgan nods, going to look at the dresses on the rail Aug 06 13:52:20 *There's a variety of day dresses and very expensive evening gowns, all shades of cream, brown, gold, warm muted colours Aug 06 13:52:46 * Molly comes to stand beside him, a hand gently on his lower back Aug 06 13:53:03 They're all beautiful Aug 06 13:53:35 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:54:12 Edward wants to tell Mina about my ability... so that she can see it is a family trait and Florrie is not an aberration... Aug 06 13:55:01 * Molly shakes her head Aug 06 13:55:11 Not today. Let her breathe. Aug 06 13:56:33 No, not today... I am concerned Aug 06 13:57:06 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:57:22 About her reaction, or about how she feels about you? Aug 06 13:57:56 Mostly the latter, now... Aug 06 13:58:03 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:58:24 It is understandable to feel that way Aug 06 13:58:42 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:01:14 * Molly rubs gently Aug 06 14:01:24 I think it will be alright, liebling Aug 06 14:01:38 * Morgan nods, sighing Aug 06 14:01:39 We'll see Aug 06 14:01:52 * Molly nods Aug 06 14:02:34 I should let you get on Aug 06 14:04:46 And thusly was the duke dismissed to go and scavenge for lunch... Aug 06 14:05:55 Have you not eaten yet? Aug 06 14:07:44 * Morgan smiles Aug 06 14:07:58 Wasn't _that_ long ago I had some food Aug 06 14:08:52 We had some, but Mina is not hungry and I am laced quite tight *she runs her hands over the curves of her waist* Aug 06 14:10:31 If you are hungry, you should eat Aug 06 14:10:57 * Molly smiles a little Aug 06 14:11:02 I am fine... Aug 06 14:12:15 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:12:17 alright Aug 06 14:13:24 * Molly watches him a moment with a smile Aug 06 14:13:41 I will see you at the chapel then? Aug 06 14:14:37 * Morgan nods, bowing his head Aug 06 14:14:40 Yes my love Aug 06 14:14:52 * Molly kisses his cheek Aug 06 14:15:05 I will look forward to seeing you Aug 06 14:15:11 And I you Aug 06 14:15:55 * Molly opens the door for him into the hall Aug 06 14:16:43 * Morgan heads out, heading off to find HeinzHarold Aug 06 14:17:15 *he gets part way along the quiet hall, before he hears [are you unmatched?] Aug 06 14:17:35 Unwatched * Aug 06 14:17:47 [I am] Aug 06 14:20:18 *she sends him an image. She is stood in the dressing room, head thrown back, biting her lip to stay quiet, up against the line of dresses with her fists gripping the fabric. In the mirror reflection, he can see the soles of his boots as he is knelt before her and mostly covered by the pink skirt* Aug 06 14:21:33 * Morgan blushes hard, carrying on walking Aug 06 14:21:37 [I'll get you for that] Aug 06 14:22:01 [oh I doubt that, mon petit chou] Aug 06 14:22:25 [We shall see] Aug 06 14:23:14 [enjoy your afternoon, hmm? I hope it is not too achy... *she definitely sounds like she hopes the opposite*] Aug 06 14:24:41 [I'm sure that is indeed your hope] Aug 06 14:26:14 [mmhmm, you are far too busy to rub it better...] Aug 06 14:27:12 [Maybe you'll have to help me later] Aug 06 14:28:06 [ Now that _would_ be an honoured and trusted role] Aug 06 14:29:02 * Morgan chuckles, carrying on Aug 06 14:32:17 *He finds HH in the drawing room. It seems to be a gathering spot for everyone, so the room is busy. He can see Jarvie and Grendlik, Stef and Fuchs, Faulk, HH and Inga, Varick, Dekker and Diana as well as lots of assorted nobles Aug 06 14:33:31 * Morgan goes and sits by HeinzHarold Aug 06 14:35:33 *HH is watching Varick sat on the floor getting Peaches to do tricks Aug 06 14:35:36 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 06 14:36:11 How's he doing? Aug 06 14:37:06 Not too bad now Aug 06 14:37:28 * Morgan nods, watching the boy for a moment Aug 06 14:38:47 *Varick is getting Peaches to shake hands* Aug 06 14:39:27 I wonder if the pocket in that cloak has been checked yet Aug 06 14:40:22 * HH sniggers Aug 06 14:40:36 Right thing t' do would be to remove it Aug 06 14:40:50 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:40:54 indeed Aug 06 14:41:43 * Morgan stands, heading to Dekker Aug 06 14:43:25 * HH is now known as Dekker Aug 06 14:43:45 * Dekker is talking to Diana Aug 06 14:44:50 Excuse me, Dekker, can I have a word? Aug 06 14:45:36 * Dekker nods, suggesting to Diana that she watches Varick play with Peaches Aug 06 14:46:19 *Diana goes through the crowds. The noble guests all acknowledge her politely, and she looks pleased with herself Aug 06 14:46:30 * Dekker 's full attention is on Morgan Aug 06 14:46:33 Outside? Aug 06 14:47:03 No, just somewhere a little quieter, its nothing too important Aug 06 14:48:18 * Dekker takes him through to the library which is presently empty Aug 06 14:48:28 What can I do for you? Aug 06 14:49:22 * Morgan chuckles slightly Aug 06 14:49:59 Its... daft, but I can see an issue brewing... Peaches rather embarrassed himself and left a present on a rug... Diana fetched it up and left it in a plant pot... Aug 06 14:50:09 * Morgan watches Dekker reaction Aug 06 14:50:26 * Dekker nods slightly, not giving much away Aug 06 14:50:37 I will speak to her about that Aug 06 14:51:02 Oh, I'm not worried about that... I was wondering if you'd speak to Zench to deal with Heidi's reaction to it... Aug 06 14:51:25 * Dekker gives a little long-suffering sigh Aug 06 14:51:28 Which was Aug 06 14:51:42 To pick it up and put it in a pocket of Diana's cloak... Aug 06 14:51:48 * Dekker nods Aug 06 14:52:09 I will speak to him and deal with it. Thank you for informing me Aug 06 14:52:33 I don't see we need to mention it to the ladies... I see nothing good from increasing any tensions Aug 06 14:52:55 No. They have an animosity for each other Aug 06 14:53:39 My brother did tell me of that... Dekker, is there something wrong? You seem rather... formal, moreso than you were Aug 06 14:54:22 My apologies. It has taken a toll on me that I left my men unprotected. Aug 06 14:54:41 * Morgan indicates a chair, sitting down Aug 06 14:55:14 * Dekker sits Aug 06 14:55:26 I think you're being too hard on yourself Aug 06 14:56:16 * Dekker inclines his head Aug 06 14:56:21 I appreciate that Aug 06 14:58:27 Its not even that we relaxed too much in enemy territory... If he had not been family, I imagine we would have treated him and his alcohol much more circumspectly...