**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Jun 9 00:05:56 2022 Jun 09 00:05:56 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Jun 09 13:06:46 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 13:11:44 **His hands find her curves beneath the new satin, and the build up to their love-making is slow but passionate. Eventually, more than an hour of much pleasure later, he finally gets to spend himself deep within her after several days of interruptions and absences. They lie embracing as they recover a little. Jun 09 13:15:44 You were right, my love Jun 09 13:16:07 oh? Jun 09 13:16:19 Choosing to wait until tonight, when we had more time Jun 09 13:16:28 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:16:35 I am wise Jun 09 13:18:11 * MollyK nods Jun 09 13:18:27 You are. And very, very skilled. Jun 09 13:18:33 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:18:35 now and then Jun 09 13:18:49 * MollyK nods Jun 09 13:19:01 The first time, and every time since Jun 09 13:19:13 * Morgan smiles Jun 09 13:19:17 I am glad to hear that Jun 09 13:19:49 * MollyK watches him lovingly Jun 09 13:20:00 We should rest now Jun 09 13:20:07 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:20:10 yes, we should Jun 09 13:20:29 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 13:20:38 Would you like me to sing? Jun 09 13:21:01 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:21:02 please Jun 09 13:22:54 ACTION gets comfortable and does so. She sings Kosk Yn Ta, and it occurs to him she sings to him much less in Avalonian than she used to, and that days pass now where she never speaks her first language at all. She also almost never has to ask him to translate a word anymore. For someone who only learnt Eisen fifteen months ago, she is very Jun 09 13:22:54 fluent Jun 09 13:24:28 * Morgan speaks slowly Jun 09 13:24:31 have you noticed that? Jun 09 13:25:35 Hmm? Jun 09 13:26:05 How quickly you learned Eisen.... and how little you speak Avalonian now Jun 09 13:26:58 * MollyK nods slowly, half asleep Jun 09 13:27:27 I took to it so easily... but I thought that was because I wanted so desperately to impress you Jun 09 13:27:44 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:30:41 But maybe it wasn't... maybe it was because it was almost always what I would speak, on any path, married to you or... not. Jun 09 13:31:42 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:31:44 maybe Jun 09 13:32:17 Maybe it is just the Eisen in me? Jun 09 13:32:36 maybe Jun 09 13:33:45 I think in Eisen now Jun 09 13:35:39 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:35:45 you mean tactically? Jun 09 13:35:58 * MollyK smiles, shaking her head Jun 09 13:36:31 Eisen words... like love, and happiness, and contentment... Jun 09 13:36:40 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:37:00 What language do you think in? Jun 09 13:37:18 It varies Jun 09 13:37:55 * MollyK nods a little Jun 09 13:38:15 Are you content now? Jun 09 13:38:20 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:38:23 almost completely Jun 09 13:38:29 Almost? Jun 09 13:38:33 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:38:58 * MollyK has her eyes closed Jun 09 13:39:07 Because they are not here? Jun 09 13:39:34 Because there are a couple of things I still want Jun 09 13:40:02 What things, my love? Maybe I can give them to you? Jun 09 13:40:34 Eventually, yes... Jun 09 13:41:17 Children... that is what you still want for? Jun 09 13:41:29 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:41:32 yes Jun 09 13:43:57 * MollyK nods slowly Jun 09 13:44:24 Is there anything else? Jun 09 13:46:03 Part of me feels we are treading water... waiting for things to be done Jun 09 13:46:44 * MollyK nods Jun 09 13:46:54 I am so sorry. That is my fault Jun 09 13:47:04 No, it was our decision Jun 09 13:47:58 But you do not want that now... now you want to settle and grow our family Jun 09 13:48:23 * Morgan shrugs Jun 09 13:48:47 We made the decision together... we must see it through Jun 09 13:49:12 * MollyK nods a little Jun 09 13:49:58 No matter whether we have a child in the mean time, we must do the three years. Otherwise it would be wrong to be the Graf of Gottkirchen Jun 09 13:50:19 * Morgan nods Jun 09 13:50:21 yes Jun 09 13:51:08 It would be complicated to schedule the trips, but not impossible... Jun 09 13:51:16 * MollyK sounds even sleepier now Jun 09 13:51:56 I suppose. Goodnight blossom Jun 09 13:53:12 * MollyK smiles "mmhmm. Goodnight my love" Jun 09 13:53:34 * Morgan tries to settle to sleep Jun 09 13:57:01 *sleep is elusive, and so he makes a start on the sketch he had planned the other morning of her looking dishevelled and appealing and happily spent. After he has got the main outlines in place, he notices he is falling asleep, so extinguishes the candle beside him and the fire. The chill immediately sets into the room, but she is warm next to him, Jun 09 13:57:02 and that is enough for him to drift off. Jun 09 13:57:44 *he starts to dream where he has dreamt before. He is snowed in in a small cottage near Catterick with a young, redhead widow who has fed him, taken care of him, and talked very openly with him about grief, loss, and the particular struggles of a lack of touch and affection when losing a spouse. His own pain is present but not so acute four years Jun 09 13:57:44 on, and he is happy enough at Foxcroft preparing for his future as the Lord. His coat is hung by the door over his boots, and he is wrapped in a blanket. Jun 09 13:57:44 *They're sat on the floor by the fire playing poker, glasses of scotch to help warm them inside too. She has a good store of wood to see them through the night, but he resolves to chop her much more to replace it before he goes in the morning Jun 09 13:57:44 *she seems to be enjoying the game and she is very good. He cannot see any tells in her at all. The fire crackles on as he deals their cards. He gets a pair of queens; the queen of hearts and the queen of clubs. The other cards are all twos. She lays down two* Jun 09 13:59:15 * Morgan deals her two cards Jun 09 13:59:18 stand Jun 09 13:59:41 * MollyK takes them, not even reacting Jun 09 14:00:29 ACTION watches him a moment then she lays down four kings and the ace of hearts* Jun 09 14:00:29 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Jun 09 14:00:56 * Morgan looks surprised Jun 09 14:01:03 well... damn Jun 09 14:01:44 ACTION laughs, nodding to his glass "drink." He thinks this is his fifth, maybe sixth. Jun 09 14:01:45 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Jun 09 14:02:56 * Morgan looks at her suspiciously a moment before doing so Jun 09 14:03:07 * MollyK looks confused Jun 09 14:03:19 What was that look for? Jun 09 14:04:38 Just wondering if you're rigging the cards... that I'm dealing... Jun 09 14:05:10 That'd be quite th' skill, wouldn't it? Jun 09 14:05:48 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:06:14 I'm just very lucky. Like, supernaturally lucky. At cards at least Jun 09 14:08:17 oh? Jun 09 14:08:58 * MollyK nods Jun 09 14:09:41 Never known why. Some other things too. Accidents, an' the like. Times where I might have tripped or slipped, I'm just lucky and don't Jun 09 14:09:59 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:10:00 I see Jun 09 14:10:32 ACTION tops up both glasses, then yawns as they play through the next hand "Tis getting late" Jun 09 14:10:33 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Jun 09 14:14:50 That it is Jun 09 14:15:36 I'm goin' to pull the mattress out and put it by the fire Jun 09 14:15:53 Would you like me to help with that? Jun 09 14:16:01 * MollyK plays her hand, all spades Jun 09 14:16:16 Aye, if you don't mind that? It's heavy Jun 09 14:16:33 of course Jun 09 14:18:44 * MollyK gets up, going to the little room on the side. She is correct, it is very heavy and thick, obviously expensive compared to what might have been expected. Jun 09 14:20:22 * Morgan drags it in front of the fire Jun 09 14:21:18 * MollyK gathers up what pillows and blankets she has Jun 09 14:23:21 You can lie on it too. Those chairs are the devil t' sleep in. Jun 09 14:23:58 Would that be wise? Jun 09 14:24:31 ACTION smiles Jun 09 14:24:31 Suit yerself, I'm just thinkin' of you stayin' warm. Once the fire dies down you're goin' to feel it Jun 09 14:24:31 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Jun 09 14:26:00 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:26:02 alright Jun 09 14:26:29 You can lie closest to the fire, I'll be fine Jun 09 14:27:19 No, I would not put you out like that Jun 09 14:27:28 * MollyK shakes her head Jun 09 14:27:33 You're my guest Jun 09 14:28:36 even so Jun 09 14:28:51 * MollyK watches him with a smile Jun 09 14:29:04 I bet people don't often tell y' what to do, do they? Jun 09 14:29:12 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 09 14:29:18 Not that I've noticed Jun 09 14:30:16 * MollyK nods, going across the mattress to the side closest to the flames, and pulls the metal guard across the fireplace to make it safer Jun 09 14:31:02 I'll relent then, I wouldn't like to unbalance you Jun 09 14:32:13 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:32:16 I appreciate that Jun 09 14:34:12 ACTION gets settled, undoing her hair. It is far longer than it seemed it might be, ringleted at the ends "Can't sleep with it up" Jun 09 14:34:12 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Jun 09 14:35:10 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:35:16 I can imagine that being uncomfortable Jun 09 14:35:44 Y' keep yours up? It looks like it's nigh on so long as mine Jun 09 14:36:08 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:36:13 usually, yes Jun 09 14:36:39 ACTION nods and lies down on her back close to the fire, hair spread over the pillow as she turns her face towards the flames, lighting her features. She looks far too young to have to carry the sorrow of a lost husband and a stillborn child. She looks barely out of adolescence herself. Jun 09 14:36:40 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Jun 09 14:38:00 * Morgan watches her a moment before settling on the other side of the mattress Jun 09 14:39:29 I'd imagine th' roads will be clear by morning, 'less it comes down heavy tonight Jun 09 14:40:35 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:40:48 I cant imagine it can hold like this for much longer Jun 09 14:40:56 * MollyK nods Jun 09 14:41:35 Winters seem harder up here. Where I'm from, it barely settles for a few hours, when we rarely catch it at all Jun 09 14:45:06 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:45:10 its inconvenient Jun 09 14:45:31 * MollyK smiles "I know you'd rather have made it home t'night, but this is nice for me. It's been a long time since I've said good night to anyone" Jun 09 14:45:51 I am very grateful for your hospitality Jun 09 14:46:13 * MollyK smiles again, watching him Jun 09 14:46:23 I'm grateful for your company Jun 09 14:48:38 its been pleasant Jun 09 14:49:38 It has, very much *she watches him for several long moments* perhaps we will bump into each