*he sighs* I figured it tasted different to the Kvass I'd had before from a regional variance, like Blokners does... Aug 06 14:59:00 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:00:34 It should have been safe. This is not War. But the buck stops with me, I am the highest military rank, I should have stayed sober in an unknown terrain and stayed on watch. Aug 06 15:01:28 With the greatest of respect... horseshit. Aug 06 15:01:40 * Dekker smiles a little Aug 06 15:01:47 Your opinion is noted. Aug 06 15:03:48 We're here to celebrate, in peacetime, with no-one that we even opposed during the war... Aug 06 15:06:05 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:06:31 Responsibility never ends, especially towards men who become like your sons Aug 06 15:07:54 Then the responsibility is mine, as a Duke, as someone who had experienced that drink before and didn't make the connection Aug 06 15:08:55 * Dekker shakes his head Aug 06 15:09:42 No, your Excellency Aug 06 15:10:22 Do you know, more people have argued with me since I got that title than ever before Aug 06 15:11:00 That surprises me, but a title should never guarantee blind compliance Aug 06 15:11:44 No, it should be based on respect... which is something of a worry Aug 06 15:12:16 * Dekker looks at him seriously Aug 06 15:12:32 I do not disrespect you, you are just incorrect in this moment Aug 06 15:13:46 As are you. As my wife says to me and, as I am _certain_ Edward and all his friends would ask of you... be kind to yourself. Aug 06 15:14:18 I am. We are all asking questions of ourselves and our actions. Aside from Potts. Aug 06 15:15:16 He frustrates me, deeply. When it comes down to it, we were betrayed by someone who we had no reason to distrust. Aug 06 15:15:25 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:19:18 He frustrates many people. He frustrates his parents and siblings. As the youngest he was hit hardest by their marital collapse, which started not long after he was born. His siblings blamed him, and he has leaned in to the role they gave him. He was sent to the Academy in Tannen rather than the one in Hainzl where both his brother's went because Aug 06 15:19:18 they did not want him there with them. Aug 06 15:21:45 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 15:21:49 He can be so much better Aug 06 15:29:50 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:30:29 The Scapegrace, he says. That is his role. The heir, the space, the daughter, and the scapegrace. Aug 06 15:34:17 He leans into it a little too hard, I think... its become his comfort blanket Aug 06 15:35:41 Indeed. He is slower to find himself, but he is a young man. They all still are. Aug 06 15:43:54 * Morgan nods, sighing Aug 06 15:44:40 He has been talking to your Father this morning. It seems that Potts' actions in throwing himself at that thing and gutting it to save your Father was well received Aug 06 15:45:37 The whole thing has made father realise that Edwards friends are not the rakes he thought them to be... indeed, Potts showed himself as brave and selfless Aug 06 15:45:51 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:46:09 Edward is just a touch jealous, though Aug 06 15:46:24 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:46:45 He was the first time Potts saved my life too Aug 06 15:46:59 He looks up to you as he does to our father Aug 06 15:47:08 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:48:07 I look to him as I do my sons. There had been other men in my command, but these boys were different. Perhaps it was that they mourned Vania as I did. We had a closeness. Aug 06 15:48:22 * Morgan nods Aug 06 15:49:43 Were you not close with your superiors? Aug 06 15:50:33 After what happened with Kaufmann? No... and most of the boys I went to war with, certainly my original platoon, well... they didn't come home. After that I was mostly on my own Aug 06 15:50:44 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:51:15 It is a mixed blessing to be alone Aug 06 15:51:42 * Morgan nods Aug 06 15:52:36 I reckon I set my career back a good five years with that incident with Kaufmann Aug 06 15:53:10 A pity, the navy were lucky to have you Aug 06 15:53:32 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 15:54:06 Sometimes I wonder... but then, we got a lot done... some lives were saved while others lost, but that's the nature of war... we all lose, really Aug 06 15:54:32 * Dekker nods Aug 06 15:56:02 Indeed. But then I look around the church on a Sunday and I see free men and women not subject to the whims of the Pope and his Priests, and I remember why we fought as we did. Aug 06 15:56:40 * Morgan nods Aug 06 15:57:09 It was necessary Aug 06 15:58:40 My first wife had a strong passion for the cause. She felt the only way we could make things better for the common man was leveling the wealth of the upper classes and particularly the churchmen. Aug 06 15:59:21 Despite my titles, I'm not terribly inclined to disagree with her Aug 06 15:59:31 * Dekker smiles Aug 06 16:01:14 An unachievable utopia, I am afraid. But Viktorija could argue a wealthy man to give half his fortune to beggars given twenty minutes. She had a warrior's spirit, and the world lost out when she was killed, not just me. Aug 06 16:01:48 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:03:56 *the door opens and Edward comes in, not seeing Dekker* There you are, I thought you were going to steal away to the gardens with your wife Aug 06 16:05:01 No, I've been intelligence gathering, then trying to get Dekker to realise he was not at fault for what happened last night Aug 06 16:05:51 *Edward grimaces slightly before coming forward into Dekker's view* A hopeless cause, brother. Aug 06 16:06:23 Perhaps you'd care to turn around and tell him you agree with me? Aug 06 16:07:46 E: No, I would save my energy Aug 06 16:08:01 * Morgan rolls his eyes, nodding towards Dekker Aug 06 16:08:03 * Dekker smiles Aug 06 16:08:07 Was he always this unobservant? Aug 06 16:08:32 E: He's just stubborn Aug 06 16:09:41 Well, now you've rather disrupted the flow of the conversation, I've a couple of people I've not had chance to speak to yet Aug 06 16:11:33 I have something to see to. Was there anything else, your Excellency? Aug 06 16:12:16 No, just that minor issue Aug 06 16:15:24 * Dekker bows before leaving them Aug 06 16:15:33 * Dekker is now known as Edward Aug 06 16:15:40 What's that about? Aug 06 16:16:52 * Morgan smiles slightly, standing up Aug 06 16:16:56 Doesn't matter really Aug 06 16:18:29 * Edward nods Aug 06 16:18:34 Have you been to see Mina? Aug 06 16:18:46 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 06 16:18:51 I have Aug 06 16:18:55 Is she nervous? Aug 06 16:19:37 There's bugger all point asking me... as much as it was easier to read her earlier, I still have no clue what she thinks at any given moment Aug 06 16:20:36 * Edward smiles Aug 06 16:21:05 So why are you in here with Dekker not out somewhere with Molly? Aug 06 16:22:32 I needed to apprise Dekker of a minor issue that needed sorting... and Molly is currently organising Mina's dresses Aug 06 16:23:10 * Edward watches him Aug 06 16:23:12 So? Aug 06 16:23:34 So what? Aug 06 16:23:51 She's in the dressing room? Aug 06 16:24:05 Yes, mucking about with dresses Aug 06 16:24:31 You at least kissed her, I hope? Aug 06 16:25:21 Would you care to mind your own for a bit? Aug 06 16:26:12 * Edward shakes his head at him with a look of dismay "one minute you're talking about not taking initiative like Zench, the next you're put off by dresses. What am I supposed to do with you, brother?" Aug 06 16:26:45 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 16:27:13 Lets say... anticipation is at play Aug 06 16:27:34 Ahhh! You are playing a tactical game Aug 06 16:27:53 I'm not sure if I'm winning or if she is... but we're enjoying it, so that's