other hereabouts? Jun 09 14:51:35 Catterick isn't too far from here... Jun 09 14:52:13 No, it isn't. The coastline is beautiful, the high cliffs an' the sea Jun 09 14:52:49 Perhaps I could persuade you to visit? Jun 09 14:53:03 * MollyK smiles, nodding Jun 09 14:53:22 Absolutely no persuading needed, just an invitation... Jun 09 14:53:45 You have one, anytime you would like Jun 09 14:54:17 * MollyK nods, just watching him thoughtfully a moment before saying Jun 09 14:54:31 I'll be lookin' forward to it Jun 09 14:55:13 Something bothers you? Jun 09 14:55:21 * MollyK shakes her head Jun 09 14:55:40 No, I was just thinkin' somethin', that's all Jun 09 14:55:45 what? Jun 09 14:56:28 Whether y' might be offended if I said I thought y' are handsome Jun 09 14:56:56 * Morgan smiles faintly Jun 09 14:57:07 offense at a compliment? That'd be somewhat foolish Jun 09 14:57:20 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 14:57:39 It's a very long time since I've seen anyone an' thought that Jun 09 14:58:12 Then I am most flattered. Would you mind if I said I think you're are beautiful? Jun 09 14:58:28 * MollyK shakes her head Jun 09 14:58:38 No, I think I'd be quite delighted Jun 09 14:58:45 * Morgan nods Jun 09 14:58:50 thats good, because I do Jun 09 14:59:00 * MollyK smiles warmly Jun 09 14:59:11 Thank you, y' are most kind Jun 09 14:59:35 * Morgan inclines his head Jun 09 15:01:01 * MollyK turns onto her side so she is facing him more "I will visit, as soon as the snow is clear enough that there's no danger of y' havin' to put me up for th' night" Jun 09 15:01:17 * Morgan shrugs Jun 09 15:01:34 I have space. It would be my pleasure to spend a couple of days showing you around Jun 09 15:02:00 * MollyK nods, watching him Jun 09 15:02:10 Then I can come whenever y' wish me to Jun 09 15:02:25 * Morgan watches her for a moment before blushing Jun 09 15:02:51 If the weather is not inclement, would you care to join me tomorrow? Jun 09 15:03:06 * MollyK blushes a little too, but it passes quickly Jun 09 15:03:22 Yes, I would like that very much Jun 09 15:04:34 * Morgan nods Jun 09 15:04:59 * MollyK glances around at the blankets on the mattress before looking back to him Jun 09 15:05:08 Are you warm enough? Jun 09 15:05:24 Aye, I think so Jun 09 15:06:45 * MollyK nods, carefully pulling one up to her shoulder. She doesn't tuck it in around her though, and it trails on to his part of the mattress loosely Jun 09 15:09:14 * Morgan fidgets into a comfortable position Jun 09 15:09:34 * MollyK smiles gently Jun 09 15:09:44 Goodnight... Jun 09 15:10:10 * Morgan nods Jun 09 15:10:15 G'night Jun 09 15:11:21 * MollyK 's gaze drops just a moment to his lips before she moves her focus to the ceiling, smiling faintly Jun 09 15:13:49 something amuses you? Jun 09 15:14:07 * MollyK shakes her head a moment Jun 09 15:14:15 An errant thought is all Jun 09 15:15:03 oh? Jun 09 15:16:11 * MollyK chews her lip endearingly Jun 09 15:16:46 I hope you would find it flatterin' rather than offendin'... Jun 09 15:22:53 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jun 09 15:41:12 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Jun 09 15:54:00 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Jun 09 15:54:02 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 15:55:40 Tough to say without knowing it really Jun 09 15:56:33 * MollyK nods slightly Jun 09 15:58:16 I was wonderin' what it would be like to kiss again. Funny how when y' start out with th' first time y' kiss someone it's so nerve wracking, and then it becomes normal. Y' never think about how it would be nerve wracking again one day Jun 09 15:59:07 You forget how nervous it can make you Jun 09 15:59:14 * MollyK nods Jun 09 16:01:40 Y' take it for granted, knowin' it will be well-received. Y' aren't wonderin' what th' reaction would be, or what th' consequences could be. It becomes familiar and loving and wonderful, but that sharp edge of risk and excitement isn't quite like it was Jun 09 16:02:24 * Morgan nods Jun 09 16:03:05 Any road, that's what made me smile Jun 09 16:03:54 * Morgan nods Jun 09 16:03:56 I see Jun 09 16:04:38 I hope you aren't offended that your mouth made me think o' it Jun 09 16:04:59 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 09 16:05:02 not at all Jun 09 16:05:42 * MollyK nods a little, smiling gently as she watches him Jun 09 16:05:47 I'm glad Jun 09 16:07:07 * Morgan nods Jun 09 16:08:09 * MollyK watches him a moment longer Jun 09 16:08:20 Well, goodnight... Jun 09 16:08:28 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 09 16:10:11 * MollyK closes her eyes, touching her lower lip with her fingertips gently. Behind her the fire glows in reds and oranges, logs crackling Jun 09 16:11:00 * Morgan turns slightly, watching her and the fire alternately Jun 09 16:14:40 * MollyK starts to drift off, looking peaceful. The weight of her fingers ever so slightly pulls on her lower lip, making the darker pink softness just inside a little visible Jun 09 16:15:54 * Morgan smiles, settling down Jun 09 16:16:50 *just as he is falling asleep, a clock somewhere chimes once, and he automatically wakes up in the real world* Jun 09 16:18:04 * Morgan climbs out of bed Jun 09 16:18:48 *the room is bitterly cold* Jun 09 16:20:22 * Morgan glances at the fireplace before setting about getting his clothes on Jun 09 16:20:39 * MollyK is woken by the light Jun 09 16:20:42 Hmm? Jun 09 16:20:56 Its almost dawn blossom Jun 09 16:21:06 * MollyK nods Jun 09 16:21:17 A pity, I was having a nice dream Jun 09 16:22:17 Sorry my