good enough Aug 06 16:28:02 * Edward smiles Aug 06 16:28:12 If you are questioning that, it is always her. Aug 06 16:28:21 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:28:27 I can live with that for now Aug 06 16:28:57 Go and eat, it's getting late Aug 06 16:29:19 * Morgan mutters, moving to the door Aug 06 16:29:25 You're as bad as she is... Aug 06 16:29:44 No one wants you fainting during the wedding. Aug 06 16:30:17 Isn't me likely to faint... Aug 06 16:30:53 I have never handled that particularly well Aug 06 16:31:21 Really? You do surprise me Aug 06 16:32:21 Why? Aug 06 16:32:32 I was being sarcastic Aug 06 16:32:58 * Edward shoves him out of the door Aug 06 16:33:27 * Morgan doesn't move Aug 06 16:33:46 * Edward keeps going, pushing him with all his weight Aug 06 16:33:55 Get out, Morgan! Aug 06 16:35:34 * Morgan starts laughing, letting him move him Aug 06 16:36:08 It's like moving a plough horse! Aug 06 16:36:38 *Morgan hears his Mother say* Edward Jeremias Koertig! Aug 06 16:36:50 * Morgan whispers Aug 06 16:36:55 Run, I'll cover you Aug 06 16:37:23 * Edward freezes, looking down the hall. But it is not Verity, it is a grinning Heidi Aug 06 16:37:38 Oh... oh she is very good. Aug 06 16:38:08 * Edward looks at Morgan, rolling his eyes "she is an excellent mimic of voices, and she will exploit that mercilessly" Aug 06 16:38:51 That was quite cruel... *he whispers* if she says anything about Diana's cloak, I've dealt with it Aug 06 16:39:41 *Heidi just smiles, continuing back the way she came* Aug 06 16:39:48 Cloak? Aug 06 16:40:20 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:40:25 Don't worry about it, I've dealt with it Aug 06 16:41:03 Are they feuding again? Aug 06 16:42:17 Uhhh, I suppose so, but I don't think they both knew about it. Its being handled discretely Aug 06 16:43:33 * Edward nods Aug 06 16:43:52 Leave them to it. They just dislike each other Aug 06 16:44:06 Just trust me for once Aug 06 16:44:17 * Edward frowns Aug 06 16:44:35 Did I say otherwise? Aug 06 16:47:38 Of course not, it just seems you are... look, its a non issue, I've dealt with it so you don't even need to think about it today. Aug 06 16:48:24 * Edward nods Aug 06 16:50:00 His Grace has spoken to everyone to ask them to think about rewards. He wants ideas tomorrow, before he, Colonel Fuchs, and Stef go to his holiday home for the festive season Aug 06 16:50:19 You don't have long to think then Aug 06 16:51:15 * Edward nods "Indeed. Many of the guests are leaving tomorrow, and some the day after" Aug 06 16:53:08 I was actually thinking any bloodflow to your brain will disappear before too long Aug 06 16:54:00 * Edward laughs at this Aug 06 16:54:21 I am trying to concentrate on not biting her during the ceremony Aug 06 16:55:45 * Morgan nods, wandering back towards the drawing room Aug 06 16:55:53 Aye, that would be... unfortunate Aug 06 16:56:55 * Edward nods Aug 06 16:57:16 Have you told Molly about the remainder of your role? Aug 06 16:58:08 Yes. She was a little uneasy about it until I told her that its an important part of my role Aug 06 16:58:30 * Edward nods Aug 06 16:59:34 I am sure it will seem trivial afterwards. It is not as if you have never been around undressed women before Aug 06 17:02:23 Uhhh... just the two, actually Aug 06 17:02:39 * Edward looks at him Aug 06 17:02:41 Three if you count Elsie but we were busy playing catch the baby at the time Aug 06 17:02:48 Seriously?! Aug 06 17:03:05 Saint Morgan of Puritytown... Aug 06 17:03:14 * Edward laughs Aug 06 17:03:31 You should have joined the Army. Aug 06 17:04:09 First time I'd been in a brothel was fairly recently, to speak to a man holed up there... and the army would not have suited me, I have salt water in my veins Aug 06 17:06:07 They're barely dressed in many of them. There's one In Fischler where they wear white dresses that are almost see through. Was that the one you met him at? *Those dresses were almost identical to what he knows Molly presently has on beneath her dress* Aug 06 17:06:44 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 17:06:49 I wasn't really looking Aug 06 17:07:00 * Edward laughs Aug 06 17:07:07 How are we brothers?! Aug 06 17:08:31 Spent some time sat outside one once, but it was raining and I couldn't sketch anything Aug 06 17:08:51 You should have sketched indoors Aug 06 17:09:13 We were on deployment, there wasn't an indoors other than the brothel... I was waiting for the others Aug 06 17:09:39 If I could sketch like you, I would have found much to sketch indoors Aug 06 17:11:59 Yes, well... I avoided that Aug 06 17:12:06 * Edward nods Aug 06 17:13:58 *They get interrupted by noble guests who draw Edward 8nto conversation. By the couch Jarvie, Grendlik, HH, Inga, Diana and Adalbrecht are all with Peaches. Diana looks happy as she gets the tiny dog doing the tricks. Aug 06 17:14:23 * Edward is now known as Varick Aug 06 17:15:40 I am good at teaching tricks. My cat Captain Ulysses does lots of tricks, but Adalbrecht couldn't do as many, but I told Lady Torrington she had to practice. Aug 06 17:17:13 * Morgan glances at his father Aug 06 17:17:18 *Adalbrecht looks at Morgan whilst the others try not to laugh* Aug 06 17:17:36 You can't do many tricks my lord? Aug 06 17:17:57 No, Papa, not my Grandpa! The cat Aug 06 17:18:33 D: Lady Torrington has a cat with the same name? Aug 06 17:19:05 *Adalbrecht continues to watch Morgan* That is a big coincidence, Morgan. Aug 06 17:19:12 Isn't it Aug 06 17:19:26 * Varick is feeding the dog treats Aug 06 17:19:39 He wasn't called that before, Papa and I named him Aug 06 17:20:11 *Jarvie is the first to laugh, but the others follow suit* Aug 06 17:20:38 * Morgan looks at his father Aug 06 17:21:23 *Adalbrecht isn't laughing* Aug 06 17:21:36 Maybe... we thought it important that the cat have a name suitable for a Duchess' feline companion that would keep her company when she is lonely. Aug 06 17:22:16 *Adalbrecht concedes a little* It is a good name... Aug 06 17:23:06 And it means she has something that always connects her to us... Aug 06 17:23:28 HH: Means "noble bright" or "noble shinning" Aug 06 17:24:16 *Adalbrecht nods* Aug 06 17:25:03 I want to call my new cat Catalbrecht. It's like Adalbrecht and Cat mixed together Aug 06 17:25:52 * Morgan looks round for Stef and Fuchs Aug 06 17:26:03 *Adalbrecht nods a moment* Aug 06 17:26:25 *he cannot see them* Heinzharold, what does Varick mean? Aug 06 17:26:53 HH tries to remember: Honourable Defender, I think Aug 06 17:26:55 * Morgan sighs slightly, looking back to HeinzHarold Aug 06 17:27:21 * Varick smiles "That's what Morgan should mean" Aug 06 17:28:18 I'm fairly sure Morgan is about to mean receiver of his fathers ire... Aug 06 17:28:42 Ad: *he waves it away* it doesn't matter Aug 06 17:29:12 HH: Morgan means sea circle, or born of the sea Aug 06 17:29:28 *Diana looks up at him* Do me, please! Aug 06 17:30:35 *HH glances at Morgan, trying not to laugh* $not heard that for a few hours$ Aug 06 17:31:54 $You heard that? I heard a whining noise$ Aug 06 17:32:34 HH: Pretty sure Diana means divine. Aug 06 17:33:03 D: *she