love Jun 09 16:22:56 * MollyK shakes her head Jun 09 16:23:10 It is alright. How did you sleep? Jun 09 16:23:31 * Morgan nods Jun 09 16:23:33 not bad Jun 09 16:23:40 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 16:23:46 No nightmares? Jun 09 16:24:00 just a dream Jun 09 16:24:34 Do you have time to tell me, or do you wish to go outside? Jun 09 16:25:52 Four years had passed since the fire, I got caught in a snowstorm on my way to catterick... I met you, a widow... we spent the evening playing cards Jun 09 16:26:33 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 16:26:41 That sounds nice Jun 09 16:26:44 * Morgan nods Jun 09 16:27:21 Does that sound like an alternate path to you? Jun 09 16:27:30 I'm still not sure Jun 09 16:27:46 You have had this before? Jun 09 16:28:46 thats the second one Jun 09 16:29:00 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 16:29:18 It sounds far preferable to your nightmares of late Jun 09 16:29:27 * Morgan nods Jun 09 16:29:28 absolutely Jun 09 16:29:57 * MollyK nods Jun 09 16:30:10 I dreamt we were in a lingerie shop Jun 09 16:30:28 oh? Jun 09 16:31:01 It was rather indecent, I am afraid Jun 09 16:31:09 Somehow I am not surprised Jun 09 16:31:17 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 16:31:33 I dream of you often Jun 09 16:31:52 * Morgan smiles, rummaging in the trunk Jun 09 16:32:24 What are you looking for, my love? Jun 09 16:34:14 * Morgan picks up his meditation book Jun 09 16:34:16 just this Jun 09 16:34:32 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 16:34:40 Alright, my love Jun 09 16:36:02 I'm going to head out for dawn, just as soon as I've found the rope Jun 09 16:37:18 * MollyK nods Jun 09 16:38:12 I will get the last things packed and then see Mina Jun 09 16:40:54 * Morgan nods Jun 09 16:40:56 alright blossom Jun 09 16:43:56 * MollyK lets him go on his way. He finds the rope on a table in the hallway Jun 09 16:46:21 * Morgan takes it, heading outside, finding somewhere to sit as he waits for the sunrise. He takes out a knife and cuts three lengths of rope from the main length Jun 09 16:46:49 * MollyK is now known as Edward Jun 09 16:47:15 * Edward is revealed first by the glowing point at the end of his cigar, then by the scent of it Jun 09 16:50:59 Morgan. Jun 09 16:51:12 Where?! Oh, me... right... Jun 09 16:52:09 * Edward laughs. The ground is hard but there's still some snow on the grassy areas Jun 09 16:52:19 You're up earlier than normal Jun 09 16:52:52 Not really, I'm just outside quicker than normal Jun 09 16:54:10 * Edward nods Jun 09 16:54:30 All ready to set off again? Jun 09 16:54:44 Aye. You? Jun 09 16:55:00 I think I am, yes Jun 09 16:55:39 You _think_ you are? Jun 09 16:57:42 I was not expecting to be travelling with Mina to Graben. I will need my Zweihander bringing, and a trunk from my room. Jun 09 17:02:50 Would you like me to bring the Zweihander? You don't need it before the day... Jun 09 17:04:25 Yes please Jun 09 17:04:34 * Morgan nods Jun 09 17:05:17 I did not bring anything other than travelling clothes. I will need to buy some nicer things in Seeufer for spending time with her Jun 09 17:06:00 * Morgan nods Jun 09 17:10:40 * Edward smiles, sitting on the wall Jun 09 17:11:39 I was expecting to arrive a day or two before the wedding, but I will now get to spend much more time with her than I have been able to for more than five years Jun 09 17:12:19 * Morgan nods Jun 09 17:12:37 Father wanted me to come with you... Jun 09 17:13:52 * Edward shakes his head "Do not be offended, brother, but please don't" Jun 09 17:14:33 I had no intention of doing so, neither last night nor now Jun 09 17:15:14 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:15:41 You should be with Molly and with Varick. Mina and I have much catching up to do. Jun 09 17:16:37 Yes, you do. Jun 09 17:18:12 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:18:52 Thank you, brother. I am under no illusions that this might have been possible without you. Jun 09 17:20:41 * Morgan shrugs Jun 09 17:21:26 maybe. Maybe not. Jun 09 17:23:00 Hapsburg would, rightnever have Jun 09 17:23:37 Hapsburg would, rightly, never have accepted me for Mina without your intervention Jun 09 17:24:00 bullying... the word you're looking for is bullying. Jun 09 17:25:52 I was being diplomatic. Jun 09 17:27:32 * Morgan chuckles, swinging one of the monkey fists around before setting it down and starting another Jun 09 17:29:14 I've said before, what sort of hypocrite would I be if I denied you what I damaged so much for? And now, I have my brother back, closer than I think we've ever been. Jun 09 17:29:41 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:30:02 I think we are. I've learnt a great deal from and about you. Jun 09 17:30:16 _from_ me? Jun 09 17:30:24 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:31:52 About humility, forgiveness, and letting go Jun 09 17:32:08 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 09 17:34:09 I am never going to be like you in many ways, but I do see what you've done here and in Innesbruck, and I do wonder if maybe you have some things right that I had been resistant to. Jun 09 17:35:00 * Morgan looks at him Jun 09 17:35:37 Tradition and custom are fine things, providing they don't hinder the wellbeing and progress of people and the land... You realise you have taught me similar things? Jun 09 17:36:06 * Edward looks surprised Jun 09 17:36:10 Such as? Jun 09 17:36:51 Lets be honest, if it weren't for your insistence and my reluctance to fight with you, _if_ I'd gone to