smiles, blushing* thank you Aug 06 17:34:46 HH: And Inga means "protected by Ing", some Vesten god, I think *Morgan knows he is a god of peace and fertility* Aug 06 17:35:34 It is indeed a vesten god Aug 06 17:36:05 I: I would have liked something prettier Aug 06 17:36:47 Ing is the god of peace... Aug 06 17:36:57 $and fertility$ Aug 06 17:37:21 HH nods slightly to Morgan before looks at her: Someone as beautiful as you would only outshine 'er pretty name anyhow Aug 06 17:38:16 *Inga blushes bright red, Grendlik and Adalbrecht congratulating HH on his compliment* Aug 06 17:39:18 *Morgan spots Stef and Fuchs* Aug 06 17:39:37 HH: Jarvinia means "keen as a spear" Aug 06 17:40:00 J: *she scoffs* fantastic(!) Aug 06 17:40:15 Would you prefer fat as a heifer? Aug 06 17:42:16 J: No, but it doesn't look like I have much choice anymore! *she pats her stomach* Aug 06 17:42:55 Will you excuse me, I've seen someone I've been meaning to speak to Aug 06 17:43:05 [are you all alone, my love?] Aug 06 17:43:57 *everyone nods, getting into how Heinzharold means ruler of his home* Aug 06 17:44:37 [No my love, I'm very much not] Aug 06 17:44:44 * Morgan heads towards Fuchs and Stef Aug 06 17:45:02 [I shall just leave you with the thought that I am thinking of you then] Aug 06 17:45:10 * Varick is now known as Stef Aug 06 17:45:41 * Stef looks pleased to see him. Her hair and makeup are done, but she is still in quite a plain dress Aug 06 17:46:42 * Morgan speaks quietly Aug 06 17:47:04 Well now, aren't you a sight for sore eyes... you look wonderful and.. happy. Aug 06 17:47:15 * Stef nods, smiling Aug 06 17:47:45 I am very happy, thank you. *Fuchs is talking with Dekker* Aug 06 17:48:32 Would you like to get some fresh air, it is hot in here Aug 06 17:49:04 If you wish Aug 06 17:49:08 * Morgan offers his arm Aug 06 17:49:57 * Stef takes it. She directs him to a little outdoor terrace where it is much easier to hear her quiet voice Aug 06 17:50:09 How are _you_? Aug 06 17:50:34 * Morgan opens it before closing it again Aug 06 17:50:40 I'm... alright Aug 06 17:50:53 * Stef watches him Aug 06 17:51:05 Are you sure? It will go no further Aug 06 17:51:18 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 17:51:52 I am extremely angry and hurting deeply... but there is nothing I can do about either of those and I won't tarnish the day for Edward and Mina any more than it has been already Aug 06 17:52:25 * Stef nods Aug 06 17:52:47 I have heard some talk that there were mercenaries in the woods Aug 06 17:53:03 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:53:06 aye Aug 06 17:53:47 I would be angry too Aug 06 17:54:54 About... Aug 06 17:55:51 The risk to you all, and the betrayal by kin Aug 06 17:57:45 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:58:02 * Morgan subconsciously runs his fingers through his hair Aug 06 17:59:02 * Morgan sighs sadly Aug 06 17:59:39 * Stef watches Aug 06 17:59:46 Your hair is shorter Aug 06 17:59:53 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:00:06 Between you and I... it was taken as proof Aug 06 18:00:18 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:00:25 That makes sense Aug 06 18:01:15 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:02:14 It is not nice when something so unexpected happens Aug 06 18:02:56 * Morgan nods, looking at the grounds Aug 06 18:03:43 I have not cut my hair since before my daughter was born... the times she's smeared jam in it, used it to aid her balance, held it as she fell asleep. And now it's gone. Aug 06 18:03:56 * Stef nods slowly Aug 06 18:04:16 And it is another thread that ties the then to the now cut... Aug 06 18:04:31 * Morgan nods, looking back to her Aug 06 18:04:45 Sorry, I'm... well, being a misery Aug 06 18:05:00 * Stef shakes her head, her expression empathetic Aug 06 18:05:19 I do understand this. I know it is difficult. Aug 06 18:06:39 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 18:09:25 I wore Axel's favourite dress for many years. I patched, darned, and altered until one day I accidentally burnt it with the iron beyond repair. Throwing it away knowing how much he loved me in it, and all the memories that went with it was hard, and I cried for many hours Aug 06 18:10:29 How am I meant to deal with it? Aug 06 18:15:31 Accept that the link is in your heart, and the memories are in your head. No one can take those, they can only take the object associated with those thoughts and feelings. It was just a dress, and when it was gone nothing had changed. The love was still there, strong as ever. Aug 06 18:16:05 * Morgan sighs, nodding Aug 06 18:16:31 What would your wife have said? Aug 06 18:19:08 Likely the same as you have Aug 06 18:22:12 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:22:53 The grieving isn't linear. Sometimes you think you are doing so well and something trips you up again Aug 06 18:24:32 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:24:37 Aye, you're right there Aug 06 18:25:53 What is important is to keep trying. It is what they would want for us Aug 06 18:26:56 I suppose so Aug 06 18:27:11 * Morgan shakes himself slightly Aug 06 18:27:19 How are you and the colonel doing? Aug 06 18:27:29 * Stef smiles Aug 06 18:27:55 We are happy Aug 06 18:28:21 * Stef looks at him Aug 06 18:28:22 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:28:23 good Aug 06 18:28:51 I don't know if Molly told you, but we had been expecting a child, but it went wrong Aug 06 18:29:12 Oh. I'm so sorry Aug 06 18:29:18 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:29:40 I have spoken to Marta, and it is common Aug 06 18:30:19 Doesn't make it any less painful Aug 06 18:32:24 No. It tripped me when I realised I was with child. I was married for six years to Axel, and I never once became pregnant, despite our hopes and prayers. But I did not have a course at all once Kristoff and I had fixed our problem Aug 06 18:32:44 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:33:10 It felt like a betrayal of Axel Aug 06 18:33:33 I am... concerned about feeling that when the time comes Aug 06 18:33:47 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:34:12 It is quite possible you will, but you will be ready for that Aug 06 18:34:26 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:36:08 Kristoff helped me through it. He reminded me that I did everything I could to make Axel a father, and that Axel knew that. Aug 06 18:36:25 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:37:15 Would you have wanted your first wife to never have another child? Aug 06 18:37:53 No, of course not Aug 06 18:38:12 Then it is quite simple, in some ways Aug 06 18:39:16 Logic and rational thought don't have much effect on grief though Aug 06 18:40:40 No, but you can try to let them. I always think how Axel would say "Steffie, I don't care about any of this, I just care that you are finding peace and happiness" Aug 06 18:40:57 * Morgan nods, watching her Aug 06 18:41:18 * Stef smiles a little Aug 06 18:41:30 I am preaching to the choir again Aug 06 18:41:51 Its... easier for me to accept coming from you Aug 06 18:41:58 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:42:49 Because you know I have felt this and been through it. It feels less like a platitude coming from another who has lost their spouse Aug 06 18:43:31 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:43:36 You are quite right Aug 06 18:43:42 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:44:13 I am better now than I have ever been, and I no longer have the nightmares I was having Aug 06 18:44:52 I am pleased to hear that Aug 06 18:44:59 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:45:21 I can bear noises now. Not muskets yet, but everything else Aug 06 18:45:54 That is good news... it must make things easier Aug 06 18:48:12 * Stef nods Aug 06 18:49:12 It does. I think you will keep making progress too. From what I have heard, you and Molly are closer than before Aug 06 18:50:08 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:50:38 The incident at his Grace's house really hammered home a few things... she had no idea how much I truly love her, so I have made efforts to redress that Aug 06 18:52:12 * Stef has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Aug 06 18:57:04 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 06 18:57:07 * MollyK nods Aug 06 18:57:14 * MollyK is now known as Stef Aug 06 18:57:47 I had known at the time there were some issues there Aug 06 18:59:02 She spoke to you about it? Aug 06 18:59:23 A little, after some coaxing Aug 06 19:00:34 I see Aug 06 19:01:08 *he can recall that just before the stable incident she had ridden back from Stef's with mascara on her old dress* Aug 06 19:02:05 She said nothing bad about you Aug 06 19:02:46 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 06 19:03:08 You must have thought me terrible for her to think as she did Aug 06 19:03:27 Not at all. I thought you had wed too soon Aug 06 19:04:26 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:06:13 The day before she was ill, she was quite distressed. I advised her to be patient with you and let you come along in your own time. And by the evening party she seemed so much happier Aug 06 19:07:31 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:08:01 When we were waiting during her illness, my father asked me if I had any idea what she thinks I feel for he Aug 06 19:08:22 And did you? Aug 06 19:09:26 No. I would not have let her continue in that.. purgatory Aug 06 19:09:43 * Stef nods Aug 06 19:09:54 What did you think? Aug 06 19:10:46 That she knew I love her, not just _enough_ Aug 06 19:11:04 * Stef nods Aug 06 19:11:16 She seems much happier now Aug 06 19:12:12 I have made it clear what my feelings are Aug 06 19:13:10 * Stef smiles Aug 06 19:13:33 I am glad. She deserves to be loved properly Aug 06 19:13:41 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:13:59 She is... just not as expressively as I should have been Aug 06 19:15:26 People can only hear love if you speak it in the right language. I could shout I love you in Castillean, but if Kristofer doesn't understand Castillean he will not feel it Aug 06 19:15:40 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:17:17 That is something I have been learning. I cannot love Kristoff in the same ways as Axel, they are different men Aug 06 19:17:47 It is difficult when you don't really know how to show it Aug 06 19:18:12 Have you asked her? Aug 06 19:18:51 No... I think I'm adapting Aug 06 19:19:04 * Stef smiles Aug 06 19:19:10 That is good Aug 06 19:20:17 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:21:53 We will be going to His Grace's house tomorrow, but it is only across town, and if you are not too busy we would love to see you all again Aug 06 19:22:26 We're here until New Years, so we'll have a few days. I'm sure we can find some time between us Aug 06 19:22:36 * Stef nods Aug 06 19:23:02 And if you need to talk again, I will be available Aug 06 19:23:34 * Morgan smiles Aug 06 19:23:38 You are too good to me Aug 06 19:24:24 Isn't that what friends are for? And I do hope you count me as a friend as Molly does Aug 06 19:25:21 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:25:50 Absolutely Aug 06 19:26:00 * Stef smiles Aug 06 19:26:09 I should get dressed Aug 06 19:27:24 * Morgan nods, moving back towards the doors Aug 06 19:27:55 You do not need to escort me. Why don't you take a moment for yourself whilst you can? Aug 06 19:28:38 If you are sure... Aug 06 19:28:47 * Stef nods Aug 06 19:29:19 I am. *she gently shuts the door behind her when she goes* Aug 06 19:29:42 * Morgan moves, standing to stare out over the gardens Aug 06 19:30:20 *he is left in peace* Aug 06 19:31:27 * Morgan just stands there, listening to the quiet Aug 06 19:32:58 *Soon he has to go and get Edward ready, grabbing a little food on his way. It's fairly quiet as most people are taking the chance to put the last touches to their outfits. Aug 06 19:33:03 * Stef is now known as Edward Aug 06 19:33:36 * Edward is dressed, tidy and sipping coffee whilst looking for the window Aug 06 19:34:05 I have told Joseff that Rief is dead. Aug 06 19:34:38 How did he take it? Aug 06 19:35:22 Better than expected, but he was upset Aug 06 19:35:58 Understandably... did you tell him of the plot? Aug 06 19:37:39 Yes Aug 06 19:38:19 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:38:22 And? Aug 06 19:38:34 * Edward looks at Morgan Aug 06 19:38:56 He did not notice anything, but some days he forgets that his wife is dead. Aug 06 19:39:25 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:39:43 That was the case this morning, yes... I meant how did he take the news of the plot, not whether he noticed it or not Aug 06 19:41:40 He was very disappointed in Rief Aug 06 19:41:48 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:42:01 Molly danced with Joseff last night... Aug 06 19:43:18 * Edward nods Aug 06 19:43:29 I heard they were fine without us Aug 06 19:43:34 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:43:49 I had wondered if perhaps his ailing was a result of some meddling by Rief but... I'm afraid that isn't the case Aug 06 19:45:20 * Edward nods Aug 06 19:45:36 I'll be frank, I think he is losing grip on reality Aug 06 19:45:47 I think you're right Aug 06 19:46:08 Months left, maybe a year... Aug 06 19:46:26 I fear that is optimistic Aug 06 19:47:00 * Edward sighs Aug 06 19:47:09 We can pray for that Aug 06 19:47:22 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:52:22 * Edward looks out of the window Aug 06 19:52:51 Could you go and check if Mina is ready? Aug 06 19:53:11 [Are you both ready?] Aug 06 19:54:02 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:54:06 Aye Aug 06 19:54:11 Don't run away Aug 06 19:54:38 * Edward nods "I won't" Aug 06 19:55:02 * Morgan nods, heading out of the room Aug 06 19:55:32 [Yes, just straightening up the room and getting everything in place for them to unstraighten it in a few hours] Aug 06 19:55:56 * Morgan nods to himself, heading to the kitchen to get coffee Aug 06 19:58:13 *he can hear Verity when he gets back to Edward's room* Aug 06 19:59:58 * Morgan goes in Aug 06 20:02:56 *Verity