court, it would've been dressed like this and damn anyone who took issue with it. Jun 09 17:37:17 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:37:59 You have learnt to dress yourself properly. Though I could do wonders for you with two hours with your tailor. Jun 09 17:38:33 * Morgan snorts Jun 09 17:38:39 properly... Jun 09 17:38:49 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:39:24 I see the way your wife looks at your when you are dressed for Court, I know what looks good on men Jun 09 17:40:57 But thats for court. Thats not suitable or practical for proper work... Jun 09 17:41:42 * Edward nods a little "We still differ on what proper work is." Jun 09 17:44:56 * Morgan tilts his head Jun 09 17:45:26 No, I don't think we do, just that to me the work of the land also counts as proper work Jun 09 17:46:07 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:47:11 Your people will love you. Your peers are going to find you a strange Graf. Jun 09 17:47:47 The latter is certainly going to be accurate Jun 09 17:48:50 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:49:54 If it wasn't for you, I would have married Alice Jun 09 17:50:47 I don't think she'd have consented anyway, charming as you can be Jun 09 17:51:53 * Edward shakes his head Jun 09 17:52:57 I would have found a way. Letting go of that duty and choosing love instead, that has been painful in the extreme. Jun 09 17:54:23 It has been very difficult for you. I think you used it as a way to shield yourself from the chance of Mina rejecting you Jun 09 17:55:42 * Edward nods Jun 09 17:56:38 Yes, I agree. It is always easier in life to walk away than to be left behind. Jun 09 17:57:04 * Morgan nods Jun 09 17:59:59 I would not have been happy with Alice. That is not a reflection on her, from what I remember she is a beautiful, kind woman. But Mina... Jun 09 18:00:35 She is a part of your soul Jun 09 18:01:29 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:01:49 She is the moon in the night sky for me. Jun 09 18:01:57 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:02:30 I knew that. Thats why I couldn't let you throw it away, whatever it cost me Jun 09 18:02:38 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:03:30 You can see that Mina and I have what you and Dietlinde had. And now, these years on, I can see that too. Jun 09 18:04:54 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:06:46 * Edward nods, watching the sky getting greyer Jun 09 18:08:04 I ask myself now; what wouldn't I do? I gave up doing what I should with Alarice, despite all the rules I have always lived by. If I could give up those principles for Mina, where would I stop? Jun 09 18:08:12 Alice* Jun 09 18:08:48 * Morgan scratches his chin Jun 09 18:08:51 scary, isn't it Jun 09 18:09:24 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:10:51 I couldn't understand before. I did not understand you, or why you would not do what I would have done. Jun 09 18:11:10 * Morgan nods, glancing at him Jun 09 18:11:15 does that make it better, or worse? Jun 09 18:11:36 Make what better or worse? Jun 09 18:14:13 All of it... our animosity, the fire... Jun 09 18:15:20 * Edward finishes the cigar and immediately lights the next from the hot end of it Jun 09 18:15:38 Worse, I think. Jun 09 18:15:44 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:16:50 Don't get me wrong... I know you feel terrible about it already, I'm not trying to twist the knife... just, I wanted to know if understanding my actions changes your view at all. Jun 09 18:17:07 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:18:57 It does. I wish I had understood then. But then I look at you and Molly, and I know that if I had understood and behaved differently, we would not be here. Jun 09 18:20:31 As I say any number of times... I don't do what if's... we can only deal with where we are now. As to your question, what else wouldn't you do... Its a dangerous road to be on. Jun 09 18:20:44 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:22:05 I know. What about you? Does it make it better or worse that you understand my actions more? Jun 09 18:23:01 Both, actually. Jun 09 18:23:21 How? Jun 09 18:24:15 Better in that I don't _blame_ you as I did... I know you felt trapped, that you felt you had no choice... worse in that I know if _either_ of us had handled it even slightly differently, it could've been avoided Jun 09 18:24:38 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:25:32 But there would have been other costs. Costs for Sudlachenburg, and for Mina, and our Parents. Jun 09 18:26:54 More what ifs... either way, we could've done better, and I don't think I really understood that until fairly recently. Jun 09 18:28:31 You loved her. It would have hurt her to be your mistress when you had to get married and have children. I did not understand that because I thought of Mina and her ability to accept our arrangement. Jun 09 18:30:20 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:31:22 I was wrong about Mina. She pointed this out to me last night. What had seemed straightforward to me was not straightforward. Jun 09 18:31:37 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:32:34 Still learning... thats good Jun 09 18:32:41 * Edward smiles Jun 09 18:32:46 Are you? Jun 09 18:32:56 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:33:43 I've started handling certain things differently Jun 09 18:33:51 Such as? Jun 09 18:34:27 You and I react to eachother before we understand... an example would be you asking if I was warning