smiles* Here he is! Let me look at you both together Aug 06 20:04:01 * Morgan smiles slightly, standing next to his brother, sipping his coffee Aug 06 20:06:13 *Verity watches them lovingly* It seems like yesterday you were both in your uniforms having your portrait painted together Aug 06 20:06:45 *It was a few days before Morgan met Dietlinde, so almost seven years ago* Aug 06 20:07:03 * Edward smiles Aug 06 20:08:05 V: And you're both full grown men, husbands. You're so close again, and that makes my heart very happy indeed Aug 06 20:08:26 * Edward glances at Morgan with a smile a moment Aug 06 20:08:40 Well, he's grown up to be tolerable Aug 06 20:09:06 And he has grown up... Aug 06 20:09:49 *Verity smiles, taking one of each of their hands* I love you both, very much Aug 06 20:10:15 * Morgan smiles, kissing her hand gently Aug 06 20:10:35 * Edward embraces her Aug 06 20:11:08 Join in, brother Aug 06 20:11:19 * Morgan wraps his arms around them both Aug 06 20:11:45 *The door opens. Adalbrecht looks a bit surprised Aug 06 20:12:03 A: I was coming to see if you are ready Aug 06 20:14:03 *Adalbrecht comes to them, standing behind Verity and wrapping his hands around to lay one on each of his sons' heads* Aug 06 20:15:52 *Due to the position, Morgan is the only one who can see Molly in the doorway. She smiles gently with a look of satisfaction before tiptoeing away to give them the moment undisturbed Aug 06 20:16:54 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 06 20:19:17 A: Right, let's go. Aug 06 20:23:03 *Adalbrecht leads the way, heading through the home that will be Edward's at last, and out through the courtyard to the chapel. The guests aren't here yet, but stood by the altar are Potts, Zench, DeeDee, Dekker, Witts, and Wonks all in their sharp black and red uniforms. They all look good, but in his uniform Potts does really look as handsome as Aug 06 20:23:03 Grendlik. Aug 06 20:25:19 * Edward hugs each of his friends one by one. They all seem to be on good behaviour. Molly and Stef come in arm in arm, and then there's a little whispering and giggling between them Aug 06 20:26:42 * Edward is now known as Molly Aug 06 20:26:54 * Molly comes to Morgan Aug 06 20:26:58 Liebes herz... Aug 06 20:27:09 blossom Aug 06 20:28:59 I wanted to check you are ready for guests and for us to bring Mina now Aug 06 20:29:21 * Morgan glances at the others before nodding Aug 06 20:29:26 The guests can come in, yes Aug 06 20:30:56 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 06 20:31:14 [I have been missing you...] Aug 06 20:31:44 [and I you] Aug 06 20:33:57 * Molly and Stef go off again, and the guests start coming in, a mix of uniforms and fancy clothes. The chapel is rapidly packed. Varick comes to Morgan Aug 06 20:34:10 * Molly is now known as Varick Aug 06 20:34:18 * Varick hugs Morgan Aug 06 20:34:39 I will sit quietly, I promise Aug 06 20:35:37 * Morgan hugs him tightly Aug 06 20:35:43 Thank you, that will be very helpful Aug 06 20:37:44 * Varick sits in the front pew with Verity, and everyone else gets seated. Edward stands with the priest at the front, hands in his pockets. With everything that has gone on today, Edward hasn't really looked nervous until right now Aug 06 20:38:10 * Morgan saunters up beside Edward, speaking quietly Aug 06 20:38:23 Hands out of your pockets, this is a wedding, not a queue for the bathroom Aug 06 20:40:27 * Varick is now known as Edward Aug 06 20:40:32 * Edward does so Aug 06 20:40:56 My cloak is on the table there, and the ring box. You will be told when we need them Aug 06 20:41:30 You put your clock on her, yes? Aug 06 20:42:16 Yes. Like the bundling Aug 06 20:43:27 * Morgan nods Aug 06 20:43:33 Understood. Ready? Aug 06 20:45:12 I have been ready for this for years. Aug 06 20:45:54 * Morgan nods, stepping back a little Aug 06 20:45:59 [we're ready] Aug 06 20:46:09 If Zench puts his hand over Heidi's mouth, do not be alarmed Aug 06 20:46:22 Around the time they ask if there are any objections? Aug 06 20:46:27 * Edward nods Aug 06 20:46:41 We love her, but we do not entirely trust her! Aug 06 20:46:57 [yes, my love] Aug 06 20:47:08 Surely she'd not risk that sort of hurt? Aug 06 20:47:18 *Everyone waits in anticipation* Aug 06 20:47:43 I am ninety nine percent sure she would stay completely silent... Aug 06 20:49:52 *a glance shows that Heidi is sat beside Zench watching the stained glass window where the near-sunset light is golden. She doesn't look to have mischief in mind, if anything she looks a little solemn* Aug 06 20:50:29 I suspect she would be quiet, looking at her right now Aug 06 20:50:42 * Edward looks at her and sighs Aug 06 20:50:59 It hurts when you sit through other people's weddings. Aug 06 20:52:49 Ah Aug 06 20:53:06 *In the pews Zench subtly kisses her temple, and she smiles once more* Aug 06 20:54:21 *The doors open, and Molly and Stef come in to the organ music. Molly looks relaxed and happy, as does Stef* ((Attention?)) Aug 06 20:55:19 * Morgan glances at Edward, muttering 'eyes front' before looking back to Molly Aug 06 20:56:45 * Edward does so Aug 06 20:57:30 *Molly smiles at Morgan* [Even though it is not our wedding day, I never tire of walking towards you at the altar] Aug 06 20:57:48 [You look delectable my love] Aug 06 20:59:23 *she blushes warmly, smiling as she takes her place, and then looks to Edward "You look very handsome, Edward. I am so happy this moment has come for you" Aug 06 20:59:55 * Edward smiles "Thank you, schwesterlein." Aug 06 21:00:26 I suppose I get to call Mina that now Aug 06 21:03:29 *Joseff leads Mina in. He looks very proud, smiling at the guests. Verity has finished Mina's hair, and it is less formal than it might have been, but it looks perfect. Morgan has seen her already, but Edward hasn't, and doesn't respond to Morgan at all, just staring at her.* Aug 06 21:04:00 *Molly watches him, then looks at Morgan with a smile* Aug 06 21:04:18 * Morgan smiles, nudging Edward 'close your mouth' Aug 06 21:04:46 * Edward does so Aug 06 21:06:52 *Mina and her father reach them. Edward looks at her. No clever words come out of his mouth, none of the smooth flattery he's known for. Instead he looks tongue tied, young and lovestruck* Mimi, I just... you... wow. Aug 06 21:11:11 *Molly smiles, taking Mina's bouquet when she and Hapsburg stand in front of the priest. The ceremony gets underway, Hapsburg doing his part before going to sit with Verity and Adalbrecht. He seems lucid enough to realise why his wife is not there. There are prayers and hymns, the bridge and groom take communion. It is a longer ceremony than he and Aug 06 21:11:12 Molly had, but knowing religion is important to Edward it is not a surprise. Aug 06 21:12:50 **Once the religious bit is done, Edward asks Morgan for the cloak, and with the same words as the bundling he cloaks her in the honour and protection of his name. When there comes the point for objections, it is silent* Aug 06 21:17:28 *Zench isn't covering her mouth at all. Instead a smile passes between them. Edward hasn't even looked, only focused on Mina. The vows they exchanged are very traditional, and she promises to obey him. Then the rings are done, and finally they are pronounced husband and wife. Edward looks at his most nervous right before he kisses her very Aug 06 21:17:29 carefully. There is clapping that fills the building, and almost obscures the tiny wind chime noise that Morgan hears* Aug 06 21:18:01 *Molly looks pleased, and relieved* Aug 06 21:18:04 [You hear that?] Aug 06 21:18:15 [no?] Aug 06 21:18:55 [Wind chimes] Aug 06 21:19:26 * Edward breaks away, no biting involved. He keeps Mina close to his side Aug 06 21:19:41 [again?] Aug 06 21:19:55 [Yes] Aug 06 21:20:09 * Morgan looks at Edward Aug 06 21:20:16 [strange] Aug 06 21:20:30 * Edward 's attention is fully on Mina Aug 06 21:22:20 *the guests start filing out ready to throw rice, and the family all want to hug the newly weds before joining them, so it takes a little while before he gets chance with them Aug 06 21:22:48 * Morgan watches Edward seriously Aug 06 21:23:36 * Edward looks to Morgan before hugging him hard. He whispers in Morgan's ear "thank you." Aug 06 21:23:52 I'm proud of you. Thank you for letting me be involved. Aug 06 21:24:16 I could have picked no one who deserved it more Aug 06 21:25:08 * Morgan nods, letting him go, looking at Mina Aug 06 21:25:34 *Mina looks very happy, smiling* Thank you, Morgan Aug 06 21:26:32 You are welcome little sister... you are, however, stuck with him now. Aug 06 21:27:37 *Mina smiles* Nothing could make me happier Aug 06 21:28:22 * Morgan nods, embracing her Aug 06 21:28:43 *she hugs him back* Aug 06 21:29:26 * Morgan lets go, looking to the door Aug 06 21:29:32 I think they're ready for you out there Aug 06 21:32:56 * Edward offers his arm, getting ready to lead her out. They make their way outdoors where the sky is beautiful with pink and red streaks. The rice gets everywhere, and Varick enjoys pelting Edward with it whilst he laughs. Morgan spots Heidi drop a handful into Zench's collar with a grin Aug 06 21:33:52 *Verity comes to Morgan's side, wiping her eyes on a handkerchief* Wasn't That lovely, dear boy? Aug 06 21:34:13 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:34:15 Yes, it was Aug 06 21:34:22 * Edward is now known as Verity Aug 06 21:34:43 Now both my boys are married Aug 06 21:35:11 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:36:12 Thank you for being your brother's best man. I know you have had your difficulties, but I am glad you have resolved it now Aug 06 21:36:45 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:37:02 I'm still surprised he asked me, given we were not on the best of terms even when he asked me Aug 06 21:37:53 Love endures, doesn't it? Aug 06 21:38:39 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:38:40 It does Aug 06 21:40:52 *Christopher is now congratulating them, and staff ushers everyone indoors to the ballroom. Adalbrecht comes to offer Verity his arm, and, in a rare moment that Morgan has very rarely witnessed, kisses her cheek. Soon it is just Mina and Edward, Molly and Morgan outside. Aug 06 21:40:59 * Verity is now known as Molly Aug 06 21:41:37 * Molly smiles, watching the couple from a little distance. She speaks quietly to Morgan Aug 06 21:42:20 I hope you will take a moment now to appreciate yourself, and how your healing has lead them to this. Aug 06 21:42:40 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 21:43:01 I suppose so... to a point Aug 06 21:43:10 * Molly shakes her head Aug 06 21:44:11 No. When he came back wanting your Father to intercede with Joseff, Joseff would have refused. You taking an interest and fighting Edward's corner made all of this possible where nothing else could. Aug 06 21:44:54 It was the right thing to do Aug 06 21:45:27 Perhaps, but most could not find the strength to do it. You did that. Aug 06 21:45:47 * Morgan sighs, nodding slightly Aug 06 21:46:22 I cannot be as smart as you say I am and be wrong in this, I am sure you know that. Aug 06 21:47:46 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:47:49 Yes... I know Aug 06 21:48:31 * Molly smiles, watching the close, tender conversation between husband and wife Aug 06 21:48:37 Let's go I Aug 06 21:48:44 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:48:53 Let's go in, give them a moment Aug 06 21:50:15 * Morgan nods, offering his arm before leading her inside Aug 06 21:50:35 * Molly smiles, squeezing his arm in the empty corridor Aug 06 21:50:40 Are you alright? Aug 06 21:50:52 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:50:55 Aye, I'm alright Aug 06 21:51:14 You do not need me to hold you a moment? Aug 06 21:51:39 Not for any other reason than I enjoy it Aug 06 21:51:54 * Molly smiles, wrapping her arms around him Aug 06 21:51:59 I'll take it Aug 06 21:52:08 * Morgan nods, kissing her crown Aug 06 21:52:21 * Molly sighs happily Aug 06 21:52:44 Much as I enjoyed it, I am very glad it is done Aug 06 21:53:04 Oh? Aug 06 21:53:18 They are finally married Aug 06 21:53:23 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:53:46 There is a closure to that Aug 06 21:54:10 Yes, there is Aug 06 21:54:21 * Molly squeezes him a moment Aug 06 21:54:36 I forgot to write you a speech, I am sorry Aug 06 21:55:12 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:55:18 I'll have to make do Aug 06 21:58:57 * Molly smiles Aug 06 21:59:05 You are good with words Aug 06 21:59:22 We'll see Aug 06 22:00:41 * Molly smiles Aug 06 22:00:59 We had best do as we were told Aug 06 22:01:25 Its unusual for me to do anything else... Aug 06 22:01:55 *Molly raises an eyebrow* as compliant as you are... Aug 06 22:03:01 indeed Aug 06 22:04:41 * Molly smiles, holding his hand as they go. When Mina and Edward follow, there are cheers. Where the musicians are, Edward goes to stand with Mina at his side. Aug 06 22:04:49 * Molly is now known as Edward Aug 06 22:09:58 Your Grace, Your Excellencies, My Lords and Ladies, and Dear Friends... Thank you for your patience today as I have changed plans at short notice. I hope you all agree with my wife and I that sunset was a perfect time for a wedding. However, that does mean our time with you will be much shorter. We will have brief speeches before there will be Aug 06 22:09:59 music and food for you, and we hope you will enjoy the evening. As many of you know, Graben *he smiles at Mina* my new home, has a tradition where the brides dress is cut to complete the union. That will be witnessed by my brother, and I am sure he will be happy to confirm it if asked Aug 06 22:23:56 * Edward has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Aug 06 22:24:13 * MollyK (~igloo@31.185.35.52) has joined Aug 06 22:31:07 *All eyes turn to Morgan* Aug 06 22:32:10 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 06 22:32:12 * MollyK is now known as Edward Aug 06 22:33:33 ACTION concludes his own speech by thanking everyone, talking about how wonderful Mina is, and then thanking the bridesmaids and best man. Joseff stands beside Mina, making his speech. It is brief, and there are little moments where he seems to stumble on words, but it is very heartfelt as he talks bout his love for