you not to tell Varick what his father was like... Jun 09 18:35:15 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:35:37 We hold an idea of each other that we respond to automatically Jun 09 18:35:54 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:36:16 After court, you recall I came to you and told you I was upset and wished to explain why? Jun 09 18:36:56 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:36:59 I do Jun 09 18:37:22 _thats_ how I handled it differently... I tried not to react with the anger I felt... Jun 09 18:37:30 * Edward nods Jun 09 18:39:01 I have trusted your judgement, when in the past I would have done the opposite without even considering the merits of your opinion Jun 09 18:39:40 * Morgan nods Jun 09 18:39:47 How far we have come Jun 09 18:42:10 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jun 09 20:41:08 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 20:47:16 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Jun 09 20:56:04 * Edward (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 20:56:10 Indeed Jun 09 20:59:08 * Edward watches the sun come over the horizon Jun 09 20:59:32 I would think the next time we will do this will be the morning of the wedding Jun 09 21:00:00 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:00:03 could be, aye Jun 09 21:01:13 I don't know this will feel settled until we are married Jun 09 21:01:57 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:02:03 I can understand that Jun 09 21:02:32 It is like a sense that she could still somehow slip from my grasp Jun 09 21:03:01 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:03:17 Try not to be too much like father in the meantime... Jun 09 21:06:29 In what way? Jun 09 21:07:14 You may have noticed his ability to say things that could be considered less than tactful or wise... his mention of vetting Mina for me to marry in the past, for example... Jun 09 21:07:27 * Edward nods Jun 09 21:07:31 That was awkward Jun 09 21:07:38 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:07:58 There wasn't a soul in the room who wanted to hear that Jun 09 21:08:03 I think in your place I would not bring up Florrie until she does... Jun 09 21:09:49 * Edward nods Jun 09 21:10:31 That is my intention. For now, I want Mina's focus to be on us, the wedding, and the immediate future Jun 09 21:10:43 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:11:31 She mentioned that you and Molly were in a difficult situation about your own near future Jun 09 21:12:13 I suppose you could say that, yes Jun 09 21:13:59 Do you need some sibling support? Jun 09 21:14:57 * Morgan smiles slightly Jun 09 21:15:13 She told you what the difficulty is? Jun 09 21:16:20 * Edward smiles Jun 09 21:17:39 In delicate terms, yes. "Eager to ensure the continuation of the bloodline but prevented by obligations" Jun 09 21:18:23 * Morgan laughs Jun 09 21:19:15 When we agreed to take on the trade mission, I was not even slightly ready for children... we figured it'd be years before I was Jun 09 21:22:05 That has changed? Jun 09 21:23:47 * Morgan sighs, nodding Jun 09 21:30:17 * Edward has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 09 21:30:59 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 21:31:18 Could that be a temporary reaction to seeing Florrie? Jun 09 21:31:23 * MollyK is now known as Edward Jun 09 21:31:43 I don't believe so..... Jun 09 21:32:37 Once you are at sea you might find the distraction helps Jun 09 21:33:25 I doubt it... I think it will be a reminder of what we cannot have yet Jun 09 21:33:59 What does Molly think about it? Your sudden change of heart must have been a surprise? Jun 09 21:35:14 It was... we would both like to add to our family, but it is not possible for a while Jun 09 21:35:53 Make it possible then? There must be some room for compromise? Jun 09 21:37:00 Not for a while. There is a clause for time off from the trade if she falls pregnant but, we need to get it started first Jun 09 21:38:02 It is unlike you to go along so easily when you want something else Jun 09 21:39:20 It is not unlike me to stay true to my word though Jun 09 21:39:56 Do you think His Grace an unreasonable or uncompassionate man? Jun 09 21:40:07 Not at all Jun 09 21:41:37 No. He lost his wife and then had to secure his line through children with a mistress despite his preference not to take one. I would imagine he will understand your shifting priorities, especially in the wake of so nearly losing Molly this summer. Jun 09 21:42:14 * Morgan sighs Jun 09 21:42:15 maybe Jun 09 21:42:46 All I am saying, brother, is that you have suffered long enough, and I would see you happy. Jun 09 21:42:56 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:43:22 Isn't he attending your wedding? Jun 09 21:43:32 * Edward nods, smiling proudly Jun 09 21:43:53 Then, with your permission, I will take some time to discuss it with him Jun 09 21:44:07 * Edward nods Jun 09 21:44:28 Please do Jun 09 21:44:36 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:44:48 I thought you were not going to have a honeymoon... Jun 09 21:46:23 Mina wants to, though she is concerned that the situation with her Father means we will not be leaving Graben. I am reassuring her that I think all will be well, and making travel plans to that end Jun 09 21:46:42 Molly is going to examine him Jun 09 21:46:50 * Edward nods Jun 09 21:47:01 I am sure that will ease Mina's mind Jun 09 21:47:48 I hope so Jun 09 21:48:23 * Edward nods Jun 09 21:48:44 I must get ready for church Jun 09 21:49:27 * Morgan nods, taking out his book of meditations Jun 09 21:49:34 I'll be in as soon as I''ve done this Jun 09 21:50:33 That's the book the mercenaries had? Jun 09 21:50:40 * Morgan nods Jun 09 21:51:09 * Edward inclines his head, leaving Morgan alone on the wall in the morning light Jun 09 21:51:59 * Morgan flicks the pages, stopping at random and looking at the text Jun 09 21:53:38 *It says " Think of the life you have lived until now as over and, as a dead man, see what's left as a bonus and live it according to Nature. Love the hand that fate deals you and play it as your own, for what could be more fitting?" Jun 09 21:54:12 * Morgan gets comfortable, closing his eyes for five minutes Jun 09 21:55:10 *Nothing interrupts him, and out here in the cold crisp air, he finds a deep clarity of focus that he has not managed for quite some time* Jun 09 21:56:45 * Morgan draws a slow breath before opening his eyes and standing up, gathering his things and heading inside Jun 09 21:59:01 **The morning is busy with breakfast and getting ready for church. Everything is arranged for them to set off from church, including Mina's carriage. Morgan, Molly, Edward, Mina, and Adalbrecht all sit in the front row for the service. It is nice, and the priest does tack on a reminder about the sacred bond between a married couple and Theus' Jun 09 21:59:01 pleasure at married couple's having the unity and closeness he designed the sexes for. Morgan briefly sees Edward and Mina share a glance, though nothing more. Soon it is time for private prayers, and after that time to go. Jun 09 21:59:01 Molly says goodbye to Bauer and the children, talking to the baby with a smile. Beside Morgan, Edward and Mina are saying goodbye to Adalbrecht, the manners all formal. Jun 09 21:59:10 * Edward is now known as Molly Jun 09 22:03:19 * Morgan watches them quietly Jun 09 22:04:36 *Mina comes to Morgan* Safe journey, Morgan. I look forward to your arrival next week Jun 09 22:06:39 * Morgan nods, inclining his head Jun 09 22:06:57 as difficult as it has been, it has been a pleasure spending time with you Jun 09 22:07:25 * Molly smiles "And with you" Jun 09 22:07:39 * Molly is now known as Edward Jun 09 22:07:57 * Edward comes to Morgan next, bowing a little Jun 09 22:08:14 Thank you for your assistance, your Excellency. Jun 09 22:08:24 * Morgan smiles slightly, pulling him into a hug Jun 09 22:08:32 Be safe brother Jun 09 22:09:08 * Edward does hug him back "And you. Take care of my schwesterlein please" Jun 09 22:09:27 if you'll do the same Jun 09 22:10:13 * Edward hugs him really hard a moment "From now until my dying day" Jun 09 22:10:37 * Morgan nods Jun 09 22:12:41 *Molly goes to Mina then Edward to say goodbyes, and then comes to Morgan's side as Edward hands his future bride into the carriage beside Mrs Danvers who watches them with an eagle eye. Edward then briefly inclines his head to his family before getting in also Jun 09 22:13:56 * Edward is now known as Molly Jun 09 22:16:12 * Molly puts a gentle hand on Morgan's lower back as she waves the carriage off with the other. Adalbrecht gives a brief glance in the direction of the carriage headed east before moving away to sort their horses. The townsfolk have mostly gone on their way now Jun 09 22:17:33 It's only for a few days... Jun 09 22:17:43 This time Jun 09 22:18:42 * Molly gently rubs his back a moment "I know, my love" Jun 09 22:19:08 * Morgan nods Jun 09 22:20:18 Shall we get underway? It will be late when we get to Innesbruck, but I want to see Inga Jun 09 22:20:32 * Morgan squares his shoulders Jun 09 22:20:35 aye, lets get moving Jun 09 22:23:56 ACTION nods, and accepts his help to mount up, Adalbrecht already in the saddle. They head west, the distance between him and Edward double with each mile as they both travel, Edward towards his eventual new home in Graben, and Morgan in the direction of their childhood home which Edward will be leaving for good, just as Morgan had done moving to Jun 09 22:23:57 the cottage. It's very cold though the route is fairly thawed, only the occassional ice patches warranting extra care. The three of them ride along quietly for the first little while, the land becoming increasingly forested. Jun 09 22:25:40 * Morgan spends the time finessing the two monkey fists, getting them just so Jun 09 22:26:29 * Molly watches this with great interest, Adalbrecht seems more interested in the route Jun 09 22:27:25 That should do for those... Jun 09 22:28:58 Hmm? Jun 09 22:29:10 * Molly looks from his hands to his face Jun 09 22:29:24 * Morgan smirks at her briefly Jun 09 22:29:32 * Molly blushes hard Jun 09 22:31:28 Some sailors use one of these, on a shorter rope, for self defence when in port Jun 09 22:31:48 Oh? I have never seen them before Jun 09 22:32:17 *Adalbrecht looks over, then winces* They are a formidable weapon. Jun 09 22:32:30 * Morgan nods Jun 09 22:32:43 should see how formidable _these_ ones are in my hands Jun 09 22:34:48 * Molly smiles Jun 09 22:34:56 I would like to see that Jun 09 22:35:24 * Morgan glances at his father Jun 09 22:35:30 If his Grafness would allow... Jun 09 22:36:31 A: As long as they are kept away from my personage. Jun 09 22:36:44 * Molly glances at Morgan with a little smirk Jun 09 22:37:02 * Morgan nods, stopping his horse and climbing down, walking a few feet away Jun 09 22:37:02 [do you think he was hit in the head with one?] Jun 09 22:37:11 [I'm beginning to think so] Jun 09 22:37:45 * Molly and Adalbrecht stop too, staying a good distance away Jun 09 22:46:28 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Jun 09 22:46:30 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 22:47:02 [22:28:05] • ​Molly​ and Adalbrecht stop too, staying a good distance away Jun 09 22:50:20 * Morgan twirls the weapons in slow circles for a moment before suddenly speeding up Jun 09 22:50:38 ((https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xD--7SsQS6s)) Jun 09 22:50:38 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 09 22:55:03 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 22:55:10 [22:28:05] • ​Molly​ and Adalbrecht stop too, staying a good distance away Jun 09 22:56:25 * Morgan twirls the weapons in slow circles for a moment before suddenly speeding up Jun 09 22:56:27 ((https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xD--7SsQS6s)) Jun 09 22:57:57 * MollyK and Adalbrecht both look astounded by this Jun 09 22:58:54 * Morgan stops, wrapping them up and tucking them in pockets before climbing back onto his horse Jun 09 22:59:00 yes, they'll do Jun 09 23:02:09 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 09 23:06:16 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Jun 09 23:06:27 [22:54:56] MollyK: Liebes herz! That is incredible! Jun 09 23:06:46 [22:55:32] MollyK: A: Very Good, Morgan Jun 09 23:06:59 * Morgan inclines his head Jun 09 23:07:32 * MollyK and Adalbrecht mount up too, and they ride on Jun 09 23:07:50 When did you learn that, my love? Jun 09 23:07:56 * Morgan shrugs Jun 09 23:08:01 picked it up somewhere Jun 09 23:08:18 * MollyK nods Jun 09 23:08:28 Varick will love it Jun 09 23:08:49 I think you might be right Jun 09 23:10:42 *they continue to ride for a few hours, still before lunch. Molly is wrapped up as warm as she can be, but he still sees her nose reddened at the low temperature. Jun 09 23:11:34 [If we did not have company, we could make Theus happy by doing what He designed for us along the way, as the priest said] Jun 09 23:11:53 [In this weather? You must be mad] Jun 09 23:12:51 [i _have_ just watched you do intricate things with ropes for quite some time...] Jun 09 23:14:54 [Well... yes...] Jun 09 23:15:27 [we wouldn't really feel the cold until afterwards] Jun 09 23:15:58 [And then we really would feel it] Jun 09 23:16:29 [very much. Perhaps in winter we should take a coach instead] Jun 09 23:16:41 [I rather agree] Jun 09 23:17:09 [A pleasant thought] Jun 09 23:17:56 * Morgan smiles slightly, blowing on his fingers Jun 09 23:18:25 * MollyK watches him, then smiles Jun 09 23:18:51 [you could likely warm your gloves] Jun 09 23:19:21 [I probably could, yes] Jun 09 23:22:36 * MollyK nods. Adalbrecht knows of a small inn nearby, so they stop for hot food and to warm by the fire. It's no bigger than a parlour, but the owners are very kind. The combination of hot food and fire, and a very late night making Theus happy makes him feel quite sleepy in the chair at the hearth Jun 09 23:24:46 * Morgan closes his eyes, relaxing Jun 09 23:27:00 *he starts to drift off, back to lying in front of the warm fire as he was, Molly under a blanket with her hair spread over the pillow Jun 09 23:30:37 * Morgan inhales her scent Jun 09 23:32:13 * MollyK smells of roses and a hint of scotch,and just something inherently feminine Jun 09 23:33:02 * Morgan smiles, closing his eyes Jun 09 23:33:55 *he hears her voice say* Liebes herz... Jun 09 23:36:14 hmm? Jun 09 23:36:24 * MollyK gently strokes his shoulder, bringing him to awakeness "it is time to go, my love..." Jun 09 23:37:00 * Morgan blinks a couple of times before nodding Jun 09 23:37:01 alright Jun 09 23:37:37 * MollyK looks concerned Jun 09 23:37:44 Are you well, my love? Jun 09 23:37:49 * Morgan nods Jun 09 23:37:55 just dozing blossom Jun 09 23:38:04 * MollyK smiles Jun 09 23:38:18 Still many hours ahead, I'm afraid Jun 09 23:38:27 * Morgan nods Jun 09 23:38:37 it'll give me time to work on something Jun 09 23:38:52 Oh? Jun 09 23:39:14 * Morgan nods, getting out of the chair Jun 09 23:40:37 * MollyK heads outside where Adalbrecht is waiting for them with the horses Jun 09 23:42:14 * Morgan shakes himself before helping Molly into the saddle then climbing onto his own horse Jun 09 23:43:13 * MollyK smells much the same as in his dream, minus the scotch Jun 09 23:45:17 *they get underway once more. The weather seems to have turned slightly milder* Jun 09 23:48:39 * Morgan spends time fiddling with one end of the remaining rope and a throwing dagger Jun 09 23:49:18 * MollyK seems very contented just watching his hands Jun 09 23:49:59 A: Are you two at odds? You have barely said two words in the last half an hour. Jun 09 23:50:15 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 09 23:50:21 I'm concentrating, thats all Jun 09 23:50:26 * MollyK glances up at Morgan a moment Jun 09 23:50:59 I was... umm... just thinking about what to wear for the wedding Jun 09 23:53:43 A: *he starts making suggestions, and although she is discussing it with him, Morgan can see she is quite distracted* Jun 09 23:54:37 * Morgan smirks, letting him go on for a few minutes before flinging the knife ahead of the horse, then drawing it back with the rope Jun 09 23:55:24 *Adalbrecht makes a very undignified yelp as it suddenly appears then disappears in his peripheral vision* Jun 09 23:55:37 * MollyK bites her lip, trying hard not to giggle Jun 09 23:57:27 * Morgan chuckles slightly Jun 09 23:57:32 Sorry, should've warned you Jun 09 23:58:09 A: Yes. Ensure next time you do Jun 09 23:59:01 Aye your grafness Jun 09 23:59:32 * MollyK just smiles at Morgan Jun 09 23:59:49 That is rather unusual, my love