Mina, pride in her, and his Aug 06 22:33:33 hopes that in the future Edward will lead Graben to be stronger and more prosperous than before. Both Mina and Edward look touched by this. Aug 06 22:34:14 And now, we will give my brother, the best man, the last word. He likes that. *Edward smiles at Morgan* Aug 06 22:35:48 * Morgan runs his hand over his hair briefly Aug 06 22:36:11 *it hasn't come back* Aug 06 22:49:02 This, I'm afraid, will be quite short... When Edward was younger, he was, I thought, very serious. We did not have a great deal in common. As we grew, we grew apart which, in hindsight, was an effort to carve his own identity in our family, in the world. What I didn't appreciate at the time was his dedication to preserving, improving the future. Aug 06 22:49:08 * Morgan rubs at his chin Aug 06 22:52:46 Mistakes made with limited options, as we've all faced, having to adjust to new challenges, but taking responsibility... as he has grown, he is still, mostly, serious, working tirelessly... situations have changed, as have challenges he has faced but there has been a constant through all of it. His love for Mina has never wavered, has been the truth at his core... Aug 06 22:53:53 *There's lots of smiling. Mina in particular looks very touched. Edward has his arm around her* Aug 06 22:59:07 Despite our past differences, even before we were closer, he would be at my side in a time of danger, and, as Joseff has said, I have no doubt he will bring Graben to the future with strength and dignity... He has made me proud, with his love and dedication to his wife, with his strength protecting his family, with his open-mindedness for things to come... most of all I am proud he is my brother. Aug 06 23:02:20 *people look very impressed by his speech. He can see HH is with Molly, stood close beside her and whispering something to her and she is already wiping her eyes. Verity is just as bad, and even Adalbrecht looks to be struggling to keep a stiff upper lip* Aug 06 23:03:14 As a final thought... *he grins at Mina* he's your problem now Aug 06 23:03:38 *Mina nods, looking happy about that* Aug 06 23:04:08 If you'd all raise your glasses... the bride and groom... Aug 06 23:04:36 *The toast is loud, followed by lots of applause* Aug 06 23:05:50 * Edward pulls him into a hug "If I have become a man to be proud of of late, it is from following your example. I am proud of you too" Aug 06 23:06:25 * Morgan squeezes him Aug 06 23:06:47 I have something for you... Aug 06 23:06:56 What? Aug 06 23:07:17 Not here... on the way to your room... Aug 06 23:07:47 * Edward nods, letting go Aug 06 23:07:53 It's time. Aug 06 23:08:11 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:09:02 * Edward bids everyone a goodnight, Mina on his arm. Aug 06 23:09:42 [You were simply amazing, and I am so, so proud of you and how far you have come.] Aug 06 23:10:03 * Morgan bows his head slightly, following Edward Aug 06 23:10:58 *The corridors and stairs are empty. The music is struck up, louder than normal Aug 06 23:11:31 M: I hope you will all enjoy your night Aug 06 23:12:23 Oh, I expect there'll be a lot of crying, talk of beautiful dresses... and that's just HeinzHarold Aug 06 23:12:47 *Mina laughs* Aug 06 23:13:35 * Edward lets Mina in when they get there before moving back to Morgan just outside Aug 06 23:13:46 You have something? Aug 06 23:14:18 * Morgan nods, taking a long wooden box from an inside pocket, running his fingers over the case before holding it out to Edward Aug 06 23:14:37 * Edward takes it, looking it over Aug 06 23:15:27 * Edward opens it carefully Aug 06 23:16:11 **its a dagger with the Koertig crest** Aug 06 23:16:31 * Edward smiles Aug 06 23:16:41 Thank you brother, it means much to me Aug 06 23:16:50 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:17:32 * Edward takes it out to look it over Aug 06 23:19:23 * Edward looks at the other crest, smiling Aug 06 23:19:40 It is perfect. You should cut the dress with this one Aug 06 23:20:18 I'm sorry? I thought _you_ cut the dress Aug 06 23:20:32 I was talking to myself Aug 06 23:20:39 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 06 23:20:43 Bit distracted, are we? Aug 06 23:21:10 Mother's appearance, though very sweet, was not optimal. Aug 06 23:21:35 No? Aug 06 23:22:30 * Edward rolls his eyes Aug 06 23:23:04 Come on Aug 06 23:23:32 Ah... yes... on the other hand... I don't recall a time the four of us shared a moment like that Aug 06 23:23:45 I do Aug 06 23:23:51 Oh? Aug 06 23:24:50 I was eight, we were about to get in the carriage to go to Tannen to take you to the Academy, Mother was staying home. He could reach our heads much easier Aug 06 23:25:04 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:25:16 Come on, now is a time to look to the future, not the past Aug 06 23:26:40 * Edward goes in. Mina still has the Koertig cloak on over her beautiful dress. She looks a little nervous, just like Molly had when he took her upstairs on their wedding day Aug 06 23:27:19 * Edward shows her the dagger, and she says how lovely it is, but she seems a little distracted Aug 06 23:27:35 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 23:27:48 Show her later, Edward, the poor girl is as nervous as you are Aug 06 23:28:21 * Edward nods. He kisses the middle of her forehead before he says "Ready?" Aug 06 23:29:06 M: It seems a shame to cut such a lovely dress... Aug 06 23:30:04 * Edward smiles "It does, but it is time for it to go..." Aug 06 23:30:52 *Mina nods, watching him nervously. It's rare Morgan can read her so clearly* Aug 06 23:32:45 * Edward brings the sharp metal to the neckline, watching her a moment. Morgan's presence seems all but forgotten. He speaks quietly but confidently, despite Morgan being able to see some nerves there too "I won't hurt you. I will keep you safe" Aug 06 23:35:01 *Mina nods, watching him as he very carefully slices the fabric down through the bodice, making sure not to catch her skin. There's a tension here, but an intimacy to it too. The methodical slowness of Edward's work makes it almost sensual Aug 06 23:37:41 * Edward works lower, at navel height and then down, through skirts and petticoats. Mina holds the fabric gently together over the most intimate place, and though the bodice is open there is only a little skin on show* Aug 06 23:39:02 * Edward crouches to get right down, slicing through the hem. He looks up at Mina with a little nod, and she looks to Morgan Aug 06 23:39:29 M: You are satisfied that it is fully cut? Aug 06 23:40:16 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:40:18 I am Aug 06 23:40:56 * Edward stands up, putting the blade aside Aug 06 23:41:09 Thank you brother. We will see you in the morning Aug 06 23:42:03 *Mina stays very still so the split dress doesn't part* Aug 06 23:42:17 M: Goodnight, Morgan Aug 06 23:42:38 * Morgan inclines his head, leaving quietly Aug 06 23:43:32 *He hears her giggle in a very informal manner after the door is closed* Aug 06 23:45:02 * Morgan smiles to himself, heading back downstairs Aug 06 23:49:57 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep)